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NEUROLOGY

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Foreword

Modern hospitals in the developed countries have changed remarkably in character over the last quarter-century, no
longer serving as a hospice for the chronically sick. Instead, their focus is now primarily on surgical patients requiring
perioperative care, patients requiring a procedural intervention, and patients with critical illnesses requiring care in the
intensive care unit because of the complexity of their disorders. In the same manner as many other medical disciplines,
neurology has become for the most part an outpatient specialty. Patients requiring surgery or with complex neurologic
disorders necessitating a multidisciplinary approach and constant monitoring now make up a large component of the
patients admitted to hospital and seen by neurologists. It was with this in mind that we felt the need to include critical
care neurology within the embrace of the Handbook of Clinical Neurology series. To this end, we approached two
leaders in the field to develop the subject, and are delighted that they agreed to do so and with what they have achieved.
Eelco Wijdicks is professor of neurology and chair of the division of critical care neurology at the Mayo Clinic
College of Medicine, Rochester, Minnesota, and is a well-known author and the founding editor of the journal Neu-
rocritical Care. Andreas H. Kramer is a clinical associate professor in the departments of critical care medicine and
clinical neurosciences at the Hotchkiss Brain Institute of the University of Calgary, in Alberta, Canada. Both are leaders
in the field of neurointensive care, with wide experience in patient management and an international record in devel-
oping evidence-based guidelines for optimizing patient care. Together they have developed two volumes of the Hand-
book to cover the pathophysiology and treatment of patients with acute neurologic or neurosurgical disorders requiring
care in the intensive care unit (Volume 140), or with neurologic complications that have arisen in the setting of a medical
or surgical critical illness (Volume 141).
Forty-one chapters deal with all aspects of these disorders, including ethical and prognostic considerations. Many of
the management issues that are discussed in these pages are among the most difficult ones faced by contemporary
clinicians, and the availability of these authoritative reviews – buttressed by the latest advances in medical
science – will increase physician confidence by providing the most up-to-date guidelines for improving patient care.
We are grateful to Professors Wijdicks and Kramer, and to the various contributors whom they enlisted as coauthors, for
crafting two such comprehensive volumes that will be of major utility both as reference works for all practitioners and
as practical guides for those in the front line.
As series editors, we reviewed all of the chapters in these volumes, making suggestions for improvement as needed.
We believe that all who are involved in the care of critically ill patients in the hospital setting will find them a valuable
resource. The availability of the volume electronically on Elsevier’s Science Direct site should increase their acces-
sibility and facilitate searches for specific information.
As always, we extend our appreciation to Elsevier, our publishers, for their continued support of the Handbook
series, and warmly acknowledge our personal indebtedness to Michael Parkinson in Scotland and to Mara Conner
and Kristi Anderson in California for their assistance in seeing these volumes to fruition.
Michael J. Aminoff
François Boller
Dick F. Swaab
Preface

New subspecialties in neurology continue to germinate, and critical care neurology (also known as neurocritical care) is
one of the more recent ones. The field has matured significantly over the last two decades, and a neurointensivist is a
recognizable and legitimate specialist. The field involves primarily the care of patients with an acute neurologic or
neurosurgical disorder. These disorders are life-threatening because the main injury may damage critical structures
and often affects respiration and even the circulation. A neurologic complication may also appear de novo in the setting
of a medical or surgical critical illness. These two clinical situations form the pillars of this field and therefore justify
two separate volumes. In these two books we include traditional sections focused on epidemiology and pathophysi-
ology, but others are more tailored towards management of the patient, sections we think are informative to the general
neurologist. Therapeutic interventions and acute decisions are part of a daily commitment of a neurointensivist. We
assumed that a focus on management (and less on diagnostics) will be most useful for the reader of this handbook
series. The immediacy of management focuses on prevention of further intracranial complications (brain edema
and brain tissue shift, increased intracranial pressure, and seizures) and systemic (cardiopulmonary) insults.
We have written extensively on many of these topics but in these two volumes we let other practitioners write about
their practice, experiences, and research. They have all made a name for themselves and we are pleased they were able
to contribute to this work. Although the major topics are reviewed, we realize some may have been truncated or not
covered because we tried to avoid a substantial overlap with other volumes in the series.
This is a contributed book with all its inherent quirks, stylistic mismatches, and inconsistencies, but we hope we
have edited a text that is more than the sum of its parts. We appreciate the fact that the series editors of the Handbook of
Clinical Neurology recognized this field of neurology. Herein, we are making the argument that delivery of care by a
neurointensivist is an absolute requirement and its value for the patient is undisputed. Still, the best way to achieve this
is through integrated care, and neurointensivists can only function in a multidisciplinary cooperative practice. The new
slate of neurointensivists in the USA can be certified in neurology, neurosurgery, internal medicine, anesthesiology, or
other critical care specialties and time will tell if this all-inclusiveness will dilute or strengthen the specialty. One fact is
clear: our backgrounds are different and this significantly helped in shaping this volume.
We thank the editors of the series – Michael Aminoff, Francois Boller, and Dick Swaab – for inviting us three years
ago to prepare these volumes. We must particularly thank Michael Parkinson and Sujatha Thirugnana Sambandam,
who steered the books to fruition.
I—Eelco Wijdicks—know the series very well and when I did my neurology residency in Holland in the early 1980s
it was known as “Vinken and Bruyn,” and residents and staff would always look there first to find a solution for a
difficult patient, to read up on an usual disorder or to understand a mechanism. I admired the beautiful covers and
authoritative reviews and I remember it had a special place in our library. I was thrilled to see the complete series
in the Mayo Neurology library when I arrived in the USA.
We are both honored to have contributed to this renowned series of clinical neurology books.
Eelco F.M. Wijdicks
Andreas H. Kramer
Contributors

M.M. Adil D.M. Greer


Ochsner Neuroscience Center, New Orleans, LA, USA Department of Neurology, Yale School of Medicine,
New Haven, CT, USA
A. Balofsky
Department of Anesthesiology, University of Rochester M.N. Hadley
Medical Center, Rochester, NY, USA Department of Neurosurgery, University of Alabama,
Birmingham, AL, USA
J. B€osel
Department of Neurology, University of Heidelberg, J.J. Halperin
Heidelberg, Germany Overlook Medical Center, Summit, NJ, and Sidney
Kimmel Medical College of Thomas Jefferson
University, Philadelphia, PA, USA
M.C. Brouwer
Department of Neurology, Center for Infection and
J.C. Hemphill III
Immunity, Academic Medical Center, University of
Department of Neurology, University of California,
Amsterdam, Amsterdam, The Netherlands
San Francisco, CA, USA
D.A. Brown S. Hocker
Department of Neurological Surgery, Mayo Clinic, Division of Critical Care Neurology, Mayo Clinic,
Rochester, MN, USA Rochester, MN, USA

M. Czosnyka D.Y. Hwang


Department of Clinical Neurosciences, University of Division of Neurocritical Care and Emergency
Cambridge, Cambridge, UK Neurology, Department of Neurology, Yale School of
Medicine, New Haven, CT, USA
A. Ercole
Division of Anaesthesia, University of T. Jacobs
Cambridge and Neurosciences/Trauma Department of Neurosurgery, University of Michigan,
Critical Care Unit, Addenbrooke’s Hospital, Ann Arbor, MI, USA
Cambridge, UK
G. Korbakis
N. Etminan Department of Neurosurgery, UCLA David Geffen
Department of Neurosurgery, University Hospital School of Medicine, Los Angeles, CA, USA
Mannheim, University of Heidelberg, Mannheim,
Germany M. Kottapally
Department of Neurology, University of Miami, Miami,
E.P. Flanagan FL, USA
Department of Neurology, Mayo Clinic, Rochester, MN,
USA A.H. Kramer
Departments of Critical Care Medicine and Clinical
J. George Neurosciences, Hotchkiss Brain Institute, University of
Department of Neurology, University of Rochester Calgary and Southern Alberta Organ and Tissue
Medical Center, Rochester, NY, USA Donation Program, Calgary, AB, Canada
xii CONTRIBUTORS
D. Larriviere J.D. Pickard
Division of Neuromuscular Medicine, Ochsner Department of Clinical Neurosciences, University of
Neuroscience Center, New Orleans, LA, USA Cambridge, Cambridge, UK

V.H. Lee S.J. Pittock


Section of Cerebrovascular Diseases, Department of Department of Neurology and Department of
Neurological Sciences, Rush University Medical Center, Laboratory Medicine and Pathology, Mayo Clinic,
Chicago, IL, USA Rochester, MN, USA

R.L. Macdonald L. Rivera-Lara


Division of Neurosurgery, St. Michael’s Hospital, Department of Anesthesiology and Critical Care
Toronto, Ontario, Canada Medicine and Neurology, Johns Hopkins University
School of Medicine, Baltimore, MD, USA
C.B. Maciel
Division of Neurocritical Care and Emergency D.B. Seder
Neurology, Department of Neurology, Yale School of Department of Critical Care Services, Maine Medical
Medicine, New Haven, CT, USA Center, Portland, ME and Tufts University School of
Medicine, Boston, MA, USA
J. Mantia
C.D. Shank
Clinical Neurophysiology Unit, Sunnybrook Health
Department of Neurosurgery, University of Alabama,
Sciences Centre, Toronto, Ontario, Canada
Birmingham, AL, USA
M. McDermott
K. Sharma
Stroke Program, University of Michigan, Ann Arbor,
Division of Neurosciences Critical Care, Johns
MI, USA
Hopkins University School of Medicine, Baltimore,
MD, USA
D.K. Menon
Division of Anaesthesia, University of Cambridge and L.A. Steiner
Neurosciences/Trauma Critical Care Unit, Department for Anesthesia, Surgical Intensive Care,
Addenbrooke’s Hospital, Cambridge, UK Prehospital Emergency Medicine and Pain Therapy,
University Hospital of Basel, Basel, Switzerland
L. Morgenstern
Stroke Program, University of Michigan, Ann Arbor, R.D. Stevens
MI, USA Division of Neurosciences Critical Care, Johns
Hopkins University School of Medicine, Baltimore,
P. Nyquist MD, USA
Departments of Anesthesiology and Critical Care
Medicine, Neurology and Neurosurgery, and General A.M. Thabet
Internal Medicine, Johns Hopkins University School of Department of Neurology, University of California,
Medicine, Baltimore, MD, USA San Francisco, CA, USA

N.D. Osteraas D. van de Beek


Section of Cerebrovascular Diseases, Department of Department of Neurology, Center for Infection and
Neurological Sciences, Rush University Medical Center, Immunity, Academic Medical Center, University of
Chicago, IL, USA Amsterdam, Amsterdam, The Netherlands

P. Papadakos P.M. Vespa


Departments of Anesthesiology, Neurology, Surgery and Departments of Neurosurgery and Neurology, UCLA
Neurosurgery, University of Rochester Medical Center, David Geffen School of Medicine, Los Angeles,
Rochester, NY, USA CA, USA

M. Pichler B.C. Walters


Department of Neurology, Mayo Clinic, Rochester, Department of Neurosurgery, University of Alabama,
MN, USA Birmingham, AL, USA
CONTRIBUTORS xiii
E.F.M. Wijdicks W. Ziai
Division of Critical Care Neurology, Mayo Clinic and Departments of Anesthesiology and Critical Care
Neurosciences Intensive Care Unit, Mayo Clinic Medicine, and Neurology and Neurosurgery, Johns
Campus, Saint Marys Hospital, Rochester, MN, USA Hopkins University School of Medicine, Baltimore, MD,
USA
G.B. Young
Departments of Clinical Neurological Sciences and
Medicine (Critical Care), Western University, London,
Ontario, Canada
Handbook of Clinical Neurology, Vol. 140 (3rd series)
Critical Care Neurology, Part I
E.F.M. Wijdicks and A.H. Kramer, Editors
http://dx.doi.org/10.1016/B978-0-444-63600-3.00001-5
© 2017 Elsevier B.V. All rights reserved

Chapter 1

The history of neurocritical care


E.F.M. WIJDICKS*
Division of Critical Care Neurology, Mayo Clinic and Neurosciences Intensive Care Unit, Mayo Clinic Campus, Saint Marys
Hospital, Rochester, MN, USA

Abstract
Critical care medicine came into sharp focus in the second part of the 20th century. The care of acutely ill
neurologic patients in the USA may have originated in postoperative neurosurgical units, but for many
years patients with neurocritical illness were admitted to intensive care units next to patients with general
medical or surgical conditions. Neurologists may have had their first exposure to the complexity of neu-
rocritical care during the poliomyelitis epidemics, but few were interested. Much later, the development of
neurocritical care as a legitimate subspecialty was possible as a result of a new cadre of neurologists, with
support by departments of neurosurgery and anesthesia, who appreciated their added knowledge and
expertise in care of acute neurologic illness. Fellowship programs have matured in the US and training
programs in certain European countries. Certification in the USA is possible through the American
Academy of Neurology United Council of Neurologic Specialties. Most neurointensivists had a formal
neurology training. This chapter is a brief analysis of the development of the specialty critical care neu-
rology and how it gained strength, what it is to be a neurointensivist, what the future of care of these patients
may hold, and what it takes for neurointensivists to stay exemplary. This chapter revisits some of the earlier
known and previously unknown landmarks in the history of neurocritical care.

Modern medicine provides intensive care when necessary, ward called the intensive care unit (ICU). The critically
but a need to manage acute serious illness in a satisfactory ill patient would now have to cared for by newly special-
fashion through close attention to detail has always been ized physicians and greatly specialized nursing staff.
an important goal. The care of highly complex deteriorat- (Hilberman, 1975; Grenvik et al., 1981; Calvin et al.,
ing patients intensified in the second part of the 20th 1997; Bryan-Brown, 2007).
century (Relman, 1980; Reynolds and Tansey, 2011b), In comparison, care of patients with acute brain and
and there is a strong sense among medical historians that spine injury was less developed and incomplete, and
the poliomyelitis epidemics catalyzed the change in care. sadly initially involved decisions whether the patient
Why later changes occurred, which would modify the way was salvageable or not at the time of presentation. Many
care was delivered, and why they occurred against under- patients in coma from a massive brain injury inexorably
standable objections of new costs and unknown benefit succumbed from hypoxemia and cardiac arrest. It was
cannot be easily pinpointed. It is likely that sophistication known to many clinicians that acute brain injury would
of practice was gradual and stepwise – as it always is – and lead to breathing difficulties and apnea first, and then car-
due to improved surgical techniques, understanding resus- diac arrest. Acutely increased intracranial pressure (for
citation of shock, ability to treat infections in a timely fash- example, from a ruptured cerebral aneurysm) could lead
ion with antibiotics, technical advances, and greater to severe bradycardia or asystole. Once an open airway or
availability of positive-pressure mechanical ventilators. ventilatory support could be secured, patients’ vital signs
The sickest patients would now be admitted to a special stabilized, such that physicians could focus on the

*Correspondence to: Eelco F.M. Wijdicks, Department of Neurology, Mayo Clinic, 200 First Street SW, Rochester MN 55905, USA.
E-mail: wijde@mayo.edu
4 E.F.M. WIJDICKS
treatment of primary and secondary insults to the brain.
This fundamental change in care of a severely brain-
injured patient prevented patients from rapidly dying,
and provided an opportunity to recover, but also main-
tained some patients in extremis with no realistic chance
of improvement. The comprehensive management of
acute brain injury came much later, but even then, the
involvement of the neurologist would be often little more
than to diagnose the acute neurologic disorder and to say
whether it is “good or bad.”
The care of acutely ill neurologic patients in the USA
may have originated in postoperative neurosurgical
units, but for many years such patients were also cared
Fig. 1.1. Iron lung. Used with the permission of Mayo foun-
for in general, undifferentiated ICUs, next to patients
dation for Medical Education and Research. All rights
with medical or surgical illnesses. It is still this way today
reserved.
in many hospitals at smaller medical centers and in coun-
tries, outside the USA (Bleck and Klawans, 1986;
Bleck, 2009). of having a separate unit for the complicated and unstable
This chapter is a preliminary and necessarily patients developed gradually in the USA, but more
unfinished attempt at a synthesis. For many decades, acutely in Europe after the major poliomyelitis epi-
epidemics, natural disasters, and mass casualities demics. Once these epidemics subsided (due to the intro-
taught us that the care of an acutely affected population duction of Salk’s vaccine), hospital administrators, but
requires both special hospital wards and multidisci- mostly nursing staff, recognized that these wards could
plinary interaction. But there was a more profound have an important function for future patients.
change in conceptualization of care and we can ask our- One can argue that intensive care at the time was
selves: what happened in these so-called ICUs (and defined by the need for mechanical ventilation. In the
neuroscience ICUs in particular) and how did models 1950s, mechanical ventilation was effective with the
of care evolve? What is it that epitomizes the care of so-called “iron lung,” a tank which incorporated elec-
the acutely ill neurologic and neurosurgical patient? trically driven blowers and created inspiration with
What would be needed to maintain expertise and to negative pressures and expiration with positive pres-
make progress? Many specialists for many years have sures (Fig. 1.1). Within the chamber, sealing the patient
cared for critically ill neurologic and neurosurgical at the neck, a negative pressure caused the abdomen
patients. The format of the Handbook of Clinical Neu- and thorax to expand with air flowing into the lungs.
rology allows us to engage our interest preferentially A cycle was produced by returning to atmospheric
with the neurologist becoming a neurointensivist. pressure. Depending on the cause of respiratory sup-
Revisiting some of the earlier landmarks will provide port, patients could be liberated from the device, or
a clearer view of how this specialty came to be and transitioned to a cuirass ventilator. In these early days
where it could go. of mechanical ventilation, hospitals throughout the
world would have only a few of these respirators
available.
EARLY BEGINNINGS OF INTENSIVE
In Europe, intensive care medicine started as an exten-
CARE MEDICINE AND NEUROLOGY
sion of the field of anesthesiology, with Lassen and
Physicians like to have “fathers” of medicine, but medical Ibsen, who handled and organized the care of patients
historians know better – specialties usually evolve gradu- during the major poliomyelitis epidemic in Denmark
ally with fits and starts and with contributions of many. (Lassen, 1953; Ibsen, 1954). This 1952 outbreak in
History of medicine is not a history of bravura men alone, Denmark resulted in a growing number of admissions
although several pioneers in critical care medicine must be of patients with respiratory failure or bulbar weakness
mentioned (Grenvik et al., 1981; Rosengart, 2006). who were closing off their airways due to pooling of
The early pioneers of ICUs identified that sick secretions. Only one iron lung ventilator was available
patients needed one-to-one nursing care. In the early in Blegham hospital, which led to the decision to aggres-
1950s, some hospital staff had the foresight that a spe- sively treat these patients with an emergency tracheos-
cific hospital space would need to be designed to take tomy (the technique for emergency tracheostomy had
care of the most critically ill patients, which also would been known for years). Respiratory support was pro-
require specifically trained nurses. This model was dif- vided with bag ventilation and a soda lime canister to
ferent from other hospital models. The simple concept absorb exhaled carbon dioxide (Fig. 1.2). Mortality as
THE HISTORY OF NEUROCRITICAL CARE 5

Fig. 1.2. Cover page of a landmark paper describing the poliomyelitis epidemic in Denmark.
6 E.F.M. WIJDICKS
a result of manual ventilation (medical students and was an important identifier of outcome (Teres
staff ) dropped from about 80% to 50% with this change et al., 1982).
(Lassen, 1953). Ibsen was also responsible for better tri- The early beginnings of critical care neurology
age of patients after emergency tracheostomy to centers undoubtedly started with the poliomyelitis epidemics,
with this capability. Tracheostomy and positive-pressure which is where neurologists came in. In the UK, inten-
ventilation made care much easier than care of patients in sive care started with respiratory care units in the late
a tank or shell respirator. These dramatic events led to 1950s (Marshall, 1961; Reynolds and Tansey, 2011a, b).
further innovations in care, and are considered by many Most notable were Batten respiratory care unit and
practitioners from that era to be “the birth of intensive National Hospital for Neurosurgery in London admitting
care” (Ibsen, 1954; Berthelsen and Cronqvist, 2003; patients with poliomyelitis, myasthenia gravis, and teta-
Reisner-Senelar, 2011). nus, among many other patients with more acute and
In the USA, Max Harry Weil, a physician at the Uni- chronic respiratory disease (Bodman et al., 1955; Prys-
versity of Southern California in Los Angeles, developed Roberts et al., 1969). Spalding and Russell (both neurol-
the Institute of Critical Care Medicine, which eventually ogists) and Crampton Smith (anesthesiologist) were
moved to Rancho Mirage (Sun and Tang, 2011). Apart responsible for the respiratory unit of the Churchill hospi-
from possibly coining the term “critical care” first, he tal in Oxford (Spalding and Crampton, 1963). These units
emphasized the need for a specific unit, which was were primarily housed in “Nissen huts,” which were tem-
opened with four beds in 1958 and referred to as a porary, rapidly erected wartime buildings. There were two
“shock ward” – a precursor to the ICU with daily round- neurology wards in these “huts,” housing about 20 patients
ing. He was also responsible for the rolling “crash carts,” in each, and there was an adjoining special ICU with either
which allowed immediate resuscitation at the bedside; four or six beds, at least two of which were iron lungs.
introduced measurement of lactic acid as a marker of Russell and Spalding would together develop the Rad-
organ perfusion; and developed, for the first time, com- cliffe ventilator and humidification system (Russell and
puterized monitoring of critically ill patients (Weil, Schuster, 1953). Many tetanus patients could survive
1973). Other pioneers were William Schoemaker through the combination of mechanical ventilation and
(a trauma surgeon at Cook Country Hospital in Chicago pharmacologic neuromuscular paralysis. Russell’s work
who advanced optimal treatment of shock) and Peter (Fig. 1.3) identified poliomyelitis defined by their respira-
Safar (an anesthesiologist at the University of Pittsburg tory care. He divided cases into cases with difficulty in
who pioneered cardiopulmonary resuscitation) (Safar swallowing with no respiratory weakness, cases involving
and Grenvik, 1971; Shoemaker et al., 1984; Safar, weakness of respiratory muscles but no oropharyngeal
1986). These three physicians from different back- weakness, and combined cases in which there was paral-
grounds have been identified as the early leaders in crit- ysis of both respiratory muscles and oropharyngeal mus-
ical care medicine and founded the Society of Critical cles. He emphasized examination of the respiratory
Care Medicine in 1971. The Society eventually further muscles and included the abdominal muscles as playing
beaconed off its field, welcomed multiple types of spe- an important role in coughing up secretions. Inability to
cialists, and created training programs and guidelines. count beyond 10 in one breath as a sign of reduced vital
Since 1995 the Society has been a professional scientific capacity is mentioned. Care includes postural drainage
society. (The European counterpart is the European to avoid aspiration in patients without respiratory failure
Society of Intensive Care Medicine (ESICM). The first and involving inverted V and tilted bed.
meeting of the ESICM took place in Geneva in 1981.). In the USA, there were respiratory care units in most
Another notable development in the history of inten- academic institutions. Close involvement in direct
sive care medicine was the development of methods to patient care by neurologists was not often seen in the
predict mortality in more severely affected patients. USA, and neurologists were mostly involved only in
Knaus and Zimmerman were instrumental in developing the diagnostic evaluation of these patients (Anderson
the Acute Physiology and Chronic Health Evaluation, and Ibsen, 1954). Some neurologists were involved in
better known as the APACHE scale (Knaus et al., assessment of bulbar dysfunction associated with polio-
1981, 1985). This system could predict outcome on the myelitis requiring emergency tracheostomy and it was
basis of physiologic abnormalities, and would substan- combined with a vest-type ventilator to support the respi-
tially improve predictability of outcome, potentially jus- ratory mechanics until positive-pressure respirators were
tifying continuation or de-escalation of care. Many introduced. The most notable exception was the neurol-
variables needed to be tallied, including treatment fac- ogist AB Baker, who reported on the complex care of
tors, status before ICU admission, and response to ther- bulbar poliomyelitis with detailed descriptions of airway
apies. Glasgow Coma Scale score was incorporated into management, prevention and treatment of infections,
the APACHE score, and it was not surprising that coma pulmonary edema, gastrointestinal complications, and
THE HISTORY OF NEUROCRITICAL CARE 7
and infectious disease ward, that housed patients with
acute poliomyelitis. Consequently, he would publish a
series of detailed and original papers on the respiratory
care of patients with poliomyelitis, and even contributed
a detailed chapter to Baker’s four-volume book on
clinical neurology (Plum and Wolff, 1951; Plum and
Dunning, 1956).
More specialized units appeared, with each represent-
ing a different path of development. Surgical recovery
units became surgical ICUs; patients with treatable car-
diac arrhythmias after myocardial infarction were admit-
ted to coronary care units. Any patient with multiorgan
trauma ended up in a trauma ICU, coordinated by trauma
surgeons and later by surgical intensivists. The ability to
place premature newborns in an incubator resulted in the
establishment of neonatal ICUs. Similar developments
occurred with burn units.
A history of critical care medicine may also be written
in terms of improving technology. Advances in mechan-
ical ventilation, reliable venous and arterial access, mon-
itoring of invasive hemodynamics (including the now
nearly defunct Swan–Ganz balloon catheter) and nonin-
vasive assessment (ICU sonography) changed practice
dramatically.
Besides all that, there was a growing sense that pro-
gress in intensive care was not possible without special-
ized nursing care, with which it is associated. The role of
nursing care has often been underappreciated by physi-
cians who have mostly written the histories. Critical care
nursing started with the establishment of the American
Association of Cardiovascular Nurses in 1969, the name
of which was subsequently changed to the American
Association of Critical Care Nurses. From the early days
to the present, the ingenuity and perseverance of critical
care nurses against odds made multidisciplinary care
possible. Truth be told, in many ICUs, the daily care
and recognition of manifestations of critical illness are
in the hands of the nursing staff.
Fig. 1.3. W. Ritchie Russell’s contribution to the general and
respiratory care of poliomyelitis. From Russell and Schuster
(1953). A NEW PHASE OF CRITICAL CARE
NEUROLOGY
nearly all other aspects of care that concern a modern After the polio epidemics interest by neurologists in the
neurointensivist today (Wijdicks, 2016a, b). This knowl- 1960s was not sustained, and most of the care of acutely
edge originated in large part from a 1946 severe polio- ill neurologic patients admitted to ICUs was by intensi-
myelitis epidemic occurring in Minnesota, with nearly vists, with neurologists consulting and advising.
200 cases admitted to University of Minnesota hospitals. It will be difficult to precisely identify pinpoint the
Baker, the chief of neurology, became one of the beginnings but some of the currently practicing neuro-
most experienced US neurologists in the treatment of intensivists rightfully argue that neurocritical care evolved
poliomyelitis and presumably introduced tracheostomy out of neurosurgery, and thus we have to revisit the first
as part of care (Brown and Baker, 1947; Baker, 1954, decade of the 20th century starting with neurosurgeon
1957). Another prominent neurologist was Fred Harvey Cushing. In the words of his biographer Michael
Plum, who developed a respiratory center at Harborview Bliss, he decided to open the closed box of the skull,
Hospital in Seattle, located between the neurology expecting to do more good than harm (Bliss, 2005).
8 E.F.M. WIJDICKS
Cushing realized that many of his postoperative patients Little is known about the triage of patients with acute
needed close observation, and in the event of a major neurologic conditions in those days, but neurocritical care
postoperative complication, he would not stop until in the USA may have emerged from several lineages and
he determined the cause and mechanism. This is best has several ancestors. First, in 1985 the American Board
illustrated by his quest to understand postoperative fatal- of Neurologic Surgeons approved an interspecialty certi-
ity, which in some cases was related to gastric hemor- fication for neurosurgical intensive care, but this did not
rhages (Wijdicks, 2011). lead to practicing neurosurgical neurointensivists, such
Neurosurgeon Dandy has been credited by many that a void remained. Because neurosurgeons performed
as having opened one of the first neuroscience ICUs more extensive surgeries, and needed neurologic coverage
at Johns Hopkins University. In 1932, he refurbished of other patients in the unit during these long cases, neu-
a ward, where he then admitted his sickest postopera- rologic services were appreciated. While reconstructing
tive neurosurgical patients. These units were typically this period, it is clear that the close cooperation between
used for neurosurgical patients and to allow close neurology and neurosurgery consultants in the neurosci-
monitoring in the postoperative phase. However, the ence ICU was distinctively characteristic. When asked
patients were usually managed by anesthesiologist or to co-manage these patients, neurologists had to educate
intensivists if a major systemic complication occurred. themselves to become more knowledgeable, and to
Care of traumatic brain injury became better orga- become proficient in the treatment of increased intracra-
nized as a result of neurosurgical involvement (most nial pressure and the management of both neurosurgical
famously the Glasgow neurosurgeons Bryan Jennett and systemic complications. Many of these first units were
and Graham Teasdale). In addition, neurosurgeons were for either neurosurgical or neurologic patients.
interested in treating increased intracranial pressure At Mayo Clinic, the first newly built combined neu-
after traumatic head injury. When they performed cra- roscience ICU was at Saint Mary’s Hospital (Wijdicks
niotomies for acute subdural hematoma, they some- et al., 2011). Patients with meningitis and status epilep-
times opted for a craniectomy in more severe cases ticus were admitted there as well. The need for further
of refractory intracranial hypertension. Almost parallel education also applied to the allied staff. For nursing
to care of head injury was better understanding of care staff, there was instruction in the basic neurosciences
of spinal cord injury, which became more organized in and review of neuroanatomy. Some of the neuroanesthe-
the early 1900s, especially after World War I. Two neu- siologists gave lectures on respiratory care, including
rosurgeons are responsible for pioneering the care of safe and effective provision of oxygen. The rehabilitation
these devastated patients. One major spinal unit was services were often consulted to assist in use of rocking
developed by neurosurgeon Donald Munro (Munro, beds and chest physiotherapy. At that time, use of hypo-
1954). He established the first spinal cord unit in the thermia blankets was also common. Teaching of resi-
USA at Boston City Hospital in 1936. With his compre- dents in neurosurgery and neurology was done at the
hensive approach to care, patients survived more often bedside during daily attending staff and resident rounds.
and with less morbidity. Sir Ludwig Guttmann, a neu- It would have to wait until the 1970s for a renewed
rologist and neurosurgeon, organized another major interest in acute neurology and coma by neurologists.
spinal cord unit in 1944 at Stoke Mandeville Hospital The development of the specialty of critical care and
in Aylesbury, UK. This unit was created in anticipation emergency neurology, or neurocritical care, as it is often
of casualties of war in the major spring offensive called, is shown in Table 1.1. The evolution of neurocri-
(Guttman, 1967). tical care was possible as a result of energetic, deeply
The participation of neurologists and neurosurgeons engaged neurologists, and support by departments of
in those years seemed impromptu. Neurosurgical units neurosurgery and anesthesia, appreciating their added
often had interested neuroanesthesiologists, and this knowledge and expertise in the assessment of acute neu-
led to specific care protocols and research in traumatic rologic illness. Already in the late 1980s neurologists
brain injury, not only in the USA and UK, but also in assumed co-director positions in neuroscience ICUs. In
other countries. Care of the majority of patients in these the USA, most neurocritical care units matured when
ICUs remained overwhelmingly for neurosurgical combining neurosurgical and neurologic patients. This
trauma and aneurysmal subarachnoid hemorrhage. would seem logical, because acutely ill neurologic
Guidelines for managing severe traumatic brain injury patients could need neurosurgical intervention (e.g.,
were first established in 1996 by the Brain Trauma Foun- cerebral hematoma) and acutely ill neurosurgical patients
dation, and were later accepted by both the American could benefit from neurologic expertise (e.g., seizure
Association of Neurological Surgeons and the World management). Because of the open nature of the neuro-
Health Organization Committee in Neurotraumatology critical care unit, physicians from multiple disciplines
(Bullock et al., 1996). would closely cooperate in patient management.
THE HISTORY OF NEUROCRITICAL CARE 9
Table 1.1 recall that they became interested in acute neurology
Major landmarks in development of neurocritical care after reading this book.
Eventually, neurologists would join intensivists to
1950s Neurologists interested in acute neurology develop hands-on training, which allowed them to man-
1960s Several papers published on ventilatory care in age these complicated patients (Borel and Hanley, 1985).
poliomyelitis by Fred Plum, Richie Russell and Management of respiratory failure in acute neuromuscu-
A. B. Baker
lar disorders became better understood, and clinical trials
Publication of The Diagnosis of Stupor and Coma
would often admit the severely affected patients to the
by Fred Plum and Jerome Posner (1966)
1970s Interest and research in treatments of intracranial neurosciences ICU. The first textbook of intensive care
pressure (ventriculostomy, decompressive neurology grew out of a Harvard-sponsored teaching
craniotomy, barbiturates) course, and was edited by Ropper, Kennedy and Zervas
1980s Research in management of subarachnoid (Ropper et al., 1983). Ropper defined neurologic inten-
hemorrhage by neurologists (antifibrinolytic sive care as primarily concerned with treatment of raised
treatment for rebleeding, hyponatremia and fluid intracranial pressure, care and examination of the coma-
management) tose patient, treatment of neuromuscular respiratory fail-
Neurologists rounding in the neurologic and ure, use of therapies specific for acute stroke, cerebral
neurosurgical intensive care hemorrhage, aneurysmal subarachnoid hemorrhage,
(Allan Ropper at Massachusetts General Hospital,
head injury, status epilepticus, among other conditions,
Daniel Hanley at Johns Hopkins, Matthew Fink at
and treatment of medical complications typical for acute
Columbia University)
Founding section of critical care and emergency neurologic illness (Ropper et al., 1983). Recognition of
neurology the specifics of deterioration of patients with acute brain
(American Academy of Neurology) injury, Neurologic complications of medical and surgical
1990s Further refinement of the field of critical care critical illness, and recognition, treatment, and triage of
neurology (development of best practice) acute neurology in the emergency department became
Start of clinical trials organized by neurointensivists recognized in the 1990s as important additional areas
(Factor VII in cerebral hemorrhage, blood in the field (Wijdicks, 1995, 1997, 2000).
pressure management in cerebral hemorrhage, Neurologists learned their trade “on the go.” In the
thrombolysis in intraventricular hemorrhage) 1990s, there was a marked increment in the number of
2000s Founding of the Neurocritical Care Society
textbooks and publications, which for the first time
(president Thomas Bleck)
refined causes of deterioration in patients with acute
Inaugural issue of Neurocritical Care journal
Educational programs (Emergency Neurological brain injury, the treatment and prognostication of
Life Support) coma. A number of important guidelines associated with
Development of fellowship curricula and prognostication and brain death determination followed
certification examinations (United Council of (Ropper and Davis, 1980; Ropper et al., 1982; Ropper
Neurologic Specialties) and King, 1984; Ropper and Shafran, 1984; Ropper
and Kehne, 1985). In 2004 the Neurocritical Care
Society was founded, with Thomas Bleck as the first
president, and this also included a founding of a new
A second major development was that neurologists academic journal (Wijdicks, 2004). In Germany, a
became interested in patients admitted in the ICU, partic- neurocritical care society, Deutsche Gesellschaft f€ ur
ularly in the USA. In the neurologic literature and text- Neurointensiv- und Notfallmedizin, was founded in
books, very little was written on diagnosis of the 1983, and is the oldest society, with members from var-
comatose patient. Before neurologists Plum and Posner ious specialties, including emergency medicine.
would write their original textbook on the diagnosis of More defined practice eventually culminated in certi-
stupor and coma, papers on care of the comatose patient fication examinations through the United Council of
were written by other specialists, mostly anesthesiolo- Neurologic Specialties (UCNS), an administrative body
gists. Patient management at the time was directed of the American Academy of Neurology. Training
mostly towards general patient care, with avoidance of involves a 2-year fellowship. The Neurocritical Care
hypotension and hypoxemia – the precursors of the Society recognized that, to practice critical care neurol-
“ABC” of resuscitation. Plum and Posner’s monograph ogy well, training does not consist only of intensive care
on stupor and coma, published in 1966, introduced many training after neurology training, as it is in other places in
neurologists to the detailed examination of the comatose the world. To become knowledgeable and to develop
patient, including the clinical course of brain herniation. skills in urgent care would require sufficient training in
Many neurointensivists from the early beginnings will a neurosciences ICU, where patients were admitted
10 E.F.M. WIJDICKS
and decisions are made. Neurologists and later other spe- accepted. To use a mathematic measure of severity,
cialists could qualify for such a fellowship. rather than clinical judgment, was difficult to fathom
The UCNS provided a template for defining practice, by many physicians, particularly those with many years
and the body of knowledge that beginning neurointensi- of experience. In the early 1980s, care of patients with
vists should acquire. It could only come from seeing hopeless neurologic conditions became a topic of con-
many patients, with many disorders in all its diverse pre- siderable interest, although prognosis often was consid-
sentations, who may develop disease-specific complica- ered an “educated empirical guess.” Studies by Bates
tions. Full understanding of electrophysiology and et al. (1977) and Levy et al. (1981, 1985) identified spe-
neuroimaging of acute brain disorders was needed, and cific neurologic findings that could predict a poor out-
this would set neurointensivists apart from other inten- come with a high degree of certainty. These findings in
sive care practices. The Society also produced educa- persistently comatose patients included absent pupillary
tional material to foster better care. One example is the light reflexes and abnormal motor responses, such as
Emergency Neurological Life Support (ENLS) course, pathologic flexion or extension. This was followed by
a joint venture between the emergency medicine commu- important prediction papers by the Glasgow group,
nity and neurointensivists. The purpose was to improve led by Jennett, Teasdale, and Braakman. Neurosurgeon
care during the first hour of an acute neurologic emer- Bryan Jennett initiated an international head injury data
gency (Smith and Weingart, 2012). Consensus meetings bank, which resulted in large data sets using mathe-
on best practice followed and further cemented the major matic calculations for predicting outcome (Jennett
role that the Neurocritical Care Society could play in et al., 1976, 1979, 1980; Jennett and Braakman,
practice (Diringer et al., 2011). 1990). Outcome prediction has improved over time in
Currently, most neurointensive care units are com- nontraumatic and traumatic coma, but remains a chal-
bined neurologic and neurosurgical units. With mixing lenging aspect of daily neurocritical care practice
these patients and specialists in neurology and neurosur- (Wijdicks et al., 2006).
gery, acutely ill neurosurgical patients could benefit Finally, there have been a substantial number of clin-
from neurologic expertise, and acutely ill neurologic ical trials organized by neurointensivists, supported both
patients could benefit from neurosurgical expertise or by industry and the National Institutes of Health (www.
intervention. This markedly improved the care of braininjuryoutcomes.com).
these patients, and in many centers replaced “open”
ICUs, where different physicians and numerous con-
A PERSPECTIVE
sultants take care of patients, resulting in poor communi-
cation and coordination (Mayer et al., 2006a, b; Although many specialist colleagues thought dispar-
Wijdicks, 2006). agingly of the “neurointensivist” (and some still do),
More elaborate monitoring of the patient apart from and territorial disputes were widespread, the care of
a comprehensive neurologic examination has become a the critically ill neurologic patient with acute brain,
major new interest. A recent consensus statement con- spine, or neuromuscular disorders is widely considered
cluded that, although several monitoring devices are to be a legitimate specialty. The specialty has several
available which can address several important physio- names: neurologic intensive care, critical care neurol-
logic parameters, there are a considerable number of ogy, and neurocritical care. It has many links to other
shortcomings that perhaps could question the founda- specialties, but can easily set itself apart as a new spe-
tion of multimodal monitoring. Some of the monitoring cialty (Fig. 1.4) (Lanier, 2012; Mashour, 2012; Kelly
devices have been used predominantly in traumatic et al., 2014).
brain injury and subarachnoid hemorrhage, and extrap- Certification in the USA is possible through the
olation to other causes of acute brain injury could not UCNS. This organization is not recognized by the
be easily justified. The consensus statement identified American Board of Medical Specialties. There is interest
that very few studies purport to show that outcome is in board certification through neurologic societies in
improved with knowledge of certain physiologic Europe. In the UK, progress towards certification is in
data, and a number of significant flaws were found in the early stages, but there is a major demand for training
a detailed review of published material (Le Roux programs to provide an adequate number of opportuni-
et al., 2014). ties. The majority of case-based teaching for neurocriti-
Responsible use of resources and costs remain cal care will occur during scheduled rotations in the
important considerations (Cullen et al., 1976; neurocritical care unit. Simulation of acute neurologic
Goldstein et al., 1986). The concept of using statistical disorders and decision making is increasingly in devel-
models to determine if a patient could benefit from opment. Entrustable professional activities (EPAs) are
intensive care was not immediately and widely now used as core assessment tools for neurology trainees,
THE HISTORY OF NEUROCRITICAL CARE 11
how to increase the chances of a favorable functional
recovery.
The main neurologic ICU models are open, transitional,
and closed units. In the closed ICU, one team that is led by
neurointensivists cares for all patients, and only neuroin-
tensivists or neurosurgeons have admitting privileges.
Consultants, fellows, and residents (mostly in final years
of training) do provide an integral part of care. Physician
assistants in critical care units can also be part of an excel-
lent practice model. Other team members may include
nutritional consultants, infectious disease specialists, and
medical emergency (acute code) responders. Most studies
of ICUs suggest that closed units reduce complications
and mortality, but these specific data are not available
for neurocritical care (Carson et al., 1996; Multz et al.,
Fig. 1.4. Interactions of neurocritical care with other special- 1998). The current situation in the USA is a mixed
ties. Used with the permission of Mayo foundation for Medical picture, with open ICUs in many major hospitals and rel-
Education and Research. All rights reserved.
atively few with a strictly closed neurocritical care unit.
Neurointensivists often have their own service and are in
a co-primary care role with neurosurgeons. Postoperative
and these EPAs are mapped to milestones within the care typically remains in the hands of the responsible
Accreditation Council for Graduate Medical Education neurosurgeon and neurosurgical trainees, unless a major
core competencies. Incorporating neurology-specific medical or neurologic complication occurs (i.e., seizures).
scenarios into simulation can ensure that specific It is expected that neurocritical care will branch out
EPAs are met. into other fields and there is interest in organizing care
Virtually all of the neuroemergency EPA scenarios are of pediatric neurocritical conditions (Murphy et al.,
not trained. Some of the most impactful learning experi- 2015). It is a truism that the severity of acute brain injury
ences occur when physicians faced with neurologic is the main variable for outcome. However, secondary
emergencies err. In contrast to the traditional approach, injury remains important, and thus monitoring of these
we can reproduce the stress response when faced with changes and modifying them should remain a priority.
an emergency, an unknown clinical situation in flux, a There is no question technology could help the field of
complication of treatment decisions, or an error. Many neurocritical care greatly if studied rigorously and with
major academic institutions have centers in place with a healthy dose of skepticism (Le Roux et al., 2014;
experienced personnel, and there is major interest to ven- Bouzat et al., 2015). Ideal setups for multimodal moni-
ture into this field. Expertise in neurosimulation requires toring can be defined, and research may provide valid
a new sort of creative teacher with energy and commit- data. Not all modalities are widely available, nor is there
ment. Some types of acute neurologic illness are more sufficient expertise in interpreting the acquired data.
conducive to simulation than others. Scenarios can be Research collaborations and improvement in standardi-
built to teach avoidance of errors, course of action, and zation are required.
cerebral resuscitation, but also the difficulties of commu- It is not difficult to imagine a patient and computer
nicating complex decisions with family members. Using interface that provides detailed, sophisticated, online
simulation to teach emergency and critical care neurol- information on brain functioning after a major injury
ogy is a new opportunity (Brydges et al., 2015; Hocker that results in secondary neuronal stress. Automatic
et al., 2015). Exposure should allow the trainee to obtain adjustment of parameters may follow, and digital alerts
the knowledge and skills required to manage neurocriti- to smartphones or tablets would inform the nursing staff
cal illness. and neurointensivist. Functional imaging would be
Care of the patient by the best-qualified specialist commonplace. We will know in the next decades
should always be emphasized. This also applies to the how much this will remain out of reach, or if our means
patient with a major acute brain injury requiring urgent and ways will be completely different. Just as the care-
medical and neurologic care. When we look at our times, fully localizing neurologist may “lose” from magnetic
we need to put a premium of the care of the patient first resonance imaging, so it is possible that neurointensi-
and leave politics and turf battles behind. Only then can vists’ clinical assessments in the digital technocracy
we strive and improve our competency, and gain a better may “lose” from data recorded by invasive or noninva-
understanding of why patients are not doing so well, and sive monitoring. Most of us prefer the clinical
12 E.F.M. WIJDICKS
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patient. Is it too much to say that the neurology of neu- Accuracy of brain multimodal monitoring to detect cere-
rocritical care is such a crucial part of our understanding bral hypoperfusion after traumatic brain injury. Crit Care
of pathophysiology and the expected clinical course Med 43: 445–452.
Brown JR, Baker AB (1947). The bulbar form of poliomyelitis;
that it cannot be compromised, or worse, replaced by
diagnosis and the correlation of clinical with physiologic
a device or test (Wijdicks, 2017).
and pathologic manifestations. JAMA 134: 757–762.
The practice of neurointensivists has evolved and con- Bryan-Brown CW (2007). My first 50 years of critical care
tinues to do so. Daily rounding on patients and reviewing (1956–2006). Am J Crit Care 16: 12–16.
of test results, with rapid-fire decisions in acutely evolving Brydges R, Hatala R, Zendejas B et al. (2015). Linking
conditions, have been commonplace. What sets this spe- simulation-based educational assessments and patient-
cialty apart is dealing with major neurologic morbidity, related outcomes: a systematic review and meta-analysis.
which affects the mind and physical function. During a Acad Med 90: 246–256.
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« On doit interdire même les approches de sa vie intime au
commun des gens ; les forts vivent sur un pied de guerre perpétuel,
bardés d’une cotte de mailles, et montrant seulement leur bras droit,
avec un bon glaive au bout. »
Ces aphorismes familiers, il s’en voulait de les démentir, et
d’avoir saboulé, humilié sa fille ; mais il répugnait à s’excuser de ses
violences. Il se contenta, au dessert, de lui offrir une promenade :
— Non, répondit-elle, je suis un peu souffrante ; je te laisserai
aller.
Il fit quelque pas, de long en large, selon son habitude, en fumant
sa cigarette. La sonnerie d’un cor arriva d’un jardin, puis se tut :
— Pourquoi cesse-t-il ? rêva M. Ardel à mi-voix. J’aime, comme
disait l’autre, le son du cor au fond des bois ou même hors des bois.
Je me souviens que ta mère et moi, les premiers temps de notre
mariage, nous écoutions avec délices, les soirs d’été, des cors qui
sonnaient le long des berges de la Saône…
Une fois de plus il dévoilait cette sentimentalité endolorie que
couvrait un calus de sécheresse. C’était une façon de faire entendre
à Pauline : Pardonne-moi et viens. Mais elle était trop bien sa fille
pour ne pas ressaisir une supériorité en lui tenant rigueur de son
algarade.
Il sortit donc seul à regret ; l’oncle Hippolyte se retira, et Pauline
resta dans la salle à manger. La tête lui brûlait, elle rouvrit la fenêtre
fermée pendant le repas et entrejoignit les contrevents. Elle se mit à
broder sous la lumière, essayant d’engourdir sa peine par un travail
appliqué. Au dehors, un homme passa, venant d’une lente allure, et
fit halte en face de la salle à manger. Pauline comprit qu’on la
regardait, elle crut avoir discerné la démarche par instants traînante
de Julien ; mais, soit timidité, soit caprice, elle ne se retourna point
pour s’en assurer.
Julien — elle l’avait bien reconnu — la contemplait de biais,
assise près du tapis rouge de la table ; il voyait sa main droite,
s’écartant d’une bande de festons que la gauche soutenait,
s’arrondir, tirant l’aiguille et la poussant avec tranquillité. Son visage
demeurait pour lui dans la pénombre ; autour de ses cheveux bruns
s’enflait une clarté rousse…
Il s’avança plus bas dans la rue, mais revint en arrière, et
repassa juste au moment où, s’étant levée pour clore les volets, elle
les attirait à elle. Il salua presque gauchement, et s’éloigna, baissant
le front, confus et transporté de savoir qu’elle l’avait vu.
Pauline eut une joie à défaillir, il lui sembla que son cœur
s’arrêtait. Si elle avait moins aimé Julien, elle aurait joui de le
surprendre en une posture de soupirant timide ; mais une seule idée
l’emporta :
« Cette fois, j’en suis sûre, il m’aime ; et moi aussi, je l’aime, oh !
oui, comme je l’aime ! »
Elle s’élança dans l’escalier, vola jusqu’à la fenêtre de sa
chambre ; peut-être le découvrirait-elle encore d’en haut, sans être
aperçue. La rue était vide ; au-dessus des toits pétillaient les feux
des étoiles, les œillets des pelouses embaumaient ; une cloche
limpide, la petite cloche de la cathédrale, battait à coups légers :
« Il est heureux, lui, de pouvoir bénir son Dieu ! »
Elle se souvint de l’unique obstacle qui les divisait ; cependant
elle ne s’en tourmentait plus, tant le bonheur amplifiait sa force
d’illusion : elle saurait assez comprendre Julien pour qu’il ne sentît
point leurs dissidences, et, généreux comme elle le connaissait, il la
chérirait pauvre en foi, mais non en amour.
« Quand on aime, les choses qui pèsent ne pèsent plus ; ce qui
est amer devient doux. »
Lorsque son effervescence fut tombée, elle se représenta
néanmoins une objection redoutable : la volonté de Julien ne
suffisait pas ; ses père et mère donneraient-ils leur assentiment ?
Alors surtout que la nouvelle serait cornée à leurs oreilles :
— La fille de M. Ardel, — croiriez-vous ? n’est pas baptisée.
Ses prévisions n’étaient que trop justes ; le colloque de Victorien
avec Galibert se colporta chez les Rude. Elle n’en put douter, le
dimanche suivant, à son entrée au milieu d’eux. Le charitable effort
qu’ils soutinrent de ne rien changer à leur accueil dénonçait leur
changement. Dans leur ton d’amitié se glissait une sollicitude
compatissante et grave. Edmée avait perdu son habituelle
exubérance. Pauline ne retrouvait plus en Julien l’amoureux
contemplatif de l’autre soir ; son attitude était empressée, mais
triste ; il avait dû s’ouvrir à son père de ses intentions, et recevoir
des conseils sévères. Entre M. Ardel et lui une discussion s’aiguisa
sur « la misère des temps modernes ». Julien ne pouvait la
contester, bien qu’il nourrît la certitude de magnifiques résurrections
futures ; toutefois il n’en admettait qu’une cause initiale :
l’indifférence religieuse.
— Alors, argua le professeur, si le monde va de mal en pis,
comme je le crois, mais après une Rédemption, comme vous le
croyez, que devient l’œuvre du Messie ? Où est-il ? Que fait-il ?
— Vous demandez, repartit Julien d’une voix incisive, ce que fait
à cette heure le Fils du charpentier ? Je vous répondrai : Il prépare le
cercueil de Julien.
Edmée, au même moment, montrait à Pauline une minuscule
statuette égyptienne en bronze verdi, figurant une femme, les
jambes serrées dans « une jupe-entrave ». Toutes deux ne saisirent
que les derniers mots proférés par le jeune homme ; une angoisse
inexplicable se mêla au coup d’œil qu’elles échangèrent.
— Que racontes-tu, s’écria Edmée, de cercueil et de Julien ?
— Votre frère, expliqua M. Ardel avec une ironique amertume,
me compare gentiment à l’empereur, son homonyme, et sans doute
comme le chrétien de la légende, il prophétise ma mort prochaine…
— Dieu m’en garde ! protesta en riant Julien. C’est moi qui
mourrai avant vous…
Inattentif à l’interruption, le professeur poursuivit :
— Un point cloche dans le rapprochement : Le Julien de l’histoire
fut chrétien quelque temps, au moins d’apparence, au lieu que, moi,
je ne l’ai jamais été. A l’âge de Marthe, j’apprenais du catéchisme
comme de la mythologie. Ça me laissait froid. Oncques n’ai pu
m’assimiler le surnaturel.
Marthe, à l’écart, habillait une poupée, et écoutait, de sa fine
oreille, ces propos qu’elle retenait sans démêler ce qu’ils voulaient
dire. M. Rude, pour couper net le débat, accorda son violon, et on
exécuta un paisible trio d’Haydn. Victorien jugea bon d’observer
ensuite :
— La musique rapproche autant que les dogmes séparent.
Rude remettait dans la boîte son instrument. Il répliqua, presque
irrité du lieu commun :
— Mon cher, une épée tranchante, séparant bien ce qu’il faut
séparer, est plus nécessaire qu’un violon ou des pinceaux. Mais je
veux une épée dont la garde soit une croix ; la Croix seule rallie les
âmes dans un amour indéfectible.
Au travers de ces disputes une cordialité se maintenait. Pauline,
cependant, s’en retourna, convaincue que cette famille ne pourrait
devenir sienne ; la phrase de M. Rude sur « l’épée qui sépare ce qu’il
faut séparer » sous-entendait une admonition pour elle-même et
pour Julien.
Dans l’inanité certaine de ses espérances elle retrouva une paix
morne, faite d’un renoncement stoïque au bonheur ; mais le non-
espoir, à dix-huit ans, excédait ses forces. Elle chercha quelqu’un,
autour d’elle, qui lui fît oublier Julien. Des jeunes gens qu’elle
rencontra dans une sauterie, chez le conservateur des hypothèques,
la rebutèrent par leur vulgarité ; tous rêvaient une vie de petit travail
et de petites jouissances aboutissant à ce port commode et plat, « la
retraite ». S’ils songeaient au mariage, ils ne cherchaient qu’un
« sac ». Auprès d’eux, la figure de Julien, absent, resplendissait
comme celle d’un saint sur un vitrail, et, plus que jamais, elle se
donna en désir à lui.
VI

Les vacances de la Pentecôte étaient proches ; M. Ardel, malgré


la mauvaise humeur de l’oncle Hippolyte, décida que Pauline
l’accompagnerait à Paris, où il comptait passer deux jours. Elle
n’avait traversé Paris qu’en hiver, sous le crachin, dans la boue ; elle
se défendait d’éprouver pour la grande ville l’attirance béate d’une
provinciale qui n’a rien vu. Pourtant, la promesse du voyage l’exalta
comme un philtre de joie qu’on eût versé dans ses veines ; elle
comprit ce pressentiment, lorsque, la veille du départ, son père
annonça :
— Rude et ses enfants y vont aussi, je les ai invités à déjeuner
pour mercredi, et nous reprendrons le train ensemble.
Un soleil dur de juin accueillit Pauline entrant, vers deux heures,
dans Paris. De la voiture découverte que prit M. Ardel, pour la
conduire à « son » hôtel, près de l’Odéon, elle se complut, quoique
étourdie par le tumulte, au spectacle des quais.
Sur le pont d’Austerlitz, des charrois s’engageaient, des attelages
suants, dont les forts chevaux arrachaient du feu des pavés
meurtris, et, glissant sur les rails, tendaient l’encolure, se
roidissaient. Les jurons des charretiers, les claquements des fouets,
la vapeur des tramways qui s’ébrouent, les trompes d’automobiles,
les sirènes des remorqueurs rompaient le bruit d’océan des rues
lointaines. Au milieu des fiacres et des piétons allant avec
l’automatisme hâtif des foules impatientes, elle remarqua un vieil
homme à cheveux blancs, tête nue, les rides du front gonflées et
luisantes de sueur, qui tirait seul une charrette craquant sous des
piles de chaises.
— J’aime, dit Victorien, voir peiner ce peuple autour de moi. Cet
ahan sauvage, sous un soleil d’été, c’est beau…
Mais, en aval du fleuve grisâtre, que le soleil faisait bouillir
comme de l’étain liquide, Pauline regardait les tours de Notre-Dame
alléger l’horizon. Songeuses immobiles, tournées vers l’ouest et la
mer, elles se haussaient en plein ciel, hors des haleines du sol et
des fumées.
Ils longeaient le Jardin des Plantes, où on entrevoyait des bêtes
dans leur parc, des gens assis dans les allées, des enfants qui
jouaient. Une douceur biblique semblait habiter ces ombrages.
— Si nous vivions à Paris, exprima Pauline, je viendrais souvent
là.
M. Ardel, au passage, lui indiqua une rue qui monte entre deux
murs bas, déserte, sans maisons, sans un pouce d’ombre, meublée
seulement, vers le haut, de quelques arbres poudreux.
— La rue Cuvier, fit-il ; quand j’étais étudiant, je la fréquentais
dans cette saison et à cette heure, pour me donner l’illusion d’un site
africain.
Pauline évoqua son père, à vingt ans, seul et lyrique, promenant
sa silhouette sur le pavé torride ; et elle partit d’un bon rire :
— Quel original tu étais !
De l’hôtel il la conduisit au musée du Luxembourg qu’il n’avait
pas revu depuis des années. Ils firent lentement le tour des salles ;
Victorien trouva surtout l’occasion d’en critiquer les toiles ; sauf des
portraits et des scènes de genre, que de choses misérables ! La
banalité des nus l’écœurait ; il s’étonnait qu’on délaissât la grande
peinture d’histoire.
— Rude déplorerait l’indigence de ce musée en fait d’art
religieux.
Il accorda néanmoins à Pauline que le Christ en croix de Carrière
« n’était pas mal ». Mais il ne pouvait souffrir la taie de brouillard que
ce peintre tissait sur toutes les formes. Pauline, au rebours,
acceptait le clair-obscur douloureux où Carrière rend palpable
l’énigme des visages humains. Elle comprenait la femme qui
sanglote dans son mouchoir, au pied de la croix.
— Celle-là, elle ne sait pas s’il est Dieu ; mais elle a pitié de lui,
pitié d’elle-même ; elle me fait envie, cette femme !
Elle se rappela son aversion, à Sens, devant le vieux Christ de la
cathédrale : comme son cœur et sa pensée, en quelques mois,
s’étaient élargis !…
Le soir, après deux visites assez ternes chez d’anciens
camarades du professeur, ils dînèrent, boulevard Saint-Michel, dans
un restaurant proche du quai. M. Ardel revenait volontiers à ses
gargotes de jadis. Le seul Paris qui existât pour son âge mûr restait
celui de sa jeunesse.
Dans le va-et-vient anonyme, indéfini des passants, Pauline se
demandait si elle ne reconnaîtrait pas Julien. Mais les figures
vagues, derrière la vitre, sous le jour faux des reverbères, et qui
s’effaçaient aussitôt, devenaient, en se multipliant, comme irréelles.
Semblables à des lampes folles et fantastiques courant sans guide
sur la chaussée, les phares des automobiles se croisaient. Elle
éprouvait, de son premier contact avec Paris, cette lassitude
qu’inflige la visite d’une énorme usine où le déchaînement de la vie
mécanique assourdit toute réflexion.
Sa fatigue se dissipa, lorsqu’ils s’en allèrent, au crépuscule, le
long de la Seine, par le quai des Grands-Augustins. Là, les bruits
s’apaisaient ; un ciel immense, d’un vert brun, se regardait dans
l’eau frissonnante où frémissaient les feux illimités des deux rives. Ils
traversèrent un pont, et Victorien mena sa fille jusqu’à l’Arc du
Carrousel. L’esplanade, par un tel soir, amplifiait sa majesté
triomphale. Le Louvre, derrière eux, érigeait ses corniches augustes
et noires. Devant, les lumières, en deux files parallèles qui
s’incurvaient au loin, puis se confondaient, développaient une voie
de splendeur jusqu’à l’Étoile, « jusqu’aux étoiles », s’écria Pauline
enthousiasmée. Le simplisme de cette magnificence l’éblouit ; Paris
semblait attendre un roi pour le fêter ; et le grondement des
véhicules, à distance, roulait comme la rumeur d’une armée qui
passe.
C’était tout près, dans la cour du Palais-Royal, que M. Ardel
devait rejoindre, le lendemain, les Rude. A travers l’orchestre confus
des bruits nocturnes, Pauline écoutait venir cette journée décisive
pour son amour ; autour d’elle et de Julien qu’elle savait présent,
toutes les voix de Paris n’étaient plus qu’un los d’hymen dans un
brasier…
Le lendemain matin, elle laissa sortir Victorien seul et fit une
toilette un peu plus étudiée qu’à l’ordinaire. Sa fenêtre donnait sur un
coin sommeillant du Luxembourg ; la fraîcheur des arrosages
éveillait les verdures vaporeuses ; des marchandes de fleurs
circulaient.
Quand elle fut prête, elle s’examina dans l’armoire à glace, se
concéda que sa robe gros bleu et son chapeau de paille relevé
cavalièrement avec un nœud sombre seyaient à la clarté de son
teint. Une décision rayonnante partait de ses yeux ; les lignes de ses
joues et de ses bandeaux nageaient dans une sorte de halo vibrant ;
elle s’en étonna, comme si la figure d’une autre se fût répétée en
face d’elle.
Un grand moment lui restait avant l’heure du rendez-vous. Elle
s’assit et tira de sa valise un petit livre qu’elle s’était imposé d’y
mettre, la traduction des Évangiles ; elle le reprit à l’endroit où elle
l’avait laissé, au Sermon sur la Montagne. L’accent d’une parole
surhumaine, irréfragable, tinta aux portes de son âme ; mais, arrivée
à la fin du chapitre, elle abandonna sa lecture :
— Où sont-ils, ceux qui suivent exactement ces préceptes, qui
arrachent leur œil droit, s’il les scandalise, et donnent encore leur
tunique, si on leur a pris leur manteau ? Je serais chrétienne, voilà
ce qu’il me faudrait pratiquer. Non, ce sera toujours trop fort pour
moi…
A midi sonnant, elle et son père arrivaient dans le jardin du
Palais-Royal. La quiétude voluptueuse de ce lieu mélancolique ravit
Pauline comme le présage d’une félicité romanesque. Elle aima ce
silence à trois pas du bruit, les grilles dorées entre les colonnades
grises, les boutiques d’orfèvres et de libraires où personne ne se
montrait, et, au milieu, le jet d’eau neigeux dont les gouttes se
brisaient dans la vasque brillante avec un murmure de soie froissée.
Mais, derrière les colonnes, elle cherchait avidement Julien ; il
surgit tout d’un coup et, à sa suite, Edmée devançant M. Rude. Était-
ce la stimulation de Paris qui l’émancipait de sa gravité ? Ou avait-il
fléchi selon son désir la volonté paternelle ? Pauline lui retrouva son
air dégagé, riant des premiers mois ; Edmée l’embrassa de toute sa
pétulance, et M. Rude, en lui prenant la main :
— Que je suis content de vous voir, tonna-t-il, ma chère enfant !
Victorien leur proposa d’aller déjeuner au frais, sous les arbres,
dans un restaurant des Champs-Élysées. Une voiture les y déposa ;
Pauline voguait en une allégresse dont elle avait peine à contenir
l’exubérance. Ils s’attablèrent sous une véranda, près d’un grand
platane. L’ombre des feuilles bougeait sur la nappe, les rayons
qu’elles distillaient semblaient couler dans les veines d’Edmée et de
Julien, et Pauline lisait au fond de leurs prunelles que sa propre
beauté s’avivait.
— Avez-vous remarqué ? disait M. Rude ; vers midi, l’Arc de
Triomphe se colore de gris argentés, analogues à ceux des rocs, en
Provence, le long des Alpilles. Les masses se volatilisent ; il n’y a
plus que du soleil et des angles pour l’arrêter !
M. Rude était en verve ; il parlait de la salle qu’il avait enfin résolu
de louer, rue Richepanse, à l’automne, où il exposerait ; et ce brave
homme, jusque-là insoucieux du succès, presque heureux d’être
obscur, insistait avec une candeur qui divertissait Victorien sur les
assurances d’articles qu’il avait reçues de critiques notoires.
Pour Victorien, le résultat positif de son voyage, c’était de savoir
que sa nomination à Versailles ne se ferait pas de sitôt. On le jugeait
décidément un excentrique et un esprit « frondeur ».
— Je m’en moque, concluait-il, je suis bien à Sens…
— Et moi donc ! souligna Pauline à mi-voix, se penchant vers
Edmée.
— Je tiens les éléments, poursuivait M. Ardel, d’un livre très
curieux, l’histoire d’un de vos archevêques, Pardaillan de Gondrin,
un des gaillards les plus originaux de la Fronde, pas édifiant par
exemple, mais un type de Français batailleur, aventurier,
indomptable.
— Comme j’eusse voulu l’être, dit brusquement Julien.
— Comme on ne peut plus l’être, coupa le professeur.
— Cependant, appuya Julien, quand je serai consul, si je puis me
faire envoyer dans le Levant ou en Extrême-Orient, dans quelque
poste scabreux, croyez-vous que je ne trouverai pas là de beaux
champs de bataille ?
Victorien sourit en douteur ; mais le front de Pauline se plissa
d’un désappointement ; si Julien partait au loin, et si elle le suivait,
que deviendrait son père isolé ?
La conception nette d’un sacrifice nécessaire balaya les mirages
où elle s’exaltait ; sa gaîté revint aussitôt, mais avec une teinte de
sérieux qui persista tout le repas.
En sortant de table, ils remontèrent à pied jusqu’à la place de la
Concorde. Pauline marchait devant, entre Edmée et son frère.
Edmée lui révéla que Mlle Total, cette envieuse, dénigrait sous le
manteau M. Ardel, à cause de ses relations avec la famille Rude.
— Alors, s’exclama Pauline, pourquoi nous fait-elle tant de
chatteries ? La vilaine bête !
— Il ne faut pas vous émouvoir, observa Julien. Quand vous
recevez un croc-en-jambe, c’est toujours des gens qui se disent vos
amis. Les femmes surtout se délectent aux petits jeux des férocités
sournoises. Rien n’est plus rare qu’une âme bien née. Quel trésor
d’en découvrir une !
Et, se tournant vers elle avec une soudaine effusion :
— Vous, au moins, vous êtes vraie, simple, jamais fardée ; c’est
ce qui fait qu’on vous aime.
Pauline, presque interdite, répondit seulement :
— Vous me jugez comme je vous juge ; c’est que vous êtes un
grand cœur.
Au coin de la rue Royale, ils se séparèrent. M. Rude avait
rendez-vous avec un marchand de tableaux ; il emmena Julien,
ayant peu de goût pour se faire valoir et se défendre lui-même ; M.
Ardel et Pauline gardèrent Edmée. Pauline méditait l’abrupte et
naïve profession d’amitié que Julien lui laissait : assurément, il l’avait
préméditée et jetée dans la conversation à l’improviste, par une
impatience d’amoureux. Sa phrase, tout un moment, chanta dans sa
tête folle ; elle ne vit plus rien des choses qu’elle traversait. Un
omnibus, rue de Rivoli, l’aurait écrasée, si son père ne lui eût à
temps saisi le bras. Il discutait avec Edmée sur la niaiserie des
Parisiens. A Paris, prétendait Edmée, la sottise commune s’atténue,
en apparence, sous la vivacité d’allure qu’exige le qui-vive incessant
et la défense de soi.
— Allons donc ! répliquait-il ; nulle part, l’esprit d’imitation,
autrement dit la suprême sottise, n’est poussé plus loin qu’ici. Sont-
ce des femmes ou des pastiches de femmes, ces créatures toutes
vêtues sur un patron identique, trottant à la file, avec la même
manière de balancer leur bras, de se déhancher ?
Ils entrèrent au Louvre, dans la galerie des peintres du dix-
huitième siècle, où le professeur voulait examiner quelques portraits.
Pauline retint Edmée devant l’Embarquement pour Cythère. Edmée
goûtait fort peu les scènes galantes, et n’admirait de cette toile que
la chaude féerie du paysage ; Pauline l’aimait plus qu’elle ne l’osait
dire ; elle trouvait surtout charmante la dame qui baisse les yeux en
écoutant les douceurs de son cavalier, et aussi l’autre, d’une grâce
paresseuse, qui, la dernière, se décide à suivre.
De salle en salle leur guide les entraîna, si bien que toutes deux
étaient lasses quand les portes du musée, à cinq heures, se
fermèrent. M. Ardel, infatigable, les mena, pour des emplettes,
jusqu’à la rue Saint-Denis. Au retour, ils traversèrent en voiture le
parvis Notre-Dame, le long des porches de l’église ; celui du milieu
restait ouvert ; dans la profondeur des nefs et du chœur tellement
sombre qu’il semblait tendu de noir, des cierges brûlaient, des
verrières violettes s’éclairaient. Ce fut l’image grave que Pauline
emporta de ce second soir à Paris.
Elle voyait, d’une attente heureuse, approcher le moment de
gagner la gare et de retrouver Julien. Elle et Edmée, lorsqu’elles
pénétrèrent sous le hall, y cherchèrent en vain M. Rude et lui.
Victorien rassura Edmée ; mais Pauline prit pour elle-même
l’inquiétude de son amie : qu’avait-il pu leur arriver ? Elle essayait de
réprimer, d’avance, sa déception, si le voyage se faisait sans Julien ;
son désir pourtant se crispait sur l’idée qu’il allait venir. Enfin, trois
minutes avant le départ du train les deux voyageurs apparurent,
essoufflés, en sueur : le cheval de leur fiacre s’était abattu, une série
d’encombrements les avait ensuite retardés.
— J’ai bien cru que nous le manquerions, fit M. Rude en
s’épongeant.
— Et moi, triompha Julien, qui regarda Pauline, je savais que
nous ne le manquerions pas !
Le soleil s’était couché sur Paris dans une vapeur d’un bleu
cendré, sans rayons, et rouge, dit Edmée, « comme un cachet de
cire sur une lettre ». On suffoquait encore à l’intérieur des wagons ;
Julien, visiblement fiévreux, sortit dans le couloir ; Edmée et Pauline
le suivirent. L’express avait dépassé Melun ; à droite et à gauche
dormaient des futaies pesantes, d’où sortait la respiration du soir,
l’odeur des écorces suintantes de sève, des fougères humides et
des sureaux en fleurs.
Il semblait étrange à Pauline de glisser au milieu de ce silence
crépusculaire, dans la trépidation orageuse des roues. Un instant,
elle perçut, à travers le vacarme, les coups de gorge stridents d’un
rossignol. Edmée, qu’un besoin de sommeil accablait, rentra
s’asseoir ; Pauline demeura, car Julien lui parlait.
Il lui confiait son penchant pour les longs exodes, mais, en même
temps, sa volonté de fixer sa vie autour d’un centre stable. Et il eut
une façon de la dévisager, passionnée, sérieuse, qu’elle comprit trop
bien. Elle laissa tomber ses paroles dans le silence et se disposait à
le quitter.
— Quelle journée splendide nous avons eue ! dit-elle en manière
de conclusion. Pourquoi faut-il qu’elle ait une fin ?
— Il y en aura une plus belle pour moi, celle où je pourrai vous
dire tout haut : « Pauline, je vous aime… » Si toutefois, je ne vous
suis pas indifférent…
Ils se tenaient appuyés contre la porte du compartiment et assez
près l’un de l’autre pour que Pauline ne perdît rien de ces mots
articulés d’une voix tremblante. Elle s’attendait à son aveu ;
cependant la commotion qu’elle en reçut contracta ses lèvres, serra
sa gorge ; elle regardait dans le vague et se taisait.
— Non, put-elle dire enfin, mais sans se retourner vers lui, vous
ne m’êtes pas indifférent…
Julien planta sur elle l’ardeur tendre et envahissante de ses yeux.
— Ah ! reprit-il plus ferme, je n’ai jamais douté que votre affection
répondrait à la mienne. Dès la première heure où nous nous
sommes vus, j’ai pensé : « La voici, l’élue de mes songes, celle qui
m’est prédestinée. » Je ne vous dirai pas que je vous aime
simplement parce que vous êtes belle, et pourtant votre voix seule
m’émeut comme le son d’une harpe qui aurait une âme ; de voir le
bout de vos doigts ou le balancement de votre robe, tout mon être
en frémit. Mais je sens au fond de vous des trésors d’amour et
d’intelligence qui me ravissent mille fois plus encore. Une seule
chose me désolerait, si je ne mettais mon espoir dans le Christ que
vous ignorez, et, cette chose, vous ne l’ignorez pas…
— Je la connais, répliqua-t-elle, dominant son trouble… Si vous
m’aimiez plus que tout au monde, vous la négligeriez ; mais je ne
peux pas vous en vouloir de mettre avant l’amour d’une femme celui
du Dieu en qui vous croyez. Seulement, qu’y puis-je ? La foi est un
don ; je l’ai désirée ; j’ai même prié ; elle n’est pas venue ; sans
doute, je ne la mérite guère, parce que, si je devenais maintenant
chrétienne, ce serait à cause de vous…
— Vous avez prié, dit Julien ; mais souvent ?
— Pas souvent ; une fois, le soir de notre course à Druzy.
— Eh bien ! promettez-moi désormais, chaque soir et chaque
matin, d’élever votre désir à Celui qui vous entend…
Elle fit un signe de promesse muette, mais où il devina trop peu
d’espérance.
— Il est écrit, poursuivait Julien : « Heurtez, et on vous ouvrira. »
Si vous grattez à la porte et vous en allez, est-ce étonnant qu’on ne
vous ait pas encore ouvert ? Il faut heurter fort et longtemps, y
meurtrir vos mains… En somme, êtes-vous heureuse de ne pas
croire ?
— Auparavant, je n’en souffrais point, je me croyais même
supérieure aux autres. A présent, je veux savoir, et je ne sais rien.
Un rideau opaque s’épaissit entre mes yeux et les mystères que je
voudrais atteindre. En pensant à vous, j’ai compris qu’on pût désirer
un amour sans lassitude et sans terme…
— Alors, pourquoi tardez-vous à sortir de cette anxiété qui n’est
pas un terme ?
— Pourquoi ? Si je vous demandais : Pourquoi n’êtes-vous pas
un saint ?… Pourquoi ? Parce que je suis une pauvre âme faible et
seule…
— Vous n’êtes jamais seule, protesta Julien ; vous oubliez, sans
parler de moi, tous les miens qui prient pour vous, et votre oncle, et
les Carmélites, et d’autres, qui, sans vous connaître, supplient la
Lumière de descendre en vous. Mais vous sentez votre faiblesse,
vous avez faim déjà du Viatique… Ah ! que vous serez heureuse —
et moi ! — le jour où vous croirez ! L’air sera léger sur vos épaules ;
ce sera comme ce soir d’été, s’il ne devait jamais finir.
Le train, maintenant, courait dans une plaine, près d’une rivière
entrevue parmi des peupliers. Des corbeilles de fleurs semblaient
dissoutes en ses eaux mordorées ; la rougeur hâlée du couchant
brunissait au fond de l’espace ; pourtant, le gazon des berges, les
blés jaunissants, les frondaisons des arbres, un clocher bleu sur un
coteau, tout conservait une empreinte de clarté, et on eût dit, non
que le jour s’éteignait, mais qu’une aurore allait naître.
L’arrêt de Montereau approchait ; Pauline rentra auprès
d’Edmée ; celle-ci, sous la lampe, continuait un somme paisible,
tandis que les deux professeurs s’égosillaient, mis aux prises par
une furieuse controverse. Pauline démêla que son père prétendait
prouver l’impuissance de l’Église à ressaisir une suprématie
périmée ; mais elle se recueillait dans l’intimité de sa joie. Julien,
songeur, s’était assis en face d’elle ; de temps à autre ils se
regardaient ; puis elle fermait les paupières et se disait :
« Fais silence, ô mon âme. Une heure pareille, peut-être, ne
reviendra plus. »
VII

La journée s’achève lourdement ; des nuages de plomb pendent


dans l’air exténué ; sur la petite cour où Pauline, en peignoir bleu,
arrose ses plantes, les branches des tilleuls voisins s’affaissent ; elle
aperçoit, par leurs éclaircies, les réflexions du couchant livide et
fumeux ; un crapaud, contre le mur d’un jardin, réitère sa plainte
sonore. Victorien médite, enfoncé au creux d’un fauteuil de toile ; et
le vieil oncle, promeneur abstrait, les deux mains dans ses poches
comme s’il grelottait, suit d’un œil soucieux les chauves-souris qui
décrivent de grands cercles autour de son crâne.
— Avez-vous vu quelquefois, dit soudain Pauline, s’ouvrir les
belles-de-nuit ?
Les deux hommes, tels que des dormeurs, ont sursauté ;
Victorien, « ignorant comme un maître d’école », étranger aux faits
simples de la nature, se lève, attiré par le curieux phénomène : les
fleurs jaunes, sur les tiges tendres, une à une, décollent leurs
pétales ; avec une nonchalance voluptueuse les corolles se
redressent ; c’est une léthargie dont elles s’éveillent ; une impulsion
mystérieuse propage leur frisson vibratile.
— Les fleurs ont donc une volonté ? interroge Pauline.
— Oh ! veut-il expliquer, ce sont des réflexes tout mécaniques…
Si nous sortions… Ici, j’étouffe.
Pauline est montée lestement s’habiller, et ils s’en vont au bord
de l’eau.
Sous les arches du pont l’Yonne glissait d’un mouvement
presque insensible ; la ligne oblique des coteaux l’arrêtait ainsi qu’un
étang ; les formes brunes des nuages, les ombres massées des toits
et des peupliers figeaient le courant opaque ; un canot descendait le
long du Clos-le-Roi, et, chaque fois que les rameurs levaient leurs
avirons, un peu de ciel blanc luisait dans l’intervalle de leurs bras ;
car le crépuscule s’attardait encore sur les collines, « un crépuscule
profond, aurait dit M. Rude, comme un chant grave de clarinette ».
Pauline distinguait, en aval, pressant le dos d’un tertre et
semblable à un manoir abandonné, la chapelle de Saint-Martin près
de laquelle Julien, pour la première fois, l’avait rencontrée. Elle
voulait entraîner son père à gauche, du côté de la maison des
Rude ; par esprit de contradiction, il se dirigea vers les hauteurs.
En passant au milieu du pont, contre la croix de fer surmontée
d’une ampoule électrique, elle se remémora la promesse faite à son
ami ; elle n’y avait pas manqué, depuis un mois, un seul jour, et, ce
soir après les autres, elle répéta intérieurement cette prière :
« O Dieu, si vous m’entendez, faites que je Vous connaisse ; si
vous êtes la Vérité, donnez-vous à moi. »
Mais nul indice extérieur, nul appel décisif ne lui révélait qu’elle
fût exaucée. Le christianisme excitait sa curiosité, elle désirait
s’initier aux dogmes ; toutefois cette sympathie restait fragile, comme
la coque d’un œuf mal formé qui s’effrite au moindre choc. Devant la
notion du surnaturel, ses habitudes de jugement se raidissaient :
« Si Dieu est, tout lui est possible ; mais pourquoi le miracle ?
Est-ce rationnel de concevoir qu’ayant fait le monde selon un ordre
bon, il y superpose à tout propos un ordre meilleur ? Un prêtre
profère une parole sur un peu de pain ; Julien croit que cette hostie
devient la chair et le sang du Verbe ; quelle preuve en a-t-il ?
D’autres avant lui l’ont cru : le Christ lui-même l’aurait dit ; où est le
signe authentique du prodige indéfiniment renouvelé ? »
La netteté des objections qu’elle se proposait ainsi répondait à un
long travail latent ; sa pensée avait beau vouloir s’échapper dans
des rêveries fantaisistes, elle revenait autour des problèmes
religieux, de même qu’une hirondelle, entrée sous la voûte d’une
église, bat des ailes autour des piliers, se cogne contre les vitraux.
Quand elle causait, tout autre propos manquait pour elle de saveur ;
en présence de son père, une contrainte la tenait, le poids de son
hostilité ; il fallut néanmoins qu’elle s’imposât avec lui un
éclaircissement : si, plus tard, elle embrassait une croyance, elle se
préoccupait de savoir quel accueil il ferait à sa conversion. Pendant
qu’ils gravissaient la côte déserte du Chemin-Neuf, un mot bref suffit
à provoquer l’éclat qu’elle appréhendait et souhaitait.
— Tu sais, dit-elle en rompant le silence, que mon oncle
Jacques, outre sa cure de Druzy, a maintenant un cours au grand
séminaire ?
— Tant mieux pour lui, répliqua-t-il d’un ton qui signifiait : La
nouvelle m’est fort égale. D’où tiens-tu ce détail ?
— Edmée l’a su de Julien. Il paraît que ton frère est toujours très
malheureux de ne pas nous voir. Je n’ai point de conseil à te
donner ; mais, un de ces dimanches, il me semble, nous aurions
bien pu aller le remercier de la miniature…
— Le remercier d’une restitution ? Allons donc ! Je connais
Jacques à fond ; la seule méthode pour vivre en termes corrects
avec lui, c’est de nous voir le moins possible. Je lui lâcherais des
vérités peu flatteuses, il me répliquerait. A quoi bon chercher des
scènes inutiles ? Et puis, non. Cela ne me dit rien. Il est prêtre ; je ne
puis pas avoir de plaisir à fréquenter un prêtre.
— C’est tant pis ; j’aimerais vous entendre vous disputer sur la
religion.
— Bah ! qu’en peut-il sortir ? Du vent. Si tu avais étudié, comme
je le fais pour mon Gondrin, les noises stupides des jansénistes et
des jésuites, tu sentirais combien ces théologies sont surannées,
finies, cadavéreuses.
— Alors, dans quelle intention les étudies-tu ?
— Comme on étudie les sarcophages d’Égypte ou comme on
cherche à lire l’étrusque. Parce que tout objet de découverte attire
un savant.
— Il y a pourtant des milliers d’âmes qui vivent des idées
chrétiennes, et moi, qui ne suis pas croyante, elles m’intéressent de
plus en plus.
Victorien dévisagea sa fille d’un air offusqué et soupçonneux :
— Décidément, tu as bien changé, et j’ai eu grand tort de ne pas
suivre mon intuition ; toutes ces billevesées te viennent des Rude ;
jamais je n’aurais dû me lier avec eux. Me crois-tu donc aveugle ?
Julien t’a tourné la tête, tu es folle de lui. Mais j’y vais mettre ordre
et, dès demain, faire sentir au père que je ne laisserai pas
circonvenir et capter ma fille.
Pauline blêmit à ce coup brutal, effrayée des suites que pouvait
avoir sa franchise. Cependant, son amour lui prêta la force de
répondre avec sang-froid :
— Je n’ai aucun motif de cacher mon amitié pour Julien ; et tu
n’en as aucun, non plus, de sauter, à ce propos, comme un baril de
poudre. Tu comprends, je suppose, qu’il n’épousera jamais une fille
non baptisée…
— Aussi espère-t-il t’amener au baptême…
— S’il l’espère, il se trompe ; libre à toi de me juger stupide ; je ne
le suis pas encore au point de suivre une croyance parce que
quelqu’un me l’aura soufflée. Je conçois qu’on en ait une, mais
seulement lorsqu’on cède à l’évidence d’une certitude acceptée par
la raison.
— Mais, ma pauvre enfant, s’exclama-t-il, la raison est ployable à
tout. Tu croiras tenir des preuves, quand tu seras le jouet de tes
sentiments.
— En ce cas, si tu nies la raison, quel principe t’autorise à
soutenir : Ceci est vrai, cela est faux ?
M. Ardel allait répondre ; mais, contre la grille d’un clos isolé, un
énorme chien, à leur passage, se dressa en aboyant avec furie. Le
professeur haussa les yeux vers le coteau ; sur l’échine d’un nuage
des éclairs couraient comme des frissons, et des bouffées de vent
qui se levaient rapprochaient les craquements sourds de la foudre.
Pauline regardait sans joie la ville étalée à leurs pieds, espaçant les
réverbères mélancoliques de ses quais ; dans le ciel, à droite, au-
dessus des terres vagues, montait un grand disque de cuivre ardent,
la lune pleine barrée d’une vapeur, et, derrière elle, une attente
morne, un silence s’approfondissait ; autour de l’astre étrange
comme un météore, des nuées fauves immobiles avaient l’air de
bêtes fascinées.
— Redescendons, dit M. Ardel ; nous aurons de l’orage tout à
l’heure.
Il prit, pour la mieux convaincre, le bras de Pauline et se remit à
discourir :
— Tâche donc de pénétrer mon point de vue. Si tu savais
combien c’est triste de penser que tu restes étrangère au plus intime
de ma vie, que je suis seul ! Moi, j’ai subi l’oppression tacite du
passé où mes père et mère furent pétris ; mais je me disais : Ma fille
au moins sera pleinement libre et heureuse, je n’aurai pas lutté en
vain. Comprends-moi : je ne suis pas incrédule pour l’unique et
grossier motif que l’absurdité des dogmes contredit les lois de
l’expérience — et l’expérience est la pierre de touche du vrai. —
Non, je pars d’un fait immédiat : l’Église, comme tout système
humain, a eu son commencement, sa croissance, son apogée ;
depuis la fin du moyen âge, elle résiste à la mort, mais elle décline,
elle s’en va d’une vieillesse lente et d’autant plus irrémédiable. De
ses cendres une autre religion surgira-t-elle ? Ou l’homme
comprendra-t-il enfin qu’en adorant des dieux il s’adorait lui-même ?
Pour le moment, tu m’avoueras qu’il est sage de ne pas lier nos
actes au joug étroit d’une discipline condamnée par le temps.
L’humanité qui marche regarde devant elle, non en arrière. Moi, et
plus encore toi, nous avons mieux à faire que de rêvasser devant
des tombeaux vides !
Pauline se tut d’abord, lui laissant l’illusion qu’elle ne trouvait rien
à répondre, mais elle songeait :

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