jnvrI 1992 ihMdI pik A m Ak Ait

DmvAfI
KVAyA bRAfA vesA, suA czAl puEku sA
sbev sortA dtA, sbev pirinbutA

DmQ DArf k rsBI AMt ho jAte h sBI dAMt ho jAte h

sBI pirinvA [muEt] ho jAte h cAhe iy hA yA bRAf,
jAtk pik fk 27 376. vy hA yA U, czAl hA yA puEku s

aese Te gurdev
u DmQ k I iA
inAAf ToTI SpcAirk tA pUrI k rke wnk A sAdAy bdlne se
EyA imlegA? ve bze dbMg dA m k hA k rte Te, yid tum
Il, smAiD, AA m TAipt nh ho to Spne SAp k o hjAr
b k hte rho, mere ila tum b nh ho Sr jo Il, smAiD,
AA m TAipt h vh Spne SAp k o b k he yA n k he, mere
ila vh b hI h bu k I iA k A scA SnuyAyI h yhI
scI tAtnA FyU h yAne ik sIk oAsn m TAipt k rnAh
gurdev ke sAMAdAiyk tA ivhIn Aif k A ak wdAhrf
ak k r qQsAqQ ivpynA sIKne SAyA AArMiBk
SpcAirk tASA ke sAr k o smJAte hua jb gurjI ne tIn rn
k Irf lene ke ila k hAto vh yVEt bhut GbrAyA wse lgA
ik qs Ak Ar wse qQsAqyt se b sAdAy m dIVt ik yA jA
rhA h Sr qs inrTQk By se BIt hok r vh bu k I rf
gRhf k rne se muk rgyA k hne lgA, rf lenI h to qQsAmsIh
k I lUMgA, bu k I nh
bhut XIk gurjI ne muk rAte hua k hA qQsAmsIh k I
hI rf gRhf k ro pr qsI smJdArI ke sAT ik tum vtut:
qQsAmsIh ke gufA k Irf gRhf k rrhe ho, tAik ve guf tum m
BI jAg pr k Amm jse btAWM vse hI ik ajASo wsne vse
hI k Am ik yA Il, smAiD, AA k A Sr iivr smAA
hote-hote vh Spne AArMiBk ivroD ke ila bhut pCtAyA vh
jAn gyA ik sAdAy m dIVt hone k A wsk A By intAMt
inmUQl TA
qsI Ak Ar k I ak Sr GxnA
merA ak muVlm im rMgUn m yApAr k rtATA Sr vo se
Sin rog k A rogI TA rog dbAne ke ila jo-jo dvAaM letA,
wnke dupirfAmA se Sr SiDk du:KI hua jA rhA TA jb wsne
sunA ik m SpnI Ss pIzASA se qsI sADnA ArA muEt ho
gyA hUM, to muJse imlne SAyA ivpynA ke bAre m bhut se An
ik a mne ivtArpUvQk wse sArI iviD smJAyI vh bzA
ABAivt huSA Sr iivr m sVmilt hone ke ila SAtur ho
wXA prMtu qske phle vh ak bAr gurdev se imlnA cAhtA TA
SAm deKnA cAhtA TA
ak Am m wse SAm le gyA Sr gurjI se imlvAyA
vhAM k AAAMt vAtAvrf Sr gurdev ke mMgl-mIpUfQ yvhAr ne

gurdev k I ijs ak bAt ne muJe wnk I Sor svAQiDk

SAk iQt ik yA vh TI wnk I u DmQ k I sAvQjnIn yAyA
scmuc bu ne u DmQ hI isKAyA sAMAdAiyk tA ke sMk IfQ
dAyre se pre Sr yhI gurdev k I BI if-iviD TI qse
iBA-iBA sMAdAy Sr smAj ke log SAsAnI se DArf k rsk te
h Sr lABAVvt ho sk te h mne gurjI m aesA k oqQ BI
sAMAdAiyk BAvAve nh deKA, ijske k Arf k oqQ yVEt Sy
sMAdAyvAlA k oSpne sMAdAy m dIVt k rne ke ila SAtur hotA
ho ve ik sI Ak Ar k I BI SpcAirk sAMAdAiyk dIA k o mhv
nh dete Te
yh sc h ik ve prMprAgt b Te Sr aesA hone k A wh
gvQ TA pr wnke ila bu k IiA k AsAr u sAvQjnIn DmQ
TA, sAMAdAiyk tA nh wnk I dVx m bu k A scA SnuyAyI
vhI h jo smQ DArf k rtA h wnk A ly TA logA k o bu
Asn m TAipt k rnA yAne DmQ m TAipt k rnA qsIila ve
bAr-bAr smJAte Te ik bu-Asn EyA h
sb pAps Sk rfM, ku sls wpspdA
sicA piryodpnM, atM buAn sAsnM
sBI Sku l pAp k mo se ivrt rhnA ku l k mo m rt
rhnA Spne icA k omAjte rhnA, inmQl k rte rhnA yhI buA
k A Asn h yAne iA h sBI buA k I yhI iA h
Il, smAiD Sr AA ve logA k o qsI m TAipt ho
sk ne m mdd k rte Te tAik log ml se inmQltA, du:K se
du:K-ivmuVEt ke suKmy jIvn m pirvitQt ho jAMy, dIVt ho
jAMy yUM inmQltA m dIVt ho k r k oqQ Spne k o b k he to
syAjI AsA hote Te leik n ke vl mA nAm bdl lene se ik sI
k o EyA imlegA BlA? vBAv suDAr le to jIvn suDr jAa bs
mhv qsI bAt k o dete Te
logA k o sAdAy m dIVt k rne ke BAvAve m lge hua
Snek A k o gurdev KUb KrI-KrI sunAte Te k hte Te, SrA k o
buAsn m TAipt k rne k A Ayn k rne ke phle vyM
buAsn m TAipt honA sIKo vyM Il, smAiD, AA m
TAipt hua ibnA ik sI dUsre k o Il, smAiD, AA m k se
TAipt k r pASoge? Sr Il, smAiD, AA m TAipt nh k r
pASoge to buAsn m k se TAipt k r pASoge? ke vl k oqQ
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sADk A k I trh gurjI ke sAmne tIn bAr Juk k r AfAm k r

rhA h Sb wsne DmQ k Ars cK ilyA TA wsk Ik ImtsmJ
gyA TA k ttA ke BAvA se SiBBUt hok r vt: gurdev k o
nmk Ar k rne k o jI cAhne lgA Sb vh smJ gyA ik nmn
yVEt k o nh, bVk yVEt ke gufA k o h DmQ k o h scAqQ
k o h gurdev to ke vl mAym h
iivr pUrA k rke ,wsse lABAVvt hok r BI vh yVEt
Spne SAp k o b n k hk rmuslmAn hI k htA rhA pr
yTAVEt Il, smAiD, AA k A jIvn jItA rhA gurdev ke
mn m qs bAt k o lek r k BI k oqQ mlAl nh huSA qs yVEt
ke Ait wnk I mI wtnI hI sbl rhI vh Spne SAp k o cAhe
ijs nAm se puk Are vh DmQ k o smJ gyA Sr DmQ k A jIvn
jIne lgA wnke ila yhI pyAQA TA
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wse bhut hI ABAivt ik yA Sr wsne Sgle hI iivr m

sVmilt hone k I dZ qCA Agx k I
gurjI se imlA dene ke bAd m ws im k oSAm ke iviBA
TAn idKAne le gyA tAik vh invAs Sr yAn k I wplD
suivDASA k o BI deK le yUM SAm k A cEk r k Axte-k Axtemne
deKA ik ws yVEt k A muh ivvfQ ho wXA wsk A sArA wsAh
P Ik Apz gyA m smJ nh sk A ik SAiKr wse yk Ayk EyA
huSA? mne wsse k ArfpUCA to iJJk te hua wsne SpnI k iXnAqQ
mere sAmne rK dI
cy ke SAXA Sor SAX UyAgAr h wnm se wAr
idAvAle UyAgAr m ak bu mUitQ TAipt h prMtu vh sADk A
ke ila nh h ijs UyAgAr m vh mUitQ TAipt h, wsk A
drvAjA gurjI ke ila bne ke IyUyAgAr m KultA h qs mUitQ
ke XIk sAmne gurjI ke UyAgAr ke bAd jo dVf idAvAlA
UyAgAr h, wsk A drvAjA KulA ho Sr bIc m gurjI vAle
UyAgAr k A drvAjA KulA ho to hI bAhr vAle yVEt k o vh
mUitQ idK sk tI h SyTA nh sMyog se yhI huSA ws smy
donA drvAje ku C-ku CKule Te qs BAqQ ne mUitQ deKI Sr dVfI
UyAgAr m bXe hua ik sI bmIQ b k o Juk k rAfAm k rte hua
deKA vh qsse GbrA wXA
k hne lgA hmAre mjhb m but prtI mnA h Sr yhAM to
log qs mUitQ k oSr tuhAre gurjI k oJuk -Juk k rAmAf k rte
h muslmAn hone ke nAte m to ke vl KudA k o hI Juk k rAfAm
k rsk tAhUM, Sr ik sIk onh qs k Arfmere ila ivpynA m
SAnA nAmumik n h
m jAntA TA gurdev qse EyA k hge m wse SAgRhpUvQk
gurjI ke pAs le gyA Sr k hA ik vh SpnI k iXnAqQ gurjI ke
sAmne pe k re gurjI ne wsk I sArI bAt sunI bhut hse Sr
k hA, qsm EyA k iXnAqQ h? tuh to sADnA sIKnI h? mere
sAmne Juk ne k Ik tqQ SAvyk tAnh Sr n hI qs bu mUitQ ke
sAmne Juk ne k I yh to jo prMprAgt b h wnk I sMtuVx ke
ila, wnk I AerfA ke ila h yAn mUitQ k A nh k rAyA jAtA
tuh qs mUitQ k o deKne k I BI jrt nh tum cAho to pUre 10
idn iivr ke drAn qs mUitQ ke SAge prdA lgA d tuh to
sADnA k rnI h, mUitQpUjA nh k rnI qs mUitQ ke k Arf tum
sADnA se EyA vMict rho BlA?
mere im ke mn k IpUrI iJJk to nh ink lIpr mAn gyA
Sr iivr m sVmilt huSA m roj sAyMk Al SAm m SAtA
to wsse BI imltA CX yA sAtv idn mne deKA ik vh Sy

cy yAn-sADnA ke ila
bmAQ m jo pgozA bnte h ve SEsr Xos hote h, jhAM
sAmAy log jAk r pUjA-pAX k rte h Sr pup, DUp, dIp SAid
cZAte h pr gurdev ne ak KoKlA cy bnvAyA, ijske BItr
yAn k rne ke ila UyAgAr bnvAa, jo sADk A ke yAn ke
k Am SAaM ku C logA ne qs kR AMitk ArIivcAr k A ivroD BI
ik yA, pr gurdev nh mAne whAne qs cy m bu mUitQ k I
TApnA BI nh k Iwnk InjrA m qsk ISAvyk tAnh TI
EyAik sADnA m bu ke p yA SAk itk AyAn to k rAyAnh
jAtA TA sADnA to sAvQjnIn TI Spne vABAivk sAMs k o
jAnnA tTA rIr pr honevAlI sMvednASA k o wnke Siny
vBAv m SnuBv k rnA
do vQ tk ibnA mUitQ ke hI SAm clAte rhe prMtu yh
purAnI prMprA ke ivr TA pgozA bne Sr wsm bu k I k oqQ
mUitQ TAipt n k I jAa, yh SnhonI bAt TI DIre-DIre prMprAgt
bA k A Sr srk ArI leKA-joKA ivBAg ke ku C ak wnke
sAiTyA k A BI ivroD u huSA SMtt: gurdev mAn ga ik cy
ke SAX UyAgArA m se ak m bup TAipt ik yA jAy prMtu
ivpynA sADnA ke Aif m k oqQ SMtr nh ik yA gyA vh
vsI hI rhI sAvQjnIn, sAvQBm jb k oqQ yVEt Av
bu-p k o nmk Ar k re to wse bu ke gufA k o yAd k rne ke ila
SAde idyA jAtA TA, ijsse wsm AerfA jAge nmk Ar k rte hua
Siny, du:K, SnAm k o hI SnuBv k rne ke ila k hA jAtA TA
sADnA k A SAlMbn to DmQ hI TA mUitQ nh
DmQ pu,
s. nA. go.