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Examine Your
Thinking
and
Correct it!!
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Table of Contents
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How close to 100% Quiet am I 84
How close am I to 100% imperturbably 85
Could I be imperturbably Happy even if 86
What would I do with my total Freedom? 87
What are all the ways Freedom / Mastership could come to me? 88
Could I let go 100% of hiding 89
Know/Don't Know 91
Keep a running list 99
Make a list of people that you know 100
How are you still allowing yourself to experience Lack 101
Happiness 102
List and Release exercises 103
What do I want from ? Exercises 107
Attachments & Aversions 108
Lester's comments 133
Attachments & Aversions Hootless 134
What is a Program? 136
Program Worksheet 137
List and Release 140
Attachments & Aversions 142
Self Inquiry Questions 206
List and Release 207
Attachment/Aversion Topics 210
Releasing Assignments 216
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Write your intentions for the
What you hope to accomplish.
Basics of Releasing
Basics of Lesterizing
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The Three Ways to Release
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Second way to release. Letting go of Figuring it out. ( See Getting out of the "spin cycle" page 5
Final Step Workbook.)
Ask your mind if it knows how to...
It doesn't know, so asking something that doesn't know is like looking in an empty file
cabinet for an answer and you keep looking. Can you see how silly that is? Now your friend
your mind told you to beat yourself (or someone or something) up? How has beating up on
yourself (or someone or something) helped you resolve any situation? It hasn't helped at all, has
it? Ok, and who is doing it? You are, right? Alright, if you're doing it and it doesn't resolve the
situation, now you have a decision to make: You can be positive and love yourself (or someone
or something), or you can be negative and beat up on yourself (or someone or something) What
do you decide? (positive and love myself) Good. So, can you let go of disapproving of yourself
and more and more, etc. Now can you give yourself some approval? And more and more, etc.
Now check. Does it feel more possible or less possible to resolve the situation than it did just a
minute ago? More possible, right? Ok, good. That lets you know you are headed in the right
direction now. And the law of the universe is "positive attracts positive, and negative attracts
negative" So keep going and you'll see the results, keeping letting go of asking your mind, keep
letting go of disapproving and send approval.
Third Way to Release. Letting go Wanting Approval, Wanting Control, Wanting to be Safe
Can you let go of wanting approval, wanting control or wanting to be safe?
The Third way to release corresponds to Step Three of the Six Steps.
See all your feelings culminate in the want of approval, the want of control or the want of
safety/security. See it immediately and immediately let go of wanting approval, wanting control
or wanting to be safe.
The Third Way to Release is about making a decision. Can you let it go? It is not kinesthetic.
You don't locate a feeling in your body. It is just a decision. Can you let it go? Yes.
Some releasers may shorthand the question and say, "Is it wanting approval, control or
security?" However it's important to say, "Is it, wanting approval, wanting control or wanting to
be safe (or security)? We know want = lack. So, putting the word Lacking instead of wanting is
very effective and helps people discriminate. Could you let go of the lacking approval feeling?
Could you let go of the lacking control, out of control feeling? Could you let go of the lacking
security feeling? There is nothing wrong with having approval, having control or having
security. It is the wanting/lacking approval, wanting/lacking control or wanting/lacking safety
that is off. (This corresponds to the First Step of the Six Steps, I must want Imperturbability
more than I want approval, want control or want to be safe.)
When you ask someone if they can let go of wanting control, the lacking control, out of
control feeling? (for example), and they say, "Yes," ask them to check, do you feel more in
control than you did 2 seconds ago? They will say yes, and you say, "Notice when you let go of
wanting control (or the lacking control, out of control feeling), you immediately feel more in
control ( or safe or approved of)- Releasing is instantaneously provable.
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Remember...
All three ways to release are effective. Each has its place in your Releasing arsenal. The most
effective of the Three Ways to Release is the Third Way to Release called Letting go of the
wants (wanting approval, wanting control, wanting to be safe). Sometimes Releasers get
confused and think they have to put their head down and find the energy in their body when they
are using the Third Way to Release. Not so. The Third Way to Release does not involve a
feeling in the body. The Third Way to Release is just a decision. Is it wanting approval, wanting
control, wanting to be safe? Can you let it go? Yes. It's just that simple. The Third Way to
Release corresponds to The Third Step of the Six Steps. Immediately see the want of approval,
want of control and want to be safe and immediately let it go.
And Remember...
Wanting Approval is a Lacking Approval feeling
Wanting Control is a Lacking, Out of Control feeling
Wanting Safety is a Lacking Safety Feeling.
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How to do the Attachments and Aversions Exercises
The Attachments and Aversions Exercise is a very powerful method on the road to Freedom. It digs up
subconscious feelings so we can Release them.
An Attachment is a desire to have something.
An Aversion is a desire to get that thing away from me.
The Attachments and Aversions Exercise is divided into three sections.
The Top Section is called the Stream of Consciousness. You ask, "What is your first thought or
feeling about...(the subject of your exercise)?" Example: Being Free.
Just let your mind think of things, about the attachment. Whatever comes up, write it down.
Asking the question stirs up the subconscious mind and you will begin to see answers. Example: "If
I'm Free I have everything I want."
You bring the answer to wanting approval, wanting control, wanting to be safe and you let go of
whichever want (or wants) it is. Sometimes there is more than one want. Sometimes it's all three. You
take the strongest want to release first.
Once you've let go of the lacking feelings, you ask again, "What is your next thought or feeling
about...(the subject of your exercise)" and release. You continue asking and releasing until your mind
seems quiet on the subject.
Then you move to the Second Section of the exercise, Advantages and Disadvantages.
On the topic you're Releasing on, you ask, "What is the Advantage of (blank). Once the answer is
given, you ask "Is that wanting approval, wanting control, wanting to be safe and you let go of
whichever want (or wants) it is.
Then you ask, " What is the Disadvantage of (blank). Once the answer is given you ask, "Is that
wanting approval, wanting control, wanting to be safe and you let go of whichever want (or wants) it is.
You keep going back and forth of Advantages and Disadvantages until your mind quiets and there
aren't anymore Advantages or Disadvantages coming up.
Then, you go to the Third Section of the exercise. This Section is called the "Squeeze the Lemon"
section. It is so called because in this section we want to squeeze out any more subconscious feelings we
have on the subject we're working on.
We say, "Imagine never, ever having (blank).
We use the First Way to Release—the Kinesthetic method—and we put our head down and look for
any unwanted energy in our stomach or chest. We open up the door over that energy and we let it pass
through. The energy wants to leave so we just let it leave.
We repeat "Imagine never, ever having (blank)" two or three times and we repeat the procedure above.
Remember we are trying to squeeze out any remaining energy on the topic we're releasing on.
Next we ask, "Can you let go of your entire Attachment to (blank)? If you can't say, "Yes," 100%
there is still some unwanted energy in your stomach or chest. Open up and allow it to pass through. We
repeat this two or three times or more until we can say, "Yes" 100% without any clutching or resistance
coming up.
We then move to the Aversion side and we repeat the exact same procedure with a few exceptions.
We say "Like and Dislike" rather than "Advantages and Disadvantages."
When we Squeeze the Lemon we say, "Imagine Always having (blank)."
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And, we say, "Can you let of your entire Aversion to (blank)," etc.
Important: Notice what comes up for you during an Attachment and Aversion exercise.
When you do Attachments and Aversions, thoughts and feelings come up for release. That's the
purpose of the exercise. When you notice a certain thought or feeling coming up over and over again
during the exercise, that tells you that you should do an Attachments and Aversions exercise on that
recurring thought or feeling. These recurring thoughts and feelings are a gift for you because they have
been suppressed a long time and are now up for release. Notice them. Write them down as you are doing
the exercise. Come back to them later and do Attachments and Aversions on the recurring thoughts and
feelings. This is the way to get full benefit from the Attachments and Aversions exercise.
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Releasing with a Partner
First of all, when you and your partner write and release on each thought or feeling that comes up
(whether it be your thought/feeling or your partner's thought or feeling), you are multiplying the value
of the exercise. ''Piggybacking," and releasing on whatever feelings that may come up for you when
your partner responds.
Remember, one thought or feeling at a time. Release the thoughts and feelings one at a time as they
come up rather than making a list and then releasing.
Ping pong back and forth with your partner. When you come to Advantages and Disadvantages or
Likes and Dislikes, each partner releases on the Advantage (or Like) and then the same person releases
on the adjacent Disadvantage or (Dislike) before ping ponging over to the partner.
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Basics of Lesterizing Exercise
1. Get high to Release. "From the high place, look down on the garbage and let it up and out."
2. Hold in mind what you want. "Hold in Mind what you want and that is what you will be getting
all the time," says Lester in Willpower.
Here are the steps in Lesterizing. holding in mind what you want and releasing feelings to the
contrary.
Decide, and get into CAR Remember, it's a decision. Imagine if Steven Spielberg offered you a $10
million contract to play the role of CAR you would find a way to demonstrate it quickly.
Welcome the feeling of Having.. .Hold in mind what you want. "See it, feel it, touch it, as if it's yours
now," said Lester.
Let the Having feelings go.
Look down in the garbage pail and see the negative thoughts and feelings that say, "I can't. I can't do
it, I can't have it."
Look for the worst feelings that you are trying to avoid by achieving the goal. Look for the worst thing
that can happen if you don't succeed. Also, look for the worst thing that can happen if you do succeed.
These are the thoughts and feelings you have been holding in mind. They do not help you. do they?
Let go of any thoughts or feelings; bring them to wanting approval, wanting control and wanting to be
safe and let them go. Keep letting them go. When there are no more thoughts or feelings, evaporate and
dissolve the remaining negative picture, or feelings. Let it go.
Then, go back and hold in mind what you want with as much detail and feelings as possible. See it,
feel it, touch it as if it's yours right now. Look for any wanting approval, wanting control and wanting to
be safe and let them go.
Move yourself up to the highest state of peace with the picture (I am-I am whole, complete, total unto
my Self. Everyone and everything is part of my Self. It is all perfect). From this high state, shower the
picture with approval.
Then, allow the positive picture and feelings to evaporate and dissolve.
Hold in mind. "I have it."
You may go back and forth between the "Having" feeling and the aversion feeling several times.
Always evaporate and dissolve the having picture before going on to the Aversion picture/feelings and
then evaporate the Aversion picture/feelings before going back to Holding in mind what you want, the
Having feelings.
Always end the exercise with Holding in mind what you want, the Having thoughts/feelings. And, let
them evaporate and dissolve.
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What is a Clean-Up and How to Do It
A clean up is just what it says. During our day, unless we are totally awake and releasing all the time,
we can pick up some AGFLAP. The Clean Up clears the AGFLAP, it "cleans it up," and quiets the mind.
We begin each releasing session with a basic Clean Up.
Keep releasing until any wanting/lacking feelings have subsided and your mind is quiet.
A Clean-Up should also be used after a releasing session particularly when the releasing has stirred up
resistance or especially energized thoughts or feelings. Follow the same basic clean up procedure
described above.
The General Release Questions may also be used for a Clean Up.
Use the General Release Questions 20 times a day. Soon you will have them memorized and they will
serve you in two ways: You will be discriminating all the time and you will be releasing all the time. The
General Release Questions take you off automatic.
1. Who or what are you afraid of right now?
2. Who or what do you want to control right now?
3. Whose approval do you want right now?
4. Who or what do you feel insecure about right now?
5. Who or what do you want to be separate from right now?
6. What is the worst thing that can happen right now?
7. Who or what are you resisting right now?
8. Can you let go of protecting yourself with fear?
9. Can you let go of being so smart and allow it to be other than you think it is?
There is only one single growth and that is letting go of the ego. The ego thinks and causes all thought.
The more we're looking into the mind and releasing, the quieter we become.
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General Releasing Sheet
Let it go
4. Am I insecure now?
9. Could I let go of being so smart and allow it to be other than I think it is?
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Keeping Gains
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Freedom
It isn't that you don't want to be free. It is that you have more
interest in other things. Other things are more important to you.
either consciously or subconsciously.
With that in mind, ask yourself what it is that you want more
than you want freedom.
When you have released a thing totally, you will be that much
freer to move on to greater and greater freedom.
Ask yourself:
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List the things you want more than Freedom (accomplishments, people in your life/out of
your life, things).
Bring to the Wanting feeling and release. Could you let go of desire of the thing and allow
everything to be even better?
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Attachment to BeingAwareofNothing
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the attachment. Write it down and see what you wrote or thought
as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release the want.)
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Aversion to Being a Doer
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the aversion. Write it down and see what you wrote or
thought as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release
the want.)
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Attachment to BeingAwareofNothing
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the attachment. Write it down and see what you wrote or thought
as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release the want.)
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Aversion to Being a Victim
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the aversion. Write it down and see what you wrote or
thought as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release
the want.)
What do I like about being a Victim? What do I dislike about being a Victim?
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Attachment to BeingAwareofNothing
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the attachment. Write it down and see what you wrote or thought
as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release the want.)
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Aversion to Being Actionless
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the aversion. Write it down and see what you wrote or
thought as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release
the want.)
What do I like about being Actionless? What do I dislike about being Actionless?
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Attachment to Being Aware of Nothing
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the attachment. Write it down and see what you wrote or thought
as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release the want.)
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Aversion to Being Aware of Nothing
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the aversion. Write it down and see what you wrote or
thought as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release
the want.)
What do I like about being Aware of Nothing? What do I dislike about being Aware of Nothing?
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Attachment to BeingAwareofNothing
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the attachment. Write it down and see what you wrote or thought
as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release the want.)
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Aversion to Being Formless
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the aversion. Write it down and see what you wrote or
thought as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release
the want.)
What do I like about being Formless? What do I dislike about being Fonnless?
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Attachment to BeingAwareofNothing
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the attachment. Write it down and see what you wrote or thought
as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release the want.)
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Aversion to Being in the Now
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the aversion. Write it down and see what you wrote or
thought as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release
the want.)
What do I like about Being in the Now? What do I dislike about Being in the Now?
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Attachment to BeingAwareofNothing
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the attachment. Write it down and see what you wrote or thought
as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release the want.)
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Aversion to Being in the World
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the aversion. Write it down and see what you wrote or
thought as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release
the want.)
What do I like about Being in the World? What do I dislike about Being in the World?
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Attachment to Dropping the World
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the attachment. Write it down and see what you wrote or thought
as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release the want.)
What Advantage is it to me to Drop the World? What Disadvantage is it to me to Drop the World?
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Aversion to Dropping the World
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the aversion. Write it down and see what you wrote or
thought as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release
the want.)
What do I like about Dropping the World? What do I dislike about Dropping the World?
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Attachment to BeingAwareofNothing
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the attachment. Write it down and see what you wrote or thought
as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release the want.)
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Aversion to Being Loving
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the aversion. Write it down and see what you wrote or
thought as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release
the want.)
What do I like about being Loving? What do I dislike about being Loving?
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Attachment to BeingAwareofN o t h i n g
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the attachment. Write it down and see what you wrote or thought
as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release the want.)
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Aversion to Being Non-Loving
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the aversion. Write it down and see what you wrote or
thought as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release
the want.)
What do I like about being Non-Loving? What do I dislike about being Non-Loving?
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Attachment to BeingAwareofNothing
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the attachment. Write it down and see what you wrote or thought
as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release the want.)
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Aversion to Being Right
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the aversion. Write it down and see what you wrote or
thought as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release
the want.)
What do I like about being Right? What do I dislike about being Right?
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Attachment to BeingAwareofNothing
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the attachment. Write it down and see what you wrote or thought
as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release the want.)
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Aversion to Being Wrong
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the aversion. Write it down and see what you wrote or
thought as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release
the want.)
What do I like about being Wrong? What do I dislike about being Wrong?
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Attachment to Believing I Cannot Disappear
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the attachment. Write it down and see what you wrote or thought
as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release the want.)
1. Imagine never, ever being able to believe you Cannot Disappear again.
(Let go of clutching or resisting the feeling it brings up in your stomach or chest. Keep releasing
until there are no more feelings in your stomach or chest.)
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Aversion to Believing I Cannot Disappear
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the aversion. Write it down and see what you wrote or
thought as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release
the want.)
What do I like about believing I Cannot Disappear? What do I dislike about believing I Cannot Disappear?
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Attachment to Body Pleasure
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the attachment. Write it down and see what you wrote or thought
as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release the want.)
What Advantage is it to me to have Body Pleasure? What Disadvantage is it to me to have Body Pleasure?
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Aversion to Body Pleasure
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the aversion. Write it down and see what you wrote or
thought as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release
the want.)
What do I like about Body Pleasure? What do I dislike about Body Pleasure?
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Attachment to Complaining
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the attachment. Write it down and see what you wrote or thought
as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release the want.)
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Aversion to Complaining
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the aversion. Write it down and see what you wrote or
thought as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release
the want.)
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Attachment to Criticizing
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the attachment. Write it down and see what you wrote or thought
as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release the want.)
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Aversion to Criticizing
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the aversion. Write it down and see what you wrote or
thought as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release
the want.)
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Attachment to Happiness
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the attachment. Write it down and see what you wrote or thought
as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release the want.)
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Aversion to Desire
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the aversion. Write it down and see what you wrote or
thought as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release
the want.)
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Attachment to Happiness
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the attachment. Write it down and see what you wrote or thought
as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release the want.)
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Aversion to Love
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the aversion. Write it down and see what you wrote or
thought as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release
the want.)
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Attachment to Happiness
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the attachment. Write it down and see what you wrote or thought
as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release the want.)
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Aversion to Happiness
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the aversion. Write it down and see what you wrote or
thought as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release
the want.)
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Attachment to Happiness
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the attachment. Write it down and see what you wrote or thought
as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release the want.)
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Aversion to Feelings
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the aversion. Write it down and see what you wrote or
thought as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release
the want.)
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Attachment to Harmony
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the attachment. Write it down and see what you wrote or thought
as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release the want.)
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Aversion toHavingAnEmptyMind
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the aversion. Write it down and see what you wrote or
thought as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release
the want.)
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Attachment to Thought
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the attachment. Write it down and see what you wrote or thought
as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release the want.)
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Aversion to Thought
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the aversion. Write it down and see what you wrote or
thought as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release
the want.)
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Attachment to Having a Quiet Mind
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the attachment. Write it down and see what you wrote or thought
as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release the want.)
What Advantage is it to me to have a Quiet Mind? What Disadvantage is it to me to have a Quiet Mind?
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Aversion to Having An Empty Mind
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the aversion. Write it down and see what you wrote or
thought as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release
the want.)
What do I like about having a Quiet Mind? What do I dislike about having a Quiet Mind?
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Attachment to Having An Empty Mind
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the attachment. Write it down and see what you wrote or thought
as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release the want.)
What Advantage is it to me to have an Empty Mind? What Disadvantage is it to me to have an Empty Mind?
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Aversion to Having An Empty Mind
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the aversion. Write it down and see what you wrote or
thought as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release
the want.)
What do I like about having an Empty Mind? What do I dislike about having an Empty Mind?
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Attachment to Talking
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the attachment. Write it down and see what you wrote or thought
as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release the want.)
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Aversion to Talking
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the aversion. Write it down and see what you wrote or
thought as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release
the want.)
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Attachment to Never Talking Again
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the attachment. Write it down and see what you wrote or thought
as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release the want.)
What Advantage is it to me to Never Talk Again? What Disadvantage is it to me to Never Talk Again ?
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Aversion to Never Talking Again
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the aversion. Write it down and see what you wrote or
thought as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release
the want.)
What do I like about Never Talking Again? What do I dislike about Never Talking Again ?
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Pride Exercises
The Abundance Course Workbook is a goldmine for releasers aiming for Total Freedom and
Imperturbability! Here's more on how to use its exercises to dig deeper.
Larry Crane asks all his Teachers to do the Pride exercises—"Releasing Pride Sheet" and
"Digging Deeper" questions—at least once a week, as well as during their teaching time.
Why? Ego/Mind hides loads of disapproving (negative) energy here! And because Pride is a set
of higher emotions compared to the rest of AGFLAP, we don't pay attention to the quality of that
energy. We feel strong and powerful compared to those in AGLAP, so we don't notice the negativity
we are holding onto.
Just look at the Chart of Emotions and the Pride page ("Pride Results in ...") to see words like
"complaining," "critical," "contempt," "prejudice" and others. If you express these in
thoughts/thinking, behavior and the like— aren't you really disapproving of something or someone?
Watch for it!
Example:
Who/What am I about? Complete the question with a Pride word. Release each
answer at the Want.
Exercise:
Do the "Digging Deeper" page questions, THEN add all the Pride words on the Chart of Emotions
and from the "Pride Results In" page of the Abundance Course Workbook, and do it again! And
again, and again.
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"My Persona" Pride Exercise
Example: I am Free (Lester said so), so I don't need to [won't] take responsibility for what people think
about me.
More fill ins for the 2nd blank, ["so I don't/won't. _"], try these to get going and/or whatever
comes up for you.
• What is going on with my body
• Get involved in their garbage
• Do as much as others, etc
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Pride Awareness Exercise
How I am a [Hypocrite]
a. List how you are [ Pride word ], identify the Want and release the Want.
Examples:
• I am a hypocrite because ... I gossip (criticize, disapprove) and say I never do.
• I am a hypocrite because ... I say I see everyone as Perfect, but I really don't, etc
b. Now turn each "I am a hypocrite because..." statement around so you come from Beingness,
from Infinite Allness. List your new creations and release at the Want level.
Examples:
c. Now also try this exercise with other Pride words in the chart.
***When you have recognized and taken responsibility for the Pride, bring it to WA, WC, WS and
let it go. Look for clutching and let that go.
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Pride Thought/Thinking Exercise
Another powerful Pride release exercise is to simply get as quiet as you can, and then write each
and every thought that comes to mind as you sit quietly, without releasing (yet!).
Do the writing! Do this for 20 or 30 minutes. Write every odd thought or phrase without editing or
interpreting at this time.
Next, go back to the first thought. Read it. Identify where or how this thought stems
from disapproval, criticism, judgment, I'm better, Look at me—a Pride word. Notice that
these are Pride words/feelings! Notice how EVERY thought has this energy in it!
***When you have recognized and taken responsibility for that Pride, bring it to WA,
WC, WS and let it go. Look for clutching and let that go.
Notice how quiet the mind gets as you work through all those thoughts and do the
releasing.
A version of this is to write everything that comes to mind around a single topic, rather than a
stream of consciousness.
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Describe your Persona (personality, character traits) in the 3rd person; bring each trait to the
Want and release.
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Why do I choose to have the Freedom Lester describes?
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What is my now thinking about the degree of Freedom, Peace, discrimination and manifestation
power, etc. that I already have right now? [List and release from the Wants, one response at a time]
What is ...
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Do I have only unconditional love and approval for every aspect of Freedom I now have and which are
creations of my own?
List thoughts that come up as you do this and release from the Wanting feeling.
List thoughts that come up as you do this and release the want.
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Am I imperturbably calm and peaceful about the Freedom I have right now?
List thoughts that come up as you do this and release the want.
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What is my now thinking about actually experiencing total Freedom, like Lester's? [List and release one
at a time]
What is ...
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Can I see myself being totally Free right now?
[This is a Squeeze the Lemon exercise: Answer with the No answer as many times as needed to
have quiet; then move to Yes in the same way]
List thoughts that come up as you do this and release from the Wanting feeling.
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Do I have only unconditional love and approval for Freedom/Imperturbability?
[This is a Squeeze the Lemon exercise: Answer with the No answer as many times as needed to
have quiet; then move to Yes in the same way]
List thoughts that come up as you do this and release from the Wanting feeling.
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How close to 100% Quiet (Imperturbable, Peaceful) am I about being totally Free right now?
[If you are 40% Quiet, what is ego saying to you in the 60%? Bring this to the 3 Wants. Release.
Do this over and over till you are 100% Quiet about having this]
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How close am I to 100% imperturbably calm and peaceful about having a totally Quiet Mind?
[If you are 40% peaceful, what is ego saying to you in the 60%? Bring this to the 3 Wants. Release. Do
this over and over till you are 100% peaceful about having this]
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Could I be imperturbably Happy even if...
[This is a Squeeze the Lemon exercise: Answer with the No answer as many times as needed to
have quiet; then move to Yes in the same way]
Here are some possible ways to complete your question - add more!
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What would I do with my total Freedom?
[List and release from the Wants, being specific in each answer and saying what is involved in that thing]
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What are all the ways Freedom / Mastership could come to me?
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Could I let go 100% of hiding behind the illusion of Lack, Want, Desire...?
[If you are 40% okay with doing this, what is ego saying to you in the 60%? Bring this to the 3 Wants.
Release. Do this over and over till you are 100% okay about letting go of this]
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Could I let go 100% of hiding behind the illusion of limitation ...?
[If you are 40% okay with this, what is ego saying to you in the 60%? Bring this to the 3 Wants. Release.
Do this over and over till you are 100% okay about letting go of hiding]
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Know/Don't Know
A. What do I know about Being Free? B. What don't I know about it?
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Know/Don't Know
A. What do I know about the Quiet Mind? B. What don't I know about the Quiet Mind?
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Know/Don't Know—More Topics
Below is a list of additional know/don't know topics you can do to dig even deeper.
Make a copy of the following blank template to do these exercises on your own.
Infinity
Eternity
Reality
World
Bodies
Oneness
Beingness
Love
Death
Life
Awareness
Change
Time
Relationships
Feelings
Thought
Thinking
Limitation
Ego/Mind
Manifesting at will
Freedom
Happiness
Truth
Myself
People
FIND MORE!
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Keep a running list of all the ways you now experience Freedom, Omnipotence, Omniscience or
Omnipresence, Expansion—in other words, demonstrations of how you are already a Free One.
For example:
"I can trace back to my creative thought which created some circumstance or manifestation that I
am seeing right now."
"I recognize that I always have everything I need when I need it!"
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Make a list of people (including yourself) that you know. One person at a time, measure on a scale of
100% how unconditionally loving you are about each one. Release the Wants and the thoughts, feelings,
pictures that come up till you are at 100% unconditional love for each person.
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How are you still allowing yourself to experience Lack, Limitation and Wanting/Desiring -
other words, demonstrations of how/that you are still running on automatic and on excuses
List and release from the Wants.
For example:
"I allow my body to preoccupy me for long periods of time instead of releasing it."
"I am still afraid to quit my job and test the Butt Method for real."
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Happiness
Topic:
Did l
completely
let go?
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What do you have to give up to go beyond where you are right now?
List and identify which Want is coming up with it; release it.
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What are my blocks to Freedom?
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What do I still want from people?
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What do I still want from the world?
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Make copies of this page and do the exercises as many times as you wish.
Use these topics - and your own! Answer; say whether mutual or not; release from the Want.
1. Freedom
2. My Body
3. My Mind/Ego
4. This World
What do I want from ? Is it mutual? Let go ? What does want from me? Is it mutual? Let go?
What do I want to give ? Is it mutual? Let go? What does want to give me? Is it mutual? Let go?
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Attachment to Knowing Everything is My Creation
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the attachment. Write it down and see what you wrote or thought
as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release the want.)
2. C o u l d I let g o of m y e n t i r e a t t a c h m e n t to K n o w i n g E v e r y t h i n g is M y C r e a t i o n ?
(Keep letting go until you can say "yes" 100% with no clutching or resistance.)
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Aversion to Knowing Everything is My Creation
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the aversion. Write it down and see what you wrote or
thought as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release
the want.)
What do I like about Knowing Everything What do I dislike about Knowing Everything
is My Creation ? is My Creation ?
2. C o u l d I let g o of m y e n t i r e attachment to K n o w i n g E v e r y t h i n g is M y C r e a t i o n ?
(Keep letting go until you can say "yes" 100% with no clutching or resistance.)
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Attachment to Knowing There is No Body
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the attachment. Write it down and see what you wrote or thought
as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release the want.)
2. C o u l d I let g o of m y e n t i r e a t t a c h m e n t to K n o w i n g T h e r e is N o B o d y ?
(Keep letting go until you can say "yes" 100% with no clutching or resistance.)
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Aversion to Knowing There is No Body
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the aversion. Write it down and see what you wrote or
thought as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release
the want.)
What do I like about Knowing There is No Body? What do I dislike about Knowing There is No Body?
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the attachment. Write it down and see what you wrote or thought
as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release the want.)
2. C o u l d I let g o of m y e n t i r e a t t a c h m e n t toE x p e r i e n c i n gO m n i p r e s e n c e ?
(Keep letting go until you can say "yes" 100% with no clutching or resistance.)
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Aversion to Knowing There is No World
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the aversion. Write it down and see what you wrote or
thought as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release
the want.)
What do I like about Knowing There is No World? What do I dislike about Knowing There is No World?
2. C o u l d I let g o of m y e n t i r e a v e r s i o n to K n o w i n g T h e r e is N o W o r l d ?
(Keep letting go until you can say "yes" 100% with no clutching or resistance.)
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Attachment to Surrendering the Ego
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the attachment. Write it down and see what you wrote or thought
as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release the want.)
What Advantage is it to me to Surrender the Ego? What Disadvantage is it to me to Surrender the Ego?
2. C o u l d I let g o of m y e n t i r e a t t a c h m e n t to S u r r e n d e r i n g t h e E g o ?
(Keep letting go until you can say "yes" 100% with no clutching or resistance.)
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Aversion to Surrendering the Ego
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the aversion. Write it down and see what you wrote or
thought as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release
the want.)
What do I like about Surrendering the Ego? What do I dislike about Surrendering the Ego?
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Attachment to Experiencing Omnipotence
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the attachment. Write it down and see what you wrote or thought
as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release the want.)
2. C o u l d I let g o of m y e n t i r e a t t a c h m e n t to E x p e r i e n c i n g O m n i p o t e n c e ?
(Keep letting go until you can say "yes" 100% with no clutching or resistance.)
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Aversion to Experiencing Omnipotence
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the aversion. Write it down and see what you wrote or
thought as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release
the want.)
What do I like about Experiencing Omnipotence? What do I dislike about Experiencing Omnipotence?
2. C o u l d I let g o of m y e n t i r e a v e r s i o n to E x p e r i e n c i n g O m n i p o t e n c e ?
(Keep letting go until you can say "yes" 100% with no clutching or resistance.)
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Attachment to Experiencing Omnipresence
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the attachment. Write it down and see what you wrote or thought
as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release the want.)
2. C o u l d I let g o of m y e n t i r e a t t a c h m e n t to E x p e r i e n c i n g O m n i p r e s e n c e ?
(Keep letting go until you can say "yes" 100% with no clutching or resistance.)
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Aversion to Experiencing Omnipresence
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the aversion. Write it down and see what you wrote or
thought as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release
the want.)
What do I like about Experiencing Omnipresence? What do I dislike about Experiencing Omnipresence?
2. C o u l d I let g o of m y e n t i r e a v e r s i o n to E x p e r i e n c i n g O m n i p r e s e n c e ?
(Keep letting go until you can say "yes" 100% with no clutching or resistance.)
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Attachment to Experiencing the World
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the attachment. Write it down and see what you wrote or thought
as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release the want.)
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Aversion to Experiencing the World
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the aversion. Write it down and see what you wrote or
thought as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release
the want.)
What do I like about Experiencing the World? What do I dislike about Experiencing the World?
2. C o u l d I let g o of m y e n t i r e a v e r s i o n to E x p e r i e n c i n g the W o r l d ?
(Keep letting go until you can say "yes" 100% with no clutching or resistance.)
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Attachment to Living
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the attachment. Write it down and see what you wrote or thought
as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release the want.)
2. C o u l d I let g o o f m y e n t i r e a t t a c h m e n t to L i v i n g ?
(Keep letting go until you can say "yes" 100% with no clutching or resistance.)
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Aversion to Living
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the aversion. Write it down and see what you wrote or
thought as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release
the want.)
2. C o u l d I let g o of m y e n t i r e a v e r s i o n to L i v i n g ?
(Keep letting go until you can say "yes" 100% with no clutching or resistance.)
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Attachment to Fearing Death
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the attachment. Write it down and see what you wrote or thought
as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release the want.)
2. C o u l d I let g o of m y e n t i r e a t t a c h m e n t to F e a r i n g D e a t h ?
(Keep letting go until you can say "yes" 100% with no clutching or resistance.)
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Aversion to Fearing Death
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the aversion. Write it down and see what you wrote or
thought as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release
the want.)
What do I like about Fearing Death? What do I dislike about Fearing Death?
2. C o u l d I let g o of m y e n t i r e a v e r s i o n to F e a r i n g D e a t h ?
(Keep letting go until you can say "yes" 100% with no clutching or resistance.)
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Attachment to Living
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the attachment. Write it down and see what you wrote or thought
as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release the want.)
2. C o u l d I let g o of m y e n t i r e a t t a c h m e n t to Living?
(Keep letting go until you can say "yes" 100% with no clutching or resistance.)
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Aversion to Dying
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the aversion. Write it down and see what you wrote or
thought as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release
the want.)
1. Imagine Dying.
(Let go of clutching or resisting the feeling it brings up in your stomach or chest. Keep releasing
until there are no more feelings in your stomach or chest.)
2. C o u l d I let g o of m y e n t i r e a v e r s i o n to D y i n g ?
(Keep letting go until you can say "yes" 100% with no clutching or resistance.)
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Attachment to Having All My Desires Fulfilled
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the attachment. Write it down and see what you wrote or thought
as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release the want.)
1. Imagine never, ever being able to Have All My Desires Fulfilled again.
(Let go of clutching or resisting the feeling it brings up in your stomach or chest. Keep releasing
until there are no more feelings in your stomach or chest.)
2. C o u l d I let g o of m y e n t i r e a t t a c h m e n t to H a v i n g A l l M y D e s i r e s F u l f i l l e d ?
(Keep letting go until you can say "yes" 100% with no clutching or resistance.)
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Aversion to Having Ail My Desires Fulfilled
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the aversion. Write it down and see what you wrote or
thought as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release
the want.)
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Attachment to a Noisy Mind
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the attachment. Write it down and see what you wrote or thought
as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release the want.)
What Advantage is it to me to have a Noisy Mind? What Disadvantage is it to me to have a Noisy Mind?
2. C o u l d I let g o of m y e n t i r e a t t a c h m e n t to h a v i n g a N o i s y M i n d ?
(Keep letting go until you can say "yes" 100% with no clutching or resistance.)
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Aversion to a Noisy Mind
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the aversion. Write it down and see what you wrote or
thought as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release
the want.)
What do I like about having a Noisy Mind? What do I dislike about having a Noisy Mind?
2. C o u l d I let g o of m y e n t i r e a v e r s i o n to h a v i n g a N o i s y M i n d ?
(Keep letting go until you can say "yes" 100% with no clutching or resistance.)
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A L L KNOWING
ALL POWERFUL
EVERYWHERE
The Real You Beingness
PRESENT
MIND
Limited You Doingness
SEPARATION
When you go free, you change only in identity and point of view.
FREE STATE
Imperturbability (Desirelessness)
Quietude
Tranquility
Serenity
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DROPPING THE MIND
The greatest thing, and the most difficult thing we have to do is to drop the mind. It's a
junkyard full of refuse from the ages past; refuse of thoughts of limitations—I am a limited
body, I have troubles. All thoughts contain limitation. We pile them up in the thing we call
mind. Mind is nothing but the total accumulation of all these thoughts. So mind is kind of a
junkyard of limitation.
All right, so how do we get rid of the mind? By quieting it. When we quiet the mind we
discover our infinity. The more we see our limitlessness, the more we recognize that
junkyard called mind, and the more we let go of it. We let go of it until we go so far that we
drop the whole remaining mind at one time. However, before that, we keep battling the
thoughts as they come up. As the thoughts come up, we let go, let go, let go, until we let go
of enough of them so that the Self that we are is obvious. Then it takes over and takes us all
the way. The greatest thing is quieting the mind, which is eliminating the mind.
Constant releasing is a necessary step in quieting the mind. This is the major point I am
addressing. Release. Learn how to release consistently and in that state learn how to quiet
your mind totally. The deeper one goes the more one discovers the innate joys to which
there are no limits. No matter how joyful you get you can always go further. If you were a
thousand times more joyful than you are now, you could still go on and on . . . joy is
unlimited because you are infinite.
But, the major thing to accomplish is the ability to control the mind, to release. To drop
into peace at will. A person can control a whole nation and if they cannot control their own
mind, what kind of control have they got? They are a victim of their own mind. Rather than
being free in control over their thoughts, they are actually pushed around by past habits.
They are no Master. Only the ones who can control their mind is a Master. A Master not
only of themselves, but of anything and everything they do. Releasing is the way.
Lester Levenson
from "The Way" book
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Attachment to Being Fully Released (Hootless)
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the attachment. Write it down and see what you wrote or thought
as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release the want.)
What advantage is it to me to Being Fully Released What Disadvantage is it to me to Being Fully Released
(Hootless)? (Hootless)?
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Aversion to Being Fully Released (Hootless)
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the aversion. Write it down and see what you wrote or
thought as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release
the want.)
What do I like about being Being Fully Released What do I dislike about being Being Fully Released
(Hootless)? (Hootless)?
2. C o u l d I let g o of m y e n t i r eattachmenttoturningeverythingoverto B e i n g n e s s ?
(Keep letting go until you can say "yes" 100% with no clutching or resistance.)
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What is a Program?
1. A Belief System
2. A Set of Instructions
• Repetitive behavior
• A master plan
• A directive
• Forgetfulness of what/who you are
• An energy saver
• A thinking saver
3. A Past Decision
Consciously made and now unconsciously running.
4. Illness 4. Pain
5. Fatigue 5. Illness
13. Death
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Program Worksheet
Write down, in one or two sentences, what you believe to be your currently operative program in each of
the following areas.
MONEY
HEALTH
SEX
RELATIONSHIPS
CAREER OR WORK
ANY COMPULSIONS
ANY INHIBITIONS
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Total Freedom
PEACE
ACCEPTANCE
COURAGEOUS
PRIDE
ANGER
LUST
FEAR
GRIEF
APATHY
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Releasing
PEACE
ACCEPTANCE
COURAGEOUS
PRIDE
ANGER
LUST
FEAR
GRIEF
APATHY
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Where do I find my program? List and Release
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Attachment to Intuition
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the attachment. Write it down and see what you wrote or thought
as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release the want.)
2. C o u l d I let g o of m y e n t i r e a t t a c h m e n t to h a v i n g I n t u i t i o n ?
(Keep letting go until you can say "yes" 100% with no clutching or resistance.)
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Aversion to Intuition
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the aversion. Write it down and see what you wrote or
thought as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release
the want.)
2. C o u l d I let g o of m y e n t i r e a v e r s i o n to I n t u i t i o n ?
(Keep letting go until you can say "yes" 100% with no clutching or resistance.)
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Attachment to Effortlessness
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the attachment. Write it down and see what you wrote or thought
as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release the want.)
2. C o u l d I let g o of m y e n t i r e a t t a c h m e n t to E f f o r t l e s s n e s s ?
(Keep letting go until you can say "yes" 100% with no clutching or resistance.)
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Aversion to Effortlessness
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the aversion. Write it down and see what you wrote or
thought as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release
the want.)
2. C o u l d I let g o of m y e n t i r e a v e r s i o n to E f f o r t l e s s n e s s ?
(Keep letting go until you can say "yes" 100% with no clutching or resistance.)
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Attachment to Havingness
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the attachment. Write it down and see what you wrote or thought
as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release the want.)
2. C o u l d I let g o of m y e n t i r e a t t a c h m e n t to H a v i n g n e s s ?
(Keep letting go until you can say "yes" 100% with no clutching or resistance.)
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Aversion to Havingness
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the aversion. Write it down and see what you wrote or
thought as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release
the want.)
2. C o u l d I let g o o f m y e n t i r e a v e r s i o n to H a v i n g n e s s ?
(Keep letting go until you can say "yes" 100% with no clutching or resistance.)
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Attachment to Pure Awareness
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the attachment. Write it down and see what you wrote or thought
as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release the want.)
What Advantage is it to me to have Pure Awareness? What Disadvantage is it to me to have Pure Awareness?
2. C o u l d I let g o of m y e n t i r e a t t a c h m e n t to h a v i n g P u r e A w a r e n e s s ?
(Keep letting go until you can say "yes" 100% with no clutching or resistance.)
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Aversion to Pure Awareness
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the aversion. Write it down and see what you wrote or
thought as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release
the want.)
What do I like about having Pure Awareness? What do I dislike about having Pure Awareness?
2. C o u l d I let g o of m y e n t i r e a v e r s i o n to h a v i n g P u r e A w a r e n e s s ?
(Keep letting go until you can say "yes" 100% with no clutching or resistance.)
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Attachment to Wanting Food
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the attachment. Write it down and see what you wrote or thought
as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release the want.)
2. C o u l d I let g o of m y e n t i r e a t t a c h m e n t to W a n t i n g F o o d ?
(Keep letting go until you can say "yes" 100% with no clutching or resistance.)
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Aversion to Wanting Food
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the aversion. Write it down and see what you wrote or
thought as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release
the want.)
What do I like about Wanting Food? What do I dislike about Wanting Food?
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Attachment to Going Without Food
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the attachment. Write it down and see what you wrote or thought
as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release the want.)
2. C o u l d I let g o of m y e n t i r e a t t a c h m e n t to G o i n g W i t h o u t F o o d ?
(Keep letting go until you can say "yes" 100% with no clutching or resistance.)
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Aversion toGoing Without Food
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the aversion. Write it down and see what you wrote or
thought as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release
the want.)
What do I like about Going Without Food? What do I dislike about Going Without Food?
2. C o u l d I let g o of m y e n t i r e a v e r s i o n to G o i n g W i t h o u t F o o d ?
(Keep letting go until you can say "yes" 100% with no clutching or resistance.)
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Attachment to Wanting Water
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the attachment. Write it down and see what you wrote or thought
as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release the want.)
2. C o u l d I let g o of m y e n t i r e a t t a c h m e n t to W a n t i n g W a t e r ?
(Keep letting go until you can say "yes" 100% with no clutching or resistance.)
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Aversion to Wanting Water
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the aversion. Write it down and see what you wrote or
thought as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release
the want.)
What do I like about Wanting Water? What do I dislike about Wanting Water?
2. C o u l d I let g o o f m y e n t i r e a v e r s i o n to W a n t i n g W a t e r ?
(Keep letting go until you can say "yes" 100% with no clutching or resistance.)
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Attachment to Going Without Water
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the attachment. Write it down and see what you wrote or thought
as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release the want.)
2. C o u l d I let g o of m y e n t i r e a t t a c h m e n t to G o i n g W i t h o u t W a t e r ?
(Keep letting go until you can say "yes" 100% with no clutching or resistance.)
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Aversion to Going Without Water
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the aversion. Write it down and see what you wrote or
thought as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release
the want.)
What do I like about Going Without Water? What do I dislike about Going Without Water?
2. C o u l d I let g o of m y e n t i r e a v e r s i o n to G o i n g W i t h o u t W a t e r ?
(Keep letting go until you can say "yes" 100% with no clutching or resistance.)
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Attachment to Taking Responsibility
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the attachment. Write it down and see what you wrote or thought
as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release the want.)
2. C o u l d I let g o of m y e n t i r e a t t a c h m e n t T a k i n g R e s p o n s i b i l i t y ?
(Keep letting go until you can say "yes" 100% with no clutching or resistance.)
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Aversion to Taking Responsibility
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the aversion. Write it down and see what you wrote or
thought as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release
the want.)
What do 1 like about Taking Responsibility? What do I dislike about Taking Responsibility?
2. C o u l d I let g o of m y e n t i r e a v e r s i o n to T a k i n g R e s p o n s i b i l i t y ?
(Keep letting go until you can say "yes" 100% with no clutching or resistance.)
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Attachment to Having an Identity
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the attachment. Write it down and see what you wrote or thought
as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release the want.)
2. C o u l d I let g o of m y e n t i r e a t t a c h m e n t to h a v i n g a n I d e n t i t y ?
(Keep letting go until you can say "yes" 100% with no clutching or resistance.)
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Aversion to Having an Identity
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the aversion. Write it down and see what you wrote or
thought as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release
the want.)
What do I like about having an Identity? What do I dislike about having an Identity?
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Attachment to Listening to the Ego
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the attachment. Write it down and see what you wrote or thought
as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release the want.)
What Advantage is it to me to Listen to the Ego? What Disadvantage is it to me to Listen to the Ego?
2. C o u l d I let g o of m y e n t i r e a t t a c h m e n t to L i s t e n i n g to the E g o ?
(Keep letting go until you can say "yes" 100% with no clutching or resistance.)
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Aversion to Listening to the Ego
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the aversion. Write it down and see what you wrote or
thought as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release
the want.)
What do I like about Listening to the Ego? What do I dislike about being Listening to the Ego ?
2. C o u l d I let g o of m y e n t i r e a v e r s i o n to L i s t e n i n g to the E g o ?
(Keep letting go until you can say "yes" 100% with no clutching or resistance.)
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Attachment to Turning Everything Over to Beingness
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the attachment. Write it down and see what you wrote or thought
as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release the want.)
What Advantage is it to me to turn everything over to What Disadvantage is it to me to turn everything over to
Beingness? Beingness?
1. Imagine never, ever being able to turn everything over to Beingness again.
(Let go of clutching or resisting the feeling it brings up in your stomach or chest. Keep releasing
until there are no more feelings in your stomach or chest.)
2. C o u l d I let g o of m y e n t i r e a t t a c h m e n t to t u r n i n g e v e r y t h i n g o v e r to B e i n g n e s s ?
(Keep letting go until you can say "yes" 100% with no clutching or resistance.)
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Aversion to Turning Everything Over to Beingness
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the aversion. Write it down and see what you wrote or
thought as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release
the want.)
What do I like about turning everything over to What do I dislike about turning everything over to
Beingness? Beingness?
2. C o u l d I let g o of m y e n t i r e attachment to t u r n i n g e v e r y t h i n g o v e r to B e i n g n e s s ?
(Keep letting go until you can say "yes" 100% with no clutching or resistance.)
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Attachment to Perfection
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the attachment. Write it down and see what you wrote or thought
as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release the want.)
2. C o u l d I let g o of m y e n t i r e a t t a c h m e n t to P e r f e c t i o n ?
(Keep letting go until you can say "yes" 100% with no clutching or resistance.)
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Aversion to Perfection
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the aversion. Write it down and see what you wrote or
thought as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release
the want.)
What do I like about being Perfect? What do I dislike about being Perfect?
2. C o u l d I let g o of m y entire a v e r s i o n to b e i n g P e r f e c t ?
(Keep letting go until you can say "yes" 100% with no clutching or resistance.)
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Attachment to Doing Nothing
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the attachment. Write it down and see what you wrote or thought
as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release the want.)
2. C o u l d I let g o of m y e n t i r e a t t a c h m e n t to D o i n g N o t h i n g ?
(Keep letting go until you can say "yes" 100% with no clutching or resistance.)
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Aversion to Doing Nothing
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the aversion. Write it down and see what you wrote or
thought as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release
the want.)
What do I like about Doing Nothing? What do I dislike about Doing Nothing?
2. C o u l d I let g o of m y e n t i r e a v e r s i o n to D o i n g N o t h i n g ?
(Keep letting go until you can say "yes" 100% with no clutching or resistance.)
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Attachment to Wanting to Breathe
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the attachment. Write it down and see what you wrote or thought
as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release the want.)
2. C o u l d I let g o of m y e n t i r e a t t a c h m e n t to W a n t i n g to B r e a t h e ?
(Keep letting go until you can say "yes" 100% with no clutching or resistance.)
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Aversion to Wanting to Breathe
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the aversion. Write it down and see what you wrote or
thought as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release
the want.)
What do I like about Wanting to Breathe? What do I dislike about Wanting to Breathe?
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Attachment to Fearing Breathlessness
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the attachment. Write it down and see what you wrote or thought
as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release the want.)
2. C o u l d I let g o of m y e n t i r e a t t a c h m e n t toHavingAllMyDesiresF u l f i l l e d ?
(Keep letting go until you can say "yes" 100% with no clutching or resistance.)
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Aversion to Fearing Breathlessness
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the aversion. Write it down and see what you wrote or
thought as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release
the want.)
What do I like about Fearing Breathlessness? What do I dislike about Fearing Breathlessness?
2. C o u l d I let g o of m y e n t i r e a v e r s i o n to F e a r i n g B r e a t h l e s s n e s s ?
(Keep letting go until you can say "yes" 100% with no clutching or resistance.)
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Attachment to Wanting Pleasures of the Body
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the attachment. Write it down and see what you wrote or thought
as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release the want.)
1. Imagine never, ever being able to Want Pleasures of the Body again.
(Let go of clutching or resisting the feeling it brings up in your stomach or chest. Keep releasing
until there are no more feelings in your stomach or chest.)
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Aversion to Wanting Pleasures of the Body
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the aversion. Write it down and see what you wrote or
thought as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release
the want.)
What do I like about Wanting Pleasures of the Body? What do I dislike about Wanting Pleasures of the Body?
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Attachment to Wanting Sex
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the attachment. Write it down and see what you wrote or thought
as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release the want.)
2. C o u l d I let g o of m y e n t i r e a t t a c h m e n t to W a n t i n g S e x ?
(Keep letting go until you can say "yes" 100% with no clutching or resistance.)
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Aversion to Wanting Sex
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the aversion. Write it down and see what you wrote or
thought as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release
the want.)
What do I like about Wanting Sex? What do I dislike about Wanting Sex?
2. C o u l d I let g o of m y e n t i r e a v e r s i o n to W a n t i n g S e x ?
(Keep letting go until you can say "yes" 100% with no clutching or resistance.)
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Attachment to Fearing Going Beyond Sex
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the attachment. Write it down and see what you wrote or thought
as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release the want.)
What Advantage is it to me to Fear Going Beyond Sex? What Disadvantage is it to me to Fear Going Beyond Sex?
1. Imagine never, ever being able to Fear Going Beyond Sex again.
(Let go of clutching or resisting the feeling it brings up in your stomach or chest. Keep releasing
until there are no more feelings in your stomach or chest.)
2. C o u l d I let g o of m y e n t i r e a t t a c h m e n t toHavingAllMyDesiresF u l f i l l e d ?
(Keep letting go until you can say "yes" 100% with no clutching or resistance.)
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Aversion to Fearing Going Beyond Sex
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the aversion. Write it down and see what you wrote or
thought as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release
the want.)
What do I like about Fearing Going Beyond Sex? What do I dislike about Fearing Going Beyond Sex?
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Attachment to Fearing Illness and Disease
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the attachment. Write it down and see what you wrote or thought
as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release the want.)
What Advantage is it to me to Fear Illness and Disease? What Disadvantage is it to me to Fear Illness and Disease?
1. Imagine never, ever being able to Fear Illness and Disease again.
(Let go of clutching or resisting the feeling it brings up in your stomach or chest. Keep releasing
until there are no more feelings in your stomach or chest.)
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Aversion to Fearing Illness and Disease
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the aversion. Write it down and see what you wrote or
thought as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release
the want.)
What do I like about Fearing Illness and Disease? What do I dislike about Fearing Illness and Disease?
2. C o u l d I let g o of m y e n t i r eattachmenttoturningeverythingoverto B e i n g n e s s ?
(Keep letting go until you can say "yes" 100% with no clutching or resistance.)
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Attachment to Ignoring Body Issues
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the attachment. Write it down and see what you wrote or thought
as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release the want.)
What Advantage is it to me to Ignore Body Issues? What Disadvantage is it to me to Ignore Body Issues?
2. C o u l d I let g o o f m y e n t i r e a t t a c h m e n t to I g n o r i n g B o d y I s s u e s ?
(Keep letting go until you can say "yes" 100% with no clutching or resistance.)
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Aversion to Ignoring Body Issues
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the aversion. Write it down and see what you wrote or
thought as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release
the want.)
2. C o u l d I let g o of m y e n t i r e a v e r s i o n to I g n o r i n g B o d y I s s u e s ?
(Keep letting go until you can say "yes" 100% with no clutching or resistance.)
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Attachment to Fearing Pain
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the attachment. Write it down and see what you wrote or thought
as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release the want.)
2. C o u l d I let g o of m y e n t i r e a t t a c h m e n t to F e a r i n g P a i n ?
(Keep letting go until you can say "yes" 100% with no clutching or resistance.)
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Aversion to Fearing Pain
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the aversion. Write it down and see what you wrote or
thought as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release
the want.)
What do I like about Fearing Pain? What do I dislike about Fearing Pain ?
2. C o u l d I let g o of m y e n t i r e a v e r s i o n to F e a r i n g P a i n ?
(Keep letting go until you can say "yes" 100% with no clutching or resistance.)
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Attachment to Fearing Being Formless
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the attachment. Write it down and see what you wrote or thought
as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release the want.)
What Advantage is it to me to Fear Being Formless? What Disadvantage is it to me to Fear Being Formless?
2. C o u l d I let g o of m y e n t i r e a t t a c h m e n t toHavingAllMyDesiresF u l f i l l e d ?
(Keep letting go until you can say "yes" 100% with no clutching or resistance.)
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Aversion to Fearing Being Formless
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the aversion. Write it down and see what you wrote or
thought as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release
the want.)
What do I like about Fearing Being Formless? What do I dislike about Fearing Being Formless?
2. C o u l d I let g o of m y e n t i r e a v e r s i o n to F e a r i n g B e i n g F o r m l e s s ?
(Keep letting go until you can say "yes" 100% with no clutching or resistance.)
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Attachment to Being Formless
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the attachment. Write it down and see what you wrote or thought
as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release the want.)
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Aversion to Being Formless
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the aversion. Write it down and see what you wrote or
thought as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release
the want.)
What do I like about Being Formless? What do I dislike about Being Formless?
2. C o u l d I let g o of m y e n t i r e a v e r s i o n to B e i n g F o r m l e s s ?
(Keep letting go until you can say "yes" 100% with no clutching or resistance.)
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Attachment to Wanting the Body Form
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the attachment. Write it down and see what you wrote or thought
as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release the want.)
What Advantage is it to me to Want the Body Form ? What Disadvantage is it to me to Want the Body Form?
1. Imagine never, ever being able to Want the Body Form again.
(Let go of clutching or resisting the feeling it brings up in your stomach or chest. Keep releasing
until there are no more feelings in your stomach or chest.)
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Aversion to Wanting the Body Form
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the aversion. Write it down and see what you wrote or
thought as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release
the want.)
What do I like about being a Wanting the Body Form ? What do I dislike about Wanting the Body Form ?
2. C o u l d I let g o of m y e n t i r e a v e r s i o n to W a n t i n g the B o d y F o r m ?
(Keep letting go until you can say "yes" 100% with no clutching or resistance.)
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Attachment to Wanting a Name/Identity
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the attachment. Write it down and see what you wrote or thought
as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release the want.)
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Aversion to Wanting a Name/Identity
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the aversion. Write it down and see what you wrote or
thought as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release
the want.)
What do I like about Wanting a Name/Identity? What do I dislike about Wanting a Name/Identity?
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Attachment to Being F o r m l e s s
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the attachment. Write it down and see what you wrote or thought
as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release the want.)
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Aversion to Being F o r m l e s s
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the aversion. Write it down and see what you wrote or
thought as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release
the want.)
What do I like about Being Nameless? What do I dislike about Being Nameless?
2. C o u l d I let g o of m y e n t i r e a v e r s i o n to B e i n g F o r m l e s s ?
(Keep letting go until you can say "yes" 100% with no clutching or resistance.)
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Attachment to Being Formless
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the attachment. Write it down and see what you wrote or thought
as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release the want.)
2. C o u l d I let g o of m y e n t i r e a t t a c h m e n t to b e i n g S e l f l e s s ?
(Keep letting go until you can say "yes" 100% with no clutching or resistance.)
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Aversion to Being Formless
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the aversion. Write it down and see what you wrote or
thought as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release
the want.)
What do I like about being Selfless? What do I dislike about being Selfless?
2. C o u l d I let g o of m y entire a v e r s i o n to B e i n g F o r m l e s s ?
(Keep letting go until you can say "yes" 100% with no clutching or resistance.)
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Attachment to Wanting Action
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the attachment. Write it down and see what you wrote or thought
as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release the want.)
2. C o u l d I let g o of m y e n t i r e a t t a c h m e n t to W a n t i n g A c t i o n ?
(Keep letting go until you can say "yes" 100% with no clutching or resistance.)
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Aversion to Wanting Action
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the aversion. Write it down and see what you wrote or
thought as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release
the want.)
What do I like about Wanting Action? What do I dislike about Wanting Action?
2. C o u l d I let g o of m y e n t i r e a v e r s i o n to W a n t i n g A c t i o n ?
(Keep letting go until you can say "yes" 100% with no clutching or resistance.)
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Attachment to Fearing Non-Existence
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the attachment. Write it down and see what you wrote or thought
as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release the want.)
2. C o u l d I let g o of m y e n t i r e a t t a c h m e n t to F e a r i n g N o n - E x i s t e n c e ?
(Keep letting go until you can say "yes" 100% with no clutching or resistance.)
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Aversion to Fearing Non-Existence
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the aversion. Write it down and see what you wrote or
thought as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release
the want.)
What do I like about Fearing Non-Existence? What do I dislike about Fearing Non-Existence?
2. C o u l d I let g o of m y e n t i r e a v e r s i o n to F e a r i n g N o n - E x i s t e n c e
(Keep letting go until you can say "yes" 100% with no clutching or resistance.)
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Attachment to Being Aware of Nothing/Everything
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the attachment. Write it down and see what you wrote or thought
as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release the want.)
2. C o u l d I let g o o f m y e n t i r e a t t a c h m e n t to t u r n i n g e v e r y t h i n g o v e r to Beingness?
(Keep letting go until you can say "yes" 100% with no clutching or resistance.)
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Aversion to Being Aware of Nothing/Everything
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the aversion. Write it down and see what you wrote or
thought as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release
the want.)
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Attachment to Being Helpless In The Body
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the attachment. Write it down and see what you wrote or thought
as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release the want.)
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Aversion to Being Helpless In The Body
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the aversion. Write it down and see what you wrote or
thought as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release
the want.)
What do I like about Being Helpless In The Body? What do I dislike about Being Helpless In The Body?
2. C o u l d I let g o of m y e n t i r eattachmenttoturningeverythingoverto B e i n g n e s s ?
(Keep letting go until you can say "yes" 100% with no clutching or resistance.)
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Self Inquiry Questions
1. What am I?
2. Who am I?
3. Where am I?
4. If I'm not that, what am I?
10. If I am the Formless Nothing upon which everything appears to exist, what am I?
11. If that is all a dream that never really was, who am I, what am I?
12. If that is merely imagined, who am I, what am I?
13. From what do I arise?
14. In what am I contained?
19. What if all that I have ever wanted is already effortlessly present, here and now, right within me?
20. If there is nothing to want and no one to want it, who/what am I?
21. If there is nothing to release and no one to release it, who/what am I?
22. If that "I" with its body, mind, world has nothing to do with Me. what am I?
23. If I'm not real, who/what am I?
24. If all is causeless and egoless, who/what am I?
25. If "I," "me," "mine" are merely beliefs I am holding in mind, who am I, what is real?
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What do J still need to do to go Free (or: before going Free)?
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Upon Realization, what will I have to give up?
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Upon Realization, what will I have gained?
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Attachment/Aversion Topics
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33. Knowing you are not your ego
34. Knowing you are not your personality
35. Dropping the world
36. Being all pristine
37. Having free will
38. Being (not being) reactive
39. Knowing body doesn't exist
40. Effortlessness
41. Empty mind
42. Being a Doer
43. Being a Sufferer/Victim
44. Watching it happen
45. Having a clear mind
46. Watching yourself
47. Being nothing
48. Being nobody
49. Being everyone
50. Being everything
51. Something happening
52. Making something happen to be happy
53. Peace of mind
54. Waking up to the Truth
55. Having all my desires fulfilled
56. Having all my needs provided
57. Noisy mind
58. Having what I thought happen
59. Believing there is a reality
60. Believing pain is real
61. Believing anything can hurt me
62. Believing I can be physically harmed
63. Being responsible for everything
64. Being responsible for nothing
65. Knowing I am not what I appear to be
66. Knowing the world is not what it appears to
67. Knowing the universe is not what it appears
68. Knowing there is no evil
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69. Believing there is only One Being/Oneness
70. Finding the origin of the mind
71. Being born
72. Experiencing my humanity
73. Experiencing Omnipotence
74. Experiencing Omnipresence
75. Experiencing Omniscience
76. Improving my humanness
77. Getting along in this world
78. Getting along without the world
79. Being in the world
80. Having certain parents
81. Having a certain religion
82. Having a certain environment
83. Understanding the Truth about my Self
84. Turning inward
85. Believing other beings live in the cosmos
86. Finding myself
87. Knowing how much time I have left in my body
88. Believing life doesn't end
89. Being born over and over into this life
90. Believing there is only eternal life
91. Believing I cannot disappear
92. Learning to love myself
93. Being loving
94. Being non-loving
95. Total surrender to Self
96. Finding things wrong
97. Believing the dream
98. Believing anything is permanent
99. Believing I am not the same person as 10 years ago
100. Believing nothing changes
101. Thinking the grass is greener...
102. Diving within, deeper than ever
103. Living spontaneously/in the moment
104. Being still
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105. Talking
106. Leaving people alone
107. Leaving things alone
108. Leaving Self alone
109. Leaving events alone
110. Allowing things to take care of themselves
111. Allowing ego to surrender
112. Knowing everything is my creation
113. Knowing there is no mind
114. Knowing there is no world
115. Knowing there is no body
116. Thought (concept of)
117. Having an Empty (Quiet) mind
118. Listening to the Mind/Ego
119. Criticizing
120. Complaining
121. Desire / Desiring
122. Talking all the time
123. Never talking again
124. Doing Nothing (=Being Only)
125. Intuitive Wisdom
126. Love
127. Perfection
128. Harmony
129. Havingness
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Attachment to
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the attachment. Write it down and see what you wrote or thought
as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release the want.)
2. C o u l d I let g o of m y e n t i r e a t t a c h m e n t to ?
(Keep letting go until you can say "yes" 100% with no clutching or resistance.)
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Aversion to
Stream of Consciousness:
(Just let your mind think of things about the aversion. Write it down and see what you wrote or
thought as wanting approval, wanting control, or wanting to be safe or secure and then release
the want.)
1. Imagine always .
(Let go of clutching or resisting the feeling it brings up in your stomach or chest. Keep releasing
until there are no more feelings in your stomach or chest.)
2. C o u l d I let g o of m y e n t i r e a v e r s i o n to ?
(Keep letting go until you can say "yes" 100% with no clutching or resistance. )
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Releasing Assignments
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