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†evKv n‡q †M‡Q †Q‡jUv, nuv K‡i Wyeš— NywoUvi w`‡K †P‡q
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n‡jv †hb nvm‡Q Ii wb‡Ri ey‡Ki wfZiUvB| GB mgq Qy‡U
G‡jb MvDb civ, †gvUv‡mvUv GK e„×v; †Pv‡L †gvUv †d«‡gi
ev‡Ni LuvPv 3
Pkgv, GK nv‡Z ¯^”Q KvM‡R †gvov m¨vÛDBP, euvav‡bv ùv‡Z
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wewKwb civ Zi“Yxi KÉ¯î †f‡m Gj wcQb †_‡K, Gevi
ixwZgZ Zx¶è I SuvSvj| Ô†jgb, Gevi Zzwg mwZ¨ gvi Lv‡e!Õ
cÖ_‡g Nvo †divj, Zvici Ny‡i ùvovj ivbv| bvwZ‡K
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Zi“Yx ï‡qwQj †Zvqv‡ji Ici, GB gyn~‡Z© weeªZ fw½‡Z
ùvwo‡q i‡q‡Q| bZzb NywoUvi w`‡K ZvKvj ivbv, gwZMwZ
†`‡L g‡b n‡jv GUviI mwjj mgvwa NU‡Z cv‡i| my‡Zv
AbymiY K‡i †Q‡jUvi nv‡Z aiv jvUvB‡qi w`‡K wd‡i Avm‡Q
Ii `„wó, gvSc‡_ AvU‡K †Mj| wb‡Ri c‡_ nuvUwQj, _g‡K
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4 gvmy` ivbvÐ311
mvg‡b my‡Zv, Zvi c_‡iva K‡i‡Q|
cÖvYcY †Póv K‡i †kl ch©š— NywoUv‡K mvg‡j wbj †jgb,
mvMi‡K wb‡P †d‡j Avevi AvKv‡k DV‡Z ïi“ Kij †mUv,
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`yÕnv‡Zi nu¨vPKv Uv‡b wQuoj IUv, Zvici †Q‡o w`jÑAeva
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Zvici mvM‡i c‡o nvwi‡q †Mj|
gbUv wK GK `yt‡L ¸g‡i DVj ivbvi| Z‡e GKB m‡½ Ii
†hb GKUv Aš—`„©wó Ly‡j †M‡Q| wbqš¿Ynxb ¯^vaxbZv wK Ki“Y
cwiYwZ †W‡K Avb‡Z cv‡i, NywoUv †hb ZviB cÖgvY †i‡L
†Mj| Zvici Avevi Ii `„wó †K‡o wbj wekvj‡`nx hyeK|
†jg‡bi Amnvq, Ki“b gyL, Zvi gv‡qi nZPwKZ fve,
e„×vi gyL †_‡K wbf‡Z ïi“ Kiv nvwm, wKQyB Ii †Pv‡L coj
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bovPovq †ec‡ivqv D×Z fve, mij GKUv †iLv a‡i ˆmKZ
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c_ K‡i wb‡”Q| gyLUv †`Lvi ci †_‡K w¯’i n‡q †M‡Q ivbv,
g‡bi †fZi †e‡R D‡V‡Q mZK© ms‡KZ|
gvjyB myKvqv GLv‡b wK Ki‡Q? GKUz †Póv Ki‡ZB g‡b
coj, Zvi Av‡iKUv bvg Av‡QÑgyov iZœvKi| Zvwgj UvBMvi
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Rvnv‡R Zz‡j Av›`vgvb mvM‡ii gbyl¨wenxb Øxc j¨vÛdj I
evsjv‡`‡ki †m›U gvwU©b Øx‡c Rgv K‡i| A¯¿ I †Mvjvevi“`
ev‡Ni LuvPv 5
wKQy Zz‡j †`q evsjv‡`kx GKUv †gŠjev`x †Mvwôi K¨vWvi Avi
†ivwn½v mš¿vmx †µZvi nv‡Z, evwK me Pvjvb †`q UvBMvi‡ì
wbR¯^ NuvwU‡Z| fviZxq GK RvZxq ˆ`wb‡K gvjyB myKvqvi Qwe
mn GKUv wi‡cvU© Qvcv n‡qwQj, G-me Z_¨ †mB wi‡cvU©
c‡oB †R‡b‡Q ivbv|
g‡bv‡hvM Qy‡U †Mj †dwiAjvi Wv‡K| Ôm¨vi, wbb,
Avcbvi...Õ
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K¨vWvi? Duûu, ZvI bq| Zvici nVvr K‡iB g‡b coj|
gymwjg eªv`viûW bv‡g bZzb GKUv Zv‡jevb Abymvix †gŠjev`x
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nvwim †gvnv¤§`, G n‡jv Zvi †Q‡j Avgvb †gvnv¤§`|
6 gvmy` ivbvÐ311
GKKv‡ji ivRvKvi nvwim †gvnv¤§` m¤cÖwZ evsjv‡`‡ki
ivRbxwZ‡Z wel‡duvov n‡q D‡V‡Q| Zvi m‡½ wgqvbgvi-Gi
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ms¯’v AvBGmAvB I fvi‡Zi DËi-c~e©vÂ‡ji wew”QbœZvev`x
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Av‡Q, GiKg †Kvb Z_¨ ivbvi Rvbv wQj bv| GLb eySj,
wbðqB Av‡Q, Zv bv n‡j Zvi †Q‡j Avgvb †gvnv¤§` gvjyB
myKvqvi m‡½ gvqvwg‡Z wK Ki‡Q? `yÕRb‡K cÖvq GK‡hv‡M
Nvo †div‡Z †`Lj ivbv| Zvici `yÕR‡bB †n‡m DVj| Zv‡ì
nvwm‡Z †hvM w`j Z…Zxq GK †jvK| G‡K ivbv †P‡b bv|
cÖ_g`k©‡bB g‡b n‡jv, myU civ eª“U| dm©v †jvKUv; jvj‡P
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inm¨gq Avjvc Ryoj|
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KiQ Zzwg?Õ
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ev‡Ni LuvPv 7
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n‡q hvq †`‡ki wei“‡× Mfxi †Kvb lohš¿ Avwe®‹v‡ii
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gš—e¨ wb®cÖ‡qvRb| em&? Avgv‡ì em& cÖwZwU wbq‡gi fwel¨r
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Avgvb †gvnv¤§` Zvi `yB m½x‡K wb‡q IUvi cv‡k †_‡g‡Q|
wb‡R‡ì g‡a¨ Avjvc Ki‡Q Iiv| wK wb‡q K_v n‡”Q Rvbvi
wewbg‡q wb‡Ri gvwbe¨vM †Lvqv‡Z ivwR Av‡Q ivbv| Avkcv‡k
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GKUv eyK÷j, ZvovZvwo GKUv KvMR wKbj|
wZbRb‡K cvk KvUvevi mgq Le‡ii KvMR covi fvb
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Zvici myU civ eª“U ïi“ Kij, ÔwUªcj‡nWvi nv‡Z †c‡j
8 gvmy` ivbvÐ311
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gvÎ `yÕnßv Av‡Mi NUbv| `„kÜv GLbI †Pv‡Li mvg‡b R¡jR¡j
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eywS‡q w`B, Zvici †Zvgvi m‡½ K_v eje|Õ
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ev‡Ni LuvPv 13
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ev‡Ni LuvPv 19
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ev‡Ni LuvPv 21
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22 gvmy` ivbvÐ311
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ev‡Ni LuvPv 23
`xN©Kvj gvwj‡Ki byb †L‡q‡Qb wZwb, Kv‡RB Zuv‡K †Q‡o
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mgq ìKvi Zv‡ì|
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ev‡Ni LuvPv 25
wWRvBbvi I weÁvbx ˆmq` gwbi“j nK‡K `vwqZ¡ w`‡q‡Qb
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e‡jv †Zv? welqUv wb‡q Zzwg †hb GKUz †ewk gv_v Nvgv”Q?
†Zvgvi G‡RwÝ †Mvcb †Kvb Lei †c‡q‡Q bvwK?Õ
†n‡m D‡V ivbv gv_v bvoj| Ô`ytwLZ, wZb gv_v ˆ`Z¨ wb‡q
Avi †Kvb K_v bq|Õ g‡bi cÖkœ g‡bB _vKjÑgwbi“j nK ev
jyKvm †W‡fb‡cvU© †eCgvbx Ki‡eb bv, fvj K_v; †jwUm
AvBj¨v‡Û GdweAvB m‡›`nRbK wKQy †`L‡Z cvqwb, ZvI
ev‡Ni LuvPv 27
eySjvg; wKš‘ Zvn‡j Dcgnv‡`‡ki mš¿vmx †Mvwôi cÖwZwbwaiv
wUªcj‡nWvi cvIqvi K_v fve‡Q †Kb? †Kb Lyb n‡jv mvhhv`?
ivbv Rv‡b, GB cÖ‡kœi DËi †c‡Z n‡j †jwUm AvBj¨vÛ
Pl‡Z n‡e I‡K|
28 gvmy` ivbvÐ311
wZb
wbw`©ó w`‡b gvqvwg Gqvi‡cv‡U© wWcviPvi jvDÄ †_‡K Uvigv‡K
†b‡g G‡m nuvU‡Q ivbv, `~i †_‡K †`L‡Z †cj Kcv‡j
ÔcÖvB‡fU Gqvi wjdUÕ †jLv GKUv n¨v½v‡ii mvg‡b cÖKvÊ
mv`v e‡Ki gZ A‡c¶v Ki‡Q jyKvm GqvijvB‡Ýi jxqvi
†RU|
m‡½ A¯¿ ivL‡Z eviY Kiv n‡jI, Ii Avi KzL¨vZ wZb
mš¿vmxi Mš—e¨ Awfbœ nIqvq Lvwj nv‡Z †h‡Z ivwR bq ivbv|
`y‡Uv e¨vM Ii, Av‡MB †cuŠ‡Q †M‡Q Kv÷gm †k‡W, Zvi g‡a¨
GKUv GKUz cyi‡bv; IB cyi‡bvUvi djm eU‡g Av‡Q Ii
Iqvj_vi Avi Qywi, we‡kl †Kwg‡Kj †`qv †gvoK eënvi
Kivq †gUvj wW‡UKU‡iI aiv co‡e bv| e‡qve„× GK †bcvjx
`¤úwZ‡K wb‡q Lye Sv‡gjvq c‡o‡Q Kv÷gm Awdmviiv|
Zuv‡ì GKUv myU‡K‡mi Pvwe nvwi‡q †M‡Q, A_P †fZ‡i wK
Av‡Q †`Lvi R‡b¨ Zvjv fvO‡Z w`‡ZI ivwR bb Zuviv| GKRb
†Kvwiqvb‡K †`Lj ivbv, bvKUv †euvPv, gyLUv jvj‡P, nvefv‡e
Pig Am‡š—vl, Awdmvi‡ì c¶ wb‡q †bcvjx `¤úwZi m‡½
ZK© Ry‡o w`j †m| †Kvwiqvb †jvKUvi jv‡MR †PK Kiv n‡jv
bv, ivbvI Qvov †cj cuvP wgwb‡Ui g‡a¨B|
ev‡Ni LuvPv 29
†kW †_‡K †ewi‡q jxqvi †R‡Ui w`‡K G‡Mvj ivbv,
†Kvwiqvb †jvKUv cv‡k _vK‡jI wK‡mi Avkvq †hb evievi
wcQb wd‡i ZvKv‡”Q| †c−‡b IVvi wmuwoi cv‡k GK wb‡MÖv
Zi“Y‡K †`Lv †Mj, myVvg‡`nx I mcÖwZf, †hb Av‡ivnx‡ì
Af¨_©bv Rvbvevi R‡b¨B ILv‡b ùvwo‡q Av‡Q| w¯§Z nvmj
†m, m¤§vb †`wL‡q gv_v †bvqvj| DË‡i ivbvI nvm‡Z hv‡e,
nVvr Dcjwä Kij Zvi nvwm I gv_v †bvqv‡bv Ii D‡Ï‡k¨ bq,
†Kvwiqvb †jvKUvi D‡Ï‡k¨|
ivbv I wb‡MÖv Af¨_©bvKvix‡K cvk KvwU‡q wmuwo †e‡q
ZiZi K‡i D‡V †Mj †Kvwiqvb| ìRv w`‡q †c−‡bi †fZi
†XvKvi Av‡M Av‡iKevi Nvo wdwi‡q Kv÷gm †k‡Wi w`‡K
ZvKvj †m|
GZ¶‡Y ivbvi cÖwZ g‡bv‡hvMx n‡jv mcÖwZf Zi“Y| cÖ_g
`„wó wewbgqB A‡NvwlZ hy‡×i gZ n‡q ùvovjÑwb‡MÖvi †Pv‡L
m‡›`n Avi P¨v‡jÄ, ivbvi †Pv‡L VvÊv wbwj©ßZv I m~²
Zvw”Qj¨| wb‡MÖv nvZ evov‡Z hv †`wi, Lc K‡i aij ivbv;
Z‡e Pvc cÖ‡qvM Kij `yÕRb GK‡hv‡M, Ges mgvb
gvÎvqÑ`yÕR‡bB e¨_v †cj, bxi‡e nRg Kivi mgq Dcjwä
Kij, Iiv ci¯ú‡ii mgxn Av`vq K‡i wb‡q‡Q|
Ôwg. b‡ik eo–qv?Õ nvmj wb‡MÖv Zi“Y| ÔAvwg wUg
wmRviÑjyKvm GqvijvB‡Ýi jxqvi †R‡U Avcbv‡K ¯^vMZg|
c−xR!Õ Bw½‡Z wmuwoUv †`wL‡q w`j|
†c−‡b D‡V ivbv AevK, KviY Av‡ivnx ej‡Z †Kvwiqvb
†jvKUv Qvov Avi †KD †bB| Z‡e GKUz ciB †bcvjx
`¤úwZ‡K †`Lv †Mj, Zvjv fvOv myU‡Km wb‡q †c−‡b D‡V
ìRvi KvQvKvwQ GK‡Rvov mxU `Lj Ki‡jb| e„×v h‡_ó `xN©
30 gvmy` ivbvÐ311
bb, Z‡e cÖ‡¯’ cÖ‡qvR‡bi †P‡q †ewk| nvZe¨vM †_‡K GKgy‡Vv
PK‡jU †ei K‡i UcvUc gy‡L cyi‡Qb| e„× f`ª‡jvK‡K M¤¢xi
I †gRvwR †`Lv‡”Q, myU civ m‡Ë¡I nv‡Z fuvR Kiv GKUv Mig
kvj †i‡L‡Qb| †mB kv‡ji †fZi †_‡K †ei“j gvI †m Zz‡Oi
jvj GKUv eB, †Kvb w`‡K bv ZvwK‡q Wye w`‡jb Zv‡Z|
cÖvmw½Kfv‡eB ivbvi g‡b coj, B`vbxs gvIev`x KwgDwb÷iv
†bcv‡ji ivR‰bwZK cwi‡ek we‡ùvi‡Yvb¥yL Av‡MœqwMwii gZ
wec¾bK K‡i Zz‡j‡Q|
÷zqvW© Kwd cwi‡ekb Ki‡Q, GB mgq ¯§vU© GK †k¦Zv½
hyeK‡K wb‡q †c−‡b DVj wmRvi| hyeKwU‡K †`‡LB wPb‡Z
cvij ivbvÑGi bvg gviwUb, jyKvm GqvijvB‡Ýi GKRb
AwdmviÑMZ kwbev‡i GB gviwUbB ivRvKvicyÎ Avgvb
†gvnv¤§` Avi Zvi `yB mš¿vmx m½x‡K mgy`ª-ˆmKZ †_‡K
Gqvi‡cv‡U© wb‡q G‡mwQj|
ivbvi m‡½ †PvLv‡PvwL n‡jv, †QvÆ K‡i gv_v SuvwK‡q
†mŠRb¨ cÖKvk Kij gviwUb, Zvici Szu‡K wK †hb ejj
†bcvjx f`ª‡jvK‡K| K_v †kl K‡i ivbv‡K cvk KvUvj †m,
emj †Kvwiqvb †jvKUvi cv‡ki mx‡U| gv_vi bovPov †`‡L
†evSv †Mj wbPz Mjvq Avjvc Ki‡Q Zviv|
wmRvi †hb B‡”Q K‡iB ivbvi w`‡K ZvKvj bv, axi cv‡q
G‡Mvj KKwc‡Ui w`‡K| ìRv Ly‡j †h‡Z †fZ‡i KvD‡K bv
†`‡L Av‡iKevi wew¯§Z n‡jv ivbv| wmRvi ïay Af¨_©bvKvix
bq, jyKvm GqvijvB‡Ýi cvBjUI e‡U!
gvqvwg †_‡K evnvgvi wbD cÖwf‡WÝ AvBj¨vÛ GZ Kv‡Q,
gvÎ K‡qK wgwbU AvKv‡k _vKj †c−b| Kwdi Kvc Lvwj n‡Z
bv n‡Z Rvbvjvi evB‡i Avevi ev`vgx ˆmKZ, Kvj‡P MvQcvjv
ev‡Ni LuvPv 31
†`L‡Z †cj ivbv| jxqvi †RU Gqvi‡cvU©‡K wN‡i P°i †`qvi
mgq ïi“ n‡jv e„wó|
wbD cÖwf‡WÝ AvBj¨v‡Û †c−b w¯’i n‡jv Gqvi‡cv‡U©i †kl
cÖv‡š— GKUv †k‡Wi wb‡P, Kv÷gm †kWUv GLvb †_‡K †ek
A‡bKUv `~‡i| e„wói g‡a¨ Svcmv jvM‡jI, †gi“b i‡Oi
K¨vwWjvKUv‡K †k‡Wi gyL †_‡K †c−‡bi w`‡K Qy‡U Avm‡Z
†`Lj ivbv| †c−‡bi KvQvKvwQ G‡m _vgj Mvwo, e¨vKmxU †_‡K
bvgj ev`vgx myU civ `yB Zi“Y, m‡½ GK Zi“Yx| †c−‡bi
ìRv Ly‡j †b‡g †Mj gviwUb| Uvig¨v‡K ùvwo‡q K¨vwWjvK
†_‡K bvgv Av‡ivnx‡ì m‡½ K_v ej‡Q| nVvrB †Pv‡L jvMj
e¨vcviUvÑZi“Yxi m½xiv gviwU‡bi gZB ev`vgx myU c‡i
Av‡Q| wgj ïay GB GK RvqMvq bqÑwZbRbB Iiv mge‡qmx,
cuwPk †_‡K AvUv‡ki g‡a¨; e¨vqvgcyó kixi, nuvUvPjv †`L‡j
†evSv hvq w¶cÖZvi jvMvg †U‡b †i‡L‡Q; my‡Ui †fZi †kvìvi
†nvj÷v‡ii Aw¯—Z¡ ¯úó| Z‡e ivbvi `„wó †K‡o wbj †g‡qwU|
†cvkv‡Ki iO Qvov I‡ì m‡½ ZviI me wKQyB †g‡j| cÖvq
Zi“Y‡ì gZB j¤^v †m| cv †_‡K Mjv ch©š— †gvov †Xvjv
GKUv †Wªm c‡i‡Q, e„wói QuvU †j‡M †j‡Þ Av‡Q kix‡i, d‡j
we‡kl wKQy A‡½i MVb m¤ú‡K© cwi®‹vi aviYv cvIqv hv‡”Q|
†Kvgi ch©š— j¤^v Kv‡jv Pzj †XD Zzj‡Q wc‡V| `yB ¯—‡bi
gvSLv‡b †`vj Lv‡”Q K‡qK cÖ¯’ †PBb w`‡q Mov †bK‡jm|
e„wómœvZ ¤−vb w`b, ZviciI Avfv Qov‡”Q Zvi gyL| †Rvqvb
Af AvK©-Gi K_v g‡b coj ivbvi, gy‡Li Awfe¨w³‡Z GZ
†ewk AvZ¥wek¦vm| Gi e‡qmI cuwPk-QvweŸ‡ki †ewk n‡e bv|
G-I cÖ‡qvR‡b mv‡ci gZ w¶cÖ n‡Z Rv‡b e‡j m‡›`n n‡jv|
GiBg‡a¨ †Kvwiqvb †jvKUvI Uvig¨v‡K †b‡g †M‡Q|
32 gvmy` ivbvÐ311
ev`vgx myU civ wZb †k¦Zv½ hye‡Ki m‡½ wK wb‡q †hb K_v
ej‡Q †m| RUjv †_‡K mvgvb¨ GKUz wcwQ‡q GKv ùvwo‡q
i‡q‡Q †g‡qwU, Z‡e mevB Zvi w`‡K evievi ZvKv‡”Q †`‡L
†evSv hvq †m-I Av‡jvPbvq mvwgj|
GK ch©v‡q gyL Zz‡j †c−‡bi w`‡K, Zvici mivmwi ivbvi
w`‡K ZvKvj †g‡qwU| †PvLv‡PvwL n‡Z nvmj| wkiwki K‡i
DVj ivbvi Mv| †hb Avi wKQy jv‡M bv, ïay `„wó w`‡qB †h-
†Kvb cyi“l‡K wb‡Ri Kv‡Q †U‡b Avb‡Z cv‡i †g‡qwU| wb‡Ri
GB ¶gZv m¤ú‡K© m¤ú~Y© m‡PZbI e‡U, wØZxq nvwmUv †hb
†m-K_vB †evSv‡Z PvBj|
K¨vwWjvK Kv÷gm †k‡W wd‡i wM‡qwQj, AviI `yÕRb
Av‡ivnx I †ek wKQy jv‡MR wb‡q Avevi Gj †mUv| Av‡ivnxiv
m¤¢eZ j¨vwUb Av‡gwiKvb, msL¨vq `yÕRb, GKR‡bi nv‡Z
GKUv wMUvi| K¨vwWjv‡Ki WªvBfvi †c−‡b jv‡MR Zzj‡Z e¨¯—
n‡q coj|
IB WªvBfvi ev‡` G‡K G‡K mevB DVj †c−‡b| ÷zqvW©
weqvi cwi‡ekb Ki‡Q, GB mgq d¬vBU †WK †_‡K †ewi‡q
G‡m LyK K‡i Kvkj wmRvi| ÔAvcbviv hviv Uz¨wi÷, †jwUm
AvBj¨v‡Û †c−b j¨vÛ Kivi ci jv‡MR bv wb‡qB jyKvm dvBf
÷vi-G P‡j hv‡eb,Õ ejj †m| ÔAvcbv‡ì jv‡MR hZ
ZvovZvwo m¤¢e hvi hvi iƒ‡g †cuŠ‡Q †`qv n‡e|Õ d¬vBU †W‡K
wd‡i hvevi Av‡M mevB‡K mxU-†eë euvavi civgk© w`j †m|
mvejxj fw½‡Z Avevi jxqvi †RU‡K AvKv‡k Zzjj
wmRvi| †c−‡bi PvKv ivbI‡q Z¨vM Ki‡ZB †g‡Ni †Kvj †_‡K
†ewi‡q Gj m~h©| nv‡Z weqv‡ii K¨vb, Rvbvjv w`‡q evB‡i
ZvwK‡q Av‡Q ivbv| Gqvi‡cvU©‡K †eo w`‡q ivLv Kvj‡P-meyR
ev‡Ni LuvPv 33
MvQcvjvi mvwi‡K wcQ‡b †djj Iiv, wb‡P †`Lv †Mj bvmvD
kniZwj| mvM‡ii Zx‡i my`„k¨ `vjvb-†KvVv †iv‡` Sjgj
Ki‡Q, cÖvq cÖwZwU g¨vbm‡bi m‡½ GKUv K‡i myBwgs cyj Avi
Am¤¢e meyR jb| kn‡ii gvSLv‡b WKmvBW gv‡K©U, Lye wbP
w`‡q †mUv‡K cvk KvUvj wmRvi| Szwo fwZ© dj, _vK _vK
K‡i mvwR‡q ivLv eûiOv _vb Kvco, dzUcv‡_ mvRv‡bv
ˆZRm-cÎ, meB †`‡L †Pbv hv‡”Q| gv_vq wekvj e¨vÛ¨vbv
Rov‡bv wb‡MÖv GK gwnjv, ci‡b Zuveyi gZ weivU †Wªm, †c−‡bi
D‡Ï‡k nvZ bvo‡Q Nb Nb| †R‡Ui Wvbv KvZ K‡i mvov w`j
wmRvi, Zvici DËi w`‡K euvK wb‡Z ïi“ K‡i AvKv‡ki
AviI Ic‡i Zz‡j Avbj †c−bUv‡K| K‡qK wgwbU ci I‡ì
wb‡P Avevi †`Lv †Mj mvMi|
GK‡Rvov mv`v †dbvi †iLv dz‡U Av‡Q mvM‡i| `ª“ZMwZi
GKUv †evU QyU‡Q †c−‡bi m‡½ cvj−v w`‡q| gvÎ K‡qK †m‡KÛ
ciB wcwQ‡q coj †mUv| MwZB e‡j w`j, IUv GKUv
nvB‡Wªvd‡qj| †c−b I †evU GKB †Kvm© a‡i hv‡”Q| ivbv
Av›`vR Kij, †evUUvI m¤¢eZ jyKvm †W‡fb‡cv‡U©i| I‡K
ejv n‡q‡Q, nvB‡Wªvd‡q‡ji GKUv eni Av‡Q Zuvi, bvmvD Avi
†jwUm AvBj¨v‡Û Avmv-hvIqv K‡i| gvqvwg Gqvi‡cv‡U©i
gwnjv KiwYK cwj eKwkk Avi Kwgk‡bi †jv‡f Aš—Z GKUv
Z_¨ ivbvi Kv‡Q †P‡c †M‡Q| †ewkifvM Uz¨wi÷ Avm‡j †ev‡U
P‡oB †jwUm AvBj¨v‡Û Avmv-hvIqv K‡i| jyKvm
†W‡fb‡cv‡U©i we‡kl wKQy †gngvb Av‡Q, jxqvi †RUUv Zv‡ì
R‡b¨ Lvwj ivLvi †Póv Kiv nq|
GKUz ciB †jwUm AvBj¨vÛ †`L‡Z †cj ivbv| cyw¯—Kvq
Qvcv Qwe †`‡L‡Q ivbv, wPb‡Z †Kvb Amywe‡a n‡jv bv| GKUvB
34 gvmy` ivbvÐ311
Øxc, wKš‘ gvSLv‡b PIov †j¸b wef³ Kivq `y‡Uv e‡j g‡b
nq| cÖLi †iv‡` Øx‡ci fvwR©b AskUv Sjgj Ki‡QÑmyBwgs
cyjUv wekvj, cuvwPj †Niv †j¸bUv cÖKvÊ, jyKvm dvBf ÷vi-
Gi mvwi mvwi mv`v UvIqvi †_‡K cÖwZdwjZ †iv` †PvL auvwa‡q
w`j|
Øx‡ci e−¨vK‡nvj As‡k Mfxi Lv`, gvwUi ¯Z‚c, wbg©vYvaxb
†nv‡U‡ji KswµU wcjvi, cvnv‡oi gZ DuPz n‡q _vKv wbg©vY
mvgMÖx, Uª¨v±i, wgKmvi †gwkb, AvKvk †Quvqv †µb, cv_y‡i
P~ov, Mfxi ebf~wg, Amgvß Mjd †Kvm© Avi cwiZ¨³ Zuvey
Qvov wKQy †`Lvi †bB| K‡qKUv eyj‡WvRvi‡K wN‡i wcuc‡o
AvK…wZi wKQy †jvK‡K e¨¯— †`Lv †Mj, wKš‘ Zviv wKQy ˆZwi
Ki‡Q bvwK aŸsm Ki‡Q ejv KwVb| GKUv wewì‡Oi B¯úv‡Zi
KvVv‡gv AvKvk Qyu‡Z PvB‡Q, gvwU‡Z †mUvi RwUj Qvqv
c‡o‡Q| jyKvm BbI †`L‡Z †cj ivbv, Qv‡` Kv‡jv dwo‡Oi
gZ e‡m Av‡Q †cU‡gvUv GKUv †nwjKÞvi|
j¨vÛ Kivi R‡b¨ Gqviw÷ª‡ci w`‡K †c−b ZvK Ki‡Q
wmRvi, Øx‡ci `yB Ask‡K GK Kivi R‡b¨ †j¸‡bi Ici
wbg©vYvaxb weªRUv‡K †`L‡Z †cj ivbv| e−¨vK‡nv‡ji Zx‡i
cvkvcvwk K‡qKUv weivU AvKv‡ii Kswµ‡Ui †RwU wbg©vY Kiv
n‡q‡Q, GKUv †_‡K gv_vPvov w`‡q‡Q mycvi÷ªvKPvi|
jyKvm dvBf ÷vi-Gi QÕZjvq ivbvi my¨BUUv GK K_vq

PgrKvi| mvg‡bi w`‡K GKUv Szj-eviv›`v Av‡Q, AvKv‡i
†mUv GZ eo †h bv‡Pi Avmi emv‡bv hv‡e, Avi †j¸bUv †`Lv
bv †M‡jI w`M‡š— wejxb mvMi Zvi mg¯— fve-Mv¤¢xh© wb‡q
†Pv‡Li mvg‡b Dcw¯’Z|
ev‡Ni LuvPv 35
nv‡Z cwji †`qv GKUv cyw¯—Kv, Szj-eviv›`vq ùvwo‡q
†jwUm Øx‡ci †Kv_vq wK Av‡Q Av›`vR cvevi †Póv Ki‡Q
ivbv| Øxc GKUv n‡jI, †j¸bUv Øxc‡K mgvb `yÕfvM K‡i
†i‡L‡Q| †jwUm †gvUv‡mvUv wKWwb AvK…wZi nIqvq †`‡L g‡b
nq `y‡Uv Avjv`v †e Ry‡U‡Q ØxcUvi Kcv‡j| Øx‡ci fvwR©b
As‡k wekvj †nv‡Uj Kg‡c−·, myBwgs cyj, †Uwbm †KvU©, Mjd
†Kvm© BZ¨vw` Av‡Q| myBwgs cy‡ji KvQvKvwQ, †PŠ‡Kv †j¸‡bi
†kl cÖv‡š—, cvgexw_ I Ab¨vb¨ MvQcvjvi duvK w`‡q †Kvb
iK‡g †`Lv hvq Av‡iKUv wewì‡Oi wKbviv| IB wewì‡Oi eqm
GK‡kv eQ‡ii Kg bq| Av‡M IUvi bvg wQj †jwUm Bb,
ØxcUvi gvwjKvbv e`‡ji ci bZzb bvg †`qv n‡q‡Q jyKvm
Bb| jyKvm Bb‡K fvwR©‡bi evwK Ask †_‡K Avjv`v K‡i
†i‡L‡Q GKUv cuvwPj| GB cuvwP‡jiB ewa©Z Ask e−¨vK‡nv‡j
hvevi c‡_ evav n‡q ùvwo‡q Av‡Q| GK A‡_© jyKvm Bb
e−¨vK‡nv‡jB c‡o‡Q, Z‡e †j¸‡bi Gcv‡i nIqvq fvwR©‡biB
Ask e‡j MY¨ Kiv nq IUv‡K| Øx‡c cv †`qvi Av‡MB Lei
wb‡q ivbv Rvb‡Z †c‡i‡Q, cuvwPjUvi gv_vq B‡jKwUªdv‡qW
KuvUvZv‡ii †eov Av‡Q, AviI Av‡Q cuvwPj †Nu‡l Unj w`‡q
†eov‡bv mk¯¿ MvW©| Øx‡ci gvwjK jyKvm †W‡fb‡cvU© †jwU‡m
Lye KgB Av‡mb, G‡j IB jyKvm B‡bB I‡Vb wZwb| Zvigv‡b
GB bq †h jyKvm Bb ïay Zuvi R‡b¨ wiRvf© ivLv n‡q‡Q|
Øx‡ci cwiPvjK I mg¯— wimU© d¨vwmwjwUi g¨v‡bRvi wg.
RymvBI Avi Zuvi ÷vd ILv‡b _v‡Kb| Avi _v‡K jyKvm
†W‡fb‡cv‡U©i we‡kl †gngvbiv| †gRevb wn‡m‡e jyKvm
†W‡fb‡cvU©‡K mPivPi cvIqv bv †M‡jI Z_vKw_Z GB
†gngvbiv `ywbqvi wewfbœ cÖvš— †_‡K cÖvq cÖwZw`bB `yÕcuvPRb
36 gvmy` ivbvÐ311
K‡i Av‡m| Giv mevB †h jyKvm †W‡fb‡cv‡U©i †gngvb ev
Zuvi Avgwš¿Z AwZw_, Ggb bv-I n‡Z cv‡i| ivbvi GiKg
m‡›`n nevi KviY, dvBf ÷v‡ii LvZvq bvg †iwRw÷ª Kivi
mgq †KŠk‡j †R‡b wb‡q‡Q gvjyB myKvqv, Avgvb †gvnv¤§`
Avi I‡ì m½xwU GB †nv‡U‡j bvg †jLvqwb| Gi gv‡b n‡jv,
Iiv jyKvm B‡b D‡V‡Q| mš¿vmx‡ì KzL¨vZ wZbRb jxWvi
jyKvm †W‡fb‡cv‡U©i gZ wewjI‡bqv‡ii we‡kl †gngvb nq wK
K‡i? ïay GB wZbRbB bq, ivbvi m‡½ jxqvi †R‡U †h
†bcvjx `¤úwZ Avi †Kvwiqvb †jvKUv wQj, ZvivI †KD dvBf
÷vi-G I‡Vwb|
ivbvi Szj-eviv›`v †_‡K wb‡P evMvb I myBwgs cy‡ji
Askwe‡kl †`Lv hv‡”Q| mvZZjv †nv‡U‡ji QqZjvq i‡q‡Q
I| `ycy‡i LvIqv`vIqv †m‡i †QvÆ GKUv Nyg w`‡q wb‡q‡Q,
mgqUv GLb DËß we‡Kj| cy‡ji av‡i myBwgs Uªv¼m I wewKwb
civ bvix-cyi“‡li wfo R‡g D‡V‡Q| †nv‡Uj wewì‡Oi †KvY
`„wó c‡_ evav n‡q _vKvq ev`K‡ì †`L‡Z cv‡”Q bv ivbv,
Z‡e hš¿m½x‡Zi AvIqvR ïb‡Z cv‡”Q| ev`¨h‡š¿i m‡½ myi
wgwj‡q †K †hb iex›`ªm½x‡Zi GKUv-`y‡Uv jvBb MvBj| Aev¯—
e Kíbv †f‡e Kvb Lvov Kij ivbv, wKš‘ Zvici Avi ïb‡Z
†cj bv| GB MvbwU A‡b‡KB †M‡q‡Q, Z‡e ïay mywPÎv wg‡Îi
Mjv‡ZB ïb‡Z cQ›` K‡i ivbv| MvbUv ¯§iY Kij IÑ
LuvPvi cvwL wQj †mvbvi LuvPvwU‡Z,
e‡bi cvwL wQj e‡b|
GK`v Kx Kwiqv wgjb n‡jv †ùv‡n,
Kx wQj weavZvi g‡b|
Z‡e e¨vcviUv wVK †evaMg¨ n‡jv bvÑhš¿m½x‡Zi AvIqvR
ev‡Ni LuvPv 37
†f‡m Avm‡Q myBwgs cyj †_‡K, A_P †K †hb ¸b ¸b Kij Ii
wVK wb‡Pi Szj-eviv›`vq| bvwK Av›`vR Ki‡Z fyj n‡”Q Ii?
Szu‡K wb‡Pi w`‡K ZvKvj ivbv, wKš‘ wb‡Pi Szj-eviv›`v Aí
†h-UzKz †`Lv †Mj †mLv‡b †KD †bB|
Av‡MB Kvco cv‡ë‡Q ivbv, wb‡P bvgvi R‡b¨ kv‡U©i Ici
ïay †Wwbg R¨v‡KUUv cij| Ry‡Zv ci‡e bv, e¨vM †_‡K ZvB
†Uwbm k~ †ei Ki‡Z n‡jv| e¨v‡Mi djm K¤úvU©‡g›U Av‡MB
†PK K‡i †`‡L‡Q, Ii wc¯—j ev Qywi Lyu‡R cvqwb Iiv| wc¯—
jUv †Mvcb KgcvU©‡g‡›UB _vKj, m‡½ wbj ïay QywiUv| wb‡P
bvgvi Av‡M iƒg mvwf©m‡K AW©vi w`‡q Kwd Avwb‡q †L‡jv
ivbv|
MÖvDÛ †d¬v‡i bvgvi R‡b¨ `yB cÖ¯’ Gwj‡fUi Avi wmuwo
Av‡Q| KwiW‡ii euv‡K GK‡Rvov Gwj‡fUi, Av‡iK †Rvov
QÕZjvi jvD‡Ä| jvDÄ n‡qB Gwj‡fU‡i Poj ivbv| wewKwb
civ Pvi‡U †g‡qI Ii m‡½ bvg‡Q| wb‡P †b‡gI wewKwbi
QovQwo †`L‡Z †cj I| jyKvm dvBf ÷vi-G ïay †hb Zi“Yx
†g‡qivB `‡j `‡j wfo Rwg‡q‡Q| ïay wfo Rgvqwb, †hb
cÖwZ‡hvwMZv ïi“ K‡i‡Q †K Kvi †P‡q ¯^íembv n‡Z cv‡i|
ïay wewKwb bq, nUc¨v›U Avi wgwb¯‹v‡U©iI QovQwo| wcÖ‡›UW
wRbm civ K‡qKUv †g‡q‡K wb‡Pi jvD‡Ä †Nviv‡div Ki‡Z
†`Lj ivbv| `ª“Z †PvL †evjv‡ZB Dcjwä Kij, †jwUm Øx‡c
†k¦Z fvjy‡Ki gZB eªvi Lye Afve| †bcvjx ey‡ov-eywoi K_v
g‡b co‡Z nvwm †cj IiÑGiKg GKUv RvqMvq wK Ki‡Z
G‡m‡Qb Iuiv?
PIov KwiWi a‡i myBwgs cy‡ji w`‡K nuvU‡Q ivbv|
`yÕcv‡k †QvU †QvU †`vKvb| Kvco‡Pvco, my¨‡fwbi, k¨v‡¤úb,
38 gvmy` ivbvÐ311
eB, †Uvev‡Kv †_‡K ïi“ K‡i nv‡Z ˆZwi †j`vi ¸Wm ch©š—
meB wewµ n‡”Q| cyi“l‡ì gZ j¤^v †mB †g‡qwU‡K Avevi
†`Lj I|
KwiWi †_‡K †ewi‡q hvevi ìRvq ùvwo‡q i‡q‡Q †g‡qwU,
Wyeš— m~‡h©i Mv‡q AuvKv KvVv‡gvUv ïay †`Lj, gyL bq, Zv
m‡Ë¡I wPb‡Z cvij m‡½ m‡½| †c−‡b _vK‡Z ÷zqv‡W©i m‡½
K_v n‡q‡Q ivbvi, †mB m~‡Î †g‡qwUi cwiPq Rv‡b| wimU©
d¨vwmwjwUi g¨v‡bRvi RymvBIi cÖvB‡fU †m‡µUvwi‡ì GKRb
†m, bvg †Rwbdvi K¨viwjb| RymvBIi cÖvB‡fU †m‡µUvwi me
wgwj‡q mvZRb, Zv‡ì g‡a¨ K¨viwjbB GKgvÎ †g‡q| evwK
QÕRb‡K †Pbvi Dcvq n‡jv Zviv mevB ev`vgx myU c‡i|
K¨viwjb Ab¨ GKUv †g‡qi m‡½ K_v ej‡Q| GB †g‡qwU
K¨viwj‡bi gZ A¯^vfvweK j¤^v bq, ZviciI cuvP dzU Qq
BwÂ †Zv n‡eB| mvg‡bi w`K †Lvjv GKUv †ive c‡i Av‡Q
†g‡qwU, †fZ‡i †fRv wewKwb| †g‡qwUi gyL †`Lvi my‡hvM
n‡jv bv, Z‡e I‡K DrmyK K‡i Zzjj Zvi Mv‡qi iO| wVK
GiKg †mvbvwj ei‡bi †g‡q Av‡M KLbI †`‡L‡Q wKbv g‡b
Ki‡Z cvij bv| †KŠZ‚n‡ji gvÎv †e‡o †Mj Zvi Pzj †`‡L|
wcV †X‡K †Kvgi Qyu‡q‡Q †ik‡gi gZ ivwk ivwk Kv‡jv †Kk|
nq‡Zv cÖvmw½K bq, Zey ivbvi g‡b n‡jv, †g‡qwU weij GK
m¤ú‡ì AwaKvwiYxÑ†m Zvi Pzj w`‡q g‡bi gvbylwU‡K
cy‡ivcywi †X‡K w`‡Z cvi‡e| AvR wK n‡q‡Q †K Rv‡b, Aev¯—
e Kíbv GKUz †ewk cÖkªq †c‡q hv‡”Q| Kv‡jv Kzš—‡ji wecyj
m¤¢vi †`‡L ¯§„wZ †_‡K bv‡K XyKj MÜivR †Z‡ji wgwó SuvS|
wb‡Ri m‡½ GKiKg evwR a‡i emj ivbv, †g‡qwU wbðqB Lye
my›ìx n‡e| Zv hw` bv nq? †Ljv”Q‡j mv`vgvVv GKUv gyL
ev‡Ni LuvPv 39
emvj ivbv †g‡qwUi Nv‡oi Ici| †hb eyS‡Z Pvq wb‡Ri wK
cÖwZwµqv n‡e| evwR‡Z †n‡i wM‡q ivM ev `ytL n‡jv bv, n‡jv
Awfgvb| †KD †hb †g‡qwUi m‡½ wek¦vmNvZKZv K‡i‡QÑGZ
my›ì hvi iO, Ggb we¯§qKi hvi †`n‡mŠôe, †Kkivwk hvi
Kv‡jv we`y¨‡Zi gZ PÂj, mvaviY gyL Zvi R‡b¨ †mªd GKUv
Awfkvc, Avi ivbvi R‡b¨ †hb e¨w³MZ civRq|
Avm‡j †g‡qwU †`L‡Z †Kgb wbwðZ nIqv †Mj bv| B”Qv
K‡i wKbv ejv KwVb, K¨viwjb Zv‡K Avovj K‡i †i‡L‡Q|
I‡ì‡K cvk KvUvevi mgq K¨viwj‡bi m‡½ †PvLv‡PvwL n‡Z
†QvÆ K‡i gv_v SuvKvj ivbv| DË‡i K¨viwjbI ZvB Kij|
e¨m, GBUzKzB h‡_ó| †KD hw` B›Uvi‡b‡U †LuvR-Lei K‡i,
†m Rvb‡Z cvi‡e b‡ik eo–qv ÔDjdvÕ-i GKRb MÖ“c jxWvi,
Rvb©vwj‡÷i cwiPqUv Zvi Kvfvi gvÎ| A_©vr, my›ìx †g‡q
†`L‡jB Mv‡q cov fve †`Lv‡bv GKRb †Mwijv †hv×vi R‡b¨
gvbvbmB n‡e bv| my›ìx bvix mn‡RB Zvi g‡bv‡hvM Kvo‡Z
cvi‡e bv, KviY AviI A‡bK ¸i“Z¡c~Y D‡Ïk¨ wb‡q †jwUm
AvBj¨v‡Û G‡m‡Q †m|
f‡`ªvwPZ `~i‡Z¡ m‡i G‡m _vgj ivbv, myBwgs cyj Avi
Pvicv‡k R‡ov nIqv †jvKR‡bi Ici †PvL †evjvj, Zvici
Avevi ZvKvj †mvbvwj †g‡qwU‡K mvgbvmvgvwb †`L‡Z cvevi
†jv‡f| aK& K‡i DVj ey‡Ki wfZiUv|
G †hb `¶ †Kvb fv¯‹‡ii nv‡Z ˆZwi cÖwZgv, g‡bi mg¯—
gvayix wgwk‡q my›ìx †kªôv †èxi hveZxq iƒc Avi mylgv
cÖwZgvi gyLkªx‡Z †X‡j †`qv n‡q‡Q| `xN© I AvqZ bq‡b
jvRbgª `„wó, †hŠeb fvivµvš— †`‡n Avoó fw½| we`vqx m~‡h©i
iwk¥ Zij †mvbvi gZ †j‡Þ Av‡Q njyèiY Z¡‡K| ¸i“wbZ¡‡¤^
40 gvmy` ivbvÐ311
†XD Zz‡j K‡qK cv nuvUj †m, ev`vgx myU civ `yÕRb hyeK
web‡q weMwjZ n‡q wK †hb †evSvevi †Póv Ki‡Q Zv‡K|
†iveUv evZv‡mi m‡½ †Lj‡Q, d‡j DbœZ ¯—b †`Lv †Mj, eªvi
Kvc †_‡K Dc‡P co‡Q| cv `y‡Uv j¤^v, †ckxeûj, GZUvB
wbLyuZ †h fv¯‹i mwZ¨ †hb cv_i †K‡U ˆZwi K‡i‡Q| ivbvi
g‡b n‡jv, GB gyn~‡Z© wK¬I‡cUªv hw` wd‡i G‡m I‡K bxjb‡`
cÖ‡gv` åg‡Yi Avgš¿Y Rvbvq, I cÖZ¨vL¨vb Ki‡e webv wØavq|
†g‡qwU Ii w`‡KB ZvwK‡q Av‡Q, ZvwK‡q Av‡Q
K¨viwjbI| hyeK‡ì K_vi Reve w`‡”Q †g‡qwU, Zv‡K †d‡j
ivbvi w`‡K GwM‡q Gj K¨viwjb| ÔnvB,Õ ejj †m| Zvi
KÉ¯î †hb Kzqvkv‡fRv †iveevi mKv‡j `~i †_‡K †f‡m Avmv
Pv‡P©i NÈvaŸwb|
Ôn¨v‡jv!Õ g„`y †n‡m †PvL †_‡K mvbM−vm bvgvj ivbv|
wmu`y‡i †gN AvKv‡ki Mv‡q †hb †_vKv †_vKv i³Rev
dzwU‡q †i‡L‡Q, Zv‡Z †njvb †`qvi fw½‡Z ùvovj K¨viwjb|
ÔAvR mKv‡j bv Avcbv‡K †`Ljvg?Õ
Ônu¨v, jxqvi †R‡U wQjvg Avwg|Õ
Ô†jwUm Øx‡c †ek KÕw`b _vKvi B‡”Q eywS?Õ
Ô†jwUm wK Advi K‡i Zvi Ici wbf©i Ki‡e|Õ
¶xY n‡jI `yó nvwm dzUj K¨viwj‡bi †Vuv‡U, kãPq‡b
mZK©| ÔB‡q, gv‡b, nVvr K‡i †hb P‡j hv‡eb bv| GKUz âh©
a‡i †`L‡Z ewj, †KD nq‡Zv fvj wKQyB Advi Ki‡e|Õ
wUªcj‡nWvi? g‡b g‡b cÖkœ Kij ivbv| gy‡L ejj,
ÔKZUzKz wK Avkv Kiv DwPZ wVK eyS‡Z cviwQ bv|Õ K¨viwjb
hw` †Kvb ms‡KZ w`‡q _v‡K, IiI Zvn‡j Bw½Z †`qv
ìKvi| ÔAvm‡j Avgvi †Kvb †idv‡iÝ †bB|Õ
ev‡Ni LuvPv 41
ÔZvigv‡b wK GLv‡b Avmvi e¨vcv‡i †KD mycvwik
K‡iwb?Õ DË‡ii A‡c¶vq bv †_‡K Nyij †m, wbZ‡¤^
D_vjcv_vj Zi½ Zz‡j wd‡i hv‡”Q| Zvi m‡½ `yB Zi“Y Avi
†mvbvwj cÖwZgvI iIbv n‡jv| †nv‡U‡ji w`‡K hv‡”Q Iiv|
myBwgs cy‡ji wKbviv a‡i nuvU‡Q ivbv, †j¸b wN‡i _vKv
DuPz cv_y‡i cuvwPjUv cix¶v KivB D‡Ïk¨| MvQcvjv Avi
†Sv‡ci Avov‡j IUv, Z‡e A¯úó n‡jI B‡jKwUªdv‡qW
KuvUvZv‡ii †eovUvI †`Lv †Mj| †`Lv †Mj jyKvm Bb-Gi
Askwe‡klI| cuvPZjv cÖvPxb feb, cv_i Avi BuU w`‡q ˆZwi|
Qv‡` e‡m _vKv Kv‡jv hvwš¿K dwosUvi LvwbKUv †jRI †`Lv
†Mj| †h-KÕUv Rvbvjv †Pv‡L coj, me¸‡jvi kvUvi eÜ|
cuvwP‡ji Mv‡q GKUvB cÖ‡ekc_, jyKvm B‡b XyK‡Z n‡j IB
c_ w`‡q †h‡Z n‡e| jyKvm dvBf ÷vi-Gi †MU †_‡K †ewk
`~‡i bq †mUv| cÖ‡ekc_ gv‡b wb‡iU B¯úv‡Zi GKUv †MU|
mÜ¨v †j‡M Avm‡Q, GB mgq IUvi KvQvKvwQ Nyi Nyi Kiv wVK
n‡e bv, ivbv wm×vš— wbj Kvj w`‡bi †ejv fvj K‡i †`L‡e|
m~h© †Wvevi ci Sc& K‡i Pviw`K AÜKvi n‡q †Mj| Z‡e
cy‡ji Pviav‡i d¬vWjvB‡Ui eë¯’v _vKvq muvZvi“‡ì wfo
Kgj bv| kvwgqvbv UvwO‡q evi ˆZwi Kiv n‡q‡Q, cv‡kB e¨vÛ
cvwU©| ILv‡b wKQy¶Y ùvwo‡q _vKj ivbv, wcQb †_‡K †f‡m
Avm‡Q mgy‡`ªi MR©b| evi-G hviv e‡m Av‡Q mevB Zviv eq‡m
Zi“Y, mv`v Kv‡jv me i‡OiB Av‡Q| we‡klfv‡e †KD I‡K
j¶ Ki‡Q bv| GLv‡b ev`vgx myU civ †KD †bBI|
†nv‡U‡j wd‡i G‡m K¨vwm‡bvUv Lyu‡R wbj ivbv| †XvKvi
gy‡L GKUv mvBb‡evW© †`Lj, Zv‡Z K¨vwm‡bv msjMœ
K¨vev‡iB‡Z AvR‡Ki mvÜ¨ m~wP †NvlYv Kiv n‡q‡Q| †ev‡W©i
42 gvmy` ivbvÐ311
GKUv Qwe †`‡L ivbvi nvU©weU †e‡o †Mj|
†mvbvwj cÖwZgv‡K wPb‡Z bv cvivi †Kvb KviY †bB| Z‡e
Qwe‡Z †h fw½Uv dz‡U i‡q‡Q †mUv †`L‡e e‡j ivbv Avkv
K‡iwb| †KD Avkv K‡i bv bvP‡Z †b‡g †Kvb †g‡q †NvgUv
†`‡e, wKš‘ GB †g‡q `kR‡bi g‡bviÄ‡bi R‡b¨ bv‡P, GUv
†g‡b wb‡Z KóB n‡jv Ii| QweUv LyuwU‡q cix¶v Kij ivbv,
†hb cÖgvY LyuR‡Q †g‡qwU Awb”Qvm‡Ë¡I bv‡P| wKš‘ ¯^íembv
cÖwZgvi †`nfw½‡Z, wb‡R‡K D‡b¥vwPZ Kivi e¨vKzjZvq,
D¾¡j nvwm‡Z D™¢vwmZ gy‡Li Awfe¨w³‡Z †KvbiKg AvoóZv
†`Lj bv| eis g‡b n‡jv, g‡bi Avb‡›` wb‡R‡K DRvo K‡i
w`‡q bvP‡Q †m| Qwei wb‡P cÖwZgvi cwiPq w`‡q †jLv
n‡q‡QÑÔwgkixq K¨vev‡iB I †ejx W¨vÝvi wgm dvivn AvRI
we‡ùviY NUv‡eb|Õ Gi wb‡P Aby‡iv‡ai fw½‡Z mZK© K‡i
†`qv n‡q‡QÑÔ`qv K‡i †KD †÷‡R DV‡eb bv ev f`ªZvi mxgv
j•Nb Ki‡eb bv|Õ
wekvj GK njiƒ‡g K¨vwm‡bvUv| wmwjs A‡bK Ic‡i,
†g‡S‡Z cyi“ Kv‡c©U, †Mvcb Drm †_‡K †Uwe‡j Av‡jv †djvi
eë¯’v| GK‡Rvov i“‡jr ûBj, wZb‡U µ¨vcm †Uwej, Qq wK
mvZUv e−¨vKR¨vK †mUAvc| njiƒ‡gi †kl cÖv‡š— DuPz GKUv
†ew` e¨vKviv †Ljvi R‡b¨ Avjv`v ivLv n‡q‡Q, ILv‡b ïay eo
`v‡b Zvm †Ljv nq|
A‡b‡KB Ryqv †Lj‡Q, Zv‡ì g‡a¨ †bcvjx `¤úwZ‡K
†`‡L GKUz AevKB n‡jv ivbv| e„×v GKUv µ¨vcm †Uwe‡ji
cv‡k ùvwo‡q AbeiZ WvBm Qyuo‡Qb Avi jvdv‡”Qb| Avi Zvi
m½x f`ª‡jvK GK †Uwej †_‡K Av‡iK †Uwe‡j Ny‡i †eov‡”Qb,
†Pv‡L PÂj I AbymÜvbx `„wó| m‡›`n †bB, KvD‡K LyuR‡Qb
ev‡Ni LuvPv 43
wZwb|
ivbv‡K †`‡L nvm‡jb f`ª‡jvK| DË‡i ivbvI nvmj| Z‡e
†KD KviI w`‡K G‡Mvj bv| GKUz ci †c−‡b †`Lv †Kvwiqvb
†jvKUv XyKj K¨vwm‡bvq| †bcvjx f`ª‡jvK Zvi w`‡K G‡Mv‡Z
hv‡e, nvZ-Bkvivq wb‡la Kij †m|
wbD cÖwf‡WÝ AvBj¨vÛ †_‡K jxqvi †R‡U D‡VwQj `yÕRb
j¨vwUb Av‡gwiKvb, BwZg‡a¨ ivbv †R‡b‡Q ZvivI dvBf ÷vi-
G I‡Vwb| K¨vwm‡bvq Nyi-Nyi Ki‡Q †hb `yB gvwbK‡Rvo,
GKR‡bi nv‡Z ¯ú¨vwbk wMUvi, Av‡iKR‡bi nv‡Z K¨v‡giv|
wMUvi bxie _vK‡jI K¨v‡givi d¬¨vk Nb Nb Sjmv‡”Q| B”Qv
K‡iB K¨v‡givi w`‡K wcQb wd‡i _vKj ivbvÑIi Qwe Zz‡j
g›` †jv‡Ki nv‡Z Zz‡j †`‡e GB f‡q bq, AevwÃZ Av‡jvi
wSwjK †_‡K †PvL `y‡Uv‡K euvPv‡bvi R‡b¨| KviI hw` Ii Qwe
ìKvi nq, Zvi bvMv‡ji g‡a¨ †d‡j †i‡L‡Q ivbv, B‡”Q
Ki‡jB msMÖn Ki‡Z cvi‡e| b‡ik eo–qvi gy‡L †d«Â KvU
`vwo, weovj‡Pv‡Lv, Ryjwdi ˆ`N©¨ `yÕBwÂ, wmuw_ Kv‡U
Wvbw`‡K| GB †Pnviv wb‡q cwji Kv‡Q †div DwPZ †nvZ bv,
ivbv †d‡iIwb| †jwU‡m †eov‡bvi AbygwZ-cÎ I jyKvm
GqvijvB‡Ýi wUwKU kwg©jx‡K cvwV‡q msMÖn K‡i‡Q| Øx‡c
†b‡g, ÷vi-G bvg †jLv‡bvi mgq, b‡ik eo–qv Zvi cvm‡cvU©
I wfmv wi‡mck‡b Rgv †i‡L‡Q| cvm‡cv‡U©i IB Qwe msMÖn
K‡i †KD hw` B›Uvi‡b‡U †LuvR-Lei †bq, GgbwK
B›Uvi‡cvj‡KI hw` wR‡Ám K‡i, Rvbv hv‡e b‡ik eo–qv
Rvb©vwj÷ bq, ÔDjdvÕi GKRb `ya©l© †Mwijv jxWvi|
†Uvc †djvi ci GLb ivbvi A‡c¶vi cvjv|
K¨vwm‡bvq Xy‡K KzL¨vZ e`gvk b‡ik eo–qv Ryqv †Lj‡e
44 gvmy` ivbvÐ311
bv, Zv †Zv nq bv| i“‡jZ ûB‡ji mvg‡b †ek wfo, †V‡jVy‡j
RvqMv K‡i wbj ivbv| gvwbe¨vM †_‡K GKUv GK‡kv Wjv‡ii
†bvU †U‡b wb‡jB nZ, wKš‘ Zv bv K‡i GKMv`v †bvU nv‡Z
wbj, Zvi g‡a¨ cuvP‡kv I nvRvi Wjv‡ii GKvwaK †bvUI
Av‡Q| cv‡k ùvov‡bv M¤¢xi`k©b †mB †Kvwiqvb †jvKUv †ek
g‡bv‡hvM w`‡qB UvKv¸‡jv j¶ Kij|
†Ljv ïi“ nevi ci †`Lv †Mj nvRvi Wjvi †n‡iI b‡ik
eo–qv nvm‡Q| UvKv †diZ cvevi R‡b¨ Avi †Lj‡ZI ivwR
n‡jv bv, ejj, Ôwgm dvivn-i bvPUv wgm Ki‡Z PvB bv|Õ
ÔAvwgI bv,Õ bvwK my‡i, fvOv-fvOv Bs‡iwR‡Z ejj
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Gj|
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wUwKU KvU‡Z n‡jv, m‡½ dvI cvIqv †Mj GKUv gy‡Lvk|
†e‡Q †bqvi my‡hvM _vKvq evNB cQ›` Kij ivbv, bvB ev n‡jv
†mUv i‡qj †e½j UvBMvi| †Kvwiqvb †jvKUv cQ›` Kij
eyjWM| AcÖvmw½K n‡jI ivbvi g‡b c‡o †Mj, KzKz‡i I‡ì
Ai“wP †bB|
njN‡ii Kv‡¯— AvK…wZi evi I †Uwej¸‡jvq ax‡i ax‡i
wfo R‡g DVj| ivbv Avi Ii bxie m½x †÷‡Ri KvQvKvwQ
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Avi j¨vwUb K¨v‡givg¨vb| GivI gy‡Lvk c‡i Av‡Q, Z‡e
†cvkvK †`‡L wPb‡Z Amywe‡a n‡jv bv| †bcvjx f`ª‡jvK wmsn
Avi K¨v‡givg¨vb wb‡q‡Q WªvKzjvi gyL| Nwoi KuvUv †Nvivi
m‡½ m‡½ wfo evo‡Q| Avi me †Uwe‡ji gZ I‡ì †Uwe‡jI
AwZwi³ `y‡Uv K‡i †Pqvi †`qv n‡jv, Zv‡Z Avmxb n‡jv
ev‡Ni LuvPv 45
GKUv cÖKvÊ NyNy Avi GKUv Mwijv| bv, G‡ì‡K ivbv wPb‡Z
cvij bv|
†÷‡R cÖ_‡g Gj GKRb RvMjvi, Zvici GKRb
K‡gwWqvb| Zviv we`vq wb‡Z GK Uv¤^jvi †g‡q †ek wKQy¶Y
A¨v‡µve¨vwUK ˆbcyY¨ †`wL‡q gy» Kij mevB‡K|
BwZg‡a¨ A‡c¶vq †_‡K †_‡K A‰ah© n‡q D‡V‡Q `k©Kiv|
cÖ_‡g ¸Äb †kvbv †Mj, Zvici mw¤§wjZ K‡É †Kvivm ïi“
n‡jvÑÔwgm dvivn! wgm dvivn! wgm...Õ
†÷R GB gyn~‡Z© Lvwj, Z‡e c`©v c‡owb| mevi gZ ivbvI
GKUv cÖZ¨vkv wb‡q A‡c¶v Ki‡Q, †PvL `y‡Uv evi evi wd‡i
hv‡”Q †÷‡Ri w`‡K, ZviciI †QvÆ NUbvUv †`L‡Z †cj I|
I‡ì cv‡ki †Uwe‡j mvZRb gy‡Lvkavix e‡mwQj, †kl
†jvKUv wnUjvi| Zvi †Pqvi nVvr Lvwj †`‡L GKUz AevK n‡jv
ivbv|
AK¯§vr cy‡ivcywi AÜKvi n‡q †Mj †÷R| †mB m‡½
†_‡g †Mj †Kvivm| wcb-cZb wbieZv †b‡g Avm‡Z Ajm I
¸i“M¤¢xi Wyg-Wyg k‡ã Wªvg evR‡Z ïi“ Kij| kãUvi jq
`ª“Z evo‡Q, GK mgq nvU©we‡Ui m‡½ GKB Q‡›` †e‡R Pjj|
AÜKvi †÷‡R KLb c`©v †b‡g G‡m‡Q †KD †Ui cvqwb,
e¨vcviUv Rvbv †Mj c`©vi Mv‡q wbtm½ GKUv ¯úUjvBU
AvQ‡o co‡Z| AvPgKv `yÕduvK n‡jv c`©v, fuvR¸‡jv R¨vš—
cÖvYxi gZ jvdv‡Z jvdv‡Z nvwi‡q †Mj Ic‡i Mvp Qvqvi
†fZi| Avi wVK †mB mgq ¯—ä n‡q †Mj Wªvg| †÷R Lvwj,
njN‡ii wb¯—äZv k¦vmi“×Ki| Zvici SbSb k‡ã GKm‡½
†e‡R DVj A‡bK¸‡jv gw›ìv, ZviB m‡½ PÂjv nwiYxi gZ
Qy‡U G‡m ¯úUjvB‡U ùvovj wgm dvivn|
46 gvmy` ivbvÐ311
`xN© K‡qK gyn~Z© GKPzj boj bv, GK cv‡q fi w`‡q
ùvwo‡q Av‡Q wVK †hb GKUv †eªvÄ g~wZ©| Zvici Avevi w`ªg-
`ªvg AvIqvR Zz‡j †e‡R DVj Wªvg, †mB m‡½ axi MwZ‡Z w¯’i
A½web¨vm †f‡O coj, µgk Aw¯’i I w¶cÖ n‡q DVj †mvbvwj
A½bv| GB bvP Av‡M KLbI †`‡Lwb ivbv, ZviciI A‡Pbv
bq; Avm‡j wZb ai‡bi bZ©Kxi f~wgKvq GKvB AeZxY© n‡q‡Q
†g‡qwUÑ†ejx WvÝvi, †Mv-†Mv Mvj© I w÷ªcvi|
gy» we¯§‡q wenŸj n‡q coj `k©Kiv| Zvi cuvPwgkvwj
bv‡P wgkixq ms¯‹…wZi †Quvqv KZUzKz ejv KwVb, Z‡e ivbvi
m‡›`n n‡jv GB †g‡q fviZxq b„Z¨wk‡í fvjB Zvwjg
wb‡q‡Q| ci‡b hZUzKz bv Kvco Zvi‡P‡q †ewk cvwLi cvjK,
evnvwi i‡Oi PzgwK emv‡bv _vKvq Kvc‡o †hb jvj-bxj-meyR-
†Mvjvcx Avi mv`v Av¸b †j‡M Av‡Q, Av‡jv cÖwZdwjZ
nIqvq auvwa‡q hv‡”Q †PvL| cv Lvwj, ev‡`ï m‡½ Q›` eRvq
†i‡L gv‡Sg‡a¨ †Mvovwj VyK‡Q †÷‡Ri †g‡S‡Z| Kwâ Avi
†Mvovwj‡Z R¨vš— n‡q DVj †Kq~i, evRyeÜ, gj I NyOyi|
GKwU gvÎ †PvL auvav‡bv Av‡jv bv‡Qvo-†cÖwg‡Ki gZ AbymiY
Ki‡Q Zv‡K| M¤^yR AvK…wZi †Rvov ¯—‡bi _i_i K¤úb Avi
D_‡j IVvi fve †`‡L g‡b n‡jv I¸‡jvi †hb Avjv`v GKUv
K‡i †gvUi Av‡Q| ¯úUjvB‡Ui Av‡jvq njyèiY AviI D¾¡j
jvM‡Q, †hb Zij †mvbvq †Mvmj Kwi‡q w`‡q‡Q †KD|
gw›ìv Avi Wªv‡gi kã `ª“Z †_‡K `ª“ZZi n‡”Q, †mB m‡½
gaïv‡Zi gZ wbKl Kv‡jv †Kkivwk wbqš¿Ynxb w`wM¦w`K
Do‡Q, gv‡Sg‡a¨ †X‡K w`‡”Q Zvi cy‡ivUv EaŸ©v½|
ivbvi g‡b wQj| wQj e‡jB Nvo wdwi‡q cv‡ki †Uwe‡j
ZvKvj| †Pqvi †Q‡o P‡j wM‡qwQj wnUjvi| bxj‡P weR‡bm
ev‡Ni LuvPv 47
my‡U †Kvb cwieZ©b †bB, ïay e`j n‡q‡Q gy‡LvkUvÑwnUjvi
GLb evN| ¯^fveZB LyuZLyu‡Z GKUv fve RvMj ivbvi g‡b|
†jvKUv wK evN †m‡R‡Q Ii †`Lv‡`wL? †m‡¶‡Î wbðqB Zvi
†Kvb D‡Ïk¨ Av‡Q| †mUv wK, eyS‡Z n‡j cÖ_‡g Rvb‡Z n‡e
gy‡Lv‡ki Avov‡j †K †m|
ivbvi Nvo †div‡bv †Ui †c‡q‡Q evN| axi, mwebq fw½‡Z
gv_vUv GKevi SuvKvj †mÑ†hb GK evN Av‡iK evN‡K m¤§vb
Rvbv‡”Q|
ÔAvcbvi gZ AvgivI Gbv-i we‡kl msev``vZv,Õ ivbvi
Wvb cvk †_‡K ejj cÖKvÊ NyNy|
Avgiv ej‡Z NyNy KÕRb‡K †evSv‡”Q? wb‡Ri evg cv‡k
ZvwK‡q Mwijv‡K †`Lj ivbv, ZvKv‡ZB gv_v SuvKvj Mwijv|
GZ¶‡Y cwi®‹vi n‡q †Mj I‡ì cwiPq| Mwijvi KvVv‡gvB
e‡j w`‡”Q †m Avgvb †gvnv¤§`| AviI eo cÖgvY Zvi GK
nv‡Z Zmwe, Aci nv‡Z †gvevBj †dvb| NyNyUv wbðqB gvjyB
myKvqv| Zvigv‡b cv‡ki †Uwe‡j I‡ìB m½xÑ†ivwn½v mš¿vmx
†Mvwôi jxWvi| IivI †h B.Gb.G-i wbR¯^ msev``vZvi fyqv
cwiP‡q †jwUm Øx‡c G‡m‡Q, G-Lei cwji KvQ †_‡K Av‡MB
†R‡b‡Q ivbv|
Gfv‡e I‡K wN‡i emvi gv‡bUv wK? m‡›`nRbK PwiÎ
AviI †ek K‡qKRb i‡q‡Q Avkcv‡k| †Kvwiqvb †jvKUvi
m‡½ jyKvm GqvijvBÝ Awdmvi‡ì †ek Nwbô m¤úK© j¶
K‡i‡Q ivbv| j¶ K‡i‡Q eyjW‡Mi m‡½ wms‡ni, A_©vr
†Kvwiqvb †jvKUvi m‡½ †bcvjx e„‡×i Aš—i½Zv| ivbvi `„p
wek¦vm, Giv †KD †mªd †eov‡bvi R‡b¨ †jwU‡m Av‡mwb,
G‡m‡Q †Mvcb †Kvb Kv‡R| GgbwK j¨vwUb wMUvwi÷ Avi
48 gvmy` ivbvÐ311
K¨v‡gig¨vb‡KI ivbv m‡›`‡ni †Pv‡L †`L‡QÑhwÌ GB gyn~‡Z©
K¨v‡gig¨v‡bi m‡½ Zvi eÜzwU K¨vev‡iB‡Z †bB|
Ôb‡ik evey, Av`ve,Õ Mwijv, A_©vr Avgvb †gvnv¤§` Aùz‡U
ejj|
†÷‡Ri w`‡K †PvL, `„wó bv wdwi‡qB weoweo Kij ivbv,
Ôbg¯‹vi|Õ
Ôïbjvg Avcbvi mgm¨v bvwK †idv‡iÝ wb‡q,Õ Gevi
evsjvq ejj Avgvb| ÔAvgivI †Zv Dcgnv‡`‡ki cÖwZwbwaZ¡
KiwQ, Kv‡RB Avgv‡ì mn‡hvwMZv Avcbvi DcKv‡i Avm‡Z
cv‡i|Õ
m‡›`n †bB, K¨viwj‡bi m‡½ G‡ì K_v n‡q‡Q| wK K_v
n‡q‡Q †mUv Aek¨ ejv gykwKj| K¨viwjb nq‡Zv jyKvm
†W‡fb‡cv‡U©i Zid †_‡K Rvb‡Z †P‡q‡Q, b‡ik eo–qv‡K Iiv
†P‡b wKbv, ev Avjvc K‡i †ei Kiv m¤¢e wKbv †jwUm Øx‡c wK
D‡Ïk¨ wb‡q G‡m‡Q I| Ii e¨vcv‡i jyKvm †W‡fb‡cv‡U©i
†jvKRb nVvr †LuvR Lei wb‡”Q, Ggb g‡b Kivi KviY †bB|
ivbv MZ kwbevi mKv‡j †jwU‡m Avmvi AbygwZ †P‡q dg©
c~iY K‡i‡Q, Rvbv K_v MZ Pvi w`b a‡i B›Uvi‡bU-Gi
gva¨‡g fvi‡Zi DËi-cye ivR¨ †gNvjq, Avmvg, wÎcyiv I
wg‡Rviv‡gi Rw½ †Mvwô m¤ú‡K© Z_¨ msMÖn K‡i‡Q †W‡fb‡cvU©
B‡›Uwj‡RÝ| b‡ik eo–qv m¤ú‡K© †ek wKQy Z_¨ †c‡q‡Q Zviv,
Avevi A‡bK Ri“ix Z_¨ cvqIwb| †mR‡b¨B nq‡Zv cwiwPZ
Ges IB GKB GjvKvi Awaevmx Avgvb Ms‡K a‡i‡Q, hw`
†Kvb mvnvh¨ cvIqv hvq †f‡e| Avi Avgvb m¤¢eZ †mB
my‡hv‡M †idv‡iÝ mvc−vB †`qvi bvg K‡i Rvb‡Z †Póv Ki‡Q
Zvi, Zv‡ì ev jyKvm †W‡fb‡cv‡U©i wei“‡× b‡ik eo–qv †Kvb
ev‡Ni LuvPv 49
ûgwK wKbv| Ôabëv`,Õ Avgvb‡K ejj ivbv| ÔwKš‘ Av‡M †Zv
Avgv‡K Rvb‡Z n‡e Kvi m‡½ wK wb‡q Avjvc Kie, Zv bv
n‡j †idv‡iÝ Avgvi wK Kv‡R jvM‡e?Õ
ÔBg jx my Avcbvi Qvqv n‡q Ny‡i †eov‡”Qb, j¶
K‡ibwb?Õ gy‡Lv‡ki †fZi nvwmi kã n‡jv| ÔDwbB †Zv Avjvc
Kivi cÖ_g gva¨g| wØZxq gva¨g wKg Db| Z‡e Avgvi civgk©
n‡jv, †idv‡iÝ Qvov K_v ej‡Z hvIqvUv †bnvZ †evKvwg
n‡e|Õ
ÔAvwg †Kvb gva¨g PvB bv,Õ ejj ivbv| ÔK_v hw` ewj †Zv
mivmwi KZ©vi m‡½B eje|Õ
gv_v bvoj Mwijv| Ô†mj wm mv RymvBI cÖ_g ch©v‡q KviI
m‡½B mivmwi Avjvc K‡ib bv|Õ
ÔwimU© d¨vwmwjwUi g¨v‡bRvi? Duûu, Zvi m‡½ Avgvi †Kvb
Avjvc †bB| Avwg mivmwi jyKvm †W‡fb‡cv‡U©i m‡½ K_v
ej‡Z PvB|Õ
ÔG-ai‡bi eëmv Kivi K_v †Lv` gvwjK wK KLbI
¯^xKvi K‡ib, bv Avjvc Kivi SzuwK †bb? ZvQvov, Zuv‡K
Avcwb cv‡”Qb †Kv_vq †h Avjvc Ki‡eb?Õ
Ô†m‡¶‡Î Gevi ïay †ewo‡qB wd‡i hve,Õ ejj ivbv| Ôc‡i
hw` Avwm, jyKvm †W‡fb‡cvU©‡K cve †R‡bB Avme|Õ
ÔcÖwZwU †Ljvi wbw`©ó wKQy wbqg _v‡K,Õ ejj Avgvb|
ÔAvcwb †`Lv hv‡”Q wbqg †g‡b †Lj‡Z ivwR bb|Õ
ÔwVK a‡i‡QbÑAvwg Avm‡j wb‡Ri wbq‡g †Lwj|Õ
ÔwKš‘ Avcwb GLb †jwU‡m i‡q‡Qb, I‡ì nv‡Zi gy‡Vvq,
GB ev¯—eZv fy‡j †M‡j Pj‡e †Kb!Õ
Ôev¯—eZvi AviI GKUv wcV Av‡Q,Õ ejj ivbv, gy‡Lv‡ki
50 gvmy` ivbvÐ311
†fZi mk‡ã nvmj| ÔIiv Avgvi m¤ú‡K© wbðqB †LuvR
wb‡q‡QÑRv‡b Avwg †K, Rv‡b wb‡R‡K Avwg i¶v Ki‡Z
Rvwb|Õ K_vUv wg‡_¨ bq| b‡ik eo–qv ÔDjdvÕ-i `ya©l© GKRb
†hv×v, evsjv‡`k-fviZ mxgv‡š— Zrci wekvj GK †Mwijv
evwnbxi †bZ…Z¡ †`q, †mbv-QvDwb‡Z AZwK©‡Z nvgjv Pvwj‡q
e›`x †Mwijv gy³ K‡i Av‡b| AvcvZ`„wó‡Z †`Lv bv †M‡jI,
we‡`‡k KLbI †M‡j AZ¨š— `¶ I AvZ¥NvZx GK`j †`ni¶x
Zvi Ae¯’vb gwbUi K‡i, cÖ‡qvR‡b Zviv cÖvY w`‡q n‡jI
b‡ik eo–qv‡K i¶v Ki‡e| GKiKg AviI wKQy Z_¨
B›Uvi‡b‡U †Q‡o †`qv Av‡Q, BwZg‡a¨ wbðqB Zv msMÖn
K‡i‡Q jyKvm B‡›Uwj‡RÝ|
ÔAvcwb Avgv‡K m¤¢eZ fyj eyS‡Qb,Õ ejj Avgvb
†gvnv¤§`| ÔAvwg wKš‘ I‡ì c‡¶ IKvjwZ KiwQ bv| Avcwb
hw` mwZ¨ b‡ik eo–qv nb, Avcbv‡K mvnvh¨ KivB Avgv‡ì
D‡Ïk¨|Õ
Ôm‡›`n Av‡Q bvwK?Õ
ÔI‡ì nq‡Zv †bB,Õ ejj Avgvb| ÔZ‡e Avgv‡ì
GKR‡bi Av‡Q|Õ Bw½‡Z cv‡ki †Uwe‡ji evNUv‡K †`Lvj|
ÔIi bvg mvB` AvivKvbx| I †ivwn½v, gymjgvb|Õ
BwZg‡a¨ wgm dvivn-i DÏvg bvP `k©K‡ì Db¥v` K‡i
Zz‡j‡Q| njN‡i cÖPÊ †Kvjvnj; wPrKvi-†PuPv‡gwP Avi wk‡mi
AvIqv‡R Kvb cvZv `vq|
ÔDjdvi K‡qKRb jxWvi‡K †P‡b mvB`,Õ Avevi ejj
Avgvb| ÔAvcwbI hw` Zv‡ì‡K †P‡bb, Ii g‡b Avi †Kvb
m‡›`n _vK‡e bv|Õ
g‡b g‡b cÖgv` ¸Yj ivbv| †ivwn½v mš¿vmx myU civ eª“U
ev‡Ni LuvPv 51
mvB` AvivKvbx †`Lv hv‡”Q Ii wbivcËvi R‡b¨ weivU ûgwK
n‡q ùvwo‡q‡Q| Gi GKgvÎ mgvavb †jvKUv‡K Lyb Kiv| wKš‘
VvÊv gv_vq, ïay wbivcËv wewNœZ nevi f‡q KvD‡K Lyb Kiv Ii
c‡¶ m¤¢e bq| ZvQvov, PvB‡jI mevi †PvL duvwK w`‡q KvRUv
Kiv hv‡e bv| Ôhw` cÖgvY nq Avwg Djdvi †KD bB, Zvn‡j
wK n‡e?Õ
Ôwm×vš— †b‡e RymvBI| Avgv‡ì KvR n‡e Zuv‡K wi‡cvU©
KivÑmy Avi Db-Gi gva¨‡g|Õ
ÔAvi cix¶vq hw` cvm Kwi?Õ wR‡Ám Kij ivbv| Ô†Zvgiv
mycvwik Ki‡e, Avwg hv‡Z wUªcj‡nWvi cvB?Õ
ÔwUªcj‡nWvi? gv‡b?Õ AvKvk †_‡K covi fvb Kij
Avgvb| Ô†mUv Avevi wK?Õ
âh© bv nvwi‡q ivbv ejj, ÔZvn‡j ZzwgB e‡jv, †jwU‡m
†Kb Avwg G‡mwQ? RymvBIi m‡½ Avjvc Kivi R‡b¨
†idv‡iÝ ìKvi ejQÑwK wb‡q Avjvc Kivi R‡b¨? †ZvgivB
ev wK D‡Ïk¨ wb‡q †jwU‡m G‡mQ?Õ
we›`ygvÎ wØav bv K‡i Avgvb Reve w`j, ÔAvgiv G‡mwQ
†n‡ivB‡bi mvc−vB wb‡q| mys-Gi aviYv, ZzwgI †n‡ivBb wewµ
Ki‡Z PvI|Õ
ÔjyKvm †W‡fb‡cvU© ïay wewjI‡bqvi eëmvqx bb, mevB
Rv‡b mZZv I b¨vqbxwZi m‡½ wZwb KLbI Avcm K‡ib bv|
wZwb †n‡ivB‡bi eëmv K‡ib, G Avwg wek¦vm Kwi bv|Õ
Avgvb nvmj| Ô†K ejj wg. †W‡fb‡cvU© †n‡ivB‡bi eëmv
K‡ib? Avgv‡ì †µZv wZwb bbÑ†µZv wg. RymvBI|Õ GKUz
†_‡g m‡KŠZz‡K Rvb‡Z PvBj, ÔwUªcj‡nWvi wRwbmUv wK? IUv
w`‡q wK nq?Õ
52 gvmy` ivbvÐ311
Gevi ivbv nvmj| ÔwUªcj‡nWvi GKUv wXj| †h wXj w`‡q
Zzwg mvfv‡ii ¯§„wZ‡mŠa, knx` wgbvi Avi evsjv‡`‡k †hLv‡b
hZ g~wZ© Av‡Q me †f‡O †dj‡Z PvI| bxwZMZfv‡e AvwgI
kvwš— I w¯’wZkxjZvi we‡ivax, Avgvb †gvnv¤§`| Kv‡RB
†Zvgvi GB Kv‡R Avgvi ˆbwZK mg_©b Av‡Q|Õ
Reve w`‡Z GKUz †`wi Kij Avgvb| ÔZzwg wec¾bK
GKUv Gwj‡g›U, b‡ik eo–qv| g‡b n‡”Q Rv`y-Uv`y Rv‡bv, Zv
bv n‡j Avgvi g‡bi K_v...nvq Avj−vn, Zzwg †Zv †`LwQ Avgvi
bvgI Rv‡bv!Õ
ÔGLb wbðq eyS‡Z cviQ, †n‡ivB‡bi Mí ïwb‡q Avgv‡K
†evKv evbv‡bv hv‡e bv? Avgvi m‡½ nvZ †gjvI, Avgvb|
Av‡L‡i Zv‡Z †Zvgv‡ìB g½j| Zzwg wUªcj‡nWvi †c‡j
†Zvgvi AveŸvRvb †gŠjev`x ivR‰bwZK `jwUi Avgxi n‡q
evsjv‡`k‡K Zv‡jevb‡ì `yM©g NuvwU evbv‡Z cvi‡eb, Avi IB
wgmvBj Avwg †c‡j Djdv evsjv‡`‡ki cv‡k ¯^vaxb GKUv ivóª
MVb Ki‡Z cvi‡e| GLb hw` Zzwg Avgv‡K mvnvh¨ K‡iv,
fwel¨‡Z Avgiv Zvi cÖwZ`vb †èÑZv‡jevb‡ì m‡½ Djdvi
n‡e Mjvq Mjvq fve...Õ
Ôe‡jv wKfv‡e Avwg †Zvgvi mvnv‡h¨ Avm‡Z cvwi|Õ
Ô†jwUm Z¨vM Kivi Av‡M Aš—Z GK WRb wUªcj‡nWvi
m‡½ K‡i wb‡q †h‡Z PvB Avwg| wK iKg `vg co‡e, wKfv‡e
†c‡g›U Ki‡Z n‡e...Õ
ÔG‡KKUvi `vg aiv n‡q‡Q cuvP wgwjqb gvwK©b Wjvi,Õ
ejj Avgvb| Ôcy‡iv c¨v‡K‡Ri `vg co‡e GK‡kv cuwPk †KvwU
fviZxq iƒcx| cy‡iv c¨v‡KR gv‡b cuwPkUv wgmvBj mn GKUv
mmvi| cy‡iv UvKv RymvBIi myBm e¨vsK A¨vKvD‡›U Rgv
ev‡Ni LuvPv 53
Ki‡Z n‡e cÖ_‡g| UvKv Rgv n‡q‡Q, G-Lei cvevi ci gvS
mgy‡`ª †Zvgv‡K GKUv RvnvR wb‡q A‡c¶v Ki‡Z ejv n‡e|
wZb w`‡bi g‡a¨ ILv‡b †Wwjfvwi †`qv n‡e Kv‡M©v|Õ
ÔAvwg Zvn‡j wUªcj‡nWvi m‡½ K‡i wb‡q †h‡Z cvie bv?Õ
Ô†jwUm †_‡K? bvn&! wUªcj‡nWvi ˆZwi Kiv n‡”Q GLvb
†_‡K eû `~‡i, Aš—Z GK‡kv gvBj `~‡i †KvbI wbR©b Øx‡c|
¯^fveZB †mB Øx‡ci nw`k Iiv KvD‡K ej‡Z ivwR bq|Õ
ÔjyKvm †W‡fb‡cvU© wK mwZ¨ GB eëmvi m‡½ RwoZ bb?Õ
ÔAek¨B RwoZ| wZwb cyuwR bv Xvj‡j wK GZ eo GKUv
cÖKí wb‡q G‡Mv‡Z cvi‡Zb RymvBI?Õ
ÔcuywR Xvj‡jb †W‡fb‡cvU©, A_P wUªcj‡nWvi wewµi UvKv
Rgv n‡e RymvBIi e¨vsK A¨vKvD‡›U, e¨vcviUv wK?Õ
ÔGZ me e¨vcv‡i gv_v Nvwg‡q Avgv‡ì KvR wK!Õ ejj
Avgvb| ÔAvgv‡ì hv ìKvi Zv †c‡jB †Zv n‡jv, bv wK?Õ
ÔZv wVK|Õ
ÔAvgiv Zvn‡j AvR †_‡K eÜz njvg,Õ nvZUv evwo‡q w`‡q
ejj Avgvb| ÔZ‡e Bg jx my Avi wKg Db †h‡nZz Avgv‡ì‡K
GKUv `vwqZ¡ w`‡q‡Qb, mvB` AvivKvbxi m‡½ Aek¨B GKevi
Avjvc Ki‡Z n‡e †Zvgv‡K| †mUv AvR n‡jB fvj nq|Õ
ÔAvRB †Kb?Õ
ÔKviY wg. RymvBI e‡j w`‡q‡Qb, wg. †W‡fb‡cvU© †jwUm
wfwRU Kivi mgq †µZv ev m¤¢ve¨ †µZv Kvi“iB GLv‡b _vKv
Pj‡e bv|Õ
ÔK‡e Avm‡Qb wZwb?Õ
Ôkwbev‡i Avm‡eb e‡j ïb‡Z cvw”Q| KvR †m‡i
ïµev‡iB wd‡i †h‡Z n‡e Avgv‡ì‡K| Zvi gv‡b, †Zvgvi
54 gvmy` ivbvÐ311
cwiPq m¤ú‡K© wg. RymvBI‡K mvB` hw` AvR wbwðZ Ki‡Z
cv‡i, wUªcj‡nWvi ì`vg Kiv Avi e¨vs‡K UvKv Rgv Kivi
R‡b¨ nv‡Z gvÎ QwÎk NÈv mgq cv”Q Zzwg| wKb‡ZB hLb
G‡mQ, wbðqB UvKvi eë¯’v Kiv Av‡Q †Zvgvi?Õ
gv_v SuvKvj ivbv| ÔAvgvi Kv‡Q gv÷vi KvW© Av‡Q|Õ
ÔZey QwÎk NÈv Lye †ewk mgq bq| †Zvgvi gv÷vi KvW©
f¨vwjW wKbv †LuvR wb‡ZI †Zv mgq jvM‡e I‡ì| ZvB ejwQ,
Avwg PvB GB bvP †kl n‡jB mvB‡ì m‡½ K_v e‡jv Zzwg|
mvB` I. †K. Ki‡j jx my †Zvgvi m‡½ Avjvc Ki‡e|Õ
†R` a‡i †Kvb jvf †bB, Gov‡bv m¤¢e bq, AMZ¨v ivwR
n‡q †Mj ivbv| ÔwVK Av‡Q| Av‡iKUv K_v, Avgvb| Avgv‡ì
PviR‡bi Kv‡M©v GKB Rvnv‡R †Wwjfvwi wb‡Z cvi‡j me w`K
†_‡K mywe‡a nq| gvjyB myKvqv Zvi wUªcj‡nWvi wb‡q kªxj¼vq
†b‡g †Mj| evwK wZbR‡bi Kv‡M©v e‡½vcmvMi n‡q
K·evRv‡i wb‡q wM‡q Lvjvm Ki‡jB Pj‡e|Õ
Avgvb nvmj| Ô†Zvgvi †`LwQ Pg‡Ki †Kvb Afve †bB,
eÜz| †KŠk‡j Rvwb‡q w`‡j gvjyB myKvqv‡KI Zzwg †P‡bv|Õ
ivbv Pzc K‡i _vKj| mvB`-mgm¨vi mgvavb LyuR‡Q I|
Avgvb Avevi ejj, ÔZzwg Avm‡j wb‡Ri Kv‡M©v Avmv‡g
wb‡q hvevi R‡b¨ evsjv‡`‡ki †fZi wbivc` c¨v‡mR PvBQ,
ZvB bv?Õ
nvmj ivbv| ÔeÜz n‡q eÜzi GB mvgvb¨ DcKviUv Zzwg
Ki‡e bv?Õ
ÔAek¨B Kie, Z‡e GB DcKv‡ii wewbg‡q AvgviI wKš‘
GKUv DcKvi cvIbv n‡e|Õ
Ônu¨v, wbðqB|Õ
ev‡Ni LuvPv 55
Avevi Iiv gb w`j bv‡P| `k©Kiv nVvr mevB GK`g kvš—
n‡q †M‡Q| KviY, wgm dvivn Zvi bv‡Pi †kl c‡e© †cuŠQv‡Z
hv‡”Q| GB †kl `„kÜv †`Lvi R‡b¨B mevB GLv‡b GZ¶Y
âh© a‡i e‡m Av‡Q|
Wªvg I gw›ìvi DÏvg evRbvi m‡½ Zvj I Q›` eRvq
†i‡L AK¯§vr †g‡qwU Zvi Kw÷Dg-Gi Uc L‡m co‡Z w`j
†÷‡Ri †g‡S‡Z| K…òKv‡jv wecyj †Kkivwk wbwñ`ª c`©vi gZ
D‡o G‡m †X‡K w`j †cU Avi eyK, GK cj‡Ki R‡b¨ duvK
n‡Z ïi“ K‡iB Avevi eÜ n‡q †Mj|
†mvbvwj †g‡qi bvfxi Ici †Kvb e¯¿ †bB, A_P `k©Kiv
wKQyB †`L‡Z cv‡”Q bv, ˆn-nÆ‡Mvj ï‡b †evSv †Mj †mUvB
Zv‡ì Amš‘wói g~j KviY| wb‡l‡ai K_v †egvjyg fy‡j wM‡q
A‡b‡KB †Pqvi †Q‡o ùvwo‡q c‡o‡Q, wPrKvi K‡i wgm
dvivn‡K m¤ú~Y© wee¯¿ n‡Z ej‡Q| GgbwK `yÕGKRb‡K
†÷‡Ri w`‡K Qy‡U †h‡ZI †`Lv †Mj| ivbv j¶ Kij, Zv‡ì
g‡a¨ GKUv evNI Av‡Q| cv‡ki †Uwe‡j ZvwK‡q †`‡L †Pqv‡i
mvB` AvivKvbx †bB|
ïay bv‡gB bq, jyKvm dvBf ÷vi Avm‡jI Avš—R©vwZK gv‡bi
†nv‡Uj, ¯^fveZB GiKg Af`ªZv GLv‡b Avkv Kiv hvq bv|
wKš‘ hv Avkv Kiv hvq bv ZvB NU‡Q GLb| †nv‡U‡ji `k-
ev‡ivRb wmwKDwiwU Awdmvi Av‡M †_‡KB ˆZwi wQj, G †_‡K
†evSv hvq cÖvqB GLv‡b G-ai‡bi NUbv N‡U|
ivbv †`Lj, myU civ eª“U mvB` AvivKvbxi †`Lv‡`wL `k-
ev‡ivRb †jvK †÷‡R DV‡Z hv‡”Q| BwZg‡a¨ †Pqvi †Q‡o
ùvwo‡q c‡o‡Q nj fwZ© me gvbyl| wmwKDwiwU Awdmviiv
ûB‡mj evwR‡q Qy‡UvQywU Ki‡Q, wPrKvi K‡i mshg Abykxj‡bi
56 gvmy` ivbvÐ311
Aby‡iva Ki‡Q, †÷‡Ri mvg‡b †_‡K nvZ a‡i †U‡b Avb‡Q
m¤§vwbZ †evW©vi‡ì|
mevi †PvL duvwK w`‡q mvB` AvivKvbx †÷‡R †Zv
D‡V‡QB, Pig `ytmvn‡mi cwiPq w`‡q wgm dvivni Mv‡q nvZ
w`‡q e‡m‡Q †m| †g‡qwU AvZ‡¼ bxj n‡q †M‡Q, VK VK K‡i
Kuvc‡Q f‡q, Zvici AK¯§vr †ivwn½v mš¿vmxi ey‡K av°v w`‡q
QyUj †m| †m-I QyUj, mvBÌ Zv‡K avIqv Kij, ïi“ n‡jv
†÷R Ry‡o Qy‡UvQywU|
fyj †evSveywS Govevi R‡b¨ gy‡LvkUv Ly‡j †d‡j w`j
ivbv, Zvici wZb jv‡d †÷‡Ri mvg‡b G‡m Av‡iK jv‡d
D‡V coj Ic‡i| †Zgb wKQy Kivi cÖ‡qvRb n‡jv bv,
mvB`‡K cvk KvUv‡Z †`‡L ïay GKUv cv evwo‡q w`j I| j¨vs
†L‡q †÷‡Ri Ici òvg K‡i AvQvo †L‡jv †m| cigyn~‡Z©
wcQb †_‡K I‡K AuvK‡o a‡i A`g¨ Kvbœvq †f‡O coj
†g‡qwU|
†÷‡R AviI K‡qKRb Db¥v` D‡V c‡o‡Q, Zv‡ì w`‡K
†Nvivi Av‡M aivkvqx mvB`‡K cÖPÊ GKUv jvw_ gvij ivbv|
†ivwn½v mš¿vmx wQU‡K c‡o †Mj †÷‡Ri wb‡P| Qy‡U G‡m Zvi
†mev-ïkÖƒlvi R‡b¨ e¨¯— n‡q DVj Avgvb †gvnv¤§` Avi gvjyB
myKvqv| †mw`K †_‡K †PvL mwi‡q †÷‡R D‡V Avmv
†jvK¸‡jvi w`‡K ZvKvj ivbv| ÔGB gyn~‡Z© g‡a¨ †b‡g hvI,
Zv bv n‡j †mvRv nvmcvZv‡j cvwV‡q †è|Õ
cuvP †m‡K‡ÛB Lvwj n‡q †Mj †÷R| R¨v‡KUUv Ly‡j
†g‡qwUi Mv XvKj ivbv, big my‡i ejj, ÔAvi †Kvb fq †bB|
Z‡e GLb Avi †÷‡R _vKv wVK n‡e bv, Zzwg †Wªwmsiƒ‡g P‡j
hvI|Õ
ev‡Ni LuvPv 57
†g‡qwUI Bs‡iwR‡Z Reve w`j, ÔwKš‘ KZ…©c‡¶i wb‡`©k
Av‡Q, hZ wKQyB NUzK, †kv †kl Ki‡Z n‡e|Õ
Ôn‡e bv,Õ ejj ivbv| ÔKZ…©c‡¶i m‡½ Avwg eySe, Zzwg
hvI|Õ
†MvUv njiƒg GLbI AÜKvi, †÷‡R ivbv I †g‡qwU
ùvwo‡q Av‡Q ¯úUjvB‡Ui gvSLv‡b| †g‡qwUi mš¿¯— I BZ¯—Z
fve j¶ K‡i AevK n‡jv I| GB mgq Avevi †e‡R DVj Wªvg
I gw›ìv|
ÔAvcwb †b‡g hvb,Õ wgbwZi my‡i ejj †g‡qwU| ÔbvPUv
Avgv‡K †kl Ki‡Z w`b, c−xR|Õ
Kuva SuvwK‡q †÷R †_‡K †b‡g Gj ivbv| †b‡gB †`Lj
Ii †Uwej duvKv n‡q †M‡QÑMwijv, NyNy, evN, eyjWM, WªvKzjv
I wmsn †Uwej †Q‡o P‡j †M‡Q| GKvB emj ivbv| †d‡j
hvIqv gy‡LvkUvi †Luv‡R Gw`K Iw`K ZvKv‡”Q I, GB mgq
nVvr bvixK‡Éi AvZ©bv` XyKj Kv‡b|
SU K‡i gyL Zzj‡ZB ivbv †`Lj, nv‡Z GKUv Qywi wb‡q
Avevi †÷‡R D‡V c‡o‡Q mvB` AvivKvbx| Zvi wcQy wb‡q
Avgvb I gvjyB myKvqvI DV‡Z hv‡”Q †÷‡R|
Avevi `k©Kiv †Pqvi †Q‡o ùvwo‡q coj| wmwKDwiwU
Awdmviiv nv‡Z nvZ a‡i KW©b K‡i ivLj mevB‡K, †÷‡Ri
w`‡K KvD‡K G‡Mv‡Z †`‡e bv| wZb-PviRb Awdmvi †÷‡R
D‡V coj, gvjyB myKvqv Avi Avgvb †gvnv¤§‡ì mvnv‡h¨ wbi¯¿
Kivi †Póv Ki‡Q mvB` AvivKvbx‡K|
Pvi-cuvPRb wg‡jI mvB`‡K a‡i ivLv hv‡”Q bv| a¯—vaw¯—
Ki‡Z Ki‡Z †g‡qwUi w`‡K G‡Mvevi †Póv Ki‡Q †m| †g‡qwU,
dvivn, fxZ mš¿¯— fw½‡Z wcQy nU‡Q|
58 gvmy` ivbvÐ311
GB mgq wPrKvi ïi“ Kij mvB`| ivbv‡K nZf¤^ K‡i
w`‡q evsjvq Akªve¨ MvwjMvjvR ïi“ Kij †m| GKv ivbv‡K
bq, †g‡qwU‡KI|
ÔIB †ek¨v gvMx! †Zvi bvMi Avgv‡K jvw_ gvij K¨vb?
WvK kvjv‡K, †÷‡R D‡V Avm‡Z ej, gvjvD‡bi ev”Pvi Avwg
gymjgvbx Kie...Õ
ivbvi Pvicv‡k †jvKRb Qy‡UvQywU ïi“ Kij| mevB eyS‡Z
cvi‡Q e¨vcviUv wmwiqvm n‡q D‡V‡Q, †h-†Kvb gyn~‡Z© GKUv
gg©vwš—K NUbv N‡U †h‡Z cv‡i| †mB f‡qB njiƒg †_‡K
GK‡hv‡M †ewi‡q hvevi †Póv Ki‡Q mevB| AÜKv‡i GB
my‡hvMUvB wbj ivbv| mvB` I‡K ïay Acgvb Ki‡Q bv, †m
GZUvB gwiqv n‡q D‡V‡Q †h †g‡qwU‡K Lyb K‡i em‡jI
Avðh© nevi wKQy †bB|
QywiUv Av‡MB †ewi‡q G‡m‡Q nv‡Z, Kwâi w¶cÖ SuvwK
†L‡q QyUj †mUv| Gi‡P‡q Av`k© mgq Avi nq bv| `yÕRb m½x
Avi wmwKDwiwU Awdmvi‡ì nvZ †_‡K wb‡R‡K Qvwo‡q wb‡q
dvivni w`‡K QyU‡Q mvB`, wVK GB mgq Mjvq nvZ Zzjj †m|
cigyn~‡Z© AvOy‡ji duvK M‡j SiSi K‡i i³ Si‡Z †`Lv
†Mj|
Qywii djv †Kv_vq Xy‡K‡Q †`Lvi R‡b¨ A‡c¶v K‡iwb
ivbv, wf‡oi m‡½ wg‡k ìRvi w`‡K G‡Mv‡Z ïi“ K‡i‡Q|
ìRvi Kv‡Q †cuŠQevi Av‡MB njiƒ‡gi Av‡jv R¡‡j DVj|
ZviciB Avgvb †gvnv¤§‡ì Zx¶è AvZ©bv` ïb‡Z †cj ivbv|
ÔA¨vgey‡jÝ! c−xR! A¨vgey‡jÝ!Õ
K¨vev‡iB †_‡K †ei“evi Av‡M Nvo wdwi‡q GKevi
†÷‡Ri w`‡K ZvKvj ivbv| K‡qKRb wmwKDwiwU Awdmv‡ii
ev‡Ni LuvPv 59
mvnv‡h¨ Avgvb I myKvqv Zv‡ì m½x mvB` AvivKvbx‡K
aivawi K‡i †÷R †_‡K bvgv‡Z e¨¯—| ¯úUjvBU GLbI w¯’i,
Zvi gvSLv‡b KvZ n‡q c‡o i‡q‡Q †g‡qwU| Zvici D‡V
ùvovj †m| Zvi mvg‡b gy‡Lvk QvovB M¤¢xi`k©b †Kvwiqvb‡K
†`Lv hv‡”Q| fw½Uv big, dvivn‡K wK †hb ej‡Q| Zvici
†jvKUv nvZ ivLj Zvi Kuv‡a| †Kvwiqv‡bi Kwâ mwi‡q w`j
dvivn, wcQy nUj GK cv| †jvKUv Avevi G‡Mvj, Zvi Kv‡b
wdmwdm Kij Ri“ix ZvMv`vi fw½‡Z| cv_‡ii g~wZ© n‡q
ùvwo‡q _vKj †g‡qwU| Zvici †hb Awb”Qvm‡Ë¡I gv_v SuvKvj
†m| †jvKUv †÷R †_‡K †b‡g Gj|
Gici gyL Zz‡j Kv‡K †hb LyuR‡Z ïi“ Kij dvivn| GK
mgq †PvLv‡PvwL n‡jv ivbvi m‡½| `ª“Z †PvL mwi‡q wb‡q DBs
w`‡q †÷R †_‡K †ewi‡q †Mj †m|
60 gvmy` ivbvÐ311
Pvi
K¨vwm‡bvq wd‡i G‡m evi-G emj ivbv| Rvbvjvi av‡i
e‡m‡Q, GLvb †_‡K myBwgs cyj Avi jyKvm Bb-Gi cuvwPj I
†MUUv cwi®‹vi †`Lv hvq|
G‡K †Zv †÷‡R ïay ¯úUjvBU Qvov njiƒ‡gi †Kv_vI
†Kvb Av‡jv wQj bv, Zvi Ici fxZ-mš¿¯— `k©Kiv Qy‡UvQywU
KiwQj, Kv‡RB ivbv wbwðZ QywiUv †_ªv Ki‡Z †KD I‡K
†`‡Lwb| Zey D‡ËwRZ n‡q Av‡Q I, LvwbKUv DwØMœIÑmvB`
gviv †M‡j `yB‡q `yB‡q Pvi wgwj‡q Avgvb Avi myKvqv Lybx
wn‡m‡e I‡KB m‡›`n Ki‡e| RymvBI, wKsev nq‡Zv Zvi
cÖwZwbwa wn‡m‡e Bg jx mys mvB`‡KB `vwqZ¡ w`‡qwQj b‡ik
eo–qv mwZ¨ Djdvi †Mwijv jxWvi wKbv hvPvB K‡i †`Lvi|
mvB` gviv †M‡j e¨vcviUv mn‡R hvPvB Kivi Avi †Kvb Dcvq
_v‡K bv| G‡¶‡Î b‡ik eo–qvB jvfevb n‡e| myZivs ZvivI
I‡K Lybx e‡j m‡›`n Ki‡e|
DfqmsK‡U c‡o hv‡”Q ivbv| Qywii AvNv‡Z mvB‡ì hw`
g„Zz¨ bv nq, GKUz my¯’ †eva Ki‡jB Zvi mvg‡b nvwRi Kiv
n‡e I‡K| †ewk¶Y Avjvc Ki‡Z n‡e bv, mvB` eyS‡Z cvi‡e
b‡ik eo–qvi wg‡_¨ cwiP‡q †jwU‡m G‡m‡Q I| Zvici ïi“
n‡e UiPvi| †jwUm e¨w³gvwjKvbvaxb Øxc, GLv‡b bv Av‡Q
cywjm, bv Av‡Q evnvgv miKv‡ii †Kvb iKg wbqš¿Y, gv_v Kz‡U
ev‡Ni LuvPv 61
gi‡jI †KD mvnvh¨ Ki‡Z Avm‡e bv|
wimU© d¨vwmwjwUi g¨v‡bRvi RymvBIi ev`vgx myU civ
cÖvB‡fU †m‡µUvwiiv Lye e¨¯— mgq KvUv‡”Q| I‡ì g‡a¨ ïay
gviwU‡bi bvg Rv‡b ivbv, Avi †P‡b K¨viwjb‡K| I‡ì
`yÕRb‡K jyKvm B‡b GKevi K‡i XyK‡Z I †ei“‡Z †`Lj
ivbv| GKUv A¨vgey‡jÝI †`Lj, m¤¢eZ nvmcvZvj †_‡K
Gj| jyKvm B‡bi †M‡Ui mvg‡b _vgj MvwoUv, Z‡e †Kvb
†÷ªPvi ev †c‡k›U †`Lv †Mj bv| A¨vgey‡jÝ †_‡K bvgj
Avgvb Avi myKvqv| Zv‡ì m‡½ Aek¨ ev`vgx myU civ `yÕRb
¯§vU© †k¦Zv½ Zi“YI i‡q‡Q| †Kvb w`‡K bv ZvwK‡q †MU Ly‡j
†fZ‡i XyKj PviRb| A¨vgey‡jÝ Avevi wd‡i †Mj|
`k wgwbU ci Rvbvjvi evB‡i dvivn‡K †`L‡Z †cj
ivbv| myBwgs cy‡ji w`K †_‡K Avm‡Q †m, hv‡”Q jyKvm B‡bi
w`‡K| d¬vWjvB‡Ui Av‡jvq mv`v I †Xvjv †Wªm R¡jR¡j
Ki‡Q| Zvi `yÕcv‡k ev`vgx myU civ GKRb K‡i †k¦Zv½
Zi“Y| nbnb K‡i nuvU‡Q Zviv, d‡j eva¨ n‡q †g‡qwU‡KI
B”Qvi wei“‡× `ª“Z cv Pvjv‡Z n‡”Q| †g‡qwUi †PnvivB e‡j
w`j, jyKvm B‡b †XvKvi †Kvb Drmvn †bB Zvi| Z‡e †m †h
Lye wec‡` Av‡Q, ivbvi Zv g‡b n‡jv bv| jyKvm B‡bi †MU
†fZi †_‡K Ly‡j †Mj| †fZ‡ii AÜKvi MÖvm Kij wZb
Rb‡K|
Øx‡ci nvmcvZvjUv †Kvbw`‡K Rvbv †bB ivbvi| †R‡b
wb‡Z KZ¶Y, wKš‘ †mLv‡b GLb Ii hvIqv DwPZ n‡e wKbv
eyS‡Z cvi‡Q bv| Z‡e GLv‡b, GB Rvbvjvi av‡i GKUvbv
e‡m _vKvUvI `„wóKUz| Ryqvi †Uwe‡j G‡m †Ljvq gb w`j|
`k wgwbUI cvi nqwb, M¤¢xi`k©b †Kvwiqvb‡K GwM‡q
62 gvmy` ivbvÐ311
Avm‡Z †`Lj ivbv| †m GKv bq, Zvi m‡½ †nv‡U‡ji `yÕRb
wmwKDwiwU Awdmvi mn AviI Pvi-cuvPRb i‡q‡Q| m¼U AuvP
Ki‡Z †c‡i ivbvi nv‡Zi Zvjy †N‡g DVj| GLb Avi wb‡R‡K
wZi¯‹vi K‡iB ev wK jvf! Z‡e mgq I h‡_óB †c‡q‡Q, B‡”Q
Ki‡j wb‡Ri my¨BU †_‡K wc¯—jUv wb‡q Avm‡Z cviZ| †Ljv
†Q‡o i“‡jZ †Uwe‡ji w`‡K wcQb wd‡i ùvovj ivbv, wb‡R‡K
hyw³ w`jÑK¨vwm‡bv fwZ© †jvKR‡bi mvg‡b wbðqB I‡K Lyb
Kiv n‡e bv|
inm¨ ïi“ n‡jv †Kvwiqvb jx myi †bZ…‡Z¡ `jUv w`K e`j
Kivi ci| evi KvD›Uv‡ii KvQvKvwQ GKUv †Uwej `Lj Kij
Iiv, fy‡jI †KD ivbvi w`‡K ZvKv‡”Q bv| Ii gy‡LvgywL
e‡m‡Q K¨viwjb, K¨viwj‡bi cv‡k gviwUb| evwK `y‡Uv †Pqv‡i
e‡m‡Q Avgvb I myKvqv| wmwKDwiwU Awdmviiv ùvwo‡q
A‡c¶v Ki‡Q| I‡qUvi I‡ì †Uwe‡j k¨v‡¤úb cwi‡ekb
Kij| wK wb‡q ejv gykwKj, wb‡R‡ì g‡a¨ Av‡jvPbv Ki‡Q
Iiv|
Avevi †Ljvq wdij ivbv, Z‡e i“‡jZ †Uwe‡ji D‡ëvw`‡K
ùvwo‡q‡Q Gevi, Ab¨me †L‡jvqvo‡ì gv_vi Ici w`‡q
ZvKv‡j I‡ì †UwejUv †`L‡Z cv‡”Q|
ivbv j¶ Kij, `jUv †h †Uwe‡j e‡m‡Q Zvi Avkcv‡ki
†ek K‡qKUv †Uwej ¸wU‡q †djj I‡qUviiv| D‡ÏkÜv
cwi®‹vi, †KD hv‡Z I‡ì K_vevZ©v ïb‡Z bv cvq| †Uwej
Z¨vM Ki‡Z nIqvq A‡b‡KB Acgvb †eva Kij, †ewi‡q †Mj
K¨vwm‡bv †Q‡o|
cÖvq `k wgwbU ci Av‡iKRb †Kvwiqvb XyKj K¨vwm‡bvq|
G †jvKUv myi gZ Lv‡Uv bq, h‡_ó j¤^v| Zvi gyLfve I
ev‡Ni LuvPv 63
nuvUvPjvq M¤¢xi wKQy bv _vK‡jI, AvwfRvZ¨ Av‡Q| Zv‡K
†`LvgvÎ †Pqvi †Q‡o ùvwo‡q coj my, K¨viwjb I gviwUb|
`y‡Uv †Pqvi Lvwj ivLv n‡q‡Q, AvMš‘K Zvi GKUvq emj|
ivbv j¶ Kij, Zv‡K †`‡L evig¨vb-I‡qUviiv e¨¯— I mZK©
n‡q D‡V‡Q|
AviI cÖvq wZb wgwbU ci Avevi †Pqvi Qvoj K¨viwjb|
Zv‡K nvm‡Z †`‡L GKUz AevKB n‡jv ivbv| mivmwi GwM‡q
G‡m gm„Y, dm©v I †cje Wvb evû j¤^v Kij †m, gvwR©Z my‡i
ejj, ÔAvgv‡ì Avjvc n‡q‡Q, wKš‘ cwiPq nqwb| Avwg
†Rwbdvi K¨viwjb, m¨vi, wg. b‡ik eo–qvÑwg. †mj wm mv
RymvBIi cÖvB‡fU †m‡µUvwi| m¨vi, jyKvm wimU© d¨vwmwjwUi
A¨vwm÷¨v›U g¨v‡bRvi wg. wKg Db Avcbvi m‡½ `yÕGKUv K_v
ej‡Z Pvb| wZwb Avcbvi R‡b¨ A‡c¶v Ki‡Qb| `qv K‡i
Avcwb hw` Avgvi m‡½ GKUz Av‡mb, c−xR!Õ
K¨viwj‡bi m‡½ ivbv‡K Avm‡Z †`‡L A¨vwm÷¨v›U
g¨v‡bRvi wKg Db, gviwUb I jx my †Pqvi †Q‡o D‡V ùvovj|
ivbvi m‡½ n¨vÛ‡kK Kij wKg Db| ÔM−¨vW Uz wgU BD, m¨vi,
wg. eo–qv| n¨vf Av wmU, c−xR|Õ ivbv emvi ci emj †m,
Rvb‡Z PvBj, Ôk¨v‡¤úb Pj‡e †Zv, m¨vi?Õ gy‡L wKQy bv e‡j
gv_v SuvKvj ivbv| Ô†`Lyb †`wL wK wew”Qwi GKUv `yN©Ubv N‡U
†Mj| wimU© g¨v‡bR‡g‡›Ui Zid †_‡K †mR‡b¨ Avwg `ytL
cÖKvk KiwQ, wg. eo–qv, Ges Avcbv‡K weeªZ n‡Z nIqvq
Ki‡Rv‡o ¶gvcÖv_©bv KiwQ|Õ ïay gy‡L bq, `yÕnvZ GK K‡i
ey‡Ki mvg‡b Zzjj †m|
ÔBD Avi †mv KvBÛ, _¨v¼ BD,Õ mveav‡b ejj ivbv|
Ôwg. mvB` AvivKvbx Avgv‡ì, gv‡b, gvwjK wg. jyKvm
64 gvmy` ivbvÐ311
†W‡fb‡cv‡U©i m¤§vwbZ †gngvb wQ‡jb, gvZvj Ae¯’vq wZwb
wK K‡i‡Qb bv K‡i‡Qb, Avmyb †m-me fy‡j hvB Avgiv, Ges
fy‡j wM‡q Zvi Akvš— AvZ¥vi R‡b¨ kvwš— Kvgbv Kwi|Õ
ÔDwb wK gviv †M‡Qb?Õ AvNvZ cvevi fvb Ki‡Z n‡jv
ivbv‡K|
Ô†KD hw` Gfv‡e wb‡Ri Mjvq Qywi †XvKvq, eyS‡Z n‡e
AbyZv‡c `» n‡q AvZ¥nZ¨vi c_B †e‡Q wb‡q‡Q †m| nu¨v, wg.
eo–qv, wg. mvB` gviv †M‡Qb| †Kvb m‡›`n †bB AvZ¥nZ¨vB
K‡i‡Qb wZwb|Õ
ÔGZUv wbwðZ n‡”Qb wKfv‡e?Õ cÖkœUv bv K‡i cvij bv
ivbv| `y‡Uv Qywi cvIqvi ciI †Kb fve‡Q Iiv AvZ¥nZ¨v?
Ô†÷‡R hviv Zuv‡K kvš— Ki‡Z I‡V Zviv mevB ej‡Q, Zuvi
nv‡ZB ïay Qywi wQj| Zuv‡K Ab¨ †KD Qywi †g‡i‡Q, GgbwU
†KD †`‡Lwb, Ab¨ †Kvb QywiI †÷‡R ev †÷‡Ri Avkcv‡k
cvIqv hvqwb| Kv‡RB a‡i wb‡Z nq wZwb wb‡RB wb‡Ri Mjvq
Qywi XywK‡q‡Qb| †m hvB †nvK, Avmj K_v n‡jv, wg. eo–qv,
GB AvZ¥nZ¨vi Lei Avgv‡ì wimU© eëmvi ¯^v‡_© †P‡c †h‡Z
PvB Avgiv| jvk h_v‡hvM¨ gh©v`vq Zuvi †`‡k cvwV‡q †`qv
n‡e, G-e¨vcv‡i m¤¢ve¨ meiKg mvnvh¨ Ki‡Z ivwR n‡q‡Qb
Avgv‡ì AviI `yB †gngvb wg. Avgvb I wg. myKvqv| G-
e¨vcv‡i Avcbvi †Kvb civgk© _vK‡j ¸i“‡Z¡i m‡½ we‡ePbv
Kiv n‡e|Õ
ivbv eyS‡Z cvij, Ii gyL †_‡K we‡kl GKUv e³e¨
†kvbvi Avkvq GZ K_vi AeZviYv Kiv n‡q‡Q| wKg Db
_vg‡ZB Avgv‡bi w`‡K ZvwK‡q I ejj, ÔGKB Rvnv‡R
Avgv‡ì mevi Kv‡M©v †Zvjvi e¨vcv‡i Avgiv †Zv Av‡MB
ev‡Ni LuvPv 65
GKgZ n‡qwQ, ZvB bv? mvB‡ì Kv‡M©v hv‡”Q bv, e`‡j Avgiv
Zvi jvkUv Rvnv‡R Zz‡j wb‡Z cvwi, wK e‡jb?Õ
Avgvb Ges myKvqv GK‡hv‡M gv_v SuvKvj|
Ô†fwi ¸W|Õ wKg Db ¯^w¯—i wbtk¦vm †Q‡o nvmj| ÔGevi
Ab¨vb¨ AviI `yÕGKUv welq| cÖ_g K_v, wg. eo–qv, †idv‡iÝ
ev cwiPq wbwðZKiY BZ¨vw` Sv‡gjvi g‡a¨ Avgiv bvnq bvB
†Mjvg| AvbyôvwbK Av‡jvPbvi mgq Avcwb hw` e¨vL¨v Ki‡Z
cv‡ib Av‡jvP¨ Kv‡M©vi Lei †Kv‡Ì‡K wKfv‡e †c‡jb, Avi
Avcbvi gv÷vi Kv‡W©i †KvWUv Rvbvb, Zvn‡jB Avgiv
Avcbvi m‡½ eëmv Ki‡Z cvwi|Õ
ivbvi gy‡L M¤¢xi nvwm dzUj| Ôe¨vL¨v Kiv Avgvi R‡b¨
†Kvb mgm¨v bq, Z‡e †m e¨vL¨v MÖnY Kiv bv Kiv Avcbv‡ì
e¨vcvi| mwZ¨ K_v ej‡Z wK, MZ kwbev‡ii UvBgm c‡o
Avgvi †hb wè¨`„wó Ly‡j wM‡qwQj| `yB‡q `yB‡q Pvi †g‡j
wKbv †`Lvi R‡b¨ Av›`v‡R wXj †Quvovi wm×vš— wbB, KviY
Avcbv‡ì ¸Wm mwZ¨ Avgvi fxlY ìKvi| wXj Qyuojvg, Avi
†mUv †j‡MI †MjÑGi g‡a¨ Avi Ab¨ wKQy †bB| Avi gv÷vi
Kv‡W©i †KvW? †mUv Avgvi †nv‡Uj my¨B‡U Av‡Q|Õ
ÔwXj †Quvov ej‡Z Avcwb wVK wK †evSv‡Z PvB‡Qb, wg. eo–
qv?Õ big Mjv D‡bi, wKš‘ m‡›`‡n Vvmv †Rivi myi| Ôwm×vš—
wb‡jb †jwU‡m G‡m †`L‡eb GLv‡b Avgiv wZb gv_vAjv
`vbe ˆZwi KiwQ wKbv?Õ
ÔGLb Avwg Rvwb GK‡kv gvB‡ji g‡a¨ IB `vbe ˆZwi
n‡”Q bv,Õ Avk¦¯— Kij ivbv| Ônu¨v, wXj †Quvov ej‡Z †evSv‡Z
†P‡qwQ, †jwU‡m G‡m †`Lvi B”Qv wQj Avwg AbymÜvb Pvjv‡j
†KD Avgv‡K wKQy Advi K‡i wKbv|Õ
66 gvmy` ivbvÐ311
ÔwKš‘ UvBgmB hw` †Zvgvi Z_¨ cvevi m~Î nq,Õ gvSLvb
†_‡K cÖkœ Kij Avgvb, ÔAvgv‡ì m¤ú‡K© Zzwg Rvb‡j wKfv‡e?
UvBgm wK m¤¢ve¨ †µZv wn‡m‡e Avgv‡ì bvgI †Q‡c‡Q?Õ
mevB‡K AevK K‡i w`‡q †n‡m DVj ivbv, ejj, Ôm¤¢eZ
we‡`‡k G‡mQ e‡jB Zzwg ev myKvqv h‡_ó mveavb bI|
†Zvgv‡ì †ivwn½v eÜz m¤ú‡K©I K_vUv mwZ¨| gvqvwgi Kvi
cv‡K© ùvwo‡q †Zvgiv wZbRb Avjvc KiwQ‡j, †LqvjB K‡ivwb
†KD †Zvgv‡ì K_v ïb‡Q wKbv|Õ
K_v¸‡jv ivbv Bs‡iwR‡Z ejj, mevi hv‡Z eyS‡Z mywe‡a
nq| Qvbveov n‡q †Mj `yR‡bi †PvL, †`‡L hv †evSvi ey‡S
wbj †Kvwiqvb| ivbv _vg‡ZB Pvcv Mjvq ejj, ÔAvwg kw¼Z
†eva KiwQ, wg. Avgvb| GiKg `vwqZ¡ÁvbnxbZv Avwg
Avcbv‡ì Kv‡Q Avkv Kwiwb| hvB †nvK, hv nevi n‡q †M‡Q|
Avkv Kwi fwel¨‡Z mevB AviI mveavb n‡eb|Õ †Pqvi Qvoj
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wi‡cvU© Kie AvR iv‡ZB| gv÷vi Kv‡W©i †KvWUv GK mgq
K¨viwjb †R‡b †b‡e, wVK Av‡Q? abëv`,Õ e‡j Avevi GKevi
ivbvi m‡½ n¨vÛ‡kK K‡i we`vq wbj †m| hvevi Av‡M wbðqB
†Kvb Bkviv K‡i _vK‡e, Zv bv n‡j cÖvq hš¿Pvwj‡Zi gZ
mevB Zv‡K AbymiY KiZ bv| mevB gv‡b, K¨viwjb Qvov Avi
mevB|
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GKUv KvM‡R wj‡LI w`j b¤îUv, ÔivZ-w`b hLb Lywk GB
b¤^‡i †Uwj‡dvb Ki‡jB Avgv‡K cv‡eb| hw` cÖ‡qvRb g‡b
K‡ib WvK‡eb, `k wgwb‡Ui g‡a¨ †cuŠ‡Q hve Avwg|Õ
gy‡L wKQy bv e‡j †QvÆ K‡i gv_v SuvKvj ivbv|
ev‡Ni LuvPv 67
D‡V G‡m ivbvi cv‡ki †Pqv‡i emj K¨viwjb| Ô†h-R‡b¨
Avwg i‡q †MwQ| ïbyb, IB NUbvi ci dvivn Lye Avc‡mU n‡q
c‡o‡Q †Zv, ZvB †m Avcbv‡K abëv` w`‡Z Avm‡Z cv‡iwb|
Avgv‡K ejj, †m †h K…ZÁ †eva Ki‡Q, GUv Avwg †hb
Avcbv‡K Rvwb‡q w`B| ïbjvg, Avcwb bvwK Zvi m¤£g i¶vi
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†Kvb †g‡q n‡jI IB GKB KvR KiZvg Avwg|Õ
ÔAvcbvi R¨v‡KUUv Avwg wb‡q Avm‡Z †P‡qwQjvg, wKš‘
dvivn w`j bv,Õ †n‡m D‡V ejj K¨viwjb| Ôejj, hvi R¨v‡KU
Zv‡KB †è| Avcwb wK Rv‡bb, dvivn Avcbvi wVK wb‡Pi
†d¬v‡iB _v‡K? Avcbvi my¨B‡Ui wb‡Pi my¨BUUvB Ii|Õ
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ÔwK n‡jv?Õ K¨viwjb wew¯§Z, †KŠZ‚njxI e‡U|
Ôbv, `ytL n‡”Q,Õ ejj ivbv| ÔAvcbvi I dvivni gZ
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Ôjvf n‡jv bv gv‡b? Avgvi †dvb b¤î †Zv w`jvg, ejjvg
WvK‡jB Qy‡U Avme; dvivn †Kv_vq _v‡K, †m Avcbvi cÖwZ
K…ZÁ, G-meI Rvbvjvg, Zey ej‡eb jvf n‡jv bv?Õ
Avevi GKUv K…wÎg `xN©k¦vm †Q‡o ivbv ejj, Ô†Kb,
Avcwb Rv‡bb bv, †µZv ev m¤¢ve¨ †µZv‡K †jwUm †Q‡o P‡j
†h‡Z n‡e ïµev‡ii g‡a¨, wg. †W‡fb‡cvU© Avmvi Av‡MB?Õ
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wg. †W‡fb‡cvU©, kwbev‡i G‡m ciw`bB wd‡i hv‡eb, ZvB wg.
RymvBI wm×vš— wb‡q‡Qb Zvovû‡ov K‡i KvD‡K we`vq Kivi
ìKvi †bB|Õ
68 gvmy` ivbvÐ311
LUKv jvMj ivbvi| jyKvm †W‡fb‡cvU© kwbev‡i G‡m
ciw`bB wd‡i hv‡eb? gy‡L nvwm †U‡b g‡bi fve †Mvcb Kij
I| ÔZvn‡j †Zv Avcbv‡ì mvwbœ‡a¨ fvjB KvU‡e Avgvi|Õ
ÔBD Avi I‡qjKvg, wg. eo–qv|Õ
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ÔwVK Av‡Q,Õ ivbvi m‡½B †Pqvi Qvoj K¨viwjb| ÔZ‡e
dvivni K_vI fyj‡eb bv|Õ gyPwK †n‡m †PvL wUcj| ÔAvcwb
R¨v‡KUUv †diZ wb‡Z hv‡eb, GB Avkvq nq‡Zv A‡c¶v
Ki‡Q I|Õ
nvmj ivbv| wKš‘ fve‡Q, AvivKvbxi QywiUv †Mj †Kv_vq?
Gwj‡fU‡i P‡o cuvPZjvq IVvi mgq ivbv fve‡Q, Iiv wK Zvi

R‡b¨ dvivni my¨B‡U duv` †c‡Z‡Q?
cuvPZjvq †cuŠQvj, dvivn †Kvb my¨B‡U _v‡K †mUvI †`‡L
Av›`vR Ki‡Z cvij, wKš‘ bK Kij bv| duv` wKbv Rvb‡Z
n‡j dvivni my¨B‡U XyK‡Z n‡e I‡K, Z‡e Lvwj c‡K‡U bq|
wmuwo †e‡q QÕZjvq DVj ivbv| my¨B‡Ui ìRv Ly‡j Av‡jv
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`¶ nv‡Z cÖwZwU Kvgiv mvP©I K‡i‡Q| ìRvi dvU‡j †i‡L
hvIqv KvM‡Ri UzK‡ivUv c‡o Av‡Q Kv‡c©‡Ui Ici| †Wªwms
†Uwe‡ji †ìvR †Lvjv n‡q‡Q, d‡j nvZ‡j ivLv PzjUv Lyu‡R
cvIqv †Mj bv|
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nw`k cvqwb Iiv, wc¯—jUv h_v¯’v‡bB Av‡Q| †gKvwbRg †PK
K‡i †jvW Kij IUv, Zvici wkiùvovi Kv‡Q †e‡ë ¸u‡R
ev‡Ni LuvPv 69
ivLj|
KwVb, VvÊv †jvK¸‡jv; wjwfsiƒ‡gi gvSLv‡b ivbv
AUjg~wZ©, wPš—v Ki‡Q| wKg Db hLb ejwQj, Ii e¨vL¨vq
cy‡ivcywi mš‘ó †m, wVK ZLbB Zvi †jvKRb Ii my¨BU mvP©
KiwQj| wUªcj‡nWvi m¤ú‡K© UvBgm GKUv Lei †Q‡c‡Q, Avi
†mUv c‡o ivbv a‡i wbj jyKvm †W‡fb‡cvU© IB wgmvBj ˆZwi
K‡i †Mvc‡b hvi Zvi Kv‡Q wewµ Ki‡QÑwKg Db cvMj n‡jI
GUv wek¦vm KiZ bv| ïay I‡K bq, Avgvb I myKvqv‡KI GLb
Avi wek¦vm Kivi K_v bq Zv‡ì|
A‰ea eëmv Pvjv‡Z n‡j wmwKDwiwU I B‡›Uwj‡RÝ nIqv
PvB wbwñ`ª I wbcyY| jyKvm †W‡fb‡cvU© hv‡ì‡K w`‡q KvR
Kiv‡”Qb Zv‡ì B‡›Uwj‡RÝ †bUIAK© h‡_ó `¶ bq, GUv
cwi®‹vi| `¶ bq e‡jB m¤¢ve¨ †µZv Avgvb Ms‡K me Z_¨
Rvwb‡q w`‡q‡Q ZvivÑwgmvB‡ji bvg I êwkó¨, we‡µZvi
cwiPq I wVKvbv, `vg, †Wwjfvwi c×wZ BZ¨vw`| nVvr GKUv
LUKv jvMj ivbvi| mwZ¨ wK me Z_¨ Rvwb‡q w`‡q‡Q? cÖKvk
Kiv me Z_¨B wK mwVK? Avgvb‡K ejv n‡q‡Q, †jwUm †_‡K
Aš—Z GK‡kv gvBj `~‡i †Kv_vI ˆZwi n‡”Q wUªcj‡nWvi|
mwZ¨B wK ZvB?
wPš—vq evav coj, bK n‡jv ìRvq|
ÔB‡qm?Õ ìRv bv Ly‡j cÖkœ Kij ivbv|
Ôiƒg mvwf©m, m¨viÑAvcbvi R¨v‡KUUv wb‡q G‡mwQ|Õ
ìRv Ly‡j iƒg mvwf©‡mi KvQ †_‡K KvM‡Ri ˆZwi GKUv
e¨vM wbj ivbv| Ii cÖ‡kœi DË‡i †jvKUv ïay ej‡Z cvij,
Ôwgm dvivn GUv `k wgwbU Av‡M wi‡mck‡b cvVvbÑAvcbv‡K
†cuŠ‡Q †`qvi R‡b¨|Õ
70 gvmy` ivbvÐ311
ìRv eÜ K‡i e¨vMUv cix¶v Kij ivbv| e¨v‡Mi gyL
†÷Bcj Kiv †`‡L GKUz AevK n‡jv| gyL Ly‡j R¨v‡KU †ei
Kij, c‡KU¸‡jvq nvZ f‡i †`L‡Q|
GKUzK‡iv KvMR †cj ivbv| fuvR Lyj‡Z †`Lj †MvUv
†MvUv A¶‡i Bs‡iwR‡Z †jLvÑÔAvcvwb †K ev †Kgb, Zv‡Z
Avgvi wKQy Av‡m hvq bv| wec‡ì mgq mvnvh¨ Ki‡Z GwM‡q
G‡mwQ‡jb, †mR‡b¨ Avcbvi cÖwZ Avwg K…ZÁ| Avi wKQy bq,
†mB K…ZÁZvi Kvi‡YB mveavb K‡i w`w”QÑhw` m¤¢e nq
cvwj‡q hvb| Iiv Avcbv‡K Lyb Ki‡e|Õ
KvMRUv wQu‡o UzK‡iv Kij ivbv, K‡gv‡W †d‡j d¬vk
Kij| `yÕwgwbU cvqPvwi Kij wjwfsiƒ‡g, Zvici my¨BU †_‡K
†ewi‡q wmuwo †e‡q cuvPZjvq bvgj| KwiW‡i †KD †bB|
†g‡qwUi ìRvq bK Kij I|
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Ôdvivn, Avwg eo–qv|Õ
SU K‡i Ly‡j †Mj ìRv| mvg‡b †iv`bwm³ gyL,
nZPwKZ K‡i Zzjj ivbv‡K| dvivn NvMiv ai‡bi eûiOv
GKUv Kvco c‡i‡Q, UcUv UKU‡K jvj| ÔAvcbvi R¨v‡KU
†Zv cvwV‡q w`‡qwQ, cvbwb?Õ ìRvq Ggbfv‡e ùvwo‡q‡Q, ivbv
hv‡Z †fZ‡i XyK‡Z bv cv‡i|
Ô†c‡qwQ,Õ ejj ivbv| ÔZ‡e...Õ
Ôc−xR, Avgvi wec` evov‡eb bv!Õ cÖvq aiv Mjvq ejj
dvivn| ÔAvcwb hvb!Õ
ivbv evav †`qvi mgq †cj bv, Ii gy‡Li mvg‡b òvg
K‡i eÜ n‡q †Mj ìRvUv | Ii Avi wR‡Ám Kiv n‡jv bv
wbnZ †ivwn½v mš¿vmxi QywiUv †÷R †_‡K †K mwi‡q‡Q|
ev‡Ni LuvPv 71
cuvP
i³gvLv Qywii ¯^cœ †`‡L ciw`b Lye †fv‡i Nyg fvOj ivbvi|
wb‡P †b‡g wRg‡bBwhqv‡g XyKj, Svov GKNÈv weiwZnxb
e¨vqvg †m‡i Pjj myBwgs cy‡ji w`‡K| BwZg‡a¨ m~h© A‡bKUv
Ic‡i D‡V G‡m‡Q| Kwâ †_‡K †Lvjvi mgq nvZNwo‡Z †PvL
eywj‡q †`Lj mKvj mvZUv|
Avkcv‡k †jvKRb Lye Kg| cy‡ji cy‡ivUv ˆ`N©¨ eviK‡qK
muvZivj ivbvÑLvwj Mv, ïay kU©m c‡i Av‡Q| GK mgq cy‡ji
gvSLv‡b wPr n‡q †f‡m _vKj, †gNgy³ bxj AvKvk †`L‡Q|
†Pv‡Li †Kv‡Y aiv coj DuPz cv_y‡i cuvwPj, Zvi wcQ‡b
cuvPZjv jyKvm Bb| GB mgq nVvr GKUv Rvbvjvi kvUvi Ly‡j
†Mj, Ges †mB m‡½ Rvbvjvi †fZi wKQy GKUvq cÖwZdwjZ
nIqvq wSK& K‡i DVj Av‡jv|
UP© bq, m¤¢eZ webwKDjvi ev †Uwj‡¯‹vc| RvbvjvUvi
w`‡K mivmwi ZvKvevi †SuvK cÖej n‡q DV‡jI wb‡Ri Ici
wbqš¿Y ivLj ivbv| †KD hw` †Mvc‡b Ii Ici bRi ivL‡Z
Pvq, Zv‡K eyS‡Z †`qv †evKvwg †h I †mUv a‡i †d‡j‡Q|
kixi wkw_j K‡i w`‡q †f‡m Av‡Q, †Ui cvqwb wb‡Ri ARv‡š—
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72 gvmy` ivbvÐ311
kãUv, ÔIqvP AvDU!Õ SU K‡i gyL Zzj‡ZB †`L‡Z †cj
mivmwi m~h© †_‡K †b‡g Avm‡Q UKU‡K jvj wK GKUv| ivbvi
kix‡i †hb we`y¨r †L‡j †Mj, nvZ`y‡Uv cvwbi Mfx‡i Wywe‡q
me©kw³ w`‡q cv Qyuoj wcQb w`‡K| fvM¨B ej‡Z n‡e †h Ii
Nv‡o c‡owb WvBfvi| Kuv‡a IRb`vi, wKš‘ big GKUv Nlv
jvMvi Abyf~wZ n‡jv, †`Lj I‡K Qvwo‡q myBwgscy‡ji Zjvq
†b‡g hv‡”Q †m| IRb`vi A_P big jvMvi KviY Avi wKQy
bq, IUv wQj KviI ¸i“wbZ‡¤î Kzkb‡Kvgj Nlv|
Kvgv‡bi †Mvjvi gZB c‡o‡Q WvBfvi| ivbv‡K m‡½ wb‡q
cvwbi GKUv UvIqvi gv_vPvov w`j| Z‡e GK gyn~Z© ciB
cvwbi wb‡P gv_v †Wvevj I, WvBfvi D‡V Avm‡Q wKbv wbwðZ
n‡Z Pvq|
kixiUv cy‡ji Zjvq, cv `y‡Uv fuvR Kiv, cvwb‡Z m~h©iwk¥i
cZb wewNœZ nIqvq KvVv‡gvUv ¶‡Y ¶‡Y AvK…wZ e`jv‡”Q|
`xN© K‡qK gyn~Z© boj bv WvBfvi| ivbv wb‡P bvg‡Z hv‡e, GB
mgq nVvr wm‡a n‡jv cv `y‡Uv, WvBfvi mivmwi D‡V Gj Ii
w`‡K| gv_vi wcQ‡b g‡b n‡jv †hb nvIqvq Do‡Q ivwk ivwk
Kv‡jv, `xN© G‡jvPzj| cvwb †_‡K gv_v Zz‡j nvmj dvivn, Zvi
bai ivOv †VuvU GZ Kv‡Q †h Pz‡gv bv LvIqvUv cÖvq Acgvb
Kivi mvwgj|
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Avcbvi Mv‡q cv...Õ
Ôcv jvM‡j nvo‡Mvo †f‡O †hZ,Õ e‡j †n‡m DVj ivbv|
ev‡Ni LuvPv 73
ÔAvgvi aviYv big wKQy †j‡M‡Q| Zzwg? e¨_v cvIwb †Zv?Õ
ivbv cÖvq wbwðZ, dvivn mwZ¨ K_v ej‡Q bvÑ†`‡Lï‡b, B‡”Q
K‡iB Ii Ici Suvc w`‡q‡Q †m|
muvZ‡i `~‡i m‡i hv‡”Q dvivn, †n‡m D‡V gv_v bvoj|
ey‡K I bvwfi wb‡P jvj wewKwb gvsm Kvg‡o Av‡Q, cÖvq wKQyB
XvK‡Z cv‡iwb| cvkvcvwk muvZivevi mgq eviK‡qK †QûvqvQyuwq
n‡jvÑ†KD wKQy g‡b Kij bv| cy‡ji Wvb cÖv‡š— †cuŠ‡Q
wKbvivq D‡V emj ivbvÑdvivn DVj nvowenxb mxj gv‡Qi
gZ wcw”Qj I mvejxj fw½‡Z| †cje evû j¤^v K‡i GKUv
jvDÄ †Pqvi †_‡K †Zvqv‡j wbj †m, †mUv Kuv‡a †d‡j ivbvi
w`‡K ZvKvj| ÔfviZxq, ZvB bv? †jwU‡m †eov‡Z G‡m‡Qb?Õ
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c‡o mxZv Kvi evc? Ôûu,Õ †QvÆ K‡i Reve w`j I| Kvj iv‡Zi
Avi GLbKvi AvPi‡Y †KvbB wgj †bB dvivni| †g‡qwU wK
wimU© KZ…©c‡¶i nv‡Zi cyZzj? fq †`wL‡q Ii wcQ‡b jvMv‡bv
n‡q‡Q? ÔAvi Zzwg, dvivn? Zzwg GLv‡b wK KiQ? evwo‡q
ejwQ bv, †Zvgvi gZ my›ìx †g‡q mn‡R †Pv‡L c‡o bv| Avi
bvPUv †Zv cvMj Kiv| †d¬vwiWvi †h-†Kvb AwfRvZ bvBUK¬ve
†Zvgv‡K jy‡d †b‡e| A_P GiKg GKUv A™¢yZ RvqMvq c‡o
AvQ| hw` ewj...Õ
Ô_vK, Abygvb Ki‡Z n‡e bv,Õ evav w`‡q ejj dvivn|
ÔAvwgB e¨vL¨v KiwQ| ej‡Z cv‡ib Avgvi GKUv evwZK
Av‡Q| gv‡b, KvQvKvwQ †Kvb cyi“lgvbyl G‡j Avgvi A¨vjvwR©
nq| Avgvi R‡b¨ †jwUm Av`k© RvqMv, KviY wimU© KZ…©c¶
GK‡kv fvM wbðqZv w`‡q e‡j‡Q GLv‡b Avgv‡K †Kvb cyi“l
wei³ Ki‡e bv| Kvj iv‡Zi NUbvUv e¨wZµg, Gi Av‡M
74 gvmy` ivbvÐ311
GiKg KLbI N‡Uwb|Õ
g‡b g‡b cÖksmv Kij ivbv, e¨vL¨vUv fvjB ˆZwi K‡i‡Q|
ÔwK Kvi‡Y cyi“l‡ì Ici GZ ivM †Zvgvi?Õ
AvOyj gUKvj dvivn, cv †`vjvj, Zvici Reve w`j,
ÔKviYUv e¨w³MZ, eva¨ bv n‡j KvD‡K ej‡Z PvB bv| a‡i
wbb Ni †cvov Mi“ wmu`y‡i †gN †`L‡j fq cvq|Õ kã K‡i
GKUv `xN©k¦vm †djj| ÔAvgvi K_v _vK| Avcbvi K_v ejyb|
Avgvi †g‡mR cvevi ci wK wVK Ki‡jb?Õ
Ô†m cÖm‡½ c‡i AvmwQ| Zvi Av‡M e‡jv, Avwg wK †Zvgvi
`„wó‡Z cyi“lgvbyl bB?Õ
†n‡m †djj dvivn| ÔRvbZvg GB cÖkœUvB Ki‡eb| mwZ¨
K_v ej‡Z wK, Avi me cyi“l‡K hZUv AcQ›` Kwi, Avcbv‡K
AcQ›` Kwi Zvi‡P‡q K‡qK¸Y †ewkÑGZUvB, †h wg‡_¨ fq
ch©š— †`wL‡qwQ, Avcwb hv‡Z Avgvi `yÕ‡Pv‡Li mvg‡b †_‡K
we`vq nb|Õ
ÔAvgvi aviYv, IB †g‡m‡Ri e³e¨ †Zvgvi bq, wPiKzUUv
†Zvgv‡K w`‡q †KD wjwL‡q‡Q| Zzwg GK`j †jv‡Ki nv‡Zi
cyZzj|Õ
ïay weg~p bq, LvwbKUv AmnvqI †`Lv‡”Q dvivn‡K|
ÔAvcbvi K_v Avwg wKQyB eyS‡Z cvijvg bv|Õ
Ôcvjv‡Z e‡j Zviv Avm‡j Avgv‡K cix¶v Ki‡Z Pvq|
Avwg hw` cvjv‡Z †Póv Kwi, Zviv wbwðZ n‡q hv‡eÑwg‡_¨
cwiPq w`‡q †jwU‡m Avwg I‡ì ¶wZ Ki‡Z G‡mwQjvg|Õ
GKUz †_‡g ivbv Avevi ejj, ÔAvi, G-I Rvbv K_v †h
cvjv‡bvi me iv¯—v eÜ K‡iB Iiv Avgv‡K cÖ‡ivwPZ Ki‡Q|Õ
ÔAvcwb nq MuvRv Lvb, bq‡Zv Mí †j‡Lb| wek¦vm Ki“b,
ev‡Ni LuvPv 75
Avcbvi m¤ú‡K© Avi wKQy Avwg fve‡Z cviwQ bv|Õ SU K‡i
D‡V coj †m| ÔAvmyb nuvUv hvK, †jwU‡mi †Kv_vq wK Av‡Q
†`LvB Avcbv‡K|Õ Mv‡q nvjKvfv‡e GKevi eywj‡q †Zvqv‡jUv
†Pqv‡i Qyu‡o w`j|
G †g‡qi w`‡K GKevi ZvKv‡j Kvi mva¨ †PvL †divq|
Z‡e wb‡R‡K ivbv g‡b Kwi‡q w`j, Aciva RM‡Zi my›ìx
†g‡qiv †Mv¶z‡ii †P‡qI wec¾bK, KLb †Qvej gvi‡e †KD
ej‡Z cv‡i bv| Ô†Zvgvi Bs‡iwR ï‡b g‡b n‡”Q
gvZ…fvlvÑ†Kv‡Ì‡K wkL‡j?Õ wR‡Ám Kij I|
ÔBs‡iwR Avgvi gvZ…fvlvB,Õ ejj dvivn| ÔAvgvi gv
Av‡gwiKvb wQ‡jb|Õ
ÔMv‡qi iOwUI †evanq gv‡qi KvQ †_‡KB cvIqv,Õ ejj
ivbv| ÔAvi evev?Õ
GK †m‡KÛ †`wi K‡i Reve w`j dvivn| Ôevev wgkixq|
gv-evev `yÕR‡bB gviv †M‡Qb|Õ
myBwgs cyj wcQ‡b †d‡j †j¸‡bi cvk †Nu‡l nuvU‡Q Iiv|
mvg‡bB DuPz cuvwPj, cuvwP‡ji †fZi MvQcvjvi gvSLv‡b jyKvm
Bb| Ô`ytwLZ,Õ ejj ivbv| ÔAv”Qv, cuvwP‡ji †fZi wK Av‡Q
Rv‡bv?Õ
ÔwewìsUv jyKvm Bb, wimU© d¨vwmwjwUi ÷vd‡KvqvU©vi...Õ
Ôbv, gv‡b, IUv Qvov Avi wK Av‡Q?Õ dvivn‡K _vwg‡q
w`‡q Rvb‡Z PvBj ivbv| Ôï‡bwQ cuvwPjUvi Iw`KUv‡K bvwK
e−¨vK‡nvj ejv nqÑGKevi †KD †M‡j †m bvwK Avi wd‡i
Av‡m bv| Gwb K‡g›U?Õ
Ôgš—e¨ bq, mr civgk© w`‡Z cvwi,Õ wmwiqvm †`Lvj
dvivn‡K| ÔIB RvqMvi bvg KLbI gy‡LI Avb‡eb bv|Õ ivbvi
76 gvmy` ivbvÐ311
GKUv nvZ †P‡c aij| ÔGgbwK, Iw`‡K ZvKv‡eb bv ch©š—|Õ
Ô†Kb, wK Av‡Q ILv‡b?Õ
ÔRvqMvUv Awfkß, Gi †ewk wKQy Avgv‡K wR‡Ám Ki‡eb
bv, c−xR| fvj K_v, hZB fyj eySzb, Avwg wKš‘ GLbI PvB
Avcwb †jwUm †_‡K hZ ZvovZvwo m¤¢e cvwj‡q hvb|Õ
†j¸bUv‡K GK cv‡k †i‡L GK cÖ¯’ wmuwoi mvg‡b †cuŠQvj
Iiv| avç‡jv ˆmK‡Z †b‡g †M‡Q| `yÕRb GKm‡½ ZiZi
K‡i wmuwo fvO‡Q, dvivni fvix wbZ¤^ ivbvi Ei“‡Z Nlv
†L‡jv `yÕGKevi| e¨vcviUv †Ui cvIqvq Avi³ n‡q DVj gyL,
MwZ evwo‡q ivbv‡K wcQ‡b †djj dvivn|
ˆmK‡Z †b‡g G‡m †iŠ`ªmœvbiZ †jvKRb‡K cvk KvwU‡q
nuvU‡Q Iiv| †bcvjx `¤úwZ‡K †`L‡Z †cj ivbv, evwj‡Z
†Zvqv‡j wewQ‡q ï‡q Av‡Qb| dvivn‡K †`‡L Zuviv A™¢yZ
AvPiY ïi“ Ki‡jb| e„× ùvZnxb gvwp †ei K‡i nvm‡Z nvm‡Z
D‡V em‡jb, Agwb Zuvi mvg‡b cuvwPj Zz‡j wm‡a n‡jb e„×v|
ZviciI DuwK-SzuwK †g‡i dvivn‡K †`Lvi †Póv Ki‡jb
f`ª‡jvK, †PvLv‡PvwL n‡Z †bcvjx fvlvq dvivni Kzkj Rvb‡Z
PvB‡jb| dvivn †bcvjx fvlv‡ZB Reve w`j, Ônu¨v, fvj AvwQ|
Avcbviv fvj †Zv?Õ
GB mgq e„×v Zvi ¯^vgxi †Pv‡L GK gy‡Vv evwj Qyu‡o
gvi‡jb|
nvm‡Z nvm‡Z ivbvi Mv‡q Mwo‡q coj dvivn| †m GKUz
w¯’i n‡Z ivbv wR‡Ám Kij, ÔZzwg †bcvjx fvlv wkL‡j
†Kv‡Ì‡K?Õ
ÔAvcwb GZ cÖkœ K‡ib †Kb?Õ ¤−vb Mjvq ejj dvivn|
ÔcÖkœ hv Kivi Avwg Kie, Avcwb ïay DËi †`‡eb|Õ
ev‡Ni LuvPv 77
ÔeyS‡Z cviwQ, †Zvgv‡K †mB `vwqZ¡B †`qv n‡q‡Q|Õ
ÔGKUv cÖkœ A‡bK¶Y n‡jv wei³ Ki‡Q Avgv‡K| ewj?Õ
ÔmvB` AvivKvbxi Qywi, ZvB bv?Õ ivbv j¶ Kij, ˆmK‡Z
Dcw¯’Z cÖvq mevB AevK n‡q ZvwK‡q Av‡Q I‡ì w`‡K|
KviI KviI `„wó‡Z bMœ Cl©v| e¨vcviUv `y‡e©va¨ bq| jyKvm
wim‡U©i g‡°jiv GB †evanq cÖ_g †Kvb cyi“lgvby‡li m‡½
†`L‡Q dvivn‡K|
ÔKvi Rvwb bv, Z‡e GKR‡bi Lye eo GKUv DcKvi
K‡iwQ Avwg,Õ ejj dvivn|
ÔwK DcKvi K‡iQ?Õ
ÔmvB` AvivKvbxi nv‡Z GKUv Qywi wQj,Õ ejj dvivn|
Ôejv n‡”Q e‡U †h †mB QywiUvB Zvi Mjvq Muv_v Ae¯’vq cvIqv
†M‡Q, wKš‘ K_vUv mwZ¨ bq|Õ
Ôe‡jv wK!Õ
ÔZvi Mjvq Ab¨ GKUv Qywi †Xv‡KÑ`~i †_‡K †KD †_ªv
K‡iwQj| Mjvq hLb IUv weuaj, wb‡Ri Qywi Zvi nv‡ZB wQj|
Mjvi QywiUv aivi R‡b¨ gy‡Vv AvjMv K‡i †m, ZLb nvZ †_‡K
Zvi QywiUv c‡o hvq †÷‡R| †Kb Rvwb bv, IUv jywK‡q †djvi
ZvwM` Abyfe Kwi Avwg| IUvi Ici B”Qv K‡iB c‡o hvB,
Zvici hLb wm‡a nB, ZLb IUv Avcbvi R¨v‡K‡Ui c‡K‡U|Õ
Ô†Kb? KvRUv †Kb Ki‡j Zzwg?Õ
ÔGKUv e¨vL¨v GB n‡Z cv‡i †h mvB‡ì Lybx †K Avwg Zv
Av›`vR Ki‡Z cvwi, Ges Zvi cÖwZ wKQyUv K…ZÁZv †eva Kivq
QywiUv jywK‡q †djvi ZvwM` Abyfe Kwi|Õ
ÔKv‡K Zzwg Lybx e‡j m‡›`n KiQ Zv wbðqB Avgv‡K Zzwg
ej‡e bv?Õ
78 gvmy` ivbvÐ311
ÔAvcwb †evanq †R‡bI bv Rvbvi fvb Ki‡Z cQ›`
K‡ib|Õ ivbvi nvZ aij dvivn| ÔPjyb, †j¸‡bi Iw`KUvq hvB
Av‡iKevi, Avcbv‡K GKUv wRwbm †`Lve|Õ
Avevi †mB cv_y‡i cuvwP‡ji cv‡k P‡j Gj Iiv| cix¶v
K‡i ivbv eySj, ûK jvMv‡bv iwki mvnvh¨ wb‡qI GB cuvwPj
UcKv‡bv m¤¢e bq| cuvwP‡ji gv_vq KuvUvZv‡ii †eov dz‡ji
†Kk‡ii gZ Qwo‡q Av‡Q `ycv‡k| wKQy`~i hvevi ci cuvwP‡ji
Mv‡q GKUv Uv‡b‡ji gyL †`Lv †Mj, Z‡e wMÖj w`‡q eÜ Kiv|
weª‡R D‡V ivbv wR‡Ám Kij, ÔUv‡b‡ji †fZi wMÖj †Kb?Õ
ÔUv‡b‡ji Av‡iK gv_vq GKUv †QvU cyj Av‡Q| wimU©
d¨vwmwjwUi KZ©v ILv‡b Zuvi †evU iv‡Lb|Õ
ÔI|Õ
weª‡Ri gvSLv‡b nVvr ùvwo‡q coj dvivn| ÔPjyb,
†nv‡U‡j wdwi| wL‡`‡Z Rvb †ewi‡q hv‡”Q Avgvi|Õ
ÔwL‡` AvgviI †c‡q‡Q, wKš‘ GB bv Zzwg ej‡j wK †hb
†`Lv‡e Avgv‡K|Õ
Ôe‡jwQjvg bvwK? e‡j _vK‡j †`wL‡qwQ|Õ ivbv‡K a‡i
†Rvi K‡i †Nvivj †m| AMZ¨v eva¨ n‡q wdiwZ c_ ai‡Z
n‡jv ivbv‡K| ÔAvcwb †evU cQ›` K‡ib, eo–qv? Avgvi GKUv
†evU Av‡Q| Av‡Q gv‡b wimU© KZ…©c¶ eënvi Ki‡Z w`‡q‡Q|Õ
ivbv Ab¨gb¯‹| Uv‡bjUv †Kb I‡K †`Lvj dvivn? ÔwK
ai‡bi †evU?Õ
ÔwK ai‡bi †evU...Zv †Zv Rvwb bv| †im‡evU? †QvU, wKš‘
¯úxW Lye †ewk...Õ
ÔivbA¨vevDU| Povi my‡hvM †c‡j Lywk nBÑGw`K Iw`K
Ny‡i †`LZvg|Õ
ev‡Ni LuvPv 79
ÔZ‡e Avgvi †evU wb‡q cvjvevi K_v †f‡e _vK‡j fy‡j
hvb,Õ ejj dvivn| Ôïay Avgvi †evU †Kb, †jwUm †_‡K †Kvb
†evUB cvjv‡Z cvi‡e bv| fvj K_v, Avcwb †evU Pvjv‡Z
Rv‡bb?Õ
ÔRvwb| †Kb, †evU wb‡q cvjv‡bv hv‡e bv †Kb?Õ
ÔGw`‡Ki cvwb‡Z cvnviv _v‡KÑKov cvnviv| bv, Avi
†Kvb cÖkœ Ki‡eb bv| c−xR|Õ
ÔwKš‘ GKUv cÖkœ bv K‡i cviwQ bv,Õ ejj ivbv| ÔZzwg wK
I‡ì nv‡Z e›`x? bvwK Zzwg I‡ìB GKRb?Õ
ÔGBgvÎ Kvjv n‡q †Mjvg, Avcbvi K_v ïb‡Z cvw”Q
bvÑgvd Ki‡eb|Õ
ÔeySjvg Reve w`‡Z Amyweav Av‡Q| GUvI Aek¨
GKai‡bi Reve| Av”Qv, Zzwg GLv‡b KZw`b n‡jv AvQ?Õ
ÔGB †Zv, QÕgvm Pj‡Q|Õ nVvr D¾¡j n‡jv dvivni gyL|
ÔGB, ïbyb! Kvj iv‡Z Avgvi Ad †W!Õ cuvwP‡ji w`‡K wcQb
wd‡i ùvwo‡q coj †m, ivbvi AviI GKUz Kv‡Q m‡i Gj|
ÔAd †W-†Z mvaviYZ wK K‡iv Zzwg?Õ g„`y¯^‡i Rvb‡Z
PvBj ivbv, GKUv nvZ aijÑGB cÖ_g|
ÔeB cwo, Mvb ïwb| GB, Avcwb hLb Avgv‡K my›ìx
ej‡jb, Avwg wKQy g‡b Kwiwb| GLb hw` Avwg wKQy ewj,
Avcwb gvBÛ Ki‡eb bv †Zv?Õ
ÔcÖksmv ïb‡Z Kvi bv fvj jv‡M| wKš‘ kÎ“ cÖksmv Ki‡j
fq cvB|Õ
Ô†ek, cvb fq,Õ ivbvi AviI Kv‡Q m‡i G‡m wdmwdm
Kij dvivn| Ô†Zvgvi g‡a¨ wK †hb GKUv Rv`y Av‡Q|Õ
dvivni †Kvg‡i nvZ †i‡L Kv‡Q Uvbj ivbv, bai ivOv
80 gvmy` ivbvÐ311
†Vuv‡U GKUv Pz‡gv †L‡jv|
dvivn m‡½ m‡½ evav †`qwb, GKUz mgq w`‡q wb‡R‡K
Qvwo‡q wbj| ÔGB †Zvgvi fq cvIqvi bgybv?Õ
Rev‡e ivbv ejj, ÔKvj iv‡Z Zzwg Avgvi m‡½ †ei“‡e?
†Zvgvi i¨vbA¨vevDU wb‡q †eove Avgiv?Õ
GK †m‡KÛ BZ¯—Z K‡i gv_v SuvKvj dvivn| ÔwVK
Av‡Q|Õ
Ô†Zvgvi m‡½ Avgvi K¨vev‡iB‡Z †`Lv n‡e| ev‡i| cÖ_‡g
wWbvi, Zvici, †Kgb?Õ
ÔK¨v‡e‡iB‡ZÕ Zx¶è Mjvq ejj dvivn| Ôbv, ILv‡b bq|
Avwg PvB bv †KD Avgv‡ì‡K †`LyK| AvwgB †Zvgvi my¨B‡U
Avme|Õ
Ô†ek| A‡c¶v Kie| I, nu¨v, Avgvi Av‡iKUv Ave`vi
ivL‡Z n‡e †Zvgv‡K| Kvj iv‡Z †h MvbUv MvBwQ‡j IUv
Av‡iKevi k~b‡Z PvB Avwg| fvlvUv Aek¨ wVK eyS‡Z cvwiwb,
Z‡e myiUv eo gb D`vm Kiv, Avi †Zvgvi MjvUvI Lye fvj|Õ
ÔMvb...wVK Av‡Q, ïb‡e| Avm‡j Dcgnv‡`‡ki A‡bK
fvlvB Rvwb AvwgÑIUv GKUv evsjv MvbÑ†U‡Mv‡ii| Z‡e Mjv
Avgvi †gv‡UI fvj bq, Zzwg evwo‡q ejQ|Õ
ev‡Ni LuvPv 81
Qq
ciw`b mKv‡j †eªKdv÷ w`‡q †Mj iƒg mvwf©m|
bv¯—v †m‡i e¨vM nvZ‡o cyi‡bv GKUv †bwf‡Mkb¨vj PvU©
†ei Kij ivbv| †jwUm I Avkcv‡ki GjvKvi PvU©, A‡bK
K‡ó †hvMvo Kiv n‡q‡Q| Z‡e cix¶v K‡i Lye GKUv Drdzj−
nIqv †Mj bv| Pv‡U© RjgMœ K‡qKUv evav-weNœ, cÖvPxb Avg‡ji
GK‡Rvov RvnvRWywei ¯úU, GKUv †Kvivj †nW Avi wKQy wKQy
AMfxi Ask wPwýZ Kiv n‡q‡Q ïay| †jwU‡mi †fZ‡ii
†j¸bUv‡K †`Lv‡bv n‡q‡Q, wKš‘ mvM‡ii †Kv_vq wM‡q †mUv
wg‡k‡Q Zv †`Lv‡bv nqwb|
†jwU‡mi e−¨vK‡nvj w`KUvq mvM‡i GK‡Rvov ixd
Av‡QÑKLbI ¯úó, KLbI A¯úó| I¸‡jv wVK †Kv_vq, g‡b
†Mu‡_ ivLvi †Póv Kij ivbv|
`kUvi mgq †dvb Kij K¨viwjb| KjUv Avkv KiwQj
ivbv, Z‡e GZ ZvovZvwo bq|
Ôwg. eo–qv, Avcwb †Zv †MvUv wim‡U© ˆn-‰P †d‡j
w`‡q‡Qb!Õ nvm‡Q K¨viwjb|
ÔwK iKg?Õ
Ôdvivni abyf©½ cY, †m †Kvb cyi“‡li m‡½ †gjv‡gkv
Ki‡e bv| Rv`y Rv‡bb bvwK, †mUv Avcwb fvO‡jb wKfv‡e?Õ
82 gvmy` ivbvÐ311
ÔI, GB K_v!Õ ivbvI †Rvi K‡i GKUz nvmj|
ÔAvR iv‡Z †Zv Ii QywU,Õ ejj K¨viwjb| ÔI‡K wb‡q
wbðqB †Kvb †cÖvMÖvg Av‡Q Avcbvi?Õ
wØavq c‡o †Mj ivbv| Zvici fvej, dvivn I‡K wb‡q
†ev‡U Po‡Z †P‡q‡Q KvD‡K bv Rvwb‡q, Kv‡RB e¨vcviUv
†Mvcb ivLvB DwPZ| ejj, ÔGLbI wKQy dvBbvj nqwb|Õ
ÔLye e¨¯—, ZvB bv?Õ GLbI nvm‡Q K¨viwjb| ÔAvgv‡ì
†evanq †Kvb AvkvB †bB, wK e‡jb?Õ
Ô†K ejj Avkv †bB| Avwg †Zv Avi cvwj‡q hvw”Q bv|Õ
Ôï‡b Avk¦¯— njvg| wg. eo–qv, †hR‡b¨ †dvb K‡iwQ|
Avcbvi gv÷vi KvW© †RbyBb, †mR‡b¨ abëv`| Z‡e Ab¨ wKQy
Avgiv AvkvI Kwiwb| wKš‘ mgm¨v †`Lv w`‡q‡Q Ab¨Lv‡b|Õ
ÔwK iKg?Õ
ÔAvcbvi gv÷vi Kv‡W©i GKUv wmwjs Av‡Q,Õ ejj
K¨viwjb| Ô†mUv GK jvL Wjvi| Avcwb Gi‡P‡q †ewk †c‡g›U
Ki‡Z ev K¨vk Ki‡Z cvi‡eb wKbv Rvb‡Z n‡j †Kv¤úvwb‡K
GKUv †KvW Rvbv‡Z n‡e| †mB †KvW †Zv Kvj iv‡Z Avcwb
Avgv‡K †`bwb|Õ
Ôw`Bwb? In&-†nv, Zvn‡j †Zv wew”Qwi GKUv fyj n‡q
†M‡Q|Õ
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92 gvmy` ivbvÐ311
evn‡b wd‡i G‡m Avevi iv¯—vq bvgj ivbv, †`Lv hvK G-
iv¯—v †Kv_vq I‡K wb‡q hvq| Mjd †Kvm©‡K wcQ‡b †d‡j G‡m
PIov n‡jv iv¯—v, †klevi euvK wb‡q I DuPz †Svc-Svo‡K cvk
KvwU‡q GKUv †evU †ewm‡b †cuŠ‡Q w`j I‡K| `yÕw`K †_‡KB
euvKv n‡q †e-†Z †ewi‡q †M‡Q †eªK IqvUviÑDuPz, †gvUv Avi
k³ cuvwPj, †XD †VKvevi KvR fvjB Ki‡Q|
`yÕwZb‡U gvSvwi AvK…wZi µzRvi †`Lv †Mj, wbtm½ WK
eivei euvav i‡q‡Q| I¸‡jvi m‡½ K‡qKUv †R‡j †bŠKv Avi
AvDU‡evW©I †`Lv hv‡”Q| Z‡e †Kvb nvB‡Wªvd‡qj †bB|
†e-i Av‡iK gv_vq e−¨vK‡nvj †`L‡Z †cj ivbv,
MvQcvjvi †fZi †_‡K B¯úv‡Zi wekvj KvVv‡gv gv_v Zz‡j‡Q|
weªR Avi weªR msjMœ †RwUi wKQy AskI †`Lv †MjÑ†RwUUv
cvwbi Ici j¤^v n‡q Av‡Q| weªRUv Amgvß, wbg©vY KvR ¯’wMZ
_vKvq †Kvb iKg e¨¯—Zv †Pv‡L coj bv| Z‡e `~‡i
A¯úófv‡e cÖKvÊ GKUv †µb †`Lv hv‡”Q| †µbUv mPj,
B¯úv‡Zi exg enb Ki‡Q| †jvnvi †nj‡gU civ Ly‡` AvK…wZi
K‡qKRb †jvK IUv‡K wN‡i nuvUvPjv Ki‡Q| `~iZ¡ Ava
gvB‡ji Kg bq, Kv‡RB wbwðZfv‡e ejv KwVb wVK wK NU‡Q
ILv‡b| cÖKvk¨ wèv‡jv‡K Ava gvBj muvZvi †K‡U ILv‡b
†cuŠQv‡bvi †Kvb cÖkœB I‡V bv|
GwÄ‡bi †fuvZv AvIqvR mPwKZ K‡i Zzjj ivbv‡K| SU
K‡i euv w`‡K ZvwK‡q ivbv †`Lj †Lvjv mvMi †_‡K †e-†Z
XyK‡Q mv`v GKUv †evU| GKUv nvB‡Wªvd‡qj| †Lvjv
KKwc‡Ui wcQb w`‡K †Kvwiqvb GK †jv‡Ki cv‡k e‡m i‡q‡Q
K¨viwjb, †jvKUv m¤¢eZ wKg Db| ûBj a‡i ùvwo‡q i‡q‡Q
Av‡iK †jvK| GB †jvKUv †k¦Zv½, ci‡b ev`vgx myU| K‡qK
ev‡Ni LuvPv 93
†m‡KÛ ci Zv‡K wPb‡Z cvij ivbv| gviwUb|
eo GKUv Aa©e„Ë ˆZwi K‡i †e †_‡K †j¸‡b XyKj
nvB‡Wªvd‡qj| Zvici †mvRv QyUj e−¨vK‡nv‡ji j¤^v †RwU j¶¨
K‡i| MvQcvjvi Avovj †_‡K wRbm Avi †j`vi R¨v‡KU civ
`yÕRb †jvK †ewi‡q Gj gywis jvBb aivi R‡b¨| †evU †_‡K
gB †e‡q †RwU‡Z DVj Iiv wZbRb, e¨¯— fw½‡Z Zx‡ii w`‡K
G‡Mvj| MvQcvjvi duv‡K wbPz K‡qKUv feb †`Lv hv‡”Q,
†m¸‡jvi †fZi nvwi‡q †Mj Iiv|
`„wó wdwi‡q G‡b W‡K †PvL †evjvj ivbv, fve‡Q dvivni
†evU †KvbUv n‡Z cv‡i| cÖ_‡g Ii c−¨vb wQj †g‡qUv‡K
cwU‡q-cvwU‡q jyKvm †W‡fb‡cv‡U©i Acv‡ikb m¤ú‡K© Z_¨
Av`vq Ki‡e| †mUv evwZj K‡i w`j I| gv_vq AviI fvj
GKUv AvBwWqv G‡m‡Q|
g¨vwibv ev WwKs d¨vwmwjwU †_‡K †ewk `~‡i bq, LvwbKUv
DuPz Rwg‡bi Ici j¨vwÛs w÷ªcUv| GKUv †k‡Wi KvQvKvwQ
cvK© Kiv i‡q‡Q jxqvi †RU, †k‡Wi gv_vq DBÛmK Do‡Q|
KvQvKvwQ AviI GK‡Rvov nvjKv †c−b I GKUv †nwjKÞvi
†`Lv †Mj| KuvUvZv‡ii †eov _vK‡jI †MUUv †Lvjv|
wmwKDwiwU wK iKg Kov cix¶v Kivi R‡b¨ †dv·Iqv‡Mb
wb‡q †fZ‡i Xy‡K coj ivbv| RvbZ wKQy GKUv NU‡e,
ZviciI NUbvUv Pg‡K w`j ivbv‡K| †kW †_‡K myk„sLj
ˆmwbK‡ì gZ gvP© K‡i †ewi‡q Gj GK`j MvW©, nv‡Z
mve‡gwkb Mvb evwM‡q aiv, mivmwi ivbvi w`‡K ZvK K‡i
`ª“Z cwRkb wbj|
evnb bv _vwg‡q Nywi‡q wbj ivbv, `yN©Ubvi SzuwK bv wb‡q
cvwj‡q Gj|
94 gvmy` ivbvÐ311
†nv‡U‡j †divi c‡_ †Uwbm †KvU©¸‡jvI †`Lj ivbv|
†nv‡U‡ji KvQvKvwQ, cvkvcvwk A‡bK¸‡jv| Mjd †Kv‡m©i gZ
G¸‡jvI Lvwj c‡o Av‡Q|
my¨B‡U wd‡i lvU wgwb‡Ui wèvwb`ªvi ci Kwd †L‡jv ivbv,
Zvici dvivni m‡½ †ei“evi R‡b¨ cÖ¯‘Z n‡jv| GUv cÖ‡gv`-
ågY bq, ejv hvq wec¾bK AwfhvbB, Zvm‡Ë¡I wm×vš— wbj
Iqvj_viUv †b‡e bv| dvivni gZ †g‡q m‡½ _vK‡j kix‡i
jywK‡q ivLv A¯¿ †ewk¶Y †Mvcb ivLv m¤¢e bq| †g‡qwUi g‡b
wK Av‡Q †K Rv‡b, A¯¿ mn aiv co‡Z ivwR bq ivbv| Z‡e
†e‡ëi m‡½ ˆZwi Ly‡` c‡K‡U UzwKUvwK K‡qKUv wRwbm ivLj,
Zvi g‡a¨ gvi‡ej mvB‡Ri M¨vm †evgvI Av‡Q|
Mvp i‡Oi ¯−¨vKm& cij ivbv, m‡½ †gi“b UvU©j‡bK,
nvjKv bxj R¨v‡KU Avi †Zveov‡bv K¨vbfvm k~| cÖ¯‘Z n‡q
Szj-eviv›`vq ùvovj, myBwgscy‡ji Pviav‡i bRi †evjv‡”Q|
nVvr LyK K‡i †K †hb Kvkj| SU K‡i Nyij ivbv, fw½Uv
AvµgYvZ¥K, wKš‘ my¨B‡Ui †fZi KvD‡K †`L‡Z †cj bv|
Zvici Avevi Kv‡b XyKj Pvcv KÉ¯î, GZ A¯úó †h †Kvb
K_vB †evSv hv‡”Q bv| k‡ãi Drm Av›`vR K‡i †iBwj‡Oi
w`‡K G‡Mvj ivbv, Kvb †c‡Z †kvbvi †Póv Kij| fvlvUv
cwi®‹vi bv eyS‡jI †Pbv-†Pbv jvMj| GKevi g‡b n‡jv D`y©,
GKevi g‡b n‡jv †bcvjx| Zvici eyS‡Z cvij, wewfbœ fvlvq
K‡qKRb †jvK K_v ej‡Q| †iBwjs a‡i wb‡Pi w`‡K SzuKj
ivbv, `„wóc‡_ †ewi‡q Gj cuvPZjvi Szj-eviv›`vi †iBwjs|
†iBwj‡O GKUv nvZ i‡q‡Q| nvZUvi iO L‡qix-njy‡`
†gkv‡bv, Kwâ‡Z SKS‡K GKUv †iv‡j· Nwo|
†iBwjs †Q‡o w`‡q wcwQ‡q Gj ivbv, gy‡L M¤¢xi nvwm|
ev‡Ni LuvPv 95
†Kvb fyj †bB, IB Nwo wKg D‡bi nv‡Z †`‡L‡Q I| ïay ZvB
bq, K¨viwj‡bi KÉ¯îI GLb wPb‡Z cvi‡Q|
cÖkœ n‡jv, K¨viwjb Avi wKg Db dvivni my¨B‡U wK
Ki‡Q? eyw× w`‡”Q, I‡K hv‡Z wb‡q wM‡q duv‡` †dj‡Z cv‡i
dvivn? ïay Iiv `yÕRb bq, ivbv cÖvq wbwðZ wb‡Pi my¨B‡U
†bcvjx f`ª‡jvK QvovI AviI `yÕGKRb Av‡Q| myKvqv Avi
Avgvb bq‡Zv?
my¨B‡U wd‡i G‡m K‡qKUv wRwbm †MvQMvQ Kij ivbv|
`yÕwgwbUI cvi nqwb, bK n‡jv ìRvq|
ìRv Ly‡j dvivn‡K ùvwo‡q _vK‡Z †`Lj ivbv| g‡b g‡b
Av‡iKevi ¯^xKvi Ki‡Z n‡jv, iƒc I †hŠe‡bi Ggb mgv‡ivn
Lye KgB †Pv‡L c‡o| dvivn‡K wb‡q Ii GKUv c−¨vb Av‡Q,
†m-K_v g‡b c‡o hvIqvq GK gyn~‡Z©i R‡b¨ `ytL †eva Kij|
Z‡e Zv IB gvÎ GK gyn~‡Z©i R‡b¨B|
96 gvmy` ivbvÐ311
mvZ
dvivn AvR cy‡iv`¯‘i ïåembv| †WªmUv †g‡S ch©š— j¤^v
MvDbB, Z‡e RwUj I †KŠkjx nv‡Zi KvR †`Lvi
gZÑKvc‡oi Ici AviI Kvco †mjvB Kiv n‡q‡Q, ¯—‡i ¯—‡i
AmsL¨ fuvR, fvi‡Zi ivR¯’vbx igYxi AbyKi‡Y bvwfi Kv‡Q
†MuvRv| bovPovi mgq †WªmUv GLv‡b †mLv‡b duvK n‡q
hvIqvq cÖwZevi cj‡Ki R‡b¨ GK SjK †`Lv hvq †mvbvwj
cv‡qi bvbvb Ask|
cvk KvUvevi mgq k¦vmi“×Ki wgwó myevm kxZj GKUv
Abyf~wZ Qwo‡q w`j ivbvi mviv kix‡i| wmwUsiƒ‡gi gvSLv‡b
†cuŠ‡Q cv‡qi AvOy‡j fi w`‡q eb K‡i AvacvK Nyij †m, Szj-
eviv›`v †_‡K Avmv D¾¡j Av‡jvi wecix‡Z †cvR w`‡q
ùvovj| Ôfvj K‡i †`‡L Zvici e‡jvÑ†Kgb jvM‡Q Avgv‡K|Õ
ÔGUv †Kvb cÖkœB bq|Õ
nvmj dvivn| Zvici ejj, ÔAf¨vm †bB, Zey AvR `yÕGK
†XvK Lve| hw` †emvgvj n‡q cwo, Zzwg Avgv‡K mvg‡j ivL‡e
†Zv?Õ
ÔwK Lv‡e? weqvi?Õ
Ôbvn&! weqvi †Kb! †L‡j k¨v‡¤úbB Lve|Õ
ÔejQ Af¨vm †bB, A_P †L‡Z PvBQÑwK e¨vcvi?Õ
ev‡Ni LuvPv 97
ÔRxe‡b cÖ_g †Kvb cyi“‡li m‡½ †WwU‡O †ei“w”Q; GUv
weivU GKUv Dcj¶ bq? AviI KviY Av‡Q, wKš‘ me K_v
†Zvgv‡K ejv hvq bv| wK, Avgv‡K Zzwg mvgjv‡Z cvi‡e bv?Õ
Ôcvie,Õ e‡j †Uwj‡dv‡bi w`‡K G‡Mvj ivbv| Ô†`Lv hvK
iƒg mvwf©m KZ ZvovZvwo cwi‡ekb Ki‡Z cv‡i|Õ
Ôiƒg mvwf©m‡K WvKvi Av‡M GLv‡b wK Av‡Q †`L‡j nq
bv?Õ †QvÆ wiwd«Rv‡iUiUv wb‡RB Ly‡j †djj dvivn, †fZ‡i
nvZ XywK‡q k¨v‡¤ú‡bi GKUv †evZj †ei K‡i Avbj|
ivbv AevK| ÔG wbðqB †Zvgvi KvimvwR!Õ
ÔnZfvwMbxi Aciva ¶gv Ki“b, cÖfy!Õ e‡jB Avevi †n‡m
DVj dvivn| †c‡U wKQy covi Av‡MB †m †hb gvZjvwg Ki‡Q|
ivbv Av›`vR KijÑbvf©vm‡bm| †h-†Kvb Kvi‡YB †nvK D‡ØM
Avi D‡ËRbvq QUdU Ki‡Q †g‡qUv| GKUz ci ci †n‡m IVv
Avm‡j g‡bi Aw¯’iZv †Mvcb Kivi †Póv gvÎ|
`yÕRb †hb m‡PZbfv‡eB ci¯ú‡ii KvQ †_‡K mvgvb¨
`~‡i, bvMv‡ji evB‡i e‡m‡Q| dvivn‡K gvÎ GK M−vm k¨v‡¤úb
eivÏ Kij ivbv| IBUzKz †c‡U co‡ZB nvZ †b‡o Avi gv_v
SuvwK‡q wb‡Ri Rxeb, gv-evev, †`k I K…wó-KvjPvi m¤ú‡K©
AbM©j e‡j †Mj dvivn| Zvi K_vq cÖPzi Am½wZ j¶ Kij
ivbv, eyS‡Z cvij evbv‡bv Mí †kvbv‡”Q, Z‡e fyj¸‡jv awi‡q
bv w`‡q PzcPvc ï‡b †Mj|
m‡Üi ci Mvp AÜKvi bvgj evB‡i| wb‡Ri Mí †kl K‡i
ivbvi Mí †kvbvi R‡b¨ cÖej AvMÖn †`Lvj dvivn, ZviB
duv‡K M−v‡m AviI k¨v‡¤úb Xvjvi R‡b¨ evievi Aby‡iva
Kij|
ÔZzwgB e‡jQ Avwg †hb †Zvgv‡K mvg‡j ivwL,Õ ejj ivbv|
98 gvmy` ivbvÐ311
ÔKv‡RB GK M−vmB h‡_ó, Avi cv‡e bv|Õ
ÔG †Zvgvi fvwi Ab¨vq!Õ Awfgv‡b †VuvU †dvjvj dvivn|
ÔAv‡M †Zv gvZvj nB, Zvici bv mvgjv‡e! Zzwg Avgvi K_vi
fyj A_© K‡i Avgv‡K VKv”Q!Õ
K_v bv e‡j ivbv ïay nvmj|
Ô†ek, w`‡qv bv k¨v‡¤úb| Gevi Zvn‡j †Zvgvi Mí ïwb‡q
gy» K‡iv Avgv‡K| †Kv_vKvi ivRcyÎ Zzwg? †Kv_vq ivRZ¡
K‡iv? †Kvb& †m †`k, hv †Zvgvi gZ mycyi“‡li Rb¥ †`q?Õ
Ô†Zvgvi eÜzi †Kvb Afve †bB †jwU‡m,Õ DË‡i ejj ivbv|
ÔZviv Avgvi m¤ú‡K© Rv‡b| Zviv hv Rv‡b Zvi †ewk Avi wKQy
ejevi †bB Avgvi|Õ
†PvL wgUwgU Kij dvivn, wK †hb ej‡Z wM‡qI ejj bv|
¤−vb gy‡L K‡qK gyn~Z© PzcPvc _vKvi ci wR‡Ám Kij,
ÔAvgv‡K bv †Zvgvi wWbvi LvIqv‡bvi K_v?Õ
ÔZzwg ej‡jB AW©vi w`B|Õ
ÔGLv‡b, N‡ii †fZi †Kb?Õ
ÔwK e‡jwQ‡j fy‡j †MQ? Zzwg PvI bv †KD Avgv‡ì‡K
†`LyK|Õ
wew¯§Z †`Lvj dvivn‡K| Ônq‡Zv AvgviB ej‡Z fyj
n‡q‡Q, wKsev Zzwg Avgvi K_v eyS‡Z fyj K‡iQ| Avwg Avm‡j
†Zvgv‡K eo Ki‡Z †P‡qwQjvg| †P‡qwQjvg †jv‡K †hb
†`L‡Z cvq Zzwg bI, AvwgB †Zvgvi wcQ‡b Nyi-Nyi KiwQ|Õ
Ô†kv‡bv, dvivn,Õ ejj ivbv, M¤¢xi KÉ¯î, Ômv¤cÖ`vwqKZv
N„Yv Kwi Avwg| wKš‘ Zey wn›`y GK cyi“‡li cÖwZ gymjgvb
bvixi, we‡kl K‡i wgkixq my›ìx †kªôvi GB AvKl©Y Avgv‡K
ïay wew¯§Z bq, ixwZgZ nZf¤^ K‡i Zzj‡Q| mwZ¨ K_v e‡jv,
ev‡Ni LuvPv 99
dvivn, †Zvgvi D‡ÏkÜv wK? Avm‡j wK PvI Zzwg?Õ
ivbv‡K AviI weg~p K‡i w`‡q SiSi K‡i †Ku‡` †djj
†g‡qUv| e¨¯— n‡q ¶gvcÖv_©bv Kij ivbv, mvš—¡bvI w`j, wKš‘
†mB m‡½ g‡b cÖkœ RvMj, meUvB wK Awfbq?
ivbvi big eënvi mvnvh¨ Kij, GKUz ciB wb‡R‡K
mvg‡j wbj dvivn, †PvL gy‡Q i“gvjUv †diZ w`‡q ejj,
ÔAvgvi me K_v Zzwg Rv‡bv bv, †mR‡b¨B †Zvgvi g‡b
D‡ëvcvëv me cÖkœ RvM‡Q| wKš‘ GKBiKg A™¢yZ me cÖkœ
Avgvi g‡bI RvM‡Q, KviY †Zvgvi m¤ú‡K©I Avwg cÖvq wKQyB
Rvwb bv|Õ
K_v bv e‡j A‡c¶v Ki‡Q ivbv|
Ô`yÕR‡bB Avgiv ci¯úi‡K wek¦vm K‡i g‡bi me K_v
Ly‡j ej‡Z cÖ¯‘Z bB,Õ Avevi ejj dvivn| ÔZ‡e Avgvi Zid
†_‡K Avwg K_v w`‡Z cvwi, ÁvZmv‡i Avwg †Zvgvi †Kvb ¶wZ
Kie bv| ZzwgI wK Avgv‡K GiKg K_v w`‡Z cv‡iv?Õ
Ônu¨v, cvwi| Avwg †Zvgvi R‡b¨ †Kvb wec` bB|Õ
nvmj dvivn| Ôabëv`| Gevi Zvn‡j Avgvi Ici †Q‡o
`vI wb‡R‡K|Õ
Ôw`jvg|Õ
ivbv‡K wb‡q wb‡P bvgj dvivn| WvBwbsiƒg‡K Gwo‡q
jvD‡Ä XyKj Iiv, jvD‡Äi ¤−vb Av‡jvq dvivni mv`v †Wªm
R¡jR¡j Ki‡Q, KvcoUvq †hb dmdivm gvLv‡bv Av‡Q| c_
†`wL‡q †Kv‡Yi GKUv †Uwe‡j wb‡q Gj †m ivbv‡K, GLvb
†_‡K myBwgs cyj Avi e¨vÛcvwU© †`Lv hvq|
Iiv em‡Z bv em‡Z nvwmgy‡L GwM‡q Gj GKRb I‡qUvi,
GK nv‡Z GKUv gvÎ †gby¨, Aci nv‡Z k¨v‡¤ú‡bi †evZj|
100 gvmy` ivbvÐ311

ÔIiv Avgv‡K †P‡b,Õ e¨vL¨v Kij dvivn| ÔRv‡b, AvR
Avgvi m‡½ GKRb _vK‡e|Õ
K_v bv e‡j nvmj ivbv|
ÔGLvbKvi wdwjU mwZ¨ Lye fvj|Õ
Ô†ek †Zv, ZvB w`‡Z e‡jv|Õ cwiw¯’wZUv wb‡Ri wbqš¿‡Y
ivL‡Q dvivn, Z‡e ivbv Zv‡Z wKQy g‡b Ki‡Q bv| †LjvUv
Zvi wbq‡gB PjyK| AvcvZZ|
Av¶wiK A‡_©B †c−‡U G‡Kev‡i ûgwo †L‡q coj dvivn,
gvL‡bi gZ big nvowenxb gvs‡mi dvwj‡Z GZB g‡bv‡hvMx
n‡q DVj, ivbvi Dcw¯’wZ m¤ú‡K© †m †hb GB gyn~‡Z© m‡PZb
bq|
`~‡i evi, evi-Gi cv‡k †QvÆ WvÝ †d¬vi, †mLv‡b
K‡qK‡Rvov †Q‡j‡g‡q bvP‡Q|
Kwd LvIqv †kl n‡Z ivbv ejj, ÔbvP‡e?Õ
Ôbv|Õ
Ô†Kb?Õ
ÔbvP GKUv gnr wkígva¨g| wKš‘ MZ Qq gv‡m †Nbœv a‡i
†M‡Q Avgvi| GLv‡b bvwP Avwg eva¨ n‡q, B”Qv I i“wPi
wei“‡×|Õ
`xN© GK gyn~Z© dvivn‡K LyuwU‡q †`Lj ivbv, Zvici ejj,
ÔAvgvi aviYv †WªmUv Zzwg e`jv‡Z PvI|Õ
abyK AvK…wZi fyi“ Kcv‡j Zzjj dvivn| Ôgv‡b?Õ
Ôgv‡b, GB †Wªm c‡i hw` †im‡ev‡U Po‡Z bv PvI Avi
wK|Õ
ÔivbA¨vevDU| ZzwgB wkwL‡qQ|Õ
Ônu¨v|Õ
ev‡Ni LuvPv 101

ÔwKš‘ †PÄ Ki‡Z n‡e †Kb?Õ ivbvi nv‡Z Pvc w`j dvivn,
Kvc‡oi fuv‡R †XD †Lwj‡q nvmj| ÔG †Zv wKQyB bq, †mªd
bvgKvIqv‡¯—|Õ Av‡av AÜKv‡i wSK K‡i DVj Zvi mv`v ùvZ|
cv‡ki GKUv ìRv w`‡q myBwgs cy‡j P‡j Gj Iiv|
Av‡MB eë¯’v Kiv wQj, †QvU GKUv Mvwo‡Z ivbv‡K Zz‡j wb‡q
iIbv n‡jv dvivn, wWbvi †Uwe‡ji gZ GKB g‡bv‡hv‡Mi m‡½
WªvBf Ki‡Q|
BqU †ewm‡b †cuŠ‡Q bvgj Iiv, †mvRv W‡Ki w`‡K nuvU‡Q
dvivn| W‡Ki †kl gv_vq cvwb‡Z †`vj Lv‡”Q Zvi †QvÆ
ivbA¨vevDU, cv‡kB †`Lv hv‡”Q eomo GKUv wµm-µvdU|
wµm-µvd‡Ui †W‡Ki wb‡P GK‡Rvov Av‡jv R¡j‡Q, †mw`‡K
Bw½Z K‡i nvmj †m|
dvivni †evU cÖvq †lv‡jv dzU j¤^v, KKwc‡Ui †g‡S‡Z
big g¨vU †djv Av‡Q| KvKZvjxq wKbv †K ej‡e, †evUUv
cy‡iv mv`v iO Kiv| e¨vcviUv cQ›` bv n‡jI ivbvi wKQy Kivi
†bB|
¯‹vU© DuPz K‡i aij dvivn, m¨v‡Ûj Lyjj, Zvici iwki
Ici nuvUvi fw½‡Z KKwc‡U Xy‡K coj| ÷vb© jvBb Lyjj
ivbv, m‡½ m‡½ †m‡fbwUdvBf nm©cvIqvi gvK© AvDU‡evW©
÷vU© w`j dvivn| GwÄ‡bi k‡ã wbqwgZ Q›` P‡j Avmvi ci
†ev jvBb Ly‡j dvivni cv‡k G‡m emj ivbv| †evU wb‡q
wcwQ‡q Gj dvivn LvwbKUv, Zvici beŸyB wWwMÖ euvK wb‡q †e
a‡i QyUj, MwZ µgk evov‡”Q| m‡›`n †bB, †evU Pvjbv fvjB
Rv‡b| Ô†Kv_vq, KZ`~i †eov‡Z PvI?Õ GwÄ‡bi MR©b‡K
Qvwc‡q DVj dvivni wPrKvi|
GKUv nvZ Zz‡j Pviw`KUv †`Lvj ivbv| Ô†ewk `~‡i hvIqv
102 gvmy` ivbvÐ311

wbivc` bq, Øx‡ci KvQvKvwQB _v‡Kv|Õ
†QvU †QvU †XD ¸uwo‡q w`‡q QyU‡Q †evU, euv w`‡K eû `~‡i
†nv‡U‡ji Av‡jv Avi e−¨vK‡nv‡ji GKUv †µ‡bi gv_vq jvj
evje MvBW Ki‡Q I‡ì‡K, Kzqvkv _vKvq GK dvwj iƒ‡cvi
gZ ¤−vb Puv` †Zgb †Kvb mvnv‡h¨ Avm‡Q bv| dvivn j¨vwÛs
w÷ªcUv‡K cvk KvwU‡q G‡m ˆmKZ †Nu‡l †evU Pvjv‡”Q|
e−¨vK‡nvj‡K wN‡i _vKv cv_y‡i cuvwPj ch©š— Gj Iiv, Zvici
wdiwZ c_ aij|
†Rvov wieb wkw_j n‡q covq dvivni Pzj Kv‡jv cZvKvi
gZ Do‡Q evZv‡m| nvZ Zz‡j wieb I wK¬c wVK K‡i w`j
ivbv| GK wPj‡Z †n‡m Ii nv‡Z g„`y Pvco gvij dvivn|
ÔAvgv‡K GKUv my‡hvM †`‡e?Õ Zvi Kv‡b †PuwP‡q ejj
ivbv, Bw½‡Z ûBjUv †`Lvj|
GK gyn~Z© BZ¯—Z K‡i nvmj dvivn| Ônu¨v, c−xR|Õ
RvqMv e`j Kij Iiv| ci¯úi‡K UcKv‡Z n‡jv, Z‡e
ivbv †Kvb my‡hvM MÖnY Kij bv|
÷vwU©s c‡q‡›U wd‡i G‡m BD Uvb© wbj ivbv, ¯úxW Kwg‡q
G‡b wR‡Ám Kij, Ôe−¨vK‡nv‡j †M‡j †Kgb nq?Õ
Ôbv|Õ gyn~‡Z© Avoó n‡q †Mj dvivn|
Ôbv †Kb? wK Av‡Q ILv‡b?Õ
ÔwK Avevi _vK‡eÑ†µb, eyj‡WvRvi, wUb‡kW, †Kv`vj,
BuU-cv_i-wm‡g›U, GB me|Õ
Ôe›`x †bB? wKsev †Kvb jvk? wVK Rv‡bv, ILv‡b KvD‡K
R¨vš— Kei †`qv nqwb?Õ
dvivni gyL ïwK‡q †Mj| ÔG-me wK ejQ Zzwg!Õ
Ô†f‡ev bv VvÆv KiwQ,Õ ejj ivbv| ÔG-I †f‡ev bv †h Zzwg
ev‡Ni LuvPv 103

wb‡la Ki‡jB Avwg ïbe|Õ
ÔAvgvi gZ ZzwgI Rv‡bv, ILv‡b hvevi AbygwZ †bB,Õ
ejj dvivn| ÔAvgvi kw³ †Kv_vq †h †Zvgv‡K †h‡Z evav
†è! Z‡e mveavb KivUv Avgvi KZ©e¨| ILv‡b †M‡j wec`
n‡Z cv‡i|Õ
ÔwK wec`?Õ
ÔILv‡b MvW© Av‡Q| KvD‡K †`LvgvÎ ¸wj Kivi wb‡`©k
Av‡Q Zv‡ì Ici|Õ
Ô†Kb, wK Av‡Q ILv‡b?Õ
ÔAvgv‡K wR‡Ám KiQ †Kb? wK Av‡Q bv Av‡Q Avwg wK
K‡i eje?Õ
ÔmwZ¨ Zzwg Rv‡bv bv?Õ
gv_v bvoj dvivn|
Ô†m‡¶‡Î m‡iRwg‡b Z`š— K‡i †`Lv ìKvi bv wK Av‡Q
ILv‡b?Õ wR‡Ám Kij ivbv| Ô†`LvgvÎ ¸wj Kivi wb‡`©k KLb
†`qv nq? †Mvcb Kivi gZ wbðqB wKQy Av‡Q ILv‡b|Õ
DË‡ii A‡c¶vq bv †_‡K _ªUj cy‡ivcywi Ly‡j w`‡q
mivmwi e−¨vK‡nvj j¶¨ K‡i †evU †QvUvj ivbv|
LvwbK ci ci K‡qKUv †RwU †`Lv †Mj, †kl †RwUUv‡K
cvk KvUv‡”Q †evU, Xvj †e‡q Qy‡U †b‡g Avm‡Z †`Lv †Mj
K‡qKRb †jvK‡K| Puv‡ì Av‡jv ¤−vb n‡jI Zv‡ì nv‡Zi
ivB‡dj¸‡jv wPb‡Z ivbvi †Kvb Amywe‡a n‡jv bv| ¯úxW
Kgvj I, ivbA¨vevDU‡K †mªv‡Zi m‡½ †f‡m †h‡Z w`j| GK
mgq evwji m‡½ Nlv †L‡jv †ev‡Ui Zjv|
kw³kvjx d¬¨vkjvBU AÜ K‡i w`j ivbv‡K| nvZ Zz‡j
†PvL XvKj I, †Pv‡Li †KvY w`‡q dvivni w`‡K ZvKvj|
104 gvmy` ivbvÐ311

wb®cÖvY g~wZ© n‡q e‡m Av‡Q dvivn| †VuvU †Rvov mvgvb¨
duvK, †Pv‡L wenŸj `„wó|
ÔcÖvB‡fU! cÖvB‡fU! hvb, fv¸bÑ†K‡U co–b!Õ AÜKvi
cvwbi wKbviv †_‡K fvOv-fvOv Bs‡iwR‡Z †ND †ND K‡i DVj
GK †jvK, Zx¶è KÉ¯^‡i cwi®‹vi ûgwK|
†PvL auvav‡bv Av‡jvi w`‡K wd‡i wbtk‡ã nvmj ivbv|
ÔAv‡i, fvB, GZ Nveovevi wK Av‡Q! Avgiv wbixn gvbyl,
GKUz cÖvB‡fwmi †Luv‡R G‡mwQ| wK Ggb Av‡Q GLv‡b, evwj
Avi MvQcvjv Qvov?Õ ùvovj ivbv, DBÛ¯Œxb Uc‡K †ev‡Ui
†ev-†Z Avmvi †Póv Ki‡Q|
Av‡jvi wcQ‡b †gvUv‡mvUv GK †jv‡Ki KvVv‡gv b‡o DVj,
nv‡Zi KvievBb mivmwi ivbvi †c‡U ZvK Kij †m| Ônë!Õ
Gevi AviI KK©k Mjvq ûKzg Kij| ÔAvi hw` GK cv
G‡MvI, Avwg ¸wj Kie|Õ
Ôc−xR!Õ wcQb †_‡K wdmwdm Kij dvivn| Ôc−xR, I‡ì
mv‡_ jvM‡Z †h‡qv bv!Õ
Kuva SuvKvj ivbv, Av‡jvq †PvL †i‡L Avevi nvmj, Wvb
nv‡Zi ZR©bx wc¯—j evwb‡q Aci nv‡Zi AvOyj w`‡q n¨vgvi
bvgv‡bvi fw½ Kij, Zvici ejj, Ô†`L‡j? †Zvgv‡K Avwg
¸wj KiwQ bv| Z‡e c‡iievi wVKB Kie|Õ wcwQ‡q KKwc‡U
wd‡i Gj I|
ˆmKZ †_‡K `~‡i m‡i Gj ivbv, GwÄb eÜ K‡i †mªv‡Z
†Q‡o w`j †evU| ÔIiv wKš‘ mwZ¨ ¸wj KiZ, ZvB bv?Õ
†Rvi K‡i GKUz nvmj dvivn| ÔAvwg †Zv †Zvgv‡K Av‡MB
mveavb K‡iwQjvg|Õ
ÔwKš‘ AvBb wK e‡j Rv‡bv? cÖvB‡fU Øx‡cI †evU †fov‡bv
ev‡Ni LuvPv 105

hvqÑZzwg nvB IqvUvi gvK©-Gi wb‡P _vK‡j KviI wKQy ejevi
AwaKvi †bB|Õ
wb‡f©Rvj †KŠZz‡Ki nvwm dzUj Gevi dvivni †Vuv‡U| ÔG-
meI †Zvgvi Rvbv Av‡Q?Õ
ÔGK mgq †evU wb‡q †Nviv‡div KiZvg|Õ
ivbvi evû‡Z nvZ ivLj dvivn| Ô_vK, Gwb‡q Avi
evovevwo Kivi ìKvi †bB| †jwU‡m Iiv G-me AvBb-UvBb
gv‡b bv|Õ
Ôbv gvb‡j gvbv‡Z n‡e!Õ K…wÎg iv‡M †duvm K‡i DVj
ivbv| Ôiv‡M Avgvi Mv R¡vjv Ki‡Q| †f‡eQ G Acgvb Avwg
†g‡b †be?Õ
Ô†kv‡bv, c−xR...Õ
dvivn‡K wb‡Ri ey‡K †U‡b wbj ivbv|
b‡oP‡o e‡m ivbv‡K Pz‡gv LvIqvi my‡hvM K‡i w`j
dvivn| ivbvi †VuvU Kv‡Q P‡j Avm‡Q †`‡L †PvL eyRj, gy‡L
jvRyK nvwm|
e−¨vK‡nv‡j GKUv mvP©jvBU R¡jj| I‡ì wcQ‡bi cvwb‡Z
coj Av‡jvUv| mPj Av‡jv ay‡q w`j I‡ì‡K, m‡i †Mj,
Zvici wd‡i G‡m w¯’i n‡jv|
Avevi boj dvivn, †PvL Lyjj| Av‡jvq †f‡m hv‡”Q
†evU| ivbv‡K †Q‡o LvwbKUv Ny‡i emj †m, †mvbvwj GKUv
nvZ j¤^v K‡i mvP©jvB‡Ui D‡Ï‡k AvOyj SuvKvj| m‡i †Mj
Av‡jvUv|
ÔZzwg I‡ìB `‡j, ZvB bv?Õ
Ô†evKvi gZ K_v †ev‡jv bv!Õ ivbvi ey‡K Avevi wd‡i Gj
dvivn, gyL Zz‡j †VuvU mvaj ivbv‡K|
106 gvmy` ivbvÐ311

mnR n‡jv bv, wb‡Ri Ici †Rvi LvwU‡qB dvivn‡K
cÖZ¨vL¨vb Kij ivbv| wb‡R‡K Qvwo‡q wb‡”Q, nZf¤^ n‡q
dvivn wR‡Ám Kij, ÔwK n‡jv?Õ
GwÄb ÷vU© w`‡q †evU Qvoj ivbv| ¯úxW µgk evwo‡q †e
†_‡K †Lvjv mvM‡i †ewi‡q hv‡”Q|
ÔwK KiQ Zzwg?Õ
ÔAvgv‡K †`L‡Z n‡e wK Av‡Q e−¨vK‡nv‡j,Õ ejj ivbv|
ÔIw`KUvq Iiv cvnviv w`‡”Q w`K, Avgiv D‡ëv w`K w`‡q
DVe|Õ
ÔZzwg cvMj n‡q †MQ!Õ
Ô†cÖ‡g co‡j mevB nq,Õ e‡j †n‡m DVj ivbv|
ÔBm, wK wg_y¨K!Õ cÖwZev‡ì my‡i wPrKvi Kij dvivn|
Ô†cÖ‡g co‡j Zzwg Avgvi K_v ïb‡Z|Õ
ÔZzwg A¨vW‡fÂvi cQ›` K‡iv bv?Õ dvivni Kuv‡a GKUv
nvZ ivLj ivbv| ÔIiv ivB‡dj nv‡Z LyuR‡e Avgv‡ì, Avi
Avgiv †Sv‡ci Avov‡j †cÖg Kie| A¯^xKvi K‡iv, AvBwWqvUv
†ivgvw›UK bq?Õ
nvmj bv dvivn| wPwš—Z|
Øx‡ci D‡ëvw`‡K †cuŠQj †evU| †Lv‡j evwj †VK‡ZB
GwÄb eÜ K‡i w`j ivbv| mvg‡b jvd w`‡q cvwb‡Z coj,
†QvU †bvOiUv †U‡b wb‡q Gj ˆmK‡Z| _g_‡g gyL, Ii wVK
wcQ‡bB i‡q‡Q dvivn|
ÔïbQ! Iiv hw` a‡i †d‡j?Õ wdmwdm Kij †m|
ÔZzwg AvQ bv!Õ †n‡m DVj ivbv|
ÔGUv wK VvÆv Kivi e¨vcvi n‡jv?Õ K…wÎg wKbv †evSv †Mj
bv, †i‡M DVj dvivn|
ev‡Ni LuvPv 107

Ô†Kb, Iiv †Zv †Zvgv‡K †P‡bB| wb‡Ri †Pv‡LB †Zv
†`Ljvg GKevi nvZ bvo‡ZB mwi‡q wbj Av‡jvUv| aiv co‡j
Zzwg hw` gvbv K‡iv Zvn‡j wbðqB Iiv Avgv‡K ¸wj Ki‡e
bv|Õ
Ô†evKvi gZ SzuwK wb”Q Zzwg,Õ ejj dvivn| Ôc‡i wKš‘
ej‡Z cvi‡e bv Avwg †Zvgv‡K mveavb Kwiwb| Avwg Bw½Z
Ki‡Z mvP©jvBU Nywi‡q wb‡q‡Q Iiv, wVK, wKš‘ Zvi gv‡b GB
bq †h Iiv Avgv‡K †P‡b ev Avgvi K_v ïb‡e|Õ
ÔGZ fq cv”Q †Kb?Õ nvm‡Q ivbv| ÔKzKzi¸‡jv †Zv Øx‡ci
D‡ëvw`‡K i‡q‡Q| Zviv Rvb‡eB bv Gw`‡K AvwQ Avgiv|Õ
gv_vi Pz‡j ax‡i ax‡i nvZ †evjvj dvivn, wkiùvov euvKv
Kij, dz‡j DVj eyK| Zvici ivbvi GKUv nvZ a‡i †QvÆ
cv_y‡i Xvj †e‡q Ic‡i DV‡Z ïi“ Kij| Ô†K Rv‡b,Õ weoweo
Kij †m, ÔZzwg GiKg `ytmvnmx Avi †ec‡ivqv e‡jB nq‡Zv
†Zvgv‡K GZ fvj †j‡M hv‡”Q Avgvi|Õ
ÔwK ej‡j?Õ fvj K‡i ïb‡Z cvqwb ivbv|
ÔGKevi dz‡ji gZ big, Avevi KLbI B¯úv‡Zi gZ
KwVbÑ†Zvgv‡K Avwg wPb‡Z cviwQ bv|Õ
Xv‡ji gv_vq D‡V GKUv wekvj †evìvi‡K cvk KvUvj
Iiv| mvg‡b wbtm½ GKUv MvQ‡K wN‡i †i‡L‡Q wKQy †Svc-
Svo| Iw`‡K NvmI †ek j¤^v|
Nv‡mi iv‡R¨ Xy‡K ùvwo‡q coj dvivn| †Pv‡L cÖkœ|
ivbv ZvwK‡q Av‡Q AvagvBj `~‡i, †µ‡bi gv_vq emv‡bv
jvj Av‡jvUvi w`‡K| ÔG‡mv, dvivn, Ny‡iwd‡i †`wL GKUz|Õ
ÔGiKg wKš‘ K_v wQj bv,Õ ¤−vb my‡i ejj dvivn|
ÔMí Kivi ev Mvb †kvbvi mgq dzwi‡q hv‡”Q bv,Õ ejj
108 gvmy` ivbvÐ311

ivbv| ÔivZ †Zv m‡e ïi“ n‡jv|Õ
Ô†Zvgvi D‡ÏkÜv wK, e‡jv †Zv?Õ
Ôwek¦vm K‡iv, Aš—Z Amr †Kvb D‡Ïk¨ †bB| Avwg ïay
Avgvi †KŠZ‚nj †gUv‡Z PvB| Zzwg hw` †h‡Z bv PvI, †ev‡U
wd‡i wM‡q A‡c¶v K‡iv|Õ
Ô†K ejj Avwg †h‡Z PvB bv?Õ
ivbvi Kv‡b K_vUv †hb ûgwKi gZ †kvbvj|
ÔZvn‡j †`‡Lv!Õ Avevi ejj dvivn, Zvici ivbv evav
†`qvi Av‡MB QyUj †m, Zvi mv`v †Wªm Nv‡mi Ici †XD
Zzjj|
ZvovZvwo Zvi cv‡k P‡j Gj ivbv, †QvUvi MwZ Kwg‡q
Avb‡Z eva¨ Kij| dvivn Ii w`‡K ZvKvj bv, Z‡e evû‡Z
ivbvi nvZUv‡K †g‡b wbj| ivbvi IB nvZ MvBW Ki‡Q Zv‡K|
Nv‡mi ivR¨ cvi n‡q Gj Iiv, †Svç‡jv‡K cvk KvwU‡q
QyU‡Q| Pvicv‡ki cvg Mv‡Qi SuvKov gv_v¸‡jv LmLm
AvIqvR Ki‡Q evZv‡m| †evU †_‡K A‡bK `~‡i P‡j G‡m‡Q
Iiv, Kb÷ªvKkb mvBU GLvb †_‡K cwi®‹vi †`Lv hv‡”Q|
ÔGLv‡b A‡c¶v K‡iv,Õ wdmwdm Kij ivbv, Zvici `ª“Z
cv †d‡j †eXc AvK…wZi GKUv KswµU wg·vi †gwk‡bi wcQ‡b
G‡m _vgj| Kvb †c‡Z A‡c¶v Ki‡Q|
evZv‡mi nv-ûZvk Qvov Avi †Kvb kã †bB| wKQy
M¨vjfvbvBRW-†gUvj m¨vK ev KzwUi, GKUv wWªwjs wiM Avi
LvwbK `~‡i GKUv †µbB ïay †`L‡Z cv‡”Q I| Ii mivmwi
mvg‡b gyL e¨v`vb K‡i Av‡Q cÖKvÊ GKUv MnŸi, MnŸ‡ii wZb
w`‡K Kswµ‡Ui †`qvjÑAmgvß GKUv wfZ| evwK GKUv w`K
Xvjy n‡q wf‡Zi Zjvq †b‡g †M‡Q, gvwU‡Z ˆZwi eyj‡WvRv‡ii
ev‡Ni LuvPv 109

¶Z¸‡jv ¯úó †`Lv hv‡”Q|
e¨vcviUv ivbvi †evaMg¨ n‡jv bv| e−¨vK‡nv‡ji
GKw`KUvq Kov cvnviv w`‡”Q Iiv, A_P Av‡iKw`‡K Un‡ji
eë¯’vI ivLv nqwb †Kb? RvqMv e`‡j AviI GKUz mvg‡b
hv‡e, GB mgq Pvcv GKUv wPrKvi †f‡m Gj wcQb †_‡K|
SU K‡i Nyij ivbv| AÜKv‡i dvivn A¯úó GKUv †duvUv
gvÎ, wKš‘ Zvi Avi ivbvi gvSLv‡b IB iKg AviI `y‡Uv
†duvUv Xy‡K co‡Q| Zviv ivbvi w`‡KB AvmwQj, dvivni
wPrKvi ï‡b GBgvÎ ùvwo‡q coj|
ùvwo‡q _vKvi w¯’i fw½B e‡j w`j, dvivn‡K Zviv GLbI
†`L‡Z cvqwb| †m hw` GLb ïay gv_v wbPz K‡i †Sv‡ci †fZi
Mv XvKv †`q, †jvK¸‡jvi †PvL duvwK w`‡q mn‡RB wd‡i †h‡Z
cvi‡e †ev‡U| wKš‘ Zv bv K‡i Ny‡i †`Šo w`j dvivn, wcQ‡b
mv`v cZvKvi gZ Do‡Q †WªmUv|
cÂvk MRI †h‡Z cvij bv, aiv c‡o †Mj dvivn| GKUv
wm‡g›U Uªv‡Ki Avovj †_‡K ivbv †`Lj, wcQb †_‡K wc‡V
av°v w`‡q dvivn‡K gvwU‡Z †d‡j w`j GK †jvK| wK †hb
ej‡Q †jvK¸‡jv, fvlvUv ivbvi †evaMg¨ n‡jv bv| GK gyn~Z©
ci dvivn‡K a‡i ùvo Kivj Zviv| Qvoj bv, †U‡b-wnuP‡o
ivbvi w`‡K nuvwU‡q Avb‡Q Zv‡K|
A‡c¶v Ki‡Q ivbv, MvW©‡ì nvefve Avi D‡Ïk¨ †evSvi
†Póv Ki‡Q| `yÕRbB k³-mg_©, Z‡e †Zgb j¤^v bq| ivbvi
m‡›`n n‡jv, †jvK `yÕRb m¤¢eZ †Kvwiqvb| `yÕR‡bi nv‡ZB
GKUv K‡i KvievBb i‡q‡Q|
wZbR‡bi `jUv wm‡g›U fwZ© UªvK‡K euv‡q †i‡L
Av‡iKw`‡K P‡j hv‡”Q| `~iZ¡ GB gyn~‡Z© wek M‡Ri †ewk n‡e
110 gvmy` ivbvÐ311

bv| wKQy GKUv Kiv ìKvi, Z‡e Avkcv‡k AviI †Kvb MvW©
Av‡Q wKbv wbwðZ nIqvUv Ri“ix e‡j g‡b Ki‡Q ivbv|
†jvK `yÕR‡bi gvSLv‡b i‡q‡Q dvivn, gv_vUv †bvqv‡bv,
cv †dj‡Z †nuvPU Lv‡”Q `yÕGKevi| †hfv‡eB †nvK bvwfi
Kv‡Q †MuvRv †Wª‡mi Kvco AvjMv n‡q hvIqvq Aveª“ i¶v
KwVb n‡q ùvwo‡q‡Q, nvZ `y‡Uv mviv¶Y e¨¯— kix‡i †WªmUv‡K
AvU‡K ivL‡Z| e¨vcviUv j¶ K‡i nvmvnvwm ïi“ Kij MvW©
`yÕRb| ivbv ïb‡Z †cj dvivn †duvcv‡”Q|
Uªv‡Ki Av‡iK cv‡k P‡j G‡m I‡ì‡K `~‡i m‡i †h‡Z
†`L‡Q ivbv| cÖKvÊ MnŸiUvi wKbviv †Nu‡l nuvU‡Q Iiv|
GKevi GKUv KzwU‡ii Avov‡j nvwi‡q †Mj, †ei“j Ava wgwbU
ci, nuvUvi MwZ Av‡Mi †P‡q GKUz †hb †ewk| cv †U‡b †U‡b
nuvU‡Q dvivn, MwZ evovevi R‡b¨ GKRb MvW© Zvi nvZ a‡i
Uvb w`j| e¨_v †c‡q KvZ‡i DVj dvivn, AvIqvRUv GZ `~i
†_‡KI ïb‡Z †cj ivbv| †jvK¸‡jv Avevi †n‡m DVj|
Iiv `„wóc‡_i evB‡i P‡j †h‡Z Uªv‡Ki Avovj †Q‡o GKUv
KzwU‡ii w`‡K QyUj ivbv, IUvB me‡P‡q Kv‡Q| KzwUiUvi cv‡k
_vgj, `~‡i ZvKv‡Z Avevi †`L‡Z †cj wZbR‡bi `jUv‡K|
`~i Avi AÜKvi e‡jB wZbRb‡K Qq †c‡q GKUv `vb‡ei gZ
jvMj †`L‡Z| Kswµ‡Ui e−K w`‡q ˆZwi GKUv wewì‡Oi w`‡K
hv‡”Q Iiv| IUvi KvVv‡gv B¯úvZ w`‡q ˆZwi| GKgyn~Z©
ùvwo‡q _vKj Iiv| †MU Ly‡j †h‡Z †fZ‡i XyKj| Avevi eÜ
n‡q †Mj †mUv|
KzwU‡ii VvÊv avZe †`qv‡j †njvb w`‡q cwiw¯’wZUv
we‡ePbv Ki‡Q ivbv| wVK ûeû GiKg bv n‡jI, AvR mÜ¨vq
Ii †h c−¨vb wQj Zvi m‡½ A‡bKUvB wg‡j †M‡Q NUbv¸‡jv|
ev‡Ni LuvPv 111

mgm¨v n‡jv, Abyf~wZ ej‡Q GKv ïay IiB bq, AviI Aš—Z
GKR‡bi GKUv c−¨vb wQj|
dvivn wbixn, NUbvP‡µi Amnvq wkKvi, GUv †Kvbfv‡eB
†g‡b †bqv hv‡”Q bv| gvb‡Z evav w`‡”Q Ii mv`v Kvco|
112 gvmy` ivbvÐ311

AvU
NUv K‡i wm×vš— †bqvi †Kvb cÖ‡qvRb †bB| dvivni e›`x
nIqvUv †mªd Awfbq gvÎ, Rv‡b ivbv; AÜKv‡i mv`v †WªmUv
cZvKvi gZ Ifv‡e Iovevi †mUvB KviY| Kv‡RB I‡KI
GLb wec`MÖ¯— my›ìx‡K D×viKvixi f~wgKvq Awfbq ïi“
Ki‡Z n‡e, KviY Zv bv n‡j e−¨vK‡nv‡ji wmwKDwiwU KZUv
Kov Zv hvPvB Kiv m¤¢e bq| ZvQvov, ivbv‡K GI Rvb‡Z
n‡e, GLv‡b wK Ggb g~jëvb wRwbm jyKv‡bv Av‡Q †h GZ
Av‡qvRb K‡i cvnviv †`qv n‡”Q!
KzwUi, A_©vr †gUvj Kb÷ªvKkb m¨vKUv‡K wcQ‡b †d‡j
G‡Mvj ivbv| B¯úvZ I Kswµ‡Ui wekvj me KvVv‡gvi gv_vq
IAK©jvBU R¡j‡Q, d‡j mZK© _vK‡Z n‡jv Mv‡q hv‡Z Av‡jv
bv jv‡M| eyj‡WvRvi, wg·vi †gwkb Avi Uªv‡Ki GKUv eni
_vKvq Avovj †c‡Z †Zgb Amywe‡a n‡jv bv| LvwbK ci
mvg‡b coj Nb †Svc, µj K‡i GKUv †_‡K Av‡iKUvq
XyK‡Z n‡jv| Gfv‡e GwM‡q KswµU e−K w`‡q ˆZwi wewìsUvi
KvQvKvwQ P‡j Gj ivbv|
AvKvk †Quvqv KvVv‡gvUvi Wvb cv‡k Av‡iKUv cÖKvÊ MnŸi
†`Lv †Mj| ivbvi g‡b coj, I‡K ejv n‡q‡Q e−¨vK‡nv‡j
`y‡Uv †nv‡Uj Kg‡c−· ˆZwii KvR dv‡Ûi Afv‡e ¯’wMZ ivLv
n‡q‡Q| IB MnŸ‡ii KvQvKvwQ, wewìsUvi wcQb w`‡K, GK
ev‡Ni LuvPv 113

†Rvov Qvqvg~wZ© †`L‡Z †cj ivbv| wKQy Ki‡Q bv, Ii w`‡K
wcQb wd‡i Vvq ùvwo‡q Av‡Q| Mvp GKUv †iLv †`‡L ivbv
Av›`vR Kij, I‡ì mvg‡b †_‡K Xvj ïi“ n‡q‡Q, †b‡g †M‡Q
ˆmK‡Z|
GLb Avi ivbvi mvg‡b †Svc ev Ab¨ †Kvb Avovj †bB,
wewìsUvi †fZi dvivn‡K wK Ae¯’vq ivLv n‡q‡Q Rvb‡Z n‡j
SzuwK wb‡q G‡Mv‡Z n‡e I‡K| µj K‡i Av‡jvq †ewi‡q Gj
I| `k M‡Ri gZ GwM‡q‡Q, nVvr GKUv Qvqvg~wZ© Xv‡ji w`‡K
wcQb wd‡i Gw`‡K ZvKvj| w¯’i n‡q †Mj ivbvÑPv‡iv Pv°v
Rvg| duvKv RvqMv, gvSLv‡b j¤^v n‡q c‡o _vKj, Pvicv‡k
cÖPzi Av‡jv| gv_vUv DuPz Kiv, Z‡e †mUv fy‡jI bvo‡Q bv, `„wó
w¯’i n‡q Av‡Q †jvKUvi Ici| g‡b g‡b Mvj w`j ivbv, ÔNy‡i
ùvov, kvjv!Õ Svov GK wgwbU cvi n‡jv, †jvKUv Nyij †Zv bv-
B, eis GK`„‡ó †hb ivbvi w`‡KB ZvwK‡q _vKj| Kcvj
Lvivc, Gevi wØZxq Qvqvg~wZ©I Ny‡i Gw`‡K ZvKvj| Zvici,
†jvK `yÕR‡bi Wvbcv‡k, wKQy GKUv b‡o DVj| †Pv‡Li †KvY
w`‡q ZvKv‡Z PK‡jU i‡Oi Pvi‡c‡qUv‡K †`L‡Z †cj ivbv,
MnŸ‡ii Xvj †e‡q D‡V Avm‡Q| GKUv †kqvj!
Pzwi K‡i aiv covi f‡q mš¿¯— n‡q Av‡Q †kqvjUv| GZ
`~i †_‡KI Zvi gy‡L j¤^v wK †hb GKUv †`L‡Z cv‡”Q ivbv,
wbðqB nvo n‡e| SU K‡i cwji K_v g‡b c‡o †Mj Ii|
†g‡qUv I‡K e‡jwQj, e−¨vK‡nv‡ji †kqvj jvk †L‡q †d‡j|
Avi K¨viwjb I‡K AvRB †Uwj‡dv‡b e‡j‡Q, †ewk K_v ejvi
Aciv‡a R¨vš— Kei †`qv n‡q‡Q cwj‡K GB e−¨vK‡nv‡jB!
PZzi †kqvj MvW© `yÕRb‡K †`L‡Z †c‡q BZ¯—Z Ki‡Q|
†kl ch©š— IB †PviB msKU †_‡K gy³ Kij ivbv‡K| †kqv‡ji
114 gvmy` ivbvÐ311

Dcw¯’wZ †Ui †c‡q cv‡ki GKUv †Svc †_‡K KK& KK& K‡i
†W‡K DVj GKUv eb‡gviM| IB WvK ï‡b Nvo †divj `yB
Qvqvg~wZ©| wec` †Ui †c‡q wLu‡P †`Šo w`j †kqvj, Z‡e gy‡Li
wRwbmUv †d‡j †`qwb| †mUv nvo †nvK ev Ab¨ wKQy, MvW©
`yÕR‡bi Kv‡Q Zv Ag~j¨ e‡j g‡b n‡jvÑnv‡Zi KvievBb
evwM‡q a‡i †kqvjUv‡K avIqv Kij Zviv, †mB m‡½ Ggb ˆn-
‰P evwa‡q w`j, ai‡Z cvi‡j †hb KuvPv wPwe‡q †L‡q †dj‡e|
ivbv GKevi fvej MnŸ‡i †b‡g †`‡L Avm‡e, wb‡P mwZ¨
†Kvb Kei Av‡Q wKbv| wKš‘ bv, Ii cÖ_g KvR dvivn wK
Ae¯’vq Av‡Q †`Lv| Zvici hw` mgq my‡hvM cvIqv hvq,
GKevi bvnq bvg‡e MnŸiUvq|
`yB Qvqvg~wZ© †kqv‡ji m‡½ cvj−v w`‡q QyU‡Q, GKUz ciB
A`„k¨ n‡q †Mj| wm‡a n‡jv ivbv, GK †`Š‡o duvKv RvqMv
cvi n‡q wewìsUvi Kv‡Q †cuŠ‡Q †Mj| Gw`‡K †Kvb Rvbvjv
†bB, †MUUvI eÜ| Ic‡i ZvwK‡q GKUv †fw›U‡jUi †`L‡Z
†cj ivbv, cy‡ivUvB `Lj K‡i †i‡L‡Q GMR÷ d¨vb| †`qvj
†Nu‡l G‡Mvj I, †KvY Ny‡i GKUv B¯úvZ I wiBb‡dvm©W KuvP
w`‡q ˆZwi Rvbvjvi mvg‡b _vgj| mvgvb¨ GKUz †Lvjv, †PvL
w`‡q †g‡c eyS‡Z cvij kixi XyK‡e bv|
Rvbvjvi †fZi †_‡K bvixK‡Éi AvZ©bv` †f‡m Gj| †KD
GKRb e¨_vq KvZiv‡”Q, Z‡e †m dvivn wKbv ejv KwVb|
mveav‡b Kswµ‡Ui Kvwb©‡m DVj ivbv, duvKUvq †PvL †i‡L
†fZ‡i ZvKvj| k³ Kv‡Vi GKUv †Pqv‡i e‡m i‡q‡Q dvivn,
nvZ `y‡Uv wcQ‡gvov K‡i euvav| gv_vUv mvg‡bi w`‡K Szu‡K
covq Pz‡j XvKv c‡o Av‡Q gyL| wmwjs †_‡K Szj‡Q wbtm½
GKUv evje, Av‡jvi GZ †ZR †h eÜ nevi ci †PvL mn‡R
ev‡Ni LuvPv 115

†Lvjv hv‡”Q bv| wnmv‡e wK fyj n‡q †M‡Q Ii? MvW©‡ì nv‡Z
dvivni e›`x nIqvUv Awfbq n‡j Gfv‡e wK †m wbh©vwZZ nZ?
kvixwiK Ges gvbwmK, `yÕfv‡eB Pig Acgvb Kiv n‡”Q
Zv‡K| †Pqv‡ii m‡½ euvavi Av‡MB †Rvi K‡i Zvi mv`v †Wªm
Ly‡j †bqv n‡q‡Q, dvivn GB gyn~‡Z© m¤ú~Y© wee¯¿| Zvi evû
Avi Ei“‡Z j¤^v `vM dz‡U Av‡Q, KviYUv †evSv †Mj Zvi
mvg‡b ùvov‡bv GKRb Mv‡W©i nv‡Z Pvgov w`‡q †gvov †QvU
GKUv e¨vUb †`‡L|
dvivni wbiveiY eyK Nb Nb IVvbvgv Ki‡Q| Nv‡gi
GKUv aviv bvg‡Q eyK †e‡q, Zj‡cU n‡q A`„k¨ n‡q hv‡”Q
wb‡P| gv‡S gv‡S wkD‡i DV‡Q †m| †Lvjv Ei“i Ici jvwVi
Av‡iKUv Nv coj, wPrKvi K‡i DVj dvivn| AvNvZUv †hb
ivbvi wb‡Ri Mv‡qB jvMj| e¨_v, †mB m‡½ Zxeª Acgvb †eva
Kij I, mn¨ Kij ùv‡Z ùvZ †P‡c|
dvivni mvg‡b, Rvbvjvi w`‡K wcQb wd‡i †h †jvKUv
ùvwo‡q i‡q‡Q Zvi ci‡b LvwK UªvDRvi I kvU©| †jvKUv †eu‡U
I †gvUv| Kvgivq AviI `yÕRb i‡q‡Q, ZvivI cÖ_g †jvKUvi
gZ †Kvwiqvb, GKB i‡Oi UªvDRvi I kvU© c‡i Av‡Q| e¨vUb
QvovI cÖ_g †jvKUvi Kuv‡a KvievBb i‡q‡Q| evwK `yÕR‡bi
nv‡Z ïay KvievBb, Z‡e †Kvg‡ii †nvj÷v‡i n¨vÛMvbI
†`L‡Z †cj ivbv|
Avevi jvwd‡q DVj e¨vUb| Awfbq ev N‡ivqv weev` n‡j
GZ †Rv‡i †KD gv‡i bv, †mB gvi †KD Gfv‡e mnÏ K‡i
bv| e¨_vq wPrKvi ïi“ Kij dvivn, †hb Zv‡K _vgvevi
R‡b¨B Gevi †jvKUv Vvm-Vvm K‡i Zvi Mv‡j `y‡Uv Po Klj|
†VuvU †d‡U i³ Mov‡”Q, Rvbvjv †_‡K †b‡g coj ivbv| wKQy
116 gvmy` ivbvÐ311

GKUv Ki‡ZB n‡”Q I‡K| wK Kiv hvq...fve‡Z wM‡qB
we`y¨rPg‡Ki gZ wPš—vUv †L‡j †Mj gv_vq|
wewìsUv‡K wcQ‡b †i‡L QyU‡Q ivbv, wd‡i Avm‡Q
UªvKen‡ii w`‡K, GB mgq iv‡Zi RgvU wb¯—äZv Pzigvi K‡i
w`‡q GKUv ivB‡dj M‡R© DVj| Qu¨vr K‡i DVj eyKUv,
gvivZ¥K Ag½j Avk¼vq _i_i K‡i †Ku‡c DVj kixi|
cigyn~‡Z© Avk¼vUv Ag~jK g‡b n‡jvÑe× N‡ii †fZi
dvivn‡K Iiv ivB‡dj w`‡q ¸wj Ki‡e bv| AvIqvRUv Ab¨
†Kvb w`K †_‡K G‡m‡Q| MvW©‡ì KvRI n‡Z cv‡i, bvMv‡ji
g‡a¨ †c‡q Uv‡M©U K‡i‡Q †kqvjUv‡K|
en‡ii cÖ_g mvwii wZb‡U UªvK cix¶v Kij ivbv|
BMwbk‡b Pvwe Av‡Q, dz‡qj Av‡Q U¨vs‡K, ÷vU© w`‡Z mvov
w`j me¸‡jvB| wZb b¤î UªvKUv wb‡q iIbv n‡jv I| evwK
`y‡Uvi gZ GUv‡ZI †Zicj w`‡q XvKv wm‡g‡›Ui e¯—v Vvmv|
cuvP‡kv MR `~‡i wewìsUv, Kv‡RB ¯úxW evovevi my‡hvM
†cj I| dvivn AvnZ n‡e, GiKg SzuwK wb‡Z cv‡i bv I, ZvB
w¯’i Kij, wØZxq UªvKUv Uv‡M©U Ki‡e dvivn †h N‡i e›`x Zvi
cv‡ki †Kvb GKUv Kvgiv| Z…ZxqUv wb‡q QyU‡Q GLb
wewìsUvi †MU j¶¨ K‡i|
†MU hLb wek MR `~‡i, Pjš— Uªv‡Ki K¨ve †_‡K jvd
w`‡q wb‡P coj ivbv, Mwo‡q LvwbK `~i m‡i G‡m wm‡a n‡jv,
wK NU‡Z hv‡”Q †`Lvi R‡b¨ A‡c¶vq bv †_‡K Qy‡U wd‡i
Avm‡Q UªvK en‡ii w`‡K|
wm‡g‡›Ui e¯—v Vvmv mvZ Ubx UªvK NÈvq cuwPk gvBj †e‡M
Qy‡U G‡m AvNvZ Kij †jvnvi †M‡U| Am¤¢e gReyZ †MU,
Zvm‡Ë¡I cÖvq Abvqv‡m †mUv‡K †f‡O †fZ‡i Xy‡K coj UªvK|
ev‡Ni LuvPv 117

†M‡Ui cv‡k MvW©iƒg wQj, †fZ‡i `yÕRb MvW© †L‡Z e‡mwQj,
mveavb nevi Av‡MB Zv‡ì Nv‡oi Ici PovI n‡jv NvZK
UªvK| MvW©iƒg gvwUi m‡½ wg‡k †Mj, †jvK `yÕRb wcó n‡jv
PvKvi Zjvq|
c−¨vbUv e`jv‡Z n‡jv ivbv‡K| wØZxq UªvK wb‡q wewìsUvi
w`‡K G‡Mvevi mgq †`Lj, fvOv †M‡Ui Kv‡Q wfo K‡i
ùvwo‡q Av‡Q AvU-`kRb MvW©, cÖ‡Z¨‡Ki nv‡Z KvievBb|
I‡ì‡K e¨¯— ivLv ìKvi, Kv‡RB euvK bv Ny‡i †mvRv UªvK
†QvUvj I, duvKv RvqMvq †ei“evi Av‡MB jvd w`‡q †b‡g
coj K¨ve †_‡K|
`vbeUv‡K Qy‡U Avm‡Z †`‡L cÖ_‡g †nWjvBU, Zvici
DBÛ¯Œxb j¶¨ K‡i ¸wj Kij MvW©iv, †mB m‡½ wcwQ‡q Xy‡K
co‡Q wewì‡Oi †Lvjv DVv‡b| wK NU‡Q KviI †Kvb aviYv
†bB, Aš—Z wPrKvi-†PuPv‡gwP ï‡b ZvB g‡b n‡jv ivbvi|
cÖ_g UªvKUv wb‡q Nyic‡_ G‡Mvj ivbv Gevi, Uv‡M©UÑ
wewìsUvi evg cvk, wVK †hLv‡b †KvYUv †kl n‡q‡Q|
bvK eivei wewì‡Oi †`qvj I †KvY wek MR `~‡i _vK‡Z
gvwU‡Z Mwo‡q coj ivbv, wZb †m‡KÛ ci wm‡a n‡q †`Lj,
†`qvj †f‡O fvix hš¿-`vbe wewì‡Oi †fZi XyK‡Q, mvg‡b
cov dvwb©Pvi ¸uwo‡q w`‡q D‡ëvw`‡Ki †`qvj amvj, Zvici
GKw`‡K mvgvb¨ KvZ n‡q w¯’i n‡q †Mj| BwZg‡a¨ QyU‡Z ïi“
K‡i‡Q ivbv, Uªv‡Ki wcQy wb‡q cÖvq GKB m‡½ mi“ duvK M‡j
wb‡RI Xy‡K coj wewì‡Oi †fZi|
N‡ii †fZi Uªv‡Ki A‡a©KUvi gvÎ RvqMv n‡q‡Q, evwK
A‡a©K mvg‡bi †`qvj †f‡O Xy‡K c‡o‡Q Av‡iK N‡i| ïay GB
`y‡Uv NiB bq, Wvb cv‡ki Av‡iKUv N‡ii †`qvjI a‡m
118 gvmy` ivbvÐ311

c‡o‡Q| †mB fvOv †`qvj Uc‡K †fZ‡i XyKj ivbv|
mgq bó bv Kivi mydj nv‡Zbv‡ZB cvIqv †Mj| †`qvj
a‡m Pvcv c‡o‡Q `yÕRb MvW©| †`qvjUv we‡ùvwiZ nevi mgq
Qy‡U Avmv Bu‡Ui AvNv‡Z Zv‡ì GKR‡bi gv_vi gMR †ewi‡q
c‡o‡Q| A¶Z Ae¯’vq gvÎ GKRb‡KB †`Lj ivbv, †h
†jvKUv dvivn‡K gviwQj| †m Zvi AvnZ m½x‡K fvOv
†`qv‡ji Zjv †_‡K †ei Kivi R‡b¨ e¨vUb †d‡j AveR©bv
miv‡”Q| †Pqvi mn D‡ë c‡o Av‡Q dvivn, e¨_vq KvZiv‡”Q|
†g‡S †_‡K GKUv KvievBb Zz‡j D‡ëv K‡i aij ivbv,
A¶Z †jvKUvi gv_vq bvwg‡q Avbj| wn‡m‡ei Miwgj, Lywj
dvUvi AvIqvR ï‡b eyS‡Z cvij cÖ‡qvR‡bi †P‡q †ewk
†Rvivj n‡q †M‡Q gviUv| wK NU‡Q eyS‡Z †c‡i †MvOvwb
_vwg‡q †PvL ey‡R Ávb nviv‡bvi fvb Kij AvnZ †jvKUv|
Zv‡K wKQy bv e‡j dvivni mvg‡b G‡m nuvUz gy‡o emj ivbv|
nv‡Zi euvab †Lvjvi mgq wdmwdm Kij, Ô†Kv_vq †j‡M‡Q?
QyU‡Z cvi‡e?Õ
ÔQy‡U cvjve †Kv_vq!Õ ¯^M‡Zvw³ Kij dvivn cwi®‹vi
evsjvq|
ÔGUvB †evanq Aóg Avðh©!Õ gvZ…fvlvq weoweo Kij
ivbvI| Kvb `y‡Uv mRvM, `~i †_‡K MvW©‡ì wPrKvi †f‡m
Avm‡Q|
ïb‡Z †c‡q wK bv †c‡q ejv gykwKj, ivbvi w`‡K
d¨vjd¨vj K‡i ZvwK‡q _vKj dvivn| Zvici Aùz‡U wR‡Ám
Kij, ÔwK...wK ej‡j Zzwg?Õ
cwi®‹vi evsjvq ejj ivbv, ÔMÖxK fvlv! I Zzwg eyS‡e bv!Õ
N‡ii Pviw`‡K †PvL eywj‡q dvivni †WªmUv †Kv_vI †`L‡Z
ev‡Ni LuvPv 119

†cj bv|
dvivn‡K nZf¤^ †`Lv‡”Q| ÔZzwg Zvn‡j evOvjx?Õ
R¨v‡KU Lyj‡Q ivbv, K_v bv e‡j †n‡m DVj|
IB R¨v‡KU Lyj‡Z †`‡LB, GZ¶‡Y, wb‡Ri wbiveiY
kixi m¤ú‡K© m‡PZb n‡jv dvivn| †Pqv‡i KzuK‡o †Mj †m,
nvZ `y‡Uv w`‡q j¾v wbevi‡Yi e¨_© †Póv Ki‡Q| ivbv
R¨v‡KUUv evwo‡q ai‡Z gv_v bvoj †m, ejj, ÔkvU©Uv `vI,
c−xR!Õ
Ô`ytwLZ, AvgviB fyj,Õ ejj ivbv, `ª“Z kvU© Ly‡j awi‡q
w`j dvivni nv‡Z| R¨v‡K‡Ui †P‡q kvU© A‡bK †ewk j¤^v
nIqvq wb‡R‡K mn‡RB fvjfv‡e XvK‡Z cvi‡e dvivn|
ej‡Z n‡jv bv, Zvi w`‡K wcQb wd‡i ùvovj ivbv| GB
my‡hv‡M Rvbvjv w`‡q GKevi evB‡iUv †`‡L wbj| MvW©iv
GLbI †KD Gw`‡K Avm‡Q bv|
ÔkvU© c‡iI †Kvb jvf †bB, Z‡e hw` †eëUv
w`‡Z...†Kvg‡i IUv euva‡j wb‡Pi w`‡K kvU©Uv Do‡Z cviZ
bv...Õ
BwZg‡a¨ R¨v‡KUUv Avevi c‡i‡Q ivbv| Rvbvjvi w`‡K
wcQb wd‡i †Kvgi †_‡K †eë Lyjj, awi‡q w`j dvivni
evov‡bv nv‡Z| Ô†`Šov‡Z cvi‡e?Õ
Ôcvie| wKš‘ e−¨vK‡nv‡j Iiv cÂvkRb MvW©, cvjv‡bv wK
m¤¢e?Õ
†eëUv †Kvg‡i euva‡Z dvivn‡K mvnvh¨ Kij ivbv| ÔLye
mveavb, †Kgb? Gi †fZi GK‡Rvov ¶z‡` †evgv Av‡Q,
bvf©M¨vm|Õ
ÔwKfv‡e cvjve ejQ bv †h?Õ dvivn DwØMœ|
120 gvmy` ivbvÐ311

Ôe−¨vK‡nvj †_‡K fvwR©‡b hvevi Avi wK Dcvq Av‡Q e‡jv,
†evU Qvov? cuvwPj Uc‡K hvIqv hvq?Õ
Ôbv, Am¤¢e! cuvwP‡ji gv_vq B‡jKwUªdv‡qW Zvi Av‡Q,
cvnvivI Av‡Q|Õ BZ¯—Z GKUv fve †`Lv †Mj dvivni †Pv‡L,
Zvici Avevi ejj, ÔAvÛviMÖvDÛ Uv‡bj n‡q jyKvm B‡b
hvIqv hvq, wKš‘ Uv‡b‡ji †MU Avi Gwj‡fU‡i MvW© Av‡Q...Õ
Ô†m‡¶‡Î †hfv‡e †nvK †ev‡UB †cuŠQ‡Z n‡e,Õ ejj ivbv,
Rvbvjv w`‡q Av‡iKevi †`‡L wbj evB‡iUv| MvW©‡ì KvD‡K
†Kv_vI †`Lv hv‡”Q bv, nuvK-WvKI †_‡g †M‡Q|
ÔZzwg wK I‡K †g‡i †d‡jQ?Õ nuvUz †gvov, †mR`v †`qvi
fw½‡Z c‡o _vKv †jvKUvi w`‡K ZvKvj dvivn|
ÔRvwb bv| †eva nq|Õ †jvKUv‡K Gwo‡q Zvi AvnZ m½xi
w`‡K SzuKj ivbv, LvwbKUv BuU-evwj mwi‡q †Kvg‡ii †nvj÷vi
†_‡K wc¯—jUv †ei K‡i wbj| Ôcvjv‡Z wM‡q AviI †jvK
gvi‡Z n‡Z cv‡i|Õ
D‡Ø‡M Amy¯’ †`Lvj dvivn‡K| ÔGiKg fq¼i Ae¯’v n‡e
Rvb‡j...†Zvgvi m‡½ Avwg AvmZvg bv! Avgvi gv_vq AvKvk
†f‡O co‡e GLb| Gi R‡b¨ Zzwg Avi †Zvgvi D™¢U...Õ
SU& K‡i dvivni gy‡L nvZPvcv w`j ivbv| Ômveavb, Av‡¯—
K_v e‡jv!Õ MvW©‡ì A™¢yZ AvPiY fvj †Pv‡L †`L‡Q bv I|
ÔG‡mv| wc¯—j Pvjv‡Z Rv‡bv?Õ dvivni nvZ a‡i fvOv †`qvj
Uc‡K Uªv‡Ki N‡i P‡j Gj, wc¯—jUv evwo‡q a‡i‡Q|
nVvr Avoó n‡q †Mj dvivn| Ônu¨v, Pvjv‡Z Rvwb,Õ
GKgyn~Z© BZ¯—Z K‡i ejj| ÔwKš‘, `ytwLZ, Avwg I‡ì‡K
¸wj Ki‡Z cvie bv!Õ
dvivni Kuva a‡i SuvKvj ivbv| ÔZzwg wK GLbI I‡ì
ev‡Ni LuvPv 121

`‡j? ai‡Z cvi‡j wK Ae¯’v Ki‡e Rv‡bv, ZviciI ejQ ¸wj
Ki‡e bv?Õ
ÔjvM‡Q!Õ Kuva †_‡K ivbvi nvZUv bvwg‡q w`j dvivn|
Ô†Zvgvi me K_vi DËi Avgvi c‡¶ †`qv m¤¢ê bq| Avgv‡K
I‡ì ìKvi, Kv‡RB †g‡i †dj‡e e‡j wek¦vm Kwi bv| GLb
Avgvi g‡b n‡”Q, cvjv‡Z †Póv bv K‡i I‡ì nv‡Z Avgvi aiv
†`qvB DwPZ| Zzwg eis GKvB cvjv‡Z †Póv K‡iv|Õ
ZK© Kiv e„_v, ivbv ejj, ÔGK wgwbU|Õ dvivn‡K †i‡L
Avevi cv‡ki N‡i XyKj I| cÖvq m‡½ m‡½ wd‡i Gj, Z‡e
Gevi Kuv‡a GKUv jvk|
ÔwK KiQ!Õ dvivn nZf¤^|
ÔG‡mv!Õ wdmwdm Kij ivbv, Uªv‡Ki cvk †Nu‡l wcQb w`‡K
P‡j Gj| Ii mvg‡b weaŸ¯— †`qvj, GB †`qvj †f‡OB †fZ‡i
Xy‡K‡Q UªvKUv| evB‡ii duvKv RvqMvUv Av‡jvwKZ, †KD †bB
†mLv‡b| fvOv Ni †_‡K †ei bv n‡q Uªv‡Ki wcQ‡b ùvwo‡q
_vKj I, Mjv AviI Lv‡` bvwg‡q dvivn‡K ejj, ÔGLywb Rvbv
hv‡e †Zvgv‡K wb‡q wK Ki‡Z Pvq Iiv| Avgvi cv‡k ùvovI,
Zvici I‡ì fvlvq wPrKvi K‡i e‡jv †Zvgvi m½x A_©vr
Avwg AvnZ n‡qwQ| AviI e‡jv, Avgv‡K Kuv‡a wb‡q †ei“”Q
Zzwg, Iiv †hb ¸wj bv K‡i|Õ
wK †hb wPš—v Kij dvivn, Zvici ivbvi cv‡k G‡m
†Kvwiqvb fvlvq Ii †kLv‡bv K_v¸‡jv wPrKvi K‡i ejj| †m
_vg‡ZB Kuv‡a I wc‡V †djv jvk wb‡q wcQy nU‡Z ïi“ Kij
ivbv, fvOv Ni †_‡K mveav‡b evB‡i †ewi‡q hv‡”Q|
fvOv †`qvj gvÎ Uc‡K‡Q, GK m‡½ Pvi-cuvPUv ivB‡dj
M‡R© DVj| SuvwK †L‡jv ivbv, Nb Nb K‡qKUv †nuvPU †L‡q
122 gvmy` ivbvÐ311

N‡ii †fZi †muwa‡q Gj| wc‡V jvk bv _vK‡j Aš—Z GKUv
ey‡jU Ii wkiùvov ¸uwo‡q w`Z| jvk †d‡j dvivni nvZ
Lvg‡P aij I| ÔGLbI PvI Avwg GKv cvjvB?Õ DË‡ii
A‡c¶vq bv †_‡K Uªv‡Ki cvk †Nu‡l mvg‡bi w`‡K QyUj,
dvivn‡K `yÕnv‡Z a‡i Zz‡j w`j K¨v‡e, Zvici GK jv‡d
wb‡RI D‡V emj WªvBwfs mx‡U| ÔIiv RvbZ Avgiv GLv‡b
AvwQ, IZ †c‡Z wQj KLb †e‡ivB †mB A‡c¶vq|Õ msN‡l©i
ciciB eÜ n‡q †M‡Q Uªv‡Ki GwÄb, wbZvš— fvM¨B ej‡Z n‡e
†h wMqvi wbDUªvj K‡i BMwbk‡b Pvwe †Nviv‡ZB Avevi †mUv
mPj n‡jv| Z‡e †nWjvBU ¸u‡ov n‡q †M‡Q, UªvK wb‡q cvjv‡Z
n‡j ivbv‡K †PvL R¡vj‡Z n‡e|
KvievBb †Kv‡ji Ici †i‡L‡Q ivbv, wc¯—jUv dvivni
nv‡Z ¸u‡R w`j| ÔAKvi‡Y KvD‡K Lyb Kivi ìKvi †bB, Z‡e
AvZ¥i¶vi R‡b¨ Aek¨B ¸wj Ki‡e| gv_v hZUv cv‡iv wbPz
K‡iv, Avgiv †ei“w”Q|Õ e¨vK wMqvi w`‡q †Q‡o w`j UªvK, wcQb
w`‡K hv‡”Q Iiv|
GwÄ‡bi MR©b‡K Qvwc‡q †kvbv †Mj ¸wji Zx¶è kã, AvU-
`kUv ivB‡dj GK‡hv‡M M‡R© DVj| fvM¨ fvj †h mivmwi
mvg‡b †_‡K †KD ¸wj Ki‡Q bv, Zv Ki‡j DBÛ¯Œxb e‡j wKQy
_vKZ bv, K¨v‡ei †fZi e›`x †fvgivi gZ w`wM¦w`K Qy‡UvQywU
KiZ `yÕGKUv ey‡jU| mœvBcviiv wewì‡Oi `yÕcv‡ki MvQ,
†Svc, †evìvi, gvwUi ¯Z‚c Avi †QvU M‡Z©i Avovj †_‡K ¸wj
Ki‡Q|
†ewk `~i wcQy nU‡j DBÛ¯Œxb‡K Uv‡M©‡Ui g‡a¨ †c‡q hv‡e
Iiv, Kv‡RB Av‡jvwKZ duvKv RvqMvq †ewi‡q G‡mB UªvK
Nywi‡q †bqvi †Póv Kij ivbv| e−¨vK‡nv‡j cvKv iv¯—v e‡j wKQy
ev‡Ni LuvPv 123

†bB, duvKv RvqMvq UªvK PjvP‡ji d‡j `yÕmvwi MZ© ˆZwi
K‡i‡Q PvKv¸‡jv, †mB MZ© AbymiY K‡i Aš—Z cuvP‡kv MR
G‡Mv‡Z Pvq ivbv| UªvK en‡ii KvQvKvwQ †cuŠ‡Q R½‡ji †fZi
†XvKvi B”Qv| Avkv, Mv XvKv w`‡q hw` †ev‡Ui Kv‡Q †div
hvq|
UªvK †Nviv‡”Q, GB mgq nv‡o nv‡o †Ui †cj Kv‡ì m‡½
†j‡M‡Q I| AÜKv‡i IUv‡K Avm‡Z †`‡Lwb, co‡ZI †`‡Lwb,
cÖPÊ kã Avi cÖej SuvwK Rvwb‡q w`j G‡Kev‡i wc‡Vi Kv‡Q
†MÖ‡bW we‡ùvwiZ n‡q‡Q| m‡½ m‡½ †Zicj Avi wm‡g‡›Ui
e¨v‡M `vD `vD K‡i Av¸b R¡‡j DVj|
Avqbvq †PvL co‡Z wcQbUv †`L‡Z †cj ivbv, Ly‡bi
†bkvq Db¥v` n‡q I‡ì‡K avIqv Ki‡Q `k-ev‡ivRb MvW©|
¸wj †Zv Ki‡QB, ùvZ w`‡q wcb Ly‡j †MÖ‡bWI PvR© Ki‡Q|
Ô¸wj K‡iv!Õ wPrKvi Kij ivbv| fve‡Q, G-hvÎv †evanq
ˆcwÎK cÖvYUv nviv‡ZB n‡”Q| GKv n‡j GKUv dvBwUs PvÝ
wQj, wKš‘ m‡½ dvivn _vKvq wbN©vZ Sv‡gjvq co‡Z n‡e
I‡K, Lybx‡ì †PvL duvwK †`qv Am¤¢e n‡q DV‡e|
wc¯—j mn Wvb nvZUv evB‡i †ei K‡i w`j dvivn, nv‡Zi
wcQy wb‡q gv_vUvI †ewi‡q †Mj| wUªMvi Uvbj †m| wK NU‡Q
eyS‡Z GKUz †`wi K‡i †djj ivbv, wKš‘ ZZ¶‡Y hv nevi
n‡q †M‡QÑci ci mvZUv ¸wj K‡i †P¤^vi Lvwj K‡i †d‡j‡Q
dvivn|
¸wji f‡q wcwQ‡q c‡owQj MvW©iv, GLb Avevi QyU‡Q
Zviv| wØZxq †MÖ‡bW wK Kvi‡Y †hb dv‡Uwb| LvwbKUv ¯^w¯—Ki
e¨vcvi n‡jv, Uªv‡Ki wcQ‡bi Av¸b wb‡f Avm‡Q|
UªvK eni Avi gvÎ cÂvk wK lvU MR `~‡i, GB mgq Ici
124 gvmy` ivbvÐ311

†_‡K GKUv mvP©jvBU R¡‡j DVj| cÂvk dzU DuPz GKUv gvPvi
Ici IUv, wcQ‡b `yÕRb †jvKI ùvwo‡q Av‡QÑGKRb
mvP©jvBUUv‡K †Nviv‡”Q, Av‡iKRb ivB‡dj Zz‡j j¶¨w¯’i
Ki‡Q| Av‡jvi eb¨v AviI wec` D‡b¥vPb Kijt gvPvi wb‡P
eyj‡WvRvi, UªvK Avi wg·vi †gwk‡bi Avovj †_‡K ivB‡d‡ji
e¨v‡ij †ewi‡q Av‡Q cuvP-mvZUv| cÂvkRb MvW©, ax‡i ax‡i
wgj‡Q wnmveUv|
ÔûBjUv a‡iv!Õ dvivn‡K ejj ivbv| †Kvj †_‡K KvievBb
Zz‡j K¨ve †_‡K gv_v †ei Kij, nv‡Zi A¯¿ gvPvi w`‡K ZvK
K‡i wUªMvi UvbjÑ†mwg A‡Uv‡gwU‡K w`‡q|
GK ckjv ey‡j‡Ui A‡c¶vq Uvb-Uvb n‡q wQj ivbvi
†cwk, †Kvb kã bv †c‡q wXj coj, †mB m‡½ wb‡¯—R n‡q
†Mj mœvqyÑg‡b n‡jv kix‡ii me kw³ †KD †hb ï‡l wb‡q‡Q|
ÔwK n‡jv?Õ Kvbœv Pvc‡Z wM‡q KwK‡q DVj dvivn|
Zv‡K †V‡j mwi‡q w`‡q ûBjUv GKiKg †K‡o wbj ivbv,
Ii nv‡Z eb eb K‡i Nyi‡Q †mUv| ÔKvievBb R¨vg n‡q
†M‡Q!Õ
ÔUªvK †Nviv”Q †Kb?Õ AuvZ‡K DVj dvivn| Ô†evU †Zv
Iw`‡K bq!Õ
eva¨ n‡qB iY‡KŠkj e`j Ki‡Q ivbv| GB gyn~‡Z© UªvK
†_‡K bvgv Avi AvZ¥nZ¨v Kiv GKB K_v| nvm¨Ki g‡b
n‡jI, GLbKvi cwiw¯’wZ‡Z UªvKUvB I‡ì GKgvÎ A¯¿|
GUv‡K wW‡dwÝf A_©vr cvjv‡bvi Kv‡R jvMv‡Z †Póv K‡i e¨_©
n‡q‡Q I, Kv‡RB A‡dwÝf Kv‡R bv jvwM‡q Dcvq †bB|
ÔwcQ‡b †jvK †j‡M _vK‡j †ev‡U †cuŠ‡QB ev jvf wK?Õ
UªvK Nyi‡Q †`‡L AvU-`kRb MvW© ùvwo‡q c‡o‡Q| ¯úxW
ev‡Ni LuvPv 125

evwo‡q mivmwi Zv‡ì w`‡K QyUj ivbv, gv_vUv wbPz K‡i
†i‡L‡Q| gvPv I gvPvi wbP †_‡K ¸wj n‡”Q| mvg‡bi MvW©iv
wQU‡K m‡i hv‡”Q `yÕcv‡k| GKUv †Sv‡ci †fZi Sj‡m DVj
gvRj d¬¨vk, cigyn~‡Z© we‡ùvwiZ n‡jv DBÛ¯Œxb|
dzuwc‡q DVj dvivn, Mv Svov w`‡Z GK ivk fvOv KuvP
Qwo‡q coj K¨v‡ei †g‡S‡Z|
Ô†MÖ‡bW!Õ wnmwnm Kij ivbv, `yÕnv‡Z eb eb K‡i ûBj
†Nviv‡”Q|
†MÖ‡bWUv †hb Ajm Wvbvq fi w`‡q Amn¨ iKg mgq
wb‡q D‡o Gj| Uª¨vwdK cywj‡mi gZ GKUv nvZ j¤^v Kij
ivbv, Zvjy Lvov n‡q Av‡Q Rvbvjvi gy‡L, †hb KvD‡K _vg‡Z
Bw½Z Ki‡Q| mivmwi IB Zvjy‡Z G‡m jvMj Kv‡jv I †gvUv
¶xiv AvK…wZi †MÖ‡bW, nv‡Zi av°v †L‡q coj euvK wb‡Z _vKv
Uªv‡Ki cv‡k|
we‡ùvi‡Yi kã n‡jv AviI cuvP †m‡KÛ ci| K¨ve i¶v
†c‡q‡Q, Zvi m‡½ †eu‡P †M‡Q ivbv I dvivn, Z‡e Kcvj
cy‡o‡Q mvZ Ubx Uªv‡Ki|
Zxeª GKUv SuvwK †L‡jv Iiv, ivbvi Abyf~wZ n‡jv I‡ì‡K
wb‡q k~‡b¨ cvwo Rwg‡q‡Q UªvK| Zvici ûB‡ji Ici ûgwo
†L‡q coj I, †Pv‡Li †KvY w`‡q †`Lj DBÛ¯Œxb bv _vKvq
duvKUv w`‡q †ewi‡q hv‡”Q dvivn| nvZ evwo‡q Lc K‡i Zv‡K
a‡i †djj|
K¨ve gvwU‡Z bvK †VKv‡Z PvB‡Q, wcQbUv D‡V co‡Q
k~‡b¨| do do K‡i wQu‡o †Mj dvivni kvU©, mvg‡bi duvKUv
M‡j †ewi‡q †Mj †m|
gy‡Vvq ïay †Quov kvU©, †mUv †d‡j w`‡q Avevi nvZ evovj
126 gvmy` ivbvÐ311

ivbv| W¨vk‡ev‡W©i wKbviv a‡i Uªv‡Ki bv‡K Szj‡Q dvivn, Zvi
Pz‡ji †MvQv a‡i Uvb w`j I| Avi wVK †mB mgq wm‡a n‡Z
ïi“ Kij K¨ve, wcQbUv wd‡i Avm‡Q gvwU‡Z|
Av‡iKevi cÖPÊ SuvwK †L‡jv ivbv, cÖvq D‡o G‡m Ii
Mv‡q coj dvivn|
†g‡qwU hyeZx, wee¯¿ I †Kvgj; wKš‘ AvcwËKi †Kvb
Abyf~wZB n‡jv bv ivbvi| gvZjvwg ïi“ Ki‡jI, we¯§qKi
e¨vcvi n‡jv gvwU‡Z PvKv covi ci Avevi c~Y©MwZ‡Z QyU‡Z
ïi“ K‡i‡Q UªvK| dvivn‡K †h †Kvj †_‡K bvwg‡q †`‡e, Zvi
†Kvb my‡hvMB †cj bv ivbv, `yÕnv‡Z ûBj a‡i mvg‡bi QyUš—
wZbRb MvW©‡K avIqv Ki‡Z e¨¯— n‡q coj|
PvKvi wb‡P Pvcv coj GKRb, GKRb av°v †L‡q wQU‡K
`~‡i m‡i †Mj, AvZw¼Z †kl †jvKUv‡K †`Lv †Mj Qy‡U
wbivc` `~i‡Z¡ m‡i hvevi ciI _vg‡Q bv|
Uªv‡Ki ¯úxW Av‡Mi †P‡q †ewk, †hb Ii wnmv‡ei †P‡qI
†Rv‡i QyU‡Z PvB‡Q| K¨v‡ei wcQ‡bi †`qv‡j †QvÆ GKUv
Rvbvjv Av‡Q, †mUvi KevU mwi‡q Uªv‡Ki wcQb w`‡K ZvKvj
ivbv|
`„kÜv †`‡L nKPwK‡q †Mj I| UªvK A‡a©‡Ki †ewk Lvwj
n‡q †M‡Q, wm‡g‡›Ui e¨vM¸‡jv †bB| _vK‡e wKfv‡e, wØZxq
†MÖ‡bWUv Avm‡j Uªv‡Ki A‡a©K †g‡SB Dwo‡q w`‡q‡Q|
wcQ‡bi `y‡Uv PvKv GLb m¤ú~Y© bMœ, I¸‡jvi Ici †Kvb
Av”Qv`b †bB|
MvW©iv NvZK Uªv‡Ki avIqv †L‡q Pviw`‡K Qwo‡q c‡o‡Q|
AvnZ m½x‡ì mwi‡q wb‡ZI wKQy¶Y e¨¯— _vK‡Z n‡e
Zv‡ì‡K|
ev‡Ni LuvPv 127

nv‡Z LvwbKUv mgq †c‡q wPš—v Ki‡Z cvi‡Q ivbv| dvivn
b‡o DV‡ZB ûBj †_‡K nvZ mwi‡q Zv‡K cv‡ki mx‡U P‡j
hvevi my‡hvM K‡i w`j| †g‡qUv †duvcv‡”Q ï‡bI ZvKvj bv,
ïay Mv‡qi R¨v‡KU Ly‡j awi‡q w`j nv‡Z|
R¨v‡KUUv ci‡Q dvivn, wb‡Pi w`KUv ¸u‡R w`j †e‡ë|
i“×¯^‡i Rvb‡Z PvBj, ÔGB my‡hv‡M †evUUv †LuvRv DwPZ bv?Õ
ÔAv‡jvUv †`LQ?Õ Bw½‡Z mvg‡bUv †`Lvj ivbv| ÔAvgiv
hLb wewìsUv †_‡K †ei“jvg ZLb †Zv GB Av‡jv †`wLwb|Õ
ÔZvB †Zv!Õ
K‡qKUv †Svc-Svo‡K wcQ‡b †d‡j Gj Iiv| I‡ì †mB
fvOv wewìsUv †`Lv †Mj| IUvi Wvb cv‡k R¡j‡Q Av‡jvUv|
gvwUi Ici †Kv_vI bq, D‡V Avm‡Q gvwUi wb‡P †_‡K|
ÔI, ey‡SwQ!Õ ejj dvivn| ÔIw`‡K...Õ
ivbvI e¨vcviUv ai‡Z cvij| Av‡jvUv D‡V Avm‡Q
e−¨vK‡nv‡ji wbg©vYvaxb wØZxq †nv‡Uj Kg‡c−· †_‡K| Av‡jvi
†iLv wekvj MnŸiUv‡K ¯úó K‡i Zz‡j‡Q| ÔwKš‘ Av‡jv R¡vjvi
gv‡b wK? wK n‡”Q ILv‡b?Õ wewìsUv‡K cvk KvUv‡”Q UªvK,
Avcbg‡b weoweo Kij ivbv|
wewìsUv‡K wcQ‡b †djj Iiv, mvg‡b MnŸi Avi MnŸi
†_‡K D‡V Avmv D¾¡j Av‡jv †`Lv hv‡”Q| ¯úxW Kgv‡Z hv‡e
ivbv, †ek LvwbKUv wcQb †_‡K `y‡Uv ivB‡dj M‡R© DVj|
K¨ve †_‡K gv_v †ei K‡i wcQb w`‡K GKevi ZvKvj dvivn|
Ôme©bvk! IivI UªvK wb‡q Avm‡Q!Õ
GLb Avi gv_vi Pzj wQu‡oI †Kvb jvf †bB, †evKvwg hv
Kivi Kiv n‡q †M‡Q| mvg‡b wfZ, A_©vr cÖKvÊ MZ©; `yÕcv‡k
gvwUi ¯Z‚c, cvnvo ej‡jB nq| ÔUªv‡K Iiv KÕRb?Õ Rvb‡Z
128 gvmy` ivbvÐ311

PvBj ivbv|
ÔA‡bK `~‡i, wK K‡i ewj!Õ
MnŸ‡ii wKbvivq UªvK _vgvj ivbv, wVK mvg‡b †_‡KB
M‡Z©i wb‡P †b‡g †M‡Q Xvj| ZjvUv XvKv †÷wWqv‡gi cÖvq
A‡a©K n‡e, Zvi A‡a©KUv Ry‡o LvwbK ci ci ùvwo‡q Av‡Q
wÎk-cuqwÎk dzU j¤^v KswµU Kjvg, G‡KKUv GZ †gvUv †h
†eo w`‡q ai‡Z PvB‡j `yÕRb gvbyl jvM‡e| me wgwj‡q IB
iKg lvU-mËiUv wcjvi †`Lv hv‡”Q| Z‡e ivbvi `„wó †K‡o
wb‡q‡Q GKUv †gvevBj d¬vWjvBU Avi `yÕRb MvW©| M‡Z©i
†g‡Si A‡a©KUv wcjv‡ii `L‡j _vK‡jI, evwK A‡a©K GK`g
Lvwj, big jvj‡P gvwU Qvov Avi wKQy †bB| †mB gvwU‡Z
GKUv j¤^v Kei †`Lv hv‡”Q| GKRb MvW© ÷¨vÛmn
d¬vWjvBUUv a‡i Av‡Q, Aci †jvKUv m`¨ gvwU Pvcv †`qv
Ke‡i BuU ev cv_i emv‡”Q| ivbv Av›`vR Kij, IUv cwj I
mvhhv‡ì Kei, †kqvj bó Kivq bZzb K‡i gvwU †djv
n‡q‡Q|
wbP †_‡K gyL Zz‡j UªvKUvi w`‡K ZvKvj MvW© `yÕRb|
wØZxq †jvKUv SU K‡i ivB‡d‡ji w`‡K nvZ evovj|
Ôjvd `vI wb‡P!Õ wnm wnm K‡i ejj ivbv| Ô†hfv‡e cv‡iv
euvPvi †Póv K‡iv!Õ
ÔAvwg GKv?Õ AvZ‡¼ weK…Z †kvbvj dvivni Mjv| Ô†Zvgvi
wK n‡e? ZvQvov GKv Avwg wKfv‡e cvjve?Õ
UªvKUv Av¸wcQy K‡i LvwbKUv AvovAvwo fw½‡Z ùvo Kivj
ivbv| ÔGevi Zzwg Avovj cv‡e, MZ©Uvi wKbviv a‡i nvgv¸wo
`vI, K‡qKUv gvwUi wXwe cvi n‡Z cvi‡j R½‡j Mv XvKv
w`‡Z cvi‡e| Avgvi R‡b¨ A‡c¶v †Kv‡iv bv, †evUUv Lyu‡R
ev‡Ni LuvPv 129

†c‡j GKvB wd‡i †h‡qv|Õ
wcQb †_‡K GwÄ‡bi AvIqvR †f‡m Avm‡Q, †mUv‡K Pvcv
w`‡q M‡Z©i wb‡P M‡R© DVj GKUv ivB‡dj| dvivn BZ¯—Z
Ki‡Q †`‡L K¨v‡ei ìRv Ly‡j Zv‡K evB‡ii w`‡K †V‡j w`j
ivbv| ÔAvgvi R‡b¨ †evU nvD‡m A‡c¶v †Kv‡iv Zzwg|Õ
GKevi dzuwc‡q D‡V K¨ve †_‡K †b‡g †Mj dvivn| M‡Z©i
wKbviv †Nu‡l nvgv¸wo w`‡”Q †m| K¨v‡ei †QvÆ Rvbvjv w`‡q
wcQb w`‡K ZvKvj ivbv| wcQ‡bi UªvKUv ¯úxW Kwg‡q
†n‡j`y‡j GwM‡q Avm‡Q| K¨v‡ei wcQ‡b Pvi wK cuvPUv Kv‡jv
gv_v †`L‡Z †cj ivbv, Qv‡` †djv ivB‡d‡ji wUªMv‡i AvOyj
†cuwP‡q †i‡L‡Q e‡j g‡b n‡jv|
¯Œxbwenxb DB‡Ûv w`‡q mvg‡b, A_©vr M‡Z©i wb‡P ZvKvj
ivbv| gvÎ GKUv ¸wj Kivi ci wØZxq †jvKUv w¯’i n‡q †M‡Q,
Kvb cvZvi fw½‡Z wKQy †kvbvi †Póv Ki‡Q| d¬vWjvBUUv
Ke‡ii w`‡K ZvK Kiv wQj, cÖ_g †jvKUv †mUv Nywi‡q
MnŸ‡ii gv_vq ùvov‡bv ivbvi Uªv‡Ki w`‡K DuPz Kij|
g„Zzï gy‡LvgywL Av‡MI eûevi ùvwo‡q‡Q ivbv| fvM¨ weiƒc
n‡q DV‡j I †Ui cvq| ZLb †¶vf ev Awfgvb‡K cÖkªq †`q
bv, n‡q I‡V VvÊv I wbwj©ß, Z‡e g‡bi Mfx‡i nZvk bv nevi
GKUv †R`‡K mh‡Zœ jvjb K‡i| AvRI Zvi e¨wZµg NUj
bv|
Lyb Kivi R‡b¨ mivmwi ¸wj Pvjv‡”Q, Ggb GK`j
†jv‡Ki m‡½ wbi¯¿ I †KvYVvmv Ae¯’vq †KDB †ewk¶Y wU‡K
_vK‡Z cv‡i bv| wb‡R‡K wg‡_¨ †Kvb Avk¦vm bv w`‡q Avevi
UªvK Qvoj ivbv| Kcv‡ji wjLb †g‡b wb‡q‡Q I, Z‡e GKv
gi‡Z ivwR bq|
130 gvmy` ivbvÐ311

Mfxi Lv‡ì wKbviv †_‡K UªvKUv‡K †b‡g Avm‡Z †`‡L
MvW© `yÕRb †hb m‡¤§vwnZ n‡q coj| wZb †m‡KÛ GK Pzj
boj bv Zviv| Uªv‡Ki MwZ cÖwZ gyn~‡Z© evo‡Q, Xv‡ji
Pvifv‡Mi GK fvM GiB g‡a¨ †cwi‡q G‡m‡Q IUv| Zvici
GK‡hv‡M †hb we`y¨r †L‡j †Mj `yÕR‡bi kix‡i| ivB‡dj I
d¬vWjvBU †d‡j Nyij Iiv, cÖKvÊ wcjvi¸‡jvi w`‡K QyU‡Q|
ivbv GB gyn~‡Z© wbg©g| ïay AbwaKvi cÖ‡e‡ki Aciv‡a
hviv Lyb Kivi R‡b¨ ¸wj Pvjvq, hviv wbiciva gvbyl‡K a‡i
G‡b R¨vš— Kei †`q, Zv‡ì‡K VvÊv gv_vq `ywbqv †_‡K we`vq
Kivi `vwqZ¡ wb‡ZI Ii AvcwË †bB| cÖ‡qvR‡b G-ai‡bi
KwVb `vwqZ¡ wbôvi m‡½ cvjb Ki‡Z cvi‡e I, G-K_v
†R‡bB evsjv‡`k KvD›Uvi B‡›Uwj‡RÝ †ckv`vi GmwcIbvR
G‡R›U wn‡m‡e wb‡qvM cÎ w`‡q‡Q I‡K|
wcjvi¸‡jvi Kv‡Q †cuŠQv‡bv hv‡e bv, Zvi Av‡MB UªvK
Mv‡q D‡V Avm‡e, eyS‡Z †c‡i wØZxq †jvKUv gwiqv n‡q i“‡L
ùvovj| AvZw¼Z n‡q covq ivB‡djUv †d‡j G‡m‡Q wVKB,
wKš‘ g„Zz¨ wbwðZ eyS‡Z †c‡i wc¯—jUv †ei Kivi K_v g‡b
G‡jv Ii| †nvj÷v‡i nvZ, Ny‡i ùvovj, cigyn~‡Z© weùvwiZ
n‡q †Mj †PvL| nvq, UªvK †Zv G‡m c‡o‡Q!
SuvwKUv Abyfe Kij ivbv, gUgU K‡i `yÕwZb‡U nvo fvOvi
kã XyKj Kv‡b, cUKvi gZ AvIqvRUv m¤¢eZ Lywj dvUvi|
Uªv‡Ki ¯úxW GZ †ewk, ivbvi ej‡Z †M‡j †Kvb wbqš¿YB
†bB| Z‡e ûBj †Nviv‡Z K_v ïbj hš¿ `vbe, AbyMZ f„‡Zï
gZ Ny‡i †Mj cÖ_g †jvKUvi w`‡K|
Avevi †mB GKB AwfÁZv I Abyf~wZ| mvgvb¨ GKUv
SuvwK, nvo fvOvi kã, giY wPrKvi| Zvici †eªK A¨vc−vB
ev‡Ni LuvPv 131

Kij ivbvÑax‡i ax‡i, mveav‡b| AviI cÖvq cuwPk MR †QvUvi
ci, wcjvi¸‡jvi KvQvKvwQ ùvwo‡q coj UªvK| K¨ve †_‡K
m‡½ m‡½ †b‡g coj, B”Qv, wd‡i wM‡q Aš—Z wc¯—jUv
Zzj‡e|
nuvU‡Q, †mB m‡½ †PvL †evjv‡”Q Lv‡ì gv_vq| nuvUvi MwZ
Kg‡Z ïi“ Kij| wØZxq UªvKUv MnŸ‡ii wKbvivq ùvwo‡q
Av‡Q, wVK †hLv‡b wb‡Ri UªvK wb‡q I ùvwo‡qwQj| Uªv‡Ki
mvg‡b `yÕRb MvW©, nv‡Zi ivB‡dj Ii w`‡K ZvK Kiv|
†nWjvB‡Ui Av‡jvq Zv‡ì‡K cwi®‹viB †`L‡Z cv‡”Q ivbv|
evwK mevB Qvqvg~wZ©| nuvUvi MwZ AviI K‡g Gj Ii| Lv‡ì
Pviw`‡Ki gv_v‡ZB †`Lv hv‡”Q I‡ì| ùvwo‡q coj ivbv|
wN‡i †djv n‡q‡Q I‡K| wc¯—jUv GLbI A‡bKUv `~‡i|
ZvQvov, IUv †c‡jI GLb †Kvb Kv‡R Avm‡e bv|
MnŸ‡ii Pvi gv_v †_‡K †b‡g Avm‡Q Iiv| cÖ‡Z¨‡Ki
nv‡Zi ivB‡dj Ii w`‡K ZvK Kiv|
mvg‡bi w`K †_‡K Avm‡Q cuvPRb| Zv‡ì GKRb
n¨vÛgvB‡K K_v ejj, Ôwgm dvivn! wg. RymvBIi m‡½ GBgvÎ
Avgvi K_v n‡q‡Q| †Zvgv‡K wZwb aiv w`‡Z e‡j‡Qb|
e‡j‡Qb, †Zvgvi e¨vcviUv we‡ePbv Kiv n‡e| gv_vi Ici nvZ
Zz‡j †ewi‡q G‡mv|Õ
ivbv GLb Avi wb‡Ri K_v fve‡Q bv| fve‡Q †g‡qUvi
K_v| dvivn wK n¨vÛgvB‡Ki †NvlYv ïb‡Z cv‡”Q? †evKvi
gZ I‡ì duv‡` cv †`‡e bv †Zv? GLb hw` Avovj †_‡K
†ewi‡q Lv‡` †b‡g Av‡m dvivn, ivbvi `ytLUv n‡e Avš—wiK|
wK Zvi f~wgKv, wK Zvi D‡Ïk¨, G-me GB gyn~‡Z© †Kvb ¸i“Z¡
enb K‡i bv| ivbv Pvq †eu‡P _vKzK †m|
132 gvmy` ivbvÐ311

Lv‡` †b‡g ivbv‡K Iiv †Qu‡K aij|
d¬vWjvBUUv GLbI R¡j‡Q, ivbvi w`‡K Nywi‡q w`j Iiv|
Lv‡ì wKbvivq ùvov‡bv Uªv‡Ki †nWjvBUI wb‡Pi w`‡K ZvK
Kiv|
Ôwgm dvivn...Õ Avevi ïi“ n‡jv GK‡N‡q †NvlYv|
¸bj ivbv| †gvU †Z‡ivRb MvW©| `yÕRb GwM‡q Gj|
mveav‡b Avm‡Q, wbi¯¿ I wbtm½ ivbv‡K †hb wek¦vm Ki‡Z
cvi‡Q bv| evwK mevB Ii Pviav‡i ùvwo‡q ivB‡dj ZvK K‡i
†i‡L‡Q|
†jvK `yÕRb I‡K `ª“Z mvP© Kij| Zvici wcwQ‡q wM‡q
gv_v bvoj| †NvlYv †kl K‡i gy‡Li mvg‡b †_‡K n¨vÛgvBK
bvgvj I‡ì jxWvi| `yÕcv GwM‡q G‡m ivbv‡K ejj,
ÔAvgv‡ì em& wb‡`©k w`‡q‡Qb, R¨vš— Kei w`‡Z n‡e
†Zvgv‡K| MZ nßvqI †Zvgvi gZ GK e`gvk‡K Gfv‡e
†cuvZv n‡q‡Q|Õ
ivbv ejj, Ô†Zvgv‡ì em&? †K †m? MZ nßvq Kv‡K Kei
w`‡qQ †Zvgiv?Õ Ii eyKUv †gvPo w`‡q DVj| †jvKUv wbðqB
mvhhv‡ì K_v ej‡Q|
Ôwg. †mj wm mv RymvBI,Õ Reve w`j †jvKUv| ÔwZwb AviI
e‡j‡Qb, KeiUv †Zvgv‡KB Lyuo‡Z n‡e| †Luvovi ci Ke‡i
†b‡g †kv‡e Zzwg| Avgiv ïay gvwU fivU Kie| Kv‡K Kei
†`qv n‡q‡Q Zv †R‡b †Zvgvi †Kvb jvf †bB| cÖ_g †_‡K †kl
ch©š— †MvUv e¨vcviUv wfwWI K¨v‡givq aviY Kie Avgiv|Õ
Ô†Kb?Õ
ivbvi cÖ‡kœi Reve bv w`‡q wb‡Ri †jvK‡ì wb‡`©k w`j
jxWvi| `yÕRb †jvK QyUj †Kv`vj, kvej Avi wfwWI K¨v‡giv
ev‡Ni LuvPv 133

Avb‡Z| jxWvi Avevi ivbvi w`‡K wdij| Ôdvivn‡K Zzwg UªvK
†_‡K †Kv_vq bvwg‡qQ?Õ
ivbv Reve w`j, Ô†m GZ¶‡Y †evU wb‡q fvwR©‡b wd‡i
†M‡Q|Õ
ivbv‡K Avk¦¯— Kivi my‡i MvW©‡ì jxWvi ejj, Ôem& I‡K
gvi‡eb bv| gv‡b GLb gvi‡eb bv Avi wK!Õ nvm‡Q †m|
Ôej‡jb, KvR dziv‡j b¨vs‡Uv K‡i A¨vwmW fiv Mvgjvq Pzwe‡q
†Mvmj Kiv‡eb|Õ
ÔZvi AcivaUv wK?Õ wR‡Ám Kij ivbv| ÔZvi ev Avgvi?Õ
Reve bv w`‡q c‡KU †_‡K GKUv †gvevBj †dvb †ei
Kij jxWvi| Ôwg. Db? em‡K Rvbvb, dvivn cvwj‡q‡Q|
†j¸b, †evUnvDm Avi †RwUi Ici bRi ivL‡Z n‡e|...nu¨v,
wg. †W‡fb‡cv‡U©i †gngvb eo–qv aiv c‡o‡Q...nu¨v, †Kv`vj
Avi wfwWI K¨v‡giv Avb‡Z cvwV‡qwQ...†fwi ¸W|Õ
Ô†Zvgvi em& wK cvMj?Õ ejj ivbv, ÔAvgv‡K Lyb K‡i Zvi
jvf wK? eis euvwP‡q ivL‡j fviZxq GK‡kv †KvwU UvKvi
wRwbm wKbZvg...Õ
Ôem& ej‡jb, †µZvi ZvwjKv †_‡K †Zvgvi bvg †K‡U
†`qv n‡q‡Q,Õ ejj †jvKUv| Ômvc−vB †bB|Õ
Ômvc−vB †bB gv‡b?Õ
ÔZzwg †h wRwbm wKb‡Z PvI Zv †kl n‡q †M‡Q| †Zvgv‡K
†h¸‡jv †èvi K_v fvev n‡qwQj †m¸‡jv mvZUv cvwU©
wb‡R‡ì g‡a¨ fvMvfvwM K‡i wK‡b wb‡q‡Q| G¸‡jv Zv‡ì
cÖ‡qvR‡bi †P‡q AwZwi³, ZvB kZ©mv‡c‡¶ wKb‡Z ivwR
n‡q‡Q|Õ
ÔwK k‡Z©?Õ
134 gvmy` ivbvÐ311

Ô†Zvgv‡K e−¨vK‡nv‡j Kei w`‡Z n‡e|Õ
Ô†Kb? GiKg A™¢yZ k‡Z©i KviY?Õ GKUv †XvK wMjj
ivbv|
Ôem‡K Iiv e‡j‡Q, Zzwg m‡›`nRbK PwiÎ| †Zvgv‡K
euvwP‡q ivL‡j Zv‡ì ¶wZ n‡q †h‡Z cv‡i|Õ
ÔIiv gv‡b Kviv?Õ
ÔwSs _vcv, †bcvwj cvwU©; Avgvb †gvnv¤§`, c~e©-cvwK¯—vbx
cvwU©...Õ
Ôc~e©-cvwK¯—vb? gv‡b?Õ
Ôgv‡b Rvwb bv, cvwU©iv wb‡R‡ì †h cwiPq w`‡q‡Q Avwg
†mUvB ïay D‡j−L KiwQ|Õ
†Kv`vj Avi kvej Uªv‡K _vK‡Z cv‡i, wKš‘ wfwWI
K¨v‡giv wbðqB †Kvb wewìs †_‡K Avb‡Z n‡e, †mR‡b¨ †jvK
`yÕR‡bi wd‡i Avm‡Z †`wi n‡”Q| LvwbKUv n‡jI mgq cvIqv
†M‡Q, wKš‘ ivbvi gv_vq euvPvi †Kvb eyw× Avm‡Q bv|
jxWvi †jvKUv ivbvi K_v cy‡ivcywi wek¦vm K‡iwb, gy‡Li
mvg‡b n¨vÛgvBK Zz‡j Avevi dvivn‡K aiv w`‡Z ejj| †m
_vg‡Z ivbv wR‡Ám Kij, Ô†g‡iB hLb †dj‡e, Avgvi Aš—Z
GKUv cÖ‡kœi Reve `vI| wK Ggb mvZivRvi ab Av‡Q
e−¨vK‡nv‡j †h GZ Kov cvnviv?Õ
†n‡m D‡V jxWvi ejj, ÔmvZivRvi abB Av‡Q, Av‡QI
†Zvgvi †Pv‡Li mvg‡b, wKš‘ hvi †`Lvi †PvL †bB †m
wKfv‡e...Õ nVvr Pg‡K DVj †m, ivbvi w`‡K GKUz cvk wd‡i
gyL ZzjjÑZvKvj Lv‡ì gv_vq, †hLv‡b UªvKUv ùvwo‡q|
†Rvov †nWjvB‡Ui mvg‡b bMœ GKUv bvixg~wZ©, Xvj †e‡q
axi cv‡q bvg‡Z ïi“ Kij| j¾v XvKvi fw½Uv K¬vwmKÑGKUv
ev‡Ni LuvPv 135

nvZ AvovAvwo fv‡e ey‡K, Av‡iKUv nvZ bvfxi wb‡P|
dvivn‡K wPb‡Z †c‡i ivbvi kixi VvÊv wng n‡q †Mj|
wb‡Ri ARv‡š—B AK¯§vr wPrKvi K‡i DVj I, Ôdvivn,
cvjvI!Õ
AvNvZUv Gj wcQb †_‡K, ivB‡d‡ji euvU w`‡q gv_vi
wcQ‡b gvij †KD| òvg K‡i c‡o †Mj ivbv| †Pv‡L m‡l© dzj
†`L‡jI Ávb nvivqwb| D‡V emvi †Póv Ki‡Q, Qy‡U G‡m eyU
w`‡q jvw_ gvij GKRb| i‡³ f‡i DVj bv‡Ki dz‡Uv|
gvwU‡Z ï‡qB †`L‡Z †cj ax‡i ax‡i Lv‡ì Zjvq †b‡g
Avm‡Q dvivn|
Ômveavb! †KD bo‡e bv!Õ ejj jxWvi| Ôfq †c‡j cvjv‡e
Avevi!Õ
Lv‡ì Zjvq †b‡g I‡ì w`‡K GwM‡q Avm‡Q dvivn|
GLb Zvi Kvbœv Avi †duvcv‡bvi AvIqvR cwi®‹vi ïb‡Z cv‡”Q
Iiv|
ÔwK †hb ej‡Q kvjx!Õ wdmwdm Kij GKRb MvW©|
`k-ev‡iv nvZ `~‡i _vgj dvivn| mevB Iiv Zvi K_v
ïb‡Z †cj| ÔIi †Zv †Kvb †`vl †bB, ïay ïay I‡K †Zvgiv
gviQ †Kb? Avwg Rvwb †Zvgv‡ì Kv‡Q †Uwj‡dvb Av‡Q, wg.
RymvBIi m‡½ Avgv‡K GKevi K_v ej‡Z `vI, c−xR!Õ
K‡óm„‡ó Gevi ivbv ùvov‡Z cvij, mvg‡b bMœ bvixg~wZ©
_vKvq Ii w`‡K †Zgb †Lqvj w`‡”Q bv MvW©iv|
Ôem& wb‡`©k w`‡q‡Qb, eo–qv kvjv‡K R¨vš— Kei w`‡Z
n‡e,Õ dvivn‡K ejj jxWvi| Ô†Zvgv‡K e‡mi ìKvi, ZvB
nvjKv wKQy mvRv w`‡q Gev‡ii gZ †invB †`qv n‡e|Õ
ÔR¨vš— Kei w`‡Z n‡e!Õ dzuwc‡q †Ku‡` DVj dvivn| ÔwKš‘
136 gvmy` ivbvÐ311

†Kb? me †`vl †Zv Avgvi, KviY AvwgB I‡K GLv‡b wb‡q
G‡mwQ| Kei w`‡Z n‡j Avgv‡K Kei `vI!Õ Zvi Mjvi ¯î
†_‡K KvZi wgbwZ S‡i co‡Q| `yÕcv mvg‡b evoj|
Ô†Zvgv‡ì †h-†Kvb Ave`vi i¶v Kie Avwg, ïay Aby‡iva,
wbixn GKUv gvbyl‡K AKvi‡Y Lyb †Kv‡iv bv| hw` e‡jv...Õ
ÔwPš—v K‡i †`‡Lv, I¯—v`!Õ wRf w`‡q †VuvU †P‡U ejj
GKRb MvW©| Ôej‡Q, †h-†Kvb Ave`vi i¶v Ki‡e!Õ
Av‡iKRb MvW© mg_©b Kij Zv‡K| ÔgvjUv †Zv kvjx mwZ¨
Lvmv!Õ
Ôwg. RymvBIi m‡½ Avgv‡K K_v ej‡Z `vI, c−xR!Õ wVK
†mvRv bq, wZh©K GKUv †iLv a‡i AviI `yÕwZb cv G‡Mvj
dvivn| d‡j ivbv Avi Zvi gvSLv‡bi RvqMvUv duvKv GLb,
MvW©iv i‡q‡Q GKcv‡k|
†gvevBj †dvbUv Avevi †ei Kij MvW©‡ì jxWvi| Ôwg.
Db? em‡K ejyb †g‡qUv aiv c‡o‡Q| Av‡iKUv K_v, m¨vi|Õ
MvW©iv Zvi K_v fvj K‡i †kvbvi R‡b¨ Kv‡Q m‡i Gj|
ÔAvgvi †jvKRb ej‡Q, †g‡qUv‡K wb‡q Iiv GKUz dzwZ© Ki‡Z
Pvq...bv, gv‡b, †g‡qUv wb‡RB ej‡Q †m ivwR...Õ †dvbUv
AviI wKQy¶Y Kv‡b a‡i ivLj †m, Zvici bvgvj| gv_v †b‡o
ejj, ÔKvR n‡jv bv! wg. Db ej‡jb, em‡K G-K_v ejvB
hv‡e bv|Õ
Ô†dvbUv Avgv‡K `vI, c−xR!Õ ejj dvivn| ÔAvwg wg.
RymvBI‡K ivwR Kiv‡Z cvie|Õ
Ôwg. Db ej‡jb, †h wb‡`©k †`qv n‡q‡Q Zvi †Kvb boPo
n‡e bv|Õ
ÔdvUj wKš‘!Õ ejj dvivn, mivmwi ivbvi w`‡K ZvwK‡q
ev‡Ni LuvPv 137

Av‡Q| K_vUv e‡jB Wvb nvZ evg eM‡j Zzjj, evg nvZ D‡V
Gj Wvb eM‡j|
wK NU‡Z hv‡”Q eyS‡Z †c‡i `g eÜ Kij ivbv|
eM‡j jywK‡q ivLv gv‡e©j `y‡Uv GLb dvivni nv‡Z|
MvW©iv †KD b‡o IVvi Av‡MB gvwU‡Z AvQvo †g‡i dvUvj
I¸‡jv| mv`v, SuvSvj †auvqv GK cj‡KB †X‡K †djj
Pviw`K| kw³kvjx bvf© M¨vm, †KD Uzu-kã Kivi mgq ch©š—
†cj bv, †h †hLv‡b wQj †mLv‡bB Ávb nvwi‡q jywU‡q coj|
jxWv‡ii nvZ †_‡K ivB‡djUv †K‡o †bqv n‡jv, wKš‘ †m wKQy
†UiB †cj bv|
`yÕR‡bB Iiv `g AvU‡K †i‡L wQU‡K †ewi‡q G‡m‡Q
†auvqvi †fZi †_‡K, GB gyn~‡Z© dvivni nvZ a‡i QyU‡Q ivbv|
wcjvi¸‡jv‡K wcQ‡b †d‡j Gj Iiv, Uªv‡Ki †nWjvBU Avi
d¬vWjvB‡Ui AvfvI GLb I‡ì bvMvj cv‡”Q bv|
mvg‡b AÜKvi Xvj coj| LvwbKUv D‡VB nuvcv‡Z jvMj
dvivn| wekªvg †bqvi R‡b¨ _vg‡Z PvB‡Q †m| †Kvb K_v n‡jv
bv, dvivn GgbwK cÖwZevÌ Kij bv, `yÕnv‡Z a‡i wb‡Ri
Kuv‡a Zz‡j wbj ivbv Zv‡K| ivB‡djUv GLb dvivni nv‡Z|
¯^v¯’ëvb, ewjô cyi“l ivbv; Kuv‡a dvivn‡K wb‡q cÖvq
Abvqv‡m Xvj †e‡q D‡V hv‡”Q| gbUv †Q‡q Av‡Q K…ZÁZvq,
†evSvUv‡K †evSv e‡j g‡bB n‡”Q bv|
Avðh© GK Avivg Avi cig GK Z…wß‡Z †PvL eyRj
dvivn| Zvi Abyf~wZ n‡jv, †m †hb cÖv‰MwZnvwmK hy‡M wd‡i
†M‡Q| hyyeZx GK bvix †m, c~Y©‡hŠebv, Zv‡K wec‡ì gyL †_‡K
wQwb‡q wb‡q hv‡”Q fvjevmvi cvÎ, †KvbI GK Avw`g
exicyi“l|
138 gvmy` ivbvÐ311

bq
Pviw`K AÜKvi, †Svc-Svo †f‡O †Kvbw`‡K hv‡”Q wb‡RivI
Rv‡b bv Iiv| Xv‡ji gv_vq IVvi ci ivbvi Kuva †_‡K †b‡g
c‡o‡Q dvivn, ZvI `k wgwbU cvi n‡q †M‡Q|
AvKv‡ki Mv‡q Mvp GKUv Qvqv dz‡U Av‡Q, †`‡L wPb‡Z
cvij dvivn| ÔfvwR©b †_‡KI †`Lv hvq IUv,Õ ejj †m|
ÔIfvi‡nW U¨vsK| ˆmKZ m¤¢eZ euv w`‡K|Õ
euv w`‡K Ny‡i †Mj Iiv| LvwbK ciB mvg‡b, †Svc Avi
MvQcvjvi duv‡K Av‡jvi Avfv †Pv‡L coj| Ômveavb!Õ
wdmwdm Kij ivbv| GLb Avi QyU‡Q bv Iiv, mveav‡b cv
†d‡j nuvU‡Q|
`~i †_‡KB †`Lv †Mj †kWUv| M¨vjfvbvBRW-†gUvj w`‡q
ˆZwi| †k‡Wi gy‡L †MU Av‡Q, †fZiUv GZ eo †h †kl gv_v
†`Lv hvq bv| †fZ‡i wKQy e¯—v, wKQy dvwb©Pvi †`Lv †Mj|
†`qv‡j †`qv‡j wUDe jvBU R¡j‡Q| wKš‘ †jvK ej‡Z gvÎ
GKRb| †jvnvi wMÖj †`qv †MU, †M‡Ui †fZi Kswµ‡Ui ˆZwi
MvW©iƒg, Zvi †fZi ivB‡dj nv‡Z e‡m Av‡Q †m| bvK bv
PzjKv‡j †jvKUv‡K cv_‡ii g~wZ© e‡j Pvwj‡q †`qv †hZ|
Ô†k‡Wi †fZi wK Av‡Q, Rv‡bv?Õ
ÔRvwb bv, Z‡e Av›`vR Ki‡Z cviwQ,Õ ejj dvivn|
ev‡Ni LuvPv 139

Ôï‡bwQ GKUv †k‡Wi †fZi †_‡K AvÛviMÖvDÛ Uv‡b‡j bvg‡Z
nq, GUvB †evanq †mB †kW|Õ
Ô†evUUv hw` Iiv Wywe‡q w`‡q _v‡K Zvn‡j GB †kW Avi
Uv‡bj n‡qB fvwR©‡b wdi‡Z n‡e †Zvgv‡K|Õ
ÔAvwg GKv wdie? Zzwg?Õ
ÔAvgvi wK †divi Dcvq Av‡Q?Õ
ÔAvwg hw` †Zvgv‡K jywK‡q ivL‡Z cvwi? Z‡e G cÖm½
GLb _vK, Av‡M P‡jv †evUUv LyuwR|Õ
†kWUv‡K `~‡i †i‡LB ˆmK‡Zi w`‡K G‡Mvj Iiv| MvW©iv
†Kvbw`‡K e¨¯— †evSv hv‡”Q bv, Z‡e Gw`KUvq Zviv Avm‡Q
bv|
ˆmK‡Z †cuŠ‡QI †evUUv‡K Iiv Lyu‡R †cj bv| dvivn
ejj, Ô†`L‡Z †c‡q Iiv †evanq mwi‡q wb‡q †M‡Q| GLb
Avwg cie wK! GZ¶Y fvweQjvg †ev‡U †cuŠQv‡Z cvi‡j
jKv‡i wbðqB wKQy Kvco‡Pvco cve...Õ
†KŠZzK Kivi †jvfUv ivbv Qvo‡Z cvij bv| Ô†hgb AvQ
†Zgwb _vK‡Z wK †Zvgvi Lye Amywe‡a n‡”Q? Avgvi †Zv fvjB
jvM‡Q †`L‡Z|Õ
`yg-`yg K‡i ivbvi ey‡K cuvP-mvZUv Nywm gvij dvivn|
ÔAmf¨Zv Ki‡j fvj n‡e bv wKš‘!Õ
dvivni nvZUv a‡i †djj ivbv| ÔGB, Pzc!Õ
`yÕR‡bB Kvb cvZj Iiv| ˆmK‡Zi AviI LvwbK mvg‡b
†_‡K Ku¨vP-Ku¨vP kã †f‡m Gj| wb¯—äZv fvOj dvivn|
Ôm‡›`n †bB, WvK‡Q Avgv‡ì|Õ
ÔWvK‡Q gv‡b?Õ
ÔAvwg A‡bK¸‡jv fvlv Rvwb,Õ ivbvi Kv‡b wdmwdm Kij
140 gvmy` ivbvÐ311

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ev‡Ni LuvPv 143

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fyj‡Z PvB‡Zb ¯¿x nviv‡bvi e¨_v| hwÌ †g‡qi cÖwZ
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144 gvmy` ivbvÐ311

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ci wkwi Avevi kvwš—wb‡KZ‡bB wd‡i hvq| Z‡e †mB †_‡K
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wUªcj‡nWvi ˆZwi Kivi ci bvmvi Kv‡QB Zv wewµ Kiv n‡e|
†m-mgq evev I jyKvm Avs‡K‡ji K_v ï‡b wkwi eyS‡Z
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bv, Aš—Z Zuv‡ì †P‡q Av‡M †Zv bqB|
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ev‡Ni LuvPv 145

†W‡fb‡cvU©, d¨vwmwjwUi I wUªcj‡nWvi cÖ‡R‡±i g¨v‡bRvi
Kiv n‡jv †mj wm mv RymvBI‡K| wKfv‡e wK Ki‡Z n‡e me
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wmAvBG ev GdweAvB wcQy wb‡Z cv‡i, GB f‡q bvg-cwiPq
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146 gvmy` ivbvÐ311

m‡›`nRbK ev AvcwËKi wKQyB Zviv Lyu‡R cvqwb| jxqvi
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Zuvi m‡½ †Mvc‡b †`Lv Ki‡Z †Póv K‡i e¨_© n‡jv wkwi| evev
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ev‡Ni LuvPv 147

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GB GKB kvw¯— †c‡Z n‡e wkwi‡KI, gwbi“j nK hw`
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148 gvmy` ivbvÐ311

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KwgDwb÷ cvwU©i m`m¨, †m Ges Zvi ¯¿x †kªYx msMÖv‡gi bv‡g
†bcv‡j eû eëmvqx‡K RevB K‡i‡Q| Av_vb‡eb eªvwR‡ji
¸ßmsMVb Ô†iW A¨vjvU©Õ-Gi jxWvi, Ô†iW A¨vjvU©Õ-†K Avw_©K
mvnvh¨ †`q bvrmx IAi wµwgbvj‡ì GKUv msMVb| Avi
†Wvevi n‡jv †ci“i AvÛviMÖvD‡Ûi KzL¨vZ GK mš¿vmx MÖ“‡ci
jxWvi, Zvi evwnbx‡Z `yÕnvRvi ¸Êv-gv¯—vb Av‡Q|
nu¨v, cÖ_gev‡ii gZ G‡ì Kv‡QB RymvBI wUªcj‡nWvi
wewµ Ki‡Z hv‡”Q| gvS mvM‡i wVK †Kv_vq Kv‡M©v †Wwjfvwi
ev‡Ni LuvPv 149

†`qv n‡e, mvZRb‡K Zv Rvwb‡q †`qv n‡q‡Q| K¨vwiqvi A_©vr
mmvi I wgmvBj wew”Qbœ Ae¯’vq †Zvjv n‡e Rvnv‡R, mš¿vmxiv
I¸‡jv †h-hvi †`‡k wb‡q wM‡q wb‡RivB †Rvov jvMv‡e| me
wgwj‡q GK‡kv lvUUv wgmvBj wK‡b‡Q Iiv mvZRb| wm×vš—
n‡q‡Q iweevi iv‡Z †jwUm †Q‡o P‡j hv‡e Iiv, Zvi GKnßv
ci gvS mvM‡i †Wwjfvwi cv‡e Kv‡M©v| UvKv-cqmv GiB g‡a¨
me †jb‡`b n‡q †M‡Q|
gvivZ¥K `ytmsev` n‡jv, kwbevi mKv‡j jyKvm †W‡fb‡cvU©
†jwU‡m Avm‡Qb| kwbev‡i G‡m iweev‡iB P‡j hv‡eb wZwb|
`ytmsev` GB R‡b¨ †h RymvBI nq Zuv‡K e›`x Ki‡e, bq‡Zv
†UK-Ad Kivi mgq wi‡gvU K‡›Uªv‡ji mvnv‡h¨ †evgv dvwU‡q
Zuvi †c−b Dwo‡q †`‡eÑwVK wK NU‡e Zv wbf©i Ki‡Q wkwii
wi‡cvU© cvevi ci| GLv‡bB ivbvi cÖm½ G‡m hv‡”Q|
RymvBI e¨w³MZfv‡e wkwi‡K wb‡`©k w`‡qwQj, AvR iv‡Z
†evU wb‡q †eov‡Z †ewi‡q Zv‡K Rvb‡Z †Póv Ki‡Z n‡e b‡ik
eo–qv jyKvm †W‡fb‡cv‡U©i Pi wKbv| Zvi m‡›`n †jwU‡m wK
NU‡Q †Mvc‡b Rvbvi R‡b¨ eo–qv‡K †W‡fb‡cvU©B cvwV‡q‡Qb|
wkwi hw` wi‡cvU© K‡i eo–qv †W‡fb‡cv‡U©i †jvK, Zvn‡j Zuvi
†c−b iweev‡i †UK-Ad Kivi ci UvBg †evgv dvwU‡q Dwo‡q
†`‡e wmRvi| G wel‡q wkwii mvg‡bB wmRv‡ii m‡½ Avjvc
K‡i‡Q RymvBI| RymvBI‡K wmRvi Rvwb‡q‡Q, GKUv kw³kvjx
†evgv weªd‡K‡m f‡iB †i‡L‡Q †m, wb‡`©k cvIqv gvÎ
K¨viwj‡bi gva¨‡g †W‡fb‡cv‡U©i †c−‡b Zz‡j w`‡Z
cvi‡eÑwi‡gvU K‡›Uªvj _vK‡e RymvBIi nv‡Z|
Pvi eQi Av‡M †W‡fb‡cv‡U©i cÖvB‡fU †m‡µUvwi wQj
K¨viwjb, †mB m~‡Î †W‡fb‡cvU© †jwU‡m G‡j Zuvi e¨w³MZ
150 gvmy` ivbvÐ311

Avivg-Av‡q‡ki w`‡K †m-B †Lqvj iv‡L, GgbwK we`vq
†bqvi mgq wb‡R ùvwo‡q †_‡K †c−‡b jv‡MR I Lvevi`vevi
Zz‡j †`q| IB jv‡M‡Ri m‡½B †evgv fiv weªd‡KmUv
†W‡fb‡cv‡U©i †c−‡b Zz‡j †`‡e †m|
†mªv‡Zi Uv‡b †ek wKQy¶Y †f‡m hvevi ci I‡ì †evU

†jwUm‡K wcQ‡b †d‡j †Lvjv mvM‡i P‡j hv‡”Q †`‡L eva¨
n‡qB GwÄb Pvjy Ki‡Z n‡jv wkwi‡K| Øx‡ci w`‡K wd‡i
Avm‡Q Iiv, GB mgq mvMi Av‡jvwKZ K‡i †a‡q Gj cÖ_g
†nwjKÞvi|
wkwi wPrKvi K‡i mveavb Ki‡jI, Zvi Avm‡j †Kvb
cÖ‡qvRb wQj bv, †nwjKÞv‡ii mvP©jvBU †`LvgvÎ Kv‡c©U
mwi‡q XvKwb Zz‡j †d‡j‡Q ivbv, M‡Z©i †fZi Xy‡K
ivB‡djUvI †U‡b wb‡q‡Q|
wÎk †m‡KÛ ci †ev‡Ui gv_vi Ici P‡j Gj †nwjKÞvi|
cvBjU Avi Mvbvi `yÕcv‡ki `y‡Uv †Lvjv Rvbvjv w`‡q wb‡Pi
w`‡K Szu‡K coj| mvP©jvBUUv Acv‡iU Ki‡Q Z…Zxq GK
†jvK, Av‡jvUv mivmwi †ev‡U ZvK Kiv| Mvbvi Zvi
†gwkbMv‡bi wUªMv‡i AvOyj †cuwP‡q †i‡L‡Q| Z…Zxq †jvKUv
gy‡Li mvg‡b n¨vÛgvBK Zz‡j cÖkœ Kij, ÔZzwg GKv †Kb?
†Zvgvi m½x †Kv_vq?Õ
nvwm nvwm gyL, Ici w`‡K Zz‡j wPrKvi Kij wkwi, Ô†f‡m
†M‡Q!Õ wPrKviUv I‡ì ïb‡Z cvevi K_v bq, ZvB †Lvjv
mvM‡ii w`KUv Bw½‡Z †`wL‡q `yÕnvZ w`‡q muvZiv‡bvi fw½
Ki‡Z n‡jv, Zvici wbtmvo X‡j covi Awfbq K‡i †evSvevi
†Póv Kij Zvi m½x gviv †M‡Q|
ev‡Ni LuvPv 151

n¨vÛgvBK †_‡K ejv n‡jv, ÔZvovZvwo fvwR©‡b wd‡i hvI,
em& †Zvgvi R‡b¨ A‡c¶v Ki‡Qb|Õ
gv_v SuvwK‡q †ev‡Ui ¯úxW evwo‡q w`j wkwi| †nwjKÞvi
wb‡q †Lvjv mvM‡ii w`‡K P‡j †Mj cvBjU|
wkwii cv‡qi Kv‡Q dz‡j DVj Kv‡c©U, XvKwb †Lvjvi †Póv
Ki‡Q ivbv| Ô†Zvgvi K_v wek¦vm Kij Iiv?Õ
Kv‡c©U mwi‡q ivbv‡K gyL †ei Kivi my‡hvM K‡i w`j
wkwi| ÔhZ¶Y bv †Zvgv‡K †`L‡Z cv‡”Q GB e¨vL¨vB I‡ì‡K
†g‡b wb‡Z n‡e|Õ
ÔGfv‡e KZ¶YB ev duvwK †`qv m¤¢e?Õ wR‡Ám Kij
ivbv| Ô†evU †ewm‡b †cuŠ‡Q Avgv‡K wb‡q wK Ki‡e Zzwg?Õ
ÔAvwg †evU †fove wVK GB iKgB GKUv †ev‡Ui cv‡k|
IUv wmRv‡ii †evU, A‡bKw`b n‡jv †ewm‡b c‡o Av‡Q| wiwmf
Kivi R‡b¨ wbðqB †KD bv †KD _vK‡e ILv‡b, Kv‡RB
†Zvgv‡K GB †ev‡U †i‡LB P‡j †h‡Z n‡e Avgv‡K|Õ
ÔZvici?Õ
ÔAvgvi wi‡cvU© cvevi ci RymvBI nq‡Zv †evUUv mvP©
Kivi wb‡`©k †`‡e| wKš‘ Zvi Av‡MB Zzwg GB †evU †_‡K
wmRv‡ii †ev‡U P‡j hv‡e|Õ nvZNwoi Ici †PvL †evjvj wkwi|
Ômv‡o bUv ev‡R, GZ iv‡Z †RwU‡Z ev †evU †ewm‡b Ab¨
KviI bv _vKviB K_v| Zey †evUUv e`jvevi Av‡M gv_v Zz‡j
Pviw`KUv fvj K‡i †`‡L wb‡qv| Avgvi †evU Iiv mvP© Ki“K
ev bv Ki“K, ivZ Av‡iKUz Mfxi n‡j †Zvgv‡K wb‡Z Avme
Avwg|Õ
Ônvwm cv‡”Q, hwÌ cvIqv DwPZ Kvbœv| GZ mnR K‡i
ejQ, GUv †hb †Kvb mgm¨vB bq| wKfv‡e wb‡q hv‡e, ïwb?
152 gvmy` ivbvÐ311

wb‡q hv‡eB ev †Kv_vq?Õ
Ô†evU Avm‡Q!Õ wnmwnm Kij wkwi| ÔjyKvI!Õ
GKUv nvB‡Wªvd‡qj Zxi †e‡M Qy‡U Gj| mivmwi I‡ì
w`‡KB Avm‡Q| †ev‡Ui mvg‡bi w`‡K †gwkbMvb †`L‡Z †cj
wkwi| Qq-mvZRb †jvK ùvwo‡q i‡q‡Q †iBwjs †Nu‡l, cÖ‡Z¨‡Ki
nv‡Z ivB‡dj| _vgj bv ev wkwi‡K _vg‡ZI ejj bv, wek MR
`~i w`‡q cvk KvwU‡q P‡j hv‡”Q| nvB‡Wªvd‡q‡ji K¨vc‡Ub nvZ
Zz‡j bvoj GKevi, gyLUv nvwm nvwm| GKRb †jv‡Ki nv‡Z
GKUv †iwWI-†dvb †`L‡Z †cj wkwi|
nvB‡Wªvd‡qj P‡j †h‡Z Avevi Kv‡c©U mivj †m|
Ô†iwWI‡Z †nwjKÞvi cvBj‡Ui m‡½ K_v n‡q‡Q I‡ì, ZvB
Avgv‡K wKQy wR‡Ám Kij bv|Õ
ÔZzwg Avgvi cÖ‡kœi DËi `vIwb, wkwi,Õ g‡b Kwi‡q w`j
ivbv|
Ô†nv‡U‡ji wK‡Pb †_‡K LvwbKUv KvVKqjv †hvMvo Kie,Õ
ejj wkwi| Ô†mB Kqjv ¸u‡ov K‡i GKUv cwjw_b e¨v‡M f‡i
†i‡L hve wmRv‡ii †ev‡U| wcQ‡b †dD jvM‡Z cv‡i, ZvB
wmRv‡ii †ev‡U Avwg DVe bv, †d‡j hvIqv wKQy GKUv wb‡Z
G‡mwQ GB ARynv‡Z wb‡Ri †ev‡U P‡o cv‡ki †ev‡Ui †W‡K
†i‡L hve e¨vMUv| IB e¨v‡Mi †fZi AviI GKUv e¨vM
_vK‡e, Zv‡Z _vK‡e wmRv‡ii UªvDRvi, kvU© Avi R¨v‡KU|
Gevi Zzwg e‡jv I¸‡jv †c‡q wK Ki‡e|Õ
ÔAvgv‡K iO †g‡L wmRvi mvR‡Z n‡e,Õ e‡j †n‡m DVj
ivbv| Ô†ek, mvRjvg| Zvici? †Kv_vq wM‡q DVe? †Zvgvi
my¨B‡U?Õ
Ôbv| Avgvi my¨B‡U cÖvqB Iiv Avmv-hvIqv K‡i, †Zvgv‡K
ev‡Ni LuvPv 153

jywK‡q ivLv m¤¢e n‡e bv| †Zvgv‡K wcQ‡bi ìRv w`‡q
†nv‡U‡j Xy‡K QqZjvq bv D‡V cuvPZjvq DV‡Z n‡e| Avgvi
cv‡ki my¨BUUv †ewkifvM mgq LvwjB c‡o _v‡K, IUvq XyK‡e
Zzwg| cwjw_‡bi e¨v‡M IB my¨B‡Ui PvweI _vK‡e|Õ
ÔPvwe? Pvwe cv‡e †Kv‡Ì‡K?Õ
nvmj wkwi| Ô†c‡Z n‡e bv, Avgvi my¨B‡Ui PvweB IB
my¨B‡U jv‡M| my¨BU Avm‡j GKUvB, Avgv‡ì `yÕRb‡K fvM
K‡i †`qv n‡q‡Q| gvSLv‡b GKUv ìRv Av‡Q, †mUv ïay
Avgvi w`K †_‡K †Lvjv hvq|Õ
Ôej‡j †ewkifvM mgq Lvwj c‡o _v‡K, K_vUvi gv‡b wK?Õ
ÔwmRv‡ii GKRb iw¶Zv Av‡Q, IB my¨BUUv Zvi,Õ ejj
wkwi| Ô†g‡qUv Avm‡j RymvBIi ÷vd, ZvB jyKvm B‡bB _v‡K
†m| wmRvi WvK‡j gv‡Sg‡a¨ Av‡m| RymvBIi wb‡`©‡k
`yÕGKRb Uz¨wi÷‡KI m½ w`‡Z nq Zvi, †mR‡b¨B Avgvi
my¨B‡Ui A‡a©KUv eivÏ Kiv n‡q‡Q Zv‡K|Õ
Ô†K †m? K¨viwjb bq‡Zv?Õ
K_v bv e‡j †n‡m DVj wkwi|
ÔnvmQ †h? mwZ¨ K¨viwjb?Õ
Ônu¨v, mwZ¨|Õ
cÖ¯—veUv we‡ePbv Kij ivbv| Zvici gv_v SuvKvj|
Ôabëv`, wkwi| IB Avkªq Avgvi Lye Kv‡R jvM‡e| Gici wK
Ki‡Z n‡e, me Avgvi Ici †Q‡o `vI|Õ
Ôivbv, †Zvgv‡K Avwg wPwb bv, Zey Rxe‡bi Ici SzuwK wb‡q
mvnvh¨ KiwQ ïay evev‡K D×vi Ki‡Z cvie GB Avkvq| wKš‘
†Zvgvi †Kvb c−¨vb Av‡Q wKbv Avwg Rvwb bv| Zzwg wK GKv,
bvwK †Zvgvi m‡½ AviI †jvKRb Av‡Q? RymvBIi wei“‡×
154 gvmy` ivbvÐ311

GdweAvB Avi wmAvBG wKQyB Ki‡Z cv‡iwb, Zzwg GKv n‡j
cÖvYUvB ïay nviv‡e...Õ
wkwi‡K _vwg‡q w`j ivbv| ÔejjvgB †Zv, G-me wb‡q
†Zvgv‡K wPš—v Ki‡Z n‡e bv| c−¨vb †Zv Aek¨B GKUv Av‡Q,
wKš‘ †mUv GZ Aev¯—e g‡b n‡e, †Zvgvi bv †kvbvB fvj|
jywK‡q _vKvi mgq hw` †Zvgvi m‡½ †`Lv Kivi my‡hvM nq,
Avwg nq‡Zv `yÕGKUv Z_¨ Rvb‡Z PvBe| e¨m, †Zvgvi Avi
†Kvb mvnvh¨ Avgvi ìKvi n‡e bv| fvj K_v, mvZRb
†µZv‡K wb‡q wØZxq †c−bUv iweev‡i wVK KLb iIbv n‡e,
Zzwg Rv‡bv?Õ
ÔwK K‡i Rvbe!Õ
ÔIUv wK jxqvi †RU? wmRvi Pvjv‡e?Õ
gv_v SuvKvj wkwi|
Ô¸W,Õ ejj ivbv| ÔRymvBI‡K Zzwg wi‡cvU© Ki‡e, Avgvi
m‡½ K_v e‡j Zzwg wbwðZ n‡qQ †h Zvi m‡›`nB wVKÑA_©vr
Avwg jyKvm †W‡fb‡cv‡U©i fvov Kiv cÖvB‡fU Bb‡fw÷‡MUi|Õ
AuvZ‡K DVj wkwi| ÔAm¤¢e! bv! G-K_v ej‡j wmRvi
jyKvm Avs‡K‡ji †c−b Dwo‡q †`‡e|Õ
ÔZuv‡K euvPv‡bvi `vwqZ¡ Avgvi, wkwi,Õ M¤¢xi Mjvq ejj
ivbv| ÔAvwg hv ejwQ Zzwg ZvB Ki‡e| Av‡iKUv K_v| †h
weªd‡K‡m †evgvUv Av‡Q| IUv wK iKg †`L‡Z, wK i‡Oi, KZ
eo, †Póv Ki‡j Rvb‡Z cvi‡e?Õ
ÔL‡qix i‡Oi †QvU weªd‡Km,Õ ejj wkwi| ÔBbvi mv‡K©‡ji
mevB GB GKB weªd‡Km eënvi K‡i| †c−‡b IVvi mgq
wmRv‡ii nv‡ZI †Zv †`wL| IB GKB weªd‡Km Avgv‡KI †`qv
n‡q‡Q GKUv| wKš‘ G-K_v Rvb‡Z PvBQ †Kb?Õ
ev‡Ni LuvPv 155

ÔGgwb,Õ DËiUv Gwo‡q †Mj ivbv| ÔGevi e‡jv, †nv‡Uj
†_‡K jyKvm B‡b hvevi †Mvcb †Kvb c_ Av‡Q wKbv|Õ
ÔAv‡Q, wKš‘ Uv‡b‡j MvW© _v‡K...Õ
ÔUv‡b‡j †XvKvi DcvqUv e‡jv|Õ
ÔQv‡` `y‡Uv Kswµ‡Ui cvwbi U¨vsK Av‡Q| GKUv ïK‡bv|
IB ïK‡bvUvi †fZi Gwj‡fUi Av‡Q| MvW© Av‡Q wb‡Pi
Uv‡b‡j|Õ
ÔGdweAvB hLb mvP© Kij, IUv †`‡Lwb?Õ
Ô†Kb †`L‡e bv| Uv‡bj n‡q AvÛviMÖvD‡Û Xy‡K mviv w`b
Zj−vkx Pvwj‡q‡Q, wKš‘ wKQy cvqwb|Õ
ÔA_P †Zvgvi aviYv wUªcj‡nWvi GB †jwU‡mB †Kv_vI
ˆZwi Kiv n‡”Q?Õ
ÔmwZ¨ K_v ej‡Z wK, aviYv bq, Avwg Rvwb|Õ
Ôgv‡b! GZ †Rvi w`‡q wK K‡i ejQ?Õ
ÔRymvBI wKg Db‡K GKUv cuvP‡kv Ubx Kv‡M©v RvnvR
Avb‡Z e‡j‡Q| RvnvRUv †jwU‡m wfo‡e g½jev‡iÑ†µZviv
we`vq †bqvi `yÕw`b ci, Ges Kv‡M©v †Wwjfvwi cvevi cuvP w`b
Av‡M| Gi A_© wK, ZzwgB e‡jv|Õ
wPš—v Ki‡Q ivbv|
Ôg‡b †i‡Lv,Õ Avevi ejj wkwi, ÔRvnvRUv †jwU‡m wfo‡e,
e−¨vK‡nvj mvB‡W|Õ
Ôûg, wPš—viB K_v,Õ LvwbK ci ejj ivbv, Zvici Ab¨
cÖm‡½ P‡j †Mj| ÔZzwg †h †¯^”Qvq ev‡Ni gy‡L co‡Z hv”Q,
fq Ki‡Q bv? †evgv dvwU‡q AZ¸‡jv †jvK‡K AÁvb Ki‡j,
Zvi wK e¨vL¨v †`‡e?Õ
Ô†KvbI e¨vL¨v †bB| Z‡e GLbI KvwiMwi A‡bK Z_¨
156 gvmy` ivbvÐ311

†µZv‡ì e¨vL¨v K‡i †kvbv‡Z n‡e, Kv‡RB GB †`vfvlx‡K
GLbI ìKvi I‡ì| M¨vm †evgv? KZ K_vB †Zv ejv hvq|
ej‡Z cvwi †Zvgvi †evgv †Zvgv‡K Nv‡qj Kivi R‡b¨B
dvwU‡qwQjvg| wKsev ejv hvq, MvW©iv Avgv‡KI Lyb Ki‡Z
hvw”Qj, eva¨ n‡q AvZ¥i¶vi †Póv Ki‡Z n‡q‡Q|Õ K_vi duv‡K
†Kvm© e`j Kij wkwi, A‡bK¶Y ci Avevi mivmwi fvwR©‡bi
w`‡K QyUj ivbA¨vevDU|
AvKv‡ki w`‡K ZvKvj ivbv| †gN Rg‡Q †`‡L ejj, Ôg‡b
n‡”Q e„wó n‡e|Õ
Ôme©bvk! e„wó n‡j †Zv KvV-Kqjv me ay‡q hv‡e! †Zvgvi
R‡b¨ Zvn‡j GKUv †ib‡KvU wb‡q Avme? †Pnviv XvKvi
KvRI Pj‡e|Õ
ÔZvi‡P‡q †ewk ìKvi wc¯—jUv,Õ ejj ivbv| Ô†Kv_vq
Av‡Q e‡j w`‡j Avb‡Z cvi‡e?Õ UªvDRv‡ii c‡K‡U nvZ fij|
ÔAvgvi Kv‡Q Pvwe Av‡Q| Avi, nu¨v, myBwgs Uªv¼UvI wb‡q
G‡mv|Õ
Ô†Kb? myBwgs Uªv¼ w`‡q wK n‡e?Õ
AvR iv‡ZB Avevi e−¨vK‡nv‡j wd‡i †h‡Z Pvq ivbv, Z‡e
†m-K_v wkwi‡K GLywb ejvi †Kvb gv‡b nq bv| Ô†e‡ëi gZ
I‡ZI `yÕGKUv wRwbm Av‡Q, ìKvi n‡Z cv‡i,Õ mwZ¨ K_vB
ejj ivbv|
ÔwVK Av‡Q, †Póv Kie Avb‡Z| Gevi Zzwg jyKvI| †evU
†ewm‡b †cuŠQvw”Q Avgiv| †`Lv n‡e K¨viwj‡bi my¨B‡U,
†Kgb?Õ †hb j¾v †c‡qB AvKv‡ki w`‡K ZvKvj wkwi|
ÔgvSLv‡bi ìRvUv †LvjvB _vK‡e|Õ
ev‡Ni LuvPv 157

`k
wKQy GKUv wec` wbðqB N‡U‡Q, Zv bv n‡j wkwi wdi‡Q bv
†Kb?
†evU hLb †ewm‡b wfoj, Avkcv‡k †KD wQj bv| wkwi
I‡K wmRv‡ii ivbA¨vevD‡U jywK‡q †i‡L wd‡i †M‡Q| cÖ_‡g
wb‡Ri my¨B‡U hv‡e †m, kvIqvi †m‡i Kvco e`jv‡e, Zvici
Qv` †_‡K Gwj‡fU‡i P‡o Uv‡bj n‡q jyKvm B‡b hv‡e
RymvBI‡K wi‡cvU© Kivi R‡b¨| me wgwj‡q KZ¶Y jvM‡Z
cv‡i? †ò NÈv? `yÕNÈv?
wkwi P‡j hvevi ci †nwjKÞvi I nvB‡Wªvd‡q‡ji
AvIqvR ï‡b‡Q ivbv| I¸‡jv wd‡i G‡m Avevi P‡j †M‡Q
†Lvjv mvM‡ii w`‡K Unj w`‡Z|
ivZ GLb GKUv| wkwi hvevi ci wZb NÈv c‡b‡iv wgwbU
cvi n‡q †M‡Q| m‡›`n †bB, KwVb †Kvb wec‡`B c‡o‡Q †m|
RymvBI nq‡Zv Qvo‡Q bv Zv‡K| †g‡i †d‡jwb †Zv?
AvR iv‡Z Avi ivbvi e−¨vK‡nv‡j hvIqv n‡e bv| cÖ_g
KvR wkwii Lei †bqv| wKš‘ wKfv‡e? I‡K Lvwj Mv‡q wdi‡Z
†`L‡j †nv‡Uj ÷vd nuv K‡i ZvwK‡q _vK‡e| wmwKDwiwU
Awdmvi‡ì wbðqB mZK© Kiv n‡q‡Q| my¨B‡U †XvKvi ci
cuvP wgwb‡Ui g‡a¨ bK n‡e ìRvq| Avi hw` c‡_B ev`vgx
158 gvmy` ivbvÐ311
myU civ †KD †`‡L †d‡j, †`LvgvÎ ¸wj Ki‡j Avðh© nevi
wKQy †bB| Ii m‡½ ivB‡dj _vK‡jB ev wK, kw³kvjx I
mymsMwVZ GKUv AM©vbvB‡Rk‡bi wei“‡× GKv wK Ki‡Z
cvi‡e I?
gb hyw³ w`j, †nv‡U‡j Ii †div P‡j bv; †mUv †mªd
AvZ¥nZ¨v Kiv n‡e| wKš‘ me hyw³ evwZj n‡q †Mj g‡biB
Mfxi †_‡K D‡V Avmv GKUv K_vq, ÔZzwg Qvov wkwi‡K D×vi
Kivi †KD †bB!Õ
Pviw`K AÜKvi, †evU †ewmb‡K wcQ‡b †d‡j Mjd
†Kv‡m©i gv_vq †cuŠQvj ivbv, axi cv‡q mveav‡b nuvU‡Q| GK
cv‡k K‡qKUv MvQ Avi wKQy †Svc coj| mvg‡bi Rwgb µgk
DuPz n‡q Avevi Xvjy n‡q †b‡g †M‡Q| cÖ_‡g †evSv †Mj bv wK
IUv, †hb Xv‡ji gv_vq †Mvj wKQy GKUv †i‡L w`‡q‡Q †KD|
wKš‘ bv, w¯’i bq IUv, GKUz GKUz K‡i k~‡b¨ DV‡Q| mgq
wb‡q ¯úó n‡jv AvK…wZUvÑ gv_v, Mjv, Kuva, eyK| mu¨vr K‡i
GKUv Mv‡Qi Avov‡j m‡i Gj ivbv| cÖ_‡g wPb‡Z bv
cvi‡jI, cvk †Nu‡l †nu‡U hvevi mgq eyS‡Z Amywe‡a n‡jv bv
bvixg~wZ©wU Avm‡j wkwi| †bnvZB †Uªwb‡Oi ¸Y ej‡Z n‡e,
wkwi‡K Pg‡K †`qvi †jvfUv cÖvq Abvqv‡m mvg‡j wbj ivbv;
Avi msh‡gi mydjUvI †cj G‡Kev‡i nv‡Z-nv‡Z|
j¤^v j¤^v cv †d‡j `ª“Z †evU †ewm‡bi w`‡K P‡j hv‡”Q
wkwi| Avovj †_‡K ivbv †ei“‡”Q bv, ZvwK‡q Av‡Q Xv‡ji
gv_vq| c‡b‡iv †m‡KÛ ci Avevi ILv‡b †Mvj GKUv AvK…wZ
dzUj| ax‡i ax‡i Mjv, Kuva Avi eyK ¯úó n‡Z †`Lj ivbv|
Zvici, †g‡Ni †Kvj †_‡K PuvÙv †ewi‡q Avm‡ZB, †jvKUv‡K
wPb‡Z cvij| wKg Db! RymvBIi Wvb nvZ| g‡b g‡b nvmj
ev‡Ni LuvPv 159

ivbv| wVK GBiKg GKRb‡KB ìKvi Ii|
ÔDb bvwK?Õ Avovj †_‡K †jvKUvi wcQ‡b †ewi‡q Gj I|
wc‡V ivB‡d‡ji gvRj †VK‡ZB SU K‡i gv_vi Ici nvZ
Zzjj Db, bvwK my‡i ejj, ÔAvB mv‡iÛvi!Õ
Ô†Pvc!Õ Pvcv Mjvq M‡R© DVj ivbv| Ô†Kvb K_v bq|Õ Ava
wgwbU A‡c¶v Kij, wKš‘ wkwi wdij bv| †m m¤¢eZ †UiB
cvqwb wcQ‡b wK NU‡Q| A‡c¶v Kivi mgq Db‡K mvP© K‡i
GKUv wc¯—j Avi UP© †cj I| wcV †_‡K gvRj bv mwi‡q
Zv‡K wb‡q m‡i G‡m‡Q †Sv‡ci Avov‡j| Ô†Rv‡i K_v ej‡j
Lywj dvwU‡q †è| wK NU‡Q e‡jv|Õ
Ôem& ej‡jb dvivni Ici bRi ivL‡Z n‡e, ZvB...Õ
ÔAvgvi K_v wKQy e‡jwb?Õ
Ôej‡jb Avcwb bvwK Wy‡e gviv †M‡Qb|Õ
nvmj ivbv| ÔAvi wKQy?Õ
Ôdvivn‡K ej‡Z ïbjvg, Avcwb bvwK wg. †W‡fb‡cv‡U©i
G‡R›U|Õ
Ô†Zv wK wm×vš— n‡jv?Õ
ÔwK‡mi wm×vš—?Õ
Ô_vK, fy‡j hvI|Õ
GKUz ci Db ejj, ÔGKUv K_v ewj, wg. eo–qv| Avcbv‡K
Avgvi †evKv e‡j g‡b nqwb| A_P ïay wb‡iU GKUv M`©fB
Avgv‡ì wei“‡× GKv jvM‡Z Avm‡e| inmÜv wK ejyb †Zv?Õ
Ô†K ejj Avwg GKv? Zzwg, K¨viwjb, wmRviÑ†Zvgv‡ì
mevi mvnvh¨B †Zv †be Avwg|Õ
Ôgv‡b?Õ
Ôfvj muvZvi Rv‡bv †Zv?Õ wR‡Ám Kij ivbv| ÔˆmKZ †Nu‡l
160 gvmy` ivbvÐ311

gvBjLv‡bK muvZ‡i e−¨vK‡nv‡j hve Avgiv| †kW n‡q
AvÛviMÖvD‡Û bvg‡Z PvB Avwg, Zzwg Avgv‡K c_ †`Lv‡e|Õ
Ôdi MWÕm †mK, †bv! wek¦vm Ki“b, Avwg muvZvi Rvwb bv|Õ
Ô†mUv †Zvgv‡K cÖgvY Ki‡Z n‡e cvwb‡Z Wy‡e gviv wM‡q|Õ
nvm‡Q ivbv|
Db Pzc †g‡i †Mj| Nvo wdwi‡q ZvwK‡q Av‡Q ivbv,
†`L‡Q wkwi wd‡i Avm‡Q wKbv| †ev‡U I‡K bv †c‡q Gw`K
Iw`K LyuR‡e †m, †`wi nevi †mUvB KviY|
AviI cÖvq `k wgwbU ci wkwi‡K †`Lv †Mj| Lvwj nvZ,
nb nb K‡i nuvU‡Q| Db‡K Av‡MB kã Ki‡Z wb‡la K‡i
w`‡q‡Q ivbv, wb‡RI †Kvb AvIqvR Kij bv| mš¿¯— nwiYxi
gZ †SvcUv‡K cvk KvwU‡q P‡j †Mj wkwi|
wKg Db‡K wb‡q GKUz wPš—v wQj, wKš‘ †`Lv †Mj cÖwZwU wb‡`©k
my‡eva evj‡Ki gZ cvjb Ki‡Q †m, GKUz †hb DrmvnB †eva
Ki‡Q| gbUv LyuZ LyuZ Ki‡jI e¨vcviUv wb‡q gv_v Nvgv‡bvi
†ewk mgq cvIqv †Mj bv| myBwgs Uªv¼ c‡i ivB‡djUv
wmRv‡ii †ev‡U jywK‡q ivLj ivbv, GKB RvqMvq ivLj D‡bi
wc¯—j| wb‡Ri wc¯—j cwjw_‡bi e¨v‡M f‡i gy‡Li Kv‡Q wMuU
w`‡Z IqvUvicÖƒd n‡q †Mj| Db BwZg‡a¨ Kvco‡Pvco Ly‡j
†d‡j‡Q, ci‡b GLb ïay AvÛviIq¨vi| ÔZzwg Avgvi cuvP MR
mvg‡b _vK‡e,Õ Db‡K ejj ivbv|
cvwb‡Z bvgvi `k wgwbU ciB †Ui †cj ivbv, †evU wb‡q
iIbv n‡j wK wec‡`B bv coZ| †nwjKÞviUv AviI GKevi
dz‡qj wb‡Z wd‡i Gj, †evU †ewm‡bi Pvicv‡k mvP©jvB‡Ui
Av‡jv †d‡j ZbœZbœ K‡i wK †hb LyuR‡Q| wKQy¶Y ci GK
ev‡Ni LuvPv 161

†Rvov nvB‡Wªvd‡qj‡KI IB GKB KvR Ki‡Z †`Lj I|
fvM¨B ej‡Z n‡e KviI †Pv‡L aiv bv c‡o e−¨vK‡nv‡j
†cuŠQvj Iiv| ˆmKZ †_‡K Xvj †e‡q LvwbKUv D‡V G‡m Db‡K
ùvo Kivj ivbv| cwjw_‡bi e¨vM Ly‡j Kvco-†Pvco †ei K‡i
Qyu‡o w`j Nv‡mi Ici| Ôc‡iv|Õ
Kvco civi mgq Db Ggb my‡i K_v ejj, †hb †KŠZzK
Ki‡Q, Ôwg. eo–qv, Avgv‡K Avcwb m‡½ K‡i bv Avb‡jI
cvi‡Zb| †kW n‡q AvÛviMÖvD‡Û bvgv Lye mnR, KvD‡K
wPwb‡q †`qvi ìKvi c‡o bv|Õ
ÔAvgvi Mš—e¨ wØZxq AvÛviMÖvDÛ,Õ ejj ivbv| Ô†hLv‡b
†Zvgiv wUªcj‡nWvi ˆZwi KiQ|Õ
AÜKv‡i kã K‡i nvmj Db| Ôevn&, Avgv‡ì KviLvbvi
LeiI Avcwb †c‡q †M‡Qb! Z‡e wK Rv‡bb, Avgv‡ì wm‡µwm
I wmwKDwiwU m¤ú‡K© mwZ¨ Avcbvi †Kvb aviYv †bB| GKevi
wmAvBG, Avi `yÕevi GdweAvB †MvUv Øxc ZbœZbœ K‡i Lyu‡R
†M‡Q, wKš‘ wKQyB Zviv cvqwb| Avcwb hw` cvb, K…wZZ¡Uv
Rvwni Kivi my‡hvM n‡e bv|Õ
ÔwK ej‡Z PvI?Õ
Ôej‡Z PvB ïay GBUzKzB †h, ms‡¶‡c, hw` mvnm _v‡K
†Zv mvM‡i Suvc w`‡q AvZ¥nZ¨v Ki“b| Zey Avgvi em&
RymvBIi nv‡Z aiv †`‡eb bv| KviY Zvi kvw¯— eo wbg©g|Õ
cÖkœUv Gwo‡q †Mj Db| †m †hb wb‡R‡K AmvaviY eyw×gvb
e‡j Rvwni Ki‡Z PvB‡Q| ïay ZvB bq, eyw×i cüvP K‡l
ivbv‡K P¨v‡jÄI Ki‡Q †m|
ivbv wm×v‡š— †cuŠQvj, D‡bi Kv‡Q †Mvcb †Kvb Z_¨ Av‡Q,
†nuqvwj Kivi †mUvB KviY| Ggb n‡Z cv‡i, AvÛviMÖvD‡Ûi
162 gvmy` ivbvÐ311

wØZxq ¯—‡i hvevi c‡_ †Kvb duv` Av‡Q, Avfv‡m †mUvi K_v
e‡j gRv cv‡”Q †jvKUv|
e¨vM Ly‡j wc¯—jUv nv‡Z wbj ivbv| Ônuv‡Uv, Db| †Kv_vq
†h‡Z n‡e Zzwg Rv‡bv|Õ
Ii wd‡i Avmvi A‡c¶vq e−¨vK‡nv‡ji MvW©iv mZK©,
GiKg †Kvb j¶Y †Pv‡L coj bv| †Kvb NUbv QvovB †k‡Wi
Kv‡Q P‡j Gj Iiv| †Sv‡ci Avovj †_‡K ivbv †`Lj,
MvW©iƒ‡gi †fZi †jvKUv GLbI †mB GKB fw½‡Z e‡m Av‡Q,
wVK †hb GKUv cv_y‡i g~wZ©| wMÖj †`qv †M‡Ui †fZi
wUDejvBU R¡j‡Q, †fZ‡i wKQy cwiZ¨³ dvwb©Pvi Avi P‡Ui
e¯—v Qvov wKQy †bB| †fZiUv wekvj I wbR©b|
wKQy¶Y A‡c¶v K‡i wbwðZ n‡jv ivbv, †k‡Wi Avkcv‡k
†Kvb MvW© †bB| wc¯—‡ji gvRjUv D‡bi wkiùvovq †P‡c aij
I| Ô†e‡ivI!Õ
†Svc †_‡K I‡ì‡K †ei“‡Z †`‡L Uzj †Q‡o wm‡a n‡jv
MvW©| Rvbvjv w`‡q ZvwK‡q _vKj †m, MvW©iƒg †_‡K †ei“j
bv| ivB‡djUv Av‡MB I‡ì w`‡K ZvK K‡i‡Q|
†M‡Ui Kv‡Q Av‡jv †ewk| Db‡K wb‡q †mw`‡KB hv‡”Q
ivbv| †Pv‡Li †KvY w`‡q †`L‡Z †cj Mv‡W©i nv‡Zi ivB‡dj
ax‡i ax‡i wbPz n‡”Q| Zvici MvW©iƒg †_‡K cÖvq wQU‡K †ewi‡q
Gj †m, mvgwiK Kvq`vq m¨vjyU Kij Db‡K| Ôwg. Db! m¨vi!Õ
Ôm¨vi‡K hw` euvPv‡Z PvI, †MUUv Ly‡j `vI, wcqvs,Õ nvjKv
my‡i †hb †KŠZzK Ki‡Q Db| Ôwg. eo–qv Avgvi wcQ‡b †jvnv
a‡i †i‡L‡Qb|Õ
gyL wU‡c nvm‡Z wM‡qI nvmj bv MvW©| Ôm¨vi g‡b nq
Avgvi m‡½ VvÆv Ki‡Qb| Avcwb †Zv Rv‡bbB †h GB †MU me
ev‡Ni LuvPv 163

mgq †Lvjv _v‡KÑZvjv †`qvi eë¯’vB ivLv nqwb|Õ
†Lqvj Ki‡Z ivbv †`Lj, K_vUv wVK, †M‡U Zvjv †`qvi
†Kvb eë¯’v †bB|
ÔAvwg Rvb‡j wK n‡e, whwb Avgv‡K wRw¤§ K‡i‡Qb wZwb
†Zv Rvb‡Zb bv,Õ ejj Db| ÔwVK Av‡Q, wcqvs, Gevi Zzwg
†M‡Ui w`‡K †cQb †d‡iv| I, nu¨v, Zvi Av‡M ivB‡djUv †d‡j
`vI nvZ †_‡K|Õ GKUz †_‡g wbPz Mjvq ivbv‡K wR‡Ám Kij,
ÔwVK Av‡Q †Zv, wg. eo–qv? †`Lyb, K_v Li‡Pi Sv‡gjv †_‡K
†Kgb euvwP‡q w`w”Q Avcbv‡K|Õ
D‡bi AwZ PvjvwK fve j¶ Ki‡Q ivbv, Z‡e wKQy ej‡Q
bv| ivB‡dj †d‡j w`‡q wcqvs‡K wcQb wdi‡Z †`Lj I|
wkiùvovq e¨v‡i‡ji ¸u‡Zv †L‡q mvg‡b evoj Db| ej‡Z
n‡jv bv, †MU †U‡b duvK Kij †m| ÔAvcwb GZ PzcPvc †Kb,
em&? Gici wK Ki‡Z n‡e e‡j w`b| gy‡L Kvco ¸u‡R, nvZ-
cv †eu‡a †d‡j ivL‡eb wcqvs‡K, bvwK gv_vq evwo †g‡i AÁvb
Ki‡eb?Õ
g‡b R‡g _vKv mg¯— Svj D‡bi gv_vq Svoj ivbv| D‡ëv
K‡i aiv A¯¿Uv †b‡g G‡m Lywj‡Z wPo aivj, _¨vP& K‡i kã
n‡Z wkD‡i DVj wcqvs|
Db cvK Lv‡”Q, wKš‘ co‡Q bv, †`‡L weeªZ‡eva Kij
ivbv| eva¨ n‡qB Avevi GKevi gvi‡Z n‡jv, Gevi Kcv‡j|
òvg K‡i Kv‡QB coj Db, GK jv‡d Zv‡K Uc‡K G‡m
ivB‡djUv †g‡S †_‡K Zzjj ivbv| wcqvs GKPzjI b‡owb,
wc‡V k³ wKQy Abyfe K‡i Av‡iKevi wkD‡i DVj ïay|
ivbvi wb‡`©‡k AÁvb Db‡K e¯—v¸‡jvi Avov‡j †U‡b
Avbj †m, gy‡L i“gvj ¸u‡R kvU© wQu‡o nvZ-cv euvaj|
164 gvmy` ivbvÐ311

ÔAvwg `yÕb¤î AvÛviMÖvD‡Û †h‡Z PvB,Õ ejj ivbv|
ÔKviLvbvUv †`Le, †`Le wUªcj‡nWvi †Kv_vq jywK‡q ivLv
n‡q‡Q| Zzwg Avgv‡K c_ †`wL‡q wb‡q hv‡e|Õ
K_v bv e‡j wcqvs ïay gv_v SuvKvj| †jvKUv †h fq
†c‡q‡Q Zv‡Z †Kvb m‡›`n †bB, Zv bv n‡j Gfv‡e ìì K‡i
NvgZ bv|
ÔwK, wb‡q hv‡e bv?Õ
Ôm¨vi, gvi †L‡Z Avgvi mvsNvwZK fq K‡i,Õ ejj wcqvs|
Ôwek¦vm Ki“b Avwg mwZ¨ K_v ejwQ| wØZxq GKUv
AvÛviMÖvDÛ Av‡Q, Zv Avwg †ek eyS‡Z cvwi, wKš‘ wKfv‡e
†mLv‡b †h‡Z nq Zv Avwg Rvwb bv|Õ
ÔwKfv‡e eyS‡Z cv‡iv wØZxq AvÛviMÖvDÛ Av‡Q?Õ
Ôe−¨vK‡nv‡ji A‡bK MvW©B GB †MU w`‡q †fZ‡i †Xv‡K,
Zvici wKfv‡e †hb A`„k¨ n‡q hvq| Avwg bZzb †Zv, m¤¢eZ
†mR‡b¨B inmÜv Avgv‡K GLbI Rvbv‡bv nqwb|Õ
Ô†klevi GB †MU w`‡q †K †M‡Q, K‡e †M‡Q?Õ wR‡Ám
Kij ivbv, a‡i wbj wcqvs mwZ¨ K_vB ej‡Q|
Ô†klevi GB †Zv LvwbK Av‡M †i‡gv †Ls †M‡Qb, m‡½
wZbRb MvW©I wQj| †i‡gv †Ls Avgv‡ì jxWvi, m¨vi|Õ
ÔwVK Av‡Q, Avgvi m‡½ P‡jv Zzwg, †`wL †Kvbw`‡K †M‡Q
Zviv|Õ
GKUz BZ¯—Z K‡i gv_v SuvKvj wcqvs| †m Ny‡i ùvovj,
wKš‘ cv evov‡Z cvij bv|
wcqvs‡KI AÁvb K‡i euvaj ivbv, gy‡L Kvco ¸u‡R iIbv
n‡jv GKvB |
RvqMvUv Gqvi‡cvU© n¨v½v‡ii gZ wekvj| `yÕcv‡k I
ev‡Ni LuvPv 165

gv_vi w`‡K wUDejvBU R¡j‡Q, d‡j Av‡jvi †Kvb Afve †bB|
wKš‘ Av‡jv _vK‡jB ev wK, †fZ‡i Ggb wKQy †bB †h ivbvi
g‡bv‡hvM Kvo‡Z cv‡i| wmwj‡O B¯úv‡Zi exg, ci¯úi‡K
†f` K‡i RwUj bKkv ˆZwi K‡i‡Q, ILv‡b †Kv_vI hw`
wfwWI K¨v‡giv jyKv‡bv _v‡K, mn‡R †`L‡Z cvevi K_v bq|
nVvr GKUv LUKv jvMj ivbvi| †kWUv †fZ‡i GZ eo,
A_P evB‡i †_‡K †Zv GZ eo †`Lvq bv| †g‡S µgk Xvjy
†Kb, Gi GKUv DËi cvIqv †Mj| †k‡Wi †ewkifvMB gvwUi
wb‡P ˆZwi Kiv n‡q‡Q|
†kWUv cÖvq `y‡kv MR j¤^v| GZ `~i †nu‡U Avmvi mgq †MU
Qvov Avi †Kvb ìRv ev Rvbvjv †`‡Lwb ivbv| Z‡e wek dzU
Ic‡i, wmwj‡Oi KvQvKvwQ mvwi mvwi †fw›U‡jUi Av‡Q| Z‡e
†kl w`‡K ZvI †bB| ìRv †`Lv †Mj bvK eivei mvg‡b|
wb‡iU †jvnvi ev B¯úv‡Zi ìRv, cvkvcvwk wZb‡U| cÖwZwU
ìRvi KevU †`qv‡ji †fZi †muwa‡q Av‡Q, GZ fvix †h †U‡b
†ei Kiv Am¤¢e| †Lvjv ev eÜ Kivi R‡b¨ wbðqB
we`y¨rPvwjZ hvwš¿K †Kvb eë¯’v Av‡Q| hwÌ ìRvi Mv‡q ev
Avkcv‡ki †`qv‡j †Kvb nvZj wKsev †evZvg †bB| K¨v‡giv I
wi‡gvU K‡›Uªvj-Gi mvnv‡h¨ Acv‡iU Kiv nq|
gvSLv‡bi ìRv w`‡q †fZ‡i XyKj ivbv| cv_y‡i Uv‡bj,
Qv` Lye wbPz, AvaywbKZvi †Quvqv ej‡Z †`qv‡j wUDejvBU
jvMv‡bv Av‡Q| K‡qKUv euvK wb‡q eo GKUv †P¤^v‡i †cuŠQvj
ivbv, †fZ‡i cvnv‡oi gZ DuPz n‡q Av‡Q g‡ì wc‡c|
wc‡ç‡jv gvÜvZv Avg‡ji, A‡bK Av‡MB cPb a‡i‡Q| UK
UK GKUv MÜ XyKj bv‡K| Z‡e wc‡ç‡jv me Lvwj|
†P¤^vi †_‡K †ei“evi Avi †Kvb ìRv ev Uv‡bj †bB|
166 gvmy` ivbvÐ311

†`qvj nvZ‡o cix¶v K‡iI †Mvcb †Kvb c‡_i nw`m cvIqv
†Mj bv|
wdiwZ c_ a‡i Avevi †k‡W †ewi‡q Gj ivbv| Gevi Wvb
w`‡Ki Uv‡b‡j XyKj| GUvI ûeû Av‡MiUvi gZ, †`qvj I
wmwjs cv_i ewm‡q ˆZwi| I¸‡jvi Mv‡q †QvU-eo AmsL¨ MZ©
Avi LuvR, me¸‡jv cix¶v Kiv Am¤¢e; †fZ‡i hw` †evZvg,
nvZj ev †jÝ _v‡K, Avðh© nevi wKQy †bB| `yÕevi euvK †Nvivi
ci †jvnvi GKUv ìRv †`Lj ivbv| Uv‡b‡j †XvKvi gy‡L wVK
GB iKg ìRvB †`‡L‡QÑGKUvB KevU, †`qv‡ji †fZi
†muwa‡q Av‡Q| ìRv Uc‡K Gj ivbv, wek MR mvg‡b
Av‡iKUv euvK †`Lv hv‡”Q| `k M‡Ri gZ GwM‡q‡Q, KK©k
NoNo AvIqvR †kvbv †Mj| Pg‡K D‡V Nvo †div‡ZB †`Lj,
†`qvj †_‡K †ewi‡q G‡m B¯úv‡Zi KevU †PŠKv‡Vi Av‡iK
w`‡K XyK‡Q|
eÜ ìRvi Kv‡Q Qy‡U wd‡i Gj ivbv| cix¶v K‡i eySj,
GB ìRv fvOv †Kvb gvby‡li c‡¶ m¤¢e bq, hw` bv kw³kvjx
we‡ùviK eënvi Kiv nq|
K‡qKUv e¨vcvi cwi®‹vi n‡q †Mj| Uv‡b‡j wfwWI
K¨v‡giv Av‡Q, †K¬vR mvwK©U wUwf‡Z †`Lv hv‡”Q I‡K| IB
wUwf K‡›Uªvj iƒg †_‡KB Acv‡iU Kiv n‡”Q B‡jKUªwbK
†gKvwbRg m¤^wjZ ìRv|
Zvigv‡b I‡ì duv‡` aiv c‡o‡Q I| D‡bi †nuqvwj
A_©nxb wQj bv| †m RvbZ ivbv GLv‡b Avm‡Z cv‡i, Avi
G‡j Zv‡K eÜ ìRvi †fZi AvU‡K †djv n‡e| G †_‡K
Av‡iKUv wZ³ mZ¨ †ewi‡q Av‡m| wkwii wi‡cvU© Iiv wek¦vm
K‡iwb|
ev‡Ni LuvPv 167

wd‡i hvevi c_ †bB, ivbv‡K mvg‡b G‡Mv‡Z n‡jv|
I‡K wb‡q fvjB †Ljv ïi“ K‡i‡Q cÖwZc¶| Ii wcQ‡b
G‡K G‡K AviI wZb‡U ìRv eÜ n‡jv|
Gevi wb‡q Z…Zxqevi Uv‡b‡ji wZb gv_vq G‡m ùvovj
ivbv| Gi Av‡Mi `yÕevi bvK eivei mvg‡bi Uv‡bj a‡i
GwM‡q‡Q I| GeviI ZvB Ki‡Z hvw”Qj, wKš‘ evav †c‡q
_g‡K ùvovj|
g„`y k‡ã nvmj †KD| †g‡qwj KÉ¯î, †Pbv †Pbv jvMj|
nvwm _vwg‡q K_v e‡j DVj †g‡qUv| ÔZzwg ïay ïay Avgv‡ì
mgq bó KiQ, eo–qv| mvg‡biUvq bq, Wvb ev evgw`‡Ki
Uv‡b‡j †Xv‡Kv|Õ
K¨viwjb! jyKv‡bv A¨v‡Wªm wm‡÷g †_‡K †f‡m Avm‡Q
Zvi Mjv|
wb‡R‡K AZ¨š— Amnvq g‡b n‡jI AvPi‡Y †mUv eyS‡Z
w`j bv ivbv, wR‡Ám Kij, ÔZzwg †Kv_vq, K¨viwjb?Õ
Avevi nvwmi kã| Ô†Kv_vq Avevi, †hLv‡b Avgvi _vKvi
K_vÑjyKvm B‡b|Õ
Ô†Zvgvi m‡½ Avi †K Av‡Q?Õ
ÔGLb nVvr G cÖkœ †Kb, eo–qv? †hb g‡b n‡”Q Zzwg
Avgv‡K GKv †c‡Z PvI? `ytwLZ, eo–qv, †m my‡hvM Zzwg †njvq
nvwi‡qQ| KZ K‡i ejjvg, Avgv‡K †W‡Kv| wKš‘ Zzwg Avgv‡K
cvËv w`‡j bv, Zvi e`‡j dvivni nvZ ai‡j| Kv‡RB, eo–qv,
GLb †mB Acgv‡bi e`jv †bqvi mgq Avgvi| wg. RmyvBIi
Amxg `qv, wZwb †Zvgv‡K wb‡q †Ljvi GKUv my‡hvM w`‡q‡Qb
Avgv‡K|Õ
ÔZzwg Avgvi cÖ‡kœi DËi w`”Q bv, K¨viwjb,Õ ejj ivbv|
168 gvmy` ivbvÐ311

ÔAvwg Rvb‡Z PvBwQ †Zvgvi m‡½ Avi †K Av‡Q?Õ
Ô†Zvgvi R‡b¨ GKUv Af¨_©bv KwgwU MVb Kiv n‡q‡Q,
eo–qv| Avgv‡ì em& wg. RymvBIi †bZ…‡Z¡ Avgiv mevB GLv‡b
AvwQ, G‡jB †`L‡Z cv‡e| Wvb ev evg w`‡Ki Uv‡bjUvq Xy‡K
c‡ovÑ†Zvgvi R‡b¨ AviI A‡bK we¯§q A‡c¶v Ki‡Q|Õ
K_v evwo‡q jvf †bB| K¨viwj‡bi wb‡`©k Agvb¨ K‡i
KiviI wKQy †bB| AMZ¨v Wvbw`‡Ki Uv‡b‡j Xy‡K coj I|
wKQy`~i hvevi ci Avevi GKUv wZb gv_vq G‡m ùvovj
ivbv| Avevi †kvbv †Mj K¨viwj‡bi Mjv| Ô†mvRv G‡mv, eo–
qv|Õ
†mvRv cuwPk-wÎk MR G‡Mvevi ci ivbv Abyfe Kij
Uv‡b‡ji †g‡S Xvjy n‡q †M‡Q| GKUz ciB mvg‡b cvwb †`Lv
†Mj|
ÔB”Qv Ki‡j wR‡f wb‡q cvwbUv †P‡L †`L‡Z cv‡iv,Õ
Mv‡qwe AvIqv‡Ri gZ †f‡m Gj K¨viwj‡bi m‡KŠZzK
KÉ¯î| ÔGdweAvB Ux‡gi m`mïv †P‡LwQj Avi wK| †bvbv
cvwb, eo–qv| mvM‡ii cvwb †hgb nq|Õ
cvwbi wKbvivq ùvwo‡q Av‡Q ivbv| ÔGUvB wK wØZxq
AvÛviMÖvD‡Û hvevi c_?Õ
Ônu¨v, GB c_B †Zvgv‡K †Zvgvi Mš—‡e¨ †cuŠ‡Q †`‡e| GB
c_ a‡i G‡Mv‡j G‡K G‡K KviLvbv, weÁvbx‡ì †KvqvU©vi,
j¨v‡e‡iUwi, jywK‡q ivLv wUªcj‡nWvi, AvÛviMÖvDÛ †jvwWs
d¨vwmwjwU, †gvU K_v meB Zzwg †`L‡Z cv‡e|Õ
ÔAvÛviMÖvDÛ †jvwWs d¨vwmwjwU?Õ
ÔwUªcj‡nWvi ˆZwi Kivi R‡b¨ wecyj cwigvY i †g‡Uwiqvj
ìKvi nq| †m-me cÖKv‡k¨ Avg`vwb KivUv †evKvwg bq?
ev‡Ni LuvPv 169

b¨v‡Uv Zvi m¨v‡UjvB‡Ui mvnv‡h¨ †jwU‡mi Ici bRi ivL‡Q,
G †Zv wèv‡jv‡Ki gZ cwi®‹vi, ZvB bv? †mR‡b¨B we‡kl
ai‡bi RvnvR eënvi Kwi Avgiv| Rvnv‡R Avmv i
†g‡Uwiqvj cÖKv‡k¨ Lvjvm Kiv †evKvwg| †Lv‡ji Zjvi XvKwb
Ly‡j w`‡q cvwb‡Z †d‡j †`qv nq| IB Kv‡M©v Zvici
AvÛviMÖvDÛ c−vUd‡g© mPj †e‡ë †Zvjv nq, IB †eëB
Uv‡b‡ji †fZi e‡q Av‡b me|Õ
Ôevn&, my›ì eë¯’v| eyw×Uv hviB †nvK, cÖksmv Ki‡Z nq|Õ
ÔGB GKB c×wZ‡Z wUªcj‡nWvi mvc−vB †`qv n‡e| cvwbi
Zjv †_‡K Rvnv‡R †Zvjv n‡e I¸‡jv, cvwbi Ici †_‡K †KD
†UiI cv‡e bv|Õ
ÔAvgv‡K wK mvivivZ GLv‡b ùvo Kwi‡q ivL‡e †Zvgiv?Õ
wR‡Ám Kij ivbv|
Ôa‡iv, Avwg hw` †Zvgv‡K MvBW bv KiZvg GLb Zzwg wK
Ki‡Z?Õ wR‡Ám Kij K¨viwjb|
ÔAb¨vb¨ Uv‡bj a‡i GwM‡q †`LZvg †KvbI c_ cvIqv
hvq wKbv|Õ
Ô†m-me c‡_i †k‡lI hw` GiKg cvwb †`‡Lv, Zvn‡j?Õ
Ô†m‡¶‡Î cvwb‡Z †b‡gB wUªcj‡nWv‡ii mÜvb cvevi †Póv
KiZvg|Õ
ÔGdweAvBI ZvB K‡iwQj, eo–qv,Õ ejj K¨viwjb| Ôcvwbi
wb‡P wmuwoi avc cvq Zviv| avç‡jv `yB gvbyl mgvb wb‡P
†b‡g †M‡Q| Zvici GKUv j¨vwÛs| IB j¨vwÛs †_‡K Av‡iK
cÖ¯’ wmuwo µgk Ici w`‡K D‡V †M‡Q| wØZxqevi Iiv WvBfvi
wb‡q G‡mwQj| cvwb‡Z †Wvev j¨vwÛs, avc, `yÕcv‡ki †`qvj
ZbœZbœ K‡i mvP© K‡i‡Q| wKš‘ wKQyB cvqwb|Õ
170 gvmy` ivbvÐ311

ÔwVK wK †evSv‡Z PvBQ Zzwg?Õ
Ô†evSv‡Z PvBwQ, Avgiv bv PvB‡j wb‡Ri †Póvq KviI
c‡¶B wUªcj‡nWv‡ii Kv‡Q †cuŠQv‡bv m¤¢e bq| G cÖm½ _vK|
Zzwg P‡j G‡mv|Õ
K¨viwjb _vg‡ZB cvwbi Ici cv_‡ii Qv` duvK n‡q †Mj
KK©k NoNo k‡ã| †mB duvK †_‡K AvU-`kUv ARMi †b‡g
Gj wb‡P| mvc bq, mv‡ci gZ †`L‡Z †gvUv ivevi cvBc|
eyS‡Z Amywe‡a n‡jv bv, Uv‡b‡ji cvwb cv‡¤úi mvnv‡h¨ †U‡b
†bqv n‡”Q|
Lye Aí mgq jvMj, gvÎ wZb wgwb‡UB j¨vwÛsmn `yB cÖ¯’
wmuwo Db¥y³ n‡q coj| K¨viwjb wK e‡j †kvbvi A‡c¶vq bv
†_‡K avc †e‡q bvg‡Z ïi“ Kij ivbv|
BwZg‡a¨ cvBç‡jv A`„k¨ n‡q †M‡Q, wmwjsUvI †Rvov
†j‡M †M‡Q Avevi|
Ôem& †Kv‡Ì‡K wK Rvb‡Z †c‡i‡Qb ej‡Z cvie bv,Õ Avevi
gyL Lyjj K¨viwjb, ÔZuvi aviYv, Zzwg bvwK Am¤¢e eyw×gvb|
†Zv GKUv cix¶v n‡q hvK, wK e‡jv? e‡jv †`wL, cvwb m‡i
hvevi ci GLb wK NU‡e? wKfv‡e †Zvgv‡K Avgiv wØZxq
AvÛviMÖvD‡Û wb‡q Avme?Õ
GK †m‡KÛ wPš—v Kij ivbv, Zvici ejj, ÔAvgvi aviYv
cvwb Avm‡j †auvKv †`qvi GKUv DcKiY| †h‡nZz cvwb Av‡Q,
GdweAvB ZvB cvwb‡ZB †Mvcb c_ Lyu‡R‡Q| I‡ì RvqMvq
Avwg n‡jI ZvB LyuRZvg| Z‡e cvwb‡Z wKQy bv †c‡q Iiv
†hgb nvj †Q‡o w`‡q‡Q, Avwg Zv w`Zvg bv|Õ
ÔwVK wK ej‡Z PvI?Õ
ÔmevB Rv‡b AvÛviMÖvDÛ gv‡bB wb‡Pi w`K,Õ ejj ivbv|
ev‡Ni LuvPv 171

ÔZ‡e A‡b‡Ki gv_v‡ZB GUv †Xv‡K bv †h Ici w`K n‡qI
wb‡Pi w`‡K bvgv hvq| Avwg ej‡Z PvBwQ, wmwjs ev Qv` n‡qB
wUªcj‡nWv‡ii Kv‡Q hvIqv hvq|Õ
Reve w`‡Z GK gyn~Z© †`wi Kij K¨viwjb| ÔDËi w`‡j
Zzwg, Avi †mB DËi ï‡b e‡mi cÖwZ Avgvi kª×v AviI
K‡qK¸Y †e‡o †Mj|Õ †m _vg‡ZB Avevi KK©k k‡ã `yÕduvK
n‡jv j¨vwÛ‡Oi IciKvi cv_i, Gevi †mLvb †_‡K Sz‡j coj
SKS‡K B¯úv‡Zi GKUv gB|
gB †e‡q DV‡Q ivbv| myBwgs Uªv¼-Gi I‡q÷e¨v‡Û †MuvRv
Ii wc¯—jUv gB‡qi av‡ci m‡½ GKevi evwo †L‡Z Us K‡i
avZe kã n‡jv| †Kvb gš—e¨ bq, K¨viwj‡bi g„`y nvwmi kã
ïb‡Z †cj ivbv|
evBkUv avc †e‡q GKUv †P¤^v‡i DVj ivbv| gB wb‡R
†_‡KB †b‡g †Mj| wbP †_‡K †f‡m Gj NoNo AvIqvR| DuwK
w`‡q k¨vd‡Ui †fZi cv_‡ii †g‡S Qvov Avi wKQy †`Lj bv
ivbv|
†P¤^viUv Av‡jvwKZ| GK †mU †mvdv Av‡Q| GKUvB ìRv,
ìRvi evB‡i ev`vgx Kv‡c©U †djv PIov KwiWi| †P¤^vi †_‡K
†ewi‡q nuvUvi mgq KwiW‡ii †g‡S‡Z, †`qvj †Nu‡l, wMÖj w`‡q
†Niv Gqvi Wv± †`L‡Z †cj ivbv, cvk KvUv‡bvi mgq VvÊv
evZvm jvMj Mv‡q| KwiW‡ii wZb gv_vq G‡m mivmwi mvg‡b
GKUv ìRv †`Lj ivbv, Zv‡Z mv`v c−vw÷K ni‡d
†jLvÑÔ†WwfjÕm iƒg, IqvbIqvb_ªxÕ| KwiW‡ii evwK `yÕw`‡Ki
†`qv‡jI cvkvcvwk GiKg AviI A‡bK ìRv i‡q‡Q, c−vw÷K
ni‡d GKB K_v †jLv, ïay b¤î¸‡jv Avjv`v|
IqvbIqvb_ªx-i nvZj a‡i †Nvivj ivbv| †WwfjÕm iƒg
172 gvmy` ivbvÐ311

A_©vr kqZv‡bi KvgivUv eo AvK…wZi Gwj‡fUi e‡j g‡b
n‡jv Ii| Z‡e †`qv‡j †evZvg-†UvZvg wKQy †bB| †fZ‡i
XyK‡ZB ìRv eÜ n‡q †Mj| nvZj a‡i †gvPov‡ZI †mUv Avi
Nyij bv| GKw`‡Ki †`qv‡j KuvP †gvov GKUv †kjd i‡q‡Q,
†fZ‡i GK †mU Gqvi‡dvb, cv‡kB †`kjvB AvK…wZi GKUv
wi‡gvU K‡›Uªvj hš¿| Kuv‡Pi ìRv Ly‡j Gqvi‡dvbUv cij
ivbv| m‡½ m‡½ K¨viwj‡bi nvwm †kvbv †Mj|
ÔnvmQ †Kb?Õ wR‡Ám Kij ivbv|
ÔnvmwQ GB R‡b¨ †h wg. jyKvm †W‡fb‡cvU© wUªcj‡nWvi
ˆZwi Kivi R‡b¨ K‡qK wewjqb Wjvi LiP K‡i‡Qb, A_P
wgmvB‡ji hZUv KvQvKvwQ Zzwg Avm‡Z cvi‡j GZUv Kv‡Q
Avmvi †mŠfvM¨ Zuvi nqwb|Õ
Ô†mR‡b¨ Aek¨B RymvBIi wek¦vmNvZKZv `vqx, ZvB bv?Õ
K‡qK †m‡KÛ wbðzc _vKvi ci K¨viwjb ejj, Ô†Zvgvi
GB cÖ‡kœi DËi †`‡eb em& ¯^qs| †`Lv †Zv n‡”QB!Õ
KvgivUvi Pviw`‡K †PvL †evjvj ivbv| ÔejQ
wUªcj‡nWv‡ii Kv‡Q P‡j G‡mwQÑwKš‘ KB, Avwg †Zv wKQyB
†`L‡Z cvw”Q bv|Õ
ÔKv‡Q gv‡b †Zvgvi bvMv‡j, eo–qv,Õ ejj K¨viwjb| ÔnvZ
evov‡jB Qyu‡Z cvi‡e| †g‡Si Kv‡c©U LvwbKUv mivI, †`‡L
e‡jv wK IUv| fvj K_v, Zzwg GLb †Kv_vq i‡qQ Rv‡bv wK?
e−¨vK‡nv‡j †nv‡Uj Kg‡c−‡·i †h wcjvi¸‡jv †`‡L G‡mQ,
ZviB GKUvi mivmwi wb‡P|Õ
Kv‡c©‡Ui GKUv †KvY a‡i Uvb w`j ivbv| wb‡P Kuv‡Pi
†g‡S, †fZ‡i D¾¡j Av‡jv, †mB Av‡jvq †Mvj wcwiP AvK…wZi
B¯úv‡Zi GKUv KvVv‡gv †`L‡Z †cj I| wRwbmUv cÖKvÊ,
ev‡Ni LuvPv 173

wKbvivq cvkvcvwk A‡bK¸‡jv †Lvc ev MZ© i‡q‡Q, G‡KKUv
M‡Z© GKm‡½ `yRb gvbyl Abvqv‡m XyK‡Z cvi‡e| ivbv ¸bj
bv, Rv‡b †gvU `kUv MZ© Av‡Q| wcwiP ev mmviUv Avm‡j
wgmvBj K¨vwiqvi|
ÔwfbMÖ‡ni mmvi m¤ú‡K© Rv‡bv Zzwg| Z‡e †mUv ïay MíB|
Avgiv MíUv‡K ev¯—‡e iƒc w`‡qwQ| K…wZZ¡Uv Aek¨ Avgv‡ì
weÁvbx ˆmq` gwbi“j n‡Ki| wZwbB GB mmv‡ii wWRvBb
ˆZwi K‡i‡Qb| GB mmvi Do‡Z cv‡i, eo–qv| †c−b †_‡K
†Q‡o w`‡j kuv-kuv K‡i GK jvL dzU Ic‡i D‡V hv‡e|Õ
ÔGUv †Zv ïay K¨vwiqvi,Õ ejj ivbv| ÔwUªcj‡nWvi KB?Õ
ÔwUªcj‡nWvi †Zvgvi gv_vi w`‡K,Õ ejj K¨viwjb| †m
_vg‡ZB wmwjsUv wbtk‡ã duvK n‡q †Mj| Ô†kj‡d GKUv
wi‡gvU K‡›Uªvj hš¿ Av‡Q,Õ Avevi ejj K¨viwjb| ÔGK‡kv
†Z‡iv b¤î †evZv‡g Pvc w`‡j GKUv gB †b‡g Avm‡e| IB
gB †e‡q †mvRv D‡V hvI, eo–qv| Avkv Kwi AvR iv‡Z
e−¨vK‡nv‡j †`Lv KswµU wcjvi¸‡jvi K_v Zzwg fy‡j hvIwb|
GB gyn~‡Z© IB wcjvi¸‡jvi GKUvi †Mvovq ùvwo‡q i‡qQ
Zzwg| B‡”Q Ki‡j Ic‡i G‡m †fZ‡i Xy‡K †`‡L Avm‡Z cv‡iv
wUªcj‡nWvi †¶cYv¯¿ wVK wK iKg †`L‡Z|Õ
Ôabëv`,Õ ejj ivbv| ÔwgmvBj Avwg Av‡MI †`‡LwQ,
Kv‡RB AvMÖn †eva KiwQ bv|Õ †kjd †_‡K wi‡gvU K‡›Uªvj
hš¿Uv †ei K‡i myBwgs Uªv¼-Gi I‡q÷e¨v‡Û ¸u‡R ivLj|
Ô†m‡¶‡Î Gqvi‡dvb Ly‡j †i‡L KwiW‡i †ewi‡q G‡mv|Õ
Gevi ìRvi nvZj Nyij| KwiW‡i †ewi‡q Avm‡Z
A¨v‡Wªm wm‡÷g †_‡K K¨viwjb c_ wb‡`©k w`j, wZb‡U euvK I
Pvi‡U ìRv †cwi‡q eomo GKUv Kvgivq nvwRi n‡jv ivbv|
174 gvmy` ivbvÐ311

GKw`‡Ki †`qv‡j cvkvcvwk A‡bK¸‡jv wUwf †`Lv hv‡”Q,
cÖwZwUi mvg‡b e‡m Av‡Q GKRb K‡i †Kvwiqvb Acv‡iUi,
Zv‡ì mvg‡b GKUv K‡i wgwb KwgDwb‡Kkb wm‡÷g| wUwfi
¯Œx‡b dz‡U Av‡Q AvÛviMÖvDÛ ¯’vcbvi cÖwZwU BwÂ| eyS‡Z
Amywe‡a n‡jv bv, GB K‡›Uªvj iƒg †_‡KB Uv‡b‡ji ìRv,
ivevi cvBc, gB BZ¨vw` wbqš¿Y Kiv nq| K¨viwjb †hLv‡bB
_vKzK, †iwWI †dv‡bi gva¨‡g mviv¶Y K‡›Uªvj iƒ‡gi m‡½
†hvMv‡hvM ivL‡Q †m| Acv‡iUi‡ì mevi Kv‡bB Bqvi‡dvb
†`Lj ivbv|
KwiWi n‡q cv‡ki Kvgivq XyKj I| GB Kvgivq †XvKvi
ci KviLvbvq bv †M‡jI P‡j, KviY cy‡iv KviLvbvUvB fvM
fvM n‡q wewfbœ gwbU‡i aiv co‡Q| KgwcDUvi Avi wUwf
¯Œx‡b Vvmv RvqMvUv| gwbU‡i †`L‡jI KviLvbvi wekvjZ¡
Av›`vR Ki‡Z Amywe‡a n‡jv bv| K¨viwjb Rvbvj, GKB
Qv‡ì wb‡P wZb‡kv mËiRb †UKwbwkqvb GKm‡½ KvR
Ki‡Q| ixwZgZ eo gv‡ci GKUv †gwkbUzjm d¨v±wi ej‡jB
nq| gwbU‡i †`‡L wVK †evSv †Mj bv †jevi Avi
†UKwbwkqvbiv e›`x wKbv| msL¨vq †KvwiqvbB †ewk, Z‡e
`yÕi‡Oi Av‡gwiKvbI Av‡QÑKv‡jv I mv`v| †jeviiv bxj
BDwbdg© civ, †UKwbwkqvbiv c‡i‡Q mv`v IfviAj| mv`v myU
civ K‡qKRb weÁvbx‡KI †Nviv‡div Ki‡Z †`Lv †Mj
gwbU‡i| Zv‡ì g‡a¨ ˆmq` gwbi“j nK hw` _v‡KbI, ivbv
wPb‡Z cvi‡Q bv|
gwbUi iƒg †_‡K Avevi KwiW‡i †ewi‡q Gj ivbv| wMÖj
†`qv Gqvi Wv± GLv‡bI †Pv‡L coj|
K¨viwjb ejj, ÔZzwg wbðqB eyS‡Z cviQ, eo–qv, ivZ
ev‡Ni LuvPv 175

†R‡M †Zvgv‡K GZ me †`Lv‡bvi †cQ‡b wg. RymvBIi GKUv
D‡Ïk¨ Av‡Q?Õ
ÔcviwQ êwK|Õ
ÔGLb Zvn‡j wK †`L‡Z PvI e‡jv| wg. RymvBI PvB‡Qb
Avgv‡ì wKQyB †hb †Zvgvi Kv‡Q †Mvcb bv _v‡K|Õ
ÔweÁvbx‡ì †KvqvU©viUv †`L‡Z PvB,Õ ejj ivbv| Ôhw`
m¤¢e nq Zuv‡ì m‡½ K_vI ej‡Z PvBÑwe‡kl K‡i wg.
†W‡fb‡cv‡U©i eÜz Ges Zuvi cÖavb weÁvbx ˆmq` gwbi“j n‡Ki
m‡½|Õ
Reve w`‡Z GK †m‡KÛ †`wi Kij K¨viwjb| Ô`ytwLZ, eo–
qv| weÁvbx‡ì †KvqvU©vi Zzwg †`L‡Z cv‡e, wKš‘ Iu‡ì KviI
m‡½ K_v ejv GB gyn~‡Z© m¤¢e bq| Zuviv cÖvq mevB Nygv‡”Qb|
Rywbqi weÁvbx `yÕGKRb hviv †R‡M Av‡Qb Zuviv mevB
KviLvbvq e¨¯—|Õ
ÔAvgvi `yf©vM¨|Õ
ÔGLb †Zvgv‡K wg. RymvBIi mvg‡b nvwRi Kiv n‡e,Õ
ejj K¨viwjb| ÔZ‡e Zvi Av‡M GLv‡b G‡m wK †`L‡e Zzwg
†m-m¤ú‡K© GKUv aviYv w`‡Z PvB|Õ
ivbv A‡c¶v Ki‡Q|
ÔGLv‡b †i‡gv †Ls i‡q‡Q| e−¨vK‡nvj MvW©‡ì jxWvi †m|
†Zvgvi wei“‡× Zvi Awf‡hvM AZ¨š— ¸i“Zi| †Ls ej‡Q, Zzwg
Zvi bqRb MvW©‡K Lyb K‡iQ| AvnZ n‡q‡Q AviI AvURb|
†m †Zvgvi wei“‡× wg. RymvBIi Kv‡Q wePvi w`‡q‡Q|
ÔAvi Av‡Q dvivn, †Zvgvi `ye©jZv| †m Kmg †L‡q ej‡Q
†Zvgvi cwiPq, D‡Ïk¨ BZ¨vw` m¤ú‡K© wKQyB †m RvbZ bv|
ej‡Q, AvRB Rvb‡Z †c‡i‡Q Zzwg bvwK jyKvm †W‡fb‡cv‡U©i
176 gvmy` ivbvÐ311

G‡R›U| Zvi aviYv mvM‡i jvd w`‡q cvjv‡Z †Póv K‡iv Zzwg,
Ges †mªv‡Zi Uv‡b †f‡m hvI| Zvi G-me K_vi mZ¨Zv
Aek¨B hvPvB Kiv n‡e|
ÔKwiWi a‡i mvg‡b G‡MvI, eyoqv| `yÕevi Wvbw`‡K euvK
†bqvi ci GKUv Gwj‡fUi cv‡e, IB Gwj‡fUi †Zvgv‡K
jyKvm B‡b Zz‡j Avb‡e| Gwj‡fUi †_‡K †ei“‡j GKUv †ive
†`qv n‡e †Zvgv‡K, IUv Mv‡q Rwo‡q wb‡R‡K †cÖ‡R‡›Uej
K‡i wb‡qv| †Zvgv‡K mvP© Kivi †Kvb cÖ‡qvRb †`wL bv, Z‡e
I‡q÷e¨v‡Û †MuvRv wc¯—jUv nvZQvov Ki‡Z n‡e| wVK Av‡Q?Õ
K_v bv e‡j ivbv ïay gv_v SuvKvj|
wbR©b KwiWi cvi n‡q G‡m Gwj‡fU‡i Poj ivbv| wb‡Ri
m‡½ ZK© Pj‡Q Ii| Dcmsnvi ùvovj, Gfv‡e duv‡` cv
†`qvUv †evKvwg n‡q †M‡Q wKbv Zv ejvi mgq GLbI
Av‡mwb| ZvQvov, GI GKUv †KŠkj e‡U †h welv³ mvc‡K
ai‡Z n‡j A‡bKmgq M‡Z© nvZ †XvKv‡Z nq| Kv‡RB †Qvej
†L‡jB †KŠk‡ji †`vl †`qv wVK bq|
wb‡R‡K ivbv cÖkœ Kij, †mUAvcUv wK e‡j, GLvb †_‡K
Rvb wb‡q cvjv‡bv m¤¢e?
bv|
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ev‡Ni LuvPv 177

nu¨v|
wVK Av‡Q, g‡iv Zvn‡j! Z‡e Aš—Z GKUv fvj KvR K‡i
g‡iv| RymvBI‡KI m‡½ wb‡q hvI!
wVK Av‡Q| †Póv Kie|
178 gvmy` ivbvÐ311

GMv‡iv
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nv‡Z awi‡q w`j ivbv| ev· Ly‡j GK‡Rvov bZzb m¨v‡Ûj
ivLj gviwUb Ii cv‡qi mvg‡b|
gviwU‡bi m½x †gi“b i‡Oi cvZjv gLg‡ji GKUv †ive
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Kv‡Q wb‡q P‡jv Avgv‡K|Õ
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ivbv Av›`vR Kij, Iiv jyKvm B‡b i‡q‡Q| KwiW‡i jvj
ev‡Ni LuvPv 179

MvwjPv cvZv| Z‡e `yÕcv‡ki ìRvq †Kvb b¤î †bB|
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180 gvmy` ivbvÐ311

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ev‡Ni LuvPv 181

gÂ †_‡K K‡qKUv avc †b‡g G‡m‡Q †g‡S‡Z| †mw`‡K
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182 gvmy` ivbvÐ311

GZ m¤§vb †`Lvw”Q †Kb| fvj K_vÑAmg‡q g`¨cvb †Zv
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gv_v bvoj, bv|
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¶gZvi fvimvg¨ hZUv m¤¢ê eRvq ivLvi R‡b¨ Avcwb KLbI
ev‡Ni LuvPv 183

ivwkqv‡K GK nvZ †`wL‡q †`b, Avevi Av‡gwiKvi Mv‡j Po
gvi‡ZI Qv‡ob bv| ms‡¶‡c, G-me ï‡b KLb ej‡Z cvie
bv Avwg Avcbvi GKRb AÜ f³ n‡q cojvg| †mB †_‡K
Avcbvi Øviv Avwg AbycÖvwYZ nw”Q|
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184 gvmy` ivbvÐ311

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ev‡Ni LuvPv 185

†gUvevi m~Î a‡i Zv‡ì A‡b‡Ki m‡½ cwiPq I NwbôZv
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186 gvmy` ivbvÐ311

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w`‡Z n‡e| gwbi“j n‡Ki ciB †W‡fb‡cv‡U©i cvjv| Zv‡KI
ev‡Ni LuvPv 187

Avcwb †evgv dvwU‡q Lyb Ki‡Z PvB‡eb| ¸i“i gwR© e‡j K_v,
eva¨ n‡q G‡ZI Avgv‡K mvq w`‡Z n‡e|Õ
ivbvi ej‡Z B‡”Q Kij, Zzwg kvjv †dvi‡Uv‡qbwU, fÊ,
cÖZviK! A‡bK K‡ó wb‡R‡K mvg‡j ivLj I, Rvb‡Z PvBj,
ÔAvi Avwg hw` †Zvgvi cÖ¯—v‡e ivwR bv nB?Õ
Ôm¨vi, Avcwb Avgvi Av`k© cyi“l| Avcbvi Øviv Avwg
AbycÖvwYZ| †jwU‡m hv wKQy M‡o Zz‡jwQ me Avwg Avcbvi
nv‡Z Zz‡j w`‡Z PvB| Avgvi GB Dcnvi Avcwb hw` MÖnY bv
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nvRvi †nvK Avcwb Avgvi ¸i“, g‡bi Avkv c~iY bv Kivi
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ÔZvn‡j Avwg GLb †h‡Z cvwi?Õ wR‡Ám Kij ivbv|
njiƒ‡g †Kvb MvW© †bB, fve‡Q I, myBwgs Uªv‡¼ Ly‡` `yÕGKUv
A¯¿ Av‡Q, Zv w`‡q GLb hw` RymvBI‡K wRw¤§ Kwi, †K
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Aiw¶Z?
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ÔGUvB Avgv‡ì cÖ_g I †kl †`Lv, m¨vi| Avmyb, Av‡iKevi
n¨vÛ‡kBK Kwi|Õ †n‡m DVj †m| ÔwQ, m¨vi, Avcbvi gZ
eyw×gvb gvbyl †Kb fve‡e Avgv‡K wRw¤§ Kiv m¤¢e? bv-bv,
A¯^xKvi Ki‡eb bv, Avcbvi g‡bi K_v Avwg co‡Z cviwQ|Õ
Wvb nvZUv evwo‡q w`j †m| ÔMjvq GUv RvZ mvc, m¨vi| bv-
bv, wel ùvZ Zz‡j †djv nqwb| ej‡Z cv‡ib cÖvq wbqwgZB
GB mv‡ci wel MÖnY Ki‡Z nq Avgv‡K| ej‡j nq‡Zv wek¦vm
Ki‡eb bv, mvcUv‡K Avwg †Uªwbs w`‡qwQ, gv‡b Avgvi wb‡`©k
eyS‡Z cv‡i I| GLb hw` Avcbv‡K Kvgo w`‡Z ewj, †`Š‡oI
188 gvmy` ivbvÐ311

†Kvb jvf n‡e bv, avIqv K‡i wVKB Avcbv‡K †Qvej †`‡e|
†`L‡Z Pvb Avwg mwZ¨ K_v ejwQ wKbv?Õ
ivbv Pzc K‡i Av‡Q †`‡L nvmj RymvBI| Ôfq †bB, m¨vi|
Avwg Rvwb ¸i“nZ¨v gnvcvc| Kv‡RB †Kvb ¶wZ bv K‡iB
Avcbv‡K Avwg P‡j †h‡Z †è| Z‡e GB njiƒ‡gi evB‡i hw`
wKQy N‡U, †mR‡b¨ Avcwb Avgv‡K `vqx Ki‡Z cvi‡eb bv|Õ
ivbv Ab¨ wnmve Ki‡Q| mvcUvB hw` RymvBIi i¶vKeP
nq, IUv‡K gviv Ii R‡b¨ †Kvb mgm¨v bq| RymvBIi evov‡bv
nvZUv aivi R‡b¨ †mvdv †Q‡o G‡Mvj I, wKš‘ wVK †mB gyn~‡Z©
wnmveUv e`‡j †Mj| wZbw`‡Ki c`©v mwi‡q LvwK BDwbdg©
civ wZb `j †Kvwiqvb MvW© XyKj g‡Â, nv‡Zi A¯¿ ivbvi
w`‡K ZvK Kiv|
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†m‡R ejj RymvBI| ÔIiv Avm‡j Avgvi n‡q Avcbv‡K wgbwZ
Ki‡Q, `qv K‡i Avgvi Dcnvi Avcwb cÖZ¨vL¨vb Ki‡eb bv|Õ
fÊvwg Avi bvUz‡Kcbv Avi KZ mn¨ Kiv hvq, Gevi
wb‡Ri Ici wbqš¿Y nvwi‡q emj ivbv| g‡bi mg¯— N„Yv Avi
ivM nono K‡i †ewi‡q Gj| ÔZzwg kvjv GKUv fÊ! c‡ii ab
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Avwg †Kb, †KD †Zvgv‡K mvnvh¨ Ki‡e bv...Õ
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ejj, ÔIui mgq †kl n‡q †M‡Q| Iu‡K †Zvgiv †h‡Z `vI|Õ
Ô_¨v¼m di bvw_s,Õ wnmwnm K‡i ejj ivbv| ÔRvwb
Avgv‡K gvivi me Av‡qvRb K‡i †i‡LQ Zzwg| Z‡e hw` †eu‡P
_vwK, Avevi Avwg wd‡i Avme, RymvBI|Õ
ev‡Ni LuvPv 189

ivbvi w`‡K wdij bv RymvBI| ÔK¨viwjb, Iu‡K e‡jv
¸i“nZ¨vi gZ gnvcvc Ki‡Z eva¨ nIqvq hw` cv‡ib †Zv Dwb
†hb Avgv‡K ¶gv K‡i †`b|Õ
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†KD Avm‡Q bv|
ivbv Rv‡b, njiƒ‡gi evB‡i †ei“‡jB Lyb n‡q hv‡e I|
190 gvmy` ivbvÐ311

ev‡iv
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Iiv Gwj‡fU‡iB A‡c¶v KiwQj| †i‡gv †Ls Avi Zvi `yB
m½xi m‡½ gviwUbI i‡q‡Q| ivbv Gwj‡fU‡i XyK‡Z nv‡Zi
†iwWI‡dvb c‡K‡U fij gviwUb| ìRv eÜ n‡q †Mj,
Gwj‡fUi wb‡P bvg‡Q|
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†ewi‡q Gj LvwbKUv bvBjbKW©| Ôwjg‡K mn AvnZ K‡iQ
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mvZRb euv‡P wKbv m‡›`n| evav w`‡qv bv, †Zvgv‡K Avwg
euvawQ|Õ
wjg Avi Zvi m½xi nv‡Z GKUv K‡i wifjfvi †`Lj
ivbv| I‡ì †evKvwg j¶ K‡i g‡b g‡b nvmj I|
Gwj‡fU‡ii gZ †QvÆ Avi e× GKUv RvqMvq ¸wj Kivi SzuwK
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Rv‡b nvZ `y‡Uv wcQ‡gvov K‡i euva‡Z PvB‡e †Ls, Zey B‡”Q
K‡iB mvg‡b evwo‡q aij|
†Ls nv‡Z iwk Rov‡Z hv‡”Q, GB mgq ivbvi kix‡i we`y¨r
†L‡j †Mj| wj‡gi Ei“mwÜ‡Z ¸u‡Zv gvij nuvUz w`‡q, †Quv w`‡q
ev‡Ni LuvPv 191

†K‡o wbj Zvi m½xi nv‡Zi A¯¿, KbyB Muv_j †L‡Oi
cuvR‡iÑ†Kvb weiwZ QvovB| Zey †kli¶v n‡jv bv| fyj K‡iB
gviwU‡bi w`‡K wcQb wd‡iwQj, d‡j †LmviZ w`‡Z n‡jv|
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fvM¨ fvj †h ïay e›`x n‡jv, Ávb nvivqwb| †eûuk †Kvb
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Dcvq _v‡K bv|
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Kiv| jyKvm B‡bi MÖvDÛ †d¬vi †_‡K †ei K‡i †j¸‡bi av‡i
wb‡q Avmv n‡jv I‡K| cvwbi wKbvivq wZb‡U gvSvwi AvK…wZi
†evU †`Lv hv‡”Q| ivbv‡K wb‡q I¸‡jvi GKUvq Poj †Ls Avi
Bqvg| gviwUb jyKvm B‡b wd‡i †Mj, Avi AvnZ wjg‡K m‡½
wb‡Z ivwR n‡jv bv †Ls|
eyw×Uv gviwU‡bi, wcQ‡gvov K‡i ivbvi evB‡mc bvBjb
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Kiv Zvi, bMœ, Mv‡q †Kvb AveiY †bB; d‡j nv‡Z Uvb co‡jB
e¨_vq †Pv‡L AÜKvi †`L‡Q ivbv| KbyB‡qi Kv‡Q gvsm †K‡U
GiBg‡a¨ i³ Mov‡Z ïi“ K‡i‡Q| †mR‡b¨ Aek¨ I wb‡RB
`vqx|
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w`‡Ki GK dvwj Kvc‡oi bvMvj cvIqvi †Póv Ki‡Q I| wKš‘
AvOyj¸‡jv †mLv‡b †cuŠQv‡”Q bv|
192 gvmy` ivbvÐ311

KKwc‡U i‡q‡Q †Ls, GK nv‡Z ûBj, Aci nv‡Z wi‡gvU
K‡›Uªvj| †j¸b †_‡K mvM‡i †ei“‡Z n‡j GKUv Uv‡b‡ji
†fZi w`‡q †h‡Z n‡e| Uv‡b‡ji †fZi wMÖj Av‡Q, miv‡Z
n‡j wi‡gvU K‡›Uªv‡ji mvnvh¨ ìKvi|
wMÖj Ici w`‡K D‡V hv‡”Q, wbP w`‡q mvM‡i †ewi‡q Gj
†evU| kw³kvjx Bb‡evW© GwÄb, Zxi‡e‡M nvB‡Wªvd‡qj
†QvUvj †Ls|
ivbvi KvQvKvwQ, Z‡e KKwc‡Ui †fZi i‡q‡Q Bqvg;
evnv`ywi †`Lvevi R‡b¨ wKQy bv a‡i ùvwo‡q _vKvi †Póv
Ki‡Q| ivbvi w`‡K gv‡Sg‡a¨ ZvKv‡”Q †m, †Pv‡L N„Yv| GK
mgq ejj, Ôem& e‡j‡Qb, cÖ‡qvRb dziv‡j bvPz‡b †g‡qUv‡KI
†Zvgvi Kv‡Q cvwV‡q †`qv n‡e|Õ
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ivbv, wcV euvKv K‡i nvZ `y‡Uv LvwbKUv wb‡P bvgv‡Z †c‡i‡Q|
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GKUv duvK ˆZwi Ki‡e|
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ejj Bqvg| ÔmvM‡ii Zjvq|Õ
GwÄ‡bi MwZ K‡g †Mj, Pvcv MR©b Qvo‡Q| Zvovû‡ov
Ki‡Z wM‡q AviI †`wi K‡i †dj‡Q ivbv, A_P Rv‡b nv‡Z
Avi mgq †bB| AvOyj¸‡jv Avoó, Uªv‡¼i wcQ‡bi duv‡K Xy‡K
GUv-†mUv nvZov‡”Q, wKš‘ †hUv LyuR‡Q †mUv cv‡”Q bv|
†XD‡qi †`vjvq Lye †ewk `yj‡Q †evU| BÝUªy‡g›U c¨v‡b‡ji
w`‡K ZvwK‡q i‡q‡Q †Ls, GKUv Av‡jvwKZ KuvUv †_‡K †PvL
Zz‡j ejj, ÔGB RvqMvUv h‡_ó Mfxi|Õ ûB‡ji w`‡K wcQb
ev‡Ni LuvPv 193

wdij †m|
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ZvwK‡q nvmj, ÔGi gv‡b Zzwg †ev‡Sv?Õ
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ci jvB‡bi †Kvb Aw¯—Z¡ _vK‡e bv, Zzwg gvmy` ivbv mbv³ n‡e
Wy‡e giv AviI GKUv jvk wn‡m‡e, Aek¨ gv‡Q‡ì KvR †kl
nevi ci mbv³ Kivi gZ hw` wKQy _v‡K Avi wK|Õ
ÔWy‡e giv †jv‡Ki nvZ Zvi w`‡q euvav _v‡K?Õ
ÔAv‡i bv, †evU †_‡K †djvi mgq Avgiv †Zvgvi nv‡Zi
Zvi †K‡U †è| †f‡eQ wb‡R‡ì KvR Avgiv eywS bv?Õ
K_v bv e‡j mk‡ã GKUv `xN©k¦vm †djj ivbv| wkiùvovi
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mveav‡b bvovPvov Ki‡Q|
†evU GK mgq _vgj, †XD‡qi m‡½ IVvbvgv Ki‡Q| †QvÆ
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m‡½ Rvc‡U aiv eomo, fvix GKUv cÖevjLÊ wb‡q| jvj‡P-
†e¸wb cªev‡j jvBbUv †cuwP‡q euvaj Bqvg, Zvici AcicÖvš—
ivbvi †Mvovwji m‡½ euvavi R‡b¨ wbPz n‡Z ïi“ Kij|
GLbB mgq| wkiùvovi †Mvovq aiv †QvÆ c¨v‡KRUv
Avoó AvOyj w`‡q wQu‡o †d‡j‡Q ivbv| jvd w`‡q †ewi‡q G‡m
ivbvi wcV Avi nvZ cywo‡q w`‡”Q DËß Av¸‡bi wkLv| ùv‡Z
194 gvmy` ivbvÐ311

ùvZ †P‡c c¨v‡KRUv Kwâ‡Z †VwK‡q †i‡L‡Q| wewmAvB-Gi
†¯úkvj G‡d± G·cv‡U©i e³e¨ Abymv‡i †QvÆ g¨vM‡bwhqvg
UP©Uv wZb †m‡K‡Ûi g‡a¨ wmwK BwÂ †gUvj Mwj‡q †dj‡e,
wKš‘ ivbvi g‡b n‡jv wZb eQi cvi n‡q hv‡”Q| Pvgov I
gvs‡m Zxeª R¡jywb Abyfe Ki‡Z cvi‡Q I| nv‡Zi †ckx‡Z Uvb
cov‡ZB m¤¢eZ Zv‡ii euvab GZ e¨_v w`‡”Q, g‡b n‡jv Ávb
nvwi‡q †dj‡e|
GB e¨_vB cÖPÊ kw³ G‡b w`j kix‡i| †S‡o GKUv jvw_
gvij I| wPey‡Ki wb‡P jvw_Uv jvM‡ZB wQU‡K wM‡q †iBwj‡Oi
Ici coj Bqvg| wVK †mB gyn~‡Z© †evUUv `y‡j IVvq fvimvg¨
nvwi‡q c‡o †Mj ivbv †W‡Ki Ici| †L‡Oi nv‡Z †Kvivj,
cª_‡g GKUz nKPwK‡q †M‡jI mvg‡j wbj `ª“Z| `yÕcv GwM‡q
G‡m ivbvi gv_vUv ¸uwo‡q †`qvi R‡b¨ cÖevjLÊUv Zzj‡Z ïi“
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Zj‡c‡U| †hb Wvbv MRvj, D‡o †iBwjs Uc‡K †b‡g †Mj †Ls
mvM‡i| Scvr K‡i cvwb‡Z covi m‡½ m‡½ †Ku‡` DVj
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AvZ‡¼ bxj †Ls-Gi gyLUv exfrm †`Lv‡”Q| GLbI `yÕnv‡Z
k³ K‡i Rwo‡q a‡i Av‡Q cv_iUv| cigyn~‡Z© Zwj‡q †Mj
cvwbi wb‡P|
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ey‡Ki m‡½ Rwo‡q a‡i muvB-muvB K‡i †b‡g hv‡”Q †jvKUv
mvM‡ii wb‡P|
KbyB‡q Pvc w`‡ZB Ly‡j †Mj euvab| Gevi cÖPÊ GK Nywm
Svoj I Bqv‡gi bvK eivei| Avevi †iBwj‡O av°v †L‡jv †m,
BwZg‡a¨ c‡KU †_‡K †ewi‡q G‡m‡Q A¯¿ mn Wvb nvZ| Gevi
ev‡Ni LuvPv 195

giY AvNvZ nvbj ivbv, cÖPÊ GK KvivwZi †Kvc coj Bqv‡gi
Mjvq| aŸsm n‡q †Mj j¨vwi¼m| KvZiaŸwb Avi i³ †ewi‡q
G‡jv GKB m‡½, ivbvi bMœ eyK iwÄZ K‡i w`‡q gviv †Mj †m|
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wb‡R‡K ay‡q wbj ivbv| Gw`K-Iw`K WyemuvZvi †K‡U LyuRj
†Ls‡K| Zvici †ev‡U wd‡i G‡m GwÄb Pvjy Kij|
†evU Nywi‡q wb‡q fvwR©‡bi †evU †ewm‡bi w`‡K iIbv n‡jv
ivbv| wmRv‡ii †ev‡U wkwii †i‡L hvIqv cwjw_b e¨v‡M
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hZ¶Y cviv hvq K¨viwj‡bi my¨B‡U Nygv‡Z Pvq I|
196 gvmy` ivbvÐ311

†Z‡iv
ivbv †hb †mŠw` Uz¨wi÷, AvKvkUv cyew`‡K dm©v n‡Z ïi“
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ZvKv‡ZB wkwii my¨B‡Ui GKUv Rvbvjvq GK †m‡K‡Ûi R‡b¨
Av‡jv †`Lj I, ZviciB Avevi AÜKvi n‡q †Mj|
d¬vWjvB‡Ui Av‡jvq I‡K †`‡L wPb‡Z †c‡i‡Q wkwi, N‡ii
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wK mvivivZ †R‡M Av‡Q †m|
†nv‡U‡ji wcQb w`‡K G‡m wmuwo †e‡q Ic‡i DVj ivbv|
†evW©vi I ÷vd, mevB Nygv‡”Q; KviI m‡½ †`Lv n‡jv bv|
Pvwe w`‡q K¨viwj‡bi my¨B‡Ui ìRv Lyjj ivbv| †fZiUv
AÜKvi| ìRv eÜ K‡i Av‡jv R¡vj‡Z wM‡qI R¡vjj bv;
ïb‡Z †cj Kv‡QB †KD †duvcv‡”Q|
Ôwkwi?Õ wdmwdm Kij ivbv|
WyK‡i †Ku‡` IVvi kã n‡jv| cigyn~‡Z© ivbvi Mv‡q
Suvwc‡q coj †g‡qUv| AM©jgy³ Av‡eM fvwm‡q w`j `yÕRb‡K,
Zvici A™¢yZ GK ai‡bi cÖwZ‡hvwMZvq †g‡Z DVj Iiv|
ivbv‡K wd‡i †c‡q wkwi Zvi mg¯— Avì GKm‡½ †X‡j w`‡”Q,
Zvi A`g¨ Kvbœv Avm‡j Avb‡›ìB cÖKvk| Kvbœvi m‡½ Pj‡Q
gy‡L nvZ †evjv‡bv, Mv‡j Mvj Nlv, ey‡K †U‡b wb‡q ivbv‡K
ev‡Ni LuvPv 197

wc‡l †djv| ivbvI e¨¯—, wkwii wc‡V nvZ eywj‡q mvš—¡bv I
Afq w`‡”Q, Kcvj †_‡K Pzj mwi‡q gy‡Q w`‡”Q †Pv‡Li cvwb|
Zvici ax‡i ax‡i AbïKg GKUv e¨¯—Zv †c‡q emj
I‡ì‡K| wb‡RivI ej‡Z cvi‡e bv c¨v‡mR n‡q KLb
K¨viwj‡bi †eWiƒ‡g Xy‡K c‡o‡Q| GLbI Iiv †g‡S‡Z
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Ki‡Q ci¯úi‡K|
mKvj `kUvq ivbvi Nyg fvOvj wkwi| †nv‡U‡ji wK‡Pb †_‡K

†m× wWg, gvLb Avi i“wU Pzwi K‡i G‡b‡Q, wb‡Ri nv‡Z
ivbv‡K LvB‡q cv‡ki my¨B‡Ui wK‡Pb †_‡K `yÕKvc KwdI
evwb‡q Avbj| ÔnvB‡Wªvd‡qjUv cvIqv †M‡Q †Lvjv mvM‡i,
dz‡qj dzwi‡q hvIqvq GwÄb eÜ wQj| †ev‡U †Ls, Bqvg ev
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ivbv| ÔZvi Av‡M †evUUv‡K †Lvjv mvM‡ii w`‡K Nywi‡q †Q‡o
w`B|Õ
Ôgv_vq e¨v‡ÛR euvav wKg Db LvwbK Av‡M GK`j †jvK
wb‡q jvk LyuR‡Z †Mj Avevi| mKvj QÕUv †_‡K `y‡Uv
†nwjKÞviI IB GKB Kv‡R e¨¯—| mevB Lye D‡ËwRZ, Z‡e
†KD gyL Lyj‡Z PvB‡Q bv| KviYI Av‡QÑAvi NÈvLv‡b‡Ki
g‡a¨ jyKvm Avs‡K‡ji †c−b j¨vÛ Ki‡e †jwU‡m| me
e¨vcv‡iB Zuv‡K AÜKv‡i ivLv n‡q‡Q, Kvj iv‡Zi NUbvI...Õ
ÔwmRv‡ii †ev‡U Zzwg mv`v Avj‡Lj−v †i‡L G‡mwQ‡j wK
g‡b K‡i?Õ Rvb‡Z PvBj ivbv|
Ô†mŠw` Avie †_‡K Kvj K‡qKRb Uz¨wi÷ G‡m‡Q
198 gvmy` ivbvÐ311

†nv‡U‡j,Õ ejj wkwi| ÔZv‡ìB GKR‡bi ìRv †Lvjv †`‡L
Iqv‡Wª©ve †_‡K †WªmUv Pzwi Kwi| fvejvg IUv ci‡j †Pnviv
†Mvcb Kiv †Zvgvi R‡b¨ mnR n‡e| G-me _vK, RymvBIi
m‡½ †Zvgvi wK K_v n‡jv ZvB e‡jv|Õ
ÔI-m‡ei †Kvb ¸i“Z¡ †bB, wkwi,Õ ejj ivbv| Z‡e
weÁvbx‡ì †KvqvU©v‡i †cŠQvevi GKUv Dcvq †`‡L G‡mwQ|
wØZxq AvÛviMÖvD‡Û Aw·‡Rb mvc−vB †`qv n‡”Q †gwk‡bi
mvnv‡h¨| †gwkb¸‡jv †Kv_vq emv‡bv n‡q‡Q Rvwb bv, m¤¢eZ
†Rbv‡iU‡ii KvQvKvwQ †Kv_vI n‡e, Z‡e †h Gqvi Wv± w`‡q
Aw·‡Rb mvc−vB †`qv nq †mUv †`‡L G‡mwQ|Õ
ÔZvigv‡b Avevi Zzwg ILv‡b hv‡e? wbN©vZ g„Zzï nvZ
†_‡K †eu‡P Avmvi ciI?Õ
ÔAvwg bv †M‡j †Zvgvi evev‡K mveavb Ki‡e †K?Õ
ÔwK e¨vcv‡i mveavb Ki‡Z PvI?Õ
ÔAmy‡Li fvY Ki‡Z n‡e Iu‡K| Gevi †W‡fb‡cvU© G‡j
Zuvi m‡½ †`Lv Kiv Pj‡e bv|Õ
Ô†Kb?Õ
ÔGLbI cy‡iv c−¨vbUv ¯úó nqwb g‡bi g‡a¨, ZvB ej‡Z
cviwQ bv| ïay GUzKz ej‡Z cvwi, wec` Gov‡Z n‡j Amy¯’Zvi
fvY Ki‡Z n‡e †Zvgvi evev‡K|Õ
ÔGR‡b¨ †Zvgvi ILv‡b hvIqvi wK ìKvi? AvwgB †Zv
Rvwb‡q w`‡Z cvwi|Õ
ÔwKfv‡e?Õ
Ô†Uwj‡dv‡b| GKw`b ci GKw`b †Uwj‡dv‡b †hvMv‡hvM
Kivi AbygwZ Av‡Q Avgv‡ì| hwÌ Acv‡iUi ïb‡e Avgv‡ì
K_v, Avwg evsjvq ej‡j eyS‡e bv wKQyB|Õ
ev‡Ni LuvPv 199

Ôevn&, PgrKvi! wVK Av‡Q GB `vwqZ¡Uv Zvn‡j †Zvgv‡KB
†`qv †Mj| wKš‘ Zvic‡iI Avgvi †h‡Z n‡e ILv‡b wKQy
wRwbm msMÖn Kivi R‡b¨|Õ
ÔAvgiv †Kvbfv‡e GdweAvB ev wmAvBG-i m‡½
†hvMv‡hvM Ki‡Z cvwi bv?Õ
ÔI‡ì cÖfvekvjx wKQy Awdmvi‡K cwP‡q †d‡j‡Q
RymvBI, Kv‡RB mvnvh¨ PvIqvUv D‡ë wec` †W‡K Avb‡Z
cv‡i| Z‡e, G wb‡q Zzwg wPš—v †Kv‡iv bv| c−¨vb Kivi R‡b¨
nv‡Z cÖPzi mgq cve| AviI GKUv w`K mvgjv‡Z n‡e|Õ
ÔAv‡iKUv w`K gv‡b?Õ
ÔGiB g‡a¨ fy‡j †M‡j? ZzwgB bv ej‡j, †UKAd Kivi
mgq wi‡gvU K‡›Uªv‡ji mvnv‡h¨ †Zvgvi jyKvm Avs‡K‡ji
†c−bUv Dwo‡q †`‡e wmRvi|Õ
ÔI, nu¨v! ivbv, wKQy GKUv Ki‡e bv Zzwg?Õ
ÔKie †Zv e‡UB,Õ ejj ivbv| ÔwKš‘ wKfv‡e wK Kie
GLbI Rvwb bv|Õ
Ôfvj K_v,Õ ejj wkwi, ÔAvR iv‡Z wKš‘ GLv‡b, gv‡b
K¨viwj‡bi my¨B‡U †Zvgvi _vKv Pj‡e bv|Õ
Ô†Kb? K¨v_wib G‡m `Lj K‡i †b‡e Avgv‡K?Õ
Ôbv, VvÆv bq| wK e‡jwQjvg fy‡j †MQ? Kvj AviI GKUv
†c−b †UKAd Ki‡e †jwUm †_‡K| mvZRb †µZv‡K gvqvwg‡Z
†cuŠ‡Q w`‡Z hv‡e wmRvi|Õ
Ô†Zv?Õ
ÔwmRvi jxqvi †R‡Ui wbqwgZ cvBjU bq, we‡kl Dcj‡¶
gv‡S g‡a¨ Pvjvq| †hw`b †c−b wb‡q iIbv nq Zvi Av‡Mi
ivZUv GLv‡b KvUvq K¨viwjb, wmRvi‡K wb‡q|Õ
200 gvmy` ivbvÐ311

bZzb Z_Üv wb‡q Mfxi wPš—vq Wy‡e †Mj ivbv| GKmgq
ejj, ÔK¨viwj‡bi GB my¨B‡U jywK‡q _vKvi †Kvb Dcvq †bB?Õ
Ô†Kb, GLv‡b _vK‡Z PvBQ †Kb?Õ
ÔAv‡Q wKbv?Õ
GKUz wPš—v Kij wkwi| Ôc¨v‡m‡Ri Ici GKUv gvPv Av‡Q,
UzwKUvwK wRwb‡m Vvmv| wKš‘ ILv‡b mvivUv ivZ Zzwg KvUv‡e
wKfv‡e?Õ
ÔAvgvi gv_vq GKUv c−¨vb G‡m‡Q, c‡i me Ly‡j eje,
†Kgb? Z‡e IB gvPv‡ZB Avgv‡K ivZ KvUv‡Z n‡e, wkwi| fvj
K_v, †Zvgvi weªd‡KmUv Lvwj K‡i †i‡Lv, Avgvi ìKvi n‡e|Õ
Awfgv‡b †VuvU †dvjvj wkwi| Ômviv ivZ Avwg GKv...Õ
nVvr †Lqvj n‡jv j¾vi gv_v †L‡q wK e‡j †dj‡Z hvw”Qj,
†kvaiv‡bvi e¨_© †Póvq gyL XvKj `yÕnv‡Z|
wØZxq AvÛviMÖvDÛ †_‡K cÖ‡qvRbxq wRwbmcÎ wb‡q wd‡i

G‡m‡Q ivbv| wkwii my¨B‡U mvivw`b A‡c¶v Kij I, wKš‘
jyKvm †W‡fb‡cvU© †jwU‡m G‡jb bv| wZwb hw` bvB Av‡mb,
K¨viwj‡bi my¨B‡Ui gvPvq ivZ KvUvevi †Kvb cÖ‡qvRb †bB
ivbviÑAš—Z wkwii ZvB aviYv| wKš‘ ivbvi c−¨vb ivbvB Rv‡b,
†W‡fb‡cvU© bv †cuŠQ‡jI gvPvq DV‡e I|
ÔAvR Avgvi †kv Av‡Q, Kv‡RB Avwg †Mjvg,Õ mÜ¨vi w`‡K
ejj wkwi| ÔDcvq †bB, ivZUv †Zvgv‡K bv †L‡qB _vK‡Z
n‡e|Õ
ÔPzwi‡Z †Zv fvjB nvZ cvwK‡qQ,Õ ejj ivbv| Ô†divi
mgq hw` cv‡iv wKQy wb‡q G‡mv, Avi `yB my¨B‡Ui gvSLv‡bi
ìRvUv Ly‡j †i‡Lv| hw` my‡hvM cvB †`Lv K‡i hve †Zvgvi
ev‡Ni LuvPv 201

m‡½|Õ
Avi wKQy bv e‡j P‡j †Mj wkwi| GKUz ciB cv‡ki
my¨B‡U hvevi cÖ¯‘wZ wbj ivbv| wc¯—j m‡½B Av‡Q, wkwii
weªd‡KmUv Zz‡j wbj weQvbvi Ici †_‡K| IUvq Av‡MB f‡i
†i‡L‡Q GKUv †cwÝj UP©, wKQy Zvi, GKUv c−vqvm©, ¯Œz-
WªvBfvi, †Uc Avi wØZxq AvÛviMÖvD‡Ûi wUªcj‡nWvi k¨vdU
†_‡K Pzwi Kiv wi‡gvU K‡›Uªvj hš¿Uv| ivbv Avkv Ki‡Q, wmRvi
UvBg †evgv eënvi bv K‡i †iwWI wmMb¨v‡ji gva¨‡g
A¨vKwU‡fU Ki‡e weªd‡K‡mi †evgvUv|
gvSLv‡bi ìRv Lyj‡Z hv‡e ivbv, wkwii †eWiƒ‡g Sb Sb
k‡ã †e‡R DVj †Uwj‡dvbUv| w¯’i n‡q †Mj I| Zvici ax‡i
ax‡i †eWiƒ‡g G‡m XyKj| †Uwj‡dv‡bi cv‡k ùvwo‡q wPš—v
Ki‡Q| †K Ki‡Z cv‡i †dvbUv? wkwi I‡K †dvb Kivi SzuwK
†b‡e bv| nq‡Zv K¨viwjb K‡i‡Q, †KŠk‡j Rvb‡Z PvB‡Q
wkwii my¨B‡U †KD Av‡Q wKbv| wKš‘ K¨viwjb hw` m‡›`n K‡i
ivbv wkwii my¨B‡U jywK‡q Av‡Q, Zvi †Zv †evSv DwPZ †h †dvb
G‡jI wiwmf Ki‡e bv I| †dvb bv K‡i m‡›`n wbim‡bi Ab¨
†Kvb Dcvq †e‡Q †b‡e †m| Zvn‡j? Ggb wK n‡Z cv‡i, wkwi
Ri“ix †Kvb Lei w`‡Z PvB‡Q I‡K?
Gevi wb‡q mvZevi wiO n‡”Q| wØav †S‡o †d‡j wiwmfvi
Zz‡j Kv‡b †VKvj ivbv|
Ô`k wgwbU n‡jv †cuŠ‡Q‡Qb Dwb,Õ wkwii Mjv| Avi wKQy bv
e‡j †hvMv‡hvM †K‡U w`j †m|
AÜKvi Kvgivq wKQy¶Y ùvwo‡q _vKj ivbv| m‡›`n †bB
Dwb ej‡Z jyKvm †W‡fb‡cvU©‡KB †evSv‡Z †P‡q‡Q wkwi|
hvK, †kl ch©š— f`ª‡jvK †cuŠ‡Q‡Qb| cÖkœ n‡jv, KvjB wZwb
202 gvmy` ivbvÐ311

wd‡i hv‡eb wKbv, Ges †M‡j w`‡bi wVK KLb? AviI GKUz
wPš—v Ki‡Z ivbv Dcjwä Kij, GUv †Zgb ¸i“Z¡c~Y© cÖkœ bq|
KviY hLbB wZwb we`vq †bb, Zuvi we`vq †bqvi Av‡M mvZ
†µZv‡K wb‡q wmRvi †UK-Ad Ki‡e bv|
K¨viwjb hw` wmRv‡ii m‡½ ivZ KvUv‡Z Av‡m, m‡Ü
†_‡K wb‡q Mfxi ivZ ch©š— †h-†Kvb mgq Avm‡Z cv‡i †m|
Kv‡RB Zvi my¨B‡U GLbB Xy‡K cov ìKvi Ii|
K¨viwjbB m¤¢eZ Av‡M Avm‡e, Zvici wmRvi| `yÕRb
GKm‡½I Avm‡Z cv‡i| gvPvq emvi mywe‡a n‡jv, my¨B‡U
†XvKvi mgq wmRvi‡K ivbv †`L‡Z cv‡e| †`L‡Z cv‡e Zvi
nvZ Lvwj, bvwK weªd‡Km Av‡Q| Aek¨ ïay weªd‡Km †`‡L
†Kvb jvf †bB, wbwðZfv‡e Rvb‡Z n‡e IB weªd‡K‡m UvBg
†evgvUv Av‡Q wKbv|
m‡Üi ci, mv‡o QÕUvi w`‡K gvPvq DVj ivbv| K‡qKUv
KvW©‡evW© ev‡·i Avov‡j †ò NÈv e‡m _vKvi ci †Ui †cj
cv‡ki my¨B‡U wd‡i Gj wkwi| `k wgwbUI cvi nqwb, my¨B‡Ui
ìRvq kã n‡jv, Kx †nv‡j Pvwe †XvKv‡”Q †KD|
gvPvi wKbviv †_‡K GKUz wcwQ‡q Gj ivbv| AÜKv‡i wKQy
†`Lv hv‡”Q bv, Z‡e ìRv †Lvjvi AvIqvR XyKj Kv‡b,
ZviciB †kvbv †Mj GKvwaK gvby‡li nuvcv‡bvi kã| g‡b
n‡jv †K ev Kviv †hb †MvOv‡”Q|
myBP †Ucvi AvIqvR, ZviB m‡½ c¨v‡m‡Ri GKUv
wUDejvBU R¡jj| mv`v Av‡jvq K¨viwjb Avi wmRvi‡K
†`L‡Z †cj ivbv, ìRvi Kv‡Q ùvwo‡q wb‡R‡ì g‡a¨ †hb
a¯—vaw¯— ev gvivgvwi Ki‡Q| †g‡S‡Z, wmRv‡ii cv‡qi Kv‡Q
GKUv weªd‡Km|
ev‡Ni LuvPv 203

nVvr wmRvi‡K av°v w`‡q mwi‡q w`j K¨viwjb|
wmRvi‡K AevK n‡Z †`Lj ivbv| ÔwK n‡jv?Õ
ÔIUv Zzwg †Kvb Av‡°‡j GLv‡b wb‡q G‡j?Õ Bw½‡Z
weªd‡KmUv †`Lvj K¨viwjb| Ô†cÖg Kie wK, IUvi K_v
fve‡jB nvZ-cv VvÊv n‡q Avm‡Q Avgvi|Õ
Ô`~i †evKv!Õ nvmj wmRvi, Kv‡jv gy‡L mv`v ùvZ wSK K‡i
DVj| Ôwi‡gvU K‡›Uªv‡j Pvc bv w`‡j †Kvbw`bB IUv dvU‡e
bv|Õ
Ô†Kv_vq †mUv?Õ AuvZ‡K D‡V Rvb‡Z PvBj K¨viwjb|
ÔnVvr hw` Pvc †j‡M hvq?Õ
c‡K‡U nvZ f‡i ¯^”Q c−vw÷‡Ki GKUv ev· †ei K‡i
K¨viwjb‡K †`Lvj wmRvi| Ôev‡·i †fZi Av‡Q, wKfv‡e Pvc
jvM‡e?Õ
ÔRvbZvg Zzwg wec‡` co‡Z fvjevm, wKš‘ GZUv
†ec‡ivqv Rvbv wQj bv| KvRUv Zzwg fvj K‡ivwb, wmRvi|Õ
ÔwK Avðh©, GZ fq cv”Q †Kb!Õ Amnvq †`Lvj wmRvi‡K|
ÔGZ fq †c‡j Kvj mKv‡j Zzwg †evgvUv dvUv‡e wKfv‡e?Õ
Ô†K ejj Avwg dvUve?Õ nVvr nvmj K¨viwjb, MjvUv wbPz
Kij|
Ô†K ejj gv‡b? em& wb‡R bv †Zvgv‡K `vwqZ¡ w`‡jb?Õ
gUgU K‡i AvOyj gUKvj K¨viwjb| Ôe‡mi KvQ †_‡K
AviI GKUv `vwqZ¡ †P‡q wb‡qwQ Avwg, Zv Rv‡bv? †Zvgiv P‡j
†M‡j Kvj `ycy‡i dvivn‡K Avwg mv‡ci Kvgo LvIqve|Õ
Ô†nvqvU!Õ
ÔAvgvi GKUv `ye©jZvi K_v Zzwg †Zv Rv‡bvB,Õ wdmwdm
K‡i ejj K¨viwjb| ÔGK‡N‡qwg KvUvevi R‡b¨ gv‡Sg‡a¨
204 gvmy` ivbvÐ311

†g‡qi mvwbœa¨ †c‡Z PvB| dvivn‡K fvj jvMvq Zv‡K Avwg
cÖ¯—ve w`B| Rev‡e †m Avgvi Mv‡j Po †g‡i‡Q| Kv‡RB em&
hLb ej‡jb †h dvivn‡K Zuvi Avi †Kvb cÖ‡qvRb †bB, m‡½
m‡½ Ii eë¯’v Kivi `vwqZ¡Uv †P‡q wbjvg Avwg|Õ
ÔwKš‘ Zvi m‡½ †evgv dvUvevi wK m¤úK©?Õ
Ôïay ïay KvD‡K gviv hvq? GKUv ARynvZ ìKvi bv?Õ
gy‡L nvZ Pvcv w`‡q nvmj K¨viwjb| ÔGqviw÷ª‡ci cv‡k mevB
hLb _vKe, wg. †W‡fb‡cvU© we`vq †bqvi mgq, Ii nv‡Z
wi‡gvU K‡›UªvjUv awi‡q †è Avwg| wg. †W‡fb‡cv‡U©i †c−b
†UK-Ad Kivi ci †evZv‡g Pvc w`‡Z eje I‡K| I †Zv Avi
Rvb‡e bv Pvc w`‡j wK NU‡e| Rvb‡jB ev wK, wg. RymvBIi
mvg‡b Avgvi wb‡`©k Agvb¨ Kivi mvnm n‡e bv Ii| †evZv‡g
Pvc w`‡jB †Zv eyg, mvM‡ii Ici we‡ùvwiZ n‡e †c−bUv| GB
NUbvi R‡b¨ dvivn‡K `vqx Kie Avwg| em‡K eje, wZwb †hb
Zvi †cvlv mvcUv Ii Mjvq Rwo‡q †`b|Õ †n‡m DVj Avevi|
ÔAvBwWqvUv †Kgb, wUg?Õ
ÔG‡Z Avgvi mvq †bB,Õ ejj wmRvi| Ôe¨vcviUv AZ¨š—
wiw¯‹| dvivn hw` wi‡gvU K‡›Uªvj Qyu‡o †d‡j †`q? IUv †f‡O
†M‡j †evgv dvU‡e?Õ
K¨viwjb †i‡M †Mj| ÔG wb‡q †Zvgv‡K gv_v Nvgv‡Z n‡e
bv| Zzwg GLb e‡jv †evgv Avi ev·Uv wb‡q wK Ki‡e|Õ
ÔZzwg hw` PvI †evgvUv Avgvi Kvgivq _vK‡e, Zvn‡j
IUvi m‡½ Avgv‡KI ILv‡b _vK‡Z n‡e|Õ
ÔwVK Av‡Q, GLv‡bB †Kv_vI iv‡Lv Zvn‡j, wKš‘ †eWiƒ‡g
bq|Õ
Ô†eWiƒ‡g bq?Õ e‡j †PvL Zz‡j gvPvi w`‡K ZvKvj wmRvi|
ev‡Ni LuvPv 205

ÔùvovI, fvj RvqMv †c‡qwQ|Õ weªd‡KmUv †g‡S †_‡K Zzjj
†m, GwM‡q G‡m cv‡qi AvOy‡j fi w`‡q hZUv m¤¢e DuPz n‡jv|
e¨vcviUv nVvr NU‡Q, ZvB kã bv K‡i wcwQ‡q Avmvi mgqB
ivbv †cj bv, weªd‡KmUv mivmwi Ii †Kv‡jB Zz‡j w`j
wmRvi| c−vw÷‡Ki ev·Uv ivLj weªd‡K‡mi Ici|
c¨v‡mR †_‡K wmwUsiƒ‡g, †mLvb †_‡K †eWiƒ‡g P‡j †Mj
Iiv| †cwÝj UP© †R¡‡j m‡½ m‡½ KvR ïi“ Kij ivbv|
Kgwe‡bkb jK, wbw`©ó msL¨v¸‡jv Rvbv bv _vK‡j †Lvjv m¤¢ê
bq| fvej, weªd‡Km Qywi w`‡q †K‡U †dj‡j ¶wZ wK?
†cwÝj U‡P©i Av‡jvq †evgvUv cix¶v Kij ivbv| AZ¨š—
kw³kvjx †evgv, dvU‡j UzK‡iv bq, jyKvm †W‡fb‡cv‡U©i †c−b
†mªd ay‡jv n‡q hv‡e| †evgvi m‡½ wdU Kiv wmMbvj wiwmwfs
†gKvwbRg Avjv`v Kivi KvRUvq nvZ w`‡Z wM‡qI w`j bv I|
mgqmv‡c¶ KvR, †kl nevi Av‡MB hw` wmRvi weªd‡KmUv
wb‡Z P‡j Av‡m?
wkwii weªd‡KmUv Lvwj Kij ivbv| †evgv mn wmRv‡ii
†KmUvi IRb n‡e Pvi †KwRi gZ| gvPvq GKUv Uzje·
cvIqv †Mj| †fZ‡i nvZzwo, †iÂ, K‡qK ev· †c‡iK BZ¨vw`
i‡q‡Q| A¶Z †K‡m Av›`vR gZ I¸‡jv f‡i Wvqvj
†Nviv‡ZB eÜ n‡q †Mj Zvjv| †Kvb Kvi‡Y wmRvi hw` †KmUv
Lyj‡Z Pvq, ey‡S †dj‡e †KD wbðqB KvwiMwi dwj‡q‡Q|
nq‡Zv ZLb †KmUv KvU‡e †m, †`L‡Z cv‡e †fZ‡i †evgv
†bB| Z‡e Ly‡j †evgvUv †`Lvi B”Qv Zvi n‡e e‡j g‡b nq
bv|
fv‡Mï mnvqZv †cj ivbv Ab¨ w`K †_‡K| `y‡Uv wi‡gvU
K‡›Uªvj GKB iKg †`L‡Z| Z‡e ivbvi wi‡gvU K‡›Uªvj w`‡q
206 gvmy` ivbvÐ311

wbðqB †evgvUv dvUv‡bv hv‡e bv| hv‡e bv, GUv †evSvi R‡b¨
GKUv cix¶v Ki‡Z n‡e I‡K|
†evgv †_‡K wmMbvj wiwmwfs †gKvwbRg Avjv`v Ki‡Z
n‡jv| †gKvwbRg mvov w`‡jI †evgvUv GLb dvU‡e bv|
wmRv‡ii wi‡gvU K‡›Uªvj †_‡K cÖZ¨vwkZ A¨vKkb cvIqv
†Mj| Gici wb‡Ri wi‡gvU K‡›Uªv‡j Pvc w`j ivbv| RvbZ
†Kvb mvov cv‡e bv, †cjI bv|
c−vw÷‡Ki ev‡· wb‡Ri wi‡gvU K‡›Uªvj f‡i wkwii
weªd‡K‡mi Ici ivLj ivbv| Zvici †evgv I wmRv‡ii wi‡gvU
K‡›Uªvj mn wb‡Ri mg¯— wRwbm wb‡q mveav‡b †b‡g †Mj gvPv
†_‡K| me hw` wVKVvK gZ N‡U, Uzjm fiv weªd‡KmUv
†W‡fb‡cv‡U©i †c−‡b Zz‡j †`‡e K¨viwjb| †c−b †UK-Ad Kivi
mgq wi‡gvU K‡›Uªv‡j †m ev wkwi †h-B Pvc w`K, †c−bUvi †Kvb
¶wZ †Zv n‡eB bv, †hLv‡bB _vKzK †evgvUvI we‡ùvwiZ n‡e
bv|
Z‡e ivbvi Kv‡Ri A‡a©KUv GLbI evwK| †mUv cÖ_g
A‡a©‡Ki †P‡q A‡bK †ewk KwVb| bZzb GKUv weªd‡K‡m f‡i
†evgvUv wmRv‡ii jxqvi †R‡U †i‡L Avm‡Z n‡e| KwVb ej‡j
wKQyB ejv nq bv, G cÖvq Am¤¢e GKUv KvR| Gqviw÷ª‡c Kov
cvnviv Av‡Q, †c−‡bi Kv‡Q †NulvB hv‡e bv| wmRvi Avi
K¨viwj‡bi K_v †kvbvi ci Av‡iKUv eyw× †Lj‡Q ivbvi
gv_vq, wKš‘ evav n‡q ùvov‡”Q wkwi| wkwi hw` RymvBIi cv‡k
_v‡K, RymvBI‡K wKfv‡e Dwo‡q †`‡e I?
evB‡i †_‡K mvnvh¨ cvevi GKUv Dcvq nq‡Zv Av‡Q, Aš—
Z †Póv K‡i †`L‡e ivbv| †mR‡b¨ j¨vcUcUv ìKvi n‡e|
†mUv wK Ii my¨B‡U Av‡Q GLbI?
ev‡Ni LuvPv 207

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gvPv †_‡K †b‡g wK‡P‡b XyKj ivbv, KwiWi duvKv †`‡L
†ei“j, Zvjv †Lvjv ìRvi KevU †V‡j Xy‡K coj cv‡ki
my¨B‡U| AÜKv‡i ìRvi †fZiB ùvwo‡q wQj wkwi, av°v †L‡q
wdmwdm Kij, Ôivbv?Õ
ìRv eÜ Kij ivbv| wkwii nvZ a‡i †U‡b Avbj
†eWiƒ‡g| ÔZzwg AvR bv‡Pvwb|Õ nv‡Zi wRwbm¸‡jv weQvbvi
Ici ivLj|
Ôbv| wKg Db ejj AvR‡Ki †kv `kUvq ïi“ n‡e|Õ
AÜKv‡i fyi“ †KuvPKvj ivbv| Ô†Kb?Õ
ÔKvj Lye mKv‡j Avgvb †gvnv¤§ìv P‡j hv‡e, ivZUv Iiv
Avgvi bvP †`‡L KvUv‡Z Pvq|Õ
wkwii wbivcËv wb‡q hZB fve‡Q ivbv ZZB D‡Ø‡Mi gvÎv
evo‡Q| ÔLye mKv‡j KZ mKv‡j?Õ
ÔAvUUvq|Õ
ÔZvigv‡b wK wg. †W‡fb‡cvU© mvZUvq P‡j hv‡eb? wKsev
ZviI Av‡M?Õ
ÔZv Avwg Rvwb bv|Õ ivbv‡K Rwo‡q a‡i Av‡Q wkwi| ÔZzwg
P‡j G‡j †h?Õ
208 gvmy` ivbvÐ311
ÔILv‡b Avgvi Avi †Kvb KvR †bB,Õ ejj ivbv| Ô†Zvgvi
AveŸv‡K †g‡mRUv w`‡Z †c‡iQ?Õ
Ônu¨v|Õ
Ô†fwi ¸W! GBw`KUv Zvn‡j wbwðš— _vKv hv‡”Q| Gevi
e‡jv wKg Db Avi wKQy ejj? bZzb wKQy Rvb‡Z †c‡iQ?Õ
Ôbv|Õ
ÔGKUv K_v Zzwg Avgv‡K ej‡Z fy‡j †MQ, wkwi,Õ ejj
ivbv| Ô†Zvgvi jyKvm Avs‡Kj †jwUm †_‡K P‡j hvevi mgq
wVK wK wK N‡U|Õ
ÔwK N‡U?Õ
ÔZzwgB e‡jv|Õ
GK gyn~Z© wPš—v Kij wkwi| ÔI, eyS‡Z †c‡iwQ| nu¨v,
RymvBI mn cÖ_gmvwii cÖvq me ÷vdB jyKvm Avs‡Kj‡K
we`vq Rvbv‡Z Gqviw÷ª‡c R‡ov nq| Z‡e Gevi RymvBI
Avm‡e wKbv Rvwb bv| K¨viwjb †c−bUv Dwo‡q †`qvi mgq
ILv‡b bvI _vK‡Z cv‡i †m|Õ
Ô_vK‡e, wkwi| we‡kl K‡i IUv †`Lvi R‡b¨B _vK‡e|Õ
eo K‡i k¦vm wbj ivbv| Ô†kv‡bv, wkwi| hv eje gb w`‡q
†kv‡bv, D‡ËwRZ n‡qv bv ev fq †c‡qv bv|Õ AÜKv‡iI wkwii
†XvK †Mjvi kã †cj ivbv|
ÔwVK Av‡Q,Õ wdmwdm Kij wkwi| Ôe‡jv|Õ
ÔKvj mKv‡j †W‡fb‡cv‡U©i †c−‡b †h weªd‡KmUv K¨viwjb
Zz‡j †`‡e Zv‡Z †evgv _vK‡e bv,Õ ax‡i ax‡i ejj ivbv| ÔwKš‘
†m-K_v Avwg Avi Zzwg Qvov Avi †KD Rv‡b bv...Õ
Ô†evgvUv Zvn‡j †Kv_vq?Õ
Ô†Zvgvi weQvbvq| fq †c‡qv bv, Avwg bv dvUv‡j IUv
ev‡Ni LuvPv 209

dvU‡e bv| †h-K_v ejwQjvg| K¨viwjb‡K ej‡Z ïbjvg, Zzwg
Ii wK GKUv †bvsiv cÖ¯—ve cÖZ¨vL¨vb Kivq I †Zvgvi Ici
mvsNvwZK †L‡c Av‡Q| ZvB e`jv †bqvi R‡b¨ wi‡gvU
K‡›UªvjUv †Zvgv‡K w`‡q Acv‡iU Kiv‡e, Zvici we‡ùviYUvi
R‡b¨ †Zvgv‡K `vqx K‡i RymvBI‡K ej‡e Zvi mvcUv †Zvgvi
Mv‡q Qyu‡o w`‡Z|Õ
wkwi wkD‡i DV‡Z ivbv Zv‡K ey‡K †U‡b wbj|
ÔGZ¶Y hv ejjvg, Zvi Zvrch© eyS‡Z cviQ? ey‡S
_vK‡j e‡jv Avgv‡K|Õ
ÔAvwg wi‡gvU K‡›Uªvj Acv‡iU Ki‡jI †c−‡bi †Kvb ¶wZ
n‡e bv|Õ
Ô¸W| nu¨v| Avi †evgv bv dvU‡j Iiv mevB Ggb nKPwK‡q
hv‡e †h †Zvgvi K_v KviI g‡bB _vK‡e bv|Õ
Ônu¨v, m¤¢eZ|Õ
ÔwVK IB mgq, mevB hLb nZf¤^ ev wb‡R‡ì g‡a¨ ZK©
Ki‡Q, Zzwg ZLb wK Ki‡e? Zzwg ZLb kvš—fv‡e m‡i Avm‡e|
†hw`K Lywk, hZ `~‡i cv‡iv...Õ
ÔwKš‘ †Kb? Zzwg wK wVK IB mgq †evgvUv dvwU‡q
RymvBI‡K Dwo‡q w`‡Z PvI?Õ
Ôïay RymvBI‡K ejQ †Kb, Zvi wklïv cÖvq mevB ILv‡b
_vK‡e| Avwg Avgvi eÜz‡ì mvnvh¨ PvBe| hw` Iiv mgqgZ
G‡m hvq, Zvn‡j aiv co‡e RymvBI| Avi hw` Iiv †cuŠQ‡Z
bv cv‡i, Zvn‡j gi‡Z n‡e I‡ì|Õ
ÔGB c−¨vb †Zvgv‡K e`jv‡Z n‡Z cv‡i, ivbv,Õ i“×k¦v‡m
ejj wkwi| ÔKviY jyKvm Avs‡Kj we`vq †bqvi mgq evev‡K
Iiv †U‡bwnuP‡o Gqviw÷ª‡c wb‡q Avm‡Z cv‡i| Aš—Z Gi
210 gvmy` ivbvÐ311

Av‡Mievi G‡bwQj| ZLb mwZ¨B Amy¯’ wQj evev|Õ
ÔG-K_v Av‡M †Zv e‡jvwb Zzwg!Õ ivbv nZvk|
ÔcÖm½Uv Av‡M I‡Vwb, ZvB ewjwb|Õ
Ô†m‡¶‡Î bZzb K‡i fve‡Z n‡e Avgv‡K,Õ ejj ivbv|
ÔGqviw÷ª‡c Zzwg wKfv‡e †evgv dvUv‡Z PvI?Õ wR‡Ám
Kij wkwi| Ôwi‡gvU K‡›Uªv‡ji mvnv‡h¨? †evgvUv ILv‡b wb‡q
hv‡e †K?Õ
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dvUv‡e †K?Õ
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wKQy Rvb‡Z †P‡qv bv| Ggwb‡ZB A‡bK †ewk ejv n‡q †M‡Q
†Zvgv‡K|Õ
Ôivbv, Zzwg wK AvZ¥nZ¨v Kivi K_v fveQ?Õ
Ô`~i cvMj! AvZ¥nZ¨v Ki‡j †Zvgvi m‡½ †cÖg Ki‡e †K!
G cÖm‡½ Avi †Kvb cÖkœ bq, c−xR| Av”Qv, †KvbI †KŠk‡j
†Zvgvi Gqviw÷ª‡c hvIqvUv eÜ Kiv hvq bv?Õ
ÔwK Rvwb, g‡b nq bv| AvwgI Amy¯’ n‡q c‡owQ †mUv
RymvBI wek¦vm Ki‡e bv| Zey, wVK Av‡Q, †Póv Kie,Õ ejj
wkwi| ÔwKš‘ hw` mdj bv nB? ZLb wK n‡e? a‡iv Gqviw÷ª‡c
†h‡Z eva¨ njvg Avgiv, wKš‘ GK my‡hv‡M Avwg m‡i Avm‡Z
cvijvg, wKš‘ evev i‡q †Mj, ZLb Zzwg wK Ki‡e?Õ
Ô†mUv Zzwg Avgvi Ici †Q‡o `vI,Õ ejj ivbv| Ôhv Kivi
ey‡S ï‡bB Kie Avwg| hw` †`wL †Zvgvi evev I‡ì m‡½
Av‡Qb, †evgvUv Avwg dvUve bv| fvj K_v, Avgvi GKUv Z_¨
ìKvi|Õ
ev‡Ni LuvPv 211

ÔwK Z_¨?Õ
ÔZzwg e‡jQ wmRvi jxqvi †R‡Ui wbqwgZ cvBjU bq,Õ
ejj ivbv| Ô†m Qvov Avi †K Pvjvq?Õ
ÔKLbI wKg Db, KLbI jx mys| †Kb?Õ
ÔIiv wK †nwjKÞviI Pvjv‡Z Rv‡b? Pvjv‡Z KLbI
†`‡LQ?Õ
ÔwKg DbB †Zv RymvBIi cÖvB‡fU †nwjKÞviUv Pvjvq|
Z‡e mys-Gi K_v ej‡Z cvie bv|Õ
Ôabëv`, wkwi|Õ wi÷Iqv‡Pi dm&d‡i‡m›U Wvqv‡j †PvL
ivLj ivbv| ÔAvUUv `k| Zzwg bvg‡e KLb?Õ
Ô†`wi Av‡Q, `kUvi w`‡K| †Kb?Õ
ÔZzwg ìRv Ly‡j †`‡Lv KwiW‡i †KD Av‡Q wKbv, Avwg
GKUz †ei“e|Õ wkwii †Vuv‡U GKUv AvOyj †P‡c aij ivbv|
Ôj²xwU, †Kvb cÖkœ bq| Avwg †ewi‡q †M‡jB Zzwg ìRv eÜ
K‡i †`‡e| wdi‡Z Lye †ewk n‡j Ava NÈv jvM‡e Avgvi|
wZbevi bK Kie, †Kgb?Õ AÜKv‡i nvZ‡o weQvbv †_‡K
†evgvmn †Piv weªd‡Km, wi‡gvU K‡›Uªvj, wmMbvj wiwmwfs
†gKvwbR‡gi DcKiY BZ¨vw` Zz‡j wbj|
Ava NÈv gv‡b wÎk wgwbU, A_P wkwii g‡b n‡”Q wÎk
NÈv| ivbv P‡j hvevi ci wek wgwbU PzcPvc AÜKv‡i e‡m
_vKj †m, evwK `k wgwbU cvqPvwi K‡i KvwU‡q w`j|
Ava NÈv cvi n‡jv| Zvici Pwj−k wgwbU| GK mgq GK
NÈv| ivbv wdij bv|
gy‡L nvZ Pvcv w`‡q Kuv`‡Z ïi“ Kij wkwi| Ii gb
ej‡Q, †Kvbw`bB Avi wdi‡e bv `ytmvnmx †jvKUv|
212 gvmy` ivbvÐ311

wkwii my¨BU †_‡K †ewi‡q wmuwo †e‡q QÕZjvq DVj ivbv|
j¨vcUcUv eënvi Kivi R‡b¨ wb‡Ri my¨B‡U wdi‡Z n‡e
I‡K| Avi wmRv‡ii Kvgivq Xyu gvi‡Z n‡e AwZwi³ GKUv
weªd‡K‡mi †Luv‡R|
mvg‡b coj 721 b¤î Kvgiv| GB Kvgivi Zvjv Pvwe Qvov
Av‡MI GKevi Ly‡j‡Q ivbv, wØZxqevi Lyj‡Z cÖ_gev‡ii †P‡q
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†cwÝj UP© R¡vjv gvÎ †Pv‡Li mvg‡b mgvavbUv †`L‡Z
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iO, GKB AvK…wZ| `y‡UviB Zvjv †Lvjv, †fZ‡i wKQy †bB|
wmRv‡ii GKUv weªd‡K‡m †evgvUv fij ivbv, fivi ci
IUvi m‡½ wmMbvj wiwmwfs †gKvwbRg †Rvov jvMvj| GLb
GUv R¨vš— †evgv, wi‡gvU K‡›Uªv‡ji wbw`©ó GKUv †evZv‡g Pvc
jvM‡jB we‡ùvwiZ n‡e| †miKg hw` wKQy N‡U, mvZZjv GB
†nv‡Uj cy‡ivUvB m¤¢eZ ay‡jvi m‡½ wg‡k hv‡e| wi‡gv‡Ui
GKUv †evZv‡g Pvc w`‡q hš¿Uv‡K ÔAdÕ K‡i ivLj ivbv, hv‡Z
†Kvb `yN©Ubv bv N‡U|
wmRv‡ii Kvgiv †_‡K †ewi‡q Gj ivbv| KwiWi duvKv bq,
wmuwoi w`‡K Zi“Y GK `¤úwZ †nu‡U hv‡”Q| Z‡e wcQb wd‡i
Zviv ZvKvjB bv|
wb‡Ri my¨B‡Ui ìRv Pvwe w`‡qB Lyjj ivbv| †fZ‡i Xy‡K
AÜKv‡i c_ wP‡b †eWiƒ‡gi w`‡K G‡Mv‡”Q, `yB eM‡ji wb‡P
`y‡Uv weªd‡Km|
LyU!
AvIqvRUv †evgvi gZB AvNvZ Kij Kv‡b| †mB m‡½
†PvL Kvbv K‡i w`j Av‡jvi eb¨v| Ôn¨vÛm Avc, ivbv!Õ wKg
ev‡Ni LuvPv 213

D‡bi Mjv, †Póv K‡iI Dj−vm †Mvcb ivL‡Z cvij bv| Ô†Kvb
iKg PvjvwK bq, ax‡i ax‡i mveav‡b †Nv‡iv|Õ
ivbv gv_vi Ici nvZ †Zv‡jwb, Z‡e ax‡i ax‡i Nyij|
ÔnvB!Õ †K ej‡e nvwmUv ¯^Ztù‚Z© bq! D‡bi gv_vq mv`v
e¨v‡ÛR †`‡L AviI PIov n‡jv nvwmUv|
mZK© n‡q †Mj Db| ÔeM‡j wK I¸‡jv? hvB †nvK, IB
IUvi Ici bvwg‡q iv‡Lv|Õ wmwUsiƒ‡g i‡q‡Q Iiv, nv‡Zi wc¯—
j †b‡o †mvdvUv †`Lvj|
Lvwj weªd‡KmUv eMj †_‡K †Q‡o w`j ivbv| cv‡qi cv‡k
Kv‡c©‡U coj †mUv| cv w`‡q D‡ë w`‡Z KvUvUzKz †`L‡Z †cj
Db| Ôej‡Z cvi‡e, wK wQj GUvq?Õ
wK †hb ej‡Z wM‡qI wb‡R‡K mvg‡j wbj Db, Zvici
ejj, Ô†KvbI PvjvwK bq, ivbv| Gevi wØZxq †KmUvI bvgvI,
Zvici gv_vi Ici nvZ †Zv‡jv|Õ
ÔZzwg wK Rv‡bv, jyKvm †W‡fb‡cv‡U©i †c−b †evgv dvwU‡q
Dwo‡q †`qv n‡e?Õ wR‡Ám Kij ivbv|
ÔAvi hw` GKUvI K_v e‡jv, Avwg ¸wj Kie!Õ ivbv fq
cv‡”Q bv †`‡L Db AvZw¼Z|
eMj †_‡K nv‡Z wbj ivbv weªd‡KmUv| `yÕnv‡Z ey‡Ki
Kv‡Q a‡i Av‡Q| ÔK‡iv ¸wj| `yÕR‡bB gviv hvB|Õ
D‡bi †PvL GK Pzj eo n‡jv|
Avevi nvmj ivbv| Ônu¨v, Db, Avgvi nv‡Z wmRv‡ii †evgv|
†Q‡o w`‡jB dvU‡e|Õ
D‡bi nv‡Z wifjfvi b‡o DVj, ivbvi eyK ev` w`‡q
nuvUzi Ici ZvK Kij †mUv| ¸wj Ki‡eB, eyS‡Z †c‡i
weªd‡KmUv Zvi w`‡K Qyu‡o w`j ivbv|
214 gvmy` ivbvÐ311

G‡Kev‡i †kl gyn~‡Z© †evgvZ¼ civ¯— Kij Db‡K|
weªd‡KmUv‡K Govevi R‡b¨ jvd w`j †m, wVK †hw`‡K jvd
w`‡q‡Q ivbvI| ci ci Pvi‡U Nywm Avi wZbUv jvw_ †L‡q
†`qv‡j wQU‡K coj Db, Kv‡c©‡U nuvUz †M‡o wm‡a nevi mgq
†`Lj ivbvi nv‡Z †ewi‡q G‡m‡Q wc¯—j, wb‡Ri A¯¿ c‡o
i‡q‡Q bvMv‡ji evB‡i|
AvNvZUv Avm‡Q †`‡L †PvL eyRj Db| _¨vP K‡i †h
AvIqvRUv n‡jv †mUv Zvi ïb‡Z cvIqvi K_v bq| e¨v‡ÛR
_vK‡jI, gvÎ K‡qK NÈvi cyi‡bv ¶‡Z wØZxqevi †KD hw`
Mv‡qi †Rv‡i gv‡i, Ávb nviv‡bvUv Zvi R‡b¨ Avkxe©v`|
weªd‡KmUv ivbv wnmve K‡iB Qyu‡owQj| D‡bi Mv‡q bv
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†dv‡g|
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j¾vi gv_v †L‡q †envqvi gZ wb‡Ri LvwbKUv cÖksmvI Kij
g‡b g‡b| weªd‡Km †_‡K wmMbvj wiwmwfs †gKvwbRg mn
†evgvUv †ei K‡i D‡bi †c‡U emvj I| †eWKvfvi wQu‡o
Av‡MB K‡qKUv j¤^v dvwj ˆZwi K‡i‡Q, †mB dvwj †cuwP‡q
†cuwP‡q †c‡Ui m‡½ fvj K‡i euvaj †evgvUv| Zvici Avevi
Zv‡K Kvco civj| Zvi Ávb wdi‡Z GLbI †`wi Av‡Q †f‡e
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b‡o DVj Db| ZvovZvwo Zvi nvZ `y‡Uv wcQ‡gvov K‡i euvaj
I|
ivbvi g‡b Av‡Q j¨vcUcUv e¨v‡MB †i‡LwQj, A_P †mUv
cvIqv †Mj wgwb wK‡P‡bi GKUv †Uwe‡j| cvmIqvW© UvBc
K‡i B›Uvi‡b‡Ui ms‡hvM wbj ivbv, Zvici `v UvBgm-Gi
ev‡Ni LuvPv 215

IAi K‡imc‡Û›U iemb‡K GKUv †g‡mR cvVvj: ÔRi“ix!
Ri“ix! Ri“ix! wmAvBG Avi GdweAvB‡K wek¦vm †Kv‡iv bv,
KviY I‡ì A‡bK Awdmvi c‡P †M‡Q| Zzwg mivmwi bygv
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n¨vwgjUb‡K PvB‡e| Zuv‡K bv cvIqv †M‡j Kw¤úDUi
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Ri“ix mvnvh¨ ìKvi| mvnvh¨ gv‡b h‡_ó dvqvicvIqvi, cÖPzi
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nK mn| wg. †W‡fb‡cvU© Gi m‡½ RwoZ bb| KvjwcÖU n‡jv
Zuvi g¨v‡bRvi †mj wm mv RymvBI|Õ
cvëv †Kvb †g‡mR Gj bv| Zvigv‡b wb‡Ri Kw¤úDU‡ii
mvg‡b GB gyn~‡Z© †bB iemb| Aek¨ cvmIqvW© w`‡q B›Uvi‡bU
I‡cb Ki‡jB †g‡mRUv †c‡q hv‡e †m| Z‡e wPš—vi K_v
n‡jv, KLb †m Kw¤úDU‡ii mvg‡b Avm‡e ivbvi Zv Rvbv
†bB|
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mKv‡j Zzwg Avgv‡K RymvBIi Kv‡Q †cuŠ‡Q †`‡e| hw` cv‡iv
QÕUv ch©š— NygvI|Õ
Db m¤ú~Y© kvš—| g„Zzï wbKUZg mvwbœ‡a¨ †cuŠ‡Q Zvi gv_v
Ab¨ †h-†Kvb mg‡qi †P‡q fvj KvR Ki‡Q| ÔmevB a‡i
216 gvmy` ivbvÐ311

wb‡q‡Q †Zvgvi wØZxq g„Zz¨ n‡q‡Q| GKgvÎ AvgviB m‡›`n
wQj Zzwg †eu‡P AvQ| em& gvbv K‡iwQ‡jb, Zey Avwg GLv‡b
jywK‡q A‡c¶v KiwQjvg| ivZ ev‡ivUvi g‡a¨ bv wdi‡j
†jvKRb Avgv‡K LyuR‡Z Avm‡e|Õ
Ô†m‡¶‡Î ev‡ivUvi w`‡K iIbv ne Avgiv|Õ
Ô†Kv_vq hve?Õ Rvb‡Z PvBj Db|
ÔjyKvm B‡b|Õ
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†è Avwg?Õ
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wcÖÝ, †PnvivI fvjfv‡e †`Lv hv‡e bv| MvW©‡ì Zzwg ej‡e
Avwg wUªcj‡nWv‡ii GKRb m¤¢ve¨ †µZv, RymvBIi m‡½
Avjvc Ki‡Z PvB|Õ
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Ô†m‡¶‡Î ej‡e, Avwg †Zvgvi †gngvb n‡qwQ, ivZUv
†Zvgvi iƒ‡gB KvUve|Õ
Ô†evgvUv dvU‡j ZzwgI gviv hv‡e,Õ ejj Db| ÔAvwg hw`
†Zvgvi wb‡`©k gZ KvR bv K‡i MvW©‡ì Avmj K_vUv e‡j
w`B?Õ
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w`‡j c‡b‡iv †m‡KÛ ci †evgvUv dvU‡e| c‡b‡iv †m‡K‡Û
A‡bK `~i m‡i hvIqv hvq| wKš‘ †evgvUv Ggbfv‡e euvav
ev‡Ni LuvPv 217

n‡q‡Q, Lyj‡Z `k wgwbU jvM‡e †Zvgvi|Õ
wKQy¶Y Avi wKQy ejj bv Db| Zvici wR‡Ám Kij,
ÔAvwg †Zvgvi Kv‡Q ¶gv PvBwQ| hw` cv‡iv Rv‡b †g‡iv bv,
c−xR|Õ
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†eu‡P _vK‡j g„Zzï †P‡q A‡bK †ewk KwVb kvw¯— †fvM Ki‡Z
n‡e †Zvgv‡K| gvwK©b †mbvevwnbxi B›Uv‡iv‡Mkb Uxg Av¸‡b
†d‡j GKUz GKUz K‡i Aš—Z GK‡kvevi †cvov‡e †Zvgv‡K|Õ
ÔwKš‘ Avwg hw` ivRmv¶x nB?Õ
M¤¢xi n‡jv ivbv| Ônu¨v, Zvn‡j nq‡Zv †Zvgv‡K ¶gv Kivi
cÖ¯—veUv we‡ePbv Kiv hvq|Õ
Ôabëv`, ivbv|Õ
ÔZ‡e Avwg †Zvgv‡K †Kvb K_v w`w”Q bv| Avgv‡K wnmve
K‡i †`L‡Z n‡e †Zvgv‡K euvwP‡q ivLvUv Avgvi R‡b¨ jvfRbK
wKbv| †Zvgvi AvPi‡Yi IciI A‡bK wKQy wbf©i Ki‡e|Õ
`ywðš—vUv gb †_‡K ivbv Zvov‡Z cvi‡Q bv| mgq gZ
bygvi mvnvh¨ Avm‡e †Zv? I Lye fvj K‡iB Rv‡b MYnZ¨v bv
K‡i GKvi †Póvq GB wec` †_‡K D×vi cvevi mwZ¨ †Kvb
Dcvq †bB|
218 gvmy` ivbvÐ311

c‡b‡iv
mKvj QÕUvq Nyg fvOj RymvBIi| `yÕRb †Kvwiqvb Zi“Yx
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Rovj RymvBI| BwZg‡a¨ GKRb MvW©‡K cvVv‡bv n‡qwQj wKg
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nvwRi n‡jv Db|
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gvwjK n‡q hvw”Q| GKevi ejv n‡q‡Q, Zey Bbvi mv‡K©‡ji
mevB‡K Av‡iKevi e‡j `vI wg. †W‡fb‡cvU©‡K †kl we`vq
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Avi, nu¨v, hviv wUªcj‡nWvi evqbv K‡i‡Q ZvivI ILv‡b
_vK‡e| Avgvi ¶gZv m¤ú‡K© LvwbKUv AuvP cvK Zviv|Õ
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Ôi³-Avgvkv! Zvn‡j Zzwg Avgvi mvg‡b G‡j †Kvb
eyw×‡Z| IUv †Zv †Quvqv‡P!Õ
ev‡Ni LuvPv 219
ÔAvwg Zvn‡j hvB...Õ
ÔhvB gv‡b? †`ŠovI!Õ †LuwK‡q DVj RymvBI| `yB Zi“Yxi
w`‡K ZvKvj †m| ÔRjw` N‡ii †g‡SUv †WUj w`‡q ay‡q
†d‡jv|Õ
e¨_vq KvZiv‡Z KvZiv‡Z wb‡Ri Kvgivq wd‡i Gj Db|
me wgwj‡q Zvi mgq †j‡M‡Q Pvi wgwbU| ivbv Zv‡K cuvP
wgwbU eivÏ K‡iwQj| wbw`©ó mg‡qi g‡a¨ bv wdi‡j †evgvUv
dvwU‡q †`qvi ûgwK wQj|
mvivivZ bv Nywg‡q AÜKvi N‡i cvqPvwi K‡i KvUvj wkwi|

bvP †kl K‡i ev‡ivUvi wKQy c‡i my¨B‡U wd‡i‡Q †m, wd‡iI
ivbv‡K †`L‡Z cvqwb| Z‡e Zvi Abycw¯’wZ‡Z ivbv †h my¨B‡U
Xy‡KwQj Zvi Aš—Z `y‡Uv cÖgvY †`L‡Z †cj I| GK, Zjv
KvUv GKUv weªd‡Km c‡o Av‡Q weQvbvi Ici| `yB, mv`v
Avj‡Lj−vUv Kv‡c©‡Ui Zjv †_‡K Mv‡qe n‡q †M‡Q|
mKvj QÕUvq bK n‡jv ìRvq| f‡q f‡q wR‡Ám Kij
wkwi, Ô†K?Õ
ÔAvwg wmRvi, dvivn| ìRv †Lv‡jv|Õ
ìRv Lyjj wkwi, Z‡e c_ Qvoj bv| ÔwK e¨vcvi?Õ
Ôem& cvVv‡jb| mvZUvi wKQy Av‡M mevi m‡½ †Zvgv‡KI
jyKvm Bb †_‡K Gqvw÷ª‡c †h‡Z n‡e|Õ
Ô†Kb?Õ wkwi wKQy bv Rvbvi fvb Kij|
Ôem& Zv Avgv‡K e‡jbwb| Z‡e Rvwb wVK mvZUvq wg.
†W‡fb‡cv‡U©i †c−b †UKAd Ki‡e|Õ
ÔwKš‘ Avgvi kixiUv †h Lye Lvivc Ki‡Q?Õ
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220 gvmy` ivbvÐ311

ÔAv”Qv, wVK Av‡Q|Õ
wmRvi P‡j †h‡Z ìRv eÜ K‡i w`j wkwi| Kev‡U wcV
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cvIqv †M‡Q| evevi m‡½ †`Lv Kivi GUvB nq‡Zv Ii †kl
my‡hvM| nvZ e¨vMUv wb‡q my¨BU †_‡K †ewi‡q coj I|
QÕUv c‡b‡iv wgwb‡U Gqviw÷ª‡c †cuŠQvj K¨viwjb| jyKvm

B‡bi GK`j †cvU©vi i‡q‡Q Zvi m‡½, jyKvm †W‡fb‡cv‡U©i
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weªd‡Km †`Lv hv‡”Q|
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QÕUv cÂvk wgwbU| †MU w`‡q Gqviw÷ª‡c XyKj wZb‡U

K¨vwWjvK I GKUv gvwm©wWR| K¨vwWjv‡K Bbvi mv‡K©‡ji
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ev‡Ni LuvPv 221

K_vq `y‡j `y‡j nvm‡Q|
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w`we¨ my¯’ wQj...Õ
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†c−‡bi ìRv eÜ n‡q †Mj|
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222 gvmy` ivbvÐ311

Nl‡Z Nl‡Z K¨viwj‡bi w`‡K ZvKvj RymvBI|
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ÔAvwg †f‡ewQjvg †evgvUv dvivn‡K w`‡q KvUve| wKš‘ †m hLb
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ev·Uv K¨viwj‡bi nvZ †_‡K †K‡o wbj †m|
Gqviw÷ªc †_‡K k~‡b¨ DVj †c−b| mvg‡bB mvMi|
wi‡gvU K‡›Uªvj †ei K‡i ev·Uv †d‡j w`j RymvBI|
nvZUv †c−‡bi w`‡K j¤^v Kij †m, Zvici mnv‡m¨ D”PviY
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GK GK K‡i wZb †m‡KÛ cvi n‡jv| wKQyB NU‡Q bv|
†evZvgUvq Avevi Pvc w`j RymvBI| GKevi, `yÕevi,
wZbeviÑw`‡ZB _vKj|
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k‡ãi m‡½ _i_i K‡i †Ku‡c DVj †MvUv †jwUm|
ev‡Ni LuvPv 223

†lv‡jv
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mevB GK‡hv‡M Ny‡i ùvwo‡q ZvwK‡q Av‡Q Iw`‡K| †Pv‡Li
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IUv? Rjw`...Õ
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hv‡”Q bv|
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Avwg euvP‡j †Zvgiv euvP‡e| †KD GKRb †eCgvbx K‡i‡Q|
jyKvm †Zv gijB bv, †e`Lj n‡q hv‡”Q GLb Avgv‡ì e−¨vK
224 gvmy` ivbvÐ311

†nvj| wKš‘ wUªcj‡nWvi Avevi evbve Avgiv!Õ KUgU K‡i
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wb‡`©k w`‡”Q|
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†è...Õ
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Ôc−xR, ivbv! A‡a©K gv‡b K‡qK‡kv wgwjqb Wjvi...Õ
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ev‡Ni LuvPv 225

bygvi GKUv †nwjKÞvi Mvbwkc †_‡K j¨vwi wKs ivbv‡K
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Zvici †Zvgiv...Õ
ZovK K‡i jvd w`‡q wm‡a n‡jv Db, nvZ evwo‡q nu¨vPKv
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226 gvmy` ivbvÐ311

Mjvq ejj ivbv, Ii Mjv †Q‡o w`‡q wc¯—jUv gv_vq †VwK‡q
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Iqvq¨vi‡j‡mi Szjš— gvD_cxmUv a‡i ivbvi gy‡Li mvg‡b
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wK e‡j Zv †Zvgvi †kvbvi ìKvi †bB|Õ
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ejvi ci j¨vÛ K‡iv|Õ
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Rvbvi R‡b¨B Nvo †divj I| Ôa‡iv, RymvBI‡K wb‡q cvjv‡Z
†Zvgv‡K Avwg mvnvh¨ Kijvg| Zvici? Avgv‡K wb‡q wK
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†n‡m D‡V ejj Db| ÔZ‡e P~ovš— wm×vš— †b‡eb Avgvi em&,
ev‡Ni LuvPv 227

wg. RymvBI|Õ
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gy‡Li mvg‡b Avevi aij gvD_cxmUv| Ôewe, Avgv‡K wRw¤§ Kiv
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hv‡”Q †nwjKÞviUv|
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