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May 4th, 1965,
It’s been a couple of months since we saw Oliver, my little brother, off to the army. I was
so upset that day, but I concealed it as best as I could. It wasn’t fair! How come he never listens
to me? Just because Daddy fought in a war, that didn’t mean he had to! I wanted to scream,
bash the walls and throw a tantrum, but I’m twenty years old, not a childish brat, so I decided to
tough it up. Poor Mom was doing a worse job than me, and she was crying and holding her
hankie and blowing her nose with it. She had already gone through her husband’s years in war,
and now she was going to see her son through it as well. Daddy was looking as proud as a lion,
and wept no tears at all. I bet he’ll wipe that smile off his face if we became a gold-star family. I
was so mad at him at that moment!
I packed one of my extra journals in Oliver’s bag so that he would have extra paper to
write with or perhaps keep a journal like I am. He asked me not to as his bag was packed to the
brim, but I managed to scooch it in there somehow.
I don’t hate Daddy--I never have and I never will. But he just doesn’t understand me, and
I don’t think he ever will. He’s always talking endlessly about communism and the need to fight
it, or on duty and honor and hard work. That is, by no means, a bad thing, but there are a lot of
people who work hard in this country and never get what they deserve. I went to this speech
with Mom about two years ago. She and I were visiting my Aunt Eleonor when all three of us
saw this huge crowd of people, all colors, ages, sizes and genders. And we followed them to the
front of the crowd. That was where we heard Martin Luther King Jr. deliver that “I have a dream,”
speech. It was the most magical moment of my entire life, and I will never, ever forget that day.
And it also taught me that just because you work hard in life, that doesn’t mean you get what
you want in the end. And maybe duty and honor aren’t worth it sometimes. It certainly shouldn’t
cost you your life.
That idiot LBG simply doesn’t understand that either. Mom does her best to understand
me, and I think she does sometimes. She’s the most patient, gentle, and kind woman in the
world. But I also don’t want to be like her. I want to be someone more forceful, the kind of
person who never gives up on herself or anyone or anything. Mom is a bit of a pushover
sometimes, and I really hate that. Oliver has always been the good kid, punctual, and always
the role model I was supposed to be.
Daddy says it’s because of the ridiculous music that people are listening to these days.
But what does he know anyway? He’s always saying stuff like, “A girl’s place is at home,” and
“Don’t you use that tone with me young lady!” or “At your age, you should already be married!”
Oh, honestly, it makes me so sick. He’s never been there for me--I’ve always been the odd one
out of my family, and I’ve mostly had to parent myself for the longest time now.
Dominic, my boyfriend, is the only one who understands me. He doesn’t mind that I’m a
bibliophilic nerd, or that I am my own person. Neither does Emma, my best friend. All three of us
protest on the college campus whenever we can. Hopefully we can end the war as soon as we
can. Hopefully we can bring Oliver home.
Yours Truly, Jane Francis Owens.
April 6th, 1968
You won’t believe what happened! Martin Luther King Jr--assassinated! I couldn’t believe
it. Daddy was away from home at a dentist appointment, and Mom and I sat bug-eyed at the
sofa staring at the television screen. It was 8 PM, and everything seemed to go in a haze. Mom
and I began to cry. It was 6 PM when he was shot on a balcony, and just an hour later, he was
gone. I just couldn’t believe it. After his assasination, the riots began. Nobody (thankfully) rioted
in our town in Colorado, but they did in other places like DC, Baltimore, and New York. When
Daddy came home, he was bug-eyed and shocked as well. We ate supper at eleven o’clock in
silence and went to bed quickly. I couldn’t believe what was happening. 1968 really has to be
the worst year of my life, doesn’t it? But I will never forget Reverend King. He was the greatest
of men.
In other news, I’ve been so busy with everything else. This is my last year of college, and
I’ve been as busy as ever. I want to be a psychologist and it requires a lot of training. Dominic
and I are getting more serious. I’m almost certain that I want to be with him for the rest of my
life! But I’m not sure that now is the appropriate time for it. Just a few weeks ago, we had this
thing called the Tet Offensive. It was a horrible, bloody battle. The communists at the crack of
dawn, attacked unarmed civilians and soldiers during a truce during Tet, the Vietnamese New
Year, on more than a hundred locations and cities. It was horrible on the screen--death,
gunshots, and oh, the blood, so much blood. How can we be happy while people are dying? I
begged that Oliver would survive--we all did. I heard Daddy crying in his room a bunch. I never
knew him to cry like that before. He was always the tough, gruff, and proud man, not this weak
and vulnerable specimen. I felt bad for him and I went inside the room and we both cried
together. We get along much better these days. I feel much more noticed by him these days.
Like there was something there that wasn’t there before.
Daddy’s finally accepted that he's got an unconventional daughter and I’m not as
rebellious as I used to be anymore. And that might be the only good thing that came out of that
situation.
We got a letter from Oliver yesterday, so we know he’s alive. And thank God for that! I
know I’m not supposed to be happy-- now that Reverend King is dead, but I’m just so glad my
little brother’s alive! Also, that madman, LBJ has finally decided to drop out of the election race.
I’m not a big fan of Richard Nixon or anything like that, but maybe he can get us out of this war
and my brother home. The current White House has such ghastly liars, I can’t stand to look at
them.
In the meantime, we keep protesting. May the war’s end come soon!
Yours truly, Jane Francis Owens.
I was so mad then, I swear I could’ve been on fire if that was possible. I bit my pen so
hard, it broke and spilled ink in my mouth, so I had to get another pen. How could the army do
something like this? How dare they? Aren’t we supposed to be, as a country, the upholders of
peace and justice, the so-called “envy of the world,” and “epitome of democracy”? I can’t
imagine any country envying us at this moment nor are we the epitome of democracy so much
anymore.
I know Oliver didn’t do this, so for that I am glad. I just know he didn’t.
Emma told me, “Don’t be too sure.”
But I glowered at her and told her to hush up. My nerves are already shot anyway, so
she didn’t need to make it worse. I can’t stand the thought of my brother being a war criminal.
Daddy came home with a newspaper in his hand. Our TV was broken, so we had to
make do with the old-fashioned way. The army was calling an investigation into those atrocities.
The rest of America is furious as well, and more Americans are against the army’s continuing
presence in Vietnam. Daddy isn’t much of a supporter anymore either. He never recovered from
seeing those concentration camps the Nazis put up a long time ago.
He told me about it once years ago. There were dead bodies strewn all over the ground,
and they were starved to death, with their ribs and skeletons showing. The Nazis hadn’t even
bothered to act with much decency, so this massacre would be a reminder of all those years
ago. Dominic reckons LBJ covered it up to save his own reputation. I bet he did, that old snake
was good for nothing in the end after all. Anyways, Emma just called me. She said she’s going
to another protest with Ellis, Irene, Martha, and Lydia, along with some more of our classmates.
I better go now.
Yours, Jane Francis Owens
Supporter
February 16th, 1965
Yesterday we saw our boy off to the military. This might’ve been the proudest moment of
my life. I don’t want him to die o’course, but the feeling of it--my son is a hero-- rings through my
heart... Eliza isn’t taking the news very well, I hear her crying next to me in bed sometimes.. I tell
her it's going to be alright, but she won’t listen. I think she’s angry with me like our daughter,
Jane, is.
Oliver is only nineteen, the same age as when I was sent off to war, but he’ll be fine, I’m
sure. Jane and Eliza don’t see it that way though. Jane, though she doesn’t say it, blames me
for Oliver going off to war in the first place. We had a blowout at dinner last night. She didn’t say
a word to me, and when I couldn’t take it anymore, I exploded.
“What was I supposed to do? It was his choice, not mine!” I hissed.
She looked at me with her piercing green eyes. “You compelled him to make that choice!
It’s all your fault!”
“Don’t you use that tone with me, young lady! You ought to be proud of your brother,
doing his duty and fighting the communists!” I countered.
“Is ‘duty and honor’ worth it if he’s going to possibly die?” She shrieked.
Eliza stared down at her food, and I felt my anger flare. “Your brother knows his place,
and it’s time you found yours! And it’s at home!” I growled.
She got up and stormed out of the room, without touching her plate. I was almost certain
that she went up to her room and cried. I sighed and finished my dinner and left the room as
well. Eliza came up about half an hour later. When I tried to kiss her good night, she pushed me
away, and walked to the bathroom. She slammed the door and that night, she slept on the
couch.
Yep, Eliza definitely blames me.
I just don’t see how they can blame me like this. I went to war against the Nazis not
because I hated what was in front of me, but because I loved everything I left behind. I hate war,
but I don’t want it to come to us, so I am compelled to fight in it. My son felt the same way, or at
least I think he felt that way.
Jane was always my little rebel, just like I was when I was her age, so I’m not too
surprised she acted this way. But Eliza was always the one who had my back and always
understood me. Now, it seems, the war is driving us apart.
Sincerely, Eric James Owens
Loved One
Dear Oliver, June 21st, 1965
I hope you’re doing okay, son. I’ve been so worried, watching the news, holding my
breath, and begging for you to survive. You will do your best to not get hurt, won’t you? If you
don’t, you’re grounded for the rest of your life, young man!
Your father is doing well at the moment, in case you were wondering. So is Jane, though
she’s getting more and more obsessed with all the anti-war protests and such. She’s taken up
with a new boyfriend, too. Dominic Schmidt. Handsome fellow, dreamy brown eyes, and sandy
blonde hair. He’s good and well-mannered as well. He and Jane seem so perfect together--I’m
counting down the days till their marriage!
The war seems so surreal from here. Your father thinks it’s because the media’s biased
and all that, but this is the first televised war after all, and anything that’s caught on tape should
be real, right? I see so many graphic images of death, carnage, and gore. I’m starting to think
that Jane is right. Maybe you shouldn’t have gone to war, dear.
I know you’re probably shaking your head at me right now, but hear me out. When your
father went to war, he had the entire country backing him up if he needed it. Those were the
days, you know. The entire country rationed, donated, and was united. Not like now. You might
not receive a warm welcome when you get back.
I told you about Saint Francis of Assisi once, remember dear? He said once, “Start by
doing what's necessary; then do what's possible; and suddenly you are doing the impossible.”
What’s necessary for you is that you survive. What’s possible is that you can help someone else
in Vietnam. What’s impossible… is well. . . I haven’t got one for that yet. You’ll have to fill in that
blank.
I love you, munchkin. Come home safely and soon. I’ll be waiting for you.
Your mother, Elizabeth Paige Owens