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Recognizing Outstanding Ph.D. Research
Changjin Wan
Electric-Double-Layer
Coupled Oxide-Based
Neuromorphic
Transistors Studies
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Electric-Double-Layer
Coupled Oxide-Based
Neuromorphic Transistors
Studies
The Doctoral Thesis is accepted by the University of
Chinese Academy of Sciences, Beijing, China
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Author Supervisor
Dr. Changjin Wan Prof. Qing Wan
School of Materials Science and Engineering School of Electronic Science and
Nanyang Technological University Engineering and Collaborative Innovation
Singapore, Singapore Center of Advanced Microstructures
Nanjing University
Nanjing, China
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I do not know what I may appear to the
world, but to myself I seem to have been only
like a boy playing on the seashore, and
diverting myself in now and then finding a
smoother pebble or a prettier shell than
ordinary, whilst the great ocean of truth lay
all undiscovered before me.
Isaac Newton
To my family
Supervisor’s Foreword
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x Supervisor’s Foreword
thesis. It’s no doubt that this thesis will serve a useful reference both for established
researchers and graduate students working in this cutting-edge area of modern
research.
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xii Abstract
maximum leakage current for the nanogranular SiO2 is as low as 0.6 nA.
What’s more, all of the electrolytes are good proton conducting films. The
highest proton conductivity of 4.2 10−4 S/cm was obtained from methyl-
cellulose films. These results indicate the electrolytes are perfect platform for
formation of EDL. Huge EDL capacitances >1 lF/cm2 were observed and the
highest capacitance was measured to 18 lF/cm2 in graphene oxide.
(2) Fabrication and performance characterization of oxide-based EDL transistors.
Oxide-based EDL transistors were fabricated by using the electrolytes men-
tioned in (1) as the gate dielectric. Good transistor performances were achieved
with field-effect mobility higher than 20 cm2 V−1 s−1. The on–off ratio and
subthreshold slope of the oxide-based EDL transistors gated by nanogranular
SiO2 are 2 107 and 114 mV/decade, respectively. The fabrication processes
of the oxide-based EDL transistors gated by Nanogranular SiO2 are compatible
with the CMOS technologies, which indicate that such transistors can have the
great potentials for building neuromorphic circuits/chips. The transistors gated
by graphene oxide or methylcellulose exhibit good transistor performance.
Such transistors deposited on flexible substrates are also demonstrated with
perfect mechanical flexibility. No appreciable degeneration in performance can
be observed in the flexible graphene oxide gated oxide-based EDL transistors
even after bending test for thousands times. In that case, such transistors could
potential applied for large scale flexible neuromorphic circuits.
(3) The short-term behaviors of synapse were successfully mimicked. These
short-term behaviors are excitatory postsynaptic current (EPSC), paired-pulse
facilitation (PPF), spatiotemporal correlated dynamic logic, and short-term
memory. What’s more, a theoretical model for short-term synaptic behaviors
emulations based on EDL modulation and stretched-exponential decay function
was proposed. Such model is consistent well with the experimental results. As
the theoretical model is not limited to the EDL transistors mentioned before,
our results will provide a useful guideline for short-term emulations of other
ion-coupled EDL transistors.
(4) The long-term behaviors of synapse were successfully mimicked. The elec-
trochemical doping/dedoping processes between protons in electrolyte and
electrons in semiconducting channel can be observed under a high gate voltage
(|V| > 4.0 V). The XPS measurements indicate that the oxygen vacancies in
IZO were increased by the electrochemical doping process, which results in a
long-term increase in channel conductance. On the contrary, the electrochem-
ical dedoping process would result in a long-term decrease in channel con-
ductance. On this basis, the long-term behaviors such as spike-timing-
dependent plasticity (STDP), long-term memory, and classical conditioning,
were successfully mimicked.
(5) Dendrite related functions were successfully realized. The huge EDL capaci-
tance is formed at the interface between electrolyte and channel function as a
nanoscale capacitor. Almost all the gate voltage is applied on such capacitor
with nearly no potential difference across the electrolyte. Therefore, multiple
gate inputs could paralleled coupled to channel. Nonlinear dendritic integration
Abstract xiii
Keywords Electric-double-layer (EDL) modulation Oxide-based EDL
transistors Neuromorphic transistors Neuromorphic engineering
Acknowledgements
I would firstly like to thank my family, particularly my wife Shu Na who supports
me a lot in both life and research, not only throughout my Ph.D. but at all the times.
I owe a lot to my supervisors, Prof. Wan Qing and Prof. Zhu Liqiang, for all
the invaluable help, concern, and guidance. And I also owe a lot to Prof. Cui Ping,
Prof. Gao Pingqi, Huang Wei, and all the faculties and staffs in NIMTE, for their
kind suggestions and concern. As the same time, I would like to thank the NIMTE
for doctoral training for its training, support, and for providing the basis for many
interesting collaborations.
I also appreciate all group members including Liu Yanghui, Xiao Hui, Liu Ning,
Zhou Jumei, Zhang Hongliang, Guo Liqiang, Chao Jinyu, Liu Lv, Zhu Deming,
Guo Wenhao, Zhang Jin, Guo Zhaojun, Wan Xiang, Zhang Gengming, for many
useful discussions in research as well as lots of activities in life.
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Contents
1 Introduction . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . ...... 1
1.1 Background . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . ...... 1
1.2 Brief Introduction of Electric-Double-Layer
Transistors (EDLTs) . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . ...... 2
1.2.1 Overview of EDLTs . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . ...... 2
1.2.2 Basic Principle of EDL Transistors . . . . . . . . . . . . ...... 3
1.2.3 Gate Dielectric Materials and Applications of EDL
Transistors . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . ...... 6
1.3 Overview of Neuromorphic Devices . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . ...... 12
1.3.1 Introduction of Synapses and Their Behaviors . . . . ...... 12
1.3.2 Introduction of Neuromorphic Devices and
Neuromorphic Engineering . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . ...... 15
1.4 Topic Basis . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . ...... 27
References . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . ...... 29
2 Fabrications and Characterizations of Oxide Based EDL
Transistors . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 33
2.1 Introduction . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 33
2.2 Experimental Materials and Equipment . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 34
2.3 EDL Transistors Gated by Nanogranular SiO2 Electrolyte . . . . . . . 34
2.3.1 Fabrication of Nanogranular SiO2 Electrolyte . . . . . . . . . . 34
2.3.2 Characterizations of Nanogranular SiO2 Electrolyte . . . . . . 37
2.3.3 The Performance of EDLT Gated
by Nanogranular SiO2 . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 39
2.4 EDL Transistors Based on Novel Gate Dielectric Materials . . . . . . 41
2.4.1 EDL Transistors Gated by Methylcellulose . . . . . . . . . . . . 41
2.4.2 EDL Transistors Gated by Graphene Oxide . . . . . . . . . . . . 45
2.5 Summary . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 51
References . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 52
xvii
xviii Contents
xix
xx Acronyms
Ci Specific capacitance
e0 Vacuum permittivity
er Relative dielectric constant
d Thickness
j Dielectric constant
VON Turn-on voltage
VTH Threshold voltage
SS Subthreshold slope
l Carrier mobility
VDS/IDS Voltage/current between drain and source (channel)
VGS Gate voltage
q Quantity of electric charge
jB Boltzmann Constant
T Absolute temperature
lsat Carrier mobility at the saturation region
W Channel width
L Channel length
r Ionic conductivity
sDL Time constant of EDL
s Time constant of the diffusion process
b Extension index depending on the material
A1 Amplitude of the first EPSC peak
A2 Amplitude of the second EPSC peak
A10 Amplitude of the 10th EPSC peak
T Pulse width
F Facilitation ratio
DT Time interval between pulses
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Chapter 1
Introduction
1.1 Background
The human brain is a massively parallel and reconfigurable neural network with
~1011 neurons and ~1015 synapses and operates at a ultralow energy consumption
(<20 W), which is much more robust, plastic, and error-tolerant than any digital com-
puter [1–3]. There are two dominant merits of human brain when compared with dig-
ital computer: (1) massive parallel in structrurally; (2) highly plastic in functionally.
Few decades ago, Carver Mead conceptually proposed the so called neuromorphic
engineering [4]. Neuormorphic engineering is aimed at developing nonbiological
systems that resemble the essential merits of brain, in order to achieve self-learning
and self-cognition computers with ultralow energy consumption ultimately. To real-
ize neuromorphic computing, software and hardware-based approaches have been
proposed. For the former, it’s reported that the IBM team has to employ Blue Gene/P
(BG/P), a super computer equipped with 147 456 CPUs and 144 TB of main mem-
ory, to perform certain cortical simulations at the cat scale even at ~100 times slower
firing rate [5]. It is because the algorithm is essentially run by conventional sequen-
tial machines with limited parallelism for software-based approach. In that case, to
realize neuromorphic computing by using much less resource is considered as a sig-
nificant challenge. Hardware-based approach that physically achieves the massively
parallelism and highly plasticity as the human brain may potentially overcome this
challenge.
Neuron is the basic unit of memory and processing in the brain, and neurons
connect to each other through synapses. Thus, realization of physical devices with
synaptic/neural functions is of great interesting for hardware implementation of the
neuromorphic computation system. Therefore, synaptic electronics [6], a hardware
based approach, has been proposed, which is aimed at developing electronic devices
to capture the essential synaptic plasticity and computing powers. Up to now, a
broad spectrum of electronic devices have been proposed, including two-terminal
synaptic devices such as atom switch, memristor, and phase change memory, and
The original EDLTs could date back to 60 years ago when researchers at Bell Labs
employed electrolytes to adjust surface potentials of semiconductors in point contact
1.2 Brief Introduction of Electric-Double-Layer Transistors (EDLTs) 3
devices [35]. Later on, Chao et al. fabricated microelectrochemical transistors that
were employed to amplify small chemical signals and to explore the dependence of
conductivity on electrochemical potential, which could be deemed as the foundation
of EDLTs [36, 37]. Nowadays, EDLTs have drawn a world-wide attention and were
endowed with variety of names [32, 38–43], including electrolyte-gated transistors
(EGTs), organic electrochemical transistors (OECTs), ion-sensitive field-effect tran-
sistors (ISFETs), and hygroscopic insulator field-effect transistors (HIFETs). In this
work, such type of transistors was uniformly named electric-double-layer transistors
(EDLTs).
The utilization of electrolyte is based on two dominant advantages than conven-
tional gate dielectric materials: (1) the huge EDL capacitance and (2) the low tem-
perature fabrication process. Conventional gate dielectric materials, e.g. the SiO2
obtained by thermal oxidation, are good insulator for both electron and ion. The
capacitance between gate electrode and channel could be equivalent to parallel plate
capacitor, the specific capacitance is estimated by the equation: C i ε0 εr /d, where
ε0 , εr , and d are the vacuum permittivity, relative dielectric constant, and thickness
of the dielectric layer, respectively. Therefore, decreasing the thickness or using
high dielectric constant (high-κ) dielectric materials could significantly increase the
specific capacitance. However, simply decreasing the thickness will increase the
leakage current through the dielectric layer. The operation voltage could be effec-
tively decrease to a low value (≥3 V) by using high-κ dielectric materials such as
zirconia (ZrO2 ) and titanium silicate (TiSiO2 ) [44, 45]. While, it’s still a big chal-
lenge to further increase the specific capacitance. What’s more, the high-temperature
annealing process is always needed for the fabrication of high-κ dielectric materials,
which limits the applications in flexible electronics, printed electronics and so on.
Ideally, electrolyte is an ionic conducting and electronic insulating material. The
removable ions in electrolyte can drift along the electric field and form a dense
electric-double-layer at the electrode/electrolyte interface [30–32]. The schematic
diagram of the EDL structure is shown in Fig. 1.1. At the electrolyte side, ions are
distributed in compact layer and diffuse layer, and the potential drop is mostly applied
on the Helmholtz Plane with thickness of ~1 nm. Such thickness thus enable a huge
specific capacitance of ~1 to 500 μF/cm2 . The ions at the interfaces screen the carriers
with opposite polarity and same concentration in the metal or semiconductor side.
Such strong electrostatic coupling effect could achieve a very high carrier density
of >1014 cm−2 and induce a very large electric field intensity of >1 × 106 V cm−2
[29]. What’s more, most electrolyte materials for gate dielectric could be obtained
at room temperature, e.g. using solution process, which is very suitable for printed
electronics, flexible electronics, and bioelectronics applications [24, 29, 45–51].
EDLTs are one type of field-effect transistors (FETs) [52]. The switch effect of FETs
is realized by the tuning of channel carrier concentration or conductivity. By applying
4 1 Introduction
Fig. 1.2 The transfer curves (a) and output curves (b) of the field-effect-transistors
Based on the description above, we summarize the essential tips which would be
used in later chapters [52].
a. The turn-on voltage is defined by the voltage when IDS in logarithmic coordinates
significantly increases or the FETs are just completed turned off.
b. The threshold voltage is defined by the lowest voltage for the formation of carrier
accumulation layer at the interface between gate dielectric and channel.
c. The current ON/OFF ratio is defined by the ratio between the ON state current
and OFF state current.
d. The subthreshold slope is the slope of the transfer curve in the plot of logarithmic
at the subthreshold region, which can be calculated by SS ( dlog I DS
| )−1 .
d VG S max
e. The carrier mobility is the carrier drift velocity under a unit electric field, which
characterizes how quickly an electron (hole) can move through a metal or semi-
conductor.√ The field effect carrier mobility at saturation region is calculated by
d I DS 2
( d VG S )
μsat 1 W .
2 Ci L
There are two working modes for the EDLTs as shown in Fig. 1.3b. The ions in
electrolyte could be driven by electric field and accumulate to the interface between
the channel and electrolyte. For the impenetrable semiconductors (Fig. 1.3b, left
panel), these ions screen the charges in the gate metal and cause accumulation of
carriers in the semiconductor channel formed a layer called the electric-double-layer
(EDL). At steady-state (quasi-static operation), the ionic current from the gate to
source electrodes is near zero ideally and potential drop is almost applied on the EDL
[29]. Such process could be described by the electrostatic modulation as mentioned
before.
While for the penetrable semiconductors, the EDL will form under a low gate
voltage, too. However, the ions could penetrated into the semiconducting channel
and induce carriers in the channel as dopant. Such process is termed electrochemical
doping. Such kind of transistors is also named as electrochemical transistors (ECTs)
[29, 35]. What’s more, when applied a reversed voltage, the ions could be driven out
of the channel, known as the electrochemical dedoping process. Such doping and
dedoping processes would induce a structural change of semiconductor, which may
modify the conducting property of the semiconductor [29, 34].
The dielectric materials of EDLTs are generally polyelectrolyte [53, 54], ionic liq-
uids [55–57], ion gels [24, 58, 59], inorganic solid electrolytes [60–62], and so on.
One of the earliest studied polyelectrolyte is poly(ethylene oxide) (PEO) doped with
a lithium salt (e.g., LiClO4 ) [63]. More recently, the ionic liquids and ion gels that
possess much higher ionic conductivity, become very promising candidates for EDLs
with high switching speed [55–57, 59]. Besides, ionic liquids and ion gels also exhibit
1.2 Brief Introduction of Electric-Double-Layer Transistors (EDLTs) 7
Fig. 1.3 a Cross section of an EDL transistor. b Two working principles of EDL transistors: elec-
trostatic coupling mode (left) and electrochemical mode (right). Reproduced with permission [29]
Copyright 2013, Wiley-VCH
Figure 1.6 shows the ionic conductivity range of some electrolytes. The polar-
ization speed or the EDL formation time of the electrolyte is related to the ionic
conductivity, which can dominate the switching frequency of the devices. Normally,
the polarization speed is higher than microsecond, thus the switching frequency of
1.2 Brief Introduction of Electric-Double-Layer Transistors (EDLTs) 9
Fig. 1.5 The hoping process of the proton between water molecule and hydrogen bond. Reproduced
from [68] with permission from The Royal Society of Chemistry
Fig. 1.6 The ionic conductivity of familiar electrolytes at room temperature. Reproduced with
permission [29] Copyright 2013, Wiley-VCH
the EDLTs is less than megahertz. In this case, the EDLTs is limited for some low fre-
quency applications such as printed electronics [24, 69], flexible electronics [46–48,
50, 70, 71] and sensors [51, 72–75]. These applications will be demonstrated by
several EDLTs as follow.
(1) Printed electronics.
Figure 1.7 shows fabrication process of an all-printed EDLT [69]. Carbon nanotubes
(CNT) networks, ionic gel and PEDOT:PSS utilized as channel, gate dielectric and
gate electrode, respectively, are printed onto polyimide substrate with patterned gold
electrodes in turn through inkjet printing method. The ionic gel possesses a high
specific capacitance of 10 μF/cm2 . The carrier mobility for hole and electron is
10 1 Introduction
Fig. 1.7 The schematic diagram of all printable FET gated by electrolyte. Reproduced with per-
mission [69]. Copyright 2010, American Chemical Society
Fig. 1.8 a Micrograph of the all printable EDLT-based ring oscillator. b The circuit diagram of
the ring oscillator. c The output characteristics of the ring oscillator on SiO2 (top) and polyimide
(bottom) substrates. Reproduced with permission [69]. Copyright 2010, American Chemical Society
30 and 20 cm2 V−1 s−1 , respectively. A printed ring oscillator was fabricated on
polyimide substrate as shown in Fig. 1.8a, and the circuit diagram was shown in
Fig. 1.8b. The output characteristics of the ring oscillator were shown in Fig. 1.8
c. The performance for the oscillator printed on polyimide is very similar to the
oscillator printed on SiO2 substrate. The output frequencies are 2.3 kHz with VDD
1.5 V and 1.9 kHz with VDD 2.5 V for the former and latter, respectively.
1.2 Brief Introduction of Electric-Double-Layer Transistors (EDLTs) 11
Fig. 1.9 a The schematic diagram and photos of the flexible MoS2 transistor gated by ionic gel on
polyimede substrate. b The transfer characteristics before and after the maximum bending test. c
The drain current and normalized mobility plotted as a function of the curvature radius. Reproduced
with permission [48]. Copyright 2012, American Chemical Society
The young people at The Cedars had taken Garry Knapp right into
the heart of their social life. He knew he was welcome and the
hospitality shown him was a most delightful experience for the young
Westerner.
But “business was business.” He could not see wherein he had
any right to accept a favor from Major Dale because Dorothy wished
her father to aid him. That was not Garry’s idea of a manly part—to
use the father of the girl you love as a staff in getting on in the world.
There was no conceit in Garry’s belief that he had tacit permission,
was it right to accept it, to try to win Dorothy Dale’s heart and hand.
He was just as well assured in his soul that Dorothy had been
attracted to him as he was that she had gained his affection. “Love
like a lightning bolt,” Tavia had called Dorothy’s interest in Garry
Knapp. It was literally true in the young man’s case. He had fallen in
love with Dorothy Dale almost at first sight.
Every time he saw her during that all too brief occasion in New
York his feeling for the girl had grown. By leaps and bounds it
increased until, just as Tavia had once said, if Dorothy had been in
Tavia’s financial situation Garry Knapp would never have left New
York without first learning whether or not there was any possible
chance of his winning the girl he knew he loved.
Now it was revealed to him that he had that chance—and bitterly
did he regret the knowledge. For he gained it at the cost of his peace
of mind.
It is one thing to long for the object forbidden us; it is quite another
thing to know that we may claim that longed-for object if honor did
not interfere. To Garry Knapp’s mind he could not meet what was
Dorothy Dale’s perfectly proper advances, and keep his own self-
respect.
Were he more sanguine, or a more imaginative young man, he
might have done so. But Garry Knapp’s head was filled with hard,
practical common sense. Young men and more often young girls
allow themselves to become engaged with little thought for the
future. Garry was not that kind. Suppose Dorothy Dale did accept his
attentions and was willing to wait for him until he could win out in
some line of industrial endeavor that would afford the competence
that he believed he should possess before marrying a girl used to
the luxuries Dorothy was used to, Garry Knapp felt it would be wrong
to accept the sacrifice.
The chances of business life, especially for a young man with the
small experience and the small capital he would have, were too
great. To “tie a girl up” under such circumstances was a thing Garry
could not contemplate and keep his self-respect. He would not, he
told himself, be led even to admit by word or look that he desired to
be Dorothy’s suitor.
To hide this desire during the few days he remained at The Cedars
was the hardest task Garry Knapp had ever undertaken. If Dorothy
was demure and modest she was likewise determined. Her
happiness, she felt, was at stake and although she could but admire
the attitude Garry held upon this momentous question she did not
feel that he was right.
“Why, what does it matter about money—mere money?” she said
one night to Tavia, confessing everything when her chum had crept
into her bed with her after the lights were out. “I believe I care for
money less than he does.”
“You bet you do!” ejaculated Tavia, vigorously. “Just at present that
young cowboy person is caring more for money than Ananias did.
Money looks bigger to him than anything else in the world. With
money he could have you, Doro Doodlekins—don’t you see?”
“But he can have me without!” wailed Dorothy, burying her head in
the pillow.
“Oh, no he can’t,” Tavia said wisely and quietly. “You know he
can’t. If you could tempt him to throw up his principles in the matter,
you know very well, Doro, that you would be heartbroken.”
“What?”
“Yes you would. You wouldn’t want a young man dangling after
you who had thrown aside his self-respect for a girl. Now, would
you?” And without waiting for an answer she continued: “Not that I
approve of his foolishness. Some men are that way, however. Thank
heaven I am not a man.”
“Oh! I’m glad you’re not, either,” confessed Dorothy with her soft
lips now against Tavia’s cheek.
“Thank you, ma’am. I have often thought I’d like to be of the
hemale persuasion; but never, no more!” declared Tavia, with vigor.
“Suppose I should then be afflicted with an ingrowing conscience
about taking money from the woman I married? Whe-e-e-ew!”
“He wouldn’t have to,” murmured Dorothy, burying her head again
and speaking in a muffled voice. “I’d give up the money.”
“And if he had any sense or unselfishness at all he wouldn’t let you
do that,” snapped Tavia. “No. You couldn’t get along without much
money now, Dorothy.”
“Nonsense——”
“It is the truth. I know I should be hopelessly unhappy myself if I
had to go home and live again just as they do there. I have been
spoiled,” said Tavia, her voice growing lugubrious. “I want wealth—
luxuries—and everything good that money buys. Yes, Doro, when it
comes my time to become engaged, I must get a wealthy man or
none at all. I shall be put up at auction——”
“Tavia! How you talk! Ridiculous!” exclaimed Dorothy. “You talk like
a heathen.”
“Am one when it comes to money matters,” groaned the girl. “I
have got to marry money——”
“If Nat White were as poor as a church mouse, you’d marry him in
a minute!”
“Oh—er—well,” sighed Tavia, “Nat is not going to ask me, I am
afraid.”
“He would in a minute if you’d tell him about those Lance Petterby
letters.”
“Don’t you dare tell him, Dorothy Dale!” exclaimed Tavia, almost in
fear. “You must not. Now, promise.”
“I have promised,” her friend said gloomily.
“And see that you stick to it. I know,” said Tavia, “that I could bring
Nat back to me by explaining. But there should be no need of
explaining. He should know that—that—oh, well, what’s the use of
talking! It’s all off!” and Tavia flounced around and buried her nose in
the pillow.
Dorothy’s wits were at work, however. In the morning she “put a
flea in Ned’s ear,” as Tavia would have said, and Ned hurried off to
the telegraph office to send a day letter to his brother. Dorothy did
not censor that telegraph despatch or this section of it would never
have gone over the wire:
Drifts covered the fences and fitted every evergreen about The
Cedars with a white cap. The snow had come quite unexpectedly
and in the arms of a blizzard.
For two days and nights the storm had raged all over the East.
Wires were down and many railroad trains were blocked. New York
City was reported snowbound.
“I bet old Garry is holed up in the hotel there all right,” said Ned.
“He’d never have got away before the storm.”
Dorothy hoped Garry had not started for the West and had
become snowbound in some train; but she said nothing about it.
It took two full days for the roads to be broken around North
Birchland. And then, of course, to use an automobile was quite
impossible.
The Dale boys were naturally delighted, for there was no school
for several days and snow-caves, snowmen and snow monuments
of all kind were constructed all over the White lawns.
Nor were Joe and Roger alone in these out-of-door activities. The
girls, as well as Ned and Nat, lent their assistance, and Tavia proved
to be a fine snow sculptor.
“Always was. Believe I might learn to work putty and finally
become a great sculptor,” she declared. “At Glenwood they said I
had a talent for composition.”
“What kind of figure do you prefer to sculp, Tavia?” asked Ned,
with curiosity.
“Oh, I think I should just love a job in an ice-cream factory, turning
out works of art for parties and banquets. Or making little figures on
New Year’s and birthday cakes. And then—think of all the nice
‘eats’!”
“Oh! I’d like to do that,” breathed Roger, with round eyes.
“Now, see,” laughed Dorothy, “you have started Roger, perhaps, in
a career. He does love ice-cream and cake.”
At least the joke started something else if it did not point Roger on
the road to fame as an “ice-cream sculptor.” The boy was
inordinately fond of goodies and Tavia promised him a treat just as
soon as ever she could get into town.
A few days before Tavia had been the recipient of a sum of money
from home. When he had any money himself Mr. Travers never
forgot his pretty daughter’s need. He was doing very well in business
now, as well as holding a political position that paid a good salary.
This money she had received was of course burning a hole in Tavia’s
pocket. She must needs get into town as soon as the roads were
passable, to buy goodies as her contract with Roger called for.
The horses had not been out of the stable for a week and the
coachman admitted they needed exercise. So he was to drive Tavia
to town directly after breakfast. It was washday, however, and
something had happened to the furnace in the laundry. The
coachman was general handy man about the White premises, and
he was called upon to fix the furnace just as Tavia—and the horses
—were ready.
“But who’ll drive me?” asked Tavia, looking askance at the spirited
span that the boy from the stables was holding. “Goodness! aren’t
they full of ginger?”
“Better wait till afternoon,” advised Dorothy.
“But they are all ready, and so am I. Besides,” said Tavia with a
glance at Roger’s doleful face, “somebody smells disappointment.”
Roger understood and said, trying to speak gruffly:
“Oh, I don’t mind.”
“No. I see you don’t,” Tavia returned dryly, and just then Nat
appeared on the porch in bearskin and driving gloves.
“Get in, Tavia, if you want to go. The horses need the work,
anyway; and the coachman may be all day at that furnace.”
“Oh—I—ah——” began Tavia. Then she closed her lips and
marched down the steps and got into the cutter. Whatever her
feeling about the matter, she was not going to attract everybody’s
attention by backing out.
Nat tucked the robes around her and got in himself. Then he
gathered up the reins, the boy sprang out of the way, and they were
off.
With the runners of the light sleigh humming at their heels the
horses gathered speed each moment. Nat hung on to the reins and
the roses began to blow in Tavia’s cheeks and the fire of excitement
burn in her eyes.
How she loved to travel fast! And in riding beside Nat the pleasure
of speed for her was always doubled. Whether it was in the
automobile, or behind the galloping blacks, as now, to speed along
the highways by Nat’s side was a delight.
The snow was packed just right for sleighing and the wildly excited
span tore into town at racing speed. Indeed, so excited were the
horses that Nat thought it better not to stop anywhere until the
creatures had got over their first desire to run.
So they swept through the town and out upon the road to The
Beeches.
“Don’t mind, do you?” Nat stammered, casting a quick, sidelong
glance at Tavia.
“Oh, Nat! it’s wonderful!” she gasped, but looked straight ahead.
“Good little sport—the best ever!” groaned Nat; but perhaps she
did not hear the compliment thus wrested from him.
He turned into the upper road for The Beeches, believing it would
be more traveled than the other highway. In this, however, he was
proved mistaken in a very few minutes. The road breakers had not
been far on this highway, so the blacks were soon floundering
through the drifts and were rapidly brought down to a sensible pace.
“Say! this is altogether too rough,” Nat declared. “It’s no fun being
tossed about like beans in a sack. I’d better turn ’em around.”
“You’ll tip us over, Nat,” objected Tavia.
“Likely to,” admitted the young man. “So we’d better both hop out
while I perform the necessary operation.”
“Maybe they will get away from you,” she cried with some fear. “Be
careful.”
“Watch your Uncle Nat,” he returned lightly. “I’ll not let them get
away.”
Tavia was the last person to be cautious; so she hopped out into
the snow on her side of the sleigh while Nat alighted on the other. A
sharp pull on the bits and the blacks were plunging in the drift to one
side of the half beaten track. Tavia stepped well back out of the way.
The horses breasted the deep snow, snorting and tossing their
heads. Their spirits were not quenched even after this long and hard
dash from The Cedars.
The sleigh did go over on its side; but Nat righted it quickly. This,
however, necessitated his letting go of the reins with one hand.
The next moment the sleigh came with a terrific shock into
collision with an obstruction. It was a log beside the road, completely
hidden in the snow.
Frightened, the horses plunged and kicked. The doubletree
snapped and the reins were jerked from Nat’s grasp. The horses
leaped ahead, squealing and plunging, tearing the harness
completely from their backs. The sleigh remained wedged behind the
log; but the animals were freed and tore away along the road, back
toward North Birchland.
Tavia had made no outcry; but now, in the midst of the snow cloud
that had been kicked up, she saw that Nat was floundering in the
drift.
“Oh, Nat! are you hurt?” she moaned, and ran to him.
But he was already gingerly getting upon his feet. He had lost his
cap, and the neck of his coat, where the big collar flared away, was
packed with snow.
“Badly hurt—in my dignity,” he growled. “Oh gee, Tavia! Come and
scoop some of this snow out of my neck.”
She giggled at that. She could not help it, for he looked really
funny. Nevertheless she lent him some practical aid, and after he
had shaken himself out of the loose snow and found his cap, he
could grin himself at the situation.
“We’re castaway in the snow, just the same, old girl,” he said.
“What’ll we do—start back and go through North Birchland, the
beheld of all beholders, or take the crossroad back to The Cedars—
and so save a couple of miles?”
“Oh, let’s go home the quickest way,” she said. “I—I don’t want to
be the laughing stock for the whole town.”
“My fault, Tavia. I’m sorry,” he said ruefully.
“No more your fault than it was mine,” she said loyally.
“Oh, yes it was,” he groaned, looking at her seriously. “And it
always is my fault.”
“What is always your fault?” she asked him but tremulously and
stepping back a little.
“Our scraps, Tavia. Our big scrap. I know I ought not to have
questioned you about that old letter. Oh, hang it, Tavia! don’t you see
just how sorry and ashamed I am?” he cried boyishly, putting out
both gloved hands to her.
“I—I know this isn’t just the way to tell you—or the place. But my
heart just aches because of that scrap, Tavia. I don’t care how many
letters you have from other people. I know there’s nothing out of the
way in them. I was just jealous—and—and mean——”
“Anybody tell you why Lance Petterby was writing to me?” put in
Tavia sternly.
“No. Of course not. Hang Lance Petterby, anyway——”
“Oh, that would be too bad. His wife would feel dreadfully if Lance
were hung.”
“What!”
“I knew you were still jealous of poor Lance,” Tavia shot in,
wagging her head. “And that word proves it.”
“I don’t care. I said what I meant before I knew he was married. Is
he?” gasped Nat.
“Very much so. They’ve got a baby girl and I’m its godmother.
Octavia Susan Petterby.”
“Tavia!” Nat whispered still holding out his hands. “Do—do you
forgive me?”
“Now! is this a time or a place to talk things over?” she demanded
apparently inclined to keep up the wall. “We are castaway in the
snow. Bo-o-ooh! we’re likely to freeze here——”
“I don’t care if I do freeze,” he declared recklessly. “You’ve got to
answer me here and now, Tavia.”
“Have I?” with a toss of her head. “Who are you to command me,
I’d like to know?” Then with sudden seriousness and a flood of
crimson in her face that fairly glorified Tavia Travers: “How about that
request I told you your mother must make, Nat? I meant it.”
“See here! See here!” cried the young man, tearing off his gloves
and dashing them into the snow while he struggled to open his
bearskin coat and then the coat beneath.
From an inner pocket he drew forth a letter and opened it so she
could read.
“See!” Nat cried. “It’s from mother. She wrote it to me while I was
in Boston—before old Ned’s telegram came. See what she says
here—second paragraph, Tavia.”
The girl read the words with a little intake of her breath:
That was as far as Tavia could read, for her eyes were misty. She
hung her head like a child and whispered, as Nat approached:
“Oh, Nat! Nat! how I doubted her! She is so good!”
He put his arms about her, and she snuggled up against the
bearskin coat.
“Say! how about me?” he demanded huskily. “Now that the Widder
White has asked you to be her daughter-in-law, don’t I come into the
picture at all?”
Tavia raised her head, looked at him searchingly, and suddenly
laid her lips against his eager ones.
“You’re—you’re the whole picture for me, Nat!” she breathed.
CHAPTER XXIX
SOMETHING AMAZING
Now that Garry Knapp had left The Cedars—had passed out of
her life forever perhaps—Dorothy Dale found herself in a much
disturbed state of mind. She did not wish to sit and think over her
situation. If she did she knew she would break down.
She was tempted—oh! sorely tempted—to write Garry Knapp all
that was in her heart. Her cheeks burned when she thought of doing
such a thing; yet, after all, she was fighting for happiness and as she
saw it receding from her she grew desperate.
But Dorothy Dale had gone as far as she could. She had done her
best to bring the man she loved into line with her own thought. She
had the satisfaction of believing he felt toward her as she did toward
him. But there matters stood; she could do no more. She did not let
her mind dwell upon this state of affairs; she could not and retain that
calm expected of Dorothy Dale by the rest of the family at The
Cedars. It is what is expected of us that we accomplish, after all. She
had never been in the habit of giving away to her feelings, even as a
schoolgirl. Much more was expected of her now.
The older people about her were, of course, sympathetic. She
would have been glad to get away from them for that very reason.
Whenever Tavia looked at her Dorothy saw commiseration in her
eyes. So, too, with Aunt Winnie and the major. Dorothy turned with
relief to her brothers who had not much thought for anything but fun
and frolic.
Joe and Roger had quite fallen in love with Garry Knapp and
talked a good deal about him. But their talk was innocent enough
and was not aimed at her. They had not discovered—as they had
regarding Jennie Hapgood and Ned—that their big sister was in the
toils of this strange new disease that seemed to have smitten the
young folk at The Cedars.