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#4 (260) 28 Tebervali - 12 marti 2020 gamodis or kviraSi erTxel, paraskeobiT fasi 80 TeTri

soso meSveliani
SaSvi anu dagvianebis mizezi

sul naxevari wuTiT Sevyovndi,

SaSvisTvis rom damegdo yuri,
romelic TuTis xeze galobda
gadasasvlelTan, patara skverSi.
uceb wiTeli ainTo da
kidev erTi wuTiT momiwia dgoma,
es dro ki sakmarisi aRmoCnda _
tramvais rom gaeswro,
romelic yovel aT wuTSi gadis
da avtosadguramde mivyavar.
amasobaSi avtobusmac gamaswro,
romelic ormoci wuTis intervaliT gadis
zRvispira qalaqidan
mTebs Soris moqceul patara soflamde,
sadac samuSaod davdivar.
Semdeg pikis saaTmac momiswro,
axla ki sacobSi gaWedili imaze vfiqrob,
rogor avuxsni Cemi dagvianebis mizezs
pakos da salvadors.
SaSvi ki agrZelebs galobas
ukve axmaurebul qalaqSi,
erTaderTi msmenelis gareSe darCenilic.

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2 proza literaturuli gazeTi 28 Tebervali - 12 marti 2020

dasasruli
dasawyisi N 259
3 da, agriCSi rom gadaawydebodi, mTel
_ xamonis Rori ar mosula? _
ikiTxa erTxel mamaCemma. Turme biZa-
Cems gulisxmobda, bazarSi daenaxa,
xurmas rom yidulobda. rac im qals
gadaeyara, marTlac ase gamoiyurebo-
da.
Tavis kneinas wauRebda, CvenTan ra-
tom moitandao, damarcvliT aRmoTq-
va mamaCemma, karze kakunis xma rom ga-
isma. zRurblTan biZaCemi idga susxiani
amindis fonze, TiTqos saavdro
Rrublebi moeyolos. mzeraSic Seaty-
obdi, siZe-colisZma erTad rom ver
Zovdnen.
_ ager, xurma movitane! _ Tqva bi-
ZaCemma, magram Sin ar Semosula.
celofani saxelurze Camokida,
Tavis das mgrZnobiare TvalebiT gaxe-
da da mas Semdeg Cven saxlSi aRarc mi-
naxavs. dedaCems Zmaze augs ver
daacdeninebdi. Sen rom guli geCvene-
bina, im oxer qals ar gadaekidebodao,
sayvedurobda mamaCems, magram bolos
manac xeli Caiqnia da mxolod Svilze
dardobda.
_ iosebis ambebze didad mefiqre-
ba! _ damimartova erTxel ezoSi,
roca Camqrali cecxlis gaRvivebas
vcdilobdi da imaze vfiqrobdi, cecx-
ls nakoconarze albaT imitom anTe-
ben-meTqi, midamos naklebi gadatrusu-
li adgili rom damCneoda. dedaCemi ki
Tavisas ganagrZobda, didi xania,
araferi mouweriao. dadioda albaT
dedaqalaqSi gajgimuli, TiTqos Cven
araferze gvedardos, _ iqneb genaxa,
Cven erTmaneTi gvyavs, is ki sruliad
martoa!
axalwlebze marTlac wavedi. de-
daCemma fqvilis tomara gamoferTxa
da SigniT qilebi Caawyo. cotaodeni
fulic gadmomca, gamozoge, rom gey-
oso. dedaqalaqSi uTenia CavaRwie, ase
merCia, dro rom meti mqonoda. sisxlis
da xorcis moZebna advili saqme ar iqne-
boda civ da ucxo qalaqSi, sadac lam-
pionebi cimcimis nacvlad Sem-
civnulebiviT caxcaxebdnen, xolo de-
kembris caze mze TovlSi Cavardnil
naTurasaviT bzinavda. jer samxatvro
kolejs mivadeqi, funjiT daxatuls
rom hgavda da mtredebis gundic sax-
uravis Semadgenel nawilad aRiqmebo-
da. karibWis zanzalakebi ise
JRarunobda, TiTqos zRaparSi
gpatiJebso da baRCac iseTi movlili
iyo, civilurobis mTavari saidumlo
gakreWil buCqebSi mdgomareobso. dar-
wmunebuli var, personalma maTxovrad
CamTvala. aseT da aseT vinmes veZeb,
iosebi hqvia, bevrjer gauRia CemTvis
mowyaleba da mokiTxva minda-meTqi. mag
quCis biWma mowyaleba rogor gaiRoo,
gaikvirves da amreziT maqcies zurgi.
kolejidan pirvelive semestrSi
gaericxaT. mxolod kariskacma mimas-
wavla gza. ase maxsovs, sabavSvo baRs
rom angreven, sadRac iq cxovrobso.
erT barzec Tqva, Soriaxlo rom mde-
bareobda, egeTi TavzexelaRebulebi
iq ikribebiano.
quCaSi blomad xalxi ireoda. mosax-
leobaze mzrunveli saxelmwifo yov-
el Rones xmarobda, moqalaqeebs gaog-
nebuli saxeebiT rom earaT. male im
bars mivadeqi. daxlTan koniaks age-
movnebdnen. cxeli yava ar mawyenda-
meTqi, gavifiqre. finjani zizRiT Semi-
vses. maTi neba rom yofiliyo, axlosac
ar gamakarebdnen, magram komercia
uars ar cnobda. gverdiT magidas orni
usxdnen _ erTs bereti exura, meore
uqudod ijda. naxatebi droulad
mogvawodes, ofiss rom daamSvenebs,
iseTia, magram CarCoebi CamorCa da
imasac male dagvaweveno, aRfrTov-
anebiT yveboda uqudo. bolomde mainc
veravis daeyrdnobio, mis enTuziazms
ar iziarebda beretiani, argumentad ki
es mohyavda _ gaorebuli sazogadoe-
ba mudam iseT sistemas Seqmnis, romel-
sac eyoleba momxreebi da mowinaaRm-
degebio. filosofiis kaTedris gamge-
saviT msjelobda, win ki vardisferi
Senoba aRmarTuliyo, farTo aivnebiT
da SuSabandebiT. sarkmlebic mSvenieri
hqonda. aba, is Raribuli rafebi job-
xibls mxolod kaqtusis qoTnebi rom
aniWebdaT?! aqedan namdvili qalaquri
xedi gadaiSleboda, fanjridanac ko-
rpusi gamoCndeboda da aivnidanac,
sul dagaviwyebda provincias. uqudo
ki laparaks ganagrZobda, bolo xaneb-
Si ar CandiTo, eubneboda beretians,
romelsac etyoba moswonda, TqvenobiT
rom mimarTavdnen. cixeSi vijeqi da im-
itomaco, pasuxobda mravalmniS-
vnelovnad. mere ki xmadabla da didx-
ans TaTbirobdnen, TiTqos saqvelmo-
qmedo proeqts axorcielebeno. iseTe-
bi Candnen, tyavidan amoZvrebodnen
miznis misaRwevad.
_ cxovreba yvelas sistemaSi
iqcevs, adamianebs ki urCevniaT, cxri-
lis romeliRac niSSi ganTavsdnen! _
amtkicebda uqudo, _ xom gsmeniaT,
dimitri wiklauri
agriCeli xeibrebi
cxovreba kibea, romelzec zogi adis
da zogi Cadiso.
_ cxovreba kibe adre iyo, _ Tqva
beretianma, _ axla liftia, romelic
iWedeba!
_ SesaZloa asec iyos! _ uceb da-
eTanxma uqudo.
_ Sen ra, wvers uSveb? _ Tema gada-
itana beretianma.
_ ho, moyvasi gardamecvala!
_ vicnobdi?
_ ara mgonia! _ Tavi gadaiqnia uqu-
dom, _ Tqven? Tqven ratomRa uSvebT
wvers?
_ mteri myavs cocxali! cxonebul
mamaCems ar undoda, am gzas davdgomo-
di!
uceb holSi mWaxe xma gaisma, TiTqos
SuSa gaibzarao. beretianma meqani-
kurad jibisken waiRo xeli, qurTukSi
pistoleti edeboda, magram derefan-
Si ayiravebuli skami SeniSna da damS-
vidda. mimtans langriT Wiqebi mohqon-
da, fexi rom wamoekra. mere cocxi da
aqandazi moarbenina da namsxvrevebis
akrefas Seudga, magram rogori guli-
TadobiTac ar unda gamoedo Tavi, xe-
lfasidan mainc dauqviTavdnen.
_ am qalaqSi vinc moexeta, yvelani
cieb-cxelebam moreka! _ Tqva bere-
tianma, iqneb mec mgulisxmobda.
_ vinc kanonebs wers, fulic imas
aqvs da sazogadoebis bedsac is gan-
sazRvravs! _ Tqva uqudom, romelic
or wuTSi erTxel mainc oxravda,
TiTqos rituals asrulebso. dros
arafriT gadaacilebda, _ sistemis
SenarCunebaze zrunaven da wesdebebsac
imitom weren, magram TviTon pirvelni
daarRveven im kanonebs, romlis
dacvasac sxvebs aiZuleben.
beretianma sigarets moukida. saf-
erfles movataninebo, wamoxta uqudo,
magram beretianma aniSna, saWiro ar
ariso da ferflis dasaferTxad urni-
sken ise gaemarTa, TiTqos moqalaqeo-
briv gmirobas Cadiso.
_ ager, io modis! _ wamoiZaxa uqu-
dom.
Cemi Zma Soridanve vicani, Turme mas
elodnen.
_ izabelaze xma ar gaiRo! xom ici,
yvela cnobil yaCaRTan iwva! _
gaafrTxila beretianma.
_ viTom iom ar icis? _ mxrebi aiCe-
Ca uqudom.
_ saidan unda icodes?
_ magisTana lamaz gogonas Cvenebi
ise gaaCerebdnen?
_ ara mgonia, icodes da arc unda
gaigos; yovel SemTxvevaSi, Cvengan! iz-
abela warsulSi iyo xelidan wasuli,
Torem momavals umwikvloebas daukav-
Sirebs! _ saxeze Rimilma gadaurbina
beretians.
guli damwyda, nuTu Cveni modgmi-
dan yvelas miwaze unda exoxa, nuTu ve-
ravin ver unda wamomdgariyo fexze
xinjis gareSe. iosebi maT miuaxlovda
da mere didxans isaubres. zurgiT vije-
qi da rom ar SeveniSne, gaxedva arc
micdia. raRac sityvebi ki gavigone,
beretiani Cem Zmas furgonze uTiTeb-
da, mTel SefuTvas SigniT rom Cadeb,
barSi momakiTxavo, SeiZleba mosulic
dagxvdeo. mere Cemi Zma baridan gavida
da xalxis simravles Seeria. mec wam-
ovdeqi da erTixanoba fuWad viyiale,
magram Tvali versad movkari. gaCere-
basTan tramvai idga.
_ im quCaze gaivlis, sabavSvo baRs
sadac angreven? _ vkiTxe mgzavrebs.
_ eg jer kidev sakiTxavia, daan-
greven Tu ara! _ anCxlad gamepasuxa
faSfaSa qalbatoni.
_ ojaxSi mivdivar, iq cxovrobs! _
axsnas Sevecade, magram qalbatons,
futkris netari mzeriT tkbil mog-
onebaTa TaflSi CaZiruls, arafris
gagoneba surda, mxolod Tavisas
mierekeboda, _ im baRSi davdiodi bavS-
vobaSi, ezoSi didi verxvebi idga, is
verxvebic moWres, mere albaT Se-
nobasac misdgebian!
_ mere?
_ ra mere? _ gamomajavra niSnis-
mogebiT.
_ es tramvai iq Caivlis?
_ CavliT ki Caivlis, magram raRa
azri eqneba Cavlas Secvlil garemo-
Si?
tramvai mZimed daiZra, TiTqos epo-
qaluri mniSvnelobis pasuxismgeblo-
ba daekisrao. roca Camovedi, Cemi Zmis
Sesaxeb gavikiTxe. male mivadeqi. Cemi
danaxva aSkarad gauxarda, magram aRt-
aceba didad ar gamouxatavs. aqeT si-
Zunwis gamo iqiravebdi-meTqi binas,
gavexumre. ris siZunwe, rogorc wesi
kviraSi erTxel gaZarculi mxvdebao.
mereda giRirs? vkiTxe. amaze ar vdar-
dob, qiras sxva ixdis, xolo wasaRebi
mainc araferi gamaCniao. Sin rom Semi-
ZRva, Cemebis ambavi gamomkiTxa. tomri-
dan murabis qilebi amovawye da madi-
anad SeveqeciT. mere WurWeli gavrecx-
eT, gamSralebisas TefSic gamityda,
magram iosebs araferi uTqvams. wvril-
mani buneba ar hqonda.
_ SeiZleba aq davrCe? _ mivmarTe
mas.
_ ramden xansac genebos!
taxtze wamovweqi da Zili momeria.
mesizmra, TiTqos me da Cemi Zma cx-
enebze gadamjdarni mindvrebs mivTe-
lavdiT. uceb iosebma sxva mxares gaa-
Wena, xmas veRarc vawvdendi. roca
gameRviZa, quCas gavxede. lampionebi
ukve enTo, buzRuna bavSvebiviT TavCa-
qindruli idgnen.
_ wasasvleli var! _ wamodga iose-
bi, _ saWmeli karadaSi awyvia. diliT
gasvlas Tu daapireb, gasaRebi
Wilofis qveS dade!
_ me ar gamiyoleb?
_ ar minda, CemTan erTad daginax-
on, Seni gamoCena saqmes gaarTulebs!
_ maS dilamde ar moxval?
_ vnaxoT! _ mxrebi aiCeCa.
karg ambavze ar midis-meTqi, gavi-
fiqre. mere Cumad avedevne. bnelSi miy-
ola blant nazavSi gaRwevas hgavda.
mqrqal anareklebs atorRialeba sCve-
viaT. wamdauwum aqeT-iqiT viyurebodi.
male SevniSne Cem win zantad mimavali,
TiTqos borkilebs miaTrevso. mawyob-
da es oqros sizante, TvalTvals miad-
vilebda, gaCiraRdnebul moedanze ki
sagrZnoblad aCqarda, vinmes TvalSi
rom ar moxvedroda. Cemi koWlobac
maSin gamovlinda. mere erT miyruebul
quCas isev nela Seuyva. male iseT adgi-
las aRmovCndiT, kacis WaWaneba rom ar
iyo. irgvliv mxolod yru da dabre-
cili qoxmaxebi moCanda, erT mxares ki
tye da mdinare. jixurs moxerxebulad
amovefare, Tuki didxans mogviwevda
yofna. sadRac kari gajaxunda da erT-
erTi saxlidan viRac gamovida.
Tavidan im beretians mivamsgavse, ma-
gram sxva aRmoCnda. etyoba, eloda Cem
Zmas. sityvebs mkafiod gamoTqvamdnen,
erTgvari roxroxiTac ki, Tumca imde-
nad Sors viyavi, kargad ver vigebdi.
oTaxidan mkrTali sinaTle gamodio-
da, gazqura Tu enTo. Cemma Zmam misv-
lis mizezi amcno, momeCvena, rom ja-
jRana xma hqonda da saqmec janjlde-
boda. orives erTnairi farTxuna Sarv-
lebi emosaT. man Sin SeipatiJa, magram
Cema Zmam, aqve movilaparakoTo, daiCe-
ma. iqauroba ise yarda, TiTqos blo-
mad Tevzi gamoeSignoT. uceb mdinar-
esTan raRac nivTma gaiRo zRarTani.
Cemi Zma Secba _ gana martoni ar varT?
ZaRli iqneboda, an kata _ daamSvida
damxvdurma. nuTu momeCvenao, Tqva Cem-
ma Zmam da uceb saxeSi SemarTuli muS-
ti sTxliSa. imis nacvlad, ukan gada-
vardniliyo, win davarda, TiTqos xeli
ubiZgeso da goneba dakarga. iosebma
zed gadaalaja da zRurblisken
gaswia. etyoba sababs eZebda, Torem
aravin gamoCenila. ukan rom gamobrun-
da, SaliTaSi gamoxveuli grZeli sag-
nebi gaedo mxarze. waqceuls erTi daxe-
da da sibneleSi miimala. me ukan mivyevi.
cota xanSi baTqa-buTqi atyda, is kaci
gonze mosuliyo da Tofi gamoetana,
magram karga manZilze viyaviT daSore-
bulni. mere iosebma gza gadaWra da
SaliTa xevisken moisrola, TviTon ki
mdinareSi durTa Tavi da gaRma napir-
isken gacura. simZimes amitomac
moiSorebda. is kaci male gamoCnda, ma-
gram Cem Zmas veRar miaswro. erTi-or-
jer ki gaisrola da mdinaris Sxefebi
wamoSala. SiSisgan xis varjs amove-
fare. SemTxveviT rom gadamyroda,
vetyodi, usaxlkaro var da quCaSi
davwanwaleb-meTqi. Tumca yvelaferma
mSvidobianad Caiara. man erTxans kidev
itriala, mere ki bilwi ginebiT gabrun-
da ukan. SuaRames davelode, SaliTa
zurgze movigde, gvarianad mZime rom
iyo da gzas tye-tye gavuyevi. si-
naTleze gamoCena arc mifiqria. erT-
gan Sevisvene da SaliTa gavxseni. Zve-
li Tofebis koleqcia iyo. mTvaris Su-
28 Tebervali - 12 marti 2020
qze Svidi lula TeTrad brwyinavda,
TiTqos vercxlisgan moesirmaT. mere
isev ganvagrZe gza, mxolod nagvis
urnebTan vCerdebodi drodadro,
Tvals Tu momkravdnen, Cems mawanwalo-
baSi eWvi rom ar SeparvodaT. arada,
mTeli arsenali momqonda, erT razms
eyofoda. ase wvalebiT mivaRwie moed-
namde. furgonis kari WrialiT gamo-
vaRe da SaliTa SigniT movaTavse. karis
gaRebisas ki yru Waxani gaisma. io, Sen
xar? _ Semexmiana viRac. arc gavpasux-
ebivar, barisken ubrad gavemarTe. vi-
fiqre, Cem Zmas gavafrTxileb, Tuki
mova-meTqi. beretiani ukve iq eloda.
Cemi Zma marTlac movida da pirdapir
misken gaeSura, gzas mujlugunebiT
ikafavda. albaT raRac saTqmeli hqon-
da mofiqrebuli. beretiani baroniviT
iyureboda, TiTqos misTvis yvelaferi
mzamzareuli unda mierTmiaT, yvelani
mis samsaxurSi unda mdgariyvnen, ase
ufro marTebuli iqneboda, etyoba
saqmeebis Tavkaci iyo, magram saiTac
ar unda gaewia, skandalebSi gaxveuls
stvena-stveniT mouwevda ukan dab-
runeba. Cemi Zmis saqme sxvagvarad yofi-
la, Cemsas ar hgavda, maamebluri xmiT
oriode kapiks uwyinrad rom davcin-
clav xolme gamvlels. Cemma Zmam
laparaki rom wamoiwyo, beretians saxe
moeRuSa. mzera iseTi boroti gauxda,
TiTqos jojoxeTis mayureblad daeni-
SnaT. Cemi Zma ki sastikad gadaRlili
gamoiyureboda, etyoba ukan mi-
brunebuls SaliTa eZebna, magram
sasjelisgan gaqceva arc ucdia. ama-
sobaSi viRac kaci gamoCnda, etyoba is
iyo, furgonSi rom gamomelaparaka.
yvelaferi rigzeao, Tqva, iosebi jil-
dos Rirsiao.
_ Svidive lula adgilzea?
_ Svidive!
_ maS xumroba gyvarebia, io! _ saxe
gaebadra beretians, _ esec honorari
simamacisTvis! seriozuli saqme rom
gamoCndeba, yovelTvis mogawvden xmas!
_ Tqva man da fulis Sekvra gauwoda
Cem Zmas, romlis saxezec gaoceba aR-
beWdiliyo. saqmis aseT Semobrunebas ar
eloda. Tvalebi ise ubrwyinavda,
rogorc brezentis SaliTaSi gaxveu-
li lulebi laplapebdnen iq, mTvaris
Suqze.
iqidan rom wamovedi, saxlTan misu-
li saxelurs davejajgure, magram ve-
rafriT gavaRe, saketi Tu CaiSala-meT-
qi, gavifiqre. Wilofis qveSac araferi
ido, magram uceb kari gaiRo da zRur-
blze Cemi Zma aisveta. Signidan hqono-
da Caketili. albaT fuls iTvlida.
gulCvilobas gadaCveuli Tvalebi
amotvifruls ugavda. mis mzeraSi bev-
ri ram iyo yuradsaRebi, TiTqos or-
WofobiT daRlili wvrilman detalebs
mniSvnelobas aRar aniWebso.
_ is lulebi Sen moitane? _ mkiTxa
jiqur.
damalvas azri aRar hqonda. simar-
Tle rom gavumxile, guli dawyda, am
ambebs kargi araferi mohyvebao, Tqva
rixiT _ maS ukve gcodnia, cud wreSi
rom vtrialeb, magram mTlad daRupu-
li ar gegono, sacole myavs, dRes
gagacnob swored, TeatrSi davpatiJeb!
mere erTad wavediT romeliRac
dafxavebuli Senobis salaroSi bi-
leTebis SesaZenad. darwmunebuli
viyavi, misi sacole erTi imaTTagani
iqneboda, amouwuravi survilebis
CamonaTvals didxans rom andomeben,
magram sinamdvileSi brolis idumal
dedofals hgvanebia. Cemi Zmac
gamowkepili vinme brZandeboda. iseTi
STabeWdileba mCeboda, oRondac mas
raime eTxova, wamsve mokurcxlavda
aRsasruleblad, grZel derefnebs mi-
aSurebda. aseT grZelderefnebian
dawesebulebebSi iSoveba fuli, oRond
iq misasvlel gzebs ufskrulebi dara-
joben, zraxvebi ki bundovnebaSi
ikargeba, radgan mkacri cxovreba gax-
emebul perangs hgavs, profesionali
mkeravis mier mkvrivi ZafiT moqso-
vils, kelaptris cecxliviT saTuTi
moZraobebiT.
_ es Cemi Zmaa, gaicani!
gogonas bafTa oqrosferi zonriT
literaturuli gazeTi
Seenaskva, mzerac iseTi hqonda, orni
rom Semovlen da pirvelis danaxvaze
saxeze gamkrTali Rimili, meoris dan-
axvaze zed rom Seeyineba.
_ ar vicodi, Zma Tu gyavda! _ ety-
oba dedmamiSvilebi mis gegmebSi ar Se-
dioda. guli ki damwyda, iosebma Cemi
ambavi albaT imitom daumala, xeibari
rom var-meTqi.
_ izabela! _ man xeli faqizad ga-
momiwoda.
_ sahabi! _ gavuwode mec da roca
gamovtace, gaSveril xelSi iosebma
konverti Caudo.
_ es ra aris, mosawvevi? _ dainter-
esda izabela.
_ mosawevi gerCivna? _ Caecina
iosebs.
Calisferi kani hqonda izabelas,
cacxvebian quCaSi amayad mimavals, vi-
kingebis asuliviT cecxlTmians da
Worflians. uRimRamo Teatri loTeb-
isa da meZavebisTvis gegoneboda
gankuTvnili. scenac iseTi xaraCoebiT
moerToT, mayurebeli speqtaklis daw-
yebamde rom daezafraT. kuTxeSi nes-
tiT gaJRenTili naWrebi eyara, xara-
Coebis mosawyobad uvargis saqonelsac
iyenebdnen. amis ostatebi iqnebodnen,
xarjebi rom SeemcirebinaT. artistebs
guli vulkaniviT uZgerdaT, sityvebis
nacvlad ki lavas afrqvevdnen. mTavar
gmirs erTi cicqna, magram mgznebare
gogona TamaSobda, romelmac speqtak-
lis dawyebisTanave ise Sehkivla, ki-
naRam guli Semiwuxda. gareT gaval da
amaT iq davelodebi-meTqi, gavifiqre,
Tumca momerida. saidan gaaCnda am gamx-
dar sxeuls esoden usazRvro SesaZle-
bloba. misi xma mitingis momwyob ko-
mitetSi rom gaegonaT, TavianT rigeb-
Si usityvod miiRebdnen. speqtaklis
bolomde kidev bevrjer ikivla. dasas-
ruls kidev erTxel SevniSne, ovacieb-
isa da aplodismentebis fonze, sagri-
mioroSi sakaciT rom gahyavdaT mosa-
suliereblad. gareT gasvlisas simS-
vide vigrZeni. damrec da sacalfexo
quCas yoveli meore saxlis iqiT kibee-
bi hqonda Catanebuli. zogan, viwro
bordiurze gverdulad gixdeboda
gavla. tentebgadafarebul nangrevebs
mosarkuli minebi ireklavda. damTva-
liereblebi jgufebad dadiodnen. adg-
ilobrivebi almacerad gahyurebdnen,
romelTagan zogierTi iseTi xepre da
uxeSi Canda, ifiqrebdi, Sars eZebeno.
pasuxad wyvilebi mSvidobianad iRime-
bodnen, TiTqos Taflobis Tve edgaT.
viRac faSfaSa qalbatoni sarwevela
savarZelSi esvena da garujvis mizniT
mzisTvis saxe SeeSvira. garemo met-na-
klebad mSvidobianad gamoiyureboda,
sanam SeRameba TavaSvebuli cxovrebis
scenad ar gadaaqcevda. Cven rome-
liRac kafeSi davsxediT, sadac dam-
lagebels skamebi aeyiravebina da fex-
is Zirebs sveli CvriT uwmendda. dax-
lis myvirala feri, RaJRaJa da yviTe-
li, TvalSi gecemoda _ etyoba imis-
Tvis iyo, forToxlis wveni rom moge-
Txova. izabela daZabuli iyureboda,
TiTqos SiSobda, nacnobs ar gadahyro-
da. warsulis miCqmalvas cdilobda,
usiamovno ambebiT rom iqneboda aRs-
avse, romlis gamJRavneba, msgavsad nis-
lis gafantvisa, SesaZloa ubralo Sem-
Txvevasac mohyoloda. magidis SerCe-
vis drosac WoWmani daetyo. mere Seda-
rebiT naklebad gamosaCen adgilas da-
vsxediT. Cemi Zma enad gaikrifa. mis
monayolze vicinodi, izabela kiskis-
ebda, magram uceb Cerdeboda, yuradRe-
ba ar miviqcioo. menius araferi dae-
wuneboda. samzareuloSi neknebi iwve-
boda da saamo surneleba mTel inter-
ierSi ifrqveoda, bolos ki Cinebuli
kerZi mogvarTves. saqonlis Semwvari
xorci wvrilad daeWraT, zed garniri
moesxaT da mwvanilebiT SeezavebinaT.
_ aseTi ram cxovrebaSi ar gamisin-
javs! _ aRvniSne me da izabelas gada-
vxede, romelsac iseTi gamaognebeli
Tvalebi hqonda, firuzis nakeToba ge-
goneboda.
natif saxeze Worfli eyara, TiTqos
varskvlavebiani cis siRrmidan gimz-
erso, Soreuli da narnara xma ki Zil-
ismomgvrelad zemoqmedebda. eSxiani
aRnagobiT mTiel gogonas waagavda,
moqarguli zeda unda cmoda da xelSi
doqi sWeroda, mxarze Semodgmuli.
qali ki ara, ferweris zeimi iyo. misi
yuradReba rom ar mimeqcia, naxatebis
Tvalierebas Sevudeqi, SesaSuri osta-
tobiT rom iyo Sesrulebuli. tiloze
abjriT Semosili raindi gamoesaxaT,
iseTi SegrZneba geufleboda, dezebis
wkaruni da jaWvebis JRarunic male
gaismebao, mopirkeTebul iatakze
dacvenili naperwklebi yviTeli
wertilebiT gamoexataT. muzaradi da
uxeSi Sesamoseli, elvaSesakraviani
zonrebi da eSvebiviT kbilanebi rom
ubrWyvialebda, mTel saxes ufaravda,
TiTqos fiqri ekrZaleboda da zemdgo-
mTa gankargulebas zedmiwevniT as-
rulebso. loms hgavda, galiaSi mor-
Cilebas rom aiZuleben. kargi dro va-
tareT, magram saRamos iseT TavsxmaSi
movyeviT, saxlSi Zlivs SevaswariT.
fanjris minas Sxefebi esxmeboda.
gubeebsa da saniaRvreebSi wyali yan-
yalebda da buybuyebda. isini fan-
jarasTan idgnen, saaTobiT SeCerebod-
nen wylis samefos da erT WerqveS yof-
na uxarodaT. im dRes izabela CvenTan
darCa. diliT ukve gadaRebuli iyo. Cem
rZals iataki saguldagulod moexexa
da noxebs amSralebda. nawvimris kvali
Soreuli eklesiis oqrosfer gum-
baTebs kidev ufro brWyvialas xdida.
saxuravs priali gahqonda. mbzinavi
liToni mzeze kaSkaSebda. maRaziis vit-
proza 3
rinebs grZeli jagrisebiT wmendnen.
viRac sandlebiT mifratunobda, win-
debic sveli hqonda. quCaSi imdeni gube
idga, TiTqos zvirTebs Camoevlos. im
saRamos sayovelTao xmaurSi Cemma Zmam
mSvidad ganmicxada:
_ sahab, SenTvis raRac maqvs saTqme-
li!
_ Tqvi!
_ xval aqedan mivdivarT! beretian-
ma blomad fuli momca. cotas Senc
dagitoveb, danarCeni gzaSi dagvWird-
eba me da izabelas!
_ mainc sad midixarT? _ fulze
uaris niSnad Tavi gadaviqnie da jibeze
mivaniSne, sakmarisad maqvs-meTqi.
_ holandiaSi! izabelas deida da
bicola hyolia iq, samuSaos gagixerx-
ebTo, Sehpirebian. wiTeli farnebis
quCaze qalebi mudam WirdebaTo!
es sityva saeWvod miviCnie, Cemma Zmam
ki, TiTqos fiqrs mimixvdao, ganmimar-
ta:
_ xom ar ggonia, izabela Zalian
mexatebodes gulze. fuli eqneba da mec
momxedavs!
igi Cem TvalSi dapataravda. siy-
varuls ucnauri Tviseba aqvs, zeimad
Tu ar aqcie, tanjvad geqceva. is ki
Turme araviTar aRmatebul grZnobebs
ar ganicdida. axlaRa mivxvdi, roca
ukve Rrmad hqonda Setopili, rogor
agvarebda Cemi Zma finansur sakiTxebs.
yovelTvis mimaCnda, xolo iosebis
Semxedvares kidev ufro ganmimtkicda
mosazreba imis Sesaxeb, rom fulis Sov-
nis erTaderTi patiosani gza maTx-
ovroba iyo.
_ unda gamigo, sahab, arCevani ara
maqvs! rom davrCe, didi xniT Camajenen!
_ ganagrZobda iosebi _ Sewyalebis
mTxovneli ki ar var. dayril far-xmals
iaraRad ar miviCnev! Sen SegiZlia am sax-
lSi darCe. kidev eqvsi Tvis aris
winaswar gadaxdili! _ darwmunebuli
var, beretianis ambavi iqneboda.
_ deda mainc genaxa wasvlamde, xom
ici, inerviulebs, masze Zvirfasi ki vin
gvyavs! _ paTetikam Rawvebi wamominTo,
_ iqneb mxolod samSoblo?
_ samSoblo? _ man moRuSul
aremares civad gaxeda da mxrebi gul-
grilad aiCeCa, _ awi samSoblo aqedan
mimaval Crdilad TuRa amireklavs!
sadgurze rom vacilebdi, xma arc
erTs aRar gagviRia. matareblis daZ-
vramde mxolod izabela Tu ityoda
rames. xSirad urTierTobebi Tavisi
dasasruliT xdeba mniSvnelovani.
4
sadguridan saxlSi rom movbrundi,
ujraSi rukebis atlass gadavawydi. Cem
Zmas zogierTi qveyana, etyoba romlis
naxvac ewada, fanqrebiT Seeferadebi-
na, xolo saniSned furclis nakuwi Cae-
do. etyoba, gadaxvewa adreve hqonda
ganzraxuli. imis gafiqrebam, rom Sesa-
Zloa veRarasodes menaxa, sevda momg-
vara. vinc samSoblos tovebs, oqrosZ-
iebels emsgavseba, dabruneba xelcar-
iels rom uwevs. jobs, romeli xriok-
ic geboZa, ganZic iq eZebo. erTixanoba
sxvagan arc mifiqria gadasvla. ucn-
auri gaTvlaa _ saxls erTi agebs,
qiras meore ixdis da cxovrebiT ki me-
same cxovrobs. ameebze vfiqrobdi, vi-
Racebma rom momakiTxes. iosebs eZebd-
nen. mxrebi aviCeCe. kidev movalTo,
damibares. marTlac movidnen da agde-
bulad melaparaknen.
_ veRar gavigeT, sad gaqra iosebi?
cam Caylapa Tu miwam? arada kargi saqme
unda SegveTavazebina!
_ me ar gamogadgebiT?
_ Sen? _ RimiliT gadaxedes erT-
maneTs, TiTqos raime saoxunjo meTq-
vas, _ im barSi gvinaxixar, ras saqmi-
anob?
_ vmaTxovrob! _ Tavi movisawyle,
_ yavas ufasod masmeven!
_ hoda, ra ginda? gzaze mdgarxar!
_ sicili damayares.
mere stumrobas mouxSires, bolos
ki damemuqrnen, Tu ar gvapovnineb, Sen
Tavs daabraleo.
dasasruli me-6 gverdze
4 poezia
soso
meSveliani
zamTari. Rame. agonia.
cxeli SubliT vgrZnob sigriles kedlis,
me vdnebi. Tovli amoscda sarkmels.
naZvis totebi sveli da nedli
mxolod fiqrebSi daxrilan mZimed...
cxeli SubliT vgrZnob sigriles kedlis,
vdnebi da mainc ar vkargav imeds.
Tovli xmas yovels CaaxSobs RamiT,
mglis ymuils, ZaRlis nerviul yefas,
saxlSi ver aRwevs mciredi Cqamic,
TovliT dagmanul fanjrebis miRma...
Tovli xmas yovels CaaxSobs RamiT,
me ki minda, rom am RamiT im xmam
imgvarad SemZras, sunic ki vigrZno
sakvamurebTan gaWvartlul Tovlis,
Cems usicocxlo Tvalebsac vinZlo
ar gadaedoT minebis Wirxli.
jer isev vsunTqav, sabansac viZrob,
bolomde rom ar Camtenos wixliT
dilegSi bedma Tu ubedobam.
da uceb es xma:
_ Sexede, mami,
naZvi rogor hgavs Tovlis dedofals,
mTvaris Suqze rom gaxedav RamiT.
malfx*
Citi darRveul budes amTelebs,
oboba wvimiT dawyvetil qsels da
poeti isev daSlil striqonebs
(yvela gangebis nebiT Tu ZaliT),
wvima ki, mxolod Zvel gancdas tovebs _
nakels da miwas fexqveS mozelils _
da kvirtebgaSlil cacxvis nedl rtoebs
ase xmauriT rom xravs mozveri,
viRimi, vumzer mis svel nestoebs,
mZabavs da mainc raRaciT momwons.
mizezs ver vxvdebi da arc daveZeb.
Zirs lokokinis mbzinavi lorwo
xmeba Sxamian sokos xaverdze.
*
malfx _ gazafxuli svanurad.
gamqrali xmebi
`me momwons is, rac bunebaSi gaugebaria CemTvis:
adamianuric da araadamianuric~.
jon faulzi
is Soreuli,
moguduli xmac gaqra ZaRlis,
zamTris grZel RameebSi
ase guliviT rom ucemda
Cemi soflis gayinul sivrces.
Caikarga igrikas Rameebis iqiT,
muJRveris bneli Rameebis iqiTac.
literaturuli gazeTi
da bolos, roca WriWinebic gauCinardnen,
Rame sul ufro dasevdianda,
am Rameuli, idumali xmebis gareSe.
mwifobisTvis damZimebuli haeriT,
xeze oblad mofrTxiale CitiT...
cimcimebs komSis xis foTlebSoris
aTi aTasi sinaTlis weliwadiT
daSorebuli varskvlavi,
vdgavar,
usasrulobaze vfiqrob da mwife nayofs vumzer,
romelic mowyvetazea.
siCume. Jami. amaRleba
nebdebi,
Zala gamoclili, noembris aminds,
gajiutebis droc ar grCeba, _ `awve ars odes...
yovelTaTvs Jami ars da Jami~ _ diax es Jami,
aqvavebs suls da qaragoziT* arbilebs lodebs.
moaqvs nakaduls mitovebul wisqvileb Soris
xmeli foTlebi, wiflnarebis sizmari _ sevda...
gubdeba CemSi. cidan sofels dahyurebs qori,
gadairbenen Rame mglebi Cirgvian svel da
daTrTvilul mindors,
daarRveven dumils ZaRlebi,
bnelSi aCrdili miakiTxavs nacnob nasaxlars,
moyveba mwuxri, yovelives, wuxils rac axlavs,
CamoSlil fuZes yru qviTiniT jvars gadasaxavs.
da varskvlavebiT gamoiTvlis dros amaRlebis.
*
qaragozi _ sqeli xavsi.
daviwyebuli striqonebis gamo
gauCinarda gonebidan.
ase uceb gaqra da CainTqa
mexsierebis bnel ufskrulSi.
mainc mizidavs raRac,
raRac mainc darCa
im yovlismomcvel sicarieleSi.
iqneb esec leqsia,
darCenili, sityvebis miRma,
moulodnelad gawyvetili sityvebis acma.
_ gadaufrina islis tevrebs yivyiviT ixvma,
mwuxrs Seatova simartovem, esoden mkacrma.
wvimiani zafxuli 2019
„mzeo TibaTvisa~.
galaktioni
dalpa namxrevi saTibebSi, Rondebi, albaT
ionjac ase zezeulad, gaSavda, dalpa.
ra moTmineba! kaci lamis
simyares kargavs,
_ es yovelive mainc ras gavs?!
_ arafers ar gavs!..
ase winaswar ganvWvrite, Tu enam miyivla,
bostanSi laRad axmianda mwvane yiyina.
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da Tu CamTvlima _
sizmrad vxedav Waobis gnomebs,
TibaTvis mzeo, gamoCndi da piroba momec,
xmas gavigoneb WriWinebis,
an xval da an zeg,
daxede glaxaks, axla nuRar gadgebi ganze,
ise wvims, nesti budeebsac CamoSlis mercxlis,
ra molodini! ukve gulic gawyalda kvercxis.
rogor mamZimebs umoZrao Crdilebi Rrublis,
xavsi moawva xis aivans da karis zRurbli
gamoiara lokokinam, mbzinavma Savad,
TibaTvis mzeo, Sen gWirs rame, Tu me var avad?!
naavadmyofari tye
`Der eiserne Cherub von Akra~.
Paul Celan
mTenTavs, sifxizles garsiviT maclis
xmauri wvimis _
TiTqos comiviT
arbilebs sxeuls, vnebisgan daclils,
mainc naxevrad mZinare kacis
goneba sityvebs (aTasjer gacrils)
izidavs, ikrebs _ `qerubimi viyavi akris~.
uSfoTvel sulsac uxeSad anjRrevs
mZafrsuniani yvavili kaklis.
wvimiT datboril soflis bondorTan
cis mewamul fers ireklavs gube,
xevidan xevze gadawva Crdili,
roca Seerwya Rrubeli Rrubels.
CarCa nislebSi aCrdilTa qoro,
_ dro, ZaRlyurZenas sveli tevriT da
SambiT dafaravs bnel Rrmulebs miwis
da SigniT CaSlil koSkebs termitTa.
***
ra sacodavad caxcaxeben
Zlivs moxelTebuli fiqrebi
danadgarebis gamayruebel zuzunSi.
rogor wydebian da ikargebian
mexsierebis bnel ufskrulSi,
Semdeg rom SeuZlebeli xdeba migneba.
mainc ras elodebiT misgan,
vinc leqsebze fiqrobs da
xvelebiT amoaqvs dafSvnili minis mtveri
gaWvartluli filtvebidan?
romlis TavSic gugunebs rkinis saWreli
dazga,
Tvalebidan ki wiTeli naperwklebi scviva.
rogor Seiwovs misi tvini
SaSvebiT savse kedars?
rogor SeigrZnobs misi sxeuli
zRvidan moberil niavs?
roca maT Soris betonis kedeliviT
aRmarTula
wvimiT daorTqlili SuSabandi.
SimSilis msxverpli
„meore msoflio omis dros Cems sofelSi mokles
germaneli desanti biWi, romelic sakvebs eZebda.
gvami ki fermis boloSi daagdes~.
xma idumali Camyveba ZilSic,
sizmrebSi vxedav formian `turists~,
vinc samiznemde gamoyva SimSils
da miwad eqca lukmebi puris.
avsebs sibnele sinaTlis RriWos.
aCrdili ustvens cariel mermiss,
sad `sarabanda~ sabralo biWo,
sad nangrevebi Rorebis fermis.
mainc ra bedis varskvlavze gaCndi,
sad uxmob stveniT hendels da mocarts...
ase nel-nela vSordebi aCrdils,
miaxlovdeba riJraJi roca.
Zveli rveulidan:
meliis tyavi
es fumfula da mbzinavi bewvi
magonebs Cemi bavSvobis zamTars,
daTovlil xevebs, gayinul Reles _
xmac rom moyveba Rameul mgzavrTa.
uceb ubralo fiqris naperwkals
mogonebebi aqceven naRmad _
rom cxadad vigrZno, Cemi bavSvoba
rogor miyveba Cirgvian aRmarTs.
magonebs tyes da yinulis mwvane
loluebs, mwveTars fiWvebis xavsze.
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literaturuli gazeTi poezia 5
maviwyebs mZime, daxiwvul yofas,
mavsebs sevdiT da bavSvobiT mavsebs.

mavsebs tkbil-mware warsulis wlebiT,

arc mTlad zRapriT da TeTri gedebiT...
uceb mafxizlebs barmenis xrinwi
uxeSad:
_ morCa! Cven viketebiT.

naTeli da bneli naTia giorgaZe

TiTqos ver xvdebi, ras gulisxmoben
sasowarkveTili adamianebi
am SeZaxilSi `bnela!~
ise nu gaibriyveb Tavs _
am sayovelTao sibneleSi
Senc farvanasaviT migasrison im naTel wertils,
sulac, SeniT amoqolon is sinaTlis RriWo,
Sen rom poezias eZaxi.
da mainc giWirs dajereba,
arada marTla bnela.
da es sibnele sulac ar hgavs
xevebSi Camowolil ukun Rames,
naxiridan wamosuls rom wamogeweva.
xan rom ReleSi Cagicdeba fexi,
*** velurs da Sinaurs
xan rom xes miexlebi SubliT,
arsad ar Cadis mze, daveZeb...
xanac, xars waavleb kudSi xels,
arc me var marto, rogorc daeZeben
romelic Senze ukeT agnebs gzas.
da arc Sen ixedebi ukan... sinaTles wiTeli
am sibneles ar axlavs sasowarkveTa,
TmaSi rom pepela Cavimagre, babuawverebi.
am sibneles musika axlavs,
radgan ar miyvarda yvavilebi,
ucnaurad naTeli da idumali,
aramed salamura...
„Night on Bald Mountain~-ze
roca Tavs ukraven Raribebs, ***
mZlavri da Semzaravi,
me vxdebi aTasjer ukeTesi, gaiqeci,
ufro jansaRi,
me vxdebi mdidari... gaeqeci angelozebs,
vidre musorgskis paTologiur SiSze agebuli
leqsebs da moTxrobebs mikveTaven, maT ar hqoniaT frTebi,
kudianebis aria.
me vwer da vkiTxulob yuradRebiT maT ar hqoniaT cisTvalebi
da mainc gakrTobs raRac,
sakuTar axovanSi... xelSi da Sereuli SroSanebi
raRac mainc Segikravs sunTqvas...
rogorc samaridan aRebuli, gvirgvinebad,
ai, es ki sxva sibnelea,
mtveriviT Zlieri, umniSvnelo, gaiqeci, gaeqeci maT, vinc
lodiviT mZime da uZravi,
haerSi vifantebi... sikvdilis win movlen,
razec es sasowarkveTili adamianebi gaiZaxian:
`bnela!~ frTebi ar hqoniaT,
rom gulis ficari gulze megobris naCuqari
`bnela~.
SemaSvelon, qva, rogorc didi gasaqani,
an gulistkiviliT sanam sasaflao gamoCndeba,
Semagrovon gamZimebs ...
wasvla
yovelTvis... daTvma rom unda daiZinos,
gasxlteba bnelSi, im bunags Sli da asaxl-kareb,
gaielvebs TvaliviT katis, sampirad ikrav mZivebs, qarvisas:
roca liTonis xurda fuliT
iRbali. „arine, marine, Tekle...~
im alilodan am alilomde veliT...
ase uxalisod davtoveb kadizs.
xvalis imedze,
wyevla: miwis qveS gaicine
dRevandelze xelCaqneuli, wuxelac gavaTene
anu kuboSi, damyveba ager sami Tvea,
amasobaSi, megobaro,
iRviZebs diliT CemTan erTad,
cxovreba gadis. rogor ginda Tavi moityuo?
maRviZebs RamiT da me vaRviZeb
mokveTil muxlebSi
mkvdar dedaCems, _ miSvele, deda!
Zala daibruno?
_ miSvele, deda,
mZime samuSao dRis Semdeg tyis dedofaliviT
meSinia, im qalis wyevlis,
xelgamowvdili qalis wyevlis, gadaego Rames?
metros afiSac iuwyeba
radgan es wyevla davimsaxure,
koncertebs grigis. yvelafers eSveleba,
im uxerxuli ufulobisgan
sadRac musikis gurmanebis yvelafers, yvelafers,
TavdasaRwevad,
dadgeba rigi, sulerTianad eSveleba.
romelSic vcxovrob,
Sen ki damtveril zurgCanTidan yvelafers eSveleba,
me Sevagebe mas Rimili,
aiReb mistrals, yvelafers, yvelafers
rogorc imedi, me _ janmrTelma
bnel-bnel gayvebi matareblis rasac suli udgas,
da xelgauwvdelma,
Semzarav xrigins. eSveleba...
mas ki ewyina, jvaredinad
aRapyro xeli, radgan CaTvala
rom davcine... da momawyevla, Cemma gogonebma,
burlonis* xumroba Cven CaviweviTo,
mTeli qveynis simwris sanacvlod.
sikvdili sjobnis saSinelebas, mTxoves sikvdilis win
raRac bibliur xilvas hgavda maT gverdiT dawola.
im dRes mercxalTa sikvdili sjobnis SiSis zars da qars,
ase SemoWra, Semoseva. sikvdils uTxari, dedaCemo,
wmendda, recxavda ar mimatovos, ar gamafxizlos,
Tu Sen gverdiT ar meyolebi. ***
raRac manqana dasvril asfalts, amovisunTqeT
trotuars-qalaqs
da RmerTebs davcineT,
Citebis saxiT burloni Tu gamoecxada.
*** RmerTebi gamovidnen Rrublebidan,
* xeze ekida mkvdari, varskvlavebi tyviamfrqvevis lentze aasxes
burloni _ eSmakiseuli xumara arseba espanur miTologiaSi.
pirveli aqtis bolos da mzera Cvengan gadaitanes
yvela tiroda irgvliv, sxva rjulis mimdevrebze,
kaci iyo Tu qali, sxva jiSis mglebze,
uimedoba
axla, aqedan zustad romelTa SiSiT gawyvetili
aravin icis, saiT cxvrebis SvilebisTvis
azri rom ar aqvs
da arc iSli am moTqma-RaRads, gaemarTeba xalxi? tansacmels, fexsacmels,
am sibneleSi raRac CarCa, aravin icis zustad, sakvebs da tkbil sizmrebs
aq Calpa raRac... raa srulyofa, srulqmna? vagrovebT...
bolos poetic, yvelasagan gabriyvebuli, raa wyvdiadi? gTxovT dagvikavSirdeT,
saxedariviT Tu daReWavs _ mSieri bavSvebi, am striqons boloSi
am wyeul qaRalds. moxucebi, Tqmuleba eqneba wertili,
RmerTze Tu qviSasaviT brma amuletiviT
moclili xelebi... wyalsgatanebuli
*** cremli rom Camosdioda Zaxilis niSnebis
Cems leqsebSi agrZeleben Srials im xalxis TvalebSi magier.
neSompalad qceuli foTlebi _ moqceul frinvelebs, roca xeebi midian,
piriqiT jobda, yofiliyo. yvavilebs, cxovelebs, me _ vrCebi.
6 proza
dasasruli
aq aRar damedgomeboda. eseni mos-
venebas aRar momcemdnen, magram arc
Sin dabruneba mewada. maSin gadavw-
yvite, agriCSi wavsuliyavi, gormaxeb-
is siaxloves, winaprebis miwisTvis
damexeda. diliTve gavemgzavre da
SuadRisas ukve iq viyavi. sadguri, co-
taodeni siaxlis garda, Zveleburad
gamoiyureboda. mxolod zogierTi
adgili meCvena Secvlili, adrindeli
xibli rom dahkargvoda da Zvel mniS-
vnelobas veRar SeiZenda. magaliTad,
xidi mdinares waeRo da mosaxleni iZu-
lebulni iyvnen, Soridan moearaT. sad-
guris gaswvriv fanCaturis Zelakebi
aegoT. maRaziaSi myidveli cotavde-
boda. Zvelmanebi aRar izidavdaT. Jan-
giani da gaRunuli xaraxura bevrgan
eyara. Zvels vinRa kadrulobda, brW-
yviala lursmnebi daxlebs zneqdnen.
meyvavile keklucad iwonebda Tavs,
TiTqos im yvavilze ukeTesi yofiliy-
os, romelsac yidda. iseTi qali Canda,
Txovnaze uars rom maSinve geubneba,
xolo roca gaiazrebs, ra hkiTxe, Tanx-
moba euxerxuleba, raxan ukve uari
giTxra. pirvelad papaCemis saflavze
avedi, warwerebiani qva gadavwminde da
erTxans mdumared videqi. wamosvlisas
imaze vfiqrobdi, es saqcieli Svebis
momtani Tu iyo. gzaze TiTo-orola
gamvleli gadameCexa. didis ambiT mo-
mesalmnen, rogorc sofelSi CveviaT.
darwmunebuli var, verc micnes. erT
dros mokirwyluli mxare mitovebiT
gaveranebula. Tumca fabrikis quCaze
axlad Semokavebuli teritoriebi
SevniSne. mere Cveni xeivniani nakveTic
davinaxe. zogierT tots vaSli zedve
Selpoboda. albaT konkurencia rom
gaqra, gakrefvaze fiqriT Tavs aRarc
iwuxebdnen. Cven mxares rom gadavuxvie,
ZaRlebi SemefeTnen. iseTi yefa atex-
es, TiTqos mefeTa saganZurs icavdnen,
arada erTi dafxavebuli Cixi iyo. yvi-
riliT viSorebdi, am Tqven aSmorebul
SukebSi gavliT var-meTqi. raxan Cemsas
ar viSlidi da gzas ganvagrZobdi, da-
SoSmindnen da wkmutuns mohyvnen. suf-
Ta haerze ufro metad vigrZeni Sim-
Sili. etyoba, asfaltis mZaRe sur-
neleba umadobis wyarocaa. arasodes
myvarebia qalaqi Tavisi civi Senobe-
biT. dekoratiuli dasaxleba
demokratiis sazomad sulac ar mimaCn-
da, ar vTvlidi, rom boli rac ufro
gamWvirvalea, miT ufro xarisxiani
iqneboda sawvavic. SeSaze danTebuli
cecxlis surnels araferi mijobda.
aqaurebs, fermkrTali qalaqelebisgan
gansxvavebiT, RaJRaJa saxeebi hqondaT
da arsebobis sakiTxsac sxva WrilSi
ganixilavdnen. Zveli Taobis warmo-
madgenlebi iyvnen, adrindel mo-
sazrebebs rom eyrdnobian. amitomac es
mxare siaxlisTvis mudam Seuvali aR-
moCndeboda. Tumca mZafri axalgazr-
doba imsaxurebda mSvid siberes, magram
adamianebi dasaxiCrebuli cnobierebiT
agrZelebdnen arsebobas. is, rac
CemTvis iyo Zvirfasi, mxolod
CemTvisve darCeboda ase. amas sxvebi
ver gamigebdnen. bunebis simSveniere ki
gxiblavs, magram Wrilobebs ver giSuS-
ebs da verc SimSilis grZnobas gioke-
bs, mxolod monatrebiT gmsWvalavs.
Soriaxlo bavSvebi gamoCndnen, Jolo-
Ti moTxupnul tuCebs ilokavdnen,
dasaliers ki ise misCerebodnen,
TiTqos iqiTac bevri Jolo egulebo-
daT. male Cvens saxls mivadeqi. Camoq-
ceuli kedlebi mTel interiers aCen-
da. mezoblad viRac akordeonze
ukravda sevdianad. Sors, sadac adre
mamaCemi muSaobda, qarxana aRar xmau-
robda. veeba turbinac gayuCebuliyo,
odesRac xvneSiT rom iwovda zeTs. an-
jamebic ise Wrialebda, gegoneboda,
moryeuli CarCo saxsrebis tkivils
uCiviso. misi xma qaris xmas erTvoda.
Sebindebisas sxva bgerebic emateboda,
TiTqos orkestri sruli Semadgenlo-
biT gamocxadda. warsuli mogonebaTa
adidebuli wyaliviT ise Cagkargavda,
rogorc pirdafCenili ormo, romlis
amovsebas saSveli ar adga.
literaturuli gazeTi
mzis Casvlisas sivrce amoqolil
xvrels daemsgavsa, nacrisferi ca da-
Tovlil mindors. dasalierze Znelad
aRsaqmeli xdeboda naTurebi, isedac
umweod rom bJutavdnen. gandevnili
mze horizontTan mcire xniT SeCerda,
TiTqos samyaros kides ebRauWebao, ma-
gram kamaTi mxolod mcire xans gagr-
Zelda, sinaTle dayabulda da wyvdi-
adma zeimiT gaxeda araras. gaxunebu-
li varskvlavebi Zvirfasi natexebiviT
abrWyvialda, TiTqos mTvariani Rame
mkrTal TiTebs gauferulebul oqro-
Si urevso. varskvlavebi simciris gamo
ki ar Candnen wertilebiviT, aramed
siSoris mizeziT. Rame rom miilia, es
wertilebic gaqra. aRmosavleTiT si-
naTlem imata da landSaftis moxazu-
loba gamoikveTa. gamTeniisas mamali
TavganwirviT ayivlda, etyoba
dedlebs STaagonebda, Cemi yiJina mzis
amosvlis aucilebeli pirobaao. Tavad
mze ki uCinar momvlels oqrosferT-
dimitri
wiklauri
agriCeli
xeibrebi
miani CviliviT amohyavda horizontis
mrude akvnidan. mere iisferma Suqma
Cardaxebi gaaCaxCaxa da sivrce nacr-
isfrad ganaTda, TiTqos kolba Seim-
Rvrao. samyaros daraji, visac dedami-
wis STambeWdav vizualze zrunva
ekisreboda, im dRes alqimikosiviT iq-
ceoda. gadametebuli Suqi arc varga.
damabrmavebelma sinaTlem movardna
icis, mravalgan aSkaras xdis miwis
gacveTil zedapirs. lampionebis iaf-
fasiani naTurebi odnav bJutavda, gan-
sxvavebiT dRis sinaTlisgan, romel-
sac uZleveli wyaro gaaCnda. roca in-
aTa, saxl-karis daTvalierebas Sevud-
eqi. sveli beltebi kasris salteebiv-
iT Jangisfrad brWyvialebda. jer mTe-
li ezo gadavqeqe, magram Tunuqis
qilebis meti araferi mipovia. ludis
boTlebi blomad eyara. WuWyiani qile-
bi da SuSis namtvrevebic gaielvebda
aqa-iq. WinWebi gorad idga, qveS erTi
Zveli langaric egdo, saswaulad rom
ar waeRoT. ZenZebSi qeqva ar mexalise-
boda, Torem kidev bevr rames gam-
ovCxrekdi. Zvel sarkeSi Cemi uZinari
da SeSupebuli saxe davlande da wamiT
SevCerdi. komodi mefis taxtiviT
udrtvinvelad idga, etyoba im magidis
msgavsad ver daZres adgilidan. es
nivTebi warsulTan makavSirebda, ma-
gram me aRar mekuTvnoda. mere ukana
ezoSi gavedi. Wavlebad aliclicebul
tbors, lamis Waobad rom qceuliyo,
zedapirze TeTri mcenareebi win-
wklebiviT aCnda _ gegoneboda, Saqris
pudri moayareso. zogan Savi feri ere-
oda, TiTqos melani Jonavso, msaxiob
qals mTavar rolze uars rom etyvian
da cremlebi wamouva, xolo tuSi mTel
saxes auWrelebs _ rogorc mkiTxavs
mouvida im dRes, biZaCemTan erTad rom
seirnobda wvimaSi. dedaCemis reaqciis
gaxsenebam Rimili momgvara.
mere sakmarisad didxans vcxovrob-
di am CaJaltamebul pirvelyofil
garemoSi, sadac SeSiT da qvanaxSiriT
datvirTuli vagonebiviT enacvlebod-
nen erTmaneTs civi, kriala da sastiki
Rameebi. dilaobiT saSovarze gavdio-
di, saRamoobiT ki mSrali qari civi
saxlisken mimiZRoda. me gvirgviniviT
mooWvil cas avyurebdi, dawinwklul
Wers rom magonebda. mTvarian RamiT
dedamiwa uSvelebel torSers hgavda,
varskvlavebiani cis qveS ki sasanTles,
bevri brWyviala SandliT, magram gan-
Tiadis dadgoma suraTs uceb Secvli-
da xolme, TiTqos ucxo fermwerebi
mosuliyvnen gansxvavebuli saRebave-
biT. Tunuqis saxuravebi folgasaviT
brWyvialebda. zafxulSi aqaurobas mw-
erebis mosabezrebeli zuzuni aaxmi-
anebda. sadac guburaa, qinqlebic xom
iq Cndeba. mindvrebs ise gacelavdnen,
TiTqos nayofs kani Semoafcqvneso. ma-
gram jer adre iyo papanaqeba, mxurval-
ebis mizeziT miwis zedapirze qvewar-
mavlebis amomcveneli. jer zamTari
idga, roca qariSxals amindis sa-
sowarkveTilebad aRiqvamen.
cxovreba adamians mravaljer Sea-
janjRarebs, rogorc laboratoriul
kolbas qimiuri SigTavsiT, TiTqos ef-
eqtis misaRwevad iRvwodes. mas gaZleba
da mosveneba ar uweria, radgan namdvili
samSoblo enatreba. warsuli SesaZloa
Zvirfas, magram gaxunebul reproduq-
cias emsgavseba, xolo Sori, Tovliani
gorakebi qaRaldis naglejebs, TiTqos
didi mTebi daanakuweso. ar Rirda cx-
ovrebis fSute TavTavebTan gatareba,
faratina fanCaturebTan wanwali da im
sanovagiT gamokveba, rasac movixelTeb-
di, erTaderT saqmianobad yuryuti rom
damrCenia, siRaribis zRvarTan da ojax-
ebis dangrevis mijnasTan xetiali da si-
carieleSi cqera, TiTqos mze imitom Ca-
dioda, midamo rom bindbunds gaemsWva-
la. araferi rCeboda gamosakidi. rasac
vtovebdiT, fuWad vepotinebodiT, rad-
gan amaoeba meyseulad epatroneboda,
Zveli iersaxe rom waSliliyo da axlebs
gaucxoebis SegrZneba ar gasCenodaT.
samyaros SemadgenlobaSi elementebis
umetesoba xom fonis Seqmnas da xaraCoe-
bis mowyobas xmardeba. me ki, raxan aqac
ucxod vigrZeni Tavi, iqiTken gavwie,
saiTac cocxali ded-mama meguleboda.
SuadRisas, roca mze RrublebSi miimala
ganmanaTlebeli pedagogiviT, naxevar
ganakveTze rom muSaobs, Cem bargi-barx-
anas movuyare Tavi.
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saRamos ukve qalaqSi viyavi. Sin Ses-
vlisas dedaCemi uilajod gadamexvia
_ ase ra unda gamxareboda, rogorc
Seni danaxvao, atirda. mere gazquraze
CaidniT wyali Sedga, mere Cais WiqebSi
Camoasxa da Saqari Cayara. erTxans
kovziT urevda. aromatma xasiaTze mo-
miyvana da sxapasxupiT vuambe iosebze,
saukeTeso bedSi Cavarda da ucxoeTSi
gaemgzavra, colad ki ulamazesi qali
hyavs firuzisferi TvalebiT-meTqi.
netav damanaxao, inatra. bolos am-
oioxra, Sen rom waxvedi, Seni dac male
wavidao.
_ sad wavida?
_ maswavleblad miiwvies erT ma-
RalmTian sofelSi, kargi anazRaure-
ba dauniSnes, magram mxolod zafxu-
lobiT SeZlebs SvebulebiT Camosvlas!
_ maS ocneba axdenia, erTxelac
iqneba, vestumrebi!
_ sahab! lampis Suqze damenaxe, Seni
yurebiT guli minda vijero! _ Tqva
dedaCemma da isev gadamexvia. misi kaba
meucxova wyvdiadiviT farCa-sarCu-
liT.
_ Savebi ratom gacvia, dedaCemo?
_ biZaSeni gardaicvala, veRar
gauZlo amden davidarabas!
_ ver gagvagebineT?
_ xma sad mogvewvdina? Sen rom wax-
vedi, eg ambavi maleve moxda. aqedan
arc ise Sors davkrZaleT, Waobebis
iqiT, adre Zveli sasaflao yofila, _
xeli sarkmlisken gaiSvira, Tvalebi ki
iseTi hqonda, gulis tkenas rom arian
SeCveulni, _ xandaxan vityvi xolme,
jandabas, ecxovra im qalTan, oRondac
cocxali yofiliyo!
_ xom iyo im qalTan! _ davamSvide
me.
_ iyo, magram gaorebuli! _ bere-
tianis naTqvami gamaxsenda, gaorebul
sazogadoebas rom ganmartavda barSi.
_ sikvdilis sulac ar eSinoda bi-
ZaSens! _ ganagrZobda dedaCemi, _ ase
iZaxda, mTeli cxovreba mSiSara viyavi
da axla mainc gamoviCeno simamaces.
aqeT Cven gvamxnevebda. ver vupatrone
Cem sawyal Zmas! xma verc Sen das
mivawvdineT. kubos sul ramodenime
mivyvebodiT. xSirad davfiqrebulvar
im dReebze, cxovreba rac unda Cxri-
ko, bolos yvelaferze guli dagwyde-
ba. gaxsovs is kaci, biZaSenis megobari,
maSin aveji rom moazidina, isic gar-
dacvlila. mkiTxavic ki sadRac gaqra,
viRac gadamdgar oficers gadahkide-
bia kartis qaRaldebiT, yavis marcv-
lebiT da qarvis krialosniT xelSi...
samgloviaro garemoSi oTaxSi mimo-
vixede da uceb SiSiT Sevyvire:
_ mamaCemi sad aris?
_ Zinavs! _ saswrafod SesZaxa de-
daCemmac, ori Semxvedri matarebeli
erTmaneTs rom miakivlebs. meyseuli
reagireba Cems dasamSvideblad moax-
dina, mere komodis iqiT mdgar dasakec
loginisken gamaxeda, sadac mamaCemis
silueti davlande. zambaris Wriali
yrud gaisma da dedaCemma xmadabla ga-
nagrZo, _ guSinac morige iyo. komi-
sia hyoliaT, radios gamogonebis
romeliRac wlisTavi aReniSnaT. ra
qnas sawyalma, wvalobs rac SeuZlia.
ginda, gavaRviZo?
_ eZinos, xval vnaxav!
mere cota xniT siCume Camowva. mx-
olod radios xma ismoda derefnidan.
sevdiani melodia JRerda, musikis
bgerebi garkveviT ismoda, magram si-
tyvebs ver gaarCevdi.
ramdeni rame momxdara, me rom wave-
di, maleve!
gareT bavSvebma siciliT Caiares.
nuTu adamiani unda ganadgurdes, ka-
cobriobam sicocxle rom ganagrZos
_ sevdianma fiqrebma momicva. amxela
ojaxSi yvela Tavis gzas dasdgomoda,
me da dedaCemi ki visxediT da aTas
rameze vlaparakobdiT. vin icis, aseTi
laparaki kidev rodisRa Sedgeboda.
rodis davsxdebodiT ase erTmaneTis
pirispir, Tanac imgvari mowiwebiT,
erTmaneTis xeibrobisTvis Tvali rom
agveridebina.
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debiuti
samyaro literaturis CarCoebs
SigniT ver moeqceva, literaturas
CarCoebi da sazRvrebi ar aqvs. verc
literatura moeqceva samyaros Car-
CoebSi, radgan samyarosac, Tavis mxriv,
sazRvrebi da CarCoebi ar gaaCnia. Tum-
ca es ori mainc erTmaneTis gareSe ver
gaixarebs.
rafiel martirosianma cali Tvali
gaaxila da rafael sancios „jovani
santis~, anu mamamisis naxats, mohkra
Tvali. rafielma gaxelili cali Tva-
lis erTi SevlebiTac ki igrZno is
mdgomareoba, romelSic rafael san-
ciom mamamisi gamosaxa. naRvlis buSti
awuxebda, marcxena xeli gaWrili qon-
da da rac Seexeba Tavs, eklis gvirgvi-
ni msubuqadac ki moeCvena Tavis Tavis
tkivilTan SedarebiT. am aRmoCenaze
gaxelili cali Tvali oTaxs moavlo
da mZinare mamamisi SeamCnia. Semdeg wam-
oiwia sawolze da wamojda. marjvena
xeliT meore Tvalic moisrisa da
daamTqnara. gaaxsenda, rom diliT
gazmoreba sxeuls gaRviZebaSi exmare-
ba. gazmorebis Sua fazaSi ar iyo, Tavi
ise atkivda, wamoikvnesa. dabadebis
dRe, rafaeli.
„rafaeli _ 6 aprili. mere daRam-
deba, kidev daRamdeba da Seni dabadeb-
is dRea~ _ eubneba mama.
„rafieli _ 8 aprili. mere daRam-
deba da kidev 362 daRameba darCeba
rafaelamde. mere daRamdeba, kidev
daRamdeba da Cemi dabadebis dRea.~
Tavi frTxilad moifxana. nakeri
jer kidev tkioda da Tavbruc exveo-
da. maRal sawolze viRac pirRia idi-
oti miyudebula da xvrinavs. vah, uceb
Sercxva. sxvenSi, mesame sarTulze, stu-
mars sZinavs. stumari Zmakacma mouyva-
na.
mamam Svils rafieli ori mizeziT
daarqva. pirvelad 6 aprils elode-
bodnen da mama rafaelis didi motr-
fiale gaxldaT. saxlis kedlebze ge-
movnebianad daekida misi naxatebi, arc
zedmetad da arc alag-alag. magram
rafaels mainc ver daarqmevda. hoda,
meore mizezi iqve moifiqra.
„naxe, ra somxurad JRers _
rafiel. ai, sevdanarevi sixaruliT
rom daikvneseb iseTia~ _ ambobda
cremlmomdgari mama da orsul cols
Tavze xels usvamda.
wamodga rafieli. „minutka~ daad-
ga. sxvenSi asasvlel kibes Seudga da
gzad pirze wyalic Seisxa. guSin Zalian
mTvralebi rom amovidnen mamiseul
saxlSi, axsovda. gzac axsovda, magram
aq raebi Caidines _ eg aRar.
kibeze kapiuSoian gogos Zinavs.
rafielma cbierad, magram zrdilobi-
anad Sexeda. namdvilad ar axsovs, ime-
dia, vinme bozi araa. mara aseTi axal-
gazrda da bozi cota saeWvoa.
Tumca rafiels arc patiosani
ojaxis gogo awyobda. sxvenis karebis
SeReba da stumris Tavis uecari wamow-
eva erTi iyo. rafieli wuTierad daib-
na, magram xelad gauRima. stumarmac
gaiRima da Tavi baliSze daasvena.
„rogor geZina, Zmao?~
„RmerTiviT, ra xedia, biWo.~
RmerTiviT rogor geZina, Se kai
kaco? vin Cemi fexebia neta es tipi an
ra unda Cems ojaxSi?! a, xo Temukam
moaTria. rafiels uceb isev gaaxsenda
rafaelis naxati. rafaelis mamas xom
ukan ori angelozi udgas. Temuka is
marcxniv mdgomia, xolo „Temuka an-
gelozs~ rom uyurebs paxmeliiani
TvalebiT, es tipi. ra jandaba qvia?!
„yava, davlioT?~ _ SeTavaza.
„ar vsvam yavas. gaixare, to. isedac
SegawuxeT. biWo, magari mTvrali viyavi
guSin. movixodebi da waval ra.~
„ara, kaco, ra Sewuxebaa, Tan paxme-
lia unda gamovideT.~
Temukamac gaiRviZa, is moWutuli
Tvalic gaaxila da kai jiSiani mozver-
iviT gaizmora.
„rafik, kacurad, midi, wyali momi-
tane ra.~
vinaa Seni rafika, rafieli, rafae-
lis gamo damarqves, Se kargmotynulo.
literaturuli gazeTi
***
rafael sanciom jer ori Tvali
gaaxila, mere orive daxuWa, mere gaiR-
ima da qSinva gamouSva. oh, jinas ZuZue-
bi ra mSvenieri ram iyo. rafaeli
mardad wamodga da uceb saSineli kvne-
sa aRmoxda. Tavze xelebmiWerili mivi-
da fanjarasTan da daraba gamoaRo.
grilma niavma daubera da marilis suni
moitana. fanjridan vatikanis gala-
vans da ramodenime taZris gumbaTs mo-
hkra Tvali. 26 wlis Sesrulda guSin da
6 aprilis dilac mziani da imedebis
momcemi Canda. rafaelma sufTa
tansacmeli Caicva, paps erTi Seuku-
rTxa vatikanSi Ramis gaTenebis ufleb-
is miuReblobis gamo da quCaSi gamovi-
da. jer adre iyo da qalaqis umeteso-
bas eZina. Tumca mze ukve amosuliyo da
kibesTan mZinare mTvralic mravlis-
metyvelad gaCumebuliyo.
vatikanis karibWesTan guSagi ar
fxizlobda. rafaels Caecina, radgan
daviT oqropiriZe
gaaxsenda, rom Tu qalaqs ufali icavs,
guSagis sifxizles ar aqvs mniSvnelo-
ba, Tu piriqiT.
„salami, kamerdinero~, _ mimarTa
man cotaTi xmamaRla.
„vin jandaba xar?~ _ ikiTxa Svei-
carelma gvardielma da miqelanje-
los dizainiT Seqmnili zizil-pipi-
loiani tansacmeli SeaSriala.
„miqelanjelo var, idioto, kari
gaaRe freskebi unda gadavRebo!~
„ukan daixie, ymawvilo, xom ar
gagiJebulxarT?~ _ gvardieli namd-
vilad ar iyo xumrobis xasiaTze.
„rafaeli gaxlavarT, batono da ku
ki ar var, javSniT viyo. gaswieT eg Subi,~
_ miugdo zizRnarevad xelovanma.
rodis aqeTaa, rom xelovnebas Zal-
adobaze gaumarjvia, amitom rafaeli
civad motrialda da gvardiels mado-
na Seagina. sanam gvardieli moifiqreb-
da, vin iyo madona da ra kavSiri hqon-
da masTan, rafaeli ukve mosaxvevs mie-
fara.
***
dgas rafieli stumarTan erTad
„jovani santis~ naxatTan da mdumared
misCerebia. es stumari kai tipi aRmoCn-
da. demetre hqvia da dinis eZaxian. ar
ifiqroT, rom dini saxelis gamo Sear-
qves. Turme bavSvobaSi, roca mamamisma
„dinamos~ stadionze waiyvana, ar mos-
wonebia stadionis saxeli. Tumca ar
moewona ara, ufro sizarmacem sZlia
da „dinamos~ magivrad dinis eZaxda.
hoda, Searqves kidec. dganan rafieli
da dini rafaelis da „santis~ naxatTan.
„rafikis gogo vinaa kibeze rom sZi-
nams?~ _ somxurad uqcevs dini da co-
taTi eRadaveba kidec rafiels.
„ra vici, dini, Zmao. diliT mec eg
vifiqre, mara verafriT vixseneb da ro
gaiRviZebs vkiTxoT~ _ pasuxobs rafie-
li da „kargmotynuliao~ ar fiqrobs,
rogorc Temukaze.
„biWo, eseTi bedovlaTi rogor xar,
migefarebina mainc rame~ _ wuxdeba
dini.
rafiels rcxvenia. es rogor ver
moifiqra, amis deda vatire. ori wuTis
Semdeg dini brundeba.
„rafiel, Zmao, mSvenieri saxli
gaqvs. ai, suraTebi da interieri egreve
renesansSi gagdebs ra. pirveli adgil-
ia, sadac simTvralis mere gameRviZa da
naRdad momewona.~
„wamodi, ra gaCveno~ _ rafieli
cbierad da somxuri Tavmoyvareobis
da siamayis nazavi RimiliT miuZRveba
dinis Zveleburi xis karisken.
kari mSvenieri sanaxavia. xis, Zvele-
buri dizainiT, rkinis xelsakidiT da
ambebi. rafieli aRebs da gamoTayvaneb-
uli dinis mzeras siamayis RimiliT
uyurebs. dini ki namdvilad kargi san-
axavia. oTaxi arc ise didia, Tumca sak-
maod mSvenieria imis gaTvaliswinebiT,
rom Weri „siqstis kapelas~
analogiurad aris moxatuli. oTxive
kuTxeSi molberti dgas da zed umSve-
nieresi jer kidev daumTavrebeli
ma
naxatebia dawyobili. dinim uceb if-
iqra, rom guSin moweulma mosawevma
exlaRa gauxsna. es sulac ar gakvirve-
bia, radgan mosawevi didi-didi 2-3 saa-
Tis win qondes moweuli _ gamTeniisas
mowies da iseTi magari gamodga, rom
TemukasTan erTad adgilidan aRarc
daZrula da iqve miiZina. aq ki rafiel-
ma kari moixura da uceb srul sibne-
leSi aRmoCndnen. dini daibna. marTa-
lia ar jeroda, rom rafieli seriuli
mkvleli an SeSlili iyo, Tumca saqme
isaa, rom saerTod ar axsovda am tip-
Tan rogor aRmoCnda da saerTod Te-
mukas Zmakaci iyo Tu ara, arc ki uwyo-
da. gaisma asanTis Cxakuni. rafaelis da
dinis saxeebi wamiT wiTlad abrialda
asanTis Suqze. Semdeg ki asanTi uceb
minelda da nel-nel oTaxma ganaTeba
daiwyo. es raRac holivudur filmeb-
Si zeTze gadakidebul patruqis mier,
cecxlis gavrcelebas gavda. oTaxis
garSemo cecxlis rkali Seikra. cecx-
li kedlebis SuaSi enTo, romelsac win
wiTeli da mwvane feris SuSebi edo da
oTxkuTxa rkals kravda. dini sakuTar
dabolil Tvalebs ar ujerebda. Rmer-
To, gaaxsenda. Cvenma megobarma
dabolebamde ramdenime saaTiT adre
xom amfetamini miiRo da SeiZleba axla
mis TavSi es toqsinebi erTianad gaixs-
na. Tumca aq rafielma TiTi erT-erTi
molbertisken gaiSvira. molbertze
„jovani santi~ iyo gamosaxuli. Tumca
_ Secvlili. mas Tavze gvirgvinis ma-
givrad TiTqos wiTeli cecxlis sar-
tyeli edga. wveri ara lamazad, aramed
gamaRizianeblad damgvaneboda Txis
wvers da muqad, raRac avismomaswavle-
blad Canda. gverdebze mdgari angelo-
zebi, SeiZleba dabali da ucnauri Su-
qis gavleniT, saxeebwagrZelebulni
tanjvis gamomxatvelad xarxarebdnen.
marjvena ZuZusTan ki naxatze ara Cveu-
lebrivi buzi _ aramed sastikad ga-
Tanguli da Crdil-gawelili mweri
kankalebda. buzis kankalma Jruanteli
mogvara dinis. imisda miuxedavad, rom
buzis kankali cecxlis alis TamaSis
proza 7
brali iyo, mainc dainaxa suraTis mTe-
li saSineleba da rafiels gaxeda
SeSinebulma. rafiels sevdiani saxe
hqonda. rogorc Cans, masac mSvenivrad
esmoda suraTis arsi. rafielis saxeze
wagebas Seguebuli kacis ga-
mometyveleba ido. rafielis saxe, im
momentSi, mSvenivrad gamoxatavda gu-
lis gatexvas, bedis Seguebas da, Tqven
warmoidgineT, brZolis unarianobasa
da uunarobas erTad. ra Tqma unda, ase-
Ti kacis winaSe Tu rafaelma veraferi
gaawyo, rafielic veras izamda.
***
rafaelma isev gauvso sasmisi Svei-
cariel guSags. cotaxniani xetialis
Semdeg mas uceb mounda, rom ucnob
guSagTan erTad moelxina. ukve meaT-
ed svamda rafaeli mamis sadRegrZe-
los. guSagi sasacilo istoriebs yve-
boda da Semdeg TviTonve bJirdeboda
sakuTar xumrobebze. meCxer ulvaSze
Rvinis wveTebi ekida, xolo cecxlis
alze mSvenivrad Canda qonisgan mbzi-
navi wveri. rafaelis pirs sicili ar
moSorebia. RmerTo kaTolikeTao, ra
mSvenieria ucnob kacTan qeifi. Sen misi
ara ici, man _ Seni. zixarT da yvebiT
da yvebiT istoriebs. sasaciloebs sul,
radgan naRvelis gaziareba ucnob kac-
Tan Znelicaa da gagebis imedic ar
gaqvs. ise kaTolike RmerTebisgan gan-
sxvavebiT, rafaels yovelTvis berZe-
ni RmerTebi izidavda. RmerTi, misi
azriT, is diadi arseba iyo, romelsac
unda eTayvano. kaTolikeebTan ki papisa
da ierarqiis mixedviT mdgomebisaTvis
unda geloka sajdomi. ai, saberZneTSi
ki iyo mTa, simaRle, saidanac RmerTe-
bi adamianebs, sacodav arsebebs, zev-
idan gadmohyurebdnen da Tan maTTvis
sulac ar iyo ucnobi molxena. es ufro
esmoda da axlos iyo rafaelTan.
„Cven aq Rvinis dasalevad varT~, _
gayviroda mTvrali guSagi. „Cven aq mS-
vidobis dasamyareblad movediT, Cven
aq iseTi unda movilxinoT, rom Cvens
wasayvanad mosul RmerTs SeeSindes da
aqaurobas meored ar gekaros~.
„RmerTi, didi xania, aqaurobas aRar
ekareba~, _ aRmoxda rafaels da ganw-
yoba radikalurad Seecvala.
mamis aCrdili axlac ar tovebda.
Cafiqrda. darajs gaxeda. imas mSvidad
miZineboda. saxeze simSvide da kmay-
ofileba ewera. fSvinavda. rafaels
uceb mounda, funji xelSi aeRo da
daexata. ra unda daexata, ar icoda,
Tumca raRac Zala eqaCeboda. vatikan-
Si SeRweva misTvis siZneles aRar war-
moadgenda. moicva kapiuSoniani laba-
da da Tavisi samuSao oTaxisken barba-
ciT gaswia. gzaSi warbSekruli
fiqrobda aqaurobis cud gavlenaze.
Tavis oTaxSi Sesuli mixvda, rom aq
Ramis saaTebSi arasdros yofila da
sinaTlis wyaro unda epovna. iqve md-
gar keliaSi Sevida sanTlis saTx-
ovnelad, Tumca aravin daxvda da
sakurTxevelTan mdgar wiTeli feris
sanTlis SuSis Sandals staca gabraze-
bulma xeli. molbertze axali tilo
miafina da dinjad daiwyo buzis dax-
atva. buzi mkrTal yviTel fonze gana-
Tavsa. Semdeg qveviT RmerTis xelis
daxatva daiwyo, Tumca mTvrals iseTi
ar gamouvida, rogoric undoda. buzi
waqceuls da cotaTi gasresils gavda,
xolo xeli nacvlad sworisa, sul mT-
lad dagvaluli gamouvida. mTeli
Rame Sealia naxats. satana daxata. sa-
tanas gadagvarebuli da gagiJebamde
danebebuli ori dacemuli angelozi
exata gverdiT. gaTenebisken emocieb-
isgan daclilma da mTlianad saRebav-
Si amodRabnilma miiZina kibeze.
diliT jer ori Tvali gaaxila,
mere orive daxuWa. viRacas misTvis
labada moefarebina. qSinva amouSva da
is iyo, unda gaezmora, rom gaaxsenda,
sad iyo da rac xdeboda mis Tavs. SiSiT
gaxeda molberts.
...rafaeli sakuTar Tavs, Tvalsa da
realobas ar ujerebda. naxatze ori
angelozis kompaniaSi qristes msgavsi,
tanjuli mamamisi misCereboda. daibna
rafaeli...
8 poezia
naurmali
mravlad brwyinavs enis baRSi iagundi, Zowi, lali,
ra lamazi, bevrismtevi sityva aris `naurmali~!
warmosTqvam da
sadRac SoreTs gadahyavxar drois isars,
isev naxav unetares, Zvirfas dReebs bavSvobisas.
mihyvebodi gzas mindvrisken,
sadRac Citi stvenda wynarad,
iyo wyvili nakvalevi, sad uremma Caiara.
zoggan sworad midioda,
zoggan lamaz rkalebs swerda,
bevri mzera miizida, bevri Tvali CaaSterda.
is lamaz fiqrs aRmiZravda, ar ubnobda rame avze,
xan brwyinavda, maSin, roca
nawvimris wyliT iyo savse.
an ram unda dagaviwyos, an riT unda daibindos,
mihyveboda gzas uwyvetad,
ucxo elfers sZenda mindors.
mixaroda misi naxva, megzuriviT Canda velad,
arc Zala ar geyofoda
misTvis gverdis asavlelad.
da datova Sens xsovnaSi waruSleli marad kvali,
sadac brwyinavs samudamod
ucxo sityva `naurmali~.
gahyvebi foTlebs
qarma foTlebi gaireka patimrebiviT,
civi saRamo TiTqmis mzaa atirebisTvis.
uxeSi Zala eul foTlebs miafrialebs,
rus piras vamCnev mimobneul mtvrian fialebs.
frenen foTlebi, vumzer, arra gamomrCenia,
erTurTs uswreben, mere erTurTs CamorCebian,
gulo, acivda, an ra unda Sens darwmunebas,
Tan civi Rame axlovdeba SemaZrwuneblad.
uxeSi qari are-mares daamtvrianebs,
foTlebmac isev karuseli daatriales.
fiqriT avsili, gulnatkeni, sevdiT Zleuli,
Sen am qarian saRamosTan kvlav xar euli.
da gaifiqreb, mogonebiT JamTa movlisas,
rom civi qari dRes Sen gitevs pirvelyovlisa.
arc SeSindebi, Sens Tavidan gasvlas gariskav,
gahyvebi foTlebs, gatacebulT civi qarisgan.
rom Cemi suli arasodes damcrobiliyo
is Cemi sulis lurj zecaSi enTo mzesaviT,
CemTa mzeraTa monusxvad da gasaxeveblad,
Cemi maradi aRtacebis Tvisken mgezavi,
sivrcis uTvalav WiSkrebTan Tu gasaxvevebTan.
is gazafxulis netar surnels afrqvevda xeTa,
mziur laJvardis frTebiT gadanafar rtoebTan,
da Cems samyaros sizmareul WikWikad mwveTav
usazRvroebis samefomde afarToebda.
literaturuli gazeTi 28 Tebervali - 12 marti 2020
axla raRac sxva izidavT _ mZime da xorcieli,
riT moxiblavs, ras gaandobs Soreuli ciali?
iyos TvisTvis, anaTebdes gaelvebul mxareebs,
aq misdeven Tavis naRvels, Tavis simwuxareebs.
dascqers yovels mSvidi mzeriT
zecis lurji kamara,
darCa wminda poezia TavisTavis amara..
yru JamSi
aRar gcalia xeTa TeTrad gadasapentad,
axali Jami gaugebar, ucxo mizans Slis,
TandaTanobiT yovelive gadasxvaferda,
aRarsad moCans, rom giyvarda, is peizaJi.
raRac ucnobi, ucnauri xana Camodga,
uricxv sevdaTa Semgrovebi, Semmkvrivebeli,
ambavTmTxrobeli sul sxvanair wyobebs amoTqvams,
Zvel qariSxalTa daviwynia Serkinebebi.
vici, amaze bevrad ruxi xanac dadgeba,
samyaros, daRlils sxva satana gadaibirebs,
ager, mindori spiloebis jogma datkepna,
vrcel WalianSi martorqebma gadairbines.
sivrces moedvnen umZimesi arsebiTebi,
aWrian enas, masSi rac xalasi zmnebia,
Salva sabaSvili mometebulni dasaviwyad Tarse miTebi,
waSale sulSi, rac Zvirfasi dagsizmrebia.
ver agebinebs brZeni mefe verafers vezirs,
karvebi ar Cans, yovels xuTavs papanaqeba,
SecbunebulTa romel mxrisken aiRon gezi,
sad moisurvon xelaxali dabanakeba?
Jami elavda mwvervalisken maval bilikad,
iyo aRTqmebi, magram yvelam dakarga Zala.
xan mzian darSic krToda elva, SuqTa mkvesavi,
iyvnen mzeebi, magram yvelam dakarga Suqi,
rom Cemi arsi arasodes damcrobiliyo,
Sori mwvervali burusebSi gadaimala,
is Cemi sulis lurj zecaSi enTo mzesaviT.
Savi ufskruli amohyurebs kldeebis yru qims.
odesRac momxdurs yvela droSa gadauxie,
axla ki dumxar, TiTqos yovels danazavebi,
rac araferi ebada
an sulac gahqrnen, an saiTRac gadauxvies,
maradiulni rom gegona Tanamgzavrebi...
viRacas Tavi eWira
ganZis mflobelis darad,
egona, raRac mostaces _
gamosuliyo Sarad. isrebi
mivuxvdi _ mosCveneboda
Tvisi xrioki zvarad, Jamma saganT jgroc aria,
ise guldagul Cioda _ vdumvar da dards agre vitan,
eWvic ar SeeparaT. fiqri gasaocaria _
Tavis wamier xuxulas bolavs yvela nangrevidan.
koSks amsgavsebda marads,
msgavsi rom arsad SeeqmnaT, ar var yru an Suriani.,
arc mTaSi, arca barad. ucxo koSkis movwnav karebs,
Tumc arvin ebrZoleboda, sevda ucnauri ari,
ficars ixmobda farad, yvela tyidan mowanwkarebs.
yvelas ukvirda, es Sari
ra Zalam gadahyaraT. verras vpoveb mommagrebels,
amunaTebda moSurneT, ragind bevris SemZlebari,
wyevlas atexda zarad, SoreTiTac momagneben
es Cxiri gamoCorknili danakargis SegrZnebani.
CamiTvaleTo Tarad.
ebrZoda qaris wisqvilebs, dagvsvan zviad naibadac,
ofli sdioda Rvarad, vardTa Tanamosagre varT,
ar ijerebda, rom misTvis yovelive daibada
xelic ar daekaraT. mxolod wuxilT mosagvrelad.
amgvari kacis sityvebi
Casagdebia arad. maTi povna isre minda,
rac araferi ebada, rac davkarge miyovnebiT...
ra unda moeparaT? amoqrian isrebi da
mesobian miyolebiT...
wminda poezia
gabatondeba ucxo wyvdiadi
bevri rame uaxlesma xanam daasamara,
darCa wminda poezia TavisTavis amara. xuxulasaviT daingreva koSki yoveli,
vinac zeimobs, Seiqmneba odes mgloveli,
datkbes TviTon, Tu Zlier surs! warmoudgenlad daZveldeba suyvela xedi,
sxva mas arvin uyurebs, yvelaze norCic _ ciskris pirvel sxivTa mwoveli.
xalxma waRma rac aria, axla masve uku-revs. samyaros sunTqviT gafurCqnili arcerTi kordi
Jams aulagmvels ar gadurCes mouZoveli,
leqss xorklians, cxadad SeigrZnobs
mSrals Tu uxeSs arc vin auxirdeba, Tvis usazRvro gulubryvilobas
magram wminda poezia aRaravis sWirdeba. fiqri, saocar ocnebaTa miwyiv mqsoveli.
zafxuli gava, laJvardovan mTebis kalTebi
axla raRac sxvisken uxmobT axali bunioba, ver gadaurCes zamTris sevdas dauToveli,
moewyinaT netar xmebis ucxo RvTaebrioba. gabatondeba samudamod ucxo wyvdiadi,
ucxo Suqebis minaTebas sadac moveli...
aRar undaT ukve yofna zeciuris mezoblad,
aRar ZaluZT aitanon misi uxarvezoba.
SoreTs eZebs yvela cecxli
sidiadem aRZra grZnoba ukmar-umyofinebis,
axla cerad uyureben mflobels srulyofilebis. xatavs ferTa gama ovals,
sulis bades Svenis,
undaT rame gadaxrili, ara keTilSobili, yvelaferi amaoa,
aRar uCanT Zvirfas ganZad margaliti wyobili. garda SuqTa cvenis.
gaCnda irgvliv sxva kerpebi: dovlaTi da dideba, bakmi, wiTlad danafeni
sjeraT, is, rac moipoves, mudam axlos ideba. badebs fiqrTa Rivebs,
28 Tebervali - 12 marti 2020
literaturuli gazeTi poezia 9
azri ar aqvs araferi ra lamazia yofa da dila,
mas, rac ar asxivebs. ros SeiZleba vinmes uyvarde.

ar mosulxar gulgril stumrad,

ucxo baRnars qargav, ***
vervin hpovos, rac uCumrad roca qalaqSi, gamTeniisas,
sadRac Caikarga! erTxmad amboben saTqmels Citebi,
yvela safiqrals gulTan mivitan
SoreTs eZebs yvela cecxli, da swored am dros, SemeSindebi.
yvela gza da mxare, vin icis, cdeba goneba Cemi,
ise qveynad veras Secvli, rodesac sxivad da mxsnelad gsaxavs,
Tu ar ielvare. an iqneb fuWi ocneba mSvenis,
rom dRes Tu ara, xval mainc gnaxav.
mimofena mzenaferi zogjer ginatreb gamTeniisas,
gamoarCevs axos, roca garSemo mTel qalaqs sZinavs,
misTvis Cndeba yvelaferi _ Seni saxeli dasdevs Tilismad
yvelam dainaxos!.. yvela gzas, quCas Tu fanjris minas.
me ukve SegrCi ucnaur dardad,
gulis kunWulSi garbenil Cxvletad,
ver momago xanam... Sen gaixseneb, rogor giyvardi,
magram ver axsni, rad ar varT erTad.
raRac, mZafrad xSuli asea, yvela Tavisas ibrZvis,
yvelas Tavisi tkivili Telavs
xmebi esmis yurs,
da Rimils ifens saxeze simwriT:
daiRala suli,
ar SeuZlia tirili yvelas.
dasveneba surs.
gamTeniisas gakrTeba frTxili
Suqi. xmauric ereva quCebs.
miWirs xedTa cnoba,
faTurobs sulSi aTasi CrCili,
sivrce sevdas qsovs,
magram verafers ver gvaklebs, urCebs.
miilia grZnoba _
mzes mouyevi Seni gulisTqma
axal kaSkaSs mTxovs.
da Caukvirdi dabindul fanjrebs,
egeba muqi fardebis miRma
garindebis nana Seni tkivilis saSveli Candes.
momTenTavad JRers,
gadaxunda yana,
natrobs sawyis fers. Teona uZiloba

kaeSani mkvrivi biTaZe svel quCas swrafad gaivlis RamiT

gadahRvria vels,
moRlil wuTTa mwkrivi roca miyvardi
iTxovs raRac mwvels.
roca miyvardi, cis kabadonze
ra Seiqmnas, sanam sul sxvanairad krToda mnaTobi
suls mowyena Rlis? da me yvelasTan Cems ocnebaze,
ver momago xanam Cvens siyvarulze vlaparakobdi.
rac mwyuroda, is. me Sen miyvardi
da Tan Tvalebi
micimcimebda mzesaviT erTob,
gamoCndeba arad videqi gulis Ria karebiT
da molodinis koconi menTo,
ucnauri suli... magram, ar iqna,
saRac tbasTan Sevdeq... ar modiodi
damSviddeba suli da uSenoba kedlebSi gajda.
xangrZliv brZolis Semdeg. arsad iyavi... amas vCiodi,
amaod damrCa Tmena da garja
ar moitans nobaTs da gavizarde. guls darCa nai-
caTa sicisfere, arevi da drom ver moaSuSa.
gacivdeba grZnoba midis mas Semdeg cxovreba _ wyali,
xangrZliv wvaTa mere. zogi miRimis,
zogic pirquSad
gadiqcevi mxatvrad Camivlis gverdze _ mdore mdinare,
mTvaris Suqze, namo, moiRuSeba caze mnaTobi
ganqardeba natvra da vxvdebi, Turme, Cvenze ki ara,
asrulebis gamo. C e m s siyvarulze
vlaparakobdi.
Sor siRrmeSi wavals
mowolili javri,
miatovebs savals mokvda siyvaruli
daqanculi mgzavri.
mokvda siyvaruli, Sen rom gaimete,
guli, ukve wynari, gaqra aRmafrena, caSi atyorcnili.
mkerds ar daekvreba, aRar gelodebi RelviT aivanze,
yvavilebi mWknari aRarc gulispiri damaqvs dakocnili.
miwas daeyreba. Caqra varskvlavebi, Tvalebs rom Svenoda,
guls ki SemouCnda Relva da gvalvebi.
sivrce krTeba landad, gajda nela-nela sulSi uSenoba:
axla yovel diliT sevdas vesalmebi.
sadRac gvixmobs Sara,
grZnobis naxanZralze daval garindebiT,
rac yvelafrad Canda,
mxrebze masxdebian dumilis peplebi.
gamoCndeba arad.
Sen xom Rrma saubrebs sul Tavs aridebdi
da am siCumeSi nela iferflebi.
Sededdeba wuxili
***
uTvalavjer Cavqri da uTvalavjer aRvenTe,
mze Camoadna patara qalaqs,
Cndeboda da qreboda Soreuli wveva,
uxmod elaven bindSi vardebi.
Sededdeba wuxili, didxans erTgan naRvenTi, me Senze natvra saTuTad damaqvs,
Semkvrivdeba, TandaTan sul sxvad gadiqceva. TiTqos sacaa, Semiyvardebi.
gacrecil Rrublebs aklia Suqi _
yovlismxedo, Sen mudam bnel safridan mimzerdi, Seni Tvalebis mSvidi naTeba.
ram imsxverplos guli an ra wamalma argos? viRacas Cemi mowyena ukvirs,
SeiZleba ganaTdes saboloo mizezi, Tumca ar vici, ras memarTleba.
SeiZleba maradis bnelSic Caikargos. gareT ki didi, zorba saxlebi
zantad axelen Tvalebs _ darabebs,
moCans Sori karavi da vinc Rames aTevs Sig, ase iwyeba dila, bavSvebi
maxsovs: dila noembris ra ganwirviT crida... ureven oTaxs, wewen karadebs.
ra Semiyvans netavi samudamo naTelSi? me maxsendebi naxevrad mZinars
ra gamiyvans odesme wuTisoflis wridan? da, yaviT xelSi, gadavxsni fardebs.
gviani mZRoli. Tunuqis qilas
borblebqveS gasress, SeakrTobs wamiT
gogos, romelsac jerac ar sZinavs.
gareT codvilobs agvistos wvima,
haers agrilebs da verc agrilebs,
fiqrobs gogona: sadamde mival?
an yofas vinRa gamiadvilebs?
mSvidad bJutaven quCis daraji
lampionebi da ra rTulia,
roca ar gSvelis arc laparaki,
rodesac mzerac danislulia.
rogorc borblebze asxletil Tunuqs,
rogorc wvimaSi mobuzul katas,
ise uyureb Sens Tavs, gawuruls,
satkivars ebrZvi, nervebs rom fatravs.
Tavisas cdilobs agvistos wvima,
Tavis gzas misdevs gviani mZRoli.
lampionebTan sveli gza bzinavs
da fanjris miRma aTenebT orni:
Sen da tkivili.
***
roca gavyureb Ramis qalaqebs
da guli RelviT odnav qandeba,
fiqrebSi SenTan vilaparakeb
da sinamdvilec axmiandeba:
caze gabacda msuqani mTvare
da varskvlavebi frTxilad qrebian.
erTi SexedviT rom Segiyvare,
Seni Tvalebi mudam mxvdebian
gzaSi, quCebSi, fanjrebSi, fiqrSi,
yvelgan Sena xar da Tan ara xar.
sxva raRa damrCa: poetur stilSi
unda vwero da Tanac Tanaxma
viyo erTaderT Semoxedvaze,
Cemken sul wamiT gamoqceulze
da meRvrebodes eg cicqna siTbo
mTels Tmaze, mxrebze, sulSi, sxeulze.
netav, ras mirCev, rogor vikmaro,
eg siTbo rogor gavanawilo?
uecrad mTeli guli gaviTbo
da mere sevdis Rvari vawvimo,
Tu gulis kedlebs amovafaro
mudmiv mcvelad da mudmiv malamod,
gamovigono Cemi zRapari,
rom meubnebi tkbilad: salami
da mere Zalze didxans vsaubrobT
Tan yvelaferze, Tan araferze:
zogjer miwyrebi, roca vxmaurob,
xan ki, piriqiT, Tavad maqezeb...
ase gavyureb RamiT muq fardebs
da tkbili RelviT odnav vqandebi.
me erTi naxviT ki Semiyvardi,
magram, verasdros avxmiandebi.
10 proza
laguna vereli Zalian nerviu-
lobda da magrad Casteplerebul mze-
sumziris pakets ejajgureboda. Tqve-
ni inovatori deda vatireo, ra kai iyo
adre, celofanSi an qaRaldSi ro eyara
da xels ro yofdi, srazu iRebdio _
fiqrobda laguna.
laguna oTxmocdaTeqvsmeti wlis
agvistoSi, aWaraSi daibada, roca
mamamisi wylis sayidlad iyo gasuli,
deda ki Cumad Wyumpalaobda zRvaSi,
radgan qmari orsul cols talRebT-
an dajaxebas uSlida. lagunam sarfSi
muclidan gamosvla daiwyo da sab-
olood baTumSi daibada. bednieri mama
eqims gadaexvia da saxeli hkiTxa, aqao-
da Cem vaJkacs imis saxeli unda erqvas,
vinc gamoaZvrinao. ase ewoda biWunas
aslanbegi. dedas Zalian utydeboda
mis biWunas banZi saxeli rom erqva, ma-
gram qmris eSinoda da xmas ver iRebda.
TbilisSi dabrunebulma ki padrugebs
axara, zRvaSi radgan gavaCine laguni-
ko, laguna davarqvio. mas Semdeg
aslanbegi TbiliselTaTvis lagunad
moinaTla da mxolod mamiko eZaxda
biWunas aslans, oriaTasoTx wlamde.
laguna verelma mzesumziris pake-
ti gaxsna da iliaunis win dabirJavda.
gonebaSi eweoda iq myofi studentebis
seleqcias. gadawyvetili hqonda, rom
yvelaze uwyinari ieris mqone tip-
isTvis sigareti gamoerTmia. piJonebi
Cemnair tips ro xedaven, ibnevian da
srazu iZlevian Tambaqoso _ fiqrob-
da laguna. lagunas Tavi gadaparsuli
hqonda da Savi saTvale ekeTa. tansac
Savi rolingi da dutis kurtka umS-
venebda. ukve meore weli iyo, rac il-
iaunTan birJaobda _ mas Semdeg, rac
filologiuri fakultetis mesame
kursis students, eTo zazaraSvils,
Tavisi gogo daarqva.
dRes laguna Zalian nerviulobda.
raRac Zalian globaluri unda momx-
dariyo mis cxovrebaSi. eTos aravin
ekiTxeboda, magram iqneb gaetrakebi-
na?! mere ar icoda, ra unda eqna lagu-
nas. arada, mtkiced hqonda eTos co-
lad moyvana gadawyvetili. wili na-
yariao, fiqrobda vereli. ise iyo dab-
neuli, rom piJonebisTvis sigaretis
gamorTmevac ki ar axsendeboda. eTo
igvianebda. laguna ligamusSi avida da
drois gasayvanad engri birdsis Tama-
Si daiwyo.
***
vis ra Sav qvad unda nazibrolas
yvavilebi, roca qalaqi isedac
yvavilebs miaqvs. qalaqSi, sadac mkv-
darze meti yvavilia, rTulia meyvavi-
lis yofa. Tanac im meyvavilis, romlis
asortimentic sakmaod ubadrukia. na-
zibrolasTan arasdros midiodnen Sey-
varebuli biWebi, radgan maT satrfo-
TaTvis maRaziaSi nayidi yvavilebis
mirTmeva uyvardaT. amaze Zalian bra-
zobda nazibrola _ misi azriT,
aranairi sxvaoba ar iyo mis vardebsa
da firma maRaziebSi gamoWenebul
vardebs Soris garda ori sxvaobisa,
romelTaganac erTi umniSvnelo iyo,
meore ki nazibrolas uwerda pliuss.
pirveli is, rom is vardebi garemo
pirobebis wyalobiT gvian Wknebodnen;
meore ki is, rom nazibrolas vardebi
gacilebiT iafi iyo. nazibrola bra-
zobda, iwyevleboda da wikvinebda, aq
iyidon, mere wyalSi Cadon da Cemebic
kai xans ar daWknebao. nazibrola
imazec wuxda, rom venokebis awyoba eza-
reboda da amis gamo panaSvidebis biz-
nessac ver iTvisebda. nazibrola Zali-
an iyo gaborotebuli warumateblobis
gamo da mudmivad almacerad uyureb-
da mis siaxloves mjdar mepapirose ba-
bos, romelic konspiraciulad yidda
sigarets Rerebze da dRis bolos sak-
maod did Tanxasac uyrida Tavs.
mepapirose babos umuSevari Svili
papirosis gayidvas uSlida, Tumca
babo iZaxda, TviTon Cems Svils dReSi
ori paCka parlamenti unda da fuli
kide ara aqo. Tan meubneba, ar imuSao,
Tan dReSi or paCka parlaments mTxov-
so. ise gamodioda, rom mepapirose babo
Svilisgan malulad yidda sigaretebs
literaturuli gazeTi
imitom, rom SvilisTvis sigareti eyi-
da. mepapirose babo dRis or saaTze mo-
dioda rusTavelis prospeqtze da sa-
Ramos eqvsamde uwevda konspiraciuli
Sroma qalaqis im wertilSi, sadac yve-
laze meti policieli dadioda. mepa-
pirose babo sakmaod Semosavliani qal-
batoni gaxldaT da rTulic iyo mis as-
akSi iseTi samsaxuris datoveba, romel-
ic Tvis bolos mis pensiaze samjer met
Semosavals debda. mepapirose babo ukan
ar ixevda, miuxedavad Svilis da kano-
nis winaaRmdegobisa. meyvavile nazi-
brolas ki Zalian Surda mepapirose
babos warmatebuli saqmianobis.
***
laguna vereli da eTo zazaraSvili
faliaSvilze seirnobdnen. eTos ar
uyvarda laguna, magram kai tipi egona
da mainc uxaroda xolme masTan erTad
quCaSi gamoCena. aqaoda, gogoebi ityvi-
an _ va, eTo lagunCikasTan dviJeniob-
so da SeSurdebaTo. lagunam iliaunis
cotne avsajaniSvili
balada laguna verelze
ukana karTan ramdenime sigaretiani
tipi dalanda, magram gogosTan erTad
iyo da gamorTmeva gautyda. arada bo-
los xuTi saaTis win hqonda gabolebu-
li da lomka awvalebda. eTos mrgval
baRTan laRiZeSi undoda Sesvla, gin-
da Tu ara, mwyuriao. lagunas sigare-
tis fuli ar hqonda, ra laRiZeze iyo
laparaki. mrgval baRTan rom mivid-
nen, eTo mainc laRiZisken wavida, la-
gunam veRaraferi moifiqra da uxeSad
Caavlo xeli gogonas. eTos ukve wivili
ro unda moerTo, mag dros gaxda la-
gunCika nazi da gogona rbilad miikra
mkerdze. eTo daibna, magram Tan gaus-
worda. laguna fiqrobda _ mgoni gam-
ovZverio, ra laRiZeo, isao, esao... Sei-
Zleba fuli TviTon aqo eToso, marao,
texavso ra. gogom ra pontSi unda
ikisroso. sanam eTo xelaxla daiwyeb-
da laRiZeze wuwuns, lagunam axali
gegma CarTo. wamodi exla CemTan uban-
Sio da msoflioSi yvelaze magar adg-
ils gaCvenebo. sabWoTa kavSirSi namy-
ofi xaro? Sansi ar ari, ver iqnebio.
wamodi sabWoTa kavSiri unda gaCvenoo.
lagunCikas Zalian undoda moeyo-
la eTosTvis is, rom yvela gogo aRiz-
ianebda. ufro swored is gogoebi, vinc
mis mimarT interess iCendnen. lagun-
Cikas ise Zalian undoda eTo, rom fi-
qrobda, sxvebs ra pontSi vevasebi, Tavi
damanebono. ar ityueboda laguna. mar-
Tlac evaseboda uamrav gogonas misi
brutaluri beqgraundis Tu kidev ua-
mravi qvena xiblis gamo. da marTlac
aRizianebda Wabuks misdami gamoxatu-
li interesebi. eTos sakaifod dasak-
erad iqneb ameebis moyola kidec gamos-
dgomoda verels, magram utydeboda
gogosTan gogoebze Woraoba.
mere mixail riazanovTan avidnen, im
baiTze romelsac laguna sabWoTa kav-
Sirs eZaxda. mixaili gitaraze ukrav-
da rusul romanss da periodulad
cremlebs imSralebda. mavanni ambobd-
nen, magas sadRac Zalian bevri fuli
aqvs damaluli, odesme mag fuliT oc-
nebas aixdens da peterburgSi wava
TeTri Rameebis sanaxavado. peterbur-
gi mixailisTvis dabadebidan saocne-
bo adgili iyo. xSirad esizmreboda
ermitaJis win mdgomi bela axmaduli-
na. mixail riazanovs sinamdvileSi niko
kupataZe erqva, magram mixail boiar-
skis da eldar riazanovis SeerTebiT
miRebuli kombinacia dairqva. mixail
riazanovi marto cxovrobda. kedelze
leninis, maSina vremenis da alisa fre-
indlixis posterebi hqonda gakruli.
am saxlSi dRisiT sul visocki ismoda.
RamiT ki sluJebni romani iyo CarTuli
videopristavkaSi. mixail riazanovs
bavSvobidan sabWoTa kavSirSi undoda
cxovreba da bolos ise qna, rom dasax-
lda kidec mikro sabWoTa kavSirSi.
laguna rom Sevida, mixails gadaex-
via. mere yurSi raRaca uTxra da amaze
mixaili rusuli aqcentiT ayvirda _
Sen me is xo ar ggonivaro, ra qviao? ho,
Sewyalebis da Tu mawuSka terezao. Sen
raRaca sirobis keTeba mogindes da me
mogexmaroo, egre sad ario?!
arada lagunam icoda, rom motace-
buli eTos dasamalad amaze ukeTes
adgils verasdros monaxavda, imitom,
rom aq eTos veravin verasdros ipovi-
da. eTo sabWoTa kavSirSi iqneboda, sa-
bWoTa kavSiri kide ar arsebobs. anu
eTo arsad ar iqneboda, magram lagu-
nasTvis iqneboda, manam, sanam saWiro
raskladi ar dajdeboda.
lagunam mixailis motyueba gadaw-
yvita. me am yvelafers SenTvis vakeTeb,
CemTvis ki arao. Senao, vicio, ro cx-
ovrebaSi Seyvarebuli ar gyoliao.
isic vicio, romantikosi ro xaro da
yovel Rame ironia sudbis uyurebo. ver
damabolebo. marTla imito ho ar
uyureb, ro saveckiao?! imito uyure-
bo, ro siyvaruli da ambebiao. hoda, es
gogo ro momyavs, CemTvis ki ar momyav-
so. es gogo Seniao. Senze giJdeba bavS-
vobidan da exlac Cumad imitoa, rom
rcxvenia rame giTxras, gamogitydes,
gearSiyoso. cota xniT aq daimaleT,
sanam ambavi Cawynardeba da mere len-
ingradSi an sadme moxevTo. mixaili
kankalebda. yvelaferi sjeroda, rac
esmoda. uyurebda eTunas da ukve mzad
iyo, stalinuri represiebisganac ki
daecva usayvarlesi gogona, miuxeda-
vad imisa, rom am represiebs amarTleb-
da. laguna karisken wavida. gasvlisas
daubara, oRond mTavari piroba is ari,
sanam me ar davbrundebi, araferi ise-
Ti ar uqnao. mixails amis Tqma ar
sWirdeboda. misTvis upirvelesad
platonuri grZnobebi iyo aRmafrTo-
vanebeli. eTos ki egona, rom laguna
laRiZis wylebis sayidlad wavida da
male dabrundeboda.
***
gvarda ke lunaa, gvarda ke maree,
da kvesta note, senca te vorei mor-
28 Tebervali - 12 marti 2020
iree... _ RiRinebda meyvavile nazi-
brola da ixsenebda moxeve Seyvare-
buls, romelic niSnobis sufridan
gaeqca aTascxraasoTxmocdarva wels.
meyvavile nazibrolas moxevesTan Te-
fSiT mihqonda nigvziani badrijani.
sasiZo ki, karisken iwevda _ Tqven ra
xalxi xarT, sadac cxovrobT, iqve isa-
qmebTo. moxeve pirvelad iyo korpusis
binaSi. maSin nazibrolas ojaxi xilia-
nze cxovrobda. manamde nazibrola
bednieri gogona iyo. mas Semdeg ki, yve-
laferi airia. saqmroc gaeqca, mamac
aRar iyo limonaTis cexis gamge da
saqarTveloc damoukidebeli gaxda.
mepapirose babo saocrad bednieri
iyureboda win mimavali Wabukebisken,
romlebmac misgan oTxi laris Sexveu-
li TuTuni iyides. Wabukebma madloba
rom gadauxades, babom dananebiT miaZ-
axa _ ra madloba, sikvdilsa vyidi,
raT eweviT, Svileboo. sinamdvileSi
kide Zalianac uxaroda, ro ese marti-
vad gaWra ori dRis samyofi puris
fuli. gulSi iZaxda, arafris baboo,
arafriso, magram Zalianac scxvenoda,
ese rom uxaroda, imitom, rom imasac
marTla fiqrobda, am balRebs janm-
rTeloba ro engrevaT, magaSi mec var
damnaSave, rogorc sxva mepapirose ba-
boebio. mepapirose babo arc mkvleli
iyo da arc boroti jadoqari ameebze
rom ar efiqra da sindiss ar Seewuxe-
bina. Zalianac wuxda da Zalianac
stkioda. magram verafers izamda,
post-sabWoTa samoTxeSi arsebuli
dauwereli kanonebis gamo.
mepapirose babov, Sen gitireb qudbe-
dian yofas, Tu var nazibrola dular-
iZeo _ gamwarebuli jujRunebda
daboRmili meyvavile. ukve SesamCnevad
mimWknar, gabanZebul titebs nerviu-
lad ucvlida adgilebs, TiTqos amas
rame mniSveloba hqonoda. aravis
adardebda qaliSvilad daberebuli
meyvavilis gulistkivili. arc is
adardebda aravis, meyvaviles sunamos
yidva rom undoda da fuls rom ver
agrovebda. arc is, moxeve Seyvarebu-
li isev saocrad rom enatreboda da
mis Sav-TeTr fotos sam wuTSi erTxel
rom efereboda. ratomRac isev
sjeroda, rom erT dRes mainc gahyve-
boda axmax mTiels kavkasiis umaRles
da ulamazes sofelSi, miuxedavad imi-
sa, rom ukve ormocdacameti wlisa
gaxldaT.
_ yvela advilad gakeTebuli Tum-
niani Tu Zmrad ar amogadino, me ar viyo
nazibrola dulariZe! _ emuqreboda
mepapiroses daboRmili meyvavile.
***
sapatrulo policiis TanamSrome-
li giorgi zazaraSvili gaSmagebuli
eZebda laguna verels, romelic
bolojer naxes mis dakargul dasTan,
eTosTan erTad. kaci ifiqrebda, pol-
iciels eTo fexebzedac ara hkidia,
lagunaa magis dao. im momentidan, rac
gaigo, eTo viRaca lagunam waiyvanao,
sul imas gaiZaxoda, laguna unda vipo-
vo da davbridoo. an es laguna ra sax-
elia, barem verareCka daerqmiaTo.
giorgi zazaraSvils is adardebda,
rom gabedes, misi da moipares da amiT
Tavze daajves. Tore is, ro eTo mota-
cebuli iyo da SeiZleba viRaca mani-
akebs sadme gamoqvabulSi yavdaT dab-
muli, meorexarisxovani iyo gior-
gisTvis. mas Semdeg, rac eTuna aTi wlis
gaxda, giorgi policiaSi muSaobda da
das imdenad iSviaTad naxulobda, Sei-
Zleba quCaSi ver ecnoT erTmaneTi.
sadRac gulis siRrmeSi albaT ki, ma-
gram mkveTrad da gamoxatulad pol-
iciel zazaraSvils arc uyvarda dai-
ko. saerTodac, giorgi zazaraSvili
aravis mimarT gamoirCeoda sentimen-
taluri damokidebulebiT, garda
zemdgomebisa. sanam policiis aka-
demias daamTavrebda, giorgim orjer
scada iuridiulze Cabareba, magram
jer zogad unarebSi CaiWra, mere
qarTulSi. maSin gaacnobiera, rom sam-
yaroSi gonebriv SesaZleblobebze
qmediTunariani fizikuri zemoqmede-
bis unaria. da iyenebda fizikur Sesa-
28 Tebervali - 12 marti 2020
Zleblobebs, ramdenadac amis saSuale-
bas misTvis miniWebuli, gansazRvruli
privilegiebi aZlevda. eTos gaqro-
bidan ori dRis Tavze giorgi zazaraS-
vils lagunas yvela Zmakaci nacemi
hyavda. orderi ar hqonda, magram lam-
is yvela axloblis saxlic gadautri-
ala lagunCikas. sakvirveli iyo is, rom
verafriT miagno im kacs, romelic ar-
sadac gaqceula da kvlavac uSiSrad
daabijebda rusTavelze, situaciis
dalagebis da Semdgom qveynidan eTo-
sTan erTad wasvlis imediT.
***
laguna vereli aRar apirebda
colis moyvanas. gadawyvita, eTuna uR-
irsi qali iyo da sul raRac aTi wuTi
dasWirda saimisod, rom sacole fexe-
bzec daekidebina. aRarc mivakiTxav im
nabozars, ijdes mini sabWoTa kavSirSi
da Tu odesme gamoeqceva, gamoeqces
riazanovs, Tuarada magis dedac iq vat-
ireo. sanam amdens da aseT radika-
lurebs ifiqrebda, lagunikom mziuris
amfiTeatrTan cemaSi gaasia da iqve
daagdo hipsteri Tedo, romlisTvisac
araerTxel gamourTmevia sigareti
iliaunis siaxloves, Tumca eg, ra Tqma
unda, ar axsovda. verelis mier hip-
steri Tedos cemas da sayvareli qalis
SezizRebas erTi mizezi hqonda. habi-
tusis da melirebis miuxedavad, Tedo
gambedavi biWi aRmoCnda da pirdapir
mieWra lagunas _ Sen xo ar uberavo,
Cemi gogo daabruneo, sami welia Sey-
varebulebi varTo. verels Tavidan
sasacilodac ar eyo Tedos gamoxto-
ma. jer erTi, eg Seni Seyvarebuli Cemi
colia ukveo da egec ro ar iyos, ra
Seni Seyvarebuli, sxva biWi baRSic ki
ar mikarebia eTunaso. magaze hipster-
ma Tedom gaicina da lagunikos mTlad
gagiJeba gadawyvita _ baRSi ar vici,
mara CemTan saxlSi araerTxel mivkare-
bivaro. Tan iq mivkarebivar, rasac Sen
SiSvlad arasdros ganaxebso.
da ai, aq gadaeraza lagunikos. Tan
isic ifiqra, es Cmori tyuilad ese ar
gariskavdao. etyoba marTla imasSve-
bodnen da exla ar eTmoba, enatreba da
bedavs, ro gamitrakoso. mokled, sa-
siZom daijera, rom Tedos eTuna
gaformebuli hyavda da amis Semdeg
Tavis gogos bozi daarqva. mere Tedo
mziuris bilikebze xelis kvriT Caago-
ra da waqceuls zedve miayola ramden-
ime wixli. es qaTmebi da waklebi vis aban-
literaturuli gazeTi
Zebdneno, kbilebs aWraWunebda gam-
warebuli laguniko.
mere rusTavelisken daeSva sigare-
tis sayidlad.
***
xelebs ifSvnetda Spioni meyvavile
nazibrola. wuTebi rCeboda misi mza-
kvrobis asrulebamde.
mepapirose babo usaqmuri Svilis
bavSvobas igonebda bednieri saxiT da
gaxveuli TuTunis potenciur muS-
trebs aTvalierebda. amas ra mokle
kaba acviao _ daijRana erT gogoze.
iWyane, iWyane, Se CaTlaxo bebero,
exla naxe ra mogiva, exla naxe... _
fiqrobda nazibrola dulariZe.
gaborotebuli policieli giorgi
zazaraSvili isedac daundobeli vinme
iyo. dis dakargvis Semdeg ki saerTo-
dac mxecad gadaiqca.
laguna arkaSi Semovida da male
rusTavelze iqneboda. ukve fexebze
ekida eToc da Tedoc, magrad undoda
Tambaqos gaboleba.
gacxovelebuli policieli neli
nabijiT uaxlovdeboda sigaretiT
movaWre qalbatons.
meyvavile nazibrola fexze wamod-
ga, ukeT rom eyurebina seirisTvis.
laguna verelma nazibrolas swrafi
nabijiT Cauqrola da mepapirose ba-
bosTan miiWra. sami wiTeli marlboro
maitao, ahaao, larnaxevaria kakrazo.
mepapirose babosTan mis dasarbev-
ad movlinebuli giorgi zazaraSvilic
miiWra...
***
_ es leningradia Cemo sixarulo.
Cemi ocnebis da Cveni siyvarulis
dedaqalaqi. rogorc iqna, CamovediT.
ratom tiri? kargi ra... vici rom giy-
varvar da aRiarebis grcxvenia. nuRar
grcxvenia. me isedac yvelaferi vici.
nurafris geSinia eTuna. me SenTan var
da... moica, gciva? axlave mivalT sas-
tumroSi. nu tiri, gTxov... andac itire,
Tu ginda. aravis uTqvams, rom lenin-
grads cremlebis ar sjera? _ ar
aCerebda enas mixail riazanovi da
atirebuli eTunas damSvidebas cdi-
lobda.
_ Tu Ramea, yvelafers ratom vxe-
dav? _ slukuniT ikiTxa peterburgSi
gaRviZebulma eTuna zazaraSvilma,
romelsac arasdros araferi smenoda
TeTri Rameebis Sesaxeb.
stumrebi
iasamnisfer oTaxSi
saxlSi ded-mamasTan, erT Zmasa da
or dasTan erTad vcxovrobdi. deda
yovel diliT modioda Cvens sa-
wolebTan da xelis msubuqi SexebiT
gvaxsenebda, bavSvebo, skolaSi wasvlis
droao. bevrs vebuzRunebodiT, magram
mere deda brazdeboda da Cvenc misi
gulis mosagebad saswrafod viRviZeb-
diT.
roca skolidan vbrundebodiT, su-
frasTan Semwvari kartofiliT gamo-
tenili pirebiT Zalian bevrs vlapar-
akobdiT da erTmaneTs ambebis moyolas
ar vaclidiT. samecadinod cal-calke
oTaxebSi viketebodiT, saidanac erT-
droulad gamodioda oTxi xma, romel-
ic xan aleqsandre makedonelis
laSqrobebs gamcnobdaT, xanac niuto-
nis kanonebs. gakveTilebis momzadebas
rom davasrulebdiT, nel-nela
vikribebodiT Cvens iasamnisferk-
edlebian oTaxSi, romelsac ori didi
fanjara da momRerali kari hqonda.
yovelTvis, roca am karidan vinme Se-
modioda an gareT gadioda, ise ucn-
aurad WriWinebda, rom siciliT vixo-
cebodiT. magram mere mamam kari
gamocvala da misi `musikaluri kari-
erac~ warsuls Cabarda.
iasamnisferkedlebian oTaxSi Tavs
maSinac ki kargad vgrZnobdiT, roca
cudad viyaviT, imitom, rom erTmane-
Ti gvyavda. kidev dedas gamomcxvari
ugemuri orcxobilebi, Cemi Zmis git-
ara, mamas wignebi da uzarmazari fan-
tazia gvqonda, romliTac erTmaneTs
varTobdiT. zafxulSi iq sul grilo-
da, zamTarSi ki iseTi siTbo iyo, rom
daCutul savarZelSi mokalaTebuls
Cems umcros debTan erTad CamTvlem-
da xolme da mamas xeliT mivyavdiT sa-
wolebamde. sizmarSi yvelas mamas wak-
iTxuli wignebis personaJebi gvesizm-
reboda. es iqidan vici, rom diliT
sizmrebsac vuziarebdiT erTmaneTs,
rogori mosawyenic unda yofiliyo.
ase vatarebdiT saRamoebs ugemuri
orcxobilebis Wamasa da gemrieli is-
toriebis mosmenaSi, magram mere Cvens
iasamnisferkedlebian oTaxSi viRac
ucxoebi gamoCdnen, romelTa gamoc
dedam orcxobilebis cxoba Sewyvita,
Cemma debma ki Cxubi daiwyes. es `ucxoe-
bi~ saxlSi mamam didi yuTiT moiyvana,
romelic raRac sadenebiT SeaerTa
eleqtroCamrTvelSi da aRar gamour-
Tavs. isini Zalian hgavdnen namdvil
adamianebs da namdvilebic iyvnen. Cven-
Tan stumrad movidnen da dedac, yve-
la zrdilobiani diasaxlisiviT, maT
gverdidan ar Sordeboda. saqme isaa,
rom `stumrebi~ gamudmebiT erTmaneT-
Si laparakobdnen, deda ki sul maT
uyurebda. me es stumrebi Zalian ar
momwondnen, radgan Cveni saxlidan
arasdros wasulan. aseTi saqcieli ki,
rogorc Cemi Zma ambobda, uzrdelo-
baa.
Semdeg kidev viRac gaCnda Cvens,
ufro zustad ki Cemi Zmis cxovrebaSi.
misi axali megobari Zalian, Zalian pa-
tara iyo, oTxkuTxedi saxe hqonda da
mucelze cicqna Rilakebi. am `mego-
briT~ Cemi Zma Tavis sxva, oRond ufro
did megobrebs elaparakeboda da
raoden gasakviric unda iyos, misi dax-
marebiT iRviZebda kidec. deda aRar
Semodioda diliT Cvens oTaxebSi. Cemi
proza 11
olani biwaZe
Zmis `megobari~ rekavda skolis zariv-
iT da Cvenc aRaravin gvijavrdeboda,
Tu adgoma dagvezareboda. ho, Cemi Zmis
`megobari~ saerTod araferze brazob-
da. TviTon Cemi Zma ki xSirad uyviro-
da, xelebs utyapunebda da mamas sTx-
ovda, axali miyideo. sul mikvirda, ne-
tav, megobrebi ratom unda viyidoT-
meTqi.
iasamnisferi oTaxi yvelaze nakle-
bad maSin gaxda iasamnisferi oTaxi,
roca mrgval magidaze oTxkuTxedi
oryura Savi mowyobiloba davdeT,
romelic arafriT iyo gamorCeuli,
magram yvelaferi Secvala. deda ukve
metoqeebis gareSe erToboda Tavis
`stumrebTan~, romlebic xSirad icv-
lebodnen, magram ar qrebodnen da ma-
Sinac ki, roca tirodnen, saxe saerTod
ar usveldebodaT. Cemi Zma gitaraze
aRar ukravda. Cemi debi gamudmebiT
fotoebs iRebdnen da sxva adamianebs
ise aTvalierebinebdnen, maTi fo-
toalbomSi Cawebebac ar sWirdebodaT.
mama msoflio safexburTo Cempionatis
matCebs saxlidan gausvlelad Tavisi
gaxunebuli maisuriT eswreboda da
Cvenc sizmrebSi misi wakiTxuli wigneb-
is personaJebs veRar vnaxulobdiT.
imitom, rom mama wignebs aRar gvikiTx-
avda.
sul megona, yvela adamianis cx-
ovreba yuTs hgavs, romelic garegnu-
lad sxvebisTvis uinteresoa, Tumca
mTavaria, SigniT myofi ar fiqrobdes-
meTqi ase. Cveni yuTi iasamnisferk-
edlebiani oTaxi iyo da didi Secdoma
davuSviT, roca is sxvebs gavuziareT.
Tanac ise, rom `sxvebma~ amis Sesaxeb arc
ki icodnen.
adre yvela, vinc miyvarda, iasamn-
isfer oTaxSi CemTan erTad cxovrob-
da. axla deda espaneTSia pedro gon-
salesis mdidrul saxlSi da elodeba,
rodis ipovis pedro Tavis erTaderT
Svils, magram dedas sakuTari Svilebi
daaviwyda. axla mamac espaneTSia,
oRond barselonas safexburTo
moedanze da ucxo biWebs gulSemat-
kivrobs, Cems saskolo Sejibrebaze mx-
ardasaWerad mosvla ki gamorCa. axla
Cemi debi parizis modis kvireuls
adevneben Tvals ise, rom maT veravin
xedavs. Cemi Zma ki xmamaRal melodiebs
ise usmens, aRar axsovs, TviTonac rom
SeeZlo erT dros simRera da dakvra.
gulwrfelad rom vTqva, Zalian mo-
mwyinda aq marto jdoma. daCutuli sa-
varZeli gamovcvaleT da wesiT axali
ufro komfortuli unda iyos, Tumca
me ratomRac sxvanairad meCveneba. main-
teresebs, Cemebi ras fiqroben amaze,
magram aq ar arian da ver vkiTxav. vici,
sad unda vipovo isini, magram ar vici,
rogor davabruno.
mgoni, Cemi wasvlis droa. zustad
ver getyviT, espaneTSi waval, parizsa
Tu CineTSi, Tumca sadac ar unda wav-
ide, iasamnisferkedlebiani oTaxi ar-
sad damxvdeba. swored amitom sakuTar
`yuTebs~ gaufrTxildiT da Tu ojaxis
dakargva ar gindaT, daimaxsovreT,
saxlSi iseTi stumrebi ar unda SeuS-
vaT, romlebic ukan arasdros wavlen,
Tqveni cxovrebidan ki maT gamo Zalian
bevri viRac wava.
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12 proza
Cveni quCis boloSi erTi or-
sarTuliani saxlia. saxlis pirvel
sarTulze ojaxis mdgmurebi cx-
ovroben, meore sarTuli ki Tavad
mflobel ojaxs uWiravs. ojaxs
vuwodeb,Tumca odnav Tamami naTqvamia
orad-ori adamianis fonze, romelT-
ac samocdaaTs mitanebuli qali da
misi ormoci wlis vaJi Seadgenen. erT-
maneTs iSviaTad Tu daelaparakebian.
qalisTvis Svilis cxovreba diaxac
rom mniSvnelovania, magram didi
xania, mixvda, rom misTvis raimes
dacdevinebis amao mcdelobas sjobs,
dro mezoblebis Worebis mosmenas
dauTmos.
pirveli sarTulis erTi patara
oTaxi aranakleb patara gamxdar axal-
gazrda qalsa da mis biWunas ukaviaT.
biWunam icis, rom mama sadRac ucxo
qveyanaSi hyavs da gaizrdeba Tu ara,
masTan aucileblad SeZlebs wasvlas,
Tumca, samagierod, mTelma quCamac
icis, rom biWis deda sazRvargareT
ucxo mamakacisgan dafexmZimebuli
`CerCeti bozia~, romelmac Svils misi
warmomavlobis xazgasasmelad huseini
daarqva.
_ huseina! _ gahkivis saxlis
aivnidan ojaxis diasaxlisi da amayad
irgebs mdgmurebze mzrunavi qalis
rols, romelic, misi azriT, Zalian
kargad gamosdis da uxdeba.
_ ra gindaT, nani bebo?! _ ekiTxe-
ba Tavmobezrebuli huseina zemoTapy-
robili mwvane Tvalebis undo mzeriT
da xmis tonze etyoba, qali gulze
didad ar exateba.
_ droze Semodi saxlSi! dedaSens
nu anerviuleb!
Tumca huseinas misi pasuxi ukve fex-
ebze hkidia. ubnis bavSvebTan erTad
daRmarTze garbis da ukan karga xans
ar brundeba.
huseinas deda diabetiTaa daavade-
buli. gamudmebiT wamlebs svams da Si-
gadaSig eqimsac akiTxavs, an Tu saqme
Zalian garTulda, saswrafos eqimebi
akiTxaven da saavadmyofoSi xmamaRali
sirenebis fonze mihyavT.
huseinam icis, rom deda avad hyavs
da rom amis gamo ubanSi yvelas ecode-
ba, amitom megobrebTan xSirad amiT
manipulirebs da sasurvel Sedegsac
aRwevs.
_ dedaCemi kargad rom iyos, egeT
manqanas mec ki miyidda.
wamSi mas ukve axali saTamaSo aqvs.
_ dedaCemi fuls wamlebSi rom ar
xarjavdes, velosipedi mec meyolebo-
da...
da huseina mTel saRamos
daseirnobs erT-erTi Tanatolis
velosipediT.
_ dedaCems rom SeeZlos, nayinebs
yovel saRamos momitanda.
male huseina joxiani nayinis
Sokolads eniT uxeSad uwyebs tlakvas.
_ aba, ra vqna, nani deida?.. _ yov-
el dialogs ase iwyebs huseinas deda.
marjvena xeli doinjad Semourtyams
welze da neli nabijiT mimodis win da
ukan, _ Tavs moviklavdi, mara mere
huseins vin upatronebs. kaciSvili
mimxedavi ar yavs... ra wyalSi gadav-
varde, ar vici. amden rames riT avu-
vide...
_ mamamisic ar gexmareba, xo? _
ekiTxeba ukve meased qalbatoni nani da
pasuxis molodinSi ise itruneba,
TiTqos warmodgena ar aqvs, pasuxi ra
iqneba.
_ ui, ui! rad minda magis Sexmiane-
ba. neta sulac nu gamoCndebodes...
husein! _ moulodnelad kivils uwyebs
Svils, romelic romeliRac bavSvis
mimarTulebiT qvebs iSens da igineba:
_ fu, Seni deda movtyan! _ husein-
am msgavsi sityvebi ubnis `birJavikebi-
sgan~, cicqna televizoridan da Ta-
naskolelebisgan iswavla. qvebis sro-
la ki... qvebis srolas ra didi swavla
unda. roca geubnebian, `yle~ xaro, Set-
evaze unda gadaxvide. ase Seteva ki
saukeTeso gamosavalia.
_ enas amogaZrob, husein! _ deda
TiTs demonstraciulad uqnevs da Sem-
deg dialogs ganagrZobs qalbaton
literaturuli gazeTi
olani biwaZe
usaxelo mdgmurebi
nanisTan. yovel jerze erTi da igive
meordeba. dedis SeniSvnebs biWi yurad
ar iRebs da ramdenimewamiani pauzis
Semdeg wiTeli aguris saxlamofarebu-
li ganagrZobs `Tavdacvas~.
_ eg iseT asakSia, axla unda mamis
xeli da janmrTeli dedis yuradReba,
_ nestani nanis megobari da mezobe-
lia, romelsac loTi qmari da uamravi
mdgmuri hyavs. es misi saxlis sididis
damsaxurebaa. Tanac misi arc erTi mdg-
muri potenciuri momakvdavi araa.
Tumca, ra ici, ra xdeba? am kiTxviT nani
Tavs imSvidebs xSirad. saqme isaa, rom
mudam unda icodes, ra xdeba.
_ eh, Cemo nestan, rac me magas vari-
geb da vuCiCineb, magram esmis? ar es-
mis. Zalian Tavxedi bavSvia. dedamisi
kidev... ra vqna, ra gavakeTo, Zalianac
vici, rom uWirT, magram. mec ojaxi
maqvs, mec minda ori kapiki, _ amis Tqmi-
sas Tvalebs ise karklavs, gegoneba, Sig
Tvalis gugebSi oqroebi amouvidao.
mere karis xma esmis da aivnidan
saswrafod dabla ixedeba.
_ moxvedi, deda?
_ saRamo mSvidobisa! _ ambobs misi
vaJi da saxlSi samzareulos karidan
Sedis. nestani da nani cota xniT ise
xrian mzeras, ifiqrebT, erTmaneTis,
raRacis an viRacis ase erTbaSad Ser-
cxvaTo, mere ki isev ganagrZoben Cveu-
li tempiT saubars.
qalbatoni nani arasdros yveba,
zustad ratom cxovrobs misi ormoci
wlis Svili jerac masTan, roca misi
col-Svili avstraliaSia, ubanSi
saamiso mosazrebebic arsebobs. yve-
laze gavrcelebuli mainc isaa, rom
nanim rZali saxlidan gaagdo, xolo
vaJma ki nanis datoveba mainc ver gabe-
da. mas Semdeg Svili dedas Tavis arc
erT saqmeSi aRar revs, ra Tqma unda,
sauzmisa da vaxSmis menius garda. nani
sul cdilobs, Svils gemrieli kerZe-
biT asiamovnos, arc bazarSi siaruli
ezareba da arc saxlis karTan mosul
gamyidvelebTan vaWroba.
vaxSmis Semdeg qalbatoni nanis vaJi
Tavis saZinebel oTaxSi midis da da-
Zinebamde uyurebs nebismier arxze aR-
moCenil nebismier safexburTo matCs.
_ qalbatono nani, fuls am dReeb-
Si gadagixdiT...
_ uyure erTi amas axla! _ nanis
mTeli saxe eWimeba da gaRimebas Tava-
zianobis gamoc ki ar cdilobs.
_ socialuri daxmarebis Tanxa sul
wamlebSi damexarja.
_ mereda, am dReebSi ra, axali dax-
mareba mova? _ qali almacerad iyure-
ba.
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_ ara, ara. dedaCemi gamomigzavnis,
_ TvalebSi imedis naperwkaliviT
uelavs raRac, _ mapatieT ra, didi
bodiSi.
_ me ki gapatieb, Cemo kargo, magram
saqmes ase ar gamoadgeba, _ nani Sig-
niT Sedis da amiT aniSnebs, dialogi
damTavrdao.
meore dRes, roca huseinas dedas
binis qira aqvs, qalbatoni nani yavasac
ki uduRebs da Woraobasac ar zarde-
ba. Tumca moulodnelad usiamovno
cnobas igebs.
_ me da huseina Tvis bolos gada-
valT, _ nani cdilobs, ar SeimCnios
Tavsdacemuli elda da ubralod kiTx-
vas svams:
_ sad?
_ aba, me ra vici, nani deida. Sei-
Zleba, sulac sofelSi wavide de-
daCemTan.
_ Svilo, sofelSi yofna gamoadge-
ba Sens mdgomareobas?
_ arc aq yofna adgeba, _ qali Tavs
aqnevs, _ isedac fuls tyuilad vxar-
jav...
_ mere bavSvi?
_ skolaSi yvelgan miiReben, ar mi-
iReben da meore klasis programas mec
ki vaswavli... _ cota xniT siCumea.
nanim icis, rom rame unda Tqvas, isic
icis, ra unda Tqvas, Tumca didad ar
exaliseba. bolos xvdeba, rom ukeTesi
dro aRar eqneba da bedavs:
_ Tu es guSindelis gamoa, sawyenad
ar miTq...
_ rogor gekadrebaT, nani deida!
_ awyvetinebs saswrafod, _ gana me ver
vxvdebi, ramxela sikeTes gvikeTebT?
ubralod, didi xania, vfiqrobdi da
axla gadavwyvite.
_ nu, Tu asea... _ nani xelebs raRac-
nairad Slis da arc axla iRimeba. kidev
laparakoben manam, sanam huseinas deda
qvemoT dasaZineblad ar Cava da mere Tx-
uTmet wuTSi yvirils ar atexavs daxmare-
bis molodinSi. qalbatoni nani
saswrafos gamoiZaxebs da momakvdavs saa-
vadmyofoSi gadaiyvanen. eqimebi Tavebs
ise gadaaqneven, TiTqos ukve samglovia-
ro procesias miacileben. qalbatoni nani
cota xniT imdenad iyo dabneuli, rom
roca anketis Sesavsebad saxeli hkiTxes,
verc huseinas dedis da verc Tavad
huseinas saxeli ver gaixsena.
ar vici, zustad ra daemarTa im
dRes huseinas dedas, Tumca sanam misi
cxedris mosvenebiT misi gardacvaleb-
is ambavs gavigebdi, ubnis bavSvebis di-
alogs movkari yuri.
_ Sen debili xar? huseinas araferi
unda vuTxraT!.. _ odnav maRali biWi
masze dabals zemodan uyurebs da
xmamaRla eCxubeba.
_ rato?
_ ra rato, kai iqneba, Sen ro giTx-
ran, dedaSeni mokvdao? _ biWi xmas ar
iRebs, _ Seni azriT, huseina bevrs
itirebs ise? _ miubrunda mere iqve
mdgar gogos, _ me ro dedaCemi mo-
mikvdes, xuTi dRe sul vitirebdi, _
amas Tavmomwoned ambobs. isic Svidi-
rva wlisa Tu iqneba.
_ me...me... _ iwyebs dabali biWi, _
me ro deda momikvdes, xuT Tves vitireb.
_ ra suleli xar, xuT Tves ver
itireb... magdeni cremli araa... _ bavS-
vebi kamaTs agrZelebdnen, me ki mxolod
imaze vfiqrobdi, netav huseina marT-
la rogor miiRebda am ambavs?
micvalebuli jer qalbatoni nanis
saxlSi miasvenes erTi dRiT, meore
dRes ki sofelSi waiyvanes jer panaS-
videbisTvis, Semdeg dasakrZalad. san-
am waasvenebdnen, ezodan davinaxe,
huseina karTan qalbaton nestanTan
erTad idga da mwvane Tvalebs kidev
ufro amayad abrialebda. SeiZleba iyo
kidec raRac didi mwuxarebis msgavsi
am TvalebSi, magram pirveli rac gam-
axsenda, patara biWis fraza iyo:
`magdeni cremli araa...~
ambobdnen, huseina sofelSi waiyva-
na bebiam gasazrdelado. mgoni, imasac
movkari yuri, rom qalbatonma nanim
qelexSi oTxmoci lari miitana. zus-
tad imdeni, ramdenic misi gaqiravebu-
li oTaxi erTi TviT Rirda.
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debiuti
06:03. jer isev sibnelea. Ramis bu-
rani da axali dRis molodini ebrZvi-
an erTmaneTs CemSi. am bolo dros Rames
ufro davumuRame, yovelTvis moT-
minebiT mismens da arc imaze miWedavs,
magari ususuri tipiviT ro ver vguob
aristokratTa RaRads. swored amit-
om Ramem egreve Caanacvla xandaxan
Zalian magari, xandaxan ki meocnebe
dRis sinaTle. me ki mis mesinjerSi
daviwye pirdapir wera, ar vici, ratom,
mara vifiqre, ro ase ufro martivia,
raRacnairad masTan axlos vgrZnob
Tavs da es mimartivebs weraze koncen-
trirebas. xan CemTvis meketeba, aZino-
ki romeo viCiTebi. xan miyurebs, raRac-
nairad da marto aRar var mere. nu, ki
viZaxi, ro darxeuli maq, mara sadRac
gulis siRrmeSi mainc SemomrCa imedi.
hoda, daviwyeb... mokled, univer-
stetSi var. Tsus sabWoTa korpusia.
meeqvses, an soc-polebis korpuss eZa-
xian. magistraturaze vswavlob da gvi-
an mewyeba leqciebi. samsaxuri ki ar
iSoveba am qveyanaSi, mara mainc gaTval-
iswinebulia administraciis mier, ro
Tu gagimarTla da muSaob, swavlam
xeli ar SegiSalos. vcdilob, kargad
viswavlo da stipendia daviado,
romelic raRac nawils mainc da-
faravs Cem mokrZalebul cxovrebaSi.
an binis qiras moxodavs, an luds viyi-
di da dabal fenebSi Seveqcevi
gancxromas. mokled, Sevuyevi isev da
gavagrZeleb im Temas, razec gadavw-
yvite wera.
leqcia miiwura. daaxloebiT erTi
Tvis winandel ambavs giyvebiT. meore
leqcia rvaze iyo. damireka Cemma me-
gobarma da mekiTxeba _ `daCi, rogor
xar, cud dros xo ar girekav?~ vuTx-
ari, ro me sul mcalia. Cemgan gansx-
vavebiT mas xandaxan ar scalia. srazu
momiWra _ mokled baqoSi ari ki-
nofestivalio, 5 dRiani. arc ga-
saubreba giwevso, arc araferio. saSe-
no proeqtiao da vici, ro Tavs gaarT-
mevo. nu es proeqtebic didad ar miz-
idavs, magram xelmocaruli studen-
tisTvis, romelsac voiaJebi da Tavga-
dasavlebi evaseba, ratomac ara?! Tu
sruli dafinansebaa, bolobolo
snairedebze xo ar mivdiodi spar-
takasTan erTad.
rom vTqva, bohemuri cxovreba mqon-
da-meTqi, egre ar ari. baqos voiaJamde
Cveulebrivi cxovreba mqonda. xandax-
an arc ise Cveulerivi, mara mainc araf-
riT gamorCeuli. swavla da Zmakacebi.
arc ise bevri, magram naRdebi. Zmaka-
cebi da Cemi ojaxi engurs gaRma. iqau-
robas `okupirebul afxazeTs~ eZaxian,
xan `afxazeTi Cveni tkiviliT~ moixse-
nieben. mamaCems ar uyvars didad
grZnobebis raxaruxi, mara arc ise
mkacria. mokled, jigari guliani ka-
cia, romelic xan imaze dardobs, rato
ar ibrZola afxazeTis omSi, xan ki iZa-
xis _ ro mebrZola, aq ver gaizrdebo-
dio. me kide Cems damwvar saxls vis da-
vutovebdio. magas ar uyvars didad
dReSi xuTasjer mokiTxvebi da Wkuis
darigebebi. dedaCemi ki namdvilad me-
brZolia da ueWveli vici, ro yovel
dilas Cemze locviT iwyebs. bevr
rameze SegviZlia visaubroT, magram
mTavari mainc isaa, rogor var.
germaneli ara, afxazi bebia myavda,
magram germanuli punqtualoba miy-
vars. xandaxan aseve magari ekonomiuri
tipi var da gadavwyvite, Tbilisis
aeroportamde avtobuss gavyolodi.
mament, rokfeleri ro viyo, TeTri
taqsiTac wavidodi. rogorc aRmoCn-
da, pirveli me mivedi dilis 10-ze
aeroportSi. manamde gagonili mqonda,
axali avtobusi nebismieri gelikze
swrafad moZraobs sicocxliT savse
qalaqSio... gafrenis dRes namdvilad
davrwmundi amaSi.
cotaxanSi danarCeni monawileebic
movidnen. maT dialogs movkari yuri,
ro erTi monawile gogona amwuTas
gaaRviZes da mas elodnen. manamde reg-
istracia gaviare da ukve Casxdomis
molodnSi, es qera gogonac gamoCnda.
ver vityvi, ro peplebma daiwyes muce-
literaturuli gazeTi
daCi axvlediani
ubralod
valsi unda icekvo
lSi frena, mara Tvali gavayole. mere
gamaxsenda, ro CvenTan magaze jarimaa
da Tavi xelSi aviyvane. dilis Segoneba
SemovZaxe Cems Tavs _ `rokfeleri ar
xar, xo ar dagaviwyda?!~
qera grZeli Tma, grZeli fexebi da
Tvalebi, romelic marTla miyvarda
ukve. arc ise xalisianad iyo es gogo-
na.
mokled, Tbilisidan baqomde saaTi
da 20 wuTis gzaa, me kide dastoini ti-
pobaze pretenziis mqone vzivar TviT-
mfrinavSi, Tvalebi naxevrad daxuWu-
li maqvs da misken vixedebi. wneva TviT-
mfrinavis gasworebis merec ver dami-
regulirda. baqomde ise CavfrindiT,
rom im beWedze vfiqrobdi, romelic
xelze ekeTa. niSnobis ar iqneboda,
amaze Tavs vdebdi. albaT Zalian lama-
zia da tvini ro ar gauburRon
gruzinebma (CvenTan xom liJbi qera
iyos da ueWveli daikereba)...
fanjridan mSvenieri xedi iyo _
Cemgan marcxniv. Cemgan marjvniv ki
gogona, romelmac amaforiaqa da
romelsac ase lamazad eZina. angelozi
da banaluri sityvebis xmareba ar miy-
varda, magram uceb eg sityva momafiqr-
da, mas ro vuyurebdi. mand ukve miyvar-
da. magram erTi naxviT Seyvarebebze
imdeni miRadavia es wlebi, ro amis aRi-
areba Cems TavTanac ki gamityda. Can-
TaSi Ce gevaras wigni megdo. misi
biografia Zaan adre mqonda wakiTxu-
li. me-7 klasSi viyavi, masze ro gavige
ubanSi. erTi Zveli biWi iyo, ispalnite-
li da spravedlivi kosta. hoda, kos-
tam miTxra erT dRes ubanSi, ra iyo,
biWo, Ce gevara xo ara xar, ra revolu-
cia mogiwyvia skolaSio. kostas paTo-
si ar SevimCnie, mara mag dRidan Ceze
bevri ram wavikiTxe. baqoSi wamosvlam-
de ki megobarma Ces aqamde ucnob sasiy-
varulo intrigebze maCuqa wigni. mec
TeTri Rrublebi rogorc gamoCnda,
Zerski darbaiseliviT gavCiTe es wig-
ni. baqoSi Cafrenis mere mivxvdi, ro
wigni prosta meWira xelSi, Tvalebi
kide gogos miStereboda.
amasobaSi sxva energias vgrZnobdi
da wina Ramis uZiloc ro viyavi, egec
ki mimaviwyda. aqamde Tavi magari tipi
megona da martivad vaxerxebdi komu-
nikaciaSi Sesvlas, axla namdvilad ver
viyavi xodze. is Cems win midioda, me
kide mivyvebodi da vfiqrobdi, ra Tema
unda gameCiTa masTan kontaqtSi Sesas-
vlelad.
siyvaruli valsis cekvas gavs. Segi-
Zlia, Tvalebi daxuWo, igrZno part-
niori da yovelgvari zebunebrivi ni-
Wis gareSe icekvo.
TvaldaxuWulma ubralod dawyeb-
is wami unda igrZno, misi surnelic
proza 13
unda SeigrZno da roca dadgeba bolo
ileTis dro, xeli ar unda gauSva.
ubralod, Zalian magrad unda CasWido
xeli da daiWiro wami.
gasasvlelSi ulvaSiani tipebi sqe-
li warbebiTa da ukmexi gamoxedviT
amowmebdnen Cvens pasportebs.
vfiqrobdi, gogliko mainc viyo, ro
mekaifa amaTze, mara egec ar wamadge-
boda didad... pasportSi somxeTis be-
Wedi mertya. aq kide eg magari prob-
lema iyo. is gogona idga wynarad da
isev mowyenili iyo. xandaxan gaicineb-
da, xandaxan misi yuradRebis Rirsic
ki vxdebodi da Cveni mzera magnitiviT
izidavda erTurTs. miRimoda kidec,
magram RimilSic sevda igrZnoboda.
melanqolik poets namdvilad ar gav-
da. isini xo yvelaferze swuxan da
ubralod mizezs eZeben, bednierebi ro
ar iyvnen. tkivilisac SeuZlia bed-
nierebaze aranakleb sxva samyaroSi
gamogzauros da wero, mxolod wero.
rom gaiRviZeb, SeiZleba es samyaro
aRar dagxvdes, magram dagxvdeba naw-
eri da tkivilic, ra Tqma unda. aq sxva
rame xdeboda ueWvelad, misi Tvalebi
ki Zalian Rrma da savse iyo.
xSirad adamianebi iq pouloben mniS-
vnelovan wertils, sadac ar elode-
bian. mec cota avReldi da Cemi Tavis
gamkvirveboda. arasdros mqonia prob-
lema adamianebTan urTierTobisa.
cota xani rigSi dgomiT gavlieT,
mere movikribe gambedaoba, mivedi da
imden rameze vesaubre, ro aRarc gavC-
erdi, ucnauri ki is iyo, ro rasac mpa-
suxobda, ver vimaxsovrebdi. TiTqos
isic ar mainteresebda, ra kiTxvasac
vusvamdi. ubralod mTavari is iyo, rom
masTan axlos viyavi. magram TiTqos
afxazurma da svanurma sijiutem er-
Tad gaiRviZa CemSi da mainc ar vaRi-
arebdi sakuTar TavTan, rom am qera
gogom ise amiCqara guli...
aeroportidan gasvlisas gamarjve-
bas vzeimobdi. gavicani da iseTi tri-
umfiT gavedi Senobidan, rom gasasv-
lelTan warwerebiT mdgomi xalxi Cemi
fanklubis wevrebic ki megona. iseTi
kmayofili viyavi, Tavad Cec ar iqne-
boda kubis revoluciis Semdeg eseT
aRmatebiT xarisxSi...
bedniereba wvrilmanebSic ki ara,
bedniereba im wamebSia, romlebsac ver
vgrZnobT. im wamebSi, romlebic aras-
dros dasruldeba. Tan did mniSvnelo-
bas ar vaniWebT da gvgonia, rom bevrad
ukeTesi gvelis win...
ambiciuri tipi ar var da ver vityvi,
rom raRac gansakuTrebuli niWiT var
dajildovebuli da imitom momaqvs
Tavi mwerlad, ara, ubralod, emocie-
bis gadmocema SemiZlia. RamRamobiT,
roca Tavi marto meguleba, samyaros
kuTxeSi mimwyvdeuli, Tavisuflebis
gasaRebi wera mgonia.
erTi is ar icvleboda, rom yovel
diliT maRviZaras nacvlad, molas xma
maRviZebda, romelic mTel baqoSi is-
moda. meore ki is, rom gaRviZebisTanave
maxsendeboda gogona, romlis beWed-
ic magra mWrida. Tumca Cveni simRera
ukve CarTuli iyo, Cven valsi unda
gvecekva, venis darbazSi Tu ara, baqos
sanapiroze mainc. aravin icis, winaswar
romelia misi bolo cekva, Tumca yve-
las gvaxsovs Cveni pirveli valsi.
hoda, es Cemi pirveli valsi iyo.
mTeli dRe ra aRar moxda, Tumca
mxolod mas vuyurebdi. Cems gverdiT
ijda da mainc menatreboda. mTeli dRe
ubralod vuyurebdi. saRamos ki xeli
Camkida da magrad Cavkide mec. megona,
aRar gavuSvebdi. megona, sul aseTi
Zlieri viqnebodi. is ki namdvilad aR-
ar mifiqria, rom odesme ise martivad
gamiSvebda is xeli, romelic ase Zli-
er cdilobda Cems daWeras. verc imas
warmovidgendi, rom sanam gamiSvebda,
ufro Zlierad Camkidebda xelebs.
araa saWiro nobelis premiis lau-
reatoba mSvidobis an fizika-maTema-
tikis dargSi. araa aucilebeli holi-
vudis an bolivudis varskvlavi iyo da
yvelaze mTavari... araa aucilebeli
rokfeleroba. ubralod, roca Seni
simRera CairTveba, valsi unda icekvo...
14 Targmani
cnobili lietuveli mwerali gasparas aleqsa daibada 1945 wlis 15 dekembers. profesiiT qirurgi-
travmatologia. literaturul Jurnal-gazeTebSi ibeWdeba 1993 wlidan. mis kalams ekuTvnis leqsebis
xuTi krebuli da xuTi romani, aseve araerTi literaturuli werili. gasparas aleqsas teqstebis mixed-
viT lietuvaSi dadgmulia speqtaklebi. misi poezia da proza Targmnilia germanul, inglisur, polonur,
latviur, ukrainul da qarTul enebze; dajildoebulia ramdenime literaturuli premiiT. liter-
aturuli kritika am avtors xSirad lietuvel joisad moixseniebs.
gasparas aleqsa
Cvili
bazarSi SevxvdiT, zed WiSkarTan _
im uCveulo panaSvidis gadamkideni
Zlivs videqiT daRlilobisgan:
zRvasac gayidis jadoqari! _
Zmebs bageebze SeyinvodaT TiTqos naTqvami _
arawrfeli da SiSnarevi:
davijerebdiT, magram Tvalebma _
viT RvelfSi myofma
naperwklebma mzis aRmosvlamde,
miriadma cocxalma Tvalma gaapo nisli,
sqeli Rrublebi,
romlebic qarma siRrmeTagan zRvebis moreka;
ucnobi Zala daeuflaT Seyvarebulebs,
erTi SexedviT mTel samyaros uZRvnan sicocxle.
ah! Svilebi crumetyvelebis!
qalebs CaesmiT, rogor arxeven abreSumis wamwamebs
jerac muclad myofi angelozebi;
Cven gaviRviZeT nangrevebSi
Zveli qalaqis im musikisgan, bnel freskebSi rom
moJonavda,
jvrebma dagvafrTxo, maTma rokvam samrekloebSi;
loTi niadag
Tavis saxels imeorebda saxrCobelaze,
kata ki _ brma da avadmyofi _ fexze ekvroda.
subaCiausze ise ukvalod Caikarga nangrevebs
Soris maRal quslebze mdgari qali,
arc ufiqria mobruneba,
qali ki ara, ali iyo TiTqos, frinvelma
frTa aiqnia, nagvis grovas moswyda da
imwams niskartSi bewviT
yvela sarkmlidan gamifrinda,
sxva samefosken gaikafa gza da savali.
mitovebuli taZris ukan, ezos siRrmeSi,
waferdebuli urnis fskerze, viT baga-baRSi,
cicqna xelebiT xis fexsacmels CaWidebuli
uSfoTvelad kvdeboda Cvili.
ra xSirad vxedav kafandara moxucs,
CaCoqils taZris yofil sakurTxevelTan;
ikribebian iq Savtuxa siZvis diacni,
mSierni da WirdaTmenilni,
usityvod dganan mimsWvalulni mzeriT iataks,
da maT peSvebSi veluri blis cremlebs mtredebi
ise kenkaven, rogorc xsovnas mSvidi dReebis.
sentimentaluri
alionia wablis totze mjdari beRuriT,
damade mxarze mZime Tavi,
roca usmenarT waruZRvebi jvarcmis zeimze.
yvelaze wmindebs sulis xmlebi Camourige,
didia maTi mrisxaneba _ marjved dahkraven!
Cven Tu viqnebiT maTTan erTad maSin,
rodesac gamarjvebis imeds davkargavT?
rogor gnatroben oqrosferi muxis tevrebi,
vidre bilikiT moronineb,
codvaTa SenTa namsxvrevebiT savse bilikiT...
ra bedenaa gamarTleba?
qedmaRlobaSi aRreuli moTqma-slukuni
da fici-mtkici, sufTa fanjrebs rom aekvreba?
umTavresia ZmaTa Soris iyo umwikvlo,
mTeli arsebiT Seiyvaro gzasacdenilni,
mZime tvirTia WeSmaritad, simwriT saTrevi.
daundobeli wkepliT rozgavs naz guls simarTle,
daclili zeca migamsWvalavs SeZarcvul totebs
da uCinari xeli faravs TvalTa irisebs,
vardisfer kvirtebs kidebs iqve, vaSlis xeebze _
uCemnebarTvod iSlebian vaSlze kvirtebi,
mwveli mzis qarvas Sehxarian, iRimebian...
sizmarSi nanax sityvebs varCev,
Zveli kibis xma maxsovs, RamiT rom Wrialebda,
roca oTaxSi SemiZexi,
teva ar iyo irgvliv mkvdari xelnawerebis,
axal da ucxo samyaroebs xsnidnen isini _
SaviT mosili Woriknebi, askils rom krefdnen,
uZvlo enebs asarsalebdnen,
literaturuli gazeTi
dindgelis enebs,
romlebic ukve Seawebes muSa futkrebma
ToTo batknebis _ sakuTari debis _ peteliT,
simSvidis damRadadebulTa uRvTo tkiviliT.
dilis zaris wkrial-wkrialSi
sakuTar natvras Tu wamokravs fexs Cemi suli,
vseirnob baRSi da cxovrebas Tuki vagrZeleb _
mxolod SenTvis, versadnanaxo,
mxolod Seni sxiviT damTvrali!
Zmebs
sofliT gaRma gabijebulo, Txunelas biZaSvilo,
TeTro gvelis wiwilav, gadmoaxti xeljoxs,
pirdapir daviTis fsalmunSi
iskupe SoTxvis buCqidan.
boColas yursakidi, nomeri, numeracia _
qaTqaTeben mewamuli Rrublebi
cicinaTelebze dafenili fifqiviT,
mowamlul wyalze dafenili fifqiviT.
ara, eg ludis qafi rodia, wyalia Seferili!
maCvis wyvili Tvali, iudas batknis kudi
gelamuneba loyaze.
gaswi, gaqandi! _ Cxavis romeliRac frinveli
soflis boloSi mdgar moyvavile muxaze,
Cvenive modgmisgan rom gvtixravs.
yvela zRvari waSlila,
mxolod buCqnaria irgvliv,
mxolod kvrinCxi da pirze duJmomdgari
veluri ZaRlebi.
sofliT gaRma gabijebulo, wamodeqi,
SuaRamiT gawveba
Seni Crdili, magidebze
pirTamde gadavsebuli,
obmokidebuli fialebi gelis.
Jangi Sesdgomia boqlomebs da xeljoxs,
romelSic mamona gadamale!
sakuTar Zmas gauyare gulSi eg xeljoxi,
yurSic gauyare, TvalSic!
aTgzis, rogorc dekalogi gibrZanebs!
aT-aTi naCxvleti daaCnie gulze,
yurzec daaCnie, Tvalzec!
zeca irekleba iudas yulfidan,
ezopes saflavSi Cayrila
ocdaaTi vercxli.
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***
yvela piroba, yvela ZRveni qimerebisTvis _
muxlebze mdgarni mimozebis vagzals moveSTeT _
aw aras niSnavs.
dedoflisTiTa gaikvirta,
dedoflisTiTa gaixviTqa,
xravs Zelicxovels.
wyevlaTa sunTqva uZravi wylis zewars aRelvebs,
qvadqceuli yofa cocxldeba,
xvneSis da oxravs, iatakze garTxmuli frTxilad,
frTxilad CurCulebs, iCurCulebs aRsasrulamde:
dabrundi!
aRsdeq!
venaxis mwvane toti
Cargo qarma Sav xnulSi.
ukve moismis _ rZe mowveTavs da wylad iqceva _
TviT cremlebzec uiafesi.
zamTris RvTis nebiT
kokispiruli wvimisferi perangiT dgaxar
da TeTr mindorze Rimilmfeni sikvdils amowmeb.
Tuki aRsdgeba, mxolod fiCxis cecxli gorakze _
lazares wminda locvasaviT,
roca moiwevs Senken fexebSesiebuli,
sisxlmdinare terfebs moaTrevs
qvis gulebiT morTul bilikze.
ori batonis samsaxurSi vervin Cadgeba!
Senc imeoreb?
imeore da daixsome!
o, es Ramec rarig Zvelia...
violetas
marad cocxali obobebi
aferadeben TvalTa mimqral rqovanebs
maxvilfunjiani fexebiT.
mxolod zepurTa xvedria mwvervalebi,
mxolod imaTi,
vinc gardacvlil RmerTze burtyunebs,
Canasaxebis msanslav mamonaze.
sakuTari enebi gadagcdebaT,
setyviT gasiebuli,
modificirebuli muxis
mogizgize naxSiriT damwvari.
Ram-RamobiT uZiro tbis SroSanebSi
vmalav sakuTar sibrazes,
mowamluli mdinaris kalapots vandob,
sadac Tevzebi moTqvamen da koTxuji mReris.
jojoxeTis TokebiT mimabi
ocnebebSi maradmwvane xis jvars _
vwrialeb urCxulis moyvasiviT.
yovel diliT cxra maxvili dagatydeba
gulis aqafebul napralebSi
da mzis namsxvrevebs aniavebs qari.
arasdros moval gamarjvebiT amieridan.
Targmna robert mesxma
28 Tebervali - 12 marti 2020
maikl bedardi
emili
Cvens quCaze cxovrobs erTi qali,
romelsac miTs eZaxian. quCis gaswvriv,
yviTel saxlSi, Tavis dasTan erTad.
misi oTaxi zeda sarTulze, marcxniv,
quCis mxaresaa. roca Caivli, Tu fexis
wverebze Sedgebi, dainaxav, sarkmlidan
rogor dahyurebs maRal Robes.
oci welia, saxlidan ar gamosula.
Tu vinme ucxo ewveva, umal garbis da
imaleba. zogi ambobs, rom SeSlilia.
magram CemTvis is emilia...
saxlSi axlad gadmosulebi viyaviT,
rodesac karis WrilSi werili
Semocurda. gavigone, rogor gaiSria-
la da mis asaRebad gaviqeci. karis vi-
wro fanjaraSi malulad gavixede. iq
aravin moCanda, garda TeTrad Semo-
sili zamTrisa.
deda darbazSi varjiSobda piani-
noze, rodesac werili Sevitane. wer-
ili rom gaxsna, klaviSze daeca yvavi-
lis patara Rerebi. isini avkrife.
yvavilebi mWknari iyo.
„Zvirfaso mezobelo~ _ waikiTxa
man _ „mec ise vgrZnob Tavs, rogorc
es yvavilebi. gamomacocxleT Tqveni
musikiT. CemTvis es gazafxuli iqneba.~
„werili visgan aris?~ _ vikiTxe
„aravisgan, Zvirfaso~, _ Tqva _
„axla gaiqeci da iTamaSe. Tu es
yvavilebi mogwons, SegiZlia, Tan
waiRo.~
da werili ganze gadado.
zeda sarTulze yvavilebi Cems fan-
jris rafaze davawyve Zveli saxlidan
motanili SroSnis bolqvebis gverdiT.
mTeli zamTari isini civ da bnel saku-
WnaoSi gvqonda Senaxuli. magram mamam
Tqva, rom male davrgavdiT da es Cvens
saxls ufro Sinaurs gaxdida.
qvemoT ki, baRs Tovlis qveS eZina.
gzis gaswvriv nakvalevi SevniSne,
romelic Cvens saxlamde modioda da
isev ukan brundeboda, yviTel saxlTan.
im Rames kibis Tavze, CrdilSi vije-
qi. sastumro oTaxis karidan Wiqebis
wkaruni ismoda. xmebi sibneleSi neli
tivtiviT adiodnen maRla.
„Sen werili miTisagan miiRe?~ _
ikiTxa mamam.
„ho, is dRes miviRe, ramdenime dam-
Wknar yvavilTan erTad. unda, rom mis-
Tvis davukra.~
„da waxval? es ubralo mTxovneli
ar aris, gesmis?~
„keTili, Znelia, aman ar dagain-
teresos. magram mainc...~
rodesac fexakrefiT Cems oTaxSi
vbrundebodi, kibem gaiWriala. sa-
wolze Camovjeqi da quCas gavxede.
oTaxSi sinaTle kaSkaSebda. CrdilSi
landi moZraobda. is xandaxan zis da
me miTvalTvalebs?
mama Semovida, rom CemTvis sabani
Semoekeca.
„kibeze Tagunias xma momesma?~ _
Tqva man. _ „mand ra gaqvs?~
yvavilebis patara kona vuCvene. isi-
ni viRacam mimoyara loginze.
„maS, es werilTan erTad iyo gamog-
zavnili? maCitelebi. ra lamazebia.
magram Zalian nazebia, Cemo Zvirfaso.~
yvavilebi frTxilad dado fan-
jris rafaze da idga da gahyurebda
quCas.
„ratom arasodes ar gamodis ga-
reT?~ _ vkiTxe.
„ar vici, Cemo Zvirfaso. xalxi aTas-
gvar rames ambobs masze, magram sinamd-
vileSi aravin araferi icis.~
„mimRere Zilispiruli.~ _ vTqvi.
sawolTan CaiCoqa da waimRera. si-
tyvebi yvavilebis fantelebiviT moe-
fina logins. yurs vugdebdi maT vard-
nas da CameZina.
meore dRes saxls musika avsebda.
mamasTan erTad viyavi oranJereaSi da
yvavilebs vrwyavdiT. saxeze mze Tbi-
lad damnaToda.
vikiTxe _ „rogor gamoiyureba
qalbatoni yviTeli saxlidan?~
„ar vici, Cemo Zvirfaso. bevrs ar
unaxavs pirispir. amboben, rom tanmor-
literaturuli gazeTi
Cili qalia da yovelTvis TeTrebSia
gamowyobili.~
Cven erTi qoTnidan meoreze gadav-
diodiT. svlis dros mama yvavilebs
mWknar foTlebs aclida.
„rogor fiqrob, martosulia?~
„vfiqrob, zogjer asea. xandaxan
Cvenc martosulebi varT. magram mas da
hyavs, romelTanac SeuZlia urTier-
Toba, da Cvens msgavsad, masac aqvs
yvavilebi da imasac amboben, rom poe-
zias qmnis.~
„ra aris poezia?~ _ vikiTxe.
man mWknari furclebi muWSi moiq-
cia. „usmine, roca deda ukravs. is
varjiSobs da varjiSobs musikalur
nawarmoebze, xandaxan xdeba jadosno-
ba da gegoneba, rom musika sunTqavs.
SenSi JrJolas iwvevs. sinamdvileSi,
amis axsna SeuZlebelia; es idumalebaa.
da roca ase moqmedeben sityvebi, Cven
mas poezias veZaxiT.~
mzis Casvlam yviTeli saxlis fan-
jrebi oqrosfrad Seaferada. male
Rame dadgeba. SroSnis bolqvebi fan-
jris rafaze davawyve. isini ise ufer-
uli da mimWknari mosCandnen, rogorc
maCitelebi, werils rom mohyva.
mama ambobs, rom maTSi faruli sic-
ocxlea da Tu Cven gazafxulze Cavr-
gavT miwaSi, mze da wvima gaaxarebs.
qveda sarTulze deda ukravda.
xval is yviTel saxls ewveva. vTxove da
damTanxmda, rom wamiyvanda. aman, cota
ar iyos, SiSi momgvara.
albaT, yviTeli saxlis qalbaton-
sac eSinia _ vfiqrobdi me. amitomac
aris, rom imaleba. amitomac garbis,
roca ucnobi xalxi ewveva xolme. ma-
gram ratom _ amas ver axsni. SeiZleba,
xandaxan Tavad xalxia idumali.
meore diliT, baRSi Tovlma iwyo
dnoba. Citi meJolia daskupda Semor-
Cenil balaxze. es gazafxulis niSani
iyo. quCis gaswvriv, meserze Tovli
Camodna. zeda oTaxis fanjaraSi
Crdili amoizarda. fanjris rafaze
davinaxe naCuqari maCitelebi. ra saCu-
qari SemeZlo mimetana yviTel saxlSi?
dedas Tavisi axali abreSumis kaba
ecva, is kaba, romelic siarulis dros
Srialebda. Cemi kaba TeTri iyo,
rogorc gamqrali Tovli. jibeebi
gamotenili im raRaciT, rac mivitane.
mama idga da karebidan Tvals
gvadevnebda.
xis savalze Cveni fexebis bakuni is-
moda. quCa savse iyo talaxiTa da
gubeebiT, romlebSic ca malulad iWy-
iteboda.
Robis iqiT gamoCnda yviTeli sax-
li da Cvenc mivuaxlovdiT mas.
„mobrZandiT~ _ Tqva qalma, romel-
mac kari gagviRo _ „oh, patara stu-
maric gvyavs. emilis esiamovneba.~
cariel holSi gagviZRva, gaviareT
kari, kibeebis xveuli da SevediT dar-
bazis ukana mxares.
fardebi CamoSvebuli iyo. oTaxi
civi da Cabnelebuli. pianino kedelTan
iyo midgmuli. magidaze, qoTanSi sum-
buli yvaoda. oTaxSi mewamuli suni
trialebda. Sevbrundi da davinaxe,
TeTrebSi gamowyobili arseba rogor
adioda kibeebze.
„gTxovT, Tavi ise igrZeniT,
rogorc sakuTar saxlSi.~ _ Tqva qal-
ma. „Tqvengan didi sikeTe iyo, rom mo-
brZandiT. Cemi da SeuZlod grZnobs
Tavs da SiSobs, rom ver SemogierTde-
baT. magram Tqvens dakvras mousmens.~
skamTan mimiyvana da datova oTaxi.
deda dajda roialis taburetze.
roca dakvra daiwyo, misi TiTebi Tr-
Todnen; Cabnelebul oTaxSi musikis xma
haerSi tivtivebda. Tavisdauneburad,
xelebi jibeSi Caviyavi da iq Cavmale.
roca deda SeCerda, Cemken Semot-
rialda. taSis xma Camouyva kibeebs da
mere patara gogosaviT wynari xma ga-
isma.
„Zvirfaso megobaro, meJolias sim-
Reras ajobe. kidev daukari. me ukve
vgrZnob gazafxuls.~
axla, roca musikis xma gaisma, Cu-
mad gamovipare oTaxidan. fexiswvere-
bze aviare kibe. Cemi patara guli Cit-
is guliviT frTxialebda. nela avuyevi
kibes da mosaxvevSi gavCerdi.
iq ijda Tavidan bolomde TeTreb-
Si Semosili qali. pirvelad ver Semam-
Cnia. is pawawina skamze ijda. mis kal-
TaSi furcelze gaielva fanqris na-
levma. mere amoixeda.
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„Sen patara eSmakuna, Sen.~ _ Tqva _
„modi aq.~ mis gverdiT davdeqi. orives
TovliviT TeTri kaba gvecva. mis kal-
Taze furcels davxede.
„es poeziaa?~ _ vkiTxe.
„ara, Sen xar poezia. es mxolod cdi-
lobs, rom iyos.~ _ misi xma msubuqi da
myife iyo, rogorc maCitelebi fan-
jris rafaze.
„me Tqven gazafxulis msgavsi ram
mogitaneT.~ _ vTqvi. jibeebidan amov-
iRe SroSnis ori bolqvi da kalTaSi
Cavude _ „Tu maT Cargav, SroSnebad
gadaiqcevian.~
„ra mSvenieria,~ _ Tqva _ „magram
sinamdvileSi mec raRac unda mogce.~
misi fanqari ise swrafad amoZravda
furcelze, rogorc dedaCemis TiTe-
bi klaviSebze. man dakeca da gadmomca.
„inebe~ _ Tqva. „da ise Seinaxe,
rogorc me Sevinaxav Sens saCuqars.
albaT, droTa ganmavlobaSi, isini
oriveni ayvavdebian.~
me vijeqi darbazSi, sanam musika
JRerda, magram axla mis sunTqvas
vgrZnobdi. xeliT isev movsinje jibe.
vfiqrobdi, oranJereis iatakze moTa-
maSe mzis Suqze, mamaCemze, romelic
foTlebs wyvetda da poeziaze.
roca dedam dakvra daasrula, Se-
motrialda da gamiRima. darbazSi Se-
movida qali vercxlis langriT. masze
ido xeresiT savse Wiqa da Taflakveri.
„ra lamazad ukravT,~ _ Tqva _
„didad madlierni varT, rom mosvla
SeZeliT.~
is CvenTan erTad ijda, sanam deda
xeress svamda da me Taflakvers Seveq-
ceodi. mere wasvlis droc dadga. Wiqa-
Si CarCenili xeresi emilis Tvalebis
feri iyo.
male gazafxulic dadga. erT dRes
mama damexmara Cemi oTaxis qveS SroS-
nis bolqvebis dargvaSi.
„darwmunebuli viyavi, rom ufro
meti bolqvi iyo,~ _ Tqva.
vfiqrobdi emilize, romelic Tavis
baRSi, Robis iqiT, miwaSi Cems saCuqars
flavda.
male mze da wvima xels Seuwyobs maT
amozrdaSi. foTlebi amoiWreba mi-
widan, da mere SroSnebi TeTrad
gaifurCqnebian. esec idumalebaa.
ramdeni, ramdeni ram aris idumale-
ba.
vinc ver ipova zeca _ miwaze,
mas is verc zemoT ver dainaxavs.
radgan Cvens axal sacxovris axlos
angelozebi dasaxldnen axla.
siyvaruliT, emili.
Targmna medea zaaliSvilma
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2019 wlis oqtomberSi minskSi daibeWda belarusis saxalxo poet ianka kupalas (1882-1942) sonetebis
krebuli 16 enaze. es sonetebi sabWoTa epoqaSi antirusuli paTosis gamo ar gamocemula. gTavazobT
ramdenime maTgans.
Tumca, rarigad gvxiblavs ocneba,
ra vqnaT, Tu guli xSirad mocdeba,
rom fiqrSi yofa gagvilamazos?
Cven xom aseTi xvedri gveRirsa,
vataroT gesli bediswerisa,
rasac is mudam uxvad gvTavazobs!
Tqvens saflavebTan vibrZvi me odes,
Tavisufleba suls maSin erTvis.
bednieri var, ros Cemi suli
Sen mzis sxivebs da varskvlavebs gmatebs,
rodesac, Tundac wamier, sruli
sikeTe SenSi Tavis madls atevs.
mzad var, brZolaSi Tavi gavwiro
da yvela codva gavinawilo,
mzad var, vekveTo ukeTurs aTass,

samkali gavuZlo dards da gansacdels erTad,

vxedav, jejili ukve dapurda,
tyec akravs irgvliv yanis napirebs...
es xma ki swvdeba kvnesiT Cems yurs da
Civis: „jer momkas arvin apirebs?!~
oRond amas gTxov _ mamyofe SenTan
da ar momwyvito mSobliur kalTas.
futkrebi

da ha, gamoCndnen, marjvniv Tu marcxniv, Cems baRs mwkrivebad artyia skebi

momkelni, Znebad rom kraven samkals... da me zuzuni mesmis ise, viT
ismis simRera qalis Tu kacis RvTiT kurTxeuli zafxulis xmebi,
da danasaviT xmaroben namgals. tye-velze futkris gundad miseviT.

maTs simReraSic moCans is sevda, skebs davkankaleb SemodgomobiT,

maradi kiTxviT kvalSi rom gvdevda _
vixilavT im Tves, im dRes, im kviras,
bednierebas SevicnobT odes?
me ki es eWvi kvaldakval momdevs:
„rom vTesav, netav misgan vimki ras?!~
sakuTar ojaxs vuvlide TiTqos,
zamTarSic vSromob, rogorc vSromobdi
mTel wels da futkrebs ar vakleb siTbos.
rodesac vtkbebi nanatri JamiT,
roca futkari dRiTa da RamiT
agrovebs neqtars da am foriaqs

mTel msoflioSi unda mosdevdes avseba fiWis,

es mTeli Tafli (me Tqmac ki miWirs)
mTel msoflioSi sicocxlis Zalas mTlad Cems axlobel mezobels miaqvs.
ianka kupala Tavisufleba, sikeTe erTvis
da gza, romelsac imedi kvalavs,
yvelas hpirdeba ukeTes mermiss. Cveni mamuli
belarusi

mTel msoflioSi saR azrTa naTels odiTgan vuvliT Cvens mamuls ase:
kaci rom moCans, zmanebis msgavsi,
mouSTavs qveynis saqmeni bneli, xan vxnavT da vTesavT, xan vwyemsavT naxirs...
mxriT rom atarebs Raribul abgas,
iq ar tirian da qveynis mmarTvels gazafxuli gvaqvs imediT savse,
WaRara Tavze Camocmul flasiT
ar miuwvdeba avisken xeli. zamTarSic moCans imedi axlis.
gzaze dagrexil fexebs rom adgams,

mTel msoflioSi reken zarebi, xan rusis cars, xan polonel panebs
saxe xnuliviT rom dahRarvia,
xalxma xundebi Sesazarebi vemsaxurebiT xmliTa da fariT
gaswyalebia mzera da Tvali,
Zirs daanarcxa da iltvis mzisken. da riT gvixdian madlobas rames? _
mkerdi sunTqvisgan rom gadahRlia,
mxolod saflavze dadgmuli jvariT.
viT mware bedis codva da brali,
mTel msoflioSi marTlismCenia
saqme, rac ufals gauCenia. amaod veZebT Cven Sin Tu gareT,
belaruss ase tanjuls da saTuTs,
Cven ki... borkilTa wkarunsRa vismenT. cxovrebis nayofs... amaod vRvareT
belaruss ase CagvraSi CanTqmuls,
ofli da veliT vin rodis mogvspobs...
welmowyvetils da ubedurs vxedav...

Sen, winaparTa miwav... rodemde unda viglovoT bedi

kavsa da najaxs Tvlis yofnis miznad,
anda rodemde vuxaroT qedi
qoxmaxTa Soris qceuli xiznad
Sen, winaparTa miwav, gjerodes, panis varSavas da caris moskovs?!
Tavis samares sad hpovebs netav?
ar davinaneb arafers SenTvis...
Targmna aleqsandre elerdaSvilma
***
ganvlilze fiqriT awvaloT suli
rad giRirT, roca dakargulia
Zveli dideba?.. gakrTa warsuli
da wamma STanTqa igi sruliad.

Tqveni mizani Tu ver sdevs survils

da Tu ver scdeba ukun sadgurebs,
Tqvens gulSi eWvi moiklavs wyurvils
da yvela imeds gaanadgurebs.

sjobs, daexseniT sevdas da naRvels,

kvnesas gulisas nu usmenT, damRlels,
giyvardeT, suls rac ocnebad erTvis.

xalasad endeT dRevandel nebas,

mSvidad mihyeviT gzad rudunebas
da igi Seqmnis momavals TqvenTvis.

***
droa, macduri CavklaT ocneba
da TmeniT vdioT fiqrebs, eulebs,
dumilis madlic maSin moswvdeba
Cvens survilTa da sulis xveulebs.

vinc macdur kiTxvebs gagviasmagebs,

Cven maTSi unda SevicnoT mteri.
momavals Cveni xotba ras argebs,
dReis dideba xval aris mtveri.

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saqarTvelos mweralTa saxli
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