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A. Psychology and I
2. Revisit your answer from the first writing assignment in week one (the
one where you described your decision-making process regarding
deciding to go study psychology). Do you still stand by that decision?
Why do you still, or why not? Please use new personal insights about
yourself, or your new perspective on what psychology is. What do you
expect from your journey of becoming a psychologist?
At first, the answer to this question seemed straightforward, but after
revisiting my answer from week 1 and carefully considering the present, I
came to a pretty contradictory conclusion. While still standing behind my
decision, I somehow doubt if it was the right choice.
On the one hand, I still believe in the importance of mental health and
would like to help guide others out of the misery that a troubling mental state
could be, while also expressing interest in human behaviour.
On the other hand, I have met great difficulties during the first two months
of my studies. First and foremost, I found that I underestimated how big of a
role biology plays in psychology. Therefore, as a person who did not
specialize in biology in high school and has not even opened a biology book
in the last 3 years, I am encountering some problems when I work on some
of the assignments for some of the courses. Secondly, I am enduring a severe
lack of motivation, which leads to procrastination and this whole spiral leads
me to my third point- my declining mental health. Ever since the beginning of
the academic year, my mental state has only been suffering-from a few
intense mental breakdowns and panic attacks a day to insomnia, to going
back to my unhealthy eating habits. I just cannot help but wonder if I would be
fit for a position that is responsible for the well-being of so many people.
Ultimately, if I commit to my decision to become a psychologist, it probably
would not involve behavioural psychology, rather it will be a sphere that will be
less triggering for me. For example, recently another field that I have found
fascinating is the topic of sports psychology, which is the part of psychology
that deals with the psychological factors that impact an athlete's performance
and motivation and for me that is quite amusing, just thinking about how big of
a role our mentality can play on our physical performance.
All in all, whether I stick to the journey of becoming a psychologist or opt for
a different path is something only time will be able to tell.
References
All information and references are taken from the book Psychological
Science (7th Edition).