Music has always been a huge factor in my life.

Not only does it serve as one of

my greatest influences in the world, but it also defines who I am as a human being.
It has helped mold me into the kind of person I am today, as well as the kind of
person that I strive to become in the future. Music gives me the strength I need to
push forward, to achieve my goals, and to believe that I have the power to change
the fate of our world. Sometimes in my life, I just feel a rush of emotions sweeping
through my mind, and I don’t know how to control them. That’s where music
comes in. Music allows me to make sense of things. It enables me to express
myself through the emotions that I am feeling. Through music, I am able to
observe the world in a different light, which can be either negative or positive,
depending on my mood. Whenever I start to feel discouraged or despondent, like
the rest of the world has turned its back on me and is just one big disappointment, I
listen to slow, mournful, and depressing music. I especially like songs that have
meaningful lyrics—lyrics that make you ponder over what kind of person you want
to be, what kind of role or purpose you have in this world, or what kind of an effect
you have on others around you. Music like that is, in my opinion, the best kind of
music to listen to. Of course, there are also instances when all I want to do is laugh
and jump around the house, dancing to all my favorite catchy tunes. During those
times, I listen to a totally different style of music. It could be pop, techno,
electronic, punk, or even all of the above. It all depends on my mood, which
constantly varies as the days progress. You may have heard people say that they
cannot live without music. People say a lot of things...most of which are far from
the truth. However, when I say that it is impossible for me to live without music, I
truly mean it. To be honest, I can’t remember the last time I haven’t listened to
music. I literally cannot go one day without listening to some kind of tune. If my
iPod breaks, I’ll go onto my laptop and open up ITunes. If ITunes doesn’t work,
I’ll sign onto my YouTube account and search for some kind of song to listen to on
that website. If the internet is down, I’ll take out my walkman and drop a CD
inside it. If my CD is scratched, I’ll turn on the radio until I find the right song I
want. What I’m trying to say is that no matter what, I always find a way to satisfy
my craving for music. When you love something so much, you fight for it…no
matter what opposition may stand in your way. That explains why I’m rambling on
and on about music and how important it is for people to express themselves
through it. When you truly care for something and feel passionate about it, the
way I do, you’ll be able to discuss it for hours upon hours. There’s just no end to it.
With music, it’s an everlasting cycle. First, I wake up in the morning to the sound
of my alarm clock, which changes frequently depending on my current favorite
song. Then I go to school, where, although I am not permitted to listen to music on
my iPod or any other technological devices, I actually play a list of favorite songs
on a little radio inside my head called “Lindsey’s Greatest Hits.” Well, there’s not
actually a specific name for it; however, I do constantly sing songs in my head
during class or speeches or really anytime throughout the day. In fact, I even write
down lyrics to the songs I play in my head on paper, just because I love the way
they sound or the meaning that they convey to the listener, and I want to always
remember them. After school, I come home, and the first thing I do is listen to
music. Even when I go to bed, I lie in the darkness, just listening to the sound of
the radio or some music channel on television. Some song lyrics I hear provide me
with a tremendous source of inspiration and an incredible sense of hope for the
future. I honestly don’t understand how some people can go through life without
listening to any type of music at all. When my parents tell me to turn off my music
because I’ve been playing it “too much” or because it’s “too loud,” I stare at them
dumfounded and astonished by their lack of awareness of the significance of music
in my life. “Lindsey, how can you constantly be listening to music? Don’t you ever
get sick of it?” they ask me on a daily basis. I can’t even comprehend their
repeated questions because I can’t understand how anyone could NOT listen to
music every second of the day. It’s the only thing we have in life—the only thing
that stays with us wherever we go. It’s like a memory. A memory will always stay
forever in your heart, and no one can take it away from you. A memory is all you
have left to hold onto, when you have already let go of everything else. It’s the
same with music. Music is the only thing that stays with you forever. Friends come
and go, seasons change, bruises fade…but when all is said is done, music is always
there for you. It is the one thing that you can depend on to always remain by your
side, when everyone else has already left it. And that is why I love music so much.
I’m not going to lie when I say that I feel genuinely sorry for people who tell me
that they don’t listen to—or even like—music. I can’t even comprehend how it
could be humanly possible for someone not to enjoy the beautiful sound of music
or the wonderful lyrics that go along with it. The idea is completely unfathomable
to me. I believe that those who have not yet been affected by music are missing a
great deal in their lives, for without music, what else do you have to live for? What
else do you have to hold onto? How can you bear going through life each day
without the assurance that you always have something to rely on to be there for
you, to understand you, and to help you make sense of the world? This is what
music does for us. My belief is that those who do not yet feel music’s warm
embrace have simply not discovered a song that they can relate to or connect with.
I think that everyone in the world has at least one song that describes them
perfectly—one song that defines who they are as a human being and as an
individual. If one has not found that song yet, one has not lived a complete life, for
what kind of life is worth living without one that does not contain music? My
greatest desire is for everyone to feel and experience the everlasting power and
beauty of music and to recognize the tremendous impact it has on our lives. Music
offers love to a world full of hatred. Music provides peace to the corrupt society in
which we reside. But most of all, music brings us life when we feel as if we are
dead, as if there is no hope left for humanity, as if all that we have come to know
and appreciate has been lost in the wind…just a tornado of mixed up musical notes
that play a doleful melody that never dares to end.