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51 nO,1J;CKOtIl1JIa, Me,1J;JIeHHO-Me,l1;l1eHHO OTnO)KHJIa rrYUlI<y, VI M)'3bIKa TYT )l(e CMOJIKlIa. HeCKOJIbKO ceKYH,1J;, HCCKOJIbKO MI1Hyr, a MO)l(eT, -qaCOB 51 CTOJlJla oropOrneHHa5l. a 3BOHOK 3syqan HaCTOWIHBO, npOH- 3HTelIbHO, nocpena nyCTOTbJ. 5l He CHHMaJIa TPy6KY. 3BOHOK 06pbIBanC51, nOTOM 3aIII1BaJIC.H CHOBa. ,[{O>K,a:b I{OHlIHnC.H.5J aaacrna CJ1rapeT)'. ,[{YMaTb He XOTenOCb.

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Ionoc HHl..fero M He He roBOPI1JI, MY)l(qMHa, HeCTaPblH, BOCTOqHOeBpOneHCKH:H aKU;CHT.

- ,[{a, - CKa3aJIa 51.

- 3TO no nOBO)];), npoo ... BbI ceaxac ,UOJI>KHbI rrpH-

exare na npobsr. BHJ.BY aac acner ManB1Ha. aac oTBe3yr.

- KaKi1C np06bT? Bbl 0 lJeM? Bu KTO?

- Baine <pOTO coxpaHHIIOCb. BLI cei1Y3C ,1J;OmKHbI

npJ1eXaTb na npofisr. BHIUY eac m,a:CT MarnHHa. aac oTBe3yr ...

- 51 He nocsrnana HHKaKl1.X ¢OTO.

- Bsr onrraere, YTO B saurei« nOJJO)f(eHlU1 eI.IJ;e MO)f(-

HO cnopars? Y uac ecrt, XOTb «aneauree npe.nCT3BJ1eHHe 0 TOM, xro 3HaYJ1T Bblpa)l(eHJ1e eooasme ae-rero TCPJlTb»?

- y MeH5I yMep oreu, - OTBeTJ1na H, qT06bI OH OTB5I- 3aJICH.

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- 3TO HenpaBAa, Bce aenpaenal - BOCKIIHKH)'11 OH nOl.JTH S03MymeHHo J1 nosecan TPy6KY.

y rrozrseana ,1J;ei1:CTBIUeJIbHO >K,n;ana MamMHa, qepHbIM «Mepc», He BHYJl.IaJOJJJ;I1H ,1J;OBepJ1.51. Ho 51 ,l1;OBepanacs, nOToM)' qTO, C O.n;HOi1 CTOPOHbl, KaK YTBep)I(nan Ionoc, MHe tiomnre ae-rero 6blJIO Tep5lTb,

a C npyron - 51 B35ma C c060i1 nyUlKy. Taxxa exana no lianpaBneHHlo K BOCbMOMY oKpyry, a 5111 TaK

H C5IK sepTena a ronoae cnOBO KOHEQ C 3TOH qepTOBOM Ta6nHQl{I1, H TaK 11 OIK acnoeoraana 33.51BJIeHHe Ionoca: <aTO HenpCls.n;a, see nenpasnat. Y MeH.51 He 6h1lIO 60JTbWe HH ,[{OCToHHcTBa, HJ1 Ha,ue)l(,o;bI, He 6bInO ztaace KBapTVlpbI. KaKa5l-TO cTp3HHa51 raannraa Be3JIa MeH5I HeH3BeCTHO xyzta, 6blJIO aoceee, Beqepa, np06KI1 paccocarracs.H rcznxo -rro lu6eIKana p3AI1oynpaBJl5leMoro caMoy6HHCTsa. ,[{a H sooome 51 HHtIeMY He y,l1;I1Bn5lJlaCb C roro pOKOBoro YTpa

B OTelIC «PHU», xcrna asnnna H3 .n;BYXJIeTHeH KOMbI, KQrAa nOHJIJI3, QTO TaK HIIH HHaQe MOM M03r cepbe3- HO He B nopaztxe. 5J CnpOCHl1a ce651, xaxoro tIepTa ACl1alO ryT, B 3TO"iii B3J1TOM: HanpOKaT ra-rxe, pa3Be vro CHOBa HCnbITbIBaIO pa,o;OCTb OTTOro, qTO MeH5I BC3YT, MeH.51. KOTOpa51 60JIbllIe na-tero He ancr H He XOqeT HH'Iero >KAan •. A nOTOM nenana, lJTO npOCTO l1ll.l,y 3L1:eCb OTBeTbI aa CBOH BonpOCbI, HO ryr MallIHaa 3aTOpM03MJI3 nepen 60lIblIlMM norrseancoa C lJepHOM: I<OB3HOM ,1J;BepbJO, rrOCepe,1J;MHe 6ynbBapa OCMaH.

Tan, CH,l1;eBWI1H3a pyneM, BbIllIeJI oAHoBpeMeHHo

co MHOH. 06JIOKOTMBIIIl1Cb aa ,[{BepQY, OH 3aKypHJI.

- BXOA BO zraope, - Spocun OH, pa3fJ151,l1;bIBa51 MeH5L Ilaepe 6bIlla OTKPbIT3, 51 BOIDlIa.

- 3M, - CKa3aJI OR acnen, - 51 ryr, 51 eac )I(.D;)'.

- Cn3CH60, - OTBeTHna JI.

- OTse3Y, K)',1J;a 3aX0TI1Te.

,Qsepb 6blna TOlIbKO O,1J;Ha, a 113 aaurropemnax OKOH C peUleTKaMJ1 np06HB3rrl1Cb TOHKl1e rryql1KI1 caera. «3soHHTe H axortare». 51 sourna He rr03BOHMB.

BHyrPH 6blJI OCPMC, B TOQHOCTH nOXO)ta1H aa O¢HC.

TIpMeMHa5f C TenecpOHOM, synbrapHa51 6pIOHCTKa rnlIH¢yeT HOITH. qepHblM KO)f{aHLIH ,[{I1BaHQHK. HH3eHbI<l1:H CTonHK, na HCM raaerta. Ko¢eHHbIH aBTOMaT. TeMHblM KOPH,lJ;OP nezrer K 3aKpbITbIM ASep5lM.

- Bet MaHOH? - CnpOCHJIa .ueSHQa aa CTOHKOH.

- ,Qa, - OTseTHlIa 51.

- OH np"MeT sac Qepe3 necxonsxo MI1H)'T. TIPH-

cnnrre.

HeCKOJIbKO MHHyr 51 nOXOAI1JIa no OCPHCY. BblKYpl1na CHrapeT)'. Paccworpena ce651 B 3epKalI0. Ilpo)l(AaJIa rtorrvaca, He 3Ha51 TOQHO, nOJIO%J.1T JIM KTOHH6YAb HJII1 QTO-HM6Y}J;b KOHeIJ; MoeM)' O)f{H,1J;aHI1IO. TeM He reeaee 51 >K}J;allJ, nOTOMY QTO xorena nonylJHTh OTBeT. 51 B3rJI5IH)'na na )f{ypHaJIbHbIM CTOJIHK:

TaM JIe)f{anl1 O,lJ;HI1 aHfJIHHCKHe 3KOHOMI1Y.eCKHe )l(ypHallbl, HO B KOHU;C KOHIJ;OB, aa Moe CQaCTbe, cpe,l1;J.1 HMX nonancs CTaphIH, npomnoroaaaa «MaN».

5.f npOfJI5ILl.eJIa ero H BCnOMHHJIa, QTO o.n;Ha)f{AbI ero Y)f(C YI-1Tana. MHe 6bIJIO CKyqHO, H 51 rrepe-qHT3JIa ero 3aHOBO. TIepeQHTan3 CT3TbIO 0 CT3POM nenue,

2009 _ AEKA6?b - CH06

peueH3J.11O na 3a6blTbli1 Secrcennep. 06MIBlIeHJ.1e

o BhICTaBKe MO,uJ.1lIMIHI1, KOTOPyro nporrycnma, npOrH03b1 no noeony BOHHhl, KOTopaH TaKI1 pa3pa- 3111IaCh, H nouma ,uo KOHUa 11, rnazta na -racsr ua CTeHe, CKopee yraztana, l{eM yaanena c06CTBeHHoe JU1UO aa nocnenaen crpaunue.

Ha <pOTO sr eI.IJ;e 6pIOHeTKa, BOllOChI paazrerenacs, BM)]; HepBHhIH. Ha MHe qepHhIH 3aIIIHypOBaHHhIH 1111<p, 11 H cpa3y BCnOMI1HalO, qTO OH OT ,o;Ollh'Ie,

a P.sJ)];OM co MHOH, C KPl1BOH YCMelliKOM, n03Hpyer Jlcpc«. P5I.uOM co MHOili n0311pyeT AepeK, 11 npaera 3TOT 51BHO ynanc», nOTOM)' 'no 51 Y3HalO EpHTHH CIIHpC. Bepaepa llIpeiliepa, «Ml1CC <I>paHUllil>), ,o;/K051 Crappa M ,[I,aHHM Maaoyr; ace BbITJI.sJ.u.sJT B.uphl3r runHhIMJ.1 I1 06.uOll6aHHblMH. ('.QepeK ,[I,elIaHo Hero HOBa51 nO)lPY}KKa» - rnacar nO)];IIHCb, a P.sJ)];OM,

B conpOBOAMllOBKe, cpeaa npO'HIX pa3rnaroJIbCTBOBaHJ.1M, l{t1TaIO: «HeY>Kem1 cepzme caseoro aaaaztacro }KeHHXa Eaponsr Y>Ke 3aH5ITO? Mazcorapncp Ilepex ,[I,enaHo, penxo nOKa3hlBaBlUl1Hc.SI na rrytimn«

B rtocrreziaxe MeC5IUbl, HaKOHeU; II05l:BMllC.SI, YlIbI6alOm;HMC5I H, arc HHTepeCHO, He O)];MH, aa rrpHeMe no clIyqalO BhmYCKa nocnezmea CBoeM HrpyIIIKI1 - nOTp5lCaJOI.IJ;ero M06HllbHOro rcnccoaa, mrmyurero OVD. Ha ncrrpocst 0 aaranovaon neeymxe. CnQBHO npmoieenuoa K ero PYKe, OH nann, YCMexaeTC5I, xorzta ero cnpamaeaior 0 IIOMOllBKe, 3ara,UO'lHO MOlTlfHT J.1 BApyr 06pbJBaeT pa3roBop, 06b.sJBI1B: "3TO B CBoeM pone M051 HOH-MY3a"».

51 Spocana >KypHall B CyMKy, rne Y)Ke lIe)KaJI peBOllbBep H Ta6m:ll.lKa K 0 H E U, He mrraact, 60llbLUe nOH.5lTb, ecrs lll1 euie 1IIOLll1 B 3TOM CTpaHHOM a<lmce, MHe 6hIJIO nneaars, 51 I1CKaJIa OTBeThI - 11 51 J.1X HalIIJIa.

... Bonarem, 3aTonTaJ1 OryPOK, OH 6hIll na MeCTe, OH )K,lJ;aJI MeIDl. 51 BBaJIHllaCb B TaqKY 11 xllomrylla naepnea.

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51 Cl1}KY B HOMepe COBceM O,UHH, H HOMep B OTBpaTl1- rensaora COCTO.SlHl1H. 51 TO>Ke.

I1HOr,lJ;a 51 cnpaUHlBalO ce651, -rro aa rrneua pewaeT, CKOJ1bKO 6YTbillOK SI1CKJ.1 ,llOJDKHO 6bITh B MHHH-6ape anapraaearoa JIlOKC aa QepT snaer CKOlIhKO B zteas, HO MOry nopyqHTbC5I, 'ITO 3TO KaKoe-TO ovens nOAnee cyw;ecTBO. MO)!{eT, OHH TaM CqHTaIDT, qTO, rronOJ1H.SI5I 6ap, zryxme He npeBhlluan .l103bI, npHeMlIeMoi1,llJIH Cpe,llHeCTan1CTWIeCKOTO anxoronaxa? MJIH, CKa>KeM, onaCaIOTC5I, QTO cpe,U"HeCTaTI1CTHqeCKHM anxoronax MO)KeT pa3rpOMI1TL BCID Me6enh, ecna rrepefieper? ,[I,opO>KaT CBoeH xpeHOBOH Me6elIMO, a? BOT 11 MaMa MHe roBopHlla (a MaMa acerzta fistna npaaa). «qeM nJlOXO >l<HTh B o rene, TaK 3TO TeM, 1.:lTO He MO)l{eIUh nee nonoraa'n,e. BOT n03TOMY nano »raen, c06cTBeHHocTL. Kama MMeeIDh "IlTO-TO cnoe, Thl He 06a3aH Ht1 nepe.ll KeM OTQHThIBaTbcH, eCJ111 B O,uHH npexpacm.ra ,ueHb pernl1IUL nepeWBhi-

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paTh ace aa non, nonpbITaTb CBepxy 06el1MJ.1 aoraMH H 3aSepWJ.1Th aerro MOm;HhIMH ypapaMI1 KPbl[[JKH OT nOMOHHOro Be,lJ;pa.

Ax, cnanocrs novanmcro o-rara ... Korzta Bbl )f(J.1Be're B OTeJIe, TO, ecna )KeHa BaM 113MeH.SIeT, 6pocaeT sac, Sser, ecnn eaur» ncra azryr na nanene, KOJ1l0TCSI, CHHMalOTca B KpOBaSI>lX 60eBl1KaX, nOfH6alOT OT HeH31IeQl1MbIX BeHepu:qeCKHX 60JIe3HeH, MJ111 npa KpyweHHJ.1 sepToneTa, MlIl1 OT nocraoopraaaoro cencnca, t11111, -rro MaJIOSep051THO, OT caMOCO/fOKeH.H5I, MJIl1 npocro CllHiliKOM MHoro CMOTP51T TeJIeBH- 30p B npaHM-TaMM, y sac norrpocry Hem B03MO)KHOCTI1 yllHHl1Th xopouryro nb.SlHKY, 4T06bJ 3a6bJTbC51. HeT, aac llHIIIalOT ,lJ;a>l<e 3TOro YTeIIIeHI1.sJ: BbI nonaBlIeHbI, nOTep.HHhI, Bbi B.llOBeU H HapKOMaH, )l{H3Hb ,lJ;ll51 sac norep.IIna CMbICJ1. BhI Sponarc, KaK nOTep51HHhlM, 0T'-la5lHHO mrrasct, yHTH OT caenaromero aac OTQa5lHH.SI, H qTO >Ke BaM npe,U"lIaraIOT, K qeM)' BaM 06paTHTbC5I, B qeM aaure e,n;I1HCTSeHHoe J.1 nocnenaee rtpafieaonne?

B wepaaavaee «A>l<eK A3HH3JIC».

,[I,a)Ke nOKllOHHHU;Y HarrOI1Tb He"4"eM. LITO )K, cpe,uHeCTan:lCTJ.1qeCKHM alIKoroJIHK BpO)];e nac acerzta MO>KeT saxaaars ce6e nopHyxy B ,U"IKaKY311, noxyna ... DOKY,Ua -rro? DOKy,Ua, He 3HaIO, He HBHTOI Iocnons Bor. V aac HeT ceMbM, HeT noxra, Bbl }KHBeTe s nonHOM O,UHHOlleCTse B -Puue», KaN HeBeCTb KTO, a eorna na sac HasaJ1HBaeTC5I OLlHHOqeCTSO - nxxaeoro Bb160pa, TOJlbKO nopHyxa, Mep3aB\.I]1KH M 3eMHhie nOKlIOHhI. A ecna BaM eaepezrer B rOllOBY HaJU13aTbC.SI, CTOI1T TOJIbKO n03BOHHTb B pYM-cepBI1c. lho6bl pYM-cepBI1C KOHCTaTHposall, qTO B HOMepe noxonHb1M KOCTepOK, 06HapY}KI1JI MOIO aefiorn.nryto l1HCTaJIll5lUl1lO H COCT05lHHe p05lJUI 11 'ITo6bl MeH5I BhlIIIBblPHYlll1 H3 OTeJUl, KaK rrpocryro KHH03Be3.uy,

J.1 51 KOHt.fHJ1 CBOH .uHH na YJIHu;e B 6aH.lle IOHbIX yronOBHHKOB. HeT ylK, raxon rrrynocra 51 He cOBepwy .

.$I He n03BOHlO B pyM-cepBMc. Bee paBHO 51 BbI6poCHlI Tene¢OH B OKHO. MHe nrreaare, y MeH5I nOJIHO KOKaHHa. 51 naxe Hapl1COBaJI 11M llHU;O ua )KypHaJ1bHOM CTOJI11Ke, y MeH5I ec-n, xpacnasra rpepaper. DOI<a

.sJ ynorpeon» TOllbKO npaByIO 6pOBh M nontioponox. Oroxe TOJIbl(O -rro CJIerKa pacnpOCTpaHHJIOI,

.SI copBan C OKOH llITOPbI M nee 3aTaCHJI. OCTalIaCb KyqKa neTIJ1a H qepHOe lliITHO IIOCpe)];H rocraaort.

)I CllOH.SIIOCh BOKpyr Hero C 6YTbIllKOH B PYKe H 3HaJO, '-:ITO eme no paCCBeTa paaofisro ee 0 CBOIO rOllOBY, nOTOMY 1.JTO, xorna Tbi OLlI1H, XY>Ke acero He TO, toITO rrexoro lIlO6HTb, a QTO HeKOrD TpeCHYTb. )I CJIOH5IIOCb KpyraMH 11 cnyllialO Mouapra. TIOTOMY 1.JTO

Mouapr - 3TO npexpacao! 3TO npeKpacHO, HO 3TOro MallO. TaK qTO KpOMe PeKBHeMa, KOTOPbli1: aecsera KCTaTI1, 51 CJ1YlUalO H Satellite of Love lIy PYI,lJ;a, M Ne me qultte pas B HCnOJ1HeHMH HHHbl Cl1MOH,

11 C aKueHTOM, H 51 nero TO}Ke, no.upa}Ka51 esi,

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NQ48, 11 cayanrpex «TIOrryHO'l.II-IOro 3KCnpeCCa,), nOTOMy t.ITO 60JIhIIIero He 3ClCllY)101BaIO, 11 Ao:a)[{l1o ,lVHJ CTPYHHbIX Eap6epa, 11 BeCL nOCne~HI1H aJIb60M The White Stripes, 11 HeBeCTb KaKaH anb60M M3PI1JlJlfHCl M3HcoHa, H cavaztrpex <V6I1Th Dl1lIJIa», 11 «Tainted Love» Soft Celi, 11 -Iloner nallbK11pl1M» Barnepa. a }113 Ieacfiypa jJ cnymalO «MaROH'>.

MaHoR, MaHoR, MaHoH, MaHOH ... Ilo oLlYpeHI151, ,0:0 nonycMepn1, 11 arc CI1JIbHee acero, nOToM)' t.ITO TaKQBO Moe COCTO,SlHl1e zryxa Hi3 LJ,ClHHbIM: MOMeHT.

51 CllOH5nOCb C 6yrbIlIKOM B p}'l<e, a MO:i1 HOMep nOXO>K aa KYlll1CbI «By.uCTOKa» I1JH1 aa OT,[{eJI xaq¢aH B Mara311He «Bep.ll)[{MH». B roCTHHOi1 naazma'n, TpM M}'3bIKalIbHbIX uearpa, OT caenax rryq:ml1x )1;0 (DECeM npaaarax, 11 CTOJIbKO }Ke KQnOHOK, opY:W;I1X TaR, t.ITO ncnaerca ronona 51 caM KaKo<}JoHlHl, 51 caM M ecre 3TOT dapnae, 51 VI ecrs paaaopovenm.ia

HOMep, 51 onYCTOLDl1lI ero no cl3oeM)' ocpaay 11 rrono- 61110, KaK 11 nonotaer aaeonveaaoecy HOH-xy,nOIKHMRY, M C MMHYT)' aa MMHyry 51 1K.D:y, QTO aaarcs MMPKO, 3TOT ropeseCTHHK, M npMHeceT MHe BeCTb

o cMepnI MaHoH, OHa rnaer C caMoy6MHCTBOM permrrensao nonsurc. t.JeM nonoxeao, 51 .J.1 He tzyMaJl, t.JTO OHa rasaa ynepTa.sr.

- TbI cawoe 60JIbmOe zrepsrao, caMhIH BOHIOqUH

11 rnYCHbIH nO,ll;OHOK, CaMa51 fHoi1Ha51, Mep3KaH TBapb, KOTopa» KOfAa-JIM60 BhIpblrYlBana ymeRHcnbIM raa aa 3TOM npOKmITOH nzraaere, HMeH)'eMOH 3eMJIJI.

.3TO B ,ll;BepRx B03HMRaeT npM3paK MaHOH.

- Tbl scero JIMllib ranlIWUMHaU;H5I, pO>KAeHHa.sr HeYMepeHHbIM KOJUNeCTBOM copoxarpanycnoa II<H,ll;KOCTH, KOTOPO" 51 nect, npomnaH, H MC'-fe3HellIh, xor.n:a oaa I1cnapMTCR.

- A 3TO TOlKe raJImOIJ;I1HaUI1H, YPO).l?

Ee KynaK BIIeQaTbIBaeTC5I MHe B MOP.uy, M B TOT MOMeHT, xorna mas MOM S3pbISaeTC5I, ztazce paHbLDe, lIeM nonerena HCKPbI, 51 Y>Ke nOHHMalO, <-fTO, noxoxe, '-fTO-TO nomno HanepeKOC5IK, OHa He TOJIbKO He yMepJIa, HO H, Ka)l{eTCR, \fTO-TO yaaana, nOCKOJIbK}' BJ.1.1l

y nee HeCKOJlbKO paanpaaeuaurt, M K TOM)' ace oaa soopY)l{eHa.

- M051 HOH-My-3a, na? 51 refie nosaacy HOH-My-3Y, MepJaBeu, rtonnaa cuoraaal

- ~opora5l, YCIIOK_OHC.Sl, HaCMJIMeM aaxcrzra morero He peUHnb. 1131IMiliHee HaCMlIMe, KaK npaBMlIO, aneuer aa C060H He06paTI1MbIe AeHHH5I, 0 KOTOPbIX flOTOM scio ){(IBHb npMXOAMTCSI. CO)l{aJIeTb. TaK -rro nOlIO>IUt pesoJU>Bep. M .uasaM norosopMM cnoeoqao. RaK nea 3KC-IJ;MBHJIM30BaHHbIX cytnecrua, KOTopble pa,n:bI SCTpenlTbC5I BHOBb, XOTb M He MMeIOT 601Ibme nO'-ITH arorero otimero.

- A 51 He paiJa! - aorrar MaHoH M CTpel151eT B 3epKaJIO Ha.u RaMHHOM.

- MaHOH, ,ll;opora.H, 3TO 3epKalIO He Moe, OHO npHHa,une){(alIO OTeJIIO (,hUl». TaK '-fTO MHe rnyooxo HaIIJIeBaTb, '-ITO OHO pa3JIeTelIOCb aa TbICsrqy K}'CKOB, TO, \fTO TbI cztenana, HaHOCMT ymepf HM B qeM He nOBI1HHOM)' OTeJIIO, He npWII1HHBllIeM)' retie HMKaxoro spena. TaK 'fTO 3TO nocrynOT< 6ecnpWIHHHbIH

H nommaa, M 'Ho6bI He COBepmaTb ).lpyrMx fecnpnLJMHHbIX M nournsix nocryrrsos, cOBeTYJ{) refie nOJlO»om, opY)l{Me.

- 11.a? A ).ll1peKTOp, I(OTOPbIH oboaean MeHH 06KYpeuaoa urmoxoa J.1 BeJIeJl BhIllBbIpH)'Th MeHJI aa ymuzy B TOT neue, «oma TbI, KaK nocrrerraufi ran, MeH5I6ponm?

- 3TO 6blJlM cTaTHCTbl, ztoporaa. cTaTMcTbI, KOTOpbIM.H aanrrarnzr M npMKa3aJI 0603BCln Te6H 06KypCHHOM lIIJIIOxOi1 H BbIIlIBbipHyn BOH.

- TaK BOT '-ITO 3TO 6bVlO? TaK H 6bIlIO? - urenser OHa B moxe.

- 113aMeTb, noacanyacra, "'-ITO OHM Te6H BbIBeJll1., HO He npWn1HMJlM HI1KaKOro Bpe.n;a, iii TOJIbKO nOTOM}',

\lTD .SI HM TaR aenen.

- TaK 3TO Bce-TaKH TbI ace COCTp.Slnal1? C casioro aaxana? C nepsoro .n;HH? - OHa rrO-npe)f(HCM)' mencrer, M peSOlIbBep B ee PYKe .n;PO)l{MT.

- 11.a, - npOCTO roSOplO .5I.

- 11 «B3HHTM»? - cnpamMBaeT OHa.

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- 11 cpOToceCCIDI? HbIO-MopK? I1TaJIb5lHcKHM «Bon?

- He TaK Y){( TPY,[{HO, rrpertcram, ce6e, noporaa,

sasynare ztaa 601IbllIMX ¢oToarriiapara, A"YpaIJ;KMC npMKM,ll;bI ,[{a TpM SCHTHJI5ITOpa.

- Ho eBore!

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HeMHoro M306pcTaTenbHOCTI1 .

- A MOM peKJIaMHble POJIHKH?

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- He TaK Y)I{ CJIO)f(HO HaKlIeMTb a¢MI.uy.

- A se\fepa M npMcMbI, - npoztonacaer OHa, - uce

3TH np"eMbl, Ky.n;a MbI XO,ll;MJII1?

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- Hy Y)K ryr a HM npM ~IeM, B CBOH) TIOpHOnaBOtIKY

Tbl ananaaact, caxra. [OHM npwpo.zzy B ,lJ;Bepb, QHa anenIT B OKHO.

- A ccavac? Bee 3TI1 nfOJlJ.1 aa YJlJ1ue? ABT06ye?

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B MoeM ofnnecrne, a rnaauoe, sa MOH eve-r, 06 o-nte Tbl, xaeerca, oe060 HC 6eCnOK0I1JIacb.

- 51 qyn HC aacrpenanace! Ilepexl

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- Tlo-rcsry TbI co MHOM TaK nocrynan?

- TaKoB 6bIll cueaapaa. 51 cneztoaan Cu;eHapl1fO.

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- Ilepex. TbI 60JIbHOM, - npOH3HeClla OHa CJIC ClIblillHO.

- Ila, BCPHO, remoo VlHor,lla CllY"'-aeTCJI fianaacapoua'n, aa rpaHI1 6e3YMIDI ...

- TbI He npoCTO 60nbHOM, TaKHx, KaK -rsr, Ha,110

B .uyp,IlOMe nepacan,' - [lo-MoeM)', OHa nOBTOp51.eTe5l, zta eme M nceennaer ronoc.

- He CTOI1T npeYBCJIl1tIl1BaTb.

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11. aaaa e KOKal1HOM pa3JIeTaeTOI. ua KYCKVI. - TIOTO_M)' tITO ... OT CKYKI1.

- OT CKYKVi ... Tut OT CK)'KH TIOlIOMan MHe >K113Hh?

OHa Y>Ke nonpocTY BOIHn, 11 Sf nozrywuuao TI03BaTh oxpaH-y, a BMCCTO 3TOro naaaio aa KOllCHH.

- JI 3HalO, noporaa, HO 51: XOTen ... npOCTO ... ae.aaoro KI1HO B CBoeH )K113HVI ... 3 nOTOM, ecmr 6bI TbT m06MJI3 MeIDl, ace Ssmo 6bl I1Haqe.

- Ax, etne 11 Sf no acera BHHoBaTa?

- 51: XOTcn KOro-HI16y,n;h YHHl.JTO>KI1Tb ... TaK, npoc-

TO l.JT06bl nOCMOTpeTb. 51 cvaran, QTO 3TO .. pa3Bne-

- Pa3Bne~ICHVle.

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- KOHl.Jai1 UCJ10B3Tb MHe KonCHl1, TbI MHe npcraaea.

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HO 6b1JIO TI03,n;HO, 51 Y>l<e nanacan cuenapan. Cuenapart non)"ll1ncSf l1,1leanbHbIH, 51: 6011hwe He reor ero npaBI1Tb. E,nI1HCrnCHHoe, ~ITO Sf ,Ilen31I, - 3TO cnenoaan CueHapl1fO.

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51 TIonyY.aJO ynap KOJleHOM B semocrs Vi naztaro HaB3HHl.Jh, np.SlMO aa rrynrr, H OH BI<J1101.J:aCT ace ,n;Ba,n;nan, TpM xaH-1)aH-ueHTpa, 11 OHM aauaaaror I1rpaTb aa MaI<Cl1ManbHOH rpOMKOCTJ.1, 11 I<aK01)OHI1Sf B0306-

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- Bhlpy6M M)'3bIl<y!

- 3aMOll~IH. He nepefixaaji, xorzta 51 roBOPIO, HCHa-

BVI)I(Y, xorzta Tbl nepeenaaems. xorna 51. rOBopIO, seaHO Tbl aaruxaenn, MHe POT, xorna 51 roaopio. noxontIM XOTb pa3 B )KJ.13HI1! TaK BOT, 51 roBOPVllI, "ITO xo'ry, tIT06bl TbI aaaaana MHe XOTb ozraoro 'tenoaexa na ae.ane, KOTOPblH 6bl cztenan 3TO ,n;lUI Te6J1! 5.[ coanan ucnbIH MMp AMI Te6J1., MaHoH, 4T06bJ -refie B HeM 6bIJIO xopomo! A Tbl rDBOPl1lUb, Sf nonovan reoe mM3Hh! 5.[ non OMan reoe )KM3Hb B TOT ,IlCHb, xorna pClllJ1n M3 sroro MVipa yHTM. A ecna 6bl TbI mo61'Illa MeH51, 51 6bl He YlllCll naeorzta.

~ ,QaH MHe nyJIbT.

~ HeT, 3TO MOM nynbT. A rrpaB,Ila, MaHoR, 3aJ<JllQ1.IaCTC51 B TOM, qTO Thl npoeTO nemeaxa.

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51 nobpanca no Kpecna, xyzta 6poom CBOH IlnaI.I..J;, a B npaSOM BHYTpeHHeM KapMaHe y MeH5I fisrna nyllIKa.

- Ilpexpar» CTpemITb no KOJIOHKaM! - opy 51

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- y Te651 He HaMAeTC5r KOKaHHa?

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- HeT, I1 TaK COM,ll;eT, cnacnfo, - OTSet.IaeT OHa

11 3aHlOXMsaeT POT, HOC 11 06a rnaaa.

- 3, ThI 'reneps KnaCCHO moxaenrs, - rosOplO 51 socX11~eHHO.

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51 nporxrneato eM nonynycroa Mep3ast.{I1K.

- qepToBbI Mep3aBt.II1K~1, - rosop11T OHa, - XOTella 6bI 51 3HaTb, xaxaa csonocs J1X 11306pena.

TIOTOM OHa m-er 113 ropnuurxa, a «orna OTCTaSJI..SIeT 6YTbVruy, cMorpl1T ira MeH..SI co crpaHHbIM Bbfpa)KemfeM, 11 51 BI1)f(Y, -rro OHa nnauer.

- TIoqeM}' Tbr nnaveun? - CrrpallIf.1BalO ..SI.

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51 P? lOCh B naM..SlTM, HO, HecMoTpSJ ira ace YCVI"lIH5I,

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- A «aeofipar asiocrse?

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- ,D;epeK. .. TbI rrO-IIpe>KHeM}' aanaetns .uypOt.IKy?

51 He 3HalO, L(TO OTSeTf.1Tb, n03TOM}' BCTalO na xoneHI1 P.H)lOM C HeM, 6epy Y aee 1-13 P)'l< csepHyrym K)'I11Opy H azrsrxaro no-rm see BOllOCbI pa30M. ,n:en:alO my50- KI1I1 SAOX 11, rtepen TeM KaK S30pSaTbCJI, flIa>KY MaHOH no aorrocaet, f.1 MbI 06MeHI1SaeMC.SI B3rJUl,ll;OM, rrpOCTO B3flHl.,uOM, Me.uneHHhIM, C)15110JIl;l1M, Sey.HbIM, 11. B 3TOM npOCTo aarnxzte ecn, 11 nama I1epsa51 BCTpeqa, 11 ee HeB11HHOCTb, f.1 see npJ.13paKI1, t.ITO CT05lT Me>K.uy HaM.l1, J.1 YMOllKLllHiii. ,up06HhII1 cryI< ee IIInl1neK no napKery,

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HH B qeM - eM)' ocraerca fienreaaa, a6cypAH351 3a60- ra 0 CBoeM 3,lJ;OpOBhe, XOT5I )1;JUI nero Sepeas TaIcyIO )KM3Rb? TIepeBOLJ;bI OH aacpocan, HanpOCHJ1e51 B 6113- aec K ,lJ;pyry, ToproBalI Tenepb 3anQaCT.SIMI1, .npyr 6blJ1 COMHI1TeJIbHbIM, OLJeHb HenpvHITHbIH - tlcpnsnn nepe,lJ; HHM 51BHO 3aHCKHBaJI, TOJIhKO 'lTD He npl1ceAaJI: H)' nOCMOTpH, POMa, KaKa51 OHa y MeH5I. ITpaBAa me, xopoura? POMa CMOTpen COHHO, KaK CMOTP5lT TOJIbKO GlMble xamasre phl6hl. "Icpar.nn, OTK)',!J;a ThI B351JI 3TOro POM)'? TM MHe naxorzta paHhIIIe He noxa- 3bfBan ero. Iloeozra He 6bIJ10, COJIHu;e, roBOPllil OH,

H 3TO «COJIHIJ;e» TO)Ke n05IBHJIOCb HeAaBHO - paHbIIIe 6bln «MaJ1blID.», TO)Ke He o-rens npl151THbIM, HanOMl1- HalOmHH 0 ,!J;pyroM, Teneph Y)Ke, Ka)KeT(5[, HeB03MO)KHOM MaJIhIme. Ho tlepnsnn rrpononacrr co06pa30BbIBaThC5I C q,a3aMI1 nyHbI.

- Cnyuraii, - CKa3aJ1 OH O)lHa)I()1;bl, - ,n;aBai1, MO)J<eT 6hITb, rrO:KeHHMC5I?

ABa roaa naaazt nero 6bl OHa He OT,lJ;aJIa, =rrnfisr OH TaK cxasan, HO ceronas ee )J,a>I<e cnerxa rrepe.n;epHyJIO, H 3Ta ero HOBa51 MaHepa cnart, B MafiKe, KOTOPyro OH BA06aBOI{ He CJlHmKOM qaCTO MeH5IJI ..

CTpaHHeM ncero, ozmaxo, 6blna nO.sIBI1Brna~C5.I He,n;aBHO npl1Bbly.Ka KpaCI1Tb nonocu. OHa 06"b5lCHHJIa 3TO ce6e rer-r, qTO TaK OH vfierae'r OT qyBCTBa BHHbI.

B KOHu;e KOHIJ;OB, ace pa3 naucerna rrepe,n KeM-TO BHHOBanl H Tenepb MaCKHpYIOTC51, MeH.5.llOT npooecCHIO, JII060BHHKOB, CTapalOTC.lI eunan, ce651 aa ,n;pyroroo Ho Kom'l'IeCTBO ero CTpaHHOCTeM crane 33111KaJIHaars: OHa CTepnena 6bl 3ry PhI)KHH)', HcryecTBeHH)'IO,

COBeprneHHO eM)' He nzryuryro, HO He .aorna nOH5ITh, no-reery OH era» BbI,qyMbIBaTb 6Horpa1>l1ID. 3HaeUIb, CKa3aJI OH O)lHa)K,n:bl, BOT B apMHH 6bIlI y Hac CTapIllHaa ... Oaa nepefiarra: vlepasnn, KaKa~1 apMI1.S1? 0 qeM TbI, B KOHIJ;e I<OHU;OB? KoM)' ThI BpeIIIb? OR CMOTpen, KaI< Sapaa. "1..lTO ThI, 5[ xe rebe paCCI<a3bIBaJI! qTO Tbl MHe paCCKa3bfBan, B30pBaJ1aCh OHa BnepBbIe sa nee 3TH zma rona, KaK 'n.r, I111HOT, »ror MHe paCCKa3bIBaTb TO, aero He 6bIlIO! Cne,UH 3<1 C060H, KaK )KeHIIJ;HHa, npocraaaaa QaCaMI1 }' 3epKalIa, Kpacb BOJIOChI, HO He BpH, ~lTO Tbl 6bIJI xorna-ro B KaKoM-To apMHI1, sroro He 6hIJIO, KOM)', KaK He MHe, 3HaTb TEOIO )KH3Hh! Ho

51 uoenaaa 6111IeT 'refie nOKa)KY, rrpoIIIerrTalI OH. Torna nosesry nI MOJIqaJI?! Tsr He crrpaillHBaJIa ..

3TO OHa Y)Ke OTKa3DmaJIaCb nOHJ1MaTb H n03BOHHJIa ,lJ;hIMapCKOMy: noaonystcra, eCJ1H MO)KHO, na-rerc CpO~IHOro, HO B cy66ory ... rzte XOTHTe ... OR nozn-exan, npe3pHTeJIbHO nOMOpmHJIC5I npH Bonpoce 0 AeHbrax, CKa3alI, -rrofisi 3BOHl1na npM nepBOM IIOA03peHHH 11 naec 6e3 Hero, rrpOCTO nO-ApY)l{eCKH. Hy qTO? A TO, 'lTO Y Hero HapaCTaeT KaKCl5l-TO BOBaR JIIftlHOCTh, 11 SJ He 3HaIo, -rro C 3THM AeJIaTb. B03MO)KHO, OH TaK Seraer OT C03HaHIDI BHHbI, OT roro, '-lTO aa-ra'n, He no;ryq:aeTC5I ... CIiHAPOM Hepusnna, 6epHTe Ha3Baaae, Aapro. OAHaKO, YCMeXHY'IC5J ,lJ;bIMapcKHi1. 1l0HaY:I-1:Ta11aCb J1HTeparyphl Ii rroaacrrymanaci, pa3roBopOB. KaKa5I HOBa51 JIWIHOCTh, C -rero? He 3HClID C srero, OH BpeT, "1..lTO Cny)l{HJ1 B apMHH. 1l0'IeMY TbI zryviaems, '-lTO apcr? MO>KeT, ,iJ.ei1CTBHTeJIbHO cny)K.I1JI? Ho nOCJIymaMTe, aroro He MO)KeT 6bITh. 51. 6bIJIa 3HaKOMa C ero MaTepbID ... nesraoro. erne AD ncero. Ona MeIDl B03HeHaB.I1AeJIa, cea-rac MbJ He BH,n;I1MOI. Ho KJI5IHYCb BaM, 'ITO rorzta OH He ClI)'}KHJI, OHa erne rOBOpHJ1a,

I<aK CTpalliHO 6hIlIO 6bl OTAaTb B apMHID rasoro 'lI1CTOro, raxoro KpHcrCllIbHoro ... ,lJ;blMapCKl1H HerrpH- 51THO YCMeXHYJIC5I. IToHI1MalO Barny HPOHHIO, HO 51 He MOry CMOTpen, KaK 6JIH3KHM "1..leJIOBeK, q,aKTHlIeCI<H 611H)Kai1IDH:H:, q,aKTI1t.JeCKH M)')I{, q,aKTH'-leCKM CXO,UI1T C YMa! ITonpOCI1 norcaaa'n, noenasrst 61-1lleT, CI<a3aJ1 ,lJ;bIMapcKHM HeO)KHllaHHO XOJIO,lJ;HO. OHa BCKHHYJIa na Hero rnaaa: 601OCh. Borocs. nOTOMY' qTO TOr)1;a orca)KeTC5I, 'ITO OH erne 11 6l1neT nOMeJ1bIBaeT ,U1151 KaKHXTO CBOliX uerrea.

- 000, KaJ< ace rrpO'IHO, - eKa3aJI ,[(bIMapCI<HM. OHa

He nOH51J1a ~nOM q,pa3hI.

- KCTaTI1, )1;aH excy MOM rcncdon, - nonpOC.I1JI OH.

- 3a"1..leM?

- MaJID 1111. Bnpyr 3aMeTl1T aa C060M cTpaHHOCTI1,

HcrryraeTC5I ... B KOHU;e KOHIJ;OB, 51 .n;pyr LJ;OMa.

OHa yJJ;I1BHnaCb - ea He XOTenOCb AemHbC.SI ,lJ;bIMapcKHM, - HO Te11e1>OH ztarra.

III

HeLJ;eJIID CrryCT5I, aa 06e)1;OM, OHa BJJ;Pyr nepeCTaJIa nOHJ.1Man, "1..lTO OH roBOPI1T.

OH npHIIIeJI C pCl60TbJ, OHa B TOT AeRh 6bIJIa ,lJ;OMa, m1CaJIa ,lJ;HIIlIOM. CBapHJIa fiopm. OH eJ1 fopm

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AMHIpHH JiLIKOB I CUHdpo.M LJepHbtUla

Ii fIQBeCTBQBaJI 0 HOEOCT5IX C HeO>KM,1J;aHHO T.51T)"'"Ie:i1, 3JHY,l1;HOM l1HTOHaU;I1efi, KaKQH OHa rrpe)l(.ll:e Y Hero He cmtmana, ztaace xorzta OH paCCKCl3bIBaJI 0 CBOI1X HCSbIHQCHMbIX draaax nyHhl. KaKl1e-TO rnIIHH,ll,CJIYI, KClI<I1eTO I1SClHOBhL .. KaKJ1e I1nClHOBbl? - cnpoCJ1Jla OHa, ene c.n:ep)l·msa.sr 6pe3rJII1BOCTb. OH IIO)lIDUI Sapaasa rzrasa:

KaK, HO Tbl ace caeaa ... qTO SJ caMa?! Ho MbI IKe 6bIJU1 y HHX II03aST.Iepa! MbI He 6bIlU1 y HI1X II03aS'lIepa,

5l He 3HClJQ HllKaKI1X MEaRO ... HO yYT, SrlUI,ll;eBIIIHCh B em paCIIJIbIBJIOIlI,l1eC5I, npeMl1TeJIbHO onpatimae T.IepThI, OHa 3a>KM)'pl1J1C1Cb 11 3C1Tp5lCnCl ronoaost. OHa

He 3HClJIa 3TOrQ qeJIOSeKCI.

OR 3aMep C JIO>KKOfi: Rei Beey I1 naa«. Ka)KeTC5l,

C OTKphITbIM PTOM, a OHa Bee Tp5ICna rononoa. DICEHO Ha,D;e5IJlaCb BhlTpJJCTl1 or-ryzra HOBoe 3HJHl1e: 3TQ 6hIn He OH, OHa ero He aaana, CKB03h qepn.I tIepauilia rrpOfJUlHyna IKy~KaH, nnaCHI11Y1HOBaH pOlKa, pOlKa -aenoaeaa 113 cnam-aoro panona, KaKOM He 6bIJIO II He «orvro 6bITb y ee MY)}(,{I1HbI. OHa cmrxana, l.JTO 6e3yMl1e MeH5IeT JUo,l1;eM, HO He TaK ace, B O,l1;HOl.JaCbe.

B xoro OH npeBpaT11nC5J7 Macsa M0110,l1;Oro, rryc n, cTpaHHoro, nycn. pbI)f(ero, HO ace eIIJ;e JU06I1MOro, TpecHyna 11 06BaJII1JIJCb, KaK fPI1M: 33 3Tl1M HOBhIM JII1lI.OM CT05UT AOnfl1H OITblT rrorrynamesi >KH3HH, yrecaennst, YHI1>KeHHH, rtccrsrznroro Bp3Hb5I, 6ecCMbICJIeHHbIX CT05Il.JI1X 3aCTOJIHH C MY)KI1K3MI1 B nHBH.SIKe, OT 3TOH PO)f(11 rraXJIO rrporopKnbIM MacnOM, OH cpa3y CT3JI rroxcc« na wan, :OOIKe, KaK OH (TaJI noxoac na Man, xaxoe Ap5I6JIoe, 6a6be 113 Hero nonepno! KaK OHa »rorna srorc He BI1,l1;eTb! C raxoro cranocs 6b1 IU1Tb MOqy. 11 KOr,l1;3 OH P06KO crrpOCJ.1Jl: 'ITO C rofioa, KHCK3? - 3T0i1 «KHCK1{>) OHa Y>Ke He BbIHeCJI3, 6POC11-

JIaCb B KOMHary, pyxHyn3 H3 ztaaaa H 3aKYcHJIa ayfiaMl1 nozrymxy Ho H CKB031 rro.nylI1I<y- npO,!lOJI>K3na BbITb, 3 aa nee ero IlOIlbITKI1 rrOAOHTI1 craeaana TaI(J1M BM3rOM, «axoro Ji( rrpeACTaBMTb He Morna, - HeY>KeJII1 3TO OH3 cava, C3M3 TaK oper? Ho noobpa- 311Th, qTO OH rrpHK3C3eTC5I K HeM, 6bIlTO eIIJ;e HeMhICJlHMee.

,abIMapcKHH npHeX3JI Qepe3 ztaa Q3Ca, KDr,l1;3 OHa Y>Ke OXPHIIJI3: p3HbIIIe He reor, np06KM, ropO,l1; CT05Ill. - Hy 51 fAe-TO B 3TO BpeM.Sl 11 )f(,ll,3ll, - CKa3aJI OH Bare, xorzta ona crtarra rrOCJIe YI<On3. - KCT3TH, OH3 nac TaK 11 He 3BaJI3 no HMeHH?

- HI1KOf,n;a. TOJIbKO qepHblIIIOM . .sr ace Yp;l1BJI5IJIC5I, OTKYAiJ 3Ta KnWIKa.

- Haao 6bIJIO MHe aac rrpe.nynpe,n;HTb, - CI<a33n ,IJ;bIMapCKHM. - A BnpOqeM, 3TO ace paBHO KOH":IaJ10Cb. Oaeas 6bICTPO nOIlIJIO.

- Bce-TaKH 5I He npe,n;CTaSJUHO, - rtocrre rrayatr npH- 3H3nC51 BMT5I. - He Morna ace OH3 B C3MOM nene ..

- 33rrpOCTO MorlI3, - y6e)f(,n;eHHO OTBeU11I ,lJ;blMapCKHM. - .sr )Ke roBOpHlI ... rrpaB,l1;3, He B3M, 3 ee rr3rre •.. HO KaKa51 p33HHIJ;a? MbI nee aa O,l1;HO JIYlIJ;O ... .sr rosopH!I, l.JTO nee MbI XO,l1;HM no TOHKOMY JIb.ny. 11 eCJHf He BH)'ill3Tb ce6e H3 Ka)f(,l1;OM mary 'ITO-TO ,n;pyroe, a npoCTO eazte'n, BeIIJ;H KaK ecrs, - He BbI,n:epIKHT HMKaKOH M03r, HHXlKOM paccy,ilOK. .. 51 H eil rOBOpVlJI: eCJIVI lITOTO cnace-r, TOJIbKO caMOHUIH03. 3TO CHJIhHeM rrrofioro sryxoro. 11 KDr,n;3 K Hew B KJII1HHKe nO,l1;OIIIen M31IbqHK H3 cocezutero KOprryC3, 63HaJIbHbl:H M,IJ;TI, epYHAOBbIH, B otiutexr, ClI)"I3H, - OHa raorna 33roBOPMTb C HHM na e/lHHCTBeHHoM ycnOBftlH: rrpe)lCTaBHB, 'lTD 3TO VI ecn, "Icpar.nn ... KOTOPorO 51., KCT3TI1, HI1KOrA3 He BM,ll,en.

- Ho noaexry BAPyr H3 POBHOM «cere?' - B30PS3JIC5I BI1T.SI. - .sr na-rero He .aerran, CH,n;eJI, en ...

- BbI HM rrpH qeM, - CKa3aJI ,lI,bIMapcKHH YCTano. - 3TO KaK racnerea KOHlU1nOCb nestcraae - KTO BHHOBaT? TOJIbKO szteci, OHa HayqJ.waCb cava, a pe3epB OKa- 33nC.SI He 6eCKOHeqeH.

- Ho KaK MO>KHO )KHTb C qeTbIpbM51, K31< BbI renopl1Te, M)'>KlJHHaMI1 H BHYIIIaTb ce6e, ":ITO ace 3TO O,ilHH 11 TOT )Ke?

- A 33qeM BH)'IlI3Tb? - YCMexHYllc5I. ,IJ;bIM3PCKl1ki. - Bee MbI OAI1H H TOT )Ke, H 51, H Bbl. .. 3eMJUI BOKPyr comuta I1JIH COllHU;e BOKpyr 3eMJIl1 - BhIfJUJ,l1;I1T OAHH3- I<OBO, HeT? 11 nOTOM, 51 CTOlIbKO nepeaanan ... C C3MblMH 3K30THQeCKHMH M3HI1},[MI1, y)£( nOBepbTe ... ace 60JIee HJIH etetree nOXQ)KH, acera cTpaulHo, ace XOT5IT O)J,HOro, nnoraa 11 npas,ua nepenYTaewb ... CMH,!lPOM qepHbIIII3, T3l< a H330By. 5I ,l1;3BHO 33 3TlfM crry-racra cnexcy, Y}f{e 11 onacan. Tcrrcpi, MO}f{HO ny6JIHKOsaTb.

- A K3l< BbI AYMaeTe ... - C Ha,l1;e)f(.n;ofi Ha'<IalI BHDI, HO ,IJ;bIMapCKI1H 060pBaJI HeO)f(H,l1;aHHO iKeCTKO.

- HHl<aK He zrywaro, - CK33311 OH. - 3HalO. qTO, KpaCHB351? HP3BI1TC5l? (aMOM)' HpaSHTC.5I. Hiorero He nonezraenrs, Tenepb nee. Ileyx CaMOrHTIH030B He 6bTBaeT. Pan sure Ha)J,O 6bIlIO .D.'yMaTb, noporoa TOBapmn, xorna pe6eHI<3 eM c,n:eJI31I 11 C6e>K3JI.

- Kaxoro pe6eHK3, I<y-,l1;3 cfiezcarr? - rtcrtc'rarr Bl1T5I., HO ,IJ;bIMapcKHH Y)Ke oTsepHynC5I. @

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- AEKA6Pb _ (1-106