literaturuli gazeTi
#17 (249) 20 seqtemberi - 3 oqtomberi 2019
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e.i. rogor mendoboda!
Cems TavSi gaxsna
Tavisi bolo gamofena.
zamTari iyo, mduRare WiqiT
ganwyobilebas vikeTebdi, vuyurebdi,
ra Znelad egueba tvini
am egzistenciur umsgavsobas.
guli ra? guls majebSi gadaitan,
daiTvli, iqve, korvalolis flakons
Caikereb da gamofenac Sedgeba.
mnaxvelebi mZime, araangelozuri nabijebiT
ivlian, brinjaoze waiforxileben,
romelic mkacria, miwaSi dabrunebac
uWirT, civa. mduRare Wiqa
rom SublSi avitano? metkineba
_ Sakikiao, mamSvideben
da guSin ar davyare miwaze
mixakebi? banaluri, magram
saswrafod wiTeli. guSin ar vTxove
aTi wlis mkvdars: _ miSvele-meTqi?!
IV
gamodis or kviraSi erTxel, paraskeobiT fasi 80 TeTri
kato javaxiSvili paata nacvliSvili
man uTxras qarebs
Sen unda iyo laRi da mSvidi.
xelisgulebiT motanil dardis
gamowva unda SegeZlos, fSvnide
TiTqos sizmarSi fSatsa da siminds.
da mere ukve RviZilSi adgils
ver poulobde da mxolod qrode
da man, vinc Seni miwa gamargla,
man uTxras qarebs,
rom ufro axlos movidnen, Sen ki
kabidan mindvrebs irRvevde ferads
da iwve ise laRi da mSvidi,
rogorc varskvlavi, Sen rom dagfara.
V
iara upiratesTa
aserTi paatauri
VIII-X
2 proza
cremli boCia
moulodnelad cremli boCias
saflavs mivadeqi. erTadgiliani iyo,
Tujis sxmulebiT SemoRobili erTi
mtkaveli miwa. suraTi ar hqonda, al-
baT amitom ver SevniSne aqamde. gaT-
lili TeTri qva edo gulze. warwera
sakmaod gacveTili iyo, Tumca ikiTxe-
boda:
„aq ganisvenebs cremli boCia
1925 _~
gardacvalebis TariRi aklda. waS-
lili ki ar iyo, ar ewera.
zafxulis ardadegebze uTenia
mivdenidi saqonels. rkinigzis sad-
guris ukan, ase aT metrSi, soflis ma-
Razia idga. SenobaSi ver Sexvidodi,
jixuris tipisa iyo, Ria fanjridan
vaWrobda. gareT, fanjris simaRleze,
xis Taro gasdevda. eqvs saaTze iRebo-
da maRazia. swored aq mxvdeboda yov-
el diliT cremli boCia. Taroze Cais
Wiqa da qarxnuli arayi „eqstra~ edga.
Cavatarebdi Zroxebs maRaziis win da
xels damiqnevda, aq modio. mieci am
baRanas peCeniao, etyoda gamyidvels.
_ ar geZineba am diliT, bavSvo?
da Tavze xels gadamisvamda.
Svids rom TxuTmeti daakldeboda
„foTi-quTaisi~ kiviliT gadmoivlida
texurs da sadgurs miadgeboda. gada-
hkravda cremli boCia erT Cais Wiqa
arays da baqanze gavidoda...
_ zamTar-zafxul, TiTqmis yovel-
dRe, uTenia modioda, _ miyveba maSin-
deli noqari, batoni aTanase zarqua,
_ gaxsnida pollitras da erT Wiqas
gadahkravda, danarCens me mitovebda.
yoveldRe axals maxsnevinebda, Zveli
arasodes moukiTxavs. Tvis bolos, ram-
denia xarjio, metyoda da Tumnianebs
CamiTvlida. arayisTvis arasodes
araferi miuyolebia, wyaliviT svamda...
samtrediaSi raRac trestis mmarTve-
lad muSaobda, xan samgzavro fulic ar
hqonda, me marTmevda maneTians... iseTi
gadamxdeli iyo, maRazias vandobdi,
acxonos RmerTma!
_ col-Svili ar hyavda?
_ ara, cols gaSorebuli iyo, ax-
algazrdobaSi gaSorebia, me is ar max-
sovs, ise qals ki aqebdnen, magram
yoveldRe mTvrali kaci ver aitanao...
Cemi da rom gaTxovda, iRimeba pimen
baRaTuria, qorwilSi cremli boCia
gvyavda Tamadado...
_ maincdamainc im dRes imdeni mo-
Tova, gzebi Caiketa, matarebelic ar
moZraobda. Cemi siZe quTaiseli rusia,
naTesavebi riazanSi hyavs. swored ria-
zanel moyvrebs da quTaisel stumrebs
velodiT im dRes, magram Camoiqca
ca da ver movidnen. maSin qorwili
RamiT imarTeboda. velodeT siZes
SuaRamemde da ra gza iyo, davsviT
xalxi. usiZo sufras dilamde uTamada
boCiam. diliT, karga gaTenebulze,
roca sefaSi Tamadis garda aravin iyo,
samxidiani „urali~ moadga WiSkars
tentian Zaraze msxdom stumrebianad.
axla am xalxTan ubera boCiam. ra rusu-
lad da ra qarTulad ukiTxa esenini
riazanelebs, miawvina siZisianebic da
mosaRamoebulze saxlSi wavida. axlac
Tvalwin midgas, rogor miRaravda
rezinis CeqmebiT gaukvalav Tovls...
Zlieri kaci iyo cremli boCia, rac
Tavi maxsovs, sul Tamadobda, mTvra-
li da fexareuli ar minaxavs.
_ „cremli boCia~ ratom erqva, xom
ar ici?
_ ras qvia ar vici, sofelma daarq-
va. siyvarulis sadRegrZelos roca
svamda, cremlad iRvreboda. imnairs
ityoda, msmenelsac atirebda. Seyvare-
buli hyolia, klaseli, aqauri gogo,
farulavas qali, saxeli damaviwyda,
mTeli cxovreba imas axsenebda da
simTvraleSi leqsebs ukiTxavda. mere
is gogo gaTxovila Tu amas mouyvania
coli, amdeni namdvilad ar vici... Rm-
erTma acxonos, axla sanTliT saZebar-
ia Tamada, lazaTi daekarga qorwils!
sainteresod momeCvena pimen baRa-
Turias monaTxrobi. kiTxva-kiTxviT
gavarkvie, vin iyo is farulava, romel-
literaturuli gazeTi
mac cremlad aqcia es azaveriviT kaci.
xorgaSia gaTxovili, ise aqauriao,
miTxres. axla as wels iqneba mitanebu-
li, niu qviao, cocxali unda iyos,
sikvdili ar gagvigia, Svili hyavs
Zalian cnobili meTunuqe, saxlebs xur-
avs, rigi udgas, inaliSvilia gvarad,
samegreloSi yvela icnobso...
karga xans vyoymanobdi, wavsuliyavi
Tu ara xorgaSi. imdenad didi iyo
cduneba, mainc wasvla vamjobine, Tu
saubari ar amewyoboda, saxlis daxur-
vas movimizezebdi.
Cemda gasakvirad, swored nium ga-
momxeda „kuxnis~ Ria karidan
da Sin SemipatiJa.
_ Tqven albaT badri gnebavT, Svi-
lo, saxli gaqvT dasaxuri? sami dRe ar
mova badri, urekSi aqvs saqme aRebuli,
iqaa biWebianad. Cais dagisxamT, Tu yava
girCevniaT?
Zalze moZravi da enawyliani qal-
batoni iyo. pewiani. silamaze mainc
SemorCenoda damWknar saxes. cocxali
Tvalebi mwvane Suqs asxivebda...
_ ara, gmadlobT, qalbatono niu,
me ufro TqvenTan msurda saubari.
_ ui, Cemi saxelic iciT, micnobT,
batono?
_ ki, gicnobT, me nosireli var, mw-
erali gaxlavar. cremli boCiaze va-
pireb daweras.
niu Secba, momeCvena, rom wamowiTl-
da...
_ da ra gsurT Cemgan? vicnobdi
boCias, klaseli iyo, sul egaa.
_ qalbatono niu, boCia mTeli cx-
ovreba Tvalcremliani gaxsenebdaT...
_ mere dawereT, gcodniaT da sxva
raRa gindaT?
es ise rbilad miTxra, Sevatyve, Sev-
Zlebdi saubarSi Seyoliebas.
_ qalbatono niu, Tqven uyvardiT
boCias?
niu gaCumda. „kis~ velodi da daviZ-
abe.
_ mec miyvarda, mexuTe klasidan
miyvarda, instituti rom davamTavreT,
daqorwinebas vapirebdiT, _ nerviu-
loba daetyo nius, _ ra gnebavT, ra
gindaT, rom damtyuoT, oTxmocdaT-
erTmeti wlis qali var, ra daijereba
Cemi, sad gamoaCenT Cems naTqvams, Zlivs
vuyri Tavs sityvebs, _ wamodga da
eleqtroCaidani CarTo. ganjinidan
finjnebi da xsnadi yavis kolofi gam-
oiRo, _ me xsnads vsvam, naleqiani mainc
ar maqvs... _ TiTqos TavisTvis Caila-
paraka da finjani momiCoCa.
gavCumdi. vgrZnobdi, saubars gaagr-
Zelebda da ar mivZalebivar.
_ erT dRes qorwilSi daTvra boCia
da patarZlis mejvare Caugorda log-
inSi... mere iZulebuli gaxda, xeli
moewera im kaxpasTan. erT kviraSi
boCias jinaze mec gavTxovdi. aqauri
kaci gamiriges da CavrCi xorgaSi, fexi
ar momicvlia aqedan. esaa sul, batono
mweralo, ra dasaweria axla es... daw-
ereT, Tu gindaT. ra vici...
_ da ase gaqra Tqveni siyvaruli?
boCias mTeli cxovreba uyvardiT Tur-
me.
_ ara, ki ar gaqra, damTavrda!
boCos is qali Tbilisidan ar Camohyo-
lia, magram me misken arasodes gamixe-
davs, mTeli cxovreba marto iyo. beds
Sevegue, mere nosirSi arasodes vyo-
filvar.
msgavsi ambebi aTasjer mqonda ga-
nagoni da Tavi gawbilebulad vigrZe-
ni. avdeqi da nius gamovemSvidobe.
_ didi madloba, qalbatono, bo-
diSs gixdiT, dagRaleT, Zalian sain-
tereso mosaubre brZanebulxarT.
ras ambobTo, ra mosaubre me var,
gamomaprutuna wlebmao.
gamovedi saxlidan da nu gamomac-
ilebT-meTqi, Sevbrundi. niu gafiTre-
buli idga. kankalebda.
_ cudad xom ar xarT, qalbatono?
_ ara, ara, nu waxvalT, dabrZandiT,
kidev maqvs saTqmeli. oRond axla nu
dawerT, ori paraskevi damrCa da
sikvdili macaleT. samoci wlis iyo
vasil beselia
boCia, mZimed rom daavadda. mec
samocis viyavi maSin. erTi Cveni klase-
li gogos piriT SemomiTvala, vkvdebi
da mnaxeo. karga xans vWoWmanobdi, im
dReebSi Cemi Svili daqorwinda da
amanac Semayovna. qmari maSin cocxali
myavda... ra meqna... mainc
ver SevZeli wayrueba, guli mi-
grZnobda, es ukanaskneli Sexvedra
iqneboda. bolos badri gaviyole da mis
WiSkars mivadeqiT. iwva. mTlad damd-
nariyo. Cems danaxvaze wamojdoma sca-
da, suls Zlivs iTqvamda. momvlels
aniSna _ gadio. Tvalebi cremlebiT
gaevso, Sevatyve _ kvdeboda, mivvardi
da Cavexute. is surneli vigrZeni, mTe-
li cxovreba rom damdevda da ma-
suldgmulebda. sul damaviwyda, Svili
rom maxlda. uceb gadameketa goneba
da, boCo, es biWi Senia-meTqi, viyvire da
guli wamivida. roca gamovfxizldi,
pirvelad badris gafarToebuli
Tvalebi davinaxe, 35 wlis kaci bavSviv-
iT dabneuli momCereboda. boCias
gaugebroba ewera isedac waSlil sax-
eze. Seni Svilia-meTqi, kidev gavume-
ore, im wuTSi CemTvis yvelaferi su-
lerTi iyo. boCia wyvetilad alapar-
akda. badris miaCerda da erTs gTxo-
vo, uTxra, sasaflao Semokavebuli
maqvs, gamiTale, biWo, erTi ubralo qva
da marto dabadebis weli daawere...
gardacvalebis TariRad dedaSeni rom
mokvdeba, is weli dasvio, sanam niu
cocxalia, mec vicocxlebo... Tqva da
goni dakarga. dasaflavebaze me ar vy-
ofilvar, badri gavgzavne.
a, yvelaferi giTxariT, es ambavi
axla marto Tqven da badrim iciT, Cems
sicocxleSi nu gaamxelT da mere Tu
dawerT, lamazad dawereT.
tiroda niu. cremlebi zolebad
mohyveboda erTdros ulamazesi pir-
isaxis Rarebs da Cavardnili nikapis
qveS erTdeboda. araerTxel minaxavs
20 seqtemberi - 3 oqtomberi 2019
siyvaruliT atirebuli qalbatonebi,
magram minavluli mSvenierebis zeims
pirvelad veswrebodi.
_ badri marTla boCias Svilia? _
moridebulad vkiTxe.
_ ki, me is ar momityuebia, roca
gavTxovdi, orsulad viyavi. badri
Tqven ar ginaxavT, Torem mamis alikva-
lia... ar var marTali qmarTan... mec kai
codvili var, Svilo, rom miyureb!..
TiTqmis sami welia, es ambavi guliT
damaqvs. ver davjeqi da ver davwere.
gamiZalianda saTqmeli.
wels, aRdgomis kviras, isev Camo-
vuare sayvarel saflavebs. boCias sa-
mareze paska da wiTeli kvercxi damxv-
da. qvaze sanTlis naRvenTi iyo SerCe-
nili.
gardacvalebis TariRic amoekveTaT
_ 2019...
svani
Cvengan meoTxe saxlSi cxovrobda.
svanuri gvari aqvs, Torem ise megreli-
ao, ambobdnen... da mainc „svani eqimos~
eZaxda mTeli sofeli. eqimi ara, fer-
Sali iyo. omgamovlili, aTasi ube-
durebis mnaxveli. mudam biqss daakon-
wialebda da ise dadioda. me Tvals ar
vaSorebdi biqss, oRond safule mego-
na da sul mikvirda, fuls jibeSi ra-
tom ar idebda.
bavSvi gauxdebodaT avad Tu didi,
svani iyo maTi eqimi. qirurgic iyo,
Terapevtic, pediatric, endokrino-
logic da ra vici, kidev vin iyo...
raionidan dadiodneno svanTan. ar
yofila SemTxveva, misi diagnozi ar
gamarTlebuliyo.
_ svanma dasva? aba, awi Tu ginda,
moskovSi wadi, imaves getyvian!
patara viyavi, babua avad rom gax-
da. Zalian cudad iyo. axla moindoma
sikvdili maincdamainco, Tan wuxda da
Tan brazobda bebia. wadi, Svilo, svani
moiyvaneo.
_ svani babua, bebiam SemogiTvala
movideso! _ gulxeTqebiT mivvardi
svans.
xom mSvidobaao, svanma.
_ babuam axla moindoma sikvdili!
_ gadaveci bebias naTqvami.
daavlo xeli biqss da sindiyian wne-
vis sazoms. gadaikida fonendoskopi.
aba, Cqarao da gamoqanda. biqss me wamo-
giReb-meTqi, gamovarTvi didi ambiT.
wamoajina babua. daado zurgze
marcxena xelis mtevani da ukakuna mar-
jvena xelis TiTebiT. gaSanSalebuli
anTeba aqvso. mere filtvebs fonen-
doskopiT mousmina.
aba, Caaxvele, sisoeviCo, aba, sunTq-
va gaaCereo...
bankebi unda davayaroTo. Tormeti
mainc daWirdebao.
gamoitana bebiam patara, molurjo
„bankebi~. gamousva svanma cecxlmok-
idebuli spirtiani bamba da saTiTaod
daamxo zurgze babuas. agi gamoitans
sicxeso. kidev kai, movaswariT, Torem
CixotkaSi gadauvidodao.
am dRidan xSirad dadioda svani
Cvens saxlSi. axlac Tvalwin midgas
„kerasinkaze~ Semodgmuli biqsi, svanis
TeTri cilindri da CesunCis gaqeqili
kiteli. ganieri, Savi, afSlagiani Sar-
vali
da tilos yavisferi tuflebi,
romelzec wvimianSi kaloSebs Semoic-
vamda xolme.
kapiks ar iRebda aravisgan. arc
aravin sTavazobda, magram, mainc. yofi-
la _ yovel oTx saaTSi, dRe da Rame,
modioda CvenTan da penicilinsa da
streptomicins ukeTebda babuas. maSin
mxolod is mikvirda, am erTi cicqna
SuSebSi erTi milioni wamali rafer
eteoda.
xma gavarda, svani TbilisSi gaw-
ereso. ar yofila kargado. Seicxada
SeSinebulma sofelma.
erT kviraSi Camovida da CvenTan
movida.
feri ar edo!
rava xar, sisoeviCo, miujda babuas.
20 seqtemberi - 3 oqtomberi 2019
biqsi taburetze dado. axali wamali
gamouSviaT, ageraa recepti, agi 12
saaTSi erTxel geqneba gasakeTebeli,
awi Tu dagWirdeso. bebias miubrunda
svani _ am wamalTan bankebi ar dasWird-
ebao, TveSi erTxel wurbelebi miujine
kiserze, fexebi Tu dausivdes, niaxuris
naxarSi miecio.
mokled, wavedi axlao. erTi Cais
Wiqa arayi gadahkra. erTi naWeri SaSxi
da civi Romis lukma aiRo da Wama-Wa-
miT wavida. xovo, WiSkridan daiZaxa, mag
wamals kulaSSi iSoviT, uriebSio. biq-
si dagrCao, sityva daadevna bebiam. biq-
si mag baRanas moswons da hqondes Cem-
gano!
wavida da wavida. or dReSi mokvda!
magan icoda, rom mokvdebodao,
Tqva bebiam.
gamoiketa svanis saxlis kari.
dasaflavebis meore dRes WiSkars
ucxo „pobeda~ moadga. SevniSne, manqa-
naSi vardebis gvirgvini ido. col-
qmari iyvnen. Tbiliselebi. saflavze
gagvayole bavSvio, bebias Txoves.
_ erT palataSi viweqiT TbilisSi,
_ hyveba kaci, _ rZali movida sanaxa-
vad, Tan erTi wlis SviliSvili momiy-
vana, gauCereblad tiroda bavSvi da
palataSi ar Semosula, me gavedi dere-
fanSi. yviriliT gamovarda is cxoneb-
uli, rasaa, rom uyurebT, ver xedavT,
ra xmaze tiris bavSvi, difteriaa magi...
Cqara, infeqciurSi! droze, egeb uS-
veloTo!.. naxevari saaTi undoda da
dageRupebodaT baRanao, ase gviTxres
infeqciuris profesorebmac... saavad-
myofoSi rom mivbrundi, wasuli damxv-
da, madlobac ki ver vuTxari... guSin
sabWoSi davrekeT da es ambavi
gviTxres... dRes wamovediT...
gavyevi sasaflaoze... bebiac wamov-
ida, nakurTxi miwa wamoiRo.
yvavilebiT mozvinul samareze
gvirgvins rom debdnen, SevniSne, im kacs
cremli ubrwyinavda.
saxlSi mobrunebulma bambukis „ata-
Jerkidan~ biqsi CamoviRe da gulSi Ca-
vixute...
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TiTqmis 60 welia gasuli am ambebis
mere...
6-7 wlisa viqnebodi maSin.
seqtembris dasawyisSi klaseli mes-
tumra, kai xnis unaxavi Zveli megobari.
mosvlisTanave pirdapir momaxala,
unda miSvelo, cols simsivne aRmoaCn-
da, aqauri eqimebi operacias ver risk-
aven, evropis klinikebmac uari Tqves,
erTaderTi kiolnis klinika
dagvTanxmda operaciaze, qirurgi
gasamrjelos ar iTxovs, etyoba, ara
aqvs imedi, magram ra vqnaT, unda
gavriskoTo... ise, is qirurgi qarTve-
liao...
me riT giSvelo-meTqi, vkiTxe Sewux-
ebulma da dabneulma. unda gamomyve
germaniaSi, me arc germanuli vici da
arc rusuli... ar miTxra uari, Tu kaci
xar, marto ar gamiSvao!..
operacia eqvs saaTs gagrZelda.
CamovwydiT nerviulobiT.
rogorc iqna, gamovida Cveni
qarTveli eqimi, saSualo simaRlis,
WaRara, sandomiani kaci. axla ufro
xnieri meCvena, vidre pirveli naxvisas.
gadavrCiTo, gviTxra sufTa qarTu-
liT, metastazis nasaxi ar damitove-
bia muclis RruSio. rame Tu ar
garTulda, es qalbatoni am satkivriT
ar mokvdebao. es iyo yvelaze mZime op-
eracia, rac ki gamikeTebiao. gviTxra
da swrafad Sebrunda.
meoTxe dRes, saRamos, momilocav-
so, gviTxra, awi saSiSi araferia, anal-
izebi kargia, Sexorceba kargad midis,
palataSi gadaviyvaneT, qimioTerapia
SeiZleba quTaisSic Caitaroso... axla
SegviZlia cota davlioT, barSi ge-
patiJebiTo...
uJmuri kaci gvegona da gagvikvir-
da!
kargad SezarxoSebulni varT da
eqimi gviyveba:
_ Tqveni avadmyofis istoria da
diskebi rom gadmogvigzavnes, ukve vi-
codiT, rom germaniis klinikebma
literaturuli gazeTi
uari Tqves operaciaze. Cvenc uars va-
pirebdiT, magram pacientis anketaSi
sacxovrebeli adgili nosiri rom
vnaxe, gadavwyvite gameriska, iyo ga-
darCenis iotisodena imedi... ki mqon-
da winaaRmdegoba konsiliumidan, ma-
gram Cemma avtoritetma gaWra da gami-
marTla... uzomod var gaxarebuli da
modi, biWebo, Tqvens nosirs gaumar-
joso!
pirdaRebuli mivaSterdiT erTma-
neTs me da Cemi megobari!
_ nosiri ra SuaSia, Cemo batono,
icnobT am sofels, gyavT iq vinme naTe-
savi?
_ Zalian didi xnis winaT babuaCe-
mis sanaxavad dedaCems mivuyvanivar
aramiancSi... vtirodi Turme, ver maC-
erebdnen. gamovardnila babuas pa-
latidan viRac kaci, uSveleT bavSvs,
difteria aqvso, uyviria... ase gadavr-
Ci, Torem viqnebodi axla 60 wlis mkv-
dari... is kaci nosireli yofila, babuas
naambobidan sxva araferi maxsovs!..
_ svani, svani iyo is kaci! _ SeS-
liliviT viyvire...
RapaRupiT wamomivida cremlebi...
Tvalwin damidga CesunCis gaqeqil
kitelSi da tilos fexsacmelebSi
gamowyobili svani babua Tavisi
ganuyreli biqsiT, svani babua, romel-
mac gardacvalebidan 60 wlis mere, aq,
germaniis erT prestiJul klinikaSi,
unikaluri operacia Caatara...
parmena
fostalioni
samsaxurSi cxeniT dadioda. fos-
talionis didi CanTa unagiris kexze
edo. moadgeboda WiSkars, gadmoixre-
boda cxenidan da gaarWobda WiSkris
gisosebs Soris gazeTebs.
sofelSi safosto yuTi aravis hqon-
da. wvimian amindSi, Tu WiSkarTan ar
daxvdebodi, ezoSi cxenianad Semodio-
da da aivanze Semoyrida presas. erTi
mokle, Savi, TeTrsatuCiani sayviri
hqonda. Semovidoda Cvens quCaze da Cah-
beravda:
tu, tutuuuu!
e, modis parmenao!
am sayvirs yvela „parmenas raJoks~
eZaxda.
ras hyviri parmenas raJokiviTo,
araerTxel gamigonia.
erTi ZaRli hyavda, pampara erqva,
mudam Tan dasdevda patrons. sanam par-
mena WiSkars moadgeboda, manam pampara
moaskdeboda ezos, ukana TaTebze
Sedgeboda da kudis qiciniT samjer
dahyefda.
patara tanis iyo. Sav-TeTri Sefer-
ilobis, ujiSo, magram Zalian sayvare-
li. zamTar-zafxul, yinvasa Tu xvatSi
win miuZRoda cxenian patrons da uS-
ecdomod mihyveboda winaswar dadge-
nil marSruts. cxenic iseTi hyavda
parmenas, iseTi mSvidi, rom sadac da-
tovebda, qveyana rom dangreuliyo,
fexs ar moicvlida.
Cems ubans rkinigza Suaze hyofda.
orive mxares sakmaod mWidrod dasax-
lebuli quCebi miuyveboda. gazeTebi
maSin yvelas hqonda gamowerili. „komu-
nisti~ da „soflis cxovreba~ savalde-
bulo iyo. babuas qveynis ambebi ainter-
esebda da „pravdasa “ da „izvestiasac~
kiTxulobda. Cvens raionul gazeTs
„avangardi~ erqva da isic mogvdioda.
miadgeboda parmena marjvena mezob-
lis WiSkars.
tu-tutuu!
da dautovebda gazeTs.
mere, pirdapir gadavidoda rkinig-
zis gaRma da axla iq Cahberavda. iqidan
CvenTan gadmodioda da ase zigzagebiT
miiwevda win. pampara maxarobeliviT win
miuZRoda da fostalionis mobrZa-
nebas windawin auwyebda mosaxleobas...
mTels gzaze mxolod erTxel Seis-
venebda. daayenebda cxens Cvens WiSkar-
Tan. Senc daetie aqo, daarigebda pam-
paras da Semovidoda ezoSi. „pere-
rivze~ varo, etyoda bebias da pirda-
pir Wisken wavidoda. bebias ukve eWira
xelSi „kuruSka~ da miawvdida stumars.
samjer mainc amousobda parmena alu-
minis Wiqas wyliT savse vedros. agaSe-
na RmerTmao, ityoda, amisTana wyali am
sofelSi aravis aqvso. me mivvardebo-
di cxens da wamSi movaxtebodi.
_ babu, ar Camogivardes CanTa, ar
damRupo, werilebi maqvs Sig! _ momaZa-
xebda parmena babua, arasodes dauSlia
cxenis „gataceba.~ cxenic iseTi iyo,
verafriT aaCqarebdi; mSvidi, keTili
xasiaTi hqonda.
sanam parmena politikaze da xruS-
Covis sibriyveebze elaparakeboda
babuas, sanam 100 grams daartyamda da
civ mWadsa da yvels miayolebda, me
vaswrebdi mdinareze Casvlas da cxe-
nis darwyulebas.
_ parmen babua, cxens davalevine
wyali, pamparamac dalia.
_ kargi babu, gaizarde didi biWi,
_ ise Semaqebda, TiTqos fasdaudebe-
li saqme gamekeTebinos.
proza 3
ezoSi msxlis xe gvedga. agvistoSi
mwifdeboda. saSualo zomis mrgval nay-
ofs isxamda. agvistoSi Savad CaRvinjde-
boda da nesvis gemos ikravda. „Rvinja msx-
als~ veZaxdiT. erTxel babuam miTxra, am
msxals „Rvinjas~ imitom eZaxian, rom
adre misgan Rvinos akeTebdneno. mogex-
senebaT, megrulad Rvinos „Rvini~ hqvia,
xes ki _ „ja~! babus varaudi simarTles
waagavda, Tumca ramdenad gamodgeboda
es msxali Rvinis dasayeneblad Zneli
saTqmelia, saWmelad ki Seudarebeli
iyo...
vgiJdebi am msxalzeo, ambobda par-
mena. Semovidoda ezoSi cxeniT, dadge-
boda msxlis Ziras da uzangze aweuli
ramdenime cals mowyvetda. ors auci-
leblad CanTaSi Caidebda, saxlSi
wasaRebad...
_ mokrife, kidev, parmena, gaavse
CanTa, wauRe Sens ivlitas! _ odis fan-
jridan gamosZaxebda bebiaCemi.
_ eyofa es ori cali ivlitas, xval
kidev wavuReb, am CanTaSi oTxi baTmani
Cava, Seqalo! _ upasuxebda da ezodan
gadaabijebda.
pensiis dRe CemTvis dResaswauli
iyo.
movidoda, CauTvlida babuas ocdax-
uTmaneTianebs... xurdas, rogorc wesi,
fostalions utovebdnen. im dRes bebia
sagangebod daacxobda xaWapurs, ta-
blaze cxel mWads, sulguns, mwnils
dadebda da kacebs SuSabandSi gamoud-
gamda. wvrilyeliani da gaberilmu-
cliani grafiniT TuTis nayeniT gaza-
vebul arays miarTmevda.
pensiis dReebSi bevrjer minaxavs
cxenze CaZinebuli parmena. cxenis
CrdilSi pampara iwva da kai dedis
Svili iyo da mikareboda vinme. pamparas
agresia Cemze ar vrceldeboda.
movkidebdi cxens aRvirSi xels, Semov-
iyvandi ezoSi da davayenebdi Wadris
CrdilSi. erT saaTSi gamoSuSdeboda
fostalioni, damalevine erTi Seni Wis
wyalio... da gauyveboda gzas.
_ babu, momeci maneTiani, _ vexvewe-
bodi babuas yovel pensiaze.
_ yvela ocdaxuTianebia, biWo, ver
xedav? davaxurdaveb da mogcem.
Sevexvewe parmenas, iseTi fulebi
miutane babuas, maneTianebi rom erios-
meTqi. amis mere erTxelac ar gavuw-
bilebivar arc fostalions da arc
babuaCems. meore dRes Cemi iyo aTi cali
kremiani ponCiki (ki, batono, funCu-
la!). am aTidan TiTo lukma gviwevda me
da Cems klaselebs.
meoTxe klasSi vswavlobdi, babua
rom gardaicvala.
ise viyavi masTan miCveuli, Zalian
gamiWirda. Wamasac movukeli da swav-
lasac. gavxdi.
pensiis dRes parmenas „raJokis~ xma
rom gavigone, WiSkarTan vijeqi. babuas
maneTiani gamaxsenda da mowyenili
Sevbrundi saxlSi.
parmena moadga WiSkars.
_ modi, biWo, aq da Tan wyali gam-
oiyole, Tu kaci xar!
avavse doqi da gavutane.
eso _ miTxra _ es maneTianio...
sityvebs eZebda.
_ xo, babuaSens bolo Tvis pensia ar
auRia, SenTvis damitova da yovelTve
maneTiani unda mogce, sanam amoiwure-
ba... a, babu, Sen maneTi, oRond saxlSi
aravis uTxra, marto Cven vicodeT!
gulwrfeli minda, viyo _ mere ki
mivxvdi, magram maSin fostalionis
naTqvami davijere. ise gamixarda,
TiTqos babua gacocxlebuliyo da es
maneTiani mas moeca!
meeqvse klasSi gadavdiodi, roca
parmena fostalioni moulodnelad
gardaicvala. agvisto iyo da skolaSi
ar davdiodi. mTeli Rame vtirodi.
dasaflavebis meore dRes me da be-
bia aguris kibeze visxediT...
uceb rkinigzis gaRmidan pampara da
parmenas cxeni gadmovidnen. ZaRli
WiSkars moadga da samjer daiyefa.
gaviqeci da pampara gulSi Cavixute...
Ria WiSkarSi cxeni mSvidad Semovida da
Rvinja msxlis ZirSi gaCerda...
VI-VII
4 poezia
mTa
ra mniSvneloba aqvs,
vis gamoebmebi TokiT,
Tundac mTas, romelic yvelasia,
axval, Camoxval,
magram Tu zeda brWyvials
TvalebiT miebeWde,
Toks kbilebi Seatove,
am mZiviT ivli...
mTam rom giRalatos
axali Tokis molodinSi?
alpinistTan, moyvarulTan,
aTas vinmesTan,
aTasmeerTobas rogor aitan,
Tu erTxel mainc
brWyvialze fexi dagadgmevina?
mwarea, oRond, TvalsaCinod
nu getkineba,
ramdeni xanic ikiTxe
sinaTlis partitura, imden dros
iTxoven Tokze gamobmuli bavSvebi,
sakeisroTi amoyvanilebi
normaluri muclidan.
isini daimaxsovre, imaTTvis iyavi,
rogorc mTa TavisTvisaa,
magram roca werayini TavSi?!
***
kidev ramden xans unda mxarSon
saerTo qvabSi? organizmebis Tanasworobamde?
Sublebis gaTanabreba ar gamodis,
gadataniTi mniSvnelobiTac ki,
amitom kuWis Tavze wiTeli alami!
sworea, gtkiva.
cirozian RviZlSi romelime
biZaSvilis Canergva, Sublze
sisxlis formula, riTac gcnoben,
gvarebi da saxelebi sasaflaoze!
CemisTanebi rom ase iolad ar ixarSebian?
wvis xarisxi aqvT sxva
da Jangisferi totebi tanSi,
saswrafod amosaWreli, sanam
piridan xe amosvliaT...
forma nomeri asi
SemiZlia gaCveno, RmerTo!
rodis amomaWres, ramdeni,
rogori makratliT. ar gadavayrevine,
erTmaneTze davawebe da isev xe gamomivida,
sevdiani, Semodgomis.
aseTi damayene sadme,
SeSinebulebs horizonti gavuadvilo!
ra vqna, abreSumis manerebi
gzidan gadaxvevis da rbilad mokecvis,
ver viswavle...
gaucxoeba
uxvad daSaqrul Cais
limonis Jruanteli dauvlis _
asaki mSvidi fufunebiT
cvlis faTerakebs.
gavdivarT quCaSi,
vadgebiT Cven-Cvens gzas,
yoveldRe erTsa da imaves,
erTmaneTis sapirispirod gamavals
rkina-betonis kalapotSi.
iseTi ucxo var Cemi bavSvobis qalaqSi,
rom vercerTi ZaRli ver mcnobs,
nacnobebs Tvals varideb:
unda gauRimo, moikiTxo,
moismino arafrismTqmeli sityvebi
amindze da janmrTelobaze,
damaxinjebuli laTinuriT yurebi gaikawro.
musikasTan rodis miitan?
konservatoria zamTarSi dgas,
vokaliT gaprialebul yels
Soridan uCvenebs aqoSinebul CemisTanebs,
iseTi daxvewili niuansebi ki,
rogoric gazafxuli da Semodgomaa,
gacveTili manqanebis bizness SemoeWama...
sanam is kaci, limonis mTvare rom maswavla,
ukontrolo emociebs mixatavda
Sesabamisi sisxliT,
dReebi xan Zneli iyo, xan tkbili,
Jruanteli mudmivi, kargad viyavi...
gakvirveba
zafxulSi sxva sinaTlea,
darwmunebuli Tavis TavSi.
miwa _ iseTi yavisferi,
dampal xils rom negativi amoacalo,
sitkbosken wasuli...
literaturuli gazeTi
lia
sturua
wylis WiqaSi _ yinulis angelozi,
is mamkveTrebs,
Torem gavidRabnebodi meduzasaviT.
sanam konturi moZravi da niWieria,
anu icis, sad damrgvaldes,
sad paraleluri xazebi dauSvas
nikapidan miwamde, rodis
ariTmia aacimcimos, manamde xom var
da kidev 17 wlis mozardi mizis
daberebul saSvilosnoSi,
rogorc klasikur momRerals yelSi
ekaliviT amosuli rok-bavSvebi.
movdivar quCaSi, mefSvneba xerxemali,
meqceva naRveli, miskdeba Tavi,
magram, mainc, Cvidmeti wlis var
da marjnis mZivi mikeTia,
rom viRacas movewono,
an gaukvirdes
da kacs rom rame gaukvirdeba,
imasac SeZlebs,
realur geografiaze idges,
da gafrenil materikebs uyurebdes
an mrude xerxemalze Camocmuli
mZivi qali egonos...
axali weli
axali weli.
laparakiT gaxurebul enaze
Saqris natexi...
ra monumenturi iyo!
rogor dawvrilmanda,
rogor aCurCulda oratorebis
aSenebul xmamaRal samyaroSi!
caSi frenas da bulbulis enas
aRar moiTxovs, amaTTan
ise msubuqad gariTmuli zenasgan,
rom darbaiseli winapari gagaxsenos
da ara raRac anomaliuri leqsebi,
sadac gozinayis mduRare oqro
jojoxeTur bednierebas giaxlovebs,
roca Cais WiqaSi Cagdebuli vercxlis kovzi
ufro zamTaria, vidre
TovliT dafaruli mTeli qalaqi...
axali weli modis,
bavSvebi forToxlebis koconebs axtebian...
gaognebuli
es wvrilmani sixarulebi
ramden xans kidev:
mze rom civia, saxli Tbili,
logini martoxela, magram
lurjad gaxamebuli, gayinuli qaTamiviT...
roca quCa marTali iyo,
saxli tyuoda, didaqtikuri gulmodginebiT,
20 seqtemberi - 3 oqtomberi 2019
axla, piriqiT, quCa tyuis
amitom erTi saxlSi vrCebi,
erTi gavdivar da sakuTar Tavs
qvas vesvri, sagareo Subls vutexav,
namdvili sawer magidaze midevs
da Tvalebis daelmebamde mtkiva,
wnevis sazomidan vercxlis svetebi
amomaqvs _ mTeli parTenoni,
metafizikuri Zarcva sezonurad daSvebulia,
mag., savse mTvaris dros...
ra wvalebiT vikeTebdi am Subls!
farTes, qalaqurs, nakecebians,
safeTqlebTan moWerils,
am sagareos vesrodi qvas
da gatexili adgilebidan
cnobierebis nakadi mdioda,
Sinauri Sublidan _ sisxli,
aortaze dayrdnobiT vwerdi
da ara asoebis daxrilobaze,
sisxliT, Tu wiTeli pastiT,
vin mixvdeboda,
ise farTed mtkioda Subli...
simetria
leqsis masala _ mduRare
saswrafod moiTxovs
yuris Sublze atanas,
cxviris gaSvebas qaris mimarTulebiT _
eseni iWeren arc Tu ise
aSkara musikas da sanam
Zveleburad dalagdebian,
TafliviT dRe gaqvs...
mere isev simetriis cixe,
kanonieri mavTulxlarTebi,
sisxliT moeWide,
daarRvie yvelaferi, rac dasarRvevia!
gadabrunebuli saxiT iyavi!
simetria mosawyenia.
da veRar xvdebi...
aq iseTi maRali balaxia,
sadRac axlos mdinare unda iyos,
magram ar Cans, rogorc eklesia,
romlis vitraJebi wyals adastureben,
freskebs mxatvris colis,
an kaxpa mezoblis saxeebi aqvT,
represirebuli babua iyureba
bolo simaRlidan...
Tu cocxali xar, saidan
aseTi TurmeobiTi gadaxra?
Tu mkvdari, es yvelaferi
ratom gtkiva?
xidad rom iyavi gadebuli mdinareze,
gaxsovs? da zed xerxemalze dadiodnen,
iqiT ufro maRali iyo balaxi,
aqeT _ ufro mwvane, ver xvdebodnen
sad urCevniaT da Tavs kargavdnen...
xidis moajiroba rom SegeTavazebina,
momdevnoebis gadasayvanad, daTanxmdebodnen?
sakuTari Tavis povnasac?
imis danaxvas, rogor gtkiva
es yvelaferi da veRar xvdebi,
mokvdi Tu cocxali xar...
dekadansi
saaTianad ixsni majas,
magidaze deb. Zilis droa,
Tu uZilobis?
mounelebel narinjisferze fiqris
Sesabamisad civ RameSi?
sizmari uxorco,
marto xmebi exebian erTmaneTs.
imyofine es erotika!
ZilSi Catanebuli marjvena xelic
cecxlze miuTiTebs, daunaxav siRrmeSi
tkbilad dawyebulze, rodis gaxda saSiSi?
roca marcxena xelma gaaCera dro
da magidaze dado?
zed damxobili Tavebi gaauqma
am Zvel da daRlil qveyanaSi
da kriziss miaba,
romelic sisxls ki imizezebs,
magram berwia, amxela narinjisfers
miligramobiT Wams, SenTvis rom gqonda,
Semdegi spilenZis dReebisTvis...
dedaSenis RmerTi lmobieri iyo,
Seni _ esTeti, sityvaSi zari aqvs,
amitom `dekadansi~
realuri ormos magivrad?
literaturuli gadaxra
arastandartuli maTxovrebisken...
iqneb, cota miwac gagigrZelos,
sul ramdenime xiT...
20 seqtemberi - 3 oqtomberi 2019
fardulis angelozebi
dideba qveyanasa amas,
mucelgafatruli baRebis
RmerTebisgan mkvdradSobils,
damarxuls eniT, miwisZvriT da wyaldidobebiT.
WrelxaliCagadafarebuls.
dideba kokobsa vardsa da
zurgidan gamcvdar dardian xmasa,
iav-na-nos da vardo-na-nos,
nawyalobevs da arc ise Tamams,
Tval-wamwam-wasul mindvrebis alags,
tikWoriT Was da mis fskerze faras,
cxvrisas.
dideba Cveni kolmeurneobis
Tavmjdomareebs!
dideba mgzavrs da morCenil sagzals,
zurgidan tyes da winidan xanZars,
fardulSi fexis Seswrebas da gzas,
romelic ar sCans.
dideba ZarRvebamomjdar xelebs,
qvitkiris fafas sizmriT rom zelen,
Saraze soflis mayvals da askils,
xaraCoebis Sewvdenas caSi.
wyalmcenareTa xeivnebis yvavilobiT
saxedakenkil gmirebs dideba!
dideba SimSils da xangrZliv zamTars
Txel ficrulebSi monarCeni zRaprebiT maZRarT,
funTuSebidan qiSmiSebiviT amomZvral bavSvebs _
gzis yayaCoebs.
dideba xats da dedasaviT saficars
samSoblos Cvensas,
miwas da yanas, koleqtiur mkasa da Tesvas,
malebgamcvdari xerxemlidan asidan aTi
wamodgeba da saxateSi kelaptars anTebs, _
sad aris axla „Cemi xatia?~
dideba gmirebs, mejarTeebs, maRaroelebs!
dideba oms da dideba folads,
tyviebis wvimas da mzeebs fonad
da mdinareebs, romlebsac moaqvs
zarbaznis simfonia.
dideba sikvdils da yvela mkvdarsac,
damarxuls, anda dakarguls gzaSi
da yvelas, visac sjera, rom movlen
fardulis angelozebi.
samomavlo gantolebebi
usmine, rogor izrdeba miwa da
sadRac SigniT rogor iRviZebs
xmauri fexis da dedamiwis.
vinc zurgSeqceviT Semoubrunda,
literaturuli gazeTi
kato
javaxiSvili
gzas Seciebul ferdebSi itevs.
da aiWreba qarSi saRi rZe,
gaifoTleba Wiani kvirti.
SegiZen am wams, vercerT budeSi
rom ver Segaswros Senma nabijma.
da qari qrodes momwvano tbaSi, _
gamotovebul, xanmokle ZilSi.
isxdnen xeebi, Tvalebdaxrilni
da ar SegeZlos Tavis gamijvna im cxovrebisgan,
Sen rom TamaSob.
da Tuki miwas sTxov, rom gagiZlos, _
gadaiqceva umal saxliviT.
usmine, rogor amRerda mwvane da
es mindvrebi rogor damZimda
am miwiszeda gadasasvleliT.
talaxis kaci yvavilebs ReWavs,
manam gvirilebs gvirgvinad Cawnavs.
vin etyvis qarebs axla samZimars,
vin icis axla maTi saxeli.
ramden siCumes daitevs es Wa, _
Caigubebs ramden sibrmaves.
gamoatarebs Sens bavSvobas kaklis wverebze.
SeaerTebs wyalsa da gembans.
Tu gembanidan gadmoxvedi, sad ixareben Seni yanebi,
roca daRlili CaiZineb?!
an am yanebSi Seni tani rom iwvimebdes
da gube gerqvas, ar airCeven
miwisqveSa gzebs bayayebi?!
ra Wrelia kaba Cveni pirimzisa,
ra Savia kaba Cveni pirimzisa,
ra saxadi moixada, iqneb mzisa,
iqneb mTvares miafares farda.
sad qaria, sad ki wvima, gana cisa.
sad marxia xevis tani, sad ki mTisa.
nacvlad cvariT danamuli cis kidisa.
ufro TeTri da mziani pirimzisa.
romel mxares gavubevro miwa.
usmine, rogor zrialebs qari da
sadRac SigniT rogor mTavrdeba
es samomavlo gantolebebi.
vinc zurgSeqceviT Semogibrunda,
gza Seciebul ferdebSi imwyvdevs.
efarebian TeTri fardebi
yvela moajirs da yvela kibes.
ufro qveviT da ufro dablidan
ufro da ufro mkrTaldeba sivrce.
SegiZen am qars, Senma nabijma
rom ver Segaswros am xangrZliv ZilSi.
da yvela tbaSi dahqrodes qari, _
da qari iyos swrafi da ucxo.
da ar SegeZlos Tavi gamijno
im cxovrebisgan, Sen rom TamaSob.
Sexede, rogor mokeca muxli da
uceb rogor gadaixara, _
sityva xmovnebis natirlad gayo.
daemgzavrebi romel qvafenils,
poezia 5
romel siCumes amoixavleb.
visi mkvdari gyavs lodinis mxares, _
siCumis mxares visi mkvdari gyavs.
visma Citebma gadaifrines
es samomavlo gzebi. mindvrebi.
gamoicvalon unda xeebma
sqeli da myari tani _ merqnebi.
gamoicvalon Seni TiTebi.
Zvlebi. Tvalebi. da amindebi.
da Tu nergebi gaixareben,
Tu ram darCeba, Tu ram iqneba, _
amoTeTrdeba miwa, _ TovliviT.
ra Wrelia kaba Cemi pirimzisa.
kaci, romelic cocxlad mokvda
me is vnaxe.
kaci, romelic miicvala.
_ aq fexze unda gaixado! _ siberes uyvars
faCuCebiT saxlSi fratuni, _
miTxra viRacam Tu raRacam,
da rom Sevedi, ar gavixade.
kaci, romelic cocxlad mokvda, oTaxSi ijda.
gorebad idga wignebi da xelnawerebi,
satelefono nomrebi da gaurkveveli naglejebi,
da fotoebi, kedlis gaswvriv, sawolis Tavze,
ar gacilebdnen Tvals da TiTqos gakvirdebodnen, _
romel mxares gabrundebodi.
_ Sardis suniT yars yvelaferi, _
ambobda qali arsaidan
da oTaxidan kedlis gavliT qreboda.
da me vxedavdi Sardis qilebs sawolis irgvliv,
magidis ukan: myralebs da yviTlebs.
da kaci, romelic ukve mokvda, Cem win cocxlobda.
es sibraluli iyo ise amazrzeni, ise usulo,
rogorc am kacis xorcieli fantaziebi,
romelSic misi siymawvile jerac sunTqavda.
jer siberes ar moeClaCa misi sxeulis kideebi,
jer kidev hqonda yvelaferi, rac ram undoda,
qali da fuli, warmateba, sul yvelaferi,
rasac jerac ar Sexeboda
misi garyvnili Rameebis mesasTumle,
sibere, rogorc gaxrwnis uRvTo pirobiToba.
jer kidev hqonda mklavSi Zala, rom magidisTvis
daertya muSti,
gayviTlebul frCxilebiT SemoeRoba
Tavis sxeulze jerac saRi saxnav-saTesi
da mere, roca dros sikvdiliT gaacilebda
Tavisi gulis carieli ganjinebidan,
amoferTxavda yvela Zvals da xorcis naglejs,
am drosac Tanve waiyvanda, didi xurjiniT, _
sadme iq, sadac Tavad iyo RmerTic da mgzavric.
kacma, romelic ukve mokvda,
ar icoda, rom
misi RmerTi ukve gaixrwna.
me es vicodi, sayovelTao uZraobis kanonebidan.
amitom roca im oTaxSi Sevabije da
kaci, romelic ukve mokvda, magidas ujda,
mokakvul TiTebs ifSvnetda da
did varclSi fSvnida
Tavisi tanis maradiul axalgazrdobas,
da ocnebobda, rom Cems irgvliv Semoejara
fuRuro Zvlebis galavani,
rom martoobas, ase saSiSs, ase mdumares,
ar daekawra am oTaxis yvela kedeli
da Sardis qilebs, ase myralebs da ase yviTlebs,
am oTaxidan sicocxleSi emogzauraT,
mas ki eyida yvelaferi, rac ram undoda
fuliT, gavleniT, mokakvuli TiTebiT, dResve!
amitom roca im oTaxSi Sevabije da
Savi mtredebis orkestrTan erTad,
bolo reqviems vasrulebdi misi sulisTvis,
xolo siCumes _ am orkestris akompanements _
sakravis nacvlad, xelSi misi maja eWira,
drois aTvla qarma daiwyo.
da qari qroda, ise swrafad, ise uxamsad,
rom roca RuRuns xrotinis xma Seereoda
qaris sakravebs ukiodnen Savi mtredebi.
me is movkali,
tkivilis da oxvris gareSe.
kaci, romelic miicvala, isev movkali.
6 proza
leila
maswavlebeli
Cems samive Svils aswavlida dawye-
biTSi.
mTeli Tormeti weli leilas saxe-
li ismoda Cvens ojaxSi.
_ leila maswavlebels Tma SeuRe-
bavs...
_ leila maswavlebelma, profe-
sori xaro...
_ leila maswavlebelma, mSobeli
moiyvaneo...
leila maswavlebeli da leila mas-
wavlebeli...
mokled, ojaxis wevriviT iyo.
kai xani gavida mas mere.
Svilebma skolac daamTavres da in-
stitutic.
samoci wlis gaxda leila.
skolaSi misuls samaswavlebloSi
torti da liqiori daxvda. didi siy-
varuliT miuloces. gakveTilebis Sem-
deg mSoblebmac torti miarTves. bavS-
vebs aWameTo _ daWra da iqve daariga.
meore dRes direqtorma moridebu-
lad uTxra:
_ leila, sertificirebuli maswav-
leblebi gvyavs, gamocda unda Caabaro,
Torem Segaviwroveben...
ocdaxuTi wlisa iyo leila, am sko-
laSi maswavleblad rom movida. aq dab-
erda. ojaxi ver Seqmna. ocdaTxuTme-
ti weli aswavlida bavSvebs. vin moTv-
lis, ramdeni jildo da madloba mi-
uRia. axla ki, gamocda Caabare, Torem
Segaviwrovebeno...
is sertificirebulebic xom Cemi
gazrdilebiao, guls askdeboda lei-
la, maSinac xom ar mqonda es oxeri ser-
tifikati, ra, cudad vaswavle rameo?
_ axla sxva droa, qalbatono lei-
la, _ ar eSveboda direqtori, _ axla
sxvanairi axalgazrdebi modian... meti
moeTxoveba maswavlebels.
_ kolaboracionizmi ra aris, mas?
_ hkiTxa erT dRes im sertifikatianis
Svilma.
daibna leila, asjer hqonda es si-
tyva gagonili da arcerTxel misi mniS-
vnelobiT ar dainteresebula.
_ xval vilaparakoT magaze! _
gulmosulma upasuxa moswavles.
_ Sin mec ki davguglav, axla main-
teresebs, _ ar moeSva moswavle.
axla es „gugli~ CaeWeda TavSi _ „es
daguglva ra Wiria, neta...~
`ara, ara, marTla unda wavide _
fiqrobda leila _ CavamTavreb am
wels da morCa, ar aviyvan pirvel
klass... meyofa Cemi pensia, movaxerxeb
rames. ra dros Cemi gamocda da sufTa
weraa... unda wavide!~
maisis bolos gancxadeba aaxla
direqtors, ar minda aqauroba, ver
gavxdebi abiturientio.
darCa leila pensiis amara.
cota danazogi hqonda da erTxans
cicqnida. erTi Zroxa hyavda da Siga-
daSig yvelsac abarebda. bostanSic
muSaobda.
erT dRes Tavi cudad igrZno da
eqimTan mivida. wamlebi gamouweres.
iangariSa da pensia wamlebs undeboda.
Tan mudmivad unda esva. gamoilia dan-
azogi. Zroxac gaSra. gauWirda leila
maswavlebels.
im dRes umcrosma biWma oclitri-
an mownulaTi arayi moitana.
_ biWo, sxvisi raRad gvindoda, Cve-
ni ar vici, sad waviRo!
_ leila maswavlebeli yidis Tavis
gamoxdil msxlis arays, sul nisiad mi-
aqvT Turme da im dRes puris fuli ar
hqonia... gamovarTvi oci litri, asi
laris, meti arc hqonda, iyos, xom ar
gafuWdeba... arayi sul ar mindoda,
fuls ise vaCuqebdi, magram ar gamomar-
Tmevda, xom vici...
_ kai, Svilo, gadacale Cvens Wur-
WelSi da wauRe ukan mownula. dedaS-
ens uTxari, yvelic gagatanos...
axla gogo miyveba:
_ leila maswavlebeli avtobusSi
amovida. Tan Tavmokruli vedro am-
oitana, kvercxebi minaqona Casabare-
literaturuli gazeTi
blad. Casvlisas daucda fexi, daeca da
daemtvra kvercxebi, unda genaxa, ra
daemarTa... Sercxva, gawiTlda...
damtvreuli kvercxebi isev vedroSi
Cayara da nagvis urnaSi CauZaxa... ukan
dasabrunebeli ormocdaaTi TeTri
Cumad mesesxa da imave reisiT dabrun-
da. ise Semecoda, vitire.
garebiZaSvilis coli iyo TurqeT-
Si. loginad Cavardnils uvlida. sTx-
ova leilam, egeb mec miSovo erTi
davrdomilio. karga xans eloda zars.
rogorc iqna daureka rZalma. daure-
ka Tu ara, wavida. gamoketa oda. daado
boqlomi WiSkars. wavida da Cvidmeti
weli ar Camosula.
soflis gamgeblad vmuSaobdi. mo-
bilurze ucxo nomeri acimcimda.
_ leila maswavlebelma gTxovaT,
vasil beselia
Tu SegiZliaT, CemTan, Sin mobrZandi-
To, _ miTxra ucnobma.
_ rasakvirvelia, mival. gadaeciT,
erT saaTSi geaxlebaT-Tqo.
ar gamigia leilas Camosvla, isev
TurqeTSi meguleboda. vifiqre, xel-
carieli xom ar mival-meTqi, erTi pa-
tara torti da yavis liqiori viyide.
didi siTboTi Semomegeba, zalaSi
SemiZRva da Zvelebur mrgval magi-
dasTan skami mimiCoCa. torti da liq-
iori magidaze davde. gaecina, cudad
maqvs dacdili amaTi kombinaciao.
Svilebi momikiTxa. SenTan didi guli
maqvs da aqeT imitom mogiyvaneo.
daberebuliyo. oTxmocs ukakunebda.
kviraze metia Camovedi da saxl-kari
ver moviyvane Wkuazeo, TiTqos uwes-
rigobisTvis momibodiSa.
_ Sen xom ici, rogor miyvarda bavS-
vebi, marto Senebi ki ara, visac vaswav-
lidi, yvela miyvars da maxsovs.
_ vici, qalbatono leila, Tqvenc
uyvarxarT Tqvens aRzrdilebs, Cemebi
dResac Tqvens xsenebaSi arian.
_ Seni mainc sxva yofila, sami dRea
ar minaxavs da lamis gavgiJde! gaoce-
bulma Sevxede. cotas xom ar urevs-
meTqi, gavifiqre. mimixvda, gagikvirda
xomo, axlave agixsni yvelaferso.
_ TurqeTSi rom Cavedi, msaxiobeb-
is ojaxSi movewyve ZiZad. kirbiikebi
iyvnen gvarad. mTeli dRe saqmeebze
dadiodnen. xan serialSi iRebdnen, xan
speqtakli hqondaT, xan RonisZiebebi
mihyavdaT. mokled, dilidan SuaRamem-
de qanci hqondaT gawyvetili. patara
biWi hyavdaT, Cinara erqva, TerTmeti
Tvisa iyo, roca Cavibare, arc siaru-
li icoda da arc laparaki... xuTi wlis
iyo Cinara, roca misi mSoblebi avi-
akatastrofaSi daiRupnen. bavSvi de-
dis mSoblebma waiyvanes. sxva ZiZas aviy-
vanTo. miTxres, Tvis bolomde wav-
suliyavi. cudad gavxdi. miyvarda
Cinara. ver viqnebodi uimisod. bavSv-
mac miatova Turme Wama. dRe da Rame
tiroda. ar elaparakeboda bebia-
babuas... isev daabrunes CemTan da mTx-
oves, davrCeniliyavi am saxlSi, sanam
bavSvi davaJkacdeboda. Cvidmeti weli-
wadi me vzrdidi da vemsaxurebodi.
skolaSi vatarebdi, gakveTilebs vamza-
debinebdi... Cemi zRaprebiT gavzarde,
Cemi sabavSvo da sadido leqsebiT...
uCemod ar iZinebda... agarakzec me
davyvebodi, sxvis gakeTebul saWmels
ar Wamda... ganaxaT erTi, ra biWi
gaizarda, bebos meZaxis, enacvala bebo,
Cemi mSobliuri ena qarTulicaao,
erTxel saskolo davalebaSi Cawera...
mTeli qarTuli mwerloba da kultu-
ra gavacani, qarTvel kacad gavzarde,
rac SemeZlo, araferi damiklia! _
suli moiTqva leilam.
_ modi, davWraT es torti...
TefSebi moitana, axlave yavas mog-
arTmevo.
tortis naWeri gadmomiRo.
_ cudad gavxdi da vifiqre, aq ar
movkvde-meTqi, _ gaagrZela leilam,
_ mTeli Cvidmeti weli aralegaru-
lad vicxovre, sad wamsvleli var, ma-
gram awi iqiT ver gadaval, sazRvarze
raRac Camiweres... Cinara Camomyva, misi
manqaniT CamovediT... erTi Tve apireb-
da darCenas... eh, neta ar Camov-
suliyavi, lamisaa guli gamiskdes...
_ ratom, qalbatono leila?
_ caka gegia xom gaxsovs, Seni kla-
seli iyo, mgoni.
_ ki,_ Tavi davuqnie.
_ cakas umcrosi gogo, guliada,
Cemi monaTlulia. sisxlis gaTeTrebis
diagnozi dausvamT, israelSiao wasay-
vani, samoci aTasi dolaria saWiro da
gadarCebao... TurqeTSi xuTas dolars
mixdidnen, Tve ar gamoutovebiaT.
Cinaras bebia TiTqmis yoveldRe
modioda, saWmel-sasmeli da wamali ar
maklda, tanzec da fexzec bevri miyi-
da, sakmaod axalgazrda qalia, col-
qmars maRaziaTa qseli aqvs stambul-
Si, Cinaras meti aravin hyavT, masze
loculoben dRe da Rame... raSi damex-
arjeboda fuli, vinaxavdi saxlis seif-
Si, asi aTasi dolari maqvs iq, seifis
kodi me da Cinaram viciT... axla im fu-
lis Camosatanad gavgzavne biWi, Camo-
mitans da cakas mivcem, me ra jandabad
minda, miwaSi xom ar waviReb... davitoveb
CemTvisac, dagrovili pensiac damxv-
da... dRe-dReze dabrundeba da fuls
Camoitans. ar icis es jer cakam, rom
mova, Tu ginda, erTad mivideT da
gavaxaroT!
_ rom ar Camovides Cinara? asi aTa-
si dolari macduria, araa patara
fuli, qalbatono leila...
_ rogor gekadreba, ras hqvia ar
Camova, Cemi gazrdilia is biWi, ar vici,
vin gavzarde?!
vinane, ar unda meTqva. saswrafod
Sevcvale saubris Tema:
_ me risTvis damibareT, leila mas-
wavlebelo?
_ Sen risTvis, Svilo, da, anderZi
20 seqtemberi - 3 oqtomberi 2019
minda davwero, ar var kargad, rom
movkvde, SeWamen erTmaneTs am asi wlis
saxlisTvis Cemi naTesavebi, romelT-
ac sicocxleSi arasodes gavxsenebi-
var. saxl-karic guliadas minda da-
vutovo... Tu ar gadarCa, darCeba mis
ojaxs...
ise amoioxra, guli amoayola.
_ kargi, qalbatono, registracia
unda anderZs, mobrZandiT CemTan sam-
saxurSi da SevadginoT.
_ rodis movide, deda?
_ xval da zeg dasvenebaa, orSabaTs
TaTbiria zugdidSi, samSabaTs raion-
Si vTaTbirobT, oTxSabaTs mobrZandiT
TerTmet saaTze.
_ kargi, Cemo batono, ager maqvs
anderZi, waiRe da Tu moicalo, gada-
xede, xeliTaa dawerili, magram ikiTx-
eba.
leilam konverti gadmomca. gam-
ovemSvidobe da wamovedi.
oTxSabaT diliT ubnis eqimma
damireka, wuxel leila gardaicvala
da gardacvalebis oqmia Sesadgenio...
_ rogor, ras ambob! _ Sevicxade
me.
_ am diliT rZe miutania mezoblis
gogos da mkvdari daxvedria sawyali,
ZilSi gaparula. gulis ukmarisoba
Cauwere gardacvalebis mizezis
grafaSi, ginda _ insulti... _ ise
gulgrilad miTxra, mobiluri gav-
TiSe.
ujridan konverti amoviRe.
anderZi lamazi kaligrafiiT iyo daw-
erili. guliadas piradi nomrisTvis
adgili iyo datovebuli. Cavwere pira-
di nomeri. davadasture xelmoweris
identuroba da registraciaSi wina
dRis ricxviT gavatare.
leilas dasaflavebis kvirisTavze
cakasTan mivedi. uxasiaTod iyo, magram
mainc kacurad damxvda. jer wamlebiT
mkurnaloben guliadas, saoperaciod
amzadeben. erT TveSi israelSi waval-
To.
gadaveci anderZi. Tvalebi crem-
lebiT aevso. vyidi yvelaferso,
miTxra. Cemma Zmam bina gayida didube-
Sio. dam da siZemac bina gayides da zug-
didSi mSoblebTan gadavidneno. es
saxl-karic gayiduli maqvso. erT Tve-
Si TbilisSi waval biWebianad da
mSeneblobaze vimuSavebTo. oRond
bavSvi ar momikvdes da maTxovrad viv-
lio.
cota davlieT. guldamZimebuli
wamovedi. dolarebis ambavi ar miTq-
vams. Cinara igvianebda.
ori weli gavida am dRidan.
ar Camovida Cinara.
umkurnales guliadas israelSi da
gadarCa gogo.
leilas saxlic gayides.
TbilisSi darCa caka.
erT-orjer damireka. Zmac CemTanaa,
naqiravebSio. guliada gadamirCa da
RmerTs madlobao!
im diliT Tavi miskdeboda. namTvra-
levi viyavi da verafriT gamovkeTdi.
Tvals Zlivs vaxeldi. rezinisCeqmebi-
ani kaci daukakuneblad Semovarda.
_ damiwyda futkrebi! _ yvirili
morTo, _ ra wamali daasxiT amisTana,
yofiliyo is pepela, ar merCia? oci
buki futkari dameRupa, amis deda rom
vatire! aminazRaureT axla zarali,
Torem dagxocavT suyvelas!
ki memuqreboda, magram ise meZine-
boda, iavnanad Camesmoda misi yvirili.
_ mova, mova komisia, _ amovRerRe,
rogorc iqna.
_ rodis mova, rodis!!!
_ gamogzavnian da mova, ra vici,
rodis!
(Tan, meti araa Seni mteri-meTqi,
gavifiqre!)...
kai, batono, ar mova da Seni ajobeb-
so, damemuqra da kari gaijaxuna. rava
amomwyvites am amosawyvetebmao,
derefnidan momesma.
marTali iyo, ra meTqmoda.
is-is iyo, Tvali mivlule da karze
daakakunes.
_ mobrZandiT.
oTaxSi maRali, sasiamovno gareg-
nobis axalgazrda Semovida.
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_ gamarjoba, gamgebeli Tqven br-
ZandebiT?
wamovdeqi da xeli CamovarTvi.
_ diax, me gaxlavar!
_ me Turqi var, Cinara kirbiiki...
azrze ver movedi.
_ vin, vin?
_ Cinara kirbiiki, leila bebias
gazrdili.
uceb gamovfxizldi.
_ diax, diax, gamaxsendiT!
_ leila ar damxvda da TqvenTan
movedi...
_ gelodaT leila, sad iyaviT...
ori welia, gardaicvala!
_ vijeqi!
_ ra TqviT?
_ vijeqi, aqedan rom wavedi, sazR-
varze Tqvenma policiam damakava, in-
formaciaa Semosulio...
_ ra informacia iyo?!
_ ar vici, magram sabargulidan
wamali amomiRes...
_ Cagides?
_ ki, Camides! Tan _ bevri. ori weli
mawvales. evropeli advokatebi Caria
babuam... narkotiki TvaliT arasodes
minaxavs... gamamarTles, magram ori
weli jojoxeTi gamoviare!
pirdaRebuli mivCerebodi Cinaras
da wamiTac ar Semparvia eWvi mis gul-
wrfelobaSi!
rac marTali _ marTalia, sufTa
qarTuliT metyvelebda da daxvewil
manerebs avlenda.
_ gamiSves Tu ara, sabuTebi movag-
vare da wamovedi. bebia gardacvlila.
sasaflaoze minda misvla.
_ kargi, wavideT, me gagyvebiT.
jipSi CavsxediT.
leilas saflavze zluquniT tiro-
da Cinara. ase atirebuli mamakaci arc
minaxavs.
_ am saflavs me movuvli da gava-
keTeb, _ miTxra dawynarebulma.
_ axla erTi miTxariT, guliada
gegia cocxalia?
_ ki, cocxalia da kargadaa, sami
saxli gaiyida maSin. Zlivs gadaarCines.
Tvalebi gaubrwyinda Cinaras.
_ kidev kargi, kidev kargi, esaa mTa-
vari, danarCens eSveleba!
sad vnaxav guliadas?
_ TbilisSi arian, misamarTi ar
vici, magram mivagnebT, ratom eZebT,
ymawvilo?
_ leilas mobarebuli fuli unda
gadavce, asi aTasi dolari, ase undo-
da bebias!
gamaJrJola. leilas naTqvami gam-
axsenda:
„ras hqvia ar Camova, Cemi gazrdil-
ia is biWi, ar vici, vin gavzarde?!.~
koWli jvebe
rkinigzis sadgursa da semafors
Sua erTi patara jixuri-saguSago
idga. amas axla varqmev jixursa da sa-
guSagos, Torem maSin mTeli sofeli,
Cemi CaTvliT, „posts~ eZaxda. Tu vinme
„posts~ axsenebda, sadgursa da se-
mafors Sua rom saguSagoa, imas gulisx-
mobda. araviTari guSagi da daraji iq
ar mdgara. erTi koWli, omgamovlili
kaci muSaobda. rkinigzis meisre gaxl-
daT. sadgurSi ori liandagi Sedioda.
meisre xan pirvelze Seiyvanda ma-
tarebels, xan _ meoreze, ise, rogorc
sadguris morige ubrZanebda.
jvebe erqva meisres. „koWl jvebes~
eZaxda mTeli sofeli. ar swyinda. gac-
nobisas, koWli jvebeo, TviTonac ase
warmogidgenda Tavs da Rimiliani
CamogarTmevda xels. col-Svili ar
hyavda. ambobdnen, axalgazrdobaSi
ubneli gogo uyvarda da omidan Camos-
vlamde gauTxovdao. cocxiviT ulva-
Si hqonda, nikotiniT gayviTlebuli.
mudam rkinigzelis forma ecva. sxva
tansacmelSi me is ar minaxavs.
semafori zustad Cemi saxlis win
idga. yovel saRamos, erTsa da imave
dros, gamodioda postidan koWli
jvebe, gamohqonda ori anTebuli lam-
pa-farani, qari rom ver aqrobs, imnai-
literaturuli gazeTi
ri, da koWlobiT midioda se-
maforisken. Wrial-WrialiT CamouS-
vebda mcocav suportebs, daamagrebda
anTebul farnebs da isev WrialiTa da
raxaruxiT awevda zemoT. RamiT, Tu se-
mafori daSvebuli (daketili) iyo, fa-
rani wiTlad anaTebda, Tu Ria _ maSin
mwvane Suqs gamoscemda. Tu matarebe-
li pirvel liandagze Sedioda, se-
maforis erTi frTa iyo aweuli da
erTi mwvane enTo. Tu meoreze _ orive
frTa iweoda da ori mwvane cimcimeb-
da. xom yovel saRamos aWrialebda
jvebe saxelurs, mainc ar mbezrdebo-
da da farnebis Cayenebis dro arasodes
gamomparvia.
_ me davatrialeb, jvebe, me! _ vece-
modi xelSi da aqeT-iqiT vixedebodi,
miyureT ra rTul da sapatio saqmes
vakeTeb-meTqi.
xan orive lampas postidan se-
maforisken mZimed, magram gaxarebuli
mivarbeninebdi. mokled, jvebes Ta-
naSemwed vmuSaobdi.
diliT, gaTendeboda Tu ara, isev
aaWrialebda jvebe semaforis jalam-
bars, Camowevda navTgamoleul
farnebs da postSi waiRebda. dRisiT
semafors farnebi ar sWirdeboda.
saguSago imdenad patara iyo, ori
kaci Zlivs eteoda. sakmaod ganier fan-
jris rafaze Jurnali ido, romelSic
jvebe drodadro raRacas werda. erTi
tabureti idga da erTi mrgvali nax-
Siris Rumeli. kedelze patara karada
ekida, Sig yovelTvis ido mWadi da yve-
li. sxva saWmeli me iq ar minaxavs. tax-
ti ar hqonda. wamowola da Zili ar Sei-
Zleboda. erTi Savi, udisko telefon-
ic fanjris rafaze ido. daiRmuileb-
da telefoni. mivardeboda jvebe:
_ aleko, gismen!
_ jvebe, daSale pirveli da
gamouSvi meoreze. gaimeore!
jvebec gaimeorebda.
gadmoiyvanda isars pirveli lian-
dagidan meoreze da awevda semaforis
orive frTas.
axla jvebe daatrialebda telefo-
nis saxelurs.
Rruuuu, Rruuuu, Rruuuu...
_ gismen, jvebe!
_ aleko, davSale pirveli da gam-
ovuSvi meoreSi, gavaRe orive se-
mafori, gesmis, aleko?
_ mesmis, jvebe.
da saubari mTavrdeboda.
araerTxel mec gamiRia semafori.
postis gverdiT uzarmazar Skividan
mavTulebi semaforamde iyo gaWimuli.
Skivis saxeluris neitralur mdgo-
mareobaSi semafori daketili iyo. qve-
moT Tu Camowevdi, erTi frTa aiweoda,
zemoT Tu awevdi _ orive. es iyo mTe-
li filosofia. vin mendoboda, Torem
zedmiwevniT zustad SemeZlo, mekeTe-
bina is, rac jvebes evaleboda.
xo, matareblis yovel moaxloeba-
ze sayvirSi unda Cagebera da daxveu-
li, yviTeli alami agewia. Tan qudi
unda gxureboda aucileblad.
yovel mesame dRes morigeobda
jvebe.
xelfasi 60 maneTi maqvso, miTxra.
xelfasic momwonda da saqmec _ gada-
viangariSe, ramdeni korJiki momivido-
da 60 maneTad. skolas davamTavrebdi
Tu ara, meisred vapirebdi muSaobis
dawyebas. Tu romelime morigeobas „ga-
vucdendi~, moadgeboda jvebe WiSkars
da damiZaxebda, xom ar dagaviwyda,
dRes morigeebi varTo... Zalian mixar-
oda, rom vuyvardi da vWirdebodi. xan-
daxan bebia kecis xaWapurs gamatanda,
wauRe, martokacia, vin hyavs xaWapuris
gamomcxobio.
jvebesTvis rom gekiTxa, yoveldRe
imuSavebda, saxlSi misvla mezareba,
Rame ar meZineba da aq guls mainc vay-
olebo...
uzrdeli bavSvi ar viyavi, magram,
ratomRac, saxeliT mivmarTavdi.
ar swyinda.
mesame-meoTxe klasSi viqnebodi ma-
Sin. TviTon xumrobiT mamis saxeliT
mommarTavda.
mTel sofelSi erTi jvebe iyo,
romelsac yovelgvari „biZiasa~ da
„babuas~ gareSe, saxels veZaxdi.
Tavidanve ase aewyo da bolomde ase
darCa.
ramdenjer damabara babuam, lampebs
rom moitans, uTxari, CemTan Semoiar-
os, TiTo Wiqas gadavkravTo. arayi uy-
varda babuas da amfsons eZebda, magram
jvebe yovelTvis uarobda:
_ ah, ara, ara, alekom rom momikiTx-
os, daviRupebi!
_ vinaa es aleko? _ vkiTxe erTx-
el.
_ aleko Cemi ufrosia, borisoviC!
_ ase axalgazrda raferaa Seni
ufrosi...
_ umaRlesi aqvs gaTavebuli da im-
feraa, vooot!
ar msiamovnebda, jvebes rom ufro-
si hyavda da imis Wkuaze dadioda.
erT diliT moulodnelad movar-
da CvenTan.
_ daviRupe, borisoviC, sadaa
babua?!
_ xom mSvidobaa, jvebe? _ fos-
tlebiT gamofratunda Cemi marad
rkinigzeli babua.
_ ra vici, sisoeviC, semaforis
aRebas apireben, SuqniSani unda daid-
gas Turme da isrebi knopkebiT unda
marTon... marTali iqneba viTom?
ar iqneba marTali, nu geSiniao,
daamSvida babuam da jvebe wavida.
arada, marTaliao, me momibrunda
babu, guSindel „pravdaSi~ ewerao...
***
mTeli erTi Tve semaforic idga da
SuqniSanic... am xnis ganmavlobaSi ale-
kos SeeZlo, isari pultiTac gadaeyvana
da jvebesTvisac daevalebina. avtoma-
turi marTvis danergvisa da gamocdis
erTTviani periodi sruldeboda.
muSaobis bolo dReebs iTvlida jvebe.
morige iyo Tu ara, mainc modioda
da postis gverdiT dadebul uzarmaz-
ar betonis blokze ijda. yovel wuTas
xsnida portsigars. amoiRebda daWril
gazeTis qaRalds, gaaxvevda TuTuns,
gawebavda eniT da moukidebda.
_ xedav, ra mWirs, borisoviC, Sin
aris babuaSeni?
_ Sinaa, jvebe, aba, sad iqneba, babua
ezodan ar gadadis.
_ aqvs is kaJiviT arayi?
_ ki aqvs, ki...
zedized miayolebda ramdenime
„rumkas~ da wavidoda. me kviciviT
gavekidebodi da vamSvidebdi, Tumca
postis daxurvas da semaforis gauqme-
bas jvebeze ufro me ganvicdidi...
Rrrr... Rrrr...
aRmuvlda telefoni.
_ gismen, aleko!
_ jvebe, daSale pirveli da
gamouSvi meoreze.
pirvelze Semadgenloba dgas, gad-
amyvani ar dabloko, gaimeore, jvebe!
_ aleko, davSale pirveli da gam-
ovuSvi meoreze, gadmovwie isari da
gadamyvani ar davbloke, gavaRe orive
semafori, gesmis, aleko?
_ mesmis, jvebe.
_ momawode, borisoviC, magi Jur-
nali, _ mTxova jvebem da Sig raRac
Cawera, mere saaTze daixeda da,
rogorc mivxvdi, Canawers TariRi da
dro dausva.
_ asea saWiro, borisoviC, ufrose-
bi iTxoven, samtrediis dispetCeri is-
mens Cvens laparaks... wesia aseTi, brZa-
neba unda Caiweros... xvalidan morCa,
arafers Cavwer, damTavrda Cemi
rkinigzeloba!..
alamsa da sayvirs xeli daavlo da
gareT gavida.
„moskovi-erevani~ Semodioda.
gareT arc gamixedavs.
daviboRme.
xvalidan Cems rkinigzelobasac
vemSvidobebodi.
uceb gamayruebeli gruxuni gaisma
da posti lamis gadayiravda.
yviriliT Semovarda jvebe...
_ ra qna es, ra qna es, daiRupa ale-
ko, unda damebloka gadamyvani,
rafer davujere am baRanas... ra eS-
veleba im Sters, au, daiRupa axal-
gazrda kaci!..
proza 7
gaognebuli mivaCerdi jvebes, ve-
raferi gavige.
_ bolo vagoni pirvelze Seiyvana,
knopkiT gadawia isari... daiRupa biWi!..
_ yviroda jvebe da angariSmiucem-
lad darboda postsa da moryeul li-
andagebs Soris.
verafriT mivxvdi, ra daRupavda
alekos...
vxedavdi, rogor moSorda bolo
vagoni ZiriTad Semadgenlobas,
rogor daejaxa pirvel liandagze
„quTaisi-foTis~ eleqtromatarebels
da misi pirveli, gamwevi vagoni baqan-
ze Seagdo.
_ modi aq, borisoviC! _ miyvira
jvebem, _ waiRe es Jurnali da axlave
Sin wadi... ar gamoaCino, aravis
uTxra... wadi, sanam sadguris milicia
mosula!
me verafers mivxvdi da arc araferi
mikiTxavs, Jurnals xeli davavle da
gaviqeci!
mTeli sofeli mogrovda sadgur-
Si. ireodnen rkinigzelebi da mil-
icielebi... vagonebi ar gadabrunebu-
la. msxverpli ar iyo. arc aravin
daSavebula. ufrosebi ambobdnen, sax-
elmwifo dazaraldao...
***
mas mere jvebe ar minaxavs.
is postic aiRes da semaforic mox-
snes. meisres 6 weli miusajeso, ase am-
bobda xalxi. aleko kidev kai xani
muSaobda sadgurSi.
me skola davamTavre da TbilisSi
wavedi saswavleblad. rogorc xdeba
xolme, TiTqmis siberemde SevrCi
dedaqalaqs. nel-nela mimaviwyda Cemi
rkinigzeloba. viRas axsovda mocuc-
qnuli saguSago da semaforis gvarl-
is RrWiali...
wina kviras ujrebis gadaqeqvisas im
Jurnals wavawydi. gverdebi danom-
rili iyo, zonari hqonda gayrili da
luqi edo. Tvalwin damidga maSindeli
sabediswero saRamo da koWli jvebe...
mivikiTx-movikiTxe, magram Cvens kuTx-
eSi is aravis axsovda.
ormocdaaT welze meti iyo gasuli!
jvebes samezobloSi yvelaze xan-
dazmul kacs mivadeqi. cxonebuls 6
weli miusajeso, miTxra, cixeSi
mokvdao.
_ yvelam icoda, rom udanaSaulo
iyo, samtrediamac icoda, magram dalu-
quli Jurnali ver ipoves da Casves...
jvebesac uRiarebia, me Sevcdio!
_ aleko, alekom rao?
_ aleko ki ambobda Turme, Cemi bra-
liao, magram im Jurnalma gadawyvita
yvelaferi... axla alekoc aRaraa...
ager, e, kramitian saxls xom xedav, iq
cxovrobda alekos deda, TaTuSa, me
rac maxsovs, jeiraniviT qali iyo.
jvebes da TaTuSas erTmaneTi uyvard-
aT Turme. ocdacxrametSi, jvebe rom
jarSi waiyvanes, TaTuSa im wels moita-
ca viRac wyemelma durgalma... erTi
weli icxovra qmarTan da mSobiarobas
gadahyva, alekom gadaiyola sawyali...
ormocdaxuTSi Camovida jvebe, mere
Senc ici, Tqvenken muSaobda, rkinigza-
Si...
_ alekom icoda jvebesa da dedami-
sis ambavi?
_ ara mgonia, vin etyoda?.. mamami-
sic omSi gaiwvies ormocdasamSi da
aRar dabrunebula. wyemSi gaizarda
aleko, bebiam gazarda...
***
wamovedi.
tirils cota maklda.
aviRe Jurnali da bolo Canaweri
wavikiTxe:
`...davSale pirveli da gamovuSvi
meoreze, gadmovwie isari da sadguris
morigis gankargulebisamebr gadamy-
vani ar davbloke, gavaRe orive se-
mafori...~
axla me Tavisuflad SemeZlo jvebes
gamarTleba, magram misi Zvalic ki
aRar iyo...
...da igi mxolod imitom gavacocx-
le, rom TqvenTvis meTqva:
koWli jvebe arasodes Semcdara!
8 poezia
mkafio kafia
yvelasaTvis mkafioa,
ra hqna erTma kafiamo.
2009 wlis 26 maisi
gafarTovdi, stadiono,
meti xalxi dastiono!
Jriamuli masebisa
gumbaTs swvdeba samebisa.
poezia VS arqiteqtura
rusTaveli
Tu versali?
2017 wlis 16 oqtomberi
is wisqvili qarisaa, es wisqvili wylisaa,
65 wlisaa mewisqvile sawyali.
drtvinvis wuTisofeli
Seqspiria, tabiZea, qalaqia, sofelia,
hamletiviT monasterSi agzavnian ofelias!
TO WHOM IT MAY CONCERN-15
sityva moudis gesliviT,
gvelsac aWarbebs sigveliT.
movarayebuli dila
xuxa arayi _ dilis varayi,
kudze gaido mere yavari.
movarayebuli suli
sxva raa sulis varayi,
Tu ar xma siyvarulisa.
saadgomo leqsi
mtkvars Zalumad Caexuta aragvi,
miCurCule yurSi Seni gvaria,
ar mWirdeba am saRamos viagra,
amagdarma uviagrod ivarga!
boloswina darigeba gamTeniisas
rom ggonia mariaJi,
martooden miraJia!
uiRblo nadiroba
erTxel kidev scada,
magram isev ascda!
kaifi-26
modi, Wadraki viTamaSoTo,
ise Tqva SoTam, viTom SoTaa!
velad xelad
es rogor marbenina tbatba, tyetye, mTamTa
erTma gogom pataram, erTma koxta TamTam!
cixe-taZarTa maSenebelTaTvis
xuroTmoZRvaro diado, ostato saxeliano,
aranaklebad saqebi, Senc ici, xelosania!
RmerTo, momaswar uwiwamuro saqarTvelos!
neta odesme yofiliyo uwiwamuro
qveyana ese ujmajuri da uwmawurio!
brinjaos maiakovskis TvaliT
roca veeba moedans gascqers maiakovskio,
mec meCveneba masaviT _ marTla kaia moskovi!
literaturuli gazeTi
paata nacvliSvili
iara upiratesTa
aserTi paatauri*
MENS SANA IN CORPORE SANO
ginda Ze iyos da ginda asuli,
jansaR sxeulSi jansaRi sulia.
Cxrial-Cxriali
bambis Cxrialma dafara Tuki Cxriali kaklisa,
daunaxaobisa da sibrmavis aris klasika.
taqtika da strategia
petre bagrationisa
roca ver gaWris franguli,
Seteva ginda flanguri.
piradi fsiqoanalitikosi
vici ra Seni yvela fiordi,
var da viqnebi Seni froidi.
dasturi
diaxac,
cxadia!
trapezi aTonel berebTan
mamano, igumaneT
dumili igumenTa.
brrrrrrr
brZenTa domxali
_ briyvTa xomaldi.
miRebaze iaponiis saelCoSi
romeli aris saukeTeso,
is koniaki Tu es sakeo.
sisxlis gadaxaliseba
axali sisxlia
momtani xalisis.
uimedoba
sumTlad ganvZarcveT xeoba liaxvis,
ar davutoveT imedic xvalisi.
*
asmeore paataurs saTauri da qvesaTauri hqmnian.
20 seqtemberi - 3 oqtomberi 2019
luqsori-2007
ras damaklebs mTvare, ras damaklebs mze, ras?
an me ras davakleb ra mTvares da ra mzes!
vcdilob, magram vxedav, ver gisworeb mzeras,
nu miyureb egre, faraono ramzes!
avtosadguri
dilaadrian okribam
asobiT mgzavri mokriba.
erTi diskusiis STabeWdileba
sul sxvanairi ari saubari,
Tanamosaubre roca subaria.
Camohkar, sozar,
gangaSis zarso!
axalTaxalcixeSi
arc Rvino da arc arayi, minda mxolod SarbaTi,
imisTana sitkboeba gamosWvivis rabaTSi.
gamZafrebuli sensitiuroba
is, rac sxvisTvis Cans anareklebad,
gulze mesoba nareklebada.
TO WHOM IT MAY CONCERN-16 anu
libertarianuli
sulerTia sqesi,
roca ginda seqsi!
abram sefiaSvilis „alia saqarTvelodan~
ukve Tqveni arseboba
nervebs uSlis arabebso!
gregor zamza
rogor mwared dagvcina, rogor mwared, mwared,
roca kafkam im diliT gaiRviZa mwerad!
did kacTan patara kacsa...
sxva aravin, mxolod metri
santimetris aris mteri!
semflingi
gaficrebulan xeebi, gaxevebulan ficrebi,
cifruli analogebi, analoguri cifrebi.
Zveli mowodebis axali sicocxle
ver daaRwev sxagvarad Tavs xevsa da xrams,
koleqtivo, mxari mxars da mxari mxars da mxars!
TeTri da Savi
ar arsebobs mcire tanki, ar arsebobs didi tanka,
abanoSi gamoCndeba... dro movida arCevnebis,
ar arsebobs kandidatze ukeTesi kandidati!
Cvenebis da imaTebis, Cvenebis da arCvenebis!
gadasaxleba
manamde Tavs nu moiklav,
sanamde gerCis mklavio.
o, Soreulo kolimav,
zecas SeerTvis kvamlio!
palmeira (Targmani portugaliuridan)
rac iq palmaa, CvenTan bza ari,
iq haSaria, CvenTan bzaria,
iq merkadoa, CvenTan _ bazari,
iq _ brazilia, CvenTan brazia!
Wmunva
vin morevia kaeSnis morevs, miTxar, loTobiT,
an Cven ra unda davakloT sevdas ori boTliTo.
20 seqtemberi - 3 oqtomberi 2019
27.08.1896: yvelaze xanmokle omi
vervin gaigo, Tu ra xdeboda zanzibaris Tavs.
TiTqos ibrZodnen im erTaderTi zarbazanisTvis.
siTbo soTbize
visac ra unda, is balaxi Tibos da Tibos,
auqcionze gaitanos col-qmruli siTbo,
Tu dasTanxmdeba kristi da soTbi.
politikaSi wasvlis win
Tavs imgvarad apiarebs,
Cans, raRacas apirebsa.
arCevani-aradani
jemal injias
flamenko Tu tango, CardaSi Tu valsi,
zefiri da flora, karmeni da silva,
dunai Tu volga, raini Tu visla,
espaneli, frangi, germaneli, slavi...
valSi yofna mudam Tu gadaxda valis,
airCios iman, visic ari svlai!
sxva yvelaferi gramofonSia
noJnica makratelia, ventili gramofonia,
ras izam, Tavze dagvajda amdeni grafomanio.
medlis orive mxare anu sxva oqsimoroni
Tu SeiZleba ganaTeba yiameTisa,
albaT martoden TavmdabalTa siamayeTi.
leonardos cxeni
xuTas wlis mere rao, SegvenTo?
ragind umxedro, ragind ubelo,
gaswi merano, Se goTverano,
ase xmamaRla garindebulo!
05.07.2019: dedis samkauli (6812).
Citis motanil ambavSi sixarulia blomada,
gamarTlebiaT amindi, nepalis RmerTebs madloba,
mag Sens STambeWdav suraTebs mec Sevinaxav albomad,
ram simaRleze asulxar, dabalo ama dablamo!
amaoeba amaoebaTa
Wiri iqa, lxini aqa, aq afzaxi, iqa osi,
aq gvaqvs erTi saaqao, iq erTi gvaqvs saiqio.
punqtuacia
emociebiT arian savseni
Cveulebrivi niSnebi sasveni.
sodomis bucefali vila farnezinaSi
ar moewona Turme monastris monas kedeli:
cxeni edida aleqsandresi, makedonelis.
anagramuli ekzersisi 2018 wlis 22 noembers
ginda iyos franguli da ginda iyos daniuri,
yvelaferi dRes Cinuri, an varesi _ induria.
Cven darvini rom gvegona, is aRmoCnda daruini,
arc unari da arc ridi, mokled _ ar gaqvs unaridi.
vaSingtonSi trampma Turme Seiwyala indauri.
komplimenti araa, faqtia!
moedeba enas siTbo
xotbad Senis saTnoebis.
borderizacia
gakldaTRa kide ubeduroba,
soflebo, isec udaburebo?!
literaturuli gazeTi poezia 9
cabunia
mag minabul TvalTa ferebs Semonatris unabico,
ra lamazad awipwipeb, cabunia, cabunio,
mag wamwamTa CrdilSi binas daigulebs ubinaoc,
Tumc nacnobi mag RimiliT vis uRimi, ucnobia.
gameoreba codnis dedaa
ager, eqvsi Tvea sruli,
TavTiT midevs rusTaveli.
venis tyeSi anu TO WHOM IT MAY CONCERN-31
vin poeti, vin mexaSe,
vin _ mRvdelni da mevaxSeni,
sityva rad ver Seminaxev,
rad dakarga venam eSxi.
rogor movxvdi me venaxSi,
Sen viT CarCi aem nexvSi?!
Seni Tavi, _ vax me Seni!
_ gamaxsena xem venaSi.
gazafxuli-2007
gamogvifina cam arti
gacrecilma da criatma.
aha, movida martica, prostracia
viT gazafxulis matrica.
aRar maRelvebs, vin bulbulia, vin torolaa,
vin _ iadoni...
zamTris piri gomborze (nekrofiluri) wamomaSvele, Tu Cemi Zma xar, is erTi strofi
viionidan!
es foTolTa cxedrebia da fifqebis gvamebia.
am gvamebze siaruli, neta rato gviameba?!
Tbilisze frialebs droSa
(mamulis droSas SevxariT)
demna ufliswulisa
Tamar erisTavs Tu droSa aris mewamuli,
mamuli aris e. w. mamuli.
ra agafrens amden camde?! amden camde?! amden?! amden?!
iqneb SoTa xar rusTveli da ara xar oden demna?!
eqskursia xevsureTSi-1970 anu sanaosno
oqsimoroni
carielia es erTi skami...
afrebs auSvebs Satili,
safuZveli am leqsisa danjRreuli ari skami, roca arRunSi Stilia!
mesames rom elodeba, Cven orisTvis aryis sma ki,
barbarizmTa aris sxodka: aqeT kruJka, iqiT _ miska,
mxolod riTmam gamaxsena senatori edmund maski, salvador dalis ilustracia
ise, rogorc axalgazrda medroveTa banda _ smaki! lope de vegas im cnobili piesisaTvis
zeviTa
rTvelSi wasvla Tivaze
Tevzia
dagelocoT, jigrebo, wlevandeli dovlaTi, avi.
Semodgoma mosavals Tvlida _ vera Tvlidao,
megobrebiT movdivar _ doliZiT da dvaliTo, vai!
venaxs davkrefT, cxvars davklavT, mere magra davlioT!
avi
Tevzia
Tivaze
zeviTa.
amirani da leonidasi
vin spartelia, vin sparselia, vin promeTea, vin _
promeTeli,
yvelas Tavisi arwivi hkodavs, yvelas Tavisi aqvs
Termopile.
ina SevCenkos mowodeba (Targmani ukrainulidan)
raki mTavar problemad gaixade faranja, gaixade
faranja!
daenaxe qveyanas, dainaxe qveyana, gamoaRe fanjara!
britni spirsis pirveli hiti braiton biCze
fonad adevs imis xaverds sarestorno baritoni,
miatoves TvalTa xarbTa sakuTari orbitani,
ise umzers ekrans kvamlSi gaxveuli braitoni,
TiTqos marTla spirsia da TiTqos marTla britniao.
jobs gvian, vidre arasdros
gvian vcxvebi, _ daiCivla Turme kverma oblisamo.
eh, vin icis, oblis kveri iqneb Cveni simboloa!

10 poezia
literaturuli gazeTi 20 seqtemberi - 3 oqtomberi 2019

koreul-ukrainul-aRmosavluri ekzersisi skolaSi misvla

damTavrebis me-10 wlisTavze
ins iani gaeyara, gadaiqca ian-iCrad
aq vitali korotiCi, iq _ piriqiT _ ivan draCi! rogor gazrdilxar, fikuso,
xan Rimili faravs saxes, xan niRabi, xanac Cadri aba, es aris fokusi!
organa xar erTdroulad _ Tan waxvedi, Tanac darCi!

arc iani, aRarc ini aRar miRirs arca Cirad. poeturi investicia anakliis asaSeneblad

rogor ar minda, es Cveni porti

salaRobo ekzersisi rom udReuri aRmoCndes tropi.

misisipi kia, magram bolo sityva misuria,

sad stalinis kiteli da sad edikas maisuri, saiT?
sul sxva aris masobrivi, sul sxva aris masiuri,
sul sxva aris keisari, sxva _ sula da mariusi, aqeT,
sxvaa gleni, gagarini niSns mougebs mas iuri, qeTa!
am leqss Tu ram daakldeba, vaJkacuri misi ura!
adam smiti vis ras etyvis, vis ras _ nicSe, ras _ iumi,
aq meisres, iq moisars, ai, masra, ai, musri! TO WHOM IT MAY CONCERN-33

sxvaa Tvali uflisa da sxvaa Tvali urmisai. veras daaklebs stiqia,

Tu qisti naRdi qistia.

stritis dama
lari saswaulis molodinSi
riskma ara, Tqven dagRupaT, madam, usaSvelo madam,
or tuzsa da or karolSi gaimarjva erTma damam, Sen ki geSvela, lazare,
stritis damam-Tavrebelma, damam-Svenebelma, damam... Sen Semdeg jeri larzea!
ra vqna, madam, TamaSia, ra vqna, ver dagiTmobT, madam! paata nacvliSvili
da mourinio? iara upiratesTa warsulis gadmonaSTi

ra gia da ra biZina, ra laSa da ra evgeni:

del boskea, gvardiola, kontea Tu vengeria, aserTi paatauri* aris marTla saxaliso
telefoni saxlisao.
anCelotim, simeonem da zidanmac ivargene.
goniersa mwvrTneli uyvars, visac ara _ regvenia!
anagramuli ekzersisi 3 kaTxa ludis Semdeg pragmatizmi

suraTi aRdgomidan meSvide kviras
zogi marto gudaurad, zogi modis lomisadac,
xalxi ferdobs Sehyolia dReobisa mosalocad.
quCis biWebi
Semokrba aTi biWuna, iyo aTive brius li,
da gadaafses mTel qalaqs dastur briuseliviTa.
Zil-burani
xan ra vakeTe wuxelis, xan sad viyavi, xan sad,
ar Rirs arcerTi sizmari sizmris naxvad da axsnad!
SuqSeniRbva oficerTa saxlSi
im saSinel sibneleSi
iyo Zebna Sinelebis.
verasodes moereva keTil leqsebs avi leqsi, im aTive mcnebis da aTasobiT cnebiso
da fexmardi arasodes damarcxdeba aqilevsi, jobs daswavlas axdena erTaderTi ocnebis!
herkulesma espaneTSi daaarsa q. sevilia,
romSi Zegli aRumarTavT farsmanisa qvelisai,
sxva veqsilze ukeTesi gamoxsnili veqsilia, mfrinav TevzTaTvis
vzi kafeSi kus tbaze da meguleba aqve lisi.
Sen rom caSi navardobde, sviav,
iqnebodi Zera anda svavi.
aprili, 1989: optimizmi
yuri miade, qalebs mucelze, yuri miade! vis vagino, vis vagino, vis va...
sicocxlisaman ga-ca-imarjvos unda ideam. yvelas, visac Cemi sisxli vasvi!
daibadeba gogo medea, biWi imeda,
atkrcialdeba xval dilidanve mTeli media!
iumorina saberZneTSi
yuri miade, qalaqs mucelze, yuri miade!
aTenic
acineT?
mkvaxe SeZaxili
mixedva aris saWiro mTvralis fiqri qelexSi
aWarisa da raWiso,
Tore moeliT sarWio iqneb moxdes saswauli
belaqnisa da Wariso. _ ukan mosvla wasulisa!

didTovloba
TO WHOM IT MAY CONCERN-31 gamosavlis ZiebaSi
TiTqos saTareSoa nadirTa da mxecTa,
TiTqos daviwyebiaT mzesac, qarTac, mexTac, Seni ufali fanatizmi patrisa,
aris TeTri tafobi, aRar aris mcxeTa, mxolod fulia. sisastike pataris,
TiTqos sveticxovelic iqca sveti mxecaT. daamSvenebs partias
SenisTana satrapi,
ironia-mironia gelodeba patria
roca sulSi minoria, _ aTeni Tu spartai.
ironia mironia.
gia murRulias eqspromti

Tezisi politikuri diskusiisaTvis

marTali xar, Cemo gia, ironia mironia,
roca sulSi sevdaa da dardia da minoria,
roca TavSi gitrialebs qvewyobili romiani, Sen madloba Tqvi, rom es rusia,
da rodesac aRar gSvelis adora da amorini, da molodini Tqvi uaresis!

penelopes msgavsad roca sudaras qsovs marioni,

roca qarafs Seskdomia meocnebe niamori, ioane petriwisa da levan bregaZisaTvis
roca penalts gaafuWebs bolo wuTze marinio,
da purs gaWmevs meijoris nacvlad roca mainori, wavikiTxe, Tumc manamde l. bregaZem ki miambo,
organzomilebianma ra damarTa iambikom.
xuTianis nacvlad Tuki wera vinmem oriani,
sodiani viskis nacvlad Tu svi soda romiani,
da or agurs girCevnia, Zmao, roca ori mina,
sadRegrZelo oqros qorwilisTvis
Tu giSvelos unda ramem _ martooden ironiam!
col-qmari erTad daberdebien,
* _ sxva raRa iTqmis bednierebad.
winani ukan

visac ginda amcneb,

TeTr furcelze Savi naxSiriT
rom aTive mcneba
erTma Sekra cnebam.
TiTqos da-ca-uxatavT cisartyela muriTo,
iyos RmerTis nebamc!
aseTia verlibri da leqsebi uriTmo.
*
yoveli sariTmo sityvis pirveli aso momdevno sariTmo sityvis
boloSi gadadis. fotoebi avtorisa
20 seqtemberi - 3 oqtomberi 2019
im RamiT ori ambavi moxda. erTma
samudamod uamravi adamianis sicocx-
le Secvala. meorem _ mxolod erTis.
amitom, es meore ambavi arc aravis
gaugia.
im RamiT, roca erT Zvel qarTul
qalaqSi okupantebma bombebi Camoyares
da saqarTvelos Ria omi gamoucxades,
sakuTari miwuri oTaxis WerSi Tvale-
bapyrobil 82 wlis Tina k.-s, bolos da
bolos, idea gauCnda _ „Tavi unda mo-
vikla!~
am yvelafers erTmaneTTan, cxadia,
araviTari kavSiri hqonda. miT ufro,
rom Tina k. dabombili qalaqidan sak-
maod Sors, samxreTiT, patara qalaqSi
cxovrobda da rac im RamiT qveyanaSi
datrialda, arc gaugia.
ver gaigebda, radgan arc televi-
zori hqonda da arc radio. romc hqon-
oda, ver CarTavda _ gadauxdelobis
gamo ukve mesame kviraa, mTel saxlSi
Suqi ar iyo. gverdiTa oTaxSi Svils da
rZals eZinaT, viwro SuSabandSi _
SviliSvils, 12 wlis biWs, romelic da-
badebidan kaciviT xvrinavda da alag-
alag webovani qaRaldiT gamTelebul
isedac myife fanjris minebs msubuqi
miwisZvris vibraciebiT arxevda.
Tina k.-m Tvalebze xelisgulebi
waifara da ramdenime wamiT axladSo-
bili ideiT tkbobas mieca. „Tavi unda
movikla, Tavi unda movikla, Tavi unda
movikla~ _ gulSi imdenjer gaimeora,
vidre sakuTari xma ar moesma. war-
moudgeneli Sveba igrZno, Txel saban-
Si CviliviT moikunta da baliSi ise
Caixuta, rogorc yvelaze sando da
Zvirfasi megobari. rogorc Svilis
Tavi, odesRac sakuTar kalTaSi.
rogorc dedis muxlebi, ufro odes-
Rac, uxsovar dros, an SesaZloa _ ukve
wina cxovrebaSi. rogorc...
Tina k.-s fiqrebic daxavseboda.
maTac nestis suni asdioda ukve _
safeTqlebTan cxviris nestoebamde
grZnobda am suns _ mitovebul xis sax-
lSi rom dgeba: mtvrisa da sokos,
lokokinebis lorwos da xis Wiis fqvi-
lis mqrqali, Sabiamnisferi suni. iSvi-
aTadRa akiTxavda am saxls Tina k., sak-
uTari fiqrebis qoxs, radgan iq
aRaraferi eguleboda, yvelaferi
gaitana da gaasxvisa, an gayida Tavis
droze.
yvelaferi. SvilebisTvis. oblebi-
sTvis.
fexiswverebSi sicive igrZno. co-
tac da gaTendeboda. axla mTavari iyo,
kargad daegegma, ostaturad, ise, rom
aravin Caeria da male daemTavrebina.
wamlebiT Tavis mokvlis idea gamor-
icxa _ ar undoda, es saxlSi, sawolSi
momxdariyo. CamoxrCobac rTuli iqne-
boda _ ukve Zala ecleboda, Toks
myarad versad Camokidebda, rom Camom-
wydariyo da gadarCeniliyo, ver aitan-
da.
sadRac axlos mamlebma iyivles.
faneriT gadatixrul kedelSi
Tagvma sabolood gamoxra gvirabi da
Tina k.-s oTaxSi SemoaRwia. an, Sesa-
Zloa, moeCvena, rom viRacam Tu raRa-
cam tkapatkupiT gadairbina misi mi-
wuri da fanjrisken gauCinarda.
kedlis miRma sawoli awrialda.
kacis Caxvelebis xma moisma da xro-
tiniT dayrili namZinarevi sityvebi,
usargeblo nivTebiviT moSorebuli.
qali zantad, moguduli simkacriT
gaepasuxa. wriali gaxSirda, kacma
xrotins umata. qalma uZalo wyevla
moayola. sawoli monotonurad
aWrialda, kacis qSenis ritms ayva. Si-
gadaSig qalis yasidi amokvnesa erTvo-
da _ „beberi gaigebs...~ kacma ise Caixri-
ala, gegoneba, mTeli saxlis samyofi
haeri STanTqa. gadabrunda da raRac
gaugebrad Caiburtyuna. Tina k.-s moes-
ma, rom Seigina. oRond, visi misamar-
TiT?
Tina k.-m isic warmoidgina, rogor
gadaagdebda sawolidan cal fexs kaci
da ise Rrmad Sevidoda Zilis gvirab-
Si, cxra zarbazani rom yurTan dage-
cala, ver Seatokebdi. patara rom iyo,
Tina k. TviTon auwevda xolme am fexs
frTxilad da Seudebda sabnis qveS, xe-
literaturuli gazeTi
nino sadRobelaSvili
quTuToebis
sizmari
lisguliT ki piridan baliSisken gak-
laknil Cvil nerwyvs mouxocavda.
mere ufros Svils gamoarTmevda
loginSi Setanil da WuWyiani frCx-
ilebiT CabRujul kartis qaRaldebs
da jibeSi inaxavda. icoda, rom meore
diliT isev damarcxdeboda sakuTar
TavTan da isev miscemda aboboqrebul
Svils, sakuTari xeliT gauwvdida
karts, mere ki biWi wavidoda saTama-
Sod, dabrundeboda Casisxlianebuli
TvalebiT, dedas mosTxovda, vercxlis
kovzebi gaeyidaT, radgan Tu ase ar
moiqceoda, moklavdnen. an daWridnen,
daasaxiCrebdnen. biWi dedas „madonas
servizis~ gayidvasac mosTxovda, sak-
eravi manqana „zingeris~, ZowisTvliani
beWdisa da qarvis mZivis gayidvas. de-
das ki jiutad sjeroda, rom erT
dResac saswauli moxdeboda da biWs
TamaSi mobezrdeboda. am dRisTvis
emzadeboda, Tavs imSvidebda da
winaswar zeimobda.
gamTeniis sizmrebs yuradRebiT in-
axavda xolme Tina k. mwiri rwmenis
skivrSi. „quTuToebze dakidebuli
sizmrebi sinamdvilis wveTebia~ _
uTxra erTxel didedam da daimaxs-
ovra. ise samudamod daimaxsovra, rom
axlac, roca yvela sxva xsovna SarSan-
deli TovliviT gamqraliyo, es „quTu-
Toebis sizmari~ aenTo gonebaSi da ix-
ila kidec is, rac yvelaze metad daex-
mara _ viTom, grZeli CiTis kabiT Sev-
ida wyalSi, tba iyo Tu mdinare Tu
okeane, ver gaarCia, radgan axloxediT
gadaRebuli kadriviT _ mxolod sak-
uTar muxlebs da wylis zedapirs xe-
davda, mere es wyali muxlebs ascda da
mucelze Seexo. gaJrJolebam gaaRvi-
Za. ukve icoda, sadac unda wasuliyo.
mucelze isev sisveles grZnobda.
proza 11
xelic ki moisva, ra jandaba metakao.
moeCvena, rom xelsac ahyva es sisvele.
metic _ wiTeli sisvele. saidan gamo-
Jona, romeli sadinaridan? Tu rame
sisxli hqonda dasacleli, didixnis
win dacala _ patara qalaqis binZur
da sarkofagis msgavs saavadmyofoSi,
iseTive tanjviT rom Caabara yasbebiv-
iT ugrZnob eqimebs sakuTari Sigani,
rogorc odesRac im kacs, visac misgan
mxolod es undoda _ wvril da myife
xvrelSi RamRamobiT SeZroma da sagz-
lis Camocla. rogorc savaldebulo,
misjil sadgurSi, misjili sicocxlis
patimars... maSin operaciis dros
gaeRviZa moulodnelad da Tavisi
TvaliT dainaxa, rogor daagdo qiru-
rgma vercxlisfer langarze misi saS-
vilosno, TeTri, matlebiviT afuT-
fuTebuli RrmulebiT dacxriluli.
didxans cdilobda am suraTis davi-
wyebas da bolos, rogorc iqna, daiviw-
ya...
samagierod, is veRarafriT daiviw-
ya, palatis gareT, mis Svilebs Soris
atexili Cxubi.
_ Sen waiyvan Tu me waviyvano
bolobolo?
_ Sen ufro uyvarxar da Senze ro
amagi aq, ra piriT mTxov me magas!
_ aramgonia, Cemma colma da magan
erTmaneTs gaugon. unda atydes ambavi
da modi, jobia, Sen waiyvano.
_ riT varCino mere? Tavi Zlivs
gagvaq! amas exla muSaoba SeeZleba? amis
movlis dro vis aqvs?
_ me vera, Zmao. vera. Sen waiyvane...
SviliSvilma gaiRviZa da SuSaband-
Si abragunda.
Tina k.-m sabani gadaiZro, wamodga,
SiSveli fexisgulebi myarad daabjina
iataks. karmongreuli komodidan „sa-
gareo~ zeda da qvedabolo amoaZvri-
na. bolos mezoblis panaSvidze ecva.
oRond es rodis iyo...
mSvidad gavida Tavisi miwuridan da
gzaSi SviliSvils SeeCexa. gazze Sedg-
mul qvabTan mimdgariyo da braziani
TvalebiT Cahyurebda.
uceb raRac gauTba gulSi Tina k.-s.
wamiT isac ki dauSva, rom, ai, axla, Tu
biWi rames etyoda, SesaZloa, raRac
Secvliliyo. raRac, gadawyvetilebis
ukidures misxalSi.
_ mogSivda, bebo? _ uazrod
hkiTxa, ufro am cvlilebis SesaZle-
blobis gadasamowmeblad.
_ gaiare ra, qalo, _ SeuRrina bi-
Wma da qvabis fskerze kovzi aaCxakuna.
Tina k.-m fexiT gaswia karTan dax-
vavebuli aryis Caclili boTlebi da
gareT gavida.
oras metrSi mdored dioda mtk-
vari. im napirze, romelsac patara
qalaqis gareubani ekvroda, ramdenime
adgilas xSiri Walebi eguleboda Tina
k.-s.
„aravin Semxvdes, aravin Semxvdes~ _
daiwyo gulSi da veRar CaaTava, rad-
gan Secvlili daxvda qalaqi _ adri-
ani dilis miuxedavad yvela gareT
gamokrefiliyo. dazafruli saxeebi
hqondaT, swrafad da daZabulad
moZraobdnen, erTmaneTSi qaqanebdnen.
_ omi daiwyo... omi... _ moesma. kar-
gad verc mixvda, ras gulisxmobda es
sityvebi.
_ Cemi biWi gaiwvies... wuxel gada-
iyvanes cxinvalSi... maxoc wavida... Cemi
Zma rezervistebSi Caewera... Tqvenebi
sad arian...
SuqniSnebiviT inTeboda xmebi. xan
Cerdeboda, xan gzas ganagrZobda. ase
iara mtkvrispira Walebamde. viRacas
nakveTad SeeRoba miwis nagleji. ukve
iseTi daRlili iyo, mets veRar ivli-
da, Robes miadga da saguldagulod
daaTvaliera. erT adgilas CaSlili
iyo rkinis bade, albaT Rorebma an
ZaRlebma gamoTxares gasaZromad.
daixara da Seetia. mxolod qvedabolo
wamoedo mavTulze da nakuwi moafli-
Ta.
mSvidad Sevida wyalSi. zedapirze
xavsis yua mosdeboda mdinares, esiam-
ovna kidec, es Smori rom gaarRvia.
muxlamde rom Sevida, gamTeniis siz-
mari gaaxsenda...
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literatori merab RaRaniZe vTqviT, gana vinme warmoidgens, rom ra Tqma unda, aravis aukrZalavs, aR-
Svidi, cxra Tu TxuTmeti adamianis movaCinoT daoizmis an siqhizmis gam-
gTavazobT intervius merab RaRaniZesTan _ literaturismcodnesTan, mowoneba _ rogorc mkiTxvelisa _ ovlineba, vTqvaT, `oTaraanT qvrivSi~
religiisa da kulturis mkvlevarTan, TeologTan. erTmaneTs daemTxveva? ase rom, Znelad an `baxtrionSi~, magram swored pa-
merab RaRaniZe Tbilisis saxelmwifo universitetis filologiis fakul- davijereb, Jiuri sadme an odesme rome- tiviscema avtoris biografiisa da
tetis damTavrebis Semdeg aswavlida qarTuli literaturis istoriisa da lime metafizikuri kriteriumebiT garemos, Tvalsawierisa Tu miswrafe-
zogadi literaturismcodneobis sagnebs jer iqve, Semdgom ki saqarTvelosa afasebdes nawarmoebs: yovelTvis ar- baTa mimarT amgvar gadaZaxilTa Zieb-
da evropis sxvadasxva universitetSi. misi sadisertacio naSromi, romelic sebobs pirobiTi urTierTSeTanxmeba is uflebas ar unda gvaZlevdes. roca
Seexeboda daviT guramiSvilis Semoqmedebas, mogvianebiT wignadac gamoica. _ rogorc yvelaze dadebiTi, ise yve- Tomas mani wers, rom mas `jadosnuri
gamoqveynebuli aqvs Svidi wigni da orasze meti gamokvleva da esei qarTvel laze uaryofiTi ganzomilebiT. rac mTis~ werisas hans kastorpis pro-
Tu ucxoel mweralTa Sesaxeb, aseve, kulturisa da religiis sakiTxebze. am- Seexeba mxatvruli da aramxatvruli totipad ar ugulisxmia parcifali,
Jamad muSaobs profesorad Tavisufal universitetSi, sadac uZRveba kurss teqstebis gamijvnas, Tu zogierT magram roca erTi axalgazrda mkv-
`religia da politika~, aseve, kursis `diadi wignebis~ farglebSi _ rusTv- dRevandel an Tundac guSindel levris naSromi waikiTxa Tavisi roma-
els, oruels, dostoevskis. modur Tvalsazrisebs davujerebT, nis Sesaxeb, darwmunda, rom Suasauku-
TviT samecniero gamokvlevebi fizika- nebrivi personaJi namdvilad misi
_ batono merab, konkursebi da lili turnie, xolo amJamad _ dResac Si da biologiaSic ki mxatvruli te- gmiris prototipia, es, ra Tqma unda,
premiebi Tanamedrove mxatvruli mxned myofi kureiSi. magram isev iq qstebia, radgan isini ara marto aRw- imas niSnavs, rom _ gaiazra Tu ara mw-
literaturuli procesis mniS- movediT, riTac daviwyeT: rac unda eras, aramed avtoriseul Txrobasac eralma, Segnebulad airCia Tu ara, gan-
vnelovan nawilad iqca. Tqvenc gi- zemore CamoTvlili mwerlebi, Cemi warmoadgens, sadac am avtorTa, mec- fina Tu ara graalis maZiebeli gmiris
muSaviaT ama Tu im konkursis Jiuris literaturuli gemovnebis kvalobaze, nier-mkvlevarTa mier jer danaxuli mqrqali saxe Tavis romanSi, yovelive
wevrad. rogor fiqrobT, arsebobs Tu saukeTesoTa Soris saukeTesoebad mi- da Semdgom aRwerili samyaro struq- amis sruliadac miuxedavad _ SeuZle-
ara teqstis Sefasebis kriteriumebi maCndes, an vin, an rodis, an rogor turul teqstadaa qceuli, da es rom belia, germanel mwerals ar scodno-
da SeiZleba Tu ara maTze SeTanxme- daamtkica, rom swored isini warmoad- asea, cxadad midasturebs Cemi Zvirfa- da, ar xsomeboda, Canafiqris Tanamde-
ba? da Tu arsebobs, icvleboda Tu genen literaturis im umaRles mwver- si megobrebis _ zaza osmanovisa Tu vad ar gahyoloda parcifalis arse-
ara isini sxvadasxva dros? aseve, Tu valebs, romlebic TiTqos unda aRin- daviT frangiSvilis _ msoflioSi bobas, Tundac Segnebulad ar egulisx-
arsebobs mkafio niSnebi, romlebic iSnos Tu moniSnos nobelis premiam? aRiarebuli kvlevebi _ ufro zustad, ma es arqetipi misi personaJis gan-
mxatvrul literaturas aramx- Cemi uRrmesi rwmeniT, literaturuli

atvrulisgan ganasxvavebs?
_ marTali brZandebiT da simar-
Tles ver davemalebiT, rom literatu-
ruli konkursebis Jiuris wevri or-
samjer namdvilad vyofilvar (Tumca
ar vici, ramdenad erqva mag saqmes
`muSaoba~, raki Cveni garja uaRresad
sasiamovno CarCoebSi rCeboda: es iyo
wignebis kiTxva da maT Sesaxeb msjelo-
ba, rasac am qveynad _ darwmunebuli
var, dameTanxmebiT _ cota rame Tu
sjobs!), magram imis didi imedi ki maqvs,
rom momavalSi es aRarasodes ganme-
ordeba. amgvari ganwyoba da amgvari
saqmianobisagan amJamad Tavis Sors
daWera swored im mizeziTaa gan-
pirobebuli, rac Tqven savsebiT miza-
nmimarTul (da, rogorc Cans, orazro-
`
maT mier gadmocemuli sakuTar kvle- saxierebisas, Tundac epikur-roman-
nawarmoebis Sefasebis orad ori kri- vaTa Sedegebi _ an erT dargSi, an meo- tikuli raindis Targze ganzraxulad
ar gamoeWra meoce saukunis rigiTi
inJinris xateba. magram isic saTqme-
lia, rom mkiTxveli _ avtorisagan
damoukideblad _ afarToebs nawar-
moebis Sinaarss, igi Tavis sulier da
inteleqtualur gamocdilebas
kiTxva hmatebs teqsts, riTac teqstic iseve
izrdeba da viTardeba, rogorc Tavad
mkiTxveli _ bunebrivad _ wignTan
Sexvedris urTierTobis Sedegad. magram gana mw-
eralic pirovnulad ar izrdeba nawar-
moebis Seqmnisas? gana avtori weriT ar
aRwevs Tavis aRmatebul `mes~, Tavis
aqtia aRmatebul gamovlinebas? mgonia,
aravis aeWvebs, rom marsel prusti sxva
adamiani iyo, sanam sakuTari romanis
weras Seudgeboda da sxva adamianad

van) kiTxvad wamoWeriT: arsebobs ki
literaturuli nawarmoebis Sefaseb-
is imgvari myari, mtkice kriteriume-
bi, romlebic ramdenime adamianis SeT-
anxmebis safuZveli gaxdeboda? yve-
laze didi literaturuli premia rom
aviRoT _ vgulisxmob nobelis premias
literaturis dargSi _ misi arCevan-
ic ki, umeteswilad, saWoWmano da
gaugebaria (rbilad rom vTqvaT), an
samarcxvino da sasaciloa (ufro gu-
laxdilad rom iTqvas), raki misi mini-
Webis moTxovnebi umetesad sruliad
moSorebulia literaturuli Sefase-
bis sivrces: es premia xom eniWeba qvey-
nebisa da Janrebis rigiTobis, poli-
tikuri aqtualurobis an politikuri
lobirebis safuZvelze (da eniWebaT
TiTqmis yovelTvis memarcxeneebs!).
Sedegad ki, rom araferi vTqvaT komi-
tetis mier tolstoisa da broxis
Soreuli uaryofis Sesaxeb, ramdenime
aTwleulis winaT SeumCneveli darCa
borxesi, Semdgom _ axlaxan gardacv-
~
teriumi arsebobs: erTi, ra momwons me,
rogorc mkiTxvels, da, meore, ra gav-
lena moaxdina man literaturul-sa-
jaro garemoze, an ra gamoZaxili hqon-
da mas sazogadod. Tuki meore namd-
vilad SeiZleba Sefasdes obieqturad
(anu raodenobrivad daiTvalos),
pirvelic _ rac unda subieqturad
mogveCvenos Tavdapirvelad _ swore-
dac obieqturia, raki Tavad Cemi mo-
woneba obieqturad arsebobs da mas ve-
raferi gadawonis. literaturuli ge-
movneba da, Sesabamisad, calkeuli ad-
amianis mier Sefasebac araerTi piro-
bis safuZvelze yalibdeba: iqneba es
aRzrda, garemo, ganaTlebis Tvalsaw-
ieri, piradi Tu kulturuli
gamocdilebani, politikuri Tu re-
ligiuri damokidebulebani. kvlav Ji-
uris wevrobas rom davubrundeT: yove-
live imis gaTvaliswinebiT, rac ukve
reSi. ase Sorsac rom ar wavideT, gana
qarTuli eseistikis da publicistikis,
istoriografiuli, filosofiuri Tu
sociologiuri dargis saukeTeso ni-
muSebi ramiT CamorCeba egreT wode-
bul mxatvrul literaturas, Tuki
literaturis ganmsazRvrel kriteri-
umad samyaros avtoriseul warmosax-
vasa da mis emociurad STambeWdav gad-
mocemas miviCnevT, risganac mkiTxveli
(anda msmeneli _ zepiri teqstebis
Txrobisas) _ SeZenili codnis miRma
_ arautilitarul, praqtikulad
gamouyenebel siamovnebas an, kidev
meti, bednierebis gancdas iRebs? mgo-
nia, sasixaruloa, rom qarTuli kul-
turuli Tu inteleqtualuri istoria
amgvari nimuSebis gaxsenebisa da damow-
mebis arcTu mcire saSualebas iZleva.
_ minda, interpretaciis Teoriis
Sesaxeb gkiTxoT. rogoria Tqveni
pozicia: SesaZlebelia Tu ara teqs-
tis nebismieri wakiTxva? Tu teqsts
aqvs Tavisi, Tundac Janruli, kanon-
ika, romelic interpretaciisas ar
unda davarRvioT? umberto eko am-
bobda, rom kargi wigni avtorze Wkvi-
ani unda iyos: interpretacia
TqvenTvis nawarmoebis sazrisis
amocnobis procesia, Tu masSi Si-
naarsis Setanisa?
_ Teoriuladac da praqtikula-
dac interpretacia SeuzRudavia da
mkiTxvelmac, kritikosmac, litera-
turismcodnemac, ideaTa istorikos-
mac SesaZloa, teqstSi is amoikiTxos,
rasac igi iq dainaxavs an saWirod mi-
iCnevs, dainaxos, rasac mas profesiu-
lad veravin aukrZalavs. mgonia, sak-
iTxi mxolod zneobriv ganaserSi unda
ganvixiloT, rakiRa gadamwyvet mniS-
vnelobas iZens teqstis avtoris mima-
rT patiosani damokidebuleba: erTi
mxriv, ar ivargebs, vifiqroT, rom te-
qsti Tavad wers sakuTar Tavs da
TiTqos avtors teqstTan araferi es-
aqmeba (rac, ase mgonia, yovelTvis to-
talitaruli cnobierebis gamov-
linebaa, Tundac marjvnidan da Tun-
dac marcxnidan), xolo, meore mxriv,
iqca, roca misi wera TiTqmis daasru-
la. qarTuli literaturidan udavo
ueWvelobiT SemiZlia, igive vTqva dav-
iT guramiSvilze.
_ erT sakiTxs SevexoT, romelic,
cxadia, wina kiTxvasTan garkveul kav-
SirSia. ramdenad mniSvnelovania
TqvenTvis avtoris biografia, misi
pirovnuli faqtorebis gaTval-
iswineba teqstis kiTxvisas? ras ity-
odiT `avtoris sikvdilis~ metad pop-
ularuli paradigmis Sesaxeb, Sei-
Zleba, teqstma marTlac dakargos
subieqturobis yovelgvari kvali da
avtori ubralod teqstidan gaqres?
ras ityodiT im memarcxene ideaze,
rom mkiTxvelis dabadebis sazRauri
avtoris sikvdilia?
_ uTuod gamiWirdeba mokle da Tan
safuZvliani pasuxis gacema, razec
aseulobiT gverdi dawerila. magram
raki mimaCnia, rom pirovnebaze ufro
Rirebuli da mniSvnelovani araferia
amqveynad, nawarmoebTan urTierTobac
CemTvis, upirvelesad, mis avtorTan
pirovnuli urTierTobis gancxromaa.
ase mgonia, rom yoveli nawarmoebi
konkretuli biografiis avtoris qm-
nilebaa, sakuTrivi ganvlili cxovre-
bis nayofi da Sedegi (Tumca am naTq-
vamiT uTuod gavanawyenebdi ara mar-
to naklebad Zvirfas barts, an sruli-
ad araZvirfas fukos, aramed namd-
vilad Zvirfas eliotsac). savsebiT
swori brZandebiT, `avtoris sikvdil-
is~ idea memarcxene wreebSi daibada (da
aq xom ufro mniSvnelovani `avtori~
igulisxmeba!) _ ufro zustad, im hu-
manitarTa TavebSi, romlebic marqsis-
tuli moZRvrebiT iyo gadaWedili.
Tavisufali pirovnebis (rogorc ad-
amianuri, ise RmrTaebrivi pirovnebis)
uaryofa iseve ilandeba am TeoriaSi,
rogorc, sxvaTa Soris, am bolo xans
gavrcelebul sruliad antiqristian-
ul TvalsazrisSi, rom adamianis miza-
ni araa da ar unda iyos bedniereba.
marqsizmi, mogexsenebaT, saerTod, ug-
ulebelyofs pirovnebas _ ase, cota
uxeSad, magram zustad da mkafiod rom
vTqvaT _ raki adamians ganixilavs
rogorc oden koleqtivis (anu Tavisi
socialuri klasis) warmomadgenels.
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literaturuli gazeTi poezia 13
me sabWoTa epoqaSi davibade da Camovyalibdi, xolo zamTris soneti
sabWoTa-komunisturi Teoria swored amas gvaswav-
lida, rom avtori yovelTvis gadmogvcems ara Tavis am dReebs Seni akliaT sunTqva
pirad saTqmels, aramed uwinaresad gamoxatavs Tavi- (dRe usuloa gareSe romlis)
si klasis interesebsa da uwyebas. es me arc maSin da rogorc zamTris xeivnebs surdaT,
mjeroda da arc axla vijereb, magram namdvilad iseTi Tbili movida Tovli...
mjera, rom wignis kiTxva damoukideblad TviTmyo-
fi ori adamianis pirovnuli Sexvedris aqtia: bune- mdinaresaviT waleka xedi,
brivia, igulisxmeba mwerali da mkiTxveli _ Tav- ca, horizonti, mTeli buneba,
TavianTi biografiiTa da gamocdilebiT. interpre- waSala yvela kvali da xidi,
tacia ori pirovnebis Seyrisa da gaziarebis Sede- davtove rac Sens dasabruneblad...
gia, sadac da roca orive sworedac mTeli SesaZlo
sisavsiT warmoadgens sakuTar TavisTavadobas. raki arc SarSandeli darCa ambidan,
teqsti yoveli axali wakiTxvisas axal uwyebas gaxs- gamoyolili sevda sicivis
nis _ droisa da garemos gaTvaliswinebiT _ xolo da SuaRamis SuSabandidan
raki mkiTxvelic mudmivad icvleba, fers icvlis, Sens nacvlad axla Tovli micinis...
Sesabamisad, teqstis interpretaciac mudam amou-
wuravia.
_ batono merab, migaCniaT Tu ara, rom yvela ***
literaturuli Sedevri aucileblad uzustesi gadavirbendi axla am soflis
simZafriT asaxavs epoqas, Tu arsebobs metaisto- sers
riuli teqstebic? da amasTan, ras ityodiT egreT ukanasknel samosaxlomde,
wodebul `socialur mwerlobaze~, ramdenad aris mivatovebdi
dRes mwerlis gamowveva, rom pirveli gamoexmau- sul erTi wuTiT
ros sainformacio daijestSi moxvedril movle- Cems wil samoTxes
nebs da SegviZlia Tu ara, xelovnebisgan garkveu- da zRvas vnaxavdi...
li socialuri problemebis gadaWra moviTxovoT
misi arsebobis legitimurobisTvis? am martoxela,
_ yvelaze martivad rom vTqva, epoqa imdenad Wirveul moxucs,
cxadad aisaxeba teqstSi, ramdenime aTwleuliTac Cems terfebTan rom wevs mocelili,
ki ver xerxdeba misi gadawev-gadmoweva, rac teqs- gemebi TeTri da Sori-axlo
tis sakuTari konteqstis dakargvis mtkivneul fas- ucimcimeben Tvalze
ad ar dagvijdes. magram saqme Seexeba ara mxolod cremliviT...
da ara imdenad mosaTxrobad Tu gadmosacemad ar-
Ceul masalas, ramdenadac swored monaTxrobis gad- eucxoveba xanac
mocemis saxes, romelic, Tuki moswyda Tavis dros, napiri,
ara marto uxerxuli, aramed sasaciloc ki xdeba eka qajaia Tavis Tavidan
(`vefxistyaosnis~ an baraTaSvilis leqsiT wera neb- wasvlas apirebs,
ismieri Sinaarsis teqstisaTvis dRes mxolod ko- da meramdened
mikuri efeqtis warmoqmnisaTvis SeiZleba gamodg- Tqven _ qalbatono farxmaldayrili
es!). sruliad gulwrfeli mcdelobanic ki, darCes mainc mibmuli rCeba
mwerali met-naklebad klasikuri formebis Car- TqvenTvis ar uTqvamT, napirze...
CoebSi, Tundac iseT JanrSi, rogoricaa novelis- qalbatono,
tika an romanistika, ukeTesi SemTxvevisas, guldaw- rom gavxarT aprils, vnaxavdi Tavis sisustiT
yvetis grZnobas iwvevs. bunebrivia, mwerali ver mi- rom gazafxulma Zleuls _
atovebs Tavis garemos, radgan igi arc mTvareze Ria rZisfer nislSi (misken xelgaSlils tboravs,
cxovrobs da arc Tebaidis udabnoSi, Tumca sakiTxi, garwiaT, Tavs esxmis),
unda gamoexmauros Tu ara igi epoqis `socialur karga xania, bedniereba ar SeuZlia
gamowvevebs~, CemTvis mTlad naTeli araa, dawyebu- myviraloba daiwyo mTaSi da gamudmebiT axrCobs
li imiT, rom mwerali, albaT, profesiuladac ki da amitomac Svlebiani kaba talRebSi...
erT-erTi yvelaze martoxela arsebaa amqveynad gacviaT...
(SesaZloa, kompozitorTan da mxatvarTan erTad), gadavirbendi axla am ezos,
da damTavrebuli imiT, rom garkveviT ar mesmis, ras arc is ar uTqvamT? sers
niSnavs `sazogadoeba~ _ miT umetes, `sazogadoe- rom Tqvena xarT aprilis qari, ukanasknel samosaxlomde,
brivi problemebi~. mtkiced mjera, mwerali naferebi da RimiliviT mivatovebdi qalaqs da sofels,
yovelTvis mxolod imitom da imis gamo wers, rac odnav damTbari... sul erTi wuTiT
mas piradad aRelvebs an SeaWirvebs. kidev: Cemi mog- Cems TebervalSi zRvas rom vnaxavde...
onili araa Tvalsazrisi, rom mwir xanaSi gvergo apriliviT xarT Camomdgari,
cxovreba da es Tvalsazrisi ar mgonia, autaneli Tu nebas damrTavT,
droiTi provincializmis gamoxatuleba iyos (anu me viqnebi Tqveni zamTari... ***
warmoadgendes godebas imis Sesaxeb, rom, rac axla acileb rogorc gadamfren frinvels,
xdeba, arasodes momxdara, Tumca mcire istoriu- sanaxebisken sxva cis da miwis,
li codnac ki imas metyvelebs, rom aseTi, uaresi an aivani rogor uxdeba siyvaruls pirvels
nakleb uaresi movlenebi istoriis ganmavlobaSi gulanTebuli wyvilebis fici...
mravalgzis dadasturebula). ubralod, cxadad aixedav da TiTqos mzis aris,
maxsovs, rom Cems siymawvilisa Tu siWabukisas yve- wvims da wvimian aminds amSvenebs, rom mxolod qoxic gacxovrebs islis
la dargis gamorCeuli geniosebi Cems gverdiT, Cven- magram cis saxli, _ is aivani, sul cota nisliT da mzis ariliT,
save planetaze cxovrobdnen (eliotidan da cela- erT dRes uecrad amoaSenes. rom sicocxlesac gaiReb misTvis,
nidan folkneramde da kortasaramde, pikasodan da rame wvrilmani saxsovariviT...
Sagalidan SostakoviCamde da britenamde, berg- iyo zRapridan amonaridi,
manidan da antonionidan haidegeramde da marite- uceb quCaze Camowva Rame da varskvlaveTTan ziar niSnobas
namde). Tuki maSindeli msoflios imgvar perifer- da yvela drois yvela amindi Tan Jruantelis axlavs mxevlebi
iaSic ki, sadac me davibade da gavizarde, maTi sax- moulodnelad datoves gareT! da fics ibarebs im wams bavSvoba
elebi araTu kargad aRwevda, aramed lamis say- viT saqorwino sakurTxeveli...
ovelTaod iyo cnobili, dRes, informaciis daTmes kamkama aTinaTebi _
aqvs yvela sityvac, mowmes idumals,
SeuzRudaobisa da periferiaTa moSlis Jams, am mas- qarSi erTmaneTs rogor iWeren,
simarTlis oqros wyaliT naferi,
Stabis erTi ostatis dasaxelebac ki SeuZlebeli verc nabij-nabij, askinkilaTi
is qarafSuta mesaidumle
gamxdara. Seqmnili mdgomareoba, ra Tqma unda, bune- ixtunaveben wvimis biWebi.
viTom bevris da arc araferis...
brivad warmoSva 1960-1970-iani wlebidan aqoCril-
ma memarcxene talRam, rasac Tanasworobis social- raRac usazRvroc da misawvdomic
mas Semdeg, TiTqos Tavad avsulTa
isturi ideis aRzeveba mohyva (anu: yvela Tanaswo- gaunawiles kedlebis wyvdiads daxlarTes Cveni bed-iRblis narTi,
ria da aravinaa gamorCeuli!), xolo raki adamianTa da faratina Tbili niavic radgan, Zvirfaso, mere asrulda
sajaro cxovrebis miznad daisaxa nacrisferoba, oTxma kedelma gamoamwyvdia. rac sityvebs Soris darCa da ar vTqviT..
gamourCevloba, ganusakuTrebuloba, maSin gabaton-
da kidec yvelgan da yvelaferSi (zogan _ ZaliTac!) aravin grZnobda sinanuls mainc Seni fici da Cemi uaric
es sasurveli nacrisferoba, Tumca aravin icis _ oTxi kvadratis mtkice sababiT! (viT orlesuli xmali versalis),
arc iman, visac samyaros transcendenturi ganmge- da fexareul foTlebsac awi Turme orive iyo tyuili,
blobisa swams an arc iman, visac amisi ar swams _ Tu miuxuraven cxvirwin darabebs... maSin rom JRerda simarTlesaviT...
ras mogvitans xvalindeli dRe... amitom, raki berw
xanaSi axali diadi teqstebi aRar ibadeba, diadi rogorc usulo mkerdze karati Semoikides yinvebma cecxli,
teqstebi interpretaciaSi inarCunebs sicocxles, Caqra Zvirfasi qva da minavlda, Seiba zecis kidemac kari,
mxolod interpretaciaSi cxovrobs; Cven ki, mkiTx- saxls moemata oTxi kvadrati, arc me SemaSra didi xniT cremli
velebi, wamkiTxvelebi, gzatkecilze gamovsulvarT, quCa aTasiT dapataravda. da verc Sen Tavi ver moikali..
anTebuli farnebiT xelSi, raTa erTmaneTs mivaniS-
noT, rom kultura da maT Soris, literatura, TiTqos gawyvites grZeli ambavi, _ TvalebSi mayris sarkis namsxvrevebs
amjerad, amJamad amgvari saxiT agrZelebs arsebobas. sapnis buStebis caSi gaSvebis kvlav dedofali _ avi zamTari _
da didobisgan miusafarni, da uZluri var, viyo mas mere,
esaubra leqso doreuli gaizrdebian Cqara bavSvebic. im tyuiliviT alalmarTali...
14 Targmani
_ ah, es bavSvebi, _ Tqva spend-
relma, _ maTi gadamkide...
_ da mainc, albaT araCveulebriv-
ia, roca bavSvi gyavs, _ ganagrZo bar-
lepma sevdiani toniT, ise, rogorc am
sityvebs Seefereboda, _ me xSirad mi-
natria...
_ bevrad ufro araCveulebrivi
albaT isaa, roca TviTon xar bavSvi, _
Seawyvetina rempionma, _ imis Tqma min-
da, roca adamiani ukve marTla mowi-
fulia, _ Caicina man.
_ da Tqven rogor zrdiT Svilebs?
_ hkiTxa spendrelma.
_ vcdilob, rac SeiZleba naklebi
yuradReba mivaqcio maT. samwuxarod,
skolaSi siaruli uwevT. Cemi erTader-
Ti imedi is aris, rom iq bevrs verafers
iswavlian. ubralod, saSineleba iqne-
ba, maTgan patara profesorebi rom
gamovidnen, codniT gaWyipulebi, Ta-
vianT Wkvianur patara abstraqtul
ganzogadebebs rom SeTxzaven. magram
albaT swored aseTebi gaxdebian. Cems
jibrze. bavSvebi xom yvelafers Tavi-
anTi mSoblebis jibrze akeTeben. ara
gangeb, ra Tqma unda, aramed qvecnobi-
erad. ubralod imitom, rom sxvagvar-
ad ar SeuZliaT. imitom, rom mSoblebma
metismetad Sors Setopes erTi mima-
rTulebiT da buneba bavSvebs ukan eqa-
Ceba, raTa wonasworoba aRadginos.
diax, diax, amas mTeli Cemi arsebiT
vgrZnob. isini profesorebi gaxdebian.
patara eSmakebi. sazizRari patara mec-
nierebi. Tqveni megobris, ilijis, ms-
gavsebi, _ mimarTa man spendrels,
romelic am saxelis gagonebaze Sesam-
Cnevad SekrTa da gulSi maSinve usayve-
dura sakuTar Tavs amisaTvis, _ pat-
ara, sazizRari tvinebi, mTeli ZaliT
rom cdiloben, Signeuloba daTr-
gunon.
spendrelma Cveuli mravalmniS-
vnelovnebiT, ironiulad da ramde-
nadme Teatralurad gaiRima.
_ Wabukma ilijma mainc ver SeZlo,
daeTrguna Tavisi Signeuloba, _ Tqva
man, _ yovel SemTxvevaSi, bolomde ver
SeZlo.
_ ra Tqma unda, ver SeZlebda. amis
daTrgunva aravis SeuZlia. erTader-
Ti, rac am cocxal organoebs SegiZlia
uqna, is aris, rom leSad aqcio. da
risTvisaa es saWiro? uamravi idio-
turi codnisa da uazro ganzogadoe-
bisaTvis.
_ romlebic, ra Tqma unda, Zalian
sasaciloa, _ Tqva filipma, romelic
saubarSi imitom CaerTo, rom inteleq-
ti daecva, _ ganazogado da Tanac
SeiZino codna, erT-erTi yvelaze sa-
siamovno garTobaa. yovel SemTxvevaSi
CemTvis, _ da filipi inteleqtualuri
cxovrebis miseuli hedonisturi
apologiis ganviTarebas Seudga, _ da
ratom unda viyoT aseTi mkacri Cveni
patar-patara garTobebis mimarT? Cven
xom golfs Tavs ar vesxmiT. maS, ratom
unda davirazmoT inteleqtualebis
sportis winaaRmdeg?
_ magram is xom sruliad usarge-
bloa, _ ganagrZo rempionma, _ xes
misi nayofiT Seicnoben. golfs saer-
Tod araviTari nayofi ar moaqvs, da Tu
maincdamainc moaqvs, is sruliad uvne-
belia an iqneb sasargebloc ki. janm-
rTeli RviZli, magaliTad, SesaniSnavi
nayofia. maSin, roca inteleqtualiz-
mis nayofi... RmerTo Cemo! _ saxe dae-
manWa, _ erTi amaT SexedeT. mTeli Cve-
ni industriuli civilizacia _ ai,
misi nayofi. dilis gazeTebi, radio,
kino _ es yvelaferi misi nayofia.
tankebi da trinitrotolueli!
rokfeleri da mondi _ aseve nayofia.
ai, sanamde migviyvana profesionaluri
inteleqtualizmis organizebulma
sistemam, romelic bolo orasi wlis
ganmavlobaSia gamefebuli. da Tqven
Cemgan eliT, rom garTobebi mogi-
wonoT? iciT, gulaxdilad rom
giTxraT, amas xarebTan brZolac ki
mirCevnia. SeiZleba, ramdenime cxove-
lis tanjva da ramdenime aseuli may-
ureblis gamxeceba mTeli samyaros
ngrevas, lpobas da daRupvas Seadaro?
arada, swored aqamde migviyvaneT
literaturuli gazeTi
Tqven, inteleqtualebma, imiT, rom
Tqveni garToba profesiad aqcieT.
_ kargi, kargi, _ Tqva filipma, _
metismetad pirquS suraTs xatavT. ma-
Sinac ki, Tu Tqven marTali xarT, ar
SeiZleba, inteleqtualebs avkidoT
mTeli pasuxismgebloba imaze, Tu
risTvis gamoiyenes sxvebma maTi moR-
vaweobis Sedegi. magram amaze pasux-
ismgebloba swored maT ekisrebaT. imi-
tom, rom yvela danarCens TavianTi
dawyevlili inteleqtualuri
tradiciebiT zrdian. bolos da bo-
los, sxvebic xom inteleqtualebi ari-
an, oRond TavianT sferoSi. saqmosan-
ic aseve mecnieria, oRond es aris, rom
namdvil mecnierze cotaTi ufro
sulelia. mas iseTive inteleqtualu-
rad calmxrivi cxovreba aqvs, rogorc
mecniers. Sedegi aseTi cxovrebisa Si-
nagani fsiqologiuri gadagvarebaa.
nayofi Cveni garTobebisa, ara mxolod
Tanamedrove industriuli civili-
oldos haqsli
kontrapunqti
fragmenti romanidan
zaciis gare aparaturaa, es Sinagani
lpobac aris: infantiluroba, gadag-
vareba, yvela nairsaxeoba sigiJisa da
pirvelyofil warsulSi dabrunebisa.
oh ara, ara, ar minda eg Tqveni Zvirfa-
si garTobebi. gacilebiT naklebad
mavnebeli iqneboda, golfs rom Tama-
SobdeT.
_ magram WeSmariteba? _ Caeria
saubarSi barlepi, romelic maT davas
aqamde xmis amouReblad usmenda, _
WeSmaritebaze raRas ityviT?
_ marTlac, _ mxari auba spend-
relma, _ nuTu misi Zebna ar Rirs?
_ ra Tqma unda, Rirs, _ upasuxa
rempionma, _ magram ara iq, sadac mas
filipi da misi megobari mecnierebi
eZeben. bolos da bolos, erTaderTi
WeSmariteba, romelic CvenTvis faseu-
lobas warmoadgens da risi Secnobac
SegviZlia, es adamianuri WeSmaritebaa.
da Tu ginda, mas miagno, unda eZio is
mTeli arsebiT da ara misi raRac
calkeuli nawiliT. mecnierebi ki
araadamianuri WeSmaritebisken
iswrafvian. ra Tqma unda, isini veras-
dros SeZleben mas miaRwion. TviT mec-
nierebsac xom mTlianad ar SeuZliaT,
adamianad yofna Sewyviton. erTader-
Ti, rac maT gamosdiT, is aris, rom ram-
denadme mowydnen realobis adamianur
samyaros. sakuTari tvinis wamebiT isi-
ni erTgvar bundovan warmodgenas iqm-
nian samyaroze, iseTze, rogorsac mas
araadamianuri Tvali dainaxavda. Ta-
vianTi kvanturi Tu fardobiTobis
TeoriebiT, talRuri meqanikiT da ase
Semdeg, maT marTlac SeZles, kacobri-
obas cotaTi daSorebodnen. magram
miTxariT, ra aris amaSi kargi?
_ garda imisa, rom es garTobaa, _
Tqva filipma, _ kargi is aris, rom Sei-
Zleba, raRac saocari aRmoCena gaake-
To, iseTi, romelsac praqtikuli mniS-
vneloba eqneba. magaliTad, atomis gax-
leCa an energiis usazRvro maragebis
gamoTavisufleba.
_ ris Sedegadac adamianuri arse-
bebi sabolood gadaiqcevian kretine-
bad da manqanebis monebad, _ dacinviT
daasrula rempionma, _ viciT Tqveni
samoTxe dedamiwaze, magram Cven axla
WeSmaritebaze vlaparakobdiT. im
araadamianur WeSmaritebas, romlis
Secnobas mecnierebi TavianTi in-
teleqtiT cdiloben, araferi aqvs
saerTo Cveulebriv adamianur cxovre-
basTan. Cveni WeSmaritebis, adamianuri
WeSmaritebis migneba SeiZleba mxolod
TviT cxovrebis procesSi _ mTliani
adamianis srul, mravalferovan cx-
ovrebaSi. Tqveni garTobebis Sedegi,
filip, mTeli es ybadaRebuli kosmo-
suri Teoriebi da maTi praqtikuli
gamoyeneba _ am yovelives araferi aqvs
saerTo erTaderT saWiro WeSmarite-
basTan. araadamianuri WeSmariteba ki
ara mxolod aravis unda, aramed is sax-
ifaTocaa. mas adamianebis yuradReba
erTaderTi Rirebuli adamianuri WeS-
maritebidan gadaaqvs. is aiZulebs maT,
maTive sakuTari cxovrebiseuli
gamocdilebis falsificireba moaxdi-
non, raTa realoba ganyenebul ab-
straqtul Teoriebs moargon. magali-
Tad, arsebobs yvelasgan miRebuli
araadamianuri WeSmariteba _ yovel
SemTxvevaSi, Cemi axalgazrdobis dros
is yvelasTvis misaRebi iyo, rom gareg-
nuli niSnebi realurad ar arsebobs,
xolo vinc amas seriozulad aRiqvams,
sakuTar Tavs uaryofs, Tavisi cxovre-
bis mTel qsovils arRvevs. saqme is
aris, adamianuri arsebebi ise arian
mowyobili, rom erTaderT realobas
maTTvis garegnuli niSnebi warmoad-
gens. maTi uaryofiT adamiani TviTmkv-
lelobas sCadis.
_ magram realurad xom, _ Tqva
filipma, _ maT aravin uaryofs.
_ ho, mTlianad aravin uaryofs, _
daeTanxma rempioni, _ imitom, rom es
aravis ZaluZs. aravis SeuZlia, mTli-
anad gaanadguros yvela Tavisi Seg-
rZneba da grZnoba ise, rom TviTon
cocxali darCes. magram SeiZleba maTi
mniSvnelobis damcroba mas Semdeg, rac
Tavis saqmes gaakeTeben. da, faqtobri-
vad, inteligentebis da Rrmad ga-
naTlebuli adamianebis didi umravle-
soba swored amiTaa dakavebuli: isini
amdableben adamians aracnobieris in-
teresebisaTvis. maTi motivebi qris-
tianebis motivebisgan gansxvavdeba,
magram Sedegi igivea. erTgvari TviT-
ganadgureba. yovelTvis erTi da igive,
_ ganagrZo da moulodnelad mis xma-
Si sibrazem gaiJRera, _ yvela mcde-
loba, iyo raRac ufro meti, vidre ad-
amiani, erTi da igive SedegiT mTavrde-
ba _ sikvdiliT; sul erTia rogori,
magram sikvdiliT. roca cdilob, Tavs
zemoT axte, sakuTar TavSi raRacas
klav da xdebi bevrad ufro damcro-
bili, vidre iyavi. me ise momwyinda mTe-
li es brtyel-brtyeli sityvebi amaR-
lebul swrafvebsa da moralur da in-
teleqtualur progresze, idealebi-
sTvis cxovrebasa da msgavs sisulelee-
bze. am yvelafers sikvdilamde mivya-
varT, iseve ueWvelad, rogorc
fulisTvis cxovrebas. qristianebi,
moralistebi, natifi esTetebi, brwyin-
vale axalgazrda mecnierebi da smail-
sis yaidis biznesmenebi _ mTeli es sa-
codavi adamiani-bayayebi, cdiloben,
gaiberon da iqcnen xarad wminda
sulierebisa, wminda idealizmisa, wmin-
da praqticizmisa, wminda racional-
izmisa. magram metismeti mondomebisgan
skdebian da maTgan mxolod patara
bayayis ubadruki fragmentebi rCeba.
dampali narCenebi. es yvelaferi erTi
Zalian didi idiotobaa, uzarmazari,
gulisamrevi sicrue. magaliTad, is
Tqveni myrali wminda franciski rom
aviRoT, _ miubrunda barleps, romel-
mac protestis niSnad Tavi gadaaqnia,
_ ho, myrali, _ daJinebiT gaimeora
rempionma, _ suleli, pativmoyvare,
patara kaci, romelic cdilobda, ise
gaberiliyo, rom iesod qceuliyo. mi-
aRwia ki mxolod imas, rom sakuTar Tav-
Si is jansaRi azri da wesierebis grZno-
bac Cakla, rac hqonda. mxolod is SeZ-
lo, rom namdvili adamianuri arsebis
sazizRar, myral narCenad iqca. siam-
ovnebas iRebde keTrovanis lokvisagan.
fuh! sazizRari, patara gaukuRmarTe-
buli arseba. is Turme zedmetad zneo-
brivia imisTvis, rom qals akocos. mas
surs, iseT uxeS rameebze maRla idges,
20 seqtemberi - 3 oqtomberi 2019
rogoric bunebrivi, jansaRi siam-
ovnebaa. da Sedegi? is sakuTar TavSi
klavs yovelgvar narCenebs wesierebis
grZnobisa da iqceva myral, patara,
gadagvarebul kacunad, romelsac sia-
movnebas mxolod keTrovanebis iareb-
is lokva aniWebs. yuradReba miaqcieT,
rom is ki ar mkurnalobda maT, aramed
lokavda da amas sakuTari, da ara maTi,
siamovnebisaTvis akeTebda. ra sazizR-
robaa!
filipi skamis sazurgeze gadawva da
gaicina, magram ganrisxebuli rempio-
ni misken Sebrunda.
_ Tqven, ra Tqma unda, SegiZliaT,
icinoT, magram ise nu warmoidgenT,
rom TviTon ukeTesi xarT, Tqven da
Tqveni inteleqtuali mecnieri mego-
brebi. Tqven iseve iklavT Tavs, rogorc
maniaki qristianebi. wagikiTxoT Tqve-
ni programa? _ aiRo wigni, romelic
mis win, magidaze, ido da gadafurcla,
_ amas swored maSin wavawydi, roca aq
avtobusiT movdiodi. ai, esec, _ da
kiTxva daiwyo. frangul sityvebs gulm-
odgined da mkafiod warmoTqvamda, _
`Plus un obstacle materiel, toutes les rapitides
gagnees par la science et a richesse. Pas une tare a
l’independence. Voir un crime de lese-moi dans
toute frequentation, home ou pays, qui ne serait
pas expressement voulue. L’energie, le recueuille-
ment, la tension de la solitude, les transporter
dans ses rapports acec de vrais semblambles. Pas
d’amour, peut-etre, mais des, amities rares, diffi-
ciles, exatees, nerveuses, vivre comme on revivrait
en esprit de detachement d’inquietude et de
ravenche.~1 , _ rempionma wigni daxura
da aixeda, _ ai, Tqveni kredo, _ uTxra
filips, _ mari laneris mier formu-
lirebuli aTas cxraas pirvel wels.
mokled, naTlad, amomwuravad. da, Rm-
erTo Cemo, es ra saSinelebaa! arc sx-
euli, arc materialur samyarosTan
Sexeba, arc adamianur arsebebTan Sexe-
ba _ Tu ar CavTvliT mxolod inteleq-
tis saSualebiT _ arc siyvaruli...
_ es Cven cotaTi SevcvaleT aTas
cxraas pirvel welTan SedarebiT, _
RimiliT Tqva filipma.
_ magram ara arsebiTad. Tqven aRi-
areT SemTxveviTi seqsualuri kavSire-
bi, garyvnileba, da sul es iyo. magram
ara siyvaruli, ara bunebrivi Serwyma
sicocxlesTan, ara uaris Tqma menta-
lur TviTanalizze, ara sruli damor-
Cileba instinqtebisadmi. ara, ara. Tqven
mainc cnobier nebas ebRauWebiT. yve-
laferi yovelTvis expressement voulu
unda iyos. da yovelgvari kavSiri ad-
amianebs Soris mxolod wminda inteleq-
tualuri. da ise unda icxovro, rom es
sicocxle ki ar iyos cocxali adami-
anebis samyaroSi, aramed martoobis
mogonebebi, ocnebebi da meditaciebi.
dausrulebeli onanizmi, ise rogorc
prustis is saSineli diadi wigni. amas
Tqven amaRlebul cxovrebas eZaxiT, si-
namdvileSi ki evfemizmebs Tavi dav-
aneboT da ubralod neli kvdomaa.
Zalian mniSvnelovania da simboluria
is, rom is laneru yru da naxevrad brma
iyo. garegnuli xiluli niSani Sinagani
sulieri WeSmaritebisa. sawyali arse-
ba! misi suliereba, ase Tu ise mainc, gam-
arTlebuli iyo. amaRlebuli cxovreb-
is sxva TayvanismcemlebisTvis ki, rom-
lebsac fizikuri defeqti ar aqvT, es
miutevebelia. maT sakuTari Tavi Segneb-
ulad daamaxinjes sakuTari siamovneb-
isaTvis. ra samwuxaroa, rom maT mate-
rialuri kuzebi ar aqvT da meWeWebi
cxvirze! ase rom iyos, is mainc gvecod-
ineboda, visTan gvaqvs saqme.
_ marTlac, _ mogonili mx-
iarulebiT gaicina filipma da Tavi
dauqnia. cdilobda, daemala uxerxu-
loba, romelic rempionis sityvebisas
igrZno fizikuri naklis Sesaxeb, _
marTlac, _ aravis unda efiqra, rom
xelovnurma fexma xeli SeuSala mas,
sakadrisad Seefasebina rempionis
Sexedulebebi fizikuri defeqtis
Sesaxeb.
misi sicili imdenad Seusabamod
xmamaRali iyo, rom rempionma kiTxvis
gamomxatveli mzeriT Sexeda. ra mox-
da? magram amis gasarkvevad Tavi ar
Seuwuxebia.
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_ es aRmaSfoTebeli sicruea, _
ganagrZo man, _ da, garda amisa, sule-
luri sicrue. mTeli es idioturi azre-
bi imis Sesaxeb, rom viRac ufro metia,
vidre adamiani. ho, idioturi, imitom,
rom amas araviTari safuZveli ar aqvs.
Tqven cdilobT, adamianze meti gaxdeT,
sinamdvileSi ki masze ufro naklebi
xdebiT. yovelTvis...
_ mismineT, mismineT, _ Tqva fil-
ipma, _ `Cven miwaze davdivarT da
frTebi ar gvWirdeba~, _ da uceb mas
mamamisis xmamaRla naTqvami sityvebi
Caesma: `me mqonda frTebi, me mqonda
frTebi~. da misi awiTlebuli saxe da
avarvarebul-vardisferi piJama dain-
axa. sasacilo da ubadruki moxuci, _
da iciT es saidan aris? _ ganagrZo man,
_ es aris ukanaskneli striqoni leq-
sisa, romelic me davwere niudigeitis
premiisTvis 2 oqsfordSi, roca
ocdaerTi wlisa viyavi. Tema `mefe ar-
turi~ iyo, Tu sworad maxsovs. zedmet-
ic kia imis Tqma, rom premia ver miviRe.
magram es kargi leqsia.
_ Zalian samwuxaroa, rom cxovre-
baSi Tqveni sityvebiT ar xelmZRv-
anelobT da amis nacvlad abstraqcie-
bTan eweviT garyvnilebas. magram, ra
Tqma unda, abstraqciebs ise aravin es-
xmis Tavs, rogorc misi Tayvanismceme-
li: man xom gamocdilebiT icis, sic-
ocxlis rogori gamanadgureblebi
arian isini. Cveulebriv adamians Seu-
Zlia, Tavs neba misces, maTgan sarge-
bloba miiRos. SeuZlia, Tavs neba
misces, hqondes frTebi manam, sanam ax-
sovs, rom aqvs fexebi. adamianebs cud-
ad misdiT saqme, roca sakuTar Tavs
aiZuleben, sul ifrinon. isini ocne-
boben, angelozebad iqcnen, axerxeben
ki mxolod imas, rom gugulebi da bate-
bi xdebian, an sazizRari svavebi da Savi
yornebi.
_ magram es xom, _ Tqva spendrel-
ma, romelsac didi xnis ganmavlobaSi
xma ar amouRia, _ mxecobis saxarebaa.
Tqven Cven gvaswavliT, rogor mov-
iqceT cxovelebis msgavsad.
_ me Tqven gaswavliT, rogor
moiqceT adamianuri arsebebis ms-
gavsad, _ upasuxa rempionma, _ es ki
erTi da igive ar aris. garda amisa, gac-
ilebiT ukeTesia, mxeciviT iqceode _
namdvili, patiosani, aramoSinaurebu-
li cxoveliviT, vidre eSmaki gamoi-
gono da moiqce ise, rogorc Seni gamon-
agoni iqceva.
xanmokle siCume Camovarda. `ra iqne-
ba, rom axla mas vuTxra~_ fiqrobda
spendreli _ `rom cota xnis win safa-
ridan gamovxti, Tavs davesxi adamians
da ketiT Tavi gavuxeTqe~ _ da kidev
erTi ylupi brendi mosva.
_ ara, _ Tqva xmamaRla, _ darwmu-
nebuli ar var Tqvens simarTleSi. iq-
ceode cxoveliviT, es imas niSnavs, iq-
ceode arsebasaviT, romelic sikeTesa
da borotebaze dabla dgas. imisTvis ki,
rom eSmakiviT moiqce, jer is unda
icode, sikeTe ra aris. da mainc, es yve-
laferi ubralod veluri, mdabali da
sazizRari iyo. da, garda amisa, sruli,
ukidegano sisulele. keTilis da
borotis xis nayofis Secnobis safa-
rvelqveS man cecxli da Sxami ki ar ip-
ova, aramed mxolod gulisamrevi yav-
isferi sidample da ramdenime patara
Wia. yvelaferi, rac arsebobs, Tavisi
sapirispiros saSualebiT Seicnoba, _
ganagrZo man. Tavisive fiqrebis gamo
moRuSuli iyo, _ eSmakis arseboba Rm-
erTis arsebobasac gulisxmobs.
_ udavod, _ mouTmenlad CaerTo
rempioni, _ eSmaki, rogorc absolu-
turi borotebis gansaxiereba, arse-
bobs mxolod imdenad, ramdenadac ar-
sebobs RmerTi, rogorc absoluturi
sikeTis gansaxiereba. da mere ra
aqedan? ra kavSiri aqvs amas TqvenTan
an CemTan?
_ me vfiqrob, rom Zalian didi.
_ mxolod imdenive kavSiri aqvs,
ramdenic imas, rom es magida Sedgeba
eleqtronebisagan an rxevebis daus-
rulebeli rigisagan ucxo garemoSi, an
didi raodenobis movlenebis-wertil-
idan oTxganzomilebian kontinuumSi,
literaturuli gazeTi
an kidev raime iseTisgan, risi gamog-
onebac filipis mecnier megobrebs Seu-
ZliaT. ara ufro meti ramisgan. anu,
faqtobrivad, amas CvenTan araviTari
kavSiri ar aqvs. Tqveni absoluturi
RmerTi da absoluturi eSmaki adami-
anebisTvis sruliad ararsebul
faqtebs miekuTvnebian. Cven saqme gva-
qvs mxolod sxvadasxva drois da xalx-
is fardobiT RmerTebTan da eSmakebT-
an, individualuri kazuistikis far-
dobiT sikeTesTan da borotebasTan.
yvelaferi danarCeni araadamianuria
da saqmes ar exeba. da Tu sakuTar Tavs
nebas miscemT, araadamianurma mo-
sazrebebma gavlena iqonion Tqvenze,
aucileblad sulelad iqceviT an
borotmoqmedad, an orived erTad.
_ mere ra, es mainc ukeTesia, vidre
cxovelad qceva, _ ar uTmobda spend-
reli, _ ukeTesia suleli an borot-
moqmedi viyo, vidre xari an ZaRli.
_ aravin gTxovT, xari an ZaRli
iyaviTo, _ gaRizianebiT Tqva rempi-
onma, _ Tqven mxolod imas gTxoven,
rom adamiani iyoT. adamiani, gasagebia?
arc angelozi da arc eSmaki. adamiani
es aris akrobati magrad daWimul
Tokze. is frTxilad midis, cdilobs,
wonasworoba SeinarCunos, xelSi
uWiravs Woki, romlis erT boloze
cnobiereba, inteleqti da sulia, meo-
reze ki sxeuli, instinqti da yve-
laferi, rac CvenSi aracnobieri, mi-
wieri da mistikuria. is cdilobs,
wonasworoba SeinarCunos. es jojox-
eTurad Znelia. da erTaderTi absolu-
ti, romelic mas ar SeuZlia, Seicnos,
srulyofili wonasworobis absolu-
tia. absoluturoba srulyofili far-
dobiTobisa. gonebis TvalsazrisiT, es
paradoqsi da uazrobaa. magram yvela
namdvili, cocxali WeSmariteba xom
logikis TvalsazrisiT uazrobaa.
cocxali WeSmaritebis Suqze ki logi-
kaa sruli uazroba. hoda, airCieT,
romeli ufro mogwonT _ logika Tu
cxovreba. gemovnebis saqmea. zogi ad-
amiani amjobinebs, mkvdari iyos.
`amjobinebs, mkvdari iyos~. es si-
tyvebi spendrelis cnobierebaSi
eqosaviT airekla. edvard uebli,
romelic iatakze iwva TokebiT Sekru-
li, wiwilasaviT, amjobinebda ki, mkv-
dari yofiliyo?
_ da mainc, _ gawela saTqmeli, _
aris iseTi rameebi, rac yovelTvis ab-
soluturad cudi rCeba. magaliTad,
mkvleloba, _ surda, daejerebina, rom
im dRes momxdari ara mxolod mdaba-
li, amazrzeni da sazizRari iyo,
aramed, garda amisa, saSineli da
tragikuli, _ mkvleloba _ es abso-
luturi borotebaa.
_ ara ufro metad absoluturi,
vidre sxva danarCenebi, _ Tqva rempi-
onma, _ garkveul garemoebaTa Tanx-
vedrisas mkvleloba SeiZleba iyos
aucilebelic, marTebulic da saqebic
ki. erTaderTi absoluturad boroti
qmedeba, romelic adamianma SeiZleba,
Caidinos, is aris, rasac is cxovrebis
sazianod akeTebs, sakuTari mTliano-
bis sazianod. is cudad iqceva, Tu sak-
uTar Tavs aukuRmarTebs, Tavisi in-
stinqtebis falsificirebas axdens.
_ aha, ese igi, Cven isev mxecebs vu-
brundebiT, _ ganagrZo spendrelma
sarkastulad, _ iyaviT mtaceblebi,
daikmayofileT Tqveni cxoveluri
moTxovnilebebi, rogorc ki isini
gagiCndebaT. da es aris adamianuri si-
brZnis bolo sityva?
_ iciT, ra? es sulac ar aris iseTi
sisulele, rogorc Tqven geCvenebaT, _
upasuxa rempionma, _ adamianebi rom
TavianT instinqtur moTxovnilebebs
ikmayofilebdnen mxolod maSin, roca
es marTla surT, msgavsad cxovelebi-
sa, romlebic Tqven ase gZulT, isini
bevrad ukeT moiqceodnen, vidre civi-
lizebuli adamianuri arsebebis didi
umravlesoba iqceva Cvens droSi. bune-
brivi moTxovnilebebi da spontanurad
gaCenili instinqturi survilebi arav-
iTar SemTxvevaSi ar aqcevdnen adami-
anebs aseT mxecebad. ara, sityva `mxece-
bad~ ar varga _ ratom unda mivayenoT
Seuracxyofa sacodav cxovelebs? aseT
metismetad adamianurad cud da borot
arsebebad. aseTebad aqcevs maT warmo-
saxva, inteleqti, principebi,
tradiciebi, aRzrda. datoveT instin-
qtebi sakuTar TavTan da isini araviTar
zians mogayeneben. adamianebi mxolod
maSin rom eZleodnen siyvaruls, roca
maT vneba ipyrobT, mxolod maSin rom
Cxubobdnen, roca gabrazebulebi an
SeSinebulebi arian, mxolod maSin rom
ebRauWebodnen TavianT sakuTrebas,
roca es maTTvis aucilebelia, an maT
TavSeukavebeli survili ipyrobdeT
raimes xelSi Cagdebisa, garwmunebT, rom
samyaro bevrad ufro metad emgvanebo-
da ciur sasufevels, vidre axla _
qristianul-inteleqtualur-samecni-
ero liberalizmis batonobisas. Tqven
ggoniaT, rom instinqtma Seqmna kazano-
va, baironi, keslmeini? ara, instinqti
arafer SuaSia. es maTi avxorculi war-
mosaxva waaqezebda maT moTxovnilebebs,
warmoSobda survilebs, romlebic bune-
brivad maT arasodes gauCndebodaT.
orive sqesis donJuanebi mxolod Tavis
survilebs rom emorCilebodnen, maT
bevrad naklebi sasiyvarulo kavSiri
eqnebodaT. maT xelovnurad uwevT Ta-
vianTi warmosaxvis aRgzneba, winaaRm-
deg SemTxvevaSi, ver SeZlebdnen dawo-
las, visTanac mouwevdaT da sadac mou-
wevdaT. igivea sxva danarCen instin-
qtebTan dakavSirebiT. Tu Tanamedrove
civilizacia fulisTvis gagiJda, flo-
bis instinqti aq arafer SuaSia. aRzr-
da, tradicia, moraluri principebi mas
xelovnurad aRagzneben. fulis mimarT
sixarbe adamianebs mxolod imis gamo
uCndebaT, rom maT arwmuneben, TiTqos
es sixarbe bunebrivia da keTilSobil-
uri, TiTqos vaWroba da industriaSi
saqmianoba Rirsebaa, TiTqos daarwmu-
no adamianebi, iyidon is, rac srulebiT
ar sWirdebaT, qristianuli gulmowy-
alebis gamovlenaa. flobis instinqti
arasdros yofila ise Zlieri, rom ae-
Zulebina adamianebi, dRe da Rame, mTe-
li cxovrebis ganmavlobaSi, rac Sei-
Zleba meti fulis xelSi Cagdebaze
ezrunaT. amisTvis warmosaxvas da in-
teleqts uwevT ganuwyvetliv misi aRg-
zneba. aba, omze ifiqreT. mas araferi
aqvs saerTo spontanurad gaCenil me-
brZol sulTan. adamianebma rom ibrZo-
lon, maT es kanoniT unda aiZulo da
propagandis saSualebiT waaqezo. Tqven
msofliosTvis gacilebiT mets gaa-
keTebT, Tu adamianebs urCevT, brZolis
instinqtis spontanur karnaxs daemor-
Cilon, vidre erTa ligis msgavsi orga-
nizaciebi Seqmnan.
_ da kidev ufro mets maSin gaa-
keTebT, _ Tqva barlepma, _ Tu adami-
anebs urCevT, qristes kvals gahyvnen.
_ ara, es marTali ar aris. aiZulo
adamianebi, qristes kvals gahyvnen, es
imas niSnavs, aiZulo isini, zeadamiane-
bi gaxdnen. praqtikaSi ki amas sawinaaRm-
dego Sedegi moaqvs: isini xdebian ufro
naklebi, vidre adamiani. aiZulo adami-
anebs, zedmiwevniT misdion qristes
moZRvrebas, es imas niSnavs aiZulo maT,
idiotebiviT iqceodnen, sabolood ki
_ eSmakis msgavsad. amis uamravi magal-
iTi arsebobs. Tundac, tolstoi rom
aviRoT: udidesi adamiani, romelmac
sakuTari Tavi idiotad aqcia imis gamo,
rom cdilobda, ufro meti yofiliyo,
vidre udidesi adamiani. an is Tqveni
saSineli, patara wminda franciski, _
barlepisken Sebrunda, _ kidev erTi
idioti, magram ukve eSmakad qcevis
zRvarze. Semdegi etapi _ fivaidis be-
rebi. maT zRvari gadalaxes. isini eS-
makad srulad gadaqcevis stadiamde
mividnen. sakuTari Tavis wameba. yve-
laferi gonivrulis, mSvenieris da
cocxalis ganadgureba _ aseTi iyo
maTi programa. isini cdilobdnen, ie-
sos kvals gahyolodnen da ufro meti
yofiliyvnen, vidre adamianebi, magram
yvelaferi, rac maT moaxerxes, is iyo,
rom satanuri damangreveli Zalis gan-
saxierebad iqcnen. bunebrivad instin-
qtebis Sesabamisad rom moqceuliyvnen,
isini sruliad wesier adamianebad dar-
Cebodnen. magram ara, aucileblad un-
Targmani 15
dodaT, ufro meti yofiliyvnen, vidre
adamianebi. Sedegad ki eSmakebad iqc-
nen. jer idiotebad, Semdeg ki _ eSmake-
bad. sulel eSmakebad. fu! _ rempionma
saxe damanWa da Tavi zizRiT gadaaqnia,
_ da ra saSinelebaa, _ aRSfoTebiT
ganagrZo man, _ rom samyaro savsea ase-
Ti arsebebiT! ra Tqma unda, isini ise
Sors ar Setopaven, rogorc wminda an-
toni da misi demonebi, an wminda fran-
ciski Tavisi naxevrad idiotebiT, ma-
gram, arsebiTad, isinic iseTebi arian.
gansxvaveba mxolod xarisxSia. yvela
maTganis gaukuRmarTeba Sedegia imisa,
rom cdilobdnen, zeadamianebi yofil-
iyvnen. zeadamianurad religiurebi,
zeadamianurad zneobrivebi, zeadami-
anurad inteleqtualebi da mecniere-
bi, zeadamianurad Sromisunarianebi,
zeadamianurad specializirebulebi
da efeqturebi, zeadamianurad saqmi-
anebi da zeadamianurad xarbebi da ga-
momZalvelebi, zeadamianurad garyv-
nilebi, don-Juanebi, zeadamianurad
angariSiani individebi, siyvarulSic
ki. yvela gaukuRmarTebuli da gadag-
varebulia. gadagvarebuli sikeTisa da
borotebis mxares, sulis an xorcis mx-
ares, magram yovelTvis Sors normisa-
gan, Sors adamianobisagan. msoflio _
es gadagvarebul-gaukuRmarTebuli
idiotebis TavSesafaria. oTxi maTgani
Cvens magidasTan zis, _ man Caicina da
irgvliv mimoixeda, _ gadagvarebuli
iesosiko, _ barlepma yovlismimteve-
blurad gauRima, _ gadagvarebuli
inteleqtualuri esTeti.
_ gmadlobT komplimentisaTvis, _
Tqva filipma.
_ gadagvarebuli moralisti, _ is
spendrelisken Sebrunda, _ zedgamoW-
rili patara stavrogini. mapatieT,
spendrel, magram sinamdvileSi Tqven
yvelaze didi suleli xarT, _ mis sax-
es yuradRebiT daakvirda, _ Tqven ise
iRimebiT, rogorc yvela tragikuli
gmiri erTad aRebuli. magram araferi
gamogdiT. mag Rimils iqiT miamiti
zani3 imaleba.
spendrelma Tavi ukan gadaagdo da
uxmod gaicina. `man rom icodes~ _
gaifiqra man _ `rom icodes~. magram
rom scodnoda kidec, gana mas nakle-
bad sulelad CaTvlida?
_ icineT, icineT, Zmao, dostoevs-
ki, magram neba momeciT, giTxraT, rom
idioti stavroginisTvis unda daer-
qmiaT da ara miSkinisTvis. is Seudare-
blad ufro didi sulelia da bevrad
ufro metad gadagvarebulic.
_ da aq mjdomi meoTxe piri sule-
lebis romel kategorias ekuTvnis? _
hkiTxa filipma.
_ marTlacda romels? _ rempi-
onma Tavi gadaaqnia. misi Txeli, abre-
Sumiseburi Tmebi Seirxa, _ gadagvare-
buli moqadage. gadagvarebuli iere-
mia. dawyevlil, Zvel samyaroze gada-
gvarebuli motirali. da, rac mTavar-
ia, gadagvarebuli ybedi, _ wamodga, _
hoda, amitom, axla saxlSi mivdivar. ar
SeiZleboda ise laparaki, rogorc me
vilaparake. ase araadamianurad. es aR-
maSfoTebelia. mrcxvenia, magram mTe-
li ubedureba is aris, rom roca yve-
lafer araadamianurs da patara adami-
anebs amunaTeb, Sen TviTonac gardauv-
alad araadamiani xdebi. es yvelaferi
Tqveni bralia, _ damSvidobebisas
Caicina, xeli dauqnia maT da wavida.
1
Plus un obstacle... (frang) _ aranairi materialuri
dabrkoleba. mTeli siswrafe miRweulia mecniereb-
is da simdidris wyalobiT. sruli damoukidebloba.
xedavde danaSauls Sens winaaRmdeg nebismier qvey-
anasTan da nebismier adamianTan urTierTobaSi, Tu
es urTierToba araa sasurveli. energia, mobilizeb-
uloba, daZabuloba, martooba. gadaitaneT eseni nam-
dvilad axloblebTan urTierTobaze. iqneb siyvaru-
li arc aris saWiro, mxolod megobroba, iSviaTi, Zne-
li, datvirTuli, nerviuli. icxovro ise, TiTqos xe-
laxla daibade, isev gancalkevebis, SfoTvis, sicar-
ielis mdgomareobaSi (frangi mwerali qalis _ mari
lenerius _ dRiuridan).
2
niudigeitis premia _ daaarsa antikvarma
rojer niudigeitma oqsfordis universitetSi 1806
wels. yovelwliurad eniWeba saukeTeso poemas in-
glisur enaze.
3
miamiti zani _ prosceniumis momsaxure per-
sonali italiur niRbebis komediaSi.
Targmna gia beraZem
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