Camphora

Acute (Rabies)

Plant (Magnolianae family)

I was alone in the great universe, the last of all things

Total desolation (the darkest state, like Posit)
The Whole Universe is gone
Youre completely alone, everything is dead
Complete estrangement from any spirituality * No God
Not even God wants me
Living on a Meteor, Not even a weed there growing thru the cracks
Complete Unbiased * Loss of all personal experiences
loss of all personality * A Deadness
Mania, no sleep, laughing
Lewd dreams * Sexual nature can come out
Fear: dark, death, alone, night * Sure they are going to die
So excessive was his fear, Alone and dark
From Sankaran (plant family)
Confusion, bewildered, beclouded, strange
Because outside is so bewildering and confusing, she feels isolated and not part of, and reaction to this is
withdrawal
Withdrawal
Waste

coldness, blue
Urinary Tract

Acute mania, and bi-polar cases

Acute (vs. Syphilitic): less talk of the process, less chronically self-destructive life choices (for them or family)
Withdraw of vitality * Cold & Blue
1. Coldness and shivering, but averse to covering (Carb-v)
2. Just freezing and this blue feeling, Reynaldes (big with this remedy)
3. Face cold even blue, Cold breath, cold spots, cold hands and feet
4. Coldness in spots (think Camph) Internal coldness
5. Collapsed states, with coldness & depleted vitality Pulse barely perceptible
6. Sleep extends into coma
7. Cramps & Pains, Cold Arthritic pains, Arthritic pains felt as cold and painful
8. Cramps in the feet, esp the dorsum of foot (top), mouth drawn to grinning
Kidneys & Urine (aggravation from suppressed discharges)
1. Nephritis (kidney infections) (to note for this) (another Hydro-Carbon symptom)
2. Cystitis (bladder infection) with burning dysuria, Green urine (Merc-cor)
Gen aggrv. From suppressed perspiration and discharge
Shock from injury, infection or exposure
Rashes from exposure to sunlight (Eric hasnt seen)
(compare to Cuprum and Verat)
From Proving
Excitement as if intoxication, Amounting to frenzy, then rage
As if ought to kill people in the street, but not his own family
Then Talked wildly
Calm opium affect on mind and brain

Camphora Acute

Plant (Magnolianae family)

Indescribable dread of being drawn upwards

So excessive was his fear, Alone and dark
I imagined myself transferred to another world
I was alone in the great universe, the last of all things
Believing myself the spirit of evil
No longer any god, Faith and hope were gone
My everlasting dwelling of the evil one
My heart forever broken
Case: Camph, Woman, 32
Bi-polar, I dont think Ill ever get off the lithium
Had depression ever since 20, Mania 2 years later, Hallucinations
Lack of sleep for a few months (felt didnt need sleep) mania
Hospitalized, Got 6 shock treatments, Then on lithium
Childhood tumultuous, Lost best friend, When first had depression
Lethargic, run down (Camph-colapse)
Everything was bland, I felt hopeless
The blanket of darkness got worse (Something all around you cutting you off from the world)
Very stale, No joy, No break in the clouds anytime soon
Hopeless blah feeling
Standing in a food line, homeless
Not living up what I should be
A huge weight (into depression again)
Stayed up all night listening to love songs, every song they were playing for her
Panic attack, like mania with lots of anxiety
Like a screen dropping down around you
Like people talking into a microphone (shes inside and her way of dealing is to withdraw)
(Almost without any feeling of vulnerability)
Compare: Camph, Kali-br, Helleborus, All have anxiety of conscience piece
All have this feeling if being singled out (Kali-br singled out for divine wrath)
Camph has numb feeling, lack of emotion, amount of loneliness is unparalleled
Camph
Laughing mania
If you see total desolation feeling dont have to have case so extreme as bi-polar
Lewd dreams
Sexual nature can come out
Fear: dark, death, alone, night
Sure they are going to die
Reynaldes (big with this remedy)
Just freezing and this blue feeling
Case: Camph
Woman, 50
Depression, cycles
Always in winter, when cold
Worked on ranch with horses

Camphora

Acute (Rabies)
Plant (Magnolianae family)
I was alone in the great universe, the last of all things
Loved nature
In winter go into this whole state (seasonal disaffect ional disordered)
Winter would come and like everything was dead
All alone, nothing here
No plants