STRONG ANGER

Kid would beat his mom when she said no

Li ke NUX- VI r r i t abi l i t y
A lot of GUILTSuffering afterwards
Stiffness, Spasms, Small Joints
(Fingers, Toes)
Has to OVER CLENCH!
I clenched so much I go to move my body
and it does not move!
I lie there and cannot WAKE!
They are envious of my brilliant mind!
BURNING in stomach (Nux)
Hemorrhoids


(MM: Rutaceae)
SIMILAR to NUV-X
Lots of STIFFNESS
Lots of SPASM
Clenching spasms, so muscles dont work
Ruta (Large joints) Angustura (smaller joints, fingers, toes)

Symptoms will come EARLIER
Very precociously
He will each a high point in career VERY YOUNG
Then will get sick at earlier age

Very STOIC
They will continue working
I am good and brave in this case
I can still do

Case (Oboe player)
Affects the smaller joints (Fingers and Toes)

VERY Irritable
Mainly against the people that are over them
Really cant control their acting out
Case: Autistic child, if he felt refused, he reacted very strongly
Severe angereven beating his mom!
Impossible to control anger
And even MORE impossible to control guilt afterwards

Angustura vera (also spelled Angostura, Galipea cuspavia) Rutaceae
I have to over clench my system to hold it in!
OVER SPASM
CLENCH!

I want to wake up.but my body is not responding
As if I am alive in this body, but the body is so
clenched it is not responding
A victim of my mechanism of over-controlling
I clenched it soo much I cant move any more
I want to move! I want to wake up!
Iose the sense of time. Seems like an eter-
nity.it might have been seconds.
Seems like hours I lay there, I cannot move my
arms, my lids, lying there in bed and cannot move
Panic crisis!
If I go to sleep it might happen again!

Paranoia!
Someone wants to kill me!
Someone is over me
An organization around me that is envious of my brilliant mind
And they do whatever they can to make me look bad
They impede me from shining

(Like Nux)
Hyper acidity, burning in stomach
Huge Thirst!,
Drink to control the burning and acidity
Like something is exploding in my chest
Not just burning, but also might actually break my esophagus

Hemorrhoids
Veins, are fragile
Also in esophagus area, might bleed little by little and becoming anemic
Profound anemia
Hemorrhoids are LARGE<PAINFUL, come at a very early age
Can be very protruded







Angustura vera (also spelled Angostura, Galipea cuspavia) Rutaceae