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A N OV E L .
By M R S . SID N EY S . H AR R IS ,
AUTHO R OF “
R UTLE DGE ,
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S T PHILLIPS
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NE W Y OR K
C H A RL E S S C RI B NE R 85 C OM PA NY .
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E n t ere dacc rdi g t A t f C g r s i t h y r 1 871 by
o n o c o on es , n e ea ,
C H AR LE S S C R I B NE R 6 0 0 : ,
J OS E PH J . LITTLE ,
E Ln C rROTY PE R,
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S TE RE OTY P E R , A ND PR I NTE R ,
N E W YORK .
C O N TE N T S .
C HA PTE R I .
C HA P TE R II .
V E R Y G O OD LU C K
C HA PTE R III .
C HA PTE R IV .
M Y C OM P AN I ON S
C HA PTE R V .
THE TU TOR
C HA PTE R VI .
C HA PT E R V II .
TH R E E WE E K S TO O L A TE
C HA P TE R V II I .
C HA PTE R I! .
C HA PTE R !
C HA P TE R !I .
S OPHI E
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S WORK
C HA P TE R ! II .
C HA PTE R XIII .
TH E WOR LD G OE S ON THE S AM E
C HA PTE R ! IV .
C HA PTE R !V .
I S HA LL HAV E S E E N H IM
C HA PTE R !VI .
A UG US T TH I RTIE TH
C HA PTE R XV II .
BE S ID E H IM ON C E A G AIN .
C HA PT E R XV I II .
C HA PTE R ! I! .
C HA PTE R XX .
C HA PTE R !!I .
A PRE S PE R D RE PE R I)
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ON BIE N
C HA PTE R XXII .
A G RE AT D E A L TOO S OON
C HA P TE R XXI II .
C HA PTE R XXIV .
C HA PTE R !!V .
B I E N PE R n U, B IE N C ONN U
C HA P TE R XXV I .
A D IN NE R
R I C H A RD V A N D E RM A R C K .
C HAP TE R I .
V AR I C K S T R EET .
0 fo r one S p o t Of l ivi g g en n re ,
On e l i t t l e s p o t wh e r l ve s c e ea an gro w ,
TO l ove un b l a m e d ,
to w a l k un s e e n ,
TO dre am a b o ve , t o sl e e p b e l o w !
H o hnes .
Th ere a re in th i s l o u d stunn in g t i de ,
Of h um an c a re a n d c ri m e ,
Wi th wh o m t h e m e lo di e s a bi de
Of t h e ve rl a s t in g ch i m e ;
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A nd to wi s e h e a rt s t h i s ce rta in ho p e is give n ;
N O t t
m is t h a m a n m a y ra i se , s h a ll h i de t h e e ye o f
willing to do it .
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The home was as follows ; a large d ark house O n
the unsunny side o f a dull stree t fu rniture that had
n o t been chang : fo r forty years walls that were
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o n e O f my teache rs .
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many a battle in consequence o f tellin g stories ,
w a s holy .
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times did not go away till eleven O clock at n ight .
advan tage .
know his sister and that she would come the next
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her She was a little older than Richard and the only
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brother s partial eye s .
C HAPT E R II .
V ER Y GOOD LU CK .
M i e ux va u t un e o n c e de fo rt un e qu
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un e li vre de sa ge ss e .
a last pull .
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Y o u are n o t at a ll like your brother I said , ,
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N o ? she said smilingly and looking attentively
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And you she said yo u do n o t look at all as I
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supposed :Y o u n —
are o t nearly so youn g Richard
told me yo u were quite a child I was not prepared .
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lamentably transparent Do you lead a quiet life ,
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o r have yo u many fri e n d s 2 she said as if She did n o t ,
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n ear the door was full o f ferns and ivies I did not .
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frequency o f the past winter a n d I thi nk there w a s ,
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my doubt and settled it to g o o f course I think
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Why, s e e it is your sister ! I exclaimed with ,
an c e a s he ha d from t he un e xp e ct e d pleasure o f An n s
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o ld home with no di m
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inution o f the hospitality o f
their father s time was perhaps the greatest pleas ure
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swell again before the winter s drain Of course she .
loved the place too but not with the simple affection
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K I L IAN .
Yo u a re we ll m a d e h ave co m m o n
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s en se ,
A n d do n o t wa n t fo r i m p u d e n ce .
To n to bu en she sa t m en te .
Un t ro u o e to ujo u rs u n p lu s
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so t so t qu z la d m zre .
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have about one s room She made me even more .
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had been gone indeed since the day after we ha d
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o ff the boat o r we ll have t o take her with us Oh
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no danger he said plenty o f time and he took her
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I want to apol o giz e fo r being so late he said ,
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Why it is not any m a tter I answered only I
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suppose 2
Oh no nor to travelling any way for the matter
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If yo u had been in Wall street since ten O clock -
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Is Wall stree t s o very much more disagreeable
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Ah yes Mr Greer may ; he has a good de al to
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Well perhaps when he was your age Uncle
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Leonard did not ask more than that .
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N o t he ; he began long befo re he was as o ld as I
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destruction to all chance s o f a fortune .
Varick street
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N0 good he said ,
It i s n t in my nature t o be
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satisfied with the knowledge that I ve got enough to
make me happy locked up somewhere in a safe : I
must get it o ut and strew it around in sight in the
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Ri chard Q u i g a r d e so n d im er CZ a m i m e: d s e w er
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world .
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O very well indeed I said with great simplicity
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he is a great deal at the house .
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Mr Le o nard Greer
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cares at all fo r m o ney .
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0 Miss Pa u line don t you believe hi m if he says
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else .
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years o ld 2 I said with much surprise .
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strange that I didn t get quite right ’
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t u n it y by t u rning over the leaves of my Littel o n
the o ccurrence o f every pause .
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said ab o ut the pleasantest members o f the family ;
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Nothi ng could make me happier I am sure ,
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Richard hasn t any horses tho u gh he ca n afford ,
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It would destroy the balance o f power in the ‘
n eighborhood .
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Decidedly ; as it is we are a firs t class power
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owing to Sophie s cleverness and Richard s prudence ;
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but what you have ? Isn t she clever and isn t she a
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pretty woman to be nearly thirty five 2 -
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E verybody likes her he said complacently ,
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ed fo r the legislature I think she s awfully bored
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Sophi e ne ver grumbles .
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Tell me about them all I said consuming w ith , ,
a fever o f curiosity .
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O I forgot yo u d id n o t know them
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Shall I .
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about it S t e y there I kne w ) Excuse m e
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Miss d E s t ré e Well the young ladies There s
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somebody will marry That s Henrietta Palmer
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said ab o ut the pleasantest members o f the fam ily ;
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N o thing could make me happier I am sure ,
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Richard hasn t any horses tho u gh he can affo rd ,
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Sophie a dull o ld pair of brutes He disapproves .
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It would destroy the balance o f po wer in the ‘
n eighborhood .
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Decidedly ; as it is we are a first class power
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owing to Sophie s cleverness and Richard s prudence ;
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pretty woman to be nearly thirty five Q -
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E verybody likes her he said complacently ,
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to have three young ladies with her for the next two
m onths (besides yourself Miss d E s t ré e ) whom she
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S Ophie ne ver grumbles .
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Tell me about the m all I said consuming with , ,
a fever Of curiosity .
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O I forgot you d id not know the m
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Shall I .
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about it Steady there I knew ) E xcuse me it —
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Mi ss d E s t rée’ —
Well the young ladies There s
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somebody will marry That s Henrietta Palmer
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o r o ld men ,
nor o f old women ; but they were j ust
my age just my class just my equals or ought to
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way down the steps to meet him and who only gave ,
wing o f the house over the di ning room and the win
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the bed was dainty and the little mantel was draped
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sister I co uld have had such happy feelings fo r a
place that I could have felt was home What matter .
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my own .
C HAPT E R I V .
M Y C OM P AN I ON S .
V o us et e s b e ll e i i d o n c la
a ns m o itié
Du g e n re h um a in s era vo t re e nn e m ei .
O h, I t hi k
n t h e c a use
Of m u c hw a s, the yf g or o t n o c ro wd
M a k e s up fo r p a re n t s in t hi he r s ro u d .
Tutor Myself ,
B o y, B o y,
Mrs Ho llenbeck . .
mother .
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I m sure I don t know mamma said Charley
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Charley doesn t see much of his tutor o u t o f hours ,
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I think said Miss Benson
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of milk .
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Benny s the boy that loves his book said Kilian ; ,
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he s the joy o f his tuto r s heart I kn o w at which ’
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I d o n t se e what yo u ever g o t hi m fo r mamma , ,
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said Charley . I d study j ust as much without
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him .
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And that wo uldn t be ple d ging yourself to very
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much would it Charley dear i
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Wish he was back in Germany with his ugly
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books cried Charley
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But hush there was a sud d en lull as the tutor ,
afraid o f the little boys and thought all the time that
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cake that was befo re her and gave the boys some ,
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By the way said Sophie when the meal was
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nearly over I had a letter fro m Richard t o day
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Ah said Kilian with a momenta ry release from
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hi s admirer .
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And when is he coming home 2
I looked up with quick interest and met M rs Hol ,
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N o t fo r two weeks yet said his sister ; not fo r
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two wh o le weeks .
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H o w sorry I a m said Charlotte Benson
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I think we are all sorry said Henrietta t he tran ,
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Miss d E st rée confided t o me that she d be glad
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to s e e him said Kilian cutti n g up another wo o d
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Indeed I shall I said with a little Sigh n o t
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He seems to be having a delightful time said ,
his sister .
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I am glad to hear that I said interested ,
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to like to travel I was rather startled at the sound
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Ah she said don t yo u think he does ? At
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week .
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i d ea o f a go od time yo u know ,
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Ah ! sai d S o phie gently that s his brother s
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and exclaimed ,
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Nonsense ! said Sophi e with a li ttle laugh
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will ?
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N o t if he thinks yo u want him said Kilian
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amiably . He has a great aversion to being made
much o f .
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Yes a family trait interrupted Charlotte at
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Miss Leighton .
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Leave o ff laughing at my Uncle Richard said ,
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We have dear and are laughing at your Uncle
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Kilian Y o u don t object t o that I m sure and
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Benny did not like the joke at all and got down,
TH E TU T OR .
A n d n o w a bo ve t h em p o u rs a wo d n ro u s vo i c e ,
(S u c h a s G re e k re o p e ns h e a rd in S i c il y) ,
W i t h wo un di n g ra p t ure in it ,
lik e l o ve s ’
a rro ws .
G eo rg e E lio t .
no doubt a very d u ll o n e
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o rdinarily had life enou h for all The b o ys were .
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ile u m ,
cried Madame with a little yawn ; freedom
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o f the halls and deshabille for o n e afternoon
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put her a rm through mine and whispered Poor fel
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lo w ! How lonely he must be ! Let s ask him to go
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and walk with us this eveni n g .
supple and child like manner that She had and had
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sedately .
very soon found she must abandon thi s rOle ; but She
was nothing if n o t coquettish and the co nversation ,
book .
to this day .
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A dreary evening is it not ? S h e began
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thing ?
Charlotte who had her own plans for a quiet even
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Oh Mr Langenau that is selfish now
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ing and dull aroun d the ta ble And bye and bye .
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Oh S in g something can t yo u Sing
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Yes I can sing he said looking do w n at me
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with those dangerous eyes Will it give yo u .
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pleasure if I sing for yo u ?
He did not wait for an answer, but turned back to
the piano .
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He had sa id if I sing for you and I knew t hat for ,
begged might never cease but flood o ver all the pres ,
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Why Pauline ! child ! what is it ? cried M rs
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Oh don t I d o n t want you t o speak to m e I
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their curiosi t y .
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t ri ed me on M o m ps s e n a nd the Seven Lamps and
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I do n o t know I said honestly I seem to
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have been very sensitive to n ight .
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But yo u are n o t always asked Henrietta Pal
Y o u do not always cry when people sing
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Why no I said with great contempt
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Bu t I .
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never heard any o n e sing like that before .
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He does sing well said Mrs Hollenbeck thought ,
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fully .
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Charlotte Bens o n .
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He has been e d ucated fo r the stage you may be ,
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that o u t of the choru s o f an opera
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Well I think returned Charlotte Benson
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duets .
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Well I don t know that it is anything to us what
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he was educated fo r said Charlotte Bens o n Sharply
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fo r o n e am much o bliged to him
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E t m o i C a s si murmured Henrietta wreathing
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her large beautiful arm s about her fri end and the t w o ,
sauntered away .
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a little stiffly
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man .
La s t n igh t wh e n,
so m e o n e s p k o e h rs n am e,
Fro m m y s w i ft b l o o d t h tw
a e n t a n d ca m e
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A t o us a n d li t t l e s a ft s h o f fla m e
We re s h ive re d in m y n a rro w fra m e .
Te n n yso n .
I took the path that led over the hill t o the river .
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Y o u are always early he said with his Slight , , ,
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very sligh t foreign accent earlier than yesterday by
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things to me .
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would be disappointed He was silent and I felt
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which I went on to s a y
I never heard any one Sing like that before I am
very sorry tha t it gave any o n e an impression that I
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had a knowledge of music when I hadn t I don t ,
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care about it generally except in church and I can t
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understand what made me feel so yesterday .
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Perhaps it is because you were in the mood for
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it he said
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It is often s o o n e time music gives us
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pleasur e another time it does n o t
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That may be so ; but your voice , in speaking ,
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Y o u must let me sing for you again he sai d , ,
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Ah ; if yo u only will I answered, with a d eep ,
sigh o f satisfaction .
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leav e yo u and g o back for the c a rs
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had hardly shaken o ff drowsy hed and had no -
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not su ffer it said Charlotte Benson
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Qu a o n p la ce
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(2 la che ese p e rd se .
D e la m a in (2 la bo u che se p e rd so u ve n t la s o up e .
D i s ta n c e a ll v l ue
a en h a n ce s !
W h e n a m a n s b usy w hy l e i sure
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F a i t h a n d a t l e i s ure o n c e is h e ,
S t ra ig h t wa y h e w a n t s t o b e b u s y .
R B ro wn i ng
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organdie had seen the day at last and She was in such
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They are all three there she exclaimed with su p
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in g fo r me I can t tell why cer t ainly n o t because I
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It is two months Pau line he sai d ; and are yo u
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well ? And though I only said that I was well and
was very glad t o s e e him I am sure his sister S Ophi e
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this is the only seat that I can take following the rose ,
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and thorn principle .
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But that principle is not followed strictly crie d ,
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Ah ! What a strange oversight he exclaimed , ,
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seating himself nevertheless The only way to
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The Tuto r
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Mr E ugene Whi tney .
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Charlotte Benson ,
Myself ,
Charley, Kilian ,
S o phie .
t ic ula rly hard upon her as the tutor did n o t come and
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the t irn e
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not come .
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prepared to light his cigar Will you n o t come o u t
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The hou se looked gay and pleasant as we walke d
up and down before it wi th its many lighted windows
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o f a few moments with a sigh It is good to be at
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h ome again .
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But y o u ve had a pleasant j ourney ?
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here and I away in such a dismal hole
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I suppose Uncle Leonard had n o pity o n yo u as ,
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gi ve up .
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And how is Uncle Leonard ; did yo u go t o Varick
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street ?
N O indeed I d id not waste any time in town I
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only reached there yesterday .
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I w o nder Uncle Leonard let you o ff so soon .
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He growled a good deal but I did not stay t o ,
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listen .
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That s always the best way
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I wen t o n aft er a moment I don t wonder that you a ll
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Spend away from it .
he said in a lo w tone .
he had .
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It belongs t o Kilian and m e but it is understood
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I have the right to it when I am ready for it .
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And your sister— it does n o t belong at all t o her ?
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I am sure that She would n o t be selfish .
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I beg your pardon said the tut o r with a qu ick
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d o n t know him well enough I answer e d in co n fu
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N o of course n o t
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Y o u w o uld n o t be li kely to
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and o n e never kn o ws anything about these Germans .
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I th o ught— y o ur sister said— you knew a ll about
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the time is different .
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B u t he is a gentleman I put in more firmly ,
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s o metimes Then as if t o put away a tiresome and
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place .
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a great deal more than is good for you .
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Well I will not smoke any more t o night if yo u
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say so Only don t go in the house
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glad I am that you are here at last .
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Oh as fo r that you ve g o t a goo d many weeks to
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tell me in Besi d es it s gettin g chi lly and I gave a
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little Shiver .
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If you re cold o f course he said letting me pass
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W hy didn t yo u tell me before ? I never thou ght
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o f it and you have no shawl
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Oh he has promised that he will sing sa id S o
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phie ; but remember he has n o t had his tea I .
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ready in a moment .
dazzled a little by it .
M rs Hollenbeck
. Richard was called away by a per
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t o M rs
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lu t e ly I am s ure you tire yourself by these leng
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walks .
Do yo u think so ? N O they rest me .
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d ull and tiresome .
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y o u miss me very much But such a gleam
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dark dangerous eyes ! I looked down but my breath
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into the room with rather a qui cker step than usual
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Pauline he said and I started visibly
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If it is n o t troubling you too much he said in a ,
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ness.
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Oh Richard yo u have burned me I cri ed drop
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I am very sorry he said ; Does it hurt yo u
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put something o n it .
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moment .
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Will yo u go into the parlor then ? ,
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No yes that is I said and capriciously went
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piaz za s t e ppe d by it and said to me
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I hope you
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I happened to make tea for Mr La ngenau b e .
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cause yo u r sister asked me t o I said angrily ; you ,
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You may be sur e I shall he said walking away , ,
enthusiasm for music, and was not happy till she was
at li berty to gi ve her whole attention to it A S soon .
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Please go away I said at last this is making
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me seem rude .
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Do not tell me he exclaimed ,
that yo u are ,
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I can t stay here and be talked to I said getting , ,
up in d e spa ir
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Then c o me o n the piazza he exclaimed and we , ,
o f my chair .
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Ah where did Pauline go ? she said glancing
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around . But I suppose we must excuse her fo r to
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h e r I think
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He seems to me just t h e sort o f man to
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y her mother ran away and made some h orrid mar
ria e and I believe her uncle has had t o keep her
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knew then that what She had said had not pleased
him She went on in her babbling soft voice
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His sister Sophie isn t please d of course s o there ’
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then t o see him marry j ust such a sort of person yo u
know — so y o un g
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Y e s— s o youn g said Mr Lan genau between his
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teeth and o f such charming inno cence
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Oh as to that said Mary Leighton piqued be
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yond prudence we all have our o w n views as t o that
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as if he hated her .
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She has rare beauty if he ha s a taste for
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be a u t v .
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You think so ? he said “
I think her grace is .
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five she will be regal .
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Then Mr Langenau she cried with sudden
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m us t envy Mr V a n d e rm a rck
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The courage ! why what d o yo u mean by that ?
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than as a life s c o mpani o n
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y .
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never never never till I die ”
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think his room must have been directly over mine for , ,
SUNDAY .
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é m a d re d z p ens terz
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La n o t te .
N o w t e l l m e h o w y o u a re a s t o re ligi o n ?
Y o u a re a d e a r g o o d m a n —b ut I ra t e r fe a r h
Yo u h v
a e not m uc h of it .
Fa u s t .
s o me other feelings .
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n o t be fo und we had to give it up
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said Charlotte ,
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Benso n and we o w e yo u b o th a gru d ge
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Fo r my part I am very sorry
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said Mr Lang , .
enau .
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I had n o thought that you meant to dance
last night o r I sh o uld have stayed at the piano ; I
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h Ope yo u will tell me the next time .
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Yo ur pretty d ress is ruined I m afraid said , ,
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I don t care about that but I m very sorry that
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I ve sta i ned the table cloth and I looked at Mrs
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minded seeing me ruin all the table cloths t hat she had -
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But it will make you late for church for you ll ,
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have t o chan ge y o ur dress said Charl o tte Benson , ,
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in two and d rank a cup of coffee .
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I am not perhaps quite used t o your American
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way of breakfasting he returned quickly
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Was not the weather cooler then ? he answere d ,
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and I have missed my walk this morning .
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Let me give yo u some more c o ffee at any rate , ,
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village and n o t ten minutes walk fro m the house
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w alk .
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Oh let me drive if there is ro o m I said without
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I think it is S O much better fo r yo u to drive said ,
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Mrs H o llenbeck for the day is warm and I did not
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Are you comi n g with us to church Mr Lan g .
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would not let me in .
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Why yes they would if yo u had your good
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That s very true ; the ministers here don t know ’
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I ve been they d o
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Y o u are a Catholic Mr Langenau asked M rs ,
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Hollenbeck .
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I once was ; I have no longer any right to sa y it
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is my faith he answered Slowly
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What is it to be a Catholic ? i n quir ed Benny ,
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with billows Benny ,
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I think I d like the pri son best said Benny who
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Well I think I d try t o get to land somewhere
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I beg your pardon he had said and that w as all
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to listen to it .
they s o unded .
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I am sorry that you are not well to d a y Miss -
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d E st ré e
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him only turned away my head But I don t kn ow
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nor conscience fit fo r church .
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What a pity said Mrs Hollenbeck musingly
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,
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that a man of such fine intellect sh o uld have such
”
vague religious faith .
been very glad to make the sam e excuse serve for the
re mainder of the day but really the res t and a cup o f
,
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O clock .
at half past six and t o walk by the river till after the
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It was s o well that I heard them I kept sayi n g ,
go down .
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Tell me a story said Ben ny resting his arms o n
, ,
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to go t o see .
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could not make a story o u t of that .
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you tried very hard .
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Ah Benny ! that s the worst of a ll For my
,
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”
had a dreary time with o ut her here alone .
to me .
the placid river and the pale blue firm a m e n t very far ,
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There is Mr La n genau said Benny ; waiting
.
,
”
fo r yo u I Sho uld think
,
.
I t is im p o ss i bl e to l o ve a n d t o be w is e .
B aco n .
Ni en te p iu t o s t o se s e c c a ch e l a g ri m e .
”
tions.
“
Of which there are about five said Charlotte ,
“
But what if I had rath er go myself ? he said
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,
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Will you write notes o r shall we lea ve a verb a l
”
message at each d o or ?
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Oh leave a verbal message by all means sai d ,
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Charlotte B e nson, a li ttle Sharply It won t be qui te .
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en r as Miss d E st rée doesn t know the people but
ég le , ’
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s o unconventional and fresh .
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I do know them I retorte d , much annoyed , ,
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the morning irrespective o f the d elivery o f cards
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I shall have time to write the notes first if Sophi e , .
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would rather have notes sent said Hen rietta who , ,
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and save Pauline a n d Kilian trouble .
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And how about your music S Ophie said Kilian , , ,
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Well I suppose you ha d better go for the music
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o u r o wn : can t your German be made o f a n y prae
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N o r to lounge about t h e parlor every evenin g
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either muttered Kilian pushing away his cup o f
, ,
co ffee .
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can t be blamed for it poor man
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never love her Depend upon it she ll never get a
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husband Miss Pauline,
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Some men like to be scolded I have heard I said , ,
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Benson .
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“ ”
stopped at the store and left some orders and d rove ,
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Haven t we had a nice morning ! I exclaime d
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Capital sai d Kilian
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I m afraid it s been the
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pardon I don t mean your surly Teuton but the
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there !
Kilia n woul d not have d a red call o u t if the boys ,
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had not been with their tutor It w a s o n e o clock .
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and they were com ing from the farm house back to -
gate .
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As we passed them , Benny called o u t Stop Uncle , ,
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Kilian stop and take me in
, ,
Benny never was .
sion.
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You looked as if you were having such a ni ce
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time I thought I d like to come
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.
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Well we were said Kilian, with a laugh, and
, ,
“
rose to go away : Mrs Hollenbeck if there is any
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,
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shall be v e ry glad if yo u will let me know .
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But you will dance Mr Langenau cried Mary ,
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Leighton we need dancing men terribly you know
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Promise me you ll dance ’
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Oh said Charlotte Benson
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he has promised ,
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me . Mr Lang enau bowed low ; he got wonderfully
.
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fo r him to hear ,
The Lowders have a nice young
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gardener ; hadn t we better send to se e if he can t
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come this evening ?
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Kilian that s going a little t o o far said Richard
, ,
“ ’
in a displeased manner ; as long as the boys tutor
conducts himself like a gentleman he deserves to be ,
”
treated like a gentleman .
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Ah Paterfamilias thank yo u Yes I ll think of ’
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,
”
. it
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and Kilian proposed that we should leave the
table as we all seemed to have appeased o ur appetites
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who d have th o ught he d ev e r have spoken in such a
tone again after the cup of tea I poured o u t for the
,
“ ’
tut o r . Let s g o and see if we can t find s o me in ’
”
robbed .
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Y e s I said following him quite pleased
, ,
Fo r ,
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complete .
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There said Richard feeling t he weight o f ho s
, ,
hi
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p it a lit
y upon him Sop e isn t down How like
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her .
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eyes.
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How well he dances I heard some On e exclaim
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.
“
came up to where we sto o d and said to Richard I, ,
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suppo se yo u have Miss Pauline for your partner ?
Now I had been very unhappy for some time ,
”
I never dreamed of that .
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Y o u don t like it Pauline ? said Richard look
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, ,
ing at me .
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Like it ! I said impatiently
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Why I don t .
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very much .
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n o t to ; which he didn t seem to like But to have .
u
p t o me and,
sometimes Kilian but it had the e ffect
o f makin g me more uncomfortable fo r i t made every ,
n ,
—
A l o g time after when they had been dancing hours
—
it seemed t o me Miss Lowder seemed to feel faint o r
tired and Mr Langenau came out with her and took
,
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,
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He came half way in the door then paused
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May ,
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mine “
I seem to be the only o n e who is fo rbidden
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No o n e has said what yo u have I said very ,
faintly .
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Will you listen to me he said ben ding a li ttle
, ,
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toward me and speaking in a quick low voice I did , ,
“
again in a lower voice Will you n o t be kind and
, ,
”
s a y that we are friends once more ?
”
made it any better but I will forget it
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l o ves her and yet has n o t been told it ; when she must
,
“ ”
Why ha ve yo u not danced ? he said at last in a ,
“
I have not danced because I can t beca use I never ’
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have been taught .
—
by intention And would love it madly as I did
.
—
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years a g o Come with me will you ?
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,
—
I am not going t o dan ce ever ”
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”
“
Perhaps that is as well he sa id in a low tone
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But let me teach you something he said after a ,
moment “ —
Let me teach yo u German will you ?
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”
(C
Ye s .
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d E st rée
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But I wil l arrange about the German
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,
—
No matter when Mrs Hollenbeck asks yo u to .
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not ?
Oh yes ,
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Y o u promise
Oh anything ,
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thousands if yo u g ive a blank
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I didn t give a blank ; anything about German s
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what I meant .
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Ah that s safer but not half so generous And
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yet you re o n e who might be gene rous I think ,
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I ve n othing t o tell yo u about it he answered , ,
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only that you ve pro m ised to learn
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But where are we to say our lessons and what ,
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books are we t o study ?
W o uld you like t o s a y a lesson now and get o n e
”
step in advance o f a ll the others ?
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O yes I sh a ll need at least as much grace as that .
—
ail: will a nd M A W but what does it mean ?
Oh , that is n o t important Learn it first Can yo u . .
1m m ) ”
3 t g
h will llt a M —
e ow ah , yo u look as if my
“
I was not think ing of that you pronounce very
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well.
as : will 9 112 s lem m
so: il 3 m m ,
w l 1 1 m wa s S it wit h t eam: z— there
n ow, tell me what it means ‘
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Let me w rite it for yo u he said and pulling a , ,
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sentence on it “ —
There keep the paper and study
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it and s a y it to me in the morning
,
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again .
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I S it that yo u lack courage ? he said looking at ,
me keenly .
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I don t know what I lack I cried bending down , ,
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my head to hide my flushed fac e ; but I hate to be
”
scolded and have scenes .
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But who has a right to scold yo u and to make a
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scene ?
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Nobody only everybody does it all the
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same .
“
Everybody I suppose means Mr Richard Vander
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hall .
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And it means yo u who are frownin g at me this
”
moment from your seat .
courage .
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Y o u w ant me to go away ? he said fixing his ,
eyes intently o n me .
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0 yes if you only would I said na i vely
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’ —
don t know what is right but I don t think— I am ’
’
I know he d o esn t like to have me pleased with any
one. Do not go away angry wit h me I don t see .
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why you do not understand .
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I am n o t goin g away angry he said in a low
,
as Mr Richard V a n d e rm a rck
. .
“ ’ ”
Won t yo u take me to walk on the piazza ? I
asked for everybody else was walking there He was
,
.
S he wa n te d ye a rs t o un de s a n d rt
Th e grie f t h a t he did fe el .
Love is n o t l o ve
Th a t a l t e rs w h e re it a l t e ra ti o n fin ds .
”
Charley gets o n very well with his German he ,
“
observed but Benny doesn t make much progress
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better progress .
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Yes I wish I had m ore knowledge o f the lan
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guage she replied ; I read it very easily but cannot
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Speak with any fluency .
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Why will yo u never speak it with me ? he sa id .
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ought to entertain .
”
a German scholar ? She might like to join you .
“
her clear eye ; she em braced it with effusion An
admirable i d ea she said and the others too per
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“
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something .
me .
“
Mr Langenau proposes to us to read an ho ur a
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abo ut it ?
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continue it with such a master as Mr Langenau . .
” “
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A h true ! he said
,
But does she know any
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”
thing o f German ? Then turning to me he said ,
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with o n e of his d azzling sudden glances Mi ss ,
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have only taken o n e lesson in my life and then ,
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Ah said he as if quite sorry for the disappoint
, ,
”
ment I wish you were advanced enough to join us
, .
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my fate Again Sophie interposed
. We have for .
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gotten Mary Leighton sh e said gently , ,
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Perhaps she d like to learn su ggested S Ophie
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lotte I am sure could help them a great deal
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s ia s t ica ll
y that I
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thi nk Mrs Hollenbeck was
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w o rk either before o r after o u r lesson
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D e t o u t m o n occu r said Mr Langenau , as if ho w
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,
”
Well about the hour ? said Charlotte the woman
, ,
o f business
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we haven t settled that aft er all o ur
”
talking .
ginning sho uld not be made till the next day but o n e .
”
may be something else going on I knew very well .
then “
. I do not think yo u are listening to what I
”
say ,
he said to me o n e ni ght as he sat by me in the
parlor I blushed desperately and t ri ed to listen bet
.
,
le n t ly he he re it all .
“
a e m e n t being entered o n I h o pe o u will drive
g g y ,
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when I caught Sophie s eye She made me a quick .
lead and all the glory and pleasure o f the day was
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t o look at any o n e .
“
table Sophie passing close by me said quite lo w
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I , ,
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Yes but yo u don t give up all your pleasu res for
,
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hi m,
I thought but did not say,
.
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came down stairs at five o clock I had o n a veil for
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,
my eyes .
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We can go back if yo u desire it said Richard , , ,
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I don t desire it I said quite frightened but I
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, , ,
”
Pauline said Richard hoarsely n o t looking at
, , ,
”
me .
”
“
I d on t want anybody to a d vise me I said in
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,
’
alarm and I don t know what ri ght yo u have t o ex
e c t me to listen to you Richard unless it is that I
p , ,
’
am your guest ; and I shouldn t think that was any
’
reaso n why I should be made to listen to what isn t
pleasant to me .
’
SO P H I E S W OR K .
A t
n a u re h lf t f m d wi t h qu l i ti es
a ra n s o r e ,
a
Th at o ft b t y d
e ra h th l m ts
e ea c o e r, e e en
N o t bl e n t , bu t s t ruggli n g ,
b re e di n g g e e ffe cts
s t ra n
P i g th
as s n e re c k o n in g o f h is fri e n ds o r fo e s .
Geo rg e E lio t .
H ig h m i d f t iv p id d f
n s o na e r e an o rc e
M os t d pl y f l t hy p
ee g m
ee ! an s , re o rs e
Fe a r f th i
or g m vill i h v
e r s co u r e, ea n a ns a e,
T h o u a rt t h e t o rt ure r o f t h e b ra ve .
S co t t .
— —
And this German t utor who could sing well it ,
“
came out well s he would be the gainer A s to this
,
.
”
girl for whom his heart w a s sick she had no manner ,
“
She must su ffer : so do all she would undoubt
e d ly have a hard fut u re no matter to which o f these
,
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wretched .
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to m o n o n cle o f the Wall street o ffice fo r the hand-
,
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pretty candidate a German tutor who could sing .
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frigh tened for he was no carpe t knight so trim to
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If it only comes o u t right she sighed again , ,
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the evening of that most unc o mfo rtable drive If it
”
o nly comes o u t right But it did n o t look much
.
like it .
’
Richard s face silenced and depressed everybody at the
table ; and Mr Langenau did n o t come
. .
“
How rapi dly it has come up said S Ophi e Was ,
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”
I d o not kn o w said Richard and nobody doubted
, ,
“
It had begun to darken befo re we came up fro m
the river said Charlotte Benson
,
The clouds were .
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tempest .
”
Are t he windows all shut ? said S Ophie to the
servant .
”
is horrid .
“
think Henrietta said Well I hope Mr Lan genau
, , ,
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“
Does he kno w anything about a boat he asked
o f Richard who had paused in the doorway hearing
, ,
what w a s said .
not go away .
“
It isn t the sail boat that he has o f co urse said
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Kilian thoughtfully
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He always goes o u t to row .
,
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I believe .
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Why no said Charlotte Benson he s in the
, , ,
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sail boat don t yo u remember saying Henrietta how
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the water was so dark ?
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That s a bad business he said quickly to hi s
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,
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brother I ve n o idea he can manage her in such a
.
”
squall .
“
What s the use o f talking in that way returned
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,
”
home with them he continued striding across the , ,
the candles from the table, and ran t o him and lit the
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a signal t o the stable (the sta ble was very near the
house) and in almost a m o ment s time t wo men be
,
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,
the hall and put out the lamp at which the chil ,
1 34 R IC H A R D VA ND E RM A RC K .
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but sh o rter lived After fifteen o r twenty minutes
.
u
p
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stairs consoled
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with the promise that word S h o uld
be sent to them when their uncles sh o uld return .
cloak fro m the rack and leaning against the door post
,
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,
that was the only soun d that and the dripping of ;the
,
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,
stop him .
“ ”
Tell me what has happene d He put aside my .
”
o u when he c o mes he said as he strode past me up
y , ,
“ ”
R un Pauline and get some brandy said Sophi e ,
, , ,
him and the boat for he never let go the rud d er and
, ,
sail boat and the injured man That was the end o f
- .
c ia t in
g pain ,
and very frequently he grew quite faint .
down .
“
Richard w a s in his room : we a ll thought he ha d
done enough for o n e night and had a right t o rest
,
.
sh e did not .
”
Pauline she said fin ding me at her side as she
, ,
”
make haste .
sai d .
”
Well ?
Oh they want you to come down st airs a minute
,
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incoherent .
What is to be d one ?
The Doctor s here a n d he sa ys he must have
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,
”
h e lp .
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Where s Kilian ?
”
Gone to bed .
”
he could bear it Y o u have n o room below ?
.
“
Put a bed in the library said Charlot te Ben son ,
”
,
“
In the meantime sai d Richard to his sister , ,
”
send those two to bed poin t ing out Henrietta and ,
me .
“ ’ ” ’
I ve told the m to go but they won t sa id Sophie , , ,
somewhat sharply .
not go .
something .
“ ”
The room is all ready said the servant ,
.
”
Very well ; now Mr Richard if yo u please the .
, ,
Docto r said
“
Pauline said Richard coming to me as I stood
, ,
’ ”
You d better go u p stairs -
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Oh Richard I cried I think you re very cruel ;
, , ,
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I think you might let me stay
I suppose my wretchedness and youthfulness and , ,
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folly soft ened him again and he said very gen tly I
, , ,
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d anger .
”
hurt him Richard ? and then ran up the stairs No
,
.
genau even into the library and it was well they had ,
’
with his assistance and Richard s he began to mo ve ,
ing lost his head and the D octor being a small man
, ,
“ ”
called S o phie .
“ ”
How is he Doctor ? ,
said Charlotte Benson ,
”
“
Oh better better very comfortable sai d the D e c
, , ,
needed .
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Which means that you are to be a wake a ll n ight
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rest than we Let S Ophie and me take your place
. .
P R H M ON I TU S , P R E M UN ITU S .
Th e fie n d wh o se l a n t e rn lig h ts t h e m e a d,
W e re be t ter m a te t h an I
Fo o l s, wh e n t h e y c a nno t se e t hi
e r w a y,
A t o n ceg ro w d e s pe ra t e ,
H a ve n o re s o urc e —h a ve n o t h i n g t o p ro p o se
B u t fix a d u ll e y e o f di s m a y
U p o n t h e fin a l c l o s e .
S uc ce ss t o t h e sto u t he a rt , s a y I,
Th a t se es it s fa t e ,
a n d ca n d e fy !
F a u st .
n o t c o me back .
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with all her skill and cleve rness was as nothing to him ,
, ,
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rather imperiously Miss d E s t rée Miss Pauline ’
,
“ ”
What are you going away for may I ask Q he ,
“
Why you know you ought to lie down and to
,
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rest I tried to say wit h discretion but it was all one
, ,
”
I am rather tired o f this surveillance he ex ,
claimed “
I t is alm o st time I sh o uld be permitted t o
express a wish ab o ut the disposition o f myself A s I .
”
allowed the pleasure o f your society fo r a little while .
“
I don t thin k it would give yo u muc h pleasure
’
,
’
and yo u kno w you don t feel as well t o day -
.
”
myself 2
Oh yes of course but
, , ,
—
to g o yo urself I am sorry I th o ught o f detaining yo u
(with a gesture o f dismissal ) I beg y o u to excuse me
.
.
”
A sick man is apt to be unreasonable .
R ICH A R D VA N D E RM A R C K .
”
benefit .
Q u a!s e mo u se , s a ccu s e
’ ’
.
Si vo u s wo u le z
But I don t ’ ‘
o o u le z
’ —Oh , how d is a greeable you
”
can be .
“
Yo uwill stay 2
Pauline called Sophie from across the hall .
”
There ! I exclaimed interpreting it as the voice ,
“
Y o u called me I said following her into the ,
”
I ve j ust had a telegram from Richard she said
’
,
.
’
train It s s o odd altogether I d o n t know why he s
.
’
.
’
”
self she said with a forced manner handing me the
, ,
”
ti o n and your promises
,
.
“ ”
Well 2 I said looking u p bewildered and not , ,
“ ”
Why you s e e sh e retu rned with a forced air
, , ,
usual
You s e e that l a st c o nversation w a s — about you
,
.
’
feels for no doubt he s spoken to yo u himself
,
.
”
He never ha s I said quite shortly , ,
.
’
mer s amusement But yo u know yo u mustn t go
’
.
, ,
“
Richard made me promise that I w o uld l o o k after
y ou and
,
n o t permit things to
g o t o o far And y ou .
—
I think that is I am afraid he s fo und o u t s o mething ’
,
”
Don t let that make you feel ha rd lv t o ward Ri chard
’
,
”
he answer t o y o ur uncle 2
“
It is I who should answer t o my uncle I re ,
”
”
pe o ple have to be .
“
Why don t you talk that way to Charl o tte and
’
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55
a blaze of spirit .
”
No dear she said with a little laugh
, ,
“
only , ,
intended .
“
Now maybe I am mistaken ab o ut his having
,
” “ ’
disco vered somethi n g she went o n but I can t
, ,
”
the wh o le thin g was at an e n d she said with the , ,
”
thing with another caressing movement o f the hand
, ,
“
Promise me you won t go into the library again till
,
’
me
RI CH A R D VA ND E RM A R C E .
”
I shall not promise an ything I returne d getti n g , ,
“
up bu t I am n o t likely to go near the li brary after
,
”
what you ve said ’
.
“ ”
Tha t s a goo d child
’
s h e said evidently much
, ,
relieved and thinking that the a ffair was very near its
,
u
p
-
stairs,
and rest y o urself f o r
yo u l o o k as if you had ,
”
agreeable That was a good prescription but I di d
.
,
not take it .
was not as near its placid end as she had h o ped She .
unru ffled .
”
“
H o w sultry it is this aftern o on ! she said Are .
“
I did not hear yo u and I d o n o t know anything
,
”
ab o ut them I said feeling not at a ll a ffectionate
, ,
.
“
N 0 ? C h I fo rgot : it was while yo u and Hen
,
”
and look them over .
’
o r ten o clock .
”
But what am I t o d o cried Kilian when there , ,
”
are five angels and I have o nly room for three 2
,
“
Why t w o will h ave to stay at home acc o rd i n g t o
, ,
”
my arithmetic said Charlotte go o d naturedly and
,
“
,
-
,
"
I ve no doubt I shall be remainder
’
.
possible) ,
“
Do g o and s e e wh a t you can do fo r Mr Langenau . .
”
“
D o es he kn o w Richard is coming up t o night ? -
“
I d o n o t know o h yes he does I mentio n ed it t o
, ,
”
hi m at dinner time I remember n o w
-
,
.
“
Well I ll see if I can d o anything for him n o w
,
’
”
dent ! Oh go back at once
,
0 .
”
beg yo u t o go back .
”
Alone ? he said in a low voice .
”
d o not stay here a moment longer ; come And
taking his hand (and how burni n g hot it was !) and
drawing it through my arm I started toward the ,
”
You are n o t go ing away 2 he asked as he gasped "
to night
-
”
.
”
No I will not g o I answered frightened to see
, , ,
“
him so and agitated by a th o usand feelings
,
I will .
”
chair back from the window .
“
No you must not light the lamp ; I like the
,
—
me here ”
He lean ed and half pulled toward him
.
-
s oft easy o n e
, .
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Pauline he said in that low thrilling voice
, , , ,
“
leaning a little toward me I have a great deal to ,
—
pardon fo r a great s o rro w t o tell you o f I shall .
”
we shall spend t o gether on the earth .
”
hope and have many more hours together
,
.
’
I don t know whether I was prepared for it o r not
I knew that something terrible and final w as to come ,
—
the fatal truth that another woman lived t o who m
he was irrevocably b o und— I heard it as in a dream ,
, ,
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cruel words .
.
,
—
dead Oh the agon y of those few moments I tried t o
rise t o go away from him But he held me with such
,
.
—
strength a ll his weakness was gone now He fo lded .
o f bitter a n gui sh .
“
N o t mine he murmured
”
,
Never mine bu t in .
—
to me it will not be as hard for you— you are s o
— —
young you have no sins to torture you only a little
love to conquer and fo rget You will marry a man .
’
till this is over Ah n o : by Heaven ! I can t qu i t e
.
,
— —
you have loved m e alone me who ought to have
.
—
forbidden you Fo rg ive fo rg ive fo rgive mefi
”
.
hopeless .
C HAPT E R X III .
T HE W OR L D GO E S ON TH E SAM E .
h
I n t o m y c a m b e r b rig t ly h
y
C a m e t h e e a rl s u n s go o d m a rro w ;
’
-
O n m y re s t l e s s b e d , u n s ig t l , h y
I s a t up in m y s o rro w .
Fa us t .
that nigbi .
8
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Richard was going to have a few weeks rest ,
—
home quite ill enough t o cause alarm He had a .
averted .
fence .
G UAR D ED .
Fo re ve r a t h e r fo re ve r l o n e ly
s id e ,
an d y e t ,
I s h a ll u n t o t h e e n d h a ve m a d e life s jo u rn e y ly
’
,
on
D a rin g t o a s k fo r n a ug h t a n d h a vi n g n a ugh t ,
re ce ive d .
Fe lix A r o ers .
D ut yt d ut y t o h e r ; I t h in k
o G o d is
G o d w h o c re a t e d h e r w ill s a ve h e r t o o
, ,
S o m e n e w w a y b y o n e m i ra c l e t h e m o re
,
Wi t h o ut m e Th e n p ra y e r m a y a va il p e rh a p s
.
, ,
.
R B ro wn in g
. .
”
M R L ANG E NAU is coming down t o day said Char
.
,
”
said Sophie l o oking a little dis con
’
V r a z m en t , ,
“
c e rt e d Well he shall have Charley s place Char ’
.
, .
”
we s a w him said Henrietta ,
.
“
Po o r fellow ! said C harlotte that was the day
” “
,
’
enough now You ll forgive all the moment that ,
yo u se e
'
him .
’
Richard s eyes were o n me as Charlotte said
”
Hush ! and a step crossed the hall in the pause
that ensued Kilian sitting next me began to talk
.
, ,
“
that night Pauli ne I shall never look into your
, ,
”
woods yet .
”
What does the Doctor sa y ? pursued her brother .
—
Nothing I suppose fo r he hasn t been here for ’
,
”
a week almost
,
.
“
Well then you d better send for him if yo u don t
, ,
’
,
’
’
b e o u t o f bed and y o u ll have trouble if you don t
’
,
look o u t .
”
“
As if I hadn t had tro uble returned his s i ster
’
, ,
al m ost peevishly .
“
Well I beg your pardon Sophie But I fancied
, ,
.
’
be kill e d with kindness and it s a little o f a surpri s e to
,
”
m e t o find he s being let alone so very systematically
’
.
”
“
Why to tell yo u the truth c ried Charl o tte Ben
, ,
so n,
we were turned out o f o fli ce without much
ceremon y o n e fine day after dinner I am quite
,
.
“
The ungrateful varlet ! what did he complain o f ?
Ha d n t he been c o ddled enough to please him
’
Did
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”
o n him ?
”
In fact said Charlotte coloring
,
“
It was that he , ,
”
more liberty .
“ ” “
But the truth is said Charlotte uneasily that , , ,
”
you know pe o ple are always m o st u n re a s o n a ble then
, . .
”
pense with me said Mary Leighton with a view to, ,
“
I think he dispensed wi th you early in the season ,
”
never have fo rgi ven him .
“
I haven t the l e ast idea what yo u are talking o f
’
,
like simplicity .
i
8
><
C harl o tte interrupted Sophie shocked at this
, ,
t o our s o rrow .
“
Indeed I shan t tell him cried C harlot t e you
,
’ “
, ,
’
please ; b ut I cann o t consent to risk m yself There s .
”
go with yo u as supp o rt .
” “
Ha ha ! cried Kilian
,
Richard you and I may
.
,
“
Richard looks as if he disapproved o f us all very
”
m uch ,
said Sophie a n d in truth Richard d id look
,
g ruit
y struck n o o n e ; they w ere too glad to be amused .
”
To m o rrow will be just the sort of day for it
-
,
“ ’ “ ’
That s very true sa id Charlotte ; but I don t
,
“ ” “
Nothing easier said Kilian ; we ll go directly
,
’
,
’ ”
gave half an hour s notice to the cook .
'
”
painted green .
’
We were to start at nine o clock I was ready .
a side entrance
- .
”
start
.
—
and the pine trees above o u r heads : the sound of fire
blazing under the teakettle and the pained sensation
,
“ ”
What can I d o for yo u Miss Pauline ? said K i l
,
in a hurry .
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“
When Kilian said What can I d o for you Miss
, ,
” “
Pauline ? I could not help saying Take me home ,
“ ” “
Home ! cried Kilian Here is somebody talk
in g about going home Why Miss Pauline I a m
.
, ,
”
fo ur o clock
’
.
”
Oh let us stay and go home by moonlight cried
, ,
“
Would it n o t be heave n ly said Henrietta .
”
H o w about tea ? said Charlotte “
We shall be .
’
to eat )
“ ”
How material ! cried Kilian who had eaten an ,
enormous dinner .
“ ”
We shall all get cold said Sophie w ho loved to , ,
“
be c o mfortable and t h e chil d ren are beginni n g to be
,
”
very cross .
‘
S m all blame to them mut tered a dissatisfied ,
t a in m e n t in especial .
“
Well let the pe o ple that want to stay stay ; but
, ,
”
let us go home I sai d hastily
, ,
.
“
That is s o like yo u Pauline exclaimed Mary , ,
“ ” “
It is very like common sense I said if that s -
, ,
’
”
like me .
” “
Let dogs delight said Kilian I have a compro , ,
’
ball room sixteen by twenty a n d go home by
-
, ,
”
Henrietta with bliss .
’
I m afraid you haven t enj o yed yo urself very
’
”
myself very much .
drive o n .
”
Isn t her voice like a steel file ? I said with great
’
”
There s o u r little tavern cried Kilian at last,
’
,
”
Oh I m so sorry murmured Mary Leighton
,
’
, ,
”
have had such a lovely drive .
had been shut up all day and the s un had been beat ,
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like the towels : they felt soft and warm a nd limp like ,
—
B y and by the others came and then there was a
-
,
that ensued .
It was fully half past se ven before the tea bell rang
- - .
h
w i
’
g round . I don t know o I thought th s would be
useful in hurrying m a tters fo r Benny s tea and mine
,
’
very favorable .
”
D o not take any more o f that he said a s I put , ,
“
Well w ,
”
hat s hall I take ? I exclaimed peevishly .
“ ”
with nervousness Then the ball room had to be
.
-
me his hand .
”
No I exclaimed , biting my lips with 1 m
,
’
patience, and added “
Yo u will excuse me won t
, ,
”
yo u ?
192
”
will seem shorter than if we w e re l o oki n g o n .
, , .
“
the carriage said Put this around you Pauline you
, , , ,
”
haven t g o t enough
’
He p u t something around my
.
a n d Kilian dr o ve o n rapidly .
’
ard s coat I called to Kilian to stop a moment I
.
,
and could not hear how the day had gone with him
could only take the hope that the sight of t h e li ttl e
lamp convey e d .
C HAPT E R XV
I S H AL L H AV E S E E N H IM .
Go on, go on
T h o u can s t n o t s p e a k t mu h ;
oo c I ha ve d e se rve d
A ll t o n gu e s t o t a lk t h ir b i t t
e t e re s .
Win ter s ’
Ta le .
’
restlessly till thre e o clock , and then fell into a heavy
sleep .
The sun was shi n ing into the room and I heard the ,
p e a ra n ce .
'
”
at him .
were all silly chil d ren The day was warm and close
.
,
—
was an invitation ; that roused them a ll a n d for t o
day There w a s no time to lose
. .
”
What an hour ! cried Sophie who was tired ; I ,
”
“
How nice ! they said we shall get there a little ,
”
moonlight It was a ravishing prospect for their
.
Richard .
”
You have e verything so perfect fo r that suit ,
”
parasol and gloves o f just the shade of violet .
“ ” “ ”
And gray b o ots I said ,
It i s a pretty sui t
. .
at that .
Holl enbeck .
”
always interferes with my appetite at a feast .
“ ”
It is the only thing then that does isn t it ? , , ,
’
al ways.
“
No not the only thin g There is o n e other—just
,
.
”
o n e o t her .
“ ”
And for the sake o f science what is that ?
, ,
’ ”
famous cook s degenerating take my word ,
.
sh e knew that she was self willed and was not humble -
.
’
take one s self in hand morally o r o n grounds o f ex ,
was still vigo rous and lusty and only grew the better ,
u
p for it by great ki n dness and attention .
(to be cu r ed o f me
) he was to marry
,
Charlotte who ,
he could change .
for his good deeds his ill deeds hi s all And the , ,
.
seldom thought .
“
Pauline will you go in the carriage with Charlotte
,
”
and Sophie ? I am going to d rive .
“ ”
Oh it doesn t make any di fference I answered ,
,
’
,
“
with confusi o n Any where you choose .
*
9
2 02 RICH A R D VA ND E RM A R C K .
afraid And then she said her maid should come and
.
A U GU S T T H IR TI E T H .
We re D e a t h s o un l ik e S le e p ,
C a ugh t t h i s w a y ? D e a t h s t o fe a r fro m fla m e o r s t e e l
’
, ,
O r p o is o n d o u bt l e s s ; b u t fro m wa t e r—fe e l !
Ro bert B ro wn in g .
I was ill .
“
In a few m o ments I shall be beside him I shall ,
”
hand i did not thi nk o f past o r future only of the
.
,
”
I want to be alone I said angrily movin g a way , ,
from him .
”
No Pauline he answered with a sigh as he
, ,
”
turned from me yo u d o n o t want to be alone
,
.
l —
si ent the river thr o ugh the trees lay so still and
leaden I f it had n o t been fo r the fire burning in my
.
have to speak .
RIC H A R D VA J VDE RM A R C K .
2 07
'
o n the bench —
I l o nged to take it in my hands to
.
water .
’
I started to my feet and ran down to the water s ,
edge (at the boat house the trees had been in the way
-
’
My voice was like a madwoman s and it must ,
” —
Look I whispered pointing to the hat and book
,
“ ”
My God ! he said in a tone o f awe Then .
fo r help .
as they passed me .
—
them the empty motionless boat and the floating
, ,
numbed state .
.
21 1
the railing .
”
I want yo u to go up t o the house he said gently , , ,
“ ”
there can b e no good in your staying here .
”
I will stay I cried everything coming back t o
, ,
“ —
I will wi ll see him ”
.
vo rce for the boat was very n ear the bank o r very
, ,
—
little and you must not stay Everything shall be .
. .
”
not stay .
“ ”
I will I sai d frantically trying to burst past
, , ,
“ ”
Go h o me he said in a voice I never shall for
, ,
“
get. You shall n o t make a spectacle for these men .
”
till I c o me .
moment .
“
At l a st he said in a voice not qui te steady I
, ,
”
know I ha d to d o it .
“
And there isn t any— any I gasped for t he
’
no use .
”
Tell me about it I whispered ,
.
”
About what ? he said looking troubled ,
.
”
About how it happened .
”
Nobody can tell he answered averting his face , ,
.
”
try to think about it Try t o rest . .
”
How does he look ? I whispered clinging to his ,
hand .
“ ”
Just the same as ever ; more quiet perhaps he , ,
’
I shook my head and said faintly Don t let he r
, , ,
”
come .
“ ”
I have sent for Sophie he said soothingly , , .
”
you .
“ ”
Keep her out of this room I cried half raising , ,
”
Don t let her come n ea r me I panted after a mo
’
, ,
me s o me additional p o ssessi o n o f it .
“ ”
I have g o t to go he said un easily I still kept
, ,
.
”
“
That will d o I said letting go his hand only I
, , ,
’ ”
don t want my d o or shut tight .
m e n d o us ,
while I could hear what was going o n belo w ,
before .
”
N o I said don t leave it here
, ,
’
.
rie n c e .
” “
I am very sorry I said, meekly but I can t , ,
’
”
eat it I fe el as if it choked me
. .
a
gg e ra t e d ly s o caught sound,
of carriage wheels I -
.
“ ”
started up and cried They are coming and hid my , ,
face in m y hands
.
.
“ ” “
Don t be troubled he said
’
yo u shall n o t be , ,
di sturbed .
”
Oh, Richard I exclaimed as he was going away
, , ,
“ ”
o u know what I want
y .
“ ”
Yes I know he said in a low voice
, , ,
.
’
And now they re come I cannot They will se e ,
.
”
him and I cannot
,
.
“ ’
Be patient I will arrange for you to go Don t
. .
,
’ ”
don t Pauline
,
.
“
If you will on ly be qui et I will take you d own , ,
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.
”
bear to go away but there is S o phie o n the stairs .
“
What is thi s h o rrible affair Richard ? What a ,
”
does she bear it ? maki n g fo r my door .
every o n e .
“ ” “
Oh ! I said t o myself if Richard is with them,
”
a t the table I never want to se e him again
,
.
10
21 8
t o be .
“ ’
At four O clock we go from here t o meet the
earliest trai n I have telegraphed hi s friends and
.
,
”
soon a s the house is quiet .
while I was again t o look upon his face the end had ,
BE S ID E H IM ON C E A GA m .
Th e re a re bl in d wa y p ro vid e d
s fo re do n e
,
t he
H e a rt we a ry p l a y e r in t h i s p a g e a n t wo rl d
-
D ro ps o u t by l e t t i n g t h e m a i n m as qu e d e fil e
,
By t h e c o n s p i c u o us p o rt a l .
R B ro wn in g
. .
Wh a t is t h i s wo rld ? Wh a t a sk e n m e n t o h a ve ?
No w wi t h h is lo ve —n o w in h is c o l d gra ve
A l o n e W i t ho ut e n a n y c o m p a n i e !
,
Cha ucer .
’
and awful I clung t o Richard s hand in silence
. .
to en ter .
the dead .
lieve that any child that any woman had eve r loved
, ,
—
The co ffin was in the middle o f the room where ,
”
whisper Come with me now Pauli ne
“
, ,
.
”
Come with me he said gently You shall com e
, , ,
back again and say good bye Only come o u t into the -
.
fice .
”
“
Oh Richard I cried What d o es it all mean ?
,
“
, ,
”
me what you think .
’ ’
No , Pauli n e I don t think that was it Don t
,
.
”
to think about it now .
”
a punishment upon m e if he hadn t seen my s in ’
.
“ ’
It s more likely He sent it t o and then he
paused .
”
“
Oh I crie d , passionately When all the sin was
,
“
,
“
Hush Pauline said Richar d huskily
, , yo u ,
’
don t know what you re saying yo u are a — ’
child .
”
satisfied .
“
NO I cried with a fresh burst o f weepi n g .
Yo u ’
don t know what love is if you sa y that ,
.
”
’
men d o n t often love better than I have loved you ;
’
but I d rather drag you to night to that black river ,
-
,
”
ha d it in your heart to lead to day ,
-
.
”
I s it so very awfu l ? I whispered with a shi ver ,
“
m y own emotion stilled before his I only loved .
”
him !
”
Forget yo u ever di d he sa id risin g and pacing , , ,
”
“
F o rgive me Pauline he said co m ing to my side
, , ,
.
”
I hope yo u will fo rget what I have said .
me .
“
Pauline remember I have been sorely tried I
, ,
.
’
would do anythin g to comfo rt vou I haven t a n .
”
Oh Richard I cried burstin g in t o tears afresh
, , , ,
”
I am sorry for you P auline ; yo u know that
,
.
”
if you were m y sister or almost my child .
”
‘
Dear Richard I whispered as I buried my face
, ,
“
on his arm if it were n o t for vou I should not live
,
”
will be good to me and love me ,
And I pressed his .
flo o r
.
(The windows were O pen a nd the n i ght was
”
H o w late is it ? I faltered .
”
Half past three he said turning his eyes away as
-
, , ,
room .
228 RI CH A R D VA N D E RM A R C K .
a n swe rme .
A J OU R N E Y .
He, full o f m o d e s t y a n d t ru t h ,
Lo ve d m uch h o p e d l i t t l e a n d d e s i re d
, ,
nou gh t .
Ta sso .
Wi t h it s o w n re c en t s m a rt ;
I t fe e d s i t se lf o n o u twa rd t h in g s ,
A nd no t on it s o wn h e a rt .
F a ber
fo r I lay quite still upon the bed all day and only ,
“
a good dea l alone I wonder how people feel when
.
”
they are going mad I sai d getting up and putting
, ,
“
Is this the way yo u feel when yo u are going to
”
die ? or what happens if you never go to sleep ? My
body was s o young and healthy that it was makin g a ,
go o d fight .
”
needn t wait Sophi e and s a t down beside me
’
, ,
.
at me uneasily .
“
I thought you d want to se e me he sai d
’ ”
,
.
Y e s, I answere d ;
” “
I wish you d tell me eve ry ’
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thing but in so commonplace a voice I know that
, ,
he was startled .
“
Oh yes Y o u might as well tell me all to night
,
.
” -
.
”
cemetery .
“
I am very glad o f that I tho u ght perhaps you .
’ ’
wouldn t go Was there a clergyman o r don t they
.
,
“
There was a clergyman said Richard briefly , ,
.
”
I hope you ll take me there some time I said
’
,
“ ” “
Exactly he an swered,
But Pauline I am , ,
”
slept ?
“
No ; and I wish I could ; my head feels so
strangely— light, yo u know and a s if I co uldn t -
’
”
think .
“
Haven t yo u seen the Doctor ?
’
,
2 32 RI CH A R D VA NDE R M A R C K .
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me with the rest t o night Isn t there an y train be
-
.
” ’
fore the five o clock ?
“
No ”
sa id Richard uneasily
,
Pauline I think
,
.
,
”
you d better n o t arrange to go away t o m o rro w
’ i .
“
If you d o n t ta ke me out of this house I shall go
’
”
kn o w I shall .
’
Ab o ut nine o clock he came to my room door and I -
,
“
Take this Paulin e it will make yo u sleep
, ,
.
”
bed ? aske d Richard an xio usly ,
.
No I wo uld not ha ve her for the world
, .
”
Maybe yo u might not wake in time said Richard , ,
w
That was very true so I let Bettina come Richard .
were all over in about two hours and then I had the
,
bu t so m ewhat abated .
“ ’
You ll have to be with o n e person that dies ,
’ ”
We ve all got to go o u t at that gate and I moane d , ,
”
Let me call Mr Richard said Bettina very muc h
.
, ,
drea d ful questions asked her ; and she had been very
active and e fficient Soon Richard called her to c o me
.
were ready .
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very d utiful and patient and said all that was dutiful
,
of
“
assed out o f the gate I said t o hi m What day
p , ,
”
“
It is the first o f September he returned ,
.
”
And when did I come here ? I asked .
”
I was not here .
”
“
Then it is not three months and I leaned back ,
”
to help it I feel s o dreadfully
,
.
tears in his eyes and that that was the reason that he
,
grateful .
”
How strange that yo u should be so good I said ,
“
drea mily when S o phie is so hateful and Kili an is
, ,
good w o man .
’
I had never talked about Richard s mother before ,
“
And she died when you w ere little ?
Y e s when I was scarcely twelve years o ld
,
.
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“
A woman o u ght t o be very good when it makes
s o much di fference to her children Richard did my .
,
“ ”
He never said a great deal to me about it Richard ,
“
answered not looking at me as he talked
,
He thinks .
“
Think !I haven t even a scrap o f a picture of her
’
,
’
sure it cannot be so bad .
”
little while We shall soon be there
. And s o o n .
,
he might ta ke her to it .
“ ”
But her room isn t ready ejaculated Ann coming
’
, ,
p o o r Richard found .
”
s o fa till you have the bed ready fo r her .
—
The sofa o h Mr Richard it s all full o f her d ear ’
,
.
,
“
Well then take them o
, ,
ff— —
idiot and do a s yo u
”
are t o ld .
“
Oh Miss Pauline o h my poor dear lamb
,
-
Oh , ,
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,
’
I m all in a flutter ; I don t know what t o do I d ’
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’
”
on ly tell her to be quick .
”
m e .
claimed
“
He s laid up w ith the rheumatism Mr Richar d
’
,
. .
Oh whatever shall we do
,
“
Is it this door Pauline dear ? he said Opening
”
, ,
”
Miss Pauline is ill he sa id and I want you to
, ,
”
instantly and keep everything as quiet a s yo u can
,
.
“
To me : I am going to bring a doctor and I shall ,
’
take g o od care of yo u .
words .
“ ”
I may as well be frank with you he said a fter a , ,
“
few moments of examination I apprehend grea t .
”
this condition ?
“
She has been unlike herself since yesterday ; as
soon as I s a w her at seven o clock last n ight I n o t ice d
,
’
,
”
s om e tim e .
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“
She has been o ften agitated a n d quite overstrained ,
— —
shock a suicide which she was the first to discover .
”
Since then I do not think that she has slept .
“
Ah ! poor young lady She has had a terrible .
”
her ? with a look about the room .
“
Y o u may well ask I have just brought her home
.
,
and find here the man servant ill o n e woman too Old
,
-
,
”
ask yo u w h o sh all I get to take care o f her ?
,
”
you understand ?
“ ” “
None answered Richard with a groan
,
There ,
.
—
there n o one that can be got for m o ney any m o ney ?
n o nurse that you c o uld rec o mmend
“
I have a list o f twenty Yesterday I sent to .
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se e .
“ ”
In !f i g name if you come t o that said the
, ,
”
she ll do go od ser vice here
’
.
”
The direction said Richard t o o eag er to be civil
, ,
.
”
H o w am I t o get there ?
The Doctor pulled over a pocket c ase o f loose -
companion .
—
not waste any tim e n o r spare any eloquen ce he ”
,
S I S TE R MAD E L IN E .
Y e s ! it is we l l fo r us fro m t h e s e a l a rm s ,
Li k ch ild
e re n s c a re i n t o t h i n e a rm s ;
d , w e fly
A n d p re ss i n g s o rro ws p u t o ur p rid e t o ro ut
Wi t h a swift fa i t h wh i c h h a s n o t t i m e t o d o ub t .
L e a rn b y a m o rt a l y e a rn n i g to a sce n d
Tw do ar s a h igh j
er o b e ct . Lo ve was give n ,
E n co u ra ge d ,
d ch i e fly fo r t h a t e n d ;
i
s a n ct o n e ,
Fo r t h i s t h e p a s s i o n t o e x c e s s w a s d rive n
Th a t s e lf m igh t b e a n n ulle d h e r b o n d a ge p ro ve
Th e fe t t e rs o f a d re a m o pp o s e d t o l o ve
, .
Wo rds wor th .
” “
Why did yo u come here ? I said Who sent .
for you
“
I came because you were sick and suffering and ,
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pages .
der .
-
but as if she were rescued from the world by
some great effort or experience ; a s if it were all
”
“
made gro und reclaimed from nature by infinite
,
by word ,
or tone t ransgress the leas t o f the com
,
, ,
“ ”
Who ha s told yo u ? I said my heart harden ,
of my trouble to a stranger .
”
“
Y o u yourself she answered me
, ,
.
”
Yes .
bitterly
.
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”
Then you kn o w that I can never cry enough ,
I
”
I d o not know that she answered After a vain ,
.
”
moment .
“
The th o u ght o f his dreadful act and that by it he ,
”
has l o st his s o ul .
”
We know with Whom all things are possible she ,
fort yo u t o pray fo r h im
“ ”
Ought I ? I aske d raisin g my head ,
.
”
I d o n o t kn o w any reas o n that yo u ought not
sh e returned
“
Shall I s a y s o me prayers fo r him now ?
.
o
”
”
“
Pro m ise me o n e thing I whispered as she ro se ,
.
“
that yo u will read that prayer every h o ur during ,
-
, , ,
”
in g o r awake .
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the room .
”
To whom a m I to go when I am in doubt ? I
“ ”
said you will be so far away .
“
That is what I want to arrange : the next ti m e
o u are able to go o u t I want to take you to some
y ,
”
o n e w h o can direct yo u much better than I .
“ ” “
A priest ? I asked Tell me o n e thi ng : will
.
he give me absolution
”
I suppose he will if he finds that yo u desire it
,
.
”
give me any comfort .
den of my sins .
“
God fo r the so o thing hand that Love on Conscience
”
laid. I mark that h o ur as the beginning o f a fresh
and favored life the dawning of a h o pe that has not
yet lost it s power
to ta m e
Th e h gh t y b w
au ro , to c u rb t h e un c h d e ye
asten e
An d h p t d d
s a e o ee s of g o o d e a c h wa ve ri n g a im .
T HE H OUR OF DAW N .
S lo wl y ligh t ca m e , th e t hi n n e st d awn ,
No t hi
sun s n e, to my nig h t ;
A n ew , m o re s p i ri t u a l t h in g ,
An a dve n t o f p u re lig h t .
A ll gri e f h a s it s li m i t s ,
a ll c h a s t e n in g s th e i r p a use ;
Thy l v o e a n d o ur we a kn ess a re s o rro w s t wo l aws ’
.
tle chan ged from former years— years that I had fo und “
’
faire que de re co n n a it re en gémissant qu il n y a rien
,
’
,
.
’
malheureux ce n est pa s ta place qu il faut changer
,
’
,
’
u u n plomb meurtrier brise ta t ete u un pois o n
’
u
q o q ,
moins po u r te repentir !
A moins que tu n e penses peut é t re pa rce qu e l oeil -
,
’
rit e ra ?
Ces extase s sublimes ces tourments affreu x ; ,
”
insensé plus m isera ble encore
,
.
Wi t h t i m e a n d h o p e b e h i n d h im c a s t
A nd a ll h is wo rk t o d o wi t h p a l s i e d h a n d s a n d c o ld .
—
were truth (and it smote me as the truth alone can
smite) o h it was maddening To my knees ! To
, ,
.
for but for a time like this ? What was this little
,
A PR Es P E R DR E ,
P E R D ON B IE N .
Wh a t to t h o se wh o un d e rs t a n d
A re to -
d y
a
’
s en o j ym e n t s n a rro w ,
Wh i c h t o m o rro w g o a g a in
-
,
Wh i c h a re sh a re d w i t h e vil m e n ,
A n d o f wh i c h n o m a n in h is d y i n g
T a ke t h a ugh t fo r s o ft e r ly i n g ?
IT was n o w early spring : the days were lengthen
ing and were growing soft Lent (late that year) was .
Richard s intervention
’
.
asleep .
Richard s I wondered w ’
. hat Richard was doing u p
to w n a t that h o ur and s o Sophie did too fo r she
, ,
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”
“
I thought I ought to come to se e Pauline she ,
“
said but I did not suppose I sho uld find yo u here
,
”
in the middle o f the day .
” “
about at o nce he sa id and s o I was obliged to
, ,
come u p— town .
N he answered evasively , .
“ ’
But she went o n : I supp o se it s s o mething in rela
tion to the will ; I h o pe she s well provided for, poor ’
”
thing .
”
“
Sophie said her brother with a change of tone
, , ,
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”
mistake made there is no will .
” “
N 0 will ! ech o ed Sophie Why you tol d me , ,
once
That he had left her everything So he told me .
last summer ?
“
N o t from me Sophie But I have sometimes
,
.
winter .
“
H e was very angry a bo irt that at the time I sup , ,
”
pose ?
“
Yes I imagi n e so The man sh e married w a s
,
.
“
How can he have heard about Mr Langena u ? .
“
Pauline clever !P o or Pa uline said Richard with ,
Sophie angry .
” “
I am willing sh e said that she sho uld be a s
, ,
‘
To a brother wi th wh o m he had a quarrel and
, ,
”
whom he had not seen for over sixteen years .
Incre d ible
But there had been some sort o f a reconciliation
at least an exchange o f letters within these three ,
”
months past .
”
(C
Ah I
And it is in consequence o f hearing from him ,
’
”
p e ct s .
26 3
”
And what do yo u propose to advise ? asked
Sophie with a chilling voice
,
.
”
Heaven knows Sophie answered her brother
, , ,
“
with a heavy sigh I s e e n o thing ahead for the
.
”
a shelter for her head .
“
Richard interrupte d his sister with intensity o f
”
, ,
“
feeling in her voice I s e e what yo u are trying to
,
“ ”
B o u n d ! exclaimed Richard with a vehem e nce ,
—
a good life the room where I had lain when I was so
—
near t o death the room where Sister Madeline had
led me to such peaceful quiet tho u ghts I had bu t ,
.
I
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c o me back to the house again not to be turned out .
the house .
.
26 5
ginning to look at me .
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26 6 RICH A R D VA N DE RM A R C K .
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thing ; but o kn o w that yo u have not a cent not a
t
—
I could se e how it might be inevitable a sort o f
pressure a fatali ty that might n o t be resisted E ven
, . .
’
idea that it was about my mother s marriage that the
quarrel had occurred And hard a s I had regarded
.
heart) .
older .
about hi m .
—
and I stood alone I who was s o dependent so , ,
“
I ve been looking fo r you these last t w o hours
’
,
”
crying for .
”
Were you very much surpri sed ? he said Had .
”
u supposed that o u would be hi s heiress ?
y o y
“
Why n o I had n o t t hought anyt hing about it
,
. .
y o u know — ever ”
.
”
sion .
”
Oh Richard I cried clasping my hands together
, , , ,
”
work and am such a child
,
.
“
Work ! he exclaimed looking down at me as if I
”
,
“
very thought was profanation Work no Pauline
.
, ,
’
cared fo r me And when I was so ill last Fall, don t
.
—
do somethin g t o show he liked me give me money ,
”
o u kn ow as he always did
y ,
.
“
Tell me Pauline : did he e ver ask you anythi ng
,
”
s a w that I was not happy .
“ ”
Pauline said Richard after a pause and as if
, , ,
“
forci n g himself to speak there is n o us e in d isg u is ,
”
your uncle had left yo u everything .
’
since I kne w yo u but I don t want that to influence
,
o u t me .
lo o ked at me he start e d ,
.
”
“
I don t know how it is he said with a gro an I
’
, , ,
’
I d give my life t o Spare yo u every suffering I can t .
’
”
has cost me to Speak you wo uld believe it ,
.
”
“
I do believe it I said tryi n g to command my
, ,
voice.
“
I think you have always been t o o good and
’
kind to me But I can t tell you how this makes
.
”
way ?
“ ”
Perhaps there may be he said with a bitter , ,
’ ’
faults in yo u I don t expect yo u t o love me I don t
. .
”
who had the same means o f judging .
”
“
I will do just what yo u think best I sa id alm ost , ,
in a whisper gettin g up , .
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ders which had fallen o ff
,
You will se e it will
.
”
be best.
C HAPT E R XX II .
A GR E AT D E AL T OO SOON .
A re go ve rn e d wi t h a g o o dly m o d es t y ,
Th a t s uffe rs n o t a l o o k t o gla n ce a wa y ,
W h i c h m a y le t in a l i t t l e t ho ugh t un so un d .
S p e n s er.
V o u l o ir cc q ue D i e u ve u t e st la i
s eul e sc e n c e
Q ui n o us m et e n re p os .
M a lherbe .
from the lawyer o f the new uncle who had arisen the ,
i
d d it g reatly fo r those t w o things : but he grew
happier every day, I could se e He was very co n sid .
tude .
glad t o d ie .
n e s d a y the 1 9 th o f May
,
.
”
Marri ages in May are not hap y sa id Ann ‘
Coddle .
“ ”
I di d n o t need yo u to tell me that I thought ,
.
“
By and by he wi ll not go down t own at all at
‘
- - -
,
”
thi s rate I said to myself, when I heard his ring
,
that night .
’
There is some white lace fo r you Can t you use .
’
it o n some o f your clothes ? I don t know anything
’
about such thi ngs maybe it isn t pretty enough ,
but I thought perhaps it would do fo r that lilac silk
”
you ta lked o f .
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ago.
on yard .
“
Y o u m ust always wear lace ”
he said throwing , ,
”
stiff little linen collars .
my letter .
satisfaction .
”
put ? he said turn i ng to me as I paused T hat was
,
.
”
is almost empty So I to ok it away with me to my
.
low
I went down stairs feeling quite easy in mind and
-
, ,
some books fall on the floor (the li brary was over the
parlor) ; and byheari ng Richard s step heavily cross ’
other th oughts .
and found the lamp still burning the pen s unu sed a , ,
in g
. I picked it up This was the last book that
.
”
Uncle Leonard ever read I said to myself turning
, ,
hand the last night o f his life when I bade him good ,
—
this was Friday a n d that We d nes d ay was coming
C HAPT E R XX III .
A R EV ERSA L
A ll th i s is t o be sa n ct i fie d ,
T h i up t
s r ure w it h th p e ast ;
Fo r t hu ws e d ie b e fo re o ur d e a th s ,
A n d so d ie we ll a t l as t .
Fa ber .
“
I started up and put o u t my hand What is it
Richard ? You are in some trouble .
” “
Will yo u have a cup o f tea ? I asked ; Ann
”
has just taken it away .
and thanking me .
”
Are you not going to have o n e yourself ? he said,
half rising .
”
yours is ri ght .
2 86 RI CH A R D VA ND E RM A R C K .
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Yes it is very nice he said absently dri n king
, , ,
“
mantleshelf and said to me ,
Send Ann away I , ,
”
want to talk to you .
, ,
apprehensions .
”
line di dn t you ? he said
,
’
.
”
had from the way you looked when yo u came in
,
.
“
It is something tha t —that changes thi ngs very
much for you Pauli ne he resum ed with an e ffort
”
, , , ,
on .
”
The will is found Pa uli ne ,
.
”
“
Oh thank God ! Thank God ! I cried ; then
,
“ ”
Oh Richard I cried going toward him (he was
, , , ,
”
you can forgive me .
self reproach
-
.
”
Richard I said crying and taking hold o f his
, , ,
“
hand ,
I am ashamed of myself for being glad I .
”
and abominable .
o r move .
“
flood o f tears Oh ho w yo u o ught to hate me Oh
.
,
.
,
2 88 RIC H A R D VA N DE RM A R C K .
been dead befo re I bro rig ht you all this t rbu ble .
—
Richard, d o look at m e d o speak t o me Don t you .
’
’
believe that I am sorry ? Don t yo u know I will d o
”
anyt hing yo u want me to ?
He se emed to try t o speak— moved a little a s a per ,
“ ”
Richard I said aft er several momen t s silence
, ,
’
,
happy ?
”
No Pauline, he sa id at last speaki ng with e ffort
, ,
.
“
It is all over now and we will never talk o f it
,
”
o u befo re I said at last Why is it n o t right n o w
y , , ,
”
if I mean to do my duty ?
”
No it is no longer right if it ever was he
, , ,
answered “
. I wi ll not ta ke ad vanta ge o f your sense
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at an end .
”
s o good !
away from me .
“ ” “
If yo u give me up I said timidly who will , ,
”
take care o f me ?
”
There will be plenty now he answered bitt e rly ,
.
’ ”
There wasn t anybo d y yester d ay .
“ '
”
But there will be to morrow No Pau line he -
.
, ,
“
What I thought I was doing till this showed me ,
n o w even if it ki lls me
,
I thought I wa s acting for
.
”
it so help m e Heaven
, .
“ ”
At least yo u will forgive me I sai d with , ,
“
t ears fo r all the t hings that I have ma d e you s uf
,
”
fer .
RIC H A R D VA N D E RM A R C K
’
.
”
Y e s, he said with some emotion I shall for
, ,
“
’
s e e that you have been t o blame .
”
Ah I cried hiding my face with shame w hen I
, , ,
”
everybody knows about it !
“ ”’
He shook his head I don t ca re a straw for that
.
,
“
N he said firmly getting up and walking u p , ,
’
interests whether you hear from me o r not You ll
,
.
”
always be sure o f that whatever may occur ,
.
”
Oh I faltered with a sudden frightened feelin g
, ,
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dom ,
’
I can t feel as if it were all over .
”
will occurred he went o n without noticing what I
, ,
”
for the inventory and it fell out ,
.
”
it up a gain in the morning .
“ ”
And in the morning he was not well I said , ,
”
room .
” “
“
No doubt said Richard she shut it up in the
, ,
”
order and there can be no di spute
,
.
words .
“ ” ’
What you d better d o he said leaning by the , ,
“
man telpiece is to tell t he servants about this
,
—
this change in y o ur plans to morrow ; unpack and
'
-
, ,
change .
“
could not give it up at once I will tell Sophie to .
” “
m o rrow he went o n It will not be necessary for yo u
,
.
“
eyes o n the floor Richar d it looks very bad for
.
,
”
break it o ff .
”
“
What difference does it make how it looks he ,
0
times and that you o nly yielded to my judgment
,
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pose.
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N o I s uppose not I said faintly
,
I was being
,
.
“
I will send yo u up m o ney t o morrow morning -
,
”
o r anything .
29 4 R IC H A R D VA NDE R M A R C K .
Yo u
are going away ? I said interrogati vely ”
.
’
haven t made up my mind d efinitely ab o ut what I
am going to do But in case I s ho u ld be away I
.
,
”
mean yo u are to call o n him
,
.
”
I understand .
”
CC
Ye s .
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But don t d o anythi n g with o ut consulting me , ,
”
for anybody else remember ,
.
“ ”
I ll remember I said absently and humbly
’
,
.
”
you he said at last moving from the mantelpiece
, ,
;
“
where he had been standing ; at least nothing that ,
’ ”
I can t write about when it occurs to me ,
.
”
Oh Richard ! I said beginning to cry again as I
, , ,
“
knew that the moment o f parting had come I d on t ,
’
”
calm .
”
Isn t that the way to take it ? he said in a voice
’
,
”
Oh ! I exclaimed putting my face down in my .
”
hands I was n t worth all I ve made yo u suffer
,
’ ’
.
“ ”
“
Maybe yo u weren t he said simply But it ’
, ,
—
help it that I wanted you ”
.
me while h e spoke ,
”
to lo o k at them again .
”
I m sorry that it makes you feel s o he said
’
, ,
’ ’
“
but it can t be helped Don t cry I can t bea r to s e e
’
.
,
”
you cry Go o d bye Pauline ; G o d bless you
.
-
,
.
“ ”
I ca nnot cry and get over it a s yo u can he had
,
said .
M Y NE W W OR LD .
Fe w a re fra gm e n t s l e ft o f fo lli e s p a s t ;
t he
Fo r wo rt h l e ss t h i n gs a re t ra n s i e n t Th o s e t h a t . la s t
H a ve in t h e m g e rm s o f a n e t e rn a l s p i ri t ,
A n d o u t o f g o o d t h e i r p e rm a n e n c e i n h e ri t
No r t hy e u n ble s t ,
Wi t h k l th t
sa c c o am e t hi
e r ac hi g b n re a s t ,
Th e s h p dg d
ar -
e e c ro s s in j w l h id
e e s e .
F OM eighteen to twenty
R a l o ng step ; and it fo ur
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I had no end of money so it seemed to me a n d
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RI CHA R D VA N D E R M A R C K .
anybody else .
snares.
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I often thin k n o w o f the obe di e nce with which I
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, ,
wanted to .
u pon m
y conscience only o ffered as
,
advice had the ,
t u n it y fo r self—
denial I cannot help thinking such
.
o f o ld
. They simply d id not interest me (o f course , ,
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, ,
’
o f interest as was inevitable Society isn t all made
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yet.
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observation .
very tired .
o f o ld a n d n o more
,
People were beginning to say
.
twe n ty six She did not go much to part ies and was
-
.
,
, ,
every year .
”
sure etc etc He was now the head o f t h e firm
,
.
,
.
,
part in it o r not .
BIE N PE R DU , B IE N C ONNU .
K ee p th
,
e re o re , a f t rue wo m a n s e ye ’
,
A n d l o ve me st ill , b ut k n o w n o t w hy ;
So h a st t h ou th e sam e re a s o n s t ill
To do a t up o n me e ve r
”
IT nice to be at home again I said
’
y s ve r t o ,
”
Yes said Mrs Throckmorton putting another
,
.
,
’
’ ”
it doesn t feel so to me altogether .
’
Well it s o u r o w n dear noisy raging racketing
, , , , ,
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sure we re very comfortable .
”
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Very said Mrs Throckmorton who was always
,
.
,
pleased .
“
Every time I hear the tinkle of a car bell or the _
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I never was so glad to get anywhere before .
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That s something new isn t it ? said Mrs Thro ck ,
’
.
m o rton briefly ,
.
“
I don t know ; I think I am always glad to get back
’
”
home .
”
I don t think I shall travel a n y more I returne d
’
, .
”
believe .
was very well satisfied w ith the easy lif e abroad had ,
Mrs Throckmorton
. .
“
N o t even he I answered
” “
fo r he can t have got
, ,
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”
d ying ’
We shouldn t have been here if he hadn t
.
’
.
“
Pauline my d ear ,
“
Well I heard some news t o day
,
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to d ear friends ) .
RI CH A R D VA N D E R M A R C K .
“
Leighton Yes that s the name No money and.
,
’
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,
“
Well he deserves it That is even handed jus
,
.
-
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his days and now he s g o t his punishment It serves
,
.
”
girl related to him .
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Oh well said Mrs Throckmorton
, ,
I don t .
,
”
s a y he s going to be married t o o
’
.
”
Richard !
Yes ; and to that Benson girl yo u know ,
.
W ho told you ? ”
’
made it up I m told The youn g lady s been spend
,
’
.
”
o ut .
”
I don t believe it ’
.
’
“
I m sure I don t know ; only that s the talk It
’ ’
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’
wo uld be o d d though , if we d just co m e home in time
,
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handsome being your guardian and all
, ,
.
’
I wouldn t give her anything and she shouldn t
’
,
happy
Long after M rs Throckmorton went t o her middle
.
’
you d rather not be bored ; we shall have business to
talk about and business is such a nuisance when
,
’ ”
you re not interested in it .
“ ”
Very well my dear said Mrs Throckmorton ,
, ,
.
“ ’
Or you might have a hea d ache if you d rather , ,
” ’
Susan takes you everything that s nice .
“ ’
Well then I think I ll have a headache ; I m
, ,
’
’
afraid I d rather have it than o n e o f Mary Ann s poor
’
”
dinners (I d be sure o f o n e t o morrow if I wen t )
.
’
” ’
“
Pa ri s things have spoiled yo u I m afraid I said , ,
.
“
Only se e that I have something nice for Richard
w o n t yo u —How do you think t he cook is going
’
”
to do ? This was the first sign o f interest I had gi ven
in the matter o f m en a g e by which it will be seen I
’
i n the h o use .
D E AR R IC H AR D
I am sure you will be surprised to kno w we have
returned But the fact is I got very tired o f Italy
.
:
’
just suited us and it didn t seem worth while to lose
,
P A U LINE .
M Y D E AR PAUL I N E
Of c o urse I am a s t o n ish e d ‘
to think you are at home .
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31 4 RICH A R D VA ND E R M A R OK .
Always y o urs ,
“
RI C H A RD V A N D E R M A R OR
"
P S I am ver y glad yo u wanted to come home
. . .
A D IN N E R .
Tim d h
e an c a n c e a re bu t a t id e ,
S lig h t d l v
e o e is sa ri to b id e .
sponsible to any o n e .
“
I ju s t felt like it was such a very weak e x pla
,
much o lder .
“
I h o pe at least you are n o t go ing t o scold me fo r
, ,
”
it I said at last with a little laugh feeling that was
, , ,
”
glad to see me .
”
I am glad t o see you he said gravely and as
, ,
”
p o rt u n it
y
,
I sh o uld n o t kn o w h o w t o
g o t o w o rk .
”
because I ve been so go o d ?
’
“
I am afraid yo u are get ting like Uncle Le o nard ,
”
and only care ab o ut W all street I said I shouldn t
’
-
,
.
’
”
morni n g in the yea r .
“ ”
That s just e x actly ho w it is he said
’
If ,
.
”
ners.
“
How is Sophie I said .
”
inches o f my height .
”
“
Impossible ! And where is Benny ?
At school here in town His m o ther wil l n o t let .
318 R I C H A R D VA ND E RM A R C K .
”
there s m ore in him than Charley
’
.
”
And I hear Kilian is m arried !
Yes Kilian is married— the v ery d a y yo u
.
”
landed t o o
,
.
“
Well I said with a little d ash o f temper I m
”
, ,
“
,
’
g o ing t o be s o fo o lish .
’
“
He thinks he s very wise though all the same , , ,
”
I do dislike her s o I exclaimed warmly There
, ,
.
and cunn i ng .
’
gravely ; but I h o pe you ll try to think better o f
“
her now .
“
I h o pe I shall never ha v e t o see her I answered
”
, ,
kindly ,
”
but I might as well have argued with the winds .
“
I d on t care how much Kilian throws himself
’
”
away I sai d impulsively
, ,
H e deserves it for
.
o f the house at R
,
.
ened silence .
”
live in town .
”
how it ha s been here he answered,
“
I was all o f
.
“
last impatiently ; do take it away and tell the m to
, ,
“
I m sure you ll be glad to go into the parlor ; it
’ ’
”
gets warm s o soon in these little rooms .
RIC H A R D VA ND E R lI A R C K
I .
3 23
—
minute that he could g e t away a committ ee meeting ,
”
Pauline ? he said rather abruptly ,
.
meant to g o away .
d espair .
’ ”
Oh don t yo u want to look at some ph o tographs ?
,
“
Look at this I said handing him an Antwerp
”
, ,
“
lo n g . The m o uth is a little larger and the eyes
further apart But it is a mos t striking likeness I t
. .
”
might almost have been taken for her .
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“
She is ver y well I sa w her yesterday he
‘
”
.
,
”
sharply as she used to ? I said with a bitter little ,
laugh .
“ ” ’
I d o n t know he said I think perhaps she
,
.
, ,
“
I m afraid I m not very amiable I ret o rte d
’ ’”
,
”
less ad m irable pe o ple .
”
D o yo ukn o w W hat I heard yesterday ? I said in ,
a daring way “
And I h o pe y o u re g o ing to tell me
.
’
if it s tr ue t o night
’
,
-
t o stifle me .
“ ”
Why do you ask me that questi o n ? he said at ,
last in a lo w voice
,
D o you believe I am your .
,
”
self ?
”
No I cried springi ng up and g o ing o ver t o his
, , ,
”
Bens o n .
”
said promise me but he did not take it and turned
“
, ,
“
Pauline yo u did a great many things but I don t
, ,
’
”
past alone he said and his vo rce was almost stern
, , .
”
W o men s o metimes play with dangerous weapons ,
’
he said I d o n t accus e yo u o f mean ing to give
pain but o nly o f fo rgetting that so me reco llecti o ns
,
”
tented and yo u n eed never let it w o rry yo u
,
.
“ ” “
Richard I said faintly I never ha ve deceived
, , ,
”
fro m my hear t fo r all that s past ’
.
”
wasn t kind
’
.
“ ” “
I kn o w it I said But you d o n o t trust me
,
.
y o u don t ever’
come near me o r want t o see me ,
.
”
“
Y o u d o n o t kn o w what yo u a re talking o f he ,
”
the little o f it that I can forget .
face .
“ ”
What is it ? he said uneasily Y o u need not ,
.
”
be troubled about m e .
”
me : is it that that troubles yo u ?
I sh o ok my he ad .
”
think there are n o t many wo m en have as much
,
.
“ ”
The po o rest of them are better o ff than I I said , ,
“ ” “
Then you are ungrateful he said fo r yo u have ,
”
you You could ch o o se from all the w o rld
. .
” —
everybody doesn t like me and then I cried a gain
’
, ,
“ ”
Well if that s your trouble he said with a sigh
,
’
, , ,
”
I suppose I cannot help you but I m very sorry ’
.
”
“
Yes yo u ca n help me I cried impl o ri n gly fo r
, , ,
”
“
Pauline he sai d standing by my side and his
, , ,
”
anything ? Or am I to be t rifle d with again ?
He took hold o f my wrists with b o th his hands ,
fro m my face .
3 30 R IC H A R D VA ND E RM A R CK .
” “
Look at me he said ,
and tell me what yo u
,
“ ”
I t s all very well
’
I said trying to turn my face
, ,
“
aw ay from him It s all very well t o talk a bo ut
.
’
l o ving me yet and being just the same but this isn t
,
’
”
“
That isn t answering m e he said h o l d ing me
’
, ,
clo se r t o him
a .
”
What shall I say I w hispered hiding my face
, ,
”
Nothing ever ha s satisfied me he sai d before , ,
.
TH E END .
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d n n e rs , a n d li i
v n g i n a d e c e n t C h r s t a n w a y , t h a t ha s y e t i i
fo u n d i t s w a y i n o u r h o u s e h o ld
”
Wa t ch m a n a n a R efl e ct o r
7
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C O M M O N S E NS E
In the Hous ehold .
B y M A R ION H A R LA ND ,
A u th o r o f “
A lo n e ,
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H id d e n P a th s ,
” “
N e m e s is ,
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&c .
, &c .
One vo l . ra m cl th o, o . P r i ce .
$1 75
WH A f
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SE E T TH E C R I TI C S , A N D P R A C TI C A L H O US E K E E P E R S ,
say o zt
keeper (th i s l i terary rec r d er i s t a bache l r) speaks m st e thus i asti call y S h says
,
o no o o n e
an n o x r on, o o o no o
-
an n o oo n oo or
k i tche n, an on n o n x n
ov f t i un sa t rs a c o r n e s s o o
’
n n o n n
ca n o n an n o
wh o o ne o o o oo or n n n an vo
n, on n n oo v o o v nn o
an n v o e sr e v or n n o v n
n on o n o oo n an x n on
t h ly
’
per s M on
“
In n o e o o n no n n no n o
li terature the subject has bee treate d w i th t h r u gh ess d sk ill sh w i g that a li ttl e
,
n o o n an o n
o on n n on o on o oo o v n n co
p si ti f a r ma ce —N I D ily T i b
o on o o n
’
a r un e.
“
t n or o o r an
U i tes the mer its f a trustw rthy rece i pt b k W i th the fresh ess f a fam i li ar
. . . .
“
o -
ta l k h u s eh ld a ffa i r s —A lb y E i g y
n o oo n o
on o o l a n ve n n o urn a
e d on an so oo n on on
h w o y an one o o so n o an n an o o
g d th i g s —H t h d H m
, , ,
”
tro n o m ic oo n ea r a n o e.
“
e d Th x o o o an no x n v e
on o o o c ze n o on ee o
n oo oo o d ou on v o n on ex er o cre e
th i g m re ee d be sa id —C h i t U i
.
,
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no n o n . r s za n n on .
C p i es se t p st pa i d
o rece i pt f the pri ce by
n o -
, on o ,
C H A RLE S S C R IB N E R C O .
,
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