The Dream F41ry dvst 13/11/23

let’s start the story off straight, my name’s Isabella but you can call me Issy for now.
This morning was just like the rest, I woke up to the sound of mum scolding at me
breakfast is on the stove, it’s way too early for that but I’m practically forced to. I sat
up with heavy dark bags under my eyes and stumbled to the smallest most confined
kitchen you could ever lay your eyes on.

I had a really peculiar dream last night, I was at school, and I saw a girl walk past the
lockers with beautiful strawberry blonde hair and sky-blue eyes. I might’ve blushed
while saying that sentence but I’m gonna try to find her!

So, I think the figure in my dream goes to my school so that’s pretty awkward. I think
I like her as in like in the romantic sorta way which is really disgraceful because my
dad would never see me the same if I told him, I just won’t tell him at all, he doesn’t
need to know anyways. Ok it’s been 3 weeks she likes me, and I think her name
starts with the letter “v” according to everyone else. Today I balanced onto the
lockers as she walked past but she only glanced at me, so I need to try harder.

It’s been a few days after that now and I have some news…we’re dating!
Hey there! I just got back from 3rd period, I found out the girl’s name is Valentina, but
everyone calls her Vee for short. Ok so during 3rd period I got a secret signal from
Vee, and I followed her into the bathroom and went into one of the stalls, it was really
weird because she just looked at me like a stunned mullet so I asked why she was
looking at me like that but before I could finish, she leant in and kissed me. Can you
believe that? I just got kissed by the hottest girl in school!

Ok I have an enormous problem; I’ve met Vee’s big sis by now and I think I like her…
I don’t know how to tell Vee, but she won’t like it. Vee despises me. I don’t know what
I should’ve said but she slapped me across the face and walked away sobbing into
her sleeves. I feel really bad now… I think I went too far but I need to fix this and
fast.

Alright I’m really nervous because I put a letter in Vee’s locker and she rolled her
eyes at it, she’s supposed to meet me at the beach in 5 so I’ll write what happens
after. Well, that sucked… I’m practically bathing in my own tears because of how
distraught I am. She’s already got another boy wrapped around her heart, his name
is Mike and he’s actually my…cousin…we managed around 9 months and then I
ruined it all with my few words.

It’s been about 24 hours since the last incident and I feel slightly better except I’m
furious at Vee for getting with my cousin, what’s so good about him? I feel guilty as
well because I shouldn’t have done that to her after she had just kissed me. Ella isn’t
as loving as Vee was, she just looks at instagram and TikTok and she doesn’t
answer me at all.
Ella is 2 years older than me which means she’s 18, I should’ve been better then
maybe I wouldn’t be listening to No Surprises by Radiohead on loop right now. Every
day’s the same now, get up, have breakfast and go to school, it’s no fun anymore. I
want to tell mum so bad but I just can’t, if she knows that I kissed a girl that dumped
me for crushing on her sister I’ll be going to bed at 6:30. I haven’t seen Eve these
days, I think she’s jealous that I have a girlfriend but we’ve been friends since we
could walk so if Eve ever reads this then…I’m sorry and I wish I could’ve gone back
just to see you again. I think now is the time I tell my mother and I hope she’s not to
upset with me. I told mum and she stood up and gave me a big hug while I cried as
hard as ever into her arms, I was so upset for doing that to Vee so I’m gonna try to
fix things tomorrow. I’m at school right now and I can see Vee from a distance, and
she looks awfully sad which is unusual. I ran up to her and hugged her, I told her I
was sorry while tears streamed down my face, I told her that Ella never can and
never will be better than her and she told me that Mike wasn’t as good as me either.

I feel better that we’ve sorted things out but during second period we had a talk in
the bathrooms and she sorta stood in the corner while her eyes were faced at the
floor, and she blushed when I asked what she wanted to do. Vee hesitated but she
kissed me again and my face went really really red. I’m the happiest girl in the world
at the moment which is good because I have depression so being happy should help
me with that issue. I love Vee more than anything except for my mum and cats of
course. I want to spend the rest of my life with Vee, so I think I’m gonna do
something. No Never mind I’m too young to ask her to be my wife. It was a nice
thought but I’m going to prom, so I’ll write all the details that happen when I get back.
That was really fun, Vee and I were spinning around while laughing our heads off.
After I finished spinning with her, I slowly smiled at her with sparkles in my eyes. The
funny thing was I was wearing a suit, have you even seen a girl in a suit? I didn’t
think so. It was comfortable though, but it got quite hot, so I was sweating a bit. Eve
was there too, and she said she voted us for the prom queens, and we won! I was
prom queen with Vee! Me and Vee kissed one more time after we got up to the top of
the stands.I got down on one knee, oops! I forgot to say I bought a ring from the
jeweller across the street, Vee started to tear up, it was time…