I deeply apologized for what I am doing to you sorry is not

enough? kasi nasasaktan kita u don’t deserve it actually.

Even me can’t understand myself tho.

All I know is nasasaktan ako pag nasasaktan ko yung tao.

Not because “nakokonsensya” ako kasi nakakasakit ako but

because nasasaktan ako pag nasasaktan kita.

Hindi ako magaling mag explain ng feelings pag kausap ko na

mismo yung tao.

Andami kong gustong sabihin.

The sad thing is iba yung nasa isip ko sa nasasabi ko.

And I think dun ako madalas nakakasakit.

And I really want to punish myself for that.

Talking to you is a bliss. But whenever I hurt you through

my words and action,hurts me a lot.

U don’t deserve that and I really HATE to say that u deserve

better.

Pero I really want u to stay.

Andami kong insecurities. Andaming mali sakin.

I hate to admit pero sobrang dali kong palitan.

There’s a thousand of words running through my mind everyday

pero almost 5% lang ata yung nasasabi ko.

Most of them want to say kung gano ka ka-important and

ka-blessed bcs I met u and I thought saying that is not really

enough coz u still hesitate or u don’t always believe me? I

guess?
Bcs every time u say that u are not important to me even if

u are way TOO important, makes me feel like I am such a failure.

I always feel like I failed as a friend.

U know what made me cry nung 2 days na yon? Hulaan mo :P😂.