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Shuang Zeng
English
Learning in the
Digital Age
Agency, Technology and Context
English Learning in the Digital Age
Shuang Zeng
English Learning
in the Digital Age
Agency, Technology and Context
123
Shuang Zeng
University of Shanghai for Science
and Technology
Shanghai, China
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Acknowledgements
This book is the result of a long journey through my doctoral studies at UCL
Institute of Education. I am indebted to too many scholars and friends who have
offered me tremendous help and support along the way. I am particularly grateful to
Prof. Norbert Pachler and Prof. Neil Selwyn, for their guidance and inspirations
throughout this journey. I am indebted to Prof. Yan Zhongzhi, Prof. Martin Oliver,
Prof. Regine Hampel, Dr. John Potter, Dr. Steven Cowan, Prof. Liu Qin, Dr. Zhang
Jingjing and Dr. Wang Liang for their detailed feedback, advice and criticism on the
manuscript of this book. In addition, I would like to thank Dr. Wang Danlu,
Dr. Huang Ruoyun, Dr. Anastasia Gouseti and Dr. Liu Lisha, for the conversations
that enlightened my understanding of educational research and presentations.
Particular gratitude is due to those who took part in this research project and
those who helped me access this large number of informants. Finally, I thank my
husband Dr. Wang Po for his love and support. I dedicate this book to my parents,
Gao Guifang and Zeng Xiangwu, and to those who have inspired the first gener-
ation of the so-called digital natives.
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Contents
vii
viii Contents
2.5 Conclusion . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 38
References . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 38
3 A Sociocultural Framework for the Study of WELL Use . . . . . . ... 45
3.1 Step 1: Towards a Sociocultural Understanding of Technology
(Non)Use . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . ... 45
3.1.1 Recognizing the Weakness of Existing Accounts . . . . . ... 45
3.1.2 Sociocultural Theory: An Overview . . . . . . . . . . . . . . ... 48
3.1.3 The ‘Mobile Complex’: Context, Agency
and Technology Appropriation . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 49
3.2 Step 2: Understanding Second-Language Acquisition . . . . . . . . . . 50
3.2.1 Input . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 52
3.2.2 Interaction . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 53
3.2.3 Output . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 54
3.2.4 Situational Factors . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 55
3.2.5 Individual Differences . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 56
3.2.6 Towards a Sociocultural View of Language
Learning-Related Use of Technology . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 58
3.3 Step 3: Developing the Analytical Framework for This Inquiry . . . . 60
3.3.1 Learner Agency . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 61
3.3.2 English Learning-Related Use of Technology . . . . . . . . . . 63
3.3.3 Context . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 64
3.3.4 Interpreting the Analytical Framework of the Study . . . . . . 66
3.4 Conclusion . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 67
References . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 68
4 Questioning WELL Use in the Chinese University Context:
Research Questions and Methods . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 73
4.1 Research Questions . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 73
4.2 Questionnaires . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 74
4.2.1 Choosing and Developing Questionnaires . . . . . . . . . . . . . 74
4.2.2 Introduction to the Survey Participants . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 76
4.2.3 Quantitative Data Analysis . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 79
4.3 Semi-structured Interviews . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 79
4.3.1 Preparing the Interview Schedule . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 79
4.3.2 Introduction to the Interview Participants . . . . . . . . . . . . . 80
4.3.3 Qualitative Data Analysis . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 81
4.4 Introduction to the Research Sites . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 81
4.5 Conclusion . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 83
References . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 83
Contents ix
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xii List of Figures
Fig. 5.6 Students’ use of online tools for learning English. Note
data are percentage of the respondents reporting readily
use of that tool . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .. 90
Fig. 5.7 Students’ purposes for using WELL. Note data
are percentage of all respondents (n = 1368) . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .. 93
Fig. 7.1 A framework for understanding L2 learners’ technology
resistance. Adapted from Gao (2010), Pachler et al. (2010) . . . . . 161
Fig. 8.1 A framework for understanding L2 learners’ (non)use of online
technology. Adapted from Gao 2010; Pachler et al. 2010a . . . . . . 170
Fig. 8.2 A model of effective use of digital technology outside
the classroom. Adapted from Sharpe and Beetham
2010, p. 90 . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 177
List of Tables
Table 2.1 Four central themes surrounding Web 2.0 tools in language
learning (based on Crook 2008b) . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 25
Table 4.1 Numbers of participants and response rates . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 76
Table 4.2 Demographic features of the survey participants . . . . . . . . . . . . 78
Table 4.3 Frequency of WELL engagement. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 81
Table 5.1 An overview of participants’ most used websites
for English learning . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .. 91
Table 5.2 Students’ perceived learning outcomes through WELL . . . . . .. 94
Table 5.3 Themes and subthemes regarding student trends
of WELL use . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 111
Table 6.1 Spectrum of themes regarding innovative uses of WELL . . . . . 134
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Chapter 1
Towards ‘Learner Experience Research’
(e.g. Davies 2008; Martins et al. 2014). According to Davies (2008), WELL 2.0
indicates language learning that involves the use of Web 2.0 tools and applications
via computers, laptops or mobile technologies that are connected to either local or
global networks. In this sense, WELL 2.0 can be related to mobile-assisted language
learning (MALL), as mobile technologies could be employed in language learning
scenarios with Web 2.0. In other cases, WELL 2.0 does not necessarily involve the
use of portable devices or accentuate the mobility of the learner (Burston 2014). This
distinguishes WELL 2.0 from MALL. WELL 2.0 research is more focused on the
use of Web 2.0 technologies and their potential for language learning. As such, the
term WELL is adopted to indicate language learners’ use of online technologies in
this book. This is for two reasons. First, the present study is primarily concerned with
the use of the current web. Second, as the current web encompasses both Web 2.0
applications and a small number of Web 1.0 services, the term ‘WELL’ is employed to
indicate the use of the current web in general for language-learning related purposes.
The ‘controversy’ attached to CALL is reflected in the numerous debates in this
academic field. Even the acronym CALL has been challenged in terms of its appro-
priateness to cover the technologies encapsulated in the relevant research, especially
given the growing interest in MALL. Some scholars proposed the term TELL (Tech-
nology Enhanced Language Learning), for the reason that the latter is broader in
scope. However, others have pointed out that almost any digital device is “elec-
tronic, chip-driven and software related” (Egbert 2005, p. 4), and thus “a computer
of some shape or form at its heart” (Stockwell 2012, p. 11). Moreover, CALL is what
Levy and Hubbard (2005, p. 147) described a “well-positioned” term that is most
frequently used in publications. Thus, given its inclusiveness, I will adopt CALL as a
reference to this academic field, in the belief that it links the ‘past, present and future’
of research concerning technology and language learning. Other acronyms used in
this book are outlined in the list of abbreviations and glossaries (see Appendix A).
Finally, the book focuses on out-of-class language learning with digital tech-
nologies (for details, see Chap. 2). Out-of-class learning could be informal, which is
unstructured, implicit and unintended (Eraut 2004). Out-of-class learning can also be
intended and more structured, as learners may engage in learning activities for specific
and structured academic activities such as completing class assignments, preparing
for class presentations or practising certain language skills. However, compared to
formal learning in class, out-of-class learning is less structured and guided. Thus,
out-of-class language learning simply refers to learning activities that take place
beyond the language classroom. In this sense, learning can take place incidentally or
in a more planned and structured manner.
1.2 The Rationale for ‘Learner Experience Research’ … 3
The term ‘learner experience research’ is taken from Rethinking Learning for a
Digital Age (Sharpe et al. 2010). The term is used in this book to indicate research that
focuses primarily on learners’ experiences of using digital technology in a learning or
educational context. My initiative of conducting ‘learner experience research’ with
Chinese undergraduates is indeed triggered by my personal experience as an English
learner and CALL practitioner in mainland China.
My own experience of over one decade of learning English in China has led me to
believe that language learners can be autonomous. As technology is ingrained in their
everyday life, language learners might explore it in an unexpected fashion outside
the classroom. When I was ten, my parents bought me a Windows 95 desktop. Yet,
I was not in the least thrilled by the purchase of the then latest technology, because
I was expected to do extra English learning exercises after school with the learning
software installed. Moreover, my parents did not connect my computer to the Internet.
They saw the Internet as a learning distraction and reminded me repeatedly of what
Gaokao1 meant—a better university and a brighter future. However, I never touched
those learning software programs then and was always keen to try the Internet.
This wish was especially strong when I was told by a classmate that one could
communicate with the world through online chat rooms. Never before had I had the
opportunity to communicate with a native speaker of English. I started to wonder
whether I could make myself understood by native speakers after three years of
English study. One day, with the classmate as my guide, I sneaked into an Internet
café, where I had my first ‘real’ conversation in English. However, my initial trial
with the Internet did not make me feel that I could learn much English of the sort
that would appear in my examinations. Yet, my view of the importance of English
learning was reinforced–perhaps it was not just a subject I had to deal with, but a
language that was interesting and practical to be learned.
When I was in college, the module of ‘Instructional technology for learning
English’ was opened and offered by a native speaker. However, although this course
took place in the university media laboratory, the computers were rarely used, in spite
of the course title. What we did most in class was to talk English in groups. Yet, the
teacher did keep a blog, where he would upload some English learning materials.
On the other hand, the Internet was then readily available in the university. Despite
my Windows 2003 laptop with Internet access, I seldom visited the teacher’s blog,
partly because I was insufficiently motivated to explore the then newest technology
just for the sake of downloading resources. Instead, I used the Internet for a broad
spectrum of learning needs and interests after class. I kept in contact with my interna-
tional friends whom I had met either online or offline. Moreover, as an enthusiast of
Western pop music, I started to visit the international community and online forums
that advertised and discussed music. I would also download English songs and the
interviews of my favourite singers into my newly purchased MP3 player and listen to
the English podcasts enthusiastically. When I was overwhelmed by academic tasks
and examinations, these pleasant experiences always functioned as a reminder of
why I chose to major in English in the first place. Although I did not intentionally
use the Internet to improve any specific language skill, it did assume an important
role and motivate my learning efforts throughout my journey in the Chinese EFL
(English as a Foreign Language) setting.
Nevertheless, the Internet was not always an appropriate tool for learning English.
One of the listening assignments in my first year of study was to take notes of
the Voice of America (VOA) special English news. The whole class was asked to
purchase radios and listen to the news every morning between 7:15 and 7:30. We
would be randomly selected to précis the news of the whole week at the beginning
of the English listening class. The idea was to get us to practise listening on a daily
basis and provide us with an English-speaking opportunity in class. In order not to
make a spectacle of myself, I forced myself out of the bed and took notes of the VOA
news every morning.
However, in the second year my roommate discovered the VOA website online
and suggested that we could download and listen to the news right before the class.
Later that term, she announced that we were officially freed from ‘boring news’, as
there was an English website which summarized the weekly VOA and BBC news in
text. This major discovery spread fast and many of my classmates started to report the
news in formal and polished English sentences. The teacher noticed our ‘progress’
and finally cancelled that listening assignment.
Taken together, these learning experiences of mine suggest that language learners’
use of technology might be very different from what has been expected by language
professionals and CALL practitioners. For example, I was reluctant to use learning
software and the teacher’s blog, but keen to explore other learning possibilities on
the Internet. As the Internet now is becoming more involving and interactive, what
about Chinese learners who are also motivated to communicate in English? And
those who do not major in English? And those who are supposedly more ‘digital’
and ‘tech-savvy’? That is, do Chinese undergraduates nowadays embrace Internet-
delivered learning opportunities out-of-class? How do they respond to the changing
and increasingly digitalized learning environment? Accordingly, it seems both inter-
esting and necessary to investigate how Chinese undergraduates are making sense of
the current web for their English learning beyond the classroom.
1.2 The Rationale for ‘Learner Experience Research’ … 5
Six years ago, in belief of the ‘transformative’ potential of the emerging technologies,
I went back to my college in Chongqing, China, and launched a small-scale CALL
project for my MA dissertation. Using the then much-discussed blogs and podcasts, I
adapted and digitalized Morley’s (1991) self-monitoring practices. In particular, the
participants were required to record their own speech or monologues, which were
either pre-planned or impromptu at their own choice. They were encouraged to lis-
ten to recordings of themselves repeatedly and share their work with the whole class
via a class blog. Thus, in addition to critical self-evaluation and correction embed-
ded in the metacognitive exercises, my initiative was to build an online community
where the students could improve their speaking skills in a collaborative manner.
The vast majority of the students expressed appreciation and excitement about this
learning approach, and particularly valued the availability of, and equal access to,
these speaking opportunities.
Nevertheless, the data also exposed the reality that technology did not magically
bring peer interactions and collaborations. Some students were significantly worried
about the consequences of initiating critical comments to their classmates. As they
presupposed that such comments could destroy the harmony established, they refused
to take risks. I realized then that CALL was a complex phenomenon. Yet, I came to
the field with a technology-deterministic mindset.
Furthermore, although almost all of the participants signified their willingness to
continue this learning approach after the research, their enthusiasm was not exercised
at the implemental level–none of them maintained the audio blog afterwards. Their
reticence led me back to the data, the scrutiny of which struck me with several
questions that stimulated my interest in researching learner voices. Firstly, some of
the students suggested that the CALL approach introduced was better implemented
at the beginning of the term, when they were least academically pressured. As all
the participants were English majors, this proposal was somehow paradoxical–why
was there a conflict between the academic study of English and the exercise of
strategies to improve English-speaking skills? The dilemma showed that the non-use
of technology was also a complicated phenomenon. It inspired me to take a closer
look at the choices of language learners. That is, where appropriate, why digital
technologies are not being used in the ways that they are expected to be used.
Over the last ten years, there has been a rapid growth of initiatives to integrate
the emerging Web 2.0 technologies into the various scenarios of second-language
acquisition (SLA). These pedagogical innovations and research agendas have shaped
academic understandings of ‘new’ advances in CALL. Nevertheless, my personal
6 1 Towards ‘Learner Experience Research’
This section focuses on the EFL context at Chinese universities, making links with
available digital tools, English learning requirements and culture, and wider changes
in educational policies and society. It is expected that knowledge of the wider context
will aid in understanding Chinese undergraduates’ experiences of WELL in practice.
China has a fast diffusion of information and communication technology (ICT) prod-
ucts and facilities, underpinned by the country’s exponential economic growth (Jung
2006). As a result of this ICT development and a series of educational expansion, the
Ministry of Education (MoE) has established ‘e-learning’ as the key concept to build
1.3 Chinese Universities as the Context for WELL 7
a knowledge-based society (Kang and Song 2007). This national policy has resulted
in a sequence of ICT investments and projects that may have a profound influence
on the technological experiences of Chinese undergraduates.
Firstly, contemporary Chinese undergraduates are living in a technology-rich
environment. Almost two decades ago, projects such as the ‘China Education and
Research Network’ (CERNET) were launched and heavily invested in by the MoE.
The intention was to establish and improve ICT infrastructure for educational institu-
tions. The project has connected over 1,500 Chinese universities and colleges with the
world and provided Internet services for approximately 31.2 million Chinese under-
graduates. On campus, the Internet is made accessible in faculty offices, classrooms,
computer laboratories and student dorms.2 Some institutions also enable wireless
Internet access on campus (Kang and Song 2007). In the meantime, digital devices
that support online activities and products are proliferating on campus. As early as
2005, personal devices such as the ‘computer, mobile phone and MP3 player’ were
already named as ‘the three indispensable pieces’ for campus life (Chen et al. 2005a).
Statistics collected in 2012 revealed that 83.5% of young people under the age of 25
in China access the Internet via mobile phones, 69.1% through desktops and 48.5%
using laptops (CNNIC 2013a).
As to the quality of the Internet, statistics show that although Internet users in
China have reached 564 million by the end of 2012, the average Internet speed is
below that of the global standard (CNNIC 2013b). Besides, English is still the dom-
inant language on the Internet (see Fig. 1.1). Moreover, a number of iconic Web 2.0
websites are not accessible in China due to political sensitivity (Yang 2013). Websites
such as Facebook, Myspace, YouTube and Twitter are substituted by Renren, Qzone,
Youku and Weibo, respectively. These Web 2.0 services are localized in the sense that
the language of the interface is predominantly Chinese and their users are mostly of
Chinese nationality. Notably, university students are found to be the most active user
group of the Web 2.0 tools and applications. By 2012, 76.5% of Chinese university
students had adopted the social networking site of Renren; the user percentages of
Qzone and Weibo reached 82.4 and 80.7% respectively. 84.1% of Chinese univer-
sity students are using media-sharing sites exemplified by Youku (CNNIC 2013a).
Thus, the statistics suggest that although Internet fluency and democracy still need
improvement in China, the life of Chinese undergraduates is significantly mediated
by digital technology and Web 2.0 in particular.
Finally, like their counterparts in Western society, contemporary Chinese under-
graduates are labelled as a generation of ‘digital natives’ (Gu et al. 2012). That is,
they also grow up digital. Their technological experiences in the past were enhanced
by a sequence of policies and projects initiated by the MoE. In particular, when
they were in primary school, the MoE (2001) launched the “Every Campus Wired”
project, which aimed to bring Internet access to K-12 schools across the nation.
That is, equal Internet access was promoted among young people, regardless of their
geographic location and family background. Moreover, the purchase of computers
for educational purposes became widespread in urban areas in the early 2000s. With
Others10%
Portuguese2%
Italian 2%
French 4%
Chinese 5%
Spanish 5%
Russian 5%
German 7%
the permission of the MoE, many Internet cafés were also opened near schools,
making the Internet affordable and convenient to those who had no Internet access at
home (Wang 2002). These facilities and political schemes made Internet experiences
possible among young people at that time. Meanwhile, the module ‘Computer Liter-
acy’ was integrated into the national curriculum, which means that it is compulsory
for young people to receive training in computer skills in both K-12 and university
education (Liu et al. 2004). Accordingly, contemporary Chinese undergraduates are
expected to have been in contact with digital technology from a young age. They are
viewed as China’s ‘net generation’ (Gu et al. 2012).
Of course, a digital divide still exists in China, especially between urban and rural
areas. Although rural inhabitants account for almost half of the Chinese population,
only 27.6% of Internet users in China live in rural areas (CNNIC 2013b). This
statistic suggests that there is a gap between rural and urban Internet availability and
infrastructure. This means that individual students might come to university with
different technological experiences and levels of familiarity with ICT.
‘fever’ is manifested at macro-, meso- and micro-levels. At macro level, English lan-
guage education has been acknowledged by the MoE as a basic policy to prepare the
country for its so-called ‘modernization process’ (Gao 2009). Since 2001, Chinese
students have been required to begin their English studies at the upper primary level,
instead of in the junior middle school (MoE 2001). This means that a Chinese student
has normally studied English for almost one decade before entering university (see
Fig. 1.2).
English language education continues at the tertiary level regardless of academic
disciplines. Non-English majors have to attend at least four English classes on a
weekly basis, each being 45 min. The English classroom usually accommodates up
to 60 students (Hu 2002). In addition to mid-term and final English examinations,
all students are required to pass the MoE administered College English Test Band 4
(CET 4)3 in order to obtain a BA degree certificate. A range of first tier universities
even require that their students pass the College English Test Band 6 (CET 6).4 In
the universities where CET 6 is not a requirement, many students still try to pass this
exam so as to be more competitive in the job market (Jin 2009).
English majors receive up to 13 or 14 h of English instruction per week with class
sizes reduced to about 30 students. English learning is divided into listening, speak-
ing, intensive reading, extensive reading, writing and translation, which facilitate a
more skill-based approach to language teaching. However, in most cases only about
two hours per week are devoted to teaching and practising communicative or speak-
ing skills in class. English major students also have to sit a number of examinations
set by their institutions. In addition, the MoE administered Test for English Majors
3 CET 4 is a national English test that is mandatory for all non-English major undergraduates in the
mainland China. The goal is that undergraduates will be able to meet the English level specified
in the National College English Teaching Syllabuses by the time of graduation. The vocabulary
requirement for this test is around 4000 words (Wikipedia 2014).
4 CET 6 is a national test and its format is similar to CET 4. The vocabulary requirement for this
Band 4 (TEM 4)5 is the minimum level of requirement to secure graduation, but
many English majors strive for TEM 8.6
Nevertheless, it is widely claimed that these written examinations focus primarily
on linguistic knowledge and grammar, rather than basic language skills (Luchini
2004; Gao 2009). One important element of these examinations is multiple choice
testing (Gu and Liu 2005). Later, ‘English speaking’ as an independent section has
been included in the standardized examinations, but is taken on a voluntary basis and
does not count towards the overall mark (Gan et al. 2004). These institutional and
standardized examinations have a profound influence on the teaching and learning
practices of college English. Much criticism is lodged against university teachers for
teaching how to take tests rather than speak a language, mainly because communica-
tive skills are not emphasized at the implemental level (e.g. Luchini 2004; Su 2004;
Zhu and Yang 2004). Instead, the taken-for-granted frameworks of an English lesson
are to explain and highlight linguistic features and grammar that would appear in
major examinations. In this sense, university teachers are predominantly attentive to
“covering the syllabus” and “maintaining control” in the classroom (Dai and Zhang
2004; Du and Wagner 2005, p. 1). The role of students is to make a concerted effort to
digest and remember teacher-delivered content. For instance, Jin and Cortazzi (2006,
p. 11) found that some university students have made an analogy between classroom
learning and stuffing a Peking duck–“we Chinese get used to a pouring and filling
method”.
This teacher-dominated, textbook-based and examination-orientated classroom
learning is by no means new to university students. This is because contrary to what
has taken place in the West where communicative language teaching dominates,
English is often taught through grammar translations and audioliguisim in Chinese
secondary schools (Wen and Clement 2003). Students are often required to concen-
trate on their teacher’s demonstration, think carefully and take notes, as well as to
read aloud and recite paragraphs in textbooks. These practices may be interpreted as
‘rote-learning’ by Western educators, but many Chinese EFL teachers and students
see them as effective practices which facilitate the understanding and internalization
of linguistic inputs (Watkins and Biggs 2001). Moreover, by the end of senior middle
school, English teaching usually centres on national college entrance examinations
(Jin and Cortazzi 2006). In this case, memorizing vocabulary and sitting mock papers
are important activities for exam preparation.
The paramount importance of examinations is indeed seen as a cultural phe-
nomenon in China (Bachman 2010). Influenced by Confucian classics which define
education in terms of moral cultivation and service to society, the Civil Service
Examination system lasted over 1,300 years in Imperial China and was ended in
1905 (Elman 1991; Cheng 2010). Thus, for a long time, examinations were not
viewed as a form of assessment but a social ladder that led to the ruling class.
5 TEM 4 is an annual test mandatory for English-major undergraduates in China. The vocabulary
requirement for this test is around 8000 words (Wikipedia 2014).
6 TEM 8 is the uppermost test for four-year English major students. The vocabulary requirement
In the light of my personal experiences, this book will address the complexity of
English-learning related use of the current web among Chinese undergraduates out-
side the classroom. As this is an interdisciplinary area, I started to review literature
in academic fields of CALL, Educational Technology and Second Language Acqui-
sition (SLA) early on. However, I found relatively little literature in CALL that could
inform me on the topic of interest; instead, I identified a gap in literature. Given the
optimistic discourses surrounding ‘digital native’ learners, I intended to focus more
on how technology is used by learners to support EFL learning in their particular
context, but I was also open to other possibilities. After all, the area was relatively
less explored when I was conceptualizing the research, but the consideration of
context was established fairly early on. The overarching concerns of the book are
encapsulated in three research questions:
(1) Are Internet tools used by most of the participants for English learning related
purposes outside the classroom? If so, how are Internet tools mainly used?
1.4 Research Questions, Theoretical Perspective and Methodology 13
(2) Does the use of technology facilitate a different approach to learning English
as a foreign language?
(3) How does such a use or lack of use relate to the wider context of language
learning?
In order to investigate the phenomenon of WELL in depth, a cross-sectional research
design is adopted–in particular that of a mixed sequential study. Accordingly, the
empirical research consists of two distinct parts, with an initial survey phase to
identify the behavioural trends and patterns of WELL use. This is followed by a
sequence of semi-structured interviews with a targeted sub sample of the respondents.
More weight is given to the qualitative phase, which aims to detail and explain the
usage patterns obtained. The mixed sequential design is especially helpful. This is
because through initial empirical findings, I discovered a strong resistance towards
digital technology and, as a result, I paid much more attention to technology non-use.
Thus, the initial findings, rather than pointing me to read literature in other domains,
led me to narrow down the research focus to understanding technology resistance
in the follow-up interview study. Thus the research questions are mainly addressed
through the analysis of the qualitative data collected (for details, see Chap. 4).
As a result, the book focuses on Chinese undergraduates’ choices and behaviours
surrounding digital technology in their particular context of English learning. The
conceptual framework of the book is developed from the work of sociocultural theo-
rists in the academic fields of Educational Technology and Second Language Acqui-
sition. Such efforts provide the conceptual foundations for exploring and explaining
how Chinese EFL learners’ choices and behaviours are mediated by their wider
context in a critical manner (for details, see Chap. 3).
The technique of descriptive analysis is performed using SPSS software to analyse
the quantitative data collected. NVivo is used to assist the thematic content analysis
of qualitative data. The codes and themes generated from the qualitative data are then
compared with the elements embedded in the conceptual framework of the book.
The realistic picture of undergraduate English language learning presented by
this research has three outcomes. First, this research uncovers Chinese undergrad-
uates’ use and/or non-use of technology outside the classroom and thus identifies
the possible changes in language learning practices facilitated by digital technology.
Second, the research identifies the enablers and contextual barriers underlying such
technology use and/or non-use. Third, the research provides implications that can
maximize the potential of online technology for Chinese EFL students the university.
As Sharpe et al. (2010, p. 5) suggested:
In these changing times, the value of learner experience research has been to provide detailed,
rich accounts of actual use alongside an aggregate body of empirical data from which it is
possible to extrapolate future trends and patterns of use.
14 1 Towards ‘Learner Experience Research’
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somebody else, surely that would show him 'twas wasting his time to
grizzle any more about her."
"I'll thank you to look at it different, Jerry," said Jane sharply. "If I hate
a man, for very good reasons, then you ought to do the same. I can see into
things a lot deeper than what you can, as you've always granted, and I can
see into Maynard. He's the silent, shifty sort, deep as a well—and I won't
have you sticking up for him against me, so now then."
Jerry whistled.
"I've nothing for, or against him," he answered slowly. "I scarcely know
the man, but there's my father and others speak well of him; and I'm always
wishful to think well of everybody, unless there's a reason against."
"I'm the reason against then," she declared, "and you've got to put me
and my opinions first, I should hope. I'm a kindly creature enough, God
knows, and ban't quick to think evil."
"But I look to you to pay me the respect due," she continued, "and if I
tell you a man's doubtful, then 'tis for you to believe me and act according."
"I will," he promised. "We'm all doubtful for that matter. Us will speak
and think of the man as we find him. We needn't go out of the way to make
trouble."
"I ban't one to make trouble," she retorted; "but, next to you, John's
more to me than anybody, and I won't stand by and see him wronged by that
hateful woman, nor yet by that man, if I can stop it."
Jerry felt this attitude unreasonable, but decided the subject had better
be dropped.
"If wrong's done, I'll help to right it, that I'll swear," he promised.
"I'd right it myself," she said. "If I could prove the man had stole her
from my brother, I'd lie behind a hedge for him!"
"Do shut up and stop telling such dreadful things," he answered roughly.
"'Tis hateful to hear such words from your mouth—Sunday and all. I won't
have it, Jane. What the hell's the matter with you?"
They were silent for a time; then having reached Hazel Tor, Jerry helped
his sweetheart to climb the great rocks. Soon they were perched high on the
granite, and Jane opened a white and blue parasol, while he stretched his
vast limbs at her feet and smoked his pipe. His elephantine playfulness and
ideas on the tobacco shop won Jane's smiles presently, and at heart Jerry
regretted the moment when his future brother-in-law ascended through the
pine-trees from the river and joined them.
The fret and sting of his hopeless quest had marked John Bamsey, and
now he was come to the knowledge that no hope remained. His dream
dissolved. Until now he had defied reason and lived on shadows spun of
desire. He had sunk beneath his old pride and returned to Dinah's hand. He
had not grovelled; but he assumed an attitude, after the passing of the first
storm, that astonished his family. And Dinah it astonished also, filling her
with fresh pain. He had hung on; he had asked her to forgive his words
upon the bridge; he had returned into the atmosphere of her and gone and
come from home as before. Dominated by his own passion, he had endured
even the wonder in his mother's eyes, the doubt in Jane's. Dinah could not
be explicit to him, since he had been careful not to give her any opportunity
for the present. But, under his humility, he had bullied her. The very
humility was a sort of bullying, and she felt first distracted and then
indignant that he should persist. To him she could not speak, but to Faith
Bamsey and Jane she could speak; and to the former she did.
Mrs. Bamsey therefore knew that Dinah was not going to marry John,
and in her heart she was thankful for it; while none the less indignant that
John's perfections should have failed of fruition for Dinah. She resented
Dinah's blindness and obstinacy, and felt thankful, for John's sake, that the
girl would never be his wife. As for Jane she had never shared her brother's
whispered hope that Dinah would return to him. She hated Dinah, and while
hot with sympathy for her brother, rejoiced that, sooner or later, her father's
foster-daughter must disappear and never be linked to a Bamsey.
Johnny's present attitude, however, she did not know; and it was left for
this hour amid the tree girt rocks of Hazel Tor to teach her. She longed to
learn what he would say if any other man were hinted of in connection with
Dinah. She much wanted Johnny to share her opinion of Dinah, and now,
ripened for mischief by the recent sight of Maynard, she prepared to sound
Johnny. Jerry suspected what was in her mind and hoped that she would
change it. They spoke first of their own secret, and informed John, after
exacting from him promises of silence.
He was moody and his expression had changed. Care had come into his
face and its confidence had abated. He had always liked to talk, and
possessed with his own wrongs, of late, began to weary other ears. To his
few intimate friends he had already spoken unwisely and salved the wounds
of pride by assuring them that the rupture was not permanent. He had even
hinted that he was responsible for it—to give the woman he designed to
wed a lesson. He had affected confidence in the future; and now this was
not the least of his annoyances, that when the truth came in sight, certain
people would laugh behind his back. Upon such a temper it was easy to see
how any mention of another man in connection with Dinah must fall; and
had Jane really known all that was tormenting her brother's mind, at the
moment when it began to feel the truth, even she might have hesitated; but
she did not.
"You forget his feeling for me, Johnny," explained his sister. "It
wouldn't be natural to him I grant; but there's me; and what's my good be
Jerry's good when we'm married."
"You ought to think of his good, too, however. I shouldn't hide this up.
You'd do well to talk to mother before you do anything."
"You don't think father will change about the five hundred pound?"
asked Jane. "'Twas fear of that kept us quiet."
"And so you will have," she said. "'Tis only a question of time."
"You'll get one as feels for you, same as Jane feels for me, presently,"
ventured Jerry.
"And Dinah Waycott will get hell," added Jane; "and I dare say it may
happen to her afore so mighty long, for that matter."
"Nothing, Johnny; only I've got eyes. I ban't one to think evil; but I can't
help being pretty quick where you are concerned. You're next to Jerry, and I
shan't be a happy woman till you're a happy man, and you know it."
"We met Lawrence Maynard walking down the road a bit ago."
"I suppose you haven't ever heard his name along with hers?"
To hear him swear made Jerry wonder, for John had never sworn in the
past. The woodman, regarding him very anxiously, now perceived how his
face and the tone of his voice had altered. That such phenomena were
visible to Jerry's intelligence argued their magnitude.
"She went for a long walk with him a few weeks back," said Jane. "She
made no secret about it. He took her to see a stone out Hey Tor way."
"I was going to; but I waited to see if there was more to tell. There is no
more than that—not yet."
Johnny fell silent. His mind moved quickly. Love had already begun to
suffer a change, half chemical, half psychological, that would presently
poison it. Such passion as he had endured for Dinah would not fade and
suffer extinction in Johnny's order of mind. He came to the ordeal untried
and untested. He had till now been a thief of virtue, in the sense that he was
good and orderly, peace-loving and obedient by native bent and instinct. He
fitted into the order of things as they were and approved them. Nothing had
ever happened to make him unrestful, to incite class prejudice, or to foment
discontent with his station. He had looked without sympathy on the struggle
for better industrial conditions; he had despised doubt in the matter of
religion. He was born good: his mother had said the Old Adam must surely
be left out of him. But now came the shock, and pride prevented John from
admitting his failure to anybody else; pride, indeed, had assured him that
such a man as he must have his own way in the end.
He debated the past, and his self-respect tottered before his thoughts, as
a stout boulder shakes upon its foundations at the impact of a flood. He
stared at Jane and Jerry unseeing, and they marked the blood leap up into
his face and his eyes grow bright. This idea was new to him. What Jane said
acted perilously, for it excused to himself his gathering temper under defeat
and justified his wrath in his own sight.
"Be careful," he said. "D'you know all it means you'm saying, Jane?"
"For God's sake, unsay it, Jenny," urged her sweetheart. "You can't
know—nobody can know."
Jerry Withycombe declared great alarm; Jane only felt the deepest
interest.
"So much the better," she answered. "It was bound to come. I'm glad."
"No, I wouldn't say time drags," declared the sick man. "Time don't run
more than sixty minutes to the hour with me, though I can't say it runs less,
like it does for the young and hale and hearty people. Give me a new book
and life don't drag. And there's always memory. I've got a very good
memory—better than many who come to see me I reckon. My mind keeps
clear, and I still have the power to go over my great runs with hounds. And
I don't mix 'em. I can keep 'em separate and all the little things that
happened. You'd think they'd get muddled up; but they do not."
"Yes, I can shut my eyes and get in a comfortable position and bring it
all afore me and feel my horse pulling and my feet in the stirrups. And once
or twice of late I've dreamed dreams; and that's even better, because for the
moment, you're in the saddle again—living—living! When I wake up from
a dream like that, I make a point of thanking God for it, Maynard. I'd sooner
have a dream like that than anything man can give me now."
"They're terrible queer things—dreams," declared the younger. "I've had
a few of late. They take hold of you when your mind's more than common
full, I reckon."
"Or your stomach—so doctor says. But that's not right. I've stuffed once
or twice—greedy like—just for the hope that when I went to sleep I'd be
hunting, but it never did anything but keep me awake. No, dreams hang on
something we can't understand I reckon; and why the mind won't lie down
and sleep with the body, sometimes, but must be off on its own, we can't
tell. But there's things said about dreams that ban't true, Lawrence. I read
somewhere that you never see the faces of the dead in dreams. That's false.
You do see 'em. I saw my brother none so long ago—not as he was when he
died, but as a little boy. And dreams be very reasonable in their unreason,
you must know, for I was a little boy too. I saw his young face and flaxen
hair, and heard him laugh, and we was busy as bees climbing up a fir-tree to
a squirrel's dray in a wood. A thing, no doubt, we'd done in life together
often enough, sixty years agone; and 'twas put into my dream, and I woke
all the better for it."
"They come too. They leave you a bit down-daunted, I grant. And some
be lost, because you can't call 'em home when you wake up. You'll dream a
proper masterpiece sometimes and wake full of it; and yet, for some
mysterious working of the brain, 'tis gone, and you try to stretch after it, but
never can catch it again. I woke in tears—fancy! Yes, in tears I woke once,
long ago now; and for the life of me I didn't know what fetched 'em out of
my eyes."
"Perhaps you'd had a cruel bout of pain while you was asleep?"
"No, no; pain don't get tear or groan out of me. I'll never know what it
was."
He broke off suddenly, for a previous speech of his visitor gave him the
opening he desired.
"You said just now you'd been dreaming, along of your mind, that was
more than common full. Was it anything interesting in particular on your
mind, or just life in general?"
"You be looking ahead, as you've the right to do. You're a man a thought
out of the common in your understanding. You don't want to work for
another all your life, do you?"
"I never look much ahead. Sometimes the past blocks the future, and a
man's often less ambitious at thirty than he was ten years before. I don't
particular want a home of my own. A home means a lot of things I've got no
use for."
"Pretty much what some of the maidens think," said Enoch with craft.
"For them a home means a man; and for us it means a woman, of course,
because we can't very well establish anything to be called home without
one. Orphan Dinah wants badly to be off, so Ben Bamsey, her foster-father,
tells me. And yet he's in a quandary; because he feels that if a happy home
were in sight for her, he'd far sooner she waited for it, a year or more, than
left him to go somewhere else."
"A very reasonable thought. But these things don't fall out as we want
'em to."
They fenced a little, but Lawrence was very guarded and committed
himself to no opinion of Dinah until Enoch, failing in strategy, tried a direct
question.
"I like her," answered the other frankly. "Since you ask, there's no harm
in saying I think she's a very fine character. She haven't shone much of late,
because there was a lot of feeling about what she done; and it's been made
the most of I can see by women, and some men. But she's made it clear to
me and to you, I hope, that she did right. She's built on a pretty big pattern
and she's had a lot to put up with, and she's been very patient about it."
"I may tell you, for your ear alone, Maynard, that she thinks very well
of you."
"No, no—don't you say that. She don't know me. I dare say, if she was
to, she'd feel different."
Enoch had said all he desired to say and learned all he wanted to learn.
"And quite right and proper," he answered. "These things are very safe
where they belong, and I wouldn't rush into a man's private affairs for
money."
They talked of Enoch's books and his master, who had lately been to see
him.
"There's one who fears not to look the truth in the face," said the
huntsman. "He told me things that only I say to myself, because the rest are
too tender to say them. Doctor looks them, but even he won't say them out.
But master could tell me I'd soon be gone. He believes in the next world,
and don't see no reason in the nature of things why there shouldn't be fox-
hunting there."
"If one's enough at a time, I'll be off," he said, "and fetch up again next
Sunday."
"I'm in good fettle, Arthur, and be very willing to make hay while the
sun shines."
"And you an undertaker! Mind you deal fair and square with me,
Chaffe; for death, or no death, 'tis as certain as life that I shall want some of
your best seasoned elm afore very long."
"You be quiet, Enoch," he said. "This is the Lord's Day and us didn't
ought to be joking, like as if 'twas Monday."
The hunter took up the challenge and they went at it again, in the best of
humour, till Melinda returned and gave the three men tea.
They spoke of Dinah and gave examples of her quality and difference
from other young women. Mrs. Honeysett tended rather to disparage her of
late, having been influenced thereto in certain quarters; but Arthur Chaffe
supported Dinah, and Lawrence listened.
"Long ago, before she had to break with poor Bamsey, I remember a
word she said to me," he remarked. "It showed she knew a bit about human
nature and was finding out that everybody couldn't be relied upon. She
asked me if I was faithful. It seemed a curious question at the time."
"The world goes round on trust," admitted Mr. Withycombe, "and the
more man can trust man, the easier we advance and the quicker. 'Faithful' be
the word used between us in business and it wasn't the one we fixed upon
for nothing. 'Yours faithfully' we say."
"Yes, oftener than we mean it, God forgive us," sighed Mr. Chaffe. "'Tis
often only a word and too few respect it. Us have all written so to people we
hate, and would like to think was going to be found dead in their beds to-
morrow. Such is the weakness of human nature."
"I wonder," mused Melinda. "It's a bit mean to hide our feelings so
much."
"Never criticised 'em. Such was his amazing skill that he let them live
their lives their own way, and treated 'em with just the same respect he
showed to everybody else."
Then he prepared to depart and Maynard left with him. In the high road
they, too, separated, for their ways were opposite.
"I laugh, but with sorrow in my heart," said Arthur, "for that dear man
be going down the hill terrible fast to the experienced eye. We shall miss
him—there's a lot of Christian charity to him, and I only wish to God he'd
got the true Light. That's all he wants. The heart be there and the ideas; but
his soul just misses the one thing needful."
"I hope not," said Maynard. "He's earned the best we can wish for."
"It may come yet," prophesied Arthur. "It may flash in upon him at the
last. Where there's life, there's hope of salvation. Us must never forget that
the prayers of a righteous man availeth much, Maynard."
"And the life of a righteous man availeth more, Mr. Chaffe," answered
Lawrence.
"That we ain't told," replied the elder. "We can only leave the doubter to
the mercy of his Maker; and there's many and many got to be left like that,
for doubt's growing, worse luck. Us say 'sure and certain hope' over a lot of
mortal dust, when too well our intellects tell us the hope ban't so certain nor
yet sure as us would like to feel."
He perked away on his long, thin legs, like a friendly stork, and
Maynard set his face upward for his home.
CHAPTER XVII
DINAH
There had happened a precious wonder beyond all wonders, but Dinah
felt angry with herself that, under present conditions of stress and anxiety,
any loophole existed for such a selfish passion. It had come, however, and it
could not stand still; and selfish she had to be, since the good and glory of
the thing must be shared with none at present.
Silent, however, she could not be for long. There was one to whom she
never feared to talk and from whom she had no secrets. To him, her foster-
father, Dinah had taken every joy and sorrow, hope and fear since she could
talk. Only once, and that in the matter of his own son, John, had she hidden
her heart from Ben Bamsey, yet found it possible to show it to another.
She remembered that now; and it was that same 'other,' who, from the
first, had possessed a nameless quality to challenge and arrest Dinah.
Gradually he had occupied a larger and larger domain in her mind, until he
overwhelmed it and her gradual revelation was complete. For gradual it had
been. Together they walked once more at her wish, after their first long
tramp, while, agreeably to the invitation of Mr. Bamsey, Lawrence Maynard
again visited Green Hayes upon a Sunday afternoon. Then, indeed, under
the eyes of Jane and her mother, Dinah had hidden her heart very
effectually, and even made occasion to leave the house and go elsewhere
before Maynard's visit was ended; but she knew by signs in her body and
soul that she was in love. The amazing novelty of her thoughts, the
transfiguration they created in her outlook upon all things, the new colours
they imparted to any vision of the future, convinced her that there could be
no doubt. Against this reality, the past looked unreal; before this immensity,
the past appeared, dwarfed and futile. That cloudy thing, her whole
previous existence, was now reduced to a mere huddled background—its
only excuse the rainbow that had suddenly glowed out upon it.
She was honestly ashamed that love could have happened to her at this
moment and thrust so abruptly in upon her sad experience with Johnny. It
seemed, in some moods, callous and ungenerous to allow such wayward
delights and dreams to enter her heart while well she knew that his was
heavy. But, at other times, she would not blame herself, for her conscience
was clear. Maynard had meant nothing to her when she gave up her first
lover, and it was no thought of him, or any man, that had determined her to
do so.
Her love at least was pure as love well could be, for she did not know
that he returned it; sometimes, at first, she almost hoped he would not. But
that was only in the dim and glimmering dawn of it. Love cannot feed on
dreams alone. She put it from her at first, only to find it fly back. So she
nursed it secretly and waited and wondered, and, meantime, strove to find a
way to leave Green Hayes. But still Ben opposed her suggestions, and then
there came a time when, from the first immature fancy that to love him
secretly, herself unloved, would be enough, Dinah woke into a passionate
desire that he should love her back again. Now she was mature,
accomplished, awake and alert, lightning quick to read his mood, the
inflexion of every word he uttered when he was beside her, the faintest
brightening of his eyes, his dress, his walk, the inspiration of every
moment.
She could not help it. Often she returned dull and daunted, not with him
but herself; and as she began to know, from no sign of his but by her own
quickened sex endowment that he cared for her, she grew faint and ashamed
again. He had taught her a great deal. He seemed to be very wise and
patient, but not particularly happy—rather unfinished even on some sides of
his experience. There were a great many things he did not know, and he
seemed not nearly as interested in life as she was, or as desirous to have it
more abundantly. Johnny had evinced a much keener appetite for living and
far greater future ambitions than Maynard. Lawrence was, in fact, as
somebody had said, "a twilight sort of man." But it was a cool, clear, self-
contained twilight that he moved in, and he appeared to see distinctly
enough through it. Dinah thought it was twilight of morning rather than
night. She imagined him presently emerging into a wonderful dawn, and
dreamed of helping him to do so. She checked such fancies, yet they were
natural to her direct temperament, and they recurred with increasing force.
Her native freedom of mind broke down all barriers to private thinking, and
sometimes she longed for him; then she chastened herself and planned a
future without him and found it not worth remaining alive for. She began to
sleep ill, but hid the signs. She plotted to see Maynard and was also skilful
to conceal the fact that she did so. He always welcomed her, sometimes
with a merry word, sometimes with a sad one. The milch cows grazed upon
the moor now, and once or twice, sighting them a mile off upon her way
home, Dinah would creep near and wait for Lawrence and the sheep dog to
round them up and turn them to the valley for milking. She would hide in a
thicket, or behind a boulder, and if he came would get a few precious
words; but if Neddy Tutt appeared, as sometimes happened, then she would
lie hid and go her way when he was gone.
She knew now that Maynard cared for her; but she discounted his every
word and granted herself the very minimum. She was fearful of hoping too
much, yet could not, for love's sake, hope too little. She longed to set her
mind at rest upon the vital question; and at last did so. Making all
allowance, and striving to chill and belittle his every word, she still could
not longer doubt. He was often difficult to understand, yet some things she
did now clearly comprehend. She had already seen a man in love, and
though the love-making of Johnny differed very widely from that of
Lawrence, though indeed Lawrence never had made a shadow of love to
her, yet she knew at last, by mental and physical signs that curiously
repeated Johnny's, he did love her.
She hugged this to her heart and felt that nothing else mattered, or
would ever matter. For a time she even returned to her first dream and
assured herself that love was enough. He might tell her some day; he might
never tell her; but she knew it, and whether they came together, or lived
their lives apart, the great fact would remain. Yet there was no food in any
such conclusion, no life, no fertility, no peace.
She came to Ben Bamsey at this stage of her romance, for she hungered
and thirsted to tell it; and to her it seemed that her foster-father ought to
know. She came to him fresh from a meeting with Lawrence, for she had
been, at Mr. Bamsey's wish, with a message to Falcon Farm, and she had
met Maynard afterwards as she returned over the foothills of the Beacon.
The year was swinging round, and again the time had come for scything
the fern, that it might ripen presently for the cattle byres.
"Yes; it'll have to go in a sling for a bit. He thought it would mend and
didn't take no great count of it, and now it's festered and will be a fortnight
before it's all right."
"I wish I could help," she said. "If you was to do his work and Mr.
Stockman would let me come and milk the cows for a week——"
"No, no—no need for any help. Tom can do a lot. It's only his left hand
and master's turning to. He says if he can't do the work of Tom's left hand,
it's a shame to him."
"Did Mr. Palk get his rise he was after?"
"He did not, Dinah. But Mr. Stockman put it in a very nice way. He's
going to raise us both next year. And you? Nothing turned up?"
"A funny thing among 'em all they can't find just the right work. I wish
you was away from Green Hayes."
She had told him all about her difficulties and he appreciated them. He
thought a great deal about Dinah now, but still more about himself. He had
been considering her when she appeared; and for the moment he did not
want to see her. His mind ebbed and flowed, where Dinah was concerned,
and he was stubborn with himself and would not admit anything. He
persisted in this attitude, but now he began to perceive it was impossible
much longer to do so. If Dinah had read him, he also had read her, for she
was not difficult to read and lacked some of the ordinary armour of a
woman in love with a man. He knew time could not stand still for either of
them, yet strove to suspend it. Sometimes he was gentle and sometimes he
was abrupt and ungenial when they met. To-day he dismissed her.
"Don't you bide here now," he said. "I'm busy, Dinah, and I've got a
good bit on my mind too."
"I'm sorry then. You ask Soosie if I shall come and milk. That would
give you more time. Good morning, Lawrence."
"I wish I could think of a way out for you. Perhaps I shall. I do have it
on my mind," he said. "But there's difficulties in a small place like this. Pity
you ain't farther off, where you could breathe easier."
For some reason this remark cheered her. She left him without speaking
again and considered his saying all the way home. The interpretation she
put upon it was not wholly mistaken, yet it might have surprised the man,
for we often utter a thought impelled thereto by subconscious motives we
hardly feel ourselves. He did not for the moment associate himself, or his
interests, with the desire that Dinah should go away, yet such a desire really
existed in him, though, had he analysed it, he had been divided between two
reasons for such a desire. He might have asked himself whether he wished
her out of her present difficult environment in order that his own approach
to her should become easier and freer of doubtful interpretation in the
mouths of other people; or he might have considered whether, for his own
peace, he honestly wished to see Dinah so far away that reasonable excuses
should exist for dropping her acquaintance. Between these alternatives he
could hardly have decided at present. He lagged behind her, for love seldom
wakens simultaneously, or moves with equal pace on both sides. He might
continue to lag and fall farther behind, or he might catch her and pass her.
He was at a stage in their approach when he could still dispassionately
consider all that increase of friendship must imply. He hardly knew where
the friendship exactly stood at the moment. Actual irritation sometimes
intervened. He suffered fits of impatience both with himself and her. Yet he
knew, when cool again, that neither was to be blamed. If blame existed, it
was not Dinah's.
She went home now, and after dinner on that day, found opportunity to
speak with her foster-father. They were cutting oats and she descended to
the valley field beside Ben and made a clean breast of her secrets, only to
find they were not hidden from him. He treated her as one much younger
than she really was, and seeing that she was indeed younger than her age in
many particulars of mind, this process always satisfied Dinah and made her
feel happier with Ben Bamsey than his family, who made no such
concession, but, on the contrary, attributed qualities to Dinah she lacked.
"Foster-father," she said, "I'm wishful to have a tell and here's a good
chance. I be getting in a proper mizmaze I do assure 'e."
"I've been patient for six months, though it's more like six years since I
changed about poor Johnny. And other people, so well as I, do feel I'd be
better away."
"Have I ever said you wouldn't be better away, Dinah? I know only too
well how it is. But a father can look deeper into life than his child. I'm wide
awake—watching. I understand your troubles and try to lessen 'em where I
can."
"If you wasn't here, I'd have runned away long ago. For a little bit, after
that cruel come-along-of-it, I wouldn't have minded to die. Now that's
passed; but you, who never did such a thing, can't tell what it is to know
that you're fretting and galling two other women. And Mrs. Bamsey and
Jane have a right to be fretted and galled by me. I can well understand,
without their looks, how I must be to them; and 'tis a sharp thorn in your
flesh to be hated, and it's making me miserable."
He had not guessed she much felt this side of the position.
"You'm growing up, I see, like everybody else," he said. "I forget that I
can't have it both ways, and can't have you a loving, watchful daughter and
a child too. And if you can think for me, as you do so wonderful, then
you'm old enough to feel for yourself, of course. Still you'm so parlous
young in some ways, that it ain't strange I still think of you a child in
everyway. I suppose you must go and I mustn't find nothing against no
more. And yet——"
"Only this morning coming home from Falcon Farm I met Lawrence—
Lawrence Maynard and he—even he, an outsider so to say, said he thought
I'd be better far ways off. And I well know it. I didn't ought to be breathing
the same air as Johnny. It ain't fair to him, especially when you know he's
not taking it just like I meant it. And I wouldn't say it's right, foster-father."
He, however, was more concerned for the moment with the other man
than his own son.
"Johnny's beginning to understand. His good sense will come to help
him," he answered; "but when you say 'Lawrence Maynard,' Dinah—what
do you say? Why for has he troubled his head about your affairs?"
"Granted. And so do you seemingly. And how much do you like him?
Do you like him as much as I think you do, Dinah?"
"I'm glad you ask me that; but I hope Mrs. Bamsey and Jane——?"
"So do I. No, they haven't marked nothing; or if they have, they've hid it
from me very close. But Faith wouldn't hide nothing. Tell me."
She hesitated.
"Ah!"
"It sounds a fearful thing spoke out naked. But truth's truth, and I'm very
thankful to tell you. Don't you call it wicked nor nothing like that. It only
happened a very little while—not till long, long after I dropped Johnny. But
it has happened; and now I know I never loved dear Johnny a morsel."
He reflected.
"The man himself told you to go—Maynard, I mean? What was in his
mind when he said that?"
"I've been wondering. It ought to have made me sad; but it hasn't. Ought
it to have made me sad?"