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A Connection by Fate
A Connection by Fate
Me (crying): “Please Jabu, don’t do this… You are my first, I’ll try to be opened minded towards our
sex life. Please be patient with me. Please don’t walk out of the beautiful relationship that we have…
I’m following Jabu around the house while he’s packing everything that belongs to him.
Jabu: that’s the thing Peli! My heart is no longer in this relationship. You are too formal and too
uptight for me. It’s been three years Peli, three fucken years!!! You don’t want to try any foreplay;
you don’t want to be spontaneous. You refuse to have sex anywhere else except in the bedroom.
Our relationship is so boring; you still get uncomfortable to even get dressed in front of me. You are
a really great person Peli, but not for me.
Me: These issues have never bothered you before, why now Jabu?
Jabu: I’ve met someone. Everytime, I’m with her I feel complete. Hell, I don’t even have to beg her to
suck my cock!
Me: Is that it? You are throwing our love away for good sex!!! Do you even really know her Jabu or
for you it’s all about the sex? (Jabu then grabs his car keys and bag and then looks at me)
Jabu: I think I know all I need to know about her. Look Peli, I’m sorry for breaking up with you this
way, but Nobuhle needs me as well. This was long overdue. One thing you need to know about us
guys is, Sex plays a big role in a relationship. We enjoy experimenting and trying new things. Love
alone is not enough. Look Peli, you are really a great woman, but sexually I’m frustrated. We are
young, but you behave like you are 50. Word of advice for you next relationship. Have fun in your
relationship and explore and play around with the poor guy, otherwise eventually you will lose him
as well. (then he walked out the door, closing it behind him. I just broke down and cried on the
couch, asking myself questions, like what is wrong with me, why am I like this?..............
Let me introduce myself. My name is Alupheli Hlubi, I’m 25 years old and an only child. I’m from a
place called Maxaki, in Port Elizabeth. I was raised by my mother, a teacher and a single parent. I was
never a rebellious child, I kept to myself. The irony is my best friend Ayanda (Yaya) is the exact
opposite of me, She was wild and a carefree soul, very intelligent though. We went to the same high
school and varsity. We are both based in Joburg. She is a Public relations officer and I met Jabu
through her at one of the events I went to with her. Jabu is a graphic designer and he was my third
boyfriend. I on the other hand am a junior architect, I must say, I’m very good at what I do and
hence recently went for a job interview for a senior post at NK (Nkabinde) architects. My social skills
on the other hand are a problem. I’m slightly tall, fair in complexion and am a size 38 curvy with a
tight ass, medium size breast and a flat stomach. Yaya is a size 32, dark in complexion and extremely
attractive. She has that unique look that just turns heads.
I reached for my phone that was on the table and called my best friend….
Yaya: Friendo
Me (sobbing): Eish Shlobo, Jabu dumped me and walked out on me… You won’t believe half the
things he said…. Then I told her everything.
Yaya: Wow that was cold of him… Kanjalo nje? I never thought that Jabu can be such an ass.
Yaya: Jonga nono, I’m finalising plans for an event. I’ll come by later for a sleep over. I’ll bring wine,
food, junk, the works.
Me: ok
I decided to freshen up, took a shower then wore my PJs then took a nap. Oh, thank God its Friday
today. I’ll nurse my broken heart….
I woke up when my intercom rang, then looked at the time on my phone and it was 19h15, got out
of bed and answered my intercom.
Me: Hello…
She came in put the plastic bags in the kitchen and came to give me a warm hug. She went to dish up
for us and poured me a glass of wine. We got to talking…
Yaya: Peli, I’ve known you for a long time and love you like a sister. But I’ve got to be honest with
you.
I looked at her with a concerned look when she said that. Me: Ohk…
Yaya: What Jabu said to you was harsh, but somehow also truthful. You are young, hot and beautiful
and living in a shell. You need to have fun, especially with the opposite sex without really getting
serious.
Yaya: I mean you must have meaningless sex, with no strings attached but also be responsible, by
condomising.
Me: WHATTT!!!!! Absolutely not! How can you even suggest something like that?
Yaya: See Peli, when you sleep with a guy, you have high expectations and you want commitment
early in a relationship and that puts guys off and it scares them away.
Me: Yaya! Jabu and I were in a relationship for three years, so I don’t really get what you mean. Of
course after all that time together, I’d expect commitment.
Yaya: See what I mean, You are young my friend and you should be having fun without expectation
then automatically things will fall into place without you trying too hard. Another thing, you need to
loosen up in the bedroom. Four play is very important and remember sex is not only meant to be
done in the bedroom.
Me ( covering my eyes with my hands) : My friend, I would really like to open up more sexually but I
really don’t know how.
Yaya: Why don’t you watch porn? You will learn a lot on what and how needs to be done. I’ll arrange
movies for you, let’s start there.
Yaya: Good, now give me the remote and lets watch movies.
While channel hopping, we came across a movie called 50 shades of grey then watched it. My Gosh,
some of the things I saw there were both enticing and scary at the same time. I must say, I was
fascinated. When the movie ended, Yaya asked me what I thought about the movie. I told her it was
interesting.
Me: If I had a man that was patient enough to teach me those things then yeah…
Saturday morning, I woke up first. I went to the bathroom to freshen up then I went to make
breakfast. Yaya walked in greeted me then sat on the bar stool.
Her: My friend, can I tell you something. But I don’t want any judgement.
Her: You know I’m into casual sex right without commitment.
Her: Well, there’s this club I usually go to when I want a good fuck. It’s called club Pluto around
Fourways. It’s very exclusive and the people that go there are discreet. We don’t even know each
other’s names and we don’t contact each other or meet outside the club.
Me: Wow!!! What happens there? How do you sleep with someone you don’t know?
Her: That’s what casual sex is about. This club is safe because there’s a doctor that us the members
we go to, only on appointment. We get screened and tested for HIV/Aids and STIs but it’s
compulsory that you condomise. The testing is to reassure members in case the condom breaks. No
one is allowed to have sex in a drunken state, you are allowed to drink, but not get wasted
otherwise the bouncers will escort you out. No form of drugs are allowed at the club because that’s
when most mistakes happen because people tend to be careless when they are high. You can sleep
with anyone in the club as long as it’s consensual. Reason why I’m telling you this, I think now that
you are single you must join me for the experience.
I popped my eyes out and told Yaya she’s out of her mind!
Yaya: think about it friend. You will learn and experience a lot without judgement. I’m going there on
Thursday in case you change your mind.
Besides her crazy proposal, Yaya and I had a great weekend despite me getting dumped, just
watching movies and eating. Lol!
Yaya: Friendo
Yaya: Trust me my friend after Thursday, you’ll get over Jabu. I need to make you an appointment
with the doctor for screening and testing. I’ll get back to you.
Me: Ok
Caller: Good Day Mam, You are speaking to Sandra from NK Architect. How are you?
Caller: I’m fine thanks, thanks for asking. I wanted to inform you that you got the job for the senior
position.
Sandra (laughing). It’s ok mam, I understand. So you are expected to report for duty in a months’
time. In the meantime, I’ll send you all the paperwork that you need to fill out and then you can
send it back to me.
I’ve never been so happy in my life. At least there’s a light at the end of the tunnel.
Yaya called and said I must meet her in Midrand at the doctor’s surgery at 16h30. She then after
send me the coordinates. I then called my mother to tell her the great news.
Mama: I’m fine Mtanam, just busy preparing for the exams and wena unjani?
Me: Ndi ryt wethu, mama I have great news!! I got the job at NK Architects. I’m gonna be travelling a
lot but The Salary package is extremely good.
Mama (ululating): O mtanam! I’m so proud of you! When do you start? Will I see you before you
start your new job? I’m sure Jabu is happy for you ne!
Mama: Haai sana lwam. How does Jabu do something like this? I thought he was invested in you
guys’ relationship. I think you should come home so that your mom can give you comfort.
Me: I’m really ok mama, uYaya was there for me. I will come home though, before I start my new
job.
Mama: Hows that crazy child of mine doing? That child was a problem jong, but she’s a good person.
I always feel good every time I speak to my mother. I finalised a plan that I was working on and
before I knew it, it was home time. I went to my car and I punched in the coordinates on my phone
and off I went.
I arrived at the business park and Yaya was already there waiting for me. I went to her and we
exchanged hugs then we entered the building. For some reason I was so nervous, my heart was
beating so fast and my palms were so sweaty. We went into the lift and Yaya pressed on the 3 and in
the lift she said, “Don’t worry Dr Wesley and the owners of the club are the only ones who have
access to our private information and Identity details. I nodded, I couldn’t utter a word because I
was so nervous.
We got to the 3rd floor and we entered Dr Wesley’s surgery. The receptionist gave us a warm
greeting and ushered us to Dr Wesleys’ office. When we got inside, My jaw dropped. Dr Wesley was
not the way I imagined him to be. He had blond hair and blue eyes that sparkled every time he
spoke. He was drop dead gorgeous. He stood up and gave Ayanda a hug and then gave me a hand
shake then directed us to sit. OOH, some parents make beautiful babies shem….
Yaya: Doc, this here is my friend Peli. She wants to join us at the club.
Him (looking at me with a smile then looked at Yaya): Did you explain to her what happens at our
club? Will she be comfortable with the things that are done to the club? Reason being why I’m
asking all these questions is that she seems shy and reserved, I mean she can’t even look at me.
Don’t get me wrong, she’s got great potential after all we don’t discriminate at our club.
Yaya: That’s why I want her to join the club, believe you me. She really needs to learn to loosen up.
I stood up nervously went to him. He spun his chair around to face me . Him: “ sit on top of me and
when you do so you must look straight into my eyes and not lose eye contact”.
I took a deep breathe and sat on him. I was facing him and my legs were apart. I could smell the
scent of his cologne and his face was close to my face. Please tell me he’s not gonna do what I think
he is about to do. He whispered “remember not to lose eye contact. Do not close your eyes.” He
bought his lips to mine and we were staring in each other’s eyes. My heart was beating fast. We
opened our mouths and our tongues wrestled each other slowly, passionately and deeply. We are
staring in each other’s eyes as all this is happening. I began to relax and let loose. He then pulled
back and our kiss ended.
You can get off me now, he playfully said. I got off him and went to sit next to Yaya.
Yaya: I was getting turned on from watching you guys kiss… He smiled and told me to get on the bed,
where he conducting all the necessary tests and screening. Its weird how he changed into a
professional doctor when he was examining me. When he was done, he explained that I will receive
my results via sms in which I must put in a pin to access them. He further said that pin is my
membership and access number to the club. If I failed the tests than automatically the pin will be
deactivated and I won’t be permitted to go to the club. He wished me luck and off we went.
What was that!!! I said to Yaya when we got outside. Yaya: “ It was a test”. He was testing you to see
if you’ll be able to handle the pressure at the club. He is a stranger to you, so he was testing if you’ll
be able to have casual contact or intercourse with a stranger without you freaking out. Damn; Yayas
world is just crazy. We parted and I went to get myself take aways and then I went home.
The house was so quiet without Jabu, I began to cry. I thought about calling him and then I
remembered all the hurtful things he said to me. Was I really that bad of a girlfriend though. Instead
of him criticizing me, why didn’t he somehow introduce the things he wanted us to try. He didn’t
even tell me how he was feeling until Friday. I ate and poured myself some gin and tonic and I played
all the heartbreak songs. The one that made me cry the most was Stupid by Toni Braxton and the
one that gave me strength was One day you will by Deborah Cox. Lol…. Then I went to bed.
I woke up Tuesday morning , got ready, had breakfast and then went to work. I handed in my
resignation letter, my boss wasn’t happy that I’m leaving but I need change and growth. So now that
I’m serving notice, I had to finalise all the projects I was working on. I wanted us to part on good
terms because you’ll never know what tomorrow will hold. After work I decided to go to the zumba
class then I went home took a shower then made myself a small light meal. I watched a bit of TV
then I went to bed.
I woke up and got ready on Wednesday morning got dressed, went to work. While at work I received
my results from Dr Wesley and I was good to go. After work I met Yaya at the mall. She insisted that I
get a classy but slutty dress. Lol!! I love my friend though. We saw a beautiful red number at one of
the boutiques. It hugged me and shaped me in all the right places. Gosh I looked and Felt Sexy. I got
nice comfortable heals to match the dress. We went to a spa and got a wax and then had something
to eat. We parted and I went home. That night I thought about the next day. I was excited and
nervous at the same time. I didn’t know what tomorrow had in store for me. I dozed off.
Thursday morning I woke up and prepared myself for work, I was nervous as fuck that I could barely
eat. Strangely, the day went by quickly. I left work just after 14h00, went to the hair salon and got
myself a nice Malaysian weave and I sommer did my nails as well. I was running late so my hair
Yaya (laughing): relax my friend. No one judges anyone here. Let’s grab a drink.
We ordered two glasses of wine, and I gulped mine in one go. Then ordered another. On the stage
there were girls swinging on swings that were hanging from the ceiling and they were naked with
their legs wide apart and men were watching them and mastubating. Some good looking guy
approached Yaya and whispered something in her ear, she got up and told me to relax and have fun
then she left with the guy going up the stairs. I turned around and drank my wine.
I turned around and saw the most gorgeous face I’ve ever seen. He had caramel skin, his head was
bald and had broad shoulders. He was buff in a sexy way with beautiful abs. He had a tattoo on his
right shoulder that went to his back. He was wearing black shorts that were just below his knees and
was rocking them with black sneakers. He was topless. He had those eyes, you know the kind of eyes
that can see right through your soul. DAMN. I became wet instantly.
Him: Something like that. So would you like for me to show you around?
I got up from my chair then he escorted me holding my waist. We got to a door and he opened it.
There were two ladies playing with each other. The one was licking the others vjayjay while inserting
a vibrator in her. I was so uncomfortable the ladies didn’t seem to care that we were watching them.
We moved on down the passage to another door, it was written the 3 sum room. These two guys
were having their way with one woman. She was blowing the one while the other was screwing her
from the back.
Then there was an indoor pool area where couples were just having sex everywhere. We then went
upstairs and he opened a door. One of the ladies that I met earlier in a black leather costume had a
whip like thing and the guy was on his knees. With his hands cuffed at the back. Wait, O my word…
the guy on his knees is Dr Wesley. He looked up, saw me and winked. Then my mystery man took me
to another room. What was happening there was beyond crazy!!!! People were having group sex
there were buckets of condoms everywhere. Mystery man saw I was trembling and traumatised and
he quickly closed that door and led me to a quiet room that had many mirrors, chairs and a bed. It
was just us in here.
Me: I’m not sure, I thought I can do this but I don’t think I can.
Me: Look, I’ve never done anything like this before. I haven’t experienced half of the things I saw
tonight.
Him (looking worried): Its’ ok. I could tell from when you walked in here that this is not your kind of
scene.
Me: I would really like to try some of the things, please be patient with me and teach me by showing
me.
He went and locked the door, then he took both my hands in his. He put my hands around his
topless waist and I gasped. Him: look at me. I looked at him. He slowly took my hands and made me
explore his upper body with them. Him: touch me whichever way you like, tonight I’m all yours. I felt
my pussy vibrating instantly and my heart racing. He took my hand and slowly navigated it down to
his dick. Oh my, he was huge. Mind you he hasn’t touched me he’s just staring at me and me at him.
He made me rub his dick, I could feel it growing hungrily in my hand. He took my hand out, pulled
me close and put his lips on mine. His lips were sweet and tender. I felt like I was one with him from
that kiss. It was intoxicating and thrilling I was enjoying tasting him. He then turned me around and
made me face the mirror without uttering a word. He was standing behind me looking at me on the
mirror. He unzipped my dress slowly, and it fell at my feet. He breathed heavily, then kissed my ear,
then my neck, he moved his hands around my body then he unclipped my bra, he moved his hands
down to my hips and he took off my underwear then he removed his shorts. His eyes were piercing
mine on the mirror plus the room was a bit dim. He took my hand and made me touch his hard dick
again. I could feel its fullness and thickness. He touched my pussy and began playing with my clitoris,
then he slid his finger in my wet pussy then we both moaned at the same time. Him: Look at yourself
in the mirror” he whispered. Lawd you are sexy. He kissed the side of my face, then my neck. What
made this whole experience intoxicating is the way he was staring at me in the mirror, and the way
He bought his dick to my mouth and I looked at him and shyly said: I have never done this before, I
don’t know what it is I need to do. Him: Don’t worry I’ll direct you.
I slowly put his dick in my mouth and sucked it and licked it the way I saw the lady in the other room
doing it. He smiled and closed his eyes while moaning in between. This wasn’t so bad shem and I
was kind of enjoying it. The more he moaned the more I enjoyed sucking him. He pulled out and
directed me to a lounger then told me to go into doggy style position. He poured this warm oil on my
butt and he started rubbing the oil on my butt cheeks. He grabbed onto my cheeks and then
spanked me, I gasped. He kissed my butt cheeks then open me wide. He stuck his finger in my pussy
moving it up and down, in and out. My bum was up in the air in doggy style position. I breathed
loudly and moaned while he fingered me and then I went crazy when I felt his lips on my pussy lips.
He played around with his tongue on my clit and his lips were pulling my lips, I felt like I was losing
my mind because I had never experienced anything like that before. While licking my clit he put on a
condom then he stood up and he slammed into me. I cried out from pleasure as I felt the movement
of his dick and my legs began vibrating, then he finished me off when he put his thumb in my ass. I
felt both pleasure and pain and we both climaxed at the same time and then I collapsed on the
lounger.
The way I was so finished and fatigued. He carried me and placed me on the bed. All I wanted to do
was sleep. He kissed me on my forehead. I really enjoyed being with you” he said.
Him: Look, I know you are tired but you gotta get up. If you sleep now, you won’t wake up until
tomorrow morning. Here have some water and lets go home.
I drank the water and got dressed. He wore his shorts and we walked out of the room. He had his
hand around my waste and I was somehow balancing on him. We handed in our arm bands at the
reception. I received by bag and he received his coat. Then we walked out.
Him: You are too tired to wait for Uber. Let me tell my driver to take you home. Then, he’ll come
back to pick me up.
Me: “Thank you, let me send my friend a sms that I’ve gone home.”
Him (talking to one of the guys driving the black jeeps): John, please take this beautiful lady home.
Make sure she’s safe and that you leave her at her door step. John: “Yes sir”.
Him: Bye
Me: Bye
I got in the car and gave John my address and indeed I fell asleep in the car……. John woke me up
when we got to my place. We said our goodbyes, I went into my house I took off my dress and shoes
and I threw myself on the bed and I slept…….
Friday morning I was still beat, so I phoned my workplace and called in sick. Then I slept until I
received a call from Yaya.
Yaya: Choms
Me: Hey
Yaya: No way!!! Are you sleeping? Kanti what happened to you last night?
Me: Eish, we gonna have to talk about that later over drinks. I’m craving braaied vleis. Lets meet at
Centurion Chisa Nyama around 19h00.
After the call, I got up and made my bed. Then I ran myself a nice warm bath with bath oils and stuff.
I got in, relaxed and closed my eyes. Then everything that happened the night before played in my
mind. My body felt alive and I knew that I was no longer the same Peli I was yesterday morning. I
wanted more, I was craving more. I was craving no one else but him. I wonder who is he, and where
he lives. I kept seeing his smile and right dimple. I wonder if he’s married or in a relationship. But if
so, why was he at the club. (Sigh)
I got out of the bath, dried myself and put lotion on. I wore my gown and I went to the kitchen and I
made myself something greasy to eat. I caught up on my favourite Series, then I went to take a quick
shower, got dressed and drove to Centurion Chisa Nyama. I got there before Yaya, so I bought some
meat and drinks, and then she arrived as I was looking for a place to sit.
Yaya: Ooh my Friend!!! You are looking good and radiant (then she burst into laughter)
Me (Smiling and Blushing): Voetsek wena! What can I say, my car was well serviced. The mechanic
got rid of all the rust and spider webs that were down there (you know when a place hasn’t been
cleaned or touched in a long time, that place starts having spider webs.) We laughed out loudly and
high fived.
Me: Some guy who is tall, caramel and handsome. He’s bald and has these beautiful big like eyes and
a killer smile. He has a tattoo on his right shoulder that goes across his back.
For some reason I was stung with a bit of jealousy when Yaya mentioned the last part.
Me: My friend, he showed me flames. My body was reacting differently when I was with him. I had
multiple explosions, but in a nice way that left me extremely weak when he was done with me.
Yaya (laughing) : You had multiple orgasms my friend. A person only gets those when the sex is too
good. Ooh, it means the mechanic knows his story. You mean you never got that feeling when you
were with Jabu?
Me: No, never. I mean that’s why I never understood why the issue of sex was such a big deal to him.
All I can tell you though, is that I feel like a different woman. I mean the way he handled me and the
way he made me feel so sexy, boosted my confidence a lot. When he was done with me, I just
wanted to sleep. He arranged one of the drivers of the Jeeps to take me home.
Yaya: Lawd, do you know what that means! He’s into you.
Me: Don’t be ridiculous Yaya, how did you get to the conclusion that the guy is into me from a mere
gesture of him arranging transport for me. He was just being a gentlemen.
Yaya: Gentlemen my ass, that dude broke some rules for you. He broke the confidentiality clause.
The rest of my weekend was quiet, I spent it indoors doing my laundry and spring cleaning. The
following week was my last week at work. They promoted one of the interns that I was working
closely with. He was now a junior architect, so instead of serving a months’ notice, I served two
weeks’ notice. After my farewell party on Friday, I went to my place and packed a bag because
Saturday morning I was flying down to PE. I couldn’t wait to see my moms. I missed her so much.
While lying in bed, I thought about what Yaya said and I thought about my mystery man. I got horny
on the spot. I thought about waking up and driving to the club, then I thought against it. Aag, I must
get over myself. There’s a reason why it’s called casual sex, it’s exactly that. I need to acknowledge,
that that man was there to help boost my confidence and to show me there is more to be explored
when it comes to sex. I smsed Yaya and told her to arrange sex videos for me. I will watch them
when I get back. I’m open to learning.
I woke up Saturday morning, got ready and headed to the airport. At the airport, I sat down and had
breakfast. While having breakfast, I had this heavy feeling that someone was watching me. I looked
around and saw no one. Today I’m gonna surprise my mother, she’s actually expecting me next
weekend. So instead of one week at home, I’ll spend two weeks. I boarded the plan and an hour and
30 minutes later, I was in PE. One thing I hate about my home town, is the way the weather changes.
You can experience all seasons in a day. I took a meter taxi to the Mercedes Benz dealership. During
the week, I bought my mother the new C class in white. She’s always dreamed about driving a Merc,
so today I want to surprise her with it, just to say thank you for raising me well and for loving me.
The paramedics arrived and they went inside. I still stood outside until they carried Tatu Jola out on
a stretcher. I told my mother to go with the paramedics and that I’ll fetch her later. Poor woman
didn’t respond and she could barely look at me. She got in the ambulance and off they went. I went
inside and stood in the lounge and I just laughed. I went to put my bags in my room, then grabbed a
dustbin, bucket, gloves the works. I went to go tidy up the lounge and picked up the broken glass.
The lounge was now clean. Then I took Tatu Jolas’ clothes and put them in my mother’s laundry
basket. While there, I noticed that Tatu Jola has his own shelf and space in my mother’s cupboard.
SPEECHLESS!!!! It goes to show, you can never really know someone.
I packed a bag for Tatu Jola, he was in the nude when the “accident” happened. The paramedics just
covered him with a sheet. I went to the kitchen and luckily my mom had cooked. I sat down and
watched a bit of TV until my mom called to say I must pick her up. She told me the name of the
hospital and ward she was at. I drove to the hospital in my mother’s Merc that she didn’t even know
she had. I went up to the ward and stood by the door and called my mother out to the passage and
gave her the bag with Tatu Jolas’ close. I wasn’t ready to face the both of them yet. Too soon. I went
back to the car until my mom joined me. Shame, she looked like a little girl who was caught stealing
candy. I decided not to make it more awkward for her, so we drove in silence.
When we got home, she dished up for us and placed our food on the dining table. While we were
having our meal she broke the silence,
Mom: “My baby, I’m really sorry about what you saw. I wasn’t expecting you today”
Me: So how long have you guys been seeing each other? It’s been years that he was asking you out
and you weren’t giving him the benefit of a doubt.
Mom (smiling): It’s been a while now. Remember how you and Loyiso (Tatu Jolas daughter) were
always pushing for us to be together. I finally gave in.
Me: I’m just happy you gave him a chance. He’s a good man. He has always been there for us even
though you were rejecting him. I’m just happy that you are happy ma, I just wish I didn’t find out the
way I did.
Mom (embarrassed): Eish, sorry about that baby. Nawe kodwa, you should have told me you were
coming. You would have saved yourself from trauma. (We both burst out laughing.)
Me: How is Loyiso by the way? I must call and tell her I’m around.
Mom: She’s good, I know she misses you too. I see you decided to hire my dream car this time
around. It’s really comfortable yazi. Can, I borrow it tomorrow when I go fetch Tatu Jola from the
hospital?
Me: Sure mom, and while you at it you can keep it.
Mom (tears of joy): You are joking right, say you are joking!
Mom: ululating! Thank you so much my baby. You are really a blessing in my life!
Seeing my mother so happy was a priceless moment. The next day, she went to fetch Tatu Jola from
the hospital. It was kind of awkward, but I carried on like I didn’t see anything. Then Loyiso came by
and we all had a good time. My mother wanted us to discuss the Jabu issue and I didn’t want to talk
about it. I told her I was looking forward to starting my new job and focusing on my career. When
the right time comes, God will bless me with a man…. Before I knew it, two weeks was over, and the
Sunday I flew back to Joburg because the next day I was starting at my new job…
Monday morning, I got up earlier than usual to make sure I look good for my first day at work. You
know what they say, first impressions last. I met with Sandra and I was introduced to the staff. I was
told that I’ll be reporting directly to the CEO and I’ll be working closely with him. From what I hear
from my colleagues, they say he’s a handsome, arrogant dick. Everyone is apparently scared of him
except his gay PA. I must say I’m not looking forward to meeting him. Thank God he’s not here this
week because he’s in Cape Town.
I must say, this has been a good week for me so far. I’m just flowing in this place. You’d think I have
been working here for years. My colleagues are great, but call me weird. I’m not one to make friends
in the work place. I prefer to have acquaintances. Anyway, it was now Thursday Morning and
Everyone is running around like headless chickens. I ask Isabella our receptionist what the hell is
going on.
Bela: Mr Nkabinde is back and is demanding to meet everyone in the boardroom at 10h30. He
seems to be in a very bad mood and wants to see progress in the drafting of the Clifton Apartments
Me(sighing): Great, now I’ll be meeting our CEO for the first time when he is in such a mood. I hope
he likes what I and my team have come up with. I’m not in the mood for my head to be bitten off.
Anyway let me get busy with the presentation. I hate been seen as incompetent.
10h30 we are in the boardroom waiting for Mr Nkabinde. There is so much seriousness in here.
You’d swear this is not the crazy bunch that was cracking jokes during the week. All the jolly mood
has died down. Everyone is now in serious mode. Then suddenly, the door opens and he walks in.
My eyes pop out and my heart accelerates. No No No, this cannot be….. Then he sits down and
greets everyone. Then our eyes meet, and he gulps……..
She was wearing a red dress that fitted and hugged her perfectly, exposing every bit of her
curves. She looked so out of place, I could tell that she’s a first timer. Her innocence is what
attracted me to her. Looking at her, I told myself that tonight I want to bury my dick deep in
her…. Strangely, she is not my type. I usually go for the slender, model type kind of girls.
She’s the opposite of that and thick in all the right places. I was standing in the corner with
Romeo when he saw his usual fuck. Romeo is actually attracted to “Lady Reds” friend.
Hence why he always comes to the club, its so that he can be with her. Beats me why he just
doesn’t break the rules and just ask her out. He walked up to them at the bar and then he
A couple of weeks later, Lady Red is still on my mind. I keep picturing her beautiful innocent
face and her moans when she’s about to come and how she goes out of breath and her
body vibrates when she climaxes…. Mmmmm, Priceless!! I did mention earlier that I’m also
a hacker, so when John came back from dropping her off I asked him to give me the
coordinates of her place. Now, I’m sitting in my kitchen with my laptop on the high chairs,
and I’m doing what I do best. I now know that her name is Alupheli Hlubi, she lives in
Centurion and I have her phone number. I dial her number, then I delete it. I remind myself
that I don’t do love and relationships. I do casual relations. I put my phone down, take a
shower, get dressed and take my bags. I’m going to Cape Town for a month, I have a big
project there in Clifton and the client has requested that I oversee this project personally. I
don’t usually do this but this is a billion-rand project that will up our demand as a company.
I’m rather late for my flight, as I make my way to the boarding gate, I see her having a meal
and she seemed so lost in thought. If I wasn’t in a hurry, I would have gone to her. As I’m
sitting in the plane I realise that I want to get to know her better. I tell myself when I come
back from Cape Town, I will give her a call. I then feel this warmth in my heart and my
excitement builds from just seeing her face… Then the inner voice in me says to me: “what
are you doing, let this woman go. You know once you love, you lose the person. Don’t go
there man”. I sigh and listen to my inner voice. Maybe its best that I don’t pursue anything
with her, After all. I don’t do love and relationships.
When I landed in Cape Town, I told my driver to take me to Water front. I had a meeting
with the MD of Mabunda Corporate Inc. I was meeting her at Belthazer Restaurant and
Wine Bar. Her name is Khensani Mabunda. She works in the family business and she is
highly attractive. You know, your model types with a cute ass and perky tits. She’s definitely
my type except she is a rich spoiled brat who things the world owes her everything. Another
thing she looks like the clingy type and I’m not about to jeopardise my company’s’ image
cause of a piece of ass. Besides, there is nothing that turns me off like a woman who throws
herself at me…. I’m a man, I wanna do the chasing. She makes it so obvious that she’s into
me, but I just play dumb like I don’t see her intentions.
I make my way inside the restaurant and I immediately spot g. She gets up and has a million-
dollar smile and opens her arms for a hug. I embrace her, then she gives me a peck on my
cheek.
Phelis’ POV
He immediately composed himself and I looked down.
Him: Oh I see a new face (he said looking at me)
Sandra: Mr N, this is Alupheli Hlubi. She has joined our company and is our Senior Architect.
Him: Hi there, Welcome on board, I’m Mr Nkabinde and I hope you will enjoy working with
us.
Me: Thank you sir.
Him: Alright everyone, I want to see the progress of the drawings, design, models and the
proposed materials and intended building services on the Clifton project. I also want to see
the budget and the cost involved. You may proceed with the presentations.
All our different departments presented on their progress and Mr Nkabinde seemed to be
impressed with our work…
Him: Good Work to all of you. Miss Hlubi, on Sunday you and I will be going to Cape Town
for two weeks. As the Senior Architect you will be presenting to the client and going to site
to advice the construction company further. Hope you will be able to keep up Miss Hlubi, it
will be a challenging and extremely exhausting two weeks.
Me: Don’t worry about me sir, I’m good to go.
Him: Good, I like your enthusiasm. Tell me Miss Hlubi, what do you want to achieve from
the company?
Me: Mostly experience Sir.
Him: Well, since you will be working closely with me, There’s a lot you can learn if you are
truly determined. I just hope the pressure doesn’t overwhelm you….
With that being said, the meeting was adjourned he got up and left. What just happened….
For some strange reason, I don’t think the conversation we were having is about work….
I immediately called Yaya when I got to my office
Yaya: Choms
Me: Yaya, you won’t believe who is my new boss.
Yaya: Who
Siviwes’ POV
Fuck!!! Pheli has a warm, tight pussy. If it was up to me, I’d make this my permanent
residence. The cherry on top is this deep connection I feel when I’m in her… The moans and
her pouted lips are driving me off the edge. I can feel her muscles contracting and then she
screamed and called out my name, I could feel my own release building up and then I go
faster, harder and then I groaned and released. I stopped to catch my breath and then I
looked at her. Oh my! She’s crying… No No No No, I hope I didn’t hurt her.
Me: Pheli, did I hurt you? (I start feeling like shit)
She then looks at me, covers her eyes and laughs through her tears.
Pheli (laughing): sorry about that, when I had my orgasm this time around, it was
accompanied by tears. I didn’t mean to scare you (she continued laughing)
Me (laughing as well): I was starting to feel like shit hey, I thought I hurt you or something.
Pheli: Trust me you have a killer dick, in a good way. (she continued to laugh
I swear for a moment I thought she was high. I pulled out and carried her bridal style and I
put her on the sofa. I went to the bathroom downstairs, flushed the condom and then I put
the clean towel in warm water and I went to wipe her. I love her after sex eyes, they were
small and glowing. Damn! She’s beautiful….
A while after lazing nude on the sofa.
Me: We need to get up, shower and get something to eat.
Pheli: Or, I can prepare something quick if there’s groceries here.
Me: Luckily I was here last week so there are some groceries. I’ll only agree that you cook
under one condition.
Pheli: Which is?
Me: You cook in the nude and let me admire you.
Pheli: Oh hell no! What if I burn myself in the process?
Me: Cum on…. You won’t, I’ll be helping you cook, also in the nude.
Pheli (giggling): Oh, in that case sure why not.
Phelis’ POV
The next day we were on our way to Mabunda Corporate Inc. Siviwe was driving his Jaguar
XK. There was a bit of tension in the car. He was playing some good music. There’s a track
called “ready by jagged edge’’ he repeated it twice. I made a mental note to go on you tube
to hear what the song is about.
Siviwe (sad face): Are we good.
Me (smiling at him): Of course.
Then he did the unthinkable, he held my hand until we reached our destination, he let go
then we made our way into the building. We got into this office and a beautiful flawless
woman was seated there. She stood up when she saw us, or rather when she saw Siviwe.
Her: Hey Siviwe, its’ always good seeing you.
I could tell that she has a thing for Siviwe or they sleeping together.
Siviwe: Hi Khensani, I would like to introduce you to our Senior Architect. Her name is
Alupheli Hlubi and Miss Hlubi, this is Khensani Mabunda the MD of Mabunda Corporate Inc.
(Oh wow, he called her by name and I’m Miss Hlubi Hmm)
Khensani (stretching her hand with a dry smile): Hi Miss Hlubi, it’s a pleasure to meet you.
Me (shaking her hand and smiling): It’s a pleasure to meet you too.
Khensani: Siviwe, I came to the penthouse last night, I wanted us to have dinner together.
Siviwe: Oh, I was deeply occupied last night. There was a family emergency back home that
left me distraught, I wouldn’t have been good company last night so I slept at my place.
I looked at him very amused and decided to tease him a bit.
Me: I’m sorry to hear that sir, if you want I can handle everything and you can attend the
emergency back home.
Siviwe: Thank you for the offer Miss Hlubi, but there’s still a whole lot of work to be done
this side. I want to give this project my all and make sure I’m satisfied with the progress, so
that when we get back home I just polish everything out and do the finishing touches. (he
said that looking at me intensely)
I got to the hotel restaurant and I looked around for Khensani and I couldn’t find her. So I
gave her a call.
Khensani: Hey. We’re going to have dinner in my suite at the tenth floor. She then gave me
her suite number.
Me: Ok, see you soon.
I stood at the reception area debating with myself, whether to go up or not. I decided “fuck
it, let me put Khensani in her place once and for all. I went up, and knocked at the door.
Khensani: Come in
I opened the door and walked in and I froze. Lawwwd!!! I was not prepared for such a sight.
She was wearing nothing but heels. She was seated at the dining table, with one leg up on
the next seat and her other leg was spread wide open. Her pussy was staring at me and she
was drinking champagne. I instantly got a hard on. Shit, what do I do now? I began to sweat
because my dick was throbbing. She stood up and walked to me. She was sexy as HELL!!!! I
felt like grabbing her and fucking her right there on the spot.
Khensani: Do you like what you see?
Me: Mute! I couldn’t even answer her. All I could do was stare. She smashed her lips on
mine and I responded and deepened the kiss. She felt so good and I grabbed her ass and
lifted her up and she had her legs wrapped around my waist. I walked towards the dining
table and placed her there and I held her breast in my hand and she began to moan. Just
then, Phelis face came into my mind and I pulled back from the kiss and I held her hands and
stared at her. God she’s sexy.
Khensani: What’s wrong?
Me: Nothing is wrong, but I can’t do this.
Khensani looked disappointed and asked, “What do you mean?”
Me: Look Khensani, you are a remarkable woman and any guy will be lucky to have you, but
I have someone in my life, and I love her very much. I can’t risk disappointing her.
Khensani: This can just be a once off, she doesn’t have to know.
Me: Khensani, if you were my girlfriend and you are trusting me to do right by you and I go
and mess around with another woman and you find out, how will that make you feel?
Phelis’ POV
After Siviwe left, I took the jaguar keys and went and took out the disc that he was playing
earlier on. I played that “ready” song and I had it on repeat, listening to it word for word.
(Don’t judge me most women do this too). I poured myself some gin and tonic and I sat on
the couch and I got so emotional because I have fallen for Siviwe deeply and it was not
supposed to be this way and especially so soon. A tear dropped as I thought of what he
could be doing right now with Khensani. I know he’s not mine and all, but why do I feel so
sad. While lost in my thoughts, I heard the door opening and Siviwe walked in. I looked at
the time and it was 20:15. I must say I was I bit relieved when I saw him. I just smiled at him,
and he smiled too as he made his way and sat next to me holding take away bags.
Siviwe: “I bought some food” he said as he handed me my food.
Me: “Thanks”, I said and then I looked down embarrassed because of the song that I’m
playing on repeat. He took the remote and changed the song.
Siviwe: Are you ok?
Me: Yeah, You?
Siviwe: I’ve been better.
Me: Do you want to talk about it?
Siviwe: I rather not.
Me: Ok
Siviwes POV
I’ve never been turned on like I was today…. Seeing Alupheli flip Thandeka over and take
control like that made me come hard… Alupheli is full of surprises I tell you. I’m watching as
Siviwe POV
While Pheli was asleep, I went down to the beach and took a stroll there. I sat down broken
and hurt. My mind kept saying “you see, I warned you about this love business. You just
couldn’t keep your mouth shut, now you scared the poor girl away. What were you
thinking? Do you think she will take you seriously considering how you met? Then an inner
voice deep within said, don’t listen to your mind. Just be patient with her and talk to her.
She loves you, she told you that herself. And that on its own is greater than your doubts. I
sat there until the sun set, I only went back to the house when I felt the cold breeze.
When I got to the house I prepared a light meal for the both of us. I went to the bar and
grabbed a bottle of vodka. I drank it because I wanted to numb this feeling that has taken
over my heart. I thought about calling Romeo, because I really didn’t know what to do, then
I thought against it because I didn’t want him to see me as being weak. The difference
between Romeo and I is that he’s vocal about his feelings and I choose to keep mine inside,
after all I’m a man and as a man in the African culture you may not show your weakness and
Phelis POV
I woke up and went to freshen up than I went downstairs. I found Siviwe drinking and
staring at his laptop screen. I stood there staring at him and he looked up and said, “oh, you
are awake. I prepared something light. Your plate is in the microwave.”
“Thank you,” I responded. I warmed the food up and I ate in silence looking at him and he
was just concentrating on whatever he was doing. “why would he want someone like me? I
mean I’m thick, I have stretchmarks here and there, and he’s surrounded by beautiful
women who are flawless and they throw themselves at him. Why me? What is he playing at,
I thought to myself. This is all too good to be true. For all you know, I could be the flavour of
the month.
Me: “Siviwe” he looked at me. “I think its best that tomorrow I move to the hotel.” He just
looked at me without saying a word for a while, then he went back to what he was doing.
After a while he said “take one of the cars, so that you are at least mobile.”
Me: “ok.” I then washed the dishes and I took my laptop, and also got some work done.
After a while, he took my hand and pulled me to the cinema room. “Come, lets enjoy our
last night together watching movies and eating junk.” I packed my things away without
protesting and we watched two movies that were playing on DSTV, the one was called the
‘Adjustment Bureau’ and the other was ‘If Only’. Those movies made me think long and
hard. Am I sure if this is what I truly want? He looked at me and pulled me into a cuddle and
he kissed my forehead.
Siviwe: “I’m going to sleep now. I’m a bit tired. If I don’t see you tomorrow, I’ll see you on
Friday at the site. Take care.” Then he stood up and walked away. I switched of the tv and
lights and I went to sleep as well. That night I slept, but I was very restless.
The next morning, I packed everything of mine, bathed, got dressed then took the jaguar
keys and I left to the hotel. While driving, I made a mental note to go see Laura today…
Phelis’ POV
After leaving Siviwe’s place I went to the hotel to check in. I left my bags in my suite and I
went to the hotel restaurant for some breakfast. I took a drive and went to Robben Island
and then after I went to Table Mountain. I had my late lunch there and I went to see Laura. I
must say she was not what I had expected. Laura was an african beautiful, middle age, classy
looking woman.
Laura smiled and said “I’m not what you expected ne.”
I smiled too, “not at all”, and we both burst into laughter.
“Welcome to my home Alupheli, I’ll make sure when you leave next weekend you will leave
a very confident woman, so what made you want to explore this type of pleasure? I mean
many African women shy away from exploring their sexual fantasies and desires. We are
killed by this stigma of ‘what will people think or society will see me as a promiscuous
woman. ‘We wait for the man to initiate and take control in sex.”
I sighed and explained to her “In truth, I’ve always shyed away when it comes to sex. I’ve
always been insecure about my weight and body. My previous partner used to crush my
spirit when it comes to my weight. What I don’t understand is, I’ve never been a thin
Siviwes POV
This moment right here, right now completed me. I felt full, body mind and soul. I saw the
fear, pain and love in her eyes as her tears kept flowing down. Then she repeatedly said in
her low voice, “I’m sorry”. As she kept repeating that, I felt a lump on my throat and I felt a
tear flow down my cheek. In that moment we both came at the same time and after our
bodies stilled. We embraced each other in a long hug, she had her face buried in my neck.
“I’m sorry too” I responded.
After a while I picked her up and we showered together in the gyms’ bathroom we wrapped
ourselves in towels and we made our way to the kitchen and cooked over light
conversation. It was getting chilly, so I went to my bedroom to get us sweaters and blankets.
We planned on chilling by the fire place. Moments later she got in, but looked very nervous.
“Can we talk?” she said while sitting down on the bed.
“Sure,” I replied.
We spent the weekend indoors just making out and getting to know each other. She’s been
wearing my clothes because I just couldn’t let her go. Aah man, I’m whipped. So on Sunday
we drove to the hotel to fetch her clothes. I had my hand around her waist and we were
laughing and chatting away when we bumped into Khensani
Khensani: “Well well well, isn’t this cosy”
I frowned and looked at Pheli “babe, can you please give us a moment” then I kissed her
cheek.
Pheli: “You’ll find me in the suite,” she said walking away.
Khensani smirked sarcastically looking at me, “babe ha.”
Me: “Khensani what exactly is your problem?”
Khensani: “I can’t believe you prefer all of that over this. A successful business man like
yourself should have a strong, attractive woman by your side. Just imagine being seen
around with her by your side. It’s embarrassing and degrading.”
Me: “The only thing embarrassing and degrading “thing” here is you. You see this right here,
exactly what you said is the reason I’m with her and not you. She’s beautiful inside and out
and doesn’t need a man to complete her so that she can feel good about herself. You are
beautiful no doubt, but shallow. Tell me something, with all your good looks and money
why are you still single?
Khensani: “Aag please, the only reason you with her is because of your low self-esteem. I
don’t blame you though, with a dick game as disappointing as yours you should settle for
the likes of that. Only real men can handle all of this...
I chuckled: Real men prefer SUVs for long lasting comfort especially when you are planning
on going on a long distance. We use attractive small fast cars to brag to our mates and when
we want to reach our destinations quickly. Anyway, stay lonely and petty. My woman is
waiting for me,” and I walked away.
I got to Phelis’ suite and she was finished packing.
Pheli: “Is everything alright?” she asked looking at me.
“Everything is just perfect,” I said while cupping her face and kissing her and she giggled.
Me: “Let’s get out of here” ………
Phelis POV
When Siviwe said that, I saw the pain on his face that was so deep. I didn’t want to probe, so
I told myself he’ll let me in when he’s ready. We arrived at the airport and John was already
there waiting for us and he greeted us. Ok, let me describe John quickly. When someone
mentions the word driver, you automatically imagine a man in a suit right… Well Siviwes’
driver is the muscle shirt, jeans and timberland boots and long dreadlocks kind of guy. Also
attractive and well-toned. When they are standing together you would think they are great
buddies, because they fist bump and shoulder bump. He was driving the Jeep wrangler
today.
John: “Dude, Romeo said I should drop you off at his place. He has something very
important he wants to discuss with you.”
Me: “Speaking about meetings, babe (John gave me a surprised look in the rear view mirror
when I said that) I also have to meet up with Yaya. She has something she wants to tell me
and I promised her I’ll see her when I get back. In fact, let me call her to tell her I’m around,”
I said taking out my phone.
Siviwe: “So I’m spending my night without you,” he said giving me puppy eyes.
Me: “Hao love, I’m moving in with you on Monday, just enjoy these few days to yourself.”
John chuckled and shook his head.
“What are you laughing at? ”Siviwe playfully asked John.
John: “I never thought I will live to see this day, you Siviwe cohabiting.
Siviwe: “what can I say bro, she got under my skin”
John: “clearly”. Then they laughed out loud.
I shook my head and dialled Yayas’ number.
I was now alone with Yaya sitting in the bedroom that Siviwe and I will be occupying tonight.
I was looking at her still stunned by their announcement. Bear in mind that I am supposedly
Yayas’ best friend and I didn’t even know that she had a boyfriend….
Yaya: “Pheli, please say something”
“Honestly, what do you expect me to say except congratulations,” I said shrugging my
shoulders.
Yaya: “Come on my friend, don’t be like that. Please let me explain.”
I looked at her waiting for her to continue.
Yaya: “Romeo and I met three years ago at Club Pluto. When we met we immediately hit it
off. We would share a drink and later go and do the deed. As time went on, he became my
regular fuck, and I would get jealous when I saw him with other women. Somehow, he
noticed this and he didn’t say anything to me. Sometime time later I met him at the Kitchen
Bar in Fourways, and he asked for my number and because I liked him, I gave it to him. He
never called. Then we met again at Club Pluto and he saw me with a guy and we were going
to the orgy room. He immediately stopped me and he took me to the seduction room that’s
when he asked if that him and I be in an exclusive relationship when we are at the club. So I
agreed. He ended up calling me and asking to see me outside the club and we would go out
on dates and stuff. So, because of how him and I met and our arrangement. I didn’t know
how to label what him and I have, because it confused me as well because I didn’t know
where exactly I stood with him. So, him and I have been having this unlabelled relationship
Seeing her glow like that was warming to my heart. Then suddenly her glow turned into a
frown.
“what’s wrong?” I asked in concern.
“Siviwe, I’m worried. I mean all of this is too much and everything is happening so fast.
What if I get attached to all of this and we don’t work out? I mean …
“Hey,” I interrupted her. “Don’t even think or worry about that ok. No matter what, we will
make this work. Trust me, I’m not planning on letting you go.”
Pheli: “You promise?”
“I give you my word” and I embraced her in a hug……
While I embraced her in a hug, my phone rang and I looked at it and saw that it was Mr X
(Xavier Wesley) calling and I answered.
Me: “Pops”
Mr X: “Son, where are you I need a favour.”
Me: “At my new place Pops, What’s up”
Mr X: “Have you moved already?”
Me: “Not yet, there are a few things that I needed to check out here before I move.”
Mr X: “Ok, listen there’s a couple going to the club tonight that is from France. They are my
special guests. I’m held up somewhere and I will only be back tomorrow. I need you to go
take care of them. Just make them feel welcomed and comfortable. Show them around and
take them to the swingers’ room.”
Me: “Sure Pops, I’ll take care of it.”
Mr X: “Thanks son, bye”
Me: “Bye”
I hung and looked at Pheli. “Babe, there is something very important I forgot to mention to
you. “My family owns the club and once in while I go there to check things out.” Her eyes
widened in confusion
Pheli: “Family?”
Phelis’ POV
Shit!!! Siviwe tastes so fucken good. The atmosphere in here is not doing me any justice.
The cries, moans and groans in here are making me drunk in desire. Just hearing those
moans and cries were enough to make me reach my climax. OH GOSH, and the way Siviwe
was moving in and out of me and tearing up my pussy made me jolt violently into another
orgasm, then he slammed hard into his orgasm. I could feel him breathing heavily. After a
while he pulled out took some wipes and wiped us up. I guess him being an owner and all
he's familiar with this environment. I mean who the fuck finds wipes and stuff in the dark in
a big room with people. He took my hand and we went outside, into the main house and we
went to his room where he fucked me the whole night…….
The next day Siviwe and I went back to the house in Pretoria waiting for the interior
designer. The house is just too big so we decided to include an interior designer who was
going to help me with the furniture and décor. She/he will be running their ideas past me
for each room because honestly there is no way I can do everything in a day. So after a bit of
arguing with Mr Man, we decided we will move in the next Saturday when the house is fully
furnished and so the next day I will be going to work. Our Interior designer Michael arrived
and we brainstormed some ideas and I must say, I was quite impressed with his vision. He
understood exactly what I want and my kind of taste. Mr Man just sat there smiling looking
at us, or rather at me with a sparkle in his eye. The only input he had was that he wants that
room with the fibre glass to be his meditation room. He told Michael exactly how he wants
it to be with a futon and all. Haai, Siviwe is a man of many mysteries’. When we were done
with our meeting with Michael, he took me to the Black Bamboo restaurant and had a
delicious meal. After, we went back to my place and John was already waiting for him. He
kissed me goodbye and left. I was tired from the night before so I took a bath, wore my
pyjamas and got into bed.
My mind drifted into my train of thoughts. I can’t believe so much has happened in a month
and half. I, for one am no longer that shy, timid woman. There is something about having a
man appreciate and see you the way you are, and still embraces you with those flaws by
also being patient with you. Let’s face it, many men have these fantasies they would like to
explore, but instead of communicating with their partners about them, they go and seek
that adventure out there. One thing men also fail to understand is that many women are
sexual creatures and in my opinion I think women love sex more than men. Many women
have wild sexual fantasies, like they would love to use toys and play around with their
Written by Rendani Kasita
partners but are scared to initiate such. One thing I fail to understand is women who are
scared to tell their partners what they want. If you’ve seen him naked and he’s been inside
you, why is it difficult to tell him he must go down on you, go harder or deeper or that he
must rub your clit while he’s dick is inside you...
The difference between me and these women is that I was exposed to “traditional” sex. I
mean Jabu didn’t care whether I had an orgasm or not hence I didn’t know what that was.
He will always tell me to open up my fat thighs and he will do the deed. I always thought sex
is about satisfying the man, and not a mutual satisfaction. That’s way this whole thing
between Siviwe and I seemed too good to be true. But his eyes say it all, they say I can trust
him. I sighed and I went to sleep.
The next morning, I woke up, made my bed and went to bath and stuff. I wore my gown and
went to make myself a proper breakfast. I smiled as I ate and I realised how happy I was. I
washed my plate and I went to get dressed, then I drove to work.
I parked my car and went to the reception. The atmosphere was more relaxed. The crazy
Bela screamed slightly when she saw me. This girl though.
Bela: “Hi Pheli! Oh my God, look at you, you look great.”
I laughed. “Thank you Bella, you look great too.”
Bela: “So, how was Cape Town?” She came to whisper in my hair “it couldn’t have been easy
ne, everyone felt sorry for you because you had to spend two weeks with the devil himself.”
I laughed out loud as how everyone at work seemed to be so scared of Siviwe whereas he’s
such a soft bear.
Me: “Aah Bela, he wasn’t so bad, as long as the work was done he was happy.”
Bela: “Yah, if you say so. With time you will see what a slave driver he is.”
Me: “We shall see, anyway let me get to my office and get some work done before the slave
driver, drives me out of this place.” I laughed shaking my head.
Bela: “By the way, he’s called a meeting in the meeting room at 11:00 today.”
Me: “Ok, thank you.” Then I went to my office.
My office phone rang and I picked it up
Mr N: “Good morning Miss Hlubi, how are you?”
Me: “I’m good thanks and you sir.”
Mr N: “I’m fantastic, was just checking on you babe. I’ll see you later.”
I blushed “Ok, have a good day, bye”
Mr N: “Bye sweetness” and we hung up.
The tension in there you could cut it with a knife. I looked at Bela, her eyes popped out and
she was looking down. I could imagine how she’s feeling, especially after calling Siviwe a
slave driving devil.
Siviwe: “I hope I’ve made myself clear. If you gonna gossip, gossip on facts. Everyone’s
dismissed. Then everybody got up and they went to their designated places. They couldn’t
even look at me. I got up pissed off as hell and a walked briskly to my office. I sat down and
buried my face in my hands. I was shaking from anger and I counted down to calm myself
down. He walked into my office and stood in front of me and I looked at him.
Me: “what the hell was that Siviwe, how could you embarrass me like that. I worked hard to
be here and there you go telling everyone that I’m sleeping with the boss.”
Siviwe: “I know it looks bad. But it had to happen sooner than later. We gonna be living
together, obviously we gonna come to work in one car. Did you want people to speculate
then? Trust me, it was good that it came from me directly than from anyone else. It will
show them that I take you seriously and that you are not some random booty call.”
Me: “You were supposed to have discussed it with me first!!!! This relationship is not yours,
it’s ours. Such decisions we supposed to take them together. My reputation is on the line
here. I’m angry Siviwe and I don’t want to talk to you right now. Please just go, I’ll talk to
you later.
Siviwe: “I know you are angry, but please try see things from my point of view.”
Me: “Did you think to see things from my point of view before announcing to everyone that
you are basically fucking me.”
Siviwe: “Watch your tone!!!! I know you are angry, but watch how you speak to me!! No
matter how angry you are, RESPECT Pheli, RESPECT!” Then he turned and walked out.
I breathed in and out and I went to the bathroom. Shit!! My bloody period has started. Nxa!
I got myself sorted out and continued working. I’m not ready to face anyone after that
announcement. I left the office after everyone had left. I got home and took a bath, wore
my pjs and went and watched movies with a cup of coffee. My phone rang and it was him.
After my phone call with Pheli, I went back to sit with John and Sean at my place.
John: “Dude, you are so whipped” and they laughed.
Sean: “I don’t blame you bro, she’s a good kisser.”
John: “Oh yeah???” he said amused looking at me.
“Screw you guys,” I said laughing. “But in all honesty, I feel so alive bra. I suddenly feel like
my life has purpose again.”
Sean: “I’m happy for you man. She’s good for you. She looks all innocent and very humble.
Don’t take advantage of the poor girl, go easy on her,” He said winking at me.
I smirked, “I can’t help it hey. We just can’t get enough of each other, mmm the thought of
her just gets my dick hard.”
Sean laughed while John shook his head.
Me: “John, why don’t you give your attention to Palesa? That girl is so into you man.”
John: “She needs to get over it. I told her from the word go that I don’t do relationships. I do
not believe in human beings being in monogamous relationships, that is pure madness. Why
would you want ownership over someone else whereas you can just have consensual sex
with whoever person you want? I mean if we crave each other, why not fuck and then
afterwards let things be without having expectations?
Sean: “You’re a savage”
John shrugged his shoulders: “I know.”
Me: “Pheli wants us to be in an open relationship.”
Sean: “Say what??”
John: “Now, that’ s my kind of girl!”
I gave him a death stare and he chuckled. Sean laughed out loud.
Sean: “Aw Laawwwwd!!!” You really do love her. You are actually jealous and territorial.
Why don’t you tell her that’s not what you want?
John: “Yeah. Would you stand seeing her getting fucked by another man?”
I sighed: “I don’t know bros, but I’m scared if I common on too strong I’ll end up pushing her
away, I can’t risk that. I rather we do what makes her more comfortable. I mean, what she
John: “You see, if you were like me you wouldn’t be experiencing all these problems.
I looked at him and shook my head, then we carried on drinking.
The next day, I was in a foul mood. I buried myself in my work and I closed myself in my
office. I didn’t want Pheli to see me in this state, my phone rang and I picked up.
Me: “Bro”
John: “Are you good? After our chat last night your mood changed drastically.”
Me: “I have to be; I mean it is what it is.”
John: “Its’ Thursday bra. Let’s go unwind. How about we go to Bassline so that we can
simmer.”
Me: “Good stuff, It’s been a while since I smoked a blunt.”
John: “Invite your madam, introduce her a bit into your world.”
I smiled: “Yeah, I know she will enjoy herself, I’ll invite her.”
John: “Ok, Romeo and his woman are coming too. Sean is working tonight.”
Me: “and you?”
John chuckled: “you know me, every time I go there I never go home alone. I’m covered.”
I chuckled: “You and your life ne.”
John: “Yep, me and my life. Later bro.”
Me: “sho” and we hung up and I went to Phelis office. Shit, she’s looking sexy as fuck.
Pheli looked at me with seductive eyes. “Mr Nkabinde”
I smirked: “Miss Hlubi…. It’s always a pleasure seeing you.
Pheli was swinging in her chair, and she opened her legs slightly “likewise Mr N. How can I
help you?”
I chuckled: “I want to invite you to dancehall tonight. I want to welcome you into my world a
bit. One of the places where I let loose.”
Pheli: Mmmmm interesting…... In that case I accept your invitation. What time should I be
ready?”
Me: “We’ll pick you up around half 7.”
Pheli’s POV
When I got home, I made myself a light meal and I went to bath and then got dressed.
Strangely, my periods were finished. They were quick this time around, anyway I wore a
tight skirt, long sleeve top and knee high boots. I tied my hair up in a messy bun, and put on
a bit of make-up. Siviwe called to tell me they are downstairs. Siviwe and John were
standing outside the Jeep, leaning on the bonnet and having a conversation. I made my way
towards them, and they started whistling
Siviwe: “Awww Awww Awww, suka madoda! You look hot babe!” I blushed and he grabbed
my hands, pulled me in for a hug and gave me a passionate kiss…. I moaned and he groaned.
John: “ok, that’s enough you two. You’ll have plenty of time for that later.”
We laughed and got into the car and drove to Joburg. Yhooo, when we got to bassline it was
packed. The atmosphere was intoxicating because of the smell of weed. Everyone looked
happy and people were dancing and grinding on one another. Yaya and Romeo were
dancing and grinding and as usual when she saw me she screamed and gave me a tight hug.
Me: “Hey hun!”
Yaya: “Hey friend, tonight we must just enjoy the environment and just unwind.”
John came with the drinks and the weed. We found our little corner and we were all
dancing and grinding on each. Siviwe had a blunt in his hand and I was grinding on him. He
kept blowing the smoke at me and he gave me a pull or two.
Siviwe: “so this is the naughty me, when I unwind and let loose. Well, this is one of the
things I do sometimes to relax. This and meditating.”
Me: “you look like the serious type; I would have never pictured you smoking weed. But
again, if I had met you at the mall I would never picture you as the kinky type…. And mmm
your kinkiness is rubbing off on me.”
Siviwe had a wide smile: “so do you like the new changes in you or are they too much?”
Me: “because I’m absolutely comfortable with you, I love that I get to be naughty and
experience all this with you. Thank you for sharing and giving me a little bit of your world.”
Siviwe: “it’s my pleasure Lady Red” then he gave me the blunt and I smoked. After smoking,
I wrapped my hands on his neck and he wrapped his around my waist and we danced and
seduced each other. Yaya was dancing with Romeo; John was with some girl. I was so horny
and high and I couldn’t wait to have Siviwe in me…. It’s like Siviwe could read my thoughts.
When we got to Siviwe’s place. We had more weed and drinks. Then Sean and his partner
arrived. I was so drunk and so high, I felt like I was hallucinating…
Siviwe: “are you ok?”
I nodded, “I just need the toilet and some water and I will be fine.”
Siviwe: “ok”
I went down the long passage getting lost and I eventually found the bathroom. I finished
up, left the bathroom and I somehow got lost again. I heard the sound of a woman moaning
somewhere, the sound made me horny instantly. The high, curious me followed that sound
and it was coming from this room. I stood outside that door, debating whether to go in or
walk away.
Woman: “AAAAH Shit!!! You are doing me so fucken good!! AAAAHHHH!!!
Fuck it, I opened the door and walked in. They were naked and he was standing. His lady
friends’ hands were wrapped around his neck and her legs were on his shoulder. His whole
upper body was covered in tattoos. Mind you, the woman is almost the same size as me and
he had her bouncing up and down on his dick with so much ease at the same time he was
fucking her senseless. He looked at me with his cocky eyes and some of his dreadlocks were
in his face and had this naughty smile and he pounded in her harder and deeper. I felt my
pussy vibrate and I squeezed my thighs together and bit my lower lip. The more he fucked
her and the more he looked into my eyes my temperature increased. I couldn’t help but
stare….
I smelled his cologne as he stood behind me, then felt hands unzipping my dress and his
hands cupped my pussy and he rubbed my slit just before he tore my lace underwear. I
gasped, then he discarded the rest of my clothes and I heard him unbuckling his belt and
taking off his clothes. Then he inserted his finger in my pussy and rubbed my clit still
standing behind me. I looked at john and his eyes were filled with so much lust and want. He
groaned when Siviwe finger fucked me while grabbing my tits.
Siviwe kissed my neck and whispered in my ear: “Do you like what you seeing?” I slowly
nodded. He pulled me inside the room and he looked at John and John looked at him.
Siviwe: “Let’s play” ………………
Siviwes’ POV
It was in the afternoon and I sat in my office and laughed to myself. I actually felt proud that
Pheli claimed me as her man and only hers. I loved how she got jealous and cried when I
kissed that chick. The truth is, Pheli has to make up her mind. I love her without a doubt, she
on the other hand doesn’t seem to know what she wants. I’m glad that John was sensible.
Otherwise it would have been an uncomfortable situation. It’s strange how I have it all, but I
cannot seem to win when it comes to this girl. She sometimes makes me feel inadequate,
like I’m not enough. I know what I said to her, but I don’t think I’ll be able to share her. I
thought I can handle being in an open relationship with her as she suggested, but I can’t. I
want all of her or nothing at all. Whatever she decides, I’ll take it like a man and live with it.
Look, if she was any other woman I wouldn’t mind the open relationship suggestion, but
with her it’s different. She owns my heart. I sighed at that thought. My phone beeped and I
looked at the message. It was from John telling me that Pheli left in the morning and she
said I must meet her at our house. I smiled at the “our house” part. God knows how I love
this woman, I thought to myself as I packed my bag, took my phone and keys and drove
home…...
When I arrived at the house and walked through the door, I was welcomed by a warm
feeling. The furniture was absolutely beautiful with a feminine touch, it turned this house
into a home. To top it all, was the aroma of the food she has prepared and the scent of her
perfume was roaming in the air. My heart felt light and free, with that feeling of I’ve come
home to her……. There were sticky notes directing me to one of the rooms upstairs and
when I got into that room there was a pair of black leather pants and a spiked necklace and