Name : Azzula Cerliana Zahro

NIM : A12.2022.06907

Class :A12.6104

I vividly recall the date January 19,2022. It was announced that eliglibel student,
which means only those who were allowed to take part in the SNMPTN, I opened the
announcemet. But before that, I tried to convince my self that if I didn’t enter, it would be
okay. It turned out that I was exactly 3 below the quota of student who passed. And that’s
where I started to cry and regret a little. Why should it be any different than the other three?
Maybe if it’s still a big difference, I can still accept it. But some of my friends have resigned,
so I can take their place

Register for SNMPTN, but SNMPTN is a path that cannot be predicted. I always pray
to God to give me escape, but God hasn’nt answered my prayer. I hace not passed the
SNMPTN. I have to study even harder for the SBMPTN. I had to study an extra 2 times
because I took cross majors. I’ve tried as much as I could. However, the result are also less
than stisfactory

Not giving up, I continue to apply to various PTNs, beginning with Brawijaya
University, March 11 University, Diponegoro University, Jendral Soedirman Universty,
Malang state University, and Semarang state University. Starting from the rapoport card, test
track, and independent track. Again, luck was not on my side. I’m not lucky or stupid. It turns
out I was short on money

It was a long journey that I went through about 3-4 month ago. I have to face many
challenges alone. Studying the material late night. Cry every night, cry every time you open
an announcement. I dropped three kilograms. And there were many more twists and turns.
But that trip has been very memorable so far. I’m very proud of my self. Even though I
haven’t been able enter a state university, I can least survive until now.

But behind it all, my parents were very supportive. They did their best for me. So that
I can continue my education. I am very grateful to be able to go through everythinbg and be
shown the best way for me by God. I decided to contine my education at Dian Nsuwatoro
University, majoring in Informatin System, which matched my interest and anilities. So that I
could live it without a heavy mind. I love Udinus