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Do You Feel Anxious Around Women Don't Let Them See It
Do You Feel Anxious Around Women Don't Let Them See It
The approach
The first date
The pull home
The first kiss and first sexual escalation
Your body and ego believe that anxiety will ensure your survival, but
anxiety is not sexy.
One reason for this dynamic is because WOMEN are the most
anxiety-prone sex, and most anxiety disorders like depression and
extreme stress affect more women than men. Women’s
reproductive cycles have the effect of destabilizing her emotions
and moods. Most women are aware of this. That doesn’t mean
they’ll give a guy a free pass if he does the same! Women expect a
man’s mental strength to be in balance so she feels secure with him.
Anxiety distracts from sex in much the same way cellphones do.
And it has the same effect of making her think you're not into it.
Unfortunately, anxiety isn't so easy to turn off.
Finally, women are highly sensitive to vibe and emotions. They have
the spectacular ability to transfer the emotions of others into
themselves and harbor them. So the concept of state transference
is crucial here. A man can look at a woman sexually while thinking
about having sex with her, and this arouses her through transferring
his state. Or a guy can meet a girl in a night club and project a dark,
sexual demeanor that she’ll pick up on and adapt if she follows his
lead. Unfortunately, you can transfer your anxiety to a woman by
projecting it on her. This kills attraction.
Therein lies the rub. You cannot address your anxiety around
women who find you attractive and sexy without gutting their
attraction for you.
I’ve noticed that whenever I feel anxiety AND I’m around a woman, I
seek comfort from the women. If she cares about you, often she’ll
notice something is wrong in your vibe, and she’ll ask you what’s
going on. Unfortunately, in my experience, being vulnerable about
your anxiety will only maintain the stability 20–25% of the time. The
other 75-80%, women will want to engage you and your anxiety and
listen to you. At the same time, their attraction will drop as you
explain yourself. The dynamic begins to shift from lover-lover to
therapist-patient.
I find the first group of women extremely valuable; they see the
humanity in a man. However, I cannot blame women for their biology
and wiring, which tells them anxiety is a sign of weakness. So even if
she wants to genuinely listen to you and help you feel better, for you
to openly discuss your anxiety poses a significant risk of destroying
what you have with her.
Exactly how does this work, when being vulnerable about anxiety
kills attraction?
Make it clear that SHE did not cause the anxiety. Some
women will assume that if a man is feeling anxious (especially
on a first date), she’s the cause. If you feel this vibe, be clear
and allude to the anxiety being about something else. For
instance, “I feel so distracted today, work was stressful
because of XYZ.”
It's a catch-22: he's anxious because he REALLY likes her, but she
assumes he's anxious because he doesn't really like her.
Recently a lover from abroad stayed with me for several weeks but
then went to California where she met a guy. Over time I noticed
that her previously frequent communication with me had dwindled
to a trickle. She stopped texting me, and I figured out it was
because she was seeing this new guy. Even though she was
responsive to my texts, the situation gave me extreme anxiety,
because I felt like she chose another man over me.
I was supposed to meet her in California for a weekend, and she was
acting fickle. When I talked to her, my anxiety was on full display; it
wasn’t pretty. But the second time I spoke to her to arrange the trip,
I jotted down my feelings about the situation that forced my
thoughts to shift. I kept telling myself, “I don’t care! It doesn’t matter
what she does.” This was the shift I needed (outcome
independence). Even though she changed plans, in the end, I was
able to control my insecurities, which maintained her attraction, and
still let her meet and screw me. It was a good weekend, just shorter
than I wanted because of my anxiety!
Varoon