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#8 (264) 15 - 21 maisi 2020 gamodis or kviraSi erTxel, paraskeobiT fasi 80 TeTri

giorgi lobJaniZe zaza bibilaSvili

Tvalis gadavlebiT samxreTi

*** rad miviltvode, saiTac guli mimiltvis
aba, Cemo poetesa: da sinamdvilem sadac ugulod iZala.
es daide wesad! rac ki megona, aki megona imisTvis _
ar gavigo Sens leqsebSi sxva yofiliyo da rac megona, is _ ara.
siyvarulze kvnesa!
tariel Wanturias axali wigni wavikiTxe da sul imisi ritmebiTa gacruebaTa daobebuli qronika
var moculi. rodis gadamivlis? rad Sevarxio axali Zebna-mignebiT.
ai, kidev: aki mgonia _ rogori kargic mgonixar _
ise ucxod aciagebs, iseTi kargi Senc ki verafriT iqnebi.
ise Svenis ezos bia,
TiTqos gulSi siyvarulis an iqneb rames, piriqiT, axla gabraleb
samsWvalebi Sesobia. veraTreuli Zvali da tyavi mamontis.
am maRali Semodgomis am dros _ garideb sulis da tanis napralebs _
feradebi gana mRlian; romlebSic ukve wlebic gamdis da gamomdis.
ganurCevlad yvela miyvars:
megobrian-mezoblian... ra mogaCvenos, aqauro da amaTo,
axla rato davawyve es: vinc moeCvena aqaurobas, amaT da
xo TiTqos Cemia, magram sinamdvileSi mainc tariel Wanturiaa: misi visi cxovrebac Soridan unda anaTo _
ritmebia, misi ganwyobilebebis aTinaTi Cems nervebze. amitom es ras izam _ kargi Tu araferi ganaTda.
rogorc savarjiSo, ise SeiZleba mqondes. cota xanSi davxev da gada-
vyri... Zveli sizmari cxadad ram unda momizRos.
radgan ameebis didostati cocxalia! Senken gadmomxris, ubralod, Seni samxreTi.
aseTebs Cemze aTasjer ukeTesad dawers! rad agedevno _ rogorc mzes anda horizonts.
isedac vigrZnob _ amoxvedi Tu Caxvedi.

II-III IV-V

diana anfimiadi gaga naxucriSvili

elegia gza nabijiT izomeba

fragmentebi momavali poemidan
mkvdarTan seirnoba vis unda gaukvirdes?
xeli gavuyare, loyiT mxris Zvalze mivekari, 1
RmerTo, rogor miyvars! ukve dasrulda,
mivdivarT, gazafxulis mSvidi saRamoa, rac ar iwyeba,
qalaqis saaTebi mwuxrisas rekaven, rac iyo Cemi,
mivdivarT, kabis kalTa, gulic mifrialebs, aravis brali,
da TmiT akaciis yvavilebs davatareb, ena aidges Zvelma nivTebma,
vuyureb, Subli iseTi maRali aqvs moundaT gza da monaxes kari,
da koxta Tavis qala, kefasTan Camtvreuli, Turme nivTebsac aqvs moTmineba,
Semdeg paemanze kepiT daifaravs. moTminebasac qonia zRvari,
xelSi vardebis Camixma Taiguli, mec minda wasvla,
imdeni xania TiTebma daigules gaseirneba,
es basri eklebi, sad sul erTia,
TiTqmis Seixorces, TiTqmis SeiCvies, cxadi,
iseTi vinmea, saSinlad sayvareli, sizmari.
msubuqad eWviani...
rogori saRamoa, rogori gazafxuli, VIII
TiTqos erT sunTqvaSi, erT wveTSi,
erT skamze da atmis yvavilis butkoSi veteviT.
Cavyureb Tvalebis Zvirfas fosoebSi,
xels Camovacureb drekad xerxemalze
da gamqral tuCebSi vkocni gametebiT.
Semdegi nomeri gamova erT kviraSi
mkvdarTan seirnoba vis unda gaukvirdes? 22 maiss
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***
am ramdenime wlis winaT, ramdenime
wlis ganmavlobaSi, mqonda aseTi (axla
rom vfiqrob, bednieri) SesaZleblo-
ba, meswavlebina evropul skolaSi
sparseli meTerTmete-meTormete kla-
selebisaTvis sparsuli, xolo maTi
Tanatoli arabi bavSvebisaTvis arabu-
li literatura. orive jgufis saswav-
lo gegmaSi Setanili iyo Seqspiris
`hamletis~ sparsuli da arabuli Targ-
mani. amis gamo me TviTon am Sedevrs ra-
mdenime enaze safuZvlianad gavecani.
sparsuladac da arabuladac am enebze
arsebuli saukeTeso TargmanebiT vas-
wavlidi (sxva Targmanebs ki damxmare
teqstad viSveliebdiT). am yvelafer-
ma Camomiyaliba azri, rom Seqspiris ma-
Cabliseuli qarTuli Targmani yvela
sxva CemTvis xelmisawvdom Targmanze
ukeTesi iyo. Tumca amis ase kategori-
ulad gacxadebisagan Tavs vikavebdi da
vfiqrobdi, rom miuxedavad yvelaf-
risa, radgan arabuli da sparsuli Cemi
mSobliuri enebi ar aris, qarTulic
ufro ukeTesad amitom meCveneba-meT-
qi.
axla es yvelaferi iman gamaxsena,
rom am dReebSi wavikiTxe lela samniaS-
vilis axali Targmani Seqspiris `ham-
letisa~. Tu SeiZleba, mTargmnelobiTi
xelovnebis mwvervali vuwodoT rames,
albaT am Targmans. lelam moaxerxa
Tavi srulebiT daeRwia maCablis gav-
lenisTvis da SemogvTavaza marTlac
axali da Zvelisagan principulad gan-
sxvavebuli varianti. es im dros, roca
maCablis Seqspirma aramxolod TviTon
Seqspiris Targmanis stilistika gan-
sazRvra saqarTveloSi, aramed saer-
Tod, mTargmnelobiT, poeturi nimuSe-
bis Targmanis saqmeze iqonia iseTi zeg-
avlena, rom misgan aris amozrdili
Cveni Tanamedrove literaturis nam-
dvili miRwevebi.
lela samniaSvili aramxolod maCa-
bliseul ritms da sazoms dausxlta,
aramed, saerTod, mis stilistikas da
amiT gaamdidra Cveni literatura, ga-
daSala ra enis axali, gansxvavebuli
SesaZlobebi. amitom, kargad mesmis am
axali Targmanis fasi da cxadia, mive-
salmebi suliTa da guliT. oRond, mT-
lianobaSi lelas Targmanma emociu-
rad iseve imoqmeda Cemze, rogorc,
vTqvaT, behazinis brwyinvale sparsul-
ma Targmanma da es zemoqmedeba axlo-
sac ver mova imave maCablis xelidan ga-
mosuli teqstis mogvril ganuzomel
siamovnebasTan.
miRebuli azria, rom klasikuri
Sedevrebi sasurvelia, bevrjer da bev-
ri avtoris mier iTargmnos. es im lit-
eraturis simdidrea, ra enazec es na-
warmoebebi iTargmneba.
magram aris ramdenime wigni, maT So-
ris, upirvelesad, Seqspiris maCablise-
uli Targmanebi, romelTa xelaxla
Targmna, rogori warmatebulic ginda
iyos axali Targmani, mainc iseT rames
emsgavseba, vTqvaT, vinmem rom iakob cu-
rtavelis `SuSanikis wamebis~ an ilia
WavWavaZis `kacia-adamianis~ Tanamed-
rove qarTulze Targmna moindomos.
cxadia, zemoTqmuli srulebiTac
ar akninebs lelas Targmans. piriqiT,
aki mogaxseneT: didebuli saqmea, ro-
melic mis msgavsad dRes bevrs ar xel-
ewifeba.
***
`TviT jojoxeTma STanTqas es suli,
sulzed metad Tu ar miyvarde; da ro-
desac ki momespoba es siyvaruli, maSin
erTmaneTs aeSleba ca da qveyana~.
uiliam Seqspiri, `otelo~. Targ-
mani ivane maCablisa.
hamletis Targmanze da ivane maCa-
belze rom vwerdi, ai, amas vgulisxmob-
di. aseT jadoqrobebs. es xom mxolod
Targmani ar aris. es alqimiaa. oqros
dnobis procesi.
ra moaZvelebs? ra daaWknobs?
gana oqro Zveldeba? Wkneba?!
***
me piradad qalbatoni nana fur-
celaZisagan msmenia, rom Turme aka-
literaturuli gazeTi
demikosi giorgi wereTeli Seagoneb-
da Tavis mowafeebs: samecniero naSrom-
Si iseTi sayovelTaod cnobili ramis
dawerac rom mogixdeT, vTqvaT, rogo-
ric aris fraza: `Tbilisi saqarTve-
los dedaqalaqia~, valdebulebi brZa-
ndebiT, daimowmoT, saidan mogaqvT, vis
uweria pirvelad da ra ganviTarebas
poulobs sxvaTa naSromebSi Tqvenamde,
rom gamoCndes, Tqven ra mizniT iyenebT
amaso. sxvaTa Soris, utrirebac
zogjer sul ar aris saxumaro ambavi!
***
disertaciebze da plagiatze amty-
darma aliaqoTma gamaxsena:
Cemi disertaciis _ `ieso da mari-
ami yuranSi~ _ erT-erTi oponenti ba-
toni magali Todua brZandeboda. mTe-
li gulisyuriT waikiTxa naSromi. rad
undoda eleqtronuli programa, ise-
i s
al biT
v
T le
a v
g a d giorgi
lobJaniZe
Ti Tvali da codna hqonda, mTel am pr-
ogramas Cvens dargSi Tavis TavSi ata-
rebda.
movida, momitana ukve akinZuli naS-
romi da miTxra: ici, ra! Tu seriozu-
li SeniSvna ar ginda, saswrafod unda
daSalo es naSromi da raRac Caamato!
Zalian Sevwuxdi. disertacia ukve
moTavebuli iyo, akinZuli da misi daS-
la da SigniT kidev raRacebis Camate-
ba damatebiTi gawamawia iyo.
ra xdeba-meTqi? _ Sewuxebulma vi-
kiTxe.
disertaciis ZiriTad kvlevasTan
dakavSirebiT erTi Tavi islamamdeli
arabeTis naxevarkunZulis religiuri
situaciis dawvrilebiT analizs eZ-
Rvneboda. gamoyenebuli mqonda TiTq-
mis yvela im droisaTvis arsebuli aka-
demiuri naSromi am sakiTxze, sxvadasx-
va enidan (saerTod, disertaciis wy-
aroebisa da damowmebuli naSromebis
sia ki 400-mde erTeuls moicavda), ma-
gram gamorCenili mqonda Tavis droze
qarTul Jurnal `javanmardSi~ gamo-
qveynebuli boris znamenskis xuTgver-
diani statia aRniSnul Temaze. baton
magalis am statiis qseroqsi gadaeRo
da CemTvis moetana. statias gadavxede
da marTlac brwyinvale namuSevari
iyo, magram yvela is naSromi, rac zname-
nskis, am uniWieres kacs, Tavis TemaSi
gamoeyenebina, mec mqonda damowmebu-
li. vifiqre, Tavs daviZvren-meTqi da
baton magalis asec vuTxari: xom xe-
davT, mec yvela naSromi maqvs gamoy-
enebuli, rac znamenskis-meTqi.
samagierod, TviTon znamenskis ar
imowmebo!
momiWra mokled da gasagebad.
mokled, davSale disertacia, gav-
iTvaliswine znamenski da ase warvadg-
ine dasacavad.
standartebze roca vlaparakobT,
meRimeba xolme. standarts adgenen is
adamianebi da akademiuri garemo, vinc
dargSi muSaobs da ra viTarebac saer-
Tod aris Seqmnili ama Tu im dargSi.
Cems disertacias ori xelmZRvane-
li hyavda: nana furcelaZe da apolon
silagaZe (erTi Zalian keTilganwyobi-
li, magram uaRresad patiosani da mc-
odne adamiani, meore mudam saimisod
momarTuli, rom Cems gakeTebulSi oR-
ond rame `Secdoma~ daenaxa). Tumca ax-
la rom vfiqrob, Zalianac kargi iyo,
rom ase kritikulad waikiTxa TviTon
orive xelmZRvanelma da amaT garda,
rogorc mogaxseneT, oponentebic Cin-
ebuli myavda: magali Todua da ros-
tom CxeiZe.
ubralod, guli mwydeba, rom am di-
sertaciis monografiis saxiT gamoce-
maze dRemde ar mizrunia.
RmerTma acxonos didebuli magali
Todua, romelic mTeli Tavisi ucnau-
robebiT warmoudgenlad miyvarda.
acxonos apolon silagaZec, rome-
lmac swored Tavisi uSeRavaTobiTa da
`siaviT~ im etapze, Tavisdauneburad,
didi samsaxuri gamiwia.
***
wigni, romelsac xSirad vubrunde-
bi da yovel jerze did esTetikur sia-
movnebas viReb: nana furcelaZisa da
Tina margvelaSvilis `aTas erTi Rame~.
ra ganZi dagvides!
axla davfiqrdi da CvenSi, ZiriTa-
dad, arsebobs kritikis ori mimarTul-
eba: Sesxma (xotba) da misxma (Zageba). ar-
ada, kritika unda iyos raRac Suale-
duri amaT Soris.
***
axla movrCi mesnevis koreqturas.
TviTtkbobaSi rom ar gadaveSva, mTe-
li es xani ar mtovebs gancda: neta vis
sWirdeba? vin waikiTxavs da gaigebs?
***
lilis Suqi unTia da raRacas kiTx-
ulobs.
Turme `romeo da julietas~ amT-
avrebs inglisurad. fanqari auRia da
gansakuTrebiT rac moewona, is adgil-
ebi gauxazavs.
yvelaferi gavigeo...
da Cemi eWvis pasuxic aq momeca.
rumim Seqspiris meSveobiTa da li-
likos eniT gamamxneva.
***
adre Cemi megobari muSaobda gamom-
cemlobaSi. me TeiranSi vswavlobdi im
dros da Tavs viklavdiT erTmaneTTan
mimoweriT. amave gamomcemlobaSi mu-
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Saobda poeti tagu meburiSvilic. ho-
da, uyura, uyura am Cvens mimoweras ba-
tonma tagum da erTxelac eubneba Cems
megobars: kaco, amas ras vxedav?! ro-
gor suli gelevaT erTmaneTze. marT-
la ZmebiviT. es iseTi amaRelvebelia,
Tqvenze leqsic ki davwereo.
leqsi iwyeboda ase:
`erT kacs ise uyvars kaci...~
kidev kargi, es is droa, roca siy-
varuls mravalganzomilebiani mniS-
vneloba hqonda...
da marTla alalad gviyvarda erT-
maneTi.
***
dRes mTeli dRe saguramoSi karlo
kaWaravas saxl-muzeumSi gavatare. es
muzeumi am genioss misma dam, lika ka-
Waravam mouwyo. vinc ar icis, karlo
1994 wels 30 wlisa gardaicvala. dRes
gamaogna imis danaxvam, ramdeni ramis
gakeTeba mouswria am mcire periodSi.
es iyo kaci, romelic mTeli saukuniT
win uswrebda sakuTar epoqas. axla da
axla ufro edeba fasi rogorc mis nax-
atebs, aseve mis sruliad gansxvavebul,
qarTuli literaturis konteqstidan
erTgvarad `amovardnil~ teqstebs:
leqsebsa Tu Canawerebs. samomavlod es
yvelaferi kidev met fass daidebs.
me ki gansakuTrebuli dRe mqonda,
megobrebis garemocvaSi did xelo-
vnebasTan ziarebisa da qveyniuri ru-
tinis erTi dRiT daviwyebis dRe(sa-
swauli).
***
dRes, samarSrutoSi asvlisas, win
energiulad gadamiswro mravalfu-
Taakidebulma sakmaod xnierma, magram
uCveulod energiulma qalma: neta, ad-
gili iqnebaa?! _ daiyvira da mZlavri
mujluguniT gamwia gverdze me, romel-
ic misTvis karis gaRebas da Cem win ga-
tarebas vapirebdi. axta zemoT. aRmoCn-
da, rom ramdenime Tavisufali adgil-
ia. ver Camoyalibda, sad dajdoma uj-
obda. farTxa-furTxiT mimoawyda aq-
eT-iqiT da TavSi xan erTi fuTa mgli-
ja, xan _ meore, xan _ mesame. bolos
gadawyvita, rom sul wina skami erCia,
momibrunda Sua marSutkaSi da xmamaR-
la meubneba: ha, gamoiare axla, Tu mo-
dixar!
ise gavbrazdi, rom ra giTxraT. mag-
ram erTaderTi fraza vuTxari: roca
ucxos elaparakebiT, TqvenobiT unda
mimarToT-meTqi da aq daiwyo, rac dai-
wyo! deeTxue maswavleblobas! uyure
erTi! es maswavlis axla, rogor mov-
iqce. karga xans iTuxTuxa megruli
aqcentiT. me xma ar gamicia. mere, Rmer-
Ti gaaxarebs, erTma kacma amoigmina: ma-
rTali giTxraT, ise, rom icodeTo! da
qalma axla misken mimarTa mTeli verb-
aluri agresia. mokled, sasacilo si-
tuacia iyo, magram marTali giTxraT,
aseT rameebze sul aRar mecineba. kar-
ga xania, CvenSi gaqra asakis pativisce-
ma. umcrosebi rom aRar scemen pativs
ufrosebs, eg calke, magram asakovan
adamians rom erTibewo sidarbaisles
ver sZens sakuTari asaki, es kidev ua-
resia. nu gaamarTlebT _ etyoba, uW-
irda da bazrobis fuTebiTac amitom
iyoo. albaT, SvilebisTvis wvalobso.
es variantebi mec davuSvi, magram iqve
uarvyavi. vai, amisTana dedisa da bebiis
gazrdil Svilebs da SviliSvilebs!
***
ra saSinelebaa es iranofobia, ro-
melic waxalisdeba aTasi juris naZi-
ralas mier! am qveynis Tavs datexili
yoveli axali ubedureba CvenSi iranis
siZulvilis damatebiTi mizezi xdeba
da ara TanagrZnobisa. Tumca dRevan-
del qarTvels ukve mizezic ara sWird-
eba: is yvelasa da yvelafris, sinamdvi-
leSi ki, Tavissave Tavis moZulea da ver
xvdeba, rom sxvebis siZulviliT TviTg-
anadurebis meqanizms amuSavebs.
***
xom xdeba, rom CemisTana adamiansac
ki romelime mweralze araferi smenia.
xdeba Zalian iSviaTad. aseTi iSv-
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iaToba iyo aqamde airis merdoki. wux-
el daviwye kiTxva da lamis gavedi bo-
loSi. dikensiviT vikiTxe. ra kargi wi-
gnia es `Savi princi~ (Targmna Tamar
lomiZem). ise ramdeni Tamar lomiZea
da netav, romelma Tamar lomiZem Tar-
gmna? did madlobas movaxseneb gamomc-
emloba `diogenes~ aseTi Zvirfasi sa-
Sobao saCuqrisaTvis.
***
Sobas uxdeba simSvide da dikensis
kiTxva. an dikensis gmiriviT cecxlTan
Cafiqreba... amisTvis unda gqondes Ri-
rseuli Semosavali da unda cxovrob-
de cota ufro dalagebul, dinj da ka-
rg qveyanasa da msoflioSi. gisurvebT
sidinjes da simSvides. wignis kiTxvas
da Tundac wignis gmirebis mimarT Tan-
agrZnobas. karg Semosavalsac gisurve-
bT, cxadia!
***
ana kalandaZes rom vkiTxulob, vg-
rZnob, rogor mexeba gulze Tu Rawveb-
ze angelozis frTebi... bevri poeti
miyvars marTla mTeli guliT... uma-
Tod Cemi cxovreba saerTodac ver wa-
rmomidgenia, magram am SegrZnebas _
angelozis frTebis Sexebas _ mxolod
anas poezia miCens...
***
dRes samarSruto taqsiSi Semxvda
Cemi erTi vereli mezobeli. ufro zus-
tad, Cems megobars hqonda naqiravebi
iqve Cems saxlTan axlos da im naqirave-
bi binis zeda ezo iyo am qalbatonisa.
erTxel maT saxls xanZari gauCnda. de-
talebi aRar maxsovda kargad da dRes
TviTon am qalma Semaxsena: cecxli swr-
afad abrialda, me SigniT viyavi, sakuT-
ar saxlTan erTad unda daviwve-meTqi.
Semosvlas veravin bedavda. am dros
Semovardi Sen, daetake saojaxo bibl-
ioTekis wignebs da dauwye gareT gayra,
wignebi unda gadavarCinoo.
me ar maxsovda eg ambavi, RmerTmani...
Cemma mezobelma ki miTxra, imis mere
yvelas vuyvebi, rogori gaafTrebiT
gamohqonda lobJaniZes wignebi cecx-
lmodebuli saxlidan gadasarCenado.
***
Zalian damZimebuli movedi. davkr-
ZaleT daviT werediani maxaTas panT-
eonSi. mwerlebs yoCaR, rom CvenSi mainc
arsebobs Tundac kolegialuri soli-
daroba. daTo, principSi, gaacila im
xalxma, visac unda gaecilebina. sazo-
gadoebrivi mauwyeblis axalgazrda
Jurnalistebi iyvnen siuJetisaTvis.am
bavSvebma dabneulebma mkiTxes, batono
giorgi, kargi iqneba, Tu vinme politi-
kosi gamoCndeba, egeb CavweroTo. ami-
tom gafacicebuli viyavi: saqarTve-
los xelisuflebis arcerTi Stodan iq
aravin SemimCnevia. daTo, vici, rom aq
xar: didi madloba kidev erTi magali-
TisaTvis! ise icxovre, rom politi-
kanebma arc icodnen, ramxela iyavi!
***
guSin samarSrutos fanjridan gaC-
erebaze davinaxe Tina diasamiZe. ver
Cavedi. arada, mTeli dRe mixaroda misi
danaxva. mixaroda, rom TiTqmis ar
Secvlila. Cemi TeiranSi swavlis sami
wlis ganmavlobaSi devi cxakaiasa da
Tina diasamiZis ojaxi iyo saimedo Tav-
Sesafari aramxolod CemTvis, aramed
yvela qarTveli studentisTvis, vinc
iq im dros grZelvadiani Tu mokleva-
diani programiT romelime univer-
sitetSi swavlobda. devi iyo samuSaod
iranSi da es ojaxi amitomac cxovrob-
da TeiranSi araCveulebriv saxlSi, sa-
dac Tina kviraSi or-samjer gvepat-
iJeboda. darekavda da gvetyoda: ga-
modiT, kargi torti maqvs! modiT, ise-
Ti kai Caqafuli gavakeTe! usayvarle-
si, Zalian keTili da Zalian artistu-
li! aqedan, CemTvis, vulocav axal we-
ls da minda vuTxra, rom magaliTia Ce-
mTvis: ubralod, arapompezurad gake-
Tebuli yovelgvari sikeTis, adamianis
siyvaruliT gaRebuli madlisa!
literaturuli gazeTi
***
guSin dilas gansakuTrebiT mezare-
boda samsaxurSi wasvla. Tavi vaiZule
da wavedi. sisxam diliT Cveni qurTi Tu
somexi meezove idga yinvaSi da gazonze
dayril nagavs _ qaRaldebs da viTom
aseT msubuq rameebs xeliT agrovebda.
rom daminaxa, TiTqos ca gaexsna: gama-
rjoba! rogor brZandebiT? _ damiZa-
xa xalisianad. mivesalme da vuTxari:
ai, TqvenisTana adamianebis Sromaze
dgas es qveyana!
_ RmerTma daglocoT! _ momaZaxa
gaxarebulma da mivxvdi, rom si-
zarmace aris mSobeli yovelgvari uni-
aTobisa da depresiisa!
***
mTargmnelis Tavsatexi: rac mense-
vis Targmnas Sevudeqi, mas Semdeg maw-
uxebs, veZeb, maforiaqebs `sawinaaRm-
degos~, `winaaRmdegis~ ufro mokle,
sxarti da poeturi Sesatyvisi. zustad
rom emTxveodes laTinur prefiqss
`anti~ da arabul nawilaks `didda~
(sparsuli `zedd~), romelic zogjer
gaarsebiTebulia anu arsebiTi saxelis
funqciiT gamoiyeneba. sawinaaRmdego,
winaaRmdegi mewera, gadavSale, gamovi-
yene `anti~, gadavSale, Sevudeqi sity-
vaTqmnadobas, davwere `fardi~ da `uk-
ufardi~ ar momwons. sulxan-sabas
leqsikonSi arabul-sparsulidan zus-
tad gadmotanili `zedic/zadic~ vna-
xe, magram dRevandel mkiTxvels es
arafers miscems... isev natvris xes ve-
Zeb elioziviT, arada, ramdenime dRe-
Si wignis dakabadoneba daiwyeba.
***
rusTavelis saiubileo wels Seadg-
ines rusTveliana _ yvelaferi, rac ki
vinmes dauweria rusTavelze da Sig
Seitanes vaxtang VI-is mkvlevris jako-
bias naxevargverdiani statia rusTa-
velze, SesaZloa, TavisTavad kargi
namuSevari, magram naxevargverdiani
mimoxilva im sakiTxebisa, rac ukavSir-
deboda rusTavelisa da vaxtang VI-is
paralelizmebs... da amxela biblio-
grafiaSi ar SeutaniaT ori veberTela
tomi, sruliad originaluri da
gamorCeuli kvleva rusTavelis Sesax-
eb _ pavle ingoroyvas rusTveliana.
ra Tqma unda, Semdgenlebis sircx-
vili iyo, Torem pavle ingoroyvas ra?
sadac mis saxels axseneben, rusTvelo-
logiac iq aris!
***
dRes Zia zezvas, ubrwyinvalesi qa-
rTveli mTargmnelis zezva medulaS-
vilis dabadebis dRea. 80 wlis gaxde-
boda. am TariRTan dakavSirebiT `mwer-
alTa saxlSi~ SesaniSnavi saRamoc gaim-
arTa. saRamoze waradgines zezva medu-
laSvilis Targmanebis sruli krebuli
`aRmosavluri mzeWreli~, sadac Tavm-
oyrilia mTargmnelis sxvadasxva dros
sxvadasxva (erTi kacisaTvis warmoud-
genlad bevri) enidan Sesrulebuli ni-
muSebi, ametyvelebuli iseTi iSviaTi
qarTuliT, romelic dRes ukve san-
atrelia. didi Sroma gauweviaT am wign-
isaTvis zezva Zias mSvenier ojaxsa da
wignis redaqtor andro buaCiZes, ris-
Tvisac gansakuTrebuli madloba eku-
Tvnis. vfurcvlav wigns da cremlebi
momdis. yurSi zezva Zias xma Camesmis,
misi gansakuTrebuli kiloTi da siyva-
ruliT naTqvami _ `Svilo~. ar arsebo-
bda aseTi alali, keTili, uSurveli,
bunebrivi kaci!
***
italiuridan Targmnil raRac ro-
mans vkiTxulobdi axla. da uceb Sevam-
Cnie, rom rogor sxvanairad vkiTxul-
ob yvelafers, vidre, vTqvaT, siyma-
wvilesa da axalgazrdobaSi. kerZod,
geografiuli saxelebi, rac adre siS-
oris, gaucxoebis realur da emociur
gancdas miqmnida, axla Zalian nacno-
bia: mec ki rom damivlia, vTqvaT, rom-
Si is quCebi da rejo kalabria rom axse-
na personaJma, romelic TviTon ital-
ielebisTvisac ki Sori regionia da iq-
auri raRacebi maTTvisac ki axsnas sa-
Wiroebs, gavifiqre: aqac ki vyofilvar.
***
sityva mulRazanzari, Cemi fiqriT,
unda momdinareobdes sparsuli mor-
yzar-e raz-idan rac niSnavs: saiduml-
os CitTa mindori (Sdr: iustine abu-
laZis versias).
***
Tqva: sjulisa da religiis
ara var kaci,
Cems TvalSi sjuls da religiebs
ara aqvs fasi.
radgan ramdenjer movitaneT
axali sjuli,
imdenivejer uTaxmoba
gaCaRda kruli.
imata mtrobam,
erTmaneTis qiSpma da boRmam,
religiuri omebic xom
mravaljer moxda!
daiTxa kacTa sisxli mravlad,
rogorc naRveli,
uTvalavjer da uTvalavjer
rwmenis saxeliT.
Canawerebi 3
arc muslimi var,
arc qristian-iudeveli,
mxolod gonebis msjavrs
vuxri qeds, cremlTa mfrqveveli.
goni ki ambobs:
usasrulo siamovneba
ariso sxvebTan,
sxvagvarebTan Tanacxovreba.
sjuli gvaswavlis
urwmunoTa sisxls Tuki daRvri,
usazRvro madliT agevseba
suli da saxli.
gansxvavebulad mofiqralnic
kacni arian,
sjuli rad ambobs,
maTi sisxlis Rvra alalia.
amitom ar maqvs rwmena
qrTilis an Tundac misxlis,
rom ar davRvaro
Cemi misxis ubralo sisxli.
Senc, Svilo Cemo,
martooden gonierebiT
dedamiwaze mobinadre
suyvela xalxTan
imegobre da iyav maTi
mxne naTesavi _
saukeTeso religia swored es ari!
jalal eddin rumi
me rom mevalebodes, am leqss sasko-
lo saxelmZRvaneloebSi Sevitandi! es
gansakuTrebiT gvWirdeba dRes. re-
ligiuri fanatizmis aRzevebis Jams.
***
Camovsqrole niusfidi. vnaxe leqse-
bi. 10 leqsidan 7 iwyeboda nacvalsax-
eliT `me~. ra mogividaT, megobrebo! ra
meoba agitydaT?
***
Tu gindaT, SeamowmoT, ramdenad Rr-
mad iciT is, risi specialistic xarT,
dawereT amaze bavSvebisTvis, ymawvil-
TaTvis da mixvdebiT, ra Znelia, iyo
ramis specialisti.
***
marina cveTaeva _ poeti qali dRes,
romelsac surs, marina cvetaevas
daemsgavsos.
***
yolamhosein saedi _ Zalian magari
da Zalian tragikuli bedis iraneli
mwerali. dRes dabadebis dRe hqonia (2
noemberi).
`baialeli Wirisufalnis~ avtori
(qarTulad Targmnilia, rogorc `Za-
ZiT mosili baiali~).
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Tqven _
visTvisac sicocxlea, rac ari! _
gana _
zaza bibilaSvili dedi-nacval-nacval-nacvali,
gamomcxvari mzeze nacar-namcxvari,
cisqveSeTSi acabaca bancali, _

vinc Tan kudi moiyoleT sayavre,

vinc moxvediT-naxeT-moinadavleT _
ca _ saquded, cisartyela _ saqamred _

Tqven saerTod rogor kvdebiT _

gadamrevT!

fazli (5)
simaRlis SiSi

gaiwie, ZmabiWo _
Tavze ar dagabijo.

qarafSuta britaneli

pantapuntiT
fanta funti.

maxsovs zamTari

iyos,
cxelodes.

ariergardi

dgebian rigSi ostatebi saTanadoni:

eqimi,
kalendari „ori nabiji~ mokuntul tanze miifare mokle sabani, mRvdeli,
Txeli perangi iperange, kani ikane... kvlav eqimi _ paTanatomi.
momxmareblisTvis maRazia „ori nabiji~
mxolod savaWro produqcias rodi imetebs _ manamde _ vidre maRazias, mbeWdavs, mebaRes _
amsaaxalwlod, magaliTad, kedlis kalendar fexmali Jamis romelime mesadavesa _ mTeli ubedureba
„ori nabijiT~ asaCuqrebs Tavis klientebs. gaemeteba faratina, Tavze warweriT:
„ori nabiji. oriaTasesadaesa~. asi wlis merec moxdebode _
erTfurcliani kalendari „ori nabiji~ mainc moxdebi
raTa _ yuaTiT _ weliwadis iyos samyofi _ maSin awmyoSi,
fonad yvela Tves ufenia fotosuraTi _ sad xar, roca sixarulia? maSin axla
xilis, citrusis, baRCeulis, kenkris nayofi: da maSin am wams.
aris mokeTe-qomagis
vaSli, banani, broweuli, leRvi, yurZeni _ erTi rCeuli jiSi _
sul erTmaneTze xasxasaa da nugbaria. gadakarguli lxinSi da ukvdavi logika
aqeT _ marwyvia, sazamTroa, nesvi, mayvali, gamoCenili WirSi...
iqiT _ balia, aluCaa, alubalia. gasagebia:
matli, svavi da afTari
TiTqos ubralo qaRaldia, fotoebia. yvela mokvda
brunavs, yivis da xvneSis
an ra iqneba _ maRaziis naCuqaria. anda mokvdeba...
iq, sadac ares abruebs
mainc ramea _ Sav-wiTeli dReebis miRma tkbilsurneleba leSis...
ferad nayofebs uyureb da Tvals uxaria... miT ufro:
RmerTs ixseneben, uxmoben, raRa saWiroa
magram arasdros araferi aris samyofi _
mgoni _ xedaven kidec Cemi sikvdili?!
da aRmoaCen aqac _ TormetferadklitulSi:
yvelaze xSirad _ mimdgarni
msxali aklia... mandarini, Jolo, qliavi...
sasowarkveTis kides...
cota xilia, baRCeuli, kenkra, citrusi...
Toki
Senzec amboben _ gulidan
kacis guli ki iseTia, TiTqos gindeba _
sevdis frinveli Cekso. daZvelebuli,
yvela nayofi am axal wels daikvebo da
miTxari, ai, magaTgan, daZenZili,
fiqrob _ ra kargi iqneboda kivi, unabi,
Sen romeli xar, darbilebuli
mocvi, mocxari...
leqso? uqmad kidia,
da saerTod _ ra iqneboda _
ra xania.
es baRi-baRCa, vel-mindori Tu plantacia mxolod xandaxan _
mijnuri* is obiani
xelis guliviT viwrod rom ar moRobiliyo,
yulfis Tvali
rom yofiliyo ufro didi es weliwadi _
minaxavs Cemi Seyvarebuli. Tu momatana _
Tve-nayofebiT daxunZluli rom yofiliyo,
SeiZleba _ ramdenjermec ki: im obiani
yulfis piriT
Caeyrebodes, dae, mbeWdavs wyalSi naSromi _
erTxel _ aqirqildeba.
mTeli tiraJi Sesacvleli gauxdebodes _
aRar eweros oRond furcels „ori nabiji~ TiTqos arc ki meZina.
anda eweros, oRond ase ar uxdebodes _
erTxel ki _ *
ise mohgavda namdvils _ mec SemiZlia,
udReurobis damRasaviT aRar Rviodes ar gavriTmo,
TavSi... boloSi, SuagulSi, ginda _ napirSi, vuyurebdi da mecineboda...
ritmSi ar Cavsva,
ori nabiji ar itevdes mTlian weliwads, da saerTod,
kidev danarCens _ ramdenime ori nabiji, minaxavs Cemi Seyvarebuli.
arc ki davwero.

da es ormagi idilia _ drois, mosavlis _ aba, suleli ki ara var,

warmavalobis idiliis rogorc xelyofa _
iyos imxela _ yvela nayofs eyos albomad _
Torem ramxelac ginda iyos _ Sen ras geyofa...
egrea _ roca mogereva gulis morevi _
cida furcelzec usaSvelod bevri naklia! _
am dros _ ra yria qveyanaze yvela furcelSi,
am klitulebis simravleSic neta ra yria...
eg aris _ kidev _ saCuqari saCuqaria _
ar aris wesi _ gausinjo sigrZe-sigane.
unaxavad Semyvareboda. *
_ Sen moiyare Cemi xnisa! _
*
mijnuri _ (arab) Smagi.
Tvalcremliani locavda muxluxs
oTxi dRis pepela.
sasicocxlo
Tuki mec ki ver vakadre xelyofa _ *
ver vesrole dambaCa da xelTofa, Sen iseTi lamazi aRar xar,
Tan meTmoba, Tan mainc ar meTmoba magram mere ra _
wyalnarevi Cveni urTierToba _ mec aRar miyvarxar ise Zalian.
15 - 21 maisi 2020
literaturuli gazeTi poezia 5
*
drom Tavisi gziT iara _
ras ar izamen droni _
axla _ miyvarxar ki ara _
aRarc ki mZulxar, mgoni.

*
rom megona _ amiare,
xolo mere _ Camiare _
albaT gulSi gamiare _
raki aRar gamiare.

*
sul gavTavxeddi _
anTebul Tvalwin
dagiwkapune
fotos qveS:
guli.

*
mere ra _ Tuki
Sengan rogoric
movCanvar, iseTs
ver Semiyvareb.

Sen rom icode,

Cemgan rogori
moCanxar _
zed ar
Semomxedavdi.

*
Zalian nela, Zalian didxans amodis zRvidan.
TiTqos imitom, rom im lamaz fexebs kenWebi stkens.
ufro ki imitom, rom is lamazi fexebi aqvs.

*
Woria, TiTqos TviTgvemaze viyo Tanaxma diana anfimiadi
da umowyalo uSenobis mona-Sinayma _
is, vinc Sena xar, me vici, rom sul CemTana xar
da vinc sxvagan xar, me ra vici aba, vina xar.

*
mag ironiiT ironias uknineb tarifs _
raki Sensaze pozicia Cemi myaria:
eg Sen idarde, Tu uyvarxar viRaca arifs _
me dedofali miyvarxar da es mixaria.
xe
rogori Sriala xar, xeo, gamarjoba.
haeri foTlebis SrialSi moimwyvdie,
me kidev vixrCobi.
balaxis ReroTi
vcdilob amovtumbo haeri miwidan _
mkvdari mamaCemis damdnari filtvebi.
rogori mwvane xar xeo, damenaxe!
eg mTeli simwvane foTlebis wveTebad
migwveTavs zecisken _
wvima piriqiTa.
me kidev aRar myofnis
Tvalebis sinaTle,
zRvisqveS gakvaluli ZarRvebis bilikidan.
TiTqos CaviZire, am Tmebis bagiri
axrCobs mezRvaurebs im sxvebis magivrad,
visac gembanidan xeli dauqnies.
rogori martivia iyo wyalmcenare,
Tevzebis da zRvis varskvlavebis arCivi.
Sen kidev rogori farTo da Sriala
da totebbasri xar _
Citebis arCevani,
wamaxul kapze rom es guli gkidia,
sisxlisgan daclili brWyviala saTamaSo,
rodis Cagexute ase gametebiT,
ase gagiJebiT,
xeo, aRar maxsovs...
siyvaruli
sikvdiliT Sen ras gagakvirveb,
ramdennairi gqonia, aRarc maxsovs,
verasdros davTvale,
yvela sikvdili nacnobia,
wvimis Sxamiani wveTovani,
gadasworebuli xazi horizontis
_ guli meramdened, samyaroc gaCerda,
Tovli galurjebul bageebze _
zewarze dawerili mkvdari profili.
raRa gagakvirvebs, ra giambo...
magram es sikvdili,
saxlSi rom damisaxlda,
iseTi cicqna da sayvarelia,
fumfula, RunRula,
fanjris minasTan atuzuli,
karadis siRrmis binadari,
pawawina, Tvalebcimcima...
arc aravin maswavla movla,
lambaqze Tbil rZes ver davusxam,
verc rafaze xorblis marcvlebs,
gamayuCeblis namcecebi?
kovzis wverze wveTebis daTvla?
Zili rogor? gaseirneba?
Crdili lursmnebiT davuWede,
rom gaiqces, sadRa veZebo,
didTvaleba, mzeracimcima...
saRamoobiT erTad vsxedvarT,
ambebs vuyvebi, veferebi,
kiserTan icis moyuCeba...
ra vuambo, riTi gavarTo,
riT davaviwyo...
erTxel neknebi Camomidna,
asfaltze Txevad klasobanad Camoicala,
cal fexze vdgavar da qvas visvri
carciT moxazul sxva ujredSi gadasaxtomad,
tbis gayinuli zedapiri
Cems qvebs mSieri kronosiviT
ylapavs da ylapavs...
simRera
zamTris saxlidan
bavSvis sizmris lurji kvamliviT
gaifanteba suli TandaTan,
me gaviyoleb Cems wyalnaklul qoTnis yvavilebs,
Sen ras gamatan?
erTxelac, Cemi bolo sunTqvis Camosaxsnelad
roca kibis Crdils xis Crdils miadgam,
me gaviyoleb mkvdris simRerebs,
rogorc yvavilwnuls,
da kidev Senze locvebisgan Sekrul iadgars.
mgzavri var, Cemi bolo tvirTi kiTxvis pasuxad
naklebia zogjer, xan meti,
da amitomac mimaqvs mxolod xmovnebis rigi,
da fSvinvieri Tanxmovnebis sunTqva xanmeti.
sxvas ras waviReb, Cemi sulic aRar momyveba,
stveniT, ZaxiliT, damuqrebiT didxans vuxmobdi,
gadasawerad dagitove es xelnaweri,
mwife singuriT moginiSne Tavi, muxlebi...
zamTris saxlidan
bavSvis sizmris lurji kvamliviT
gaifanteba suli TandaTan,
me gaviyoleb Cems wyalnaklul qoTnis yvavilebs,
Sen ras gamatan?
6 proza
Tvaldakarguli yivCaRis
Canawerebi
fragmenti momavali romanidan
dasasruli
dasawyisi N262-263
quCa carieli iyo. Sua gzaze, erT-
maneTis mxardamxar, egeTi quCuri mar-
SiT midiodnen. zustad axlandel
restoran „SaragulTan~ maTken momava-
li mgzavri ailanda. maT danaxvaze mkv-
eTrad Sebrunda, gadauxvia da gzis me-
ore mxares gadavida. gadavida da mand
daiRupa, miTumetes, rom gzis iqiT, ben-
zingasamarT sadgurTan, raRac sasw-
auliT SemorCenilma da veragulad ga-
naTebulma quCis fanarma misi Zirfasi
tyavis qurTukic airekla. gza rom gae-
grZelebina da biWebisaTvis ise, ubral-
od, Tavis gzaze mimavals Caevlo, al-
baT arc araferi moxdeboda.
zuka egreve gamoeyo biWebs da Tvi-
Tonac gadavida quCis meore mxares _
gamvlels gza gadauWra.
_ ras Svebi, SeCema, komendantis saa-
Tia, _ makena im wamsve mixvda da dafeT-
da, magram mainc mihyva zukas.
_ gavartyi amaT komendantis saaTs,
pobedili gitlera, pobedim i fanto-
masa! _ mxiarulad gamoscra gacofeb-
ulma da weras atanilma zukam.
_ xoo pobedili gitlera, pobe-
dite i fantomasa, viRaca docentma ar-
Zinbam ki gadagaxiaT sakuTari keTi-
lebi Tavze!.. _ ar SearCina amaRamde-
li SiSi makenam.
zukas iseTi avi da cudi cecxli
gaukrTa TvalebSi, ise Sexeda makenas
kefas, rom giorgam, romelic orives
ukan mihyveboda gaifiqra _ eg aris da-
ataka gograSi da daagdoo!.. magram
axla magis dro ar iyo, momentmac Cai-
literaturuli gazeTi
beqa qurxuli
ara da makena isev gadarCa. marTla Za-
lian iRbliani iyo eg Cemisa.
gamvlelic yvelafers mixvda da
quCis kuTxesTan umweod gaCerda. mixv-
da, rom veRar gaaswrebda da axla Si-
Sisgan gaCxibulsa da gaSeSebuls veR-
arc win moexerxebina gzis gagrZeleba
da veRarc ukan gaqceva. ise umweod uy-
urebda am sam avazaks, romlebic mgl-
ebiviT uxmod, saqmianad da ukan mouxe-
davad uWridnen gzas, rogorc mosaw-
yvetad gamzadebuli foToli.
_ kai biWi var, Zmao! _ moulod-
nelad da cota isteriulad amoiyvi-
ra gamvlelma imdroindeli yvelaze
cnobili da swored amitom, ukve karga
xania, naklebad efeqturi qalaquri
paroli _ daaxloebiT zukasxela biWi
iyo, erTi-ori wliT ufrosi.
_ da ne meloCis, nadenka! _ isev
okupantebis da Tavisi mosisxle mtre-
bis _ rusebis _ enas miawva zuka, _ am
bolo dros es qalaqi sul kai biWebiT
gadaivso. rom dagWirdes, arif, wesi-
er da patiosan kacs sanTliT veRar mo-
Zebni am sibneleSi da, aba, vis gavxad-
oT?..
_ Cvenc kai biWebi varT, amigo, da
cudebis da bozebis nacvam kurtkas xom
ar CavicvamT?.. _ gamvlelze aranak-
leb xafi xmiT amoiyvira makenam. mainc
daZabuli iyo. manqanidan akumulato-
ris amoReba sxva iyo da cocxali adam-
ianis gaZarcva kidev sul sxva. ar iyo
mainc misi profili.
ara, codvas nuravin ityvis, arc da-
na yofila da arc zukas ganTqmuli bo-
Tlis xeze mimtvreva, isedac samni iyv-
nen. giorgam uxmod, frTxilad gaxada
tyavis qurTuki da iqve Caicva. zukam
frTxilad gasinja gamvleli, iaraRi
an dana ar edos da ukve Sebrunebulebs,
aqeT ar mogvayolos tyvia, an ar mig-
vStiros am Ramis SuxurSio. araferi,
sufTa iyo, zukam megobruladac ki
miutyapuna ferdze xeli. cota mogu-
lianebuli makena ki ukve giorgaze mo-
cmul qurTukSi iCxrikeboda, vinme ifi-
qrebda giorgas Smonavso. moulod-
nelad qurTukis gulis jibidan foto-
suraTi amoiRo.
_ ee, xeli, Cemi deda... damibrune,
biWo, Cemi sacolis fotoa! _ moulod-
nelad seriozulad gaeqaCa gamvleli.
_ Seni biWi tyeSi darbis, iuzgar,
ra dReSi xar? _ xeli aukra makenam,
magram yuramde gakreWili da anglo-
bis xasiaTze mosuli zukas mkacr mz-
eras gadaawyda.
_ daubrune!..
moulodnelad makenas Tvalebi ga-
udidda, saxe Seecvala da imis magiv-
rad, rom foto patronisaTis daebru-
nebina, uxmod gauwoda zukas. zuka un-
eburad erTaderTi anTebuli faranis-
ken Sebrunda, giorgac gverdiT amo-
udga da erTad daxedes suraTs. mere
gamSralebma gadaxedes erTmaneTs.
mere makenas Sexedes. mere gaZarcvul
gamvlels, romelic cocxali TaviT ar
apirebda sacolis fotos daTmobas.
zukam foto uxmod daubruna pa-
trons.
_ egec gaixade da ukan mieci!..
_ ra unda mivce, to?..
_ midi, daubrune, geubnebi!
_ ra unda davubruno, rato unda
davubruno?
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_ daubrune, geubnebi! _ Tvalebi
gadaubriala zukam.
_ Sansi araa, arafers ar davu-
bruneb! _ gajiqda giorga.
_ midi, daubrune, rom geubneba, Sen
xo ar gaubere?.. _ rogorc yovelTvis
zukas misca masti makenam.
_ wati Tqveni!.. _ giorgam dacin-
viT daxeda zemodan makenas, _ wati
Tqveni masxara kargic... arafersac ar
davubruneb...
_ ar minda, Zmao, gqondeT. eg kurt-
ka mkidia. giTxariT, kai biWi var-meT-
qi, oRond Cemi sacolis suraTs ar ga-
gatanT da zedmeti araferi ar akadr-
oT, Torem boziSvili viyo, vimoqmed-
eb... gamvlels, Tavisi sacolis foto-
suraTi orive xeliT CaebRuja, war-
modgena ar hqonda, sad waeRo da SiSis-
gan, daZabulobisgan da sibrazisgan
mTeli taniT kankalebda. xelebSi ucax-
caxebda sacolis fotoc.
ho, eg iyo. Tiko. Tikos foto dah-
qonda tips qurTukis gulis jibiT, Cemi
sacoleao. albaT axlac iq midioda. ar
iyo gamoricxuli.
uxmod gabrundnen. erTmaneTs Tva-
ls veRar usworebdnen. cota gaiares
Tu ara, atexa tipma panika, magram ra
atexa. Tan aRarc Canda, sibneleSi Sei-
wia da iqidan akivlda.
_ kurtka wamarTves am axvrebma!..
Tqven Tu me ar ganaxoT, Cemi dedas!..
boziSvili viyo, Tu ar mogTxovoT!..
Tqveni bespredelSCiki!..
Tavis dardSi CaZirul biWebs uceb
qurTukic daaviwydaT da qurTukis pa-
tronic. axla ki ase moulodnelad at-
exilma isterikam uceb gamoafxizla.
giorgam sibrazisgan kbilebi gaak-
raWuna da mowyvetiT gaqanda ukan sib-
neles Sefarebuli, gaZarcvuli mo-
qalaqis wixlqveS wasagdebad, magram
zukam da makenam droulad staces xe-
li. TbilisSi komendatis saaTis dros
xSirad dapatimrebiT da daWeriTac ar
iwuxebdnen Tavs. eSinodaT _ Tavisu-
flad SeiZleboda, dakavebis dros ga-
afTrebuli SeiaraRebul winaaRmde-
gobas waswydomodnen Tavisi avtomate-
biTa da xelyumbarebiT. amitom pol-
icielebi ZiriTadad pirdapir tyviiT
umaspinZlebodnen quCis biWebs, an Sei-
Zleba, javSnosanidanac ki gadaetare-
binaT jeri. amitom es klasikuri te-
qnikuri bozoba iyo _ anu pirdapir
CaSvebaze gacilebiT veraguli xerxi,
rodesac dazaralebuli pirdapir ki
ar mimarTavs samarTaldamcav orga-
noebs, aqaoda, mTeli cxovreba CamSve-
bis da bozis saxeliT ar viaroo, ara-
med iseT dros da iseT adgilze atex-
avs xipiSs, sadac ueWvelad gaiCiTebi-
an policmeisterebi, manamde da mere
ki erT arSinze aqvs piri daRebuli _
ginda Tu ara, kai biWi varo.
giorga ise gaacofa mis mierve gaZ-
arcvuli moqalaqis gaiZverobam, rom
makenas da zukas Txovnas, mowodebebs
da locva-kurTxevas yuri aRar aTxo-
va da ise gaecala danaSaulis adgils,
fexisTvisac ki ar auCqarebia _ mag
bozs me gaqceuli ar davenaxvebio. zu-
ka, Tavisi sabrZolo gamocdilebisa da
moxerxebulobis wyalobiT, gab-
neulebiviT ukvalod gaqra. makenam ki,
rogorc yovelTvis, moaxerxa da dam-
atebiT xaTabalaSi gayo Tavi _ roca
Cveulebisamebr mTeli siswrafiT aw-
yvetilma mokurcxla uaxloesi Cab-
nelebuli ezosken, im sibneleSi raRac
mitovebuli mSeneblobis SemoRobil
bades gadaawyda, romelmac ukan gadm-
oagdo da pirdapir tlapoTi amovse-
bul ormoSi gaadina tyapani. imis mi-
uxedavad, rom piri talaxiT hqonda
amoglesili, TviT eSmakic ki ver war-
moidgens, ra piriT aginebda gaZarc-
vul da kai biWobaSi gabozebul mo-
qalaqes, Tikos Cekist da CaTlax beber
babuas, romelic cocxali TaviT sax-
lSi ar uSvebda da SeiZleba sruliad
udanaSaulo Tikos da giorgasac Sexv-
da nairnairebi. axla ra tansacmeli
gaaubedura im aSmorebul samSeneblo
nagviT amovsebul wunwuxSi, viRacis
oxrad dasarCeni tyavis qurTuki ki
ara. mSoblebi makenas bavSvobidanve
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gansakuTrebiT acmevdnen, dedamiss ga-
rTuleba hqonda tansacmelze da jer
kidev maSin ucxoeTidan uwerdnen bren-
debs. me mgoni, erTaderTi bavSvi iyo
im dros, romelsac sabWoTa skolis
forma erTi wamiTac ar scmia da amit-
om skolaSi swavlisas gamudmebiT sas-
wavlo nawilis _ cico doliZis _ kab-
inetSi egdo. im Rames saxlSi rogor Se-
uSves, an dedamisma rogor ar mokla da
rogor gadarCa, aravin icis.
giorga ki sruliad mSvidad, dinjad
da auCqareblad naZarcv qurTukSi
gamowyobili mibrZanda saxlSi, gamwa-
rebuli, gabrazebuli da Tan raRaciT
mainc kmayofili. Tumca dilaadrian-
ad kidev ufro ganrisxebuli da ukve
tansacmelgamocvlili makena daadga
Tavze da egreve mZinares eca _ ra uyavi
is dedaafeTqebuli kurtkao. Tan xmama-
Rla TaTxavda zukas _ sul giJi, mani-
aki da teroristi eZaxa. mere erTi xe-
liT qurTuki amoiCara iRliaSi, meo-
reTi axlad gaRviZebul giorgas waswv-
da qeCoSi _ Sen magaze uaresi xaro da
Tan waiTria.
qurTuki imave dRes maT ubanSi mdgm-
urad gadmosul milioneri meRvinis
Svils miaCeCes im droisaTvis zRapru-
li sufrisa da oclitriani sufTa kax-
uri Rvinis fasad. es operacia, ra Tqma
unda, makenas aqtiurobiTa da da uSua-
lo xelmZRvanelobiT Catarda. oRond
im sufraze kriWaSekruli da gamware-
buli zuka veRarafriT Caityues.
RvTis gareganma da eSmakiviT mTv-
ralma makenam ki im sawyal, mdidar da
arif mdgmurs imave saRamos ukan waar-
Tva is ukve mravalWirnaxuli tyavis
qurTuki. sul ubralod da martivad
miakaCava _ ha, biWo, maTxove, ras miJ-
motav, SeCema, egeTi kurtka dagiade,
erTi dRiT mWirdeba da xvalve dagi-
bruneb, mogcem ukan, ra Cems fexebad
mindao!..
marTlac araferSi sWirdeboda.
ubralod, ai, egre, tyuilad waarTva
da ukan aRarc daubrunebia. saerTod,
is ubeduri biWi, sanam maT ubanSi cx-
ovroda, gamudmebuli fsiqologiuri
teroris qveS hyavda da daundoblad
wewavda. mere im ubedur qurTuks xan
vin daaTrevda, xan vin, mTel ubans ecva,
Tavisi patronis Tu patronebis gar-
da, vidre sadRac ar miikarga, Tu
visac im wuTas ecva, imasac ar gaxades...
zukam ki im Ramis Semdeg samudamod
daaneba xalxis Seyenebas da Zarcva-
glejas Tavi.
Tiko im dRidan erT TveSi gaTxov-
da. ho, im biWze. zustad im biWze. sadR-
ac naxevar weliwadSi, anu eqvs TveSi,
ki sisxlis gaTeTrebisgan gardaicva-
la.
zuka lamis mokvda. biWebmac Zalian
ganicades. mTeli dReebi ezoSi idgnen
TavCaRunulebi da damunjebulebi.
kedelam _ kidev kargi, zukas ar gayva,
Torem exla uares dReSi iqneboda, cve-
tSi gagiJdeboda, marTla garekavdao.
sruliad moulodnelad makena wamoux-
ta da egreve xmis amouReblad waayara.
kedela jer daibna, mere ki TviTonac
waigdo makena. janiani ki iyo, kedela-
sac magitom eZaxdnen. ai, ase, dRisiT
mzisiT, amxela xalxma mTeli oTxi ko-
rpusis Tvalwin Sua ezoSi dascxes. pa-
tara bavSvebiviT gagordnen mtverSi,
sul xeliT iCxubes, dabrdRvnes erT-
maneTi, mTeli ezo aSvelebda, Zlivs
aawiwknes. kedelam egrec ver gaigo, ras
erCodnen _ „marTla giJia es keTi-
lm...o~... makena ki Cumad, sisiniT igine-
boda da cxviridan wamskdar sisxls
aseve dasisxlianebuli da gadatyave-
buli xelis zurgiT iwmendda.
zukam verc gaigo, biWebma rom iCx-
ubes da arc is gaugia, ratom iCxubes.
saxlSi Tavis oTaxSi iyo Caketili, mTe-
li dReebi pirqveCamxobili iwva log-
inSi, RamiT ki Tikos saflavze adioda
da gaTenebamde iq rCeboda. diliT
brundeboda, usityvod Sedioda Tavis
oTaxSi da pirdapir tansacmliT, ro-
melzec fenafena ecxo Tikos saflav-
is miwa, mowyvetiT emxoboda sawolze
da mzis Casvlas eloda, rom isev Tavi-
si TikosTvis aekiTxa. arc Wamda, arc
literaturuli gazeTi
svamda. gaxda, yvrimalebis Zvlebi amo-
eyara saxeze, Cacvenili Tvalebi araam-
qveyniuri cecxliT uelavda. aravis
awuxebda, xmas saerTod ar iRebda, ma-
gram arc aravis ikarebda. dedamisma
didxans veRar gauZlo Svilis wamebas,
mTeli dRis xvewna-mudaris Semdeg,
erTi lukma mainc SeWameo, veRar moiT-
mina, uceb amoxeTqa da gvariani isteri-
ka mouwyo _ xom ar unda Cayve miwaSi im
gogos, ver gitandnen, saxlSi ar giS-
vebdnen, rogorc ki Sansi mieca, gaTx-
ovda, wavida da Sensken arc mouxedav-
so. zuka aqac uCumrad Sebrunda Tavisi
oTaxisken, magram rogorc ki mamamisi
daToc ahyva dedamiss da xma amoiRo,
TiTqos amas elodao, adga da aseve uxm-
od dalewa mTeli saxli, ise, rom mama-
misma daviTam erTi-ori daakera kide-
vac, azrze modio, rodesac akivlebul
da SuaSi Cavardnil cols dausxlta,
magram gadareulma zukam mamamisis
gartymuli TiTqos verc igrZno, aseve
xmis amouReblad Sebrunda Tavis oTax-
Si, isev Tavis sawolSi Caemxo da xmis
amouReblad daeloda CamoRamebas.
erT dilas giorgam uceb dendart-
ymuliviT gaiRviZa da wamoxta. farda
gadawia da fanjridan gaixeda. ca Tan-
daTan icriceboda. Tendeboda. gio ba-
vSvobidan moyolebuli jer Rames da
sizmrebs ixsenebda, Semdeg ki ganvlil
dRes. gaixsena isic, rac yvelaze mniS-
vnelovani iyo wina dRes.
gaixsena da imis magivrad, rom Cv-
eulebisamebr Zili gaegrZelebina, fr-
Txilad da uxmaurod Caicva da Cumad
gaixura saxlis kari.
zuka Tikos saflavTan ijda, eweo-
da da, rogorc yovelTvis, roca Re-
lavda, cxvir-piridan erTdroulad,
orTqmavaliviT, uSvebda sigaretis
bols.
giorga mivida, gverdiT miujda, Ta-
vadac amoiRo sigareti da moukida.
zukam saidanRac Sexeda sxvisi Tva-
lebiT, mere im ucxo TvalebSi madli-
ereba Caudga. didxans isxdnen Cumad da
eweodnen.
mze kargad Semodga zecaze, rode-
sac zuka wamodga da miwian Sarvalze
daixeda. didxans idga ase gaunZrevl-
ad. giorgac wamodga da gverdiT amo-
udga. mTeli sxeuli dabuJebuli hqon-
da. nel-nela ubrundeboda sicocxle.
_ mec kai loxi var, rogor gavata-
ne, me ro Cemi sakuTari da ukuRma gagi-
Jebuli keTilebi!.. _ amoixriala zu-
kam sadRac wasuli xmiT, ukanasknel si-
garets moukida da carieli kolofi
xelSi brazianad moWmuWna, _ an is fo-
to raRas davubrune maSin im nabiWv-
ars!..
uceb orive adgilze gaSeSda. monu-
sxulebiviT idgnen da sakuTar Tvalebs
ar ujerebdnen. frTxilad, nela gai-
xedes marcxniv da ZarRvebSi sisxli
gaeyinaT. maTgan xuTiode nabijSi Ti-
kos babua idga da mauzeris lulasav-
iT civi da SemaZrwuneblad arafris-
mTqmeli, carieli TvalebiT uyurebda.
upatrono, gaupatiosnebeli da Tval-
Ria darCenili cxedariviT lurji li-
bri hqonda gadakruli da zukas da
giorgas Caciebul mzeras ar acileb-
da. aravin icis, ramden xans gagrZelda
es Semzaravi dueli. moulodnelad Ti-
kos babuas is mkvdris civi, gaToSili
Tvalebi mduRare cremlebiT gaevso
da damWknar sul ramdenime TveSi miw-
isferdadebul loyebze RapaRupiT
CamoeRvara. mere TiTqos es axvari da
TavzexelaRebuli lawirakebic Seeb-
rala da sakuTari Tavic, Sebrunda da
saflavebs Soris nel-nela, CoCva-CoCv-
iT, fexaTreviT wavida.
nabijs Zlivs adgamda. ase nela-nela
miefara Tvals da sxva saflavebsa da
xeebs Soris gauCinarda.
biWebi kidev didxans idgnen ase Ti-
kos saflavTan CarWmulebiviT. bolos,
rogorc iqna, gons movidnen. gios mere
sicocxlis bolomde axsovda, rogor
gauxarda da gaukvirda, nabijis gada-
dgma rom SesZlo.
giorgam pirjvari gadaiwera, zukam
_ ara. marto xeli daado Tikos sa-
flavs da miwas misi xeli, guli da gr-
Zeli xuTi TiTi naTlad daaCnda. mere
ukanmouxedavad wamovidnen. aqeT-iqiT
iyurebodnen, magram Tikos babua, ro-
melic TiTqos Sors ver unda wasuliyo,
ukvalod gaqra, TiTqos miwam uyo piri.
es ambavi zukas da giorgas aravisT-
vis mouyoliaT _ arc erTad, arc cal-
calke. erTmaneTTanac aRar gauxsene-
biaT. ubralod amis mere zuka Tikos sa-
flavze umetesad dRisiT da ufro iS-
viaTad adioda.
erTaderTel axsena zukam Tiko, ro-
desac maT ubnelsa da axlobels biZaS-
vili daucxriles sololakSi, iaSailis
quCaze da didi codvis triali idga.
viRacam Tqva: didxans veRar vnaxavT
ubanSio. zukam Cumad Cailaparaka: mec
egre megona, rom Tikos saflavze gada-
vsaxldebodio!.. razec yvelam Cumad
CaRuna Tavi da xma aRaravis amouRia.
im dRes ki zuka da giorga TiTqos
buranSi mividnen Tu micurdnen sax-
lamde, Cumad CamoarTves xeli erTma-
neTs, gadakocnes da gaiSalnen.
giorgam aseve frTxilad SeaRo sak-
uTari saxlis kari, fexakrefiT Sevida
oTaxSi, loginSi Cawva, sabani waifara,
baliSis qveS Sergo Tavi da uceb mkv-
dariviT CaeZina.
uceb ki CaeZina, magram mTeli Rame
cieb-cxelebiT SepyrobiliviT wri-
alebda, bodavda, sakuTar Tavs ela-
parakeboda Tu saqmeebs urCevda.
saqmeebs urCevda yvelas _ sakuTar
Tavsac, RmerTsac, eSmaksac, zecasac da
jojoxeTsa, warsulsac da momavalsac.
RmerTi yovlisSemZlea... magram ar-
sebobs raRac, rac TviT RmerTsac ar
SeuZlia... es warsulis Secvlaa... war-
sulTan mis Caqrolil, manaTobel kud-
Tan RmerTic ki uZluria... warsuls
veravin Secvlis... veravin... verc erTi
RmerTi... verc erTi, verc mravali... es
SeuZlebelia... warsulis _ SeuZle-
blis _ Secvla mxolod mxatvars, po-
ets SeuZlia... absentisgan naxevrad
SeSlil, an opiumisgan miraJebSi are-
ul, gzadakargul da momakvdav mxat-
vars an poets, magas mniSvneloba ara
aqvs... iaraRs mniSvneloba aRara aqvs,
kalami iqneba, funji, naxSiri, batis
frTa, saWreTeli Tu bebuTi... iaraRs
aranairi mniSvneloba ara aqvs war-
sulisTvis... warsuli erTaderTia, sa-
dac RmerTi uZluria.... sadac RmerTi
aRar aris yovlisSemZle... RmerTi ki,
romelic yovlisSemZle aRar aris,
uZluria... es mxatvars da poets Seu-
ZliaT, uZlurebi iyvnen da amave dros
warsulsac ganagebdnen... anu RmerTis
proza 7
winaSe... anu RmerTi RmerTis winaSe...
warsuli poetisa da mxatvrisaa, iseve
rogorc bneli Ramea qurdis da zeca
frinvelisa... vinme CamoZenZili, gamo-
bruJuli, qamarSi dambaCagayrili, xe-
lSi SiSvel satevarmoRerebuli da
romisgan an aryisgan da sakuTari adu-
Rebuli sisxlisgan aRrialebuli giJi
luka razikaSvili, fransua viioni, ka-
ravajo, an beqa qurxuli... an sawyali,
umweo, SeSlili da genialuri gala-
ktioni, modiliani, terenti graneli,
van gogi an rati qarTveliSvili... maT
saxelebs, biografiebs da dabadebis
wlebs aranairi mniSvneloba ara aqvs
warsulisTvis da arc warsulis winaSe
uZluri, yovlisSemZle RmerTisTvis...
RmerTisTvis, romelic mowyale da od-
nav ironiuli RimiliT dahyurebs am
avardnil mawanwalebs, sul raRac er-
Ti wamiT rom gadaurbines win da mainc
moaxeres misi yuradRebis miqceva... es
adamianebs sWirdebaT saxelebi, gvare-
bi, garegnoba, erovneba da vinaoba... wa-
rsuls da RmerTs ara... maTTvis sul
erTia... isedac ician ... maTi daweril-
ia, isini arian avtorebi... magram rac
ukve daweres, imis Secvla TviTonac
aRar SeuZliaT... warsulis Secvla mx-
olod mis mierve Seqmnil bandit da
mawanwala mxatvrebs da poetebs Seu-
ZliaT... Saragzis yaCaRebs, mawanwalebs,
narkomanebs, mkvlelebs, loTebs, boga-
noebs, mSier-mwyurvalebs, usaxlkaro
quCis biWebs, satusaRoSi sulamoxdi-
lebs, zRvaSi CamxrCvalebs, kibis qveS
gardacvlilebs, yurebdaWrilebs, da-
nagayrilebs, CamoxrCobilebs, daxvre-
tilebs da ugzo-ukvlod dakargu-
lebs...
mxolod amaT, sxva aravis, arc Rm-
erTs!..
giorgi saSinlad borgavda, aqeT-
iqiT awydeboda da Zil-buranSi Zilsa
da sicxades Soris sabediswerod moy-
olili, sasowarkveTili cdilobda am
xafangadqceuli koSmaruli monolog-
isgan Tavis daRwevas, romelic ise awa-
mebda, rogorc satana codvil sulebs
sazvereebSi...
bolos, rogor iqna, Tvalis gaxela
SesZlo... dafeTebulma moaTvaliera
sakuTari oTaxi da cota azrze mosul-
ma baliSs moxvia grZeli, Ronieri mk-
lavi. mere Tvalebi isev daxuWa da sam-
jer jiutad locvasaviT gaimeora:
nu SeZrwundebi, ufalo, me SenTan
var!..
nu SeSindebi, RmerTo me SenTan var!..
nu geSinia, ufalo, me SenTan var!..
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Relaven, iqneb
Tovlma damfara,
iqneb da wvimam
wamiRo xramSi.
iqneb goniaT,
rom me aRara var,
me gzas mivuyvebi,
cocxali davrCi.

11
ramdeni rame moxda siCqariT,
da naCqarevad ramdeni iTqva,
mze Cadis, rogorc Zveli sizmari
da TeTri mTebi mosCanan wiTlad.
ramdeni rame moxda miqarviT,
rodesac Tavi megona wminda,
droc gamepara, Cumad, simxdaliT,
radgan mixvda, rom verafers cvlida.

12
gzaSi xom uecrad icvleba amindi,
da madlobeli var,
roca is kargia,
brundeba da midis,
brundeba da midis,
xalxis nostalgia,
nostalgia landis,
dReebi mcirdeba,
mZimdeba bargi.

13
mosCans mdinare _
mTebi da xidi,
vkamaTob gzasTan,
gaga naxucriSvili romelic midis,
manZili mosCans
Sori da didi,
vkamaTob drosTan,
ar icdis, midis.

14
caze gariJraJi izmoreba,
axal gzas, axal dRes
Sevebi,
gza nabijebiT izomeba,
gza nabijiT izomeba sul wamiT, sul wamiT,
dReebi.
fragmentebi momavali poemidan sasworze frTxilad iwoneba,
jerac Seukravi wreebi.
2 SenTan varo TiTqmis,
adamianebi icvlebian, roca gadaivlis qari, 15
icvleba lxena da dardi, roca Cawynardeba fiqric, fanjridan sCandnen mxolod Crdilebi,
sul dakarguli sizmrebia, qarma Seatoka jvari, roca ar mwamda arc erTi RmerTis,
sul bundovani cxadi, momagona Tovlma gaaqro yvela feri da
gzebi erTmaneTSi irevian, damikargavs vinc ki. sul yvelaferi gamoCnda TeTri
droc dgas, da mere miwac TeTrad dadumda,
Tan swrafad gadis. 7 gadaiRala RelviT da feTqviT,
is maTxovrobda gamaxsenda, rom bevri wavida,
3 sicocxles mxolod, me ki imaTi mSvidobis ver vTqvi,
aRar mxvdeba nacnobi xalxi, ase SemCivla sicocxlis bolos, sadRac sicocxle modis Tavidan,
zogma sxva gzas miakiTxa, rom ver icxovra, me ar mjeroda, vTqvi: kargi erTi.
zogma kidev samudamod sul iyo mkvdari,
dastova gzebi, bevri gveZaxa 16
ucxo xalxs vxvdebi, da gvikakuna, mainc gadavwyvite, ase sjobda mgoni.
da imaTsas verafers vxvdebi, magram aravin gavuReT kari, bargic davtove da gavemarTe,
isini Cemsas, xmas damCneoda sadac aRar iWers telefoni,
zrdilobis gamo vesalmebi wyena da bzari. sadac ar arsebobs misamarTi.
da vusurveb man Turme Cveni jvari atara, sadac Tvals ver vawvden horizonts da
mSvidobian magram emZima Tavisi jvari. sadac ara sjeraT dasrulebis,
Rames da dResac. magram warsuli ki Tan mimqonda,
8 mainc vsvamdi Cemi wasulebis.
4 ferebi icvlis ferebs,
radgan mivatove uceb, rodesac gadis dro
Weri, da imedi gvaqvs mere, 17
magida gavferaddebiT rom. sadRac arafrisken viyurebi,
da skami, Tan isev gvinda brZola, sadac sivrce sCans cali,
ar Rirs, Tan isev veZebT oms. caze SerCebian beRurebi,
aRar gavsvri furcels, miwaze _ Cveni kvali.
radgan verafers vcvli amiT, 9 ca isev lurji da fxizeli,
radgan mesmis xSiri sunTqva, mze dabrunda caze, da dedamiwa mTvrali.
sadRac isev mirbis Jami, albaT darCa qudi,
adre mivZaxdi da vTxovdi, saRamosken, cxraze, 18
wamo... gvian mivxvdi,
mxolod erTi wuTiT,
Semicade wamiT. rom verafers kurnavs,
gavudgebi savals,
risi mkurnali?!
ca ruxdeba TeTrad,
5 eqTnad ar varga,
mec odesme waval,
sadRac aunTiaT Suqi, davemSvidobe
oRond mzesTan erTad.
sadRac aduReben Cais, Cems Zvel Tbil bunags
sadRac acileben Rames, da yru tkivili,
10 mimaqvs maragad.
sadRac moelian aiss,
Zveli fotoebi,
sadRac ixseneben warsuls,
sadRac Senatrian gaiss, Sin rom meZaxian, 19
roca Semodgomis feri Zveli fotoebi, sadRac melodnen megobrebi,
nela epareba maiss. monatrebul xalxis, sadRac momeloda is qali,
sadac Cemi saxli, me mivdivar, iq sulerTia,
6 Cemi venaxia, cxadi iqneba Tu sizmari.
me jer ara varo mkvdari, sadac ver mjabnida es cxovrebac xom sul erTia,
moval, siJame da Talxi, ukan vitoveb da win aris.
15 - 21 maisi 2020
***
Cemma uniWieresma megobarma, rusu-
dan Wubabriam am dilas feisbuqze gam-
oaqveyna Tavisi brwyinvale Targmani
bela axmadulinas leqsisa, romelic,
ra Tqma unda, `siyrmiTagan TvisiT~ ze-
pirad vicodi, magram axla, am wams swo-
red rusudanma da misma Targmanma gam-
axsena.
momexasiaTa da Targmanis Cemi vari-
antic gavakeTe. rusul poezias rom
TiTqmis ar vTargmni, ki iciT. CemTvis
SigadaSig raRacas movblandav xolme,
magram megdos aqac, egeb, rameSi gamo-
madges.
НЕ УДЕЛЯЙ МНЕ МНОГО ВРЕМЕНИ
Не уделяй мне много времени,
вопросов мне не задавай.
Глазами добрыми и верными
руки моей не задевай.
Не проходи весной по лужицам,
по следу следа моего.
Я знаю - снова не получится
из этой встречи ничего.
Ты думаешь, что я из гордости
хожу, с тобою не дружу?
Я не из гордости - из горести
так прямо голову держу.
amden dros
Cemze nuRar dakargav
amden dros Cemze nuRar dakargav,
arc SekiTxvebi aRar damisva,
mag keTili da sando TvalebiT,
xels nu CamWideb xelze wamisad.
arc gazafxulze
gamohyve Cems kvals,
wvimis gubeTa sevdiT daferils,
vici _ am Cveni Sexvedrebidan
ar gamogviva kvlav araferi.
an egeb fiqrob _ ampartavnebiT
aRar vmegobrob SenTan euli,
ampartavnebiT ki ara, simwriT
davdivar ase, Tavaweuli.
***
Cven varT yvelaze magari xalxi!
mTargmnelebi! vinc vqmniT saqarTve-
los sayrdenebs am ayiravebul da aTa-
si juris vigindaras mier gadayirave-
bul sinamdvileSi!
***
metroSi naRvlianad rom mimoavleb
Tvals xalxis jgleTvas da gaifiqreb:
asi wlis mere arcerTi aq aRar viqnebiT
_ eg humanizmia Tu mizantropia?
***
vici, rom ramdennairi da ramdeni
adamianic aris, teqsti zustad imden-
nairad ikiTxeba. magram, mainc rogori
sayvarlebi arian is adamianebi, romle-
bsac hgoniaT, rom romelime wigni, mi-
Tumetes, saxareba, dRemde erTaderTi
egzemplaria da swored is, romelic
maT uWiravT xelSi.
***
yofila aseTi universitetic `niu
viJen~, romelic Turme TanamSromlo-
bs iranis universitetebTanac da ukve
meore welia, marTaven erTobliv saer-
TaSoriso konferenciebsac, raSic ir-
anelebTan da qarTvelebTan erTad Tu-
rqi da arabi mecnierebic monawileo-
ben. guSindel konferenciaze mTxoves
wamekiTxa moxseneba qarTuli litera-
turis da qarTul-sparsuli literat-
uruli urTierTobebis Sesaxeb. moxse-
neba wavikiTxe da rbilad rom vTqvaT,
didi interesic gamoiwvia. iqve ramd-
enime statiis SekveTac miviRe, maT So-
ris, iranis Zalze prestiJuli univer-
sitetis daneSgahe TarbiaTe modaresis
gamocemidan.
saRamos movdivar Tavisuflebis
moedanze da bankis win trotuaris Se-
maRlebul kideze Camomjdar viRac or
iranel kacs gverdi unda avuqcio, rom
erT-erTi maTgani fexze wamoiWreba da
literaturuli gazeTi
xmamaRla SesZaxebs: salaaam, frofeso-
oor! xubiid? (gamarjoba, profesoro!
kargad xar?). Turme Cems moxsenebas da-
swrebia da axla Tavis Tanamgzavrs ux-
snis: es ici, vin aris? didi mkvlevari!
sparsulad Cvenze ukeT laparakobs!
***
gamoviare dRes SuadRisas Tavisuf-
lebis metrosTan. xalxi ukve iyo Se-
jgufebuli. idga saxanZro manqana da
Zalian bevri policieli. cota moSo-
rebiT idgnen kriSnaidebi da mRerod-
nen: hari, kriSna! hari rama! Camoiara
viRacam da miaZaxa: Tqven raRas SvebiT,
cecxls suls uberavT?!
***
am bolo dros xo bevrs vglaxaobdi
imerlebze (romlebic, kacma rom Tq-
vas, Zalian miyvars), etyoba, metismeti
momivida da RmerTma niSani momca. dR-
es, bukinistebSi, 3 larad viyide rezo
gabriaZis `Serekilebi~. adre mqonda
giorgi
lobJaniZe
wigni, imas `ucxo Citi~ erqva. ara, es
1983 wels `sabWoTa saqarTvelos~
gamocemuli `Serekilebia~. daviwye da
wamiRo, wamiRo da CaviZire. hoda, ase-
Ti keTili imereTi miyvars me! rezo
gabriaZis ukidegano imereTi!
es teqsti (ar vici, ra aris: romani,
moTxroba, novela, aRsareba) sruli Se-
devria! da amis damweri kaci aris gen-
iosi!
***
dRes pirvelad vimgzavre SmaqsiT...
sawyali mZRoli Zalian mondomebuli
iyo, leqcia waekiTxa: Tqven fuls mgza-
vrobaSi ki ara, ganaTlebaSi ixdiTo.
vuTxari: ise meZineba, oRondac axla
gaCumdi da Tavs nu daitanjav da mere
Tu ginda, erTad Cagabareb yvelafers
konspeqtidan-meTqi...
***
vbrundebi samarSrutoTi Sin. me-
gobari mirekavs raionidan, ubralod,
mosakiTxad (asec xdeba xolme!). mere,
Cveulebsamebr, Cemi katisa da ZaRlis
ambavsac mekiTxeba.
_ eh, kata sadRa gvyavs, Cemo nana!
_ veubnebi, _ ianvarSi mogvikvda.
megobari icxadebs da misamZimrebs;
mizeziT interesdeba.
_ ar vici. SeiZleba, damamSvides,
magram ase miTxres, rom am jiSis kate-
bi ufro mets ver cocxloben, _ veub-
nebi me. erTmaneTs vemSvidobebiT da
cota xanSi Cem gverdiT mjdomi sasia-
movno garegnobis qalbatoni meubneba:
_ ukacravad, SeiZleba gkiTxoT, ra
jiSis kata gyavdaT.
_ britanuli samefo, qalbatono!
_ aa, _ ambobs da cremlebi ereva,
_ mapatieT, mec momikvda kata da axla
Cemi kata gamaxsenda.
_ ras brZanebT! _ veubnebi me, _
Tqveni ra jiSi iyo?
_ sad hqonda jiSi?! bavSvebma ori
dRis cindali ipoves, Tvalebauxele-
li, sanagveze gadagdebuli. Cemma gog-
onam momiyvana da miTxra, modi, gamova-
janmrTeloT, Tvalebi avuxiloT da
mere gavuSvaTo... mec amitom davTanxm-
di, magram mere? viRam gauSva! es kata
CemTvis iqca yvelafrad. vinc mas ver
itanda, uaxloesi adamianebic ki, amov-
iZule. xandaxan merideba kidevac, vin-
mem ar ifiqros Cemze, gagiJebulao!
_ ras brZanebT, qalbatono, Zalian
kargad mesmis Tqveni! _ veubnebi me.
_ ho, ai, ra vici: meubnebodnen: amas
xom bewvi scvivao! mere ra? adamianebs
ar scvivaT Tma? _ Tan SeTxelebul qo-
Corze miyurebs, _ yvelas gvcviva! me
kidev adamianebis bewvi mezizReba, ma-
iT
l is
eb
av l
d va
ga T
gram Cemi katisa ar mezizReboda! is Ce-
mTvis yvelaferi iyo! jer kidev ver mo-
vsulvar azrze misi sikvdilis Semdeg.
_ ras vizamT? CvenTan cxovelebi
ezizRebaT. ai, magaliTad, ZaRli rom
Camyavs korpusTan, didi mindvrebia,
tramalebi, iq vasaqmebineb da mere gu-
ldagul vwmend, aravis araferi uTq-
vams jer, magram vgrZnob, rom amreziT
miyureben da ver mitanen verc me da ve-
rc Cems ZaRls! _ veubnebi me.
_ uh, ras ambobT?! TviTon rom nag-
avs pirdapir yrian fanjrebidan da an-
Tebul sigarets lamis Tavze gaqroben
zeda sarTulebidan, eg TqvenTan ar
xdeba?!
_ rogor ar xdeba! xdeba!
qalbatoni TiTqmis mTeli gza ti-
ris da vgrZnob, rom zogjer kata marT-
la ar aris mxolod kata da arc adami-
ania mxolod adamiani, is xandaxan ange-
lozi xdeba, maSin, roca gulwrfelad
uyvars, Tund Tavisi kata uyvardes...
_ sasiamovno iyo! _ memSvidobeba
Casvlisas.
_ CemTvisac! _ veubnebi da gulSi
`araseriozuli kacis~ sityvebi mitri-
alebs: qalbatono deida, Tqven swored
iseTi adamiani brZandebiT, rogoric
adamiani unda brZandebodes saerTod!
***
dRes didubeSi cota gvian momixda
gasvla. videqi 42 marSutis molodinSi
da ar movida. ramdenime kaci, vinc iq
viyaviT Sekrebilebi, SevTanxmdiT, rom
taqsiT wavsuliyaviT did diRomSi. er-
Ti Cveni universitetis studenti aR-
Canawerebi 9
moCnda da gamomelaparaka. meore
axalgazrda, Zalian zrdilobiani, ma-
gram cota quCuri manerebis biWi, Si-
gadaSig gverTveboda saubarSi. is yve-
laze adre Cadioda. Casvlisas miTxra:
iciT, rogor mominda, rom mec Tqveni
studenti viyo! ra Sansi gavmaze Turme
cxovrebaSi!
gamecina: arc axlaa gvian! _ veub-
nebi, _ CaabareT!
_ eeh, eg ukve gamoricxulia!
Zalian adre momivida aqedan wasvla da
ukan amoyiravebuli davbrundi! magram
Tqveni studenti mainc didi siam-
ovnebiT viqnebodi!
im wuTas, ra Tqma unda, ver mixvda,
rom yvela qebis sigelze didi saCu-
qari momca!
***
im dRes aq cota xniT davde Cemi
erT-erTi bolo leqsi, romelic mere
maleve aviRe, imdenad siRrmiseuli
tkivili iyo iq Zalian gaSiSvlebuli.
am leqsSi erTaderTi sityva mewera,
Zalian uxamsi, romlis Canacvleba arc
ki mifiqria, rodesac vwerdi. am si-
tyvis gamo CemTvis Zalian Zvirfasi da
angariSgasawevi adamianebisagan didi
sayvedurebic miviRe: `Sen ar gekadre-
ba!~ `leqss ar ekadreba!~ da ase Semdeg.
maTi pozicia absoluturad gasagebia
da egeb swored Cemgan iyo gasakviri ux-
amsoba, radgan gineba da uwmawuroba
arc me msiamovnebs. magram aris raRac
sazRvari, romlis miRmac arc erTi
sityva aRar aris uxamsi da yoveli si-
tyva imdenad avtonomiuria, rom sinon-
ims, evfemizmsa da sirbiles ver iguebs.
me rom ar msiamovnebs, es calke saki-
Txia, magram vcdilob, gavarkvio, ra-
tom wers, magaliTad, jalal ed-din
rumi, mourideblad genitaliebis sax-
elwodebebs, Tav-Tavis adgilas. zogi
mTargmneli (magaliTad, rusi mTargm-
nelebi anda iSviaTad _ TviTon nikol-
sonic) am sityvebs evfemizmiT anacv-
lebs, rac ar mgonia swori da pati-
osani damokidebuleba avtorTan da
imis simarTlesTan. evfemizmi rom sd-
omeboda, rogorme TviTon rumi moax-
erxebda amas sparsul teqstSi, magram
zogjer najaxiviT iWreba mis uzado
daxvewilobaSi es aranormatiuli le-
qsika, es uxamsoba, romelsac mxatvru-
li mizani aqvs da gviCvenebs, ra tipis
metyveleba adamianis ganviTarebis
romeli safexuris Sesatyvisi SeiZle-
ba iyos. sufisturi filosofiiT, ad-
amiani aris raRac Sualeduri cxovel-
sa da angelozs Soris. misi mizania cx-
oveluridan Tavdaxsna da angelozu-
ramde amaRleba. cxoveluridan Tavis
daRweva ki SesaZlebeli xdeba swored
am cxovelurobis sruli gaazrebiT,
imave doneze, Tundac leqsikis Tval-
sazrisiT. amitomac, me, rogorc mT-
argmneli, evfemizmiT ki ar vanacvleb
avtoris mier gamoyenebul uxams leqsi-
kas, vukvirdebi da vcdilob, gavigo,
ratom gamoiyena man maincdamainc es
sityva ama Tu im konkretul situacia-
Si. magaliTad, dRes kompiuterSi Sevi-
tane poemis ori wlis winaT Targmnili
erTi monakveTi, sadac CemTvis Zalian
ucnaur movlenaze aris laparaki. mus-
limur samyaroSi saritualo ganbanvi-
sas gavrcelebulia egreT wodebuli
arakanonizirebuli locvebi da adami-
ani survilisamebr, sxeulis TiToeuli
nawilis dabanisas, kiTxulobs am naw-
ilisaTvis gankuTvnil Sesabamis loc-
vas. magaliTad, arsebobs: cxviris nest-
oebis gamobanvis locva, calke da, vT-
qvaT, sarcxvenelTa gamobanvis locva
_ calke. poemis am pasaJSi jalal ed-
din rumi udidesi ironiiT uyurebs am
gavrcelebul Cveulebas da, Sesabamis-
adac, gadmoscems, Zalze uxamsi da ara-
normatiuli leqsikiT sakuTar damok-
idebulebas. sabolod ki gvaswavlis,
rom Tavis adgilas yvelaferi kargia,
xolo Tu adgilebi (situacia, dro da
momenti) ageria, yvelaferi ufasurd-
eba da Tavdayira dgeba.
dasasruli Semdeg nomerSi
10 proza
vasil beselia
mukisias bulavka
mukisias saxlis win didi mindori
iyo. mTeli dRe fexburTs vTamaSobdiT
am mindorze. saxli vTqvi, Torem qoxi
iyo. miwuri. yavriT daxuruli. dil-
idan saRamomde qoxis lafaroSi ijda
mukisia da avtomobilebis kamerebs we-
bavda.
axlac Tvalwin midgas welSi odnav
moxrili, wvergauparsavi, ase, samoc
wels mitanebuli kaci, romelsac mudam
xakisferi winsafari ekeTa. winsafarze
didi bulavka hqonda mibneuli. qin-
ZisTavi ki ara, bulavka, iseTi _ cerisa
da saCvenebeli TiTis moWeriT rom iR-
eba da iketeba.
zemo raWidan iyo. misi sofeli da-
mewyrila da CvenTan CamousaxlebiaT.
rodis moxda es, ar vici, me rac Tavi
maxsovs, mukisia aq cxovrobda. gagik-
virdebaT da mTeli kolxeTi icnobda
am kacs. me masTan zugdididan mosuli
klientebic minaxavs, samtrediidanac,
Cxorowyudanac da ufro Soridanac.
mTeli dRe davdevdiT burTs ubnis
biWebi. mogvwyurdeboda da Sevvarde-
bodiT mukisias ezoSi, vecemodiT wow-
inarian Was da civ wyals pirdapir ved-
rodan vsvamdiT rigrigobiT. bolos
gavuSvebdiT xels vedros, avardebo-
da Woki da jaWvze dakonwialebuli
Tunuqis saTli betonis gvims exeTqe-
boda... ijda mukisia da muSaobda. qvey-
ana rom dagveqcia, ar gagviwyreboda.
zurgsukan tarifi hqonda gakru-
li:
mazis kameris gawebva Cemi latkiT
_ 1 maneTi. klientis latkiT _ 80 kapi-
ki.
zilisa da gazikis kameris gawebva
Cemi latkiT 70 kapiki. klientis lat-
kiT _ 50 kapiki.
velosipedis kameris gawebva _ 30
kapiki. latka Cemia.
burTis kameris gawebva ufasoa.
latka sulerTia visia.
Cemi dakvirvebiT, Tavisi safenebi-
anad mukisiasTan aravin misula, eg
„latkebiT~ manipulacia, albaT, met
damajereblobas sZenda tarifs.
maSin vulkanizaciis danadgari ar-
avis hqonda. gaCxvletil kamerebs, Cve-
ulebriv, latkebs (safenebs) weboTi
adebdnen. sayovelTaod iyo cnobili
mukisias webo. ambobdnen, aZrobis San-
si ar arsebobso. risgan amzadebda am
blant emulsias, aravin icoda. erT
cnobil moklemetraJian mxatvrul
filmSi abesalomis webo romaa, imnai-
ri saxelgavardnili gaxldaT mukisias
weboc! mudam manqanebi ireodnen mis Wi-
SkarTan da burTis TamaSSi xels gviS-
lidnen. borblis daSla-awyoba ar Se-
dioda mukisias funqciebSi. SiSveli ka-
mera unda migerTmia. gaberavda, Cadeb-
da wylian taStSi da daatrialebda.
literaturuli gazeTi
moZebnida naCxvlets da moniSnavda wi-
naswar wawvetebuli asanTis ReriT. Tu
klienti Tavze adga, „Camimate erTi ve-
dro wyali, Tu kaci xar~, etyoda da wy-
alze gagzavnida. amasobaSi moixsnida
bulavkas da kameras meore adgilze ga-
urWobda.
_ xedav, ager kidev uSvebs, es ox-
eri, ra jandabas gadauare amisTanas...
davamuSaveb axla orives... ormags ki
gadaixdi, mara xom ici, tyviaa Cemi da-
webili, Tu gadaataCileb, Torem ise ver
aaZrob!
mTel ubanSi kameriani tyavis bur-
Ti marto me mqonda. maSin ezoebs tri-
foliatis Robeebi hqondaT Semovle-
buli. dRe ar maxsovs, burTi ekals ar
moxvedroda da ar daCutuliyo.
_ mukisia babua, dameSva burTi.
_ modi, babulika, da gavweboT mere!
zogjer xelis nasosiT (tumboTi)
kameris gabervaSi vexmarebodi. Tu ka-
mera didi iyo, gvarianad viRlebodi,
magram sanam ar gavatkicinebdi, ar mov-
eSvebodi.
_ ooo, ra biWi xar, ar unda meti, _
xels daartyamda rezins da klapans
(sarqvels) mouWerda.
araerTxel Sevswrebivar kameris
bulavkiT gaCxvletis process, gamom-
xedavda, Tvals Camikravda da bulav-
kas isev winsafarze miimagrebda. amas
ise ostaturad akeTebda, arasodes ar-
avis SeuniSnavs. es marto me vicodi.
roca sagareod gamoewyoboda da
qalaqSi midioda, winsafridan bulav-
kas moxsnida da Sarvlis saqamre pet-
lze Seibamda. es Cemi Tilismaao, ase
ambobda.
yovel SabaTs sadRac midioda da
kvira saRamos brundeboda. diliT so-
flis abanoSi gaxvarCaldeboda, aTis
naxevarze baqanze gavidoda da „foTi-
quTaisis~ strelas mihyveboda quTai-
sis mimarTulebiT.
_ erTxel, _ miTxra Cemma klasel-
ma jano siguam, _ me da mamaCemi SemTx-
veviT matarebelze davemgzavreT, sam-
trediaSi Camovida... davinteresdiT,
sad midioda... jer sadguris resto-
ranSi borSCi da katleti miirTva, mere
bazarSi Sevida da xorcis seqcias miaS-
ura... iqidan ki Tvalsa da xels Sua da-
gvekarga...
samtrediaSi sayvareli hyavso, am-
bobdnen Worikana qalebi.
_ usircxvilod daeTreva am xnis
kaci!
_ Sexede am bebers, kvira ar Caug-
dia!
_ amden fuls akeTebs da, aba, sad
waiRos, atenis bozebs!
_ dReSi samjer Caisa da purzea eg
daxrukuli. rom kvdebode, kapiks ver
iSovi misgan!
mokled, enas Zvali arc maSin hqon-
da.
SuaRamisas Seuvardnen qoxSi muki-
sias.
_ fuli, fuli sad gaqvso!
_ fuli mageraa, klionkis qveS, 128
maneTi!
_ danarCeni sadaa, danarCeni Camo-
yaWe, Torem wagikideT cecxli da gada-
gbugeT!
_ meti ar maqvs da rac gindaT, is
qeniTo!
meti marTla ar mqondao, uTqvams
Turme mosulierebul mukisias gamomZ-
ieblisTvis, mere isev daukargavs goni
da samudamod dadumebula!
qvrivi mezobeli gvyavda. maswavle-
beli. Cvens ojaxTan megobrobda. erT
dRes dedaCemma, „raRac sikeTes ver
vatyob am qalso~ da eqimTan wayvanaze
daiyolia.
qutiris fsiqiatriul saavadmyo-
foSi gaweres. rac male miiyvanT, uke-
Tesiao. klimaqsis niadagze Wirs eso.
qutiris saavadmyofos mTavari eqi-
mi, uSangi fanculaia, mamaCemis me-
gobari iyo. studentobisas doliZis
quCis boloSi erT ezoSi cxovrobdnen
Turme.
mamaCemis „zim-moskviCiT~ wavediT.
mTavari eqimi didi siyvaruliT Segvx-
vda. dagvamSvida _ qalbatons ori
Tvis mkurnaloba eyofao,
anamnezi amis Tqmis safuZvels gva-
Zlevs da danarCeni gamokvlevebiT
gamoCndebao.
avadmyofs anketa Seuvses da pal-
ataSi waiyvanes.
_ ui, marTla, Sen xom nosireli xar,
_ miubrunda batoni uSangi mamaCems,
_ biWo, erTi nosireli kaci dadioda
aq, raWveli, SoTa gogriWiani, qals ak-
iTxavda, Cvens avadmyofs. kai xania, ar
gamoCenila da xom ar ici ra sWirs?
_ nosireli gogriWiani? _ Cafiqr-
da mamaCemi.
dedaCemmac mxrebi aiCeCa.
_ manqanis kamerebs webavda Turme,
webo hqonia raRac saocreba.
_ mukisiaa magi kaci, _ vTqvi me.
_ xo, xo, mukisias meZaxiano!
_ mokvda mukisia!
_ auuu, _ Seicxada uSangim.
_ sami Tvea mokvda, scemes da ver
gadaitana, gulma umtyuna sawyals.
rao, vis akiTxavda? _ axla mamaCemma
Seubruna kiTxva.
_ erTia, zoia. eqimi. ToTxmeti we-
lia, CvenTan wevs, uimedo avadmyofia...
_ da mukisiasi ra aris, naTesavia?
_ ara, me vici maTi Tavgadasavali,
momismine, SoTasgan vici. SoTa SabaT
Rames aq, am taxtze, aTevda. saocari
kaci iyo. zoia onis poliklinikaSi Te-
rapevtad muSaobda Turme. SoTa im po-
liklinikis daraji yofila. Sehyvare-
bia darajs Terapevti. dauwunia zoias
da missave kolegas gahyolia colad.
karga xans Svili ar uCndeboda da 12
wlis Tavze daorsulebula. mZime mSo-
biaroba hqonia _ bavSvi daRupula da
TviTon Wkuidan SeSlila. aTi weli uv-
lida Turme qmari. bolos aq mouyvania
da mere arasodes moukiTxavs. swored
im wels daviwye aq muSaoba. erT dRes
SoTa gamoCnda da ToTxmeti wlis gan-
mavlobaSi SabaT-kvira ar gamoutove-
bia. saCuqrebi, saWmeli, tansacmeli _
yvelaferi mohqonda zoiasTvis,
taqsiT aseirnebda, kvira saRamos as
maneTs dautovebda da wavidoda. maRa-
ziac gvaqvs aq, ezoSi. Sen unda genaxa,
rogor eloda zoia. Tavidan ki
ucxoobda, magram mere ise mieCvia, was-
vlisas bavSviviT gaetireboda. TiTqos
gamokeTda kidec... ver movuvlio, wux-
da SoTa, Torem waviyvandio... axla,
yovel SabaTs, kibeze zis da elodeba...
ra vqna, rogor vuTxra ar movao!.. ise,
Tqveni TandaswrebiT sjobs mainc...
uSangim eqTans dauZaxa, zoia momiy-
vaneo.
oTaxSi mSvenieri qalbatoni Semov-
ida, mogvesalma da dajda.
_ zoia, eseni SoTas mezoblebi ari-
an, SenTan movidnen...
_ ui, sadaa SoTa, ratom ar movida,
coli moiyvana xom?
_ ara, qalbatono, coli ar mouy-
vania, _ uTxra mamaCemma.
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_ aba, mokvda? _ da zoiam isteri-
uli tirili morTo.
_ ara, qalbatono, ar momkvdara.
avadaa, gamokeTdeba da or TveSi aq
iqneba.
_ xom ar matyuebT! _ uceb dacxra
zoia.
_ ara, ras brZanebT!
_ cocxali rom iyos, fuls gamo-
migzavnida! _ TvalebSi CaaSterda
zoia mamaCems.
_ hoda, gamogigzavna kidec... _
mamaCemma jibidan oTxi ocdaxuTmane-
Tiani amoiRo da miawoda.
_ ui, cocxali yofila SoTikuna!
_ maraosaviT gaSala fulebi da dere-
fanSi gavarda.
_ es ra miyavi, uSangi, rogor mo-
matyuebine am xnis qali!
_ Sen ra giWirs, waxval da morCa,
me vikiTxo! _ gulwrfeli iyo eqimi.
magidaze bulavka mecno.
_ es visia? _ moridebulad vkiTxe.
_ es SoTasia, zoiam daatovebina
bolo Sexvedrisas. etyoba, gulma
ugrZno, rom ukanasknelad xvdebo-
da.
_ mere Tqven mogcaT?
_ ara, maTTvis wvetiani sagnebi sa-
SiSia. vTxove da gamovarTvi.
_ SegiZliaT, me damiTmoT?
_ ki, batono, gqondes!
am novelis werisas xelSi
vawvalebdi im bulavkas, mere ki Cemi
bavSvobis tkbil-mware mogonebebis
winsafars mivabnie!
fiodoroviCi
kvleviT institutSi ganawilebis
gamo mivedi.
ocdaerTi wlis viyavi. im wels da-
vamTavre politeqnikuri instituti.
kompiuteri maSin ar iyo da mobiluri.
erTi Seuxedavi telefoni idga Cems
sawer magidaze da erTi gazinTuli xis-
koWebiani saangariSo, romelsac dom-
inos TamaSisas viyenebdiT. karga xans
vimuSave iq da kvlevismagvari araferi
minaxavs.
direqtoris mdivanma dareka. muS-
aobis meore dRe iyo. institutSi mx-
olod am gogos vicnobdi.
_ mcuravi navmisadgomi, TerTmeti
asoa, „d~-Ti iwyeba, gecodineba Sen.
direqtori krosvords avsebs...
ar vici meTqi, daufiqreblad vupa-
suxe.
_ fiodoroviCs hkiTxe, Sen ukan zis.
asiani ecodineba. magan yvelaferi ic-
is.
_ me ver vkiTxav, ar vicnob!
_ e, biWo, me rom vkiTxo, mixvdeba,
direqtori krosvords rom avsebs!
uceb ukana mezobelma mxarze xeli
damado da „debarkaderia~ magi, biZiao,
mSvidad miTxra, mere damimarcvla,
mere dawera da gadmomca...
ase gavicani fiodoroviCi.
warmoSobiT abaSeli iyo. maRali
kaci, Tvalebgadmokarkluli, Zalian
gamxdari... Zvali da tyavi... Cavardni-
li loyebi da kexiani cxviri. sapensio
asaks mitanebuli...
miTxres, axalgazrda, Zalian lama-
zi coli hyavs da tyupi gogonebio... qi-
rqilebdnen usaqmuri mecniermuSake-
bi...
xval, ocdaoTx dekembers, teqniku-
ri sabWos sxdomaao, gamoacxada ganyo-
filebis gamgem. Seno, me mommarTa, te-
qsabWos wevri ar xar, magram siaSi wer-
ixar da unda daeswroo...
saerTod ar vicodi, ra iyo teqni-
kuri sabWo.
sxdomaze yvela rusulad lapara-
kobda. zogma ar icoda rusuli da wva-
lobda. ratom wvalobdnen, dResac ver
gamirkvevia.
ocdaSvid dekemberso, brZana
direqtorma, Cveni eqsperimentuli man-
qana inergeba novosibirskis sazeink-
lo-samontaJo instrumentebis qarxa-
naSi da ori kaci iq unda mivavlinoTo
_ unda daeswron gamocdas da xelmow-
erili danergvis aqti ocdaTerTmet
15 - 21 maisi 2020
dekembramde unda Camoitanon, am wlis
angariSSi rom moxvdeso...
mere ocnebiT gaerTo direqtori
da teqnikuri ganyofilebis ufross
hkiTxa, ramdeni axali manqana gvqonda
wels dasanergio.
_ Tormeti...
_ da ramdeni davnergeT?
_ jer es erTi inergeba, _ da-
imorcxva teqganyofilebis ufrosma.
_ wlis bolomde unda davnergoT
yvela!
wlis bolomde erTi kviraRa rCebo-
da. megona, direqtori xumrobda da ise
momewona misi iumori _ gadavixarxa-
re. qec gamkra fexi fiodoroviCma da
qec momaSterda mTeli sabWo.... novosi-
birskSi erTi Sen waxvalo, mkacri mzer-
iT momniSna direqtorma, meore Wkviani
kaci gvinda da fiodoroviCi wavide-
so...
novosibirskis qarxanaSi fiodor-
oviCs yvela pativiscemiT epyroboda,
cota Semrcxva kidec _ me arafrad
magdebdnen...
qarxnis saerTo sacxovrebelSi da-
gvabinaves. oTaxSi marto Cven vcxov-
robdiT. sami dRe viyaviT iq da yovel
diliT baTinkebi gaprialebuli mxvde-
boda, Sarvali gauTovebuli da Cai da-
sxmuli. ki meuxerxuleboda, magram fi-
odoroviCi imdenad bunebrivad akeT-
ebda amas, TiTqos mamaCemi yofiliyo...
ver ivarga Cvenma eqsperimentulma
manqanam, veraferi movuxerxeT verc
Cven da verc iqaurma konstruqtoreb-
ma... mkvdradSobiliao, Tqva qarxnis
mTavarma inJinerma izrail frenkel-
ma.
saRamos fiodoroviCma qarxnis xe-
lmZRvaneloba restoranSi dapatiJa.
baton izrails, inglisurad elapara-
keboda da raRacas umtkicebda. direq-
torma inglisuri ar iciso da ivriTis
enaze esaubra... saubris Sinaarsi suf-
literaturuli gazeTi
sofelSi var gazrdili, bebia da
babua mzrdidao, es gogo skolidan
miyvardao _ suraTi maCvena _ es Cemi
irmaao, es me varo.
angelozebs hgavdnen.
skola rom davamTavre, im wels jar-
Si wamiyvanes, sazRvao qveiTis samsax-
urSi movxvdi da samxedroSi oTxi weli
gamaWyunies. jaridan werilebs vwerdi.
irmac mpasuxobda, masac vuyvardi da
es orivem vicodiT, Tumca erTmaneT-
isTvis arasodes gviTqvamso. bolos
werilebma iklo da jaridan rom davb-
rundi, gaTxovili damxvdao.
Wiqa Seavso fiodoroviCma da uxmod
gamocala.
_ axla sadaa irma?
_ axla araa. SarSan mokvda kiboTi!
mSobliur saxlSi cxovrobda sof-
elSi, qmarma adre miatova da isic mkvd-
aria.
_ irmas mere ar xvdebodiT? _
moridebulad vkiTxe.
_ ara, arasodes Sevxvedrivar. bo-
lo wlebSi Zalian uWirda da xelfasis
naxevars vugzavnidi. wamlis fulic ar
hqonda! sul es iyo.
gaognebuli vusmendi da verafriT
mivxvdi, ratom ugzavnida fuls misT-
vis samudamod dakargul adamians...
maSin cxovrebas zedapirulad aRviqva-
mdi da axla, roca amas vwer, vnanob,
fiodoroviCis saubari sityva-sityviT
rom ar Caviwere, bevri ram gadamaviwy-
da...
TiTqos aRsarebis xasiaTze iyo...
Seno, miTxra, nakiTxi kaci xar da
imitom miyvarxaro...
_ SarSan, _ gaagrZela moyola, _
irmam telefoniT damireka da misvla
mTxova, _ cremli moeria fi-
odoroviCs, _ ar mindoda misvla. xom
xedav, ras vgavar _ Ciyvi, bazedovi...
RviZli TiTqmis daSlili maqvs, ConCx-
ad da cxvirad viqeci... sikvdili mind-
lodi da uceb yvelaferma azri dakar-
ga. vurekavdi xolme mis qaliSvils da
fuls vugzavnidi, mxolod erTi Tvis
win wavedi mis wamosayvanad _ maud-ka-
mvolis kombinatSi adgili vuSove.
gogo viRacas Seucdenia da tyupebi
SeZenia. Tavzari dameca. ver gavumar-
Tle irmas. axla minda, es bina rogorme
mas davutovo, ra ar vcade da farTSi
verafriT Caviwere, saxelmwifosia es
bina _ ukuRmarTi kanonebi aqvT komu-
nistebs. erTaderTi _ colqmrobanas
gaTamaSeba Tu uSvelis am saqmes... gancx-
adeba Setanili gvaqvs. binaSi rom Cavw-
er, mere kmayofili movkvdebi, tyupebs
Cemad vaRiareb da dedis gvarze ar
iqnebian!
TxuTmet ianvars fiodoroviCma xe-
li moawera.
erTi Tvis Tavze orjonikiZis raio-
nis aRmaskomma saxlmmarTvelobas da-
avala coli qmarTan Caewera.
Tebervlis bolos fiodoroviCi
pensiaze gavida, Zalian cudad iyo.
erTxans davdiodi da vnaxulobdi.
wignebi da suraTebi ar wamomiRia. meux-
erxula.
ki vnanob, magram maSin erT patara
naqiraveb oTaxSi vcxovrobdi
da sad wameRo.
mere Tbilisidan wamovedi...
***
mezoblis naTesavi gardaicvala ab-
aSis sofelSi da gasvenebaSi gavyevi.
gamaxsenda, irma iyo am soflidan.
kiTxva-kiTxviT mivageni saflavs. Savi
labradoris qvidan irma da fiodor-
oviCi miRimodnen. is suraTi iyo, albo-
mSi angelozebs rom hgavdnen. Cems iq
yofnaSi xanSiSesuli qali movida, ety-
oba, isic gasvenebaSi iyo mosuli. cx-
virsaxoci gadausva suraTebs da iqve
skamze Camojda.
karga xans dumda.
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_ vin brZandebiT? _ Tavi ar auwe-
via, ise mkiTxa.
_ me Tqveni mejvare var, _ vupasuxe.
_ TiTqos gicani kidec, _ uemo-
ciod Cailaparaka.
gatanjul qals hgavda.
tyupebi rogor arian-meTqi, sxva
veraferi movifiqre.
wamodi, saxlSi wavideTo, moulod-
nelad miTxra, aqve vcxovrobo.
xis oda edga.
arayi gamomitana. TavisTvisac dai-
sxa. ar velodi _ uceb gavSinaurdiT.
tyupebi, erTi amerikaSia ojaxiT,
meore gauTxovaria da italiaSi cx-
ovrobso. aTi welia, arcerTi ar minax-
avso.
_ Sen mere ar gaTxovilxar? _ vki-
Txe.
_ ara, me aravin gamomiCnda!
TbilisSi, faliaSvilze ra xdeba-
meTqi.
is bina bankSi CavdeT da davkargeT,
manamde wignebi da suraTebi puris fu-
lad gavyideT...
_ fiodoroviCi?
_ Cveni „SeuRlebidan~ or weliwad-
Si mokvda fiodoroviCi. aq, dedaCemis
gverdiT davmarxe, ase damibara. mainc
mamasaviT myavda, msgavsi siTbo dedis-
ganac ar maxsovs. ise, mec fiodorov-
iCs veZaxdi.
oriveni gavCumdiT.
kedelze suraTs mivaCerdi, aqac
igive foto iyo _ angelozebs rom
hgavdnen...
_ fiodoroviCisgan araferi dar-
Ca, e, is saflavia mxolod, romelsac
Cems mere aravin miakiTxavs!..
***
„fiodoroviCisgan araferi darCa!~
_ tyviasaviT gamiara gulSi. erTi
suli mqonda, sawer magidamde mimeRwia
da CemSi cocxali fiodoroviCi mainc
gadamerCina...

raze arcerTs gvesmoda... gaWra fio-
doroviCis mondomebam da meore dRes
danergvis aqtze xeli mogviweres.
ocdaaT dekembers TbilisSi gamov-
frindiT...
axal wels CemTan modi, marto varo,
ise mTxova fiodoroviCma, guli damew-
va... sofelSi vapirebdi wasvlas, magram
gadavifiqre.
faliaSvilze samoTaxiani bina hqon-
da. amdeni wigni mxolod biblioTeka-
Si menaxa. klasikuri musikis firfite-
bis koleqcia.
popularuli estrada... gamoCenili
mwerlebis naCuqari wignebi...
kedlebze originaluri tiloebi...
mimowerebi ucxoel klasikosebTan...
sxva kaci iyo fiodoroviCi...
RamRamobiT amerikis xmas usmenda
saxlis saxuravze...
uTvalTvalebdneno, mere gavige.
saaxalwlod moxarSuli indauri
damaxvedra. sufra gaSala. ori boTli
„tibaani~ moitana. Rvino bevri maqvso,
miTxra, marto „tibaans~ vsvam, sxva arc
dailevao...
saxlSi iseTi sisufTave da wesrigi
iyo, karg diasaxliss SeSurdeboda. sa-
dRegrZeloebs pirdaRebuli vusmendi:
_ Sen aq ar unda muSaobde!
_ me am siyalbeSi davberdi!
_ xom naxe, ra jarTi „davnergeT~!
_ male daingreva es cru qveyana!
bevri ram maSin ver gaviazre, poli-
tekonomiiTa da marqsizm-leninizmiT
mqonda Tavi gamotenili da am ambebs,
sxvaTa Soris, vuyurebdi.
SeTvra.
mec gamaTamama Rvinom da Tqveni
col-Svili sadaa-meTqi, vkiTxe.
_ sad myavs col-Svili, _ uxali-
sod mipasuxa.
_ aki tyupi gogoebi gyoliaT, ase
gavige.
_ araa is bavSvebi Cemi da arc maTi
dedaa Cemi coli. is ocdasami wlisaa,
me ormocdaTeqvsmetis, rafer iqneba
ase...
adga, Tarodan albomi CamoiRo.
Cveni cxovrebis alboms gaumarj-
oso, Tqva da dalia...
gaumarjos-meTqi da alboms CavaS-
terdi.

oda da misvla ara, magram ra meqna, ise
mTxova...
isev gaivso Wiqa fiodoroviCma.
modi, Cemo biZia, Cemsa da Sens mego-
brobas gaumarjos, me es jer aravisT-
vis momiyoliao.
uxerxuloba vigrZeni, arafriT misi
toli me ar viyavi. im wuTSi veravin
damajerebda, rom Cemi maspinZeli mi-
wieri adamiani iyo!
uxmod davlie da isev smenad viqeci:
_ ki meloda, magram mainc ver mic-
no.
„ui, Sen?~
da zluquni autyda. Tvals marideb-
da.
aSkarad ar movewone, sikvdili vi-
natre, magram sad iyo!
irmac ise iyo galeuli, mxolod mo-
ZraobiT mixvdebodi, rom suli edga!
erTi saTxovari maqvso, gogo myavs,
upatronod rCeba, rom movkvdebi, Tbi-
lisSi waiyvane, egeb sadme muSad moaw-
yo, mere TviTon mixedavs Tavs. gTxov,
upatroneo, tiriliT mexveweboda irma.
wamovedi iqidan da vinane, neta
telefoniT eTqva saTqmeli... mxsome-
boda isev Zveleburad, an me ra gamo-
saCeni viyavi, Tavi mezizReba...
fiodoroviCi gaCumda.
_ aq, _ Tvali moatara zalas, _
Svidi aTasi wignia, zogi unikaluria,
xelze maqvs nayidi...
_ gaocebuli var, _ vuTxari, _
amdeni wigni aravisTan minaxavs!
_ hoda, am wignebs da am suraTebs
Sen gCuqni!
Tvalebi gamifarTovda.
_ TxuTmet ianvars xels vawer da
mejvared gamomyevi.
vifiqre, daTvra berikaci-meTqi da
wavuyrue.
_ gesmis? _ gamimeora _ TxuTmet-
Si orjonikiZis raionis mmaCis biuro-
Si gamomyevi. sxvas veravis vetyvi, xom
xvdebi.
_ coli mogyavs? _ gakvirvebulma
vkiTxe. aseTi saubris Semdeg colis
moyvana uadgilod meCvena.
_ momismine, erT kviraSi mokvda
irma, gasvenebaSi ar vyofilvar, mx-
olod meore dRes mivedi saflavze...
mokvda da mere mivxvdi, rom mudam ve-
12 proza
vasil beselia
qurdi
_ gaige, kaco, guju darsalias
coli mouyvania am sibereSi. viRac ge-
jeTeli, ornaqmarevi, uSvilo qali ga-
yolia, _ gasZaxa ezodan bebiam babus.
_ qalo, Sen gujus ambavs miyvebi Tu
bekina samaniSvilisas. ra ici Sen, vinaa
is qali...
_ amboben, Torem me ra vici, patro-
ni gujus moukvda, magis wayvanilia Cve-
ni uSobeli, mag amosawyvetis!
guju ormocdaTxuTmeti wlis mainc
iqneboda... mudam lurji bostonis ga-
life ecva da muqi yavisferi aziacke-
bi. yavisfer kitelze orive mxares gu-
ljibeebi ekera Tavisi gadasabneviTa
da RiliT. umeteswilad is me am samos-
Si maxsovs. gril amindSi kabardinis
makintoSCacmuli dadioda.
_ ratom ar Caicvams, daia, saZo-
varze Zroxa ar datova da xbo...
qirqilebdnen soflis qalebi.
koxta kaci iyo, grZeli, aprexili
ulvaSiT. orjer ijda cixeSi. erTxel
sami da meored _ xuTi weli. pirvelad
moparuli cxeni dauWires, guriaSi
gadahyavdao, meored _ banZis bazarSi
zanaTidan wamoyvanili Zroxa SeasaRa
viRacas da gaugeso...
axla bebiaCemi iklavda Tavs _ Cve-
ni da irodi kucias uSoblebi magis way-
vaniliao.
guju ki buzs ar aifrenda, ise da-
dioda, rogorc Zveli drois keTil-
Sobili aznauri...
yvelaze moulodneli is iyo, rom
sabWoTa meurneobis xelmZRvanelobam
guju darsalia meveled daniSna.
_ kaco, isedac daZvreboda farTo-
bSi da arCevda gapumpunebul saqonels
da axla amaSi fulsac uxdian, qveyanaa
es? _ javrobdnen mezoblebi, magram
oficialurad amis Tqmas veravin be-
davda.
am dRidan cxenze amxedrebuli daS-
liginobda guju meurneobis yanebSi da
saZovrebze... magari cxenosani iyo, To-
fic mudam mxarze ekida. ar vici, Se-
dioda Tu ara iaraRi mevelis aRWurvi-
lobaSi, magram ase ki iyo.
e, swored im xanebSi daikarga Cveni
da irodi kucias uSoblebi.
***
guju darsalias daqorwinebaze Wo-
raobda mTeli sofeli.
_ awi moumatebs qurdobas, mWame-
li moematao...
_ is qalic qurdi iqneba, imitom
gamoyvao...
_ qurdi ki ara, umaRlesdamTavre-
buli pedagogia, orive qmari mokvdo-
mia im ubedurso...
_ ubedurso, Torem axla xom gabed-
nierdao...
mokled, yvelgan es saubari ismoda.
erTma dabejiTebiT Tqva, eg qali
gujus daWeramde uyvarda. orjer dai-
Wires da imanac orjer moaswro gaTx-
ovebao...
literaturuli gazeTi
ra iyo marTali da ra _ mogonili,
aravis uwyoda...
me maSin mecxre klasSi gaxldiT.
***
erTi pativcemuli qalbatoni gar-
daicvala sofelSi. fulis Setana ge-
kuTvniTo, brZana babuam. kio, mamaCem-
ma, me ar mcalia da es ocdaxuTi maneTi
waiReT da CawereTo. bebia da babua ukve
arsad dadiodnen. dedaCemmac, samZima-
rze ki viyavi da xval verafriT movax-
erxeb wasvlaso...
didi biWi xaro, miTxres. damakaves
ocdaxuTmaneTiani da gamiSves sati-
ralSi.
„kuxnis~ win, sadac fulis Camwerebi
isxdnen, guju idga. marto iyo. TiTqos
viRacas eloda, ase Sevatyve. mivulo-
cav daojaxebas-meTqi, vifiqre, magram
erTxel bebiam miTxra, gasvenebaSi mi-
locva ar vargao... gamaxsenda da daR-
ebuli piri davmuwe.
_ modi, jiji, aqeT Sen! _ mklavze
xeli wamavlo da gverdze gamiyvana.
„jijis~ daZaxeba icoda, Cveva hqon-
da aseTi.
_ rava xarT, ravaa babuaSeni...
_ kargad, guju biZia, Tqven rogor
brZandebiT?
_ me ra miWirs, jiji. fuli ramdeni
SegaqvT. sadaa mamaSeni, ar mova?
_ ara. me gamomatanes ocdaxuTi ma-
neTi.
gujum galifes jibidan dakuWuli
fulebis bRuja amoiRo da gamomiwo-
da.
_ amomirCie aqedan mec ocdaxuTi
maneTi da SenTan erTad Camiwere.
ki Sevcbi, magram ar SevimCnie, fuli
gamovarTvi, yvela sammaneTiani iyo.
ocdaxuTi maneTi ver Sevadgine.
_ ar gamodis, guju biZia, ocdaxu-
Ti maneTi, samianebia yvela.
_ dia, ra uWirs samianebs, jiji,
fuli araa? erTi vagoni mogvca axla
me da Sen.
_ ara, ar gamodis ocdaxuTi, an
ocdaoTxia, an ocdaSvidi...
_ iyos, jiji, ocdaSvidi, ra uWirs.
_ araferi, mrgvali araa da imit-
om.
_ dia, daamrgvale mere Sekaco, gax-
ade ocdaxuTi, Sens xelSi araa?
_ kai, Sevitan ocdaaTs, vuTxari me
da danarCeni davubrune.
mivxvdi, azri ar hqonda axsnas.
_ ase, Sekaco, ar gadavrCiT?
gujusTan adrec misaubria da vico-
di, iumorTan ar iyo mwyralad, magram
verafriT warmovidgendi, fuls Tu
ver iTvlida... rogorc Sevatyve, cnob-
da, magram erTmaneTs ver umatebda.
_ gadasvenebamde xom iqnebi? _
mkiTxa moulodnelad.
_ ki, sasaflaozec unda gavyve.
_ xooo, aqeT erTad wamovideT,
saqme maqvs SenTan.
_ kai, guju biZia...
dabrunebulze fexs iTrevda, xalx-
isgan CamorCenas cdilobda. rogorc
iqna, davrCiT martoni.cota nasvami
iyo, qelexSi dalia.
_ jiji, didi biWi xar Sen da kai ka-
cis Svili xar, xom ici egi...
araferi mipasuxia.
_ didi kacia mamaSeni, magari same-
gobro hyavs, ra gvaria is kaci? (cekas
erT-erT mdivanze mkiTxa) mamaSenis raa
magi?
_ megobaria, erTad swavlobdnen
institutSi, _ vupasuxe me.
_ ho, a, xom xedav, ra xalxSi tri-
alebs... sxvebi amboben amas, me ki ar mo-
migonia... hoda, kai kacis Svili rom
xar, imitom gendobi. rasac axla
getyvi, aravis uTxra biZia, ar gamyi-
do...
mivxvdi _ Tavs miqonavda. daviZabe.
_ raa biZia da coli rom moviyvane,
xom ici?
_ ki, momilocavs, guju biZia.
_ miyvarda magi qali da gamomyva,
gamakeTa kaci, rava ityvi Sen?
ar vicodi, ra mepasuxa da gaCumeba
varCie.
_ jiji, Zroxebs rom viparav, isic
ici Sen!
_ ras ambobT, magi ar gamigia, guju
biZia!
_ su, ras qvia ar gagigia. ki viparav-
di da rafer ar gagigia? marTalia
magi!
gavisuse.
_ qals Sevfice guSin, Cems qals...
morCa qurdoba, morCa, morCa, morCa!
_ xmas auwia _ mokvda qurdi guju,
mokvda, mokla siyvarulma...
Tavidan vifiqre, mTvralia da ro-
Savs meTqi, magram ise lamazad Tqva,
smenad viqeci.
_ hoooda, momismine axla, jiji.
zanaTis fermasTan, kokaiebis tyeSi
kunZuli romaa, maRalias rom eZaxian,
xar iq namyofi?
_ ara, guju biZia, aravin Sedis iq,
Waobia irgvliv, kaciSvili ver Seva...
_ rava ver Seva, biZi, fermis mxares,
gadatexili Txmela roa, iqedan rezi-
nis CeqmebiT Sexval Tavisuflad, araa
iq arsad Casavardni, asjer var Sesu-
li. Sedi iq, biZi, Seni da irodis xboebi
myavs Sedenili da waiyvane saxlSi. me
ver vizam, rom daminaxon... ar maqvs
axla magis Tavi... gaige, jiji? kido,
xval skolis mere CemTan modi, erT
adgilze unda wagiyolo...
amas ar velodi.
Sevxede gujus da Semecoda, muStis
tola gamxdariyo kaci!
meore dRes gujusTan saxlSi mive-
di. coli gamacno. patarZalma cxeli
xaWapuri gamomitana da arayi.
_ ara, kaco, rad unda bavSvs arayi.
Wame, jiji, xaWapuri, bevri Wame, kido
iwveba. aryisTvis rava gagimeteb, me
momklas aman! _ da erTi Wiqa gadah-
kra.
mivakvdi xaWapurs, ugemrielesi iyo.
e, wavideT axlao.
saxlis ukan sazidarSi (kaWkaSi ) Seb-
muli cxeni hyavda karaliokze mibmu-
li, avZveriT kaWkaze da daviZariT.
_ guju, ar daigviano! _ mogvaZaxa
colma.
_ ara, kaco, sad waval, xelad
movbrundebi. ageraa norio, TurqeTSi
ki ar gadavdivar...
davadeqiT Saras.
_ im xboebis ambavi xom aravisTvis
giTqvams, jiji, xom ar gamomWeri yeli.
_ ara, guju biZia, yvelam daijera...
babuam Tqva, maRaliaSi Tu iyvnen Se-
sulebi, misiT ver gamovidodneno.
_ kai biWi xar Sen. axla erTs getyvi
_ erTi Zmakaci myavs norioSi, ise geub-
nebi, imasTan ki ar mivdivar, me da iman
erT sawyal moxuc col-qmars Zroxa
gamovuyvaneT saqonlis binidan. imaT-
Tan mivdivar axla jiji. kai Zroxa iyo,
mosagebi, viRac lanCxuTels mivyide
samas maneTad. ise oTxasic Rirda,
mival axla da oTxas maneTs mivcem im
bebrebs...
_ ras ambob, guju biZia, ras etyvi
mere, me mogpareTo?
_ ara, kaco, fuls mivcem da wamov-
al. ra ician vin var, mivcem da morCa...
rad unda amas amdeni potiki.
jibidan isev amoiRo fulis bRuja.
_ a, gamimzade axla aqedan oTxasi
maneTi da calke momeci.
_ colma icis es guju biZia?
_ ra, im bebrebs rom fuls vu-
bruneb? rava ara, mara fuls rom ver
vTvli, agi ar icis (iRimeba), amas mere
Sevapareb. ki mrcxvenia, mara ar mivlia
skolaSi, Steri viyavi da ra vqna.
_ aba, am Zroxebs rafer yiddi,
guju biZia?
_ e, rasaa rom mekiTxebi, maxldnen,
kaco, Zmakacebi. davaneboT axla amas
Tavi! axla Sen xar Cemi dosti, xom xe-
dav.
mivadeqiT bebrebis kar-midamos.
gamogvxeda ase, 75-80 wlis qalma,
Zlivs mofratunda WiSkramde.
_ sadaa Seni qmari? _ hkiTxa gu-
jum.
_ wevs, gaWirvebulia. ori dRea
wevs.
_ Tqven Zroxa dakargeT?
_ davkargeT, aba. imis dardma gada-
gviyola. ra iyo, xom ar gamoCenila,
saidan xarT Tqven?
_ ki, ki, gamoCnda, bicola, a, im Zro-
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xis fuli da ar mkiTxo araferi...
xelSi SeaCeCa aTmaneTianebi gaog-
nebul qals da cxeni moabruna.
_ vin xar Sen, batono, ipoveT qur-
di?
_ ki, ki, vipoveT da imas gamovarT-
viT!
_ vin iyo is ojaxamowyvetili, iyo
xom is guju darsalia, amowyda misi gv-
ari!
_ mec darsalia var, bicola, ras
erCi gvars, _ SeubRvira gujum.
_ Sen ara, Svilo, Sen gaixare da gam-
ravldi Sens col-SvilSi....
***
mTeli Rame vfiqrobdi.
msgavsi ram kinoSic ver warmomedg-
ina.
Zalian mominda gujusTvis mimate-
ba-gamokleba meswavlebina ise, rom co-
ls ar gaego!
meore da mesame dRes kidev gavyevi
wyemsa da axalsofelSi.
kidev gadavuTvale da gavumzade mi-
sacemi fuli.
yvelas mivcemdi, magram axla meti
fuli ar maqvso, miTxra gujum. viSovi
da nel-nela ramdensac SevZleb, gavis-
tumrebo!
_ xo, xo, xo, rac me nawyevli viqne-
bi... ra fuliT gamovisyidi codvas, ma-
ra RmerTi xom xedavs, rom vinanieb, ra
SemiZlia meti.
axla Cemi wyevla siyvarulis wyev-
laa, siyvaruli ar unda daiwyevlos,
vaSiners, jiji, vaSiners! Wkviani kaci
xar Sen da ki gaigeb amas.
am ambebidan erTi Tvec ar iyo gasu-
li.
xma gavarda, guju darsalia dai-
Wireso. gaviqeci gujus colTan.
marto iyo. ijda da icremleboda.
_ ra moxda bicola?_ Zlivs mov-
iTqvi suli!
_ waiyvanes guju!
_ vin waiyvana, sad waiyvanes, ra-
tom!..
_ miliciam waiyvana wuxel... mTeli
Rame iq hyavdaT, magradaa Turme nace-
mi... dRes SemomiTvala _ cixe melis,
ar mimatovo, Torem Tavs moviklavo...
im norioel bebrebs uCivliaT _
guju darsaliam ZroxaSi fuli mogvi-
tanao...
guli amoujda.
_ vicodi, rom gewyineboda da mox-
vidodi. Sen garda aravin Semosula...
ar daadga daRamebas saSveli.
mTeli dRe saxlsa da sadgurs Sua
davdiodi, cxris naxevrian „eleqtriC-
kas~ mamaCemi unda moyoloda. ori ki-
lometri mainc iqneboda sadguramde.
gavdiodi da gamovdiodi.
rogorc iqna, Camodga matarebeli...
mivvardi mamaCems... sulmouTqme-
lad movuyevi yvelaferi _ rogor
dagvibruna xboebi Cven da irodi ku-
cias, rogor davdiodiT sofel-
sofel da varigebdiT fuls, rogor
ificebda siyvaruls da ra bednieri
iyo guju darsalia...
vtirodi, vexvewebodi, ar SeiZleba
misi daWera, xom gyavs Zmakaci cekaSi,
mimiyvane imasTan, imasac movuyvebi-
meTqi...
daRlilsa da gaubedurebuls Cam-
eZina.
diliT gvian gameRviZa, mama movi-
kiTxe...
Svidis naxevrian avtobuss gahyvao,
miTxra bebiam, ase daibara, TbilisSi
mivdivar da ori dRe ar viqnebio...
mamaCemi mesame dRes Camovida Tbi-
lisidan.
guju mamaCemis Camosvlamde gaaTav-
isufles.
is ise mokvda, ar icoda, vin iyo misi
mSveleli.
amis Tqma ar SeiZleboda!
arc CemTvis uTqvams mamaCems, ise
mivxvdi!
axla aRarc mamaa, aRarc guju da
arc misi mSvenieri patarZali.
mxolod erTi _ siyvarulia cocx-
ali!
im ornaqmarev dedakacs da gujus
erTi biWi darCaT...
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eka qajaia
xelTaTmani
me mapatie, yvela zamTari
megona civi, megona avi,
TeTri manJeti da xelTaTmani
iyo sizmari Tovlian Ramis...
Sen dayvebodi fifqTa qaravans
da TeTr qolgaSi saxes faravdi,
iyo Tovlian Ramis farvana
TeTri manJeti da xelTaTmani...
da meSinia, roca TandaTan
gazafxuldeba da neba-neba
Senc Tovls gayvebi da xelTaTmanic
Seni, am TovlTan erTad gadneba...
rogorc sizmari da zamTris saga
SerCeba TeTri dReebis sarCevs
da Cems qaTqaTa ocnebis sagans
xval sxva xelebSi ver gamovarCev...
***
verc Senma naxvam ver damapura,
arc uSenoba aris nugeSi...
wvims da
zRvac TiTqos SampanuriviT
SuSxunebs miwis cisfer
fuJerSi...
mSvidobiT, visac moveliT aRar,
vinc Cvengan drois miaqvs dinebas
ise marto var,
yoveli talRa
TiTo ylupiviT momekideba...
zRva TiTqos sizmris mibrunebs
cxedars _
(guSindeliviT Sorsa da axlos)
da Tvalebs vxuWav,
vinmem uecrad
Cems TvalebSi rom ar daginaxos...
***
SemoRobili nislis sakmevliT
var uRran tyeSi mdgari
saxliviT,
Ria maqvs TvalTa oriv
sarkmeli,
viT Cemi sulis ori samxili...
ar davmorCildi mfarvel
darabebs _
gamomezoga mzis gama xilad,
xom mafrTxilebdi, RmerTo, am avbed
ukunSi Tvali ar gamexila...
rom maTi sxivi ar mosdeboda
uRrans _ salaros macilis, alis,
ar SeemCniaT rom tyis binadarT
saxlisgan Suqi amomavali,
ar Cadgomoda kvalSi avsuli,
basr TvalTa brolis qviT da beltebiT
ar daemsxvriaT, rom cad asuli
bednierebis ornamentebi...
rom varskvlavTcvena ar daenaxaT
Ria sarkmlebSi cruT da maqciebs,
literaturuli gazeTi
ar aveCexe, rogorc venaxi,
da nasaxlad ar gadaveqcie...
an Cemi gulis oTaxis mdgmurebs
rom ar SeuCndeT eWvis bacila
Sinidan kari ar gaixuron
da uaryofis tvirTi vacilo...
rom daviwyebis ar Sesvan leTe
(ucnob sivrceTa virgeb
saWurvels ), _
wamic da,
movlen,
magram me, RmerTo,
davaswari da
Tvali davxuWe.
aTaswlis mere
ver vcan sikeTe Seni, gangebav,
vis gzad ekals Sli, vis gzad xaverdebs,
aTasjer mainc gTxove gangeb da
SemTxveviT erTxel ar Semaxvedre.
Zlivs amoiTqves suli xevebma,
Zlivs nislianebs dausxltdnen serebs
ar gamivlia gulSi erTxel da
gzad gadamyare aTaswlis mere...
es niSnavs, casTan ziar myinvarebs
Camouqrolos urCma namqerma,
niSns gigeb, axla gverdiT mivyvebi
fexis da gulis auCqareblad...
uwindeburad arc sunTqva mekvris,
aRarc vwiTldebi, arc Tvals varideb,
vinc ufaliviT megona erTi,
vesaubrebi axla amindze...
sarTuli
ayva TeTreuls suni lavandis
da TeTri gulis mfeTqavi Crdili,
man gadafina zewari diliT
da TiTqos gzaze daferTxa
Zili...
daiZra mxrebiT udabnos xvati,
gadmoekida sarTuli sarTuls
da Sehyurebda aTasi Tvali
Sua haerSi gaWimul
mavTuls...
da Tokze asxmul zewrebs mZiviviT
marcvlavda qari da Zilgamqrali,
gamorkveuli TiTqos sizmrisgan
aCqarda guliscema
qalaqis....
arRvevda qari zewris jebirebs,
bzuoda futkris skasaviT skveri
da sarTuls mTeli qalaqis jibrze
Sexsnili hqonda yvela
sarkmeli...
da farTxalebdnen zewrebi qarSi,
frTebiT ki Tvalwin mraval msurvelis
amzeurebdnen didebul marSiT
aTas cxel ambors
TavsasTumlebis...
uTvalTvalebda qalaqi sarTuls,
sarTuls ki hqonda suni lavandis,
qars namzeureb zewarTan garTuls
aTasi kacis fiqri
zveravda...
da rodis... rodis... roca xalxs mwveli
mze waekida saRsalamaTi, _
moxvia qalma TeTreuls xeli
da saxlSi Sehyva mTeli
qalaqi...
gza samSoblomde
sagzlad mTis Cqams ver SemomaSveleb,
wamlad _ Sens qvebze galaxul wyaros,
gza samSoblomde aris ra Sori,
gza samSoblomde aris ra axloc...
tao, Sens gulze Camoyril lodebs
ra xeli mokrebs _ dawyvetil mZivebs,
erT dros mtris urdos erkinebodnen,
dRes mxrebSi moxriT Citis simZimec.
maT, visac zeca geWiraT mxrebiT,
oSkiT da tbeTiT, qediT SavSeTis,
poezia 13
mxrebCamoyrili qvis meomrebi
gamometireT, rogorc bavSvebi _
galaxulebi, Cemiv ezodan
momtiriT da xma mwvdeba zariviT,
rom SegatoveT mavans mezoblad
da dardisagan damxvdiT gazrdili.
dRes mimZims, sityvac rom gamovnaxo,
(Tqvens daRarul Subls Tvals ar vaSoreb),
gza samSoblomde aris ra axlo!
Tan samSoblomde gzaa ra Sori!
gviani mgzavri
yvela leqss Tavis aqvs bediswera _
mze iyos da an sxivi erTi dRis,
maradi Suqi Tu gaelveba,
an Seucnobi darCes RmerTiviT...
da ver igemos gzad sixaruli,
mainc surneli daaqvs sakmevlis,
arc tribunaTa ixmobs xmauri
da locvasaviT aris saTqmeli...
qancgawyvetamde TavmomwonT doRSi
is sul ubralo qva da kenWia,
magram erT dResac aiReb xelSi
da almasiviT daiwyebs brWyvials...
gaZvirfasdeba Tvalwin Sensave
uamrav fers da uamrav xmaSi
da gegoneba, _ Zma, naTesavi
didi xnis mere dabrunda saxlSi...
mtrobiT da eWviT danaRmul gzaze
(ase yofila qveynad mudamdRe),
is, rogorc fexiT mavali mgzavri,
gviani gzebiT aRwevs gulamde...
***
mzes,
Sens TvalebSi rom amodis
(rodesac axel),
saavdro Rrubels, _
efareba mzes rom
mali-mal,
SuadRis sxivebs _
Cemi mzeris caze rom amxel
da yvela survils,
am sxivebSi rac
imaleba...
yvela mzis Casvlas, _
Tvals rom xuWav da
im wams Cadis,
yvela dRis klebas _
mzis miqceviT, _
(kvlav dRis matebas),
an svel mzeraSi
Catovebul saTqmeliT
aminds
da yvela aminds, rac
Sens caze
daibadeba,
_ ra hqvia netav,
Tan rom damdev mudam
saxebad,
Sen meubnebi:
_ nu iqnebi gulis mimndobi,
Tvalauxeli siyvaruli hqvia
saxelad,
rom gadagirCa uCemobis
uamindobiT!
Wiamaia
`xval Tu kargi daria, gafrindi.~
Sen mpirdebodi xvalindel darebs _
(misevda mainc ca elvis
mdevrebs),
me gapatie yvela avdari,
rom dadga
Seni gafrenis mere...
mec, erT dros dedis povnis imediT,
gaZebninebdi wvrilmans!
arada, _
me dedas rogor gapovninebdi,
Wiamaiav,
Cemic ar myavda!
14 recenzia
xdeba xolme, rom mkiTxvelis swra-
fva teqstisken iracionaluris zR-
varze gadis. sxvanairad gamiWirdeba
imis axsna, rogor transformirda Ju-
rnal `axali saunjis~ adreuli pub-
likaciis gacnobisTanave CemTvis (Sem-
deg gairkva, rom ara marto CemTvis)
sruliad ucnobi avtoris, paata can-
kaSvilis, ramdenime moTxrobiT aRZr-
uli interesi im aucileblobad, ramac
am ramdenime xnis win, konkretulad ki
5 Tebervals, `biblusis~ erT-erT maRa-
ziaSi gamarTuli amave avtoris wignis
prezentaciaze mimiyvana. saRamo CemT-
vis ara marto emociuri, aramed info-
rmaciulic gamodga.
gardacvlili mwerlis xelnawere-
bi (dRes es ufro kompiuterze akrefi-
li teqstebia) literaturul movlen-
ad rom iqces, sul cota ori pirobaa
saWiro: am xelnawerebis mxatvruli Ri-
rebuleba da, aseT SemTxvevaSi, maT erT-
gvar patronad qceuli redaqtoris (es
poeti SoTa iaTaSvilia) alRoTi insp-
irirebuli literaturuli gemovneba.
sagangebod gavimeoreb bolo or sity-
vas _ `literaturuli gemovneba~, ra-
dgan am rogorRac yavlgasuli cnebis
namdvil Sinaarss krebulis gacnobi-
sTanave imis kvaldakval aRvadgenT,
Tu ra gakeTda zogjer dausrulebe-
li, zogjer ki avtoris mier xelSeuv-
lebadac mitovebuli teqstebis konce-
ptualuri da struqturuli mTliano-
bisTvis.
Sesaval werilSi, romelic agreTve
SoTa iaTaSvils ekuTvnis, redaqtori
ixsenebs urTierTobis mniSvnelovan
detalebs adamianTan, romelic guld-
asmiT malavda sakuTar mwerlobas. ma-
rTlac, rogori nebisyofa unda gqo-
ndes an rogor Sedegze unda iyo ori-
entirebuli, rom warumateblobis sim-
ware da mignebebis sixaruli aravis ga-
uziaro. `awi ukve veravin gaigebs, Tu
ramdeni ivarjiSa Tavis TavTan mar-
tod darCenilma, Semfaseblebis, mas-
wavleblebis, Tanamoazreebis gareSe
myofma, ramdeni dawera, daiwuna, daf-
liTa da waSala. cota ar iqneboda, ra-
dgan iseTi ostatoba, romelic sabo-
lood aRmoaCnda, iolad da swrafad
ar modis... (SoTa iaTaSvili, `egzisten-
cialuri SeWirvebebis naleqi~).
arsebobs aseTi sakmaod gacveTili
sintagma _ literatura da cxovreba.
arc Tu ise Soreul warsulSi mas usin-
disod iyenebdnen xelmocaruli mok-
almeni da maTi mfarveli aTasi juris
demagogebi. sinamdvileSi, niWierebiT
aRbeWdili naweri gaiZulebs am moce-
mulobis koreqtirebas da saqmes imgva-
rad warmoaCens, rom literatura, yo-
velgvari paralelizmis kanonebis sa-
pirispirod, TviTonaa cxovrebis nawi-
li. metic, cxovreba mwerlis mier aRi-
qmeba, rogorc teqsti. yovel SemTxve-
vaSi, paata cankaSvilTan namdvilad as-
ea. misi `krialosaniviT Wreli krebu-
lis~ kiTxvisas aSkarad im azrisken ixr-
ebi, rom am adamianis cxovreba (Tundac
literaturuli gazeTi
saintereso megobrebiTa da xanmokle
gamonaTebebiT) erTi didi mzadeba iyo
iseTi wignis an wignebis Sesaqmnelad,
romelic avtorsac da mis mkiTxvels-
ac erTganzomilebiani garemodan war-
mosaxvis mravalferovani jadosnuri
sivrcisken gaWril gzaze gaiyvanda. am
(yuradReba miaqcieT!) calmxrivi mog-
zaurobis safasuri ki, arc meti da arc
naklebi, TviT sicocxle iqneboda. ai,
fragmenti fantasmagoriuli dialog-
idan, romelic xuTi wlis cnobismoyva-
re biWunasa da adamianuri xmiT mosau-
bre adre Sinidan moulodnelad gau-
Cinarebul, axla ki aseve moulodnelad
gamoCenil katas Soris imarTeba: `rog-
or moxvdi mTvareze? _ (ekiTxeba biWi
Tavis katas) _ cxovrebis gzam amomiy-
vana. _ mec minda, cxovrebis gzam mT-
vareze rom amomiyvanos. _ maSin unda
gascde axalcixes, gascde Tbiliss da
avtobusis bileTi aiRo. _ Zviria bil-
nona kupreiSvili
wera sicocxlis
fasad
eTi? _ Zviria. meSvide salaroSi iyide-
ba, sicocxlis fasad. _ ris fasad? _
sicocxlis fasad~ (brZeni kata mTva-
reze). am, erTi SexedviT, naivuri for-
miT motanil metad mniSvnelovan ambav-
Si, nawvimarze talaxiani miwidan bebi-
isa da SviliSvilis mier kartofilis
amoRebiT rom iwyeba, Semdeg ki zRapru-
li frinveliviT fantaziis frTebgam-
osxmuli mkiTxvelis gaurkvevel sima-
RleSi atyorcniT sruldeba, mario va-
rgas liosas Tu davesesxebiT, litera-
turis cxovrebaSi ganzavebis da amiT
misTvis gansakuTrebuli brwyinvaleb-
is miniWebis SesaZleblobaTa Ziebas vx-
edavT.
ise, ra unda iyos amaze bunebrivi mw-
erlisTvis? Tumca, Ziebacaa da Ziebac.
gaaCnia amisTvis vin risi gadamxdelia,
vin ras gaiRebs, rogorc ityvian, pira-
di komfortis sivrcidan vin ras daT-
mobs da ramdeni xniT. da swored aq aris
diferencirebis safuZvelTa safuZve-
li. paata cankaSvili am sakiTxis sir-
Tules ostaturad niRbavs, Tumca isic
igrZnoba, rom metad seriozulad uyu-
rebs. amitomac imTaviTve Zveli laT-
inebis maqsimas moimarjvebs `Vita est via~
anu `cxovreba gzaa~. da iwyeba misi mog-
zauroba im droidan, SemecnebisTvis
sruliad Ria rom iyo, ese igi, bavSvobi-
dan, `roca jer kidev ar enatreboda
sakuTari Tavi~, im dromde, siSmagis
periodmac rom gauara da mravlis
mnaxvelma, ufro ki mravlis ganmcdel-
ma, ucnauri sibrZneebis, TviTon Wk-
uiskolofobebs rom uwodebs, frqveva
daiwyo: `mdinare moSxuis, adamianebi ki
kvdebian~; `Tu mainc vkvdebi, kartofi-
lis Txras teleskopSi gavixedo, jo-
bia~; `is, rasac sizmris jado ar axlavs,
orRobis nexviviT iafia~; `taSisa da
cremlis gareSe rom icxovro, an giJi
unda iyo, an araraoba~, `kaxpaa brZeni
Tu brZenia kaxpa~; `xeiriani fiqri iR-
baliviT aris _ rodis dagemarTeba,
ver gaigeb~; `Tavidan siyvarulis Suqi
efineba sagnebs, mere _ sagnebis Crd-
ili siyvaruls~; `seqsualur cxovr-
ebaSi iseTive sifrTxile gmarTebs, ro-
gorc omSi~; `wignebs damarcxebulebze
weren, gamarjvebulebisgan intervius
iReben~; `daiviwye sevda, gaxdi sicocx-
le...~ es bolo Segoneba erT-erTia, fi-
qris, azrovnebis fskers TavdaRweuli
adamianebi rom gamoglejen xolme na-
crisferi yoveldRiurobis Waobs. am
frazas vxvdebiT novelaSi saxelwodeb-
iT `gza~, romelic moculobiT imde-
nad pataraa, damajerebladac rom ver
uwodeb ase (TiTqos Janrebis ganvrco-
bisa Tu ukiduresi urTierTmiaxloeb-
is iSviaT SemTxvevas waawydi). arada, Tx-
robis am viwro artaxebSic Cateulia
gzisa da sicocxlis ambivalenturoba,
maTi damTxveva-verdamTxvevis TiTqmis
yvela SesaZlebeli varianti, droisa
da sivrcis moxelTeba Tavisi gaWra-xe-
tialiTa da, Tu gagimarTla, ukan dab-
runebiTac. mokled, mTeli is arsena-
li, weriT atanil kacs haeriviT rom
sWirdeba. aq ki erTi bunebrivi kiTxva
ibadeba: da sad SeeZlo Cvens avtors es
gadaadgileba? cxadia, upiratesad,
warmosaxviT samyaroSi fexis SedgmiT
da Semdeg kompiuteris klaviSebze ga-
uTavebeli kakuniT. miuxedavad imisa,
an iqneb swored imitom, rom mouwyo-
bel, an mudmivad mouwyobel qveyanaSi
mouxda cxovreba, sadac sakuTari sax-
is mqone raimed Rirebuli Zvelis kon-
turebi yoveldRiurad iSleba, axali
da aseve Rirebuli ki ara da ar Cndeba.
iluziebis ekalbardi, rogorc Cans,
imTaviTve gakafa da pirveli ganaCeni
swored ybadaRebul sicocxlis saz-
riss gamoutana: `sicocxles azri ara-
ferSi sWirdeba. vinc sicocxlis azrs
eZebs, an briyvia, an Tavs isulelebs. si-
cocxle unda igemo. da maSin yvela ki-
Txva qreba da nebismieri amosunTqva
nebismier pasuxze metia, azrze metia...~
gzam, rogorc cxovrebis universa-
lurma metaforam, rogorc Sengan sx-
vis samyaroSi gadanacvlebis, inici-
aciis SesaZleblobam, rogorc erT-
erTma sakvanZo egzistencialurma
konceptma, paata cankaSvilis
moTxrobebis krebulis kiTxvisas, Sesa-
Zloa, jek keruakis romani _ `gzaze~
(`On the Road~, 1957 weli) gagaxsenoT da,
cxadia, ara marto imitom, rom mo-
qmedeba gzaze xdeba. `bitnikebis~ bib-
liad wodebuli es romani Tavis droze
`rasTan~ `rogoris~ organuli kav-
Siris warmatebuli demonstrirebis
precedentad iqca. masSi avtostopiT
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amerikis CrdiloeTidan qveynis
samxreT nawilSi axalgazrdebis
garkveuli jgufis gadaadgilebas im-
TaviTve Tavisi saxeli erqmeva: biWebi
sadRac ki ar miemgzavrebian, aramed
ubralod mgzavroben. Tanac amgvari
samoqmedo principiT: `unda ifiqro
imaze, rogor icxovro da ara imaze,
risTvis icxovro~. Sinagani ritmi,
romelic yvelafris amoyiravebas cdi-
lobs, inertulobasa da erTfer-
ovnebasTan maTsave Seurigeblobas ga-
nasaxierebs: `me ukve veRar vitandi
Zvel megobrebs. da arc axlebis SeZena
msurda. axali qali mWirdeboda da ax-
ali garemo...~ (`gzaze~). amas Semdeg kr-
itikosebi konformizmisa da konsi-
umerizmis winaaRmdeg mimarTuli aRm-
sareblobiTi prozis pasaJebs uwode-
ben. arada, yvelaferi es, SesaZloa, So-
reulad, magram rogorRac mainc uax-
lovdeba paata cankaSvilis sulier ga-
mocdilebas, mis Tvalaxelilobas da
Tavisuflebis xarisxs. sagulisxmoa,
rom orivegan gza simbolur-alegori-
ul datvirTvas atarebs, Tumca, erT-
gan igi realuricaa (jek keruaki), me-
oregan daxSuli sivrcis garRvevis Tu
am garRvevis simulirebis saSualeba,
ese igi, mxolod ideaSi, warmosaxvaSi
arsebuli ram (paata cankaSvili). Tum-
ca es moZraobis motivacias, romelic
orivesTvis mniSvnelovania, veranair-
ad cvlis: `axalgazrda mwerali viyavi
da mwyuroda adgilidan daZvra~ (`gza-
ze~). isic sagulisxmoa, rom paata cank-
aSvilTan sakuTriv misi mwerluri ene-
rgiiT provocirebuli mkiTxvelis ko-
ndiciamde miyvana im xelovnuri stim-
ulatorebis gareSec xerxdeba, rom-
lebsac aqtiurad mimarTavda TviTon
keruaki da misi megobrebic (gaixseneT:
mwerlobaze ise unda Sejde, rogorc
amfitaminze, rac mxolod metaforu-
lad ar unda gavigoT). arc egreT wo-
debuli `hipsteris~ (bunebrivi adami-
anis) bitnikebiseuli gageba da misi
`skuarebTan~ (sguares), imave amerikel
obivatelebTan, Riad dapirispirebis
msgavsi ram SeiniSneba sadme Cvens av-
torTan, radgan aseT WrilSi es prob-
lema arc mdgara. am tipis meamboxe su-
lis mwerali, guram rCeuliSvils Tu
ar CavTvliT, arc im periodSi (XX sa-
ukunis Suaxanebs vgulisxmob) gvyavda
da, SeiZleba iTqvas, arc axla gvyavs.
ufro saxezea Tavisuflebis mokle
distanciebis daZlevis, ase vTqvaT,
erTjerad gamarjvebaTa mopovebis, mi-
si mxatvrulad aTvisebis angariSgasaw-
evi magaliTebi, romelTa Soris ager
axla, Cven Tvalwin, paata cankaSvilmac
daikava kuTvnili adgili.
SedarebiT vrcel moTxrobaSi, ro-
melsac saTauri redaqtorma SeurCia
(`wvrilmanebis dakarguli mZvinvare-
ba~) da romelic, vin icis, iqneb romana-
dac ki iyo Cafiqrebuli (romanad amer-
ikaze, romelic jer arc enaxa da sa-
dac gamgzavrebas mxolod momavalSi
gegmavda), mTavari gmiris, pit haleris,
sakmaod aWril sulier borialSi uceb
aRmoaCen paroliviT Cadebul or sax-
els didi `Jazz age~-dan anu jazuri sau-
kunidan: mails devisi da jek pastori-
usi. da aq keruakTan kidev erTi damTx-
veva gpoulobs. xvdebi, ratom gat-
yvevebda gzadagza paata cankaSvilis
enis uCveulo eqspresiuloba, prozisa
da poeziis Znelad misaRwevi urTierT-
SeRwevadoba, urTierTmolamuneba, mT-
el krebulSi ganfenili sevdanarevi
ganwyoba (erTma didma poetma `naTeli
sevda~ rom uwoda), samyaros Sesacno-
bad momarjvebuli avtoris maxvili
smena; an naweris kompozicia, uceb Se-
moWrili sxvadasxva Temis teqnikurad
brwyinvaled Sesrulebuli vibracie-
biT, dausrulebeli gadaTamaSebebiTa
da frazebisa Tu Sedarebebis foierve-
rkis TviT jazis musikalur bgerasTan
maqsimalurad miaxloebis surviliT;
iqneb amgvari stilistika sulac jazad
wodebuli am konkretuli da amouwu-
ravi musikis bgerweraa da amitomacaa
ase Znelad dasaviwyebeli. yovel Sem-
TxvevaSi, rodesac waikiTxav `ismoda
saqsafonis euli yivili~ an `kontraba-
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sis bgerasaviT sevdianad gaixmiana
TviTmfrinavma~, xvdebi, rom ar SeiZle-
ba, aseTi ram ubralo damTxveva iyos.
paata cankaSvilis mxatvruli ena
ucnaurad aSvebulia iqamdec ki, rom
zogjer geCveneba, is gancalkevebiT my-
ofobs da batonobs. aqedan gamomdina-
re, weris manerac SeuzRudavi, TviTkm-
aria. amitomac igi Zaldautaneblad
avlens Tavis erT aseT upiratesobas _
konkretul gagebaTa Tu SexedulebaTa
Tavs moxvevis nacvlad mkiTxvels int-
erpretaciaTa axal-axali SesaZleb-
lobebis sixaruli eniWeba. magaliTad,
erTi SexedviT Cveulebriv winada-
debaSi, romelic personaJis wuTier
STabeWdilebas aRwers, SesaZlebelia,
dainaxo avtoris damokidebuleba ise-
Ti seriozuli problemisadmi, rogo-
ricaa Tavisufleba. sakmarisia moZra-
obisa da uZraobis stiqiaTa wuTieri
Sepirispireba (zRva da akvariumi), tr-
opuli metyvelebis marjved mignebuli
saxe (epiTetebi `Smagi~ da `lenCi~) da
Cven win Tavisuflebis sasargeblod
erTxel da samudamod gakeTebuli arC-
evania: `gareT zRva boboqrobda Smag-
ad, xolo WerqveS, Weris simaRle akva-
riumSi, zantad dacuravdnen lenCi Te-
vzebi~.
garda amisa, iqneba es Tbiliseli me-
qisis dausrulebeli istoria Tu `Za-
RliSvili bozardisa~ da tedikas avi
zraxvebi, romlebic Cveni yoveldRi-
urobis araerT bnel mxares avlens, av-
toris mier `cudi biWis~ rolis gemos
mosinjvacaa, radgan arsad ise ar igr-
Znoba sicocxlis muxti, sicocxleSi
Sesvlis wyurvili, rogorc dasaSvebi-
sa da akrZalulis ukiduresi miaxloe-
bisas. am muxts Tavisi saxe da gemo aqvs
`raRac iseTis, rac sicocxlis Cveul-
ebriv mdinarebas odnav mainc Seucvl-
ida kalapots; odnav mainc moswmend-
da sarkes fuWi molodinis orTqls; wa-
rsulsa da momavals aaorTqlebda; xo-
lo awmyos feris siRrmesa da Snos Se-
matebda...~ magram, samwuxarod, aseTi
SegrZnebebic, avtoris azriT, `moklea,
rogorc orgazmi~ (`ucxo qalaqSi na-
zamTralze~).
rom davasruloT saubari, romel-
ic maSin jer kidev damwyeb jek keruak-
sa (`gzaze~ misi pirveli romani iyo) da
paata cankaSvils Soris arsebuli al-
uziurobis safuZvlianobas exeboda,
unda vTqvaT, rom sruliad logikuria
is, rasac amerikuli literaturis et-
apobrivi ganviTarebis TvalsazrisiT
akeTebda keruaki (Tomas vulfisgan
aRebuli estafeta, cotaTi ufro ad-
rec folkneris, hemingueis, ficjera-
ldis da sxvaTa mier ara britanuli,
aramed ukve sakuTriv amerikuli mwer-
lobis TviTmyofadobis saZirkvlis ga-
myareba) da sakmaod gasakviria is, rac
paata cankaSvilma mxatvruli enisa da
azrovnebis kuTxiT, faqtobrivad, yo-
literaturuli gazeTi
velgvar Tanmimdevrulobas mokleb-
ul, novaciisadmi, rbilad rom vTqvaT,
mtrulad ganwyobil garemoSi gaakeTa
da Tanac, sikvdilis gamocxadebuli
qronikis ar iyos, gamocxadebuli Tv-
iTizolaciis pirobebSi.
xelovanis portreti _ zogadad
sruliad konkretuli cnebaa, Tumca
rogorc ki mas XX saukunis dasawyisis
evropuli prozis, kerZod ki, joisis
Semoqmedebis konteqstSi gadavitanT,
aq literaturisa da mwerlobis aqamde
damkvidrebuli gagebis srul trans-
formaciamde mivdivarT. kargad maxs-
ovs oTar CxeiZis werili `samSoblo je-
ims joisisa~, romelSic im cnobil ba-
deebze iyo saubari _ samSoblo, rel-
igia, ojaxi (joisTan es iyo irlandia,
kaTolicizmi, ojaxi), xelovans rom
sakuTar daniSnulebas aSorebs. axal XX
saukuneSic Cveni cxovreba ise aewyo,
rom `ulises~ gamoqveynebidan oriode
wlis Semdeg (1924 wels) bolSevi-
zmisadmi gamJRavnebuli loialobis ga-
mo `cisferyanwelebTan~ umwvaves po-
lemikaSi Cabmuli konstantine gamsax-
urdia werda: apolitikosoba dRes Sa-
rlatanobaao. mere did, TiTqmis 80-wl-
ian wreSi CavebiT (jer kidev sakiTxavia,
wre iyo es, Tu yulfi?!) da isev iq mo-
vediT, saidanac es gardatexa unda da-
wyebuliyo (arada, bevri ram moeswro
kidec, Tumca ZirSive moaSTes). paata
cankaSvils am mxriv gaumarTla, wris
dasasrulis dasawyisSi moeqca da bev-
ri ram bunebrivad gaiazra. pirvel yo-
vlisa ki is, rom Tanamedrove mwerlis-
Tvis veraferi Caanacvlebs Sinagan Ta-
visuflebas da amiT provocirebuli
enis flobis unars, enisa, romelic er-
Tsa da imave dros wiaRicaa da TavSesa-
faric. Tumca `flobasTan~ dakavSire-
biT gamoTqmuli azri dasazustebelia.
rodesac kiTxulob paatas mier ga-
moyofili moTxrobebis erT-erT ci-
kls `xelovanis portreti _ pirveli
Strixebi~, garda imisa, rom saTauris
warmomavloba eWvs ar iwvevs da gasage-
bi mizezebis gamo maSinve asocirdeba
joisis saetapo romanTan `xelovanis
portreti axalgazrdobisas~, mkiTxve-
li avtobiografiuli momentebiT ga-
jerebul teqstSi xedavs azrovnebis
Camoyalibebis, gnebavT, gardatexis
process, iqidan gamosvlas, rasac ba-
raTaSvili `ymawvilis brma sarwmunoe-
bas~, paata cankaSvili ki `ymawvilkaco-
bis nisls~ uwodebs da xedav gasavle-
li manZilis im Tanxvdomasac, romel-
ic SeiZleba, arsebobdes patara biWsa
da romelime did mwerals Soris. `pat-
ara biWsa da RmerTkacs (aq goeTes
gulisxmobs, goeTes, rogorc `marien-
baduli elegiis~ avtors) Soris uTva-
lavi mzis weliwadia. da Tan erTi
nabiji...~ sabolood, ikveTeba Tanamed-
rove xelovanis iersaxe sisxlSi paTe-
tiurobis nasaxis gareSe. igi saWiro
doziT TviTdajerebuli da marto-
sulia da arc `sentimentaluri dorb-
li~ scxia tuCebze. Tumca, CauRrmavde-
bi Tu ara, Tavs iCens mZafri `Sinagani
cxovrebis~ mauwyebeli nacnobi da aw
ukve kanonizebuli niSnebi, rogorc
Tandayolili da misi, rogorc xelo-
vanis, arsisgan ganuyofeli ram,
romelic mainc verafers wauSlia (uw-
ylod romeli mcenare gaixarebs?). mx-
olod esaa, rom `Zveli keTili~ wigneb-
is msgavsad zedapirze araferi devs.
aSkarad sxva ganzomilebaSi varT da
avtoric daxelovnebuli barmeniviT
sxvadasxva Semadgenlobas xelis
gawafuli moZraobiT erTmaneTSi aza-
vebs. amitomac imave ciklis erT-erT
miniatiuraSi `Rame~ Ramis unatifesi
gancda, romelsac avtori didi osta-
tobiT gadmoscems, finalur nawilSi
civi Sxapis efeqtis mqone fraziTaa
ganelebuli. es, faqtobrivad, avtog-
rafia, romelsac Tanamedrove xelo-
vani, paata cankaSvili, tovebs.
zemoT naxsenebi `flobis~ nacvlad
paata cankaSvilis mwerluri ena gaurb-
is banalur srulyofilebas da surs,
raRac ufro meti iyos. amitomac iqce-
va stiqiad da aravin icis, avtori mar-
Tavs mas Tu _ piruku. sxvanairad rog-
or avxsnaT is, rom Txroba, ZiriTadad,
fiqrs, rogorc aseTs, eZRvneba (`nis-
li~, `fiWvi~, `gza~, `Rame~), rac sakmaod
iSviaTia, da ara imdenad fiqris gaxmo-
vanebas (Tumca esec sakmarisadaa), ra-
sac SeCveulebi varT. joisis eqsperi-
mentma ukvalod rodi Caiara, is, irl-
andiis msgavsad, warsuls Cafrenilma
da politikur intrigebSi mudmivad
gaxlarTulma 80-90-ianebis da Semdgo-
mi periodis saqarTvelomac aiTvisa.
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amitomac paata cankaSvilis megobris,
mxatvar gia ruruas, naxatidan, romli-
Tac krebulia gaformebuli, TviT ca-
lTvalaxveuli joisi Tu ara, aSkarad
misi Tanamedrove oreuli mainc gvic-
qeris _ niSnad imisa, rom joisi Tu jo-
isobana Cven Sorisaa da arc iseTi miu-
wvdomeli gveCveneba, rogorc maSin,
rodesac pirvelad movindomeT misi
wakiTxva.
sruliad ueWvelia, rom Semdeg da
Semdeg, rodesac paata cankaSvili Ta-
visi mowodebis realizacias moindo-
mebs da, albaT, xSirad `imedgamoRad-
ruli survilis simwaresac igemebs~ ,
sityvasTan mis gansakuTrebul damok-
idebulebas SemoqmedebiTi principis
saxe eZleva. esaa misi didi `damaloban-
as~ mTavari monapovari. amitomac `si-
tyviT jambazoba~, riTac fons gadis
dRevandeli weris procesTan dakav-
Sirebuli adamianebis didi nawili, mis-
Tvis unayofobisa da danaSaulebrivi
qmedebis tolfasi xdeba. gavixsenoT
gombroviCis cnobili mosazreba imis
Sesaxeb, rom weris teqnika lamis yvel-
am aiTvisa da amitom uaRresad gaZne-
lebulia namdvilisa da xelovnuris
urTierTgamijvna. paata cankaSvilic
amaze sakmaod mwvaved reagirebs: `adam-
ianebma didi xania, amoiyores litera-
turiT muceli~ (sulis nagavsayreli)
da aranairad ar surs am maraqaSi gare-
va. `sityviT jambazoba xom daWmuWnu-
li qaRaldiviTaa? iTqva da waiRo Rri-
ancelis qarma...~ misTvis yvelaze, TviT
sicocxlezec ki, mniSvnelovania, da-
rCes raRac arsebiTi, anu is, rac gamor-
icxvis princips ar eqvemdebareba. up-
irvelesad, esaa TviTironia, umetesad,
gulSi Camwvdomi da basri, personaJTa
Soris gamarTuli bunebrivi dialoge-
bi, romlebic ara sagangebod mofiqre-
buls, aramed laivCanawers ufro hgavs,
WeSmarit sentenciebad warmodgenili
sibrZne da maxvilsityvaoba, avtoris
did erudiciasa da inteleqts rom
amJRavnebs, yovlismomcveli vnebiano-
ba, zogjer usazRvro da unapiroc ki
(yvelafer am C...uli erosidan iwyebao
_ ambobs) da, cxadia, gamWoli mzerac,
romelic yvelafers xedavs da imaxs-
ovrebs. mokled, am krebulis avtors
garkveuli familarobiT (risTvisac
bodiSs vixdiT) misganve nasesxebi fr-
aziT ase SeiZleba mivmarToT: `filo-
sofosoba (teqstSi `beroba~ weria) er-
Tob dagSvendeboda, don-Juanis tempe-
ramenti rom ar giSlides xels~.
ra Tqma unda, roca aseT wigns waawy-
debi, miuxedavad imisa, rom, rogorc
aRvniSne, maqsimaluri sizustiTaa da-
lagebuli, ukmarisobis gancda giCnde-
ba. ginda, rom gaxangrZlivdes urTier-
Toba Wkvian, ironiul da amitomac sev-
dian adamianTan. Tanac es is SemTxvevaa,
roca avtoris mier ukve dawerilis Sev-
seba-ganvrcoba an koreqtireba, samwux-
arod, ver moxerxdeba. paata cankaSvi-
li 2016 wels gardaicvala.
16 Targmani literaturuli gazeTi 15 - 21 maisi 2020

peter handke
simRera bavSvad yofnaze

roca bavSvi bavSvi iyo,

xelebs iqnevda siarulisas,
surda, ru Rele yofiliyo,
Rele _ mdinare,
da es gube ki _ zRva.

roca bavSvi bavSvi iyo,

ar icoda, rom bavSvi iyo,
misTvis yvelafers suli hqonda,
da yvela suli erTi iyo.

roca bavSvi bavSvi iyo,

araferze hqonda mosazreba,
ar hqonda Cvevebi,
xSirad fexmorTxmiT ijda,
daufiqreblad darboda,
urCi qoCori hqonda
da fotografs ar uRimoda.

roca bavSvi bavSvi iyo,

Semdegi kiTxvebis dro damdgariyo:
erix fridi maSa kaleko ratom var me me da ara _ Sen?
ratom var aq da ara _ iq?
Ramis leqsi leqsi nugeSisTvis rodis daiwyo dro da sad mTavrdeba sivrce?
iqneb sicocxle mxolod sizmaria mzis qveS?
sxeuls dagifarav radgan Seni Tvalebi savsea dardiT iqneb is, rasac me vxedav, mesmis da vynosav,
ara amboriT, da daumZimebia fiqrs Seni Subli, sulac iluziaa samyaroze samyaromde.
aramed sabniT neba momeci, dagamSvido, viT Zilis win namdvilad arsebobs boroteba da adamianebi,
(romelic bavSvi, roca bolo varskvlavi Cadis. romlebic marTlac borotebi arian?
mxrebidan me davuZaxeb mzes, qars da zRvas, rogor moxda, rom
Camogicurda), da gaCuqeben dRes, yvelaze naTels, me, sanam is gavxdebodi, rac var, ar viyavi,
raTa gamogigzavnian yvelaze lamaz sizmars, da rom me, rac var,
ZilSi ar Segcivdes. moRrublulia radgan TviT Seni Ramec. odesme is aRar viqnebi, rac var?
da mere, da ros amRerdeba kvlav Seni bage,
roca zRvas, qars da mzes madlobas vuZRvni, roca bavSvi bavSvi iyo,
Tvalebs gaaxel, radgan Seni Tvalebi savsea dardiT ezizReboda ispanaxi, barda, brinjis fafa
fanjaras davxurav da daumZimebia fiqrs Seni Subli. da moSuSuli kombosto.
da mogexvevi axla yvelafers Wams
da dagifarav sxeuls da ara mxolod SimSilis dros.
kocnebiT
da
eva Stritmateri roca bavSvi bavSvi iyo,
aRmogaCen. ucxo sawolSi gaeRviZa erT dRes
Tavisufleba da axla sul ufro xSirad xdeba es,
adamianebi mSvenierebi eCvenebodnen
Tavisufleba,
rainer maria rilke me SemiZlia miyvarde, mZulde _
da axla iSviaTad xdeba es,
cxadad warmoidgenda xolme samoTxes
Sen rogorc ginda. (dagtovo kidec.) da axla mas mxolod gumaniT grZnobs,
Semodgomis dRe Sen SegiZlia ubnobde, dumde, ar SeeZlo araferze efiqra,
Sen rogorc ginda. me veRar gamtexs dRes ki eSinia amis.
ufalo, droa, zafxuli gasruldes, tkivili isev. (me SemiZlia wavide kidec.)
CrdiliT dafare mzis saaTebi, me rogorc minda, moxdeba ise. roca bavSvi bavSvi iyo,
auSvi qarebi, WalebSi iqrolon.
aRtacebiT TamaSobda.
axla ki, Tu maSindeliviT TaviT gadaeSveba rameSi,
aCuqe xis nayofs mziani dReebi, zamTris win es misi samuSaoa.
ubrZane, saswrafod gaivsos simwifiT,
gaxade srulqmnili da qarva TafliviT
seqtembris Suqisgan roca bavSvi bavSvi iyo,
daatkbe mtevnebi, simZimiT daxrili.
simReras Sevqmni. saWmelad yofnida puri da vaSli.
WriWinas dumilic da es asea axlac.
Tu saxli ara gaqvs, veRar aiSeneb,
Seva Cems leqsSi. roca bavSvi bavSvi iyo,
Tu axla marto xar, kvlav ase darCebi,
kenkra kenkrasaviT uvardeboda xelSi
aavseb werilebs uTqmeli dardebiT,
tba da mwerebi. da es asea dRemde,
ifxizleb, ikiTxav, xeivnebs daivli,
wiTeli circeli. axali kaklis nayofi enas kveTda
ros foTlebs gafantaven urCi qarebi.
fusfusi wyaros wylis da es asea dRemde,
da puris surneli. yvela mTaze
ufro maRal mTaze asvlis survili wvavda,
bertolt brexti xeebis cremlebi. da yvela qalaqSi
yvavebis Cxavili. ufro didi qalaqisken uwevda guli,
kvamli gedebis gafrena. da es asea dRemde,
da bevri sxva ram, xis kenweroze bals krefda gatacebiT,
patara saxli xeebqveS tbasTan, es gataceba SemorCa dRemde.
saxuravidan amodis kvamli, ucxos winaSe ridi hqonda
rac sivrces Cvens Tavze
igi rom ara, da aqvs dResac,
gaarRvevs, gazrdis,
ra uferuli iqneboda saxli, xeebi da tba. yovelTvis eloda pirvel Tovls
rac dagvesizmreba
da dRemde ase elis.
Cven bneli RamiT.
diliT da saRamoTi sakiTxavi roca bavSvi bavSvi iyo,
me Sevqmni simReras joxi SubiviT esrola xes
man, vinc me miyvars, siCumiT, sxivebiT; da joxi dRemde caxcaxebs iqve.
miTxra, de, dadges zamTari.
rom vWirdebi. ar gardavicvlebi. Targmna qeTevan nikolaZem
swored amitom
Tavs vufrTxildebi,
win vixedebi, rom ar davece, Semdegi nomeri gamova 22 maiss
da ise vufrTxi wvimis yovel wveTs,
mas Cemi mokvla SeeZlos TiTqos.

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