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Contents
Dear Readers,
Dedication
Blurb
Chapter One
Chapter Two
Chapter Three
Chapter Four
Chapter Five
Chapter Six
Chapter Seven
Chapter Eight
Chapter Nine
Chapter Ten
Chapter Eleven
Chapter Twelve
Chapter Thirteen
Chapter Fourteen
Chapter Fifteen
Chapter Sixteen
Chapter Seventeen
Epilogue
Regency-era romances by Sandra Sookoo
Author Bio
Stay in Touch
Dear Readers,
Well, we’ve arrived at the final book in this Color of Scandal series. Writing these books has brought
me so much joy, so many other emotions that it’s a bit sad to leave them all behind. I hope you’ve
enjoyed all the characters and things we’ve explored in these books, and I hope the have brought you
hours of joy and have given you an escape when you needed it the most.
You’ll see some novellas attached to this series in the next couple of years within some boxed sets
and collections, but I hope you’ll come along with me on new adventures through the new series I’m
releasing over the next few years.
Until then, enjoy and may your holidays this year be merry and bright.
Sandra
Dedication
When widowed Amelia (Belle) Stanton—Lady Ravenscroft—finds a raggedy military man using her barn as refuge from December
rains, she’s not immediately concerned. Returning soldiers often crossed the countryside enroute to other destinations. However, there’s
something about the way the handsome man speaks and holds himself that makes her doubt his story, to say nothing about the immediate
heat between them.
The Honorable Montague Gabriel Hawkins is not on the attractive widow’s land in the Wiltshire countryside by accident. Sent by the
Home Office, he is to reconnoiter and retrieve a valuable painting and other treasures stolen by Napoleon but hidden when it became
evident France would lose the war. Once belonging to French royalty, the return of said items would bring a hearty fortune and
accolades, but instant desire for the widow might distract him.
When the attempt to keep his mission a secret fails, Hawk is caught up in Christmastide activities. Belle is entirely too intelligent and soon
she joins him on the quest. As they uncover clues and are waylaid by a torrid affair that ignites between them, danger follows closely in
their footsteps. It’ll take some clever planning and holiday play acting to keep not only the priceless heirlooms safe but also themselves
alive. By Christmas night, love might be theirs if luck is on their side.
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Chapter One
The Honorable Montague Gabriel Hawkins—Captain Hawkins to the men he’d left behind
when he got out of infantry—merely Gabriel to his contemporaries, and Hawk as he’d rather be
called, couldn’t risk the chance he’d been followed to the Ravenscroft estate, but even a blind man
could see that the cloaked person in his hold was not a rival or an enemy combatant.
It was, in fact, a woman, and the warmth of her seeped into his form. Additionally, she
possessed enough curves to tempt a saint, and as the hood of her cloak slipped further down, her
wheat blonde hair was visible in the shadows.
Well, damn. Lady Ravenscroft. He’d studied her dossier before ever arriving on this property,
knew all about her life and why she resided here, even had committed her appearance to memory
along with the rest. Yet at the forefront of his mind was the threat that other men searched for the same
thing in this locale he did. Not exactly agents but private investors perhaps or desperate men in search
of quick fortunes.
And that had made his current mission for the Home Office all the more difficult.
Then, the deuced woman bit the meaty part on the heel of his hand. Pain streaked up his arm to
his elbow.
“Bloody hell.” Though that took him by surprise, as did her elbow to his stomach, which led
to him gasping for air, he had the wherewithal to keep hold of her. He did not need her to sneak about
asking questions. And from all accounts, she was timid and fearful enough to stay inside the manor,
with the exception of her morning walk. That was the way he wished to keep it. However, he hadn’t
been a celebrated spy for nothing. Right now, he wanted answers. “What the hell is wrong with you?”
he hissed out in an annoyed whisper.
“Me?” So much irritation roiled in that one-word answer it almost made him grin. She
squeaked when he roughly turned her about so she faced him in the empty stall but didn’t release his
grip on her person. “What sort of man goes around trespassing on property that is not his, and then
proceeds to take the owner hostage?” Outrage only someone of the Quality could produce rose in her
tone.
Damn but he wished there was stronger illumination in the barn to see the color of her eyes.
Though he knew from that dossier they were lake blue, he would have liked to spy them for himself.
“I would think only the best sort—or the worst, depending on your perspective. Besides, I
have my reasons.” Outside of what the Home Office knew about her, she was much a stranger, and he
wasn’t one to trust easily. The nature of his mission was too important to have it compromised due to
her curiosity or interference. “None of which you need to know.” Because she felt so good against
him, and it was raining outside, and in the very dim light coming in from the high window to the rear
her dark rose lips had parted as if in anticipation, Hawk did the next logical thing that came to mind.
He kissed her. For the space of a few heartbeats, he pressed his lips to hers. A few drops of
rain clung to those two warm, soft pieces of flesh, and suddenly he wanted to taste her more fully, for
it had been all too long since he’d last indulged. As he slipped his free hand beneath the cloak to
glance his gloved fingers along the side of her breast, eventually, Lady Ravenscroft stopped struggling
then her tense muscles went pliant, and a tiny sigh escaped her. He grinned. Needing much more, he
moved his other hand from the small of her back to her nape, pulled her close to his body, and then set
out to kiss her properly.
Instead of finding an on-the-shelf widow or even a wilting lady frightened of her own shadow,
which is what the dossier said she was, Hawk had the distinct feeling he’d caught a tiger by the tail.
The lady kissed him back with enthusiasm and skill. One of her hands curled into his cravat, and that
small tell of enjoyment spurred him onward. Daring much, he moved his lips over hers seeking,
exploring, asking… introducing.
It was a fine line he walked, this having a mission and being two steps away from letting this
woman, this veritable stranger, distract him from it.
Then she pulled away, stumbled slightly backward, and was all too breathless. “Why the devil
did you do that?” Before he could respond, she lifted a gloved hand and slapped his cheek. The sound
of the kid connecting with his skin echoed in the suddenly overly quiet barn.
Hell’s bells.
Hawk gaped as he put a hand to his heated cheek. “Why the blazes did you do that?” Not that
he hadn’t enjoyed the kiss, but her swift rebuttal rankled.
Immensely enjoyed, if his partially hardened shaft was any proof, and the faint sting of pain
from the slap only enhanced that.
“If you have to ask, you are more of an arse than I thought.” Anger wove through the words.
She crossed her arms at her chest. Too damn bad the cloak of midnight blue wool she wore hid her
body from his view. “Well? What have you to say for yourself?”
What indeed. This woman was quite the managing baggage, and he liked engaging in verbal
banter with her. With effort, he reminded himself that he was here on a secret mission for the Crown,
and that he had a part to play right now. None of that included trying to worm answers from this
woman merely to satisfy his curiosity.
“I won’t apologize for the kiss.” It was as good a place to start as any.
She uttered an unladylike snort. “That wasn’t actually what I meant.” Yet she wasn’t so much
of a harridan that she rebuked him for the liberty.
“Then you enjoyed it?” Despite the fact he was preparing to spin her a bit of fiction, a tiny
part of him wished to know if she had.
“Of course not. You are a stranger.” The chilly haughtiness in her tones should have scared
him, but instead, he only chuckled.
“You are a terrible liar, for a woman who didn’t enjoy being kissed—stranger or not—
wouldn’t have returned the embrace with the enthusiasm you did.” Of that he was certain.
She uttered another huff.
“What? No pithy reply, my lady?” Had he managed to set her at sixes and sevens? Wishing to
keep her in confusion, Hawk closed the distance between them again, which caused her to retreat
deeper into the stall. When the wall halted further movement and he reached around her, she gasped,
and he chuckled. “Don’t worry. I have no plans to accost you again.”
At least not tonight.
Instead, he plucked a lantern from the hook on the wall then took it to the side, lit a match, and
then touched the flame to the wick inside the lantern. After he blew out the match and tossed it away,
he replaced the lantern onto the hook. She watched him warily and had managed to scuttle into one
corner while he’d fussed with the lantern.
“Who are you?” Her lake blue eyes were round in the soft glow from the lantern. The blush in
her cheeks could have been from the chill in the air or a reaction from being kissed.
“Who are any of us?” he asked merely to see her further nonplussed. More to the point, why
did he have such an immediate and swift reaction to her?
“Must you be so annoying?”
“Of course, since it is much more fun.”
She rolled her eyes, and the dear woman stamped a foot. Oh, this night was proving quite a
surprise! “I demand answers from you else I shall put forth steps to have you thrown off this
property.”
“Easy. Don’t tire your tart mouth so early in the evening.” Hawk held up a hand. Perhaps he
had teased her too far. “I am a former soldier looking for work.”
Again, she crossed her arms at her chest. “And you thought skulking about the grounds after
dark and in the rain was the best idea instead of coming to the kitchen door?”
Well, she would be trouble if he wasn’t careful. “I’ll admit, that idea didn’t occur to me.” And
why would it? For the last several weeks, he had rented rooms in a boarding house in the village, for
he’d been monitoring area estates and land in the search of the location his one clue mentioned.
“Ah. You must have suffered a head wound while in the war, hmm?”
“Hardly.” One corner of his mouth twitched with the beginnings of a grin, for he liked that she
was spirited. “But I was shot a few times.”
“Undoubtedly, you’d annoyed the enemy until they couldn’t stand you any longer and took
action.”
This time he chuckled. She was a lovely diversion, but it was time to recall himself to his
mission. “While that may be so, once my commission expired, I knocked about England as a jack-of-
all-trades throughout the countryside.”
“The war has been over for some time. Could you not sort yourself by now?”
“I suppose I could have, but perhaps I enjoy doing odd work.” Or at least he would have if he
were truly the man he was trying to convince her he was. When his gaze met hers, he had the curious
thought that drowning in those blue depths would be a lovely experience.
“Ah.” The lady continued to stare at him. “How long have you been searching for work?”
“Two years.” How easily the lie rolled off his tongue. Though, it was partially true. After the
war ended, he’d lingered until everything wound down, but then after that, he was employed by the
Home Office as a spy. It was his duty now to monitor supporters of Napoleon or neutralize any other
threat that office deemed necessary.
“In all that time, you never put down roots or found an interesting reason to join a village or
community?”
Obviously, Lady Ravenscroft wasn’t a stupid woman. “I did not. There was never a feeling of
acceptance there.” He frowned, for that had always eluded him. While he certainly had a family in
London, he didn’t wish to live off the coin his father had set aside for him upon his death, and he
refused to apply to his older brother who now held the Viscount Blackwell title for funding. He
would make his own way in the world, or he would die trying. To say nothing of the fact that working
for the men at the Home Office made settling down or finding a wife difficult at best.
“What do you expect to find here?”
If he was fortunate, treasure stolen by Napoleon’s army, and thereby gain recognition by his
superiors and receive a small, tidy fortune for his troubles. In order to do that, he would need to gain
access to the main house, which would let him poke about the rooms.
Aloud, he said, “Work, of course. Perhaps a purpose.” That wasn’t entirely a lie. Surely there
had to be something more for his life than being a spy who was rapidly aging out of the productive
cycle. All too soon, he would find himself either training much younger men or sitting behind a desk
pushing papers.
She drummed her fingers upon her upper arm. For long moments, the lady regarded him with
slightly narrowed eyes. “I suppose there must be odd chores about the place that need doing. Let me
confer with my butler and stable master to see if that is true.”
It was the first step into his plan to explore the property. “Thank you. That is very gracious.”
“Perhaps.” With a sigh, she relaxed her stance. “Tell me about yourself. If you have been an
unsavory sort from childhood, I’d rather not keep you on.”
No, definitely not stupid. Which might be dangerous before too long if she fell into the habit of
asking too many questions. Best to stick as close to the truth as possible, for then his voice inflections
wouldn’t betray a lie. “I have two living siblings—brothers. My parents were steadfast in love until
they died within two months of each other.” Though those events occurred nearly eight years before,
the grief and the missing of them took him unawares at times. “I had been away on the march during
that time and wasn’t able to be there for their final moments.”
“It is terrible losing someone you care about.” She lowered her voice. “Everyone always says
that time heals all wounds, but I rather think time only tenderizes the grief. Mourning doesn’t truly go
away, and neither does the hole close those people left.”
“You are correct, Lady Ravenscroft.”
She gasped and her wheat-blonde eyebrows raised in surprise. “How do you know who I am?
I hadn’t introduced myself.”
Well, damn. He’d need to be more careful. “Uh, someone in the village this morning told me
about Ravenscroft House, and then you told me you were an owner earlier when I—”
“—played captor and then kissed me without permission?” she interrupted with a tantalizing
curve of her lips.
“Yes, that.” Hawk couldn’t help but return the gesture. There was no logical reason for the
easy way they interacted, for he’d never met her before, but he couldn’t help but think their paths had
converged at this point for a reason beyond the search for stolen treasure. Which was a shame, for the
unexpected attraction that crackled between them would run at cross purposes with his mission.
And that always came first.
Once more, the lady regarded him, and this time she raked her gaze leisurely up and down his
person. Too bad she wouldn’t see much since he wore a gray greatcoat. Stop that, Hawk. She is not
for you, and you are not looking for a romance. “What is your name?”
This might prove a problem. However, she’d been removed from London society long enough
that he doubted she would remember such an unusual name. Still, he intentionally mangled his given
name. “Hawk Montague.”
“Granted, I don’t meet many people, but that is an interesting name.” Interest wove through her
tones, and in the golden lantern light, her tentative smile had the power to plow into his chest with the
force of a blow. “So, are we of an accord that you will stay on to help out with the chores?” She
searched his face for God only knew what, but he hoped she found it.
“I will do whatever you need me to do.” And yes, he did intend the double entendre merely to
discover how she would react. No, perhaps he wasn’t looking for a romance, but a toss in the hay
wouldn’t hurt, and what was more, it wouldn’t distract from his mission.
“Ah.” Then a shiver racked her shoulders, and she pulled the cloak more tightly about her
person. “It is much too cold out here for you to linger in the barn.” She frowned and cast a glance
around the immediate area. “I assume you have bags or a rucksack?”
Oh, yes, she would be trouble. Investigating the house as well as any of the outbuildings
would be a difficult endeavor. “Of course I do.” Thank the gods he’d had the insight to leave the bag
in the barn a few hours earlier. He pointed to the stall next to theirs. “In there. This far stall felt too
cold to bed down in since there’s a hole in one of the boards.”
She darted her gaze to the wall, and he rather doubted she could see much, for that portion of
the stall was plunged into shadow. With every breath they took now, the air was visible in the
declining temperatures. “Well, it is too cold to stay out here in any event. You may take one of the
guest rooms in the house.” He must have let his incredulity show, for she smiled again. “Just until
Christmas, mind. The weather is dreadful just now, and I rather think it won’t improve. There are
more than enough tasks to take up inside.”
He hadn’t anticipated such a boon. Being beneath the same roof as this woman and knowing
she resided down a corridor from her would seriously tax his restraint, but he was still on a mission,
and that’s how it would need to remain. “I appreciate that, Lady Ravenscroft.”
“Think nothing of it, Mr. Montague. I often sponsor local charities and showing kindness to a
former soldier is nothing more than that.”
Well, that did absolutely nothing to stroke his ego. “God will smile upon you, surely,” he
mumbled and then moved out of the stall to retrieve his bags, and damn if she didn’t follow. If he was
fortunate, he would have some of that divine guidance as well. “Allow me to escort you to the house.”
When he put a hand to the small of her back, a barely audible gasp escaped her, which made him even
more curious about her life.
Well, damn. What now? He would be hard pressed to keep the whole of his attention on his
mission.
Chapter Three
Hawk chuckled. The viscountess’ fright was all too real but was also adorable. “You are
aware that mice can climb, aren’t you, Lady Ravenscroft?”
Never would he have suspected the woman who’d slapped him yesterday, the woman of
strength and backbone was afraid of a little rodent. Why was that? He wanted the story, but right now,
he had to distract her because he couldn’t reveal his mission.
Of course he’d known she’d followed him—she wasn’t skilled in regulating her breathing nor
could she walk without making noise—and her attempts had both amused and discomfited him. If she
got wind of what he was truly about, it would put her into danger and slow down the process of
locating the valuables.
“They don’t,” she argued in a soft voice, but her eyes were as round as saucers. “I have only
ever seen them on the floor or the ground outside.”
“Ah, my lady, I wish I could tell you otherwise.” As delightful as she was, as soon as he
located that damned treasure, he’d be off for London and away from this widow who had the power
to fascinate him. Nothing of import had been found in this room, but the clue he had could potentially
point to this Dower House.
Why and where?
“Surely not.” She balanced on the bed with her arms crossed at her chest.
“Believe what you will. That is your prerogative, of course, but I’m telling you, I have seen
them climb walls, draperies, wallpaper, cords. How else do you think they navigate the inside walls
and reach upper floors?” After giving the floor a cursory check, Hawk scrambled to his feet. “I have
lost sight of the mouse.”
“Oh, no.” One of her hands crept to her throat.
“Indeed.” It was best that he stall. What the devil could he talk about that was not his mission?
She was far too astute, and he feared she’d find out anyway. “It is why God gave them those little
claws.” When she uttered a half-cry half-whimper of terror, he chuckled again. It wasn’t well done of
him, but to see her in a pelter again was rewarding.
“I need to go.” In the process of navigating the bedding, she lost her footing. With another
adorable squeak, she tumbled to the mattress in a flutter of limbs and cloak. Her skirts lay in delicious
disarray and revealed two well-turned ankles and shapely calves.
Well, that is just too tempting.
Anticipation buzzed at the base of his spine. Nothing distracted a lady more than kisses she
both wanted and didn’t. And since his top priority besides finding the treasure was keeping it from
this woman, he chuckled and joined her on the bed. “It would seem, Lady Ravenscroft, that you are a
bit disheveled.”
In the course of trying to untangle her limbs from her skirts and cloak, a lock of hair fell over
her forehead and finally she propped herself up on one elbow. “Whose fault is that, Mr. Montague?”
The faint scent of lilacs wafted to his nose, and it drew him closer.
Damn, but the one regret he had from lying to her was she didn’t know his real name. No
matter. It wasn’t the most important thing. “Certainly not mine. I am not the one frightened by a
mouse.” Would she slap him again? There was only one way to find out.
Hawk took full advantage by slipping a hand to cup her cheek, leaning over, and pressing his
lips to hers. Just like the last time he’d stolen a kiss, the puzzling attraction simmering between them
ignited into an inferno, and the fact she didn’t offer much of a protest only added to the flames. As he
pulled slightly away, he met her gaze with his, and when she gave an almost imperceptible nod, he
uttered a groan, rolled onto his side, and pulled her more fully into his arms. He kissed her again, and
this time one of his hands crept to the small of her back while the other cradled her head.
The petal softness of her lips glided beneath his. The slight taste of tea she’d no doubt had
with breakfast came away on his palate, and oddly enough, it only spurred his curiosity. She twined
her arms about his shoulders while one of his knees went between her legs. A half-gasp half-moan
escaped her throat, and he grinned against her mouth. Oh, the widow was quite responsive—perhaps
even willing for more than kissing—and if he managed to wrap his mission early, he would explore
that temptation.
As he moved over her lips, explored, and teased those two pieces of flesh, he tugged at the
ties that kept her cloak closed. When the fabric fell away, he dragged a line of kisses along the side of
her silky throat. Lady Ravenscroft lifted her chin to give him greater access. She furrowed her fingers
through the hair at his nape and the other hand she laid against his cheek, possibly in an effort to urge
his mouth back to hers.
Who was he to deny her?
Again, he drank from her lips, danced his fingertips up and down her side, and when he
settled at her breast, cupped it, and then dared to brush the pad of his thumb over her nipple, her moan
of surprise worked to further stoke his ardor. That tip hardened beneath the fabric of her dress, and
she squeezed her thighs about his knee. His shaft tightened, pulsed with erotic need. For the space of a
few heartbeats, he considered yanking down the bodice to taste that pebbled tip, but he refrained.
Now was not the time, and this session was proving too much of a distraction.
It was dangerous to let himself become lost in her, no matter that he wanted to explore the
connection between them. Regardless of the thoughts that conflicted with his body’s responses, he
enjoyed himself all too much.
So had she, apparently, and that intrigued him all the more. Definitely, it deserved further
consideration… after he completed his mission.
All too soon, the lady pulled away enough to look into his face. Her eyes had darkened and
that desire he’d felt in her returned kisses lingered in those depths. She slid her hands to his shoulders
as confusion flitted through her expression, quickly followed by annoyance. “Why do you keep doing
that?” Her voice was decidedly breathless.
Hawk shrugged. There was absolutely no remorse in the gesture. “You seemed to need it.”
Then he winked, and she frowned. “Additionally, you are a beautiful woman. Why should I not wish
to kiss you?”
A hint of a blush stained her cheeks even after they’d already indulged in two bouts of kissing.
“Must you be such a rogue?”
“Oh, yes, and I can make a much better showing of it if you wish.” What the devil was wrong
with him? He hadn’t come to Ravenscroft House to flirt with the widow. But to be fair, he hadn’t
known she would be such a choice morsel. Nothing in the dossier had given him that hint.
For several long moments, they stared at each other. In that time, his length hadn’t calmed, not
when he was still holding her in a loose embrace. Surprise reflected in her eyes. For what, he hadn’t
a clue. Finally, she broke the silence.
“If you tell me your real reason for being on this property, I’ll let you kiss me again.”
A surprised chuckle pulled from his throat. Oh, the lady was wily and clever. “Now that is a
tempting offer.” An all too dangerous one, but tempting, nonetheless.
The annoyance grew more pronounced in her expression. Or was it frustration? Perhaps
exasperation was the more correct description. “Fine. If you steal another kiss, though without my
permission, I will summon the constable and watch cheerfully as they haul you away.”
Oh, how very naïve she was!
As if he wouldn’t vanish before that happened. One of the tricks he’d learned while being a
spy was the art of slipping away undetected even from the most dire of circumstances. Still, he was
thoroughly delighted by her.
“Let me think about your offer.”
“Surely it doesn’t require pondering. You will either tell me the truth or you won’t. And if you
do not, I’ll let the authorities have at you.” She shrugged. “That decision is yours.” In the process of
struggling up and away from him, her knee brushed his engorged shaft, and a groan escaped him. She
snickered. “You will need to relieve that yourself, but it is rewarding to know I can still inspire a
man in that quarter.”
Of course she could. What sort of maggot had gotten into her brain that made her think any man
in England wouldn’t desire her carnally? Regardless, Hawk chuckled, for her tart mouthed replies
and responses to his kisses had well and truly hooked his interest. “While that is disappointing, the
truth of why I’m here has much intrigue wrapped into the story.” Should he or should he not tell her?
More to the point, did she know something of the missing treasure? She was familiar with the
property and her knowledge therein might prove useful. Yet… could he trust her? Many people had
searched for the valuables, but none had ever found them. Had her husband joined their ranks?
It was difficult to ascertain at the moment, but he would eventually.
“Doesn’t that make the telling all the better?” Lady Ravenscroft smiled, and he was
immediately lost on a spinning tide as he maneuvered into a sitting position.
That hadn’t happened to him in a long time. He’d kept his dealings with the fairer sex to a
minimum due to his lifestyle and the danger therein. They were fleeting and he had trouble trusting
anyone. Not to mention he’d been betrayed by a woman once. Love had made him soft and stupid. Yet
he had grown tired of being alone.
“Well, Mr. Hawkins? Will you not answer my question?” Victory lit her lake blue eyes as she
stood at the bedside.
“What?” He gasped. Prickles of unease shivered down his spine. “How do you know my real
name?” This was a terrible turn of events, and one he couldn’t extricate himself from.
“It only just came to me while we were talking.” When she narrowed her gaze on him, a chill
wrapped around him. Would she kick him off the property? “Everyone assumes that because I have a
pretty face and have hidden myself away on this property I am inept at things or frightened of my own
shadow, but that is not true. I’m not stupid. Beyond that, I never forget a face, and yours is quite
arresting.”
Well, there was that. “I never said you were less than and neither would I ever assume to think
you were stupid. From our brief interactions, that has not been my experience.” Never had he been
more honest.
“I appreciate that.” The lady crossed her arms at her chest. “I met you years ago in London at
a ball. You were in uniform and had quite the crowd about you. No doubt you were all too skilled
back then at charming the ladies. It seems that hasn’t changed.”
A bit of heat went up the back of his neck. Not willing to let her go just yet, he stood up from
the bed and closed the distance between them. “I apologize for not remembering you or the event.
Why did you not join them?” He dared to skate his knuckles over her cheek and was rewarded by a
slight shiver from her.
“And add to your already enormous ego?” She batted his hand away, but that only made him
crave the connection more. “Besides, I was engaged.”
“To Lord Ravenscroft.” It wasn’t a question.
“Yes.” For a few seconds, her eyes took on a faraway look. Then she sighed and came back to
the present. Remembering her husband with fondness? Wishing he were still alive? Though the
questions burned on Hawk’s tongue, he uttered none of them. “All things end, I suppose.”
“Yes, but that only means you have room to usher in something equally grand.” Why the devil
was he flirting with her? He couldn’t have a romance, not even if he wanted one, which he did not.
Taking a mistress, possibly, but there could be nothing permanent in the relationship. Not while he
still had ties to the Home Office and that world.
“I’m not certain about that. A person doesn’t truly move past heartbreak.” She stepped away
from his touch. “Which makes them wary of extending trust a second time.”
“On that I quite agree.” But the moment of connection between them had been broken. Hawk
felt the loss and acutely as if he’d been slashed with a dagger. “Trust is fleeting. Or so I’ve
experienced.”
Her brow furrowed with either concern or understanding. “I want your story, Mr. Hawkins,
else I’ll kick you off the property.”
“Only if you tell me yours.” Then because he was nothing more than a fool, Hawk closed the
distance and took one of her hands in his. “You and I need to talk candidly on other matters as well.”
“I won’t deny that.”
“Good.” Slowly, he raised her hand to his lips then flipped it over and pressed his lips to the
inside of her wrist where her pulse fluttered. “And Lady Ravenscroft?”
“Hmm?” Her expression reflected pleasure.
“Please call me Hawk, or Montague if you must. I have always detested that name, though.”
Suddenly, he very much wished to hear his name in her voice.
“There is nothing to be ashamed of. Montague is a splendid name.” For a few seconds, the
same desire she’d had in her eyes earlier when he’d kissed her rolled through those depths.
“Perhaps, but that was the name my father always called me, and it was never with affection.”
With a sigh, he released her hand. “There is much to my life I have regretted, and in those moments, I
attribute those things to Montague.” He raised his gaze to hers. “But the excellent times? The bright,
shining moments when I was able to make a difference, when I proved more than the disappointment
my father assumed that I was? Oh, those moments I can lay squarely at Hawk’s feet. And those
moments make me proud.”
Why the devil was he telling her this? It was one of the core truths of himself and never had he
told anyone that secret.
Her kissable lips curved into a smile. “We all have secrets and failures… Hawk. What we do
next is what builds character. And you may refer to me as Belle.”
“Belle?” Now that was odd. “How did Belle come from Amelia?”
“Oh, it’s a bit of a story.” She laughed, and the sound immediately warmed his chest and made
him… happy. Merely a coincidence, nothing more. “My middle name is Annabelle. I dislike my given
name because it reminds me of a great aunt who was especially strict during my childhood.” Her
eyebrows rose. “In fact, there was an incident with mice I could never manage to forget…” A shiver
wracked her frame. “That’s why I temporarily lost my mind when I saw that mouse just now.”
If his interest hadn’t been snared before, that hint had done it. “I definitely wish to know more
about that story, but none of that tells me why you decided on Belle.”
A blush infused her cheeks. “Since I don’t care for Amelia, I detest Annabelle. So, I settled
for Belle. It reminds me of happiness and joy and…”
“And?” Why did her words trail off like that?
“And it’s like the bells that ring on Christmas morning. They’re cheerful and give people
hope. That’s why I chose the shortened version many years ago. I’d like to think I bring the same to
everyone I meet.”
God, could she be more adorable? “That is a lovely explanation, but somehow it doesn’t fit
the image of you I have of a retiring, shy widow who somehow possesses a tart mouth.”
“Only around you.” She edged away from him, came back, and when he thought she might
have embraced him, she reached around him and grabbed her cloak. “Do not forget that during your
odd jobs about the manor we need to talk.”
He frowned as she once more crossed the floor to the door. “Where are you going?”
“I have a friend coming for tea. Since I’ve gotten a bit disheveled, I must go dress and prepare
for her arrival.”
“Oh?” He cocked an eyebrow.
“No.” Belle wagged a forefinger at him. “I know what you’re going to ask, and the answer is
no. You may not join us. You have been entirely too naughty and have already had a reward, wouldn’t
you say?”
“I won’t apologize for this most recent round of kisses, so I suppose you are correct.” He was
having entirely too much fun with the lady, but it had to stop. There was a mission to take care of
before he gave more thought to his own needs.
She huffed. “Always a rogue. You are no former solider.”
“Oh, but that was the truth. I attained the rank of a captain, actually, before I became a sp—”
He clamped his lips together lest he betray a fact she wouldn’t need.
“A spoilsport? A spineless buffoon? A sparrow?” Then her eyes rounded, and shock clouded
those blue depths. “You were a spy. Still are.”
Well, damn. “This is true.”
“Is that really why you are here at Ravenscroft House?”
“I promise to tell you everything, but not now. You have tea to prepare for, and I need to
gather my thoughts.”
For long moments, she paused at the door. “If you wondered, you can trust me, Hawk. I have
been out of touch with everyone I have ever known for at least five years. No one visits me here, and
I go nowhere.” She shrugged but there was a trace of excitement in her eyes that spelled trouble for
him. “As far as I am aware, I have no enemies.”
So you assume. But he nodded. “I’ll take that under advisement.”
“If you feel comfortable enough, take dinner with me tonight.” Then she exited the room and
was gone.
He sighed. There was much thinking to do.
Chapter Five
Vanessa, 352;
larva, 354—see also Pyrameis and Araschnia
Vanessula, 356
Vapourer-moths, 407
Variation, of Anomma burmeisteri, 179;
of Bombus, 58;
of larvae, 336;
of Sphecodes, 23;
of male and worker ants, 160;
of workers and females, 162;
due to parasites, 26;
of larva and imago, 408;
generic, 401;
local, 398;
in nervuration, 414;
and dimorphism in Geometrid-larvae, 412;
of mandibles of Lucanidae, 193;
in colour of Psyllidae, 579;
trichroism of hind wings, 351;
in size of Brenthidae, 297;
of time and form in Cicada, 570;
in wings, 540;
as to winged or wingless, 531;
change in, 414;
seasonal, 335
Vasa deferentia, 321
Veils, 493
Veins—see nervures
Velia currens, 552
Velleius dilatatus, 227
Verhoeff, on Agenia, 106;
on Halictus, 25;
on Siphonophora, 239;
on Stelis minuta, 29;
on terminal segments of beetles, 186
Vermileo degeeri, 481
Vermipsylla alakurt, 523, 526
Verson, on rudiments of wings, 328
Vertebrates, larvae of Diptera, attacking, 506, 510, 512, 514,
517, 520;
tick-fleas on, 526
Vespa, nests of, 79, 83;
V. austriaca, 81, 88;
V. crabro, 81;
V. germanica, 79
Vespidae, 78
Viviparous, Aphids, 583;
fly, 506, 511, 513, 518 f.;
moths, 430;
Staphylinidae, 227
Voice—see Song, Sound-organs, Stridulation
Volucella, 500;
V. bombylans, 441
Zabrus, 205
Zaitha anura, 566
Zelotypia staceyi, 396
Zemioses celtis, 296
Zeuzera aesculi, 309, 395
Zeuzeridae, 395
Zygaenidae, 369, 388, 390, 392, 394
Zygia, 253
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Trans. ent. Soc. 1878, p. 169.
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The mode of wetting the pollen is not clear. Wolff says it is done by
an exudation from the tibia; H. Müller by admixture of nectar from
the bee's mouth. The latter view is more probably correct.
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Leuckart proposed the term lingula; but the word gives rise to the
impression that it is a mistake for either lingua or ligula. Packard
calls the part "hypopharynx."
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Zool. Jahrb. Syst. iv. 1891, p. 779. This paper is a most valuable
summary of what is known as to the habits of European solitary
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Marchal, Rev. Sci. 15th February 1890, and Ferton, t.c. 19th April.
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C.R. Ac. Paris, lxxxix. 1879, p. 1079, and Ann. Sci. Nat. (6), ix.
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See Pérez, Act. Soc. Bordeaux, xxxiii. 1880, p. lxv.; and Cameron,
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Janet has suggested that the folding is done to keep the delicate
hind-margins of the wings from being frayed.
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Zool. Anz. xix. 1896, p. 449. See also note, antea, p. 70.
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CR. Ac. Paris, cxvii. 1893, p. 584; op. cit. cxxi. 1895, p. 731; Arch.
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"Die Gattungen der Sphegiden," Ann. Hofmus. Wien. xi. 1896, pp.
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When a second cell is more or less perfectly marked out, the cell
with which it is connected is said to be appendiculate. The
nervures frequently extend beyond the complete cells towards the
outer margin, forming "incomplete" cells; only complete cells are
counted, except when "incomplete" is mentioned.
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The student must recollect that the winged female ants cast their
wings previously to assuming the social life. The winglessness of
these females is a totally different phenomenon from that we here
allude to.
[57]
See Forel, Verh. Ges. deutsch. Naturf. lxvi. 1894, 2, pp. 142-147;
and Emery Biol. Centralbl. xiv. 1894, p. 53. The term ergatoid
applies to both sexes; a species with worker-like female is
ergatogynous; with a worker-like male ergatandrous.
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Forel's latest views on this subject will be found in the Ann. Soc.
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Emery, in Zool. Jahrb. Syst. viii. 1896, p. 760.
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See von Ihering, Berlin. ent. Zeitschr. xxxix. 1894, p. 364; and
Forel, Ann. Soc. ent. Belgique, xl. 1896, p. 170.
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Until recently this genus was generally known as Atta, but this
name is now applied to the leaf-cutting ants, that were formerly
called Oecodoma.
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For a valuable revision of Dorylus and its allies see Emery, Zool.
Jahrb. Syst. viii. 1895, pp. 685, etc. We, however, doubt the
wisdom of extending the sub-family so as to include Cerapachys,
Parasyscia, etc.
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