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#13 (245) 5 - 18 ivlisi 2019 gamodis or kviraSi erTxel, paraskeobiT fasi 80 TeTri
giorgi balaxaSvili
senegali mario vargas liosa
xaTuna rogava
damalobana ***
yviTeli feri SeeCvia daZenZil dReebs.
meeqvse abortis mere Tavic SesZulda da isic, Tovlic gayviTlda _ armosuli,
vis Svilebsac morCilad klavda. xmebmac imata.
klavda misive surviliT. orsuli mTvaris simartove swvdeba ganimeds.
klavda da inaniebda. inatre rame.
inaniebda da momavali mkvlelobisTvis emzadeboda. Caawure Tvalebs siblante Taflis _
„qmari Tavia colisa, rogorc qriste _ eklesiisa~ _ Sveliso kataraqtas.
qadagebda RvTismsaxuri ambionidan. katam raRa qnas,
da qalic, kanonisa da qmris morCili, SekveTiT Tu abalaxe?!
axarisxebda Svilebs _ (veRar mSvelis katabalaxac).
romels unda Rirseboda mzis naTeli eSvelos iqneb uZilobis
da romels _ hadesi, mTeli misi sidiadiT. yviTel eSelons.
mRvdlis epitimia samas metaniasa da xangrZliv locvebs moicavda. ifiqre yviTlad,
qalic loculobda da metaniobda. yviTlad were,
metaniobda da klavda. iyviTl-iyvinTe
klavda da kvlav loculobda. uvarskvlavebo
da erTgulebda mkvlelis daRdasmuli qali eklesiis nebiera kacs, cis talRebSi,
romlis SekveTebi mudam sruldeboda, mova, albaT dro
Tumca aRmsarebelTa grZel rigSi mxolod qals xedavdnen. eWvic rom braziT fexs dahkravs da
wre jaWvur reaqcias Seuferxeblad imeorebda didxans, gadagifiqrebs.
mtanjvelad. magram jer isev fermkrTaldebi.
momakvdineblad. SiSob, caitnots
da erTxelac, sadRac aqve aqvs, aRsaydrebuls,
bevr ucnaurobasTan Sexla-Semoxlis Semdeg, uvado bina.
qalma aRmoaCina, rom mokluli Svilebi cocxlad ubrundebodnen. erT fanjaraSi erTi Suqi erTxel ainTo
diax, diax, cocxlad brundebodnen dedasTan da isic Caqra.
sxva gvariT, Caaqres
sxva geografiuli arealidan, an
sxvaTa dnm-iT, Caeqrobina.
magram mainc misni.
usikvdilod misni.
sasicocxlod misni.
oTxi ukve daubrunda
sam-oTx-idan. V
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Cu... Cum RameSi varskvlavi wveTavs
da galaqtikis daZonZil fardis
iqiT duRs Seni marCbivi landi _
ar vegulebi Soris SemweTa.
is yayaCoa, amoSlis gvian,
bolqvebs saturnis tafobSi gadgams
da sisxlsac misi siwiTliT gvian, Temur
Cu... Cem RameSi mowveTavs radgan,
dReebi medin bindebs isxamen,
nana gasviani mec medin bindebs visxam orwilad,
vin Semoadga xvamls am sisxamze,
vin uCinarma dagvaqorwina?
etiudi Cu... Cum RameSi yayaCo wveTavs...
sxva qveyana
ijda kuTxeSi,
TiTqos dasjili
da uTvistomo
bavSvis ieriT,
me mqonda fuli,
dro da manZili,
qeTi duRaSvili
mivlaslasebdi
saxlSi mSieri.
santiago iCoqebs, batukes Tavs fx- _ xeli moawereT aq, Cemo megoba- maneTze midgmul gaurandav magidebsa gram yovelTvis damarcxebuli:
ans, xelebs alokinebs. ZaRli caxcax- ro, cota dagvexmareT, la qronikaSi da skamebs Soris xmauriani, anCxli
ebs, Sardis wveTebi scviva, mTvrali moiTxoveT, jamagiri gagvizardon, _ brbo barbacebs. ori mklavebakapiwebu-
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zaza bibilaSvilis leqsebis axa- nugzar zazanaSvili monologia. am leqsSi, sadac uSualod
li wignis saerTo saTaurad gatanilia vawydebiT ganwyobilebebisa da intona-
am wignis bolo monakveTis saTauri _ ciebis zemoT naxseneb Sexamebebs, av-
„fazli~. am monakveTSi Tavmoyrilia
mokle, minimalisturi nawarmoebebi.
Tumca, mTlianad wignis ase dasaTau-
reba, albaT, imas mianiSnebs, rom ara
wigni _ fazli tori adgil-adgil sruliad gaxsnili
teqstiT saubrobs rwmenis, samSob-
losTan damokidebulebis da sxva sasa-
fuZvlo Temebis Sesaxeb. wavikiTxoT
mxolod es monakveTi, aramed mTli- meore monakveTis pirveli strofi:
anad wignic fazlia.
ra aris fazli? fazli saTamaSoa, rasac gvarigebs didi goni da
rac sxvadasxva formis, zomis, feris ganmrige,
da, ase Semdeg, detalebisagan Sedgeba Sengan aqamde aTasjer ganagoni _
da am detalebis erTmaneTTan morgeb- mesmis, mamao _ oRond maSinRa
is gziT iqmneba saerTo suraTi: poeti gavige,
TiTqos iwvevs mkiTxvels saTamaSod _ roca gagiRe guli da ara _ goni.
calkeuli leqsebis, fazlis calkeu-
li detalebis, erTmaneTTan Sejereba- amave leqsSi:
Sexamebis meSveobiT wignis erTiani su-
raTis „gasaSifrad~. amasve unda mian- zogs SeuZlia _ biTumad anda
iSnebdes sarCevis anbanuri wyobac, rac sacalod _
gverdebis Tanmimdevrobis arevas Zmakaci raa _ samSoblo,
iwvevs da TiTqos eubneba mkiTxvels: Sen rogorc Custi,
TviTon daalage, rogorc mogexerxe- gayidos anda sxva samSobloze
bao. gacvalos,
amdenad, rac qvemoT weria _ es Ce- Tu gamoadga sxva
meuli, subieqturi mcdelobaa am faz- samSobloze susti.
lis awyobisa, sxvam SeiZleba sxvanair-
ad aawyos is. da aucileblad unda moviyvano am
Cemi wakiTxviT, erTgvar metaforad leqsis bolo strofic, romelic uSu-
qceuli „fazlis~ meore Sre am wignisa alod exmianeba zemoT citirebul min-
da, zogadad, zaza bibilaSvilis poet- imalistur nawarmoebs: Rrma daeWveb-
ikaze mianiSnebs, romelic fazliviT is, egzistenciuri drmatizmis mTeli
mravalferovania _ moicavs formeb- sisavsiT SegrZnebisa da gacnobiereb-
is, gamomsaxvelobiTi saSualebebis Tu is miuxedavad leqsis lirikuli gmiri
diskursebis farTo speqtrs. TiTqosda mainc mzadaa am gausaZlisi
aqve unda aRvniSno, rom poeti ukve viyav da ara vyofilvar _ momxmarebelTa epoqaSi moTxovnadi gzis gasagrZeleblad:
Camoyalibebuli ostatia da, umetesad, RvTis ukeTesi ra viqnebodi. aRaraa, aRar aris mkiTxveli da aq, ra
ostaturad flobs am formebsa da sa- Tqma unda, erudirebuli, dakvirvebu- iqneb amitom _
Sualebebs, rac iSviaTi movlenaa Cveni da isev Cemi wakiTxviT, am ori li, mgrZnobiare mkiTxveli igulisxme- wamovSotilvar damjerad,
(da ara mxolod Cveni) axalgazrda da striqoniT bevri ramaa naTqvami poetis ba, Torem mkiTxveli, romelic ver an- iqneb uxmodac _ amoviZaxi mal-mal:
saSualo Taobebis poetur wreSi: zaza Sinagani samyaros Sesaxeb: zaza bibilaS- sxvavebs niWiersa da uniWos, gemovnebi- visi jeria _
bibilaSvili, ase vTqvaT, saSualo vili im poetTa mcire ricxvs miekuTvne- ansa da ugemovnos, emociursa da ster- vin momatyuebs amjerad _
asakis pirvel safexurzea _ 45-46 wlis ba, sakuTari Tavisa da dedamiwiseuli ilurs, savsesa da cariels _ bevria... mama... mamao... mama... mamao... mama...
kacs jer kidev axalgazrda eTqmis; da sicocxlis Soridan, cidan, varskv- da mainc wer... upirispirdebi, uZali-
es _ vgulisxob adre daostatebas _ lavebidan danaxvis unari rom gaaCnia... andebi pragmatul, erTferovan, da bolos amas vityvi: krebulSi Set-
calke niWia, mxolod garjiT ar miiR- da aqedan _ amoebisa da didi martoo- usulgulo yoveldRiurobas... upir- anili leqsebi tolZalovani ar aris;
weva da arc SemTxveviT xdeba. bis gamaxvilebuli SegrZneba, fiqri ispirdebi, radgan sxvagvarad ar Segi- garda amisa, albaT, formebisa da sa-
farTo speqtri-meTqi da, modi, Cam- arCevanze da RvTis Zieba: ai, Cemi azriT, Zlia... da barem iloce... anu _ wera Sualebebis farTo speqtris flobis
ovTvaloT: sxvadasxva zomis, metris, is umTavresi Sinaarsobrivi veqtori, aseT pirobebSi locvis sadaria _ zemoT naxseneb survilsa Tu poetur
ritmis, riTmuli wyobis mqone konven- romelic msWvalavs am wigns da siRrm- TiTqos loculob, rom am stoikurma pozicias SeiZleba dabraldes is, rom
ciuri leqsebi (ase gansajeT, rusTve- iseuli ganwyobilebiT Tu suliskveTe- Zalisxmevam fuWad ar Caiaros, rom ga- wignis kiTxvisas zogan stilisturi
luri Sairis CaTvliT), verlibris yai- biT zogan religiuri egzistencializ- darCes is, rac yvelaze metad sensiti- ekleqturobis STabeWdileba iqmneba;
dis leqsebi, zemoT naxsenebi minimal- mis samyarosac momagonebs; anu Sesa- uria, is, rac, saboloo jamSi, adamianis magram mTlianobaSi wigni Zalian kar-
isturi nawarmoebebi; ganwyobilebebis Zloa, esaa im didi suraTis konturi, ganumeoreblobas gansazRvravs... gia, originaluria, Rrmaa da es arc
speqtri: dramatulidan ironiulamde rac fazlis detalebis awyobis Semdgom swored am diskursSi iCens Tavs, ufro aris gasakviri: zaza bibilaSvili seri-
da Sav iumoramdec ki; intonaciebi: gamoisaxeba. Sesabamisad _ mTel wignSi swored ki _ TavisiT Cndeba iseTi el- ozuli poetia _ am sityvis pirdapiri
melanqoliuridan „publicisturam- gabneulia religiuri leqsika, bibli- ementebi, rogoricaa saTqmelis gad- da gadataniTi mniSvnelobiT. misi se-
de~; da maTi kombinaciebi _ zogan dra- idan momdinare remiscenciebi Tu aluz- mocemis monologuri formebi da aR- riozuli, profesionaluri damokide-
matulisa da ironiulis moulodnel iebi. sarebiTi intonaciebi. buleba poeziis mimarT mis Canawereb-
Serwymas waawydebiT, zogan _ publi- Cemi wakiTxviT, kidev erTi „sapro- Sic aisaxeba, rasac poeti drodadro
cisturisa da dramatulis da sxva. mkiTxveli ar ari. gramo~ leqsia „sami didi kombinacia~. aqveynebs xolme. Cemi SegrZnebiT: zaza
ai, erTi aseTi magaliTi, nawyveti wer. es leqsi sami monakveTisagan („kombi- bibilaSvili mudmivi fiqris, re-
poetis erT-erTi „saprogramo~ barem iloce. naciisagan~) Sedgeba: poeti jer mimar- fleqsiis da Tavisi poeziis daxvewis
leqsidan `OK~, daxvewili ironiuli Tavs mamas, Semdeg _ mamaos, bolo procesSia _ mkiTxveli kidev bevr
ganzomilebiT: Jamianobaa namdvili poezia, namd- monakveTi ki TiTqos sicocxlis gza- mniSvnelovan nawarmoebs unda elodos
vili literatura. Rrma refleqsia gavlili lirikuli gmiris erTgvari misgan.
rom samyaros aqanavebs
borotebis qarTa qari _
vin ikadra _ vin icrua,
vin ixumra mwared ase? _
maSin, roca zustad vici _
yvelaferi kargad ari
romeliRac galaqtikis
romelime planetaze.