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wgkixq B‡›Uwj‡RÝ-Gi GKUv gvwm©wWR Mvwo evsjv‡`k
Kbmy‡jU †_‡K ciw`b we‡K‡j Zy‡j wb‡jv I‡K, †cŠu‡Q w`‡jv
†cvU© mvC` Gqvi‡cv‡U©| ILv‡b I‡K we`vq Rvbv‡bvi R‡b¨
A‡c¶v KiwQ‡jb wgkixq B‡›Uwj‡R‡Ýi GKRb D”Pc`¯’
Awdmvi| Kv÷g‡mi Sv‡gjv †cvnv‡Z n‡jv bv, c_ †`wL‡q
Awdmvi I‡K GKUv wgkixq †c−‡b Zy‡j w`‡jb| D×vi cvevi
ci †cvU© mvC‡` wd‡i wKQy¶Y B‡›Uwj‡RÝ Awd‡m em‡Z
n‡qwQj ivbv‡K, ZLb †Mvmj I LvIqv`vIqv Kivi Avgš¿Y
Rvbv‡bv nq, Zvi Av‡M bZyb GKUv myU Dcnvi †`qv nq I‡K|
†mB myÜUvB GL‡bv c‡i Av‡Q ivbv|
†ivW‡m †cŠu‡QI cÖvq wf.AvB.wc. Af¨_©bv †c‡jv ivbv|
GKRb MÖvDÊ µzg¨vb cZvKv †b‡o Ii †c−bUv‡K c_ †`Lv‡jv,
cvwK©s A¨vcÖ‡b _vg‡jv †RU| †c−bUvq ivbv GKvB Av‡ivnx,
wmuwo †e‡q †b‡g G‡m †`L‡jv A`~‡i GKUv gvwm©wWR A‡c¶v
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welKb¨vÐ2 1
gvwm©wW‡R D‡V emvi Av‡M Rvbvjv w`‡q †fZ‡i ZvKv‡jv
ivbv| wcÖq GKUv gyL †`L‡Z †c‡q ey‡Ki i³ †b‡P DV‡jv
Ii| GLv‡bI Kv÷g‡mi †Kv‡bv Sv‡gjv †cvnv‡Z n‡jv bv|
MÖxK B‡›Uwj‡RÝ-Gi `yÕRb Awdmvi gvwm©wWR †_‡K †b‡g
Kig`©b Ki‡jv ivbvi mv‡_, ï‡f”Qv Rvwb‡q we`vq wb‡jv|
ivbv‡K wb‡q Ii wcÖq eÜz †Q‡o w`‡jv Mvwo| Gqvi‡cvU© †_‡K
†ewi‡q †ivWm UvD‡bi w`‡K Zxi †e‡M QyU‡jv gvwm©wWR|
LvwbK¶Y †Kv‡bv K_v n‡jv bv| Mvwo‡Z `yÕRb gvÎ gvbyl,
WªvBfv‡ii cv‡k ivbv| `yÕR‡bB bvK eivei mvg‡bi w`‡K
ZvwK‡q Av‡Q, ci¯ú‡ii Dcw¯’wZ m¤ú‡K© †hb m‡PZb bq|
Zvici wb¯—äZv fvO‡jv ivbv, Ôgvi‡ev kvjv GK jv_&! mvay
evevwRi †fK a‡i †gŠbeªZ cvjb KiwQm, gZjeUv wK?Õ
mv‡_ mv‡_ wKQy ej‡jv bv †mv‡nj Avn‡g`| LvwbK ci
†L` cªKvk †c‡jv Zvi Mjvq, Ô`ywbqvUvi †h Kx n‡jv! K„ZÁ
gvbyl AvRKvj Avi †`Lv hvq bv|Õ Zvici AK¯§vr ivbvi
cvuR‡i KbyB w`‡q g¯— GK ¸u‡Zv gvi‡jv †m| Ôkvjv, biK
†_‡K Zy‡j G‡b bZyb Rxeb `vb Kijvg, GKUv abëv` ch©š—
cv‡ev bv?Õ
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†b, cÖwZ`vb| g‡b _v‡K †hb, †kva‡eva n‡q †Mj| †Zvi Kv‡Q
Avgvi Avi †Kv‡bv FY †bB|Õ
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n‡q †Mj †mv‡nj|
†Vuv‡U m`q nvwm wb‡q gv_v bvo‡jv ivbv| ÔGK c¨v‡KU
2 gvmy` ivbvÐ179
bq, GKUv,Õ fyjUv awi‡q w`‡jv I|
†evev e‡b †Mj †mv‡nj| Zvici we‡ùviY NU‡jv Mvwoi
†fZi, ÔwK ejwj?Õ
ÔgyL eÜ Ki, AvjvwRf †`Lv hv‡”Q,Õ kvš— my‡i ej‡jv
ivbv|
ivbvi kvš— fveUvB Mv‡q †hb Av¸b awi‡q w`‡jv
†mv‡n‡ji, AK¯§vr †eªK K‡l Mvwo _vgv‡jv †m, gvigy‡Lv
fw½‡Z ej‡jv, Ô†Zv‡K Avwg †Kv_vI †cuŠ‡Q w`‡Z cvi‡ev bv,
kvjv, †b‡g hv Mvwo †_‡K|Õ
Av‡qk K‡i GKUv wmMv‡iU aiv‡jv ivbv, †mv‡n‡ji K_v
†hb ïb‡ZB cvqwb| Zvici big my‡i ej‡jv, ÔAvnv, gv_v
Mig KiwQm †Kb? wn‡meUv awi‡q w`‡jB †Zv n‡jv!Õ
Ôwn‡me? wK‡mi wn‡me?Õ
ÔAvgv‡K wec` †_‡K D×vi Kivi R‡b¨ GKUvi †ewk
wmMv‡iU †Zvi cvIbv nq bv|Õ
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ÔAv”Qv, ai, ZyB KvD‡K Avgvi e¨vcv‡i mycvwik Kwimwb|
CwRcwkqvb B‡›Uwj‡RÝI Avgv‡K Lyu‡R cvqwb,Õ ej‡jv ivbv|
Ôwnsmª RbZvi nv‡Z Avwg gviv †MwQ| h_vmg‡q LeiUv †cwj
ZyB| Zvici?Õ
ÔZvici wK?Õ
Ôgviv †MwQ, Kv‡RB Avgvi Avi †Kv‡bv e¨vcvi †bB,Õ
ej‡jv ivbv| ÔwKš—y †Zvi e¨vcviUv wK n‡e? Kv‡R gb emv‡Z
cviwe? fy‡j †h‡Z cviwe Avgv‡K? †Zvi AvZ¥nZ¨v Kivi B‡”Q
welKb¨vÐ2 3
n‡e bv? wKsev cÖwZ‡kva †bqvi? †L‡Z e‡mwQm, Avgvi wcÖq
Lvevi¸‡jv †`L‡j †Zvi Avi LvIqvi i“wP _vK‡e? Avgvi
†Kv‡bv evÜexi mv‡_ †`Lv n‡j †Zvi ey‡Ki †fZiUv †gvPo
w`‡q DV‡e bv? ey‡K nvZ †i‡L ej‡Z cvwim, Avwg gviv †M‡j
†Zvi w`b¸‡jv my‡L-kvwš—‡Z KvU‡e?Õ †n‡m DV‡jv ivbv,
wmMv‡i‡U j¤^v Uvb w`‡q GK gyL †auvqv Qvo‡jv †mv‡n‡ji
w`‡K| ÔKv‡RB, Avgvi R‡b¨ bq, hv wKQy K‡iwQm meB wb‡Ri
¯^v‡_©| wn‡meUvq hw` †Kv‡bv fyj _v‡K †Zv ej, ïa‡i †b‡ev|Õ
ivbv _vgvi Av‡MB Mvwo Avevi †Q‡o w`‡q‡Q †mv‡nj,
†PvL `y‡Uv hv‡Z ivbv †`L‡Z bv cvq †mR‡b¨ Ab¨w`‡K ZvwK‡q
Av‡Q †m|
nvm‡Z nvm‡Z ivbv ej‡jv, ÔmwZ¨ K_v ej‡Z wK,
wmMv‡iUUv †Zv‡K Avwg Ggwb Advi K‡iwQ, cÖwZ`vb wn‡m‡e
bq| wb‡Ri DcKvi K‡iwQm, Zvi Avevi cÖwZ`vb wK?Õ
ÔwVK Av‡Q,Õ e‡j c¨v‡KUUv ivbvi nvZ †_‡K Zy‡j wb‡jv
†mv‡nj, BwZg‡a¨ wb‡R‡K mvg‡j wb‡q‡Q †m| GKUv wmMv‡iU
awi‡q c¨v‡KUUv ZvovZvwo c‡K‡U f‡i ivL‡jv|
ˆn-ˆP Ry‡o w`‡jv ivbv, ÔwK e¨vcvi? wK KiwQm?Õ
Ôwb‡Ri DcKvi,Õ wbwj©ßK‡É ej‡jv †mv‡nj| ÔA‡f¨m n‡q
†M‡Q wKbv|Õ
ci¯ú‡ii w`‡K ZvwK‡q mk‡ã †n‡m DV‡jv `yÕRb|
nvwm _vg‡Z ivbv Rvb‡Z PvB‡jv, ÔKv‡Ri K_v †nvK|
CwRcwkqvb B‡›Uwj‡R‡Ýi Kv‡K a‡iwQwj ej‡Zv?Õ
ÔI‡ì KvD‡K bv,Õ Rvbv‡jv †mv‡nj| ÔivóªcÖavb‡K w`‡q
ivóªcÖavb‡K|Õ
4 gvmy` ivbvÐ179
ÔgvB MW! ZvB‡Zv ewj! G‡Kev‡i hv`yi g‡Zv KvR n‡q‡Q,
eySwj! Avgv‡K Iiv RvgvB Avì K‡i‡Q| Avi MªxK
B‡›Uwj‡R‡Ýi e¨vcviUv? Iiv wbðqB cywjk‡K †evSv‡Z
†c‡i‡Q, Avwg wb‡`©vl?Õ
gv_v bvo‡jv †mv‡nj| ÔMÖxK B‡›Uwj‡RÝ Aby‡iva Kivq
cywjk †Zv‡K AvUPwj−k N›Uv mgq eivÏ K‡i‡Q gvÎ| Gi g‡a¨
†Zv‡K cÖgvY Ki‡Z n‡e †Kv÷vm A¨v‡ivbvwd‡mi wfjvq hv
N‡U‡Q Zvi R‡b¨ ZyB `vqx †bvm| GL‡bv †Zv‡K Iiv m‡›`‡ni
ZvwjKvq mevi Ic‡i †i‡L‡Q, ivbv|Õ
ÔwKš—y ZyB wK Rvwbm, †Kv÷vm A¨v‡ivbvwdm †eu‡P Av‡Q?
wgk‡i iIbv nevi Av‡M Gqvi‡cv‡U© †`‡LwQ Zv‡K Avwg|Õ
ÔRvbZvg †eu‡P Av‡Q †m| wKš—y Zvi wfjvq gviv †M‡Q
`yÕRb †jvK|
Ad `¨ †iKW©, MÖxK B‡›Uwj‡R‡Ý Avgv‡ì eÜziv wek¦vm
Ki‡Z Pvq, NUbvUvi mv‡_ †Zvi †Kv‡bv m¤úK© †bB| wKš—y
Z`‡š— wX‡jXvjv fve †`Lv‡bvi SuywK Zviv wb‡Z cv‡i bv|
Le‡ii KvM‡R hw` Qvcv nq †h evsjv‡`‡ki GKRb ¯úvB
NUbvi mv‡_ RwoZ wQ‡jv Rvbv m‡Ë¡I Zviv Zv‡K †Q‡o
w`‡q‡Q|Õ
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gv_v SvuwK‡q †mv‡nj ej‡jv, ÔZvi †ewk A‡c¶v Ki‡Z
cvi‡e bv Iiv| Z‡e mgm¨v nevi K_v bq, KviY Zvi A‡bK
Av‡MB MÖxm †Q‡o P‡j hvwe ZyB| wKš—y hw` bv hvm, Iiv †Zv‡K
Ly‡bi Awf‡hv‡M †MÖdZvi Ki‡Z eva¨ n‡e| wW‡Ubk‡b cvVv‡Z
welKb¨vÐ2 5
cv‡i, Zvigv‡b Awbw`©óKvj AvUKv‡`k w`‡Z cv‡i †KvU©|
†m‡¶‡Î Avgiv †Zv‡K †Kv‡bv iKg mvnvh¨B Ki‡Z cvi‡ev
bv| K_vUv g‡b †i‡L hv wKQy Kivi Ki‡Z n‡e †Zv‡K|Õ
mx‡U †njvb w`‡jv ivbv, GKUy M¤¢xi n‡q DV‡jv †Pnviv|
Rvbvjvi evB‡i m~h©‡èZv †nwjqm-Gi wcÖq Øxc bxj AvKv‡ki
wb‡P †iv‡` Sjgj Ki‡Q| gw›U w¯§_ †ivWm UvD‡bi cye mxgvq
gv_vPvov w`‡q i‡q‡Q, K‡qK wK‡jvwgUvi mvg‡b| IB
cvnv‡oi P~ov †_‡K w¯§_ bv‡g GKRb Bs‡iR ¯úvB
†b‡cvwjq‡bi RvnvR en‡ii Ici bRi †i‡LwQj|
†PvL wdwi‡q ivbv‡K j¶ Ki‡jv †mv‡nj, ÔcÖvq †cuŠ‡Q
†MwQ,Õ ej‡jv I|
Ôwb‡KvjvB c¨vwmgf wK GLv‡b Av‡Qb?Õ
Ôbv _vKvi wK KviY?Õ
ivbv wKQy ej‡jv bv| my‡qR K¨v‡b‡j hv N‡U‡Q, meB cÖvq
Rvbv Av‡Q †mv‡n‡ji| Kbmy‡j‡U ivbvi mv‡_ †dv‡b
†hvMv‡hvM K‡iwQj †m| mwZ¨B †Zv, i“k weÁvbxi †ivW‡m bv
_vKvi †Kv‡bv KviY †bB| i“k wfbœ gZvej¤^x‡K WvP RR©
mivmwi GLv‡b wb‡q Avm‡e, Zuv‡K GBPAviwm-i †ndvR‡Z
ivLv n‡e, GUvB †Zv hyw³m½Z| wKš—y, K‡b©©j i“¯—g‡fi mv‡_
Ii Ø‡›`¡i K_v g‡b †i‡L, mvgvb¨B ¯^w¯—‡eva Ki‡jv ivbv|
MÖxK †KvwUcwZ cÖm‡½ wd‡i G‡jv I| ÔZyB ejwj, †Zviv
RvbwZm †Kv÷vm A¨v‡ivbvwdm †eu‡P Av‡Q?Õ
ÔAvgiv m‡›`n K‡iwQjvg e¨vcviUv| wfjvq †h jvk¸‡jv
cvIqv †M‡Q, `yÕRb‡KB mbv³ Kiv m¤¢e n‡q‡Q|Õ
ÔwØZxq jvkUv Kvi?Õ
6 gvmy` ivbvÐ179
ÔGKRb gvwK©b bvweK, GWIqvW© MÖxb|Õ
ÔGB GKB GWIqvW© MÖxb wK wnDg¨vb ivBUm Ks‡MÖm-Gi
n‡qI KvR K‡i?Õ AevK n‡q Rvb‡Z PvB‡jv ivbv| Ô†m-B wK
wb‡KvjvB c¨vwmgf‡K †bwgwm‡m Zyy‡jwQj?Õ
ÔwVK ZvB| †Zvi †Kv‡bv aviYv Av‡Q, †ivW‡m G‡jv wK
K‡i †jvKUv? GLv‡b wK KiwQj †m?Õ
gv_v bvo‡jv ivbv| Ôbv|Õ GK gyn~Z© ci ej‡jv, ÔG-
e¨vcv‡i GBPAviwm Kg©KZ©v‡ì wK ejvi Av‡Q?Õ
ÔcÖ_‡g Zviv MÖxb‡K wm. AvB. G.-i †jvK e‡j gvb‡Z
Pvqwb| Mªx‡bi †Wvwk‡q †`Levi ci ej‡Q, wm. AvB. G. †ivcY
K‡iwQj Zv‡K, Zv‡ì AÁv‡Z|Õ
Ôûg| Zv‡ì AÁv‡Z GiKg Av‡iv K‡Zv Pi ILv‡b
jywK‡q Av‡Q †K Rv‡b|Õ
Ô†Zvi GB †Kv÷vm A¨v‡ivbvwdm m¤ú‡K© †LvuR-Lei
wb‡qwQ Avwg,Õ bvgUv D”Pvi‡Yi mgq KÉ¯î I gy‡Li fve
K‡Vvi n‡q DV‡jv †mv‡n‡ji| Ô†m-B †bwgwm‡mi gvwjK,
Rvwbm †Zv?Õ
Ônu¨v, P›`b Avgv‡K e‡j‡Q|Õ
ÔAv‡iv Av‡Q| †jvKUv Avg©m ¯§vMjvi, wecyj UvKvi gvwjK
nIqvi wcQ‡b †mUvB Avmj inm¨| †jevb‡bi M„nhy×‡K cyuwR
K‡i wb‡Ri Av‡Li ¸wQ‡q wb‡q‡Q|Õ
†QvÆ LuvwoUvi K_v g‡b co‡jv ivbvi, A¨v‡ivbvwdm wfjvi
mivmwi wb‡P, cv_y‡i cÖvPxi wZb w`K †_‡K cÖvq Avovj K‡i
†i‡L‡Q| ÔZvi BqUUv †hLv‡b ivLv nq,Õ ej‡jv ivbv, ÔRvqMvUv
Lyu‡R cvIqv cÖvq Am¤¢e| cÖK…wZi GKUv `vb, ¯§vMwj‡Oi
welKb¨vÐ2 7
Kv‡R jvMv‡”Q A¨v‡ivbvwdm|Õ
ÔAvwd«Kvi A‡bK †`‡ki mv‡_ A‡¯¿i A‰ea eëmv Ki‡Q
†jvKUv| ïay Avg©mB nq‡Zv bq, †PvivB wkíKg© ev WªvM‡mi
eëmvI K‡i e‡j m‡›`n KiwQ| fv‡jvfv‡e Zvi AZxZ
Rvb‡Z n‡j Av‡iv mgq ìKvi|Õ
Ômš—yó Kivi g‡Zv wKQy ejwQm bv|Õ
Ô†jvKUv Avm‡j my‡hvMmÜvbx, Zvi g‡Zv †jvfx gvbyl Lye
KgB †`Lv hvq| Z‡e, ewniveiY ev B‡gR m¤ú‡K© fvwi
m‡PZb| †h-†Kv‡bv wePv‡i mvaviY wµwgbvj Zv‡K ejv hv‡e
bv|Õ †ivWm UvD‡bi kniZjx‡Z †cŠuQy‡jv Mvwo, iv¯—vi `yÕcv‡k
BUvwjqvb ¯’vcZïxwZi JrKl© wb‡q mvwi mvwi `vjvb-†KvVv,
cÖwZwU evwoi mvg‡b my`„k¨ evMvb| †mw`‡K bv ZvwK‡q e‡j
P‡j‡Q †mv‡nj, ÔwbæweË cwiev‡ii †Q‡j, Z‡e gv‡qi Zid
†_‡K ¸i“Z¡c~Y© wKQy †hvMv‡hvM wQ‡jv, hwÌ Zvi evev †m¸‡jv
eënvi Ki‡Z †k‡Lwb| †jLvcovq fv‡jv wQ‡jv †Kv÷vm
A¨v‡ivbvwdm| MÖxK d‡ib mvwf©‡m fv‡jv GKUv c` †c‡Z Zvi
†Kv‡bv Amywe‡a nqwb| ILv‡b _vK‡ZB Amr wKš—y ¶gZvevb
wKQy †jv‡Ki mv‡_ cwiPq nq| †jevb‡b wmwfj IAi Zy‡½
DV‡jv, †m-I BÜb †hvMvevi my‡hvM †c‡q †Mj|
ÔZviI Av‡M Ub Ub A¯¿ †Mvc‡b cvPvi Kivi K…wZZ¡
†`wL‡q m¤¢ve¨ †µZv‡ì g‡b Av¯’vi fve G‡b‡Q †m|
BD‡iv‡ci cÖvq me †`k †_‡K A¯¿ wKb‡Zv, mxj Kiv
Iq¨vinvD‡m †Zvjv n‡Zv †m-me, gš¿x-cÖwZgš¿x‡ì Nyl †`qvi
d‡j miKvix ms¯’v †_‡K BÝ‡cKk‡bi R‡b¨ KvD‡K cvVv‡bv
8 gvmy` ivbvÐ179
n‡Zv bv| cÖvq ivZvivwZ wgwjI‡bqvi e‡b hvq A¨v‡ivbvwdm|
GB UvKv w`‡q Av‡iv cÖfvekvjx †jvK‡ì c‡K‡U f‡i †m,
f~ga¨mvMixq Aš—Z QÕUv †`‡ki †cÖv‡UKkb wK‡b †d‡j| GKB
mv‡_ AvBbm¤§Z eëmv‡ZI wewb‡qvM K‡i †m| RvnvR †K‡b,
GgbwK wÎcwj‡Z GKUv wkcBqvW©I| †Kv_vq †hb Zvi GKUv
widvBbvwiI Av‡Q| Z‡e, GL‡bv †jvf Zvi †g‡Uwb| †gvUv
jvf †`L‡j wb‡R‡K mvg‡j ivL‡Z cv‡i bv|Õ
cyi‡bv kn‡ii M¤¢xi`k©b cvuwPj †cwi‡q mi“ iv¯—vq †ewi‡q
G‡jv gvwm©wWR| mveav‡b Mvwo Pvjv‡”Q †mv‡nj, Pvicv‡k
wMRwMR Ki‡Q Uz¨wi÷| ivbvi †nv‡U‡ji cv‡k _vg‡jv †m|
Ôg‡b n‡”Q †K.wR.we. cvnviv ewm‡q‡Q GLv‡b,Õ †nv‡U‡ji
jwe‡Z Xz‡KB weoweo Ki‡jv ivbv|
jwe Gwj‡fU‡ii w`‡K G‡Mv‡jv Iiv, †QvÆ K‡i gv_v
SvuKv‡jv †mv‡nj| wdmwdm K‡i ej‡jv, Ônu¨v, AvwgI †W¯‹
K¬vK©‡K gv_v †`vjv‡Z †`Ljvg| AevK nIqvi wKQy †bB, I‡ì
wUg-IAK© AZ¨š— fv‡jv|Õ
wekvj GKUv dzj`vwb‡Z GKMv`v †Mvjvc ivLv n‡q‡Q,
Gwj‡fU‡ii †evZvgUv Zvi Ic‡i| †mUvq Pvc w`‡q A‡c¶v
Kivi mgq PU K‡i jwei Ici GKevi †PvL eywj‡q wb‡jv
ivbv| †g‡S‡Z Bmjvgx m~Pxwkí‡kvwfZ Kv‡c©U, †`qv‡j
ga¨hyMxq jÉb| †W¯‹ K¬v‡K©i m~² ms‡KZ MÖnYKvix e¨w³wU‡K
wbweówP‡Ë Le‡ii KvMR co‡Z †`L‡jv I|
GKRb eëmvqx ev Uy¨wi‡÷i Kvco c‡i _vK‡jB †hb
¯^vfvweK n‡Zv, wKš—y †Wwbg civ †jvKUv‡K fviZxq bvweK‡ì
g‡Zv jvM‡jv ivbvi| j¤^v-PIov †Pnviv, †ckxeûj kixi, k³
welKb¨vÐ2 9
†Pvqvj| mivmwi ivbvi w`‡K bq, †PvL Zy‡j wmwj‡Oi w`‡K
GKevi ZvKv‡jv †m| ivbv †`L‡jv, †MvjvKvi gy‡L †PvL `y‡Uv
Zvi Kv‡jv| Kv‡jv †KuvKov‡bv Pyj| †K.wR.we. wewfbœ †`‡ki
†jvK‡ì Pi wn‡m‡e Kv‡R jvMvq, Rv‡b ivbv| wgk‡i hv‡ì
†`‡L‡Q, Zv‡ì g‡a¨ †jvKUv Aek¨ wQ‡jv bv|
†K.wR.we-i Dcw¯’wZ `yÕiKg Abyf~wZ G‡b w`‡jv ivbvi
g‡b| I‡ì‡K A‡c¶v Ki‡Z †`‡L D‡ØM †eva Ki‡jv I,
K‡b©j i“¯—gf‡K mš—yó †`Lvi ci GLv‡b I‡ì Dcw¯’wZi
e¨vL¨v cvIqv hvq bv| BwZg‡a¨ †Zv mg¯— msKU I‡ì KvwU‡q
IVvi K_v|
Av‡iKUv K_v fve‡jv ivbv, gvV †Q‡o Iiv m‡i bv hvIqvq
†evSv hv‡”Q, wb‡KvjvB c¨vwmgf GL‡bv I‡ì bvMv‡ji evB‡i
i‡q †M‡Qb| †mw`K †_‡K e¨vcviUv ¯^w¯—Ki|
AvwocvZv h‡š¿i mÜv‡b cÖ_geviB my¨BUUvq Zj−vkx
Pvwj‡q‡Q ivbv, AvRI GKevi Pvjv‡jv| cv_y‡i g~wZ©i g‡Zv
A‡c¶v Ki‡Q †mv‡nj| AmwnòzZvi †Kv‡bv j¶Y †bB
†Pnvivq| Avmeve-c‡Îi †Kv‡bvUvB bvovPvov Kiv nqwb, Z‡e
GK‡Rvov Ly‡` Uª¨vÝwgUvi †c‡jv ivbv| GKUv †Uwj‡dv‡b,
AciUv evwZi GKUv myB‡P| nv‡Zi Zvjy‡Z wb‡q †mv‡nj‡K
†`Lv‡jv I| VvÊv †Pv‡L †`L‡jv †mv‡nj, †Kv‡bv gš—e¨ Ki‡jv
bv| Ry‡Zv w`‡q P¨vÞv K‡i Uq‡j‡U †d‡j w`‡jv ivbv I¸‡jv|
ÔAvgvi mv‡_ D‡V Gwj †h ZyB?Õ †mv‡nj‡K wR‡Ám Ki‡jv
ivbv| ÔwK e¨vcvi ej †Zv?Õ
ÔAv‡MB e¨vL¨v Kiv DwPZ wQ‡jv,Õ ej‡jv †mv‡nj| ÔGKUv
A¨vc‡q›U‡g›U Av‡Q Avgv‡ì|Õ
10 gvmy` ivbvÐ179
ÔA¨vc‡q›U‡g›U Av‡Q? Kvi mv‡_?Õ
ÔwnDg¨vb ivBUm Ks‡MÖm-Gi Gw·ªwKDwUf wW‡i±i
†mv‡ir‡mb evi‡KBb‡nBgv‡ii mv‡_|Õ
ÔAv”Qv|Õ myU‡KmUv weQvbvq †d‡j Lyj‡jv ivbv| ÔZvi mv‡_
K_v n‡q‡Q †Zvi?Õ
Ôbv| ZyB j¨vÊ Kivi LvwbK Av‡M G‡_Ý †_‡K †cuŠQyB
Avwg,Õ ej‡jv †mv‡nj| ÔGLv‡b wZwb Zuvi Bq‡U Av‡Qb|
Avgvi wek¦vm, WvP RR© Avi wb‡KvjvB c¨vwmgf‡K mv‡_ K‡i
G‡b‡Qb wZwb|Õ
Kvco cvëv‡”Q ivbv| ÔZv hw` nq, †Zvi g‡b nq bv,
Avgvi KvR †kl n‡q‡Q GLv‡b?Õ
gv_v bvo‡jv †mv‡nj| Ô†ivWm AvBj¨vÊ †_‡K wbivc`
†Kv_vI mwi‡q wb‡Z n‡e wb‡KvjvB c¨vwmgf‡K,Õ ej‡jv †m|
Ôh‡Zv¶Y Zuvi wec` bv Kv‡U, †Zvi KvR †kl n‡e bv|Õ
Ô†ivWm AvBj¨vÊ †_‡K Zuv‡K miv‡bv, wbivc‡` miv‡bv
AZ¨š— KwVb n‡e,Õ M¤¢xi my‡i ej‡jv ivbv|
ÔwmwKDwiwU A¨v‡iÄ‡g‡›Ui eë¯’v Kiv n‡q‡Q,Õ ej‡jv
†mv‡nj | ÔGqvi‡cvU© ch©š— Avgv‡ì mv‡_ cywjk _vK‡e|
GKUv PvU©vi Kiv †c−‡b †Zvjv n‡e f`ª‡jvK‡K|Õ nvZNwo
†`L‡jv †m| Ô†ò N›Uv mgq Av‡Q| myB‡W‡b †cuŠ‡Q Zuv‡K
Zy‡j †`qv n‡e XvKv d¬vB‡U| ILv‡b i“k `~Zvevm Avi
Avgv‡ì †jvK A‡c¶v Ki‡e, mvsevw`K‡ì wb‡q| ZyB Zuvi
mv‡_ cy‡ivUv c_ _vKwQm|Õ
ÔwKš—y wZwb hw` evsjv‡`‡k †h‡Z ivwR bv nb?Õ wR‡Ám
welKb¨vÐ2 11
Ki‡jv ivbv|
Ô†evSv‡Z n‡e| wb‡Ri wbivcËvi K_v fve‡Z n‡e Zuv‡K|Õ
ÔK‡b©j i“¯—g‡fi g‡Zv ZuviI hw` aviYv nq, Avgiv
Av‡gwiKvb‡ì c‡¶ KvR KiwQ? wZwb hw` Avgv‡ì‡K wek¦vm
Ki‡Z bv cv‡ib? wZwb hw` †R` a‡ib, †MuvqvZy©wg K‡ib,
Avgiv Zuvi K_vq Kvb †`‡ev bv,Õ M¤¢xi my‡i ej‡jv †mv‡nj|
Ôwb‡R‡ì Kv‡Q Avgiv cwi®‹vi, Zv‡K cyuwR K‡i evsjv‡`k
†Kv‡bv ¯^v_© D×v‡ii †Póv Ki‡Q bv| fv‡jv K_v, XvKvq †cuŠ‡Q
w`b K‡q‡Ki R‡b¨ Mv‡qe n‡q hvwe ZyB| em‡K e‡j Av‡MB
†Zvi QywU gÄyi Kwi‡q †i‡LwQ|Õ
ÔZyB fq cvw”Qm, i“¯—gf cÖwZ‡kva †bqvi R‡b¨ XvKv ch©š—
nvZ evov‡e?Õ
Ôfq cvw”Q bv, Avwg Rvwb|Õ
ÔBw_Iwcqvq hvevi wK n‡e?Õ Rvb‡Z PvB‡jv ivbv| ÔILv‡b
hvIqvi cÖ¯‘wZ wbw”Qjvg, GB mgq Rjcix †g‡gvi mv‡_
Rwo‡q †djv n‡jv Avgv‡K|Õ
ÔILvbKvi cwiw¯’wZ GLb ¯^vfvweK|Õ
Mvp meyR UvB‡qi bUUv wVKVvK Ki‡jv ivbv, eM‡ji
Zjvq †nvj÷viUv A¨vWRv÷ Ki‡jv| †cvU© mvC` †_‡K GKUv
.38 w¯§_ A¨vÊ I‡qmb msMÖn K‡i‡Q I| eªvDb R¨v‡KUUv
Mv‡q Pvwc‡q BZ¯—Z fw½‡Z †mv‡n‡ji w`‡K ZvKv‡jv I|
ÔwK n‡jv, wK fvewQm?Õ
Av‡iv GK †m‡KÊ BZ¯—Z K‡i ivbv ej‡jv, ÔAvwd«Kvi
K_v ejwj ZyB| K¨v‡bj w`‡q `w¶Y w`‡K hvw”Q‡jv †bwgwmm|
m‡›`n †bB, ivwkqvbiv RvnvRUv `Lj K‡i †bqvi Av‡M| Lvwj
12 gvmy` ivbvÐ179
†nvì wb‡q Avwd«Kvi w`‡K hvw”Q‡jv †Kb?Õ
ÔWvBfvikb, †Zvi aviYv? wK D‡Ï‡k¨?Õ †mv‡n‡ji cÖ‡kœi
g‡a¨ Amwnòz GKUv fve i‡q‡Q| nvZNwo †`L‡jv †m|
†bwgwmm m¤ú‡K© †Zgb †Kv‡bv AvMÖn †bB e‡j g‡b n‡jv|
i“k weÁvbx‡K cvIqv †M‡Q a‡i †bqvi ci AvMÖn _vKvi K_vI
bq|
ÔRvnvRUv Lvwj wQ‡jv †Kb, Avwg Rvwb bv,Õ wbPy Mjvq, †hb
wb‡Ri mv‡_ K_v ej‡Q ivbv| ÔZ‡e Avgvi wek¦vm Kivi KviY
Av‡Q †h ivwkqv †_‡K IUv iIbv n‡qwQj B‡q‡jv‡KK Kv‡M©v
wb‡q|Õ
ÔBD‡iwbqvg A·ªvBW?Õ †PvL eo Ki‡jv †mv‡nj, Zx¶è
†Pv‡L ivbvi gyLfve j¶ Ki‡jv| Ôewjm wK!Õ
wbtk‡ã gv_v SuvKv‡jv ivbv| Ô†R‡bB ejwQ Avwg|Õ
ÔwRwbmUv‡K cwi‡kvwaZ Kivi ci DBcbm-†MÖW
BD‡iwbqv‡g cwiYZ Kiv hvq!Õ
ÔRvwb| †bwgwm‡mi †W‡K nj‡`‡U `vM †`‡LwQ Avwg,
diIqvW© n¨vP Kvfv‡ii cv‡k| A¨v‡ivbvwd‡mi wfjvi Kv‡Q,
DcK~j †_‡K mvgvb¨ `~‡i, GKUv e¨v‡i‡jI IB wRwbm
†`‡LwQ| Avgvi aviYv, GLv‡bB bvgv‡bv nq Kv‡M©v, m¤¢eZ
Ab¨ †Kv‡bv Rvnv‡R †Zvjv n‡q‡Q| KvRUv Kivi mgq GKUv
e¨v‡ij cvwb‡Z c‡o hvq|Õ
K‡qK †m‡KÊ wPš—v Ki‡jv †mv‡nj, Zvici ej‡jv, Ôg‡b
n‡”Q BD‡iwbqvg wkc‡g›U wb‡q wKQy †KŠkj K‡i‡Q
A¨v‡ivbvwdm, Zvi Av‡qvR‡bi Kvi‡YB g‡b nw”Q‡jv wb‡KvjvB
c¨vwmgf nvwi‡q †M‡Qb|Õ
welKb¨vÐ2 13
Ô†KŠkjUv nvBR¨vwKsI n‡Z cv‡i|Õ
ÔZvi wb‡Ri RvnvR?Õ
Ôwb‡Ri RvnvR e‡jB †Zv KvRUv mnR n‡q‡Q| Z‡e
Kv‡Mv©Uv wb‡Ri bq Zvi| †KD wbðqB Av‡MB g~j¨ cwi‡kva
K‡i‡Q, Zv bv n‡j wRwbmUv †jvW Kiv n‡Zv bv|Õ
†mv‡nj wPwš—Z n‡jv| ÔcÖ‡mm Kiv GK RvnvR BD‡iwbqvg
IiÑGi `vg n‡e, Kg K‡iI, GK‡kv wgwjqb Wjvi,
e−¨vKgv‡K©‡U...|Õ
ÔAvmj wecÙv Ab¨Lv‡b,Õ ej‡jv ivbv| ÔwK Kv‡R eënvi
Kiv n‡e Zvi Ici wbf©i K‡i|Õ
ÔIB BD‡iwbqvg Aek¨B Lyu‡R †ei Ki‡Z n‡e, ivbv,Õ
`„pK‡É ej‡jv †mv‡nj| Ô†Kv÷vm A¨v‡ivbvwd‡mi g‡Zv †jvK
`ywbqvUv‡K aŸsm Kivi DcKiY Acv‡Î `vb Ki‡Z cv‡i, Zvi
Øviv KvRUv m¤¢e| Bmiv‡qj ev `w¶Y Avwd«Kvi g‡Zv †KvbI
†`k hw` cvigvYweK kw³i AwaKvix nq, `ywbqvi gvby‡li Nyg
nvivg n‡q hv‡e|Õ
14 gvmy` ivbvÐ179
`yB
UvKvi †jv‡f mf¨Zvi mg¯— euvab AMÖvn¨ K‡i AwZwi³ †e‡o
D‡V‡Q †Kv÷vm A¨v‡ivbvwdm| e¨w³¯^v_© AÜ K‡i w`‡q‡Q
Zv‡K, gvby‡li Kj¨vY-AKj¨vY Zvi we‡eP¨ welq bq|
KvÊÁvbnxb ¶gZv‡jvfx †Kv‡bv GKbvqK hw` A¨v‡ivbvwd‡mi
KvQ †_‡K cvIqv BD‡iwbqvg A·vBW cvigvYweK gviYv¯¿
ˆZwi‡Z eënvi K‡i, Z…Zxq wek¦hy× †e‡a hvIqv Avð‡h©i wKQy
bq|
ÔØxc †Q‡o h‡Zv ZvovZvwo m¤¢e P‡j †h‡Z n‡e Avgv‡K,Õ
ej‡jv †mv‡nj| ÔIqvì© B‡›Uwj‡RÝ KwgDwbwU‡K mZK© Kiv
ìKvi|Õ
ÔwKš—y mevB‡K wek¦vm Kiv wVK n‡e bv,Õ ej‡jv ivbv|
ÔmevB hw` Rvb‡Z cv‡i e¨vcviUv, BD‡iwbqvg nvZ Kivi
R‡b¨ `ywbqv Ry‡o GKUv Db¥Ë cÖwZ‡hvwMZv ïi“ n‡q hv‡e|Õ
ÔeyS‡Z cviwQ wK ej‡Z PvBwQm| Ly‡bvLywb KvÊ †e‡a
hv‡e|Õ
ÔAvUPwj−k N›Uv bv †ci“‡bv ch©š— GLv‡bB _vK‡Z PvB
welKb¨vÐ2 15
Avwg,Õ ej‡jv ivbv| ÔBD‡iwbqvg in‡mï Pvwe nq‡Zv GLv‡bB
†Kv_vI Avgv‡ì bv‡Ki WMvq i‡q‡Q|Õ
GKUv fyi“ DuPy K‡i ZvKv‡jv †mv‡nj| ÔA¨v‡ivbvwdm?Õ
ÔNUbvUv ïi“ n‡q‡Q GLvb †_‡K, ZvB bv? Avgvi †Kb
†hb g‡b n‡”Q, †klI n‡e GLv‡b|Õ
Ô†Kv_vq Av‡Q †m, †Zvi †Kv‡bv aviYv Av‡Q?Õ
gv_v bvo‡jv ivbv| Ô†ivW‡m _vK‡j Avwg Avðh© n‡ev bv|Õ
GK †m‡KÊ wPš—v K‡i †mv‡nj ej‡jv, Ô†h-†Kv‡bv wm×vš—
wb‡Z cviwe ZyB, cÖ‡qvR‡b| Avgvi m‡›`n n‡”Q,
A¨vmvBb‡g›UUv GiKg wec¾bK †gvo wb‡Z cv‡i e‡j Av‡MB
Av›`vR Ki‡Z †c‡iwQ‡jb em&, †mR‡b¨B †Zv‡K †RW
wK¬qvi¨vÝ w`‡Z e‡jwQ‡jb|Õ
wbtk‡ã †n‡m gv_v SuvKv‡jv ivbv, Zvici ej‡jv, ÔZ_¨ ev
Avfvm cvevi K‡Zv wewPÎ DrmB bv Av‡Q ey‡ovi|Õ
ÔGevi Zvn‡j †ei“‡Z nq Avgv‡ì,Õ ej‡jv †mv‡nj|
ÔA¨vc‡q›U‡g›UUv AZ¨š— Ri“ix|Õ
†Wwbg civ †jvKUv GL‡bv i‡q‡Q jwe‡Z| Ajm cv‡q ìRv

ch©š— †nu‡U G‡jv †m, gvwm©wWRUv‡K cvnvo †_‡K †b‡g cyi‡bv
kni †_‡K †ewi‡q †h‡Z †`L‡jv|
wbqv Av‡Mviv A_v©r bZyb evRv‡i †cŠuQy‡jv gvwm©wWR| meyR
Uvwj w`‡q QvIqv mvi mvi †Zvi‡Yi wb‡P ùvoKvK‡ì wgwUO
e‡m‡Q| kxZvZc wbqwš¿Z Mvwo †_‡K Iiv †hb GKUv Mig
Z›`y‡ii †fZi †ewi‡q G‡jv| evZvm †_‡g Av‡Q, Pvicv‡k
16 gvmy` ivbvÐ179
Uy¨wi÷‡ì wfo| †Zvi‡Yi wb‡P ùvwo‡q Qq †Kvbv DVvbUv‡K
ixwZg‡Zv R¨vš— evRvi e‡jB g‡b n‡jv ivbvi| Kv‡d Avi
my¨‡fwbi k‡c weiwZnxb †ePv-†Kbv Pj‡Q| Mv‡q Mv‡q †V‡K
Av‡Q dj, ZwiZiKvwi, gvsm Avi mxdzW Dc‡P cov
÷¨vÊ¸‡jv| KvQvKvwQ GKUv gmwR` †_‡K AvMievwZi MÜ
†f‡m Avm‡Q| PvP©Uv Av‡MI †`‡L‡Q ivbv, evRviUvi mv‡_B
BUvwjqvb d¨vwm÷iv ˆZwi K‡iwQj| BUvwjqvb kvmK‡ì
R‡b¨ ØxcUv‡K MÖx®§Kvjxb AeKvkhvcb †K›`ª wn‡m‡e M‡o
†Zvjvi GKUv gnvcwiKíbv K‡iwQ‡jb gy‡mvwjbx, evRviUv
†mB cwiKíbviB GKUv Askwe‡kl| †_‡g _vKv evZv‡m
dz‡ji MÜI i‡q‡Q, evRvi I evMv‡bi Ggb mnve¯’vb Avi
†Kv_vI †`‡L‡Q wKbv g‡b Ki‡Z cvi‡jv bv ivbv|
GKUv iv¯—v a‡i g¨vbWªvwK nviev‡ii mvg‡b P‡j G‡jv
Iiv| dzUcv‡Z †eKvi ev feNy‡i hyeK‡ì BZ¯—Z c`PviYv
j¶ Kiv †Mj| Zv‡ì‡K cvk KvwU‡q G‡Mv‡jv Iiv| GKUv
Kv‡di mvg‡b _vg‡jv †mv‡nj| ivbvi w`‡K GKevi ZvwK‡q
Av‡iK w`‡K wdi‡jv †m, Zvi `„wó AbymiY K‡i †m›U Rb
Pv‡P©i Kv‡Q †bvOi Kiv GKUv GK‡kv dzwU †gvUi BqU †`L‡jv
ivbv| Kuv‡ai Ici w`‡q wcQb w`‡K ZvKv‡jv I, wcQy †bqvi
†Kv‡bv Avfvm †c‡jv bv| †nv‡U‡ji jwe‡Z †`Lv †ckxeûj
†jvKUvi K_v g‡b c‡o †Mj|
M¨vsc−¨v¼ n‡q Bq‡U DV‡jv Iiv| bxj Rwg‡bi Ici njy`
µmwPý, myB‡W‡bi cZvKv, nvjKv evZv‡m bo‡Q| BqUUv
fvwi my›ì, †evSvB hvq abx †Kv‡bv †jv‡Ki k‡Li wRwbm|
welKb¨vÐ2 17
†m¸b Kv‡Vi ˆZwi GKUv AvdUvi †WK †ci“‡jv Iiv, mv`v
Avi jvj †Uwej-†Pqvi¸‡jv‡K cvk KvUv‡jv| †WK Avi †iBj
SKSK ZKZK Ki‡Q| w`Mš—‡iLvi w`‡K GKevi ZvKv‡jv
ivbv| nviev‡ii cÖ‡ekgy‡L †`Lv †Mj †m›U wb‡Kvjvm `yM©,
nj‡`‡U cv_y‡i †Mvovq AvQ‡o co‡Q mvM‡ii †XD| P¨v‡b‡ji
`yÕw`‡K Lvov n‡q i‡q‡Q cv_‡ii ¯—¤¢, gv_vq wm¤^jm Af
†ivWm, GKUvq †eªv‡Äi ˆZwi cyi“l-nwiY, AciUvq ¯¿x-nwiY|
†RwUUvI cv_‡ii ˆZwi, †kl gv_vq Wªvg AvK…wZi DBÊwgj,
ga¨hy‡Mi aŸsmve‡kl, cÖvPxb `yM© †_‡K Zxi ch©š— cÖmvwiZ|
wZwb e‡m Av‡Qb Kzu‡Rv n‡q| Kov fuv‡Ri jvj BDwbdg©
civ GK Pxbv †jvK †WK mycvi÷ªvKPvi Ny‡i †ewi‡q G‡jv
I‡ì mvg‡b, cwiPq-cÎ †`L‡Z PvB‡jv| Avov‡j ivLv
gvB‡µv‡dvb †_‡K †Kvgj wgDwR‡Ki kã †f‡m Avm‡Q|
Gqvi-KwÊkwbs †gwkbvwii g„`y ¸Äb XzK‡jv Kv‡b|
Bq‡Ui †Lv‡j AbeiZ AvNvZ Ki‡Q †Qv‡Uv †Qv‡Uv †XD|
ìRvUv †Mvj, Svcmv KuvP jvMv‡bv| A¨v‡UbW¨v‡›Ui wcQy
wcQy wekvj GK †mjy‡b XyK‡jv Iiv| †g‡S‡Z cyi“ Kv‡c©U,
mv`vi Ici †mvbvwj Avi bxj b·v| †mjy‡bi evZvm wng
kxZj| g~jëvb †cvkvK civ m¤§vbx AwZw_‡ì w`‡K ZvKv‡jv
ivbv| †ek K‡qKRb‡K wPb‡Z cvi‡jv I| BUvwjqvb KvD›U,
†d«Â Awf‡bZv, myBwWk g‡Wj, Rvgv©bxi †Uwbm ZviKv
†ewkifvMB BD‡ivcxq| KK‡U‡ji M−v‡m PyygyK w`‡”Q mevB,
g„`yK‡É Avjvc Ki‡Q wb‡R‡ì g‡a¨| †mjy‡bi †`qvj¸‡jv
ev‡Ni Pvgov w`‡q †gvov|
18 gvmy` ivbvÐ179
†KD Zviv I‡ì‡K j¶ Ki‡jv bv|
c_ †`wL‡q GKUv ÷vwW‡Z wb‡q Avmv n‡jv I‡ì‡K|
Pvgov †gvov GKUv †W‡¯‹i wcQ‡b e‡m Av‡Qb †mv‡ir‡mb
evi‡KBb‡nBgvi| †W‡¯‹i Ici c‡o _vKv nvZ `y‡Uv k³ gy‡Vv
n‡q Av‡Q Zuvi, cÖ_‡gB j¶ Ki‡jv ivbv|
mv`v wj‡b‡bi †e−Rvi c‡i Av‡Qb f`ª‡jvK, †eª÷ c‡KU
iwOb n‡q Av‡Q jvj i“gv‡ji †KvY †ewi‡q _vKvq| Kjv‡ii
`yB cÖv‡š— gy‡³v emv‡bv †mvbvi †evZvg Sjgj Ki‡Q| gv_vq
K¨vc, wKbvivq †ewi‡q _vKv aea‡e mv`v PyjI †hb Zuvi
AjsKvi| wKš—y wZwb e‡m Av‡Qb Kuy‡Rv n‡q|
Lvivc wKQy GKUv N‡U‡Q|
GK gyn~‡Z©i R‡b¨ g‡b n‡jv, K_v ejvi kw³ †bB Zuvi|
Zvici wZwb wki`vuov Lvov Kivi †Póv Ki‡jb, ej‡jb,
Ôwb‡KvjvB c¨vwmgf‡K wKWb¨vc Kiv n‡q‡Q| gyw³cY bv w`‡j
Zuv‡K Iiv Qvo‡e bv|Õ
Ôe¨vcviUv Avgvi Kv‡Q Awek¦vm¨ jv...,Õ em‡jv †mv‡nj, †`‡L

g‡b n‡jv eqm `k eQi †e‡o †M‡Q|
ÔAvgvi jvM‡Q bv,Õ wZ³K‡É ej‡jv ivbv| cwiKíbvq
Mj` bq, G †hb Ii e¨w³MZ civRq| Ii mv‡_ †eCgvbx
Kiv n‡q‡Q| cvëv AvNvZ nvbvi R‡b¨ Aw¯’iZv Abyfe Ki‡jv
I|
jvj‡P n‡q DV‡jv †mv‡ir‡mb evi‡KBb‡nBgv‡ii gyL|
ÔwVK wK †evSv‡Z PvB‡Qb, wg. ivbv?Õ
welKb¨vÐ2 19
Pvey‡Ki g‡Zv kã †ewi‡q G‡jv Zuvi Mjv †_‡K| wb‡R‡K
mvg‡j wb‡q‡Qb BwZg‡a¨| A_© Ges ¶gZv, `y‡UvB wecyj
cwigv‡Y Av‡Q Zuvi, Kv‡iv †LuvPv nRg Kivi avZ bq|
evi‡KBb‡nBgv‡ii ejvi fw½ Av¸‡b †hb wN †X‡j w`‡jv,
gy‡Vv Kiv GKUv nvZ †W‡¯‹i Ici †i‡L myBwWk f`ª‡jv‡Ki
w`‡K SyuK‡jv ivbv, †PvL `y‡Uv KwVb| Ô†evSv‡Z PvBwQ,
Avcbviv GKUv msMVb Pvjv‡”Qb Avbvwo, evPvj Avi fuvo‡ì
wb‡q...|Õ
Ôivbv!Õ evav w`‡jv †mv‡nj|
wKš—y _vg‡jv bv ivbv| G-ai‡bi GKUv Acv‡ik‡b Rwo‡q
covB DwPZ nqwb wnDg¨vb ivBUm Ks‡MÖ‡mi| Avcbv‡ì bv
Av‡Q †U«wbs, bv Av‡Q †hvM¨Zv| ïay cvewjwmwUi †jv‡f... |Õ
Ôkvš— †nvb, wg. ivbv,Õ VvÊv Mjvq ej‡jb
evi‡KBb‡nBgvi| ÔAvwg Avcbv‡K c~Y© wbðqZv w`‡q ejwQ,
AZ¨š— DuPy`‡ii Av`‡k© AbycÖvwYZ n‡q Avš—R©vwZK
gvbevwaKvi mgm¨vi mgvav‡b KvR KiwQ Avgiv...hviv...|Õ
ÔLye fv‡jv K_v,Õ ej‡jv ivbv| ÔwKš—y Avcbv‡ì Av`‡k©i
ewj n‡q‡Q G‡_‡Ý Avgv‡ì GKRb G‡R›U, KviY Avcwb ev
Avcbvi cÖwZwbwa WvP RR© ILv‡b Avgv‡ì wgwUsUvi K_v
†Mvcb ivL‡Z e¨_© nb| Avcbv‡ìB AbwfÁZvi R‡b¨
wb‡KvjvB c¨vwmgf‡K nvwi‡qwQ Avgiv, GLb Zv‡K cÖvY
nviv‡ZI n‡Z cv‡i| A_P Avgiv fvewQjvg wbivc‡` Zuv‡K
evwo cvwV‡q †`qv hv‡e|Õ
Ôhv nevi n‡q‡Q,Õ ej‡jv †mv‡nj| ÔGLb fve‡Z n‡e...|Õ
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20 gvmy` ivbvÐ179
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cÖkœ Ki‡jv I|
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welKb¨vÐ2 21
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cvi‡j...|Õ
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24 gvmy` ivbvÐ179
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mKv‡j Ki‡e|Õ
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welKb¨vÐ2 25
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eyS‡Z cvi‡Qb bv?Õ
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26 gvmy` ivbvÐ179
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wKš—y, ZviciI, Avgv‡ì GKUv `vwqZ¡ Av‡Q| †h‡nZy
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welKb¨vÐ2 27
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Zvn‡j e¨vcviUv ùvov‡e, †K Av‡M Luy‡R †ei Ki‡Z cv‡i
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mviv¶Y bRi ivLv ìKvi|Õ
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†K.wR.we. UvKv w`‡jv, wKš—y wg. RR© wg. c¨vwmgf‡K gyw³
w`‡jv bv? ZLb wK n‡e?Õ
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ivwkqvbiv wVKB Zv‡K Lyu‡R †ei Ki‡e, GUv †m Lye fv‡jv
K‡iB Rv‡b|Õ
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n‡e|Õ
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28 gvmy` ivbvÐ179
Ô†cÖwm‡W›U‡K Avgvi abëv` w`we,Õ ej‡jv ivbv|
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30 gvmy` ivbvÐ179
†KD bq, †jd‡Ub¨v›U Rv‡Mviw¯‹| †K.wR.we-i Av‡iK †jvK
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†jvKRb, Z‡e A¯¿Uv‡K Avovj K‡i †i‡L‡Q Rv‡Mviw¯‹i wcV
Avi MvwoUv| †KD Aw¯’i bq, Kv‡RB cw_Kiv I‡ì‡K GKUv
`j e‡j g‡b Ki‡Q| GKivk †auvqv †Q‡o Zxi‡e‡M Qy‡U †Mj
GKUv †gvUi ¯‹zUvi|
e›`x n‡Z bv PvB‡j g„Zyï SyuwK wb‡Z n‡e ivbv‡K|
Ii kixi †Kvg‡ii Kv‡Q †gvPo †L‡jv, nvZ SvcUv w`‡q
cj‡Ki R‡b¨ A¯¿Uv‡K Av‡iK w`‡K mwi‡q w`‡jv I, Zvici
Rv‡Mviw¯‹i Kwâ a‡i ZviB nuvUyi Ici m‡Rv‡i evwo gvi‡jv|
ivbvi G‡Zv KvQvKvwQ ùvov‡bv DwPZ nqwb Zvi, hwÌ †mUv
†K.wR.we-i mgm¨v| †fuvZv g¨vKvif wc¯—j wWMevwR †L‡Z
†L‡Z Qy‡U †Mj GKw`‡K, †mB mv‡_ e¨_vq ¸wO‡q DV‡jv
Rv‡Mviw¯‹| KswµU iv¯—vi Ici c‡o wcQ‡j Av‡iv LvwbK `~i
m‡i †Mj A¯¿Uv| BwZg‡a¨ wØZxq †K.wR.we. G‡R‡›Ui w`‡K
g‡bv‡hvM w`‡q‡Q ivbv, Rv‡Mviw¯‹i wcQ‡b i‡q‡Q †m| AuvZ‡K
D‡V ùvwo‡q co‡jv †jvKUv, †Kv‡Ui †fZ‡i nvZ †XvKv‡jv|
Zvi `yB Ei“i mwÜ¯’j j¶¨ K‡i jvw_ Pvjv‡jv ivbv, cÖwZc¶
mu¨vr K‡i GKcv‡k m‡i hvIqvq e¨_© n‡jv †mUv| †duvm K‡i
welKb¨vÐ2 31
wbtk¦vm †d‡j PiwKi g‡Zv Nyi‡jv Rv‡Mviw¯‹, av°vUv †c‡U
MÖnY Ki‡jv ivbv, †Kvgi SuvwK‡q gvwm©wW‡Ri Ici ûgwo †L‡q
co‡Z mvnvh¨ Ki‡jv Rv‡Mviw¯‹‡K| Rv‡Mviw¯‹ Mvwoi Mv‡q
wcV w`‡q c‡o‡Q †`‡L mivmwi Zvi bvK eivei Nywm Pvjv‡jv
ivbv, Aiw¶Z bvKUv‡K Av¶wiK A‡_©B mgZj K‡i w`‡jv I|
wØZxq †jvKUv‡K wbi¯¿ Kivi R‡b¨ gwiqv n‡q Nyi‡jv, wKš—y
g‡b nZvkv Avi kix‡i wkiwk‡i GKUv fve wb‡q Abyfe
Ki‡jv, †n‡i †M‡Q I|
Av‡iKUv g¨vKvif A‡Uv‡gwUK †jvjyc `„wó‡Z ZvwK‡q
Av‡Q Ii `yB †Pv‡Li gvSLv‡b|
G‡ZvB cwi®‹vi GKUv `„k¨, gyn~Z©wU nZf¤^ K‡i w`‡jv
ivbv‡K| Mvb e¨v‡i‡ji †fZi KyrwmZ MfxiZv, D‡ËRbvq
Aaxi P¨vÞv gyLUv †hb †fOwP KvU‡Q, cyi“ †VuvU `y‡Uv †fZi
w`‡K fuvR n‡q †X‡K w`‡q‡Q `yÕmvwi ùvZ|
cigyn~‡Z© †ckxeûj GKUv nvZ w¶cÖ mv‡ci g‡Zv †Qvej
gvi‡jv, †mB mv‡_ cÖKvÊ GKUv gy‡Vvi B¯úvZKwVb wMuU¸‡jv
†_uZ‡j w`‡jv gyLUv‡K|
gy‡VvUvi gvwjK †Wwbg civ †jvKUv, hv‡K fyj K‡i I‡ì
`‡ji †jvK e‡j †f‡ewQj ivbv...|
†K.wR.we. G‡R‡›Ui cZb NU‡jv †hb GKUv Uª¨vc-†Wv‡ii
†fZi w`‡q| Mvwoi †fZi †_‡K Aci †jvKUv wPrKvi K‡i wK
†hb ej‡jv, K¨v½vi“i g‡Zv jvd w`‡q GKcv‡k m‡i †Mj
ivbv| wmwK †m‡KÊ ci Mvwo †_‡K †fuvZv AvIqvR n‡jv,
†ewi‡q G‡jv GKUv ey‡jU|
32 gvmy` ivbvÐ179
iv¯—vi Ici KbyB Avi nuvUy w`‡q axiMwZ‡Z jvwU‡gi g‡Zv
Nyi‡Q Rv‡Mviw¯‹, A‡¯¿i †Luv‡R Gw`K Iw`K nvZov‡”Q| iv¯—vq
wcV w`‡q c‡o Av‡Q wØZxq †K.wR.we. G‡R›U, evZvm †U‡b eyK
dywj‡q †bqvi e¨_© †Póv Ki‡Z Ki‡Z cvk wdi‡jv †m, wX‡j
n‡q _vKv GKUv †Pvqv‡j nvZ eywj‡q mvov cvevi †Póv Ki‡Q|
dzUcv‡Zi mPj wfo †hb Kov agK †L‡q w¯’i cv_i n‡q
†M‡Q|
QyU‡jv ivbv, GKUv †KvY Nyi‡jv, Zvici Nvo wdwi‡q
wcQb w`‡K ZvKv‡jv| cÖKvÊ‡`nx †jvKUv †`Šov‡”Q bv e‡j
jvdv‡”Q ejvB fv‡jv, †Pv‡Li wb‡g‡l ivbvi cv‡k P‡j G‡jv
†m| †K.wR.we. G‡R›U‡ì w`‡K ZvwK‡q Av‡Q ivbv| ÔAv‡Mi
R‡b¥ wK †hb e‡jwQ‡j bvgUv?Õ wR‡Ám Ki‡jv I, Bs‡iwR‡Z|
d¨vP-d¨vP kã n‡jv, cÖKvÊ‡`nx †jvKUv nvm‡Q| Ôgwbi,Õ
ej‡jv †m, weï× evsjvq| Ôgwbi †nv‡mb| Pjyb, m¨vi,
ZvovZvwo †K‡U cwo|Õ
Zv¾e e‡b †M‡Q ivbv| ÔùvovI †n, GK wgwbU,Õ e‡j gwbi
†nv‡m‡bi Avcv`g¯—K wbix¶Y Ki‡jv I| ÔZywg...Zywg
evOvjx?Õ
ivbv‡K evsjv ej‡Z ï‡b nuv n‡q †Mj wekvj‡`nx gwbi
†nv‡mb|
Ôm¨vi, Av-AvcwbI Zvn‡j...Bqv Mvdzi“i iwng!Õ
†Pv‡Li †KvY w`‡q ivbv †`L‡jv, gvwm©wWR †_‡K jvd w`‡q
bvg‡jv WªvBfvi, Zvi wcQy wcQy e¨vK mx‡Ui †jvKUv| `yÕRb
wg‡j aivawi K‡i AvnZ †jvKUv‡K Mvwo‡Z Zyj‡jv| cigyn~‡Z©
welKb¨vÐ2 33
QyU‡jv gvwm©wWR, mvg‡bi †Lvjv ìRv j¶¨ K‡i jvd w`‡jv
Rv‡Mviw¯‹|
ÔIiv Avcbv‡K aivi R‡b¨ G‡jv bv †Kb, m¨vi?Õ wR‡Ám
Ki‡jv gwbi †nv‡mb, GL‡bv mk‡ã nuvcv‡”Q †m|
ÔAvgvi g‡Zv IivI cywj‡ki nv‡Z co‡Z Pvq bv,Õ ej‡jv
ivbv| ÔKcvj g›` a‡i wb‡q my‡hvM _vK‡Z cvjv‡”Q|Õ wgk‡i
_vK‡Z Iiv †h fyj K‡i‡Q Zv eyS‡Z †c‡i‡Q †K.wR.we.
G‡R›Uiv, †mUv ms‡kva‡bi R‡b¨ duv` †c‡ZwQj| Avevi Iiv
I‡K aivi R‡b¨ wd‡i Avm‡e, Rv‡b ivbv| eo K‡i k¦vm †U‡b
gwbi †nv‡m‡bi w`‡K wdi‡jv I, LyuwU‡q j¶ Ki‡jv Zv‡K|
Ôm¨vi, Iiv wK ivwkqvb?Õ
Ôïay ivwkqvb n‡j wb‡R‡K fvMëvb g‡b KiZvg,Õ ej‡jv
ivbv| Ôivwkqvb‡ì g‡a¨ me‡P‡q wbK…ó Iiv, †K.wR.we-i i“¯—
gf MÖ“c|Õ nVvr †Lqvj n‡jv ivbvi| ÔZywg Rvb‡j wKfv‡e?Õ
Avevi †mB Ak−xj d¨vP-d¨vP kã K‡i nvm‡jv gwbi
†nv‡mb| ÔAvwg A‡bK wKQy Rvwb, m¨vi|Õ
Ô†Zvgvi cwiPq wK? Avgvi wcQy wb‡qwQ‡j †Kb? Avgv‡K
mvnvh¨B ev Ki‡j wK g‡b K‡i?Õ
ÔAvcwb, m¨vi, gvmy` ivbv|Õ meRvš—vi nvwm dzU‡jv gwbi
†nv‡m‡bi gy‡L|
ÔZywg Avgv‡K †P‡bv?Õ
ÔR¡x, m¨vi|Õ
Ô†K Zywg?Õ
†Mvj gyL †_‡K nv‡Zi D‡ëvwcV w`‡q Nvg gyQ‡jv gwbi
34 gvmy` ivbvÐ179
†nv‡mb| ÔAvgvi Avmj cwiPq evOvj I KvOvj, m¨vi| fyLv
gvbyl| UvKvi R‡b¨ n‡b¨ n‡q AvwQ| wKš—y we‡`k-wefyuB‡q G‡m
Pywi †Zv Avi Ki‡Z cvwi bv| †`‡ki bvg Wye‡e| wKš—y, m¨vi,
hw` RvbZvg Avcwb Avgvi †`kx...|Õ
Ô†ewk K_v bv e‡j wb‡Ri cwiPqUv `vI,Õ weiw³i mv‡_
ej‡jv ivbv |
Ôwewµ Kivi g‡Zv GKUv Mí Av‡Q Avgvi Kv‡Q, m¨vi,Õ
ej‡jv gwbi †nv‡mb, M¤¢xi| ÔAvcwb AvMÖ‡ni mv‡_ ïb‡Z
PvB‡eb|Õ
Zvi w`‡K Zx¶è †Pv‡L ZvKv‡jv ivbv|
ÔAvcwb †nv‡U‡j †d‡ib wKbv †`Lvi R‡b¨ `yÕw`b a‡i
A‡c¶v KiwQjvg, m¨vi| Avcwb G‡jb wVKB, wKš—y mv‡_ duvcv
Avw¯—b †`‡L gbUv Lvivc n‡q †Mj| f`ª‡jvK Avcbvi KvQ
†_‡K we`vq bv †bqv ch©š— A‡c¶v Ki‡Z n‡jv Avgv‡K| †K
Dwb, m¨vi?Õ
ÔZywg wPb‡e bv,Õ ej‡jv ivbv|
ÔAvgvi Avi †`wi Ki‡Z fv‡jv jvM‡Q bv, K¬vš— n‡q
c‡owQ| Avmyb, m¨vi|Õ
dzUcvZ a‡i nuvU‡Z ïi“ Ki‡jv gwbi †nv‡mb, g¨vbWªvwK
÷ªx‡Ui w`‡K| GK †m‡KÊ BZ¯—Z K‡i Zvi wcQy wb‡jv ivbv|
Xvj †e‡q c−vwUqv wmwgm-G G‡jv Iiv, Mw_K wLjvbIqvjv

A¯¿vMviUv‡K cvk KvUv‡jv, wLjvb¸‡jvi gm„Y Kiv cv_i
K…wÎg Av‡jvq PKPK Ki‡Q| ågY wejvmxiv Nyi Nyi Ki‡Q
welKb¨vÐ2 35
Pvicv‡k, PvcvK‡É we¯§qaŸwb, †hb fq cv‡”Q †Rv‡i K_v
ej‡j cÖvPxb †èZv‡ì Nyg †f‡O hv‡eÑhxïi wZb‡kv eQi
Av‡M ˆZwi GKUv gw›`‡ii DV‡b Zuv‡ì g~wZ©¸‡jvB ïay
aŸs‡mi nvZ †_‡K i¶v †c‡q‡Q| Wvbw`‡K mvBwg †MU,
†fZ‡i ZvKv‡j evwYwR¨K e›`‡ii LvwbKUv †`Lv hvq, †m-hy‡M
bvg wQ‡jv Gg‡evwi‡qv, Pviw`K †_‡K `yM©cÖvPxi w`‡q †Niv|
cvBwiqvm †_‡K Avmv †ewkifvM RvnvR Avi †bŠ‡Kv ILv‡bB
†bvOi †dj‡Zv| mv`v GKUv jvBbvi i‡q‡Q GB gyn~‡Z©,
K‡qK‡kv †cvU©‡nvj †_‡K Av‡jvi Avfv †ewi‡q Avm‡Q|
nb nb K‡i wd«Wg †MU †cwi‡q G‡jv Iiv| †KD †Kv‡bv
K_v ej‡Q bv|
Nvo wdwi‡q wcQb w`‡K ZvKv‡jv ivbv| DwØMœ nevi g‡Zv
wKQy †Pv‡L co‡jv bv|
ivbv‡K AvKwU eyeyjv-i w`‡K wb‡q hv‡”Q gwbi †nv‡mb|
cÖKvÊ euv‡ai Ici D‡V G‡jv Iiv, g¨vbWªvwK nviev‡ii
mvMigyLx w`KUv‡K GB euvaB i¶v Ki‡Q| ivbv‡K cvk KvwU‡q
mvg‡b GwM‡q †Mj gwbi †nv‡mb| ivbvi †Pnvivq we¯§q j¶¨
Ki‡jv †m| ivbv †`L‡jv, mvg‡b wKQy †bB, Av‡Q ïay wZb‡U
cÖvPxb DBÊwgj Avi †dvU© †mB›U wb‡Kvjvm, gv_vq
jvBUnvD‡mi Ly‡` Av‡jvUv R¡jR¡j Ki‡Q|
cyi‡bv kni wcQ‡b †d‡j Avmvq evZv‡m kxZ kxZ fve
i‡q‡Q, euv‡ai wb‡P †bvOi †djv K‡qKUv jÂ Avi w÷gvi
†`Lv †Mj| nviev‡ii cvwb‡Z Av‡jvi cÖwZdjb †PvL-auvwa‡q
w`‡jv I‡ì|
36 gvmy` ivbvÐ179
`~‡ii K‡qKUv Zuvey AvK…wZi Kv‡d †_‡K Mvb-evRbvi
AvIqvR †f‡m Avm‡Q|
nuvUvi MwZ GK mgq Kwg‡q Avb‡jv gwbi †nv‡mb, ivbv
cv‡k Avmvi ci ej‡jv, ÔAvcwb wbðqB Avgv‡K cvMj
fve‡Qb, m¨vi| fve‡Qb, Gw`‡K †Kb wb‡q Gjvg Avcbv‡K|
MíUvB mg¯— wKQy e¨vL¨v Ki‡e, m¨vi| RvqMvUv Avcbvi
wbivc` e‡j g‡b n‡”Q bv?Õ
ÔAvwg A‡c¶v KiwQ,Õ nuvU‡Z nuvU‡Z ej‡jv ivbv|
Ôivwkqvb‡ì K_v Zywg †Kv‡Ì‡K Rvb‡j?Õ
ÔmeB mgq g‡Zv Rvb‡Z cvi‡eb, m¨vi| meB †Zv Avgvi
M‡íi Ask| weov‡ji fv‡M¨ †hgb wku‡K †Qu‡o, †Zgwb Avgvi
fv‡MÏ wQu‡o‡Q, `yÕw`b A‡c¶v Kivi ci Avcbvi †`Lv
†c‡qwQ|Õ
ÔAvwg wd‡i Avm‡Z cvwi, G-K_v †Zvgvi g‡b n‡jv †Kb?Õ
Ô†nv‡U‡ji †iwR÷vi †`‡L| Avcwb wej †gUvbwb| †W¯‹
K¬vK©‡K Aí wKQy WªvKgv Nyl w`‡q Avcbvi bvgUvI Avwg †R‡b
wbB|Õ euv‡ai wKbviv †_‡K wb‡Pi w`‡K _y_y †dj‡jv †m| ÔZv,
m¨vi, †`‡k Avcbvi †K †K Av‡Qb? kv`x K‡i‡Qb?Õ
Ôe¨w³MZ cÖm½ _vK,Õ ej‡jv ivbv| ÔMíUv wK †kvbvI
†`wL Gevi| Avgvi K_v Zywg Rvb‡j wKfv‡e|Õ
_vg‡jv gwbi †nv‡mb, ivbvi w`‡K wdi‡jv| Ô†g‡qUv
my›ìx, m¨vi| bvg...wgwj...cyjwUm| Avcwb Zv‡K †P‡bb, ZvB
bv?Õ
wew¯§Z n‡jv ivbv| wKQy ej‡jv bv I| wPš—v Ki‡Q|
welKb¨vÐ2 37
ÔMÖxK †g‡q, †èxi g‡ZvB †`L‡Z, wKš—y fvwi QUd‡U| †ek
j¤^v, †PvL †div‡bv hvq bv|Õ d¨vP-d¨vP K‡i KyrwmZ nvm‡jv
gwbi †nv‡mb| Ô†mw·ª|Õ
Ô†Kv_vq †m?Õ Pvcv Mjvq M‡R© DV‡jv ivbv| wb‡Pi †VuvU
GKevi Kvg‡o Avevi nuvU‡Z ïi“ Ki‡jv gwbi †nv‡mb|
Ô†hLv‡bB _vKzK, G-Rxe‡b Avcbv‡K †`L‡Z cv‡e e‡j Avkv
Ki‡Q bv...|Õ
Ô†`L‡Z Pvq bv e‡j, bvwK...?Õ
ÔZvi aviYv, wbN©vZ Avcwb gviv †M‡Qb, m¨vi| cuvPg‡bi
mv‡_ Zv‡K Avwg K_v ej‡Z ï‡bwQ...bvgUv wVKg‡Zv D”PviY
Ki‡Z cvwi bv, m¨vi|Õ
ivbvi nvU©weU AK¯§vr †e‡o †Mj| Ôc¨vwmgf| Zv‡K
†`‡L‡Qv Zywg?Õ
Ôey‡ov GK`g †evev †m‡R Av‡Q, m¨vi| Avn&, m¨vi, wK
hZè! †kl e‡q‡m Agb my›ìx hw` cvB, m¨vi, AvwgI Aviv‡g
†PvL ey‡R c‡o _vK‡ev|Õ
ÔcÖ_g †_‡K ïi“ K‡iv,Õ ej‡jv ivbv, wb‡`©‡ki my‡i|
ÔcÖ_g †_‡K? wVK Av‡Q| GK nßvi g‡Zv n‡e, cv_‡ii ¯—
~‡c AvUKv c‡o wQjvg Avwg, m¨vi| Avgv‡ì RvnvR
†Kv¤úvbx...|Õ
ÔRvnvR? †bwgwmm?Õ `ª“Z Rvb‡Z PvB‡jv ivbv|
ÔwK?Õ
Ô†Zvgv‡ì Rvnv‡Ri bvg †bwgwmm?Õ
Ôbv| Zv †Kb n‡e? bvBU ÷vi, m¨vi| cvbvgvq †iwRw÷ª
Kiv| hvB †nvK, K¨vc‡Ub Avgv‡ì‡K Rvbv‡jv, †Kv¤úvbx
38 gvmy` ivbvÐ179
jvjevwZ †R¡‡j‡Q| Avgv‡ì †ewkifvM µz‡K †eZb QvovB
Zx‡i bvwg‡q †`qv n‡jv| GiKg †h gv‡S-g‡a¨ N‡U bv, Zv
bq| Aí K‡qKRb µy wb‡q RvnvRUv †diZ †Mj gv‡m©‡jm-
G| c‡K‡U †ewk UvKv †bB †h fv‡jv †Kv‡bv †nv‡U‡j DV‡ev ev
Nyl w`‡q Av‡iK Rvnv‡R KvR RywU‡q †b‡ev| †`‡k †divi †Zv
cÖkœB I‡V bv| Kv‡RB Iw`‡Ki IB DBÊwg‡j VuvB wbjvg|Õ
AÜKv‡ii †fZi A¯úó KvVv‡gvUvi w`‡K nvZ Zyj‡jv
gwbi †nv‡mb| ÔZvici, m¨vi, wZb w`b Av‡M, nVvr K‡i
nvwRi n‡jv DBÊwg‡j| wgwj, cuvPgb, _ywo, c¨vwmgf, Avi
WvP RR© bv‡g GK †jvK| ZLbI †fvi n‡Z †`wi Av‡Q,
m¨vi...|Õ
fv‡jv K‡i DBÊwgjUv †`Lvi †Póv Ki‡jv ivbv, g‡b g‡b
D‡ËwRZ n‡q D‡V‡Q| ìRv ev wbtm½ †PŠ‡Kv Rvbvjv w`‡q
evB‡i †Kv‡bv Av‡jv Avm‡Q bv| ÔZviv wK GL‡bv ILv‡b
Av‡Q?Õ i“×k¦v‡m Rvb‡Z PvB‡jv I|
Ôbv| Z‡e †Kv_vq Av‡Q Avwg Rvwb...gv‡b, Av›`vR Ki‡Z
cvwi| Avcwb I‡ì †LuvR †c‡Z Pvb, m¨vi?Õ
ÔPvB|Õ
ÔLiPv Av‡Q, m¨vi|Õ
bvg¸‡jv wVK e‡j‡Q †jvKUv, fve‡jv ivbv| m‡›`n †bB,
Av‡iv wKQy Rv‡b †m| ÔUvKv cv‡e,Õ ej‡jv I| ÔwKš—y wewbg‡q
Avgvi DcKvi nIqv PvB|Õ
ÔAvcwb Avgvi †`kx †jvK, m¨vi, Av‡jvPbv K‡i GKUv
idvq Avmv hv‡e,Õ ej‡jv gwbi †nv‡mb| ÔwK Rv‡bb, K_v
welKb¨vÐ2 39
wQ‡jv WvP RR©‡K mvnvh¨ Ki‡ev Avwg| †m Avgv‡K Rvbv‡jv,
ivwkqvbiv c¨vwmgf‡K ai‡Z Pvq, Avgv‡K Zv‡ì cvnviv`vi
wn‡m‡e KvR Ki‡Z n‡e, `yB ev wZb w`b| cuvP‡kv Wjvi
cv‡ev| ej‡jv, Avgv‡K †`L‡Z n‡e c¨vwmgf †hb DBÊwgj
†Q‡o †ei“‡Z bv cv‡i| KviY Zv‡Z bvwK Zvi wb‡RiB wec`
n‡e| Avi, †KD hw` Gw`‡K Av‡m, bq-Qq eywS‡q Zv‡ì‡K
mwi‡q ivL‡Z n‡e|Õ
DBÊwg‡ji mvg‡b P‡j G‡jv Iiv| cv_‡ii wekvj GKUv
e¨v‡ij, †gvPvK…wZ Qv`| †fZ‡i Xz‡K GKUv †K‡ivwm‡bi jÉb
R¡vj‡Q gwbi †nv‡mb, Nvo wdwi‡q †d‡j Avmv `xN© euv‡ai
w`‡K ZvKv‡jv ivbv| †KD I‡ì‡K AbymiY K‡i Avm‡Q bv|
g„`y evZv‡m DBÊwg‡ji Lvwj ¯úvi¸‡jv Ku¨vPKu¨vP K‡i DV‡jv|
e›ì †_‡K †f‡m G‡jv †ev‡Ui nb©|
ARvbv GKUv AvksKv wb‡q DBÊwg‡ji †fZi XzK‡jv
ivbv| gb †_‡K A¯^w¯—‡evaUv †S‡o †dj‡jv I, eM‡ji Zjvq
nvZ w`‡q .38-Uvi ¯úk© wb‡jv GKevi|
Ôc¨vwmgf †jvKUv wKš—y, m¨vi, nvev‡Mvev bq,Õ ej‡jv gwbi
†nv‡mb| ÔWvP RR© †ewi‡q †h‡ZB Avgvi mv‡_ K_v ejvi
R‡b¨ wgwj‡K cvVv‡jv †m| wVK GLv‡b ùvwo‡q evB‡ii w`‡K
ZvwK‡q wQjvg Avwg| †g‡qUv G‡mB Avgvi mv‡_ iO-XO ïi“
Ki‡jv| cyi“lgvbyl, m¨vi, †`‡k †d‡j G‡mwQ bZyb eDUv‡K|
fv‡jv bv jvMvi †Kv‡bv KviY †bB| wR‡Ám Ki‡jv, Avwg
wmMv‡iU Lv‡ev wKbv| Zvici `y‡Uv wmMv‡iU awi‡q Avgvi
†Vuv‡U ¸u‡R w`‡jv GKUv| Zvici Rvb‡Z PvB‡jv, Avgiv Ici
40 gvmy` ivbvÐ179
Zjvq hv‡ev wKbv? ïay Avgiv `yÕRb, Avi †KD bq|Õ
Mv `ywj‡q nvm‡jv gwbi †nv‡mb| ÔAvcwb n‡j †jvf
mvgjv‡Z cvi‡Zb, m¨vi? wKš—y Zvici, m‡egvÎ wZb dzU j¤^v
n‡q †ewi‡q Avm‡Z ïi“ K‡i‡Q wRfUv, Avgv‡K mZK© K‡i
w`‡q wPrKvi w`‡jv †g‡qUv| Avgvi aviYv, †kl gyn~‡Z©
e¨vcviUv Zvi mn¨ nqwb, cwiKíbvUv evwZj Kivi wm×vš—
GKvB wb‡q †d‡j| cÖ_g †_‡KB RvbZvg Avwg, Iiv `yÕRb
GKmv‡_ Av‡Q| hvB †nvK, Nvo †divjvg Avwg, †`Ljvg g‡ì
GKUv †evZj Zy‡j Avgvi gv_vq fvO‡Z hv‡”Q c¨vwmgf| eva¨
n‡q Zvi †c‡U Nywm gvi‡Z n‡jv| †`Lyb bv, †evZjUv †f‡O
†M‡Q|Õ cv_y‡i †g‡S‡Z jvj i‡³i `vM Avi fvOv Kuv‡Pi
UyK‡iv¸‡jv †`Lv‡jv †m|
Ô†Kb †Zvgvi g‡b n‡jv, c¨vwmgf‡K mvnvh¨ Ki‡Q wgwj?Õ
Rvb‡Z PvB‡jv ivbv|
Ô†g‡qUv Avgv‡K mn¨ Ki‡Z cviwQj bv| Zvi nvefve
†`‡L e¨vcviUv eyS‡Z cvwi Avwg| wKš—y c¨vwmg‡fi cÖwZ Zvi
AvPiY †`‡L g‡b nw”Q‡jv, †jvKUv‡K KwP †LvKv e‡j g‡b
K‡i †m| mviv¶Y wdmdvm wdmdvm|Õ †Pnvivq D‡ØM Avi
wZ³Zv wb‡q cÖKvÊ gv_vUv †`vjv‡jv †m| ÔcuvP‡kv Wjvi
Aek¨B Avgvi cvIbv n‡q‡Q|Õ ivbvi w`‡K gyL Zyj‡jv †m|
ÔwKš—y UvKvUv Avwg cvBwb, m¨vi|Õ
ÔZywg Avkv Ki‡Qv UvKvUv Avwg †Zvgv‡K †`‡ev?Õ
Ôhv ï‡bwQ, m¨vi, eyS‡Z Amywe‡a nqwb c¨vwmgf †jvKUv
Lye `vgx †KD n‡e| Avcwb Zvi †Luv‡RB Avevi wd‡i G‡m‡Qb
welKb¨vÐ2 41
†ivW‡m, ZvB bv, m¨vi? †nv‡U‡ji mvg‡b GB e¨vcviUv wb‡qB
†Zv MÊ‡Mvj eva‡jv, wVK wKbv? ivwkqvbivI cvwmgf‡K ai‡Z
PvB‡Q| Zv‡K aivi R‡b¨ ìKvi n‡j Avcbv‡K Lyb Ki‡ZI
wcQcv n‡e bv Iiv|Õ
gwbi †nv‡m‡bi †Qv‡Uv †Qv‡Uv †PvL `y‡Uvi w`‡K ZvwK‡q
_vK‡jv ivbv| Ôe‡j hvI|Õ
ÔAvgvi wn‡m‡e, m¨vi, Avwg hv Rvwb Zvi `vg cuvP‡kv
Wjv‡ii A‡bK †ewk|Õ ivbvi w`‡K Zx¶è †Pv‡L ZvwK‡q Av‡Q
gwbi †nv‡mb|
ÔAvevi GK KvbvKwoI nq‡Zv bq|Õ
Ôai“b, cuvP‡kvi wØ¸Y?Õ
ÔwK K‡i ewj, wK Rv‡bv ZvB‡Zv GL‡bv ïwbwb|Õ
ÔwVK Av‡Q, bq‡kv Wjvi| m¨vi?Õ
Ôn‡Z cv‡i, †Zvgvi Z_Üv hw` wb‡iU nq|Õ
¯^w¯—i wbtk¦vm †d‡j wekvj QvwZUv †Qv‡Uv K‡i Avb‡jv
gwbi †nv‡mb| Ôkvjvi we‡`kx‡ì mv‡_ nvZ †gjvevi †Kv‡bv
B‡”QB Avgvi wQ‡jv bv, m¨vi|Õ
ÔwKš—y Zywg Zv‡ì k‡Z© ivwR n‡qwQ‡j,Õ ej‡jv ivbv|
ÔMjvUv ïwK‡q †M‡Q, m¨vi| Pjyb, IciZjvq wM‡q K_v
ewj| ILv‡b GKUv †evZj Av‡Q|Õ
gwb‡ii nv‡Z jÉb, Zv‡K AbymiY Ki‡jv ivbv| I j¶
Ki‡jv, Av‡jvi †ewkifvMUvB Avovj K‡i †i‡L‡Q †m|
kixiUv wekvj| eyw×ïw× †evanq †m-Abycv‡Z h‡_ó bq| Z‡e
D‡ÏkÜv cwi®‹viB ejv hvq| AvU‡K cov GKRb bvweK, Zvi
42 gvmy` ivbvÐ179
UvKv ìKvi...|
VvÊv, duvcv GKUv Abyf~wZ ivbvi ey‡Ki †fZi Qwo‡q
co‡jv `ª“Z|
Zvi UvKv ìKvi...
GL‡bv †h †jvKUv WvP R‡R©i n‡q KvR Ki‡Q bv, Zvi
cÖgvY wK? wK cÖgvY Av‡Q, c¨vwmgf wKWb¨vwc‡O ZviI GKUv
f~wgKv †bB? ivwkqvb‡ì nvZ †_‡K ivbv‡K euvP‡Z mvnvh¨
K‡i‡Q †m, †jvf †`wL‡q GLv‡b Avbvi R‡b¨ bq †Zv? Avmvi
c‡_ GKUy GKUy K‡i †Uvc †d‡j‡Q †m, Qvov Qvov fv‡e
`yÕGKUv Z_¨ w`‡q‡Q, ivbv hv‡Z duvÙv †Ui bv cvq|
duv`!
DBÊwg‡j †XvKvi gyn~Z© †_‡K A¯^w¯—‡evaUvi KviY Dcjwä
Ki‡Z cvi‡jv ivbv| Ii lô Bw›`ªq I‡K cÖ_g †_‡KB mZK©
K‡i †`qvi †Póv Ki‡Q|
†PvL Zy‡j Ici w`‡K ZvKv‡jv ivbv, wmuwoi avç‡jv ax‡i
ax‡i AÜKv‡i wgwj‡q †M‡Q| AZ¨š— mZK©Zvi mv‡_ avç‡jv
UcKv‡jv ivbv| GKUv euvK Nyi‡jv Iiv| mvg‡bi avç‡jvi
†g‡S‡Z ¯—yc Kiv i‡q‡Q KvV Avi †jvnvi hš¿cvwZ, wKQy
cv_i| †g‡S‡Z GK BwÂ Lvwj RvqMv †bB| †kl K‡qKUv mi“
avc †cwi‡q D‡V †Mj gwbi| Zvi wcQy wb‡jv ivbv, Wvb nvZUv
wkw_j K‡i †i‡L‡Q, A¯¿ aivi R‡b¨ ˆZwi|
IciZjvi N‡i D‡V G‡jv Iiv, GLvbKvi †mBj-
cvIqviW WªvBf kvdU cÖKvÊ †cM-wMqvi-Gi mv‡_ mshy³,
I¸‡jvB wb‡Pi cv_i¸‡jv‡K †Nvivq|
welKb¨vÐ2 43
¯^w¯—i GKUv wbtk¦vm †dj‡jv ivbv| †KD †bB GLv‡b|
Zvn‡j A¯^w¯—‡evaUv `~i n‡”Q bv †Kb?
jÉ‡bi nj‡`‡U Av‡jvq AvUdzwU GKUv duvK †`L‡jv
ivbv, NiUv‡K `yÕfv‡M Avjv`v K‡i‡Q| gwbi †nv‡m‡bi
†cU‡gvUv e¨vMUv c‡o i‡q‡Q Aciw`‡K| m¯—v`‡ii g‡ì
†evZj Avi eªvDb KvM‡R Rov‡bv LvwbKUv i“wU Avi cwbiI
†`L‡Z †c‡jv ivbv|
duvKUvi gvSLv‡b GKUv AvU BwÂ PIov Z³v †dj‡jv
gwbi †nv‡mb, `yB nvZ ci¯ú‡ii mv‡_ Pvc‡o gqjv Svo‡jv|
ÔIcv‡i †cuŠ‡Q Z³vUv mwi‡q wbZvg, m¨vi| Nygvw”Q, GB mgq
†KD hv‡Z D‡V G‡m gv_vq jvwV gvi‡Z bv cv‡i| †h-†Kv‡bv
e›ì kn‡i wb‡Ri Ici Avcbvi bRi ivL‡Z n‡e|Õ
K_vUv mwZ¨| gwbi †nv‡m‡bi me K_vi g‡a¨B mwZï
GKUv fve Av‡Q| ivbv Abyfe Ki‡jv, †ckx¸‡jvi Uvb Uvb
fve LvwbKUv †hb Kg‡jv|
m`¨ ˆZwi †mZyi Ici DV‡jv gwbi †nv‡mb, nv‡Z jÉb|
Zv‡K AbymiY Ki‡jv ivbv|
Kuv‡ai Ici w`‡K K_v ej‡jv gwbi †nv‡mb| ÔAv‡qvRbUv
fv‡jvB, wK e‡jb, m¨vi?Õ
DËi †`qvi R‡b¨ gyL Lyj‡Z †Mj ivbv, wKš—y my‡hvM †c‡jv
bv|
cv‡qi Zjv †_‡K Zx¶è GKUv AvIqvR DV‡jv| gU K‡i
†f‡O †Mj Z³vUv|
Ôm¨vi!Õ wPrKvi Ki‡jv gwbi †nv‡mb|
44 gvmy` ivbvÐ179
ivbv Abyfe Ki‡jv, L‡m co‡Q I, Zj‡cU D‡V G‡m‡Q
gy‡Li Kv‡Q, Ii †Pv‡Li wb‡P jÉ‡bi Svcmv Av‡jvUv Nyi‡Q|
†`qvj¸‡jv D™¢vwmZ n‡q DV‡jv|
nvZ `y‡Uv `yÕw`‡K †g‡j w`‡jv ivbv|
mk‡ã c‡o Pyigvi n‡q †Mj jÉbUv|
Zvici me AÜKvi|
ax‡i ax‡i Ávb wdi‡jv ivbvi| aviYv Ki‡jv, wbN©vZ wb‡Ri

weQvbvq ï‡q Av‡Q I, ¯^cœ †`‡L Nyg †f‡O †M‡Q|
g‡b n‡jv R¡i Avm‡e, Zv bv n‡j mviv kixi e¨_v Ki‡Q
†Kb? Pviw`K †_‡K Kv‡jv Avqbv wN‡i †i‡L‡Q I‡K| Kv‡b
kã XzK‡Q, meB †hb cªwZaŸwb| Ii m‡PZbZv †hb f½yiÑGB
Av‡Q, GB †bB|
w¯’i †Kv‡bv GKUv RvqMvq ï‡q Av‡Q I|
†PŠKv‡Vi mvg‡b nvievi, †fŠwZK e‡j g‡b n‡jv|
wK‡mi †hb GKUv kã n‡jv, cv_‡ii Ici Ry‡Zvi †VuvU
Nlv †L‡jv| w¯’i, Abo _vK‡jv ivbv| G‡Zv¶‡Y eyS‡Z
cvi‡Q, gwbi †nv‡m‡bi Ici c‡o‡Q I, Avi †mUvB Ii †eu‡P
_vKvi KviY| IciZjvi NiUvi K_v g‡b co‡jv, g‡b co‡jv
Z³v Avi cZ‡bi K_v| K‡Zv¶Y Av‡Mi NUbv? mgq m¤ú‡K©
†Kv‡bv aviYv †bB Ii| AÁvb wQ‡jv GK wgwbU, bv GK N›Uv?
mZK©Zvi mv‡_, ax‡i ax‡i GwM‡q Avm‡Q Ry‡Zvi kã|
†PvL eyR‡jv ivbv| gwbi †nv‡mb †h gviv †M‡Q, G-e¨vcv‡i
Ii †Kv‡bv m‡›`n †bB | Ii wb‡P kixiUv wbtk¦vm †dj‡Q bv,
welKb¨vÐ2 45
nvU©we‡Ui †Kv‡bv j¶Y †bB|
eÜ †Pv‡Li cvZv †f` K‡i nj‡`‡U Av‡jvi Avfv jvM‡jv
gwY‡Z, DrmUv m¤¢eZ UP©| Ry‡Zvi kã G‡Kev‡i Kv‡Q G‡m
_vg‡jv| GKUv nvZ Ii Kwâ Qyu‡jv, Zyj‡jv, Zvici †Q‡o
w`‡jv| Avevi ai‡jv|
Lybx|
ivbvi Ici w`‡q hv N‡U †M‡Q, wb‡RiB wek¦vm nq bv GK
Pyj bo‡Z cvi‡e| Z‡e evav bv w`‡q Lyb n‡Z ivwR bq I|
wKQy GKUv Ki‡Z n‡e I‡K| g„Zy¨ Govevi R‡b¨ Kei dzu‡o
†ewi‡q Avm‡e ivbv| g‡bi †Kv‡Y mvnm Avi B”Qvkw³ R‡ov
Ki‡Z ïi“ Ki‡jv I|
Ii Kwâi wb‡P wkivUv Lyyu‡R wb‡jv Lybx| cvjm cvevi †Póv
Ki‡Q|
A‡bK¶Y A‡c¶v K‡i‡Q ivbv|
Ii k³ gy‡Vv AevK K‡i w`‡jv Lybx‡K| Zvi nvZUv a‡iB
†gvPo w`‡jv ivbv, e¨_vq KwK‡q DV‡jv †jvKUv, U‡j DV‡jv|
fvimvg¨ wd‡i †c‡jv †m, ivbvI ùvov‡Z wM‡q Abyfe Ki‡jv
SuvwK w`‡q wb‡R‡K Qvovevi †Póv Ki‡Q| AÜKv‡ii †fZi
ivbvi Wvb nvZ Qy‡U †Mj, AvNvZ Ki‡jv GKUv †Pvqv‡j, Lc
K‡i a‡i †dj‡jv GKUv Kjvi, †gvPo w`‡jv| Wvb nvZ w`‡q
†jvKUvi †cU Av›`vR K‡i Nywm Pvjv‡jv I| dzuwc‡q DV‡jv
AvZZvqx, Suy‡K co‡jv wb‡Pi w`‡K| †jvKUv co‡jv bv, KviY
GL‡bv Zvi †gvPov‡bv KjviUv GK nv‡Z a‡i Av‡Q ivbv|
Avevi Nywm gvivi R‡b¨ Wvb nvZUv...
46 gvmy` ivbvÐ179
Ôbv!Õ Av‡e`b Rvbv‡jv †jvKUv|
DBÊwg‡ji ìRv w`‡q †fZ‡i Xz‡K cov a~mi iOv Av‡jvq
G‡Zv¶‡Y Zvi gyLUv †`L‡Z †c‡jv ivbv|
WvP RR©|
Pvi
Syu‡K _vKv g~wZ©Uvi Ici evwM‡q aiv Nywm wb‡q w¯’i n‡q †Mj
ivbv | we¯§‡qi †NviUv `ªyZ KvwU‡q DV‡jv I, ivM Avi
e¨_v¸‡jv _vK‡jv, cv †_‡K gv_v ch©š— Kuvwc‡q w`‡jv I‡K|
†jvKUv‡K h‡Zv †Rv‡i cviv hvq AvNvZ Ki‡jv ivbv,
mivmwi gy‡L | msN‡l©i AvIqvRUv mš—ywói cik eywj‡q w`‡jv
g‡b| wcQb w`‡K wQU‡K †Mj WvP RR©, †g‡Si Ici e‡m
co‡jv, †`vgov‡bv U‡P©i cv‡k|
Aeva¨ cïi g‡Zv GK cj‡K Zvi cv‡k P‡j G‡jv ivbv,
`yÕnvZ w`‡q mgv‡b Pvjv‡jv Po-wKj-Nywm| †Pv‡Li mvg‡b fuvR
Kiv nvZ `y‡Uv Zy‡j wb‡R‡K i¶v Kivi e¨_© †Póv Ki‡jv WvP
RR©| Zvi nvZ `y‡Uv GK SUKvq GKcv‡k mwi‡q w`‡jv ivbv|
Ôdi MWm †mK...!Õ duywc‡q DV‡jv RR©|
ci ci Av‡iv `y‡Uv Nywm †L‡q Ávb nviv‡jv †m|
wm‡a n‡jv ivbv, jvw_ †g‡i †jvKUv‡K Lyb Kivi cÖPÊ
†SuvKUv‡K A‡bK K‡ó `gb Ki‡jv| GK cv wcwQ‡q G‡jv I,
welKb¨vÐ2 47
†µv‡ai jvMvg †U‡b a‡i‡Q| mk‡ã nuvcv‡”Q I| †XvK wMj‡jv,
nv‡Zi D‡ëvwcV w`‡q gyL gyQ‡jv| WvP RR©‡K Lyb KivUv
†evKvwg n‡q hv‡e, wb‡R‡K hyw³ w`‡q †evSv‡jv I | i“k
weÁvbxi †LuvR bv cvIqv ch©š— Ii †Kv‡bv ¶wZ Kiv hv‡e bv|
Uj‡Z Uj‡Z gwbi †nv‡m‡bi w`‡K G‡Mv‡jv ivbv|
cÖ_geviB wVK a‡iwQj I, †jvKUvi cvjm †bB| bvggvÎ
Av‡jvq †`Lvi †Zgb wKQy †bB, hwÌ hv †`L‡jv Zv‡ZB ewg
†c‡q †Mj ivbvi| `ª“ZMwZ GKUv Mvwoi DBÊ kxì Kv‡iv
gy‡Li Ici we‡ùvwiZ n‡j GiKg exfrm `„k¨ †`Lv hvq|
A¯úó, `y‡ev©a¨ GKUv AvIqvR XzK‡jv Kv‡b| Nyi‡jv ivbv|
†cwÝj U‡P©i Av‡jv †dj‡jv WvP R‡R©i Ici, D‡V emvi
wb‡`©k w`‡jv|
evi `y‡qK KbyB‡qi Ici fi w`‡q DuPy n‡Z wM‡q cvi‡jv
bv RR©| GL‡bv †mB Rv¤úmyU c‡i Av‡Q †m, †bwgwm‡m IVvi
mgq †hUv Mv‡q wQ‡jv| fuvR e‡j wKQy †bB, GLv‡b-†mLv‡b
gqjv †j‡M i‡q‡Q| Z„Zxqev‡ii †Póvq D‡V em‡jv †m| bvK
w`‡q i³ Mov‡”Q| GK nv‡Zi Zvjy‡Z fi w`‡q _vK‡jv †m,
Aci nvZ w`‡q NvoUv Wj‡Q| ÔAvgv‡K gviv n‡jv †Kb,
wbðqB Zywg e¨vL¨v Ki‡Z cvi‡e?Õ nuvcv‡Z nuvcv‡Z,
Awf‡hv‡Mi my‡i Rvb‡Z PvB‡jv †m |
Ôwb‡KvjvB c¨vwmgf‡K wKWb¨vc K‡i‡Qv Zywg| Lyb K‡i‡Qv

gwbi †nv‡mb‡K,Õ VvÊv, KwVb my‡i ej‡jv ivbv, Ô†eCgvbx
K‡i‡Qv Avgvi mv‡_|Õ
48 gvmy` ivbvÐ179
Ôivwek!Õ m‡Rv‡i bvK Uvb‡jv WvP RR©| Ujgj Ki‡Z
Ki‡Z wb‡Ri cv‡q ùvov‡jv †m| ÔAj ivwek!Õ
wc¯—jUv †ei Ki‡jv ivbv, wc¯—j aiv nvZUv wX‡jXvjvfv‡e
Sywj‡q ivL‡jv Ei“i cv‡k| ÔAvgv‡KI Zywg cÖvq †g‡i †d‡j-
wQ‡j...|Õ
Ôdi MWm †mK, _vg‡e Zywg?Õ cÖvq †PuwP‡q DV‡jv RR©|
Ôivwkqvb‡ì KxwZ© IUv, eyS‡j! Avgiv wZbRb GLv‡b wQjvgÑ
Avwg, wgwj Avi wb‡KvjvB c¨vwmgf| gwbi †nv‡mb
Avgv‡ì‡K mvnvh¨ K‡i‡Q| †hfv‡eB †nvK, ivwkqvbiv
e¨vcviUv †R‡b †d‡j| nq‡Zv †nv‡mbB...wVK Rvwb bv|Õ
AvOy‡ji WMv w`‡q †PvL `y‡Uv Wj‡jv †m|
Ônq‡Zv gwbiB...wK?Õ
Ô†mB nq‡Zv I‡ì mv‡_ GKUv Pyw³‡Z Av‡m...†K.wR.we-i
mv‡_|Õ
Ô`yÕgy‡Lv mv‡ci f~wgKv wb‡qwQj?Õ
Ô†Zvgvi mv‡_ KvR Kivi cÖ¯—ve w`‡qwQj †m, †`qwb?
Amywe‡a wK? MíUv ivwkqvb‡ì †kvbvq †m, ivwkqvbiv
`yN©Ubvi Av‡qvRb K‡i, †nv‡mb hv‡Z Avi KvD‡K wKQy
Rvbvevi my‡hvM bv cvq| fvOv Z³vUv Avwg †`‡LwQ, ivbv|
wb‡Pi w`‡K KivZ w`‡q †ek LvwbKUv †K‡U ivLv n‡qwQj|Õ
R‡R©i K_vq hyw³ Av‡Q, fve‡jv ivbv| hwÌ wVK ZvB
N‡U‡Q wKbv m‡›`n| Ôgwbi wK Rvb‡Zv, c¨vwmgf GLb †Kv_vq
Av‡Qb?Õ
ÔAvgvi...Avgvi Zv g‡b nq bv| bv, Rvb‡Zv bv| Z‡e
welKb¨vÐ2 49
Av‡iv A‡bK K_v Rvb‡Zv †m| Rvb‡Zv, wZwb Avgvi Kv‡Q
Av‡Qb| Rvb‡Zv wgwjI e¨vcviUvi mv‡_ RwoZ|Õ
Ôc¨vwmgf‡K †Kv_vq †i‡L‡Qv †Zvgiv?Õ
Ô†Zvgv‡K Zvi Kv‡Q wb‡q †h‡Z cvwi Avwg,Õ ej‡jv RR©|
ÔmvicÖvBR, mvicÖvBR|Õ
R‡R©i fvov Kiv wdqv‡U P‡o iIbv n‡jv Iiv| gvSivZB ejv
hvq, kni Lvwj n‡q †M‡Q, †jvKRb †`Lv †Mj ïay wW‡¯‹v-evi
Avi bvBUK¬ve¸‡jvi mvg‡b|
wc¯—jUv †Kv‡ji Ici †i‡L‡Q ivbv| ÔDBÊwg‡j G‡j wK
g‡b K‡i?Õ Rvb‡Z PvB‡jv I|
Ô†ivRB GKevi K‡i †Zvgvi †nv‡U‡j Lei wbw”Qjvg, Zzwg
wdi‡j wKbv...,Õ ïi“ Ki‡jv RR©|
Ôgwbi †nv‡mb‡K Gwo‡q hvevi KviY wK †Zvgvi?Õ evav
w`‡jv ivbv| Ô†m-I †Zv †nv‡UjUvi Ici bRi ivLwQj| Zvi
Kv‡Q FYx Zywg, †mR‡b¨B wK Zv‡K Lyb Ki‡j?Õ
ÔAv-Avwg Lyb K‡iwQ...? †Zvgv‡K bv ejjvg...,Õ
we‡ùvwiZ n‡jv RR©|
Ô†Zvgvi GKUv K_vI Avwg wek¦vm Kwiwb,Õ ej‡jv ivbv|
ÔZ‡e wK ej‡Z PvI †kvbv †h‡Z cv‡i|Õ
ÔmwZ¨ K_v ejwQ, †nv‡mb‡K †`qvi g‡Zv UvKv Avgvi
Kv‡Q wQ‡jv bv...|Õ
Ôe‡j hvI|Õ
Ôc‡i Aek¨B Zvi cvIbv wgwU‡q w`Zvg Avwg...|Õ
50 gvmy` ivbvÐ179
ÔwK ejjvg ïb‡Z cvIwb ? Av‡M †Zvgvi MíUv †kl
K‡iv|Õ
Mvwo Nywi‡q nvBI‡q Iqvb-G D‡V Øx‡ci cye w`‡K hv‡”Q
RR©| Puv‡ì Av‡jvq I‡ì Wvb w`‡K wkiùvovi AvK…wZ wb‡q
cvnvo‡kªYx †`Lv †Mj| Ô†nv‡m‡bi mv‡_ Avgvi †`Lv nqwb,
KviY †nv‡U‡j Lei wb‡qwQ †dv‡b| g¨v‡bRvi †jvKUv‡K Avwg
A‡bK w`b a‡i wPwb| †nv‡mb †h †Zvgvi †LuvR Ki‡Q, †m-B
Avgv‡K Zv Rvbvq| AvRI †dvb Kwi Avwg, mÜ¨vi w`‡K| Iiv
ej‡jv, Zywg wd‡i‡Qv, Z‡e my¨B‡U †bB| Av‡iv ej‡jv,
†nv‡mb‡KI †Kv_vI †`Lv hv‡”Q bv| Kv‡RB fvejvg,
DBÊwg‡j GKevi Xuy gvi‡j nq, †m nq‡Zv ILv‡b †Zvgv‡K
wb‡q †h‡Z cv‡i|Õ
Ô†`Lv hv‡”Q me cÖ‡kœiB DËi ˆZwi Kiv Av‡Q †Zvgvi|Õ
Ôhv mwZ¨ ZvB ejwQ|Õ we`ªƒcvÍK nvwm dzU‡jv R‡R©i †Vuv‡U|
Ôcwiw¯’wZUv A™¢yZ jvM‡Q Avgvi | A¯¿Uv hw` mwi‡q ivL‡Z,
¯^w¯— †eva KiZvg|Õ
Reve w`‡jv bv ivbv, A¯¿UvI miv‡jv bv|
euvKv †Pv‡L ivbvi w`‡K ZvKv‡jv RR©, ZvovZvwo gyL
Nywi‡q wb‡q ivbvi KwVb `„wó †_‡K evuP‡jv| ÔeywS, Avgv‡K
wek¦vm bv Kivq †Zvgv‡K †Zgb †`vl †`qv hvq bv| we‡kl K‡i
Avwg hLb †Zvgv‡K my‡qR K¨v‡b‡j †d‡j G‡mwQ| wKš—y
GKeviI wK †f‡e †`‡L‡Qv, †Zvgvi R‡b¨ A‡c¶v Ki‡j wK
NU‡Z cvi‡Zv? mevB Avgiv †K.wR.we-i nv‡Z aiv coZvg,
ZvB bv? †mUv wK fv‡jv n‡Zv? ZvQvov, Avgvi †Kv‡bv m‡›`n
welKb¨vÐ2 51
wQ‡jv bv †h wb‡R‡K Zywg i¶v Ki‡Z cvi‡e| GmwcIbvR
RM‡Zi AwfÁ wn‡iv, †Zvgv‡K Nv‡qj Kiv wK G‡Zv mnR?Õ
i“wWwb cv‡K©i AÜKvi cÖ‡ek c_Uv‡K cvk KvwU‡q QyU‡jv
Mvwo| ILv‡b cÖwZ eQi IqvBb †dw÷f¨vj AbywôZ nq, cy‡iv
MÖx®§Kvj Ry‡o| Puv‡ì Av‡jvq cvkvcvwk A‡bK¸‡jv †dvqviv,
dzjevMvb †`Lv †Mj †fZ‡i|
Ôc¨vwmgf‡K Zywg evi‡KBb‡nBgv‡ii nv‡Z Zy‡j `vIwb
†Kb?Õ Rvb‡Z PvB‡jv ivbv|
†PvLv bv‡Ki †fZi †_‡K we`Ny‡U GKUv kã †ei Ki‡jv
RR©| Ôevi‡KBb‡nBgvi? IUv‡K †Zv GKUv Mvav ej‡jB nq|
c¨vwmg‡fi †cQ‡b ivwkqvbiv †j‡M Av‡Q eyS‡Z †c‡i wn‡me
K‡i †`Ljvg, evi‡KBb‡nBgvi‡K `vwqZ¡ w`‡j †kvPbxqfv‡e
e¨_© n‡e †m, Øxc †_‡K f`ª‡jvK‡K wbivc‡` †Kv_vI miv‡bv
Zvi Kg© bq| †f‡ev bv †Zvgv‡K †dvjvw”Q, †Zvgvi mv‡_ †_‡K
BwZg‡a¨ Avwg wk‡LwQ GmwcIbvR RMrUv wK iKg fqsKi|
AbwfÁ, Avbvwo †jvK GK`Ê wUK‡Z cvi‡e bv GLv‡b|Õ
†Kv‡bv gš—e¨ Ki‡jv bv ivbv, wc¯—jUv Ava BwÂ miv‡jv,
wbtk‡ã †cwi‡q †h‡Z w`‡jv K‡qKUv gyn~Z©| W¨vk‡ev‡W©i
AveQv Av‡jvq †`L‡jv, R‡R©i †VuvU `yÕGKevi Kuvc‡jv| wg‡_¨
K_v ej‡Q †m|
ivbvi `„wó Abyfe K‡i e¨¯—Zvi mv‡_ ej‡jv RR©, ÔAvgvi
g‡b n‡jv, Zywg bv †div chš—© c¨vwmgf‡K jywK‡q ivLv
ìKvi, ZvB †i‡LwQ Avwg| Gi g‡a¨ †`v‡li wK n‡jv? Zv‡K
Avwg Lywkg‡b †Zvgvi nv‡Z Zy‡j †`‡ev|Õ
52 gvmy` ivbvÐ179
ÔZv †Zv †`‡eB,Õ ivbvi Mjv G‡ZvB kvš— †h fxwZKi
†kvbv‡jv|
Ôf`ª‡jvK‡K Øxc †_‡K wbivc‡` †ei K‡i wb‡q hvIqv hw`
m¤¢e nq, GKgvÎ †Zvgvi c‡¶B Zv m¤¢e, ivbv,Õ e‡j wcQ‡bi
c‡KU †_‡K i“gvj †ei K‡i mi“ †Muv‡d †j‡M _vKv i³
gyQ‡jv †m, jvj n‡q IVv i“gvjUv †`L‡jv|
wgwji K_v fve‡jv ivbv, g‡b co‡jv gwbi †nv‡mb
e‡j‡Q, c¨vwmgf‡K cvwj‡q †h‡Z mvnvh¨ K‡i‡Q †g‡qUv| Zvi
f~wgKv inm¨gq n‡jI, e¨vL¨vi AZxZ bq| wb‡KvjvB
c¨vwmg‡fi cÖwZ mnvbyf~wZkxj n‡q c‡o‡Q †m, K_vUv g‡b
covq wew¯§Z n‡jv bv ivbv| cÖ_‡g †g‡qUv m¤¢eZ WvP R‡R©i
mv‡_ nvZ wgwj‡qwQj| wKsev nq‡Zv Avmj e¨vcviUv KL‡bvB
AuvP Ki‡Z cv‡iwb †m| GKMv`v wg‡_¨ K_v e‡j wb‡Ri
Aciva XvKvi †Póv K‡i‡Q RR©, m‡›`n †bB| wgwj‡K m¤¢eZ
eyS‡ZB †`qwb, f`ª‡jvK‡K wKWb¨vc K‡i‡Q †m| wgwji Kv‡Q
†MvUv e¨vcviUv `y‡e©va¨ n‡q D‡V‡Q Av‡iv GKUv Kvi‡Y, D×vi
cvevi ci c¨vwmgf ¯úó K‡i Rvwb‡q w`‡q‡Qb, ivwkqvq wd‡i
†h‡Z Pvb wZwb| wgwji f~wgKv m¤ú‡K© RR©‡K wKQy wR‡Ám
Kivi gv‡b nq bv, wb‡Ri Aciva XvKvi ev nvjKv Kivi R‡b¨
mevi Nv‡o †`vl Pvcvevi †Póv Ki‡e †m|
Z‡e, wgwj †RvU †eu‡a‡Q wb‡KvjvB c¨vwmg‡fi mv‡_| Zvi
gv‡bB ùvov‡jv, †K.wR.we-†K mvnvh¨ Ki‡Z ivwR n‡e †m|
wb¯—äZv fvO‡jv ivbv, ÔZywg hw` c¨vwmgf‡K wKWb¨vc bv
K‡i _v‡Kv, UvKv `vwe K‡i evi‡KBb‡nBgv‡ii Kv‡Q wPwV
welKb¨vÐ2 53
wjL‡jv †K?Õ
ÔUvKv? wPwV?Õ †Pnvivq we¯§q dz‡U DV‡jv R‡R©i| ÔAvðh©! G-

me wK ej‡Qv Zywg? UvKv ev wPwVi K_v Avwg †Zv wKQyB Rvwb
bv|Õ †XvK wMj‡jv †m| Ôme dvjZy K_v|Õ
ÔRvbZvg, GB K_vB ej‡e Zywg|Õ ivbv kvš—|
Ôhxïi wK‡i, Avgvi K_v wek¦vm K‡iv,Õ Av‡e`‡bi my‡i
ej‡jv RR©| ÔAvgvi aviYv, KvD‡K wbðqB wKQy e‡jwQj
†nv‡mb|Õ
Ô†Zv wK n‡jv?Õ
ÔZviv nq‡Zv G‡ZvUvB Rvbvi my‡hvM cvq hv‡Z fvb Ki‡Z
Amywe‡a nqwb c¨vwmgf Zv‡ì nv‡Z Av‡Q...|Õ
ÔG‡Z KvR n‡e bv, Av‡iKfv‡e †Póv K‡iv|Õ
Pyc K‡i _vK‡jv RR©| nvBI‡q †_‡K mi“ GKUv †j‡b
†b‡g G‡jv wdqvU| `yÕcv‡k Mv‡Qi wbLyuZ mvwi, j¶ Ki‡jv
ivbv| Iiv m¤¢eZ GKUv RjcvB evMv‡bi †fZi w`‡q
G‡Mv‡”Q| DuPy-wbPy iv¯—vi Ici SuvwK †L‡Z ïi“ Ki‡jv Mvwo|
Wvbv Svc‡U Rvbvjvi cvk w`‡q D‡o †Mj GKUv ev`yo|
R‡R©i Rv¤úmy‡Ui Ic‡ii w`KUv Nv‡g wf‡R †M‡Q|
AvPgKv, wdmwdm K‡i, A¯^vfvweK kvš— Mjvq Rvb‡Z
PvB‡jv †m, Ôivbv, Zywg wK Avgv‡K Lyb Ki‡e?Õ
ÔAvwg hw` †Zvgvi †Kv‡bv eë¯’v bv Kwi, †K Ki‡e?Õ
†jvKUvi gb †_‡K Pvc Kgvevi †Kv‡bv cÖ‡qvRb †eva Ki‡jv
bv ivbv| Av‡jvPbvi my‡i Avevi ej‡jv I, Ô†Zvgv‡K MÖxK
†Kv‡U© cvVv‡bvi Dcvq †bB| cy‡iv KvwnbxUv Zvn‡j †ewi‡q
54 gvmy` ivbvÐ179
Avm‡eÑbvg, ZvwiL, ¯’vb BZ¨vw`| Avgv‡ì †ckvq G-ai‡bi
SyuwK Avgiv wb‡Z cvwi bv|Õ
ÔVvÊv gv_vq Zywg Avgv‡K Lyb Ki‡Z cv‡iv bv!Õ
ÔKvRUv Ki‡Z Avgvi fv‡jv jvM‡e bv, Z‡e cvi‡ev|Õ cÖvq
Pg‡K D‡V Avwe®‹vi Ki‡jv ivbv, †nWjvB‡Ui †kl gv_vq IUv
†Kv÷vm A¨v‡ivbvwd‡mi wfjv|
Ômv¶x _vK‡e, ivbv wgwj Avi wb‡KvjvB c¨vwmgf,Õ ej‡jv
RR©|
Ôwgwj...†m GLv‡b?Õ
gv_v SuvKv‡jv RR©| Ôc¨vwmg‡fi †`Lv‡kvbvi Kv‡R
Avgv‡K mvnvh¨ Ki‡Q| Avwg hw` †Kv‡bv Aciva K‡i _vwK,
wgwjI mgvb `vqx|Õ
ÔPyc K‡iv †Zv|Õ
ÔAvgv‡K hw` Lyb K‡iv, Zvn‡j †Zvgv‡K...|Õ
Ôejjvg bv, Pyc!Õ
Ôc¨vwmgf hw` Avgvi n‡q mv¶x †`b...?Õ AvKw¯§K
Drmv‡ni mv‡_ wR‡Ám Ki‡jv RR©, Mvwo _vwg‡q GwÄb eÜ
Ki‡jv †m|
Ô†e‡ivI| Av‡M Zvi Kv‡Q wb‡q P‡jv Avgv‡K,Õ ej‡jv
ivbv| Mvwo †_‡K †b‡g †d‡j Avmv c_Uvi w`‡K ZvKv‡jv|
Zvici ax‡i ax‡i Pviw`‡Ki Av‡jv-Avuavwii Ici †PvL
eyjv‡jv| wdmdvm Ki‡Q MvQcvjvi cvZv| AvKv‡k †gN,
†g‡Ni Avov‡j Puv`| `~‡ii AvKv‡k wgUwgU Ki‡Q Zviv|
Ôa‡iv GUv|Õ R‡R©i nv‡Z †cwÝj UP©Uv awi‡q w`‡jv ivbv,
Zvici Zvi wcQy wb‡jv, wbivc` `~iZ¡ eRvq †i‡L|
welKb¨vÐ2 55
Mv‡Qi Wvj †_‡K cvKv GKUv dj co‡jv wcQ‡b †Kv_vI|
wKPwKP K‡i DV‡jv GKUv Bu`yi | wfjvi wb‡P, †U‡im
AvK…wZi evMvb Avi myBwgs cy‡ji mvg‡b CwRqvb mvMi AvQvo
Lv‡”Q cv_y‡i ˆmK‡Z | cy‡ji cvwb †hb †g‡N XvKv Puv` Avi
AvKv‡ki cÖwZ”Qwe|
wfjvi †fZi KvV Avi Pvgov †cvov MÜ| wgkixq
mviKd¨vMvm-Gi gv_v, †MŠZg ey‡×i Ag~j¨ ¯^Y©g~wZ©, †`qvj
Ry‡o mvRv‡bv cÖvPxb †ivwWqvb †c−UÑme A`„k¨ n‡q‡Q| ÷¨vÊ
Avi †kv-†Km¸‡jv Lvwj| A¨v‡ivbvwd‡mi evwo †_‡K g~jëvb
cÖwZwU wRwbm mwi‡q †djv n‡q‡Q| Avqbv jvMv‡bv †`qvj
†Nu‡l G‡Mv‡jv RR©, Zv‡K AbymiY Ki‡Q ivbv|
dvqvi‡c−mUv‡K Qvwo‡q c¨v‡bj w`‡q †Niv GKUv †Pviv-
KzVwi‡Z XzK‡jv Iiv| ivbv fve‡jv, f`ª‡jvK‡K ivLv n‡q‡Q
†Kv_vq? Z‡e †Kv‡bv cÖkœ Ki‡jv bv| mvaviY GKUv Av‡jvi
myB‡P †cwÝj U‡P©i Av‡jv †dj‡jv RR©, AvOy‡ji Pv‡c †mUv‡K
GKcv‡k mwi‡q †`qvi ci Rvbv †Mj †fZ‡i Av‡iv GKUv
myBP i‡q‡Q, Kv‡jv|
Ôc¨vwmgf Avgvi n‡qB K_v ej‡eb, Zywg †`‡Lv,Õ ej‡jv
RR©|
A‡c¶v Ki‡Q ivbv, Wvb nv‡Z aiv wc¯—jUv‡K ˆZjv³
†evSvi g‡Zv jvM‡jv| ¸ÄbUv A¯úó, cÖvq †kvbv hvq bv,
c¨v‡b‡ji wcQb †_‡K †f‡m G‡jv| Zvici wnm wnm k‡ã
`yÕfvM n‡q †Mj †`qvj| †fZ‡i GKUv eo AvKv‡ii
Gwj‡fUi †`L‡jv ivbv, eo GKUv LvU †djv hv‡e I‡Z|
56 gvmy` ivbvÐ179
ÔZvn‡j GB c‡_B cvwj‡qwQj A¨v‡ivbvwdm, evwoUvq hLb
Av¸b w`‡jv Iiv,Õ ej‡jv ivbv| .38 w`‡q Bw½Z Ki‡jv I|
ÔZywg Av‡M †Xv‡Kv|Õ
ÔPgrKvi Av‡qvRb, wK e‡jv? †Kv¤úvbxi B‡jKwU«wmwUi
Ici wbf©i K‡i bv| Kj evUb gwbUi K‡i e¨vUvwi PvwjZ
GKUv mvwK©U, †mUvB M¨v‡mvwjb †Rbv‡iUi Pvjy K‡i,
†Rbv‡iUi cvIqvi mvc−vB †`q Gwj‡fU‡i|Õ
ÔZywg Rvb‡j wKfv‡e?Õ Gwj‡fU‡i cv w`‡q wR‡Ám Ki‡jv
ivbv|
ÔWvDbÕ evU‡b Pvc w`‡jv RR©| ÔA¨‡ivbvwdm wKQyB Avgvi
Kv‡Q †Mvcb K‡iwb| wb‡Ri XvK †cUv‡Z fv‡jvev‡m †jvKUv|Õ
ÔZvB bvwK?Õ
nvwmLywk n‡q DV‡jv RR©, †hb AvPi‡Y ¯^vfvweK fve G‡b
g‡bi fq `~i Kivi †Póv Ki‡Q| evievi wc¯—jUvi Ici †b‡g
G‡jv Zvi `„wó| ÔAvwg Avi A¨v‡ivbvwdm wVK GKB e„‡Ë
wePiY Kwi bv e‡U, Z‡e Avgv‡ì e„Ë `y‡Uv ci¯úi‡K Qyu‡q
†M‡Q| †ek K‡qK eQ‡ii cyi‡bv m¤úK©| wejvmeûj Bq‡U
†gRevb wn‡m‡e Zvi Zyjbv †gjv fvi| g‡b c‡o, GK eQi
n‡jv wK...|Õ
Ô†Kv_vq bvgwQ Avgiv? wK Av‡Q †mLv‡b?Õ evav w`‡q
Rvb‡Z PvB‡jv ivbv, _vg‡ZB w¯’i n‡q †Mj Gwj‡fUi|
Ly‡j †Mj ìRv| PIov GKUv KwiWi †`L‡jv ivbv|
Av‡jv¸‡jv wmwj‡Oi KvQvKvwQ, Avovj Kiv| †kl gv_vq
K‡iv‡M‡UW †gUvj w`‡q ˆZwi ìRv, mvaviYZ Iq¨vinvD‡m
welKb¨vÐ2 57
†`Lv hvq|
ÔGB c‡_ GKUv †RwU‡Z hvIqv hvq,Õ ej‡jv RR©|
ÔA¨v‡ivbvwd‡mi BqU ILv‡bB ivLv nq, hLb evwo‡Z _v‡K
†m| evwoUv evwb‡q‡Q cyi‡bv GKUv `y‡M©i RvqMvq| GK mgq
G‡¯‹c Uv‡bj wQ‡jv, A¨v‡ivbvwdm GUv‡K †mvRv Avi PIov
K‡i‡Q| cvnv‡oi †fZiUv wQ‡jv AmsL¨ Uv‡b‡ji mgwó,
me¸‡jv eÜ K‡i †`qv n‡q‡Q|Õ
njy` iO Kiv GK‡Rvov dK©wjdU‡K cvk KvUv‡jv Iiv|
mgZj †g‡S mn K‡qKUv †d«BU Kvi †`Lv †Mj, †Qv‡Uv †Qv‡Uv
PvKvq ivev‡ii AveiY| G-meB fvwi Kv‡M©v en‡bi Kv‡R
jv‡M|
eo GKUv B¯úv‡Zi ìRvi w`‡K G‡Mv‡jv Iiv|
Ôc¨vwmgf‡K GLv‡b wb‡q Avmvi Av‡M †gBb KwiWi ev‡` Avi
†Kv‡bv w`‡K Xyu gvivi my‡hvM Avgvi nqwb| wK †c‡qwQ ïb‡j
†Zvgvi †ckvi GKRb †jvK cÖksmv bv K‡i cvi‡e bv|Õ
ÔAvgvi †ckvi mv‡_ wK m¤úK©?Õ
ÔwRwbmUv Avš—R©vwZK D‡ØM m„wó Ki‡Z cv‡i|Õ
ÔwK wRwbm?Õ
ÔA¯¿, ivbv| Ub Ub A¯¿ | A¨v‡ivbvwdm Avm‡j GKRb
Avg©m wWjvi| †jb-†`b K‡i †Uwe‡ji Zjv w`‡q| Zvi
evRv‡ii bvg e−¨vKgv‡K©U|Õ ìRvUvi mvg‡b _vg‡jv RR©| ÔwK
e¨vcvi, Zywg †Zv AevK n‡j bv?Õ GKUv fyi“ Kcv‡j Zyj‡jv
RR©|
ÔRvbv wQ‡jv| c¨vwmgf wK GLv‡b Av‡Qb?Õ
58 gvmy` ivbvÐ179
ÔZywg †`LwQ me mgq GK avc GwM‡q _v‡Kv!Õ
ÔìRv †Lv‡jv,Õ wb‡`©k w`‡jv ivbv|
ÔLyjwQ, evev, LyjwQ!Õ Avevi ¯^vfvweK nevi †Póv Ki‡jv
RR©| †QvÆ GKUv ev· Ly‡j †fZ‡ii jvj †evZv‡g Pvc w`‡jv
†m, mk‡ã Ici w`‡K D‡V A`„k¨ n‡q †Mj ìRv| Av‡jv
R¡vj‡jv †m|
†fZ‡i †KD †bB|
Ô†Kv_vq wZwb?Õ Zx¶è, KwVb my‡i Rvb‡Z PvB‡jv ivbv|
Ô†Kv_vq †i‡L‡Qv Zuv‡K?Õ
ïK‡bv, mv`v n‡q †Mj R‡R©i †Pnviv| Ôhxïi wK‡i, ivbv,
Zuv‡K Avwg GLv‡b †i‡L †MwQ! Kvgivi †fZi Mv`v Mv`v
ivB‡dj, Kv‡Vi ev·, †MÖ‡bW Avi evRyKv wQ‡jv...|Õ
RR© we¯§‡q ¯—w¤¢Z, we¯§‡qi Avov‡j Zvi Avmj †PnvivUv
XvKv c‡o †M‡Q| †jvKUv wg‡_¨ K_v ej‡Q wKbv wVK ai‡Z
cvi‡jv bv ivbv| R‡R©i Aciva m¤ú‡K© Ii wek¦v‡mI wPo
ai‡Z ïi“ K‡i‡Q| wb‡KvjvB c¨vwmgf Zv‡K mg_©b Ki‡eb,
evievi K_vUv e‡j‡Q †m| wgwjI c¨vwmg‡fi mv‡_ Av‡Q, G-
K_v ejvi mgq Zvi KÉ I †Pnvivq cÖZ¨vkvi fve dz‡U
D‡VwQj| A_P gyw³cY `vwe K‡i †jLv wPwVUv wg‡_¨ bq|
mvaviY eyw×‡ZB †evSv hvq, RR©B IUv cvwV‡q‡Q|
KvgivUvi Ici `ª“Z †PvL eyjv‡jv ivbv| ¸`vg wn‡m‡e
eënvi Kivi R‡b¨ h‡_ó eo| wmwj‡Oi mv‡_ A‡bK¸‡jv
AvsUv Syj‡Q, m¤¢eZ G·‡c−vwmf ivLvi eë¯’v| Ô†Zvgvi mv‡_
c‡KUbvBd Av‡Q?Õ nVvr Rvb‡Z PvB‡jv ivbv|
welKb¨vÐ2 59
nv‡oi ˆZwi nvZj mn GKUv Qywi †ei Ki‡jv RR©|
GK †Kv‡Y K‡qKUv ev· i‡q‡Q| ev·¸‡jv †gvUv KW©
w`‡q euvav, †hb XvKwb¸y‡jv †Lvjvi ci Avevi fv‡jvfv‡e
jvMv‡bv nqwb| GKUv GKUv ev· †e‡Q wb‡q K‡W©i euvab †K‡U
†dj‡jv ivbv, †fZ‡i n¨vÊ‡MÖ‡bW †`Lv †Mj| Aš—Z G-
e¨vcv‡i wg‡_¨ K_v e‡jwb RR©| KvgivUv A¯¿ I †Mvjv
evi“‡ì ¸`vg wn‡m‡e eënvi Ki‡Zv A¨v‡ivbvwdm|
Ô†kl KLb GLvb †_‡K †ewi‡q‡Qv?Õ wR‡Ám Ki‡jv ivbv|
ÔAvR mKv‡j...gv‡b, Kvj Avi wK| me mwi‡q †djv
n‡q‡Q GLvb †_‡K| †MvUv evwo Lvwj K‡i...|Õ
Ô†m †Zv †`L‡ZB cvw”Q,Õ _g_‡g †Pnviv wb‡q Kvgivi
Pviw`‡K Avevi †PvL eyjv‡jv ivbv|
i“×k¦v‡m ïi“ Ki‡jv RR©, ÔA¨v‡ivbvwdm wd‡i G‡mwQj|
mg¯— wKQy wb‡q †M‡Q †m...wgwj Avi c¨vwmgf‡KI!Õ
cuvP
ÔwK Ki‡e GLb Zywg?Õ ivbvi nvZ Avi wc¯—jUvi w`‡K ZvwK‡q
†XvK wMj‡jv WvP RR©|
Ô†Kv_vq †h‡Z cv‡i A¨v‡ivbvwdm?Õ VvÊv †PvL ivbvi,
GK`„‡ó ZvwK‡q Av‡Q R‡R©i w`‡K|
60 gvmy` ivbvÐ179
Ôhvevi RvqMv GKUvB Av‡Q, hw` MÖx‡m _v‡K †m|Õ
Ô†Kv_vq?Õ
ÔZvi †nW‡KvqvU©v‡i| wcwiqvm-Gi Awdm wewìs| ILv‡b
Zvi GKUv my¨BU Av‡Q|Õ
nvZNwo †`L‡jv ivbv| ÔP‡jv, †c−b ai‡Z n‡e,Õ e‡j
ìRvi w`‡K Nyi‡jv I| RR© wg‡_¨ K_v ej‡Q wKbv Rvbvi IB
GKUvB Dcvq Av‡Q|
ÔZywg GKv hvI, GKRb AÜI Lyu‡R cv‡e IUv|Õ R‡R©i
†Pnvivq †R`, fyi“ `y‡Uv wb‡P bvgv‡bv|
Avevi Nyi‡jv ivbv, †Pv‡L ivM| ÔA¨v‡ivbvwd‡mi eÜz Zywg,
†fZ‡i XzK‡Z mvnvh¨ Ki‡Z cvi‡e Avgv‡K| ZvQvov,
†Zvgv‡K †Pv‡Li Avovj Kivi †Kv‡bv B‡”Q Avgvi †bB|Õ
ÔA¨v‡ivbvwdm‡K Zywg †P‡bv bv| I Avgv‡K Lyb Ki‡e|
`yÕR‡bB gviv hv‡ev Avgiv| A¨v‡ivbvwd‡mi mv‡_ jvM‡Z ivwR
bB Avwg|Õ
ivbvi Ic‡ii †VuvU †fZi w`‡K fuvR n‡q †Mj| Ô†Nv‡iv|
†g‡S‡Z nuvUy †M‡o e‡mv|Õ
ÔwK!Õ
wc¯—j ZvK Ki‡jv ivbv| Ôe‡mv!Õ
Kuvcv nuvUy wb‡q e‡m co‡jv RR©| Kuv‡ai Ici w`‡q ivbvi
w`‡K AvZsKfiv †Pv‡L ZvwK‡q Av‡Q| ÔwK...†Kb...Avwg
eyS‡Z cviwQ bv...|Õ
ÔgyL †NvivI, bvwK PvB‡Qv gy‡L gvwi?Õ KwVbmy‡i Rvb‡Z
PvB‡jv ivbv|
wZbRb‡K WvK‡jv WvP RR©, Ôevev, I-gv, hxï|Õ Zvici
welKb¨vÐ2 61
Av‡iKRb‡K| Ôivbv, wc−R! wc−R, ivbv| bv, fvB, fvB †i...|Õ
ÔGKevi ej‡ev| GBeviB †kl,Õ agK w`‡jv ivbv| ÔGLywb
gi‡Z PvI Zywg, bvwK c‡i A¨v‡ivbvwd‡mi mv‡_?Õ
nvZ‡Rvo K‡i wm‡a n‡jv RR©| ÔAvwg †Zvgv‡K Zvi Kv‡Q
wb‡q hv‡ev|Õ
GwjwbKb Gqvi‡cv‡U©i cwðg Uvwg©bv‡ji mvg‡b †c−b †_‡K

bvg‡jv Iiv, GKUv †dv·Iqv‡Mb fvov Ki‡jv| DËicwðg
w`K a‡i G‡Mv‡jv Mvwo, mvM‡ii Zxi †Nu‡l| †MvUv
GjvKvUv‡K A¨v‡cv‡jv †Kv÷ ejv nqÑnvDwRs Kg‡c−·,
bvBUK¬ve, K¨vwm‡bv, cuvPZviv †nv‡Uj, BqU K¬ve Avi ch©Ub
†K›`ª wb‡q wekvj we¯—„wZ, cÖvq cuwPk wK‡jvwgUvi|
ivbvi gv_vq NyicvK Lv‡”Q †bwgwmm| †ivWm UvD‡b
A‡bK¶Y wQ‡jv I, P›`b miKv‡ii mv‡_ †hvMv‡hvM Kivi
my‡hvM †c‡q‡Q| wUg wb‡q h_vmg‡qB †ivW‡m †cuŠ‡P‡Q P›`b|
wU‡gi `yÕRb m`m¨, mvhhv` Avi bvCg, GiBg‡a¨ †K.wR.we-i
`yÕRb G‡R›U‡K Qvqvi g‡Zv AbymiY Ki‡QÑGKUv K¨vwm‡bvq
Uy¨wi‡÷i QÙ cwiPq wb‡q Xz‡KwQj Zviv, I‡ì †Pv‡L aiv
c‡o hvq|
wKš—y P›`b D‡ØMRbK Lei w`‡q‡Q ivbv‡K| wcwiqv‡m
D`q n‡q‡Q †bwgwmm, GKUv Iq¨vinvDm †_‡K A‡bK¸‡jv
e¨v‡i‡ji GKUv Kv‡M©v †jvW Kiv n‡q‡Q RvnvRUvq|
†bwgwmm GL‡bv †K.wR.we-i `L‡j, Iq¨vinvD‡mi evB‡i
†_‡K Zv‡ì Mjv †kvbv †M‡Q|
ivbv aviYv Ki‡jv, Kv‡M©vUv wbðqB BD‡iwbqvg| Ii
62 gvmy` ivbvÐ179
nq‡Zv Avkv wQ‡jv, †bwgwmm‡K wN‡i So-SvcUv ïi“ nIqvq
†K.wR.we. m¤¢eZ Zv‡ì BD‡iwbqvg ivwkqvq †diZ wb‡q
hv‡e, h‡Zv ZvovZvwo m¤¢e| wKš—y †m-ai‡bi wKQy NU‡Q e‡j
g‡b nq bv|
†mv‡n‡ji KvQ †_‡K wb‡`©k †c‡q‡Q P›`b, GKUv Avi-wU
†iwWI exKb †ivcY Ki‡Z n‡e †bwgwm‡m, Kv‡M©v †jvW Kivi
mgq| eû Kó ¯^xKvi K‡i KvRUvq mvdj¨ AR©b K‡i‡Q
P›`‡bi wUg| exKbUv DËi w`‡K hv‡”Q bv, hv‡”Q bv
`vi`v‡b‡jm ev K…ò mvM‡ii w`‡K|
†bwgwmm hv‡”Q `w¶Y w`‡K, Avwd«Kv Awfgy‡L, Avevi|
wm.AvB.G. Avi †K.wR.we-i g‡a¨ GKUv e¨vcv‡i A™¢yZ
wgj Luy‡R cvIqv hvq| wm.AvB.G. †hgb ivóªxq bxwZ jONb
K‡i eÜz ev GgbwK kÎ“ ivóª‡KI Avw_©K A_ev cY¨ mvnvh¨
†`q, †K.wR.we-I ZvB K‡i| wb‡R‡ì cÖvwZôvwbK ¯^v_©
D×v‡ii R‡b¨ bxwZPy¨Z nIqv I‡ì Kv‡Q †Kv‡bv e¨vcviB
bq| Ggb n‡Z cv‡i, fve‡jv ivbv, †mvwf‡qZ miKvi GB
BD‡iwbqv‡gi Pvjvb m¤ú‡K© wKQyB Rv‡b bv|
†bwgwmm hw` BD‡iwbqvg mn ivwkqvq bv †d‡i, †h-fv‡eB
†nvK RvnvRUv‡K _vgv‡Z n‡e| `vwqZ¡Ávbnxb A_ev Aïf
†Kv‡bv kw³i nv‡Z PvjvbUv covi Av‡M GKUv wKQy bv Ki‡jB
bq| ìKvi n‡j BD‡iwbqvg bó K‡i †`‡e ivbv|
wcwiqv‡m †cuŠ‡Q †Mj †dv·Iqv‡Mb| euvK wb‡q RwR©‡qv G.
GwfwbD‡q D‡V G‡jv Mvwo, mvg‡b KvivB¯‹b ¯‹qvi| †PŠiv¯—vi
dzj-AvK…wZi j¨v¤ú‡cv÷ Avi †dvqviv Qvwo‡q G‡jv Mvwo|
kn‡ii cÖavb mo‡Ki mvg‡b GKUv †RwU i‡q‡Q| ØxcUvi e¨¯—
welKb¨vÐ2 63
Zg GjvKv, hwÌ GB gyn~‡Z© cªvq wbR©b Avi kvš—| †ewkifvM
wkwcs jvB‡Ýi Awdm i‡q‡Q GLv‡b| A¨v‡ivbvwd‡mi wewìOUv
mv`v, AvUZjv| GKB AvK…wZi feb cvkvcvwk A‡bK¸‡jv|
†Kv‡bv mvBb‡evW© †bB †`‡L AevK n‡jv ivbv| Kuv‡Pi ìRv,
†fZ‡i BDwbdg© civ `yÕRb †jvK, wmwKDwiwU MvW© e‡j g‡b
n‡jv|
RR©‡K Pvcv Mjvq mZK© Ki‡jv ivbv, ÔI‡ì‡K †evKv
evbvevi eyw× †ei K‡iv, Zv bv n‡j Avgv‡K wb‡q †fZ‡i
XzK‡Z cvi‡e bv|Õ
Ô†mUv †Kv‡bv e¨vcviB bq,Õ Avk¦¯— Ki‡jv RR©| ÔZ‡e
Avwg †Zvgvi Kv‡Q cÖv_©bv KiwQ, mgq _vK‡Z GKwU evi †f‡e
†`‡Lv A¨v‡ivbvwdm wKfv‡e †Zvgv‡K MÖnY Ki‡e, we‡kl K‡i
GLv‡bB hw` c¨vwmgf‡K e›`x K‡i †i‡L _v‡K †m|Õ
Ôfq cvIqv DwPZ A¨v‡ivbvwd‡mi,Õ ej‡jv ivbv| ÔKviY
†m Rv‡b bv Avwg Zv‡K wKfv‡e MªnY Ki‡ev|Õ
Ô†Zvgiv †h †KvjvKzwj Ki‡e bv, GUyKz cwi®‹vi|Õ
`vjvbUvi Ici w`‡K ZvKv‡jv ivbv| Uc‡d¬v‡i Av‡jv
R¡j‡Q| LvwbK `~‡ii †ij‡÷kb †_‡K †Uª‡bi ûB‡mj †f‡m
G‡jv| ÔP‡jv, †fZ‡i †XvKv hvK|Õ
cÖ‡ekc‡_i w`‡K G‡Mv‡jv Iiv, wc¯—jUv R¨v‡K‡Ui
c‡K‡U f‡i ivL‡jv ivbv, nvZUvI c‡K‡U _vK‡jv| Kuv‡Pi
ìRvq †UvKv w`‡jv RR©| DuwK w`‡jv GKRb MvW©, RR©‡K
†`‡L wbtk‡ã nvm‡jv, Pvwe †ei K‡i Ly‡j †dj‡jv ZvjvUv|Õ
Ô¸W Bwfwbs,Õ MÖxK fvlvq ej‡jv MvW©, Ôwg. WvP RR©|Õ
GKB fvlvq Reve w`‡jv RR©, ÔIciZjvq †h‡Z PvB †n|Õ
64 gvmy` ivbvÐ179
ÔAek¨B, m¨vi,Õ e‡jI c_ Qvo‡jv bv MvW©, RR©‡K LuywU‡q
†`L‡jv †m| Ôm¨vi, Avcwb wK †Kv‡bv `yN©Ubvq c‡owQ‡jb?Õ
Ôc‡owQjvg, fv‡Mï †Rv‡i †eu‡P †MwQ, †Kv_vI †Zgb
jv‡Mwb| Avgvi mv‡_ Bwb gvmy` ivbv|Õ
gv_v SuvwK‡q c_ Qvo‡jv MvW©, †fZ‡i XzK‡jv Iiv|
Gwj‡fU‡ii †evZv‡g Pvc w`‡jv MvW©| ga¨ eq¯‹ †jvK †m,
Lywk Kivi R‡b¨ Db¥yL| Aci †jvKUv Aíe‡qmx, m¤ú~Y© Ab¨
cÖK…wZi| †`qv‡ji Mv‡q Ajmfw½‡Z †njvb w`‡q ùvwo‡q
_vK‡jv †m, †Pv‡L D×Z `„wó wb‡q ZvwK‡q Av‡Q I‡ì w`‡K|
KuvP †f` K‡i iv¯—vi Ici wM‡q co‡jv ivbvi `„wó|
†Kv‡bv †jvKRb †bB| eMj †_‡K Nv‡gi GKUv aviv bvg‡Q,
Abyfe Ki‡jv I|
Gwj‡fUi †_‡K Kv‡c©U †gvov KwiW‡i †b‡g G‡jv Iiv|
wcqv‡bv evRvi †fuvZv, A¯úó AvIqv‡Ri mv‡_ wKQy †jv‡Ki
wgwjZ KÉ¯î I nvwmi AvIqvR †c‡jv ivbv|
Ô†Kv÷vm A¨v‡ivbvwd‡mi †c›UnvD‡m ¯^vMZg,Õ ej‡jv WvP
RR©| Ôïb‡Z cv‡”Qv? g‡b n‡”Q GKUv Drme cvwU©‡Z G‡m
c‡owQ Avgiv|Õ
KwiW‡i g„`y Av‡jv, †kl gv_vi w`‡K wc¯—j Zyj‡jv ivbv|
ÔIw`‡K wK Av‡Q?Õ
Ômvwf©m G›UªvÝ|Õ
ÔPj‡e| Av‡M ev‡ov|Õ
†ek K‡qKUv †Lvjv ìRv †cwi‡q GKUv KwiW‡i †ewi‡q
G‡jv Iiv, Zvici wK‡Pb n‡q P‡j G‡jv WvBwbs i“‡g| cv‡ki
welKb¨vÐ2 65
Ni †_‡K wcqv‡bvi AvIqvR Avm‡Q|
wbtkã I mZK©Zvi mv‡_ GKUv ìRv Ava BwÂ duvK
Ki‡jv ivbv| my‡ekx `k-ev‡ivRb AwZw_ i‡q‡Q †fZ‡i| †KD
†KD Avivg‡K`vivq Mv Gwj‡q w`‡q‡Q, K‡qKUv †g‡q nuvUy
Zy‡j †mvdvi Ici e‡m‡Q, †gvRv civ cv kix‡ii wb‡P| cÖvq
cÖ‡Z¨‡Ki nv‡Z g‡ì M−vm| GKw`‡K GK †jvK gnv Drmv‡ni
mv‡_ Mí †kvbv‡”Q, †n‡m Mwo‡q co‡Q †kÖvZviv| evwK mevB
wb‡R‡ì g‡a¨ Avjvc Ki‡Q| Kv‡Vi ˆZwi j¤^v GKUv cvwLi
cv‡k †Qv‡UvLv‡Uv, PIov †Kv÷vm A¨v‡ivbvwdm‡K ùvwo‡q
_vK‡Z †`L‡jv ivbv| ivRZ‡š¿i cÖwZ mnvbyf~wZkxj ¯^bvgL¨vZ
GK ivRbxwZ‡Ki mv‡_ K_v ej‡Q †m| GL‡bv Mvp i‡Oi
cÖKvÊ Pkgv i‡q‡Q Zvi †Pv‡L, †hb wb‡Ri †c›UnvD‡mI
h‡ZvUv m¤¢e jywK‡q ivL‡Z n‡e †Pnviv| wgwj cyjwUm‡KI
†`L‡jv ivbv, wcqv‡bvi KvQ †_‡K m‡i hv‡”Q Av‡iK w`‡K|
G‡Zv¶Y †m-B m¤¢eZ Mvb ïwb‡q‡Q I‡ì‡K| GKUv e¨vcvi
cwi®‹vi, GLv‡b Zv‡K †Rvi K‡i wb‡q Avmv nqwb| Zvi
nuvUvPjv, nvwmLywk nvefve †`‡L †evSv †Mj, AZ¨š— ¯^v”Q›`
†eva Ki‡Q †m, GUv †hb Zvi wb‡Ri N‡ivqv cwi‡ek| jvj
Avfvi g‡Zv Zv‡K Rwo‡q †i‡L‡Q GKUv wkdb, wb‡Pi Ask
†g‡S‡Z jy‡Uv‡”Q| Zvi Kv‡jv Pyj Kuv‡ai Kv‡Q g¯— †Luvcvi
AvK…wZ †c‡q‡Q| Kv‡bi cv‡k jvj dzj| nji“‡gi cÖ‡ekc‡_i
Kv‡Q ùvov‡jv †m, g‡b n‡jv cvwU©‡Z Zvi gb †bB, wbtm½ I
welYœ|
R‡R©i cuvR‡i ¸u‡Zv w`‡jv ivbv, WvBwbs i“‡gi wcQb
66 gvmy` ivbvÐ179
w`‡Ki GKUv c¨v‡m‡R †ewi‡q G‡jv Zv‡K wb‡q| c¨v‡mR
†_‡K GKUv ÷vwW‡Z XzK‡jv Iiv| Pviw`‡K Pvgov †gvov eB
fwZ© eyK‡mjd| GKw`‡K G›UªvÝ Avj‡Kvf, K¬wR‡Ui ìRvq
Avqbv jvMv‡bv, eo AvKv‡ii meyR jZvMvQ dz‡U i‡q‡Q
Avqbvi Mv‡q|
nvZ evov‡jB wgwj‡K Quy‡Z cvi‡e ivbv|
`xN©¶Y, Mfxi g‡bv‡hv‡Mi mv‡_, Kvgivi cÖwZwU †jvK‡K
j¶ Ki‡jv ivbv| †K †Kvb& w`‡K ZvKv‡”Q, wgwji w`‡K Kv‡iv
bRi Av‡Q wKbv †`‡L wb‡jv|
Qvqv †_‡K mu¨vr K‡i †ewi‡q †Mj ivbvi nvZ, Aci nvZUv
wgwji gyL †P‡c ai‡jv| nu¨vPKv Uv‡b kixiUv mwi‡q Avb‡jv
I| †U‡b Avb‡jv ÷vwWi w`‡K| cÖ_‡g wnsmª weov‡ji g‡Zv
a¯—vaw¯— Ki‡jv wgwj| Zvici Kv‡jv, cUj‡Piv †Pv‡Li †KvY
w`‡q †`L‡Z †c‡jv ivbv‡K, wXj co‡jv †ckx‡Z| ÷vwWi
†fZi G‡m ìRv eÜ Ki‡jv ivbv|
Qvov †c‡qB KK©k¯^‡i wdmwdm Ki‡jv wgwj, ÔWvw©j©s!
Avwg †f‡ewQjvg Zywg gviv †M‡Qv!Õ
ÔI wK †Zvgv‡K ZvB e‡j‡Q?Õ
Ô†K?Õ
Nvo †div‡jv ivbv|
WvP RR© cvwj‡q‡Q| GB gyn~‡Z© m¤¢eZ †j‡R Av¸b jvMv
KzKz‡ii g‡Zv QyU‡Q †m| GK †m‡KÊ BZ¯—Z Ki‡jv ivbv,
fve‡jv RR©‡K avIqv Ki‡e wKbv, Zvici wgwji w`‡K
ZvKv‡jvÑ†kl ch©š— nv‡Zi wPwoqvUv‡KB †e‡Q wb‡jv I|
ÔRR©,Õ ej‡jv ivbv| Ô†m-B Avgv‡K GLv‡b Avb‡jv|Õ
welKb¨vÐ2 67
Ô†Kb?Õ wgwji my›ì gy‡L we¯§‡qi †gN Rg‡jv|
Ôc¨vwmgfÑZvi aviYv, c¨vwmgf GLv‡b Av‡Qb|Õ
Av‡iv †hb nZf¤^ †`Lv‡jv wgwj‡K, gš’iMwZ‡Z gv_v
†`vjv‡jv †m, †hb wb‡Ri nZf¤^ fveUv‡K AMÖvn¨ Kivi wm×vš—
wb‡”Q| GwM‡q G‡m ivbvi MjvUv `yÕnv‡Z Rwo‡q ai‡jv †m,
ÔZywg †eu‡P Av‡Qv, Avgvi †h wK Lywk jvM‡Q| Avgv‡K...Py‡gv
Lv‡e?Õ †m‡›Ui M‡Ü `g eÜ n‡q G‡jv ivbvi|
cªvq ag‡Ki my‡i ej‡jv ivbv, ÔIme fy‡j hvI| Avgv‡K
Rvb‡Z n‡e c¨vwmgf‡K †Kv_vq ivLv n‡q‡Q?Õ wgwji nvZ
`y‡Uv Mjv †_‡K bvwg‡q w`‡jv I, g‡bi Kvbv‡P DËß mxmv n‡q
i‡q‡Q RR©| wek¦vm †bB, cvwU©i me †jvK‡K Ii wcQ‡b
†jwj‡q w`‡Z cv‡i †m| Avi, †m hw` cvwj‡q †h‡Z cv‡i...Õ
fyi“ †Rvov KzuP‡K DV‡jv ivbvi|
ÔAvgv‡K GKUv mwZ¨ K_v ej‡e? Zywg wK Avm‡j
fv‡jvevm‡Z A¶g?Õ Suv‡Si mv‡_ Rvb‡Z PvB‡jv wgwj|
ÔIw`KUv, g‡b n‡”Q, Avgv‡K QvovI †ek fv‡jvfv‡e
Pvwj‡q wb‡Z cv‡iv Zywg,Õ ej‡jv ivbv|
ÔIn! Avi wK Kivi _vK‡Z cv‡i Avgvi? PvB‡j, bv
PvB‡jI, †Kv÷vm me mgq Avgvi cv‡k Av‡Q!Õ
ivbv PvB‡jv, cÖwZevi gvÎ GKUv wel‡q gv_v Nvgv‡e|
Ô†kv‡bv, RR© Avi c¨vwmg‡fi mv‡_ †ivW‡m wQ‡j Zywg, wVK?Õ
Ônu¨v|Õ
ÔA¨v‡ivbvwd‡mi wfjvi wb‡P, Uv‡b‡j?Õ
Avevi nZf¤^ n‡q DV‡jv wgwji †Pnviv| A¯^w¯—i mv‡_
Rvbv‡jv †m, ÔILv‡b †Zv Avgiv hvBwb|Õ
68 gvmy` ivbvÐ179
wgwji KbyB‡qi IciUv Lvg‡P ai‡jv ivbv, e¨_v †c‡q Dd&
K‡i DV‡jv wgwj| ÔZvn‡j †Kv_vq wM‡qwQ‡j?Õ wbtk¦v‡mi mv‡_
wnmwnm K‡i †ewi‡q G‡jv cÖkœUv|
ÔcÖ_‡g GKUv DBÊwg‡j| Zvici wjb‡Wvm-G, wjb‡Wv‡mi
GKUv cyi‡bv evwo‡Z|Õ
VvÊv gy‡Vvq wb‡q †KD †hb †P‡c ai‡jv ivbvi ürwcÊ|
me©bvk n‡q †M‡Q, fve‡jv I| wg‡_¨ K_v e‡j GLv‡b G‡b‡Q
I‡K RR©, Iw`‡K wb‡KvjvB c¨vwmgf GL‡bv †ivW‡m
i‡q‡QbÑRR© wbðqB Zuv‡K †Kv_vI e›`x K‡i †i‡L‡Q|
Gqvi‡cv‡U©i w`‡K QyU‡Q RR©| A‡a©K iv¯—v †cwi‡q †M‡Q
BwZg‡a¨|
Lc& K‡i wgwji GKUv Kwâ ai‡jv ivbv| ÔG‡mv!Õ †LuwK‡q
DV‡jv I|
evav w`‡jv wgwj| Ô†Kv_vq? †Zvgvi eywS aviYv, B‡”Q
Ki‡jB Avgv‡K PiwKi g‡Zv †Nviv‡Z cv‡iv Zywg?Õ
ÔRR© ev‡` GKgvÎ ZywgB Rv‡bv †Kv_vq ivLv n‡q‡Q
c¨vwmgf‡K| RR© cvwj‡q‡Q, Zv‡K hw` ai‡Z bv cvwi, ZywgB
Avgvi GKgvÎ fimv|Õ
GB mgq, Awek¦vm¨ n‡jI mwZ¨, Kvgivi Av‡iK cÖvš—
†_‡K WvP R‡R©i Mjv †f‡m G‡jv, Ô`ytwLZ, fvqv| †Kv_vI
†Zvgiv hv‡”Qv bv|Õ
SU„ K‡i ìRvi w`‡K †divi mgq wc¯—jUvi K_v fve‡jv
ivbv| R¨v‡K‡Ui †fZi i‡q‡Q IUv, †ei Kivi mgq cvIqv
hv‡e bv| cigyn~‡Z© †`L‡jv, wc¯—j †ei Kivi †Póv bv K‡i
fv‡jv K‡i‡Q| fyi“ we`ªƒcvÍK fw½‡Z Kcv‡j, †`vi‡Mvovq
welKb¨vÐ2 69
ùvwo‡q i‡q‡Q RR©, Zvi cv‡k Le©Kvq †Kv÷vm A¨v‡ivbvwdm,
A¨v‡ivbvwd‡mi nv‡Z †QvÆ GKUv .32, mivmwi ivbvi ey‡Ki
w`‡K ZvK Kiv|
GK Mvj nvwm wb‡q RR© ej‡jv, Ô†Zvgv‡K GLv‡b Avbvi
R‡b¨ Avgvi Ici †Rvi LvwU‡qwQ‡j e‡j abëv`, ivbv|
†Zvgvi GB AvPi‡Yi IciB fimv K‡iwQjvg Avwg| †Zvgvi
ÁvZv‡_© ejwQ, †Kv÷v‡mi mv‡_ Avgvi eëmvwqK m¤úK© AvR
bZyb bq|Õ
A‡c¶v Ki‡Q ivbv, wK NU‡Z hv‡”Q †m-e¨vcv‡i m‡PZb|
WvP R‡R©i mi“ gy‡L Zvi Avfvm cvIqv hv‡”Q|
Zvici Zx¶èK‡Ú ej‡jv RR©, Ôgv‡iv I‡K, †Kv÷vm| ¸wj
K‡iv| Zv bv n‡j ey‡ov cvcvi cvVv‡bv mgi DcKiY †_‡K
wbN©vZ ewÂZ n‡ev Avwg|Õ
Qq
ÔnvZ `y‡Uv †Zv‡jv, wc−R|Õ Bs‡iwR‡Z ej‡jv †Kv÷vm
A¨v‡ivbvwdm, kvš—, wbqwš¿Z KÚ¯î|
ivbv nvZ Zyj‡Q, ax‡i ax‡i GK cv‡k m‡i †Mj wgwj|
ÔIi KvQ †_‡K wc¯—jUv wb‡q Avgv‡K `vI,Õ RR©‡K ej‡jv
A¨v‡ivbvwdm|
ivbv‡K mvP© Ki‡jv RR©, wc¯—jUv nv‡Z wb‡q wcQy nU‡Q,
70 gvmy` ivbvÐ179
†hb ivbvi w`‡K ZvwK‡q _vKvi my‡hvM gyn~‡Z©i R‡bÏ nviv‡Z
Pvq bv|
ivbvi ey‡Ki †fZi ürwcÊUv †hb AvnZ cvwLi g‡Zv Wvbv
SvcUv‡”Q| hwÌ mvn‡mi mv‡_, gy‡L kvš— nvwm wb‡q ej‡jv
I, ÔAvgv‡K Lyb K‡i wb‡Ri R‡b¨ ïay wec` †W‡K Avb‡e
A¨v‡ivbvwdm|Õ
ÔZvB wK? cwiw¯’wZ wK G‡ZvB Lvivc?Õ Zvw”Q‡jï mv‡_
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nvm‡jv RR©, wKš—y gy‡Li †Pnviv Avoó n‡q DV‡jv,
80 gvmy` ivbvÐ179
AvIqvRUv †emy‡iv| mi“ †Pvqv‡j Nv‡gi aviv, †duvUv¸‡jv
Syj‡Q wPKb †Muv‡di `yB cÖv‡š—| ÔAvgv‡K fq †`Lv‡bvi †Póv
K‡i †Kv‡bv jvf n‡e bv, ivbv,Õ ej‡jv †m| Ô†Ljv GLv‡bB
†kl †Zvgvi| G-ai‡bi cwiw¯’wZ‡Z co‡ZB nq Avgv‡ì,
†g‡b wb‡Z nq civRq| fyj K‡i‡Qv Av‡MB, GLb Avi Zv
ms‡kva‡bi my‡hvM †Zvgvi †bB|Õ
Ôwec`MÖ¯— GKRb †jv‡Ki KvQ †_‡K wec` †_‡K euvPvi
Dc‡`k ïb‡Z ivwR bB Avwg,Õ Reve w`‡jv ivbv, Abyfe
Ki‡jv †Mvovwj‡Z k³ Kvgo w`‡jv iwki euvabUv| †Pqv‡ii
mv‡_ euvav n‡jv I‡K|
ÔwWfvBW A¨vÊ KsKvi? GB wK †Zvgvi me©‡kl, †ec‡ivqv
c−¨vb? †KŠkjUv GK`g evwm n‡q †M‡Q, ivbv| nvm¨Ki|Õ
†Pqv‡ii wcQ‡b P‡j G‡jv RR©, ivbvi nvZ `y‡Uv wcQ‡gvov
K‡i euva‡jv|
Ôwc¯—j nv‡Z †Zvgvi eÜz wKš—y nvm‡Q bv,Õ ej‡jv ivbv|
wgwji w`‡K Qy‡U †Mj Ii `„wó, wK †hb LyuR‡jv, †fZ‡i †XvKvi
†Póv Ki‡jv|
wgwji †Pv‡Li Kv‡jv gwY †Kgb †hb wb®cÖf n‡q †Mj,
†hb ivbv Avi wb‡Ri gvSLv‡b †`qvj Zy‡j w`‡jv GKUv|
A¨v‡ivbvwd‡mi w`‡K wdi‡jv †m| ÔI‡K wb‡q wK Ki‡e Zywg,
†Kv÷vm?Õ wR‡Ám Ki‡jv, nvZ Zy‡j †`Lv‡jv ivbv‡K|
ÔGLv‡b †d‡j hv‡ev| ivwkqvbiv G‡m †`LyK I‡K| †Kv_vq
Avm‡Z n‡e Rvb‡e Zviv, hv‡Z Rv‡b Zvi eë¯’v Kiv n‡e|Õ
Ô†ek, fv‡jv K_v, †Zvgvi hv Lywk K‡iv,Õ ej‡jv wgwj|
ÔAvwg eis P‡j hvB| LvwbK¶Y A‡c¶v Ki‡jB evm †c‡q
welKb¨vÐ2 81
hv‡ev| GLvbKvi KvR †kl K‡i, Avgvi A¨vcvU©‡g‡›U cv‡e
Avgv‡K|Õ
Ô†Kv_vI hv‡”Qv bv Zywg,Õ ej‡jv A¨v‡ivbvwdm| ÔA‡c¶v
K‡iv, Avgvi mv‡_ Mvwo‡ZB wdi‡e|Õ
Ô†`‡Lv, Wvwj©s, Avgv‡K _vK‡Z eva¨ K‡iv bv|Õ ivbvi
w`‡K PU K‡i GKevi ZvKv‡jv wgwj| Zvi `„wói A_© ivbvi
†evaMg¨ n‡jv bv|
ÔZywg _vK‡Qv,Õ KwVb my‡i ej‡jv A¨v‡ivbvwdm|
wm‡a n‡jv RR©| ÔGgbfv‡e †eu‡awQ, Ii ev‡ciI mva¨
†bB †Lv‡j|Õ `yB nvZ GK K‡i Nl‡jv †m| ÔGLv‡bi KvR
†kl|Õ
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GKUv duvm civI, duv‡mi iwk †Mvovwji mv‡_ euv‡av| †Pqv‡i
emv Ae¯’vq hv‡Z †ewk jvdv‡Z bv cv‡i|Õ
duvmUv ivbvi gv_vq Mjv‡jv RR©, iwk‡Z Uvb †`qvq NvoUv
wcQb w`‡K SuvwK †L‡jv| KvRUv †kl Ki‡jv RR©, †Kv‡bv
iK‡g `g †dj‡Z cvi‡Q ivbv|
Ô¸W,Õ ej‡jv A¨v‡ivbvwdm| ÔGevi Zywg Avi wgwj Avgv‡K
mvnvh¨ K‡iv, wg. c¨vwmgf‡K Mvwo‡Z Zyj‡Z n‡e|Õ
Ô†Kb?Õ R‡R©i A¯^w¯— Pvcv _vK‡jv bv| Ô†`‡Lv, †Kv÷vm,
GLv‡b †ewk mgq bó Kiv gv‡b...|Õ
ÔAv‡i, kvš— nI, †`v¯—| ivbvi K_vq Zywg Nveov‡”Qv bvwK?
Zywg Nveov‡j I‡K Lywk Kiv n‡e, eyS‡Z cvi‡Qv bv?Õ Pviw`‡K
ZvwK‡q wK †hb LyuR‡jv A¨v‡ivbvwdm, †g‡S †_‡K GK UyK‡iv
Kvco Zy‡j wb‡q ivbvi gy‡L ¸u‡R w`‡jv †m| ÔG‡mv, wg.
82 gvmy` ivbvÐ179
c¨vwmgf‡K Zy‡j wb‡q hvB|Õ †i‡M †M‡Q †m, mk‡ã wbtk¦vm
†dj‡Q|
BZ¯—Z Ki‡jv RR©, †hb Dcjwä Ki‡Z cvi‡Q NUbvcªevn
Zvi wbqš¿‡Yi evB‡i P‡j hv‡”Q|
A¨v‡ivbvwdm ej‡jv, Ô`yÕRb‡KB hw` GLv‡b †i‡L hvB, wK
NU‡e Zywg eyS‡Z cvi‡Qv bv? ci¯úi‡K mvnvh¨ Ki‡e Iiv|
†mUvB wK Zywg PvI?Õ Zvi K_vq big myi| ÔZvQvov, ivbvi
†Luv‡R †K.wR.we. G‡R›U G‡m hw` wg. c¨vwmgf‡K †`L‡Z
cvq, c‡i wK Avi Zviv †Zvgv‡K gyw³c‡Yi UvKv †`‡e?Õ
ÔwKš—y Iu‡K Avgiv †Kv_vq wb‡q hv‡ev?Õ
PU K‡i nvZNwo †`L‡jv A¨v‡ivbvwdm| ÔBwZg‡a¨ m¤¢eZ
Avgvi BqU gvbWªvwK nviev‡i †bvOi †d‡j‡Q| G‡mv,
G‡mvÑGKUy ciB †fvi n‡q hv‡e|Õ
P‡j †Mj Iiv| wb‡KvjvB c¨vwmg‡fi gy‡L Kvco †MuvRv
n‡q‡Q, A¨v‡ivbvwdm Avi R‡R©i gvSLv‡b GKUv e¯—vi g‡Zv
Sy‡j _vK‡jb wZwb| cv‡qi AvIqvR wgwj‡q †Mj `~‡i|
Kvgivi †fZi ivbv GKv| I wK g„Zyï cÖni ¸b‡Q? †K
Rv‡b KLb Avm‡e †K.wR.we.|
bv, nZvkvi Kv‡Q AvÍmgc©Y Kiv Ii ¯^fve bq| cvi“K
Avi bv cvi“K, euvPvi †Póv Ki‡Z n‡e I‡K| euvab wX‡j Kivi
R‡b¨ nvZ Avi cv †gvPov‡Z ïi“ Ki‡jv ivbv| AvKw¯§K Uvb
covq duvmUv †P‡c em‡jv Mjvq, K‡qK †m‡KÊ wbtk¦vm
†dj‡Z cvi‡jv bv| kãUv cÖ_‡g †Pbv bv †M‡jI, c‡i eyS‡jv
Ii Mjv †_‡KB †ei“‡”Q | evZv‡mi Afv‡e nuvcv‡”Q I|
bo‡jB Zxeª e¨_vq Aek n‡q †Mj kixi| GK mgq w¯’i n‡q
welKb¨vÐ2 83
†Mj I| cwiw¯’wZ mwZ¨ Lvivc, Avkv Kivi g‡Zv wKQy †bB|
K‡qK wgwbU ci A¨v‡ivbvwdm Avi RR©‡K wd‡i Avm‡Z
†`‡L AevK n‡jv ivbv, I‡ì mv‡_ wgwjI i‡q‡Q| Kvgivq
†XvKvi mgq K_v ej‡Q wgwj| ÔMvwo‡Z A‡c¶v Ki‡Z
cviZvg Avwg,Õ ej‡jv †m|
Ôwg. c¨vwmg‡fi mv‡_ GKv †Zvgv‡K †i‡L Avm‡ev
†f‡e‡Qv?Õ Reve w`‡jv A¨v‡ivbvwdm| Ôwe‡kl K‡i hLb Rvwb
f`ª‡jv‡Ki mv‡_ †Zvgvi GKUv Nwbô m¤úK© M‡o D‡V‡Q?Õ
ÔZvigv‡b Zywg Avgv‡K wek¦vm K‡iv bv!Õ †PuwP‡q DV‡jv
wgwj|
Ôbv, Kwi bv,Õ kvš—fv‡e, gy‡Li Ici e‡j w`‡jv
A¨v‡ivbvwdm|
RR© ej‡jv, ÔwKš—y G-m‡ei gv‡b wK? GLv‡b Avi wK
Kivi Av‡Q Avgv‡ì?Õ
Ôgv‡b?Õ A¨v‡ivbvwdm nvm‡jv bv| Ôgv‡b n‡jv, eÜz,
†Zvgv‡K we`vq wb‡Z n‡e|Õ
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ÔZywg GKUv ivgQvMj, †Zvgvi ¯^fveB n‡jv †Nvov wWwO‡q
Nvm LvIqv| bvMvj cv‡e bv, Ggb wRwbm ai‡Z †P‡q‡Qv Zywg|
Avgvi †Kv‡bv m‡›`n †bB, †Zvgvi wei“‡× ivbviI GB GKB
Awf‡hvM i‡q‡Q|Õ R‡R©i eyK j¶¨ K‡i wc¯—j aiv nvZUv j¤^v
Ki‡jv A¨v‡ivbvwdm|
wc¯—‡ji gvR‡ji Ici †PvL †i‡L wcwQ‡q hv‡”Q RR©|
Ô†Zvgv‡K ejjvg bv, A‡a©K fvM †`‡ev? cuvP wgwjqb Wjvi,
84 gvmy` ivbvÐ179
†Kv÷vm| g‡b †i‡Lv, Avgv‡K Qvov UvKvUv cvevi †Kv‡bv
Dcvq †bB|Õ
ÔAvgvi †Kv‡bv AvMÖn †bB| mwZ¨ ejwQ|Õ
ÔùvovI!Õ i“×k¦v‡m nini K‡i K_v ej‡Q RR©, †hb K_v
w`‡q †m Zvi g„Zy¨‡K †VwK‡q ivL‡Z Pvq| ÔwVK Av‡Q, cy‡iv
UvKvUvB †Zvgvi| Avgv‡K ïay GK nvRvi Wjvi w`‡qv| ZvI
ïay †`bv Av‡Q e‡j PvBwQ...|Õ
ÔZywg Avm‡j GL‡bv eyS‡Z cvi‡Qv bv,Õ ej‡jv
A¨v‡ivbvwdm| ÔAvwg †c‡Z PvBwQ GK‡kv wgwjqb Wjvi,
GK‡kv wgwjqb Wjvi g~‡jï BD‡iwbqvg A·vBW| wg.
c¨vwmgf‡K h‡ZvUv ¸i“Z¡c~Y© e‡j g‡b n‡”Q Zv hw` mwZ¨ nq,
Avgvi aviYv ivwkqvbiv Lywk n‡q Avgvi mv‡_ GKUv
eëmvwqK Pyw³‡Z Avm‡eÑAvdUvi Aj, BD‡iwbqv‡gi R‡b¨
UvKv †`qv n‡q‡Q Zv‡ì‡K| gyw³cY Qvov wg. c¨vwmgf‡K
wd‡i †c‡j BD‡iwbqv‡gi K_v fy‡j †h‡Z Iiv AvcwË Ki‡e
bv|Õ
wgwji w`‡K wdi‡jv RR©| Ôdi MWm †mK, wKQy GKUv
e‡jv Zywg!Õ
wgwj ïay Zvi w`‡K ZvwK‡q _vK‡jv, †PvL `y‡Uv weùvwiZ|
Ôc¨vwmgf‡K wKWb¨vc Kivi †Kv‡bv B‡”QB Avgvi wQ‡jv
bv,Õ wPrKvi Ki‡jv RR©, wgwji †Nvi fvOvevi †Póv Ki‡Q|
ÔAvgvi nv‡Z G‡m c‡ob Dwb| Zvici...ZviciB wPš—vUv
Avgvi gv_vq Av‡m|Õ
Ôwm.AvB.G. †Zvgvi mv‡_ †hvMv‡hvM K‡iwb?Õ meRvš—vi
kvš— my‡i cÖkœ Ki‡jv A¨v‡ivbvwdm| ivbvi gyL eÜ, Zv bv n‡j
welKb¨vÐ2 85
wVK GB cªkœUvB Ki‡Zv I|
ÔK. . .K‡iwQj, wKš—y Zv‡ì‡K Avwg †Kv‡bv K_v w`Bwb...Õ
ÔAvgvi Avi wKQy Rvbvi ev ejvi †bB|Õ k³ n‡jv
A¨v‡ivbvwd‡mi †Pvqvj, nvZ j¤^v K‡i R‡R©i nvU© eivei
j¶¨w¯’i Ki‡jv †m|
nvZ `y‡Uv SU K‡i mvg‡b evwo‡q Nb Nb bvo‡jv RR©|
Ô†Kv÷vm! bv, †Kv÷vm...|Õ
Zx¶è, †QvÆ GKUv kã n‡jv|
ÔAvn&Õ K‡i DV‡jv RR©|
wgwji wPey‡Ki Ici i³ †`L‡jv ivbv| ¸wji kã n‡ZB
wb‡Ri †VuvU Kvg‡o a‡i‡Q †m| GKUv kãI D”PviY K‡iwb|
mvZ
Avi K‡Zv †`wi? K‡Zv¶Y ci Avm‡e †K.wR.we.?
Av›`vR Ki‡Z cvi‡jv bv ivbv, KviY Ii Rvbv †bB
A¨v‡ivbvwdm KLb †hvMv‡hvM Ki‡e ivwkqvb‡ì mv‡_| †ivWm
UvDb gvÎ cuqwÎk gvBj `~‡i| †K Rv‡b KÕUv ev‡R GLb, Nwo
†`Lvi Dcvq †bB, nvZ `y‡Uv wcQ‡gvov K‡i euvav| †fvi n‡e
KLb?
86 gvmy` ivbvÐ179
†Póv Ki‡j †K.wR.we.-i mv‡_ Aek¨B †hvMv‡hvM Ki‡Z
cvi‡e A¨v‡ivbvwdm| ¶gZv, A_©, cÖfve †Kv‡bv wKQyiB Afve
†bB †jvKUvi, Zv bv n‡j G‡Zv `xN©Kvj a‡i ¯§vMwjO eëmvq
wU‡K _vK‡Z cvi‡Zv bv †m|
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i“¯—gf, gvmy` ivbv hv‡ì P¶zk~j| Amnvq e›`x Ae¯’vq I‡K
Lyb Kivi my‡hvM cvIqv hv‡e, †kvbvgvÎ wecyj Drmv‡ni mv‡_
Qy‡U Avm‡e Zviv| AvR‡Ki w`bUv Drm‡e cwiYZ n‡e
Zv‡ì|
k³ duvmUv †P‡c e‡m‡Q Mjvq, iwki Nlv †j‡M Q‡o †M‡Q
Pvgov| Mjvi †fZiUv ïwK‡q †M‡Q wccvmvq| nvZ-cv Aek
n‡q Avm‡Q Ii, i³ PjvPj ¶xY n‡q Avmvq †Mvovwj Avi
Kwâ `c`c Ki‡Q| †K‡ivwmb Kzwci wkLvUv Kuvc‡Z ïi“
Ki‡jv| LvwbK ci Avevi w¯’i n‡jv †mUv| nvRvi eQ‡ii
cyi‡bv f¨vcmv M‡Üi mv‡_ evZv‡m †f‡m †eov‡”Q †cvov
†K‡ivwm‡bi MÜ|
KzwcUv mv`vgvVv †Uwe‡ji Ici, †Uwe‡ji cv‡ki †g‡S‡Z
c‡o i‡q‡Q WvP RR©| Zvi gyLUv Wv‡b ev euv‡q KvZ n‡q
c‡owb, Ava †evRv †PvL `y‡Uv †hb Av‡jvi mÜv‡b †Uwe‡ji
w`‡K ZvwK‡q Av‡Q| †Vuv‡Ui GK †KvY we`ªƒcvÍK fw½‡Z duvK
n‡q Av‡Q mvgvb¨, †hb g‡i wM‡qI A‡f¨mUv Qvo‡Z cv‡iwb
†m, mv`v ùv‡Zi wSwjK †`Lv hv‡”Q †fZ‡i|
c‡KU bvBdUvi K_v g‡b co‡jv ivbvi| ev· †Lvjvi
R‡b¨ avi w`‡qwQj I‡K RR©| Zvi Rv¤úmy‡U wK QywiUv GL‡bv
Av‡Q? wKš—y GKUy bo‡jB †hLv‡b Amn¨ e¨_v, Rv¤úmyU †_‡K
welKb¨vÐ2 87
IUv †ei Ki‡e wKfv‡e?
Rv‡b, †Póv Kivi †Kv‡bv gv‡b nq bv|
Zey †Póv Ki‡jv|
kixi SuvwK‡q †PqviUv‡K bvo‡jv ivbv| duvmUv gvs‡mi
†fZ‡i †W‡e †Mj, Kvg‡o ai‡jv k¦vmbvjx| Mjvi †fZi `g
AvU‡K hvIqvq, AvKw¯§K AvZs‡Ki mv‡_ ivbvi g‡b n‡jv,
gviv hv‡”Q †m| gbUv‡K kvš— ivLvi R‡b¨ evi evi
A‡Uvmv‡Rkb w`‡jv wb‡R‡K| w¯’i n‡q Av‡Q I, f‡q bovPov
Ki‡Q bv| wKš—y euvPvi AvKzwZ Avi †RÙv Am¤¢e †e‡o †M‡Q|
e¨_v jvM‡eB, †mUv mn¨ K‡i †PqviUv‡K miv‡bv m¤¢e bq
wKQy‡ZB| Kv‡RB e¨_v Kg jvMvi Dcvq wb‡q wPš—v-fvebv ïi“
Ki‡jv ivbv| GKgvÎ mgvavb w`‡Z cv‡i AvÍm‡¤§vnb|
`yB wK wZb wgwbU Mfxi a¨vbgMœ n‡q _vK‡jv ivbv|
kixiUv‡K e¨_v-†e`bvi E‡aŸ© Zyj‡Z cvi‡j QywiUv nq‡Zv
nv‡Z cvIqv m¤¢e| Aek¨ †mUv hw` R‡R©i Rv¤úmy‡U GL‡bv
_v‡K|
†PvL †gj‡jv, eo K‡i k¦vm †U‡b dzmdzm f‡i wb‡jv|
cyj‡Ki mv‡_ Abyfe Ki‡jv, k¦vm Uvbvi mgq †Kv_vI †Kv‡bv
e¨_v Abyfe K‡iwb| cÖ_gevi Av‡¯— K‡i kixiUv SuvwK‡q
mvgvb¨ GKUy miv‡jv †Pqvi| c‡ii evi Av‡iv GKUy †Rv‡i|
Rv¤úmyU Avi †Pqv‡ii gvSLv‡b `~iZ¡Uv K‡g G‡jv|
wK‡mi kã n‡jv? w¯’i n‡q †Mj ivbv| Kvb cvZ‡jv| eyU
Ry‡Zvi kã? bvwK Kv‡bi fyj? w`‡bi Av‡jv hw` dz‡UI _v‡K,
GB Kvgiv †_‡K Zv †evSvi †Kv‡bv Dcvq Av‡Q wK? KB,
88 gvmy` ivbvÐ179
wKQyB †Zv ïb‡Z cv‡”Q bv| Avevi †PqviUv miv‡Z wM‡q e¨_v
†c‡jv ivbv, †ei“evi c_ bv †c‡q Mjvq AvU‡K †Mj wbtk¦vm|
ewg †c‡jv Ii|
gy‡L b¨vKov _vKvq, ewg n‡j wbN©vZ gviv hv‡e ivbv|
wbtk¦vm †dj‡Z bv cvivq kix‡ii mg¯— i³ †hb gv_vq
Rgv n‡q‡Q, `c `c Ki‡Q Lywji †fZiUv| †h-†Kv‡bv gyn~‡Z©
Ávb nviv‡e I| wKš—y AvkvUv Z¨vM K‡iwb GL‡bv| GKevi hw`
QywiUv nv‡Z Avm‡Zv!
AvZZvqxiv Avm‡e, m‡PZbfv‡e ïay GB GKUv K_v wPš—v
Ki‡Z cvi‡Q ivbv| g‡b g‡b Rv‡b, Zviv G‡m †cuŠQyevi Av‡M
Ii cvjvevi †Póv mdj nevi m¤¢vebv †bB| ZvB e‡j nvj
Qvo‡Z ivwR bq| Avevi wKQy¶Y a¨vbgMœ _vKvi †Póv Ki‡jv
I| Mjvi †ckx‡Z wXj covq AvU‡K _vKv evZvm ax‡i ax‡i
†ei“‡Z ïi“ Ki‡jv| mveav‡b k¦vm wb‡jv ivbv, †_‡g †_‡g|
mviv kix‡i Avivg`vqK GKUv Abyf~wZ Qwo‡q co‡jv|
LvwbK¶‡Yi g‡a¨B cÖvq ¯^vfvweK n‡q G‡jv k¦vm-cÖk¦vm|
wekÖv‡gi mgq BD‡iwbqv‡gi K_v g‡b co‡jv Ii|
A¨v‡ivbvwdm ej‡jv, BÊvw÷ªqvj Kv‡R eënv‡ii R‡b¨
BUvwj‡Z cvVv‡bvi c−¨vb wQ‡jv| wKš—y ivwkqvb‡ì wK †evKv
evbv‡Z †c‡i‡Q A¨v‡ivbvwdm? ivwkqvbiv wK mwZ¨ wek¦vm
K‡i‡Q, Zv‡ì BD‡iwbqvg BUvwj‡Z hv‡e? evi evi †PK K‡i
bv †`Lvi †Kv‡bv KviY †bB, we‡kl K‡i wRwbmUv hLb
BD‡iwbqvg| GKvwaKevi cix¶v K‡i †`Lvi e¨vcv‡i
ivwkqvb‡ì myL¨vwZ Av‡Q| Gi Av‡M Zviv KL‡bv cwðgv
RM‡Z BD‡iwbqvg wewµ Kivi e¨vcv‡i †Zgb AvMÖn †`Lvqwb|
welKb¨vÐ2 89
Gevi Zviv G‡ZvB e¨MÖ n‡q DV‡jv †h A¨v‡ivbvwd‡mi evbv‡bv
MíUv cix¶v K‡i †`Lvi cÖ‡qvRbxqZvUyKzI Abyfe Ki‡jv bv?
†LuvR-Lei Kiv †Zgb KwVb wKQy bq| †Póv Ki‡j Aek¨B
Avmj Z_¨ †ewi‡q co‡Zv|
bvwK e¨vcviUv Avm‡j †Pv‡ii Ici evUcvwi? loh‡š¿i
†fZi Av‡iKUv lohš¿ bq‡Zv? ïay m‡›`n I Abygvb, cÖgvY
Kivi R‡b¨ wb‡iU wKQy †bB ivbvi|
cwi®‹vi aviYv ïay GKUv e¨vcv‡i Av‡Q, ivwkqv †Kv‡bv
Ae¯’v‡ZB PvB‡Z cv‡i bv wjg‡ewi cvigvYweK kw³i
AwaKvix †nvK|
A_P, BD‡iwbqvg wd‡i cvevi ci, `w¶Y w`‡K iIbv
n‡jv Zviv, g‡b n‡jv †hb wjg‡ewii w`‡KB BD‡iwbqvg wb‡q
hv‡”Q|
auvavUv GLv‡bB|
mgm¨vUv gv_v †_‡K †S‡o †dj‡jv ivbv|
wb‡R‡K cÖvq †Kv‡bv †bvwUk bv w`‡qB, †Suv‡Ki gv_vq,
GK Kiv cv `y‡Uvi mvnv‡h¨ †Pqvi wb‡q jvd w`‡jv I| fq
wQ‡jv, †PqviUv c‡o †M‡j duvmUv Pviw`K †_‡K †P‡c e‡m Lyb
Ki‡e I‡K, iwk‡Z nu¨vPKv Uvb jvM‡j NvoUv †f‡O hv‡e|
†Pqv‡ii cvqv¸‡jv †g‡S †_‡K k~‡b¨ D‡V co‡jv| †Pv‡L
m‡l© dzj †`L‡jv ivbv| `yj‡Z ïi“ Ki‡jv nj‡`‡U Kvgiv|
†PqviUv †_‡g‡Q, wKš—y ivbvi cÖvq †Kv‡bv ûuk †bB| B‡”Q kw³i
†Rv‡i ax‡i ax‡i cy‡ivcywi m‡PZbZv wdwi‡q Avbvi †Póv
Ki‡jv I|
90 gvmy` ivbvÐ179
evZvm cv‡”Q †hb mi“ Avi f½yi GKUv L‡oi †fZi
w`‡q| k¦vmbvjxUv †hb ¶Zwe¶Z n‡q †M‡Q, gy‡Li †fZi
i‡³i †jvbv ¯^v`|
Aš—Z GL‡bv †eu‡P Av‡Q I|
nvZ-cv Qwo‡q c‡o _vKv jvkUvi w`‡K ZvKv‡jv ivbv|
AevK we¯§‡qi mv‡_ j¶ Ki‡jv, Ii cv‡qi AvOyj jvkUv‡K
Qyu‡q Av‡Q| Mš—‡e¨ †cuŠ‡P‡Q I, wKš—y Gici wK? †Pqv‡ii
wcQb w`‡K wXj K‡i w`‡jv kixiUv, iwki Uvb Uvb fve h‡ZvUv
m¤¢e Mjv †_‡K wkw_j Kivi †Póv Ki‡jv| ZviciI ¯^w¯—Ki
jvM‡jv bv| ùv‡Zi mvwi `y‡Uv ci¯ú‡ii mv‡_ †P‡c _vKvq Ub
Ub Ki‡Q †Pvqvj| nvZ `y‡Uvq e¨_vi †Kv‡bv Abyf~wZ †bB,
Aek n‡q Av‡Q|
R‡R©i w`‡K ZvwK‡q wb‡Ri Ni-Ni wbtk¦v‡mi AvIqvR
ïb‡Q ivbv| gv_vUv Nyi‡Q GL‡bv| †evKvwg Kivq KwVb g~j¨
w`‡Z n‡q‡Q RR©‡K| GmwcIbvR RM‡Z fy‡ji gvïj
GKUvBÑRxeb, Av‡M ev c‡i| †m wK Rvb‡Zv bv, Zv‡K aivi
R‡b¨ †h-†Kv‡bv `~iZ¡ AwZµg Ki‡e ivbv| Zey, gwbi †nv‡mb
gviv †M‡Q wKbv wbwðZfv‡e Rvbvi R‡b¨ DBÊwg‡j hw` †m
wd‡i bv Avm‡Zv...
wKš—y †evKvi g‡Zv wdi‡jv †m|
Zvi Av‡iKUv †evKvwg n‡jv A¨v‡ivbvwdm‡K wek¦vm Kiv|
`~‡i †Kv_vI GKUv †gviM WvK‡jv, †mB mv‡_ eZ©gv‡b
wd‡i G‡jv ivbv| Kvgivi Pviw`‡K †PvL eyjv‡Z wM‡q †`L‡jv
cyew`‡Ki GKUv Rvbvjvi dy‡Uvq ¶xY Av‡jvi Avfvm| †fvi
welKb¨vÐ2 91
n‡q †M‡Q|
†eva Avi Abyf~wZ †fuvZv n‡q †M‡Q ivbvi| bo‡Z B‡”Q
Ki‡Q bv| Mjvi Kv‡Q ewgi fve AvU‡K Av‡Q| `c `c Ki‡Q
gv_v| Av‡iv †hb Amy¯’ n‡q co‡j fv‡jv nq, Zvn‡j Ávb
nviv‡e|
wgwji K_v g‡b co‡jv Ii, A¨v‡ivbvwd‡mi ÷vwW‡Z †QvÆ
wKš—y †gvnbxq Awfbq K‡i‡Q Ii mv‡_| Zvici wb‡Ri
Pviw`‡K wbwj©ßZvi GKUv cuvwPj Zy‡j †`q †g‡qUv, Aš—Z Ii
wei“‡×|
†hŠbv‡e`bgqxi f~wgKvÑwbðqB Zvi GKUv KviY Av‡Q|
†KD fq †`Lv‡jB h‡_ó| wKsev †mªd wb`©qZv, A_©vr
†eCgvbx| Aš—Z GUyKz cwi®‹vi †h A¨v‡ivbvwd‡mi mv‡_ Mjv
ch©š— Wy‡e Av‡Q wgwj| Ab¨ wKQy g‡b nevi KviY †bB|
Mjvq evZvm AvU‡K hvIqvq e¨_v †c‡jv ivbv, cvwb
†ewi‡q G‡jv †Pv‡Li †Kv‡Y| Kvwki GKUv †SuvK `gb Ki‡jv,
gyLfwZ© †bvsiv b¨vKov gy‡Li mg¯— jvjv ï‡l wb‡q‡Q| Nv‡gi
†duvUv R¡vjv awi‡q w`‡jv †Pv‡L| g‡b n‡jv †MvUv kixi
Av¸‡bi g‡Zv Mig n‡q Av‡Q|
A‡bK¶Y †Zv n‡jv| Avi †ewk †`wi †bB| †h-†Kv‡bv
gyn~‡Z© P‡j Avm‡e Lybxiv|
†PqviUv `yÕdzU miv‡Z K‡Zv¶Y mgq wb‡q‡Q ej‡Z cvi‡e
bv ivbv| cÖPÊ g~j¨ w`‡Z n‡q‡Q I‡K, Am¤¢e aKj †M‡Q
kixiUvi Ici, ZviciI cwiw¯’wZ Lye GKUv e`jvqwb| R‡R©i
g„Z‡`n cv‡qi AvOyj w`‡q Quy‡Z cvi‡Q e‡U, wKš—y nvZ w`‡q
Rv¤úmy‡Ui bvMvj cv‡e bv| Avevi, nvZ `y‡Uv gy³ KivI m¤¢e
92 gvmy` ivbvÐ179
bq| Rv¤úmy‡Ui c‡KU †_‡K QywiUv †ei KivB cÖavb mgm¨v|
QywiUv Av‡M †hLv‡b ivLv wQ‡jv †mLv‡bB Av‡Q wKbv Zv-I
Rvbv †bB| Zv hw` ivLv n‡q _v‡K, fvM¨ mycÖmbœB ej‡Z n‡e|
wb‡Pi w`‡K ZvwK‡q c‡KUUv †`L‡Z cv‡”Q ivbv| jv‡ki
wbZ‡¤^ mvgvb¨ duvK n‡q i‡q‡Q c‡K‡Ui gyL|
evB‡i †_‡K Mi“ ev QvM‡ji Mjvq euvav N›Uvi Uys Uvs kã
†f‡m G‡jv| Rvbvjvi Av‡iv K‡qKUv dz‡Uvq †fv‡ii ¶xY
Av‡jv †`Lv hv‡”Q| wKQy¶‡Yi g‡a¨ †R‡M DV‡e wjb‡Wvm|
A¨v‡ivbvwdm PvB‡e Zvi Av‡MB ivwkqvbiv †hb GLv‡b
†cuŠQy‡Z cv‡i|
Kzwci wkLvUv Avevi Kuvc‡Z ïi“ Ki‡jv| Kv‡jv †auvqvq
f‡i DV‡jv Kvgivi evZvm| mj‡Zi †cvov LvwbKUv Ask
evZv‡m fvm‡Z fvm‡Z ivbvi cv‡qi cvZvq co‡jv| wb‡f
†Mj KzwcUv| m¤¢eZ †K‡ivwmb †kl n‡q †M‡Q|
Rvbvjvi dz‡Uv w`‡q PyB‡q †XvKv †fv‡ii Aí Av‡jvq
KvgivUv Svcmv jvM‡jv †Pv‡L| Pviw`‡K Mvp Qvqv|
Qywii bvMvj †c‡jB ev wK n‡e, Aek nvZ `y‡Uv Ii wb‡`©k
ïb‡e wKbv †K Rv‡b| euvab KvU‡Z n‡j QywiUv Lyj‡Z n‡e
†Zv|
mg¯— wPš—v †S‡o †d‡j, ïay GKUv K_v gv_vq a‡i ivL‡jv
ivbv| †Póv Ki‡Z n‡e| Nvo †_‡K †h iwkUv †Mvovwj‡Z †b‡g
†M‡Q, †mB GKB iwk w`‡q Ii Kwâ euvav nqwb| Mjvq duv‡mi
Pvc bv evwo‡q nvZ `y‡Uv bvovPvov Kiv m¤¢e| nvZ `y‡Uv
†gvPov‡jv ivbv, euvab¸‡jv wXj Kiv hvq wKbv †`L‡Q| ùv‡Z
ùvZ †P‡c mn¨ Ki‡Q e¨_v, †MvOv‡”Q, †duvcv‡”Q| B‡”Q n‡jI
welKb¨vÐ2 93
†XvK wMj‡Z cvi‡Q bv I| Nv‡g wf‡R †M‡Q †MvUv kixi|
ZviciI †hgb e›`x wQ‡jv †Zgwb _vK‡jv I, wb‡R‡K gy³
Ki‡Z cvi‡jv bv|
¶xY GKUv gvÎ Avkv Av‡Q|
†PqviUv hw` Nywi‡q †bq ivbv, Ii wcV _vK‡e R‡R©i
w`‡K| wcQb w`‡K SuyK‡e I, Ggbfv‡e wcQb w`‡K co‡e
hv‡Z nvZ `y‡Uv c‡KUUvi bvMvj cvq|
iwk‡Z Uvb covq NvoUv gU‡K †h‡Z cv‡i| Nvo hw` bv-I
fv‡O, duvmUv Gu‡U em‡Z cv‡i Mjvq, †_uZ‡j w`‡Z cv‡i
KÉbvjx, eÜ n‡q †h‡Z cv‡i evZvm Avmv-hvIqvi mi“ c_Uv|
wKsev †g‡S‡Z m‡Rv‡i Vy‡K †h‡Z cv‡i gv_v, ivwkqvbiv G‡m
†`L‡e Zv‡ì wkKvi g‡i ev Ávb nvwi‡q c‡o Av‡Q|
Z‡e, wKQy hw` bv-I K‡i, g„Zy¨ AeavwiZ|
wm×vš— wb‡q †dj‡jv ivbv| wKQyB Avm‡j nvivevi †bB
Ii|
cÖ_‡g †Pqvi †Nvivevi biK hš¿Yv †fvM Ki‡Z n‡e, hv‡Z
Ii wcV R‡R©i w`‡K Avi nvZ `y‡Uv h‡ZvUv m¤¢e c‡KUUvi
mv‡_ GKB jvB‡b _v‡K| KvRUvi gvSc‡_ i‡q‡Q ivbv, m‡l©
dzj †`L‡Q †Pv‡L, ewg Ki‡Q bvK w`‡q, wVK GBiKg mgq
fvimvg¨ nvwi‡q †dj‡jv I|
AvZs‡Ki mv‡_ Abyfe Ki‡jv ivbv, wcQb w`‡K c‡o
hv‡”Q †PqviUv| †UwejUvi mv‡_ m‡Rv‡i evwo †L‡jv GKUv
Kuva, kixiUv gyn~‡Z©i R‡b¨ w¯’i n‡jv, Kuv‡Pi KzwcUv †g‡S‡Z
c‡o we‡ùvwiZ n‡jv mk‡ã| R‡R©i jv‡ki Ici nvjKvfv‡e
co‡jv ivbv, gv_vUv Vy‡K †Mj †g‡S‡Z|
94 gvmy` ivbvÐ179
Av‡jvi GKUv we‡ùviY †`L‡Z †c‡jv ivbv, duvmUvi
cxob A¯úófv‡e †Ui †c‡jv Mjvq| `ye©j AvOyj¸‡jv
Rv¤úmy‡Ui c‡KU nvZov‡”Q| wKQyB †VK‡jv bv AvOy‡ji
WMvq|
Svcmv n‡q †Mj `„wó|
gy‡Li †fZi KvcoUv Mjv †e‡q †b‡g †h‡Z PvB‡Q| ey‡Ki
LuvPvq QUdU Ki‡Q ürwcÊ| Amnvq fw½‡Z nv‡Zi AvOyj¸‡jv
evievi ¸wU‡q Avm‡Q|
_i_i K‡i †Ku‡c DV‡jv mviv kixi| nv‡Zi AvOyj Ly‡j
†Mj, Uvb Uvb n‡q Qwo‡q co‡jv|
†bwZ‡q co‡jv ivbv|
`~i †_‡K †f‡m G‡jv ìRv †Lvjvi Ku¨vPKu¨vP kã|

VvÊv evZv‡mi cikUv Abyfe Ki‡jv ivbv, wKš—y kixiUv
wb‡Ri wKbv wVK eyS‡Z cvi‡jv bv|
cv‡qi AvIqvRUv duvcv jvM‡jv Kv‡b|
†eu‡P _vKvi Abyf~wZUv ïay g‡bi wbf„Z GK †Kv‡Y wUgwUg
K‡i R¡j‡Q| IUvi †Kv‡bv wn‡me Ávb †bB, wKQyB †gjv‡Z
cv‡i bv, †hŠw³KZv †ev‡S bv| kixiUvB ïay m‡PZb, Zv-I
cy‡ivcywi bq, gv‡S g‡a¨ †Q` co‡Q| g„Zyï w`‡K G‡ZvUv
KL‡bv Zwj‡q hvqwb I|
Avw`g GKUv fq MÖvm Ki‡jv I‡K, Lvov n‡q DV‡jv
†jvgK‚c| Kv‡K fq, wK‡mi fq, Rv‡b bv| †Kv‡bv KviY ev
hyw³ cwi®‹vi bq, Zey Ii m‡PZbZv cÖLi n‡q IVvi e¨_© †Póv
Ki‡jv, †PvL bv Ly‡jB †`Lvi †Póv Ki‡jv mvg‡b wK Av‡Q|
welKb¨vÐ2 95
bovPov Kivq Uvb co‡jv Mjvi duv‡m, GB cÖ_g e¨_vUv
wPb‡Z cvi‡jv ivbv| g‡b n‡jv K‡qK N›Uv †cwi‡q †M‡Q,
Avm‡j †cwi‡q‡Q K‡qKUv †m‡KÊ, GB mgq †Pv‡Li cvZvi
Dëvw`KUv Svcmvfv‡e †`L‡Z †c‡jv I| cvZvi cvZjv Pvgov
†f` K‡i ¶xY Av‡jv c‡o‡Q gwY‡Z|
evZv‡mi Afv‡e dzmdz‡m †hb Av¸b R¡j‡Q|
cv‡qi kã Kv‡Q P‡j G‡jv|
†K. wR. we| A¶i wZb‡U g‡b c‡o †Mj ivbvi|
wkD‡i DV‡jv AvZs‡K|
Ôivbv? gvmy` ivbv?Õ
†K Wv‡K? †Pv‡Li cvZv †Ku‡c DV‡jv ivbvi|
†auvqv‡U, Svcmv jvM‡jv mvg‡bUv| gvby‡li GKUv KvVv‡gv
wPb‡Z cvi‡jv I| Zvici cÖvq cwi®‹vi †`L‡Z †c‡jv
wgwj‡K|
`ª“Z nuvUy †M‡o em‡jv †m, gyL †_‡K †U‡b †ei Ki‡jv
b¨vKovUv| Ôivbv?Õ
K_v ejvi †Póv Ki‡jv ivbv, wKš—y cvi‡jv bv| LvwbKUv
wcwQ‡q †Mj wgwj, RwUj euvab¸‡jv cix¶v Ki‡jv| `yÕmvwi
ùvZ Nl‡jv ivbv, †Pnvivq `ª“Z evuab Ly‡j †`qvi †gŠb
Av‡e`b|
wgwji e¨¯— AvOyj KvR ïi“ Ki‡jv, cÖej ZvMv`vq nvZ
`y‡Uv Kuvc‡Q| wKš—y wMuU¸‡jv k³ Avi AuvU n‡q †M‡Q, ïay nvZ
w`‡q †Lvjv m¤¢e bq| ivbv Abyfe Ki‡jv, Avevi †eûuk n‡q
co‡Q| m‡PZbZv a‡i ivLvi R‡b¨ gwiqv n‡q DV‡jv I, †PvL
Nywi‡q Kzwci fvOv UyK‡iv¸‡jvi w`‡K ZvKv‡jv|
96 gvmy` ivbvÐ179
Ii `„wó AbymiY K‡i Kuv‡Pi UyK‡iv¸‡jv †`L‡Z †c‡jv
wgwj, D¾¡j n‡q DV‡jv †PvL, †Quv w`‡q Zy‡j wb‡jv GKUv|
Nvo Avi †Mvovwji gvSLv‡b iwkUv KvU‡Z ïi“ Ki‡jv †m|
Zvi gv_v †_‡K c`©vi g‡Zv †b‡g G‡m gy‡Li GKUv cvk †X‡K
w`‡jv Kv‡jv Py„j| AvKw¯§K GKUv Uv‡bi mv‡_ wXj co‡jv
iwk‡Z, K…ZÁwP‡Ë †e`bvKvZi dymdz‡m mk‡ã evZvm fi‡jv
ivbv| wbtmvo ï‡q _vK‡jv I, ïayB k¦vm Uvb‡Q Avi †dj‡Q|
e‡m †bB wgwj, ivbvi nvZ Avi cv‡qi euvab KvU‡Q e¨¯—Zvi
mv‡_|
Mv‡qi †Rvi LvUv‡Z wM‡q duywc‡q IVvi kã †ewi‡q G‡jv
wgwji Mjv †_‡K, ivbvi R¨v‡K‡Ui Kuva a‡i Uvb w`‡jv †m,
I‡K emvevi †Póv Ki‡jv|
ÔGKUy ci,Õ nvm‡jv ivbv, Av”Qbœ‡eva Ki‡jv | ¶Zwe¶Z
Mjv †_‡K AvIqvRUv †ewi‡q G‡jv m¤ú~Y© A‡Pbv, KK©k|
ÔìRvi w`‡K j¶¨ iv‡Lv|Õ cwi®‹vi n‡q Avm‡Q gv_vUv| jvd
w`‡q ùvov‡jv wgwj, nwiYxi Î¯— cv‡q ìRvi w`‡K QyU‡jv|
cvk wd‡i nvZ Avi nuvUyi Ici fi w`‡q DuPy nevi †Póv Ki‡jv
ivbv, gv_v SuvwK‡q Av”Qbœ fveUv `~i Ki‡Z PvB‡jv|
Ô†KD †bB,Õ wd‡i G‡m ej‡jv wgwj|
Ô†Zvgvi GKUv nvZ `vI,Õ du¨vm‡du‡m Mjvq ej‡jv ivbv,
Kvwki †eMUv `gb Ki‡Z cvi‡jv bv| Kvwk _vgvi ci wb‡Ri
nvZ `y‡Uvi w`‡K ZvwK‡q _vK‡jv| dz‡j D‡V‡Q I¸‡jv,
†Kv_vI Kvj‡P Avevi †Kv_vI jvj‡P n‡q D‡V‡Q|
R‡R©i Ici Suy‡K Avoó n‡q †Mj wgwj|
ÔI‡K Zywg euvPv‡Z cvi‡Z bv,Õ ej‡jv ivbv| Ô†m-†Póv
welKb¨vÐ2 97
Ki‡j wb‡RiB g„Zy¨ †W‡K Avb‡Z|Õ
Ô†Zvgvi R‡b¨ wd‡i G‡mwQ Avwg| †Póv K‡iwQ, wKš—y Av‡iv
Av‡M Avmvi my‡hvM cvBwb|Õ ivbvi w`‡K GKUv nvZ evov‡jv
wgwj|
nvZUv a‡i ax‡i ax‡i wm‡a n‡jv ivbv, cv `y‡Uv‡K g‡b
n‡jv †jvnvi cvZ, †Mvovwji mv‡_ Kâv w`‡q AvUKv‡bv|
kix‡ii fvi cv‡qi Zjvq nvRviUv Qywii †Kvc gvi‡jv †hb,
†hb ¶z‡ii Ici w`‡q nuvU‡Q I| U‡j DV‡jv kixiUv, c‡o
hv‡”Q †kl gyn~‡Z© Avevi wm‡a n‡jv|
ÔZywg my¯’ bI, ivbv!Õ DwØMœ wgwj mZK© K‡i w`‡jv I‡K|
ÔK‡qK wgwbU mgq `vI|Õ
ÔG‡mv,Õ ivbv‡K `yÕnvZ w`‡q Rwo‡q ai‡jv wgwj| Ô†kvI|Õ
Ôbv!Õ cigyn~‡Z© wb‡R‡K kvš— Ki‡jv ivbv| Ôbv|Õ wb‡R‡K
Qvov‡jv I| Ômgq †bB, wgwj| Avgv‡K GK †XvK cvwb
LvIqv‡Z cv‡iv?Õ
Ôcvwb ? nu¨v, cvwb!Õ GKUv †`vi‡Mvov Uc‡K QyU‡jv wgwj,
fvwi meyR c`©vUv `yj‡Q| gyn~‡Z©i R‡b¨| jvj‡P GKUv Kv‡c©U,
weL¨vZ GK wmMv‡iU †Kv¤úvbxi †gvUv‡mvUv GKUv cwÄKv
†`L‡Z †c‡jv ivbv| GKUv gM nv‡Z Qy‡U G‡jv wgwj, wKbviv
†_‡K cvwb QjKv‡”Q| VvÊv cvwb‡Z Mjvi †fZiUv Avivg
jvM‡jv, †jvfxi g‡Zv XK XK K‡i gMUv Lvwj K‡i †dj‡jv
ivbv|
wgwj ej‡jv,ÔAvwg RvbZvg, †Zvgv‡K mvnvh¨ Ki‡Z n‡j
fvb Ki‡Z n‡e Avgv‡K, †hb †Zvgvi e¨vcv‡i Avgvi †Kv‡bv
AvMÖn †bB| †Kv÷vm hLb ej‡jv ivwkqvb‡ì R‡b¨ GLv‡b
98 gvmy` ivbvÐ179
†i‡L hv‡e †Zvgv‡K, GKUv m¤¢vebv †`L‡Z †cjvg|Õ
gMUv †Uwe‡j †i‡L eo K‡i k¦vm Uvb‡jv ivbv| ÔwKfv‡e
G‡j?Õ Rvb‡Z PvB‡jv I|
ÔMvwo‡Z Amy¯’ nevi fvb Kijvg,Õ ej‡jv wgwj| ÔIi
aviYv, wb‡Ri A¨vcvU©‡g‡›U AvwQ Avwg, wekÖvg wbw”Q| Mvwo
†_‡K bvwg‡q †`qvi mgq ej‡jv, †g‡qiv mwZ¨ `ye©j|Õ
†Uwe‡ji cv‡k GK cv GK cv K‡i nuvU‡jv ivbv| Zvici
ìRvi w`‡K Nyi‡jv| Mjvi †fZ‡i I evB‡i GL‡bv e¨_v
Ki‡Q| ÔP‡jv, †ewi‡q hvB GLvb †_‡K,Õ wbPy Mjvq ej‡jv I|
ÔùvovIÑZywg eyS‡Z cvi‡Qv bv!Õ ivbvi ey‡K GKUv nvZ
ivL‡jv wgwj| Ôwg. c¨vwmgf‡KI Avgv‡ì euvPv‡Z n‡e|Õ
ÔAek¨B| wKš—y Zvi Av‡M wb‡R‡ì †eu‡P _vK‡Z n‡e|Õ
ìRv Ly‡j evB‡i DuwK w`‡jv ivbv| SU& K‡i gv_vUv †U‡b wb‡q
cv‡ki †`qv‡j wcV †VKv‡jv, nZvkvq Kv‡jv n‡q †Mj †Pnviv|
ivbvi †PvL Avi †Pnviv †`‡L Avoó n‡q †Mj wgwj| eo
eo †PvL †g‡j ZvwK‡q _vK‡jv †m, Zvici wdmwdm K‡i
Rvb‡Z PvB‡jv, Ô†K.wR.we?Õ
K¬vš—fw½‡Z gv_v SuvKv‡jv ivbv|
welKb¨vÐ2 99
AvU
mi“ Mwj a‡i wZbRb Avm‡Q Iiv, mevi Av‡M i‡q‡Q cwikÖgx
Pvlxi g‡Zv †`L‡Z †jd‡Ub¨v›U Rv‡Mviw¯‹| nuvUvi g‡a¨
†Kv‡bv Zvovû‡ov †bB, Kv‡iv AevwÃZ `„wó AvK…ó bv Kivi
wbqgUv cvjb Ki‡Q| cÖ‡Z¨‡Ki gv_vq ÷ª n¨vU, Øx‡cB ˆZwi
nq, Øxcevmx‡ì AZ¨š— wcÖq| wZbR‡bi Kuv‡a GKUv K‡i
K¨v‡givI Syj‡Q|
I‡ì wek¦vm Kivi KviY Av‡Q, †cuŠQy‡Z GKUy †`wi n‡jI
cvIqv hv‡e ivbv‡K|
Nyg †_‡K D‡V evB‡i †ewi‡q‡Q `yÕPviRb e„× ev gwnjv,
mg_© cyi“liv mvMi †_‡K wd‡i Nygv‡Z †M‡Q| †R‡j‡ì g‡a¨
hviv gvQ a‡i bv, Zv‡ì Avq-†ivRMvi wbf©i K‡i Uy¨wi÷‡ì
Ici| Uy¨wi÷iv Avm‡e Av‡iv A‡bK †ejvq| ivbvi
nvZNwo‡Z GLb gvÎ cuvPUv †e‡R K‡qK wgwbU|
†fv‡ii GB mgqUvq hv Lywk ZvB K‡i wbwe©‡Nœ †K‡U covi
my‡hvM Av‡Q †K.wR.we. G‡R›U‡ì| iv¯—vq KvD‡K ¸wj
KivUvI Zvi g‡a¨ c‡o|
cv‡qi Zjvq GL‡bv cy‡ivcywi mvov †bB ivbvi, A‡bKUv
100 gvmy` ivbvÐ179
jvdv‡bvi fw½‡Z `ª“Z nuvU‡jv I, R‡R©i jvkUv UcKv‡jv,
XzK‡jv wK‡P‡b, †mLvb †_‡K wLowK ìRv w`‡q evMv‡b|
†QvÆ evMvb, cuvwPj w`‡q †Niv| Kiex Mv‡Qi mi“ Avi
big Wv‡ji mv‡_ i³Kiex Syj‡Q| cv_y‡i gvwU‡Z Qwo‡q
i‡q‡Q ZyuZdj| †gŠgvwQiv ¸Äb Zy‡j D‡o †eov‡”Q Pviw`‡K|
†L‡Zi w`K †_‡K dm‡ji GKUv MÜ †f‡m Avm‡Q|
ivbv‡K a‡i †dj‡jv wgwj| Ôbv, ivbv!Õ nuvcv‡”Q †m|
Ôcvwj‡qv bv!Õ
ÔwK n‡jv †Zvgvi ?Õ ivbv nZf¤^|
Ôwg. c¨vwmgf...I‡K Avgv‡ì mvnvh¨ Ki‡Z n‡e!Õ
†g‡qUvi kixi I gb, `y‡Uvi Ici w`‡qB cÖPÊ aKj
†M‡Q| †Kvb& Kv‡Ri wK ¸i“Z¡ eyS‡Z cvi‡Q bv †ePvwi| ivbv
wPrKvi Ki‡Z PvB‡jI, AvnZ Mjv evav w`‡jv I‡K, ÔwKš—y
wZwb †Zv GLv‡b †bB!Õ
Ôbv, Z‡e...Õ
ÔZvn‡j Avgv‡ì K_v Av‡M Av‡m|Õ
iOPUv Kv‡Vi †MU †cwi‡q †ewi‡q G‡jv ivbv, dz‡j IVv
nvZ `y‡Uvi bvf© SuvwK jvM‡j cÖwZevi cÖwZev` Ki‡Q|
wcQb †_‡K ivbvi kv‡U©i Avw¯—b Lvg‡P ai‡jv wgwj,
iv‡Mi mv‡_ Uvb w`‡q Qvwo‡q wb‡jv ivbv| †g‡qUvi AvPiY
†`‡L g‡b n‡jv eyw×ïw× me †jvc †c‡q‡Q|
evwoUv MÖv‡gi wKbvivq, ivbvi mvg‡b †eXc AvK…wZi
cv_‡ii ¯—~c, KuvUv‡Sv‡ci Avov‡j cv_y‡i cuvwPj, wbtm½
RjcvB MvQ mn cvnv‡oi Lvov Kuva Qvov Avi wKQy †bB|
cvnv‡oi gv_vq `yM©, cÖvPxb Kxw©Z©i ¯^v¶i|
welKb¨vÐ2 101
wkwki †fRv Xvj| evZv‡m dz‡ji myMÜ| KL‡bv †Qv‡Uv
†Qv‡Uv jvd w`‡q, KL‡bv nvgv¸wo w`‡q G‡Mv‡”Q ivbv| e¨_vUv
Abyfe K‡i Lywk n‡q DV‡jv Ii gb, Abyf~wZ wd‡i Avm‡Q
cv‡q, †Rvi cv‡”Q fi †`qvi mgq| D‡V Avm‡Q wgwj, bai
wbZ¤^ cÖwZwU SuvwKi mv‡_ bvixmyjf †`vj Lv‡”Q| Gw`‡K
gvbylR‡bi †Kv‡bv wPý †bB| wb‡P †m›U cjÕm †e, mvMi
ILv‡b bxj cÖRvcwZi Wvbvi g‡Zv Sjg‡j| gv_vi Ici,
GK`g Kv‡Q, Sy‡j i‡q‡Q `yM©Uv|
DcmvMi Avi cvnvoP~ovi gvSLv‡b mij‡iLvi g‡Zv
Qwo‡q i‡q‡Q MÖvgUv| Avevi Ici w`‡K `„wó Zy‡j DV‡Z ïi“
Ki‡jv ivbv|
GB mgq A‡bK wbP †_‡K †f‡m Avmv GKUv wPrKvi
XzK‡jv Ii Kv‡b| eyS‡jv, I‡ì‡K †`‡L †d‡j‡Q|
Nvo wdwi‡q wb‡P ZvKv‡jv ivbv, VvÊv evZv‡mI ì ì
K‡i Nvg‡Q I| BwZg‡a¨ h‡_ó Ic‡i D‡V G‡m‡Q Iiv, wb‡Pi
jvj Uvwj w`‡q QvIqv evwo¸‡jv †`L‡Z cv‡”Q, †`L‡Z cv‡”Q
evwo¸‡jvi mvg‡bi iv¯—vUv| wZb‡U g~wZ© wQU‡K †ewi‡q G‡jv
iv¯—vq| K‡qK †m‡K‡Êi g‡a¨ cvnv‡oi †Mvovq †cuŠ‡Q hv‡e
Iiv, ïi“ n‡e avIqv|
K‡qK MR wcQb †_‡K dzuwc‡q D‡V wK †hb ej‡jv wgwj,
Zvi j¤^v Kv‡jv Pyj G‡jv‡g‡jv n‡q hv‡”Q evZv‡m|
ÔGK wgwb‡Ui g‡a¨ wcQ‡b P‡j Avm‡e Iiv,Õ mZK© Ki‡jv
ivbv, Mjvi ¯^‡i D‡ËRbv|
Ôivbv...†Zvgvi Kv‡Q wc¯—j †bB?Õ
ÔRv‡bvB †Zv †bB|Õ
102 gvmy` ivbvÐ179
Lvov Xvj, †Kvgi fuvR K‡i wb‡Pi w`‡K Syu‡K D‡V hv‡”Q
ivbv| kixiUv Av‡Mi †P‡q A‡bK my¯’ jvM‡Q| `ª“Z wd‡i
Avm‡Q kw³| ïay MjvUv e¨_v Ki‡Q GL‡bv| `y‡M©i †Mvovq
MvQcvjv GKUv cuvwPj ˆZwi K‡i‡Q| IUvi wcQ‡b hw` †h‡Z
cvi‡Zv Iiv...|
SU K‡i Nvo wdwi‡q wb‡Pi w`‡K ZvKv‡jv ivbv| mv`v
PybKvg Kiv evwo¸‡jv †iv` †j‡M PK PK Ki‡Q, e¨_v K‡i
DV‡jv †PvL|
evMv‡bi †MU we‡ùvwiZ n‡jv, †ewi‡q G‡jv †jd‡Ub¨v›U
Rv‡Mviw¯‹|
wc¯—‡ji ¸wj n‡jv, kã¸‡jv †fuvZv jvM‡jv Kv‡b| m‡i
wM‡q GKUv RjcvB Mv‡Qi Avov‡j ùvov‡jv I, wgwji R‡b¨
A‡c¶v Ki‡jv, bvMv‡ji g‡a¨ †c‡q nu¨vPKv Uv‡b Avov‡j
wb‡q G‡jv Zv‡K|
ÔAvgvi K_v ïb‡Z n‡e †Zvgv‡K!Õ nuvcv‡Z nuvcv‡Z ej‡jv
wgwj| ÔZywg hw` wd‡i hvI...|Õ
`yÕnv‡Z Zv‡K a‡i SuvKv‡jv ivbv| Ô†Zvgv‡K Avwg eyS‡Z
cviwQ bv| Avgv‡K gy³ K‡i‡Qv GK`j nvO‡ii gy‡L Zy‡j
†`qvi R‡b¨?Õ
Ô†Zvgv‡K Avwg KLb †_‡K ejvi †Póv KiwQ, wg. c¨vwmgf
GKUv Pyw³ Ki‡Z Pvb...|Õ
ÔZywg _vg‡e, di MWm †mK?Õ
cvnvo †e‡q Qy‡U Avm‡Q Rv‡Mviw¯‹, Nb Nb †nuvPU Lv‡”Q
†m, Mvj cvo‡Q, jvj gyLUv wnsmª cïi g‡Zv| evwK `yÕRb‡K
evMv‡bi †MU †cwi‡q †ewi‡q Avm‡Z †`L‡jv ivbv|
welKb¨vÐ2 103
Ici w`‡K ZvwK‡q `y‡M©i †Mvov Avi MvQ¸‡jvi `~iZ¡
Abygvb Kivi †Póv Ki‡jv I| Lye †ewk n‡j cÂvk MR n‡e|
`xN©, wec¾bK cÂvk MR| wec‡ì gvÎv K‡qK‡kv ¸Y †e‡o
†h‡Z cv‡i wgwj hw` †evSv n‡q ùvovq ev Amn‡hvwMZv K‡i|
ivbv‡K `ª“Z Ici w`‡K ZvKv‡Z †`‡L wgwjI k³ Ki‡jv
gbUv| K¬vš— †m, wKš—y GL‡bv †bwZ‡q c‡owb| wbtk¦vm †dj‡Q
Kuvcv †Vuv‡Ui duvK w`‡q| mv`v ¯−¨vKm nuvUyi Kv‡Q wQu‡o †M‡Q,
†iv‡` †cvov Zvgv‡U big Pvgov Q‡o †M‡Q|
ÔGK Qy‡U DV‡Z n‡e, wgwj,Õ ej‡jv ivbv| Ôcvi‡e?Õ
ÔwKš—y I‡ì Kv‡Q wc¯—j i‡q‡Q!Õ
ÔGu‡K‡e‡uK †`Šov‡e|Õ
ÔwK jvf, ivbv? cvjv‡bv m¤¢e bq, hw` bv...|Õ
Zv‡K _vwg‡q w`‡jv ivbv, ÔIc‡i wbðqB jy‡Kvevi †Kv‡bv
RvqMv cv‡ev|Õ
ivbvi Ici w¯’i n‡q _vK‡jv wgwji `„wó, †PvL †Rvov
we‡ùvwiZ| ÔZywg QyU‡j Iiv †Zvgv‡K ¸wj K‡i gvi‡e|Õ
Ôai‡Z cvi‡jI gvi‡e,Õ âh© nvwi‡q nvZ `y‡Uv gy‡Vv
cvwK‡q SuvKv‡jv ivbv| Zvici, wgwj‡K AMªvn¨ K‡i, jvd
w`‡q Mv‡Qi Avovj †_‡K †ewi‡q Xvj †e‡q QyU‡jv| AvjMv
cv_‡i evievi wcQ‡j †Mj cv, KuvUv‡Sv‡c Nlv †L‡q
¶Zwe¶Z n‡jv †Mvovwj| ivbvi wcQy wb‡Z †`wi K‡iwb wgwj|
AvKvk †hb ¯^”Q bxj †jÝ, †iv‡ì D¾¡jZv evwo‡q cÖLi
K‡i Zy‡j‡Q, †MvUv cvnvox GjvKv †hb Av¸‡bi wkLvq cwiYZ
nevi R‡b¨ ˆZwi n‡q Av‡Q| Zey a~mi Nv‡m GL‡bv wKQyUv
wkwki †j‡M i‡q‡Q| Wvbv Svc‡U GKUv evRcvwL D‡o G‡jv,
104 gvmy` ivbvÐ179
gv_vi Ici w¯’i n‡jv GK gyn~‡Z©i R‡b¨, w`K e`‡j P‡j †Mj
euv w`‡K|
ivbvi †Pv‡Li †Kv‡Y Av‡iv wK †hb GKUv aiv co‡jv|
wb‡P, †K.wR.we. G‡R›U‡ì evg w`‡K, MÖvg †_‡K wew”Qbœ
n‡jv Av‡iv `yÕRb †jvK, cvnvo Ny‡i Av‡iK w`‡K QyU‡Q Zviv,
ivbv‡K †hb mvg‡bi w`K †_‡K evav †`qvi B‡”Q|
ivbv QyU‡Q| AvcvZZ wc¯—‡ji †Kv‡bv kã †bB|
mvBWAvg©-Gi R‡b¨ `~iZ¡ GKUy †ewk n‡q hvq, Rv‡Mviw¯‹ Zvi
A¨vgywbkb Ace¨q Ki‡Q bv| wkLv AvK…wZi mvB‡cÖm
MvQ¸‡jv‡K Qvwo‡q G‡jv ivbv, Nb Qvqvi Ici acvm K‡i
e‡m co‡jv| K‡qK †m‡KÊ ci †nuvPU †L‡Z †L‡Z †cuŠQy‡jv
wgwj, cÖvq AvQvo †L‡q co‡jv ivbvi cv‡k, mk‡ã evZvm
Uvb‡Q|
`yM© cÖvPx‡ii †Mvovq wecyj AveR©bv †`Lv †Mj| †evìvi
†Zv Av‡QB, Zvi mv‡_ i‡q‡Q evwj Avi bywo cv_‡ii ¯—~c,
Mv‡Qi ïK‡bv Wvjcvjv, L‡m cov cuvwPjÑh‡Zv`~i `„wó P‡j|
†mw`‡K ZvwK‡q ivbv ej‡jv, ÔIw`‡K hv‡ev Avgiv, Uv‡bj ev
¸nv wKQy GKUv †c‡q †h‡Z cvwi|Õ
Ôh‡Zv hvB K‡iv, I‡ì nv‡Z aiv w`‡Z n‡e Avgv‡ì,Õ
nZvk my‡i ej‡jv wgwj|
Ôivbv...,Õ nVvr wkiùvov Lvov K‡i ivbvi R¨v‡K‡Ui
mvg‡bUv Lvg‡P ai‡jv wgwj| Ô...Zywg hw` wg. c¨vwmg‡fi K_v
wb‡q I‡ì Kv‡Q hvI, wM‡q e‡jv †h Zywg Rv‡bv †Kv_vq
cvIqv hv‡e Zuv‡K...†Zvgv‡K †invB †`qvi wewbg‡q Zuvi Kv‡Q
I‡ì‡K wb‡q †h‡Z ivwR Av‡Qv...|Õ
welKb¨vÐ2 105
Ô†Zvgvi wK gv_v Lvivc n‡q‡Q?Õ †i‡M wM‡q ej‡jv ivbv|
Ô†f‡e‡Qv Iiv K_v ivL‡e?Õ
ÔGL‡bv wZwb †Kv÷v‡mi Bq‡U Av‡Qb,Õ ej‡jv wgwj,
ivbvi K_v †hb ïb‡ZB cvqwb|
ÔwVK Rv‡bv Zywg?Õ Rvbv ìKvi ivbvi|
ÔAvgvi K_v ïb‡e Zywg?Õ wd‡i hv‡e? I‡ì mv‡_ K_v
e‡j †`L‡e?Õ e¨vKzj †Pv‡L ivbvi w`‡K ZvKv‡jv wgwj|
ÔZywg fve‡Z cvi‡j, I‡ì‡K Avwg Zuvi Kv‡Q wb‡q
hv‡ev?Õ †Vuv‡Ui †Kv‡Y Nv‡gi ¯^v` †c‡jv ivbv| evZv‡m
`vi“wPwb Avi mvM‡ii †jvbv MÜ| Uy¨wi÷iv Avm‡Z ïi“
Ki‡j, wPš—v Ki‡jv ivbv, †K.wR.we. G‡R›Uiv mveavb n‡q
hv‡e| ZLb GKUv my‡hvM cv‡e I| Z‡Zv¶Y jywK‡q _vKvi
g‡Zv GKUv RvqMv †c‡j n‡Zv|
Ôivbv, Avgvi K_v †kv‡bv...|Õ
ÔZywg hvI, hv Lywk e‡jv I‡ì‡K|Õ
ÔAvgvi K_vq Iiv ¸i“Z¡ †`‡e bv| Aš—Z †Zvgv‡K Lyb
Kivi Av‡M bq|Õ
Ôc¨vwmg‡fi e¨vcviUv wK e‡jv †Zv? wZwb wK Rv‡bb bv,
Zuv‡K wb‡q A¨v‡ivbvwdm ivwkqvb‡ì mv‡_ eëmv Ki‡Z
PvB‡Q?Õ
ÔGgbI †Zv n‡Z cv‡i, ivwkqvbiv ivwR n‡jv bv| †m‡¶‡Î
Av‡gwiKvb‡ì mv‡_ eëmv Kivi †Póv Ki‡e †Kv÷vm| wKš—y
Avwg Rvwb, ivbv, wg. c¨vwmgf wb‡Ri †`‡ki mv‡_
wek¦vmNvZKZv Ki‡eb bv| †Kv÷vm‡KI wZwb wek¦vm K‡ib
bv, e‡j‡Qb Avgv‡K| †mR‡b¨B †Zv fq cvw”Q, KLb bv wK
106 gvmy` ivbvÐ179
N‡U hvq|Õ ivbvi Av‡iv Kv‡Q m‡i G‡jv wgwj, Ii `yÕ‡Pv‡L
D‡ØM Avi e¨vKzjZv| ÔwZwb gnr e¨w³, ivbv| Avgv‡ì g‡Zv
mvaviY gvbyl bb| GKUv Av‡›`vj‡b †bZ„Z¡ w`‡”Qb wZwb,
cvigvYweK `yt¯^cœ †_‡K wPiKv‡ji R‡b¨ `ywbqvi gvbyl‡K
gyw³ w`‡Z Pvb| wKš—y, mevi Ic‡i ¯^‡`k, G-K_v evievi
Avgv‡K e‡j‡Qb| †`k‡K, †`‡ki gvbyl‡K fv‡jvev‡mb wZwb|
Avwg K_v w`‡qwQ, m¤¢ve¨ me iKgfv‡e mvnvh¨ Ki‡ev Zuv‡K|Õ
wZ³ nvwm dzU‡jv ivbvi †Vuv‡U| ÔZywg Rv‡bv bv wK‡mi
mv‡_ Rov‡Z PvB‡Qv wb‡R‡K| AvcvZ`„wó‡Z hv g‡b n‡”Q,
†ewkifvMB Zv mwZ¨ bq| GmwcIbvR gv‡b n‡jv cu¨v‡Pi
†fZi cu¨vP, loh‡š¿i †fZi lohš¿| cÖ‡dkbvjivB Zj cvq
bv|Õ
Ôcwi®‹vi K‡i K_v ej‡Z cv‡iv bv?Õ wgwji Mjvq SuvS|
ÔAv‡gwiKv Avi ivwkqvi m¤úK©Uv AZ¨š— ¸i“Z¡c~Y©, wgwj|
I‡ì g‡a¨ fvimvg¨ bó n‡j wec` †b‡g Avm‡e †MvUv `ywbqvi
Ici|Õ
ÔwKQyB eySjvg bv|Õ
Ôfyj Kivi †Kv‡bv AeKvk †bB,Õ ej‡jv ivbv| Ô†Kv_vI
GKUv lohš¿ Kiv n‡q‡Q, †mUv e¨_© Ki‡Z n‡e Avgv‡K|Õ
Ô†Zvgvi K_v ï‡b g‡b n‡”Q, `ywbqvUv‡K i¶v Kivi `vwqZ¡
c‡o‡Q GKv †Zvgvi Kuv‡a?Õ wgwji K‡Ú †k−l|
ÔbZyb K‡i bq, †mUvB Avgvi †ckv, e„nËi A‡_©|Õ
Mvb †M‡q GK Wvj †_‡K Av‡iK Wv‡j D‡o hv‡”Q cvwLi
SuvK|
Avi mgq bó Kiv DwPZ n‡e bv, Dcjwä Ki‡jv ivbv|
welKb¨vÐ2 107
wcQ‡bi m½x `yÕRb Rv‡Mviw¯‹i mv‡_ wgwjZ n‡q‡Q, wb‡Pi
w`‡K ZvwK‡q †`L‡Z †c‡jv I| wb‡Pi RjcvB Mv‡Qi Zjvq
ùvwo‡q Av‡Q Zviv, gyL Zy‡j mvB‡cÖm MvQ¸‡jvi Ici †PvL
eyjv‡”Q| wc¯—j¸‡jv nv‡Z, †iv` †j‡M PK PK Ki‡Q e¨v‡ij|
Wv‡b-euv‡q ZvKv‡jv ivbv| wØZxq `jUv‡K †`L‡jv bv
†Kv_vI| cvnv‡oi Avov‡j A`„k¨ n‡q †M‡Q Zviv| Zj‡c‡Ui
†fZiUv wkiwki K‡i DV‡jv D‡Ø‡M|
nvZ `y‡Uv dz‡j Av‡Q GL‡bv, Z‡e Abyf~wZ wd‡i Avmvq
cy‡ivcywi eënvi Ki‡Z cvi‡Q| cvnvox Xvj †e‡q Qy‡U Avmvq
Avevi i³ PjvPj ïi“ n‡q‡Q cv‡q, GLb Avi Av‡Mi g‡Zv
fvwi jvM‡Q bv| ZvRv evZvm †c‡q dzmdzmI ¯^vfvweKfv‡e
KvR Ki‡Q|
ivwkqvbiv mivmwi I‡K j¶¨ K‡i D‡V Avm‡Q|
wgwji nvZ a‡i wm‡a n‡jv ivbv, cv_‡ii ¯—~c j¶¨ K‡i
QyU‡jv| cvnvoUv cv_y‡i n‡jI, `yM©Uv GB cvnv‡oi cv_i w`‡q
ˆZwi Kiv nqwb| fvOv cuvwP‡ji cvk †Nu‡l QyU‡Q Iiv,
AuvKveuvKv c_ a‡i P‡j G‡jv cvnv‡oi Av‡iK w`‡Ki
wKbvivq| A‡bK wb‡P GKUv A¨vg&wd w_‡qUvi †`Lv †Mj|
Mfxi GKUv †Wvevq UvBMvi wjwj dz‡U i‡q‡Q| giv, ïK‡bv
†Sv‡ci GKUv ¯—~c †cwi‡q G‡m _g‡K ùvov‡jv ivbv|
ÔwK?Õ i“×k¦v‡m wR‡Ám Ki‡jv wgwj|
ÔwK †hb GKUv Av‡Q ILv‡b|Õ
c‡o _vKv kvLv-cÖkvLv wWwO‡q wd‡i G‡jv ivbv,
k¨vIjvfiv cvwbi ¶xY GKUv aviv †`L‡Z †c‡jv| cvBb
Mv‡Qi gvwU †Quvqv kvLv¸‡jv‡K e¨¯— nv‡Z miv‡jv I, cv_‡ii
108 gvmy` ivbvÐ179
Mv‡q AÜKvi GKUv dvUj †`L‡Z †c‡jv| cuvwPjUvi `yÕw`‡K
ZvKv‡jv I, †Kv_vI KvD‡K †`L‡Z bv †c‡q AvOyj euvKv K‡i
wgwj‡K Kv‡Q Avmvi Bw½Z w`‡jv| Wvjcvjv Uc‡K `ªyZ P‡j
G‡jv wgwj, Zv‡K a‡i g„`y av°v w`‡jv ivbv, XzwK‡q w`‡jv mi“
dvU‡ji †fZi| wb‡RI XzK‡jv|
†QvÆ cwimi, cvkvcvwk `yÕRb ùvovevi ci †fZ‡i Avi
RvqMv †bB| gv_vi Ici Wvbv SvcUv‡”Q GK`j ev`yo, KK©k
AvIqvR Ki‡Q| DrKU GKUv MÜ XzK‡jv bv‡K| cuvwPj PyB‡q
Mvp i‡Oi cvwb †ei“‡”Q, A¯úó Av‡jvq cvwbi †iLv¸‡jv‡K
mv‡ci g‡Zv wKjwej Ki‡Z †`L‡jv Iiv| dvUjUvi †g‡S
mu¨vZ‡mu‡Z, µgk DuPy n‡q Iciw`‡K D‡V †M‡Q| ivbv Avkv
K‡iwQj, c_Uv Ic‡ii `yM© ch©š— P‡j †M‡Q, wKš—y Zv hvqwb|
`k wK ev‡iv dzU GwM‡q †_‡g †M‡Q, cv_i-a‡mi d‡j eÜ
n‡q †M‡Q mi“ Uv‡bjUv|
gyL †_‡K gvKomvi Rvj miv‡jv ivbv, mZK© †Pv‡L
ZvwK‡q _vK‡jv Wvj Avi cvZvq XvKv dvUjUvi gy‡Li w`‡K|
ÔGLv‡b wekÖvg wb‡Z cv‡iv,Õ wgwj‡K ej‡jv ivbv| ÔjvB‡bi
†kl gv_vq †cŠu‡Q †MwQ Avgiv|Õ
ÔI‡ì †Pv‡L aiv c‡o †M‡j, †ei“evi †Kv‡bv c_ †bB|Õ
K_v bv e‡j dvU‡ji gy‡L ZvwK‡q _vK‡jv ivbv|
ÔGL‡bv wKš—y I‡ì mv‡_ K_v ejv hvq,Õ ej‡jv wgwj|
GeviI ivbv wKQy ej‡jv bv|
Ôwg. c¨vwmgf Avgv‡K e‡j‡Qb, wZwb Rv‡bb, Zywg hw`
Zuv‡K ivwkqvb‡ì Kv‡Q †cŠu‡Q `vI, Iiv †Zvgv‡K †Q‡o
†`‡e|Õ
welKb¨vÐ2 109
ivbv †hb wgwji K_v ïb‡Q bv|
Ô†Zvgvi n‡q mycvwik Ki‡eb wZwb|Õ
ÔZuvi wb‡Ri †eu‡P _vKvB Am¤¢e n‡q DV‡Z cv‡i|Õ
Ôivbv, Avwg PvB bv Zywg gviv hvI!Õ Av‡eM Avi gvbwmK
hš¿Yv D_‡j DV‡jv wgwji K_vq|
ÔZywg gviv hvI, AvwgI Zv PvB bv,Õ ej‡jv ivbv| ÔK‡b©j
i“¯—gf Avgv‡K Lyb Kivi ci †Zvgv‡K †Q‡o †`‡e bv|Õ
Ô†m-SyuwK wb‡qB †Zv †Zvgvi Kv‡Q G‡mwQ Avwg| Z‡e wg.
c¨vwmgf‡K mvnvh¨ Ki‡Z n‡e, Zuv‡K Zy‡j w`‡Z n‡e
ivwkqvb‡ì nv‡Z|Õ
Ômgq n‡j| Zvi Av‡M bq| †Zvgvi g‡Zv AvwgI wg.
c¨vwmg‡fi fv‡jv PvB| †Zvgv‡K K_v w`w”Q, Zuv‡K wb‡Ri
¯^v‡_© eënvi Kivi ev ivwkqv Qvov Ab¨ †Kv‡bv †`‡k cvwV‡q
†`qvi †Kv‡bv B‡”Q Avgvi †bB|Õ
ivbvi MjvUv `yÕnv‡Z Rwo‡q ai‡jv wgwj| ÔmeB Avwg
wek¦vm Kwi, Wvwj©s| Zey, GLb hv cwiw¯’wZ ùvwo‡q‡Q, GKgvÎ
Avwg †hfv‡e ejwQ †mfv‡eB evuP‡Z cv‡iv Zywg| evuP‡Z n‡j,
wb‡KvjvB‡K I‡ì nv‡Z Zy‡j w`‡Z n‡e †Zvgvi| †Kv‡bv
Ae¯’v‡ZB Av‡gwiKvq Zv‡K cvVv‡bv hv‡e bv|Õ
Ô†Zvgvi eywS aviYv, Avwg Av‡gwiKvb‡ì Pi?Õ
wgwj Pyc K‡i _vK‡jv|
Zvi w`‡K Zx¶è †Pv‡L GKevi ZvKv‡jv ivbv| ÔwK e¨vcvi
e‡jv †Zv? GKevi wg. c¨vwmgf, GKevi ïay wb‡KvjvB?
Avm‡j wK N‡U‡Q, Rvb‡Z cvwi?Õ
nZPwKZ †`Lv‡jv wgwj‡K| ÔRvwb bv| Zuv...Zuvi e¨vcv‡i
110 gvmy` ivbvÐ179
G‡KKevi G‡KK iKg Abyf~wZ nq Avgvi|Õ
ÔAv‡iv A‡bK wKQyB Zvj‡Mvj cvwK‡q †d‡j‡Qv Zywg|Õ
wgwji nvZ `y‡Uv Mjv †_‡K bvgv‡jv ivbv| Ôc¨vwmgf †Zvgv‡K
GKUv †Nv‡ii g‡a¨ †d‡j w`‡q‡Qb| †Zvgvi g‡Zv `yÕGKUv
†g‡q‡K Av‡MI Avwg GiKg wenŸj n‡Z †`‡LwQ| fv‡jv K_v,
Zuv‡K Zywg R‡R©i nv‡Z †Q‡o w`‡qwQ‡j wK g‡b K‡i?Õ
ÔRR© Avgv‡K ej‡jv, wg. c¨vwmgf hv PvB‡eb ZvB Ki‡e
GBPAviwm| Z‡e, †mB mv‡_ Rvbv‡jv, GBPAviwm-i mv‡_
†hvMv‡hvM Kivi R‡b¨ Pig mZK©Zv Aej¤^b Ki‡Z n‡e
Zv‡K| Av‡gwiKv I ivwkqv, `yÕc¶B Zv‡K Pvq, Kv‡RB
i³viw³ KvÊ eva‡Z cv‡iÑ†mR‡b¨B Avgiv Mv XvKv w`jvg|
wKš—y RR© Avgv‡K mwi‡q w`‡jv| G‡Zv fq cvB Avwg †h
†Kv÷vm‡K wKQy Rvbvevi mvnm nqwb|Õ wgwji †Pv‡L Av‡e`b|
ÔAvgvi K_v Zywg wek¦vm K‡iv bv?Õ
ÔKwi, wKsev nq‡Zv Kwi bv| wg. c¨vwmg‡fi mv‡_ G‡Zv
Nwbôfv‡e Rwo‡q c‡ov Zywg †h Zuvi †fZi hw` Lvivc wKQy
_v‡KI, †Zvgvi †`L‡Z cvevi K_v bq| wg. c¨vwmgf ev Zywg
cQ›` K‡iv ev bv K‡iv, Avgvi KvR Avgv‡K Ki‡Z n‡e,
wgwj| †K.wR.we-i nv‡Z wg. c¨vwmgf‡K Avwg Zy‡j w`w”Q bv|
Aš—Z GLywb bq|Õ
ivbvi Ici Suvwc‡q co‡jv wgwj, Ii ey‡K `gv`g Nywm
gvi‡jv| Zv‡K mwi‡q †`qvi e¨_© †Póv Ki‡jv ivbv, `yÕ‡Rvov
nvZ cüvP †L‡q †Mj, ivbv‡K j¨vs gvi‡jv wgwj| Zv‡K wb‡qB
mi“ Uv‡b‡ji †g‡S‡Z co‡jv ivbv| Abyfe Ki‡jv, Ii †PvL
j¶¨ K‡i _vev gvi‡jv wgwj| gv_v mwi‡q wb‡q GKUv nuvUy
welKb¨vÐ2 111
evwo‡q w`‡jv wgwji †cU j¶¨ K‡i, dzuwc‡q DV‡jv wgwj|
cigyn~‡Z© mg¯— fvi wb‡q Zvi †Kvgj kix‡i †P‡c em‡jv
ivbv| Ii wb‡P †gvPo Lv‡”Q wgwj, QUdU Ki‡Q, †duvcv‡”Q|
AvIqvRUv AvZswKZ K‡i Zyj‡jv ivbv‡K, Rv‡b evB‡i Kv‡Q
wc‡V †Kv_vI †cŠu‡Q †M‡Q †K.wR.we. G‡R›Uiv|
Zvici, A™¢yZ GKUv AwfÁZv n‡jv ivbvi| mwe¯§‡q
Abyfe Ki‡jv, `xN© I ¶zavZ© Py¤^b| ivbvi NvoUv `yÕnv‡Z
Avwj½b Ki‡jv wgwj, Ii gy‡L DËß I mkã wbtk¦vm †dj‡Q
Nb Nb| †Suv‡Ki gv_vq bq, wKsev fvev‡e‡MI bq, bq
kvixwiK Pvwn`vi Kv‡Q civwRZ n‡q, wgwji AvKw¯§K
cwieZ©‡bi cÖwZ †mªd mg_©b Rvwb‡q cvëv Py‡gv †L‡jv I|
ivbvi cvëv Py‡gv †hb cvMj K‡i Zyj‡jv wgwj‡K| kixiUv
¸wU‡q ivbvi †fZi †muwa‡q †h‡Z PvB‡jv †m, Avb‡›ì
AvwZk‡h¨ AbeiZ †MvOv‡jv| gay Avi ey‡bvdy‡ji myMÜ †c‡jv
†m| Zvi j¤^v Kv‡jv Py‡ji Avov‡j XvKv c‡o †Mj `y‡Uv gyL|
ivbvi Mjvq †P‡c em‡jv †Rvov nv‡Zi evuab, Nb Nb
wbtk¦v‡mi mv‡_ dz‡j dz‡j DV‡Q e−vDR XvKv eyK| ÔWvwj©s,Õ
¸wO‡q DV‡jv †m| ÔWvwj©s, GLv‡b bq|Õ
ÔKvbvMwji weovj n‡Z PvI bv?Õ
ÔK_v w`‡j wek¦vm Ki‡e c‡i?Õ
g‡b g‡b nvm‡jv ivbv|
ivbvi wb‡P ï‡q _vK‡jv wgwj, GK Pyj bo‡Q bv, fqsKi
†jvfbxq|
Zvici ivbvi gy‡L GKUv AvOyj eyjv‡jv †m| ÔAvwg PvB
e¨vcviUv my›ì fv‡e NUyK, kvš— wbwiwewj Avivg`vqK
112 gvmy` ivbvÐ179
cwi‡e‡k|Õ
ÔcÖkœ n‡jv, †Zvgvi MÖxK †èZviv Avgv‡ì fv‡M¨ Ab¨
†Kv‡bv mgq eivÏ Ki‡eb wKbv,Õ _g_‡g Mjvq ej‡jv ivbv|
ÔKi‡e, Zywg †`‡Lv| ïay Zywg hw` hyw³ gv‡bv|Õ
D‡V em‡jv ivbv| Ô†di †mB GK K_v?Õ
ÔAvwg †Zvgvi cªvY ueuwP‡qwQ!Õ †PuwP‡q DV‡jv wgwj, †PvL
`y‡Uv R¡j‡Q|
Ôhv‡Z wg. c¨vwmgf Avi Zywg Avgv‡K `vevi NyuwU wn‡m‡e
eënvi Ki‡Z cv‡iv?Õ mv‡_ mv‡_ Reve w`‡jv ivbv| Ô†mUv bv
nq †evSv hvq, wKš—y fvwewb Zywg Avgv‡K Gfv‡e Nyl w`‡q ek
Kivi †Póv Ki‡e| G-ai‡bi †g‡q‡K wK ejv nq, Rv‡bv? †kl
ch©š— Zywg kixiUv‡K †Uvc evbv‡j?Õ
jvd w`‡q wm‡a n‡jv wgwj, Uv‡b‡ji gyL j¶¨ K‡i
QyU‡jv|
Ôwgwj, wd‡i G‡mv!Õ †PuwP‡q WvK‡jv ivbv|
wKš—y GiBg‡a¨ Uv‡bj †Q‡o evB‡i †ewi‡q †M‡Q wgwj|
dvU‡ji gyL j¶¨ K‡i QyU‡jv ivbv, duvKUvi Kv‡Q Avm‡ZB
Qüvr K‡i DV‡jv ey‡Ki †fZiUv| ivwkqvb‡ì GKRb‡K
wekMR `~‡i †i‡L Zxi‡e‡M Qy‡U hv‡”Q wgwj| mPwKZ †jvKUv
PiwKi g‡Zv AvacvK Nyi‡jv, wc¯—j aiv nvZUv j¤^v Ki‡jv,
GK †m‡KÊ mgq wb‡q j¶¨w¯’i Ki‡jv QyUš— g~wZ©Uvi w`‡K|
¸wji kã ï‡b wkD‡i DV‡jv ivbv|
welKb¨vÐ2 113
bq
†K.wR.we. G‡R‡›Ui gv_vUv SuvwK †L‡q GKw`‡K KvZ n‡q
co‡jv, Lywji A‡a©K D‡o †M‡Q| gv_vi Ici Sy‡j _vKv iw³g
Elviv‡Mi wb‡P AvQvo †L‡q co‡jv †m| Awek¦vm fiv `xN©
GKwU gyn~Z©, GKPyj bv b‡o ZvwK‡q _vK‡jv ivbv|
Î¯—v nwiYxi g‡Zv cvnvo †e‡q MÖv‡gi w`‡K †b‡g hv‡”Q
wgwj|
¸wji Av‡iv kã n‡jv, †Lvjv RvqMvq duvcv jvM‡jv Kv‡b|
†K.wR.we. G‡R‡›Ui jvk Avi wgwj‡K Qvov Avi KvD‡K
†`L‡Z cv‡”Q bv ivbv| Uv‡bj †_‡K †ewi‡q G‡jv I,
mZK©Zvi mv‡_ Mv‡Qi Wvjcvjv mwi‡q wbtk‡ã G‡Mv‡jv| e„¶
mvwii †Mvovi Kv‡Q c‡o Av‡Q jvkUvÑ†jvKUv Av‡iv GKUy
†fZ‡i †XvKvi my‡hvM †c‡j wK NU‡Zv fve‡Z PvB‡jv bv ivbv|
jv‡ki cv‡kB c‡o i‡q‡Q bvBb Gg Gg g¨vKvif| †mUv Zy‡j
wb‡q cvBb Mv‡Qi duvK w`‡q mvg‡b ZvKv‡jv I| evZvm Avi
cvwL‡ì Kjie Qvov Avi †Kv‡bv kã †bB, mvM‡ii Pvi‡kv
dzU Ic‡i DËß XvjUv‡K MÖvm K‡i †i‡L‡Q AwbwðZ AvksKv
114 gvmy` ivbvÐ179
Avi wb¯—äZv|
Wvb w`‡K ¸wji kã n‡jv| gv_v bvwg‡q mu¨vr K‡i GK
cv‡k m‡i †Mj ivbv, wKš—y Zvi Av‡MB Ii gv_vi A‡bK Ic‡i
cv_‡i jvM‡jv ey‡jU| SU& K‡i †mw`‡K gyL Zy‡jB †`L‡Z
†c‡jv, `y‡M©i cuvwPj †_‡K j¤^v n‡q †ewi‡q G‡jv wc¯—j
evwM‡q aiv GKUv nvZ|
`y‡M© †K ev Kviv i‡q‡Q Rv‡b bv ivbv, †K.wR.we.
G‡R›U‡ì ¸wj Ki‡Q †`‡L GB gyn~‡Z© gv_v NvgveviI we‡kl
cÖ‡qvRb †eva Ki‡jv bv| gv_v wbPy K‡i jvkUv UcKv‡jv I,
kix‡ii cÖwZwU †jvgK‚c mZK©, QyU‡jv mi“ GKUv bvjv j¶¨
K‡i| ïK‡bv bvjv, cvo `y‡Uv mvgvb¨ DuPy, e„¶ mvwi Qvwo‡q
†ek LvwbKUv wb‡P †b‡g G‡jv I|
GKUv †evìv‡ii Avov‡j Kuy‡Rv n‡q i‡q‡Q †jd‡Ub¨v›U
Rv‡Mviw¯‹| ey‡jU AvK…ó Kivi R‡b¨ Avovj †_‡K LvwbKUv
†ewi‡q G‡jv †m| Iw`‡K Z„Zxq †jvKUv Av‡iK Xvj †e‡q
`y‡M©i w`‡K D‡V hv‡”Q Ic‡ii A‡Pbv mk¯¿ cÖwZc¶‡K Kvey
Kivi D‡Ïk¨ wb‡q|
wb‡Ri wc¯—j wm‡a Ki‡jv ivbv, ùvov‡jv, wPrKvi Ki‡jv,
Ônv‡Zi A¯¿ †d‡j `vI, †jd‡Ub¨v›U!Õ
Ny‡iB ¸wj Ki‡jv Rv‡Mviw¯‹, Zvi j¤^v‡U gyL N„Yvq Uvb
Uvb n‡q Av‡Q| ivbvi Kv‡b Qu¨vKv w`‡q, evZv‡m wkm †K‡U
†ewi‡q †Mj ey‡jU| wKQy we‡ePbv Kivi mgq bq GUv, ivbv‡K
¸wj Ki‡Z n‡e mivmwi Lyb Kivi R‡b¨| Ab¨ †KD n‡j wVK
ZvB Ki‡Zv| Ii nv‡Z M‡R© DV‡jv wc¯—jUv, SuvwK †L‡q
cv_y‡i Xv‡j wbZ¤^ w`‡q co‡jv †jd‡Ub¨v›U| †PvL-gyL wLuwP‡q
welKb¨vÐ2 115
Mvj w`‡jv †m, ivbvi ey‡jU Zvi Ei“i LvwbKUv gvsm Dwo‡q
wb‡q †M‡Q| Mvj cvo‡Z cvo‡Z Avevi ivbvi w`‡K A¯¿
†Nviv‡Z †Póv Ki‡jv †m| GeviI ivbv Lyb Kivi R‡b¨ bq,
kvš—fv‡e j¶¨ w¯’i Ki‡jv AvnZ Kivi R‡b¨| ivbvi w`‡K
Nyi‡Q Rv‡Mviw¯‹i wc¯—j aiv nvZ, wc¯—j mn KwâUv av°v
†L‡q wcwQ‡q †Mj| cigyn~‡Z© nvZUv gy‡Li mvg‡b Zy‡j †Ku‡`
DV‡jv †jd‡Ub¨v›U| wc¯—jUv †Zv nv‡Z †bB-B, Wvb nv‡Z
AvOyj ej‡ZI wKQy Aewkó †bB Zvi|
Ic‡ii Xvj †_‡K `„kÜv cy‡ivcywiB Pv¶zl Ki‡jv
Rv‡Mviw¯‹i me©‡kl m½x, Kvjwej¤^ bv K‡i Nyi‡jv †m, Xvj
†e‡q QyU‡jv Mªv‡gi w`‡K|
g¨vKvifUv †e‡ë ¸u‡R gv_v Zy‡j `y‡M©i w`‡K ZvKv‡jv
ivbv|
Ôgvmy` fvB, Avcwb?Õ
`yM©cÖvPx‡ii wKbvivq P›`‡bi D™¢vwmZ gyL|
Ô†K cvVv‡jv †Zvgv‡ì?Õ Rvb‡Z PvB‡jv ivbv|
ÔAvgiv I‡ì‡K AbymiY KiwQjvg| Kvj ivZ †_‡K|Õ
wb‡Ri euv w`‡K ZvKv‡jv P›`b, Avevi ivbvi w`‡K wdi‡jv|
ÔAvgvi mv‡_ mvhhv` i‡q‡Q|Õ cigyn~‡Z© Zvi cv‡k D`q n‡jv
wmwiqvm GKUv †Pnviv, †hb Aaëmvqx QvÎ|
cuvwP‡ji gv_vq DV‡jv Iiv, AvQvwo-cvQvwo K‡i `y‡M©i
evB‡i †b‡g G‡jv| Kv‡Q G‡m mvhhv` ej‡jv, Ôgvmy` fvB,
Avgiv m¤¢eZ A¨vmvBb‡g›UUvi ev‡ivUv evwR‡q w`‡qwQ, ZvB
bv?Õ
116 gvmy` ivbvÐ179

ÔwKš—y †g‡qUv‡K I‡ì nv‡Z co‡ZB ev w`B wKfv‡e?Õ
ARynvZ †`Lv‡bvi my‡i ej‡jv P›`b, ivbvi w`‡K wdi‡jv|
Ôgvmy` fvB, Avcwb...?Õ
ÔAvwg fv‡jv, ïay `yÕGK RvqMvi Pvgov †K‡U †M‡Q|Õ
ivbvi †Pnviv A¯^vfvweK M¤¢xi| KwVb my‡i Rvb‡Z PvB‡jv I,
Ô†Zvgiv Lyb Kivi R‡b¨ mivmwi ¸wj Ki‡j †Kb? †K
†Zvgv‡ì AbygwZ w`‡q‡Q?Õ
`ª“Z `„wó wewbgq Ki‡jv Iiv, K_v ej‡jv P›`b, Ôgvmy`
fvB, eb †_‡K GKUv †g‡mR †c‡qwQ Avgiv...|Õ
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ivbv| ÔIw`‡K, †evìv‡ii Avov‡j m‡i †M‡Q AvnZ †jvKUv,
†jd‡Ub¨v›U Rv‡Mviw¯‹| Zvi Ae¯’v wK †`‡Lv, hw` m¤¢e nq
e¨v‡ÊR †eu‡a †`‡e, nvZ `y‡Uv †Zv euva‡eB| Zvici MÖv‡g †b‡g
j¶¨ K‡iv Aci †jvKUv †Kvb& w`‡K hvq|Õ
ÔR¡x, gvmy` fvB,Õ ZviKv-i ûKzg †c‡q K…ZÁwP‡Ë QyU‡jv
d¨vb|
ÔXvKv †_‡K g‡¯‹vi mv‡_ †hvMv‡hvM Kiv n‡qwQj,Õ mvhhv`
P‡j †h‡Z ïi“ Ki‡jv P›`b miKvi| Ô†mvwf‡qZ ciivóª
gš¿Yvj‡qi GKRb EaŸ©Zb Kg©KZ©v Rvwb‡q‡Qb, MZ eQi
wewµ ev `vb bv Kivi bxwZ wba©vi‡Yi ci †_‡K AvR ch©š—
GK QUvK BD‡iwbqvgI we‡`‡k †Kv_vI cvVv‡bv nqwb...|Õ
ÔB›Uv‡iw÷s|Õ
ÔXvKv‡K Av‡iv Rvbv‡bv n‡q‡Q, cÖL¨vZ †Kv‡bv i“k
weÁvbxi †`kZ¨vM m¤ú‡K©I g‡¯‹vi wKQy Rvbv †bB| Kg©KZ©v
welKb¨vÐ2 117
e¨w³MZ cÖwZkÖ“wZ w`‡q e‡j‡Qb, †K.wR.we-i Kw_Z f~wgKv
m¤ú‡K© Z`š— K‡i †`Lv n‡e|Õ
ÔAv”Qv|Õ
ÔG-me K_v †g‡m‡R ejvi ci †mv‡nj fvB aviYv
w`‡q‡Qb, m¤¢eZ †K.wR.we-i GKUv MÖ“c KZ©„c¶ ev miKvi‡K
wKQyB bv Rvwb‡q mvsNvwZK GKUv SuywK wb‡q †d‡j‡Q| Zv hw`
nq, wb‡R‡ì Aciv‡ai wPý gy‡Q †djvi R‡b¨ G‡jvcvZvwo
Lyb Ki‡ZI wØav Ki‡e bv Iiv| Kv‡RB wZwb Avgv‡ì‡K
mZK© K‡i w`‡q e‡j‡Qb, †h-†Kv‡bv g~‡j¨ wb‡R‡ì wbivcËv
wbwðZ Ki‡Z n‡e...Õ
e¨vL¨vUvq mš—yó n‡jv bv ivbv, hwÌ eyS‡jv, G-me wb‡q
Av‡jvPbv Kivi mgq GLb bq| Ô†kv‡bv, wb‡KvjvB c¨vwmgf
†Kv÷vm A¨v‡ivbvwd‡mi Kv‡Q Av‡Qb, ev wQ‡jb| wKQy mywe‡a
Av`v‡qi wewbg‡q c¨vwmgf‡K †K.wR.we-i nv‡Z Zy‡j †`‡e
†m, ev w`‡Z cv‡i| wKš—y Avgiv GB gyn~‡Z© PvB bv c¨vwmgf
†K.wR.we-i nv‡Z coyb|Õ
nuvcv‡Z nuvcv‡Z wd‡i G‡jv mvhhv`| Ôgvmy` fvB,
†jd‡Ub¨v›U cvwj‡q‡Q| i‡³i `vM †`‡L eySjvg, MÖv‡gi w`‡K
†b‡g †M‡Q †m|Õ
ÔbvCg‡K wb‡q h‡ZvUyKz cv‡iv K‡iv Zywg,Õ Zv‡K wb‡`©k
w`‡jv ivbv| ÔAvkcv‡kB †Zv Av‡Q †m, ZvB bv?Õ wdi‡jv
P›`‡bi w`‡K| ÔZywg Avgvi mv‡_ G‡mv| A¨v‡ivbvwd‡mi Bq‡U
nvbv w`‡Z n‡e|Õ cvnvox Xvj †e‡q bvg‡Z ïi“ Ki‡jv I|
Xv‡ji wb‡P mevi Av‡M bvg‡jv mvhhv`, Mvwo‡Z D‡V ÷vU©
118 gvmy` ivbvÐ179
w`‡jv †m, †K.wR.we. G‡R›U‡ì †Luv‡R iIbv n‡q †Mj S‡oi
†e‡M| Pviw`‡K ZvwK‡q †Kv‡bv U¨vw· †`L‡Z bv †c‡q GKUv
wdqv‡Ui w`‡K G‡Mv‡jv ivbv| wcQb †_‡K cÖkœ‡evaK ¯^‡i
P›`b ej‡jv, Ôgvmy` fvB?Õ
ÔPywi we`¨v eo we`v, hw` bv c‡ov aiv,Õ e‡j wdqv‡Ui
nvZj a‡i Uvb w`‡jv ivbv, Ly‡j †Mj ìRv|
Uy¨wi÷‡ì cÖ_g `jUv †cuŠ‡Q †M‡Q, hwÌ GBgvÎ mKvj
n‡jv| wjb‡Wv‡mi evB‡i iv¯—vUv GL‡bv cÖvq duvKvB ejv hvq|
†Kv÷vj †ivW a‡i DËi w`‡K QyU‡jv wdqvU, Kvj iv‡Zi
NUbv¸‡jv ms‡¶‡c eY©bv Ki‡jv ivbv|
Ô`y‡h©vMeûj ivZ,Õ ¯^xKvi Ki‡jv P›`b| ÔwKš—y, gvmy` fvB,
†g‡qUvi wK e¨vcvi ejyb †Zv?Õ
ÔZv‡K wb‡q GLb Avi gv_v Nvgvevi mgq †bB Avgv‡ì|
wb‡Ri fv‡jv wb‡RB eySyK|Õ
ÔLvivc Av‡iv wKQy Lei Av‡Q, gvmy` fvB,Õ ej‡jv P›`b|
Ô†bwgwm‡m †h exKbUv †i‡L G‡mwQjvg, †mUv mvov w`‡”Q bv|Õ
ivbvi †Pnviv ¤−vb n‡q †Mj| ÔZvigv‡b †K.wR.we.
G‡R›Uiv IUv Luy‡R †c‡q‡Q|Õ
ÔAv‡iv GKUv `ytmsev`, gvmy` fvB,Õ ej‡jv P›`b| Ôivbv
G‡RwÝi IqvwksUb kvLv Awek¦vm¨ GKUv i“k †g‡mR nvZ
K‡i‡Q| †mvwf‡qZ `~Zvevm †_‡K g‡¯‹vq hvw”Q‡jv †g‡mRUv|
Zv‡Z ejv n‡q‡Q, BD‡iwbqvg wb‡q wbivc‡` iIbv n‡q †M‡Q
†bwgwmm wjg‡ewii c‡_|Õ
Ô†MvUv e¨vcviUv D™¢U!Õ ûB‡ji Ici Pvco gvi‡jv ivbv|
welKb¨vÐ2 119
Ô†mvwf‡qZ BDwbq‡bi cÖKvk¨ bxwZi mv‡_ e¨vcviUv GK`g
†g‡j bv| msL¨vjwNô †k¦Zv½ kvmK‡ì †Kb Zviv DBcb-†MÖW
BD‡iwbqvg w`‡Z hv‡e? wjg‡ewii miKvix evwnbx †Mwijv‡ì
mv‡_ hy× Ki‡Q, Avi †Mwijv‡ì mvnvh¨ Ki‡Q ivwkqv|
wjg‡ewi miKv‡ii nv‡Z cvigvYweK †evgv _vK‡j Avwd«Kv‡K
Zviv †bv g¨vbm j¨vÊ K‡i Qvo‡e|Õ
ÔGgbI †Zv n‡Z cv‡i, gvmy` fvB,Õ ej‡jv P›`b,
ÔBD‡iwbqvg Avm‡j †Mwijviv cv‡e?Õ
Ô†evKvi g‡Zv K_v ej‡Qv!Õ agK w`‡jv ivbv| ÔmiKvix
evwnbxi mv‡_ ILv‡b hviv hy× Ki‡Q Zv‡ì bv Av‡Q fv‡jv
†Kv‡bv NuvwU, bv Av‡Q cÖhyw³| A¯¿ ej‡Z Zv‡ì nv‡Z
A‡Uv‡gwUK ivB‡dj Avi †MÖ‡bWB m¤^j| BD‡iwbqvg Iiv ay‡q
Lv‡e?Õ
ÔZvn‡j †Zv...|Õ
Ô†hfv‡e †nvK _vgv‡Z n‡e †bwgwmm‡K,Õ cÖwZÁvi my‡i
ej‡jv ivbv|
ÔwKš—y wKfv‡e?Õ e¨vKzj cÖkœ P›`‡bi|
bywo Qov‡bv ˆmK‡Z ÷ª n¨vU civ GKRb †evUweìvi‡K
cvk KvUv‡jv Iiv, †Qv‡Uv wWwO †bŠKvq Z³v jvMv‡”Q|
ÔRvnvRUv †Kv_vq Zv-I Avgiv Rvwb bv,Õ Avevi ej‡jv
P›`b| Ôhw` Gqvi mv‡P©i eë¯’v Ki‡Z cviZvg, L‡oi Mv`vq
wcb †LuvRvi g‡Zv n‡Zv e¨vcviUv|Õ mvM‡ii w`‡K GKUv nvZ
evov‡jv †m| Ôgv‡P©›U U«vwd‡K wMR wMR Ki‡Q CwRqvb, †Kvb&
RvnvRUv †bwgwmm?Õ
120 gvmy` ivbvÐ179
mvg‡bi w`‡K ZvwK‡q Av‡Q ivbv, ûBj aiv AvOy‡ji
wMuU¸‡jv mv`v, †PvL fiv Ri“wi ZvMv`vi fve| cÖej evZvm
eB‡Z ïi“ K‡i‡Q, AvKvk bxjÑR¡jR¡j Ki‡Q, gvwU Av¸b
n‡q Av‡Q †iv‡`| Ô†K.wR.we. ïi“ †_‡KB Rvb‡Zv †Kv_vq wb‡q
hvIqv n‡e BD‡iwbqvg,Õ ej‡jv I| ÔMš—e¨ BUvwj, G-K_v
e‡j A¨v‡ivbvwdm †evKvi g‡Zv †f‡ewQj Zv‡ì‡K †auvKv
w`‡Z †c‡i‡Q †m|Õ
P›`‡bi Mjvq Awek¦vm, ÔBD‡iwbqvgUv nvBR¨vK K‡i
A¨v‡ivbvwdm me G‡jv‡g‡jv K‡i bv w`‡j, wb‡KvjvB c¨vwmgf
G‡Zv¶‡Y wjg‡ewi‡Z _vK‡Zb!Õ
Ô`vi“Y GKUv K_v e‡j‡Qv|Õ fyi“ `y‡Uv KuyP‡K DV‡jv
ivbvi| ÔwKš—y †K.wR.we. hw` Rvb‡ZvB †h †bwgwmm BUvwj‡Z
wfo‡e bv, hw` Rvb‡Zv †h RvnvRUv `w¶Y A_©vr wjg‡ewii
w`‡K hv‡e, Zvn‡j †Zv Zv‡ì Kv‡Q †MvUv e¨vcviUv ¯^vfvweK
jvMviB K_vÑK¨v‡b‡j Zviv †bwgwm‡m DV‡jv †Kb?Õ
Ôwb‡KvjvB c¨vwmgf‡K AvUK K‡i †`‡k wdwi‡q wb‡q
hv‡e, ZvB,Õ ej‡jv P›`b, †hb wKQy wPš—v bv K‡iB|
ÔwKš—y Zv hw` bv nq?Õ
ÔR¡x, gvmy` fvB?Õ
Ôhw` Ggb nq,Õ ej‡jv ivbv, ÔRvnv‡R P‡o hv K‡i‡Q
Zviv, wVK †mUv KiviB D‡Ïk¨ wQ‡jv Zv‡ì? RvnvR Nywi‡q
†bqv, BD‡iwbqvg †diZ cvIqv, Zvici Avevi wjg‡ewii
w`‡K iIbv nIqv?Õ
ÔwKš—y wb‡KvjvB c¨vwmgf‡K Zv‡ì ìKvi wQ‡jv|Õ
ÔwQ‡jv bv, Zv Avwg ewjwb| wKš—y RvnvR †_‡K Zuv‡K Zviv
welKb¨vÐ2 121
bvgvqwb, Zv‡ì RvqMvq Avwg n‡j IUvB Avgvi cÖ_g KvR
n‡Zv|Õ
ÔZuvi wcQy wb‡q GLv‡b G‡m‡Q Zviv,Õ ej‡jv P›`b|
Ônu¨v, wZwb wKWb¨vc nevi ci| Zuv‡K AcniY Kiv n‡q‡Q
†bwgwmm †_‡K| AvB wiwcU, wb‡KvjvB c¨vwmgf‡K Zv‡ì
ìKvi wQ‡jv bv, G-K_v Avwg ejwQ bv| wKš—y †Kv_vq Zuv‡K
ìKvi wQ‡jv? ivwkqvi gvwU‡Z, bvwK †bwgwm‡mi †W‡K?Õ
Ôgvmy` fvB, f`ª‡jvK‡K †Mvc‡b †bwgwm‡m Zy‡j †`qv
n‡qwQj|Õ
ÔIiKg hv‡Z †`Lvq, †m-Av‡qvRb Kiv I‡ì c‡¶
m¤¢e|Õ
†duvm K‡i wbtk¦vm †d‡j P›`b ej‡jv, ÔwVK Av‡Q,
RvnvRUv `Lj Kivi D‡Ïk¨ hw` wd‡i wM‡q BD‡iwbqvg D×vi
Kiv n‡q _v‡K, Zvn‡j wbðqB †KD...|Õ Pyc K‡i †Mj †m, SU
K‡i ivbvi w`‡K wdi‡jv|
ÔwVK a‡i‡Qv Zywg, P›`b,Õ ej‡jv ivbv| Ô†KD Zv‡ì‡K
wbðqB Rvbvq †h RvnvR †_‡K BD‡iwbqvg mwi‡q †djv
n‡q‡Q| †mB †KD-Uv wbN©vZ Rvnv‡RB wQ‡jv, a‡i †bqv P‡j|
Zvi mv‡_ †iwWI Uª¨vÝwgUvi bv †_‡KI cv‡i bv|Õ GK †m‡KÊ
weiwZ wb‡q Avevi ej‡jv I, Ôhw` ewj †Lv` wb‡KvjvB
c¨vwmgfB †mB †jvK?Õ
mvMi Quy‡q Qy‡U Avmv evZv‡m †jvbv MÜ| †XD¸‡jvi gv_vq
mv`v †dbvi gvÎv Av‡Mi †P‡q †e‡o †M‡Q| iv¯—vi Aci w`‡K,
gv‡Vi Ici ey‡bv dz‡ji †Svç‡jv by‡q co‡Q evZv‡mi Pv‡c|
122 gvmy` ivbvÐ179
†ek wKQy¶Y wPš—v Kivi ci K_v ej‡jv P›`b, Mjvq
m‡›`n wb‡q, ÔwKš—y, gvmy` fvB, †K.wR.we.-i †Kv‡bv Ab¨vq
cwiKíbvq wb‡KvjvB c¨vwmg‡fi g‡Zv e¨w³Z¡ wK AskMªnY
Ki‡eb? Rvwb, wZwb e‡j‡Qb †`‡k wd‡i †h‡Z Pvb| wKš—y wZwb
wK...?Õ
ÔGWIqvW© MÖxb, c¨vwmg‡fi Ici †h bRi ivLwQj, Zv‡K
nv‡Z †c‡j A‡bK Z_¨ †ewi‡q Avm‡Zv| wKš—y gviv †M‡Q †m|
wK Rvwb,Õ ej‡jv ivbv, ÔZ`š— K‡i †`L‡Z n‡e|Õ
gvbWªvwK nviev‡i GK wgwbU †`wi K‡i †cuŠQy‡jv Iiv|

M¨vOI‡q a‡i A¨v‡ivbvwd‡mi Bq‡U D‡V hv‡”Q wgwj,
†`L‡Z †c‡q Pg‡K DV‡jv ivbv| BwZg‡a¨ †bvOi Zy‡j †djv
n‡q‡Q, iIbv nevi R‡b¨ me©‡kl jvBbUvI †U‡b †bqv n‡jv|
m‡Rv‡i †eªK K‡l _vg‡jv wdqvU, ìRv †Lvjvi mgq †`L‡jv
I, Mwe©Z fw½‡Z nvievi †Q‡o †ewi‡q hv‡”Q BqUUv, †XD¸‡jv
Kv‡jv †Lv‡ji `yÕw`‡K AvQ‡o co‡Q|
Ô†g‡qUv GLv‡b wK Ki‡Q, gvmy` fvB?Õ mwe¯§‡q Rvb‡Z
PvB‡jv P›`b|
Ôc¨vwmg‡fi cv‡k ùvwo‡q‡Q? wb‡Ri wek¦v‡mi cÖwZ Abo?
†K Rv‡b!Õ
Mvwoi cv‡k, cÖLi †iv‡` ùvwo‡q _vK‡jv Iiv, Amnvq
†Pv‡L †`L‡jv †m›U wb‡Kvjvm `yM©Uv‡K cvk KvwU‡q hv‡”Q
A¨v‡ivbvwd‡mi BqU| Kv‡iv wKQy Kivi †bB|
jvj‡P †Muv‡di cÖvš— a‡i †gvPo w`‡jv P›`b, Zvici nvZ
welKb¨vÐ2 123
`y‡Uv U«vDRv‡ii `yB c‡K‡U f‡i Uvb Uvb n‡jv| ÔGLb wK n‡e,
gvmy` fvB? wK Ki‡ev Avgiv?Õ c‡K‡Ui †fZi nvZ `y‡Uv Nb
Nb gy‡Vv cvKv‡jv †m| Ô†Kv÷vm A¨v‡ivbvwdm cvwj‡q hv‡”Q,
†Kv_vq hv‡”Q Zv-I Avgiv Rvwb bv...|Õ
ÔGKUv KvRB Kivi Av‡Q Avgv‡ì,Õ ej‡jv ivbv, ZvwK‡q
Av‡Q LvwbKUv `~‡i †bvOi Kiv †mv‡ir‡mb evi‡KBb‡nBgv‡ii
Sjg‡j †evUUvi w`‡K| ÔG‡mv|Õ
bvggvÎ wewKwb civ GKUv †g‡q †WK †Pqv‡i j¤^v n‡q
Nygv‡”Q| Bq‡Ui †Kv‡bv µz‡K Avkcv‡k †`Lv †Mj bv|
†g‡qUvi bMœ Kuva Qyu‡jv ivbv| †PvL †g‡j ZvKv‡jv †m, ax‡i
ax‡i nvwm dzU‡jv gy‡L| ÔAvwg wK ¯^cœ †`LwQ?Õ ivbvi
Avcv`g¯—‡K †PvL eyjv‡jv|
Ô¯^cœUv †f‡O †`qvi R‡b¨ `ytwLZ,Õ mweb‡q ej‡jv ivbv|
Ô†Zvgv‡K BqU †_‡K †b‡g †h‡Z n‡e|Õ
†ew`s UªvsK civ cÖKvÊ‡`nx, †ckxeûj GK hyeK‡K GwM‡q
Avm‡Z †`Lv †Mj| Kv‡Q G‡m `yÕ‡Kvg‡i nvZ †i‡L ivbvi
w`‡K AwMœ`„wó nvb‡jv †m, divmx fvlvq Rvb‡Z PvB‡jv, ÔwK
NU‡Q GLv‡b?Õ
Ô†Zvgv‡ì `yÕRb‡KB †evU †_‡K †b‡g †h‡Z n‡e, guwk‡q,Õ
GKB fvlvq Reve w`‡jv ivbv|
ÔAvgiv wg. evi‡KBb‡nBgv‡ii AwZw_...|Õ
ÔAvwg Rvwb| wc−R, ZvovZvwo †b‡g hvb| mgq Lye Kg|Õ
ivbvi w`‡K KwVb †Pv‡L ZvKv‡jv hyeK, Zvici †g‡qUvi
w`‡K wdi‡jv| ÔIi K_vq Kvb w`‡qv bv| wg.
124 gvmy` ivbvÐ179
evi‡KBb‡nBgv‡ii mv‡_ K_v ejwQ Avwg|Õ Nyi‡jv †m, K‡qK
cv GwM‡q _vg‡jv, wd‡i G‡jv ivbvi mvg‡b| ÔAvgvi evÜex‡K
hw` wei³ K‡iv, wd‡i G‡m †Zvgvi †PvL `y‡Uv Zy‡j
†b‡evÑg‡b _v‡K †hb|Õ
ivbvi kix‡i †hb we`y¨r †L‡j †Mj| SU K‡i KvZ n‡jv
I, òvg K‡i Nywm gvi‡jv hye‡Ki †c‡U| cÖ_‡g mvg‡b
SuyK‡jv hyeK, Zvici wPey‡K ivbvi nuvUyi cÖPÊ GK ¸u‡Zv †L‡q
†iwjs Uc‡K Bq‡Ui evB‡i P‡j †Mj, †WK †_‡K cv `y‡Uv
k~‡b¨ D‡V wWMevwR †L‡q Scvr K‡i kã n‡jv GKUv| GK
gyn~Z© †`wi bv K‡i †WK †Pqvi Qvo‡jv †g‡qUv, M¨vsI‡q a‡i
GK Qy‡U †b‡g †Mj|
ivbvi w`‡K wd‡i wbtk‡ã nvm‡jv P›`b|
ÔP‡jv, Bq‡Ui gvwj‡Ki mv‡_ K_v ewj|Õ
†mv‡ir‡mb evi‡KBb‡nBgvi‡K cvIqv †Mj †mjy‡b, dj
Avi †cw÷ª wb‡q †eªKdv÷ †L‡Z e‡m‡Qb| †mvbvwj, bxj Avi
mv`v Kv‡c©‡U jvj R¨v‡KU c‡i †Uwe‡ji cv‡k ùvwo‡q i‡q‡Q
A¨v‡UbW¨v›U| Ôwg. ivbv!Õ KuvUvPvgP gy‡Li Kv‡Q w¯’i n‡q †Mj,
Zv‡Z GKUv K‡o AvOyj mvB‡Ri AvOyi| ÔAvcwb wK...gv‡b,
wZwb wK...?Õ
ÔGL‡bv bv, wg. evi‡KBb‡nBgvi|Õ
†Uwe‡ji Av‡iK w`‡K m‡i †Mj P›`b, ZvwK‡q Av‡Q
ivbvi w`‡K|
ÔAZ¨š— `ytLRbK,Õ bvK †U‡b ej‡jb evi‡KBb‡nBgvi|
PvgPUv bvwg‡q ivL‡jb †c−‡U| wm‡éi kvU© c‡i Av‡Qb
welKb¨vÐ2 125
f`ª‡jvK, mv`vi Ici mv`v †WvivKvUv| ¯−¨vKm †Rvov bxj
K‡W©i, cv‡q †gvRvnxb wj‡bb †WK ï| ÔAvgvi wek¦vm, Avcwb
GL‡bv †mB D™¢U aviYv †cvlY K‡ib †h wKWb¨vwc‡Oi mv‡_
RR© RwoZ; †mR‡b¨B Avcbvi Øviv wKQy n‡”Q bv,Õ Awf‡hv‡Mi
my‡i ej‡jb wZwb| AvOyiUv gy‡L cyi‡jb Gevi|
Ô†K ej‡jv Avgvi Øviv wKQy n‡”Q bv, wg.
evi‡KBb‡nBgvi? WvP RR© gviv †M‡Q, Avcwb †kv‡bbwb?Õ
welg †L‡jb GBPAviwm Kg©KZ©v, Zuvi bxj †PvL
GK‡Rvov gv‡e©‡ji g‡Zv †KvUi †Q‡o †ewi‡q G‡jv| jvd
w`‡q wm‡a n‡jb wZwb, ùvwo‡q _vK‡jb ivbvi †P‡q †ek
LvwbKUv DuPy n‡q, eq‡mi fuvR cov gyLUv jvj n‡q D‡V‡Q|
VvÊv Mjv ivbvi, ÔAvcbvi BqUUv Avgvi ìKvi| µz‡ì
Zx‡i bvg‡Z ejyb, wc−R|Õ
ÔAvcwb, m¨vi, e× Db¥v`! WvP RR©? gviv †M‡Q? me©bv‡ki
Zvn‡j Avi wKQy evwK iv‡Lbwb| wKfv‡e...?Õ
Ôe¨vL¨v Kivi mgq †bB|Õ
Ômgq Ki“b Zvn‡j, ïb‡Z cv‡”Qb? Avgvi †evU wK R‡b¨
ìKvi Avcbvi?Õ
Ô†Kv÷vm A¨v‡ivbvwdm‡K ai‡Z n‡e|Õ
Ô†Kv÷vm A¨v‡ivbvwdm! Zv‡K ai‡eb? Avcwb? cvMj bv
n‡j G-K_v ej‡Zb bv! Rv‡bb, †Kv÷vm A¨v‡ivbvwdm Kv‡ì
mv‡_ IVvemv K‡i, Zvi IRb K‡Zv?Õ
ÔRvwb| Avcbv‡ì mgv‡Ri †jv‡Kiv cywjk Pxd‡K wWbv‡i
†W‡K nvwm-VvÆvi g‡a¨ mgm¨vi mgvavb K‡i| wKš—y Avgiv hvi
m¤ú‡K© Avjvc KiwQ Zvi Aciva U«vwdK AvBb f½ Kiv bq|
126 gvmy` ivbvÐ179
Avgvi wek¦vm Kivi KviY Av‡Q, GBgvÎ GB nvievi †Q‡o
wb‡KvjvB c¨vwmgf‡K wb‡q cvwj‡q‡Q †Kv÷vm A¨v‡ivbvwdm|Õ
ÔG Avwg wek¦vm Ki‡Z cvwi bv,Õ Clr ivMZtK‡É ej‡jb
evi‡KBb‡nBgvi|
ÔAvcbvi wek¦vm Kivi ìKvi †bB| Avcwb †Zv Av‡iv
A‡bKwKQy Awek¦vm Ki‡Qb| BqU †Q‡o ZvovZvwo †b‡g hvb,
µz‡ìI mv‡_ wbb|Õ
ÔGi Rb¨ Revew`wn Ki‡Z n‡e Avcbv‡K, wg. ivbv!
†eqv`wci R‡b¨ Aek¨B g~j¨ w`‡Z n‡e Avcbv‡K| Avcwb
Avgv‡K GLbI †P‡bb bv...|Õ
ÔIi cv `y‡Uv a‡iv, P›`b,Õ GBPAviwm Kg©KZ©vi wcQ‡b
P‡j †Mj ivbv, Zuvi eM‡ji wb‡P nvZ †XvKv‡jv| aivawi K‡i
†mjyb †_‡K †ei K‡i Avbv n‡jv Zuv‡K, M¨vsI‡q †e‡q bvwg‡q
Avbv n‡jv BqU †_‡K| evi‡KBb‡nBgvi a¯—vaw¯— Ki‡jb bv
†`‡L ¯^w¯—i wbtk¦vm Qvo‡jv ivbv|
Le©Kvq Pxbv I‡qUvi‡K wKQyB ej‡Z n‡jv bv, j²x †Q‡ji
g‡Zv †m Zvi gvwjK‡K AbymiY K‡i †b‡g †Mj BqU †_‡K|
Bq‡U wd‡i G‡m M¨vsc−¨v¼ Zy‡j wb‡jv ivbv, gy‡Li Ici †iv`
†hb R¡jš— nvZywoi evwo gvi‡Q| P›`b‡K †bvOi †Zvjvi wb‡`©k
w`‡jv I| GK Qy‡U P‡j G‡jv weªR mycvi÷ªvKPv‡i|
K¨vc‡Ub‡K Zvi †Kwe‡b cvIqv †Mj, ûBjnvD‡mi wVK
wcQ‡b| eqm †ewk bq, †Lvk‡gRvRx GKUv fve Av‡Q
†Pnvivq, m¤¢eZ SyU-Sv‡gjv cQ›` K‡i bv| B›UviK‡gi
mvnv‡h¨ KzK Avi µz‡ì WvK‡Z ej‡jv ivbv, Aby‡iv‡ai my‡i|
ivbvi †e‡ëi wcQ‡b ¸u‡R ivLv g¨vKvifUvi w`‡K evi `y‡qK
welKb¨vÐ2 127
ZvwK‡q B›UviK‡gi myB‡P Pvc w`‡jv †m|
Iiv A‡c¶v Ki‡Q, GK‡kv dzwU Rjhv‡bi †fvj‡fv
wW‡Rj¸‡jv‡K Pvjy Kivi wb‡`©k w`‡jv ivbv| Bq‡Ui †c‡Ui
†fZi †_‡K GwÄ‡bi †fuvZv ¸Äb †f‡m Avm‡Q, GK GK K‡i
KzK Avi µziv R‡ov n‡jv| BwZg‡a¨ †RwU †_‡K iIbv n‡q
†M‡Q BqU, †eªv‡Äi ˆZwi †Rvov nwi‡Yi w`‡K G‡Mv‡”Q Iiv|
mevB‡K wb‡q wb‡Pi †W‡K †b‡g G‡jv P›`b, jvBd‡ev‡U mevi
†k‡l DV‡jv K¨vc‡Ub| Zx‡ii w`‡K wd‡i hv‡”Q jvBd‡evU|
d¬vBs weª‡R D‡V G‡jv P›`b, Øx‡ci ˆmKZ‡K cvk KvUv‡”Q
BqU| ûB‡j nvZ †i‡L GK`„‡ó mvg‡bi w`‡K ZvwK‡q i‡q‡Q
ivbv| Z‡e Kv‡jv BqUUv cÖ_‡g P›`bB †`L‡Z †c‡jv| cÖLi
†iv‡` Kv‡jv GKUv Ly‡` KvVv‡gv, `w¶Y-cye w`‡K PKPK
Ki‡Q|
mvMi Avi evZv‡mi MR©b‡K Qvwc‡q DV‡jv Zvi Mjv,
Ô†Lvjv mvM‡ii w`‡K hv‡”Q e¨vUv, gvmy` fvB|Õ
†Kvm© mvgvb¨ GKUy A¨vWRv÷ Ki‡jv ivbv| ÔØx‡ci Av‡iK
w`‡K hvevi R‡b¨ Zvi nq‡Zv ïay †Lvjv mvMi ìKvi
LvwbKUv| DËi-cwðg A_©vr G‡_‡Ýi w`‡K euvK †bqvi Dcvq
†bB, h‡Zv¶Y bv †Kc cÖv‡mvwbwm Nyi‡Z cv‡i|Õ
ÔwKš—y hw` Zvi mv‡_ wb‡KvjvB c¨vwmgf bv _v‡Kb?Õ
Ôwgwji aviYv, Av‡Qb| Avi hw` bv-B _v‡Kb mvhhv` Avi
bvC‡gi Ici fimv Ki‡Z n‡e Avgv‡ì| †K.wR.we-i hviv
Zx‡i i‡q‡Q Zv‡ì Ici bRi ivL‡Q Iiv|Õ GK †m‡KÊ Pyc
_vKvi ci Avevi ej‡jv I, ÔZ‡e Avgvi wek¦vm, c¨vwmgf
A¨v‡ivbvwd‡mi mv‡_B Av‡Qb|Õ
128 gvmy` ivbvÐ179
Kv‡jv BqUUv PIov Avi fvwi, evi‡KBb‡nBgv‡ii Bq‡Ui
g‡Zv `ª“ZMwZ bq| cÖ_g w`‡K gvSLv‡bi `~iZ¡ Kg‡Z ïi“
Ki‡jv| Zvici A¨v‡ivbvwdm eyS‡Z cvi‡jv, Zvi wcQy †bqv
n‡q‡Q| Kv‡jv Bq‡Ui MwZ †e‡o †Mj, `~iZ¡ Kgvi gvÎv †mB
mv‡_ cwiewZ©Z n‡jv, Z‡e Kg‡Q|
ÔIUv‡K Avgiv Ifvi‡UK Ki‡ev,Õ ej‡jv P›`b, gyL †_‡K
jeY gyQ‡jv †m|
ÔGL‡bv A¨v‡ivbvwdm †Lvjv mvM‡ii w`‡K hv‡”Q,Õ we¯§‡qi
mv‡_ ej‡jv ivbv|
Ô†jvKUv‡K nv‡Z cvevi ci wK Kiv n‡e, †mUvB n‡jv
cÖkœ,Õ ej‡jv P›`b|
DËvj †XD mvM‡i, Bq‡Ui †Lv‡j †f‡O co‡Q G‡Ki ci
GK cvwbi cvnvo, weª‡Ri †W‡K w¯’ifv‡e ùvwo‡q _vK‡Z
wngwkg †L‡q hv‡”Q Iiv| †XD‡qi gv_v mv‡ci dYvi g‡Zv
†Qvej gvi‡Q †iwjs Avi †W‡Ki Ici, bvPvbvwP Ki‡Q weª‡Ri
Pviw`‡K| †PvL iM‡o mvg‡bi w`‡K ZvKv‡jv ivbv|
A¨v‡ivbvwd‡mi BqU Avi gvÎ GK‡kv MR `~‡i| d¬vBs weª‡R
†KD †bB, Lvwj|
Wvb w`‡K ZvKv‡jv ivbv, Kzu‡Rv-wcV Øx‡ci cvnvo¸‡jv‡K
†`L‡Z †c‡jv, jeYv³ evZv‡m LvwbKUv A¯úó| cvnvo¸‡jv
Mvp jvM‡Q, `yÕcv‡k meyR DcZ¨Kv| gv_vi Ici †Nvjv‡U
AvKvk, cvnv‡oi P~ovq Rg‡Z ïi“ K‡i‡Q Kv‡jv †gN|
Ii mvg‡bi DBÊkxì gvKomvi Rvj n‡q †Mj, ¸wji
†Kv‡bv kã †kv‡bwb I|
†nvj÷vi †_‡K GKUv g¨vMbvg .357 wifjfvi †ei
welKb¨vÐ2 129
Ki‡jv P›`b| †mUv †`‡L †K.wR.we. G‡R‡›Ui D‡o hvIqv
Lywji K_v g‡b c‡o †Mj ivbvi, wew¯§Z nIqvi wKQy †`L‡jv
bv|
Ô†nvì BU,Õ ej‡jv I|
ivbvi w`‡K wdi‡jv P›`b| Avwj½b K‡i Av‡Q K‡›Uªvj
c¨v‡bj‡K, mvg‡bi w`‡K Syu‡K, wifjfviUv a‡i Av‡Q
`yÕnv‡Z|
ÔUv‡M©U bv cvIqv ch©š— A‡c¶v K‡iv,Õ ej‡jv ivbv|
ÔûBj nvDmUv wWªj Ki‡Z cvwi|Õ
ÔwKš—y Avgiv h‡Zv`~i Rvwb, ILv‡b c¨vwmgf Av‡Qb,Õ g‡b
Kwi‡q w`‡jv ivbv|
ÔAek¨ †g‡qUvI Av‡Q...|Õ
ivbvi GK cj‡Ki `„wó‡Z wZi¯‹vi| ÔZvi K_v †f‡e
Avgiv wØav Ki‡ev bv|Õ
Av‡iKUv ey‡jU ivWvi gv‡÷i Qvj Zy‡j wb‡q †Mj, ivbvi
wcQ‡b| ÔIB, Iw`‡K i‡q‡Q!Õ GKUv nvZ Zy‡j †jvKUv‡K
†`Lv‡jv I, AvdWvi‡W‡Ki Ici cvUvZ‡bi duv‡Ki Pviav‡i
wbPy GKUv †eW i‡q‡Q, †e‡Wi wKbviv †_‡K DuwK w`‡jv
†jvKUv, Pyj Do‡Q evZv‡m|
.375 g¨Mbv‡gi we‡ùvi‡Yi kã wQwb‡q wb‡q †Mj
evZvm| †Pv‡L aiv c‡o Ggb †Kv‡bv cÖwZwµqv n‡jv bv|
†jvKUv GL‡bv i‡q‡Q ILv‡b|
BwZg‡a¨ `y‡Uv Bq‡Ui `~iZ¡ Av‡iv K‡g †M‡Q| cÂvk
M‡Ri g‡Zv eëavb †i‡L dyj¯úx‡W QyU‡Q Iiv| cÖwZ gyn~‡Z©
130 gvmy` ivbvÐ179
†Lv‡ji Mv‡q AvQvo Lv‡”Q †XD, cvwbi wQ‡U ¯’vqx c`©vi g‡Zv
Sy‡j i‡q‡Q †mjy‡bi Rvbvjv Avi †iwj‡Oi mvg‡b|
†duvm K‡i wbtk¦vm †djvi g‡Zv Av‡iKUv ¸wji kã n‡jv|
mvM‡ii cvwb‡Z mviv kixi wf‡R †Mj ivbvi| BqU
†hfv‡e †`vj Lv‡”Q, fq cvevi †Zgb †Kv‡bv KviY †bB, wc¯—
‡ji ¸wj jvMvi m¤¢vebv †bB ej‡jB P‡j|
Av¸‡bi SjKUv AK¯§vr †`L‡Z †c‡jv ivbv| Zvi mv‡_
†auvqv| AvZs‡Ki mv‡_ Dcjwä Ki‡jv I, GKUv evRyKv †Quvov
n‡q‡Q| ÷vi‡evW© †_‡K wek dzU `~‡i AwMœwkLv Avi cvwbi
wekvj ¯—¤¢ †`Lv †Mj| cv‡qi wb‡P _i_i K‡i †Ku‡c DV‡jv
†WK | Zvici †f‡m G‡jv we‡ùvi‡Yi AvIqvR|
ûBj a‡i Sy‡j co‡jv ivbv| Av‡iKUv ey‡jU DBÊkx‡ì
G‡m jvM‡jv| Z‡e A¨vgywbkb Ace¨q Qvov Avi wKQy ejv hvq
bv G‡K| ¸wji kã †kvbv hv‡”Q GLb, `~iZ¡ Av‡iv K‡g
†M‡Q|
AvdUvi‡W‡K `yRb †jvK‡K †`Lv †Mj, gv_v Avi wcV
euvKv K‡i evRyKv wi-†jvW Ki‡Q| h‡ZvUv m¤¢e j¶¨w¯’i
Ki‡jv P›`b| GKUv evé‡nW †_‡K iO PUv‡jv Zvi ey‡jU,
†jvK `yÕRb SU K‡i gyL Zy‡j ZvKv‡jv| cigyn~‡Z© Avevi
evRyKvi w`‡K wbPy n‡jv Zviv|
eëavb gvÎ cuwPk MR|
jwÂs wUDeUv Kuv‡a wb‡jv GKRb| dzj¯úx‡W _ªUj ivL‡jv
ivbv, mvg‡bi Bq‡Ui mgvb Kiv cvwbc_ a‡i QyU‡Q
GBPAviwm-i BqU| Avevi ¸wj Ki‡jv P›`b, GeviI e¨_©
welKb¨vÐ2 131
n‡jv| †VuvU Kvg‡o, fyi“ KyuP‡K wifjfv‡ii w`‡K ZvKv‡jv
†m|
ûk-k& AvIqv‡Ri mv‡_ Qy‡U G‡jv i‡KU, G‡Zv Kv‡Q †h
MwZc_Uv Gevi †PvL w`‡q AbymiY Kiv †Mj bv| we‡ùvi‡Yi
kãUv n‡Z cÖvq †Kv‡bv mgq wb‡jv bv| jvwd‡q DV‡jv †WK,
ivbvi cv‡qi Zjv Aek n‡q †Mj|
ÔUv‡M©U wgm K‡iwb Iiv!Õ wPrKvi Ki‡jv P›`b|
ÔAvgv‡ì my‡hvM Avm‡Q,Õ ej‡jv ivbv| Ii g‡b n‡jv,
†gBb †mjy‡b Xz‡K †M‡Q i‡KUUv, we‡ùvwiZ n‡q‡Q †fZ‡i|
Zv hw` nq, †Lv‡ji †Kv‡bv ¶wZ nevi AvksKv †bB| `~iZ¡
G‡Zv K‡g †M‡Q †h Kv‡jv BqUUvi AvdUvi‡WK I‡qjUv
†`L‡Z cv‡”Q ivbv| P›`b Avevi ¸wj Ki‡jv| Gevi `yÕRb
†jv‡Ki GKRb PiwKi g‡Zv cvK †L‡q Bq‡Ui wKbviv †_‡K
wQU‡K co‡jv, A`„k¨ n‡q †Mj †Pv‡Li cj‡K| Aci †jvKUv
†`Šo w`‡jv| AK¯§vr A¨v‡ivbvwd‡mi BqU cvMjvwg ïi“
Ki‡jv|
Kv‡jv Bq‡Ui †njgmg¨vb nVvr w`K e`‡j wcQ‡bi
BqU‡K duvwK w`‡Z †Póv Ki‡jv| cÖ_‡g Wvb w`‡K KvZ n‡q
co‡jv Zviv, Zvici evg w`‡K| wbqš¿Y nvwi‡q †d‡j‡Q
†njgmg¨vb|
ÔP›`b, mveavb...†eªm BIi‡mjd!Õ
cigyn~‡Z© msNl©| KvV Avi B¯úv‡Zi Nl©‡Y Kvb-dvUv‡bv
kã n‡jv| †avcv †hfv‡e Kv‡Vi Z³vi Ici wf‡R Kvco
AvQvo gv‡i, ûB‡ji Ici wVK †mfv‡e AvQvo †L‡jv ivbv|
132 gvmy` ivbvÐ179
ûBj †_‡K Wªc †L‡q K‡›Uªvj c¨v‡b‡j co‡jv I, Pvgov D‡V
†Mj nuvUy †_‡K, †bwZ‡q co‡jv †W‡Ki Ici| gvÎ GK gyn~Z©,
Zvici e¨_vq †MvOv‡Z †MvOv‡Z jvd w`‡Z †Póv Ki‡jv I,
†`L‡jv bv‡K i³ wb‡q Uj‡Z Uj‡Z wm‡a nevi †Póv Ki‡Q
P›`b| Kv‡jv Bq‡Ui wcQbUv cÖej SuvwK †L‡Z †L‡Z wb‡Pi
w`‡K †W‡e hv‡”Q, cÖKvÊ GKUv PKP‡K †Qvivi g‡Zv
evi‡KBb‡nBgv‡ii BqU PovI n‡q‡Q †mUvi Ici|
evZv‡mi mv‡_ †f‡m G‡jv AvZ©bv` Avi wb‡`©‡ki kã|
weª‡Ri Pviw`‡K Qy‡UvQywU Ki‡Q ey‡jU| †mjy‡bi gv_v
†_‡K A¨v‡ivbvwd‡mi `yÕRb †jvK ¸wj Ki‡Q, †`L‡Z †c‡jv
ivbv| Kv‡jv Bq‡Ui GKUv cÖ‡cjvi wew”Qbœ n‡q †Mj
GBPAviwm †ev-†c−‡Ui av°vq, wb‡iU B¯úv‡Zi AvZ©bv‡` ix ix
K‡i DV‡jv Mv|
K‡›Uªvj c¨v‡b‡ji Ici ûgwo †L‡q co‡jv ivbv, wcQy
nU‡Z ïi“ Ki‡jv †evU| `y‡Uv RvnvR wew”Qbœ n‡Z ïi“ Ki‡jv,
GB duv‡K .357 w`‡q ¸wj Ki‡jv P›`b| Kv‡jv BqU KvZ n‡q
i‡q‡Q GKw`‡K, wcQ‡b g¯— ¶Z n‡q †M‡Q| cvK †L‡Z ïi“
Ki‡jv †mUv| BwZg‡a¨ gv_vi Ici P‡j G‡m‡Q Kv‡jv †gN,
Øx‡ci Ici Zygyj e„wó co‡Q| Øx‡ci ˆmKZ †_‡K Gw`‡K P‡j
Avm‡Q †duvUv¸‡jv|
dzj A¨v‡nW-G _ªUj w`‡q ûBjUv eb eb K‡i †Nviv‡jv
ivbv| ¶wZMÖ¯— †ev-i †fuvZv bvK Kv‡jv Bq‡Ui ˆZwi Kiv
e„ËUv‡K †f` K‡i hv‡e|
ÔAvevi av°v †`‡eb?Õ weùvwiZ †PvL wb‡q wPrKvi Ki‡jv
welKb¨vÐ2 133
P›`b, Zvi wifjfvi aiv nvZUv Bb÷ªy‡g›U Kb‡mvj-Gi Ici
GKUv KvD›Uv‡ii Mv‡q †V‡K i‡q‡Q|
ÔIUv‡K _vgvevi Avi †Kv‡bv Dcvq Av‡Q?Õ cÖej evZvm
Avi e„wói g‡a¨ cÖkœ Ki‡jv ivbv| Ôwi‡jvW, wi‡jvW, my‡hvM
nvwi‡qv bv|Õ
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ivDÊ fi‡jv P›`b, e¨¯— AvOyj¸‡jv Kuvc‡Q| †ev‡Ui †ev
Bq‡Ui †hLv‡b AvNvZ Ki‡e wVK †mLv‡bB ZvwK‡q Av‡Q
ivbv| Kv‡jv BqU Ny‡i †M‡j wKQy Kivi †bB, j¶¨åó n‡e
ivbv| wKš—y Zvi †Kv‡bv j¶Y †`Lv †Mj bv| msN‡l©i d‡j
IUvi ivWvi wbðqB R¨vg n‡q †M‡Q| A¨v‡ivbvwdm‡K _vgvevi
R‡b¨ kj¨ wPwKrmKmyjf m~²Zvi cwiPq †`qvi my‡hvM _vK‡j
Lywk n‡Zv ivbv| mivmwi av°v gvi‡j BqUUv cÖvq A‡K‡Rv n‡q
hv‡e| wKš—y G-Qvov Avi †Kv‡bv DcvqI †bB| I ïay Avkv Avi
cÖv_©bv Ki‡Z cv‡i, K‡qK Ub B¯úvZ m‡e‡M †fZ‡i †XvKvi
mgq c‡_ †hb wgwj ev c¨vwmgf bv c‡ob|
AvKvk †_‡K m¤ú~Y© A`„„k¨ n‡q‡Q m~h©| mvM‡i †hb mÜ¨v
bvg‡Q| evZv‡mi MwZ‡eM †e‡o‡Q Av‡iv| e„wó n‡”Q Sg Sg
K‡i|
Av‡iv KvZ©yR _vK‡j fv‡jv n‡Zv, fve‡jv ivbv|
g¨vMvwR‡b †h KÕUv Av‡Q, I¸‡jvB †kl m¤^j| msN‡l©i K_v
†f‡e GKUv †XvK wMj‡jv I| Abyfe Ki‡jv, wRfUv ïwK‡q
†M‡Q|
Ômveavb, P›`b!Õ M‡R© DV‡jv ivbv, hwÌ Zvi †Kv‡bv
134 gvmy` ivbvÐ179
ìKvi wQ‡jv bv| GiBg‡a¨ cv‡qi cvZvi Ici e‡m c‡o‡Q
P›`b, wcV †mu‡U Av‡Q d«›U c¨v‡b‡ji Mv‡q| ûB‡j Avi wKQy
Kivi †bB ivbvi, Kv‡RB P›`‡bi `„óvš— AbyKiY Ki‡jv I,
_ªUjUv m¤ú~Y© †Lvjv †i‡L †Mj|
cÖwZwU †m‡KÊ †hb GK N›Uv mgq wb‡”Q †ci“‡Z| nv‡Z
A¯¿ wb‡q A‡c¶v Ki‡Q ivbv|
mvMi duym‡Q, †XD ûgwo †L‡q co‡Q †W‡Ki Ici|
†W‡Ki mPj cvwb ¯^”Q Kuv‡Pi g‡Zv †b‡g hv‡”Q wKbviv w`‡q|
msN‡l©i ci mgq †hb _g‡K ùvov‡jv| †Pv‡Li cj‡K
D‡ë covi Dcµg Ki‡jv Kv‡jv BqU| wUgevi ¸wO‡q DV‡jv,
Kvgv‡bi †Mvjvi g‡Zv kã K‡i †f‡O †Mj exg| GBPAviwm-i
†evU cÖwZc‡¶i †ev-Uv‡K †V‡j XzwK‡q w`‡”Q mvBW †W‡Ki
†fZi w`‡q ûBjnvD‡mi w`‡K| avZe, KK©k AvIqvR mn¨
Kivi g‡Zv bq| KuvP fvOvi kã n‡jv| B¯úv‡Zi mv‡_
B¯úv‡Zi weiwZnxb msNl© Pj‡jv|
wb¯—äZv bvg‡jv nVvr|
evZv‡mi †Qvej †L‡q Av‡jvwoZ n‡”Q mvMi, jvd w`‡”Q,
†duvm †duvm Ki‡Q †XD¸‡jv|
K_v ejvi ìKvi K‡i bv, DuPy n‡q IVv †dvi‡WK a‡i
QyU‡jv ivbv, wcQ‡b P›`b| jvd w`‡q Kv‡jv Bq‡U P‡j G‡jv
Iiv| cÖv‰MwZnvwmK hy‡Mi GKUv `vb‡ei g‡Zv KvZ n‡q Av‡Q
IUv, gvivÍK AvnZ, nuvUy †f‡O c‡o hv‡”Q|
ivbv Wvb w`‡K QyU‡jv, P›`b euv w`‡K|
ivbvi Abyf~wZ‡Z cÖ_‡gB Zx¶è GKUv AvZ©wPrKvi AvNvZ
welKb¨vÐ2 135
Ki‡jv| †mB mv‡_ bv‡K XzK‡jv wW‡Rj dy‡q‡ji fvwi MÜ,
we`xY© dz‡qj U¨vsK †_‡K †ewi‡q Avm‡Q|
A¨v‡ivbvwd‡mi GK †jvK Qy‡U †ewi‡q G‡jv `„wóc‡_,
nv‡Zi wc¯—j Ei“i cv‡k, †`LvgvÎ ¸wj Ki‡jv ivbv| †PvL
bvwg‡q eM‡ji wb‡P ZvKv‡jv †jvKUv, cvuR‡ii `y‡Uv nvo †f‡O
†ewi‡q †M‡Q ey‡jU| kvU©Uv jvj n‡q DV‡Q †`‡L nv‡Zi wc¯—j
†d‡j w`‡q e‡m co‡jv †m, Zvici †bwZ‡q co‡jv| f‡qB
Ávb nvwi‡q‡Q|
GKUv weaŸ¯— ìRv Uc‡K ûBjnvD‡m XzK‡jv ivbv|
†fZ‡ii ¶Zwe¶Z Ae¯’v †`‡L GUv‡K Avi ûBjnvDm ejv
hvq bv| AvZ©wPrKviUv GLvb †_‡KB n‡qwQj, m¤¢eZ wgwji|
wKš—y bv, Zv bq| wPrKviUv A¨v‡ivbvwdm K‡i‡QÑûB‡ji mv‡_
Syj‡Q †m, iwOb PkgvUv jU‡K Av‡Q GKUv Kv‡bi mv‡_,
gv_vi Pyj †WK QyuB QuyB Ki‡Q|
Ô†njc wg!Õ GL‡bv †emy‡iv Mjvq wPrKvi Ki‡Q †m|
¶xY GKUv euvKv †iLv dzU‡jv ïay ivbvi †Vuv‡U|
A¨v‡ivbvwd‡mi GKUv cv, nuvUyi wb‡PUv, GKMv`v †`vgov‡bv-
†gvPov‡bv B¯úv‡Zi g‡a¨ AvU‡K †M‡Q| U«vDRv‡ii cvqv
ej‡Z wKQy †bB, nuvUy Avi Ei“ wf‡R Av‡Q ZvRv i‡³|
euvKv‡Pviv B¯úv‡Zi mv‡_ gvsm Avi Pwe© †`L‡Z †c‡jv ivbv|
Ôc¨vwmgf †Kv_vq? wgwj †Kv_vq?Õ wR‡Ám Ki‡jv ivbv|
ÔAvgiv Wy‡e hvw”Q!Õ †W‡Ki KvQ †_‡K, D‡ëv Kiv †PvL
`y‡Uv weùvwiZ, KwK‡q DV‡jv A¨v‡ivbvwdm| ÔAvwg gviv
hvw”Q!Õ
136 gvmy` ivbvÐ179
Bq‡Ui wcQb w`‡K ZvKv‡jv ivbv, †KD †bB †mw`‡K|
†XD‡qi gv_vq P‡o Ujgj Ki‡Q BqU| KvZ n‡q co‡jv
GKw`‡K, ZvovZvwo †`qvj a‡i wb‡R‡K w¯’i ivL‡jv ivbv|
B¯úv‡Zi †fuvZv GKUv i‡Wi mv‡_ Vy‡K †Mj A¨v‡ivbvwd‡mi
gv_v| Zvi kixiUv `yj‡Q, RvnvR w¯’i bv nIqv ch©š— gv_vUvi
wbivcËv e‡j wKQy †bB|
Ô†ei K‡iv Avgv‡K!Õ AvZ©bv` K‡i DV‡jv A¨v‡ivbvwdm,
B¯úv‡Zi Mfxi R½j †_‡K Qvwo‡q Avbvi R‡b¨ UvbvUvwb
Ki‡Q cvUv, duv‡` cov cïi g‡Zv `yÕnv‡Z Nywm gvi‡jv †W‡Ki
Ici| ÔcvUv Qvwo‡q `vI! RvnvR Wy‡e hv‡”Q!Õ
ÔRvwb,Õ kvš— Mjvq ej‡jv ivbv| ÔAv‡M I‡ì‡K euvPv‡Z
n‡e|Õ
†W‡Ki QÕBwÂi g‡a¨ Sy‡j _vKv †PvL `y‡Uv Nywi‡q ivbvi
w`‡K ZvKv‡jv A¨v‡ivbvwdm| ÔAvgvi `vwe...|Õ
Ô`vwe wb‡q ìevi K‡iv fv‡Mï Kv‡Q, †Kv÷vm|Õ ivbv
Avi mgq bó Ki‡jv bv, weaŸ¯— ûBjnvDm †_‡K c_ K‡i
wb‡q †ewi‡q G‡jv evB‡i| wcQ‡b wLw¯— Ki‡Q A¨v‡ivbvwdm,
†jvbv cvwbi SvcUv G‡m Zvi †Pv‡L R¡vjv awi‡q w`‡jv|
evB‡i †ei“‡ZB Avevi SuvSv‡jv wW‡Rj dz‡q‡ji MÜ
†c‡jv ivbv| B¯úv‡Zi mv‡_ Nlv Lv‡”Q B¯úvZ, Av¸‡bi
GKUv dzjwK ìKvi ïay, GK cj‡K †MvUv RvnvR `vD `vD
K‡i R¡‡j DV‡e|
wb‡KvjvB c¨vwmgf‡K Luy‡R †c‡Z n‡e Ii| †`L‡Z n‡e
wgwj †Kv_vq| `yÕR‡bB nq‡Zv AvnZ n‡q‡Q, kã Ki‡Z
welKb¨vÐ2 137
cvi‡Q bv| bvwK Wy‡e †M‡Q? gviv †M‡Q msN‡l©i d‡j?
AK¯§vr _g‡K ùvov‡jv ivbv, Av‡jvwoZ mvM‡i hv †`L‡jv
Zv‡Z †kvìvi †e−‡Wi gvSLv‡bi Pvgov KyuK‡o DV‡jv Ii|
†bwgwmm‡K wPb‡Z cvi‡jv ivbv cwi®‹vi|
`k
RvnvRUv GL‡bv `yB wK wZb gvBj `~‡i|
†XD‡qi gv_v †_‡K wQU‡K †e‡iv‡bv †dbv Avi e„wói
†fZi fv‡jvfv‡e `„wó P‡j bv, Z‡e KvVv‡gvUv †`LvgvÎ
†bwgwmm‡K wPb‡Z †c‡i‡Q ivbv| cwi®‹vi †evSv †Mj, weaŸ¯—
Kv‡jv BqUUvi w`‡K Avm‡Q IUv, †ev-i wb‡P weP~Y© †XD‡qi
D¾¡jZv|
GKUv n¨vP j¶¨ K‡i QyU‡jv ivbv, Kv‡Vi gB †e‡q bvg‡Z
wM‡q Bq‡Ui mv‡_ KvZ n‡jv Gw`K Iw`K| wb‡P GKUv
†÷v‡iR †nvì, fvOv‡Pviv Kv‡Vi ev‡· Vvmv, cÖwZwU ev‡·
155 Gg Gg AvwU©jvwi ivDÊ| A¨v‡ivbvwd‡mi †em‡g›U
Iq¨vinvD‡m wK N‡UwQj, cwi®‹vi n‡q †Mj| †jvKUv Zvi
138 gvmy` ivbvÐ179
A¯¿k¯¿ Bq‡U Zy‡j †bq| GKUv †÷Ui“‡gi †fZi w`‡q c_
K‡i wb‡jv ivbv| GLv‡b Av‡iv ev· i‡q‡Q| G¸‡jvq evRyKv
i‡KU Avi †MÖ‡bW †`L‡jv I| BqU †Zv bq, fvmgvb GKUv
A¯¿fvÊvi|
dz‡qj A‡qj-Gi MÜ cvIqv hv‡”Q|
Ri“ix ZvwM` Abyfe K‡i ev·¸‡jv‡K KL‡bv cvk
KvwU‡q, KL‡bv Uc‡K `ª“Z G‡Mv‡jv ivbv| A‡bK¶Y n‡jv
GKB w`‡K KvZ n‡q i‡q‡Q BqU, †Lv‡j G‡Ki ci GK
AvNvZ K‡i P‡j‡Q †XD¸‡jv| ÷xj †nv‡ì cvwb †XvKvi kã
†c‡jv I| Iëv‡bv GKUv Rvnv‡R Av¸b a‡i †M‡Q, `„kÜv
evievi wd‡i G‡jv g‡b|
mvg‡bi ìRvq KjKj QjQj Ki‡Q cvwb, †Mvovwj Wy‡e
†Mj ivbvi| ìRvUv Lyj‡Z †Póv Ki‡jv, Ii ey‡Ki Ici
we‡ùvwiZ n‡jv †mUv, KevU a‡i †Kv‡bviK‡g wb‡R‡K mvg‡j
wb‡jI nuvUy mgvb cvwbi †Zvo AvNvZ Ki‡jv I‡K| Kviv †hb
wPrKvi Ki‡Q| GKUy †e‡Lqvj n‡ZB KevU †_‡K Qy‡U †Mj
nvZUv, cvwbi †Zv‡o wQU‡K co‡jv ivbv, K‡qK †m‡KÊ
nveyWyey †L‡jv, Mjvq cvwb AvU‡K hvIqvq Kvk‡jv| `y‡Uv
Kvgivq GKB †j‡f‡j †cŠuQy‡jv cvwbi ¯—i, †_‡g †Mj cÖevn|
cvwb †K‡U ìRvi w`‡K Avevi G‡Mv‡jv ivbv, B¯úv‡Zi KK©k
†MvOvwb XzK‡jv Kv‡b, Av‡iKUv kã‡K gvÜvZv Avg‡ji evje
n‡b©i g‡Zv jvM‡jv, wb‡iU I wecyj B¯úvZ ci¯úi‡K
wcl‡Q| AvIqvR¸‡jv †f‡m Avm‡Q cv‡ki KgcvU©‡g›U †_‡K|
†fZ‡i †XvKvi Av‡MB wew”Qbœ, †Quov-dvov, RU cvKv‡bv
GBPAviwm †ev‡Ui †ev-Uv †`L‡Z †c‡jv ivbv| †÷Ui“‡gi
welKb¨vÐ2 139
A‡a©KUv †e`Lj n‡q †M‡Q| †Rvov weQvbv mn GKUv LvU
mvg‡bi †`qvj †f‡O A‡a©‡Ki †ewk †fZ‡i Xz‡K †M‡Q, Kgjv
i‡Oi evwjk¸‡jv Av‡jvwoZ cvwb‡Z fvm‡Q| µgk DuPy n‡”Q
cvwbi ¯—i| wØZxq †Kv‡bv c_ w`‡q †ei“evi Dcvq †bB ivbvi|
†Ku‡c DV‡jv Kv‡jv BqU, Zvici Av‡iv LvwbKUv KvZ
n‡jv|
we‡ùvi‡Yi k‡ã †Lv‡ji Mv‡q AvNvZ Ki‡Q †XD|
KvZ nIqv †W‡K GLb †Kvgi mgvb cvwb| nvZ w`‡q GUv-
†mUv a‡i wd‡i Avm‡Q ivbv| gBUv †c‡q D‡V G‡jv I‡q`vi
†W‡K| Zygyj e„wó Avi †jvbv cvwbi wQUv wfwR‡q w`‡jv I‡K,
R¡vjv K‡i DV‡jv †PvL| Rvnv‡Ri I‡q`vimvB‡W ZvwK‡q
eyS‡Z cvi‡jv bv †Kv_vq Kqjv-Kv‡jv AvKv‡ki ïi“ Avi
a~mi mvM‡ii mgvwß| A‡bK K‡ó, nvgv¸wo w`‡q GwM‡q DuwK
w`‡jv weaŸ¯— ûBjnvD‡mi w`‡K| exfrm `„kÜvi Ici GK
gyn~Z© w¯’i n‡q _vK‡jv ivbvi `„wó| GKUv fvOv ¯‹vBjvBU
†_‡K wb‡P ZvwK‡q Av‡Q I| GL‡bv †WK Qyu‡q i‡q‡Q
A¨v‡ivbvwd‡mi Pyj, GK †jvK Av‡iK w`‡K gyL wdwi‡q eo
GKUv †Qviv w`‡q N‡l N‡l Zvi cv KvU‡Q, nuvUyi wVK wbP
†_‡K| †jvKUvi nvZ `y‡Uv jvj n‡q Av‡Q|
G-e¨vcv‡i wKQy Kivi wPš—v g‡b VuvB w`‡jv bv ivbv|
Avi †ewk mgq †bB nv‡Z|
GKw`‡Ki †iBj Wy‡e †M‡Q mvM‡i|
jK Kiv BqU DV‡Q Avi bvg‡Q, hwÌ wbqwgZ †Kv‡bv
Q‡›` bq| GBPAviwm-i †evU Kv‡jv Bq‡Ui †fZi †muwa‡q
_vKv GKUv †Qviv †hb, AvnZ kix‡ii †fZi †gvPo Lv‡”Q|
140 gvmy` ivbvÐ179
ˆZRm-cÎ Pyigvi nevi kã n‡jv, dvwb©Pvi fvO‡Q, Av‡iK
w`‡K Mwo‡q hv‡”Q fvwi Kv‡M©v|
GK gvB‡ji g‡a¨ P‡j G‡m‡Q †bwgwmm| e„wó K‡g
†M‡jI, †dbv Avi cvwbi wQUvq `„wóc_ GL‡bv Svcmv|
Av‡iKUv n¨vP †`L‡Z †c‡q wb‡P bvg‡jv ivbv, Rv‡b,
Rxe‡b Avi †ei“‡Z bv cvivi SyuwK wb‡”Q I| AveR©bv fwZ©
†gBb †mjy‡b †b‡g‡Q| GgbwK GLv‡bI A¨vgywbkb fiv ev·
†`Lv †Mj| wcQ‡b ¸wji kã n‡Z SU K‡i GK cv‡k m‡i
†Mj I, PiwKi g‡Zv AvacvK Nyi‡jv, nv‡Zi g¨vKvif ¸wj
Kivi R‡b¨ ˆZwi| GK cj‡K `„kÜv †`Lv n‡q †Mj
ivbviÑP›`‡bi wcV, Zvi mvg‡b mv`v kvU© civ `yÕRb µz,
†mjy‡bi wcQb w`‡Ki ìRv †_‡K ¸wj Ki‡Q| GKUv ey‡jU
ivbvi Kuv‡ai cvk w`‡q †ewi‡q †Mj| Rev‡e SuvwK †L‡jv
P›`‡bi nvZ, .357 M‡R© DV‡jv| cigyn~‡Z© m‡e‡M Nyi‡jv
P›`b, Zvi nv‡Zi wifjfvi wQU‡K †Mj Bq‡Ui evB‡i,
cÖwZc¶‡ì j¶¨ K‡i ci ci wZb‡U ¸wj Ki‡jv ivbv|
Zv‡ì g‡a¨ GKRb Kzu‡Rv Ae¯’v †_‡K ¯—~c-Gi AvK…wZ
wb‡jv| AciR‡bi cv noKv‡jv, wcQ‡j cvk KvUv‡jv
wPgwbUv‡K, Zvici Suvc w`‡jv we¶zä mvM‡i, AvKw¯§K
AvZs‡K wbwðZ AvÍnZ¨vi c_ †e‡Q wb‡q‡Q|
P›`‡bi w`‡K SyuK‡jv ivbv| GKUv nvZ a‡i e‡m Av‡Q †m,
†PvLgyL †KuvPKv‡bv| Ôïay nv‡Z †j‡M‡Q?Õ mg¯— AvIqvR‡K
Qvwc‡q DV‡jv ivbvi Mjv|
Ô†Zgb wKQy bq,Õ weoweo K‡i ej‡jv P›`b| mg¯— i³
welKb¨vÐ2 141
†b‡g †M‡Q gyL †_‡K| Zvi jvj‡P †Muvd Lvov n‡q i‡q‡Q, †hb
i‡Oi `vM I¸‡jv|
Ôc¨vwmgf Avi wgwj‡K †Kv_vI †`‡L‡Qv?Õ
Ôwb‡P, wcQb w`‡K, gv÷vi †÷Ui“‡g,Õ KvZiK‡É ej‡jv
P›`b| ÔcÖvq-wbwðZ, gvmy` fvB| µz `yÕRb cvnvivq wQ‡jv|
Avgv‡K †`‡L avIqv K‡i|Õ
e¨¯— nv‡Z P›`b‡K ai‡jv ivbv, D‡V ùvov‡Z mvnvh¨
Ki‡jv, Zvi R¨v‡K‡Ui KbyB †_‡K i³ Si‡Q| ÔAvgv‡ì
Bq‡U wd‡i hvI Zywg,Õ wb‡`©k w`‡jv ivbv|
Ôgvmy` fvB, Avwg...|Õ
ÔK_v bq| hw` cv‡iv diIqvW© KgcvU©‡g‡›Ui ìRv eÜ
K‡i †`‡e| hvI!Õ
PIov avc †e‡q bvgvi mgq wcQb wd‡i ZvKv‡jv bv ivbv,
†nuvPU †L‡q Scvr K‡i co‡jv, wm‡a n‡jv †Kvgi mgvb
cvwb‡Z| †÷Ui“‡gi ìRv eÜ, nvZj a‡i nu¨vPKv Uvb w`‡jv|
Lyj‡jv bv| Ôwgwj!Õ
ìRvi †fZi †_‡K A¯úó Mjv †f‡m G‡jv, †g‡qwj KÉ
e‡j wPb‡Z cvi‡jv ivbv, Ôivbv? †Lv‡jv, wc−R, ìRvUv
†Lv‡jv!Õ
ìRvi Mv‡q `yÕnvZ w`‡q av°v w`‡jv ivbv| cv_‡ii g‡Zv
wb‡iU I Abo|
†fZi †_‡K wb‡KvjvB c¨vwmg‡fi Mjv †f‡m G‡jv, kvš—
I fvwi| Ô†Kv_vI GKUv Pvwe Av‡Q| †`Lyb Lyu‡R cvb wKbv|Õ
ÔPvwe Av‡Q, wcwQ‡q hvb Avcbviv,Õ ej‡jv ivbv, cigyn~‡Z©
SuvwK †L‡jv BqU, wQU‡K †`qv‡ji Mv‡q co‡jv I| wm‡a n‡q
142 gvmy` ivbvÐ179
Zvjvi Ici j¶¨w¯’i Ki‡jv, †U‡b w`‡jv wU«Mvi| we‡ùvi‡Yi
k‡ã Zvjv †j‡M †Mj Kv‡b| evi“‡ì MÜ G‡jv, mv`v‡U
LvwbKUv †auvqv †`Lv †Mj cvwbi Ici| KevU †_‡K †ewi‡q
G‡m wWMevwR †L‡jv ìRvi nvZj, cvwb‡Z c‡o Zwj‡q †Mj|
we‡ùvwiZ n‡jv KevU, cvwb †K‡U †ewi‡q G‡jv cª_‡g wgwj,
weùvwiZ †PvL, gyLUv †hb AvZs‡Ki gy‡Lvk, kix‡ii euvK Avi
fuvR¸‡jv dz‡U Av‡Q wf‡R Kvc‡oi wb‡P| `yÕnvZ evwo‡q
ivbv‡K Rwo‡q ai‡jv †m|
av°v w`‡q Zv‡K mwi‡q w`‡jv ivbv, nv‡Zi A¯¿Uv ZvK
Ki‡jv| ÔIc‡i I‡Vv, Rjw`!Õ KwVb my‡i wb‡`©k w`‡jv I|
Ôivbv, †Zvgvi †`vnvB jv‡M, Iiv †hb wg. c¨vwmgf‡K
ai‡Z bv cv‡i...|Õ
ÔwK ejjvg †Zvgv‡K? Ic‡i P‡j hvI!Õ i“k weÁvbxi
w`‡K ZvKv‡jv ivbv| ÔAvcwbI| Av‡M evoyb, wc−R| Avwg
†Kv‡bv SyuwK wb‡Z cvwi bv|Õ
wmuwo †e‡q IVvi mgq evievi wcQb wd‡i ivbvi w`‡K
ZvKv‡jv wgwj, evi K‡qK †nuvPU †L‡jv av‡ci mv‡_| Ôgnr
GKRb gvbyl‡K Avwg ïay mvnvh¨ Ki‡Z †P‡qwQ, ivbv|
cÖ‡qvRb n‡j Avevi Ki‡ev| GUv hw` †Kv‡bv Aciva nq...|Õ
av‡ci Ici ùvwo‡q co‡jv †m|
ÔG wb‡q c‡i K_v n‡e,Õ M‡R© DV‡jv ivbv| Ôgyf!Õ
`y‡Uv Bq‡Ui R‡b¨B ûgwK n‡q D‡V‡Q mvMi, †Kv‡bv iKg
c¶cvwZZ¡ Ki‡Q bv| e„wó †_‡g †M‡jI, Zxeª evZvm GLb
fqsKi g~wZ© wb‡q S‡o cwiYZ n‡q‡Q| †XD¸‡jv †hb mv‡ci
dYv, AbeiZ †Qvej gvi‡Q RvnvR `y‡Uv‡K| †cvU© †evi w`K
welKb¨vÐ2 143
†_‡K Qy‡U Avm‡Q †bwgwmm, `~‡i A¯úófv‡e †`Lv hv‡”Q
ØxcUv, †hb GKUv Kv‡jv cuvwPj|
¯‹vBjvBU w`‡q wcw”Qj †W‡K †ei“‡Z n‡jv I‡ì‡K, GB
†WKUvB †mjy‡bi Qv`| †ei“‡ZB I‡ì Ici Suvwc‡q co‡jv
So| c‡o †Mj wgwj, c‡oB wcQ‡j †Mj, cvwbi Ici Syu‡K
_vKv mycvi ÷ªvKPv‡ii w`‡K QyU‡jv kixiUv| Lc K‡i nvZ
evwo‡q a‡i †dj‡jb wb‡KvjvB c¨vwmgf, Zv bv n‡j `yN©Ubv
†VKv‡bv †h‡Zv bv| nv‡Zi A¯¿ †b‡o I‡ì‡K ZvMv`v w`‡jv
ivbv| Mv †_‡K cvwb Si‡Q Ii, GKbvMv‡o weKU me k‡ãi
†fZi _vKvq Kv‡b Lye Kg ïb‡Z cv‡”Q| P›`‡bi K_v †f‡e
g‡b g‡b DwØMœ n‡jv I| †m wK wbivc‡` †cuŠQy‡Z †c‡i‡Q
GBPAviwm †ev‡U? cÖwZwU c`‡¶‡c wcQ‡j hvevi fq i‡q‡Q,
Abyfe Ki‡jv I| dz‡qj A‡qj-Gi MÜ Av‡Mi g‡ZvB
SuvSv‡jv|
weaŸ¯— ûBjnvD‡mi Qv` n‡q G‡Mv‡jv Iiv| ¯‹vBjvB‡Ui
cv‡k G‡m _g‡K ùvov‡jv ivbv, cÖvq Pg‡K DV‡jv| †Kv_vq
A¨v‡ivbvwdm? †Mj †Kv_vq?
A¨v‡ivbvwdm cvwj‡q‡Q|
wVK †mB gyn~‡Z© KK©k GKUv nvwmi kã e‡q wb‡q G‡jv
evZvm| AvIqvRUvi g‡a¨ Db¥Ë GKUv fve j¶¨ K‡i ey‡Ki
i³ cvwb n‡q †Mj ivbvi| Dr‡mi w`‡K Nvo †div‡jv I|
†Pv‡L KuvUvi g‡Zv weua‡jv †Kv÷vm A¨v‡ivbvwdm|
GBPAviwm Bq‡Ui †ev-i Ici ùvwo‡q i‡q‡Q †jvKUv,
Zvi GKRb m½xi Kuv‡a fi w`‡q| nuvUyi wb‡P KvUv cv‡q
e¨v‡ÊR †eu‡a‡Q †m| i‡³ jvj n‡q Av‡Q †mUv| †Pv‡L iwOb
144 gvmy` ivbvÐ179
mvbM−vmUv †bB| †PvL `y‡Uv †Qv‡Uv n‡q i‡q‡Q, `„wóUv Aïf,
R¡jR¡‡j|
ÔZywg Avgvi me©bvk K‡i‡Qv!Õ Db¥v‡ì g‡Zv M‡R© DV‡jv
†Kv÷vm A¨v‡ivbvwdm| ÔAvwg aŸsm n‡q †MwQ! wKš—y †Zvgv‡K
Avwg euvP‡Z †`‡ev bv! †Zvgiv gviv hv‡e, †Zvgiv mevB!Õ
nvZ Zy‡j †Z‡j †fRv wKQy †Quov K¤^j †`Lv‡jv †m,
DBÊcÖ“d wmMv‡iU jvBUvi †R¡‡j wkLvUv †Quvqv‡jv K¤^‡ji
Mv‡q| Kv‡jv Bq‡Ui MZ©Uv j¶¨ K‡i Av¸bUv Qyu‡o w`‡jv †m,
GBPAviwm Rjhv‡bi mvg‡bi w`‡K|
¸wj Ki‡jv ivbv| wKš—y GiB g‡a¨ A‡bK †`wi n‡q †M‡Q|
†PvL Sjmv‡bv Av‡jv †`Lv †Mj, †mB mv‡_ M‡R© DV‡jv
Av¸b|
GMv‡iv
Kv‡jv Bq‡Ui dvUj †_‡K D_‡j DV‡jv Av¸b, mv`v Bq‡Ui
†Lvj †e‡q Ic‡i DV‡jv, R¡‡j DV‡jv cvwb‡Z Qwo‡q cov
†Zj|
Zxeª AuvP †_‡K euvPvi R‡b¨ †nuvPU †L‡Z †L‡Z wcQy nU‡Q
welKb¨vÐ2 145
ivbv, wØZxq I Z„Zxqevi ¸wj Ki‡jv| †jvK¸‡jvi gyL Avi
eyK wQu‡o w`‡jv Ii ey‡jU| †KvwUcwZi mnKvix X‡j co‡jv
†W‡Ki Ici, Aej¤^b nvwi‡q Zvj nvwi‡q †dj‡jv
A¨v‡ivbvwdm| †QvÆ GKUv wPrKvi †ewi‡q G‡jv, i³fiv
gy‡Li †fZiUv †`L‡Z †c‡jv ivbv, †VuvU fuvR n‡q Av‡Q †fZi
w`‡K| nuvUyi Kv‡Q wew”Qbœ cvUv †W‡K †djvi †Póv Ki‡Q †m,
GK cv‡q Nb Nb jvdv‡”Q| fvimvg¨ wd‡i bv cvIqvq `vD
`vD AwMœKz‡Êi w`‡K gv_v w`‡q c‡o †Mj|
ÔAvgv‡ì wK n‡e?Õ KvZ n‡q _vKv †W‡K nuvUy Avi KbyB
†VwK‡q ûeû GKUv e¨v‡Oi AvK…wZ wb‡q‡Qb wb‡KvjvB
c¨vwmgf|
PU K‡i †bwgwm‡mi w`‡K ZvKv‡jv ivbv| cÖKvÊ †`Lv‡jv
RvnvRUv‡K| †XD‡qi gv_vq Po‡Q IUv, Pvicv‡k MR©b Ki‡Q
DËvj mvMi| GKUv g~K nZvkv MÖvm Ki‡Z PvB‡jv ivbv‡K|
Kv‡jv Bq‡Ui †Lvj Ry‡o me¸‡jv weaŸ¯— †cvU©‡nvj Rvbvjv
†_‡K Av¸b Zvi jKj‡K wRf †ei K‡i w`‡q‡Q| †auvqv †j‡M
†PvL Avi dzmdzm R¡vjv Ki‡Q| Av¸b aiv dvUjUv †cwi‡q
GBPAviwm Bq‡Ui †ev-†Z hvIqvi †Kv‡bv c_ Av‡Q e‡j g‡b
n‡jv bv| A_P wUGbwU-i GKUv cvnv‡o e‡m i‡q‡Q Iiv|
ÔGevi Zywg Lywk‡Zv?Õ wPrKvi Ki‡jv wgwj, Zvi Kv‡jv
†PvL `y‡Uv iv‡M R¡j‡Q| ÔGLb Avi wg. c¨vwmg‡fi wewbg‡q
wb‡R‡K euvPv‡bvi †Kv‡bv my‡hvM †bB †Zvgvi, A‡bK †`wi K‡i
†d‡j‡Qv| †K.wR.we. Iu‡K Abvqv‡m Zy‡j wb‡q hv‡e|Õ
wgwji K_vq Kvb w`‡jv bv ivbv, mv`v Bq‡Ui w`‡K
ZvwK‡q wPrKvi Ki‡jv, ÔP›`b! Pb-`-b!Õ
146 gvmy` ivbvÐ179
†KD mvov w`‡jv bv|
GKUv aŸsm¯—~‡c ùvwo‡q i‡q‡Q ivbv, KvZ n‡q _vKv ¯—
~cUv †gvPo †L‡jv, cvwb‡Z Wye w`‡”Q †ev, cÖwZwU dvUj †_‡K
†ewi‡q Avm‡Q jvj‡P wkLv|
†h-†Kv‡bv gyn~‡Z© we‡ùviY NU‡e| GKUv wcuc‡oI euvP‡e
bv|
gBUv nVvr †Pv‡L co‡jv ivbvi| †Lv‡ji Mv‡q muvZvi“‡ì
R‡b¨ †hgb _v‡K, GUvI †miKg GKUv| gBUv †mjy‡bi †`qvj
†Nu‡l c‡o Av‡Q| SU K‡i wb‡KvjvB c¨vwmg‡fi w`‡K wdi‡jv
I, A¯¿Uvi f~wgKv †Mvcb Ki‡jv bv| ÔIUv wb‡q Avmyb,Õ
`ª“ZK‡É wb‡`©k w`‡jv I, †PvL Bkvivq gBUv †`wL‡q w`‡jv|
Ôcv‡ki Bq‡Ui †W‡Ki mv‡_ jvMvb| ZvovZvwo!Õ
ivbvi K_v g‡Zv KvR Ki‡jb wb‡KvjvB c¨vwmgf|
avç‡jvi gvSLv‡b Av¸‡bi wkLv bvPvbvwP Ki‡Q, Z‡e Lye
†ewk DuPy n‡”Q bv, `ª“Z cv †d‡j cvi nIqv m¤¢e| `~iZ¡Uv AvU
dz‡Ui †ewk n‡e bv|
wgwj‡K †U‡b wb‡q G‡jv ivbv, gBUvi w`‡K †V‡j w`‡q
ej‡jv, ÔhvI!Õ
h‡ZvUv m¤¢e `ª“Z QyU‡jv wgwj, `yÕmvwi ùvZ ci¯ú‡ii
mv‡_ evwo Lv‡”Q, fvimvg¨ i¶vi R‡b¨ nvZ `y‡Uv kix‡ii
`yÕw`‡K †g‡j w`‡q‡Q, GK wK `yÕevi wec¾bKfv‡e Gw`K
Iw`K KvZ n‡jv, Zvi Ry‡Zvi †mvj PvU‡Q wkLv¸‡jv| Ici-
wb‡P `yj‡Z ïi“ Ki‡jv gB, wgwji fv‡i †W‡e †Mj wb‡Pi
w`‡K| Z‡e wbivc‡`B Icv‡i †cuŠQy‡jv †m|
ÔGevi Avcwb,Õ wb‡KvjvB c¨vwmgf‡K ej‡jv ivbv|
welKb¨vÐ2 147
g„`y kã K‡i m¤§wZ cÖKvk Ki‡jb f`ª‡jvK, mveav‡b
wKš—y `„pZvi mv‡_ gB‡qi av‡c cv ivL‡jb, Zvici `ª“Z
QyU‡jb| †Kv‡bv iKg ANUb bv NwU‡q Zuv‡K AbymiY Ki‡jv
ivbv| ÔûBjnvD‡m,Õ wb‡`©k w`‡jv I|
mk‡ã evZvm Uvb‡jv wgwj, _g‡K ùvov‡jv †`vi‡Mvovq|
Zvi wcQb †_‡K DuwK w`‡jv ivbv| †`L‡jv, †g‡S‡Z nvZ-cv
Qwo‡q c‡o i‡q‡Q P›`b|
Ávb †bB P›`‡bi, KviYUv m¤¢eZ AwZwi³ i³¶iY|
ivbv ïay Av›`vR Ki‡Z cvi‡jv, IqvUviUvBU diIqvW©
KgcvU©‡g‡›Ui ìRvUv hLb eÜ K‡iwQj †m, wbðqB
BqUUv‡K Qvwo‡q wb‡q Øx‡ci w`‡K iIbv nevi c−¨vb wQ‡jv
Zvi|
I‡ì jxIqvW© mvBW †cwi‡q †M‡Q †bwgwmm, GB gyn~‡Z©
Kv‡jv Bq‡Ui w`‡K axiMwZ‡Z G‡Mv‡”Q, gvSLv‡b Lye †ewk
n‡j GK‡kv MR `~iZ¡|
mv`v BqU‡K wcQb w`‡K Pvwj‡q dzj ¯úxW w`‡jv ivbv|
_i_i K‡i †Ku‡c DV‡jv RvnvRUv, †MvOv‡”Q| wb‡Pi w`‡K
_ªUj †P‡c ivL‡jv ivbv, Wvb Avi euv w`‡K eb eb K‡i
†Nviv‡jv ûBjUv| ax‡i ax‡i, SuvwK †L‡Z †L‡Z, weivU mv`v
BqU †`vgov‡bv-†gvPov‡bv B¯úvZ Avi fvOv Kv‡Vi ¯—~c †_‡K
wQu‡o Avb‡jv wb‡R‡K| fvi gy³ Kv‡jv BqU wm‡a n‡jv, ax‡i
ax‡i bvg‡Q mvM‡i| cvwbi Ici Mov‡”Q Kv‡jv Avi njy`
†auvqvi KzÊjx, evZvm †c‡q KwVb Avi wb‡iU Uv‡b‡ji AvK…wZ
wb‡q Qy‡U hv‡”Q|
148 gvmy` ivbvÐ179

m‡e‡M ûBj Nywi‡q dzj¯úx‡W †ivW‡mi w`‡K QyU‡jv ivbv,
†`vgov‡bv †ev AvNvZ Ki‡Q †XD¸‡jv‡K, _i_i K‡i Kuvc‡Q
BqU|
wcQ‡b c‡o _vK‡jv A¨v‡ivbvwd‡mi BqU, †mUvi w`‡K
GL‡bv G‡Mv‡”Q †bwgwmm| †Kvm© †`‡L g‡b n‡jv, Kv‡jv
BqUUvi cv‡k wfo‡Z Pvq RvnvRUv|
nv‡Zi A¯¿ KvD›Uv‡ii Ici †i‡L Zx‡i †cuŠQy‡bvi msMÖv‡g
gb w`‡jv ivbv| Bq‡Ui †ev wbPy n‡q Av‡Q, GLywb nq‡Zv
†Kv‡bv wec` NU‡e bv, Z‡e cvwb XzK‡Q †ev‡U| QyU‡Q BqU,
Z‡e gv‡S g‡a¨B _vgvi Dcµg Ki‡Q, GwÄ‡bi BZ¯—Z fveUv
Nb Nb †`Lv w`‡jv| †K.wR.we. G‡R›Uiv wbðqB Ae¯’vUv j¶
K‡i‡Q, Rv‡b I‡ì‡K aivi R‡b¨ h‡_ó mgq cvIqv hv‡e,
hw` A¨v‡ivbvwd‡mi Bq‡U Lye †ewk mgq bó bv K‡i| †evSvB
hv‡”Q, Zviv Rv‡b bv `y‡Uv Bq‡Ui †Kvb&Uvq Av‡Qb wb‡KvjvB
c¨vwmgf| Z‡e Rvb‡Z Lye †ewk mgqI jvM‡e bv|
Ôwd‡i P‡jv!Õ ivbvi cv‡k P‡j G‡jv wgwj, Db¥vw`bxi
†Pnviv| Avevi wPrKvi Ki‡jv †m, ÔGL‡bv mgq Av‡Q, wd‡i
P‡jv!Õ
ÔkvU Avc!Õ †LuwK‡q DV‡jv ivbv| Ôm‡iv Zywg!Õ
ûB‡ji Ici Suvwc‡q co‡jv wgwj, av°v w`‡q Zv‡K mwi‡q
w`‡jv ivbv| †W‡K e‡m iv‡M Kuv`‡Z ïi“ Ki‡jv †g‡qUv|
`~‡ii Zxi j¶¨ Ki‡Q ivbv| ˆmK‡Zi fv‡jv GKUv RvqMv
Av‡MB †e‡Q ivLv ìKvi, we‡kl K‡i Bq‡Ui gwZMwZ hLb
mywe‡ai g‡b n‡”Q bv|
m¤¢eZ wgwbULv‡bK †cwi‡q‡Q|
welKb¨vÐ2 149
†Pv‡Li †Kv‡Y GLb Avi wgwj‡K †`Lv hv‡”Q bv| Z‡e Zvi
Abycw¯’wZ ¸i“‡Z¡i mv‡_ wb‡jv bv ivbv|
AK¯§vr GKUv nvZ muvr K‡i GwM‡q G‡jv, KvD›Uvi †_‡K
Zy‡j wb‡jv g¨vKvifUv| ÔGevi †Zvgv‡K wdi‡Z n‡e, ivbv|
Avgvi K_v ïb‡Z eva¨ Zywg| Avwg `ytwLZ,Õ wnmwnm K‡i
ej‡jv wgwj|
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ivbv wKQy ejvi Av‡M D™¢vwmZ n‡q DV‡jv wb‡KvjvB
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Zuvi kvš— KÉ¯^‡i Ri“ix ZvMv`vi fveUyKz Pvcv _vK‡jv bv|
ÔAek¨B, wb‡KvjvB|Õ
i“k weÁvbxi nvwmLywk kvš— fve AK¯§vr KZ„©Z¡c~Y©,
ivkfvix, Avi bxim n‡q DV‡jv| A¯¿Uv nv‡Z P‡j Avmvq
m¤ú~Y© e`‡j †M‡jb wZwb| AZ¨š— †ckv`vix fw½‡Z ivbvi
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co‡Q bv| ÔAvcwb Avgv‡K GLywb †bwgwm‡m wb‡q hv‡eb,Õ
ivbv‡K ej‡jb wZwb| ÔAvwg PvB bv Avcwb Avgvi wb‡`©k
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†Vuv‡U GK wPj‡Z nvwm| Ô†Zvgvi g‡b nq bv, wgwj‡K me K_v
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150 gvmy` ivbvÐ179
ivwkqv‡bi ¤−vb meyR †Pv‡L N„Yv dz‡U DV‡jv| ÔGLb Avi
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wK ej‡Qv Zywg!Õ
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cv‡k wM‡q ùvovI|Õ
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nvm‡jv †m, e¨vcviUv `vi“Y Dc‡fvM Ki‡Q| ÔAvwg K¨vc‡Ub
wgLvBj †evMWv‡bvwfP, †K.wR.we. Awdmvi, A¨vU BIi
mvwf©m|Õ
ïay ïb‡jv ivbv, †Pnvivq †Kv‡bv fve dzU‡jv bv| kvš—,
VvÊv my‡i Rvb‡Z PvB‡jv, ÔwZwb Zvn‡j †Kv_vq, Avmj
wb‡KvjvB c¨vwmgf?Õ
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†P‡c hvIqv nq| Zvi g„Zy¨ msev` cªKvk bv n‡q covi IciB
wbf©i KiwQj Avgv‡ì c−¨vbUv...|Õ
welKb¨vÐ2 151
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cwð‡g KvUv‡e,Õ ej‡jv ivbv|
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Ki‡jv ivbvi gv_vq|
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Rvwb Avgiv|Õ
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Zywg Zuv‡ì P¶zk~j, ivbv,Õ ej‡jv †evMWv‡bvwfP| Ô†mR‡b¨B
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nq| Avgv‡ì Ici wb‡`©k wQ‡jv, cÖwZc¶‡ì g‡a¨ hw` gvmy`
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Avgiv mevB ¸¯—vd ZvZvfw¯‹i wkl¨, ivbv| Zywg ïay Zvi
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LybI K‡i‡Qv| Kv‡RB cÖwZ‡kva †bqvi GLbB mgq| we`vq,
ivbv|Õ nvwm nvwm †PvL-gyL wb‡q g¨vKvi‡fi wU«Mvi Uvb‡jv †m|
152 gvmy` ivbvÐ179
n¨vgvi co‡jv Lvwj †P¤^v‡i|
ivbv nvm‡jv bv, M¤¢xi n‡q Av‡Q| Ô†Zvgvi †evSv DwPZ
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bv|Õ
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Av‡Q cyi“ †VuvU|
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c‡o GKUv ¯—~c ˆZwi Ki‡jv| g¨vKvi‡fi e¨v‡ij ivbvi
Lywj‡Z mk‡ã AvNvZ Ki‡jv, GKB mv‡_ Ii GKUv nuvUy
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wnm K‡i dzmdzm Lvwj Ki‡jv †K.wR.we. G‡R›U, †MvOv‡Z
†MvOv‡Z nv‡Zi g¨vKvif Avevi Zyj‡jv| nvZUv Lc K‡i a‡i
†dj‡jv ivbv, Abyfe Ki‡jv Lywji ¶ZUv †_‡K i‡³i GKUv
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†f‡O †Mj|
†mvRv n‡jv BqU| AuvP‡o Lvg‡P ¯—~‡ci Zjv †_‡K †ewi‡q
welKb¨vÐ2 153
G‡jv wgwj| wK †hb weaŸ¯— n‡jv AvdUvi‡W‡K| ivbvi Wvb
nv‡Zi Nywm †W‡Ki Ici ïB‡q w`‡jv †evMWv‡bvwfP‡K| cÂvbœ
eQi eq‡m K‡Zv mn¨ nq, Ávb nvwi‡q‡Q †m|
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nv‡Zi D‡ëvwcV w`‡q Ryjwdi i³ gyQ‡jv ivbv| †`L‡Z
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ivbv|
I‡ì wcQ‡b Kv‡jv BqUUvi †Kv‡bv Aw¯—Z¡ †bB| Zvi
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Kv‡jv †auvqvi †fZi A‡a©KUv Xz‡K †M‡Q †bwgwmm| GiBg‡a¨
Av¸b a‡i †M‡Q RvnvRUvq, wKQyUv KvZ n‡q i‡q‡Q GKw`‡K|
we‡ùvi‡Yi Dr‡mi w`‡K cÖwZ gyn~‡Z© Av‡iv KvZ n‡q co‡Q
IUv| cÖwZwU we‡ùvi‡Yi AvIqvR †hb Av‡iv Syu‡K covi R‡b¨
cÖ‡ivwPZ Ki‡Q RvnvRUv‡K|
Zxeª evZv‡m Kv‡jv †auvqv †ewk¶Y Mvp _vK‡jv bv| G‡Ki
ci GK †f‡O †Mj ¯—¤¢¸‡jv| †fZ‡i `„wó Pjvi ci †`Lv †Mj
we‡ùvi‡Yi Drm ej‡Z GLb Avi wKQy †bB| †bB Kv‡jv
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Av¸b a‡i †M‡Q|
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cÖ‡cjvi `y‡Uv axiMwZ‡Z Nyi‡Q| Zvici Zwj‡q †Mj cvwb‡Z|
154 gvmy` ivbvÐ179
ev‡iv
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cvIqv| K‡b©j i“¯—gf mvov w`‡jv, Avfvm w`‡q Rvbv‡jv,
g‡¯‹v †_‡K I‡K wb‡`©k †`qv n‡q‡Q ivbvi mv‡_ †hvMv‡hvM
Kivi| ivbv †hvMv‡hvM bv Ki‡j †m-B †hvMv‡hvM Ki‡Zv|
Gici NUbvi weeiY Av`vb cÖ`vb Kiv n‡jv, mv‡_ gZvgZ|
Zvici G‡jv cÖ¯—ve| ivbv we.wm.AvB. †nW‡KvqvU©vi Avi i“¯—
gf †K.wR.we. †nW‡KvqvU©v‡ii mv‡_ civgk© Ki‡jv| me‡k‡l
†`Lv-mv¶v‡Zi Av‡qvRb Kiv n‡jv| †ivW‡mi †QvÆ GKUv
Kv‡d‡Z e‡m‡Q Iiv|
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ÔK¨vc‡Ub †evMWv‡bvwfP, ej‡Z PvB‡Qv|Õ
ÔZywg Avgvi âh©Py¨wZ NUv‡”Qv, eÜz|Õ
welKb¨vÐ2 155
ÔZvn‡j Qj-PvZywi ev` `vI,Õ ej‡jv ivbv, Ii ejvi my‡i
†Kv‡bv iKg †mŠRb¨ †bB| ÔwgLvBj †evMWv‡bvwfP Zvi cwiPq
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m‡ei †Zgb ¸i“Z¡ w`Bwb Avwg...|Õ
Mfxi g‡bv‡hvM w`‡q ivbvi K_v ïb‡Q K‡b©j i“¯—gf,
†fv`Kv fiv M−vmUvi Mv‡q nvZ eyjv‡”Q †m, M−vmUv †hb Zvi
†cvl gvbv Av`‡ii weovjQvbv|
ivbv e‡j P‡j‡Q, ÔAvgv‡K mw›`nvb K‡i †Zv‡j `y‡Uv
NUbv|Õ
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LvZvq|
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Mjvq|Õ
156 gvmy` ivbvÐ179
ÔAvwg †Zvgvi Kv‡Q BwZnvm ïb‡Z PvBwb|Õ
Ô†bwgwm‡mi Kv‡M©v hLb Uª¨vÝdvi Ki‡jv A¨v‡ivbvwdm,Õ
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mvnvh¨ PvIqv|
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wKQy GKUv NU‡ZvB, Av‡M ev c‡i|
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c¨vwmgf‡K †bwgwm‡m †Wwjfvwi †`‡e A¨v‡ivbvwdmÑMZKvj|
†bwgwm‡m Zv‡K cvIqv A_©vr †bwgwm‡m Zvi Dcw¯’wZ
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nb|Õ
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mvaviY GKUv Kv‡Vi †Uwe‡j e‡m Av‡Q Iiv| Kv‡d‡Z
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Rvbvjvi Iw`‡K ivbœvq e¨¯— †m| Kv‡di gvwjK, Zvi ¯¿x I
welKb¨vÐ2 157
fvwMœ, GB wZbRb wg‡j eëmvUv †`Lv‡kvbv K‡i| fvwMœwU
my›ìx, cwi‡ek‡bi `vwqZ¡ cvjb K‡i †m| K‡b©‡ji KvQ †_‡K
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KviY Zv‡K Py‡jvq Pov‡bv ivbœvevbœvi Ici bRi ivL‡Z n‡e|
G-me K‡b©‡ji KvQ †_‡K ï‡b‡Q ivbv|
I‡ì `yÕR‡bi myUB cÖvq wf‡R ejv hvq, Kvj‡Ki e„wó
AvRI _v‡gwb| nv‡Z mgq Kg _vKvq QvZv ev †ib‡KvU †Kbvi
K_v fv‡ewb Iiv| `yÕc¶B GB RvqMvq mv¶v‡Zi Av‡qvRb
Kivi R‡b¨ b~¨bZg mgqUyKz †c‡q‡Q ïay|
LyK LyK †K‡k ïay Mjv cwi®‹vi KivB mvi, BZ¯—Z Avi
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†Kv‡bv c¶B Lywk bq|
wm.AvB.G. †bc‡_¨ wQ‡jv, †mLv‡b †_‡KB †K‡U c‡o‡Q
Zviv| cwðgv RMr ¯^bvgab¨ i“k weÁvbx wb‡KvjvB
c¨vwmgf‡K †Kv‡bvw`bB cv‡e bv, G-K_v Rvbvi ci Pig
nZvk nIqviB K_v Zv‡ì| †K.wR.we. GWIqvW© Mªx‡bi
cwiPq Rvbv m‡Ë¡I Zv cÖKvk K‡i w`‡q ivR‰bwZK dvq`v
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me‡P‡q †ewk ¶wZ n‡q‡Q †K.wR.we-i| `yÕfv‡e ¶wZMª¯—
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n‡q‡Q †kvPbxqfv‡e| †c‡i¯¿qKvi Kj¨v‡Y wfbœgZvej¤^xiv
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158 gvmy` ivbvÐ179

†nvK Av‡›`vjbUv‡K evbPvj Ki‡Z n‡e| †`k †_‡K Kviv
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†`qv n‡q‡Q ivbv‡K|
Ô`yÕN›Uv, ivbv,Õ Mg Mg K‡i DV‡jv K‡b©‡ji KÉ¯î|
ÔRvwb| MÖxK miKvi Zvi †ewk mgq w`‡Z ivwR nqwb
Avgv‡ì|Õ
†gvUv, gvsmj nvZUv `ª“Z bvo‡jv i“¯—gf| Ô`yÕN›Uvi g‡a¨
†`kUv †_‡K †ewi‡q †h‡Z n‡e, Zv bv n‡j XzK‡Z n‡e †PvÏ
wku‡Ki †fZi|Õ
†Kv‡bv gš—e¨ bv K‡i KvgivUvi Pviw`‡K Av‡iKevi
ZvKv‡jv ivbv, me‡k‡l evB‡ii †PŠiv¯—vi Ici †PvL eyjv‡jv|
Kv‡d Avi Kv‡di Pvicv‡k Ava gvBj RvqMv wbDU«vj MÖvDÊ
e‡j GKgZ n‡q‡Q `yB c¶| m`je‡j bv Avmvi wm×vš—
welKb¨vÐ2 159
Aby‡gv`b Kiv nq| cÖvPxb cv_y‡i wewì‡Oi GKUv Mw_K
wLjv‡bi wb‡P Kv‡dUv| wewìOUv MÖxK A‡_v©W· Pv‡P©i
AvP©wekciv cÖvmv` wn‡m‡e eënvi Ki‡Zb, ZyKx©iv weRqx
nevi Av‡M ch©š—| Zygyj e„wói g‡a¨ Bû`x knx` moK †`Lv
hv‡”Q| Dwbk‡kv †ZZvwj−k mv‡j Rvg©vb ˆmbïv GB iv¯—vi
Ici `yÕnvRvi Bûw`‡K R‡ov K‡i, _vW© ivB‡Li Kb‡mb‡U«kb
K¨v‡¤ú cvVv‡bvi R‡b¨| †PŠiv¯—vi gvSLv‡b Uvwj w`‡q QvIqv
GKUv †dvqviv i‡q‡Q, GK‡Rvov †eªv‡Äi ˆZwi wmÜz-†NvU‡Ki
gyL †_‡K †e‡iv‡”Q cvwbi wecyj aviv| `„kÜv Uy¨wi÷‡ì Lye
wcÖq|
i“¯—gf ej‡jv, ÔAvwg GKv G‡mwQ| †mB K_vB wQ‡jv|
Zywg Avgv‡K wek¦vm K‡iv bv?Õ
Ôbv,Õ ej‡jv ivbv| cÖwZev` Rvbv‡Z †Mj i“¯—gf, evav
w`‡jv ivbv| ÔZey Avgiv KvR ïi“ Ki‡Z cvwi,Õ ej‡jv I|
cvewjK Iqvj-†dv‡bi w`‡K G‡Mv‡jv ivbv| bxj ev‡·
LyP‡iv cqmv XzwK‡q Wvqvj Ki‡jv| fy‡jI i“¯—g‡fi w`‡K
wcQb wdi‡jv bv I| ÔP›`b?Õ wR‡Ám Ki‡jv| Ôwb‡q G‡mv
I‡K|Õ
ÔAvm‡Q Iiv?Õ wR‡Ám Ki‡jv i“¯—gf| ivbvi gy‡L wK †hb
LuyR‡jv †m|
ÔKvQvKvwQ Av‡Q Iiv, GLywb †cuŠ‡Q hv‡e,Õ ej‡jv ivbv|
¤−vb gy‡L Ici-wb‡P gv_v SuvKv‡jv K‡b©j| Ô†Zvgv‡K Avwg
ejjvg, c¨vwmgf †`‡k wd‡i †h‡Z Pvb| K_vUv hw` wek¦vm
Ki‡Z, e¨vcviUv G‡Zv RwUj Avi wZ³ n‡q DV‡Zv bv, A‡bK
AcÖxwZKi cwiw¯’wZ Gov‡bv †h‡Zv| Zywg nq‡Zv wek¦vm K‡iv
160 gvmy` ivbvÐ179
bv, wKš—y mwZ¨ K_v ejwQ, †Zvgvi mv‡_ jvM‡Z hvIqvi †Kv‡bv
B‡”QB Avgvi wQ‡jv bv...|Õ
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ÔAd †Kvm©|Õ
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K‡i ejwQ, †evMWv‡bvwfP me DM‡i w`‡q‡Q! IUv ev` w`‡q
Zywg eis GK RvnvR B‡q‡jv‡KK-Gi e¨vL¨v `vI|Õ
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ejwQ, †Zvgvi wK wek¦vm nq, BD‡iwbqv‡gi g‡Zv GKUv c`v_©
A¨v‡ivbvwdm‡K mvc−vB †`‡ev Avgiv, †m hv‡Z GK`j
B›Uvib¨vkbvj wµwgbv‡ji nv‡Z Zy‡j †`q wRwbmUv?Õ †PvL
mi“ K‡i †Pnvivq ÁvbZvc‡mi fve Avb‡jv i“¯—gf|
ÔAvgv‡ì GKUv cÖev‡` ejv nq...Õ
Ô†invB `vI!Õ †Uwe‡j wd‡i G‡m em‡jv ivbv| Suy‡K
co‡jv i“¯—g‡fi w`‡K| Ôïi“ †_‡KB Rvb‡Z †Zvgiv,
A¨v‡ivbvwdm †Zvgv‡ì KvQ †_‡K BD‡iwbqvg wKb‡Z PvB‡Q
wjg‡ewi‡Z mvc−vB †`qvi R‡b¨, BUvwj‡Z bq| ïay ZvB bq,
G-I †Zvgiv A‡bK Av‡M †_‡K Rvb‡Z †h GBPAviwm
wb‡KvjvB c¨vwmgf‡K ivwkqv †_‡K †ei K‡i wb‡q hvevi c−¨vb
K‡i‡Q|Õ
Ô†Zvgvi Kgb‡mÝ wK e‡j? G-ai‡bi GKUv wKQy NU‡Z
w`‡Z cvwi Avgiv?Õ †Pnvivq Awek¦vm wb‡q wR‡Ám Ki‡jv
K‡b©j| ÔZvQvov, BD‡iwbqvg wewµ ev `vb Kiv wbwl× i‡q‡Q
†mvwf‡qZ ivwkqvq| ej‡Qv, †K.wR.we-i KvQ †_‡K
welKb¨vÐ2 161
BD‡iwbqvg wKb‡Z †P‡q‡Q A¨v‡ivbvwdmÑwK ej‡Qv wb‡RB
Rv‡bv bv| †K.wR.we. wK eëmv cÖwZôvb bvwK? BD‡iwbqvg
†Kv_vq cv‡ev Avgiv?Õ nVvr nvm‡jv i“¯—gf| ÔAvgvi GLb
m‡›`n n‡”Q, wgk‡i †Zvgv‡K †h wU«U‡g›U †`qv n‡q‡Q, Zvi
cÖwZwµqv GL‡bv Zywg KvwU‡q DV‡Z cv‡ivwb| g‡b weiƒc
cÖfve co‡j A‡bK mgq Av‡Rev‡R Kíbv...|Õ
ÔBD‡iwbqvg †hvMvo Kiv †K.wR.we-i R‡b¨ KwVb wKQy
bq,Õ ej‡jv ivbv| ÔcwigvYUv hLb †bnvZB mvgvb¨| †m hvB
†nvK...A¨v‡ivbvwdm Avi GBPAviwm‡K _vgv‡Z cvi‡Z
†Zvgiv, †m B‡”Q hw` †Zvgv‡ì _vK‡Zv|Õ
ÔwK ej‡Z PvB‡Qv?Õ
Ô†Zvgiv PvIwb †jv‡K wek¦vm Ki“K c¨vwmgf ivwkqvq
Av‡Qb, †Zvgiv †P‡qwQ‡j mevB RvbyK Avwd«Kvq Av‡Qb wZwb,Õ
ej‡jv ivbv| ÔBD‡iwbqvg ivwkqvq †diZ wb‡q hvIqvi B‡”Q
_vK‡j, †bwgwmm K…ò mvM‡ii c_ ai‡Zv, †ivW‡mi bq|
ILv‡b †Zvgiv †bwgwmm‡K cvVv‡j †mªd GKRb †jvK‡K Zy‡j
†bqvi R‡b¨, GUv wek¦vm¨ bqÑwe‡kl K‡i Zv‡K hLb †c−‡b
K‡i ivwkqvq †diZ cvVv‡bv cvwbi g‡Zv mnR KvR wQ‡jv|
RvnvRUv Avevi my‡qR K¨v‡b‡ji w`‡K G‡Mv‡jv| †Zvgv‡ì
c−¨v‡bi g~j e¨vcviB wQ‡jv, fyqv c¨vwmgf A_©vr
†evMWv‡bvwfP‡K †bwgwm‡m _vK‡Z n‡e|Õ
i“¯—g‡fi †Pnviv K¨vwi‡KPvi n‡q DV‡jv| ÔùvovI †n,
eyS‡Z `vI wK ej‡Z PvB‡Qv ZywgÑAvgiv †P‡qwQ BD‡iwbqvg
Avi c¨vwmgf‡K wb‡q wjg‡ewi‡Z P‡j hvK †bwgwmm? wK
e¨vcvi, ivbv, mwZ¨ Zywg cvMj n‡q †M‡j bvwK?Õ
162 gvmy` ivbvÐ179
Ô†jvKUv †evMWv‡bvwfP, c¨vwmgf bb| Z‡e
†evMWv‡bvwfP‡K evwK Rxeb c¨vwmg‡fi f~wgKvq Awfbq
Ki‡Z n‡Zv|Õ
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ÔAvgvi aviYv, meB †Zvgvi Kv‡Q cwi®‹vi|Õ
ÔZvici wK?Õ
Ôwjg‡ewii Pviw`‡K Ab¨vb¨ ivóª, A_©vr ïayB gvwU, Zvi
†Kv‡bv DcK~j †bB, †bB e›ì| Zvi gv‡b `w¶Y Avwd«Kvi
†Kv‡bv e›ì †_‡K wjg‡ewi‡Z cvVv‡bv n‡Zv BD‡iwbqv‡gi
PvjvbUv, we‡kl K‡i IB GKUv †`‡ki mv‡_B hLb wjg‡ewii
eÜzZ¡c~Y© m¤úK© Av‡Q| PvjvbUv e›ì †_‡K iIbv nIqv gvÎ
ûB‡m‡j duy w`‡Zv †K.wR.we.| A¨vmvBb‡g›U mdj n‡Z hv‡”Q
†`‡L †K.wR.we. †mvwf‡qZ miKvi‡K me K_v Ly‡j ej‡Zv,
cQ›` Ki“K ev bv Ki“K, †K.wR.we. c−¨vb Abymv‡i bvP‡Z
n‡Zv cÖkvmb‡K| wg‡_¨ K_v e‡j A_©vr BUvwjqvb BÊvw÷ªi
bv‡g BD‡iwbqvg wK‡b‡Q wjg‡ewi, †mvwf‡qZ miKvi
m½Zfv‡eB `vwe Ki‡Z cvi‡Zv †h wRwbmUv Pywi †M‡Q|Õ
ÔwKš—y †evM...c¨vwmgf m¤ú‡K© e¨vL¨vUv wK?Õ
ÔAv‡MB e‡jwQ, GK wX‡j GKvwaK cvwL gvivi c−¨vb wQ‡jv
†Zvgv‡ì,Õ ej‡jv ivbv| Ôfyqv c¨vwmgf m¤ú‡K© †Zvgiv
ej‡Z, †Zvgv‡ì AÁv‡Z wjg‡ewi‡Z cvwj‡q‡Q †m, D‡Ïk¨
n‡jv mvgªvRëv‡ì cv-PvUv KzKzi wjg‡ewi‡K cvigvYweK A¯¿
evbv‡Z mvnvh¨ Kiv|Õ
wRf Avi UvKiv mn‡hv‡M wewPÎ kã Ki‡jv i“¯—gf|
welKb¨vÐ2 163
Ôd¨v›Uvmx Avi e‡j Kv‡K! Zywg Avgvi cyi‡bv †`v¯—, wKš—y Av‡M
KL‡bv GB Ae¯’vq †`wLwb †Zvgv‡K|Õ gv_vi Py‡j AvOyj
Pvjv‡jv †m, wbPy Mjvq Avevi ej‡jv, Ô†Zvgvi Avm‡j
mvBwKqvwUªK wU«U‡g›U ìKvi|Õ
Ôhv N‡U‡Q, Zvi Avi Ab¨ †Kv‡bv e¨vL¨v †bB,Õ kvš— Mjvq
ej‡jv ivbv|
†n‡m DV‡jv i“¯—gf| †Uwe‡ji Ici Pvco gvi‡jv †m,
Zvici nvZUv †U‡b wb‡jv wb‡Ri w`‡K, †hb evwRi †RZv
UvKv¸‡jv Kv‡Q Avb‡Q, GK`„‡ó ZvwK‡q Av‡Q ivbvi w`‡K|
ÔwKš—y †Kb? G-ai‡bi cvMjvwg †Kb Avgiv Ki‡Z hv‡ev?Õ
Kuva SuvKv‡jv ivbv| ÔwfbœgZvej¤^x‡ì Av‡›`vjb|
†mvwf‡qZ mgv‡R Av‡›`vjbUv GKUv ¶‡Zi m„wó Ki‡Q|
†Zvgiv †K.wR.we-i GKUv we‡`ªvnx MÖ“c, Av‡›`vjbUv‡K e¨_©
Kivi GKUv my‡hvM †`L‡Z cvI| hw` cÖgvY Kiv m¤¢e nq †h
wfbœgZvej¤^x‡ì GKRb †bZv Avm‡j my‡hvMmÜvbx Db¥v`,
Zvn‡j †Zvgiv `vwe Ki‡Z cv‡iv evwK mevBI Zuvi †P‡q
Avjv`v wKQy bq| NUbvUv‡K †Zvgiv e¨vcKfv‡e cÖPvi Ki‡Z|
A_P †ePvwi wb‡KvjvB c¨vwmgf AvR GMv‡iv gvm n‡jv gviv
†M‡Qb|Õ
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ÔXvKvi mv‡_ Avgvi †hvMv‡hvM n‡q‡Q, Zywg Rv‡bv bv?Õ
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K‡b©j|
Ô†evMWv‡bvwfP evwK Rxeb cwðgv RM‡Z †_‡K †h‡Zv,
164 gvmy` ivbvÐ179
c¨vwmg‡fi f~wgKvq,Õ ej‡jv ivbv| Ô†K.wR.we-i GKRb †hvM¨
G‡R›U, cwðgv RMr‡K cÖPyi wg‡_¨ Z_¨ mieivn Ki‡Zv †m|
K‡qK eQi ev K‡qK hyM ci nq‡Zv, ¸i“Z¡c~Y© Z_¨ †c‡j,
†Zvgv‡ì mv‡_ †hvMv‡hvM Ki‡Zv| cwðgv RMr wK Ki‡Q bv
Ki‡Q, Zvi gva¨‡g me †Zvgiv Rvb‡Z cvi‡Z| GKUv K_v
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w`‡qwQ Avwg|Õ
gv_v wbPy K‡i M−v‡m †fv`Kv Xvj‡jv K‡b©j| ÔKvwnbxUv
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n‡jv, †av‡c †U‡K bv|Õ
ÔZvB?Õ
ÔBD‡iwbqvg| wjg‡ewi‡K I-wRwbm Avgiv w`‡Z cvwi bv,
KviY fv‡jv K‡iB Rvwb †h Zv eënvi Kiv n‡e Avgv‡ì
mvnvh¨ wb‡q M‡o IVv †Mwijv msMVb¸‡jvi wei“‡×| bv,
K¶‡bv bv!Õ Nb Nb gv_v bvo‡jv †m|
Ôwjg‡ewi‡K †Zvgiv w`w”Q‡j bv Avm‡j,Õ ej‡jv ivbv|
ÔPvjvbUv wjg‡ewi‡Z †cuŠQy‡bvi Av‡MB `w¶Y Avwd«Kv‡K
†Zvgiv Pvc w`‡Z, nq Iiv wRwbmUv bó K‡i †dj‡Zv, bv nq
†diZ cvVv‡Zv ivwkqvq| †Zvgv‡ì GKUv DcKvi Kivi
my‡hvM `w¶Y Avwd«Kv miKvi Aek¨B nvZQvov Ki‡Zv bv|Õ
ÔZey hw`, a‡iv, `w¶Y Avwd«Kv cÖZ¨vL¨vb Ki‡Zv Avgv‡ì
Aby‡iva?Õ
ÔZey ej‡ev, Avm‡j †Kv‡bv SuywKB †Zvgiv bvIwb|Õ
ÔwK?Õ wew¯§Z nevi fvb Ki‡jv K‡b©j|
welKb¨vÐ2 165
ÔBD‡iwbqvg wQ‡jvB bv, ev _vK‡jI Zvi cwigvY †bnvZB
mvgvb¨| †Kv‡bvg‡ZB eënvi‡hvM¨ cwigvY ejv P‡j bv|
e¨v‡ij¸‡jv fiv n‡qwQ‡jv evwj w`‡q| ïay Ici w`‡K mvgvb¨
BD‡iwbqvg †`qv n‡qwQj, `w¶Y Avwd«Kvi e›ì KZ©„c¶‡K
†evKv evbvevi R‡b¨| we.wm.AvB. WvBfviiv Kvj †bwgwm‡m
bvg‡Q, ZLb Av‡iv fv‡jv fv‡e cÖgvY Kiv hv‡e|Õ
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ÔDcK‚j †_‡K LvwbK `~‡i GKUv e¨v‡ij †`L‡Z cvB
Avwg, A¨v‡ivbvwd‡mi wfjvi KvQvKvwQ| e¨v‡ijUvq
†ewkifvMB evwj wQ‡jv| cÖ_‡g †f‡ewQjvg, mvM‡ii Zjv
†_‡K e¨v‡i‡j Xz‡K‡Q| wKš—y c‡i †`wL, mvM‡ii Zjvq evwj
ej‡Z wKQy †bB, ïay †Kvivj Avi cv_i|Õ
ivbvi w`‡K ZvwK‡q _vK‡jv K‡b©j|
†`vi‡Mvovq D`q n‡jv P›`b Avi mvhhv`, I‡ì gvSLv‡b
wgLvBj †evMWv‡bvwfP| †`vi‡Mvov‡ZB ùvwo‡q _vK‡jv Iiv,
ivbvi wb‡`©‡ki A‡c¶vq|
ÔA¨v‡ivbvwdm wjg‡ewii mv‡_ †eCgvbx bv Ki‡j,Õ
K‡b©j‡K ej‡jv ivbv, ÔA_©vr †m hw` BD‡iwbqvgUv nvBR¨vK
bv Ki‡Zv, †Zvgv‡ì c−¨vbUv mdj n‡Z cvi‡Zv| wKš—y wK Avi
Ki‡e, wewa evg!Õ
P›`‡bi nv‡Z GKUv e¨v‡ÊR euvav i‡q‡Q, w¯−‡Oi mv‡_
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†K.wR.we. G‡R‡›Ui †Pnviv Sy‡j Av‡Q, wf‡R R¨v‡KU †_‡K
cvwb Si‡Q| †Pv‡L AwbwðZ fve|
Miv`nxb Rvbvjv w`‡q I‡ì w`‡K ZvwK‡q i‡q‡Q KzK|
166 gvmy` ivbvÐ179
†Pqvi †Q‡o ax‡i ax‡i wm‡a n‡jv K‡b©j i“¯—gf, Zvi
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ej‡jv †m|
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wdi‡ZB hvi hvi A‡¯¿i w`‡K nvZ evov‡jv ZvivI|
ÔGK BwÂ †KD bo‡j, gviv hv‡e †m!Õ wPrKvi Ki‡jv
KzK|
Zvi w`‡KB ZvwK‡q Av‡Q ivbv, †jvKUvi nv‡Zi wc¯—j
Rvbvjvi †d«‡g †V‡K Av‡Q|
wb‡Ri RvqMvq w¯’i fv‡e ùvwo‡q Av‡Q K‡b©j i“¯—gf,
wPwš—Zfv‡e ZvwK‡q Av‡Q †evMWv‡bvwf‡Pi w`‡K| Zvici
jvkUvi w`‡K wcQb wdi‡jv †m, †hb Kz‡Ki wb‡`©k Zvi R‡b¨
cÖ‡hvR¨ bq|
jv‡ki w`‡K i“¯—gf‡K wcQb wdi‡Z †`‡L hv †evSvi ey‡S
wb‡jv ivbv| Ô†Kb, i“¯—gf?Õ Rvb‡Z PvB‡jv I|
Ôwb‡KvjvB c¨vwmgf e‡j Kv‡iv hLb †Kv‡bv Aw¯—Z¡B †bB,
Avgvi †`k Zv‡K enb Kivi LiPUv †Kb w`‡Z hv‡e?Õ ivbvi
welKb¨vÐ2 167
w`‡K bv wd‡iB cvëv cÖkœ K‡i Reve w`‡jv K‡b©j| Ôhvi Aw¯—
Z¡B †bB, Zvi †Zv Avi wePvi n‡Z cv‡i bv|Õ
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Ô†Kv‡bv Kv‡jB wQ‡jv bv|Õ
†K.wR.we. G‡R›U `yÕRb wcQ‡bi ìRv w`‡q †ewi‡q †Mj|
Kz‡Ki BDwbdg© civ †jvKUv Kvfvi w`‡jv K‡b©j i“¯—gf‡K,
i“¯—gf †ewi‡q hvevi ci wcQy n‡U †m-I we`vq wb‡jv|
†Pv‡L we¯§q Avi cÖkœ wb‡q ivbvi w`‡K ZvKv‡jv P›`b Avi
mvhhv`|
ÔGKUv K_vI ¯^xKvi K‡iwb †m,Õ ej‡jv ivbv|
ÔwKQyB bv?Õ
Ôg‡¯‹vi Kov wb‡`©k Av‡Q Zvi Ici,Õ ej‡jv ivbv|
m¤ú~Y© Ab¨ ai‡bi GKUv FY †kva Ki‡Z n‡e ivbv‡K| A_P

mgq Av‡Q Avi gvÎ †ò N›Uv|
cyi‡bv BUvwjqvb GK wfjvi DV‡b ùvwo‡q Av‡Q I, fvwi
ìRvq †UvKv w`‡jv|
e„wó †_‡g‡Q e‡U, Z‡e Pviw`K †_‡K †f‡m Avm‡Q cvwb
bvgvi kã| VvÊv, g„`yg›` evZvm eB‡Q, evZv‡m dz‡ji MÜ|
AvKvk †hb iƒ‡cvi ˆZwi Qv`|
ìRv Ly‡j ivbvi w`‡K ZvwK‡q _vK‡jv wgwj| †Pv‡Li
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KviY me¸‡jv c`©v Syj‡Q| ÔwK PvI Zywg?Õ wR‡Ám Ki‡jv
†m|
ÔwVK eyS‡Z cviwQ bv|Õ
168 gvmy` ivbvÐ179
`c K‡i R¡‡j DV‡jv wgwji †PvL| Ô†Kb? KviYUv wK GB
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