20 Reasons

1. he makes me cry
2. he makes me sad
3. he makes me question about my worth
4. he doesn't give me the assurance that i need when he knows that i'm not feeling okay
5. he makes me wait all day for him to text me
6. he loves and cares for me but the lack of affection makes me think otherwise
7. he makes me stay up wondering about all these things about him
8. he doesn't check up on me
9. he can go a days without contacting me
10. he makes me run to GOD crying about him and how he has treated me
11. he doesn't put as much effort into me as i do to him
12. he makes it look like the way i'm treating him is too
much
13. he makes my chest hurt and heavy
14. he makes me skip meals in times where he treats me like he don't care
15. he makes me cry myself to sleep
16. he makes me cry to my friends who i've never cried in front or before
17. he makes me wonder if anything he ever said to me
were ever true
18. he makes me feel like i'm failing myself
19. he makes me insecure
20. he keeps making me feel lonely and unloved