literaturuli gazeTi
#6 (238) 29 marti - 11 aprili 2019
maka joxaZe
iskariotis
eklebi
fragmenti
momavali romanidan
abigaili isev TaRovani sarkmlidan
gahyurebda riJraJis nislSi gaxveul kvipa-
rosebs, mecixovneTa SubebiviT rom aRmarTu-
liyvnen sasaxlis galavansa da iskariots
Soris. sofels udrtvinvelad eZina. Citebis
JivJivi Seciebuli siTbos nazavad frTxialeb-
da haerSi. TandaTan iSleboda, nakadebad mi-
emarTeboda mRvimeebisaken. yuris niJarebSi
kapilarebs adevnebuli frTxilad elamunebo-
da Zilburanis zRvars. dReRamis gasayarTan
fSvinavda sofeli. abigails ki raxania ar eZi-
na.
arc rovels eZina. odnav wamoweuli, log-
ins idayvebdayrdnobili gamouSuSebeli mzer-
iT misCereboda qalis bavSviviT ususur, say-
varel mxrebs da xvdeboda _ maT Soris isev
Rameuli Cveneba Camdgariyo, mouxelTebeli,
uxorco, usxeulo, magram maTi mravalwliani
colqmruli Tanacxovrebis simSvidis damr-
Rvevi. sasworis pinebze guliviT feTqavda ori
ucnauri gancda _ SiSi da sixaruli.
sixaruli cxovrebas ekuTvnoda, odesRac
bedniers, naocnebars, TandaTan TxovniTa da
TmeniT aRsavse; bolos, rogorc iqna, Sesme-
nils, mravalwliani lodinis Sedegad Casaxul
pirmSos, maTi momavlisa da siberis nugeSs...
magram iqve SiSic idga, ararsebulis, Rameul
wyvdiadSi CaZiruli sizmris, dRidan dRemde,
Tvidan Tvemde rom izrdeboda, formaSeZeni-
li cxaddeboda, imuqreboda...
II-III
gamodis or kviraSi erTxel, paraskeobiT fasi 80 TeTri
lia sturua manana CitiSvili
zamTarSi Camaval mzeSi
ra ucxo Rameebi icis zamTarSi! Camaval mzeSi
sivrceebiani, Jrialis nemsebiT serebs feri edeba sosnis,
damagrebuli erTmaneTze cas gamoayris varskvlavebi
TvalebiT Wam sakuTar terfebs _ RvTaebriv Worflad,
amarTleb gareT gausvlelobas. viTom mamSvideb aRdgomiT da
Rames eklebi yovelTvis aqvs: meored mosvliT,
wamoyvireba, wiTeli sarCuli, me ki erTxelac gamiWirda
dagvianebuli kacebi, pensiis momyoliT, amqveynad yofna.
xom ician, rom tvinidan vaCen,
mainc mTxoven xanZars, amodis mTvare,
oRond, ukve sanaxaobas mocimcime, rogorc kandeli,
da ara temperamentis gamovlenas. SemindeT eWvi
metafizikur cecxlSi rom erT yarib da ubralo mgosans, _
xelnawerebi iwvian, amqveyniuri varamis da
qarxnulisgan gansxvavebiT? tanjvis ganmcdeli,
zamTarSi, kidev, sisxli mZimdeba, netav ramdeni isurvebda
sifrTxiles maiZulebs,
magram erTi Termometri,
xelaxla mosvlas.
danayili pilpili iRliebSi _
VIII
da esec Seni ybadaRebuli cecxli!
romelic Zneldeba, roca
ukuRma aRar Canxar
da ucxo Rameebs Tovli lokavs...
IV
tariel xarxelauri
***
o, Rameebi rogor moxSirda,
es Rameebi TeTri, umTvaro,
drov ulmobelo, isev omSi varT,
SenTan ki valSi mxolod, ufalo.
da, samwuxarod, am diad omSi
me damarcxeba ar miweria,
radganac Tavad dro var da droSi,
droSi ki drois var misteria.
da sisxliani ZarRvebis lokviT
Cems damskdar sxeuls vaden oxSivars,
xSirad Tavs virTob sikvdilTan rokviT
da sikvdilTanac mxolod omSi var.
IX
nini eliaSvili
***
Sen ukan mTeli samyaroa. da mTeli rigi
Secdomebisa. es koSmari rom ar genaxa...
ras ar mivcemdi. sicocxlea. sicocxlis SigniT
erTi ubralo, usicocxlo gadarCenaRa...
ra saSenoa an es Tema. axla xom is jobs,
jariskacebiT geTamaSo. jerac bavSvebi
omSi aRmovCndiT. sxivebs gCuqni, mzeebis biWo,
anu am omSi gadarCenas geTamaSebi.
Sen puris guli unamcece sarkmlidan mtredebs.
mec Cems guls ase namcec-namcec gamogizogav.
giyureb. anu yvelaferi mtkiva. me bedi
arasdros mqonda sixarulSi, uromlisodac
ver vcxovrob. xelebs ar gamosdiT sicrue. xelebs
zurgs ukan vmalav (ormo var da qvebiT mavseben).
giwvdi. Sen irCev. meRimeba _ vkvdebi da mere
Zalian mSvidad gadarCenas geTamaSebi.
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dasawyisi pirvel gverdze
muqaris pirveli, gamokveTili biZ-
gi gamTeniisas igrZno abigailma, roca
wamozrdili muclis marcxena mxare
iseTi ZaliT amoiburca, TiTqos bavSvi
ki ara, miwa iZra da kani gadaskdao.
dafeTebuli wamoxta loginidan, sark-
mels miawyda, marjvena instinqturad
saRamuris qveS Seicura da mereRa ga-
icnobiera, rom mucelze sisxls eZeb-
da. sisvelis nasaxi arsad iyo. odnav
Cawynarda. Zalamocemulma orive xeli
mkerdze miiWira, gulis Casmas Seecada
saguleSi.
ribirabos mkrTal SuqSi qalis si-
lueti iseT SemaZrwunebel martoobas
asxivebda, kaci loginidan wamodgomas
da misi saxelis daZaxebas veRar bedav-
da. samagierod, abigailma igrZno
meuRlis gatanjuli mzera. nela,
Zalian nela Semotrialda. aseve nela,
mdored wamovida misken, sasTumalTan
Camoujda da am gawelili, eWviTa da
sifrTxiliT damuxtuli atmosfero-
saTvis sruliad Seuferebeli, xafi
xmiT warmosTqva:
_ amis gaCenas mirCevnia, movkvde.
da kaci, amdeni xnis mere, pirvelad
mixvda, rom es ar iyo ubralod siz-
marTdajereba, risTvisac yovel
jerze kicxavda, amunaTebda da emu-
dareboda cols _ Tavidan amoegdo
sisulele, TiTqos naninanatri da
ZlivsCasaxuli maTi Cvili momavalSi
adamianTa gulebs ki ara, TviT kldeeb-
sac aatirebda, maT mtkice kalTebs sim-
wriT naJuri cremliT moarRvevda,
Camoaqcevda...
ijda qali da sakuTar mucels uf-
skruliviT Cascqeroda, ase
amazrzenad rom daeRo xaxa, piri. ucn-
auri, mSfoTvare garindeba mianiSneb-
da, rom amieridan sityvis Tqmas aRar
apirebda. yvelaferi ukve naTqvami iyo.
ufro sworad, gamxelili, gadaw-
yvetili. visac guli hqonda, unda
egrZno misi tanjvis wva da fufqi. visac
goneba uWrida, unda mimxvdariyo, rom
es ukve gadawyvetileba iyo, dedis bag-
eTagan warmoTqmuli. am ganaCens raRac
gacilebiT Rrma da mniSvnelovani kve-
bavda, vidre yovel RamiT eSmakis
xafangebad dagebuli xilvebisa da sax-
eebis labirinTSi boriali, vidre Ra-
murebiviT Camobnelebuli sizmrebis
Semoseva.
abigail! umweod, TiTqmis damarcv-
liT gaisma siCumeSi. qali darwmunda
_ karga xnis dakarguli Tanamzraxve-
li daibruna, Tveebis ganmavlobaSi ase
gaafTrebiT rom ebrZoda mis
gulisTqmebsa Tu av winaTgrZnobebs. am
wamidan marto aRar iyo, qmarTan er-
Tad Seudgeboda sabediswero sizmreb-
is mocilebas, gauqmebas cxadSi.
TandaTan emateboda sofels sxivi.
iskariotis caze fermkrTaldebodnen,
qrebodnen varskvlavebi. mZimed
sunTqavda raRacis molodinSi gayur-
suli genesareTis tba.
* es xma Sveloda, exmareboda abiga-
rogorc iqna, gaTenda. dafexmZime-
bis mere pirveli dila iyo, mzis amosv-
las udrtvinvelad rom Seegeba. ukvir-
da kidec, mSfoTvare dReebis Semdeg
rogor uceb CamSvidda yvelaferi,
rogor wynarad sunTqavda da ritmu-
lad cemda mudmivi safrTxis molod-
iniT Selaxuli, gadaqanculi guli.
iqneb gadaevlo risxvis Weqa-quxils.
iqneb cru gangaSebs ahyva, daemona aRg-
znebuli goneba. mis mdgomareobaSi
iqneb es bunebrivic iyo. iqneb Svilos-
nobis jildo am gansacdelsac gulisx-
mobda, yvela orsuls bewvis xidiviT
rom unda gaevlo da samSvidobos
gasuliyo. magram mSvidobamde jer
Sori iyo.
varaudebs axla ufro fxizlad
ganixilavda qali. man ukve icoda _
simSvide nebismieri gadawyvetilebis
momyolia. cotac da Tavisi xeliT
gadaWrida WiplariviT, sabolood
alagmavda, Caayenebda WoWmanisa Tu
meryeobis qarebs. manamde ki unda eT-
mina. qveyanas damalvoda, oTx kedels-
literaturuli gazeTi
Sua gamoketili gasusuliyo... Tu
maincdamainc romelime naTesavi moin-
atrebda da amoakiTxavda, mucels fe-
radovani selis mosasxamiT xom veRar
dafaravda. amitom pasuxic mzad unda
hqonoda. gasaidumloeba ase unda aex-
sna _ RvTis moulodneli saCuqari
vinmes uneblied rom ar gaeTvala.
sworedac rom uneblied, Torem cx-
ovrebis kvalSi Camdgar col-qmars im-
deni sikeTe eTesa gzadagza, imdeni sa-
sowarkveTili enugeSebina, alalad da
usayvedurod upovarTaTvisac imden-
jer gaemarTa xeli, rom mters ra un-
doda Soriaxlos, Suriani vin unda hy-
oloda samegobrosa Tu samezobloSi.
samwuxarod, ase martivad ar iyo
saqme. mokeTe da naTesavi ki daijereb-
da odesRac gulgaxsnili col-qmris
ucnauri fericvalebis mizezs, magram
sakuTar Tavs sad gaeqceodnen. an im
sizmrebs rogor daaRwevdnen Tavs,
yovelRame qvebiviT rom eyrebodaT
maka
joxaZe
iskariotis eklebi
fragmenti momavali romanidan
Tavze, siyvaruliTa da alersiT savse
maTi sareceli ki samared qceuliyo.
naxevrad SeSlili abigaili isrise-
boda simZimis qveS, veRar uZlebda da
aRarc qmars zogavda. gamouZinebeli,
nervebdawyvetili saSvels ar aZlevda
kacs. cieb-cxelebaataniliviT ar Cum-
deboda, yveboda, yveboda gauTave-
blad... riJraJis susxiT dazafrul
rovels aiZulebda, esmina da masTan
erTad ebrunebina sazareli xilvis
Savi beltebi.
bneli sizmrebi romaeli jariska-
cebiviT gamwkrivebuliyvnen galileis
mTagorian reliefze. xelSi maxvili
eWiraT. TiToeulis Subistarze da
wamaxulTavian muzaradebze JRali mam-
lebi gajgimuliyvnen. iseTi Tavganwir-
viTa da erTgulebiT yiodnen, TiTqos
erT sofels ki ara, qveynierebas up-
irebdnen Zilis uRranidan gamoTrevas.
ils, oRond ver garkveuliyo, raRacas
axsenebda, afrTxilebda Tu raRacaze
mianiSnebda...
sizmrad xedavda, cerodena biWma
daCoqil meomarTa muzaradebidan
rogor Camoxsna damfrTxali fr-
Tosnebi, funCula TiTebiT rogor mou-
grixa, waacala Tavebi. TiTqos patara
SurismaZiebelma Sewyvita da Sua gzaze
CaaxrCo saidumlos gamcemi dezebiani
macneebis Tavgamodebuli yivili; yove-
lives sruli umweobiT umzerda nebe-
lobawarTmeuli abigaili. dabneuli
jariskacebic gaocebulni Sehyurebd-
nen erTmaneTs. daxocili mamlebis
wiTlad morwyul wreebSi Tavadac Cu-
mad, sisxliviT gubdebodnen. guli rom
ijera, mobezrebuli TamaSiviT miato-
va jer isev mofarTxale tanebi da ir-
gvliv mimoyrili wiTelbibiloiani
Tavebi. ZunZuliT gamoiqca naxevrad-
gulwasuli dedisken, Sescina da moSie-
buli mkerdze waetana.
sanam sabolood dakargavda
gonebas, qalma ferdobze gaCqarebiT
momaval qmars mohkra Tvali, ulamaz-
esi Taiguli rom mohqonda misTvis.
sikvdilis piras myofi am xilvam mo-
abruna, gaamxneva. axla ukve cxadad
gaigona, rogor iyivla sadRac sofel-
Si gadarCenilma mamalma da alionze
samyaros biWis dabadeba amcno.
arc mSobiarobis tkivilebi
ugrZnia, arc dedobriv gancdas mou-
cavs qalis gaToSili arseba. mxolod
oriode Tvis win gaxmianebulma fiqrma
amjeradac daudastura _ `amis gaCe-
nas sikvdili merCia...~
gviani iyo. gaeCina kidec da arc
momkvdariyo. buranSi gaxveuli
cocxalmkvdari esvena taxtze. buxris
cecxls tkacuni gaudioda, simSvidiT
avsebda iqaurobas. viRac tkbeboda am
simyudroviT, viRacas uxaroda es ga-
darCena, oRond qals _ ara. misTvis es
yvelaferi sxvagan da sxvis Tavs xde-
boda TiTqos. ucxo stumariviT Tvals
adevnebda Tbili wyliT savse spilen-
Zis varclSi raxilis najafar, farTo
xelisgulze mucliT damxobili Cvilis
farTxals. marjvena peSviT wylis paw-
ia talRebs Tavsa da tanze avlebda
bavSvs.
abigails wamiTac ar gasCenia Svi-
lis axlodan danaxvis survili. piri-
qiT, SeSfoTebuli imaze fiqrobda, pa-
tara urCxulisTvis rogor unda ewove-
bina ZuZu.
parmaRze gasuli roveli ki bolT-
as scemda, drodadro kars miyurade-
buli eloda, rodis gaigonebda mSobi-
are qalis gonwamReb yvirils. bavSvze
TiTqmis arc ki fiqrobda. ufro zus-
tad, fiqrs cnobismoyvareoba sjabni-
da _ rogor gamoiyureboda arseba,
Casaxvis pirveli dRidanve ase rom
Secvala da jojoxeTad aqcia maTi cx-
ovreba.
moulodnelad gaRebuli karidan
raxilis siamayiT aRvsili xma gaigona,
SemobrZandiTo, xeliTac rom aniSneb-
da da sixaruliT epatiJeboda Sin... da
rovelma sakuTari saxlis zRurbls
frTxilad gadaabija.
mkacri zamTridan TiTqos er-
Tianad gazafxulSi Sedga fexi, iseTi
surnelovani siTbo daxvda darbazSi.
agvistos xvatSi moulodnelad Camo-
vardnil Tovlis fifqs hgavda abiga-
ili. rovels moeCvena _ sacaa gadne-
boda, gaipareboda fifqi. aseTi uwona-
do, usxeulo arasodes enaxa coli.
daixara da Sublze akoca. abigailis
Subli civ ofls daecvara. usiamod
SeaJrJola, moeCvena, rom qali ar
sunTqavda, SeSfoTebuli mzera wamiT
mis gadaReRil mkerds Seacivda. rax-
ilma TiTqos sulze miuswro eWvs:
_ nu geSiniaT, CaeZina... ai, am vaJba-
tons ki RviZavs... _ raRacnairad mZ-
imed Semotrialda da moxucis mxrebs
miRma gadaacura mzera:
dabanili, SemSrali da qaTqaTa
naWrebSi gaxveuli biWi uzarmazari
loginis SuagulSi vardisferi pioniv-
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iT iSmuSneboda. veeberTela, Savi
TvalebiT sivrces miSterebuli Zlivs
SesamCnevad acmacunebda qveda tuCs.
kacma saCvenebeli TiTis nebi mou-
cacuna loyaze, Cvilma ki Tavis
uswrafesi, gafacicebuli moZraobiT,
imdeni moaxerxa, kacis TiTi pirdapir
pirSi ituca da gamalebiT dauwyo wova.
grZnobamoreul rovels siTbo CaeR-
vara sxeulSi. gulaCuyebulma umweo
mzrunvelobiT amoTqva: `Sia Cems biWs...~
raxilma gaigona misi sityvebi, gaiR-
ima da uneblied qals gaxeda. abigaili
isev Cumad, gaunZrevlad iwva taxtze.
eZina?.. Tu momxdariT damfrTxali
Tvalis gaxelas ver bedavda?!.
rovels ki qveynad aRarafris eSin-
oda. biWis dabadebas ara mxolod
colis Rameuli Cvenebebi, aramed mTe-
li samyaros sizmareTi gaeqro, waeSa-
la, gadaerecxa... TiTqos guSin ar iyo,
Sinaganad gatexilsa da daCiavebuls
usityvo SeTanxmeba rom daedo
meuRlesTan _ Cvils moicilebdnen,
daiviwyebdnen, ise, rogorc wyalTan
moyolil av sizmrebs iviwyeben Wkviani
adamianebi.
Cvilmac TiTqos gverdiT miwolili
kacisagan raRac safrTxe igrZno, ise-
Ti TavganwirviT morTo Rriali.
SeSinebuli kaci sawyaloblad eZebda
mSvelels. buxarTan mofusfuse rax-
ili winsafarze xelismSralebiT wam-
ovida maTken, gzadagza dayvavebiT im-
eorebda: `mogSivda, patara, mogSiv-
da?!.~ daixara da bavSvi aiyvana. rov-
elma Tvali hkida gadiis Zveli naviv-
iT moberebul mklavebSi Cvilis Cab-
Jirebul saxes da guli moukvda.
moxucma taxtze mwoliare abigails
zed mkerdTan miusva Svili. bavSvmac
igumana, ramdenjerme Ronivrad, saqmi-
anad moqaCa kerti. Tavidan wanwkariT,
wvril xazebad wamovida xsenis wyalwy-
ala, mRvrie nakadebi. male gaxsnili
samoTxis arxebidan msuye rZis iseTi
TeTri niaRvari gadmoskda, kinaRam
daaxrCo Cvili. wamiT isev dedis mkerd-
Si durTa Tavi da kargaxans aRar
moscilebia. Tqvlefis xmam cecxlis
xmauric ki gadafara darbazSi, biWi
isev gamalebiT wovda, vera da ver ele-
oda RvTiur siTxes. bolos gatiknuli
da naxevradgaguduli qalis mkerds
rogorc iqna moscilda.
kacma SeamCnia, aWrelebuli saxis
nakvTebi nel-nela rogor daewminda
Cvils. iwva axla mSvidi, kmayofili, ga-
darCenisTvis wamowyebuli pirveli
omis momgebi. daRlils da Tvalebmi-
lululs maleve CaeZina.
abigailma Zlivs gabeda, mZinare
pirmSosaTvis daexeda. TiTqos qeru-
bimebi unanavebeno, netari Rimili das-
TamaSebda saxeze biWs.
_ Sena ggavs... _ Tqva rovelma.
fiqrebSi wasulma axlaRa SeniSna,
qmari rom wamosdgomoda Tavze. ar upa-
suxa, Tumc uCveulo sinaziT war-
moTqmul or sityvaSi zustad is amoi-
kiTxa, ris gamxelasac kaci ver bedavda.
_ Sena ggavs... _ es niSnavda, rom
Svilic iseTive sasurveli gamxdariyo,
rogorc meuRle. rom am msgavsebaSi
mxolod garegnoba ar igulisxmeboda.
kacs gacilebiT meti da mniSvnelovani
saTqmeli hqonda abigailisaTvis, ma-
gram amjeradac Tavs ikavebda.
moxucs ki ukvirda es TavSekaveba.
verafriT aexsna, RvTis aseT wyalobas
ase Cumad rom Seegeba galileaSi uSvi-
lo col-qmrad monaTluli wyvili.
TiTqos raRac moeparoT, vinmesTvis
waerTmioTo. TiTqos iseTi ram daeSav-
ebinoT, sircxviliT Tavi aRar gamoey-
ofodaT xalxSi; raxils maSinac
gaukvirda, abigailis wamozrdili mu-
clis pirvelad xilvisas, mis aRfrTo-
vanebas civi wyali rom gadaasxa qalma.
raRacnairi xazgasmuli siciviT
gaafrTxila _ ar minda, vinmem rame
icodeso. erTguli gadiis wyalobiT
arc araferi gaugia kaciSvils.
magram es yvelaferi xom ukve iyo.
xom CamTavrda is Tveebi, roca abiga-
ili sxvaTa av Tvals ki ara, CaxCaxa mz-
esa da Sebindebis mkrTal Suqs erTnair-
ad erideboda. mxolod Ramis sibnele-
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Si grZnobda usafrTxod Tavs, mxolod
wyvdiadSi akiafebuli varskvlavebis
ar eSinoda. Tavis ezoSi gzaabneuli
qurdiviT daiareboda.
_ ar SeiZleba mzis sxivis gareSe
icxovros adamianma, miT ufro orsul-
ma, bavSvze mainc ifiqre, abigail! _
wuxda, afrTxilebda moxuci.
fiqris mets ras akeTebda. cxovre-
ba xom erT gabmul, fiqrian tanjvad
qceuliyo cxra Tvis manZilze. magram
raxilma araferi icoda orsulis tan-
jvisa da Rameuli sizmrebisa. moxucs
Tavisi tradiciuli, mamapapuri cod-
na SeeTvisebina da am ritualebis Ses-
ruleba ojaxis wmindaTawminda mova-
leoba iyo.
biWis gaCenisas, pirvel yovlisa,
Tofs unda eWeqa saxlis banidan, mSvi-
dobiani mologinebis mere ojaxis
ufross qvevrisTvis Tavi unda moexa-
da. Semdgom dReebSi ki qalebs
sunelebiT Sezavebuli nairnairi ker-
ZebiTa da Rvinis grili surneliT ga-
JRenTil darbazSi naTesav-axloble-
bi miewviaT. Zeobaze mipatiJebul stum-
rebs locva-kurTxeviTa da simReriT
unda aevsoT bina da ezo-kari... amaT-
Tan ki ra xdeboda?!. isev fexiswvere-
bze dadiodnen, oriode sityvas Cur-
CuliT Tu miugdebdnen erTmaneTs...
ukvirda, Zalian ukvirda moxuc gadi-
as, magram misi mimndobi, keTili buneba
saeWvos, miT ufro saxifaTos mainc ve-
rafers xedavda.
ase gadioda dReebi.
erT saRamos raxilma xelis Cveuli,
gawafuli moZraobiT akvans moCiTuli
artaxebi axsna da bavSvi loginze gada-
awvina. Svebamogvrili biWi nebierad
izmoreboda, xel-fexs mardad
amoZravebda da moxuc gadias Tavisu-
flebisaTvis RimiliT uxdida madlo-
bas. raxili bavSvs comis gundasaviT
aburTavebda, saxsrebsSoris fosoebis
Rrmulebs zeiTunis zeTiT umuSavebda,
Tan Cumad eRuRuneboda: `Cemi sawyali
patara... Cemi mzis unaxavi biWi, Cemi wyv-
diadis angelozi...~
Cvili ise iyo gatrunuli, aSkarad
siamovnebda es xmac da daSaSruli xe-
lisgulebiT marilSereuli gun-
drukis danayuli foTlebis mTel tan-
ze Sezelvac.
`saxeli mainc daerqmiaT am
SeCvenebulebs... ra undaT Sengan, miTx-
ari, ras gerCian?!.~
bavSvi TiTqos miuxvda moxucis
gulisTqmas, iseTi seriozulobiT
Sekra kopebi. raxils gulianad gaeci-
na. cotaxans kidev ealersa, eloliava
pataras. mere TeTreulgamocvlil ak-
vanSi rbilad Caawvina. biWi ar gaZa-
lianebia. piriqiT, raxilis mier gas-
worebul, gamarTul fexucebs gverde-
bidan mklavebi nebiT miatyupa da
sunTqvaSekruli, TiTqos damsaxure-
bul qebas eliso, moxucs miaCerda.
gadias gaeRima: `Cemi Wkviani biWi,
Cemi usaxelo patara, Cemi Ramis cici-
naTela...~
roveli SvilisTvis SerCeul sax-
els, ra xania, guliT atarebda, abiga-
ili ki amaze wamowyebul nebismier
mcdelobas sarevelasaviT ZirSive
Txrida, bolos uRebda. erTxel, moT-
minebadakargulma kacma, mikibv-mokib-
vis gareSe, cols jiqur hkiTxa _ ro-
demde iyos ase, biWs saxeli unda davar-
qvaTo. sasowarkveTilma qalma tuCebi
magrad momuwa da saxeze mkvdrisferi
daedo. rovelma simwriT Sekrul mis
muStebsac mohkra Tvali, wamis mere
gaguduli, TeTri lekvebiviT rom
eyarnen qalis kalTaSi. im dRidan saxe-
lis Taobaze krinti aRar dauZravs;
`biWoo~ _ mimarTavda da biWad moixs-
eniebda mama Svils.
gadioda Tveebi. TandaTan SeumCnev-
lad icvleboda, axal-axal Tvisebebs
iZenda bavSvi. abigaili deduri instin-
qtiT cdilobda, mkveTrad gaemijna
sizmris biWi cxadSi arsebuli bavSvis-
agan. arada ar ileoda erTmaneTze
uaresi, damzafravi sizmrebi. samagi-
erod nugeSi cxadSi iyo, aqve, akvanSi
Cawolili, umweo, gamudmebiT misi xe-
lisa da rZis momlodine Cvili. mar-
literaturuli gazeTi
Tlac, ras erCoda, ratom moiZula,
ratom afrTxobda da aSinebda misi
Cumi, TiTqmis uxmo arseboba ase. igi xom
misi sisxli da xorci iyo, misi sulisa
da sxeulis ganuyofeli nawili...
abigails ise arafrisa Surda,
rogorc moxuci raxilisa, aseTi Tav-
ganwirviTa da siyvaruliT rom uvli-
da pataras, ase rom dahfofinebda da
TiTqos sakuTari mSoblebisganac ki
icavda biWs.
brazmoreulma da damfrTxalma,
bavSvis xma aravin gaigonoso, erTxel
pirdapir xelidan gamostaca gadias
atirebuli biWi. uxerxuli saqcieli
rom gadaefara, aRnavlebul Cvils
ZuZu CasCara pirSi. moulodnelobisa-
gan gaCumebuli bavSvi ise miaSterda
qals, rom abigailma mzera aarida. im
dRidan TiTqos sagangebod dedisaTvis
wamoiwyo biWma TamaSi. Sua wovis dros
vardisfer RrZilebs mTeli ZaliT
uWerda kertze, Tan Tvalmoucile-
blad Sehyurebda qals saxeSi, TiTqos
ainteresebda, vatkine Tu arao. qali
rom daucacxanebda, gaRimebuli, viT-
omc aq araferio, saqmianad ganagrZob-
da wovas. raRac drois mere igive me-
ordeboda, oRond ufro magrad da
mtkivneulad uWerda RrZilebs. moT-
minebadakarguli qali loyebze cera
da saCvenebeli TiTis moWeriT cdi-
lobda kertis ganTavisuflebas.
eWvian fiqrebs TavisTvis veRar in-
axavda abigaili, moxuc gadias viTom
sasxvaTaSorisod gulis dards uyof-
da: `nu brazobo, rovelma, geTamaSe-
bao... esaa TamaSi! es ra TamaSia?!. Tama-
Si ki ara, xasiaTia. aseTi patara da ase-
Ti mavnea ukve, rogor siamovnebs tkivi-
lis moyeneba...~
raxilis mSvidi, saqmiani ganmarte-
ba, rom xasiaTi arafer SuaSia, bavSvs
RrZilebi eqaveba da male kbilebic
amoWris Sesiebul nunebso, biWs `Tama-
Sis~ uflebas umyarebda. abigails bra-
zian simwaresTan erTad am pasuxma
raRac ucnauri, Rrma sevda dautova.
`Sesiebuli RrZilebis sevda~ _ moxu-
cis Tvals rom ar gamohparvia, axal-
gazrda dedisaTvis ki SeumCneveli
darCa.
pirveli Rame iyo, Tavad moindoma
akvanSi Svilis Cawvena. raxils sasike-
Tod eCvena es mobruneba da xels aRar
SevuSlio, Soriaxlodan adevnebda
Tvals. abigailma artaxis Tasmebi akv-
nis qvemodan amoatara da is iyo saxe-
lurze unda amoexvia dasamagreblad,
rom moulodnelad bavSvi gauZalian-
da, mTeli taniT daiwyo rxeva, moZrao-
ba da fexis Zlieri biZgebiT artaxebax-
snili akvani kinaRam gadaayirava. dam-
frTxali abigaili damduRruliviT
gaxta ganze. gadiam ki moxucisaTvis
uCveulo, swrafi naxtomiT akvnis Tavs
staca xeli da vardna SeaCera.
simwriT gadafiTrebuli qali rax-
ils miaCerda, sasowarkveTils saxeze
erTaderTi SekiTxva ewera _ `ras mer-
Cis?!.~ raxilma eWvis gasaqarwyleblad
myisve auxsna: `magas Sibaqi eqneboda
cudad datanebuli da etkina pataras,
daetetkva...~ Tan boqvenTan, SiSvel
barZayebs Soris moqceuli Sibaqi ram-
denjerme sagangebod miswi-moswia, yve-
laferi guldasmiT dauTvaliera biWs.
bolos Sibaqis gasanTluli yeli kidev
erTxel gaamyara da artaxebi Tavidan
amoaxvia. bavSvi interesiT akvirdebo-
da moxucs, raRacas eRuRuneboda. Ria
karze dakidul selis gamWvirvale
fardebs TiTqos es RuRuni esmodaT,
iseTi sinaziT irweodnen.
gawbilebuli abigaili parmaRze
gasuliyo da sivrces gascqeroda. mzis
gulze mwvane SadrevaniviT amomskdar
palmis rtoebSi unabisfrad Ruodnen
finikis mwife mtevnebi. am ferma CaamS-
vida, awmyoSi daabruna. sacaa venaxidan
dabrunebul rovels wyliani TungiTa
da Tbili vaxSmiT unda Sehgebeboda.
darbazSi Sebrunebuls bavSvisken
aRarc ki gauxedavs, ise Seudga samza-
diss.
palmebis cqera raxilsac uyvarda.
araerTxel ufiqria maraosaviT
mijril rtoebSi SeyuJuli marcvlebi
ufro bednierebi arian, vidre akvanSi
Cakruli Cveni biWio, visTvisac gange-
bas Sidapatimroba miesaja, romlis
ToTo kansac jer ar Sexeboda mzis ma-
cocxlebeli Zala. amitom iyo, rom
sarkmlidan SemoRweuli mnaTobis
xanmokle sxivebs gulmodgined das-
devda moxuci, wamdauwum akvnianad
gadaadgildeboda da rogorc mwyur-
vali udabnoSi wylis wveTebs, Cvilis
fermkrTal saxes ise ugebebda mzis sx-
ivebs.
biWs arTobda es wriuli, tkbilad
Tavbrudamxvevi TamaSi. sinaTlis rkal-
Si moqceuli iseTi netarebiT iwyebda
RuRuns, rom parmaRis lavgardanze
Camomsxdari mtredebi erTbaSad
amoyvinTavdnen mobuzul mxrebSi
CaZirul Tavebs. dadarajebulni
gafacicebiT eZebdnen dakargul
moZmes, RuRuniT rom aniSnebdaT, mec
TqvenTana var, TqvensaviT miyvars si-
naTlis es ucnaurad Tbili namcvreve-
bio.
iskariotidan gakrefili mzis sxiv-
Ta aTinaTi xeTa kenweroebze pawia ko-
conebis xatviT cota xniT isev erTo-
boda. mere mnaTobma mTis ferdobebic
gadaiara da sxva qveynis sazRvarTan
mewamulisfrad CaiRvara.
vaxSmis gemrieli surneliT gajere-
bul kedlebSi ojaxuri simSvidisa da
simyudrovis SegrZnebam kacs bedniere-
bis gancda daubruna. akvanTan SeCere-
bulma Svils daxeda. pataris uS-
foTvelma fSvinvam sasiamovnod
dauara sxeulSi, moTenTa da venaxSi
mTeli dRis najafar rovelsac mS-
vidad CaeZina.
sadRac Zveleburad kioda buknaWo-
ti, kviparosebic erTguli mcvelebiv-
iT Camwkrivebuliyvnen galavnis
garSemo. SigadaSig yrud moismoda
ZaRlis siberiT moguduli yefac,
romelic ki ar amZafrebda, piriqiT,
saamod adunebda daRlili soflis
sifxizles.
da mainc zafxulis es Rame imiT iyo
gamorCeuli, rom colis nacvlad,
saSinel sizmars axla ukve qmari xedav-
proza 3
da: ai, abigailis sawolTan viRac uc-
nobi kaci daxrila da orive xeliT
tuCebze awveba. SeSinebuli, afarTx-
alebuli qali TavganwirviT ibrZvis.
moulodneli xilviT SeZrwunebuli
roveli yvavilebis zeTsaxdeli veeba
qvijidan mZime, mogrZo qvas iRebs da
kacs pirdapir kefaSi urtyams. ucnobi
usulod ecema Zirs. sisxliT morwyul
iatakze roveli ucxos ki ara, saku-
Tari Svilis cxedars aRmoaCens...
eldis simZafre daWrili mxeciviT
amoxteba kacis sxeulidan. RrialiT
dazafruli qalebi Wraqis aparpare-
bul alze farvanebiviT (Ramis pep-
lebiviT) awydebian erTmaneTs.
_ rovel! rovel! ra moxda gen-
acvale?! _ CasZaxis da mxrebze Cafre-
nili anjRrevs Camomjdar, jer kidev
ZilburanSi myof qmars qali. Tumc gu-
maniT ukve xvdeba, rac moxda. mainc
Cqarobs, mainc cdilobs, rom daudas-
turon. TiTqos eSinia, cxadma guli ar
moubrunos, gamofxizlebulma gonebam
sizmris Semzaravi xateba ukvalod ar
gaaqros.
_ ra naxe, momiyevi! _ sawolTan
CaCoqili, sulswrafi mudariT savse
TvalebiT Sescqeris qmars.
TiTqos miRmiuri samyarodan mo-
brunebulma kacma taniT igrZno qalis
siaxlove. wamoyeneba daupira. Seexo Tu
ara, siucxovis wamieri susxiT acrili
misi mzera isev siyvarulma moalbo,
xelebi moxvia da SeSinebuli coli
mkerdSi Caikra. abigails esmoda, mRel-
vare gulis baga-bugi TandaTan rogor
wynardeboda, ufro da ufro naklebi
simZlavris biZgebs rom gamoscemda.
karTan atuzuli moxuci gadia
riJraJis susxsa Tu kacis RrialiT
mogvril SiSs aetana. mxrebi da nikapi
erTianad ucaxcaxebda. beRurasaviT
mobuzuli axlaRa SeniSna rovelma, xe-
liT aniSna _ yvelaferi kargadaa, nu
geSiniao, Tan mSvidad daumata: `gadi,
raxil, Caweqi, ar gacivde, Torem qor-
wilSi veRar waxval~.
raxils eucnaura es sityvebi, rad-
gan TiTqmis gadaewyvita, rom dis Svil-
iSvilis qorwilSi, galileis erT-erT
sofelSi rom tardeboda da samiveni
miewviaT, maT gareSe moilxendnen. amx-
ela gzaze mgzavroba ki ara da, rov-
els xom is wuTebic afrTxobda,
bostanSi pirSuSxas dasakrefad Casu-
li, gadiis gareSe bavSvTan marto rom
rCeboda abigaili. axla ki ra uTxra _
avad ar gaxde, Torem qorwilSi veRar
waxvalo... ese igi, uSvebdnen... imedi Cae-
saxa da guli auCuyda moxucs. igrZno,
rogor monatreboda didi xnis unaxavi
Tavisianebi.
*
gadias gasvlisTanave abigailma
Tavi gaiTavisufla, axla ukve mudariT
ki ara, mkacri molodiniT Sexeda qmars.
sjeroda, rom am moTxovnis ufleba
hqonda, radgan Tavisi Rameuli
zmanebebidan kenWs ar tovebda uyura-
dRebod. yvelafers zedmiwevniTi si-
zustiT aRnusxavda, am sizustiTve yve-
boda da gadascemda qmars. axla kacis
jeri damdgariyo. mas unda gaemxila
sizmrad nanaxi saidumlo, suli rom
moeTqva, Sveba rom egrZno...
rovels swored am sulismoTqmisa
ar sjeroda, ufro zustad, arc sulis-
moTqma undoda da arc Svebas eZebda,
Tuki sayvarel adamians SeaSfoTebda,
Zvirfasis guls daamZimebda. erCia, Cu-
mad, Seupovrad ezida es tvirTi. abig-
ails Tavisi wili xilvebic eyofoda,
qmris Cvenebebic rom ar damateboda
dardad. isedac mZime, rTuli iyo pirm-
SosTan misi urTierToba, kidev ufro
metad rom ar daemZimebina da
gaerTulebina deda-Svilis isedac
ucnauri Tanacxovreba.
kacma gadaWriT iuara sizmris moy-
ola. arc araferia mosayolio, caly-
bad, yasidad miugdo. qali ar cxrebo-
da, ratom matyueb, Senma yvirilma
saCixeSi cxvrebi daafrTxo da gaagi-
Ja, xarebs zmuili daawyebinao...
dasasruli me-6 gverdze
4 poezia
„anaqronizmi~?!
dReebi midis,
saRamoebs saTburebSi akeTeben,
Tavisufalma arsebebma
kafeebSi Cairges Tavi,
sxedan, laparakoben araferze:
stili uniseqsi, dabadebis adgili _
mesame samyaro, asprocentiani poliamidi,
gamZle, ar iWmuWneba.
samSobloebs narmisgan, an tilosgan
keravdnen, sisxlian adgilebSi erRveodaT...
vis rad unda es „anaqronizmi~?
sxedan, laparakoben araferze...
cduneba maqvs mivide, davjde,
literaturis istoriidan amoviRo
Tmagacvenili qarTuli Tavebi
da daSaqruli parikebi
Tu icnoben romelimes _
Cemi mTavari dardi vuTxra:
rogor uyides banqoSi wagebuli fuliT
cimbiris wyluli vaJa-fSavelas,
puri samarcxvinod iafi Rirda...
da wamovide
mrgval baRTan Semxvdes ramaz giorgobiani,
ufro awowili da nawvimari,
vidre kinoSi da ukve mkvdari,
paralelurad midioda Cveni cxovreba
is miSas jixurSi svamda,
me frCxilebs Zirebamde vikvnetdi,
rac unda gveTqva erTmaneTisTvis,
albaT, ukve anaqronizmia,
Cemi Zvirfasi anaqronizmi!
krimanWuli
gaxamebul yels nikapamde veRar viwev,
rbildeba, bevr xorcze
Casacmeli xdeba. es xorci daSvebaa, daTmoba
saZirkvelis mimarT, romelmac
postamentis pretenziiT Tu ar iarseba,
usaxelo tanze Tavi ar daidga,
miwaSi Cava.
wagrZelebuli yeli
romelime eklesias moergeba,
vitraJebis ferweras SeWams
da angelozebisTvis
ferad partituras moamzadebs.
Cemi eklesia yeliT modis _
sxvebi mkvrivi menj-barZayiT,
an oqros xaxvebiT,
angelozebi _ sufTa abreSumi!
uTvalo, uyuro, unervo batalia,
aqedan rom temperamenti amoiyvano
da frigidul vards daakla,
ukve musikaa! iqac ferwera,
daminaxeT aseTi! gaigoneT aseTi yeli!
sul cota sami, magram Tavi Tu gaigiJa,
Svidi amRerebuli kacis samSoblo!
***
ar vici, swored moviqeci Tu ara,
rom gadavrCi,
Tu Sen gindoda Cemi wayvana?
iseTi mwyobri geometria damengra,
rom eqims SeeSinda
da erTi pikaso amomaWra.
raRa damrCa?
cota kubizmi, siRrmeSi vardisfersxiviani,
arafrismcodne atmis totiviT...
imis nacvlad, rom krialosani vaCxrialo
da sulze vifiqro, vigoneb,
rogor irxeoda TavSi es toti
da Sen modiodi,
ori jansaRi geometria
akvdeboda erTmaneTs!
forToxlebi migoravdnen unaklobisken,
srulyofili qveyana iyo...
piriqiT
rZe daiRvara da yeli gaikeTa,
instalacias ver daarqmev, iseTi deduria...
saxem rom ar gamyidos,
misgan kolaJi Cavifiqre:
kmayofili loyebi, yayaCoebiani,
butkoebSi, saidanac viyurebi _ perspeqtiva,
Tu SeuZlebloba?
romlis SuaSi xe an orkestri
SemiZlia-meTqi, vtyui _
ki, gantoleba ufro marTalia!
magram rZis yels ra vuyo?
an dedaCemis neknebs,
romlebic gadmomeca, rogorc masala.
piriqiT, kacebis gasakeTeblad?
literaturuli gazeTi
lia
sturua
butkoebic xom tyuian perspeqtivas,
cota sitkbo, mainc, damimates,
kaci esTeti unda iyos...
rom momisajon mxatvruli tyuilis konfiskacia?
magram konstitucia umuxloa
giJebis mimarT, imperativsac
saCvenebeli TiTi Tu movatexe,
viRa damicavs? romelime umuxruWo angelozi?
aseTebic arian? vin icis...
***
es Zveli saxlia,
zogjer Zvlebi uWrialebs,
sagnebi nerviuloben, magram
taxtis zambarebs vin ekiTxeba?
ukan Cavabruneb,
rame moxaverdo naWers gadavakrav,
uyuron Spaleris gaxunebul yvavilebs!
ukeTesi mindori rodis unaxavT?
romelsac me xels vkidebdi
da Tan damyavda,
im saxlebSi ver SevdiodiT,
sadac betons
danaSaulis kompleqsi Wamda.
piriT balaxi momaqvs-meTqi, kidev xo,
magram amxela simwvane da siWrele,
Sakikebis epidemia!
es TvalismomWreloba male ki Tavdeba,
qronikulSi ar gadadis, anu mowyenilobaSi...
amitom mindors bilikebze gavkecav,
sakuTar Tavs _ nervebze
da musika rom Sewydeba,
yuridan yvavili amomiva...
ai ia (melniT dawerili)
vwer. anbanis maRal asoebs
melani male aSrebaT,
axlos arian mzesTan,
dablebs fesvi ver movuZebne,
melniT ki yvavian
TiTqos, qaRaldis TviTmfrinavSi zixar
da fexdafex miyvebi iebs _
sanaxaoba, fexis wverebze rom
Tvalebi gamoiba, magram
TvalebiT siyvaruli calmxrivia,
ise Tu ar CaebRauWe, rom
ConCxidan marilma gamoanaTos,
Tu ar Seadare WianWvelas,
romelsac zurgze hiperbola
aqvs mokidebuli
da sakuTari kuziviT uvli,
29 marti - 11 aprili 2019
rom martiv epiTetebad ar daiSalos,
calxazian rveuls TviTmfrinavis
konstruqcias aZlev, Torem ise,
mopoeto giJebi, ramdenic ginda,
iebs dasdeven, zepirsityvierebas uxdebian,
melanSic rom Caewon,
iseT saxarebas dagiweren,
kuzi agiyvavdeba.
wera-kiTxvis saxelmZRvanelo gaixsene!
Senc iebiT ar iwyebodi...
***
roca zmnebi oqrosi iyo,
reaqciaSi ar Sediodnen
SiSTan, sifrTxilesTan, tkivilTan,
Jangs ar ikarebdnen,
mere _ erTi fxizeli, erTi nerviuli
aseTi TanmimdevrobiT...
vin daakisra gramatikas
moajiris movaleoba?
isini, vinc caSia,
musikaze Camodeben nikapebs
da damiZaxeben, rac tyuili iqneba,
iseve, rogorc Cemi pasuxi...
sxva arc undaT,
SemaSfoTeblad lurj loginSi wvanan,
siyvaruli ar uTavdebaT...
aseTi ukuRmarTobebi amomaqvs Tavidan
neiroqirurgis bebiaqalobiT,
da mikerZoebuli mayurebeli
sufTa SublebiT mitevs, tabula razebiT
ra davawero?
rom tyuili samSobloa?
damijereben?
samamulo da sxva omebi
saSaqre mitydeba da gaWrili TiTebidan
faifuris frCxilebi amomdis
patara, Sida omebisTvis,
kaligrafis xelweriT SetanilebisTvis
ojaxur analebSi...
namdvili cieb-cxeleba
samamulo omebma icis,
roca miwa heqtrebiT ki ar izomeba,
cofiani sisxliT da yurZnis sitkboTi,
SigadaSig _ asimetriiT _
am qveyanas taZariviT aSenebdnen...
orSabaTidan paraskevamde
Cumi da gaxunebuli vcxovrob,
SabaT-kviras axaldabanil Tmas
vanTeb da mis Suqze vwer,
kidev kargi, mwiTuri Tma maqvs!
magram faifuris omebi rom wavago,
genetika iseT samamulos amomigdebs,
sadac miwis TiTo santimetri TiTo bavSvia!
sabavSvo baRebi da sajaro skolebi,
kidev, vercxlis xerxemliT arian,
rogorc mTvare da rZe,
amasac SeWams da samarTliani omis
statuss miiRebs.
obieqtur simarTles
oTxi kedlis xasiaTi aqvs:
sul cdilobs, saqcieli ar Camadeninos.
mag. saSaqreebi vamtvrio
da sitkboze bavSvebi movidnen,
Zalian cota, miwidan erTi heqtaric
ver amoburcon, magram
oTx kedelSi Calagdnen, Tavisi ukedlobidan,
harmoniaSi ivarjiSon,
bolos, maRal do-ze avidnen _
ukedlobac taZris principiT Sendeba,
mec ukve SemiZlia miwaSi davwve, Tovli SevWamo.
***
uceb SemeSinda.
sisxlis formulaze davixede,
Semimowmes, mikroskopze damibes
hemoglobinis wiTeli ZaRlebi
e.i. kidev SemiZlia
vaswavlo leqsis anatomia,
rac ar iswavleba, CemTvis davitovo...
imisi ar iyos, xom mogveca
qviSis saaTiviT tanebi _
mSvenieri grafika, magram
qviSam sad gamozomilad iwveTos,
sad iCxrialos, RmerTma icis
da, iqneb, iman,
visi sisxlis formulac
ZaRliviT ikbineba...
garSemo udardeli adamianebi dadian,
acrilebi tyviaze da lursmanze,
romelTa damiznebis adgili
winaswar mtkiva...
29 marti - 11 aprili 2019
nini eliaSvili
wylis dReebidan
*
zogjer, rac ufro uZluri var, miTufro momwons
Cemi aryofna sicocxleSi da sinamdvile.
rom verasodes momekara cxovrebis lorwo.
aCrdilad yofna kidev ufro gamiadvila
man, rasac vwuxvar, rasac vborgav an kidev vmorcxvob.
aranairi warkveTili saso, arc eWvi
misi warkveTis ar arsebobs. yovelTvis mrgvali
vucdi, CemSi rom axal-axal imedebs rgaven,
dReebs da mere kmayofili morCilad vReWav.
zogjer, rac ufro uZluri var, miTufro marTobs
Cemi sisuste da damalva yvelasgan, visac
xma gavuxseni da vuCvene ramdenad farTo
iyo warsuli, momavali ramdenad sxvisad
miCans (zurgis qars ver vendobi _ mebrZoli qarTan).
aranairi sinanuli, raimes Secvlis
survili. mxolod yvavilebi da dakvirveba
maTze. bolos rom Rimiladac ar eRireba,
yvela im yalbi emociis warmoqmna mewvis.
da is mercxali TeTri guliT, CemSi rom cxovrobs,
rom momifrinda da wasvlas rom veRar vanebeb,
rom ar viqnebi, mxolod erTi ram minda gTxovo,
ar damaviwyo misi Tvalebi.
* me aRar vbrazob. mxolod muWebs vkrav da maTive
ver mogikvdebi saamayod, verc SarSanwindel
jildoebiT ver gagaxareb, Cemo daRlilo
da daCagrulo siyvarulo. mxolod gawvimde,
mxolod gaTovde _ es gamomdis. ar vunaxivar
Sen garda vinmes gamWvirvale. da Tu vloculob _
Sens Rimils. erTi damSrali zRvac ver gadmovcure
ise, rom mTeli namsxvrevebi ar momyoloda.
ver movaxerxe, erTxel mainc SenTan mosuli,
ar vmgvanebodi mosuls vrceli kvdomis bolodan.
ver gagifrTxildi. giwevs, sveli frTebiT iaro
mxrebSi moxrilma. sanugeSod Cemgan moZRvnili
wylis dReebi da ramdenime samgloviaro
musika grCeba, yovel jerze, xmagamoclili.
ver mogikvdebi saamayod. ver iamayeb
am siyvaruliT, am warsuliT, Tundac awmyoTi.
gagaxsendeba, uamravjer rogor dagmarxe
da amogTxare da uSeno Tavi gacode.
me Tu vloculob, sul im dReebs, rom ar mogviva.
rom ar gvisurves, CvenTvis cam rom ar gaimeta.
me _ Seni ase damtvreuli, mware imedi
da mtkivneuli sixarulis mamcne mogvi var.
* Tu is, vinc SigTavsis gareSe rCeba?
es Cemi gulis anareklia. isic rogori
myife gamodga. anareklic uceb damemsxvra.
gana nugeSi an imedi, axla rame sxva
minda, rac Sens Tavs damaviwyebs, Cems gamogonils.
arc es leqsebi, rom ar gsurda, rom ar mogwonda,
Turme. arc es xma, arc cremlebi aRar mekuTvnis.
yvelafers vtoveb iq, warsulSi nazad SefuTuls,
romelsac vici, erT mSvenier dResac koconTan
mivitan da mis Canacvramde mSvidad vidgebi
da araferi mexsomeba, garda Tvalebis
da ra Tqma unda, Sen aseTic Segebralebi.
me Semogxedav ukve krZalviT da moridebiT
ukve ucxos da ukve sxvisas. ase wuraven
albaT, erTmaneTs wasvlamde da mere fitulebs
ar agvatirebs, erTmaneTis mxrebze Citunebs
da TviTmfrinavebs rom vxatavdiT. arc saxuravebs
aRar SevxedavT dananebiT da warmosaxviT,
rom erT dRes Cvens saxls plexanovze, zustad aseTi
xedi eqneba. naglejebiT im `lit.gazeTis~
mofenilia Cemi oTaxi.
dRes gaviRviZe da mivxvdi, rom saqme ara maqvs,
arc wasasvleli, arc survili, mxolod Zilidan
Zilamde vuZleb arsebobas. da vinc mivlida,
yvelas zurgs vaqcev. ver gadmovlen am civ galavans.
es Cemi gulis anareklia. naxe, rogori
SuqCrdilebi aqvs. araferi ucxo araa
misTvis. miyvardi saxifaTod da Semzaravad,
axla giviwyeb Cems Seqmnils da Cems gamogonils.
literaturuli gazeTi
***
Sen Cemi ar xar. Sen maTi xar da maTnairi
da Cem winaSe ver geqneba brali, radganac
Sen Cemi ar xar. veRarc vxvdebi, am uhaero
sivrceSi rogor gacocxlebdi amden xans kidev.
veRar vpoulob Zalas Senken gadmosadgamad
nabijis. TiTqos win Cemive sxeuli midevs
da vakvirdebi, nuTu ise ucnauria,
rom ucxoobis gancdas ase Zalian iwvevs.
masac sciva da masac Sia, masac swyuria,
masac gamosdis, idges, ijdes, uZravad iwves.
simciriT vxvdebi, vin var da vis Cavabetoneb
maTSi. axla vgrZnob, moTminebiT misTvis aTie
CemSi, rom Cemi sakuTari Tavi mepovna.
***
mas sicocxle swyuroda.
me ki ufrodaufro viTrevdi Cems WaobSi.
mdinaresaviT kani hqonda
da vaiZulebdi, eyurebina CemTvis _
eyurebina tbisTvis.
mas sicocxle swyuroda.
enatreboda xedebi da adgilebi,
romlebsac vaviwyebdi,
Tumca yovel sezonze vyvaodi,
yovelTvis SemeZlo dabadeba,
yovelTvis mwvaned xasxasebda
mkvdari tba.
mas ki sicocxle swyuroda Turme.
mas mere miyvars Cumad.
Cumad.
***
romelia ufro sacodavi,
qerqs, visac Semoaclian,
Seusabamo mTlianoba viyaviT mudam,
magram udaod mTlianoba.
yovelTvis vgrZnobdi CemSi Sens TrTolvas,
xan imediT da xanac SiSiT gamowveuls.
yovel diliT vdgebi sarkmelTan
da vuyureb rogor naTdeba mziT quCebi
da imedi maqvs, romelime landi Seni iqneba.
imedi ara, raRac sxvaa,
ufro gulismomkvleli,
ufro damangreveli.
Cemze ki vici.
xels karga xania aRar vifaTureb Sesamowmeblad,
Tu damrCa rame.
TiTqos raRaca amomglijes fesvebgadgmuli
da darCa ormo, narCeni fesvebiT.
Senze ra giTxra.
rogor giTxra, Tavi wagarTvi.
xom ar gciva, Cemo siyvarulo?
***
TiTqos dagvsajes siCumisTvis. TiTqos iRbali
gvqonda da sadRac Sua gzaSi amogvivarda.
zogjer vabralebT mkvlelobas da zogjer vibralebT
da vibuzebiT erTmaneTTan, rogorc myinvarTan
mdgomebi da ar SegviZlia rame vuSveloT
siyvaruls ase sarwmunos da ase gariyuls.
poezia 5
me ver viswavle uSenoba, radgan uSenod
ar maxsovs erTxel SemZleboda ar movmkvdariyav.
Tovlis dReebi uTovlobiT monstrad gaqceven.
sul rom ar gsurdes, ar gindodes, mainc dalewav
yvela siCumes, rac CauTqvi da rac gaZeli,
yvelafers erTad iRrialeb, ase gawelil
RmerTs Sewyvet SenSi, ukanasknel, uRvTo garewars
daemsgavsebi. da siyvaruls, mxolod amxela
siyvaruls ZaluZs daamsxvrios yvela imedi.
da ra Tqma unda arasodes ukan daxeva...
da ra Tqma unda arasodes gaTqmevinebdi...
da ra Tqma unda sinanuli Zvlebis mtvrevamde...
da ra Tqma unda mogikvdebi, Tuki dagWirda...
da me giyureb. sul giyureb Cemi Txevadi
gulidan, rogorc mitovebul saxlis fanjridan.
***
me veRar SevZleb gavxde ise saintereso,
rom kidev ramiT gagakvirvo.
TiTqos ramdenime guli Cabrunda saguleSi,
ramdenime xmali _ qarqaSSi.
da me ki mRviZavs. SemiZlia cocxali merqvas
da arafris imedi mqondes.
rogorc udabur adgils, ise gadamifrines
Citebma. erTxel, rom gklavdi da xelebs vibandi,
xma gavigone: kvlav daibade!
siyvarulo, kvlav daibade!
isev iseTi, Cems sikvdils rom ar dauSvebdi.
isev iseTi, qar-cecxlisgan rom mifaravdi.
isev iseTi, Cems kisers rom eferebodi.
Citebs ar vCivi. Cemi mtkivani genetika,
umizezo lodini mtkiva,
arafridan mosuls araferSi wasvlas rom mauwyebs.
yovelTvis SemiZlia viyuro Sens TvalebSi
da ar avtirde.
yovelTvis SemiZlia gxedavde zurgidan.
radgan vicodi samudamod meyvarebodi,
Citebs vuxmobdi SigadaSig, rom Cemi miwa
zogjer mainc sanugeSo mogCveneboda,
Tundac iseTi sanugeSo,
rogoric martoobisas moednidan mosuli xmaa.
ho, meSinia!
ver gamoval. garedan mnaxon.
gTxov, nuRaravis mouSveb axlo.
miwisken piriT da cisken ki zurgiT viwvebi.
frTebic damemtvres da laviwebic.
ramdenjer vnaxo es koSmari, ramdenjer mqondes
imedi. kari sul Riaa. mudam xmaurobs
ormo mwuxare xmebiTa da
farTod gaxelili SuSis TvalebiT.
me veRarasdros ver viqnebi ise mTliani,
rom ramiT kidev dagaimedo.
yovelTvis SemiZlia viyuro Sens TvalebSi
da ar avtirde.
yovelTvis SemiZlia gxedavde zurgidan.
***
moCvenebebiviT Cndebian axali adamianebi.
maT arc arafers vemduri.
erTi kia, rom minda, Cemi esmodeT.
vxedav, cdiloben da araferi gamosdiT.
cudad yofnasaviT Tu SeveCvie adamians,
mere veRaraferi gadamaCvevs.
6 proza
dasasruli
kaci isev jiutad dumda. qali isev
ar cxreboda, brazmoreuli ganagr-
Zobda:
_ Senma yvirilma kedlebi daxeTqa,
Weri axada...
Silifad Cacmuli kaci aivnisken mi-
iwevda, misgan Tavdaxsnas cdilobda.
apilpilebuli qali kudSi misdevda, ar
Cumdeboda:
_ ise Rrialebdi, mTebze rom Tov-
li yofiliyo, daZravdi da mTeli sofe-
li zvavSi Caimarxeboda...
sofels ki udrtvinvelad eZina.
riJraJis grilma siom mTlianad gamo-
afxizla kaci, madevari colisken Se-
motrialda, orive mklavze marwuxebiv-
iT mouWira TiTebi, Tvali TvalSi
gauyara da mkacrad warmosTqva:
_ hoda, arc Tovlia, abigail, da
arc zamTari. zafxulia da yvelaferi
simwvaneSia Cafluli, yvelaferi sic-
ocxliT hyvavis, abigail! si-co-cx-
liT!.. araferi minaxavs, gesmis Sen Tu
ara, araferi minaxavs da amitomac
araferi maxsovs... gasagebia?! gaige?!!
_ anjRrevda da uyviroda moTmine-
badakarguli kaci.
damunjebuli abigaili mainc
jiutad aqnevda Tavs aqeT-iqiT. dum-
da, magram swored am dumiliT amcnob-
da qmars, rom misi arc erTi sityvis ar
sjeroda.
bolos mkveTri moZraobiT
gaiTavisufla qmris xelebisagan Tavi
da swrafi, jibriani nabijebiT oTaxis
siRrmeSi gauCinarda.
roveli didxans gahyurebda cis ka-
badonze gafermkrTalebul varskv-
lavebs. eimedeboda, gaumxeleli siz-
maric fers icvlida, dRis Suqi
gaaqrobda. imedma ojaxuri simyudro-
viT mogvrili wuxandeli bednieri
wamebi gaaxsena da mwared gaeRima. mainc
kmayofili darCa, meuRlis damZimebul
mxrebs kidev erTi sizmari rom ar ah-
kida saTrevad.
abigaili ki ase ar fiqrobda. misi
azriT, qmris dumili gacilebiT mZime
aRmoCnda, vidre sizmrad nanaxi yvela
koSmari erTad. radgan dumili
Ralats hgavda da usityvod
metyvelebda, rom aRar endobodnen
arc rogorc qals, arc rogorc
meuRles da, miT umetes, arc rogorc
dedas. abigailic iseTive ucxo gamx-
dariyo rovelisaTvis, rogorc akvan-
Si Cakruli usaxelo Svili qalisTvis,
verafriT rom ver moego dedis guli,
verafriT rom ver amarcxebda qalis
Rameul Cvenebebs.
safeTqlebTan mowolili sisxlis
xmaurSi nasroli qvebiviT SxuiliT im-
uqrebodnen sityvebi:
`yvelaferi mwvaneSia Cafluli! yve-
laferi sicocxliT yvavis!..~
es arc sayveduri iyo da arc mwux-
arebis Rrma ormodan qalis amoTrevis
mcdeloba. es ufro ganaCens hgavda da
sasowarkveTilis aRiarebas, rom simw-
vanis SegrZnebasa da sicocxliT
Trobas veRarasodes eRirsebodnen
erTad.
* sixaruliT vCuqni, bedniereba moet-
abigailma samziTvo skivridan
lurji abreSumis grZeli mosasxami am-
oiRo da samgzavrod gamzadebul ga-
dias erTi bolo ormagad Semoaxvia
welze, danarCeni sigrZe marjvena mx-
arze gadmoatara da TiTqmis koWamde
dauSva. Tan gaocebul qals uxsnida:
_ karga xania, amis Cuqeba mindoda,
ubralod xelsayrel dros da mizezs
veZebdi.
raxils Tvalebi auwylianda.
_ es xom Zalian Zvirfasia, _ dam-
naSavesaviT warmoTqva.
_ hoda, Zvirfasi lamazma qalma
unda moixdinos.
_ Sen ra giTxari, raRa dros Cemi...
abigailma Seawyvetina da eSmakurad
dasZina:
_ icode, qorwilSi yvelas unda
jobde.
_ kai ki iqneba is qorwili, me rom
yvelas vajobeb...
literaturuli gazeTi
abigailma isev Seawyvetina:
_ nu ipranWebi, raxil, Senc ici, rom
lamazi xar, _ mouWra da TeZodan mx-
arze daSvebul mosasxams naoWebi Seus-
wora, mere ukan-ukan wasulma taSi Semo-
hkra:
_ Zalian gixdeba, gadia, albaT im-
itom, rom Seni Tvalis feria.
raxils lurji Tvalebi hqonda.
col-qmars araerTxel SeuniSnavs aRt-
acebiT am Tvalebis bavSvuri sxivi da
sixasxase. TeTri, magram jerac xSiri
maka
joxaZe
iskariotis eklebi
fragmenti momavali romanidan
Tmis tevri kefaze rom daegragna, rax-
ils asakovan sidarbaislesa da keTil-
Sobilebas matebda.
mere abigailma Sindisferi Salis
qisidan sardionisa da iaSmas qvebiT
gawyobili oqros sparsuli yelsabami
amoiRo da raxils gauwoda:
_ es ki patarZlis saCuqari Cveni
ojaxidan.
guluxvobam yovelgvar molodins
gadaaWarba.
_ ara, genacvale, eg ara, raime sxva
SearCie, qveynis samkauli gaqvs. magas
ar waviReb!
_ raxil! is marto Seni dis SviliS-
vili ki ara, Cveni axlobelicaa, Sen me
gamzarde... Sens amags veraferi gada-
wonis!..
_ rogor ar genaneba, magas rogor
imeteb?! eg ara, gTxov, abigail!..
_ mec gTxov, gadia... vimeteb ki ara,
anos misTvis. xom ici, aRar vatareb ra
xania, skivrSi maqvs Caketili...
ar tyuoda abigaili, marTlac six-
aruliT icilebda mziTvSi moyolil
qaliSvilobisdroindel Zvirfas
samkauls. jerac sizmariseuli siaviT
bzinavdnen da ikbinebodnen oqros paw-
ia budeebSi Casmuli misi Zowisferi
Tvlebi. swored am iSviaTi yelsabamis
wnuliT axrCobda abigails patara biWi
sizmarSi.
qalma SeamCnia, rom qmrisaTvis
monayoli uamravi sizmridan yvelaze
metad swored am xilvam dazafra da
SeaZrwuna roveli. albaT imitom,
RamiT moWerili jaWvis anabeWdi ram-
denime dRe cxadad rom aCnda abigailis
TeTryirmiza yel-kisers.
* modan dakerebuli TeTri Salis tali-
alayafis miRma, Saragzaze Cardax-
iani uremi icdida. oriode dRis win
rovels imave qorwilSi miwveuli me-
zoblis Tebe gaefrTxilebina _ abig-
aili Tavs SeuZlod grZnobs, Cven ver
movdivarT da iqneb raxilic Tqven
wageyvanaTo. `siamovnebiT~ _ dasturi
mieRo da mRelvarebasac gadaeara.
col-qmari axla guldajerebuli ac-
ilebda saimedo xelSi myof moxuc ga-
dias.
_ aba, gadia, ra xania gvelodebian,
uxerxulia, wavideT...
amis Tqma da, raxils ise auCqrol-
da guli, TiTqos erTi kviriT ki ara,
samudamod tovebda aqaurobas. cqafad
Setrialda. aRmosavleTis kedelTan
midgmul akvanTan CaiCoqa da bavSvs ni-
kapqveS, RababosTan akoca. ras ar mis-
cemda biWis mSvidi fSvinvis nacvlad,
misi Tvalebis sayvareli mzera rom
gahyoloda sagzlad. magram jer
Zalian adre iyo da bavSvsac netari
ZiliT eZina.
erTi piroba daapira _ abigails
gavafrTxileb, bavSvi uvneblad damax-
vedroso, magram moerida da gada-
ifiqra. gamomSvidobebisas gulSi Cak-
rul Svilobils mxolod es uTxra:
`aba, Tqven iciT... male davbrundebi...~
_ ar iCqaro, gadia, guli ijere
SenebTan yofniT, _ Tbilad miugo
abigailma.
pativiscemis niSnad urmidan gadmo-
suli Tebes col-Svili moxucs mowi-
webiT miegeba. mere Tebem da rovelma
raxili myudro CardaxSi Sesves. dan-
arCenebic TavTavianT adgilebze ri-
grigobiT moTavsdnen da uremic
daiZra. axlaxan amowverili mnaTobi
swrafad ikrefda Zalas... gzaze mimava-
li Cardaxiani uremi ise micuravda
Takara sicxis oqrosfer livlivSi,
rogorc afrebdaberili xomaldi
mziT abrWyvialebuli zRvis talReb-
Si.
xelgadaxveuli col-qmari cota
xans kidev gahyurebda gzas, mere ezoSi
Sebrundnen. rovelma alayafis kari
Caraza da kar-midamos mowesrigebas
Seudga. maRali kibis moedanze SeCere-
buli abigaili axla simaRlidan
gahyurebda, rogor uCinardeboda mz-
isferCardaxiani uremi, aRarc kofoze
mjdomi Tebes qudiani Tavi Canda ze-
kiT.
_ ramden xanSi iqnebian nainiSi? _
29 marti - 11 aprili 2019
CasZaxa qmars abigailma ise, rom gz-
isTvis Tvali ar moucilebia.
_ mzis Casvlamde moaswreben, _
dabejiTebiT upasuxa rovelma da qal-
ma ratomRac gaifiqra, rom SekiTxvac
da pasuxic, orive, gulsgareT, yasidad
iyo naTqvami. rom arc erTi maTgani
amaze aRar fiqrobda _ mTavari axla
ukve sul sxva ram gamxdariyo, da ara
Taboris mTis maxloblad, sofel nai-
niSi Sekrebili xalxisa da moxuci rax-
ilis Sexvedra...
abigaili fexaTreviT Sebrunda sax-
lSi. biWi mSvidad, yovelgvari foria-
qisa da wrialis gareSe eloda, rodis
moiclidnen misTvis.
`ai, vinaa mTavari... amas unda mivxe-
do...~ _ gaifiqra abigailma da bavSvs
mTeli seriozulobiT hkiTxa: _
mogSivda?
biWma pasuxad mxrebi aamoZrava,
TiTqos mianiSna, rom SimSilze metad,
mTeli Rame akvanSi Cakruls, gaof-
lili zurgi awuxebda.
abigailma akvanTan dabali, samfexa
skami midga da artaxebis gamoxsna dai-
wyo. qals moeCvena, madlieri bavSvi
TiTqos uRimoda. roca Tasmebi axsna
da lamazad moCiTuli selis artaxe-
bic mofamfalda, saswrafod gul-
mkerdze daado orive xelisguli,
TiTqos eSinoda, is dRe ar ganmeore-
buliyo, naxevrad gadayiravebuli
akvnidan kinaRam rom gadmovarda
Cvili, TviTon ki damfrTxali ganze
gaxta. es ganze gaxtoma mware nakbe-
niviT axsovda.
gansacdelebs rogorRac gadaev-
lo. axla Cvili gaunZrevlad, sruli
morCilebiT eloda, rodis amoiyvanda
deda akvnidan. SeCvevis xana damd-
gariyo, abigaili fiqrobda, rom raxi-
lis aryofna deda-Svilis daaxloebas
daaCqarebda da gaamyarebda.
qalma marcxena xelisguli biWs
TavqveS amosdo, marjvena takucebqveS
da akvnidan frTxilad amoiyvana.
notio siTbosa da surnelis Seg-
rZnebam wamiT Tavbru daaxvia. `samoTx-
is surneli...~ gaifiqra da SiSnarevi
eWvis nacvlad amdeni Tvis mere pirve-
lad gauCnda Cvilisadmi ucnauri
mokrZalebis gancda.
roveli jer isev ezoSi trialebda.
SeSis naWrebi Ria fardulis qveS
mijriT daewyo. Cexvisas irgvliv mi-
moyrili nafotebic saguldagulod
aekrifa. saxlis kuTxeebSi, saxuravs
gadmomcdari kramitis RarebqveS
spilenZis varclebi miedga avdarSi
wvimis wylis Sesagroveblad.
abigails uyvarda wvimis wyliT
Tavis dabana, Tma gacilebiT rbili da
damyoli xdebao. rogorc mdinaris, ise
Wis wyali xistia da Tu ar gjera, modi,
Senzec scade, dagabanineb, moge-
wonebao _ RimiliT agulianebda
qmars. kaci eSmakurad wkuravda
Tvalebs: madloba, qalbatono, magram
wvimis angelozebs nabrZanebi aqvT,
abigailis garda Cems wyalSi Sesvla
aravin gabedoso...
abigaili kiskisebda _ wvimis an-
gelozebs aq ra undaT, Sexede, ra Cax-
Caxa dRea, gaSra qveyanao.
roveli saCvenebel TiTs zecisken
wevda, mianiSnebda: Sors arian, magram
imaT verafers gamoaparebo.
xorblisferi Tmis xSir tevrebs
abigaili zafxulobiT gareT, mzis-
gulze iSrobda. rovels araferi ise
ar uyvarda qveynad, rogorc qalis
talRovan Tmebze sxivebis acimcimeba.
monusxuliviT Sescqeroda mzis Sara-
vandedSi gaxveul qals. abigailis es
xateba amdeni xnis mere ratomRac
axla, ezoSi fusfusisas daudga Tval-
win. imdenad Soreuli, gardasuli eCve-
na igi, rom guli moewura. mosufTave-
bul, davarcxnil ezo-kars kidev erTx-
el Seavlo Tvali da im mowurulma
gulma col-Svilisaken gauwia. mZimed
auyva kibes.
gadaabija Tu ara karis zRurbls,
uCveulo, mdumare sigrile SemoefeTa
nadiriviT. sawolsa da akvans Soris
Cakecili qalis gul-mkerdi wiTlad
SeeReba sisxls.
29 marti - 11 aprili 2019
ZarRviviT rom gaibera, galurj-
da ca da guldedali mzec laCariviT
daimala, ai, maSin ki mivxvdi: dro iyo
Tavi sadme Semefarebina da manam meca-
da, sanam wvima xmauriT gafxrewda
haers. icis xolme wvimam _ sunamos
surneliviT moiyolebs simyudrovis,
buxrisa da wignis auras. hoda, bevri
aRar mifiqria, fexebi iorRa cxeniv-
iT mivuSvi da literaturuli kafis
karTan Sevayene.
kibeebi Cqari nabijiT aviare da
TvaliT gadavurbine Taroebze
mwkrivad gaWimul feradkanian
wignebs. yvelaferi klasificirebu-
lia, yvelaferi gansazRvruli.
wignebi erTmaneTs enacvleba gamom-
cemlobebisa da Janrebis mixedviT.
gayinuli TiTebi poeziis Taroze ga-
davatare da mis gverdiT, biografi-
is rigs avadevne mzera. uiliam Se-
qspiri, deda tereza, nelson mande-
la, jorj vaSingtoni ortomeuleb-
Sia gamoketil-gamomwyvdeuli. xel-
Si viReb margaret tetCers da
sarCevs vaTvaliereb. nawili pirve-
li _ gza Zalauflebisken; nawili me-
ore _ opozicia; nawili mesame _
pirveli vada ra mosawyenia! wigns uk-
mayofilod vabruneb Taroze da Se-
qspiris biografias vepotinebi. aqac
igivea: cxovrebis adreuli wlebi,
londoni da Teatri, piesebi... netav,
vinme Tu kiTxulobs? `Tavebis amg-
varad dayofa zedmetad xelovnuri
ganmasxvavebelia~_ mesmis virjinia
vulfis xma misi erT-erTi eseidan.
genialuri qali iyo vulfi,
vfiqrob da uceb sakuTari Tavi hold-
eni mgonia, mweralTan darekva da mas-
Tan ZmakaciviT saubari saocrad rom
unda. warmovidgine, rogor Cam-
ovsxdebodiT aqve virjinia da me,
literaturul kafeSi; inglisurs Tu
ara qarTul Cais davlevdiT, fanjri-
dan gavxedavdiT svel foTlebze al-
iclicebul dRis Suqs da qalurad vi-
WoravebdiT inglisur ambebze, ingli-
sur biografiebsa da inglisur rev-
oluciebze.
momiyveboda, rogor moawyo amboxi
mamis winaaRmdeg, rogor aumxedrda
me-19 saukunis biografiis xelovnebas,
rogor daamsxvria da gaanadgura viq-
torianuli biografiis konvenciebi
da sakuTari, axali, literaturuli
kanonebi Seqmna...
Seqspiri Tavis adgilas davabrune,
biografiis Taros zurgi ukmay-
ofilod vaqcie da bakur sulakauris
gamomcemlobis wignebSi, vulfis or-
landos davuwye Zebna. maleve vipove
sqelydiani, iisferi wigni, msoflio
klasikis seriiTa da lela dumbaZis
SesaniSnavi TargmaniT rom gamoica.
orlandosTan erTad kafis kuTxe-
Si, fanjarasTan, myudro savarZelSi
vkalaTdebi da mbrunavi borbaliviT
wriul fiqrs vulfze, haeris talRebs
vatan.
biografiis revolucia inglisuri
literaturis istoriaSi _ goneba mi-
marTulebas mkarnaxobs da daqiSmiSe-
buli fiqric morCilad mihyveba. `si-
tyvam `revolucia~ ar SegaSinos,
mkiTxvelo. Rvino jer unda air-dair-
ios da mere daiwmndeba xolme~ _ Se-
momeSvela ilia. Rvinoze ra mogaxse-
noT da biografiis, rogorc Janris
arev-dareva rom ingliselma qalma
aiRo sakuTar Tavze, faqtia. 1928 wlis
11 oqtombers gamoaqveyna biografiu-
li romani `orlando: biografia~ da
amiT me-19 saukunis konvenciuri, viq-
torianuli biografiebis dasasrulis
dasawyisi gamoacxada.
qaliSvilis brZola mamis winaaRm-
deg da brZola biografiis Janruli
konvenciebis winaaRmdeg vulfTan
erTi da igivea. warmoidgineT lesli
stiveni, virjinias mama, an Tvali Seav-
leT mis portrets, fredrik uotis
mier daxatul wverebian, mkacr viqto-
rianels, fiziognomikac moiSvelieT
da maSinve mixvdebiT, ra kacTan gaqvT
saqme. hoda, ijda Cveni konservatori
lesli Tavis kabinetSi, Tavisi Taobis
biografebTan erTad mSvidad werda
literaturuli gazeTi
qeTevan gaxokia
qaliSvilis brZola
mamis winaaRmdeg
anu biografiis
Janris revolucia
da akoreqtirebda inglisis erovnu-
li biografiis enciklopedias da
mkiTxvels anbanuri wesiT ganlagebul
cnobil saxelebsa da gvarebze ram-
denimegverdian faqtebs zviniviT ux-
vavebda.
biografiaSi ki mTavari ara faqte-
bi, aramed xasiaTi da pirovnulobaao,
fiqrobda virjinia da aba, rogor See-
gueboda mamis Taobis biografebsa da
im biografiebs, mxolod gamSral, ga-
momWknar, daCamiCebul faqtebs rom
gadmoscemdnen. biografiis Janrs
sWirdeboda eqsperimenti, sWirdebo-
da axali stili, axali obieqti, axali
forma da, rac mTavaria, sWirdeboda
mwerali, visi gambedaobis winaSec wa-
iCoqebda uZlurebis alegorias dams-
gavsebuli me-19 saukunis viqtorianu-
li biografia.
gaxsovT, tomas ernest hiumis esei
poeziaze, poeti ise grZnobs Tavs axal
formebSi, rogorc qali axal kabaSio,
rom wers? hoda, vulfsac raRac ms-
gavsi daemarTa. biografiis forma
misTvis axali kaba gaxda, gamxdar tan-
ze rom moirgo, stili Seucvala, for-
ma daurRvia da am kabaSi Tamamad gamow-
yobilma, mayurebelTan erTad, bavS-
viviT ixalisa.
modi, axla cota xniT SeveSvaT
vulfis kabas da pirdapir vikiTxoT,
ras vgulisxmobT, roca orlandos
mixedviT biografiis Janris revolu-
ciaze vsaubrobT? revolucia
biografiaSi, misi formis, stilisa da
obieqtis gardaqmnaa. warmoidgineT,
rom me-20 saukunis inglisSi mcxovre-
bi asakovani viqtorianeli xarT,
romelmac 1928 wlis oqtomberSi hog-
art presis gamocemuli Txeli, rbily-
diani wigni SeiZina saxelwodebiT `or-
lando: biografia~. mere rbil,
xaverdgadakrul, viqtorianul sa-
varZelSi erTaderTi molodiniT Cae-
Sva, molodiniT, rom xelSi uWiravs
dokumenturi proza, faqtebze
dafuZnebuli sando teqsti, romelsac
siamovnebiT waikiTxavs faifuris Wiqa-
Si Casxmul, surnelovan, rZian, ingli-
sur CaisTan erTad. Tu namdvili viq-
torianeli xarT, SeiZleba im-
edgacruebulma wigni nakuwebad ar
aqcioT, magram sul mcire aRSfoTe-
buli gaWarxldebiT mainc, radgan
orlando araTu biografia, aramed
metabiografiaa _ erTdroulad kri-
tikis, biografiisa da fiqciis sin-
Tezi. vuwodoT yvelafers Tavisi sax-
eli, orlando ar aris dokumenturi
proza, orlando romania. romani,
romelic inglisel, aristokratiuli
warmoSobis mamakacze gviyveba, me-16
saukunis elizabeTuri epoqidan dro-
Si rom imogzaurebs da me-20 saukunis
modernul epoqaSi, ukve qalad gadaq-
ceuli, sakuTari nawerebis gamoqvey-
nebas SeZlebs. gonebis orsqesianoba,
qaluri da mamakacuri nawiliT weris
niWi, inglisuri literaturuli
tradiciis aRqma _ es orlandoa da,
ra Tqma unda, es virjinia vulfia.
maSasadame, biografia, romelsac wers
sakuTaria, magram wers ara mSralad,
ara faqtebiT, aramed gamonagoniT,
wers biografias fiqciis JanrSi da
amiT SesaniSnavad axerxebs mkiTxvelis
winaSe sakuTari pirovnulobis gaSiS-
vlebas.
magram, Cven xom vTqviT, rom or-
lando kritikacaa? ra Tqma unda, ro-
mani viqtorianuli biografiis kriti-
kaa. cxonda jonaTan svifti da misi
`kasris zRapari~. cxonda es enakvi-
mati, enamware irlandieli, me-18
saukuneSi religiis kritikas fiqciis
JanrSi rom dawers da sami Zmis: petres,
jekisa da martinis alegoriiT mTel
qristianul samyaros masxrad aigdebs.
uyvars vulfs svifti, uyvars misi ti-
rilamde misuli sarkazmi, uyvars es
uxeSi, ficxi, ubralo, amave dros suf-
Ta da sastiki mamakaci; uyvars imde-
nad, rom romanSi orlandosTan
Caizec ki miiwvevs. literaturaSi
paradoqsuli rodia, rom Zarcvav imas,
vinc Zalian giyvars. ase gaZarcva
vulfmac svifti. kritikis forma,
esse 7
stili misgan moipara, biografiis kri-
tika masaviT fiqciad dawera da viq-
torianeli biografi, romanSi
JamTaaRmwerels rom uwodebs, mTeli
nawarmoebiT masxrad aigdo. gaixseneT
Tundac romanis mesame kari, orlan-
dos cxovrebis burusiT moculi peri-
odi _ elCoba TurqeTSi, romlis
Sesaxebac JamTaaRmwerels aranairi
avTenturi informacia ar gaaCnia. ma-
gram mainc _ icinis vulfi _ naxan-
Zrali dokumentebiT, nafleTebze
dayrdnobiT biografi Tamamad, warb-
Seuxrelad gviyveba orlandos im-
droindeli cxovrebis niris Sesaxeb
da gviyveba im saWorao werilebze
dayrdnobiT, romelsac mavani gener-
lis mavani qaliSvili Tavis megobar
qals uelSi swers. sandoa aseT faqte-
bze dafuZnebuli biografia? kiTxu-
lobs vulfi da sakuTar kiTxvaze
kiskisebs.
dae, icinos vulfma, SigadaSig
mware eniT masxrad aigdos orlandos
cxovrebis JamTaaRmwereli da misi
weris yavlgasuli stili. Cven ki mar-
to davtovoT igi da romanis obieqts
mivubrundeT. warmoidgineT elizabe-
Tur epoqaSi mcxovrebi Teqvsmeti
wlis aristokrati, odnav sevdiani,
martosulobisken midrekili,
drodadro poetur dramebs rom wers
da mere malavs. drama saSualo da da-
bali klasis saqmea. ai, kidis, marlos,
Seqspiris, vebsterisa da amisTanebis.
aristokrati da dramaturgoba sad
naxula da gagonila me-16 saukunis in-
glisSi. axla isic warmoidgineT,
rogor xvdeba es ymawvili kaci dedo-
fals da rogor aRfrTovandeba ukve
Severcxlili elisabedi orlandos
maRali, Camosxmuli, momxibvleli
fexebiT. da uceb, grZelfexeba orlan-
do samefo karze winaurdeba. ukve pe-
ria, mogvianebiT inglisis elCi da her-
cogic. mokled rom vTqvaT, orlando
moqmedebis kacia, viqtorianuli
biografebis sakbilo obieqti, visi
warmomavlobis, karieris, mogzauro-
bis, saxelmwifo moRvaweobis, diadi
cxovrebis Sesaxeb istoria bevrs
mogviTxrobs, avTenturi wyaroebic
bevria. da Tu istoria faqtebs inaxavs
da hyveba, viqtorianuli biografiac
xom martivad iwereba. magram mogvi-
anebiT, roca vulfs sqesSecvlili
gaqalebul-daqalebuli orlando
modernul epoqaSi gadahyavs, biogra-
fiac icvleba da biografiis
obieqtic. orlando iseTive qali xde-
ba, rogorc aTasobiT mis irgvliv.
gmiri aRaraa, Cveulebrivi qalia,
Txel, natif TiTebSi gamomwyvdeul
sigarets sveli tuCebiT rom abolebs
da manqanas atarebs; qali, romelic
aTas nawilad danawevrebul sakuTar
pirovnebaSi ixlarTeba; qali, romel-
ic sakuTar TavSi aerTianebs `samoc
Tu samocdaaT sxvadasxva xanas~ da aw-
myosTan erTad warsulsac inaxavs.
modernul epoqaSi, orlandos
biografs aRar ainteresebs faqti,
modernul epoqaSi misTvis mTavari
orlandos pirovnuloba, misi aTasi me,
sulis gaxleCil-dakuwuli nawilebia
mniSvnelovani. amitomac xdeba, rom
romanis pirveli karidan meeqvse
karamde TandaTan iklebs faqtebi, am-
bebi, Tavgadasavlebi, istoriebi, san-
acvlod Zlierdeba xasiaTi, romel-
sac zRvis moqcevasaviT moaqvs gay-
ofili sulis talRebi da iwereba ara
gmiri, moqmedi kacis biografia,
aramed biografia qalisa, mwerali
qalisa, romelsac TiTqos hqonda da
arc hqonda sakuTari oTaxi...
sivrces movavle Tvali da fanjri-
dan gavxede cas. wvima dagubebuli si-
nanuliviT erTbaSad gadmoskda da
quCebSi sacobi gubesaviT dadga. da-
varcxnil-Severcxlili qalebi da ka-
cebi erTmaneTSi airia. gamogonil ms-
menelTan saubari Sevwyvite, xeli ga-
davusvi orlandos iisfer ydas da
pirvel gverdze kidev erTxel gada-
vSale.
maS, ase: „am wignis daweraSi bevri
megobari damexmara~...
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ar daiwera iseTi leqsi

`ar daiwera iseTi leqsi, manana CitiSvili
raTa es omi ar amtydariyo~.
murman jguburia

rom ZmaTa SuRls ar gaedga fesvi,

rom mamuls Cvensas ar egrZno urva,
ar daiwera iseTi leqsi,
ver daiwera, batono murman!

mze aikrifa qarTlis mdelodan,

rarig Soria axla iqamdi...
me rom mcodnoda, qsans ra eloda,
wina dRiT albaT Tavs moviklavdi.

erTurTis tkivils veRar vpatronobT,

vefxvs uwin moymis dedac tiroda,
egeT leqss, albaT, murman batono,
sxva simaRle da guli sWiroda.

vinc Tavs imarTlebs, suyvela crua,

jerac xmianobs im dReTa eqo,
afxazs da oss xom ar eyoT Wkua,
imas vtiri, rom arc qarTvels eyo.

waxda, wavida cxovreba brundad,

cremlia axla aqac da iqac,
ZmaTa erTia sikvdili mudam,
ZmaTa naWrevis sxvaoba vin Tqva.

erTi saxmilis cecxli gvgznebia,

Sen mogxvda tyvia, ganvlil dReTagan me axlac maxsovs
Tu am guls ascda... arafers ar vSli,
Cvens Soris axla sisxlis tbebia amden Secdomis xevebma nisli
droSi naWedi ficvercxlis nacvlad. miuxedavad. amoicoxnes,
mTebs rom Seuyvnen
suyvelam vcodeT da nuRar vdaobT, me yelze cremlis mere cer-cerad,
unda ayvavdes gzebze sosani... mZivi mekida, Cven xom vicodiT,
rodemde, Cemo afxazo Zmao, sxvaT miiCemes erTad sicocxle,
rodemde, modgmav daviT soslanis. Cemi vardebi... erTad Teneba
vgrZnobdi, rom ar gvewera.
rom ar dainTxes kvlav mtrobis gesli, im pirvel Sexvedrebidan
ganSorebisTvis warsulis yvela
kvlav ar wagvlekos zakvam da Surma,
rom mamzadebdi. gadasaxedi
daiwereba iseTi leqsi,
drom daviwyebis
viTom xval an zeg, batono murman?!
cvdeba dro, nislSi mixveta,
rogorc vercxlis beWedi, da mainc maxsovs,
mTebi zurmuxtiT ise waxvedi,
visac Sen gauTendebi ukan erTxelac
bevrjer daqarges,
moval, giambob, ar mogixedavs.
bage ra javriT dadumda,
rogor geZebdi,
ram wamoSala fiqrebi, da rogorc baxis
Sen momiyvebi,
netavi, cecxli rad unda, mglovare mesa,
rogor damkarge.
Sen vis kerazec iqnebi. mesmoda qaris
kvnesa wyvetili
velze yayaCo RaRanebs, da mohyveboda
da dgas siCume
mzeSi elaven qedebi, nakvalevs Sensas
imis dRes ra daaRamebs, wvimis wveTebis
gavyureb mindors,
visac Sen gauTendebi. mravalwertili.
fergadasul namkals da naCals,
tyispirs Cans Sindi
xan es niavi maqezebs, da kunelis Savi giSeri,
xanac CurCuli wnorebis, neta mas
Sen waxvel da me
cecxli rad unda, bageze saamsoflo arRara damrCa, neta mas, cremlis wyaroni
visac Sen eamborebi. viTarca movel, vis Tvalzec ara diana,
imgvaradve mival SiSveli. vis gulmac satrfos siSore
guli tkiviliT gaiqna, arc rodis idardiana.
amaod veZeb natyviars, daifareba zeca arc umtrod ganvlo sawuTro,
ais mklavebi mainc mqna, TeTri Rrublebis qafiT, arc mometebul mtrianad,
RamiT welze ro gartyia. verc erTma bagem tanT verc vin rkina ahyara,
sawadeli Tavisi ver Tqva verc scada imedianad,
da dgas siCume vinc arc vis wasvliT awyina,
nuTu am welsac yvelanair yvirilze mZafri, arc mosvla daagviana.
yurs _ ara, magram
dReo, Senc TiTqos amouTqmel
mimwuxrs miebi, gulebs rom xeTqavs. vis ufro stkiva
garSemoc glovad
mdgari mTebia, Cven wilad gvergo
aragvTan suliT obloba,
nuTu am welsac
qsanze iebi ekliani da
Sen Cemi sunTqva gebara, Sori aRmarTi,
uCemTvalebod
me Seni Cero mfaravda, magram sawuTros
ayvavdebian?!
lekiviT wamogvepara daundoblobas
mTvare CamuxlulT aragvTan. oriod wuTi
Ramev, mTvariT rom
mainc wavarTviT.
moivercxlebi, totze aCqamda beRura,
mze rom aanTebs ciskris moswyinda lodini, dRes sul sxvadasxva
yviTlad ielebs, mTvaris sabani gvexura, bilikiT mivalT
Cems saTqmels mTvarisa gvego logini. da Tvalni
Cemi saxlis mercxlebi mwuxris cremls aToveben,
Tu uamboben mere ki sivrce gawalda netavi, zogjer
gadamTielebs. sityvam, vis ufro stkiva,
iseTi ra iyo, vinc tovebs, Tu mas
rom verc koconma dawva da visac toveben.
ganvlil dReTagan veRarc aragvma waiRo.

qari xmel foTlebs guli tkiviliT feTqavda, ranair mabedniere

kartiviT gaSlis, sulis minelda alegro,
Cems bedze adrec an Sen ar unda geTqva da... ramdenjer damiqancia
bevrjer edava... an me ar unda gamego. suli umzeod dakluli,
29 marti - 11 aprili 2019
literaturuli gazeTi poezia 9
me leqsis kvarTi macvia,
leqsis jvarze var gakruli.

roca ki gavimamace,
dro avad gamekamaTa,
sul leqsis gamo ar macves
jvarze mavanT da mavanTa?!

arc ciskris brwyinva meRirsa,

Cems cad arc mTvare mogorda,
mxolod _ gvirgvini eklisa,
mxolod _ wamebis golgoTa.
tariel xarxelauri
Tumc sduman,
kargad ician,
gza ar mqonia feradi,
Cems umetesad vis scmia
sisxliT naRebi perangi.

mainc arc tirils vapireb,

arc vinmes Tayvans axlodan,
mravalgzis leTas napirebs
Cemebr vin miuaxlovda.

movyvebi sityvis frialos,

bindi Camiqrobs ielebs,
da mainc, leqso, tialo,
ranair mabedniere.

Sen dedaCemic iyavi

`xan vefxvi, xan Tavis Svili

elandeboda mZinarsa.~
leqsi vefxvisa da moymisa ***
ra geSvelebaT an Tqvena
Jams SevrCi gauriyavi, an me ras vizam, netavi,
droSi mec gamaqvitkire, netavi ar mqna, rac xdeba,
Sen dedaCemic iyavi, am yovelives mxedavi.
radgan dedisebr mitire. an guli momca iseTi _
javris, varamis mkvnetavi,
Casisxla orTa iaram an Tqven ara gqnaT, kldeebo,
qviSani Savad Sefxvnili, aseTi gaubedavni.
ubralo vaJi ki ara, an me SemeZlos, TqvensaviT
moyme gazarde vefxviviT. marto grigalebs vedao,
saTelad wuTisoflisTvis
mTvare mTis wverebs lokavda, risTvis dambade, dedao!
arc ra gadgvirCa ukravad, CamomiSrita Tvalebi
Cven simamacem mogvkla da sisxlis cremlebis denama,
imanve gagvaukvdava. is, rac damaklo samzeom,
ar daiSura zenama.
ver Sehxsna suleTis kari
kldes aCnda sisxliT nabani,
dRe davibneleT mziani, madliT naklulma mzerama,
ca damixures varskvlavTa,
arc me viyavi jabani,
erTad gamwira yvelama.
arc is Semixvda Wkviani.
mxolod Sen damrCi, mTvareo,
ar gamimete Sen ara,
lodebma kenWebr igores,
sul ukan damdev, rom marto
Stoni davlewneT aseve, ar damimonon fiqrebma,
rogor erTferad gviglove, sicocxle fiqris gareSe
ra erTi cremliT gvasvele. raRa sicocxle iqneba,
Sen rom Suqsa mfen TvalebSi,
iwvoda guli _ abedi, guli mag SuqiT miTbeba.
avi saxmili ggznebia,
sad Svilis mxar-mklavs aqebdi,
arc Cemi dagviwyebia. ***
SuaRamea, saydridan
grZnoba, ucnobi manamdi, mkrTalad iRvreba naTeli,
yels wameWira qamandad, didi xania am WerqveS _
mec imnairad dagnandi, rac ase bJutavs sanTeli.
viT Seni Svili dagnanda. jer kidev aris, ufalTan
visac rame aqvs saTqmeli,
wyeva vTqvi Cemi bedisa, kidev Tu SerCa imedi
dardSi ver Cageziare, locvas sivrceSi ganfenils,
am qveynad, garda dedisa, zolebad Casdevs cremlebi
mkvdar Svils vin uxvevs iarebs. sakurTxevlidan qvafenils.
kacis landi dgas SuaSi
ciskarma aimanZila, xSiri, gaSlilis wveriTa,
dilam Cena qna pirisa, daRaruli aqvs Rawvebi
Cemsas midixar samZimrad, CamonamzRvlevi cremliTa,
saTqmelad didi Wirisa. xan Zirs ecema mwuxari
da miwas lokavs qSeniTa.
xan wamodgeba saydarSi,
mzem mTebi daairisa,
ca iyo avad mquxari, gaitoteba ifniviT,
sanTelsac kentad anTebuls
Cemic da Seni Svilisac
suls Seuberavs sifrTxiliT,
Cem dedas orniv uTxari.
gamodis gareT da bnelSi
gansxeuldeba qviTiniT.
SemeZlos, Sens kvals avlokdi,
vwevar, qarebi mburdaven,
nu gviglov, ***
Cven ki ar movkvdiT, mze,
erTurTi gavaukvdaveT. mze aanTeT,
gaxseniT farda,
SevrCiT Jams gauriyavi, ver vitan naklul mTvaris sinaTles,
droSi mec gamaqvitkire... gaxseniT,
Sen dedaCemic iyavi, scenis naklebad mwamda,
radgan dedisebr mitire. scena ver axdis niRabs simarTles.
scena aSiSvlebs mxolod sxeulebs,
mayurebeli taSs ukravs dramas,
am sulis SemZvrel Jins SeCveuli
scena mudmivad raRacas malavs.
scenis miRma ki dgas siZvis buRi,
rom cremlnarevi drama Secvalos,
lirikas, rogorc yvelaze uRirss,
darCeba roli scenis mrecxavis.
***
Tu guli Tqvens guls ar efereba,
Tqvenganac civi mzera macilebs,
ra TavSi vixli bednierebas,
Tuki veravis gavunawileb...
hkargavs sicocxle azrsa da,
mizans,
mTxovs,
maradiul Zrwolvas Sevrigde
da wuTisofels –
samyaros sizmars _
gamovyve, rogorc xilvebs Senidan.
ra TavSi vixli drois simyares,
ibrunos miwam,
mainc trialebs,
Sxami da gesli iseT siyvaruls _
Tuki veravis gavuziareb.
***
naxvamdis, mTvarev,
moeria Cems Tvalebs ruli,
dasaZineblad unda wavide,
uZilobasac,
viT sicocxles, aqvs dasasruli,
ukve ZilSi var,
xangrZliv ZilSi me am wamidan.
naxvamdis, mTvarev,
CemTa fiqrTa sazrdov da dedav,
SenTan SemeZlo,
mxolod SenTan maTi gandoba,
Tu rames vqmnidi, rames vwerdi,
erTada vwerdiT
da yvelafrisTvis,
yvelafrisTvis mTvarev, madloba.
naxvamdis, mTvarev,
damimZima Tvalebi Zilma
da aRar ZaluZT
maTi gaxsna aRarc wamwamebs,
unda vewvio
Cems sakanSi moarul Crdilebs,
Crdilebs,
romelTac saubari SenTan maswavles.
naxvamdis, mTvarev,
ukve droa, movrCe laybobas,
Sen Seni gza gaqvs,
an suleli raRad gayovneb.
vici, mTvareo,
kargad vici Ramis mzakvroba,
rom sasaubrod
xval sxva tkivils gamomayolebs.
naxvamdis, mTvarev...
10 proza
xaoda... qsovda, wnavda, naskvavda
da xaoda.
_ adamiani Sinaganad faskunjs
hgavs. mudmivad nadgurdeba da aRorZ-
indeba siamovnebiT. sxvanairad is ver
iqneba adamiani! _ ase uTxra sizmarSi
iman, visac yvelaze metad ver itanda.
mere gulTbilad gadakocna da si-
cili daiwyo. aseTi bednieri arasodes
yofila. maSinac ki, roca pirvelad
igrZno mamakacoba da qalisaTvis sia-
movnebis miniWebis madli... siamovneba,
rogorc dapyrobisa da damorCilebis
netari saSualeba. rac ufro magrad
daitanjebi, miT ufro metad Seecde-
bi, sakuTari Tavi daajildoo!.. yve-
laferi zemoTxsenebulis gafiqreba
mounda, magram bolo momentSi gada-
ifiqra.
aRar undoda bavSvTan Cxubi.
mobezrda da, rac mTavaria, daiRala
am gauTavebeli ZiZgilaobisa da davi-
darabisagan. ra Tqma unda, Zneli iyo
patara arsebis yoveldRe cema, amas
didi fizikuri da sulieri energia
sWirdeboda. bavSvze, fizikuri zewo-
lis dros, ZlivZlivobiT mopovebul
Sinagan wonasworobasac hkargavda. es
gansakuTrebiT im dros xdeboda, roca
misi patara dartymebisagan Tavis dac-
vas cdilobda... mere es amazrzeni xmau-
ri, bRavili da yvirili?!. miTumetes
maSin, roca deni ar iyo, pataris tir-
ils veraferi axSobda. saxlSi atexili
ayalmayalis Sesaxeb ara marto karis
mezoblebi igebdnen da gamoxatavdnen
Tavis mosazrebebs, rac aravis ainter-
esebda, aramed xSiri iyo ucnobi xalx-
is replikebi, SemoZaxilebi da zarebi
_ ra xdeba TqvenTan? daxmareba xom ar
gWirdebaT? vinmes xom ar klavT? iqneb
mec mayurebinoT? gagiJdiT, xalxno,
uCemod rogor bedavT bavSvis cemas?
me var tanjvisa da sadisturi mi-
drekilebebiT dajildoebuli adami-
ani, damirekeT, gamomiyeneT! fuls iqiT
gadagixdiT im sasiamovno wvlilSi,
romelsac Tqveni Svilis aRzrdaSi
gavwev... da kidev aTasi amdagvari aram-
kiTxes pretenziebi, survilebi da mo-
sazrebebi... ramdenjer gaufrTxilebia
patara, rom xmadabla etira, bolos da
bolos, sxvebis mainc unda Sercxveno-
da, magram mas ar esmoda da jiutad
xmamaRla da usircxvilod tiroda. es
iyo damTrgunveli, Wkuidan gadamyvani
da Tanac gulisamaCuyebeli tirili.
ase SeiZleboda, adamiani gagiJebu-
liyo, magram man icoda raRac, ris meS-
veobiTac inarCunebda pirovnul xi-
bls. gansakuTrebiT maSin, roca eZina.
_ ra var me?!. Cemi cxovreba ram-
denime sityvazea agebuli, romelTa
energiiT CemSi gaJRenTilia yoveli
moZraoba, yoveli azri Tu ltolva,
yoveli nawilaki... icxovre swrafad da
mokvdi axalgazrda... aq siswrafe ar
niSnavs fizikur mdgomareobas, esaa
sulieri mdgomareoba... sxva veravin
gauZlebs amas... icxovre swrafad da
mokvdi axalgazrda... am ritmiT ver-
avin icxovrebs Cems gverdiT...
yovelTvis maqvs imis Zala, rom vebrZo-
lo sakuTar Tavs... me yvelas ga-
vumklavdebi Cemi sicocxlis gzaj-
varedinze.
diax, is sastiki iyo da daundobe-
li, magram aseTad ar dabadebula, ase-
Ti axloblebma da irgvliv arsebulma
situaciam gaxada. is ganicdida Tavis
amJamindel mdgomareobas. xvdeboda,
rom miuxedavad saerTo Tanadgomisa,
TanagrZnobisa, Tanamoazreobisa, Ta-
nasiyvarulisa da TanaTanxmobisa, ar
akeTebda da ar fiqrobda imas, rac
unda ekeTebina da razec unda efiqra.
is xSirad vardeboda depresiasa da sa-
sowarkveTilebaSi. is xSirad ymuoda da
knaoda, magram misi aravis esmoda... yve-
las egona, rom xvrinavda da Tanac saS-
inlad. masTan erTad oTaxSi Zili Seu-
Zlebeli iyo, amitom marto eZina. mar-
to. amas mtkivneulad ganicdida, rac
fanjrebis mtvrevasa da satrfialo
sityvebis uwmawuri qveteqstebiT yvir-
ilSi gamoixateboda.
_ miande RmerTs sevda Seni! da nu
iRwvi xvalindeli dRisTvis. naTqvamia
literaturuli gazeTi
masze, vinc cdunebaSia moqceuli da
ver SesZlo iyos momTmeni, aramed aR-
egzno da guli mwveli survilebiT ae-
vso! daiaxlova jojoxeTi!..
...Sevida Tu ara saxlSi, yvelafers
mixvda. molodini da siCume, romli-
Tac gaJRenTili iyo maTi ojaxis
kedlebi, mxolod erTze metyvelebda,
raRac moxda... Tvalcremliani coli
kedelze CaquCiT raRac Wrelsa da mCx-
avanas aWedebda. mere mixvda, es gvate-
malis gastrolebidan Camotanili Tu-
TiyuSi iyo, romelic Svilis gaCenamde
bavSviviT uyvarda. misi Svili, patara
bavSvuna ki, magidasTan ijda da wigne-
bidan amoxeul furclebze Tofebs,
danebs da TavmoWril xalxs xatavda...
es yvelaferi imis sawindari iyo, rom
bavSvuna aucileblad unda dasjil-
iyo... tanze arc ki gamoucvlia, ise
Camojda gaxunebul savarZelze da si-
civisagan gaToSili xelebi saxeze ai-
fara. aseTi dRe pirvelad ar gaTeneb-
ula mis cxovrebaSi, es misi gaubedure-
buli bedis ganuyofeli nawili iyo...
amoisunTqa da odnav gaxalisebuli,
yovelSemTxvevisaTvis, xelebis dasa-
banad gaeSura:
_ yvelanairi axali saqme sufTa
xelebiT unda daiwyo!..
dRevandeli dRis darCenili nawili
SeiZleba sainteresodac ki gaetarebi-
na. Tumca dilidan arasasiamovno Seg-
rZnebiT gaeRviZa, radgan is viRac sxva,
romelic didi xania, Cabudeboda tvin-
Si da misi Tvalebidan missave fiqrebsa
da saqciels uTvalTvalebda, xandax-
an ki orazrovan frazebs CasCurCuleb-
da, xmamaRla alaparakda:
_ tvini igivea, rac kuWi... oRond
fiqrebisa da ideebisaTvis... is Rebu-
lobs sakvebs gagonili, mosmenili an
TavisiT dabadebuli azrebisagan da
cdilobs, isini fiqrebad da ideebad
gadaaqcios. Tuki es moaxerxa, progre-
si viTardeba, Tuki _ ara, emarTeba
faRaraTi... an ewyeba Sekruloba!.. Sei-
Zleba, gauCdes gazebic.
mis gonebaSi mkacri da pretenziu-
li toniT warmoTqmuli winadadebebi
irgvliv arsebul bgerebsa da xmaurebs
axSobdnen. amitom sxvebisadmi igi, faq-
tobrivad, dayruvda. bevri fiqris,
uZilobisa da mTeli Rameebis ganmav-
lobaSi televizoris yurebisagan
Tvalebic astkivda, ris gamoc iZule-
buli gaxda, umetesi dro Tvaldaxu-
Wuls gaetarebina. amitom yvelasaTvis
is ara marto yru, aramed brmac iyo.
Tanac saxlis Camtvreuli fanjre-
bidan Semosulma sicivem cota xanSi
saxsrebis tkivilTan da radikulit-
Tan daamegobra, ris gamoc amindis cv-
lilebebis dros veRar inZreoda, TiT-
sac ki ZlivZlivobiT atokebda...
gadametebuli nerviulobisa da
yvirilisagan, xandaxan xmasac ver
iRebda. imdenad daTrgunuliyo saku-
Tari cxovrebisa da bedis simZimisagan,
rom gekiTxaT, ratom iyo aseT savala-
lo mdgomareobaSi, ukeTes SemTxveva-
Si, xmas ar gagcemdaT, xolo uaresi
SemTxvevebis momswre ramdenime TviT-
mxilveli mZime travmebiT Tavisa da
gulmkerdis areSi dResac iwvnen
rkinigzis saavadmyofoSi. aqedan ga-
momdinare, zogjer aramarto brma da
yru iyo, aramed metyvelebawarTmeuli
da paralizebulic ki...
erTi naxviT, ucnobebisaTvis is in-
validi, bedisagan daCagruli, wynari
da keTilSobili adamianis STabeWd-
ilebas tovebda, xolo ojaxis wevreb-
is, axloblebisa da nacnobebisaTvis ki
ukve didi xania, nexviTa da boRmiT
savse kasri iyo...
_ me is ki ar mikvirs, apokalifsi
da gamocxadeba rom iqneba, aramed is,
Tu sad iyo eg dalocvili aqamde?! _
Tavis qalaze es sityvebi Signidan
ukakunebda da iZulebuli iyo, isini
koba cxakaia
babaWua
Tavis azrebad eqcia _ ase sicruis WeS-
maritebasTan mivdivarT?!
tvinSi mokalaTebuli is viRac Tu
raRac arc iRleboda da arc Cerde-
boda, maswavlebeliviT uyviroda.
diliT Seecada, yuradReba ar mieqcia
misTvis, magram wveris parsvis dros
tvinSi gaCxerili frazebis avtomat-
urad gameoreba daiwyo. erTi yvelaze
metad daamaxsovrda:
_ siyvaruli, rogorc saSualeba,
iSviaTad unda gamoiyeno!
ar axsovs, ramdenjer warmoTqva es
fraza, mxolod maSin gaCumda, roca
mixvda, zeda da qveda sarTulis me-
zoblebis abazanebidan Semosuli si-
cili misken iyo mimarTuli. ramden-
jerme mwared SeukurTxa. ho, ki ar Sei-
gina, aramed SeukurTxa. Semdeg ki gul-
dawyvetilma protestis niSnad samjer
CauSva unitazSi wyali da xmamaRla
marcval-marcval gaimeora:
_ siyvaruli, rogorc saSualeba,
iSviaTad unda gamoiyeno!.. roca Sens
zemoT cisa da RmerTis magivrad mezob-
lis daubaneli fexebi, an misi fexsac-
melebis gacveTili Zirebia... xolo Sens
qvemoT miwa ki ara, sxva mezoblis
qertliani Tavia... SeuZlebelia, nor-
maluri iyo...
sicili saerTo aRfrTovanebam
Secvala... iyo taSi, bravos SeZaxilebi
da mravalsarTuliani milocvebi...
mere samsaxurSi sxva safiqrali
gauCnda da yvelaferi daaviwyda, ma-
gram morCa Tu ara muSaobas, avtobu-
sis molodinSi erTi Reri sigaretis
mowevisas masSi isev gaiRviZa im viRa-
cam da azradqceuli akviatebuli fra-
za kvlav bgerebad aqcia:
siyvaruli, rogorc saSualeba, iS-
viaTad unda gamoiyeno!..
es ki Tqva, magram cxovreba mainc
Cveulebrivad gagrZelda da lamis
gaaswro kidec. Tumca is mainc daewia,
Camoekida, aZvra da dajda...
bolo aTi welia, uzarmazari,
gamouyenebeli energiiT daavadebul
suls aRar moscilebia mware SegrZne-
29 marti - 11 aprili 2019
ba imisa, rom rac ukeTebia da ris ga-
keTebasac apirebda momavalSi, fuWia
da sadRac ukidegano, uZiro xaxaSi an
ufskrulSi ikargeba, an jer Tu ar
Cakargula, aucileblad Caikargeba.
amitom saWiro iyo misi sasargeblo
kalapotisaken mimarTva. TiTqos ipo-
va kidec aseTi kalapoti, samsaxuri,
magram rac ufro metad mimarTavda
misken am energias, miT meti ugrovde-
boda _ Rame aRar aZinebda. imdeni
hqonda, ukve aRar icoda, sad, raSi,
ranairad, risTvis da rogor daexar-
ja. bevrjer scada misgan Tavis daRwe-
va, dawva, gaflangva, gaCuqebac ki, ma-
gram ver SesZlo. ver daicala, ver gam-
oifita. TiTqos uxilavi, mZlavri gen-
eratori mizandasaxulad gamoi-
muSavebda masSi gadametebul energias
da kanis forebidan vulkaniviT amox-
eTqvas cdilobda. amis gamoc cudad
iyo, Zalian cudad, radgan ar icoda,
risTvis an ratom mianiWes Tu aCuqes es
niWi... cudad iyo maSinac ki, roca kar-
gad grZnobda Tavs.
_ mxolod keTilSobili sagnebisa
da grZnobebis gamoyeneba SeiZleba
borotad! _ eubneboda is viRac da
xmamaRla icinoda...
Tavs didxans ikavebda aTasnairi
suleluri ideebis, azrebisa da
grZnobebisagan, magram uecrad yve-
laferi mobezrda. daiRala mudmivi
daZabulobisagan da erT mSvenier
dRes, rogorc ityvian, afrebi auSva...
da Tavi moikla. Tvalebi ise
gadmokarkla, gaukvirda, roca momin-
deba. isev rogor davxuWavo. mere iyvi-
ra:
_ gaviqceT, Cqara gaviqceT! _ da
gulwasuli im megobris mklavebze mies-
vena, romelic Turme arasodes hyo-
lia...
nekrologSi ase ewera _ veRar gauZ-
lo amden umisamarTo da Tanac aral-
ogikur tkivils, romelmac ver hpova
Tavisi adgili mis sulSi da cxovreba-
Si, radgan ar icoda, ratom iyo masTan
da ara mis mezobelTan, an eger quCaSi
mimaval viRac tipTan, an SenTan, Cemo
sasiqadulo mkiTxvelo. is didxans
gaurboda am tkivilTan pirispir Sex-
vedras da cdilobda, aranairad
gamoexata, ar gamoevlina igi, TiTqos
raRac adgilic mounaxa mas Tavis
gonebaSi, siamovnebis `paxmelia~ uwo-
da kidec. magram bolos da bolos tan-
jva zolebad daseril saxed amoutiv-
tivda gonebaSi. da es saxe mas hgavda,
magram misi ar iyo. sxvanairi TvalebiT
uyurebda da SesaZloa, dascinoda
kidec... dascinoda, aba ra... gada-
afurTxa, gaaxila da dainaxa, irgvliv
aTasi cali Tvali cnobismoyvareobiT
anaTebda misi sulis simaxinjes da si-
SiSvles:
_ nu geSiniaT, Tqvenze ufro metad
me meSinia! _ roca tvinSi Casaxlebu-
li is viRaca am frazas ucxo xalxiT
savse avtobusSi ramdenjerme
aTqmevinebda da Tanac xmamaRla, amas
dacinva ar erqva?!.
oh, rogor Sercxva im dRes saku-
Tari gaurkvevlobisa da ususurobis!
gaurkvevlobis da ususurobis, Tumca
aseTi ram pirvelad maSin igrZno, roca
mama gaxda. saerTo sixarulis, SeZax-
ilebis, molocvebisa da xvevna-kocnis
dros SemTxveviT samSobiaros misaReb-
Si dakidebul sarkeSi Caixeda da... is
dainaxa, TeTr perangSi gamowyobili,
sufTad gaparsuli, mokled SekreWili
TmiT da avi RimiliT. is mas TvalebSi
uyurebda... is, swored is, vinc axla mis
tvinSi cxovrobda da mis fiqrebsa da
survilebs awvalebda da...
_ mSrali wyali da civi cecxli! _
es iyo is pirveli sityvebi, romlebic
misgan gaigona, _ mSrali wyali da civi
cecxli! _ swored amis gamo moikla
Tavi, Cemo sasiqadulo da saTayvanebo
mkiTxvelo...
TviTmkvlelobis Semdegac yve-
laferi fuWi gamodga. sulieri simS-
vide, megobruli nadimebi, meuRl-
isTvis dafaruli sasiyvarulo Tavga-
dasavlebi... veraferma gadafara mis
sulSi gaCenili bzari, romelic, wes-
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iT, misi ar unda yofiliyo, radgan
saamiso aRaraferi hqonda Cadenili. is
amas aRar imsaxurebda. gmirad aRar
daibadeboda, wmindad miTumetes. is
mxolod mkvdari iyo; iseTive, rogorc
yvela mis asakSi da mis droSi. magram
natvra masac hqonda, iseve rogorc
yvela micvalebuls mis asakSi da mis
droSi. undoda, mxolod maZRari da
kmayofili yofiliyo. aqedan gamom-
dinare, sayvareli frazac ki moigona,
romelsac xSirad wamoiZaxebda baxusi-
Ta da ucnobi qalis dundulebiT aRg-
znebuli:
_ kargi mwvadis gulobiza samSob-
los gavyidi! _ sityva `gulobiza~-s
specialurad xmarobda, fiqrobda, ase
ufro kolorituli iqnebao.
sadac tkbili iyo, iq midioda, sa-
dac Crdili iyo, iq jdeboda, sadac
Tbili iyo, iq izmoreboda. hoda, ras
gadaekida is raRaca, ratom gadaria
ase, ratom?!.
_ Zalian Znelia sikvdilis mere
gacocxleba. es arc unda da Tanac arc
esmis imas, vinc ar momkvdara. fanjara
_ farda. xelebi _ rafa. Weri _ WaRi.
sarkmeli _ saketi. moqmedeba _ ener-
gia. Crdili _ zedapiri. iataki _
mtveri. martooba... moqmedeba _ ener-
gia.
mas SeeZlo, yoveli sityva azrad
eqcia. fanjara _ farda. xelebi _
rafa. Crdili _ zedapiri. martooba...
yvela pasuxi saxlSi datova...
_ mteri gangsjis dRevandeli dRi-
saTvis. moyvare xvalindelisaTvis.
Svilebi ki zegindelisaTvis. amitom
Seni saSveli araa?! _ isev Caesma imis
Semparavi da amasTanave momTxovni
xma...
muSti mTeli ZaliT dairtya mux-
lze.
_ ici, rogor mrcxvenia xandaxan,
Seni mama rom var?! _ daapira amis Tqma,
magram Tavi Seikava. es Zalian cudi si-
marTle iyo da imitom. icoda, samarcx-
vino mama rom iyo, magram ar undoda,
amis Sesaxeb sxvasac scodnoda. Tvale-
bi daxuWa da Seecada, energia raRac
axal kalapotSi gadaegdo. energia iyo,
magram kalapoti arsad Canda. Rrmad
CaisunTqa, sunTqva Seikava da isev
CaisunTqa, mere isev, mere isev, magram
ver gaskda...
_ mkvdari viri aravis unaxavs.
roca grZnobs sikvdilis moaxloebas,
patronisagan daukiTxavad sadRac
midiso. is Tavisi fexebiT midis
sikvdilTan Sesaxvedrad. amitomac
Znelia mkvdari virebis naxvao...
gaigona, rogor Cauara uxmod bavS-
vma. albaT mis saxes SeSinebuli uyureb-
da da ise miipareboda Tavisi kuTxisak-
en, sadac saTamaSoebs amofarebuli
daelodeboda imas, rac isev unda mo-
mxdariyo...
_ cxovreba Cvili bavSviviT unda
iyos, rom ar SegZuldes.
_ Tqven Zalian gyvarebiaT bavSve-
bi.
_ myvarebia?.. me maT vxatav xandax-
an.
es saubari massa da mis momaval
meuRles Soris xuTi wlis win Sedga.
zooparkSi. zafxulis cxel dRes. is
dadioda volierebs Soris da morig
grZelfexeba gogonasTan arSemdgar
paemanze fiqrobda. uecrad xis Crdil-
Si mdgari molberti da mokle kabiT
odnav dafaruli lamazi fexebi dain-
axa. fexebis patroni raRacas xatavda.
mivida da suraTs daakvirda. masze ga-
lia iyo daxatuli. bavSvebi galiis
iqidan daZabuli da SiSnarevi
TvalebiT uyurebdnen mas da im grZe-
li fexebis patrons, romelic Semdeg
misi Svilis deda unda gamxdariyo...
_ nurasodes gaeqcevi gorilas. is
aucileblad dageweva! _ gaaxsenda im
viRacis adre naTqvami fraza, gaecina
_ Trompete Arena aris sayviri, masze
ukraven dedebi, romlebic gvenatre-
bian, da romlebic aRar arian... romel-
ic... romlebic... romlebic...
arsebobs sawamlavi, romelic si-
namdvileSi wamalia. mas aZleven avad-
myof an Zalagamoclils, raTa adami-
literaturuli gazeTi
anSi arsebuli miZinebuli Zalebi
gaaRviZos da brZolis unari gauRvi-
vos. magram Tu mas janmrTeli adamiani
dalevs, mokvdeba. mas daleuli hqon-
da es sawamlavi. da mas yvelaferi fex-
ebze unda hkideboda.
adamiani mTeli cxovrebis manZilze
_ ocdacameti weli fexze dgas,
ocdaxuTi weli sZinavs, zis Cvidmeti
weli, erTi weli da orassamocdaaTi
dRe icinis, tanze erTi weli da asor-
moci dRe ixdis, zeimobs erTi weli da
oci dRe, tualetSi oTxmoci dRe zis,
xuTasi dRe tans ibans, rigSi Svidasi
dRe dgas, orasi dRe telefonze
laparakobs, as samocdaaTi dRe kama-
Tobs, seqsze ki mxolod asi dRe exar-
jeba _ yvelaze cota dro. da swored
mis gamo yvelaze didi problemebi
aqvs.
_ seqsi mTavaria, magram aucile-
belia, gyavdes iseTi vinme, visac oms
gamoucxadeb! Tumca SiSveli xelebiT
zRarbs ver SeaSineb...
xelebze daixeda. ukankalebda.
Zalian mounda yvelafris Sors gagza-
vna, magram amisaTvis iumoris grZnoba
da keTili guli iyo saWiro. es simdi-
dre ki sadRac dahkarga...
_ gamagebine, rodis daamTavreb
tyuilebis mogonebas da daiwyeb sima-
rTlis moyolas?.. rodis?
_ ar gatyueb, mama, dedas geficebi.
_ ramdenjer giTxari, nu ificebi,
amas ar gTxov?! miTxari mxolod sima-
rTle, meti araferi... SeiZleba, yvela
moatyuo, magram me arasodes ar mo-
matyuo! gaige?
_ ho, gavige!
_ Tu simarTlis Tqmas ar iswavli,
Sens irgvliv yvela gaborotdeba... isi-
ni dedinacvlebad da maminacvlebad
iqcevian... yvela mxolod Sens dasjaze
ifiqrebs, moferebiT ki aravin mogef-
ereba...
_ arc moundebaT?
_ SeiZleba, ki moundeT, magram
aRar emaxsovrebaT, rogor unda
mogeferon... amitom ar mogeferebian!
_ me TviTon miveferebi.
_ ici, ra feria mofereba? _
hkiTxa da gadawyvita dRes aravin dae-
saja.
bavSvi mas hgavda, qalisagan mxolod
kanisa da Tmis feri gamohyoloda.
masaviT jiuti iyo, Tumca gulmaviwy-
oba, gulubryviloba da bevri siyvaru-
li Tavisi hqonda.
_ bavSvebisTvis ar arsebobs bevri
siyvaruli! _ isev CasCurCula iman.
mwared gaecina da xmadabla romeli-
Raca filmidan gagonili fraza wamoi-
luRluRa _ CurCuli! mwams SimSilis
SegrZnebisa da CurCuliT naTqvami si-
tyvebisa...
_ xandaxan rwmena wyevlaze uare-
sia! _ esmoda sxvisi damcinavi CurCu-
li, _ roca ara gaqvs ruka, yovelTvis
urCxulebiT dasaxlebul samyaroSi
xvdebi!..
mis samyaroSi iyo raRac, ris gamoc
is ufro metad aRrWialebda kbilebs,
karklavda Tvalebs da iwyebda zmuils.
es iyo misi survili, Tavisi Svili-
saTvis ufrosi Zma yofiliyo. aseve
didi survili da natvra hqonda,
meuRlisaTvis megobari yofiliyo,
TanamSromlebisaTvis pativsacemi
pirovneba, mezoblebisaTvis gaWirveb-
is talkvesi, ucnobi da nacnobi adami-
anebisaTvis iseTi vinme, romlis yve-
lanair moqmedebas Tu saqciels isini
siamovnebiTa da kdemamosilebiT mi-
iRebdnen... TviTon amas samoTxis miu-
wvdomel zmanebas uwodebda, axloble-
bi nevrozs, xolo isini, anu yvela dan-
arCeni _ gamosirebulobas, romlis
patieba SeuZlebeli iyo.
_ mapatieT ra, yvelam! TiTo-TiTo
raRac mainc mapatieT! _ saSineli
depresiis Jams SiSis grZnoba aitanda
da Tavs samsjavroze warmoidgenda,
romelic raRaciT Cveulebriv video-
bars waagavda. iq sigaretis bolSi gax-
veuli ekranidan misi faruli fiqreb-
isa da ocnebebis, warmosaxvaSi gaTa-
maSebuli scenebis da farulad Casax-
uli survilebis kinodemonstracia
mimdinareobda. da amas kaxpebi, loTe-
bi, narkomanebi, CaTlaxebi, mkvlelebi,
aferistebi, qurdebi da sxva aTasi ju-
ris sazogadoebis nagavi uyurebda.
isini icinodnen da drodadro mas
aRtacebulni gadaxedavdnen. am dros
marTlac Zalian popularuli iyo, me-
zoblebisaTvis pativsacemi pirovneba,
TanamSromlebisaTvis gaWirvebis
talkvesi, ucnobi da nacnobebisaTvis
iseTi vinme, romlis yvelanair mo-
qmedebas Tu saqciels siamovnebiTa da
madlierebiT miiRebdnen, _ mapatieT
ra, yvelam! TiTo-TiTo danaSauli
mainc mapatieT!
_ visac sakuTari Tavi ecodeba, mas
didi danaSaulis Cadena SeuZlia! _
ovaciebiTa da mxiaruli SeZaxilebiT
pasuxobdnen, TiTqos misnairi ara-
sodes enaxoT.
_ wadiT ra, SemeSviT! Cems meti ve-
ravin naxeT?! momSordiT! _ daaxloe-
biT am azrs gamoxatavda is sityvebi,
romlebsac Tavisi miznebisa da sur-
vilebis gamosaxatavad iyenebda. maTi
moyvana aq Zalian arakoreqtuli da
sasircxvilo iqneboda. miT umetes,
roca misi monologis ZiriTadi azri
ukve gamoTqmulia.
_ ranair uazro sityvebs bur-
tyuneb? _ samzareulodan qalis xma
moesma, _ xom ar gagiJdi?
_ hoo?! ara, daviRale... daviRale!
raRaca maqvs gasakeTebeli, magram
daviRale.
didi xania, raRacis gakeTeba undo-
da, raRac iseTis, rac samudamod Sew-
yvetda am gauTavebel, usasrulo mono-
logs Tu dialogs mis tvinSi, magram
eSinoda. ar icoda, ra moxdeboda im
raRacis gakeTebis Semdeg. iqneb saer-
Tod gamqraliyo da mtvrad qceuliyo.
da rac mTavaria, imasTan pirispir Sex-
vedra aSinebda, radgan ar icoda, vin
an ra iyo... SiSisagan sasacilo rom
gamxdariyo, maSin?! is xom, ase vTqvaT,
qveSafsia iyo. Tumca SeeZlo, `ambra-
zurasac~ gadafareboda, oRond mx-
olod maSin, roca mayurebeli da Sem-
fasebeli hyavda... samwuxarod, imdeni
Wkua ar hyofnida, rom TviTon Semfase-
beli an mayurebeli aeZulebina, es
gaekeTebina mis magivrad. mokled rom
vTqvaT, is sarkeSi iyurebda da xvde-
boda, rom mcire Wkuis gamo magari gan-
doni verasodes gaxdeboda.
_ uyureb sagnebs da xvdebi, am yure-
biT cvli maT ganlagebasa da mniS-
vnelobas... maTi brunvisa da moZrao-
bis traeqtorias... SenSic raRaca icv-
leba... amas hqvia saganTa gaurkvevlo-
ba!
_ amas hqvia, mixval saxlSi, Cajde-
bi sayvarel savarZelSi da xvdebi, rom
marto xar, saxli ki carielia... _ dam-
cinavad erTveboda xma mis fiqrebSi.
_ giyureb, vfiqrob da mecineba...
axali gmiroba Caidine? isev masaxele?
isev gaaxare Cveni gulebi?! _ ikiTxa
man da saTamaSoebSi Camjdar pataras
Sexeda. bavSvma Tavi aswia da gauRima.
kacsac mounda gaRimeba, magram Tavi
Seikava. gaicinebda da yvelaferi
damTavrdeboda, mTeli kompleqsi
mofiqrebuli svlebi sadamsjelo-
aRmzrdelobiTi operaciebisa wyalSi
Caeyreboda. mas uyvarda bavSvi, Zalian
uyvarda, magram axla ar SeeZlo, es
gaemxila. amis ufleba ar hqonda...
_ uyureb sagnebs da xvdebi, rom am
yurebiT cvli maT ganlagebas da mniS-
vnelobas! _ es sityvebi mere unda
Tqmuliyo, sasiqadulo mkiTxvelo, ma-
gram ukve iTqva da ras izam?!. vagr-
Zeleb...
kacs undoda, saxlSi gvian mo-
suliyo. fiqrobda, mival da CaZinebu-
li damxvdebiano. ase mainc avcdebi
imas, rac unda moxdeso, magram sanam
amas gaifiqrebda, fexebs Turme Tavis-
iT miuyvania saxlamde. binis kars xeli
rom Seaxo, yvelaferi dabrunda. si-
tyvebi, cremlebi, ofliani xelebis
Sexeba, cnobismoyvare gamoxedvebi, vi-
Tom gaocebuli nacnobebis gamonaTq-
vamebi... da suni, axladmomzadebuli
vaxSmis suni, romelic SimSilisagan
gaTangul sulSi uZvreboda da iq
proza 11
Rorobis, gaumaZRrobis, nayrovanebis
foierverkebs awyobda. moxarSuli so-
sisis suni mTels saxlSi idga. mas elo-
dnen mSivrebi, ususurebi da amis gamo
gaborotebulnic ki. elodnen rogorc
marCenals da manac ar daagviana _ is
yovelTvis maSin modis, roca droa,
magram miuxedavad amisa, yovelTvis
agvianebs... is mamaa, romelic aRas-
rulebs ganaCens. man icis, vinaa damna-
Save da rogor unda daisajos is, vinc
aSavebs...
_ isev uazro sityvebs burtyuneb?
_ samzareulodan qalis xma moesma, _
xom ar gagiJdi?
_ hoo?! ara, daviRale... daviRale!
raRaca maqvs gasakeTebeli, magram
Zalian daviRale.
rodis daiwyo am saSineli rolis
TamaSi?.. rodis gadaabija bavSvTan
urTierTobaSi zRvars da rodis gax-
da... mama-lo, mama-kaci, mama _ didi?..
aRar axsovda. amas aRarc ki hqonda
mniSvneloba. mTavari is iyo, rom mis-
Tvis sazRvrebi aRar arsebobda.
_ eSmaki yvelafers akeTebs miznis
misaRwevad. misTvis ar arsebobs cud-
isa da kargs Soris sazRvrebi... is mo-
qmedebaSi mravalferovani da mraval-
saxovania! RmerTi ki mxolod sa-
marTlianobas icavs, is arasodes gada-
abijebs zRvars. mas es ar sWirdeba. is
RmerTia da morCa! _ daxeda Tavis fer-
gadasul dasvril fexsacmelebs da
arakeTili siciliT gaecina.
_ albaT dRes cudi araferi momx-
dara? _ ikiTxa da Zalis-ZaliT fex-
sacmelebis gaxda daiwyo. sicariele da
fuWi molodini daseirnobda mis sax-
lSi. qali samzareuloSi ukmayofilod
abutbutda:
_ isev masaxele, patarav? nu geSin-
ia, simarTle miTxari! _ rogor ver
itanda aseTi toniT laparaks, magram
Zalian mieCvia da Tavis Sekaveba aRar
SeeZlo. meqanikurad gamosdioda. Sei-
Zleba iTqvas, xorxidan amosul si-
tyvebs erTguli ZaRliviT misdevda
ukan. amis gamo yvela da Tavisi Tavic
ezizReboda. aseve ver itanda ZaRlebs,
miT umetes _ erTgul ZaRlebs.
_ ramdenjer giTxari, Wkvianad
iyavi? nuravis mouSli nervebs... ver
xedav, irgvliv ra xdeba?! Seni
uWkuobaRa aklia am samyaros! _ daba-
li, Semparavi xmiT daiwyo man.
bavSvi zurgiT ijda da Tavis odnavi
mobrunebiT cdilobda, malulad Se-
exeda misTvis. kacma aswavla ase jdo-
ma, Tuki ar SegiZlia TvalebSi miyuro,
maSin jobs, saerTod ar miyuro da ise
misminoo, Torem mkacrad dagsjio.
arada, mas TviTon eSinoda bavSvis
TvalebSi Caxedva. icoda, sircxvilis-
agan SeiZleba tirili daewyo, radgan
cota xnis mere sasjeli mainc aRsrul-
deboda.
kacs cremlebze guli ereoda, si-
cilze Riziandeboda, sevdaze Wkua
eketeboda da... da ase Semdeg. mokled,
magra gaetia, anu kramiti dascurebo-
da da Tan TavSi xandaxan fexi hqonda,
magram mainc pativsacem pirovnebad
iTvleboda, radgan, jer erTi, dro iyo
aseTi da Tanac pirobebic xels uwyob-
da.
_ ar SeiZleba, yvelaferSi bavSvi
iyos damnaSave, Senc raRacas daaSaveb-
di. an droulad ar miaqcevdi yura-
dRebas! is ki TavisiT ver mixvdeboda,
cuds akeTebda Tu kargs! amitom, Tu
ginda, Senc dagsji masTan erTad, _
adre ase cdilobda sasjelis aR-
srulebisagan Tavis aridebas.
_ urtyam sakuTar momavals, rom-
lis dadgomisac geSinia! _ ase uTxra
qalma.
sicarielec da fuWi molodinic
isev daseirnobda saxlSi da amitom ka-
cisTvis is sicarieled iqca, anu imad,
rasac verasodes Seavseb. kaci xSirad
aginebda sicarieles, radgan sicarie-
lis sinonimi `uu, Seni~ iyo. `uu, Seni~
ki yovelTvis kargad ergeboda, esad-
ageboda lanZRva-ginebas _ urtyam

sakuTar momavals, romlis dadgomis-
ac geSinia!
12 proza
dasasruli
is amis gamoc itanjeboda. itanje-
boda, oh, ra rigad itanjeboda. amas
emateboda _ wneva, RviZlis gaganiere-
ba, gulis ariTmia, Saqari, koniuqtivi-
ti, stomatiti, prostata da Tanac,
marcxena fexis cera TiTze frCxili
hqonda Caxveuli, ris gamoc siarulis
dros koWlobda da goSiasaviT
krusunebda. Tumca, ise, mgeliviT kaci
iyo, gansakuTrebiT maSin, roca televi-
zoris win CamoeZineboda...
xandaxan fiqrobda, rom yvelafer-
Si damnaSave masSi Cabudebuli usamarT-
lobis SegrZneba iyo. ver itanda im pa-
tara kacis rols, romlis TamaSic re-
alur cxovrebaSi xSirad uxdeboda, ma-
gram metis moTxovnis da brZolis Tavi
aRar hqonda. amitom wagebuli cxovre-
bisTvis viRac unda dasjiliyo, viRac
iseTi, vinc mas veraferiT SeewinaaRm-
degeboda, raTa misi dasjiT gamowveul
gulistkivilsa da sindisis qenjnas
kacSi axali Zalebi gaeRviZa. brZolis
dasawyebad Tu ara, patara qaoturi
ajanyebis mosawyobad mainc. roca am
ajanyebaze fiqrobda, grZnobda, mtre-
bisa da mobezrebuli axloblebis sisx-
lisagan daTxvril xelebze TiTebi
rogor ewebeboda. irgvliv ki iyo sica-
riele da saocari myudroeba... ai,
swored am dros tkbilad CaeZineboda
televizoris win da manam Tvlemda, san-
am ar moSivdeboda da xelebis dasabanad
ar gamoeRviZeboda. gamofxizlebuli
ki xvdeboda, rom es ar iyo sinamdvile...
xolo roca ocneba Zalian gansxvavde-
ba sinamdvilisagan, Cndeba sastiki
sircxvilis grZnoba, romelic gaja-
doebs... magram Tu kaci bedTan dawye-
bul oms ageb, am dros sircxvili egoiz-
mis naRmze feTqdeba da ibadeba koS-
maruli siamovneba, koSmarebiT kaifi,
koSmarebiT Troba _ kaci amas fiqrob-
da da iboRmeboda.. o, ra rigad iboRme-
boda.
_ mama, am saTamaSos fexi moZvra.
gaukeTeb? _ ikiTxa bavSvma da saTamaSo
maRla aswia, ise, rom kacisaken arc ki
gauxedavs.
_ vinc gaafuWa, iman unda gaakeTos!
_ uTxra man.
_ me ar gamifuWebia.
_ ara, biWo, me gavafuWe.
_ miyvars es saTamaSo! _ TiTqos
tirili mounda pataras.
_ mere ramdenjer agixseni, rac giy-
vars, imas unda gaufrTxilde! _ kacma
ukve icoda, rom es iyo imis dasawyisi,
risi dawyebac aRar undoda. amitom
Seecada, grZnobebi moeToka da energia
sxva rameze gadaerTo, magram ukeTesi
veraferi moifiqra da bavSvs dauZaxa _
modi CemTan!
misi sityvebi mudaras gavda. pataram
eWviT Sexeda, mere frTxilad wamodga
da neli nabijiT miuaxlovda. xelSi
fexmotexili babaWua _ oboba-kaci
eWira.
_ geSinia?! _ TvalebSi Caxeda man
da gaRimeba scada. bavSvmac gaiRima.
_ mama, mTvrali xar?
_ ara? raze Sematye?
_ ofliani xar da imitom... yvela
mTvrali ofliania?! _ bavSvma gatex-
ili saTamaSo muxlebze daudo da mis
win iatakze dajda. mas mamamisiviT didi
Taflisferi Tvalebi hqonda...
diax, Cemo gamorCeulo da Tvalis-
Cino mkiTxvelo: kacma, rogorc
yovelTvis, dResac gvian daamTavra
muSaoba. miuxedavad amisa, is ver itan-
da imas, risi keTebac axla uxdeboda,
Tanac grZnobda, rom atyuebdnen da im-
dens ar aZlevdnen, ramdenic ekuTvno-
da da yvelaferTan erTad rcxvenoda
imis keTeba, rasac akeTebda, miuxedavad
imisa, rom sxva sakeTebeli mainc ar iyo,
da arc TviTon icoda sxva ramis keTe-
ba.
_ keTeba, arkeTeba... gakeTeba.. nake-
Toba... mokeToba... _ ai sityvebi, rom-
lebsac uxmod, gamalebiT imeorebda
samsaxurSi, raTa nervebismomSlel
fiqrebs mis isedac daZabul tvinamde
ar mieRwia... didi xania, iqidan wamosv-
la undoda, magram ar icoda, sad, ro-
literaturuli gazeTi
dis, ratom, risTvis da rogor unda wa-
suliyo. is dro, roca samyaro us-
azRvro SesaZleblobebiT savse,
mravalferovani da saintereso iyo
sadRac gamqraliyo. amitom ar undoda
amaze fiqri, ar icoda, es mdinare
rogor gadaecura...
_ ceme iq vinme? _ hkiTxa bavSvma.
_ ara, ubralod cota daviRale!
_ ratom ar ceme? xom Tqvi, rom
vcemo?
_ ver movaswari, _ gaaxsenda dil-
iT qalTan wakinklavebis dros naTqvami
sityvebi _ `siyvaruli, rogorc saSu-
aleba, iSviaTad unda gamoiyeno!~
_ gageqca?
_ vin?
_ is, vinc unda gecema?
_ ara, meCqareboda saxlSi mosvla!
SenTan TamaSi mominda, Zalian!
_ maSin... _ bavSvma moridebiT Sexe-
babaWua
da mamamiss, _ maSin wamodi!
xeli TiTebSi waavlo da saTamaSoe-
bisaken waiyvana. kacic gahyva. ar undo-
da, magram gahyva. patara kuTxeSi uam-
ravi kacuna, manqana, „pistaleti~, kubi-
ki eyara. `Cven isini vxdebiT, riTac bavS-
vobaSi vTamaSobdiT~_ gaifiqra kacma.
_ man damartya! _ samzareulodan
qali gamovida.
_ vin man?
_ man. fexi damartya muxlSi!
_ ratom?
_ TviTon giTxras... me moyolis
nervebi ara maqvs! _ qali isev samza-
reuloSi gavida.
bavSvma TamaSs Tavi daaneba da tir-
ilisaTvis moemzada.
_ aba, TviTon rom miyviris, kargia?
_ es rogor gabede?!
_ aba, TviTon rom miyviris, kargia?
_ Sen dedaSens fexi daartyi?
_ aba, TviTon rom miyviris, kargia?
_ mipasuxe, rom gekiTxebi!
_ aba?!. TviTon rom miyviris?
_ daanebe saTamaSoebs Tavi da Se-
momxede! tirils uazrod nu iwyeb. jer
aravis ucemixar. ratom daartyi dedaS-
ens?
_ momatyua da imitom. ratom
matyuebs, patara rom var, imitom?
_ araferi ar momityuebia. vuTxari,
rom Rirsi ar iyo, danapirebi Semes-
rulebina.
_ viyavi Rirsi! viyavi! ratom ar
miyide `spaidermeni~? ratom?
_ nu Rrialeb! _ daemuqra kaci, _
ra aris `spaidermeni~?
_ babaWua! babaWua _ kaci-oboba. ar
miyida. me kide yvelaferi gavukeTe!
_ kaci-oboba xom gyavs ukve?
_ amas fexi motyda. is mokvda. aRar
varga. ratom ar miyida `spaidermeni~?
ratom?
_ ar iyavi marTali da albaT imit-
om.
_ ratom ar viyavi, ratom?
_ ar unda dagertya.
_ ratom matyuebs, patara rom var,
imitom?
is mixvda, rom danarCeni laparaki
mxolod zedmet yvirilsa da davidara-
bas gamoiwvevda da Tanac Zneli iqnebo-
da mtyuanisa da marTalis povna, miT
umetes, roca ici, rom mtyuans mainc ver
dasji, amitom pirdapir saqmeze gada-
vida.
_ momitane dana! _ ubrZana qals.
_ didi xania, magis gakeTeba iyo
saWiro! _ Tqva qalma da samzareulo-
Si gavida.
_ axla gaCvenebT babaWuas! axla da-
ganaxeb kaci-obobas! _ umisamarTod
daimuqra kacma.
bavSvi mixvda, rac eloda. SeSineb-
ulma saTamaSoebis grovidan sayvareli
„pistoleti~ amoiRo da mamamiss
daumizna.
_ babaWuaaaa... kaci-oboba ar miyi-
da, me kide yvelaferi gavukeTe! _ isev
scada Tavis marTleba, _ mama, ar mat-
kino Torem...
_ unda gavakeTo, es patarav, rad-
gan sxva gamosavals ver vxedav.
_ yurebi unda damaWra?! _
akankalebuli xmiT ikiTxa bavSvma.
koba cxakaia
_ ara, Svilo, `is~ unda mogaWra,
radgan Sengan kaci ar dadgeba.
_ dadgeba.
_ rogor SeiZleba imisgan, vinc
qals, miTumetes dedas, cems, kaci dadg-
es?
_ daadgebaa! ar momaWra, dadgeba!
dedas geficebi, dadgeba! _ isev atir-
da patara.
man bavSvs daRlili jalaTis Tv-
lebiT Sexeda da daixara, magram SemTx-
veviT Taroze mdgar yvavilebis qoTans
gamoedo. qoTani iatakze daeca da nam-
sxvrevebad iqca.
_ Sens gamo, xedav, ra moxda? _ uyvi-
ra bavSvs.
SeSinebuli patara Seecada, fexebs
Soris gaZromoda. kacma bavSvs Sarvlis
totSi waavlo xeli da maRla aswia. bavS-
vma ikivla da kacs mTeli ZaliT hkra
meore fexi. dartyma Zlieri da mou-
lodneli gamodga. moulodnelobisa-
gan kacma wonasworoba dakarga da rom
ar waqceuliyo, bavSvs xeli uSva. pat-
ara Zirs gaiSxlarTa, fexze audgom-
lad sawolis qveS Sesrialda da pisto-
leti moimarjva.
_ ar moxvide, Torem gesvri!
_ me xom mxolod mofereba mindo-
da?! _ kaci Seecada, rac SeiZleba Tbi-
lad warmoeTqva es sityvebi.
_ gesvri! gesvri! _ ar cxreboda
bavSvi.
mas gaecina da sawolisaken ramden-
ime nabiji gadadga.
_ damSviddi.
_ ar davmSviddebi. gesvri. viyavi
Rirsi?! viyavi?! ratom ar miyida `spai-
dermeni~? ratom? _ iyvira pataram.
_ kaci-oboba! kaci-babaWua! _ iR-
riala kacma, _ dagaviwyda qarTuli?
uecrad ucnauri xma gaisma. TiTqos
romeliRaca frinvelma, SeiZleba, Zvir-
faso mkiTxvelo, TviT faskunjmac,
Semohkra haerSi frTebi. kacma dainaxa
saTamaSo pistoletis lula, romelic
misken iyo miSverili da sxeulSi ucn-
auri sisuste igrZno.
_ me vxuWav Tvalebs imitom, rom
davinaxo! _ Tqva, qoTnidan gadmoyril
yvavilebs daxeda. igrZno, rogor iwyes
misi sxeulidan gamosvla aTasnairma
gzebma da bilikebma. dainaxa, rogor
kveTdnen da exebodnen isini mis suls,
29 marti - 11 aprili 2019
sxeuls, grZnobebs, fiqrebs, ocnebebs.
irgvliv yvelaferi am gzebiTa da bil-
ikebiT morTul badeSi CaixlarTa. kaci
mixvda, rom misi cxovreba swored es
lorwovani gzebi da bilikebi iyo,
zmanebebiTa da ganuxorcielebeli ko-
SmarebiT gadanaskvul-gadakvanZuli.
SuaSi, centrSi ki ijda is, kaci-oboba.
_ `spaidermeni~! kaci-oboba! kaci-
babaWua! _ Tqva da moceliliviT dae-
ca. iataki wyaliviT Txevadi gamodga...
kaci CaiZira da daixrCo, ukve meored.
ukve meored daixrCo. da am Sualedur
sikvdilebisagan ar iyo Svela. is mkv-
daric ki grZnobda, rom Zalian uyvar-
da patara, qali, samsaxuri, saxli, zeda
da qveda mezoblebi, ucnobi gamvlele-
bi, telefonis yurmili, pijakis aw-
yvetili Rili, haeri, kbilis CoTqze
mimxmari pasta; mona-lizac ki uyvarda,
romlis originalic arasodes enaxa...
yvelaferze, sakuTar sircxvilze meta-
dac uyvarda... amdeni siyvarulis ma-
tarebels ar SeeZlo, erTdroulad
eTamaSa mamis, maswavleblis, qmris, Zmisa
da jalaTis roli... magram mainc Tama-
Sobda da ase cdilobda im siyvarulis
gamoxatvas, romlisTvisac sityvebs ki
ara, bgerebsac ki ver poulobda... Tum-
ca ki undoda, magram ukve veRar pou-
lobda Tavisi siyvarulis gamosaxatav
sxvanair gzas, im gzas, romelic misi sx-
eulidan gamodioda da vercxlisfer
baded irTveboda misi sicarielisa da
martoobis irgvliv. da ugzo-ukvlod
ikargeboda. is aq, am badeSi, qselSi,
ablabudaSi cxovrobda, iseve, rogorc
yvela. magram sxvebisagan gansxvavebiT
is xedavda im ablabudas, romelsac wnav-
da...
ucnauri xma moesma. monotonuri da
daZabuli. pirvelad egona, viRac mix-
mobso. moeCvena, TiTqos xma mouwodeb-
da, yvelafers Serigeboda da damSvide-
buliyo... magram roca xma sabolood
gaqra, mixvda, rom es misi daRlili gu-
lis xma iyo. roca Tvalebi gaaxila,
bavSvi dainaxa. misi patara xeli gaupar-
sav saxeze efereboda. bavSvs cxeli da
ofliani xelisguli hqonda.
_ ratom matyuebs, patara rom var,
imitom? _ xmadabla ikiTxa bavSvma, _
damnaSave var... mapatieb?
_ raime xom ar gatkine?
_ ara. me?
_ gagikeTo saTamaSo?
_ ara, ar minda. kargad xar?
_ ho.
_ yvavili xom ar mokvdeba?
_ ara. axal qoTanSi CavdebT da... ar
mindoda Seni galaxva... xom ici, xandax-
an unda gagibrazde.
_ vici. mets aRar gesvri.
_ sanam dedas gaugia qoTnis ambavi,
wavideT da axali viyidoT, _ orive xe-
liT miizida Svili.
_ mxolod maSin gesvri, roca
omobanas viTamaSebT!
erTmaneTs uxmod uyurebdnen
TvalebSi.
`es scena, romeliRaca kinos ma-
gonebs!~ _ gaifiqra kacma da yve-
laferi Tavidan daiwyo. aris mzera,
romelic sagnis iqiT ixedeba, aris sme-
na, romelsac xmaurebs iqiT esmis.
_ adamiani Sinaganad faskunjs
hgavs. mudmivad nadgurdeba da
aRorZindeba siamovnebiT. sxvanairad
is ver iqneba adamiani! _ ase uTxra
sizmarSi iman, visac yvelaze metad ver
itanda.
mere gulTbilad gadakocna da si-
cili daiwyo. aseTi bednieri arasodes
yofila. maSinac ki, roca pirvelad ig-
rZno mamakacoba da qalisaTvis siam-
ovnebis mieniWebis madli... siamovneba,
rogorc dapyrobisa da damorCilebis
netari saSualeba. rac ufro magrad
daitanjebi, miT ufro metad Seecdebi,
sakuTari Tavi daajildoo!.. yve-
laferi zemoTxsenebulis gafiqreba
isev mounda, magram bolo momentSi ga-
daifiqra....
aris mzera, romelic sagnis iqiT
ixedeba, aris smena, romelsac xmaurs
iqiT esmis.
...aq ki siCumea, romelic raRacas
wnavs, an, Tu gnebavT, abams... an _ qsovs!
29 marti - 11 aprili 2019
kvlav velodebi
kvlav velodebi SarSandel mercxals,
magram es Tovli rogor mZimdeba;
TiTqos am xeebs siSiSvlis SercxvaT
TeTri perangiT, TeTri windebiT
dganan ezoSi... Tu ezos gareT
da fafuk Tovlsac veRar hguoben
da siTeTreSi mikargul mTvares
kvlav moTmineba hyofnis iobis...
ukanaskneli surviliT bardnis,
Tbili cremlebiT sveldeba mina
da sanam Tvalebs gaaxels marti,
Tovlis sabanSi gazafxuls sZinavs!
ezo _ savse mamis nabijebiT
vambob: gaumarjos
sicocxles mSvenierso! _
male albaT caSi gaviWrebi...
dadumda Cemi saxli,
dadumda Cemi ezo,
ezo _ savse mamis nabijebiT!..
aRarc beRurebi
stumroben aivans,
Tovli _ mdumarebis akordia!..
sanam cxraTvala mze
pirs daibans,
sxvebi Cadian da amodian...
wavedi!
unda giJiviT gaveqce sivrces,
Camovitovo yvela yvavili...
sanam daRlili majebi micems,
RrublebiT savse zecas davivli...
daabraleben mCxibav-mkiTxavni
siyvaruls, anda Ramis sigiJes...
msgavsi ar xdeba araviTari _
me wavedi da maTac mimiSves.
ar menatreba miwis sigrile,
Tvalebi, guli RimiliT savse;
casa da miwas dRes vaigiveb _
mzis sxivs vatoleb sicocxlis xazebs...
wavedi! Tqven rom ggoniaT frena,
frTebi maqvs, magram nabijiT virCev...
maradiulo sunTqvav da lxenav,
Sens nafexurebs vkocni da viCvev...
miTxariT oRond...
Tovlis fifqebze dageSil qarebs
kaklis totebi ise varcxnian,
TiTqos zamTari gamodis gareT
da cis galoba daumarcvlia...
da locvasaviT gizgizebs ali _
ise sufTaa, ise wynaria...
buxris Taroze nakurTxi wyali
da martoobis bolo aria...
TeTria Tovlic, Rrubelic, kvamlic,
frTis simsubuqe, codvis simZime...
cota xans mec xom mamyofeT gavliT,
Cemi varskvlavic xom acimcimeT?..
ena aidga zamTarma TiTqos,
Tu xma moismis zecis bagidan...
miTxariT oRond: alali iyos
puris, Rvinis da sanTlis magida!..
dedis monatreba
mrude cxovrebam damRala, dedi!
sulSi udabno Camayris Radars...
mTvare _ guliviT savse da erTi _
ise Tbilia, RrublebSi atans...
da afeTqebul aprilis kabas
Semodgomamde Zlivs gaaqvs Tavi
da Zveli sarkis idumal ambavs
wvimas gaatans droeba avi!
Rame, romelic ver mavsebs fiqriT,
qari, romelic aRar masvenebs...
savse mTvariT da cariel WiqiT
gulidan cremli gamovasvene!
literaturuli gazeTi
Tamaz barjaZe
vamsxvrev bilikebs, ukan rom damrCa
da vcxovrob Cemi zRapriT, sicxadiT...
gadaxsnili maqvs guli da maja
da mainc ver vTqvi, rogor miyvardiT!..
xelis gulze myavs Cemi cxovreba
marTali, rogorc sulis winadRe...
da radgan TvaliT ca izomeba,
es monatreba Tqvenc giwiladeT!
Sors didgoria
mosaRamovda. diRmis velidan
yayaCoebi acvivdnen caSi...
mTvarian RamiT viRac mReroda _
o, ra Zalaa bulbulis frTaSi!..
da mTebi, rogorc gundi weroTa
misdevdnen Rrublebs _ pirquSs da saSiSs!
Sors didgoria iseTi mSvidi,
TiTqos im qarebs, im yayaCoebs
yvavilis frTebSi Seaxvevs Sindi,
rogorc sayvarel saTamaSoebs
da cidan frTxilad Camodis bindi _
dilamde erTurTs ra dagvaSorebs.
Rrublis totebze davkideb mzeras,
mware fiqrebi rom Sevasveno...
samSoblosaTvis sikvdili jer ars! _
Cemo aragvo da zedazeno!!!
didgori _ cremlic da bediswerac _
SiSs cixed unda SemovaSenoT!!!
buxari atirda aCuyebiT
fifqebi cvivian areulad,
mTebi, mTebi... TeTri simetria...
qari cetia da mTvareuli,
mainc Cemia da imedia!
buxari atirda aCuyebiT,
kakalze beRura mdumarea.
aq iyo, erT gundas gaCuqebdi,
es Tovli xom Seni stumaria!
fifqebi beRuras ver aSinebs,
tkivili _ leqsebis duRabia!
nukva _ udardeli menaxSire
Cemi TvalebiviT sulxarbia!
buxari atirda aCuyebiT,
xedav, es beRurac mdumarea!
aq iyo, erT gundas gaCuqebdi,
es Tovli xom Seni stumaria...
siyvaruliviT Semodis marti
siyvaruliviT Semodis marti,
SemosZarcvia Tovlis sayelo...
qari ki, ase grili da mardi,
miuSviT, magram ar gaaxeloT,
poezia 13
Torem TixaSi azelil krZalvas
veRar dafaravs wvimis nasxleti!
Tovlic butia bavSviviT wava,
cis kalTebidan Camonaxveti...
Tvalebs gaaxels TeTri yayaCo,
viT nebieri mefis asuli...
cidan CamoRvril sityvebs vdarajob,
cxenic marjve myavs da Sekazmuli,
gacla varCie, sadac ara sjobs,
mainc tkbilia es dasasruli!
siyvaruliviT Semodis marti,
areulia sulic, amindic
da mixaria, mze isev Cadis,
isev mTelia Cemi kramiti...
siyvaruliviT Semodis marti _
Tamami, urCi da miamiti!..
poeti
mTvare tkivils daarwyulebs,
sityva cremls ro ver daitevs...
grili sio CagCurCulebs,
rogorc Zveli medaviTne...
siWabukis nakadulebs
roca veRar gadalaxav,
usaSvelod gwydeba guli,
mere ise Cumad waxval,
rom am mzes da cisartyelas
ise, Tvalsac ar Seavleb...
dardi migaqvs Rrublisxela,
Sen wvimebma gaziares...
magram mainc...
gverds auqcev mrude Saras,
yurs miugdeb SeSis brials...
leqis wera aris sxva ram _
tyuilebSi Sejibria!..
magram caSi, magram zRvaze,
magram yvelgan: sknelze, sknelSi...
leqsi aris sisxliT savse,
Cakiruli sicocxleSi!
kavSiria sulis, xorcis,
sio _ sunTqviT Senamuli...
usamano, xanac morcxvi,
gullaRi da enabmuli!..
mainc leqsebs Cahkirkiteb,
Sen vera xar WkuamTeli!
TvalTa fskerze Rame gidevs,
xelisgulze _ Jruanteli...
hoda, mihyev Sens gza-Saras! _
eg tyuili keTilia...
leqsi marTla aris sxva ram _
caSi gamokveTilia!
spetak sulSi ibadeba
foriaqiT, TrTolviT, uxmod...
magram mainc... xmas nu gascem,
TviTon Tu ar Segawuxos!
gazafxulis Semosvla
zamTars Zala daekarga,
iam Tovli gaapo;
yoCivardebs netav raRa
darCaT salaparako?..
aboboqrda nakaduli,
gulzviadobs neta rad?
gasxlul vazebs sixarulis
cremli SemoeparaT.
xeze toti, totze kvirti,
kvirtze Wreli pepela...
Tbili wvimiT savse Rrubels
Ripi gamoebera!
gazafxuli ise modis,
TiTqos saxlSi brundeba;
yvelaferi enatreba,
yvelaferi undeba...
eh, ra male daaviwyes
Tavi Tovlis gundebma...
14 mogoneba
gamorCeul adamianebTan,
romelnic ver Tavsdebian ste-
reotipul yalibSi, ambivalenturi
damokidebuleba SeiniSneba.
mecnieri-pirvelaRmomCeni, istori-
kosi, literaturaTmcodne, pa-
leografi, miqel modrekilis sanoto
niSnebis gamSifravi, axalgazrdobaSi
SesaniSnavi Jurnalis `kavkasionis~ dam-
aarsebeli da redaqtori, saqarTvelos
aneqsiis gamo mgloviare SavCoxosani
mamuliSvili, maradiulad Seupovari
disidenti _ aseTi gaxldaT pavle in-
goroyva _ legendaruli pirovneba
mravali qarTvelis TvalTaxedviT; arc
Cemi Taoba iyo gamonaklisi.
meores mxriv, sabWouri oficiozis
mudmiv samiznes arc maRali regalie-
biT aRWurvili cnobili mecnierebi
wyalobdnen maincdamainc. erTma maT-
ganma, misma Tanatolma, saqmiani
saubrisas, roca mixvda, pavle ingor-
oyvas upirobo Tayvanismcemeli viyavi,
niSnis mogebiT miTxra _ iciT Tu ara,
rom umaRlesic ara aqvs damTavrebu-
lio...
kidev erTi, arcTu sasiamovno mog-
oneba: prestiJuli gamomcemlobis ko-
ridorSi iqaur redaqtorebs vesaubre-
bodi. SemosasvlelTan batoni pavle
gamoCnda, Cveulebisamebr, iRliaSi
amoCrili uzarmazari portfeliT. mis
danaxvaze TanamSromlebi jer
awrialdnen, Semdeg ki, bodiSis moxdiT,
gauCinardnen. Cinebuli profesiona-
li, Rirseuli qalbatonebis am
saqcielma Zalian damabnia; maT xom
danamdvilebiT icodnen pavle ingor-
oyvas didi Rvawli qarTul kultura-
Si! rogorc Cans, winaaRmdegobas
SeCveuli, mebrZoli suliskveTebiT
aRsavse mecnieri gladiatoris Se-
marTebiT utevda gamomcemlobebis
mesveurebs, raTa mis mravalwlian,
mravalricxovan naSromebs dRis sina-
Tle exila! am Semtevma `politikam~
masac gaumarTla da qarTuli liter-
aturis istoriasac didi amagi dasdo.
mogvianebiT, roca enciklopediis
pirveli tomis anawyobi svetebi daist-
amba, enisa da literaturis redaqciis
TanamSromlebs dagvevala maTi mitana
mTavari saredaqcio kolegiis
wevrebTan, Cemi megobrebi maqilikebd-
nen _ ufrosi samecniero redaqtori
xar Tu kurierio? arada, sul ar meTak-
ileboda Cvens avtorebTan (romelTac
mizerul honorars uxdidnen) Tu
kolegiis wevrebTan saxlSi misvla.
civilizebuli erisaTvis aucilebeli
universaluri enciklopediis gamoce-
ma saamayod mimaCnda da, saukeTeso
ufrosi kolegebis msgavsad, SeZlebi-
samebr, Tavs ar vzogavdi. im drois-
aTvis mxolod rusuli `didi sabWoTa
enciklopedia~ iyo xelmisawvdomi.
pavle ingoroyvac saredaqcio
kolegiis wevri gaxldaT. didi
moridebiT davureke da SevuTaxmdi,
rom saxlSi veaxlebodi. gogebaSvilis
quCaze mweralTa saxlis migneba ar gam-
Wirvebia. Cemda gasaocrad, kari odnav
SeRebuli damxvda, zaric davreke da
frTxilad davakakune, magram amaod.
bolos mamakacis xma momesma _ mobr-
ZandiTo. gaubedavad SevaRe kari da,
isedac cudi orientaciis mqone, Sesas-
vlelSive Sevyovndi. ramdenjerme gan-
meorebuli miwvevis xmaze gavikvale gza
da batoni pavles oTaxis sanacvlod
saZinebel oTaxSi aRmovCndi. orsawo-
lian loginSi sqel sabanSi gaxveuli,
karga xnis wvergauparsavi mamakaci iwva,
yelze sqlad Semoxveuli dolbandiT,
rogorc Cans, angina an usaSvelo gripi
hqonda. Cems danaxvaze gaoceba ver da-
mala, etyoba, sxvas eloda, me ki brin-
jiviT davibeni, megona, rom bina SemeSa-
la. Cems mobodiSebaze, pavle ingoroy-
vasTan mivdiodi-meTqi, Cans, masac
gulze moeSva _ saxlSi ar aris, gamom-
cemlobaSi wavidao. maSinRa mivxvdi,
rom avadmyofi batoni pavles siZe, cno-
bili kinoreJisori guguli mgelaZe
iqneboda (mogvianebiT gamoqveynda misi
sada, mimzidveli, saintereso memuare-
bi pavle ingoroyvaze). batoni gugulis
nebarTviT, iqve davde pirveli tomis
literaturuli gazeTi
SavCoxosani mamuliSvili
masala da imedgacruebulma, gasvlisas,
maspinZlis TxovniT, kari kvlav SeRebu-
li davtove.
roca teqstis Semdegi anabeWdebis
mitana gaxda saWiro, aSkarad gamima-
rTla: kari Tavad batonma pavlem
gamiRo da Tavis oTaxSi Semiyvana.
pirveli, rac TvalSi meca, uzarmazari
magida iyo, gadavsebuli xelnawerebiT,
Zveleburi marmarilos samelniT, uam-
ravi gadaSlili wigniT.
mecnieri gulTbilad Semxvda, iqve,
magidasTan damsva da anabeWdebis
furcvlas Seudga. movindome, mesarge-
bla bednieri SemTxveviT da raime me-
kiTxa axalgazrdobis megobrebis, cis-
feryanwelebis, agreTve, SesaniSnav Ju-
rnal `kavkasionis~ (romelic 1925 wl-
isaTvis ukve aRar gamodioda, faqto-
brivad, akrZaluli iyo) Taobaze; jer-
jerobiT ki Cumad vijeqi da xmis amoRe-
bas ver vbedavdi, radgan batoni pavle
misTvis saintereso ramdenime saencik-
lopedio statias didi xniT CauRrmav-
da. maspinZlis oTaxis daTvalierebis
garda araferi damrCenoda.
rogorc Cans, didi, naTeli oTaxi
misi saZinebelic iyo da samuSao kabi-
netic. iqve idga Zveleburi, nikeliT
mopirkeTebuli, rkinis zambariani sa-
woli. raRa dagimaloT da, fiqrebma
wamiRo, Cemi `mecnieruli~ ganzraxva,
pavle ingoroyvasaTvis Zveli ambebi
gamomekiTxa, sul gadamaviwyda. cota
xnis Semdgom, roca maspinZeli kiTxvas
moeSva (iseTi wvrili SriftiT iyo te-
qsti awyobili, rom albaT Tvalebic
gadaeRala), jer kargad SemaTvaliera,
mere TiTqos Cems gulSi ijdao, gver-
dze gadado svetebi da Cemi vinaobiT
da sadaurobiT dainteresda. roca
Cemi saxeli da gvari gaigo, pirveli,
rac mkiTxa _ babuas ra erqvao.
quTaisel Jurnalists, mTargmnels,
socialist-federalists, uangaro sa-
zogado moRvawes daviT avalians ar
movswrebivar, 1932 wels gardacvlila;
amis Semdeg ojaxi TbilisSi gad-
mobargebula. batonma pavlem, gulwr-
felad gaixara _ babuaSens kargad
vicnobdi, aqtiuri federalisti da
Jurnalisti iyoo. erTxans masze da Cems
ojaxze melaparaka, Zalze Sinaurulad
da Tbilad. gamitaca masTan musaifma,
gavifiqre, axla swored rom kargi
droa, 20-ian wlebze raime mogoneba
gamovtyuo-meTqi, magram batonma pav-
lem radikalurad Secvala Tema da
qse-Si afxazeTis, misi istoriis, eT-
nografiisa da damwerlobis warmoCen-
iT dainteresda.
sxvaTa Soris, bevrma ar icis, rom
lali avaliani
gasuli saukunis 30-ian wlebSi iyo
mcdeloba `didi qarTuli sabWoTa en-
ciklopediis~ gamocemisa. batoni pav-
le didi organizatoruli niWiTac iyo
dajildoebuli: Tavis droze
saqarTvelos mweralTa kavSiris Seqm-
nis erT-erTi iniciatori da gamomcem-
loba `qarTuli wignis~ damaarsebel-
ic gaxldaT. 30-ian wlebSi `didi
qarTuli sabWoTa enciklopediis~
dRevandeli Tvalsawieridan, aSkarad
donkixoturi wamowyebis TaosanTagani
da 1936-38 wlebSi redaqciis ganyo-
filebis gamge iyo. Cinebuli mecniere-
bis Zalisxmeva amao aRmoCnda. qarTu-
li enciklopediis gamocemis mcdelo-
ba saTaveSive moaSTes.
uecrad batonma pavlem cxare
saubari wamoiwyo SemdegSi `afxazur
separatizmad~ saxeldebul, ruseTis
mier inspirirebul saSiSroebaze. mar-
Tali giTxraT, ver gavuge did mec-
niers. maSin arc ki vicodi, rom man ama-
gi dasdo afxazuri eTnosis, misi is-
toriisa da eTnografiis kvlevas.
TiTqmis yovel zafxuls afxazeTis
zRaprul sanapiroze (soxumi, sinopi,
oCamCire, gagra, biWvinTa, liZava, kin-
dRi, babuSera, pSafi...) vatarebdi, Tum-
ca, axalgazrduli daudevrobiT
didxans verafers vamCnevdi.
Cans, batonma pavlem, rogorc
saqarTvelos aneqsiis, nairgvari ug-
vanobis, faTerakis, Zaladobis,
represiebis momswre mamuliSvilma da
SorsmWvretelma mecnierma, imTaviTve
gaTvala ruseTis winaswar-ganzraxu-
li, mravalwliani, veraguli `afxa-
zuri politikis~ momavali Sedegebi
(bolo aTwleulebSi rom vimkiT).
im dros ki es sakiTxi wamoiWra, rad-
gan batoni pavle enciklopediis pirve-
li tomis anawyobSi Turme gafacice-
biT eZebda statiebs afxazeTze. mx-
olod maSin damSvidda, roca ganvu-
marte, I tomis bolo statia `atoci~
iyo, Sesabamisad, masala afxazeTze me-
ore tomSi ganTavsdeboda. marTlac
ase moxda, magram ver vityvi, rom pav-
le ingoroyvas gumanma uRalata: mar-
to is rad Rirs, rom Salva inalifas
statiis _ `afxazebi~ _ bibliografi-
aSi mxolod `iveriaSi~ 1883 wels das-
tambuli erTaderTi qarTuli gamokv-
leva `afxazeTi da afxazni~ aris mi-
TiTebuli, danarCeni _ l. akabas, z.
anCabaZis, n. janaSias, s. zvaibas, S. in-
alifas 1955-65 wlebSi gamocemuli
rusuli wignebia! cnobisaTvis: qse me-
ore tomi 1977 wliT TariRdeba, xolo
ruseTis mier gaRvivebuli separatizmi
Zalas ikrebs...
29 marti - 11 aprili 2019
barem aqve vityvi, rom didi mecni-
eris SfoTva ar iyo mxolod misi Tavis
tkivili: enciklopediis mesveurebs,
arc meti da arc naklebi, sakavSiro ck-
is ideologebis karnaxiT unda emoqme-
daT _ sxva gza arc hqondaT. meore
tomisaTvis afxazuri sakiTxi, bevri
bWobis Semdgom, TiTqosda droebiT
`gaaneitrales~ da misi obieqturi
gaSuqeba ukeTesi mermisisTvis gadas-
des; imedovnebdnen, rom enciklopedi-
is damatebiT tomSi (`saqarTvelos
ssr~, 1981), vrcel mimoxilviT statia-
Si `afxazeTis avtonomiuri sabWoTa
socialisturi respublika~ cenzuris
marwuxebi Sesustdeboda; arada, ruse-
Tis imperiuli suliskveTeba mxolod
gamZafrebuliyo... am droisaTvis pav-
le ingoroyva (gardaicvala 1983 wels)
kvlav mTavari saredaqcio kolegiis
wevria. magram afxazeTis istoriis,
eTnografiisa da kulturis mkvlevar-
Ta Soris misi gvari moxseniebulic ki
ar aris... yovelive es `mosagonebladac
mwarea~, miT ufro, rom ruseTis impe-
riuli `mada~ _ saqarTvelos mraval-
wliani sagangaSo mdgomareobis garda
_ ukrainasac gadaswvda.
imJamad ki, batoni pavle, ase Tu ise,
daakmayofila Cemma pasuxma, erTxans
moiwyina, SesaZloa, daiRala kidec. mec
uxerxuloba dameufla da wasasvle-
lad gavemzade, man xom isedac didi
dro damiTmo. maspinZelma SemaCera,
kvlav svetebs miubrunda da miTxra,
rom aseTi wvrili SriftiT awyobili
teqstis wakiTxva momavalSi gauWird-
eboda.
mowiwebiT davemSvidobe. Cems mova-
leobas erTxans mainc vasrulebdi, kv-
lav damqonda masTan teqstis momdevno
anabeWdebi da ojaxis wevrebs vutoveb-
di.
XX saukune uTuod valSia pavle in-
goroyvas didi Rvawlis winaSe, Tumca,
misi dakrZalva oficiozis `miTiTeb-
is~ gareSe (da, albaT, sawinaaRmdego-
dac) WeSmarit erovnul manifestaciad
iqca.
XXI saukunis dasawyisze, am mxriv,
sayveduri TiTqos ar gveTqmis: gam-
oica misi calkeuli Txzulebebi,
tomeulebic (jerjerobiT _ arasru-
lad); Tumca, globalizaciam da dasav-
leT evropasTan integraciis survil-
ma aSkarad moaduna interesi XX sauku-
nis bevri didi qarTveli moRvawis mi-
marT. keisars keisrisa unda miezRos.
netavi rodis gavacnobierebT _ vin vin
iyo da vin vin aris! Cvens `maskultu-
rul~ droebaSi pavle ingoroyvas sax-
elsac ki sWirdeba popularizacia...
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literaturuli gazeTi proza 15
***
`locva mTebs dasZravs,~
locva RmerTTan saubaria _
me ki ar vloculob,
aramed locvebs vkiTxulob,
magram RmerTi gulmowyalea
da vimedovneb, rom
Cemi susti xmac
yurmisawvdomia misTvis.

ironia-iumori

colad gamomyevio _
aravis uTqvams da
me xom ar Cavuxtebodi
muxranbatonsa?
nana exvaia
gandegili
***
ra kargebi
wuTisoflis
saerTaSoriso damkvirvebeli var xarT iebo _
da am misias warmatebiT vasruleb _ dedaCems erqva
xan SeSfoTebas gamovxatav, Tqveni saxeli.
xan aRSfoTebas.

***
*** zugdidi _ Cemi amfersti,
ratom mesizmrebi _ patara, koxta qalaqia;
isev gaxsovar? rodesac saflavs maCuqebs,
Tu, Cem siberes ufro ganaTldeba misi sanaxebi.
moevline
isev, megzurad?!
***
Cems sasaxleSi
*** rom dagasaxleT,
amowura kacobriobam
ver SeifereT;
Tavisi dadebiTi unarebi,
hoda, iyaviT
aw ukve dekadansi
Tqvens qoxmaxebSi.
da
agoniaa.

Zveli firis mixedviT

lana manveli
***
xeebi, xeebi, tyeebi,
riTma moukvda
Tanamedroveobas, Tbilisi mwvaneSi Caflula sadilis servizi
ritmma iZala verlibrSi; (jerac ar iyo qalaqi ucxo),
batonebo, Tqven sadRaa, sadRaa, sadRaa; _ es sad dagilagebia servizi, wuxel Taro Camo-
ra gaSinebT _ ukve metyevec momkvdara. tyda da sul daimsxvra!..
Tavisi aqvs gogom pasuxi ver moaxerxa. moulodnelobisagan
yvela qoTans piri gauSra da eldanakraviviT gairinda.
radgan sarqveli. *** wina dRiT mamas da moxuc bebias saxli daulaga.
erT adamianzec ki yvelaferTan erTad, karadebic gawminda da gamo-
lagebuli WurWeli ukan sxvagvarad, ufro lamazad
Tu ifiqreb,
*** Sealaga. bebiis sayvedurebi aRar esmoda, idga yur-
rom aRmatebuli
Semodgomam icis sevda miliT xelSi da kidev ver gadaeylapa is cremlis
xar masze, burTula, jer kidev bavSvobaSi, rom gaeCxira yel-
da warsulis Sexseneba _
xuxulasaviT CamogeSleba Si...
me bevr rames viviwyeb da
Tavmowonebis koSkebi. maSin, misi mSoblebi rom gaSordnen, Zalian civi
zogi rame ar meTmoba.
zamTari idga. mesameklaseli skolidan mTlad gay-
inuli dabrunda. saxlSi deda daxvda. Salmoxveuli,
*** eleqtro gamaTbobelTan mimjdari. Sioda, samzareu-
TviTkmari
metrfe da satrfo _ loSi Sevida. puri grZlad CamoWra da nela daiwyo
mercxlebi sadenebze. lukmebis ReWva. warmoidgina, rom namcxvars Wamda,
_ sad daikarge? ideals an Citis rZes. maleve mouvida musikaze wasv-
_ dakarguli is aris, lis dro. gadawiTlebuli, Tumca jer isev gayinuli
visac eZeben, xelebi erTxel kidev miado eleqtroRumels da
me ki aravin meZebs *** qalaqis univermaRSi nayidi Txeli palto Caicva xe-
da arc mWirdeba mtrebs nu daiTvli _ lmeored. mecadineobis dros Zili moeria, pawawina
sabednierod. vuTxar megobars, oTaxSi Tbiloda da moiTenTa. maswavlebelma, in-
romelic wuxda strumentis Tavze kakuniT rom ver aiyolia TvlaSi,
maT simravleze _ mokida xeli da ritmulad arbenina misi momTbari
*** Sen almasebi gilagia TiTebi klaviSidan klaviSze.
male samocis gavxdebi — megobrebisTvis siTbodan isev siciveSi gamovida. yinvisgan loye-
valageb urTierTobebs; da Seafare Tavi Seni bi aewva. muqi stafilosferi bawris qudi TasmebiT
ar minda saiqioSi yelTan hqonda gabantuli. ar uyvarda es qudi, kans
maT erTgulebas.
sxvisi valebi Tan gamyves. ukawravda. xelebi momuSta da ise Cailaga jibeebSi.
ucbad mama SeniSna, maRaziaSi Sedioda. ar dauZaxia,
moerida, gaucxoebas grZnobda. Cumad Seyva da
*** moridebiT daudga gverdiT. gamyidveli qalebis
***
rogorc gindaT, qoTqoTSi kaci ucxour sadilis servizs arCevda.
gaZvirda cxovreba,
ganageT yvelaferi _ _ aba, Sen ici, daqorwinebaSi! – RimiliT gaepran-
gaiafda sindisi,
Cemi ar aris Wa mamamiss wiTelpomadiani, fumfula da movlili
nulovan amplitudas
amqveynad araferi. gamyidveli qali.
uCvenebs sindiyi. kacma gaicina. ai, swored maSin gaeCxira gogos is
cremlis burTula sadRac yelsa da mkerds Soris.
saSinlad ubadrukad, upatronod da zedmetad ig-
anTologia ***
rZno Tavi. maRaziidan erTad gamovidnen. mama qala-
ironia-iumori cremlma uqsova fardagebi, qis zeda nawilisken wavida, mSoblebis saxlisken.
rom wuTisoflis simaxinje gogo qveviT _ dedisken...
gvari maqvs iseTi, gulmodgined daemala _ sul daimsxvra? – sakuTarma xmam gamoafxizla.
Zalianac rom mindodes, maT siWreleSi yurmili dado da gaiRima. gulTan gaWedili crem-
anbanis boloSi da tkivilebic lis burTula sadRac gamqraliyo.
ver moveqcevi. gayuCebuliyo umal. im weliwads skolas amTavrebda...
16 Targmani
xorxe luis borxesi
aRsasruli
gulaRma mwoliare rekabarenma Tvali gaaxila
da lelqaSis dabrecili Weri dainaxa. mezobeli
oTaxidan gitaris JRaruni moismoda. melodia hgav-
da ubadruk labirinTs, xan rom daigrixeba, xan ki
gaiSleba... TandaTanobiT daubrunda sinamdviles,
yoveldRiur wvrilmanebs, awi rom ukve aRarasodes
Seicvleboda. sinanulis gareSe daacqerda Tavis
usargeblo sxeuls, fexebze Semoxveul uxeSi matyl-
is panCos... gisosian fanjaraSi saRamoseuli dablo-
bi moCanda. didxans eZina, magram ca jer isev naTeli
iyo. marcxena xelis faTuriT sawolis Tavze dakide-
buli patara zari moZebna da erTi-orjer daawkaru-
na. karidan isev martivi akordebi moismoda. gi-
taristi Savkaniani iyo, romelsac, ratomRac, saRa-
mo Jams moprianeboda Tavisi niWierebiT datrabaxe-
ba. ucnobs mouxmo, gitaris akompanimentis Tanx-
lebiT simReraSi rom gajibreboda. damarcxebuli
mainc xSir-xSirad ganagrZobda duqnis monaxulebas,
TiTqosda vinmes eloda. didxans uCxakunebda git-
aras, Tumca, simRera aRar ucdia. etyoba, marcxma
gatexa. xSiri stumrebi SeeCvivnen am uwyinar kacs.
rekabareni, duqnis patroni, verasodes daiviwyebs am
paeqrobas: meore dRes, roca man jors Wilobis bar-
danebi ahkida, sxeulis marjvena naxevari waerTva da
metyvelebis unari dahkarga. gamogonili gmirebis
ubedurebaTa TanagrZnobiT, Cvenive Tavis mometebu-
li mgznebarebiT Sebralebas viwyebT; ase ar iyo rek-
abarenTan, romelic Tavis damblas iseTive simSvid-
iT Sexvda, rogoriTac, odesRac am kontinentis gaux-
eSeba da gaukacrieleba aRiqva. cxoveliviT mxolod
awmyoTi cxovrebas miCveuli, cas gahyurebda da imaze
fiqrobda, rom savse mTvaris mewamuli feri ube-
durebas moaswavebda.
indielis saxisnakvTebianma biWma (SesaZloa, mis-
literaturuli gazeTi
saqarTvelos ganaTlebis, mecnierebis,
kulturisa da sportis saministro
saqarTvelos mweralTa saxli
literaturuli gazeTi
ma Svilma) Semoixeda karSi. rekabarenma mzeriT hkiTxa
_ iyo Tu ara vinme duqanSi. sityvaZunwma biWma niS-
nebiT auxsna, rom _ aravin. Savkanians, cxadia, aravin
uwevda angariSs. mwoliare isev marto darCa. marcx-
ena xeliT erTxans zari awkaruna, TiTqos aman raRac
Zalaufleba SesZina.
Camavali mziT ganaTebuli dablobi ararealurs
hgavda, rogorc sizmareuli Cveneba. horizontze
wertili gamoCnda, gaizarda, vidre ar gadaiqca mxe-
drad, romelic duqnis mimarTulebiT moaWenebda.
rekabarenma dainaxa farTofarflebiani qudi, gr-
Zeli, muqi panCo, Savra cxeni, magram saxis garCeva
ver SeZlo. mxedarma sadave mozida da oTxidan
CorTze gadavida. rekabarens ukve aRar SeeZlo misi
danaxva _ mxolod esmoda, rom is raRacas lapara-
kobda, CamoqveiTda, cxeni Robeze miaba da mtkice
nabijebiT Sevida saxlSi.
gitaridan Tvalmoucileblad, TiTqosda, masSi
raRac enaxos, Savkanianma rbilad warmoTqva:
_ me darwmunebuli viyavi, senior, rom SemeZlo,
Tqveni imedi mqonoda.
_ me ki, Seni, Savtuxav, _ ukmexad gamoexmaura
ucnobi, _ gaiZule, ramdenime dRe gecada, magram
axla me aq var.
dumili Camovarda. bolos Savkanianma upasuxa:
_ miveCvie lodins. Svidi weli velodi.
ucnobma dinjad auxsna:
_ me ki Svidi welia, Cemi bavSvebi ar minaxavs. mx-
olod dRes Sevxvdi maT. ratom unda scodnodaT, rom
Sesatakeblad miviCqarodi?
_ mesmis, _ Tqva Savkanianma, _ da imedi maqvs,
janmrTelebi datoveT.
ucnobma, romelic amasobaSi magidas miujda,
xmamaRla gadaixarxara. Semdeg romi moiTxova. svam-
da siamovnebiT, sanam Wiqa bolomde ar dacala.
_ bavSvebs kargi rCeva miveci, _ ganacxada man,
_ CemTvis eg araferia, maT ki gamoadgebaT. sxvaTa
Soris, vuTxari, rom adamianma adamianis sisxli ar
unda daRvaros.
neli akordi uswrebda win Savkanianis pasuxs:
_ da kargic hqeniT, ese igi, isini Tqven ar dagemg-
vanebian.
_ ukidures SemTxvevaSi, me ara, _ Tqva ucnobma da
daumata, TiTqosda xmamaRla fiqrobda, _ bedisweram
maiZula kvla da, ai, igi kvlav danas midebs xelSi.
Savkanianma, TiTqosda, araferi gaugoniao, Seni-
Sna:
_ Semodgomis dRe moklea.
_ CemTvis Suqi sakmarisia, _ gaexmiana ucnobi.
wamodga da ucnauri daRlilobiT daumata, _ gada-
de gitara, dRes Sen sxva dakvra gelis.
isini karisken gaemarTnen. gasvlisas Savkanianma
waibutbuta:
_ imedi maqvs, amjerad CemTvis ise mZime ar iqne-
ba, rogorc maSin.
_ SenTvis maSinac ar iyo Zneli, _ seriozulad
upasuxa ucnobma, _ ubralod, gindoda, xelaxla
SevyriliyaviT.
isini ukve sakmarisad moSordnen saxls. dablobi
yvelgan Tanabari iyo, masze mTvare kaSkaSebda. ue-
crad erTmaneTi SeaTvalieres, Sedgnen da ucnobi
daixara, raTa dezebi aexsna. maT ukve Semoixvies
idayvebze mosasxamebi, rodesac Savkanianma Tqva:
_ sanam erTmaneTs SevetakebiT, erT samsaxurs
gTxovT: minda, am SetakebaSi mTeli Tqveni vaJkacoba
CaaqsovoT, rogorc maSin, roca Cemi Zma mokaliT.
SesaZloa, aq, mTeli saubris manZilze, martin fer-
om, pirvelad daiWira siZulvili mowinaaRmdegis
xmaSi. isini erTmaneTs Seetaknen da basrma maxvilma
gadasera Savkanianis saxe.
aris wuTi, roca dablobi raimes Tqmas lamobs,
magram arasdros arafers ityvis. iqneb, arc aras-
dros yuCdeba, oRond Cven ar gvesmis misi, anda, ar
viciT ena, iseTive gamouTqmeli, rogoric musika.
Tavisi sawolidan rekabarenma dainaxa aRsasru-
li. dartyma _ da Savkaniani ukan ixevs, sayrdens kar-
gavs, magram damsxltari cru moZraobas akeTebs da
mZafri dartymiT gmiravs mowinaaRmdegis mkerds.
Semdeg amas mosdevs kidev erTi dartyma, romlis
danaxvac duqnis patronma veRar moaxerxa _ darty-
ma, romlis Semdeg fero ar wamomdgara. waqceuli
mtris win mdgomi Savkaniani TiTqosda mis mZime ago-
nias adevnebda Tvals. Semdeg dana Seawminda kords
da ar Setrialebula, ukan wamovida.
aRasrula ra Tavisi marTali saqme, is isev iqca
ararad, ufro zustad, ucnobad, romelsac ukve
aRaraferi esaqmeba am qveyanaze, radganac man adami-
ani mokla.
Targmna nana gasvianma
redaqtori irakli javaxaZe
redaqtoris moadgile uCa SerazadiSvili
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29 marti - 11 aprili 2019
roza montero
TviT cxovrebac
dilis cxras TxuTmeti wuTi aklia. SuqniSanze
wiTelia. utyuari wiTeli. cxras cameti wuTi aklia.
dRes ver miaRwev. sacobia! Seni avtomobilis gver-
diT kidev orasi aTasi avtomobilia. kbilebs ise aWer
erTmaneTs, rom pirSi jer kidev grZnob sauzmis yavis
gemos. xedav mezoblad mdgom manqanas. Seuwynareblad
axlosaa. misi frTa Sensas TiTqmis exeba. mwvanea. gain-
Zeri, Stero! ras akeTeben? arc ki gadaadgildebian,
ar moZraoben. sulelebi. miseirnoben. Sen ki am dros
warmoudgenlad geCqareba. orasi aTasi manqana
saseirnod gamosula. Tanac mxolod Seni nerveebis
mosaSlelad. wiTelia!!! kvlav wiTeli! SuZlebelia.
cxras aTi aklia! cxadia, dRes ver miaRwev... mezobe-
li siZulviliT giyurebs. albaT fiqrobs, Seni bra-
lia, SuqniSanze rom ar gaiare. maSin, rodesac, mxolod
win mdgomi idiotebi arian damnaSave. gaqvs katastro-
fis da marcxis SegrZneba. dRes ver mixval. sarkeSi
xedav, rogor giaxlovdeba manqanebs Soris zigza-
gurad motocikliT moZravi biWi. misi silaRe aRS-
foTebas iwvevs. misi Tavisufleba gagiJebs. avtomo-
bils misken santimetrebiT Zrav. moulodnelad siC-
qares iReb, cotac da gavardebi da uceb SeniSnav, rom
SuqniSanze kvlavac wiTelia. ra ginda? wiTelze gsurs
gaiaro, Stero? mwvanec myisierad inTeba. ukan mdgo-
mebi sasowarkveTiT gaZleven niSans. am xmaurSi gadaw-
yvetilebas iReb, saWes ebRauWebi, win miiwev, cxras
xuTi wuTi aklia. ramdenime metris win gacilebiT vi-
wro quCaa. mxolod erTi manqana Tu gaeteva. axla Sen
umzer mezobels siZulviliT. gazs fexs aWer, isic. da
uceb iazreb, rom misTvis moswreba Seni arsebobis Zir-
iTadi mizania. santimetrebiT gadaadgildebi. swored
maSin, meore avtomobili gamarjvebuli ieriT Cagiv-
lis. midi, midi _ uyviri, did Seuracxyofas grZnob.
sad midixar, idioto! ra siswrafea saWiro mxolod
erTi metriT win wasawevad! magram, marcxi gtkiva.
Sors Savi figura moCans. mxcovani qali zantad kveTs
quCas. TiTqmis ejaxebi. frTxilad, bebia! _ gasZaxeb
fanjridan. es moxucebi saSiSroebas warmoadgenen. mi-
zans ukve miaRwie. da, manqanis gaCereba SeuZlebelia.
moulodnelad ramdenime metr Tavisufal adgils
aRmoaCen. qalaqis erTi namceci umanqanod. amuxru-
Web, cotac da guli amovardeba. ukan mdgomi mZRolebi
gisignaleben. ar inZrevi. gaCerebas cdilob. magram
mdevari avtomobilebi ar ganebeben. sinanuliT gaxe-
dav Tavisufal adgils. da kvlav moulodnelad erT-
erTi manqana Cerdeba, gelis, rom Senc gaCerde. cdi-
lob, daayovno, magram quCa viwroa, sakiTxi ki rTuli.
mezobeli Sens dasaxmareblad ukan svliT moZraobas
iwyebs. magram, kudSi Camdgari avtomobilebis mkveTri
siaxlovis gamo, TiTqmis ver moZraobs. moaxerxeb da
aCereb. manqanidan gadmodixar, kars ketav, grZnob
usasrulo bednierebas, ganuzomel madlierebas uc-
nobi mezoblis mimarT, romelic SeCerda, saSualeba
mogca, gaCerebuliyavi. swrafad moZraob guluxv
mZRolTan misasvlelad da madlierebis gamosaxat-
ad. uaxlovdebi, ormocdaaT wlamde mamakacia, melan-
qoliuri mzeriT. uRrmes madlobas aRelvebuli xmiT
moaxseneb. is ki gaocebuli Semogcqers. ukve nervu-
lad uxdi madlobas. `sxva raRas elodiT? manqanebs
Tavze ver gadavuvlidi! amaze metad ukan daxeva ar
SemeZlo!~ ver gauge. madloba, madloba _ fiqrob.
bolos ki amoiCurCuleb: `marTla, marTla, madlobas
mogaxsenebT!..~ kaci saxeze xels Camoisvams da ambobs
_ es moZraoba, es nervebi! gzas gakvirvebuli, sevdi-
ani filosofiiT Cafiqrebuli ganagrZob. namdvili
gancdiT gaocebuli.
ratomaa xalxi ase daZabuli? ver vxvdebi!
Targmna Tea xomasuriZem