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Honestly pointless na kaau ang tanan nganu buhi pman ko?? Hahhs maypag mamatay wa nay
problema everything is giving me alot of pressure i dont know how to handle shit anymore
sometimes wish nako na makalit rakog wala para di na sakit ang tanan pero i cant kay coward mn ko
wa koy couragw to fucking kill myself pero I'm close na every single day pulos suicidal thoughts ang
mo sulod sa akoa utok I honestly feel like a burden sa konabuhi sa uban tao Atlis igka wa nako soon
wa nay mag bother nila deba wala nay magsamok samok nila. Its getting exhausting na feel nako im
almost gonna reach my limit. Evertime I talk to someone feel nako masamokan sila hahahs dako mn
gud kog baba and I dont know I feel worthless kaau rn. Bug at na kaaus dughan na I'm trying
everything that I can to be good enough sa mga tao niya pra ma please sila but men my efforts
would still go to waste nothing I do will ever be enough for people. I feel bad for my girlfriend na
nakakuan siyag someone like me I feel shitty kay usahay medjo cold ako replies kay wa koy gana I
feel bad for her na mo add rakos mga problema niya I feel bad for her kay sometimes akong actions
makes her overthink and shit. Sometimes di kaau ko kahibaw mo properly communicate or shit na
maka misunderstand ang tao na di ko ganahan nila or sum negative shit pero like I'm trying my best
to improve myself men. I feel sorry kay idk I feel so selfish na murag like I'm not doing enough para
she feels loved. I just hope na she knows na I love her so so much talaga and I care for her deeply.