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cv-26
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cv-27
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cv-29
c
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cv-30
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cv-31
c
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cv-32
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GK
cv-33
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ZvovZ ne ?
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eB cob
evgybi gq
GK
cv-34
c
MvjvK Bnvi Reve w`jb| Kwnjb, wZ Ki e wK| ci ewoq hvevi mgq

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wZwb RMvxi gyLi cvb Pvwnjb|
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Avi cviv hvq bv!
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bvBZ cvi, wK Avwg Z cvwib!
mv Aii `y`g bxq va Pvwcqv ivwLqv ewjj, m Rvwb VvKzv| wK evev hLb
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cvwib|
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Zvgvi m GB me Zvi eywS civgk Pj ?
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Ki bv - KzKiz -eovji mvwgj gb Ki, Zv Avwg! GB ewjqv m ev`-cwZevì
Acvgv bv Kwiqv Pi cjK Nii ga AwnZ nBqv Mj|
eB cob
evgybi gq
GK
cv-35
RMvx Avi mn KiZ cvwijb bv, agK w`qv DwVjb, -nZfvMx! cii Qji
bvg ZzB wg_ Acev` w`m! ZvK K bv Rvb ? m KLbv G-K_v ejwb - Avwg Mvi
Rj ùvwoq ejZ cvwi|
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fveZ cvwib|
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wbRi K_vUvB GKUz fe `L bv|
Bnvi wbwnZ BwZ Abyfe Kwiqv RMvx PvLi wbgl DwRZ nBqv DwVjb,
ewjjb, wPiKvjUvB `LwP gvgv, wPiKvjUvB Rjcyo giwP|
MvjvK g`y nvm Kwiqv ewjjb, Ze ZvB ej&| webv KvRKg em em LjB
Ggwb ne| G wK Avi Zvi gZ eywgZx eySZ cvi bv ?
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Avwg gqgvbyl, Kvbw`K Pq h KjwKbviv `LZ cvBb|
MvjvK Avkvm w`qv Kwnjb, cvwe, cvwe| ZvovZvwo wK - `wL bv GKUz
fewP| wK AvR hvB, mv nq MQ|
RMvx wgbwZ Kwiqv ewjjb, gvgv, ùvwoq ùvwoqB iBj, GKUz eme bv ?
eB cob
evgybi gq
GK
cv-36
c
MvjvK ewjjb, bv gv, m-AvwKi mgq DxY nq hvQ, Avi wej^ Kie
bv| GB ewjqv wZwb axi axi evwni nBqv Mjb| RMvx ZuvnvK AvMvBqv w`Z mì
ìRvi evwni ch m m AMmi nBqv Mjb|
eB cob
evgybi gq
GK
cv-37
\O\
mKvjejvq wcq gyLy hgkvq AZ e nBqv cvK&wUm PwjZwQjb, eMj Pvcv
GKZvov nvwgIcvw_ eB, nvZ Zvqvj-euvav Jlai ev, wcQb wcQb GKKwo `yji
weaev x wgbwZ Kwiqv PwjqvwQj, evevVvKzi, Zzwg `qv bv Kij Avgiv hvB Kv_vq ?
wcqi gyL wdivBqv K_v Kwnevi AeKvk wQj bv, wZwb euv nvZUv wcQb bvwoqv
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dvb LvIqvwj ?
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Lvq bv| QvMj Lvq Nvm|
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Zvì Ici Avgvi `qv bB - Zviv eo evZ|
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nBZ KiYî Kwnj, evevVvKzi, Kvj Pvc&ivi w`b-ivZ gqUvi cU jxi `vbvUzKz
hvqwbwcq ZrYvr wdwiqv ùvovBqv Kwnjb, Kb, Kb ? cU bvevP ? Mv ewg-ewg
KiP ?
`yj-e gv_v bvwoj|
Ze wK ? cU dzj& P ? w` bB ?
w` e evev VvKzi|
eB cob
evgybi gq
GK
cv-38
wcq Kwnjb, It -ZvB ej&| mI h GKUv g ivM - bvUvg, AvBqvWg, AviI

Xi Ilya AvQ| GZY ewjm wb Kb - `Lb h GK`vM LvBq w`Z cviZvg| Pj&
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PvB! `~i n nvivgRv`x Avgvi mygLy _K| QvURvZi gyL Avb!
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cvmwb Z mi KvQ wMq ej& M bv|
`yj-e ay bxie gyL Zzwjqv Pvwnj|
wcq Kwnjb, wMbxi KvQ wMq hb gwim b| NvUi avi ùvwoq _vK& M,
w`w`VvKib Gj ewjm Avgvi eo Ilyai ev GKUv AvU Avwb AvQ w`Z| wK
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wcq AzU Avkxev` Kwiqv Kwnjb, fvj, fvj| h w`bKvj coP, Avgvi Z
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jvK Kwnj, jvKRbi PjvPji eo `ytL nP RvgvBevey, ZvB LvjUvi Ici
GKUv muvKv Zwi KiwP| Avcbvi IB eKzi ìb QvU euvkSvoUv bv w`j Z Avi wKQy
nq bv|
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eB cob
evgybi gq
GK
cv-39
c
Avcwb `qv Kib Z, `kRb Pj euvPe, bBj Avgiv Pvlx-gvbyl Kv_vq cve euvk
Kbevi UvKv ?
wcq GKgynZ
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wcq Kwnjb, wK wMbx bj h fvix ivM Kie!
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cvq Dcyi nq coe|
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GB ewjqv m hw`K cvMjvVvKzi AwnZ nBqvwQj mB w`K gyL Kwiqv `yB nvZ Rvo
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lxPiY ewjj, Kzg nq Mj, Avi `wi bq jvK, KvRUv kl Ki djZ
cvij nq|
jvK Nvo bvwoqv Kwnj, ZvB Pj Lyov|
eB cob
evgybi gq
`yB
cv-40
`yB
mvi AKvi axi axi Mvp nBqv AvwmZwQj, wK ZLbI Avjv Rvjv nq
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mv Kwnj, bv _vKv Avh bq, wK Zv bq| evev Zv nj mKji AvM mB
K_vUvB ejZb|
eB cob
evgybi gq
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cv-41
c
AiY Pzc Kwiqv iwnj| mv wbRI GKUzLvwb wi _vwKqv cyb Kwnj, KviY
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Ggb AwP nq MwQ h, ZvgvKI gyLi cvb dj w`Z njv| GB NYv mqI wK
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mv wbii AavgyL ùvovBqv iwnj| AiY Kwnj, AvPvii bvg wbq GB
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mLvb gvbyli nvZ _K gvbyli GB jvbv gvbylK h e`bvq KZ`~i we KiZ
cvi, GB K_vUv h GKw`b AvgvK Ggb Ki Abyfe KiZ ne G Avwg ^cI fvwewb
mv|
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wK ZvZB ev Zvgvi KZUzKz wZew ?
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eB cob
evgybi gq
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cv-42
c
AiY weq nZeyw nBqv ewjj, Avi Avwg ?

mv ewjj, ZzwgI Avgvi ^RvwZ - wK ZeyI evN Avi eovj Z GK bq AiY`v!
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Zzwg Zvì vb `vI AiY`v - Zvì wKQy bB - Zviv GKevi wbivkq|
AiY Kwnj, ek, wK Kv_vq vb è ?
mv ewjj, Zv Avwg Rvwbb - hLvb nvK| Zzwg Qvov Avi Avwg KvK wMq
eje ?
AiY GKUz fvweqv ewjj, Avgvi Do gvjxUv evwo Pj MQ - Zvi NiUvZ wK
Zviv _vKZ cvie ? bv nq GKUz-AvaUz mvwiq è|
eB cob
evgybi gq
`yB
cv-43
mv gyL Zzwjqv K_v KwnZ cvwij bv, Kej AavgyL gv_v bvwoqv Zvnvi mwZ
RvbvBj|
AiY Kwnj, Zv nj Zvì cvwVq `vI M| gvjxUv wdi Gj Zvi Ab eev
Ki è|
mv BnviI Reve w`Z cvwij bv| Zgwb bZb _vwKqv eva nq AvcbvK
mvgjvBZ jvwMj| Zvici Av Av ewjj, GLb Avgvi gyLI cvb bB, Mv ayZI
GmwQjvg| GB mgq ZvgK GKUz cYvg Ki cvqi ayjv wbq hvB| GB ewjqv m
Mo nBqv bgvi Kwiqv Zvnvi cvqi ayjv gv_vq w`qv `Zc` A`k nBqv Mj|
AiY ZvnvK wdwiqv WvwKevi, ev Avi wKQy wRvmv Kwievi Pv Kwij bv, Kej
mBw`K Pvwnqv m nBqv ewmqv iwnj|
eB cob
evgybi gq
`yB
cv-44
c
\L\
eva Kwi w`b-`yB ci nBe RMvx Zuvnvi cywiYx nBZ vb Kwiqv evwo
wdwiZwQjb, c_i ga ivmgwY `Lv w`jb| Zuvnvi mg PvLgyL DRbv I AvMni
AvwZkh Kuv`-Kuv` nBqv DwVqvQ; KvQ Avwmqv Ak-M`M`K ewjqv DwVjb, RMv,
gv Avgvi, Zvi H cvMwj gqUv wK kl Ggb ZcmB KiwQj| Auv, G h ^cbi
AZxZ!
RMvx wKQyB eywSjb bv, wK Gui gyL Kej gqUvi bvg wbqvB gb gb
fq cvBjb| D`&Mx e nBqv wRvmv Kwijb, wK nqP gvmx ? wK KiP m ?
ivmgwY ewjjb, hv KiP Zv cw_exZ Kvb& gq Ke KiP wb ? hv wfR
Kvco, wfR Pzj wMq kxaiK mvv bgvi Ki& M| cvbbi Avi wekvjvxi
vb c~Rv cvwVq w` M| wK AvgvK evQv, BwKePLvwb Mjvq aviY KiZ GKwU mi
mvbvi MvU Kwiq w`Z ne, Zv wK AvM _K ej ivLwP|
RMvx AvKzj nBqv Kwnjb, wK nqQ gvmx ? Lyj bv ejj eySe wK Ki ?
ivmgwY GKUz nvwmqv ewjjb, Lyj ejZ ne ? Ze ewj| Zviv gvq-wSq Xi
cywY KiwQwj, bBi G KLbv nh bv| fe giwQwj gqUvi weq w`we wK Ki, -GLb
hv - GKevi ivRvi kvox nh em M|
K_v wbqv RMvx `yB Pz Kcvj Zzwjqv Pvwnqv iwnjb|
ivmgwY m`qK Kwnjb, Zvi GKvi `vl bB RMv, b AvwgI Ggwb Ki
PqwQjyg, gb njv eywS-ev Nywgq ^cb `LwP|
RMvx ewjjb, Lyj ej bv gvmx wK nqP ? Avwg h AvKvkcvZvj fe gi
Mjyg|
ivmgwY ZLb RMvxi evg evUv wbRi gyVvi ga MnY Kwiqv Kvbi KvQ gyL
Avwbqv wdmwdm Kwiqv ewjjb, K_vUv Mvcb ivwLm gv, Avnv` GLywb RvbvRvwb Ki
dwjm b - fvOwP co hZ cvi| AvgvK Qvov bvwK PvUzh`v`v Avi RbcvYxK
wekvm Kib bv, ZvB, mKvjB WK AvgvK ejjb, ivmy, RMvxK LeiUv w`q Gmv
M w`w`| Zvi gqi Rb Avi fe giZ ne bv - Avgvi nvZB muc w`q GKevi
ivRvi kvox nq cvqi Ici cv w`q Ni emyK M| gb fvejvg, AvgviI Z eKzcyix
eB cob
evgybi gq
`yB
cv-45
Luv Luv KiP - QjUvI gvbyl nQ bv - hvK, GK KvR `yKvR ne| GKUv evYi
KzjivI Kiv ne, Muvqi gq MuvqB _vKe| ZvìI Z megv GB gqwUwK K_vUvK wZwb ivRvi fvex kvoxi gyLi w`K Pvwnqv Avi kl KwiZ
cvwijb bv| wbZ wbZ RMvx GKevi hb KvV nBqv wMqvwQjb|
ivmgwY efve ewjqv DwVjb, wK njv i RMv ?
RMvx wbRK mvgjvBqv jBqv wbkvm dwjqv ewjjb, bvt, -gvmx, MvjvK
gvgv ZvgvK Zvgvkv KiPb|
Zvgvgv wK jv ? GZUv eqm njv Zvgvkv KvK ej Rvwbb ? Zv Qvov fvBevb Zvgvkv ?
RMvx ewjjb, Zvgvkv e wK gvmx ? GwK KLb nZ cvi ?
ivmgwY GKUz nvwmjb, ewjjb, Zv mwZ evQv - AvgviI c_g ZvB gb
nqwQj| gb nqwQj, eywS ev ^cbB `LwP| wK ciB eySjvg, bv, RMB AvwQ|
gqUvi A` eU! bBj Kzjxbi gqi fvM G KD KLbv `LP bv bP|
Avkxev` Kwi Rb-qvx nq _vK, wK hv hv ej w`jyg AvRKB Ki M evQv| Avi
K_vUv bv hb cuvP-Kvb nq| AvM fvjvq fvjvq AvkxevÙv nq hvK|
RMvx evK&kb~ nBqv ùvovBqv iwnjb|
ivmgwY cyb Kwnjb, GB mvgbi AvNvYi ciB bvwK GK eQi AKvj| Avgvi
PvUzh `v`vi BQUv-, ewjqv wZwb GKUzLvwb gyPwKqv nvwmqv Kwnjb, Avi ne bvB ev
Kb ej ? gq h GKevi jxi cZxg! `Lj h gywbi gb Uj hvq, Zv Avevi
MvjvK PvUzh! ewjqv mnvm RMvxi evi Dci GKUz Avyji Pvc w`qv Kwnjb,
hvI gv, wfR Kvco Avi ùvwoqv bv - AvwgI hvB, ejv nq Mj - I-ejv Avevi
ZLb Avme GLb, Xi K_v AvQ|
GB ewjqv wZwb mgq b bv Kwiqv cv b Kwijb|
RMvx AbKUv hb UwjZ UwjZ evwo Avwmqv DcwZ nBjb Ges VvKziNii
eviv`vi Dci Rbc~Y KjmxUvK ac Kwiqv ivwLqv w`qv wme mBLvbB ewmqv cwoZ
Zuvnvi `yB Pz Z AkZ fwiqv Mj|
Zuvnvi IB GKgv mvb| Zuvnvi eo Avìi mv ic I Y h_v_B jxi
cZxgv, mB cZxgvi wemRbi Avnvb Avwmj MvjvK PvUzhi biKKz! h MvjvK
eB cob
evgybi gq
`yB
cv-46
c
Kbvi gvZvgni AcvI eqvR, ZvnviB nvZ mgcY Kivi Pq h Zuvnvi gZz
fvj, G Zuvnvi eyKi ga AwMwkLvi bvq RwjZ jvwMj, wK gyL w`qv bv K_vUvI
DPviY KwiZ cvwijb bv| wZwb wbRI bvwK evY KzjxbiB gq, -mgvR Ges
cwievi Bnv h wKQyB wewP bq - Bnvi PqI eZi `yMw Z bvwK mP `wLqvQb ZvB wbRi gqi K_v iY Kwiqv AiUv ayay Kwiqv RwjZ _vwKjI BnvK Ame
ewjqv wbevBqv dwjevi GKwe`y Rj Kvbw`K Pvwnqv Luwy Rqv cvBjb bv| GKvKx ewmqv
wbtk KejB Ak gywQZ jvwMjb, Ges KejB gb nBZ jvwMj, AwPifwelZ
nqZ BnvB GKw`b mZ nBqv DwVe - nqZ IB exfrm gvbylUvi `yRq evmbvK evav
wèvi Kvb Dcvq wZwb Luwy Rqv cvBeb bv| Dnvi mw`bi mKZzK inmvjvci
K_vjvB Zuvnvi Nywiqv Nywiqv KejB iY nBZ jvwMj - Zvnvi ga h GZLvwb Mij
Mvcb wQj, Zvnv K m`n KwiZ cvwiZ!
mì ìRv w`qv mv GKLvbv wPwV cwoZ cwoZ GK-cv GK-cv Kwiqv cek
Kwij| cov eva nq ZLbI kl nq bvB, Kvbw`K bv PvwnqvB WvK w`j, gv, gv Mv ?
RMvx ZvovZvwo PvL `ywU gywQqv mvov w`jb, Kb gv ?
Zuvnvi fvix Mjvi AvIqvR mv PgwKqv gyL Zzwjj, axi axi KvQ Avwmqv
wRvmv Kwij, wK nqQ gv ?
RMvx Kbvi Zx`w nBZ gyL wdivBqv ewjjb, wKQyB Z nqwb gv|
mv AviI wbKU Avwmqv wbRi Aj gvqi AkRj mhZ gyQvBqv w`qv
KiY-K wRvmv Kwij, Avgvi evev wK AvR wKQy KiQb gv ?
RMvx ay ewjjb, bv|
gq Zvnv wekvm Kwij bv| Av Av Rbbxi cvk ewmqv Kwnj, msmvi me
wRwbm gvbyli gbi gZ nq bv gv| mevB Z Avgvi evevK cvMjv-VvKzi ej WvK,
ZzwgI Kb ZuvK ZvB gb fvev bv|
RMvx Kwnjb, Zviv fveZ cvi Zvì Kvb jvKmvb bB - wK Avgvi gZ
KvDK Z Rvjv cvnvZ nq bv m!
GB Rvjv h wK Ges Zuvnvi Rb KvnvK h Kv_vh hbv mn KwiZ nq, Bnv
m Kvbw`b fvweqv cvBZ bv, AvRI cvBj bv Ges GB Zvnvi wbixn, wbweivax,
ci`ytLKvZi, Aeyw wcZvi `ytL Zvnvi wP n I mge`bvq cwic~Y nBqv PvL-`ywU
eB cob
evgybi gq
`yB
cv-47
QjQj Kwiqv Avwmj; Kwnj, Avgvi hw` mva _vKZ gv, Zv nj evevK wbq Avwg ebRj cvnvo-ceZ Ggb Kv_vI Pj hZvg, cw_exi KvDK Zuvi Rb Avi Rvjv
mBZ nZv bv|
RMvx Zuvnvi Kbvi wPeyK nBZ ZvovZvwo nvZ w`qv Pzb^ MnY Kwiqv mn
ewjjb, evjvB lvU! wK Avwg hb Zvi mrgv| Zuvi AaKI ZzB hw` AvgvK
fvjevmwZm m!
mv Kwnj, ZvgvK wK fvjevwmb gv ?
gv ewjjb, wK Zuvi KvQ Zvi hb cvYUv co AvQ - cvq KuvKowU bv dvU
Ggwb Zvi fve| ZzB ek Rvwbm Zuvi Ilya wKQy nq bv, Zey ZzB cvYUv w`Z emwPm,
wK Avi KviI Ilya Lvweb - cvQ Zuvi jv nq| G-me wK Avwg Ui cvBb m!
mv `yB nvZ gvqi Mjv RovBqv awiqv nvwmqv ewjj, ZvB e wK! evevi gZ
Wvvi wK Kv_vI AvQ bvwK!
gv ewjjb, bB m K_v mwZ|
mv ivM Kwiqv ewjj, hvI - ZvgK Vvv KiZ ne bv| gvbyli AmyL eywS
GKw`bB fvj nqX hvq ? Avwg Z AvMi Pq Xi mi DVwP|
GB ewjqv cmUv Pvcv w`qv Kwnj, `yj-eiv DV MP gv| euvPv MQ|
KLb Mj ?
wK Rvwb! eva nq fvi DVB Pj MQ|
Zvnvi Kwg D`vwmb gvK fzjvBZ cvwij bv| wZwb ck Kwijb, Kv_vq DV
Mj Rvwbm ?
mv Zgwb ZvwQjfi Kwnj, AiY`vi IB wcQbi evMvbUvZ eywS| Zvi Do
gvjxi GKUv fvv cov-Ni wQj bv ? ZvZB eva nq|
RMvx wRvmv Kwijb, AiYi KvQ K Zvì cvVvjv ? ZzB eywS ?
mv gb gb wec`M nBqv KvbgZ mvRv wg_vUv euvPvBqv ewjj, AiY`vi
KvQ Avwg Kb Zvì cvVvZ hve gv ? Avwg KvDK Kviv KvQ cvVvB wb|
GB ewjqv m wbiwZkq wekx cmUv ZvovZvwo DvBqv w`qv Zvnvi nvZi wPwVUv
gwjqv awiqv Kwnj, Avmj K_vUvB ZvgvK GLbv ejv nq wb gv| Avgvi mbvwmbx
eB cob
evgybi gq
`yB
cv-48
VvKzigv Gevi Kvkx _K mwZ mwZB Avmeb wjLQb| wZwb Z KLbv wg_ ejb bv
gv - Gevi eva nq Zuvi `qv nqQ|
RMvx DrmyK nBqv wRvmv Kwijb, gvi wPwV ? Ke Avmeb wjLQb ?
Zuvnvi Kvkxevwmbx mbvwmbx kk Kvkx Qvwoqv GKUv w`bi RbI Kv_vI hvBZ
PvwnZb bv| Gevi RMvx ZuvnvK AbK Kwiqv wjwLqvQb h, Zuvnvi GKgv cxi
weevn ZuvnvK Kej DcwZ nIqv bq, Kbv`vb KwiZ nBe| kvox `vb KwiZ
KvbgZB mZ nb bvB, wK h_vmgq DcwZ nBeb ewjqv Reve w`qvQb|
mv wbRi weevni K_vq jv cvBqv ewjj, Zvgvi wPwVi Reve ZzwgB co bv
gv| ewjqv KvnRLvwb gvqi KvQ ivwLqv w`qv nVvr eM nBqv Kwnj, I gv, Zzwg h GLb
ch wfR KvcoB iqQ - hvB Zvgvi K&bv KvcoLvbv ò wbq Avwm| GB ewjqv
m `ZeM cv b Kwij|
RMvx wPwVLvwb gv_vq VKvBqv ewjjb, e ej GZKvj ci wK mwZB `qv
njv gv! ewjqv wZwbI DwVqv axi axi VvKziNii w`K hvBevi D`vM KwiZwQjb AKvr Zvnvi ^vgx AZ mviMvj Kwiqv evwo XzwKjb| wZwb ewjZwQjb, `yUv w`b
hvBwb, `yUv w`b `wLwb Agwb nvBcvKwqv Wfjc& KiP|
^vgxi mwnZ RMvxi eo GKUv K_v nBZ bv, wK Zuvnvi GB AwZ-eZv Ges
wekl Kwiqv ejv evivUvi c~e AvR AKvr cZveZb `wLqv wZwb gb gb wKQy
wewZ nBjb| gyL Zzwjqv kvK wRvmv Kwijb, Kvi wK nqP ?
wcq Kwnjb, AiYi| wVK nvBcvKwqv! Avwg hv WvqvMbvm& Kie, Kvii evci
mvwa AvQ KvU ? K, wec&b ejyK Z Gi gvb wK!
Ab mgq RMvx eva nq Avi wZxq K_v KwnZb bv, wK AiYi bvg
wbqv wKQy DwM nBjb, Kwnjb, wK nqP AiYi ?
wcq Kwnjb, H Z ejjyg Mv| wec&bB eySe bv, Zv Zzwg! Zey Z m hv nvK
GKUz cvK&wUm&-dvK&wUm& Ki| wRwbmc euvav nQ - evwo Ni-`vi-Rwg Rvq`v` wew
ne - nvivY Kzz K Lei Ìqv nqP - fvM wMq cojyg! hw`K hve bv, hw`K bRi
ivLe bv, Agwb GKUv ANUb NU eme! Ggb Ki Avgvi Z cvY euvP bv evcy! m,
Kv_v Mwj Avevi ? auv Ki gwUwiqv gwWKvLvbv wbq Avq Z gv, GKUv iwgwW wmj
Ki Zvi LvBq w`q Avwm|
eB cob
evgybi gq
`yB
cv-49
c
hvB evev, ewjqv mvov w`qv GKLvbv gvUv eB nvZ mv Avwmqv KvQ ùvovBj|
RMvx ivM Kwiqv Kwnjb, cvq cwo Zvgvi, LyjB ej bv QvB wK nqP
AiYi ?
wcq PgwKqv DwVjb, Zvici ewjjb, Avnv nvBcv - gvbwmK evwa| AvRKvji
gaB m `k Qo Pj hZ Pvq nvivY Kzz K mg eP w`q| Zv ne bv, ne bv Ime nZ Avwg è bv| GKwU duvUv `yk kwimv weeY bZgyL wbtk ùvovBqv iwnj| RMvx evKzjK ewjqv DwVjb,
evwo-Ni wew Ki Pj hve AiY ? m wK cvMj nq Mj ?
wcq nvZLvbv mygy L Zzwjqv awiqv Kwnjb, Du, Zv bq, Zv bq| wbQK
nvBcvKwqv! cvMj bq - Zvi ej Bb&mvwbwU| Zvi Avjv`v Ilya| wec&b nj ZvB ej
emZ eU, wKRMvx KUv GKevi gqi gyLi cwZ Pvwnqv jBjb Ges ^vgxi AbMj
eZv mnmv `pK _vgvBqv w`qv AZ Kwiqv ewjjb, Zvgvi wbRi K_v Avgvi
kvbevi mgq bB| AiY wK `k Qo Pj hZ PvP ?
wcq ewjjb, PvBP! GKevi wVKVvK| Kej Avwg wMqdi Avwg ? AiY Ke hve ?
wcq _ZgZ LvBqv ewjjb, Ke ? AvRI hZ cvi, KvjI hZ cvi, ay
nvivY Kzz evUvRMvx wRvmv Kwijb, nvivY Kzz mg wKbe ejP ?
wcq ewjjb, wbq, wbq| m evUv Z IB Pvq| Rji `vg cjRMvx cybivq ck Kwijb, G K_v Mvgi Avi KD Rvb ?
wcq ewjjb, KD bv, RbcvYx bq| Kej Avwg fvMRMvx Kwnjb, Zvgvi fvMi K_v Rvbevi Avgvi mva bB| Zzwg ay ZvK
GKevi WK w`Z cvi ? eje, Zvgvi Lyoxgv GL&Lwy b GKevi AwZ Aek WKPb|
mv GZY ch GKwU K_vI Kn bvB, bxie ùvovBqv wbZwQj, GBevi m
PvL Zzwjqv Pvwnj| Zvnvi gyL AwZkq cvzi, Ges K_v KwnZ wMqv Ivai Kuvwcqv
DwVj, wK Zvnvi ciB m `p K ewjj, Kb gv ZuvK Zzwg evi evi Acgvb KiZ
PvI ? Zvgvi KvQ wZwb wK GZ Aciva KiPb wb ?
eB cob
evgybi gq
`yB
cv-50
RMvx fqvbK Avh nBqv Kwnjb, K ZvK Acgvb KiZ PvBP m ?

mv Kwnj, bv, Zzwg KL&Lbv ZuvK G evwoZ WK cvVvZ cvie bv|
RMvx Kwnjb, WK `yUv fvj K_v ejZI wK `vl ?
mv ewjj, fvj nvK, g` nvK, wZwb _vKzb ev hvb, evwo wew Kib ev bv
Kib, Avgvì m Zuvi wK m^ h, G Zzwg ejZ hve ? G evwoZ hw` Zzwg ZuvK
WK Avbv gv, Avwg ZvgviB w`we Ki ejwP, H cyKz ii Rj Suvc w`q gie| ewjZ
ewjZB m `ZeM cv b Kwij, Rbbxi cZz ii Rb Acv gv Kwij bv|
`ytmn weq RMvx `yB Pz wevwiZ Kwiqv ùvovBqv iwnjb, -Kej wcqevey
PxrKvi Kwiqv ewjZ jvwMjb, Avnv eBLvbv w`q hv bv QvB! ejv nq Mj, GKUv
iwgwW wmj Ki dwj, mv!
mv wdwiqv Avwmqv nvZi eBUv wcZvi cvqi KvQ ivwLqv w`qv Pwjqv Mj, wZwb
mBLvb ewmqv cwoqv Jla-wbevPb gbvwbek Kwijb|
RMvx wKQyY bxie ùvovBqv _vwKqv ^vgxK Dk Kwiqv Kwnjb, Zzwg
gqi weq wK è bv wVK KiQ ?
wcq KvR KwiZ KwiZ ewjjb, è bv ? wbqB è|
Ke è ? kl GKUv wKQy nq Mj è ?
u|
RMvx GKgynZ
~ wi _vwKqv Kwnjb, iwmKcyi hvI bv GKevi!
wcq Lvjv cvZvi GKUv vb Avyj w`qv Pvwcqv gyL Zzwjqv Pvwnjb, Kwnjb,
iwmKcyi ? Kvi wK nqP ? KD Lei w`q MQ bvwK ? KLb w`q Mj ?
RMvx GKUv wbkvm dwjqv ewjjb, Rqivg gyLy hi bvZxi m h weqi
GKUv K_v nqwQj, hvI bv, wMq GKevi cvwUK `LB Gmv bv|
wcq Kwnjb, wK hvB KLb ? `Lj Z, GKUv ejv bv _vKj wK Kv nq
hvq| AiYi GB `kv, Avevi PvUzhgkvqi ILvb _K Lei w`q MQ Zvi kvjxi
fvix AmyL|
RMvx wKQy wewZ nBqv wRvmv Kwijb, Kvi, vb`vi AmyL ? wK nj Avevi
Zvi ?
eB cob
evgybi gq
`yB
cv-51
c
wcq ewjjb, A^j! A^j! Lvevi `vl ARxY ivM| Kej Mv ewg ewg - AiYi
ILvb _K wdi wMq GKwU duvUvBRMvx ewjjb, Zuvì Ilya èvi Xi jvK AvQ| Zvgvi cvq cwo, GKevi
hvI iwmKcyi| cvwUK GKevi `L Gm hv nvK Ki gqUvi GKUv Dcvq Ki|
MwnYxi AkweKZ Kî eva Kwi wcqeveyK K_wr cKw Z Kwij| Kwnjb,
wK cvwU h wb fvix eKvU! Kej bkv fvORMvx Avi ah iv KwiZ cvwijb bv| mnmv Kuvw`qv dwjqv ewjjb, KiK
bkv fvO; nvK M eKvU, Zey gqUv `yw`b bvqv-wmuìy ciZ cve| Zzwg wK ? Zvgvi
nvZ Avgvi evc-gv hw` gq w`Z ci _vKb, ZzwgB ev cvie bv Kb ?
GB ewjqv wZwb Aj PvL gywQZ gywQZ `Zc` Pwjqv Mjb|
wcq AevK nBqv YKvj Pvwnqv iwnjb, Zvnvi ci eBLvwb gywoqv GKUv
`xNwbkvm gvPb Kwiqv Kwnjb, `y-`yUv mvNvwZK ivMx nvZ - Ggbaviv Kij wK
iwgwW wmj Kiv hvq! ewjqv cyb GKUv wbkvm dwjqv eBUv eMj Pvwcqv axi axi
evwni nBqv Mjb|
eB cob
evgybi gq
`yB
cv-52
c
\M\
vb, c~RvwK Ges h_vwewnZ mvwK RjhvMvw` mgvcbvi g~wZgvb evYi bvq
MvjvK PvUzhgnvkq axi axi bxP AeZib Kwijb, Ges eva nq mvRv evwniB
hvBZwQjb, nVvr wK gb Kwiqv cvki eviv`vUv Nywiqv fuvovi Nii myL Avwmqv
DcwZ nBjb Ges AZ AKvr DM cwic~Y nBqv ewjqv DwVjb, Auv, G-me wK
nP ej w`wK QvUwMbx ? AmyL kixi Mnvjxi QvB-cuvk LvUzwbjv wK bv LvUjB
bq ? ZvB Avwg ewj! AvQv, `nUv AvM, bv KvR AvM ?
vb`v euwU cvwZqv ZiKvix KzwUZwQj, KzwUZB jvwMj| Zvnvi Kv cv`yKvi weKU
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