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smAcAr p m pZA ik wAr BArt k IDrtI pr, smt mVJm
de m, DImA sA BUkM pSAyA TA SpnI KoqQ huqQ Snmol sMpdA
k o lxte deK k r Snek buA Sr boiDsvA k I yh pAvn
DrtI mAno pulk romAMc se Brk r SAAidt ho wXI
Sr scmuc sArI Ak it ne SpUvQ shyog idyA muJe
ivn-bADASA BrI AArMiBk k iXnAqyA ke bAvjUd Sgle mhIne
hI BArt m ivpynA k AphlA iivr lgA, ijsm mAtA iptA ke
sAT ku C pirict, ku C Spirict ku l imlAk r 14
sADk -sAiDk ASAne BAg ilyA Sr qske bAd BArt m shj
BAv se DmQckR clne lgA
gurdev k o jse-jse qn iivrA k I sP ltA k I sUcnA
phuctI, wnk A mAns AsAtA se Br-Br wXtA; yh deKk r ik
icrk Al se sjoyA huSA wnk A vFn Sb sAk Ar ho rhA h

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Sr vh bs ga wnke do pu spirvAr vh bse hua Te 1968
ke SAspAs mAtA k oak AAyu-dbQy k Arog lg gyA jo bZtA
hI gyA m jAntA TA ik vh ivpynA k regI to qs rog k I
pIzA se muEt ho jAagI prMtu BArt m to k oqQ ivpynA k AnAm
hI nh jAntA TA wse k n isKAagA? mne bmIQ srk Ar ke
sbVDt ivBAg k o SAvedn p cZAyA ik bmIQ nAgirk hote
hua BI muJe BArt jAne k ISnumit de tAik m SpnI rf mAM k I
sevA k r skUM aese ik sI k Arf k o lek r vhAM ik sI k o k BI
pAspoxQ nh imlA TA srk Ar ne jb muJe pAspoxQ de idyA to
bzA suKd SAcyQ huSA Sr mne sMbMiDt SiDk AiryA k A bzA
wpk Ar mAnA
jb gurdev k o yh Kbr imlI ik muJe BArt jAne k I
srk ArI Snumit iml gqQ h to ve BI bze AsA hua whAne qse
bhut uB mAnA vh deKte Te ik m SpnI mAM k I sevA m
ivpynA iivr lgAWMgA to wske sAT pirvAr ke ku C Sy
log v bAhr ke log BI sVmilt hAge hI Sr bs qsIse BArt m
pun: DmQckR k A AvtQn u ho jAagA whAne muJe qs punIt
k AyQ ke ila pUrA-pUrA AosAhn idyA Sr mAgQdQn BI
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wnk IAsAtA bZtI jA rhI TI Sb wnke SMtr k IDmQ-k AmnA
pUfQ hogI bmAQ k A f cuke gA BArt k o Snmol rn imlegA
whAne muJe SyMt k rf icA se iviDvt ivpynA ke SAcAyQ
pd pr AitVXt ik yA Sr ABUt mMgl mI se merA DmQ SiBek
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BArt tum nh jA rhe ho, smJo m hI jA rhA hUM, smQ
jA rhA h BArt k A bmAQ pr jo f h vh hm cuk AnA h
wnke qn SAvAsn Bre dA k A sMbl AAA k r m BArt
k IDmQ-yAA pr ink lAgurjI ne k hATA DmQ k IsArI VEtyAM
tuhArA sAT dgI sArI Ak it tuh shyog degI BArt k I DrtI
tuhAre sAT SAyI huqQ DmQ-trMgA k opAk rAsAtA se Br wXegI
scmuc yhI huSA 22 jUn, 1969 k o pUvAQh ke smy
U.B.A k A hvAqQ jhAj dmdm ke hvAqQ Se pr wtrA Sr m

scmuc rn hI to lAyA !
smt yApAr wog Sr nk iryA ke rAxIyk rf k r
ila jAne ke k ArfbrmA ke Snek BArtIy SAjIivk A-ivhInho
ga Te St: bzI sMyA m vde lxne lge Te bmAQ Cozte hua
vh Spne sAT k oqQ SABUf yA Sy mUyvAn vtuaM nh le jA
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wse yUM Cozk r jAnA Snek A ke ila k iXn TA St:
SAsVEtv ve qse SvD trIke se le jAnA cAhte Te brmA
lAlmif SAid rnA k A Gr TA St: ak trIk A log yh
SpnAte Te ik aese k ImtI rn iCpAk r sAT le jAte Te bmIQ
srk Ar ke SiDk ArI wse rok ne ke ila bhut stkQ rhte Te
hvAqQ Se pr k xm ke SiDk ArI KUb k zI cek g k rte Te
ijs idn m brmA Coz rhA TA, hvAqQ Se pr phuck rqimgRen
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goqk A, tum BI jA rhe ho?
hAM BAqQ, jA to rhA hUM! mne BI muk rAte hua wAr idyA
k oqQ k ImtIcIj to sAT nh le jA rhe? wsne pUCA,
hAM BAqQ, le jA rhA hUM, ak k ImtIrn le jA rhA hUM! mne
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