literaturuli gazeTi
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qeTi gziriSvili
totemi
iseTi Semxvda gzebi,
ver vuyvebi veravis.
sizmrebSi Casaxlda yvela,
vinc ram icoda maT Sesaxeb
da Tu CavakiTxe,
Tmaze misvams xels.
erTma meufem,
viszec qveynis Tvali iyo mipyrobili,
aseTi ram Tqva:
„eWvi maqvs, ratom mergo es gamocda,
magram raki mergo, unda miviRo~.
mas mere vfiqrobdi Cems eWvze,
romelsac ufro kiTxva hqvia.
TvalebSi afeTqebul wertilebze,
Zilis saSualebas rom ar maZlevs,
pasuxebze,
romlebic arasdros daubrunebiaT,
kiTxvebze, romlebic arasdros dausvamT.
TiTqos mxolod xis toti viyavi,
xmeli,
tkacuna.
totebs arasdros elaparakebian.
maT Tavisi daniSnuleba aqvT:
aTboben,
sayrdenad gamoiyenebian,
an _ gaWyletili karaliokis amosafxekad
fexsacmlis Ziridan.
iSviaTad ki, romeliRac mgzavri tots,
romelsac eyrdnoboda,
gorakze arWobs da Rrublebs ereva.
gazafxulze SeiZleba alvis nergi dadges iq,
sadac arasdros uxaria alvas,
xolo sizmrebSi Tavze xels usvamdnen
qarsacavebi.
V vali unugeSobis SegrZneba _ „ratom, too?..
gamodis or kviraSi erTxel, paraskeobiT
andro buaCiZe
sadarbazo
sololakSi, Cemi yofili ocdamecxramete
skolis pirdapir, erTi didi sadarbazoa. am
sadarbazoSi bebia elenes Zma oTar rCeuliS-
vili cxovrobda _ Zia oTari, rogorc mas ve-
ZaxdiT. Zia oTarTan jer kidev manamde davyav-
di bebias, vidre skolaSi Semiyvandnen. am nax-
evradbnel, uzarmazar sadarbazoSi Sesvla
yovelTvis idumal SiSs, Zrwolas da amqveyni-
uri yofierebis auxsnelobis gancdas miRvi-
Zebda. maRalWeriani da farTo sadarbazos
marcxena kuTxeSi, kibis qvemoT dRis sinaTliT
ganaTebuli mewaRis jixuri iyo. jixurs oTaxi
ufro eTqmoda, radgan karga mozrdil farTs
moicavda. mewaRec yovelTvis iq ijda, mTeli
arsebiT saqmeSi CanTqmuli, taburetze Camom-
jdari, winsafarafarebuli sqeli kaci. jix-
uris SesasvlelTan, Sig sadarbazoSi, mewaRis
didi motoroleri iyo Seyenebuli, rac kidev
ufro ucnaur iers sZenda sadarbazos. buru-
siT mocul marjvena mxares kibe iwyeboda da
am kibis safexurebze zemodan mkrTali dRis
sinaTle iRvreboda. Tuki kibeze Semdgari aap-
yrobdi mzeras, dainaxavdi gamWvirvale minis
Wers, saidanac uxvad iRvreboda sinaTle da
pirvel sarTulamdec aRwevda.
VI-VII
fasi 80 TeTri
beqa qurxuli
Tvaldakarguli
yivCaRis
Canawerebi
fragmenti momavali romanidan
GANGSTER PARADISE
didi da saSineli ambebi xdeboda sizmareT-
Si. rac dro gadioda, sul ufro Zneldeboda
am mistikuri drois karibWeSi gadasvla-gad-
mosvla, wlebs sul ufro mravalferovani da
daundobeli dardi da kaeSani mohqonda. yove-
li moZraoba, ubralo gatokeba, Tavad saku-
Tari sxeulic ki, lamis fizikur tkivils ay-
enebda, sikvdilamde ezareboda yvelaferi. da
kidev ufro uaresi _ eSinoda!.. asakSi Sesv-
lasTan erTad, usamarTlod dasjili patara
bavSvis wrfeli da didi gulistkiviliT ac-
nobierebda, rom sinamdvileSi mTeli misi cx-
ovreba, dabadebidan moyolebuli, erTi didi
stresi, autaneli tkivilis Tmena da ganuw-
yveteli safrTxis SegrZneba iyo. aman ise au-
lesa nervebi da suli, rogorc venaxis sasx-
lavi dana, ZafiviT dawvrilebuli da pirbas-
ri, haersac rom Wris, vidre amdeni lesvisgan
im haeriviT uxilavi ar gaxdeba da ar gaqreba.
nervebi gacvda, gailia da gaqra. drois sv-
lasTan erTad imis gacnobiereba, rom TiTq-
mis mTelma cxovrebam am jojoxeTur tkivi-
lebSi gaiara, giorgisTvis ufro guldasaw-
yveti da mtkivneuli iyo, vidre Tavad tkivi-
lebi. ukve Zalian didi xnis ganmavlobaSi ar
tovebda murtali usamarTlobisa da gamou-
vis cinikur da sastik kanonzomierebas vemor-
CilebiT? ras gverCian Tu ras gverCis? vin gve-
kaifeba ase mwared?.. ras niSnavs es yvelaferi?
ratom? rogor? saidan? ra azri aqvs?.. vin mo-
gvavlina sadRac ukidegano, civ, bnel kosmo-
sSi Cakargul marcvalze, mtvris nawilakze,
am ucnaur, sulelur eqsperimentul labora-
toriaSi? eqsperimentuli dedamiwa, I eqsper-
imentaluri skola, marTla ra ubedurebaa
amdeni eqsperimenti?..~
X-XI
2 Canawerebi
refreni
galaktionis arqividan
1940
rac Seexeba ogiust konts, imaTi mT-
eli sameba arsebobs, tite da buvari.
erTmaneTs SeTanxmebulni, es sizifeebi
monobisa _ TerTmeti weli gadis, rac
iweren, iweren, iweren (gadaiweron).
1949
da mTeli rigi poetebisagan,
am monobis sizifeebisagan,
romlebic, aba,
ramdeni xania,
erTmaneTisagan
iweren,
iweren,
iweren, _
im dros, rodesac puSkini
sdebda xelSekrulebas aragvTan.
1951
CvenSi sakmaod Zlieria mimtacebel-
Ta ricxvi. isini sul ubralod iweren,
iweren, iweren. gadaiwera erTma, gada-
iwera meorem, gadaiwera mesamem da...
ukve waiSala xsovna...
1955
mweralTa kavSirSi Svidi ganyofi-
lebaa:
1. mwervalTa kavSiri.
2. mweralTa kavSiri.
3. mwerelTa kavSiri.
4. gadamwerelTa kavSiri.
5. mimomwerelTa kavSiri.
6. CamomwerelTa kavSiri.
7. mwerTa kavSiri.
tioni
arqivSi rusuli amovikiTxe da gad-
movaqarTule:
_ odesRac man waikiTxa lord bai-
ronis poema `wyvdiadi~, magram es iyo
Zalian didixnis winaT da mTeli genia-
loba am eniTgamouTqmeli Zlevamosi-
li simRerisa wyvdiadis Sesaxeb, samya-
ros didi dabnelebis Sesaxeb, mas moeC-
vena saSinelebad, romelic unda gamor-
icxuliyo kacobriobis rogorc awmy-
oSi, aseve momavalSi. `iqneb es mxolod
fantaziaa poetisa, raTa SegvaSinos an
winaswarmetyvelad mogvevlinos poe-
ti, romelmac momavali (ese igi awmyo)
gamoicno?~ _ ase fiqrobda axalgazr-
da tioni.
`wyvdiadi~ xangrZlivi leqsia da
ara poema da galaktionma Targmna ki-
dec 1941 wels pirveli oTxi striqoni
turgenevis rusuli Targmanidan (`me
damesizmra mware sizmari, magram mT-
lad rodi iyo sizmari~), magram aRar
gaagrZela da aRar daasrula. am Canaw-
erma ki galaktionis kidev erTi zed-
meti saxeli Semogvinaxa _ tioni.
bnela?
1935 wels `parizul CanawerebSi~ pa-
cifisturi lirika daasaTaura _ `nei-
tralobis Sesaxeb~:
_ haeri, romliTac manamde, sanam
msoflio 1914 wels gonebas ar dakarga-
vda, iyo arena mxolod torolebis yi-
ramala trialisa da mercxlebis bana-
obis... kargi iyo is dro, yovelgvar an-
gariSebs Cven vwyvetdiT xmeleTze da
wyalze, haerSi ki eskadriliebad mxo-
lod weroebi ewyobodnen da mis siCu-
mes ar ayruebda yumbarTmzidavebis
`angelosis~ griali. exla ki, almazebi-
ani ca uneburad gveeWveba... da erTi
saxelmwifo ugzavnis notas meores: `ra
sabuTis ZaliT eCxireba Cvens teri-
torias Tqveni cisartyela?~.
oci wlis Semdeg, rodesac meore
msoflio omis ca moiwminda, demonuri
mexsierebis patronma, rogorc nodar
tabiZem gagvacno, sityva sityviT gaix-
sena ukanaskneli xazgasmuli fraza,
erTaderTi sariTmo ormarcvala
Caamata da Tavis sayvarel eqvsmarcv-
lovan CarCoSi Casva:
ra sabuTis ZaliT
eCxireba _ (bnela?) _
literaturuli gazeTi
Cvens teritorias
Tqveni cisartyela?
galaktion tabiZe _
galaktion tabiZes
arqivSi erTstrofiani maRali Sai-
ri aRmoCnda _ `galaktion tabiZes~.
avtoris saxeli da gvari garkveviT ik-
iTxeba _ Salva nucubiZe. arada, wiTe-
li da lurji melniT da fanqriT aq-
tiurad nasworebi teqsti abaTilebs
avtoris vinaobas. Salva nucubiZe ara
marto Targmnida, aramed werda kidec
leqsebs, magram feradi variaciebi amJ-
Ravneben, rom avtori adresatia:
vaxtang javaxaZe
isev galaktioni
intermediebi `ucnobis~ meSvide gamocemisaTvis
ra gixdeba mSvenieri
ulvaSi da wveris tevri,
gana ki gvyavs SenisTana
rusTavelis Semdeg bevri?
rusTavelis damowmeba fsevdo-nu-
cubiZis avtorobas daadasturebda,
magram galaktionma warumateblad ie-
Smaka. daxvewili varianti rom gadae-
TeTrebina, iqneb daejerebina kidec
wamkiTxveli.
`mivdiodiT~ Tu `movdiodiT~?
1919 wels `artistul yvavilebSi~
gamoaqveyna `edgari mesamed~. pirveli
striqoni ase ikiTxeba:
Cven mivdiodiT taZrisken ori, _
xolo bolo meTormete:
Cven movdiodiT taZrisken sami.
momdevno yvela gamocemam _ rCe-
ulebma da mravaltomeulebma _ pir-
veli publikaciis teqsti gaimeora
(Tumca mo zmniswini aSkara Seusabamo
da sapirispiro mimarTulebas gvTava-
zobs).
arsebobs erTaderTi gamonaklisi
_ 1959 wlis `rCeuli~, romelic me Se-
vadgine:
da mivdiodiT taZrisken sami.
dedani am gamocemisaTvis, romel-
ic cxra tomis masalas moicavda, gala-
ktionma moamzada da warmoadgina ga-
momcemlobaSi. am cxratomeulidan me
erTtomeuli anu `rCeuli~ Sevadgine
da gavaredaqtire. sarecenzio stri-
qoni me ar gamisworebia. etyoba, xar-
vezi TviTon avtorma SeamCnia ormoci
wlis Semdeg da vendoT galaktions:
da mivdiodiT taZrisken sami.
sxvaTaSoris, galaktionma analogi-
urad gadaTvala da erTi gamouqveyneb-
eli leqsic dagvitova _ `mgzavroba~:
me mivdiodi erTi...
Cven mivdiodiT ori...
Cven mivdiodiT sami...
Cven mivdiodiT Svidi...
da bolos:
exla mivdivarT mTeli
legionebis wyeba.
upirvelesi, upirvelesad,
upirveles yovlisa!
sabam ganmarta:
_ upirvelesi oTxsa daniSnavs: us-
akuTressa da sakuTarsa; meored bu-
nebiT upirvelessa, viTarca cxoveli
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upirvelesi ars kacisa; mesamed wesiTa, TavdaviwyebiT dauwyo kocna. moulod-
viTarca ani, bani da misTanani; meoTxed nelad deda Semovida ise, rom Svilma
pativiTa, viTarca episkoposi, xucesi ver SeamCnia. galaktions SeSinebuli
da misTanani. dedis xma Semoesma: `gadirie, Svilo?
iliam gaaideura: ra mogivida?~ _ da galaktionma de-
_ sazogadoeba, upirveles yov- das danaSaulze waswrebuliviT upa-
lisa, ideas scemda pativs. suxa: `didi imedebi~, `didi imedebi~, de-
galaktionma gaaqtiura da notebze da, `didi imedebi~!
gadaitana 1920 wels: `didi imedebi~ dikensis erT-erTi
poezia upirveles yovlisa! bolo romanTagania: esaa Raribi obo-
poezia upirveles yovlisa! li biWis pipis ambavi, romelic saku-
....................................................... Tar dasTan da siZe mWedel josTan er-
saqarTvelo upirveles yovlisa! Tad cxovrobda. oboli moulodne-
saqarTvelo upirveles yovlisa! lad gamdidrdeba, magram jos samWed-
........................................................ lo da buxari arasodes aviwydeba. pipi
poezia upirveles yovlisa! daeufleba qonebas kacisa, romelic ar
poezia upirveles yovlisa! isurvebs, gamoecnauros. pipis mfar-
velobs moxuci ledi, romlis aRz-
rdili estelac Seuyvardeba. da uceb
imedebi gaucruvdeba, rodesac misi
mwyalobeli aRmoCndeba katorReli
xeviSi, romelsac bavSvobisas SemTxve-
viT daexmara. pipi gakotrdeba, este-
la sxvaze gaTxovdeba da oboli mSob-
liur keras ubrundeba _ nacnob bux-
arsa da samWedlos:
_ RamRamobiT xSirad meRviZeboda
da erTi fiqri mawvalebda: albaT uke-
Tesi da ufro bednieri viqnebodi, mis
xevaSs rom ar Sevxvedrodi saerTod,
saxlSi davrCeniliyavi da mSvidad
mecxovra josTan erTad. Zalian xSir-
ad marto vijeqi buxarTan, cecxls
Cavcqerodi da vfiqrobdi: rac ginda
Tqvi da, qveynad ar arsebobs Cveni sam-
Wedlos cecxlze da Cveni samzareu-
los cecxlze ukeTesi cecxli.
ase mTavrdeba dikensis romani.
ase fiqrobda dikensis gmiri.
da ase uyvarda galaktions diken-
..........................................................
sis gmiriviT cecxlTan Cafiqreba.
saqarTvelo upirveles yovlisa!
saqarTvelo upirveles yovlisa!
da axla, rogorc ki mavani wamoiwye-
ra uyvarT frangebs?
bs:
_ pirvel rigSi...
1936 wels galaktionma gaixsena:
umal galaktionis refreni wamoma-
_ SoriT versali mosCans cisferi,
gondeba:
rosme is Cemi iyo zmaneba.
_ upirveles yovlisa!
siymawvilis Jams waiocneba:
_ parizis universitetis studen-
ti galaktion tabiZe.
zarebs zarebi da
1917 wels Zmas werili gaugzavna
zarebi zarebs
moskovidan:
_ enkenisTvidan Sevudgebi frangu-
Cven erTxel ukve davawyvileT ga-
lis, germanulis da inglisuris Seswav-
laktionis `TqvenTa mSvenier wamwamTa
las universitetSi.
qoxi~ da jeimz joisis `wamwamTa meseri-
1923 wlis ubis wignakSi CainiSna:
dan icqireboda~.
_ franguli xvalidan.
axla unda SevadaroT galaktionis
1935 wels parizSi aleqsei tolstoi
`grgvinviT ebrZoden zarebs zarebi~
gaesaubra:
(1918 weli) da joisis `zarebi zarebiT
_ Tqven iciT franguli ena, galak-
uxmoben zarebs~ (1922 weli).
tion? _ mkiTxa aleqsei tolstoim.
erTxel `ulises~ erT-erT mTargm-
_ SesaZloa, TviTon frangma ar ic-
nels, romelic penelopes epizods az-
odes kargad franguli ena. _ vupasuxe.
ustebda, joisi gaexumra:
_ kargi! magram frangebs ar uy-
_ yvelaferi rom axlave gangimar-
varT, roca cudi franguliT esaubre-
toT, ukvdavebas davkargav. am epizod-
bian.
Si imdeni enigma da gamocana Cavde, rom
galaktionma icoda cudi frangu-
profesorebsac ki saukuneebi dasWir-
li da Zalian kargi rusuli, imdenad
debaT imis gasarkvevad, Tu ra viguli-
kargi, rom siymawvilisas dilemis wi-
sxme. es ki erTaderTi saSualebaa saku-
naSec ki aRmoCnda, qarTulad ewera Tu
Tari ukvdavebis dasazRvevad.
rusulad leqsebi da Semdeg rusul da
_ ocneba, naxazi saganTa uariT. _
rusul-qarTul leqsebs xSirad riT-
galaktionis am da aseTsave daSifrul
mavda saxalisod.
striqonebs rom vkiTxulob, joisis es
erTxel bodiSi moixada:
viTom xumroba maxsendeba: cxadia, ukv-
_ ra vqna, rusul SkolaSi vswav-
davebas msgavsi metaforebi azRveven.
lobdi da ase memarjvebao.
da _ aseTi absoluturi smenis pa-
troni _ zogjer TiTqos rusulad
dikensis gmiriviT
azrovnebda da qarTulad werda.
arada, aSkarad sjobda, kargi fran-
dikensi galaktionis rCeul avtor-
guli eswavla da rusuli saerTod ar
Ta Soris unda davasaxeloT:
_ aq vkiTxulobdi dikenss. _ dik- scodnoda.
ensis gmiriviT miyvarda cecxlTan rusulSi maxvili Zlieria, fran-
Cafiqreba. _ miyvarda, rogorc dik- gulSi susti da qarTulSic susti. ga-
ensis gmirebs, cecxlTan Rvinis sma da laktioni ki alag-alag ise riTmavda,
gafiqreba. _ rogorc uyvardaT dik- TiTqos qarTuli maxvili Zlieri yo-
ensis gmirebs. _ aviReb xelSi iseve filiyos, TiTqos aviwydeboda, qar-
dikenss. _ varCevdi dikenss. _ davx- Tulad rom werda. es aSkaravdeba ara-
urav dikenss. TanabarmarcvlovanTa gariTmvis Sem-
da kidev _ 1929 wlis 1 Tebervlis TxvevaSi, gansakuTrebiT _ or da sam-
dRiuri: ocdaTeqvsmeti wlis galak- marcvlovanTa dawyvilebisas.
tions mSobliuri WyviSis wablis xis am mxriv TviT `artistuli yvavi-
odaSi gvian gaeRviZa, vinaidan gaTe- lebic~ araa gamonaklisi. es meore kre-
nebamdis kiTxulobda dikensis romans buli 1915-1918 wlebSi daiwera. am oTxi
`didi imedebi~. gaeRviZa da fanjris wlis didi nawili galaktionma ruseT-
minaze mzis arili SeniSna. fanjarasT- Si gaatara. upiratesad rusul wignebs
an miiWra da mzis sxivebis anarekls kiTxulobda, colsac rusulad es-
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aubreboda da, rac mTavaria, frangul
poezias rusulad gaecno.
rusebma ara marto Cveni teritoria
daipyres.
poets nostalgia moeZala da ram-
denime wlis Semdeg leqsi dawera:
ilaparakeT, gevedrebiT...
oRond qarTulad...
oRond qarTulad ilaparakeT...
akoca da makoca
1988 wels, rodesac `ucnobi~ calke
wignad gamoica, Tbilisis 55-e skolis
direqtorma oTar lomiZem damireka:
wavikiTxe `ucnobi~ da ise momewona,
kiTxva rom davasrule, wigns vakoceo.
amaze sasiamovno komplimenti ar
maxsovs.
2020 wlis 11 ianvars yazbegis pros-
peqtze `saqarTvelos bankis~ filial-
Si mivedi, sadac yovelTviurad komu-
naluri momsaxurebis gadasaxadebs
vixdi. me bankomatis moxmareba ver vis-
wavle. bankomatTan yovelTvis dgas
bankis TanamSromeli gogona, romel-
ic mexmareba. SabaTi dRe iyo da filia-
lSi arcerTi TanamSromeli ar aRmoCn-
da. Semodiodnen moqalaqeni da sam
bankomatTan saqmianobdnen. iqve ma-
makacs vTxove daxmareba da man uari
miTxra. Cveni saubari gaigona mezobel
bankomatTan Seyovnebulma qaliSvil-
ma da SemomTavaza: damelodeT da me
dagexmarebiTo. davelode da damexma-
ra. oTxive gadasaxadi rom gadamixada
da qviTrebi damibruna, mkiTxa, Tqven
mwerali vaxtang javaxaZe brZandebi-
To? diax-meTqi, vupasuxe. uceb momiax-
lovda, makoca, Sebrunda da gaiqca.
amaze sasiamovno honorari ar maxs-
ovs.
me male 88 wlis gavxdebi, ucnobi
qaliSvili usaTuod 22 wlis iqneboda.
1953 wlis 1 noembers galaktioni
universitetSi miviwvieT. studenti
poetebi leqsebiT mivesalmeT da yve-
las Sublze gvakoca. naxevari sauku-
nis Semdeg, 2003 wels, gamaxsenda:
vin adidebda `argosa~,
vin _ martinsa da mangosa,
vin aRmerTebda margosa,
vin maTe gaamarkoza.
me vaqeb zodiaqosa,
ar vabzrialeb maqosa.
mze pirs ibans da maviwyebs
aTasgvar wiko-makosa,
me pirs ar viban: me erTxel
galaktionma makoca.
`premia~ da premiebi
1998 wlis maisSi rusTavelis premie-
bis komitetma Cems `ucnobs~ uari uT-
xra _ ramdenime xma damaklda.
TiTqos uCveulo araferi momxda-
ra. uCveulo da moulodneli aRmoCn-
da protesti, romelic am SemTxvevas
mohyva da romelsac analogi ar moe-
Zebneba premiebis matianeSi.
laureatebis sia 26 maiss gamoqveyn-
da, 27 maiss ki saqarTvelos radiom ga-
moacxada:
_ Zalian samwuxaroa, rom vaxtang
javaxaZes premia ar misceso, _ da niS-
nad TanagrZnobisa gadmosca Cemi ram-
denime leqsis Canaweri, 30 maiss ki gaim-
eora adre Cawerili erTsaaTiani sa-
ubari CemTan.
imave meore dRes `dilis gazeTSi~
daibeWda jansuR Rvinjilias gamox-
maureba:
_ moxda didi usamarTloba. yov-
lad warmoudgenelia, rom premiis ga-
reSe darCa vaxtang javaxaZis `ucnobi~,
romelic evropis donezea dawerili...
CemTvis faqtobrivad galaktionis
Semoqmedeba samaradisod movlilia,
radgan Tuki ram niuansia didi xelo-
vanis cxovrebaSi an mis SemoqmedebiT
samzareuloSi, am wignSi warmodgenil-
ia Zalian daxvewili formiT... visac
xeli moubrunda da waSala, maT namusze
iyos, maTi danaSaulia.
1 ivniss gazeT `meridianSi~ zaza aba-
literaturuli gazeTi
SiZem premiebis komitetis gadawyve-
tileba Seafasa:
_ faqtia, rusTavelis premiebi
mainc CawyobiT nawildeba, oRond, ety-
oba, aq iseTi elastiuri meqanizmi mu-
Saobs, rom veravis gamoiWer... vinc ra
unda Tqvaso, wisqvilma ki fqvaso _
rusTavelis premia kidev erTxel daf-
qves saxelmwifo premiebis dasanamce-
cebel wisqvilSi.
25 ivniss gazeTma `Tbilisma~ gamo-
aqveyna mixeil qvliviZis `monologi _
simarTle borkiliviT mZimea~:
_ ar SemiZlia gavCumde da ar vTqva
im usamarTlobaze, rac axlaxan moxda
mweralTa kavSirSi. niWier mwerals,
TaviT fexamde inteligents, vaxtang
javaxaZes galaktionisadmi miZRvnil
unikalur wignSi `ucnobi~ uari uTxres
rusTavelis premiaze... Tavmdabloba
da mokrZaleba arasodes fasobda sa-
qarTveloSi, magram isic xom cxadia,
rom javaxaZis `ucnobis~ msgavsi wigni
saukuneSi erTxel iwereba.
1999 wlis 2 Tebervals fridon xal-
vaSma wigni maCuqa da wamiwera:
_ Cemo vaxtang, Seni `ucnobi~ yo-
velgvar prozas da leqssac mirCevnia.
ra arakacurad da unamusod moeqcnen.
2001 wels rusTavelis premiebis ko-
mitetis Tavmjdomarem murman leban-
iZem sagulisxmo werilSi `pasuxad op-
onentebs, romlebic qvebs isvrian~ gu-
listkiviliT aRniSna:
_ SesaniSnavi poeti vaxtang javax-
aZe gulsatkenad dagveCagra.
_ SeTqmulebas emsxverpla javax-
aZis `ucnobi~, rodesac es SesaniSnavi
wigni, rusTavelis premiaze wardgeni-
li, uRvTod gaaSaves! _ Teimuraz
doiaSvilis es SeniSvna gazeT `kalma-
sobaSi~ daibeWda 2005 wels.
premiebis miniWebis aTi wlis Semdeg,
2008 wlis 4 noembers, gazeT `saqarTve-
los respublikaSi~ vilen mardaleiS-
vilma gaixsena:
_ vaxtang javaxaZe waradgines rus-
Tavelis premiaze, magram mTelma lit-
eraturulma sazogadoebam icis,
rogor usindisod `gaaSaves~ igi.
TerTmeti wlis Semdeg ki, 2009 wlis
9 marts, Jurnal `Cveni mwerlobis~ mo-
rig nomerSi soso WumburiZem mianiSna:
_ givi ZnelaZis xumroba maxsende-
ba erT-erTi prozaikosis misamarTiT
Tqmuli _ rusTavelis premia ki miiRo,
magram laureati mainc ver gaxdao.
vaxtang javaxaZeze piriqiT iTqmis _
visac poeziis rame gaegeba, yvelasaT-
vis laureatia.
1998 wlis 26 maisidan Cemi telefoni
gaaqtiurda da gaaqtiurda da gaaqti-
urda:
damireka guram doCanaSvilma:
_ me bevrma miTxra, vaxtang javax-
aZis `ucnobma~ Cven wminda taZarSi Seg-
viyvanao.
damireka laSa TabukaSvilma:
_ aseTi usamarTloba CvenSi amJa-
mad arc Zalian moulodneliao.
damireka guram gogiaSvilma:
_ warmoudgeneli usamarTloba
moxda. yvelaze Rirseuli kandidati
iyavi. msgavs wigns veravin dawerso.
damireka dodo WumburiZem:
_ batono vaxtang, Tqven CemTvis
didixania, rusTavelis premiis lau-
reati brZandebiTo.
damireka zaal botkovelma:
_ CemTvis Sena xar rusTavelis pre-
miis laureatio.
damireka xuta yufaraZem:
_ Tengiz kikaliSvilma erTi ambavi
atexa, vaxtangs ratom ar misces pre-
miao. Sen ratom arafers akeTebo.
damireka sruliad ucnobma qalba-
tonma:
_ batono vaxtang, Zalian gTxovT,
guls nu gaitexT, Cveni siyvaruli ger-
CioT maRali eSelonebis jildoso.
mweralTa kavSiris foieSi Wabua ami-
rejibi Semomxvda. win damidga da Tva-
lebSi SemomaCerda. mere mxrebze xeli
Semomxvia da makoca. sityva ar uTqvams.
laparaki uWirs, isedac gasagebi iyo
yvelaferi.
piradad mosmenilebi da gagoni-
lebic davimaxsovre:
_ imaTi dedac, vinc rusTavelis
premia `ucnobs~ waarTva (vaxuSti ko-
tetiSvili).
_ rusTavelis premia _ Sen ki ara
_ galaktions ar misces (paata koRu-
aSvili).
_ Zalian gvatkines guli, Cvens `uc-
nobs~ rom premia ar misces. es wigni mx-
olod Tqveni ar gegonoT, es Cveni wig-
nia (Tamila lasxiSvili).
_ Cven pirad Seuracxyofad miviC-
nieT is faqti, rom `ucnobi~ rusTave-
lis premiis gareSe datoves (nana cin-
caZe).
_ galaktioni meored mokles~ _
es mkvaxe SeZaxili moqandake Tengiz ki-
kaliSvilisagan movismine 1998 wlis 11
agvistos: xuta yufaraZem galaktion-
is salonSi galaktionis patriotebi
Sekriba da sanugeSo sufra gamiSala.
premiaze rom warmadgines, Cems uf-
ros megobars murman lebaniZes gul-
wrfelad gavende: miviReb premias, Za-
lian gamixardeba, da Tu ver miviReb,
Zalian ar mewyineba-meTqi.
maSin gamomcemlobaSi erT oTaxSi
visxediT me da SoTa iamaniZe _ dire-
qtoris moadgile. SoTam ramdenime
dRis Semdeg gamimxila: mTeli kvira ga-
kvirdebi da gaognebuli var, araferi
rom ar getyobao. me igive gavumeore,
rom orive SedegisTvis winaswar viyavi
Semzadebuli.
ise, premia rom mimeRo, amden kom-
pliments namdvilad ver davimsaxureb-
di, Tumca, arc iseTi miamiti var, ase-
Ti qaTinaurebi oden pirad Rirsebad
miviCnio.
_ rusTavelis premias is mkacri re-
aqcia gerCios, Jiuris gadawyvetile-
bam rom gamoiwviao. _ miTxra jansuR
Carkvianma da gamaxsenda: erTxel bat-
on pavle ingoroyvas Sevaxsene: Tqven
rom mweralTa kavSirma akademiaSi war-
gadginaT da uari giTxres, es faqti
ufro mniSvnelovania-meTqi da batoni
pavle dameTanxma.
bodiSs vixdi Tamami SedarebisTvis,
magram, mgoni, Cems premiasac igive bedi
ewia: wlebi gadis da `ucnobi~ agrovebs
da aWarbebs im xmebs, romlebic komi-
tetis wevrebma ver gaimetes ocdaori
wlis winaT.
* igive refreni gamoCnda Coxataure-
2014 wlis 15 aprils samxatvro aka-
demiaSi vestumre gogi wereTels, ro-
melmac `ucnobis~ mexuTe gamocema ga-
miforma grafikulad.
gogim gaixsena 1998 wlis rusTavel-
is premiebis miniWebis procesi (igi pre-
miebis komisiis wevri iyo), rodesac me
19 xma miviRe, Cemma konkurentma ki _
28 (gamsvleli iyo 23 xma). Sedegebis
gamocxadebis Semdeg gaocebul da gab-
razebul murman lebaniZes komisiis 32
wevrisTvis ganucxadebia: dRes Tqven
danaSauli CaidineT da amieridan veR-
ar gendobiTo. amis Sesaxeb murmans Cem-
Tvis araferi uTqvams: etyoba,
euxerxuleboda da faruli kenWisyr-
is Catarebis Semdeg kargaxans aRar
daurekavs, aRarc me Sevxmianebivar,
raTa uxerxul mdgomareobaSi ar Cam-
Canawerebi 3
eyenebina. premiebis komisiis 35 wevri
ki daiTxova da axali Semadgenloba
Sekriba _ 15 kaci.
*
2012 wels qarTuli poeziisa da ga-
laktionologiis ganviTarebaSi Seta-
nili gansakuTrebuli wvlilisaTvis
rusTavelis premia mSobliur quTais-
Si gadmomca saqarTvelos prezident-
ma da socialur qselSi ucnobi gulSe-
matkivari gamomexmaura: `bolos da
bolos samarTalma puri Wamao~.
adre, 2008 wels, `ucnobis~ meoTxe
gamocemas Tbilisis sakrebulos pre-
mia `gala~ mieniWa _ rogorc `samagi-
do wigns~.
2011 wels `qarTuli literaturisa
da galaktionologiaSi Setanili gan-
sakuTrebuli wvlilisTvis~ liter-
aturuli premia `saba~ gadmomeca.
2012 wels saguramoSi _ `qarTuli
kulturisa da sulierebis winaSe gan-
sakuTrebuli damsaxurebisaTvis~ gad-
momces ilias medali.
2016 wels `inteleqtma~ gamosca Cemi
xangrZlivi leqsi anu mini-poema `ele-
gia~, romelmac momaval 2017 wels sami
jildo daimsaxura: mweralTa saxlis
premia `litera~, Tibisi bankis premia
`saba~ da Tbilisis sakrebulos premia
`Tbilisi~.
`sabas~ ganmeorebiTi gadmocemisas
Jiuris xuT wevrs xuTi madloba gada-
vuxade, SorT listSi CemTan erTad
gasul xuTive kolegas movubodiSe da
ganvacxade:
_ `ucnobi~ rom davwere, besik xara-
nauls wavakiTxe da besikma miTxra: am-
ieridan Sen iqnebi erTaderTi wignis
`ucnobis~ avtori da Sens leqsebs daiv-
iwyebeno. amitom dRevandeli `saba~ Ce-
mTvis niSnavs galaktionis mier repre-
sirebuli Cemi leqsebis reabilitacias
da igi gansakuTrebiT meZvirfaseba, ra-
dgan movipove _ ara galaktionis _
aramed sakuTari meuRlis proteqci-
iT.
`elegiis~ gamoqveynebisTanave ba-
Tumis erT-erTi quCis kedelze waaw-
eres striqoni-refreni mini-poemidan.
amave warweriT gamomcemloba `in-
teleqtma~ Tbilisis wignis festival-
ze sawigne CanTebi gamoitana.
li moswavleebis zurg-CanTebze:
girekaven da saxlSi ara xar
da aramarto saxlSi ara xar.
erTi wlis Semdeg ki me TviTon gam-
ovexmaure Cemsave refrens _ `da-
mirekes da davwere~:
Tumc aRar maklda fulebi
da xSirad viyav mTvrali,
arcerTi mimarTulebiT
ar gamqcevia Tvali.
es iyo didi TamaSi,
romelsac aklda taSi,
Cemi yvelaze lamazi
saxlSi meloda maSin.
dRes TiTqos pitiaxSi var,
Tbilisis pitiaxSi,
mirekaven da saxlSi var

da aramarto saxlSi.
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moaqvs triqtori, _ ayefdebian zarbaznebi.

vaxtang javaxaZe isev moaqvs troqtori.
vwer vinme xorgi
_ xmaCaxleCili qvemexebi. naxnavi miwa moTesil-
ia cxedrebiT.
da instruqtori. _ daiRvara mravali melani, xandaxan sisxlic.
_ arsena ufro adre iqna mokluli. mas wakiTxu-
* li ar hqonda `komunisturi manifesti~.
aris raRac alaznis _ daRlili rkina moarCina samiso malamoTi.
vedrebaSi _ gviani, _ Tavisi sindisi gaistumra TviTon.
mas verasdros ver axsnis _ adamians, romelsac araferi qveynad ara sjera,
Tvali vedrebiani. arc araferi daejereba.
_ episko(bozi) ars yovlis mxriT mkobeli.
* _ aRar aqvs stancia Sens laparaks?
sxva xevSi gadiCexeba, _ `Cqara Romi, Torem proletariati Relavs!~.
erTi rom waujikao, _ Romi indauris saWmelia.
Seni ki xelis Sexeba _ `gaumarjos indaurebs!~.
nagerala _ ver SerCaT, Zaujikau.
mosavlis aRebis Semdeg mopovebulebi IV
* _ mamaCems darCa iSviaTi wignTsacavi... am wignT-
I gaismoda tyeSi `rero~, sacavis wyalobiT me vicodi bevri iseTi ram, rac
* lalim SeamCnia Rero sizmradac ar moelandebodaT Cems maswavleblebs.
kargad gamokveTa, mSvenierze mSvenieri ifnis. _ galaktionologiis instituti.
vinac gamokveTa, _ galaktion tabiZis saSairo leqsebi.
yovel samogveTa * _ leqsis qimiuri Semadgenloba.
jiRa _ nikorwminda. mosCans mTebi svaneTis _ _ TeTri leqsisa da datexili uwyobo leqsis
landebi erTmaneTis. damarcxeba (ar vrceldeba).
* _ dabruneba ubraloebasTan.
wvimebis nana, * _ didi poeti arasdros ar ari ise marTali cam-
wvimebis nana, `gaumarjos erTobas, de.
ganaRe dana- xelSi momcem xelTofas!~. _ saqme midis jgirod.
Saulis kari. _ mainteresebs iakob nikolaZis marmarilo.
II _ panRuri ar metkineba, mewyineba.
* * _ yvelaferi ise keTdeba, rom SesaZlebelia
`gviSveleT da da darialis daxSuli kari gavirde.
hariqa da gaiReboda ucxo imediT. _ edgar po. grigoli didi viria. mariam orax-
gadaiqca elaSvili kargi qalia. einSteini.
barikada~. * _ javaxiSvili Cems danaxvaze gadarbis meore
ZvlebiT moTesili miwa quCaze.
* aris yana sakvirveli. _ javaxiSvili yovelTvis marto da ukana rigSi
mTvare anaTebs. yviriliT, kvexniT zis, TiTqos viRacas eparebao.
meezoveni qvafenils hgvian, * _ kaikasurdia (Cveulebrivad pirvel rigSi. pa-
megi! xom sjobda, gvecxovra qveynad zogisa bamba Cxrialebs, piross wevs. xSir-xSirad ixedeba ukan).
an ufro adre, an cota gvian? zogis kakalic arao. _ somxeTisken! Tqven midixarT Zvel somxeTSi.
axal somxeTSi rad gindaT wasvla, ageraa yvela
* * saqarTveloSi, tfilisSi.
maradJams kvlav iSrialeT, zamTars Tavisi gamohyavs solo, _ soxumi. doWviri: vaswavlidi cxrawledSi. wa-
vaSlovano da muxuro, vukiTxe `lurja cxenebi~. erTi megreli mowafe me-
ros oTxi drois aris kvarteti.
rodemdis, miTxar, rodemde kiTxeba: galaktion tabiZe kargi cxenosani ariso.
sulxdomis seirs vuyuro? _ cxeni rom moiparo, pateni, mesmis, Sejdebi da
*
waxval. mara am kameCs da cxvars rom iparav, sad mid-
misi cxovreba icvlis cxenebs yovel sadgurze.
samgori ixar imiT?
_ erTni klaven kacT. meoreni cdiloben,
*
gori da mere rogori, rogorme gaacocxlon igini. erTni Telaven vardT,
mTvaris Crdili yviTel xavsze wamowva.
ara erT-gori, or-gori magram ufro meti maT acocxleben xelaxla (rgaven).
da ara Sori ram gori _ me ki gadavSli gegels.
*
aramed mTeli samgori.
Citma Seqmna riJraJi.
V
* _ abaSeli. xa-xa-xa. _ leoniZe. vax! vax! vax! _
*
velad mwvanobs balaxi, maSaSvili. ui! ui! _ aliom miiTvisa riTmebi.
`saxli gadayavre, an Tu gamokire?~.
aRar mterobs mTa-bari, _ mixa. xa.xa. _ Salva. xa! xa! xa! _ kveselava? a?
mas moaqvs yabalaxi, _ pantola, panteleimon pantela. _ qe-qe-qe-SiZe.
*
Sen _ TeTri Tavsafari. _ miwiSvili nikola. _ Wilaia _ Wiarula _ moSeni-
SoTa, Sen daxven erTxel karebi.
ki!!! _ kote iezuiti. _ demetrawe. _ CaCava xan ava,
* xan Cava. _ polikarpe kakabaZe. poli-kaka. _ tician
* tabiZet. _ olia okujavo. _ g. tabiZe _ taboura.
ver mivaRwie sasurvel mizans,
Sen iZine pawa xanas. _ soxumi. Ночь ошибок. ailaxuaraquarexa. Sec-
gars Semomertya sicivis rkali,
rasac mosisxle mteri ver gizams, domebis Rame.
* _ da-da-da! bo-bo-bo! _ be-be, budrugun. _ tum-
imas kekela dagmarTebs qali.
nu geSinis qarisa da Tovlisa! ba-tumba _ naunau. nau. nau. _ rita, ta, ta, ta, ta,
* ta. _ ime! ime! ime! _ hiy! hiy! _ haida! haida! _
Rvinis smis dros SerTul colis * havaaai!!! _ yaira! T! i! _ raze-reza-raza-rasTvis?
xmam gaamos, mogilxinos, o, gamaxsendi, yvelafero, ar meSinia! _ hajan, hanum! _ janjux! arah! _ vaaheearanina. _
Sens qorwilSi aras gkadrebs, varaxun!
Sens qelexSi dalevs Rvinos. III
_ sad TinaTini da sad bovari?
* _ sad Senada, sad SeinSenada? vertikaluri lirika
vinc ver afasebs gulikos, _ baritoni kargi kaci unda iyos.
misi saxeli krul iyos, _ magram locvebs ar mohyavT dari mziani. * * * *
gisurveb es qobuleTi _ mgoni, gazafxulda! pinam iam minam muram
sul ase moqarguliyos!.. _ yvelgan Semodgomaa. minas, mzias, ninas, gurams,
_ Rrubeli damZimda. minam mziam ninam guram
* _ swvimda. pinas ias minas muras
eTersa da margaritas, _ iqneba qari Tu ara? qina- sia bina uTxra:
jokondasa da lauras _ _ qaria da es ari! qina mia- miu- mura,
cxovreba mwariT waritans, _ piramidaluri alvis xeebi. uZRvna sia. Cina. ura,
Jami daasevs bauras. _ varskvlavTa axali arxipelagi. Sina. ura!
_ mSvenebani udabnoTani.
buba _ gamarjoba, udabno, Seni! * *
Tovli 2 agvistos _ sarkeebis melanqolia. qori Rele-Rele,
_ sarke yinulTa SuSabandisa. miaqvs tye-tye,
gada-buba-bibineba. _ istoria mercxlebis, beRurebis, futkrebis. qars, ebulbule
gada-buba-ifineba. _ sawyali, mingreul-mongreuli goris atami. qari dRe-dRe.
sio-buba-sionzeda. _ erTi sawyali maneTi. miaqvs uRel-uRel
kavka-buba-sionzeda. _ naRdi _ magram umaneTo. qors, wevde,
Tovda-buba-zedizeda _ eeh! is dro iyo, Torem exla arc salami varga gori devde, tevde,
deda-buba-miwazeda. da arc purmarili. liaxvs, levde.
_ modis foladis cxeni _ aqa-iq Robeze, sarze mtkvars, ejeele,
* kidev darCenil cxenis TavTan. mtkvari cele,
modis traqtori, _ libreto ratacionis manqanisa. liaxvs, adRegrZele
rogorc treqtori, _ sikvdili zis haeroplanSi. gors. lele.
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literaturuli gazeTi poezia 5
rom moimka, ubralod, gaecvale da iswavle.
rom erTxel mainc cxovrebaSi moimka radgan Cven marto amisTvis movdivarT _
Suqi mzenaklul saxeze. viswavloT Tavi.

gegma gaReba

isini modian gegmebiT, vinmes kargad yofnisTvis rom cudad xar,

ukve dawyobili mosazrebebiT Cven Sesaxeb, iqneb es aris bedniereba.
Cven varT maTi molodinebis niadagi, aba, warmoidgine,
maTi warmodgeniT ukve damuSavebuli, ramdeni adamianis kargad yofnis mizezi gaxdi.
gafxvierebuli da sasuqSetanili. ramdeni iRimis,
maT mxolod evalebaT, moitanon Tavisi gegmebi ramdenma ocneba aixdina,
da mimoabnion velze, sitkbo miiRo,
romelsac kargad anaTebs mze Tvalebi aenTo,
da anotiebs mdinare; feradi sizmari naxa,
Camosxdnen CeroSi da statusi Seicvala.
miecnen ocnebas amobibinebul Sedegebze. rogor unda mogibrundes sityva, rom ubeduri xar.
da am dros, unda inaTo amdeni ayvavebuli nafexurisgan,
es erTi qceva miwa, romelic wasvlisas datove.
es ganoyierebuli sizmari Tu yamirad eqcaT, daxede Sens jadosnur fexebs da moefere,
Tu aRmoCnda, rom vels Tavisi yvavilebi hyavs, moirkale da daxuWe Tvalebi.
Tavisi Tagvebi daurbis sxeulze
erTi sizmari mainc iqneba SenTvis,
da mwyrebi rTaven
iZulebiT ZilSi.
feradi kvercxebiT mis kunWulebs,
qeTi gziriSvili saidanRac gamoaCenen uxeS Wvints
yvavilebis gasaTelad,
***
Tagvebs qvas dauSenen da
Wadarze SerCenili foToli
mwyrisTvis Tofs gadmoiReben mxridan.
ianvris bolosac eWideba tots.
mere kreben sakuTar gegmebs,
poezia is hgavs dabalzamebul yurs kolbaSi,
awyoben mosiarule muzeumis CemodanSi
Tumca misi kolba vrcelia,
da adgebian gzas axali velisken ise,
man uCinari qvabuli airCia, TiTqos dedamiwa mrgvali ar iyos. sadac qris qari da
mas mxolod gamvlelebi Seeswrnen, modis wvima.
misi mosvla mxolod SorsmWvretelebma igrZnes, marTalia uZalo,
misi SeeSindaT da Caxmaxze Seayenes ironia, gacilebis magram mze inTeba,
meocnebeebs Tavisi egonaT, an yunwTan axlos
narcisebs Tavebi egonaT, Cven ratom ar vemSvidobebiT dRes SaSviviT, klanWs adgams Citi.
mdidrebma samkaulad aqcies, romelic axla Cemi fanjris win mReris, aq mxolod erTi grZeli dRe frialebs,
Raribebma _ gildiis niSnad, ratom ar vuxdiT madlobas. an erTi grZeli Rame _
is ki, is SesaZloa arafriT iyo gamorCeuli, gaaCnia, saidan SevxedavT,
RameSi dajda da Ramidan aRdga iqneb gvtkenda kidec, sad vdgavarT Cven.
da naTeli, magram gadis. aravin icis,
rac sabavSvo botasebis lanCebiviT ratom ar vmReriT Zilis win Cvens Tavebs, kvirtis adgils ikavebs Tu ara,
ucimcimebda terfebze, vinc vixileT mzis amosvla, iqneb misi barieria,
megzurad dautova davimgzavreT sinaTle an carieli iluzia _
StormSi moyolil menaves. da erTmaneTi davinaxeT misi wyalobiT. gaaCnia, sad vdgavarT Cven.
ratom ar vacilebT am dRes Cvens warsulSi, magram,
saidanac Segvaxsenebs Tavs, rac ar unda iyos,
*** an arc, is arsebobs _
arasdros SemeZlo sakuTari Tavis prezentacia, radgan davkargeT codna gacilebis da miRebis, gamosaxuleba:
gnebavT, wardgena, gnebavT, Cveneba. rac, Cvengan gansxvavebiT, feri
gulwrfelad mikvirda im Zalis, ar daviwyebia Cits _ konturi
romliTac axerxebdnen da qmnidnen sakuTar Tavebs, mas hyofnis siyvaruli, feri
aSenebdnen da Rebavdnen da saxldebodnen rom ijdes mzis nazard totze konturi
farTo moednebze. da adidos is, rac namdvilia _ da cota Zala.
Cemi saxli ki naWuWi iyo, dRe,
da Cemi dgoma kuTxeSi zurgiT, sanam iluziad qceula.
an vinmes mxrebis ukan damalva _ sarevela’s arale
ucvleli wesi:
TvalSi aravis movxvedrodi, gacvla raki suyvela me mjobia gzad gardi-gardmo,
zedmeti kiTxva ar daesvaT, raki Soria es mindvrebi, es ca, es tevri,
bevrs erTad ar Semoexeda, aravis datoveba micdia CemTan. aq mxolod Tovli Camoivlis fiqriT, rom dados
bevrs erTad ar moesmina, yvelas Tavisufali arCevani hqonda _ da sanam miwas Seexeba, icamtvereba.
sinaTleze ar mosdomebodaT Cemi Tvaliereba. imden xans darCeniliyo, ramdenic endomeboda. me ase qvaze umniSvnelo, sxvaze ugvano,
bnel kuTxeSi Znelia naxo mxolod erTaderTxel mominda, yvelaze bolo, bolos winac ara, gareul
da Znelia usmino, vinc yvelasaviT TviTon movida, balaxis fesvi gamovdeqi, sevdas vugane
radgan xmac uZalod ismis, ar wasuliyo. da am mindvrebSi gaviSlebi gadasarevad.
gamwydari bgerebi aRwevs yuramde, es iseTi SiSia _
an siCume aRwevs yuramde zustad icode,
da migrZvnia imedgacrueba Semdeg kiTxvaSi, rodis gaskdeba dedamiwa Rrublebi
imedgacrueba mdevar mzeraSi, da yvela dRes mTeli grZnobiT eZleode, _
zurgi daminaxavs. rame ar dagrCes gulidan amosabartyi. Tu Cven manamde vxedavT,
daminaxavs, rogor mtovebdnen isini, da bolos mixvde, vidre aRviqvamT,
visi dakargvac CemTvis am SiSis gadalaxva dagedo iqneb im wamis measedebSi
verwardgenili Tavis dakargvas niSnavda, sicocxlis gagrZelebis pirobad.
xdeba is, rac naTelia,
kidev erT nabijs kuTxisaken, Tundac axla gagskdomia miwa,
imdenad naTeli,
ufro dagorglil Cems tans, erTxel xom mainc Caxval iq.
rom Tvalebs vxuWavT da
mkerdze akrul muxlebs. da nela,
mxolod zogierTma, gvrCeba es Cveulebrivi Rrublebi.
da mowyvetiT,
mxolod Zalian cota zogierTma, uSveb da dgebi,
mgoni gumaniT, rom aucileblad Segxvdnen adamianebi.
mgoni kargi smenis wyalobiT, xan erTi da igive adamianebi fifqebi. rafsodia.
iqneb meTevzis damTmeni JiniT sxvadasxva saxiT.
SeZlo sibneles Cacqereboda _ Sen gecodineba, rom maT ukve Sexvdi da axlac, Cven
Tu SeaCvie erTxel mzera, kidev erTxel, miwidan mosulebi
mere xom arCev sagnebs RameSi. saWiro gaxda sityvebis gacvla, Cven RrublebSi
ar vici, guli Tu mtkioda CaSlil prezentaciebze. sisxlis an oflis gacvla, Cven mTebisken
rac ver icvleba, masze dardsac gulisjibeSi Cakerebuli, Cven velebisken
umal gaurbi Zilis gvirabiT, mxolod erTmaneTisTvis wamoRebuli Cven xeebisken
sanam saunjes gamogiCens mgzavrebis RmerTi: lukmis gatexa. Cven saxuravebisken
sanam pirvelad ar mogindeba, ar ici, sadamde midixar, Cven moednebisken
aRtaceba daimsaxuro, magram ici: Cven xelisgulebisken
sanam tkivili maSinac ki mogiWers gulze, yvela imden xans rCeba CvenTan, Cven fexqveS
roca dakargvis mizezi ar gaqvs, ramdenic saWiroa. Cven vecemiT miwaze
sanam SiSi ar daaRebs xaxas, da vidre cis qveS: mis magivrad
sanam SiSis dapurebas ar gadawyvet, arasdros aravis CaeWido. vinc xels aukankaleblad
sanam SiSis dasapureblad Tavs ar daTesav, arasdros aravin CaiWido. gviSvebs.
6 proza
dasawyisi pirvel gverdze
es burusiTa da mTrTolvare bindiT
moculi sadarbazo iyo da aseTi iyo
sololakis sxva sadarbazoebic. vin
cxovrobda am sadarbazoebis SigniT,
vin iyvnen isini, TiTqos aravin icoda.
es ucnauri gvirabebi, naxevradbneli
gasasvlelebi adamianTa bedisa Tu ube-
dobis Semswre iyo da mainc pirquS
uTqmelobas amJRavnebda. es yofiere-
bis mijna iyo, piradi Tu intimuri cx-
ovrebis zRurbli, romelic ar unda
gqonoda, vinaidan totalitarul sax-
elmwifoSi cxovrobdi. kibes rom aaT-
avebdi, meore sarTulze grZeli dere-
fani unda gagevlo, bolos ki maRal
karTan Cerdebodi. zari gaiwkaruneb-
da da giRebdnen kars. Sediodi oTaxSi
da xedavdi, rom aq sul sxva garemo iyo,
adamianuri da axlobeli. siucxove, anu
sadarbazo ukan grCeboda. sadarbazo
iyo zamTarSi susxiani da zafxulSi
grili sivrce, sadac adre Sinsaxko-
melebi Tavisuflad gadaadgildebod-
nen. maTi xma eqos gamoscemda da maT
icodnen, rom am burusSi an Semokave-
bul bnel sivrceSi moZraoba SeuzRud-
veli iyo. Sinsaxkomelebi da xSirad
TviTon lavrenti beriac TavianTi
amazrzeni, Semotkecili, maRali da
priala CeqmebiT amnairi sadarbazoeb-
is safexurebze daabijebdnen da am SeR-
rmavebuli niJaris wiaRSi momlodine
adamianebs eWvs, SiSsa da Zrwolas aRu-
Zravdnen. iqneb amitomac iyo am sadar-
bazoebSi daZruli Cqami, xma, eqo SiSis
momgvreli? yofierebis es mijna, Camyu-
droebuli binebis es saSiSi zRurbli
sarkofagiviT dumda. maSinac ki, roca
Sinsaxkomis muSakebs dapatimrebuli
adamiani CamohyavdaT kibeze, sxvas ara-
feri ar unda gaego, Cumi qviTini an ner-
viuli CurCuli sadarbazos kedlebs
unda STaenTqa. iqneb amitom iyo es ked-
lebi da mTlianad es sivrce erTdrou-
lad avismomaswavebelic da mdumarec?
es Ria sivrce iyo aramarto Sinsaxko-
melebisTvis, aramed yvela im bneli
adamianisTvis, vinc iq nasaRamovebs an
SuaRamisas Semoexeteboda. aq Semokave-
bul farTze ufro ioli gaxldaT avi
zraxvebis axdena, vidre gareT. zogjer
sadarbazoSi ZaRlebi an saxuravis ka-
tebi ikeTebdnen droebiT sabudars, ma-
gram maT didi xniT yofna ar eweraT,
radgan saxlis uCinari binadrebi daun-
doblad sdevnidnen quCaSi.
nasaRamovebs sqelkedlebiani bineb-
is sadarbazoebis SigniT mwuxri grov-
deboda. es garindebis xangrZlivi wuTi
iyo, roca dRes Rame mosdevda. swored
am monakveTSi miyvarda sadarbazoSi
Sesvla da mcire xniT Seyovneba, Cames-
moda Soridan SemoRweuli qalaqis xme-
bi da vgrZnobdi dros, drois dinebas.
es jer kidev maSin iyo, roca skolidan
gamovidodi da Sinisken veSurebodi.
cxadia, maSin bavSvi viyavi, magram dro-
is SegrZneba ukve mqonda da amitomac
vCerdebodi sadarbazoSi. mxolod eg
iyo, im gancdas, romelic imxanad meu-
fleboda, drois dinebas an yoveldRi-
urobidan gasvlas ver davarqmevdi, es
ufro mogvianebiT moxda. axla ki, ro-
ca yofili maxaraZis da axlandeli
qiqoZis quCaze Cavivli da cota xniT
Sevyovndebi am sadarbazoSi, drois di-
nebis SegrZnebasTan erTad ganvlili
cxovrebis, Rrma naRvelisa da adrin-
del maradisobasTan Sexebis grZnoba
meufleba. TiTqos eqosaviT gaismis
yovelive imis xma, rac wavida da aRar
dabrundeba. am saxlSi ukve aRarc Zia
oTari cxovrobs da arc sxva Zveli
mobinadreebi, sadarbazoSi mewaRec
aRar zis, Tumca mwuxri saRamoxans isev
grovdeba. masTan Sexeba ki ukve aRar
minda, radgan isedac cxadia, Zalian
bevri dro gavida.
***
es sadarbazo mainc gansxvavebuli
iyo sololakis sxva sadarbazoebisgan;
am sadarbazos sinaTlis gamtari sqe-
li minis Weri hqonda. es aniWebda mas
irealur elfers da mistikuri sinaT-
lis fluidebiT mosavda. rogorc Cans,
sqeli minis Weri iyo is optikuri priz-
literaturuli gazeTi
ma, romelSic gadamtydari dRis Suqi
sadarbazos mTel sivrces avsebda.
Tumca aq akustikac ucnauri iyo. kibis
safexurebze gaJRerebuli fexisxma
saidanRac eqos gamoscemda da, roca
marto adiodi kibeze, iseTi STabeWd-
ileba geqmneboda, rom marto ar iyavi
da viRac iyo Sens siaxloves. Tu vinmes
esaubrebodi, xma saidanRac zemodan
Camodioda. amitomac aq yofna bavSvo-
bidanve SiSsac mgvrida da sixarulsac
da imasac vgrZnobdi, ufrosebi yove-
live amas saerTod ver amCnevdnen.
me, bebia da babua Zia oTarTan mivdi-
odiT da es iyo xalxmravali wveule-
bebis dro. da axla, roca isini CemTan
aRar arian da aRar aris Zia oTaric,
xSirad mesizmreba, rogor SevdivarT
mis saxlSi. iq stumrianobaa. farTo
qvis aivanzec, romelic odnav zemodan
dahyurebs mopirdapire mxares as-
vetil Cemi skolis alayafis karebs,
stumrebs mouyriaT Tavi. isini sau-
broben, zogierTi sufris samzadisSi
monawileobs _ Rvinos asxams; sizmar-
Si raRac ucnaurad, xmadabla sau-
broben stumrebi, mere didi WaRis qveS
sxedan gaSlil grZel sufrasTan, bo-
los ki, roca ukve yvelaferi mTavrde-
ba, xmamaRla mosaubreni Cadian uS-
velebeli sadarbazos farTo safex-
urebze. es TiTqos speqtaklia, romel-
ic damTavrda. ukanasknelma eqom gai-
JRera dabnelebul, naTurebiT ganaTe-
bul sadarbazoSi da adrindeli siCume
Camowva. mec bebiasTan da babuasTan er-
Tad vtoveb saxls, sadarbazos da Ra-
mis quCebs mivuyvebi. Cvenc xom so-
lolakSi vcxovrobT, Sinisaken mivdi-
varT, jer maxaraZis quCas gavyvebiT,
mere lermontovis quCas avivliT, ga-
davalT jafariZeze, bolos ki Cvens,
daviTaSvilis anu amaRlebis quCas avu-
yvebiT. bindi ukve gaqra da quCis na-
Turebs simkveTre moemata. rogorc
iqna, movaRwieT saxlamde. Sin Sesvlas
vapirebT. sizmarSi mravaljer Sevy-
ovnebulvar Cemi saxlis fanjrebTan.
vdgavar da Sevyureb Cveni didi binis
fanjrebs da maxsendeba, rom didixania
ukve am saxlSi aRar vcxovrobT (Cven
iqidan marTlac adreve gadavediT), aq
sxvebi cxovroben. da mainc, unda Sev-
ide am saxlSi, unda gaviaro oTaxebi,
sadac sxvebi dabinavebulan da mainc
unda SevaRwio im erT oTaxSi, sadac
Cemi kuTvnili sivrcea moqceuli. mware
sizmaria...
***
sizmari da sinamdvile erTmaneTs
SeuerTda, maTi gancalkeveba aRarc
micdia. warsuli xom sizmars hgavs. xan-
daxan imasac vfiqrob, esa Tu is ambavi
namdvilad moxda Tu damesizmra. Zia
oTaris fotosuraTebs vaTvaliereb.
es, ra Tqma unda, cxadia da ara sizmari.
es suraTebi manamdea gadaRebuli, vi-
dre is meore msoflio omSi wavidoda.
erT-erT suraTSi mas Tavisi patara
disSvili anu dedaCemi hyavs xelSi ay-
vanili. TvalSisacemia misi amayi da
vaJkacuri saxe, maRali figura, Zlieri
mklavebi, didi muStebi da Tvalebi. am
fotoze gamaognebelia misi mzera, misi
Tvalebi. es aris uaRresad mgrZnobi-
are adamianis saxe, naRvelSeparuli da
saTno, umwikvlo gamometyveleba. ase-
Ti silbo SeuTavsebeli iyo mis fiz-
ikur siZlieresa da magar xasiaTTanac.
is feTqebadi iyo usamarTlobasTan an
udier adamianebTan Sejaxebisas; risx-
va ereoda, cinikur gamometyvelebas
mkacri ieri cvlida da im udiersa Tu
andro buaCiZe
sadarbazo
oTar rCeuliSvilis xsovnas
uzrdels misi mouzomeli ZaliT moq-
neuli muSti xvdeboda alewil saxeSi.
aseTi SemTxvevebi xSiri iyo. Zia oTars
_ pirSimTqmel kacs ukandaxeva ar sC-
veoda. arada, cxovreba xan sad gada-
isvrida da xan sad, xan vis gadahyrida
da xan vis. mamaCemma pirvelad rom naxa
rusTavelis prospeqtze, qurT mtvir-
Tavebs eCxubeboda. im dros is ocda-
ToTxmeti wlis iyo. maxsovs mamaCemis
gakvirvebuli saxe, wlebi rom gamoTv-
ala da Tqva: `xedav Sen, Turme maSin
oTari ocdaToTxmeti wlis biWi iyo~.
es marTali gaxldaT. maSinac da merec
Zia oTars biWuri ieri hqonda, ufro
sworad, ZarRviani, vaJkacuri. ro-
gorc vTqvi, cxovrebis zvirTebi xan
sad gariyavda da xan sad, magram yvel-
gan erTnairi iyo _ Seuvali, nirwaumx-
dari, RirsebaSeulaxavi. man icoda,
rom brboSi aTqvefil adamianebs gada-
cdoma axasiaTebdaT, xan ras moimo-
qmedebdnen da xan ras. maTgan arc agre-
siuli qmedeba iyo moulodneli da arc
uadgilo bilwsityvaoba. oTari ax-
loblebis mimarTac iseTive Seuwynare-
beli iyo, rogorc ucxoTa mimarT.
uCumrad Cadenil usindisobas Tu
Tavxedur gamoxdomas erTnairad pa-
suxobda _ ara momabezrebeli mora-
lis kiTxviT, aramed moqneuli xeliT,
gasilaqebiT an muStis dartymiT. aseT
dros adamianebi am mZlavri aRnagobis
kacis winaSe pigmeebad iqceodnen, ara-
mxolod fizikur, aramed moralur,
zneobriv pigmeebad. isini Zalian xSir-
ad imsaxurebdnen muSts da mujluguns,
rac uebari wamaliviT moqmedebda. es
ase iyo. Zia oTari ver itanda qedma-
Ral da agdebul damokidebulebas da
sadac ar unda Seswreboda aseT rames,
yvelgan Tavis nebas avlenda, xolo Tu
uSualod mas Seexeboda pigmeebis br-
bodan gadmosrolili Tundac erTi
27 marti - 9 aprili 2020
Sxamiani wveTi, daundobeli da Tavga-
metebuli xdeboda da samiznes uan-
gariSo Zalis risxvas atexda. Zia oTa-
ris axloblebi aseT araerT SemTxve-
vas ixsenebdnen. vTqvaT, mec kargad max-
sovs eleqtrodenis muSakebi egreT
wodebuli inkasatorebi rom dadiod-
nen binebSi. isini avtoritaruli reJi-
mis groteskul saxeebs warmoadgen-
dnen, ese igi, TviTon zomaze metad Tav-
xedebi yvelasgan usityvo morCilebas
moiTxovdnen. arc iyo gasakviri, vi-
naidan es Sinsaxkomis biurokratiuli
aparatis WanWikebi yovelTvis boro-
tad iyenebdnen TavianT ubadruk ufle-
bebs, oRond eg iyo, zogierTi ara ub-
ralod uazro simkacres, aramed sisas-
tikesac avlenda. da ai, erTi aseTi bi-
urokratiuli persona rCeuliSvileb-
is saxlsac akiTxavda. erTxelac mivi-
da da fanjridanve SeniSnes, misi mon-
greuli figura rogor aisveta ala-
yafis karTan. kars me gavaRebo, uTqvams
xmadabla oTars da adgilidan daZru-
la. rogorc Cans, inkasatori ukve
niSanSi hyavda amoRebuli. Sinaurebs
maTi saubari ar gaugiaT, vinaidan win-
kari qveda sarTulze gaxldaT. cota
xnis Semdeg ki fanjridan rom gada-
ixedes, fexaTreuli inkasatori Se-
niSnes _ gaognebulsa da gaborote-
buls gatexili cxviridan sisxli mo-
swveTavda. ar vici, amas ra mohyva, es
monayoli ki SemorCa Cems mexsierebas.
aseTi mogonebebi mravlad iyo.
Zia oTars moTmineba ar Ralatob-
da, ubralod, gumaniT grZnobda, rom
yovelgvar zRvarsgadacdenas sadRac
wertili unda dasmoda... Tumca isic
unda iTqvas, rom mas meore ukidureso-
bac sCveoda. im savalalo wlebSi, omam-
de da omis merec TbilisSic da qalaq-
gareTac aTasnairi infeqcia mZvinva-
rebda. amitom oTars, rogorc jer
sruliad axalgazrda eqim-infeqcion-
ists, zogjer qveynis mTeli teri-
toriis gadakveTa uwevda, avadmyofam-
de rom mieRwia. drodadro iseT miu-
val adgilebSi uxdeboda misvla, rom
iqidan ukan dabruneba arcTu ioli iyo.
miuval sofelSi Tu ubralod, mivard-
nil samosaxloSi, WanWrobebsa da Rar-
tafebSi vinme sabralo sulTmobrZavi
wuTebs iTvlida da jer kidev eimede-
boda saamqveyno arseboba. amitomac
oTari iq aucileblad unda misuliyo.
bewvze ekida adamianis sicocxle, ma-
gram jer kidev bewvze ekida, jer kidev
ar iyo CanTqmuli daviwyebis kloaka-
Si. da oTaric midioda, miiswrafoda
im ucxo, ucnobi, iqneb udieri da ums-
gavsi, magram mainc bedsmindobili ad-
amianis gadasarCenad, midioda matare-
bliT, sabargo manqaniT, cxeniT, fex-
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iT, raTa momakvdavisTvis droze
mieswro. vin moTvlis, ramdeni aseTi
adamiani hyavda gadarCenili. is imaT
mimarTac xisti da pirSimTqmeli iyo,
vinc misgan Svelas moeloda, magram
sxvagvarad ar SeeZlo, ar SeeZlo uaz-
ro maamebloba, eSmakoba da sityvebis
umisamarTod fantva. roca avadmyofis
sicocxle bewvze ekida, mware sityva
ufro Wrida. amis mere ki oTari toveb-
da miuval sanaxebs,leSqaSebs, WanWr-
obebs, zogjer udabnos sicocxledaS-
retil qviSrobebs da gulsavse modio-
da im rwmeniT, rom kidev erTi adami-
anis sicocxle gamostaca sikvdils.
***
da mainc Tvalebi, fotosuraTze
aRbeWdili Zia oTaris, ukve mowifuli
Wabukis Tvalebi magondeba. suraTic
xelTa maqvs. am mzeraSi jer kidev ar
aris Cabudebuli eWvi, undobloba,
simkacre, Seuvaloba. es mzera gaxs-
nilia da mimRebia garedan momlodine
dinebebis. Tvalebze Sinagani samyaros
siRrmidan daZruli sinaTlea gamofe-
nili. zustad ar vici, es suraTi ro-
dis aris gadaRebuli, manamde, vidre
oTaris ufros Zmas, Salikos moklavd-
nen, Tu misi sikvdilis Semdeg.
Saliko bebiaCemis da Zia oTaris Zma
iyo, romelic veragulad mokles. `ve-
ragulad mokluli Saliko rCeuliS-
vili~ _ ase ewera patara obeliskiviT
aRmarTul saflavis qvas vakis sasa-
flaoze. es warwera yovelTvis makvir-
vebda, radgan bavSvobaSi ar mesmoda
mniSvneloba sityvisa `veragulad~ da,
roca mixsnidnen, mainc ver vigebdi,
albaT imitom, rom jer ar gadavyrodi
namdvil veragobas.
Saliko mokles. ubedureba mexiviT
daeca vano rCeuliSvilis ojaxs. isini
vazisubnidan ukve TbilisSi iyvnen gad-
mosulebi. Salikos amayi TavdaWera,
Zala da vaJkacoba TandaTan ipyrobda
Tbilisis ubnebs. TbilisSi vaJkacobis
Taviseburi kulti iyo damkvidrebuli.
es kulti quCaSi trialebda da sxva-
dasxva ubanSi vrceldeboda. ociani
wlebis miwuruls Salva rCeuliSvil-
ma saxeli imiT gaiTqva, rom cnobili
moWidave, metsaxelad `modimnaxe~,
`naxalovkeli~ falavani missave uban-
Si , `xudadovis saWidaoze~ daamarcxa.
saWidao moedani ukve bneli quCa
aRar iyo, sadac danebiTa da iaraRiT
upirispirdebodnen erTmaneTs `Savebi~
da `nasrokalebi~. Salikos arc maTi
ridi hqonia, yvelas imas miagebda, vinc
risi Rirsi iyo. albaT amanac ganapiro-
ba misi saboloo tragikuli xvedri.
manamde ki 1928 wlis ivnisSi, rogorc
gazeTebi iuwyebodnen, `saqarTvelos
rigiT pirvel falavnobaze qarTul
WidaobaSi absoluturi Cempioni gax-
da 20 wlis Tbiliseli Salva rCeuliS-
vili~. es Sejibri, evropisa da ruseTis
msgavsad, Tbilisis cirkis arenaze
gaimarTa.
fotosuraTze erTad arian gadaRe-
bulebi _ bebiaCemi elene, Saliko, niko
(muclis tifma imsxverpla), elizbari
da oTari, SuaSi ki maTi deda, dideda
kato zis. dideda katos wmindanis saxe
aqvs. kato jorjaZe morwmune qalia. man
kargad icis, rom cxovreba tanjvaa da
tanjva akeTilSobilebs adamians. mis
saxes es niSani atyvia _ Rrma tkivilis
da WirTaTmenis. mas irgvliv mcir-
ewlovani Svilebi usxedan, jer ar
damdgara gansacdelis Jami, jer ar
daukargavs Svilebi, magram misi saxe
ukve amJRavnebs farul iaras.
uyureb suraTs da xedav, Zia oTaris
siWabukisdroindel fotoze aRbeWd-
ili Tvalebi alikvali katos
Tvalebia, Salikos Tvalebic katos
Tvalebia. sulieradac dedas dams-
gavsebian Svilebi. am utexi bunebis va-
Jkacebis mzeraSi dedis mRelvare
sulia ganfenili, saidanac kacTa ums-
gavsobis gamo gaCenili wuxilic ga-
mosWvivis.
***
Saliko mokles, mokles ocdaerTi
wlis ulamazesi Wabuki. kari rom
literaturuli gazeTi
gaaRes, ori kaci idga. erT-erTi is iyo
_ mkvleli _ osi biwo. TebervalSi
rom icis, ise cioda. qvafenilebze To-
vli ido. Sin ar Semosulan, Saliko Tan
gaiyoles da wavidnen.
maSin Cvenebi mtkvris piras cxov-
robdnen da isinic iqve gavidnen sala-
parakod. ra ilaparakes, aravin icis.
rogorc mere iTqva, im orsac da sxveb-
sac raRac umsgavsoba, savaraudod,
qurdoba CaedinaT, rac SemTxveviT gae-
go Salikos da Seecxadebina. amitomac
movidnen _ kvalis waSla surdaT. al-
baT aRizianebdaT am kacis mometebu-
li Tavisufleba. Tanac Saliko imxanad
Tavisufal WidaobaSi absoluturi
Cempioni gaxda da esec Surs aRuZrav-
daT. mSvidad esaubrebodnen da roca
gamvlelTagan mofarebul adgils mi-
uaxlovdnen, osi biwo odnav CamorCa
mosaubreebs, finuri dasakeci dana ga-
xsna da Salikos miparviT, zurgidan
gulis areSi Caartya. etyoba, danam Sa-
likos Rrmad gauara gulSi, radgan Za-
la uecradve dakarga da am orma na-
Ziralam ZalawarTmeuls mtkvarSi ga-
dagdeba daupira, magram bedisweram
ganwiruli Wabuki odnav daindo _ uc-
abedad nacnobi qali gamoCnda da amis
Semswrem yvirili morTo. yvirilze
osi biwo adgilidan mowyda da gaiqca.
mtkvarSi gauCinarebas gadarCenili
Saliko im meorem da gzad Semoyrilma
qalma mixailovis saavadmyofoSi waiy-
vanes. sami dRis Semdeg Saliko daiRu-
pa. dedamisis, katos SekiTxvaze, is
mainc miTxari, vin gagimeta mosakla-
vado, ar upasuxa, mxolod es Tqva, gam-
oval da TviTonve mivageb misagebso.
Salikos dakrZalvaze zRva xalxi
mogrovda. es iyo aRSfoTeba Tu pro-
testi yovlad absurduli mkvlelobis
gamo da amave dros pativismigeba ul-
amazesi vaJkacisadmi. moklulis mego-
brebma fici dades, mkvlelisTvis sa-
magiero miezRoT. manamde ki mkvleli
daapatimres. es moxda 1929 wels.
***
vidre sololakidan gadavidodiT,
xSirad miwevda Zia oTaris sadarba-
zosTan Cavla, radgan Cemi ocdamecx-
ramete skola zustad am sadarbazos
pirdapir mdebareobda. sololakidan
gadasvlis Semdegac araerTxel amiv-
lia imav quCaze da Sevsulvar am sadar-
bazoSi. rac ufro gadioda dro, miT
ufro mimZafrdeboda JamTa dinebis
SegrZneba. videqi am sadarbazos siwy-
nareSi da TiTqos xeliT vexebodi gar-
dasuli adamianebis aCrdilebs. zogi
maTgani suraTebSi myavda nanaxi, zogi
ki maSin jer kidev cocxali iyo da me
TviTonve Seveswari. sololaki TiTq-
mis yvelas gvaerTianebda da es skolac,
adre meToTxmeted wodebuli, mraval-
Ta xsovnas itevda. am skolaSi swav-
lobdnen dedaCemi da mamaCemi, maT faq-
tobrivad aq gaicnes erTmaneTi. aq swav-
lobda mamaCemis Zma anri, romelic aqve
daasmina erT-erTma Tanaklaselma,
roca man `rkinis saxkomis~ eJovis su-
raTi nakuwebad aqcia. es iyo protesti
1938 wels mamis naucbaTevi da absur-
duli dapatimrebis gamo. anri gada-
asaxles. am skolaSi sxva adamianebic
swavlobdnen, mamaCemisa da dedaCemis
megobrebi, romelTa aCrdilebic am
sadarbazoSive xSirad Cem Tvalwin
livlivebda... suraTebSi nanaxi Sali-
kos saxec warmomidgeboda xolme da
maxsendeboda, rogor davyavdi aRdgo-
ma-dRes bebiaCems vakis sasaflaoze.
veris sasaflaos msgavsad es sasafl-
aoc qalaqis gagrZeleba iyo, TiTqos
muzeums hgavda, romelic qalaqSi mo-
mxdar sxvadasxva SemTxvevas ikrebda da
inaxavda. pirvelad aq vnaxe lado qo-
qiaSvilis saflavi: maRal postamentze
merab berZeniSvilis mier gamoZerwili
biusti iyo Semdgari. ladoc mokles da
misma sikvdilmac mTeli Tbilisi aRaS-
foTa, radgan isic aramarto keTil-
Sobili, aramed uaRresad lamazi Wa-
buki iyo. maxsovs anzor saluqvaZis
ladosadmi miZRvnili leqsi:
vici, Sen sxva xar,
Sen ara xar sanCes mexia,
Seni gulmkerdi
sxva qimerebs gadaexia,
Sen ar gatyvia mozvris rqebi
perangze organ,
arc arasodes ar yofila
CvenSi korida!
SenTan sikvdili sxva mxaridan,
sxva dRes movida!
ambobdnen, rom daWrili lado
guram rCeuliSvilma waiyvana saavad-
myofoSi. vakis sasaflaoze gzis piras
iyo TviTon guramis saflavic _ mi-
waze gawvenili qvis sveti da am qvaze
amotvifruli cxenze amxedrebuli Wa-
buki gaSlili etratiT xelSi. mxedris
miRma usasrulo sivrce Canda, unapiro
maradisoba. gurami elenes da oTaris
biZaSvilis, Zia miSas vaJiSvili iyo. am-
itom aqac didxans vCerdebodiT. gura-
mis daRupisTanave Zia oTari gagraSi
gaeSura da iq sxvebTan erTad kateriT
zRvaSi iyo gasuli mis mosaZebnad.
mogvianebiT araerTxel gauxsenebia is
sabediswero dReebi.
mere ukve Salikos saflavisken miv-
diodiT. aRdgomas xalxis teva ar iyo.
gavarRvevdiT am moZrav masas, gadavux-
vevdiT marjvniv da ferdobze veSve-
bodiT. Sors kidev moCanda erTi fer-
dobi da iqac WianWvelebiviT ireoda
xalxi. es marTlac qristianuli dRe-
saswauli iyo, romlis monawile mec
viyavi. Wirisuflebi uCveulod fus-
fusebdnen. saflavebze wiTeli kvercx-
ebi da aTasnairi sanovage ewyo. Cveni
misvlisas ukve xmamaRali saubari ga-
ismoda, didi bocebidan isxmeboda da
iRvreboda Rvino. me da bebiaCemi veS-
vebodiT ferdobze da vxedavdiT nac-
nob saflavTan Sekrebil axloblebs.
aqve trialebda Zia oTari. is yvelaf-
ris moTave da Semsrulebeli iyo, rac
saaRdgomo rituals exeboda. qalebi
saflavs asufTavebdnen, sanTlebs an-
proza 7
Tebdnen da patara kuTxes awyobdnen,
sadac Sesandobari unda Tqmuliyo.
yvelaze metad is mikvirda, rom isini
gulmodgined asufTavebdnen im qvasac,
romelzec sabediswero warwera iyo
amokveTili _ `veragulad mokluli
Saliko rCeuliSvili~.
axla Zia oTaric iq aris dakrZalu-
li. ise moxda, rom misma dedam, katom
da katos Svilebma, rogorc es Zvel
fotosuraTzea aRbeWdili, iqac er-
Tad moiyares Tavi da albaT iqac is
awuxebT, rac amqveynad awuxebdaT _ da
rac qvaze amoakveTines _ `veragulad
mokluli Saliko rCeuliSvili~.
oTars mklavze ufrosi Zmis saxeli
hqonda amosviringebuli.
***
vakis sasaflao CemTvis imTaviTve
sakralur adgilad iqca. zafxulobiT
saflavebs Soris datanebul viwro
gzas davadgebodi da mivyvebodi. es
TiTqos yofierebis meore mxare iyo,
meore qalaqi. naZvebi da kviparosebi
Tavis Camuqebul Crdilebs afendnen da
uCveulo myudroebas qmnidnen. aqedan
ukve gakrefiliyvnen adamianebi, ro-
melTac brma SemTxvevaTa gamoisobiT
mourCeneli iara hqonda miyenebuli.
rCeboda landSafti _ qvaSi nakveTi
saxe da warwera. rCebodnen meezovis
cocxiT da aqandaziT SeWurvili dam-
sufTvebeli qalebi, romlebic ise
saqmianad da Sinaurulad mimodiodnen
saflavebs Soris, TiTqos aq Cveule-
brivi, yovelgvar sakralurobas mok-
lebuli adgili yofiliyo. arada, sa-
Ramo rom moawevda, aqauroba ufro met
myudroebas iZenda. romeliRac kvipa-
rosis kenweroze TrialeTis tyeebidan
mofrenili saocari Citi galobda. es
iyo brma bediswerasTan, amaoebaTa
amaoebasTan da saerTod mswra-
flwarmavalobasTan Serigebis adgil-
samyofeli. vakis sasaflaoze arcTu
ise xSirad modiodnen adamianebi, ma-
gram maTi cxovrebis mZime Ruza mud-
mivad aq iyo Rrmad CaSvebuli _ maT-
ive sizmrebis gamWvirvale fskerze.
aq ar iyo Ramis naTurebi, amitom
SeRamebisas aqaurobas Talxi saburve-
li SumCnevlad efineboda. Soriaxlos
wyneTisken mimavali bagebis trasidan
haerSi gabneuli Ramis sinaTle aRwev-
da. grZeli sxivi romeliRac metalis
warweraze abrWyvialdeboda, maSinve
asxlteboda da axla sxvagan gabrwyin-
deboda. am sasaflaoze iyo Zveli, Za-
lian Zveli da amave dros axlad gaTx-
rili an ukve samudamod daviwyebuli
saflavebi. magram maT yvelas erTnai-
ri saburveli ebura, Ramis Talxi sa-
burveli. Rame gadaivlida da movido-
da dRe, mere saRamo moawevda da ase ic-
vleboda yvelaferi dausruleblad,
Tumca aqaurobisTvis es sulerTi iyo,
radgan ukve maradisoba Camomdgariyo.
aqve ganisvenebda SoTa CantlaZe, rom-
lis TeTr biusts RamiT mTvaris basri
Suqi ecemoda. mis erT leqsSi vakis sasa-
flaos mimwuxria aRbeWdili:
sadRac feri gadiars,
sadRac Rame daobda,
Cemi TeTri gadia
ra udrood daoblda,
Cemi TeTri gadia
modis sasaflaodan.
***
ormocdaerT wlamde oTari ruseT-
Si savaldebulo samxedro samsaxurSi
iyo gamoZaxebuli, saidanac pirdapir
frontze gagzavnes. aqedan iwyeba misi
xangrZlivi odisea evropis gzebze, ara
marto Sua evropaSi, aramed aRmosav-
leT evropasa da ukrainaSic. es, ra
Tqma unda, sxva moTxrobis Temaa, magram
aq mainc raRac unda iTqvas. dideda ka-
tom ori vaJiSvili dakarga _ Saliko
da niko, ori ki frontze gagzavna _
elizbari da oTari. orive uvneblad
dabrunda. mxolod frontze yofnis
garkveul periodSi metad saWoWmano
viTareba Seiqna: oTari moulodnelad
gauCinarda. is arc cocxlebSi ewera
da arc mkvdrebSi.
dasasruli me-13 gverdze
8 poezia
maxo
bolos rodis giSvele, RmerTo.
mebaduris badesaviT
daxvretil xeleba Cemo RmerTo.
saSvels nu eZeb,
CemTan Svela aris uSvilo.
me gardacvlili maTxovari
maxos xelebi
vnaxe da mandarins mivamsgavse
im Rames mTvare,
yvela Tambaqos suns grZnobda,
me ki forToxlis,
Cemi bavSvobis surneli aqvs
mis binZur mklavebs.
jer kidev guSin
moparuli vaSlebi momca,
Sen rogorc aZlev wirvaobiT
Sens wil xorcs, misxals,
da mravldebian Sen wil sisxlxorcad,
mama xar maTi, sisxli da xati.
Cven ki ra gveqna,
umamurad darCenil bavSvebs
muxlebdamtvreuls quCis bolos
me myavda maxo,
simindisferi TiTebiT da
uxeSi wveriT,
roca axal wels sxva bavSvebi
saCuqrebs Wamdnen,
Cemi bedoba maxo iyo
Tambaqos suniT
gaJRenTili mandarinebiT.
ukve didobas vakiTxavdi
gzis bolos qvaze
TambaqoTi da miyurebda,
rogorc dargul im erTaderT xes,
cxovrebaSi rom unda darga
da ise mokvde.
da ase mokvda.
mandarini megona mTvare.
Cemi sisxli yars forToxlis sunad
da CemSi axla nu eZeb saSvels,
radgan aq Svela aris uSvilo
anu erTxel da mere morCa, rogorc sikvdili.
werilebis cikli
1 yvelaze didi ai es aris,
mkvdari biWebi samyaros cvlian.
ar minda mokvde.
Seni Crdilebis goliaTebs
aRar aqvT Zala,
es SiSi aris patara da iseTi norCi,
ar minda morCe,
Tundac samyaro gamoucvlel
tkivilad darCes.
ar minda vWamde
qvebs da sisxli mdiodes Tmidan,
rogorc im qalebs,
avtorebi relsebs rom vuwyobT.
urCxulebs RviZavT,
Senze didebs, Senze mrisxanes,
gadaylapul Cem qveyanas
alboben nerwyvSi,
da ver iqneba veRaravin ise mdidari,
rogorc me SeniT _
Sen Tu isunTqeb sul da martivad,
Sen Tu iqnebi ise namdvili,
albinos mindvrebs rom daawve
fiqrad da xinjad.
Seni suli, Sens Crdilze didia
axla,
Seni TiTebi jebiri zRvebis,
mTebis da Cemi,
literaturuli gazeTi
nina
samxaraZe
me minda viyo aRmarTebze yvela
is daRla,
sadac Cerdebi...
sadac wyals svam da xelaxla dgebi,
rom gaagrZelo nerwyviani
samSoblos Zebna.
urCxulebs RviZavT.
da Cemi guli yovel Rame
sarkofagdeba...
sada xar axla...
dRes samSobloa Cemi dardi,
Sen da es wvima _
suni rom yvelgan erTi aqvs da
gemo nekerCxlis...
2 mere nel-nela erTmaneTze
Cemi grZnobebi sikvdilze Sors
grZnoben sicocxles,
mainc imave totebidan daiwye moWra,
sadac CitiviT misxal-misxal
vzide sityvebi. vaSene bude.
vaSene Cemi mTis yvavilis
natanji suli.
dabadebidan Senamde rom
gavzarde TmebiT Sekruli kona,
yvela im qalis sicocxles udris,
vinc mimtvrevs totebs,
vinc miWris xeebs,
radgan didi var, rogorc samyaro.
Cvilis guliviT viyavi norCi
da poeturad ampartavani.
ise damTavrdi,
ho.. ise morCi,
jer moxuciviT dapataravdi,
Semdeg natkeni muxlebiviT
saerTod gaqri.
gulSic ki veRar gitoveb xinjad.
Seni xelebi jebirebad aRar vargia,
Seni moWrili totebidan
Citebi cviva,
sisxliani da dafleTili
cviva Citebi.
aRar vargia arcerTi mZime,
sadac moWrili wertili davsvi.
aRarc vibnevi.
urCxulebs RviZavT,
gaxsovdes, rom urCxulebs RviZavT.
Seni cxovrebis miRwevebSi
me rom miyvardi _
samyaros xelas.
da is totebi, rom miWridi,
Cexdi da stkendi.
ai es aris, rac unda meTqva,
rom planeta var, Sen rom dakarge,
poezia var, Sen rom dakarge,
emocia var, Sen rom dakarge,
siyvaruli var, erTxel rom modis.
Sen ki _ dasmuli wertilebis erToblioba.
3 axla rigze aris yvelaferi,
ver SemeSvele, ara var mCate,
daxunZlul xeebs bavSvze metad
stkivaT muxlebi,
radgan waqceva ar SeuZliaT.
iarebia es Cemi saxe
da yvelaferi, rac SigniT feTqavs,
xmeba da Wkneba.
xval iqneb movkvde
da gavitoto atmis xed SenSi,
an iqneb cocxals gadameqce
gaxsnil perangze..
ar vici axla ras aqvs azri,
werils Tu mZimes,
dumils Tu weras,
27 marti - 9 aprili 2020
yvelaze sufTa rac SemomrCi,
unda miyvarde.
ara var mCate, ver SemeSvele,
mtkiva terfebi.
umamurobas, ubavSvobas
movaTrev zurgiT,
da es xelebi Seuxeblad
grZnoben urCxulebs
da es TiTebi kanis qveSac
ixedebian.
ver Semifareb,
muxlebidan mcviva mtredebi,
kedlis kuTxeSi Cemeburad imuxlebian.
ver Semifereb,
mZime aris Cemi es mxare,
mZimea CemSi ugvirgvino
broweulebi.
me poeti var,
ver gadagdeb meore mxares,
sanam bolomde sisxlisfrad ar
moviTxunebi,
sanam ar dagwer ise kargad, rom
ukvdavs gaqcev,
sanam ar gtanjav ise mZimed, rom
qristes gavde,
amitom, rogorc qali, ise
gemSvidobebi.
mSvidad da wynarad,
rom ar gatkino Seni wili bedniereba,
rom ar gagsvaro poetebis ziarebaSi.
4
im yvavilebs kref,
romlis sunic vazamde qreba,
Sen isev ise usulo xar,
rogorc sagani,
muclidan damyva yvelaferze
winaswar Relva,
gadavamravle..
vazidan iReb damWknar yvavils,
me ra unda vTqva Tebervlis iam,
an raze unda gelaparako,
maTze nadirob, visi xorcic
uvargisia.
sityvebi yria,
dReebi yria,
Tveebi yria,
me davigrZele yurze sayure
da es Rimili yvelgan davfante.
isev Wri xeebs,
magram maTi ali ar gaTbobs,
maTi totebi kanis qveS ver ixedebian.
***
Tu ver gacurav, zRva daaSre! _
gadi napirze.
mkvdari Tevzebis sibraluli ar
mogcems niCbebs...
(Seni sxeuli ar adardebs arcerT
mebadurs).
***
Tu Sen sunTqvas SeuZlia
orTqlos minebi,
Seni xelebi Sexebisas
Tu kidev Tbeba,
Semiyvarebdi, ese igi Semiyvarebdi.
Tu ver eSvebi samSobloze
SfoTvas da Relvas,
Semiyvarebdi naRalatevs, daWrils,
da mokluls
gamamTelebdi.
is mzis sxivi var, Sexedvisas
Tvalebs rom xuWav,
magram gizidavs siTbosa da
sinaTlis gemo.
Sen rom gesmodes Seni gulis
marjvnidan feTqva,
Camixutebdi, misi xma rom
axlodan gegrZno.
isev rigia usaSvelo,
me rodis miwevs Semiyvaro
usaxlkaro da usamSoblo.
jebirebiviT Seni mklavebi
TavisSi mmarxavs, wyaliviT Zliers,
cecxliviT sasruls.
damarxulia is yvelaferi,
rac axla ar gsurs,
is, rac dasrulda.
da Tu Sens xelebs SeuZlia
orTqliT gaTboba,
Semiyvarebdi, ese igi Semiyvarebdi,
TebervaliviT mokles,
fuWi droisgan moWmuls.
27 marti - 9 aprili 2020
papuna fircxalaiSvili
kaci bWobda
Sen iwyeb _ `RmerTi ar gvitovebs bolo arCevans~,
ar geTanxmebi, ver itan da mainc gaswavli;
ar SeiZleba kacisa da RmerTis garCeva
mxolod xelebiT, mxolod jvarcmiT,
mxolod aRsavlis
karebSi dgomiT, an simsuqniT, anda manqanis
markiT, kedebiT, wignebiT an Guns N’ Roses,
bolo albomiT, visac unda imas mousmens
kacic da RmerTic, ar sWirdeba amas sangari
an akustika. bolos mainc RmerTi da kaci
riT gansxvavdeba? sisulele. yvelas eWmeva:
vaSli, banani, ananasi, marwyvi. aqac im
azrs veWidebi, rom SeCveva icis eWvebma,
mere izrdeba, ibereba, nela mocuravs
tvinidan, tanSi ifanteba. RmerTic kaciviT
welSi ixreba, muxlze dgeba, ise loculobs,
wyals svams, Rvinos svams, umetesac wyali sacivis
uyvars, Rvino ki mTavaria ar Seicavdes
wyals, da am mxrivac ar gvizRudavs rame arCevans,
RmerTis simaRle izomeba cidan miwamde,
kacis piriqiT, amitomac ar Rirs garCeva..
trioleti N2
2 arc yofila da arc xval iqneba,
Tavs gikravs maisis SroSani,
mzes ginTebs da Senze loculobs,
Tumca gazafxuli Sors aris.
Tavs gikravs maisis SroSani.
trialebs miwa da dro-Jami.
iqneba Cemamdec mocuro...
Tavs gikravs maisis SroSani,
mzes ginTebs da Senze loculobs.
***
aq rogorc movxvdi,
bolos maxsovs Sensken movrbodi.
ukve ar vici molodini Tu isev micavs.
wyali damiSra, xavsi gaxma, axla ormodan
vcdilob amovZvre, davubrunde gvalvian miwas.
frTebdamtvreuli, daborkili, qariT devnili,
ukan mivdivar, erTgulia ZaRliviT sicxec,
asjer cocxali, asjer mkvdari, SarSandeliviT
viwyeb axlidan, ufro sworad Tavidan viwyeb
literaturuli gazeTi
Zveli gzis tkepnas. Cemi guli, rogorc tivtiva,
an rogorc tivi, miuyveba dinebas daRma,
me ki yovelTvis vSordebi da ukan mivdivar
sicocxlisaken da erTxelac mivaRwev. Caxmaxs
davaWer. Senze ar vifiqreb, fiqrebs dro moSlis
da aRarasdros movinatreb, rac axla ar maqvs.
ukanasknelad Cavvardebi mRvrie ormoSi,
sxeuls ormoSi dagitoveb, suli ki qarma
unda waiRos, SeierTos mcire niavad,
Torem am gzaze siaruliT dRiTidRe viwyen.
mivesalmebi didis ambiT pirvel ianvars,
kalendars buxars SevukeTeb, Tavidan viwyeb...
irakli kunWulias
vici, rom guli moxatuli gaqvs
cudi sizmrebiT da nikotiniT,
erT dros yvelaze lamaz xuligans
gadageRala tani lodiniT.
gadageRala suli lodebiT,
da ver iswavle groSis Senaxvac,
iclebi, mere isev grovdebi,
isev iclebi, mainc xelaxla
grovdebi, vfiqrob azri amaSi
Tumca cxovreba, mainc lamazi,
ase Tu ise ar gagiqreba.
ase Tu ise mainc CagiTrevs
mRvrie da swrafi drois dineba,
erTxel Tvalebi Tu ver aginTes,
CamqvraliT arc ki agetireba.
vici, rom guli moxatuli gaqvs
cudi sizmrebiT da nikotiniT,
erT dros yvelaze lamaz xuligans
gadageRala tani lodiniT.
logikuri leqsi
dReebi axal imedebs qargavs,
ucvleli aris am dReTa sigrZe.
wlebia ukve megobrebs vkargav,
viZen da vkargav, vkargav da viZen.
asea mudam, ar aris ise.
da araferi ar aris kargad.
poezia 9
wlebia ukve megobrebs viZen,
vkargav da viZen, viZen da vkargav.
***
dRes siyvarulze aRar weren, anda Tu weren,
gamqral siyvaruls ixseneben, radgan aseTi
grZnoba mucelSi peplebs aCens da gulSi mwerebs,
mere rTuldeba, mec Tavidan ver vaTavsebdi:
fiqrebs, SegrZnebebs, warmodgenebs,
wardgenebs, Ritins,
gulSi saamos, sulze bzarebs. gamskdar WubrebiT
ivseba Cemi sxeuli da igeba xidi,
aTiaTasi bewvis xidi, gesaubrebi
xSirad Cvens Svilze, am dReebSi gaCndeba igi,
gamova mzeze, mzis qudiT da taSis derefniT,
davxvdebi qolgiT, siyvaruliT da savse WiqiT,
sirTuleebiT, tkivilebiT, bednierebiT.
cols
roca giyureb meryevs,
amouxsnels vgrZnob kavSirs,
Seni simSvide miyvars,
Cemi sigiJis msgavsi.
guls mkerdze odnav momcros
uaxlesi Wams seni,
Seni TvalebiT momwons
Cemi Tvalebi Seni.
mxolod Cven viciT orma,
Cvensken sizmrad vin morbis,
Cems sicocxles aqvs forma
dRes Seni muclis formis.
Tu ki aiReb saqsovs,
Sen gaqvs simSvidis Sansi,
Seni sigiJec maxsovs,
am siyvarulis msgavsi.
molodini
vucdiT, mova usaTuod xval-zeg,
gaixarjavs mgoni mTlian anbans,
mxolod acra ar eqneba mxarze,
sxva mxriv dedas emsgavseba albaT.
mova mSvidi, SeWmuxnili SubliT,
mova arevs mTels samyaros lamis,
dedis msgavsad anu xatad uflis,
xasiaTiT da TvalebiT mamis.
***
gamovacale dasayrdeni, axla veRarsad
ver daisvenebs, xelisgulzec aRar vatareb
Cems guls. dardebi erTianad rom CamexarSa,
aqamdec bevrjer, gaskdeboda da TiTo-TiTod
vawvdidi wvrilad, vayolebdi xSirad naTalebs.
Tumca borgavs
da mTavar tkivils kvlav TviTon iTxovs.
vufrTxildebodi. mierTgula. axla SeveSvi.
bevri vtkepneT da sabolood mainc sxvadasxva
gzebi varCieT. farTxalebda mkerdSi, xelebSi.
Cven araerTxel erTmaneTi gadavarCineT,
ase viswavleT siaruli, sisxlis gadasxma.
bevrjer ufskrulebs mivadeqiT civs da saSinels.
ar davibraleT sixaruli. ubedureba
SevakowiweT da gavCumdiT, mere, cota xniT
da yovel Rame daZineba Tu merTuleba
misi bralia, moifiqra patiosneba
da sapyrobiled gadaiqca Cemi oTaxi.
gamovecale da Sevwyvite misi mosmena.
gulwrfeli Sendoba
iqneb dro aris apatio am Tavs, am debils,
arafris mTqmels da gametebuls, niRbians, uTmos...
CemSi mzesaviT ganaTdi da ver daRamdebi,
gareT Ramea, Tumca ukve arafers vuTmob,
Rames miveci Cemi dardi, sevda, wuxili,
axla ki droa moxvide da inaTo, gavTbe...
bevrjer SemaSro saxeze da mainc vuRimi
beds da erTxelac gamiRimebs. ramdenjer daTme,
vin icis. axla mowyenili ubralod zixar,
svam da nebdebi, xan kiTxulob. Tumca leqsebi
arafers gSvelis da Cvens Soris arsebul tixars
fxaWni da bzarav... me ki am dros rogor geqcevi.
10 proza
dasawyisi pirvel gverdze
gio ZilburanSive itanjeboda da
Tvalis gaxela, gverdis Secvla da sak-
uTari sunTqva erTnairad zaravda.
ara ra, ar arsebobs ufro didi dana-
Sauli da boroteba, vidre adamianis
amqveynad movlinebaa. am koSmarisTvis,
biTurobisTvis da sibnelisTvis saku-
Tari Svilebi, sisxli da xorci rogor
unda gaimeto? Sen rom gagimetes, isic
sakmarisia. dabadebis dRidanve amdeni
tkivili, gulistkena, wameba, safrTxe,
wyena, usamarTloba. yvelaze saSinele-
ba ki is aris, rom rac ufro izrdebi
da virdebi, Senc aRar akleb xels _
Tvalsa da xelSua cxoveldebi da Ta-
vad uaresad iqcevi _ imeteb, tken, Ca-
grav, dascini, urtyam, klav, yvela-
fers sCadixar da ggonia, rom sruli-
ad samarTlianad iReb abarots; mters
samagieros uxdi da amiT Tavs icav. ara-
da, am dros sinamdvileSi mxolod sak-
uTar anarekls uqnev sarkeSi muSts,
danas Tu xmals da yvelaferi is rac
ase gzaravda _ Ralati, orpiroba,
tyuili, sisastike da veragoba _ orm-
xrivi xdeba Seni uSualo monawileo-
biT. da bolos sikvdili!.. sadme bac
lurjad, civad ganaTebul klinikaSi,
an xafangSi moyolili cxoveliviT,
panikurad aymuvlebuli sirenebis xmiT
savse saswrafo daxmarebis manqanaSi,
vinme daRlili da gabezrebuli eqTnis
uxeSi xeliT dafarebuli sasunTqi
aparatis niRbis qveS xrialiT unda
dalio suli da saxe gagiqvavdes. gam-
Tangavi tkivilebi, mileuli ganwiru-
li xmiT rom ixvewebi gamayuCebels da
yvelaferi sulerTi xdeba. amitomac
gamouvida dante aligieris jojoxe-
Tis aRwera gacilebiT efeqturi da
STambeWdavi, vidre _ samoTxis. cod-
vili, bedkruli da samgzis sawyalobe-
li adamis Ze saaqaoSive gacilebiT
ukeTesad icnobs jojoxeTs, gacile-
biT naTlad, zustad da mZfrad aRiq-
vams, vidre am orgul da TeTri Rrub-
lebis iqiT mimqral samoTxes. hoda,
rato, too, risTvis vCndebiT? wamebi-
sTvis? romelic, rogorc gvpirdebi-
an, SeiZleba sikvdilis merec gagr-
Zeldes, radgan „dabadebidan codvili
xar...~ ratom movxvdiT am marazmSi?..
marTla ra ubedurebaa es daiZine-
gaiRviZe, Sedi tualetSi, gamodi tua-
letidan, saWmeli... mTeli cxovreba
saWmeli rom unda Tqvlifo dReSi
samjer, oTxjer, xuTjer... Tan yve-
laferi _ xorci, bostneuli, Tevzi,
balaxi, yvelaferi Sen ro unda SeWamo.
albaT amitomac aris, gakveTis dros
adamianis sxeuli erTi erTze rom emT-
xveva _ ara, ver mogarTves, arc xari-
sas, xari xorcs ar Wams, arc mglisas,
mgeli balaxs ar Zovs _ aramed, Rori-
sas, romelic adamianiviT ganurCevlad
yvelafers xeTqavs da aToxlavebs. am-
itomac amoacaleT, gauuvnebleT da
gauqreT adamians es naRmiviT Cadebu-
li suli da xelSi gafeSxovebuli Rori
SegrCebaT _ dasabasturmebeli samw-
vade da sxva araferi.
sixarbe, Wama, warTmeva, seqsi, erTi
qali, ori, oTxi, aTi, asi... lamazi, uSno,
gamxdari, msuqani, boroti, keTili, avi,
suleli, niWieri, giJi, Wkviani _ giy-
vars ise, rom danaze exevi, an ubralod
kai naSaa, arc giyvars, arc gevaseba, ise
gainteresebs _ kai tipia, an arc gain-
teresebs, imas uyvarxar; an arc imas
uyvarxar, ise, is kidev SeniT erToba,
Senze... kargad grZnobs SenTan Tavs.
sxvasTanac... an sZulxar, unda, rom
mokvde, CaZaRlde _ idioto, cxove-
lo... mkvlelebs gigzavnis, Seuracxy-
ofil da rqebdadgmul Seyvarebuls,
romelsac saswrafod Seurigda; mamas,
Zmebs... magis Tavi Tu ara aqvs, yvelgan
gTaTxavs, gWoravs da ver gitans. ara-
da, magari kargi gogoa, marTla... ub-
ralod, magrad atkine guli da Rirsi
xar, Seni bralia... kaci qalTan
yovelTvis damnaSavea... Tu kacia, ra
Tqma unda. magrad atkine guli da mere
avariaSi moyevi. ara, is gogo arafer
SuaSia, arc dauwyevlixar, nu wyevla ra
pontia da arc jado gaukeTebia, nu ra
pontia... ubralod, Cveulebisamebr,
literaturuli gazeTi
jerze erTi litra arayi gadaivle Ta- mis cxovrebaSi aseTi keTilSobili,
vze, dajeqi manqanaze da gafrindi, saWe pasuxismgeblobiT aRsavse, seriozuli
ver daimorCile, aaskdi raRacas da da- mamakaci gamoCnda _ magram axla uceb,
ifSveni, yvela Zvali dagelewa da wame- marTla TavisTvisac moulodnelad,
biT daibride. an insultma gxia, yba ise iseTi kivili atexa da iseTi Soki dae-
mogeqca, cxvir-piri yurTan dagexata, marTa, rom gons mosuli uxerxulobis-
xel-fexi wagerTva da mainc wvalebiT gan qmar-Svils TvalebSi veRar uyu-
daibride. an infarqti gglijavs erTx- rebda da aRar icoda, romel oTaxSi
el, orjer, vidre cxoveluri SiSisgan Seketiliyo. qmaric, miuxedavad mTeli
TvalebgafarToebuli sakuTar sisxls Tavisi keTilSobilebisa, Segnebulo-
ar daanTxev piridan da uhaerobisgan bisa da seriozulobisa, TiTqmis mTe-
gaguduli isev wamebiT ar daibridebi. li Tve aRar elaparakeboda meuRles,
am idioturi logikiT Seni yvelaze di- mxolod bavSvebsa da ojaxur Temebze,
di moyvasi is patiosani da keTilSobi- da principulad ubrad miirTmevda
li snaiperia, vinc ZviradRirebul ty- warsulSi „im damTxveulze~ yurebamde
vias SemogiTvlis SublSi, didsu- Seyvarebuli colis momzadebul sau-
beqa qurxuli
Tvaldakarguli
yivCaRis Canawerebi
fragmenti momavali romanidan
„Cxubi da
siyvaruli
bolo
amosunTqvamdea „daRestnelTa
saWiro!~ xmlis elvareba
Samili _ Samilis zogierT
daRestnisa da brZolaSi.~
CeCneTis muhhamed tahir
mesame imami. al karaxi
lovnad gaimetebs, fexze mdgarsve Se- zmes... Sen kidev am „arasrulfasovan-
mogatrialebs da haerSive gagaqrobs, sa~ da „degenerats~, aw ukve miwaSi sam-
vidre waqcevas da mTels sigrZeze udamod Cafluls, axla zemodan daga-
gaSlas moaswreb. Tan eg snaiperi da betoneben, rom emand ar amoxte, sicoc-
SublSi ZviradRirebuli tyvia jer xleSic xom magari mousvenari iyavi?!
unda daimsaxuro, Cemi Zma, egre sad Tan, rac mTavaria, ormocamde unda
ari?.. magisTvis raRacebi unda Caidi- moaswron, Torem RmerTma nu qnas, ras
no, daaSavo, gaakeTo, saxifaTo unda ambob, sircxvilia...
Seiqmna, mosaklavi!.. eg tyvia viRaca „hoda, ra azri aqvs?~ _ fiqrobda
rigiT wesieri, kanonmorCili da pa- gio, _ „ra azri aqvs mTel am uniWo
tiosani cxra nomeri arifisTvis ar maskarads? ras vakeTebT?.. da ratom
aris gaTvaliswinebuli... patiosani, unda avdge? da wavide sadme?.. sad wav-
kanonmorCili arifisTvis broweulis ide?.. da ra saqme unda gavakeTo?..
oyna, saswrafo, uxeSi, avi, momakvdave- romeli saqme?.. ratom?.. ra azri aqvs?..~
bisgan gabezrebuli da gadaRlili da mTel am abdaubda fiqrebSi, yvelaze
eqTani da xelovnuri sunTqvis apara- saSineli is iyo, rom araferi icvle-
tia gamowerili, rom dvarniaSka boda. piriqiT, yvelaferi katastrof-
ZaRliviT dagaZinon, komaSi gadagiyva- uli sisastikiT meordeboda, raRac
non, daelodon, rodis Sewyvet sunTq- konveieruli sizustiT trialebda er-
vas, rom sudaraSi gagaxvion, sakaceze Ti da igive. Tavad es sasowarkveTili,
dagdon, gagaformon da patrons Caga- absurduli fiqrebic ki, amitomac am
baron, isic, Tu gyavs patroni. marTla spiraliviT daxveuli da piToniviT
ra ubedurebaa?.. axla im mkvleli da maxrCobela fiqrebisgan dasamalad da
nabiWvari snaiperebisTvis damadgmevi- rogorme Tavis dasaRwevad giorga
neT barem Zegli!.. arada, is gogo mar- uceb, giJiviT xteboda loginidan da
Tla arafer SuaSi iyo, metic _ roca ise nerviulad da swrafad iwyebda Cac-
gaigebda, rom suli ganuteve da iq gad- mas, TiTqos sizmrebSi nanaxi yvela ko-
abargdi, sadac marTalni ganisveneben, Smaruli zmaneba erTad Seucvivda sa-
sul erTia ratom, rogor da ranairad ZinebelSi, cxadSive daesxa Tavs da ga-
_ saswrafo, klinika Tu snaiperi _ moekida, TiTqos sikvdilze gacilebiT
TavisTvisac ki moulodnelad, iseT saSinel da Seucnobel safrTxes gaur-
kivils atexavda, iseTi isterika dae- biso. giJiviT icvamda, ukve sadarbazos
marTeboda ukve gaTxovils da dabi- kibeze fexSemdgari ikravda Tasmebs
navebuls, rom dafeTebuli bavSvebi baTinkebze, mWidrod, saguldagulod
kuTxes miawydebodnen, misi Segnebuli ikravda da ezoSi, mzis Suqze gavard-
da civilizebuli qmari ki mainc Seu- nili, mxolod maSin amoisunTqebda
racxyofili awrialdeboda divanze. Tavisuflad, roca Tavis romelime
ki, ra Tqma unda, icoda Seni arseboba usaqmur Zmakacs dainaxavda da ar ar-
Tavis megobrebisganac da Seni Tavxe- sebobda im dros am quCis biWebze ufro
duri gamoxedvac kargad axsovda... ax, saimedo cixe-simagre da TavSesafari.
rogor vaJkacurad Seikava Tavi maSin, am mxriv yvelaze magari varianti make-
ar iyo iq saqmis garCevis adgili. dab- na iyo. araferze Sebma ar sWirdeboda,
olos, sakuTari colisganac icoda, erTi Tqma da mzad iyo, oRond sadme
erTi Tbili da vnebiani ojaxuri Ramis wageyvana da rame CagedinaT. asi weli
Semdeg, rodesac sibneleSi bavSvebsac ar ainteresebda, sad midiodiT, ratom
tkbilad eZinaT, mxarze mikrulma yve- da ras apirebdiT. sxva saqme da
laferi mouyva. Tan guldasmiT TaTx- sazrunavi sicocxleSi ara hqonia, ege-
avda „imas~ da sruliad gulwrfelad Ti pontis masti iyo, xaCikasaviT pled-
eubneboda, rogor bednieria, rogor Si rom gagexvia da televizorTan dag-
gaumarTla da gadarCa, rom im „aras- esva, erT dResac ver gaqaCavda, Tavis-
rulfasovani degeneratis~ magivrad iT gafSekda fexebs. Tu araferi xde-
27 marti - 9 aprili 2020
boda, xom arsebobs egeTi dRe, Stilia,
araferi xdeba, Sansi ar iyo, ver moi-
svenebda da mainc raime ponts aagdeb-
da. mag pontebma daRupa bolos maken-
ac da yvelac, magram eg bolos iyo.
axla ki jer kidev cocxlebi iyvnen, sul
sxvadasxvanairebi Tavisi xasiaTebiTa
da gafrenebiT. zukas mTeli Tavisi
TavzexelaRebulobis miuxedavad See-
Zlo, kviraobiT Caketiliyo saxlSi da
wignebTan mjdariyo. gansakuTrebiT
filosofia ainteresebda da, ra Tqma
unda, yvelaze metad germaneli
filosofosebi evaseboda. makena rom
germanuli manqanebis qebas mohyvebo-
da da Seuvali, avtoritetuli toniT
acxadebda: „germanelebi yvelaze ma-
gar manqanebs akeTeno~... zuka aucile-
blad gaawyvetinebda da mravalmniS-
vnelovnad CaurTavda: „germanelebi,
pirvel rigSi, magar filosofosebs da
iaraRs akeTeben, magaSi arian asebi,
Torem manqanas nebismieri mexaniki gaa-
keTebs nebismier qveyanaSi~... makenas
pirdapir acofebda zukas aseTi agde-
buli damokidebuleba misi sayvareli
manqanebisadmi, pirSi maincdamainc
bevrs verafers ubedavda, magram
gaigulebda Tu ara, biWebs Seubrunde-
boda da gulianad mohyveboda zukas
TaTxvas: „giJia es Cemisa, ver ari, af-
rens, boziSvili viyo, gaarekines am
wignebma da goTveranma filosofoseb-
ma, Tu arada, iaraRs mexaniki ar sWird-
eba?.. iaraRis gakeTebas da gamoyenebas
marTla ra unda, gamokravs Caxmaxs
vinme zukasnairi dartymuli da mzad
aris, dabredilia tipi!.. Sen midi, aba,
„mersedesis~ da „porSes~ motorebi
daSale da aawyve, „beemve~ da „audi~
gaakeTe... ra gacinebT, Tqve Cemis Tvr-
ametianebo, ai, zukasnairi tipebi ari-
an sinamdvileSi yvelaze saSiSebi, erT-
droulad wignebic rom evasebaT da
iaraRic, magari adski smesia eg, egeni
aqceven mere qveyanas, iwyeben omebs da
afeTqeben yvelafers, usama bin lad-
ens sxva rameze ki ara aqvs garekili...~
biWebi arxeinad icinodnen da sul
fexebze ekidaT haidegeric da atom-
uri bombic. mTavari is iyo, ro erTad
iyvnen da mze anaTebda. Tu wvima, qari
da sicive iyo, maSin xaCikas aadgebod-
nen, romelic nebismier amindSi Tavis
Zvel gaqucul wiTel divanze iyo ucv-
lelad wamokotrialebuli, Tavis
erTgul pledSi gamoxveuliyo, tele-
vizors uyurebda da sxvaTaSoris us-
menda makenas oratorul tiradebsa da
virtuozul ginebas.
Ramis koSmarul sizmrebs TavdaR-
weuli da gamoqceuli giorgac miuj-
deboda gverdiT biWebs, jer cota xans
Cumad usmenda da ZilSi qvesknelis
napralebidan gamomZvrali demonebis
gafermkrTalebas eloda. dRis ganmav-
lobaSi, mzis Suqis moZlierebasTan er-
Tad, bneli da mrume, kudiankruli sizm-
rebi droebiT qrebodnen momaval dab-
nelebamde da ukun Ramemde. samagie-
rod, manamde SeeZlo ecxovra da suli
moeTqva, Tanac rac ufro did ambebs
daatrialebda dRis ganmavlobaSi, miT
ufro meti Sansi hqonda, iqiT daef-
rTxo Tavisi wili da mdevari avsule-
bi. an arafxizeli da gaTanguli Zil-
Sive gascdenoda, SeumCnevlad gamsxl-
tariyo hadesis cxrave karSi, gadavle-
boda mis cecxlovan blok-postebs da
Semdeg dilamde mSvidobianad mieRwia
da amitom Semparavi xmiT iwyebda:
_ ras vakeTebT? qvemoT, „damalu-
lebSi~, axali butka CaudgamT.
_ jixuri, _ makena nebismier Sec-
domas, faqtobrivs, suliers, lingvis-
turs Tu quCurs, mxolod sakuTar Tavs
patiobda.
_ jixuri, _ giom cerad axeda, _
tigran guloiani xar, SeCema?..
_ vin tigrana? _ ar moewona make-
nas, _ tigranaca xar da xorena ogane-
sianic...
_ vai Sens patrons da vai Cvens pa-
trons Sens xelSi. e, mismine, Cemi filo-
logi biWi, Sen da Sens ergeSas „vini puxi~
rom gaTxoveT, kidev ar wagikiTxavT,
xo?.. hoda, ai, mag „vini puxSia~ eg tigra-
na guloiani, _ da sanam Seuracxyofili
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da gaognebuli makena gons movidoda,
saxanZro manqanasaviT akivldeboda da
gios TmaSi swvdeboda, saswrafod ga-
nagrZobda, _ hoda, im butkaSi, pardon,
jixurSi, erTi msuqani, sayvareli biZa
dausvamT da xom ar mivareketoT, rom
ar moiwyinos?.. xom ar gavuxsnaT nisie-
bis msuqana rveuli?.. saqme gamouCnde-
ba, gaxalisdeba. kacma keTili saqmis
keTeba ar unda daizaro.
_ biWo, magas albaT TviTon „dama-
lulebive~ wewaven ukve da gautydebaT,
gvinda axla Sari, garCevebi, danis tri-
ali da xrova-xrova frTxilad siaru-
li? _ Tqva taporam, romelic mrisx-
ane zedmetsaxelis miuxedavad yvelaze
keTili da mSvidobiani biWi iyo mtk-
vars gadmoRma TbilisSi da mtkvris
gadaRma sanapiroze aRar vici.
_ ratomac ar minda? piradi Saris
gareSe erTi dRec nu macxovros Rm-
erTma, _ gios TviTonve moewona Tavi-
sive naTqvami da xmamaRla gaecina, _
Tu arada, vozdux obSCii, Zmao! _
moiSvelia bavSvobisdroindeli Zveli
idioturi quCuri sentencia.
_ maica ra, xo ici, ro egenic ar
arian saCuqrebi, _ Tqva kedelam, _
magari dedaarRniani brigadaa, Tan
ZaRlebTanac sviazebi aqvT, im axvari
gastonas babua prokuroria, vaxtanga
razmaZis moadgilea, to da kidiaT, su
rom amogvwyvitos, ar daiWeren, po
liubomu gaapareben, moxevs evropaSi
da iqneba xoSianad. Cven kidev unda
vuyuroT miwas qvemodan. jer zemodan
rogori sayurebelia da axla qve-
modan, raT ginda?..
_ ee, aiCemebT vinmes, ro magari bi-
Wia da mere is axvaric ijerebs, rom
marTla magaria. gastona, ganja, basi-
ka, is qurTi salmana da isa, ar gav-
kari?.. erTi magaTi ZaRlobasTan Cako-
reSebuli bozi dedac!..
_e, nu xar, to, Sen bespredelSCiki
da abiJniki. yvelaze magari biWi xar?..
_ makena weRandeli wyenis abarots
uRebda gios, Torem romeli pacifis-
ti da mSvidobis mtredebis amfreni eg
iyo?! _ gagexsna exla ZvelbiWuri kla-
pani da dagewyo, vozdux obSCii da pti-
cam neba a braZiagam zemlia da volia!..
marTla darmavoi Sari ginda?
_ da marTla ratom ar minda?.. _
gio biWebis agdebaze gadavida, _
mudakebi xarT da ganZreva gezarebaT.
„damalulebi~ gaixadeT problema,
daimalon da morCa. wamo, movuwyoT
nabegi... Tu arada, Sen ra gawuxebs? _
miubrunda gio makenas da ukanaskneli
momakvdinebeli da yvelaze mtkivneu-
li argumenti daudo, _ Tu xipiSi da
dagnari daiwyo, ar inerviulo, darCi
cota xani Sens nucubiZeze, Cven manam-
de davalagebT, movugvarebT da mere
isev modi da gagvaxalise. me unda vi-
kiTxo, to, am sadarbazoSi vcxovrob.
makena indieli apaCebis beladiviT
gawiTlda sibrazisgan. biWebs Zalian
rom Seawuxebda xolme Tavisi iazvobiT
da maxvilgonivruli ironiiT, Semox-
iznuls eZaxdnen _ „wadi ra, biWo, ubani
ara gaqvs, Sens nucubiZeze iblatave.~
oRond eg Zalian iSiaTad xdeboda, im-
itom, rom namdvili akrZaluli iara-
Ri da welsqvemoT dartyma iyo makena-
sTvis.
_ Sari ginda, xo?.. _ ikivla uceb,
manamde sibrazisgan da aRSfoTebisgan
sulSegubebulma makenam da ise mivar-
da giorgas, biWebi siciliT daixocnen,
_ ra Sari ginda, SeCemisa?.. Tan
mtyuanebi rom viqnebiT, kaciSvili rom
ver gagvamarTlebs. aq amouSvebdi,
Zmao?.. miTxari, Cvens gastronomSi
amouSvebdi?.. axla aq rom gaeZron,
waaRebineb rames?.. gaagulaveb?
_ gaiwie iqiT, zed ras maxtebi? _
siciliT kra xeli giom gacecxlebul
makenas, _ Cems pirad sivrces nu ar-
Rvev, _ egeT idiotur terminebs make-
na ver amuRamebda, Zaan ibneoda da gio
amiT borotad sargeblobda, _ aq am-
ovuSvebdi ara bebiamagaTis wabla tra-
kebma! _ daubrunda gio makenasTvis
gasageb enas, _ momismine da daimaxs-
ovre, istoriis azrze rom ara xar, na-
begebi yovelTvis ewyoba zemodan qve-
literaturuli gazeTi
moT da ara qvemodan zemoT. Cven unda
CavideT, magram imaT ar aqvT aq amosv-
lis ufleba.
_ xoo? _ makena daibna, Tan alal-
ad dainteresda da weRandeli wyena
uceb gadaaviwyda. xaCikam, romelmac
biWebze samefo mowyaleba moiRo, Tavi
gauyadra, gaisarja da ezomde Cavida,
utyvad, magram yuradRebiT gadaxeda
mokamaTe biWebs, romlebmac misi umaR-
lesi yuradReba daimsaxures, _ da eg
rapontia eg qvemodan zemoT da ze-
modan qvemoT? raRacas gvekaifeba es
axvari, truxas gvigdebs, boiSvili
viyo, _ axla biWebs miubrunda Tana-
grZnobisTvis makena, Tan xelebis qnev-
iT cdilobda zemo qvemo da marjvena
marcxenas kriminalur aspeqtebSi
garkvevas.
_ ra truxa, faizaRs geubnebi, me Sen
ra unda gekaifo, eg Seni mogonilia.
magitom geubnebi, waikiTxe es dedaar-
Rniani wignebi, ai, mag „vini puxSic~ Sen
da ergeSas rom tyuilad gaTxoveT da
ver wagakiTxeT, SaviT TeTrze weria,
rom egrea. Tu Cemi ar gjera, zukas
kiTxe, Zmao... _ moiSvelia giom uka-
naskneli da yvelaze mniSvnelovani av-
toriteti.
_ au ara, tooo, Sem xom ar uberav,
zukas nervebi sada maqvs? _ uaresad
akivlda makena, gios sayeloSi eca, la-
mis ZaliT aagdo fexze da win gai-
ZRola, _ wamo, ha, aba, vnaxoT, sad aris
„damalulebSi~ is Seni msuqani biZa, Tu
marto Sens ezoSi xar did gulze?..
zukao to, zukaRa maklda, eg Senze ua-
resi nomriani giJia, afsus, avlipa
zurabiSvili ra dros mokvda, Torem
Tqveni Temaa, sveli TeTri zewrebi da
asaTianis klinikis myudroeba.
_ da Sen ggonia, saR Wkuaze xar? _
moulodnelad wynarad, mSvidi xmiT
hkiTxa xaCikam makenas, _ erTi saaTia,
exipiSebi, gaveSvaT Sari ar gvindao da
axla sad misdev, win rom gaaswari?..
_ eg Cveni Tofia, xaCik, romelmac
unda gaisrolos, _ gaucina giorgam
xaCikas. makena ki xan erTs uyurebda, xan
_ meores...
_ ra Tofi, to?.. raebs moigoneb
xolme _ tigrana, Tofi, ras bazrob?
_ makenas Zalian ar uyvarda egeTi
gaurkveveli ambebi, sadac TemaSi ar
iyo.
_ ra Tofi? _ ikiTxa xaCikamac isev
wynarad. ver iyvnen Cexovis Tayvanism-
cemlebi.
_ la Tofia, la Tofi? _ gascina
giom orives, mere uceb daseriozul-
da, _ ise marTlebi xarT, eg Tofi asi
wlis win isroda. axla ki Cvens civili-
zebul epoqaSi aseCkas Tu miscems da
haers Tu waaxdens. ha, wamoxvalT?..
_ ar gezarebaT? ra Tofi, ra reke-
ti, ai, ras eZebT Zmurad? _ Tqva xa-
Cikam, _ cota xalxi gagviwyda am ded-
aatirebuli TofebiT, me magis momgo-
nis dedas ro?.. ra ar gasvenebs, biWo,
Sen? _ mimarTa giorgas, _ ratoma xar
egre weras atanili. vidre ar dagbri-
daven, ar moisveneb? an amden sisule-
les risTvis bazrobT, an erTmaneTs
risTvis axevT sifaTebs?.. ar geyoT am-
deni sisxli da sikvdili?.. ver xedav,
rom mTeli qveyana xelmocarul da
damarcxebul klounebad viqeciT,
mSieri da dakarguli masxarebi, rom-
lebic jambazebis farTo Sarvlis
jibeebidan erTmaneTs puris namcecebs
vparavT da mtrebze metad erTmaneTi
gvZuls?.. sad midixarT exla? risTvis
unda gaamwaroT is viRac msuqani biZa,
an is „damalulebis~ biWebi risTvis
unda gaxvioT SarSi?.. an es suleli sad
migyavs?.. _ makenasken gaiqnia xaCikam
Tavi, _ marTla ar gezarebaT?
giorgi da makena uxmod gamobrund-
nen. cota xans dafiqrebulebi midiod-
nen, magram makenam didxans ver gauZ-
lo fiqrebs da seriozulad yofnas,
Tan Tavgadasavali isqesa da gaxalise-
buli agaganda:
_ ara ra, Zmao, Cveni vaJiko Tqven-
Tan SedarebiT premier-ministria.
biWo, marTla, vaJikosTvis limonaTe-
bi, Sokoladebi da kanfetebi ar
dagvaviwydes, Torem SegvWams.
_ kargi, oRond Sen miutane, me naw-
yeni var, _ Tqva giorgam, _ orjer
gadagvagdo me da zuka da gavebute. am
bolo dros sul wavida xelidan.
_ kai, too, Radaob? _ ara, ra, xom
geubnebi vaJikos Wkuisebi xarT orive,
_ xeli Caiqnia makenam, _ vaJiko ki ara,
naxe, xaCika rogor ar gamogvyva but-
kebis gasawewad? trakic ar aswia...
_ jixurebis, _ Seuswora axla
giom.
_ xo, kai, jixurebis, _ ukmay-
ofilod ganagrZo jajRani makenam, _
rodemde unda vinaxoT eg Cemisa? ma-
incdamainc damalulebma unda wagvim-
wyvdion da CagvCexon? mere xom gain-
Zreva, meti gza rom aRar eqneba, xoSi-
anad ro dagvasaxiCreben?
xaCikas ukan daxevas kaci ver daswam-
debda da viris janic hqonda, magram
paTologiurad zarmaci iyo da maken-
ac magas buzRunebda. misi sizarmace
pirdapir ukve usagno da usazRvro
kacTmoyvareobaSi gadadioda. biWebs
misTvis saxlSi rom ar ezidaT sasmel-
saWmeli, marTla SimSiliT mokvdebo-
da, magram saZmos Zalian uyvarda da
sxvanairad verc warmoedginaT. miTu-
metes, rom xaCika oboli iyo da ro-
gorc SeeZloT, anebivrebdnen.
im dros quCaSi dgoma da blataoba
iseTve moduri, an rogorc axla ambo-
ben, meinstrimuli iyo, rogorc dRes
arasamTavrobo organizaciebi, aTas-
nairi uflebebis dacva, egzistencial-
uri azrovneba, nakolkebi da liber-
aluri faseulobebia.
saerTod, visac saqarTvelos mar-
Tva unda, pirvel rigSi, es moda, anu
meinstrimi, unda marTos, an imdenad
proza 11
moxerxebuli, veragi da gaiZvera unda
iyos, rom droulad gamoicnos am mo-
dis cvlileba, mimdinareoba da mima-
rTuleba, droulad ahyves da maSin am
uprincipo da medrove jigars samuda-
mo xelisufleba garantirebuli eqne-
ba. am qveyanaSi Sen SeiZleba, waxvide
yvelas da yvelafris winaaRmdeg _
saxelmwifos, samSoblos, ojaxis, ek-
lesiis, religiis, monarqiis, prole-
tariatis, Tavad-aznaurobis, glexo-
bis, mSoblebisa da Svilebis winaaRmdeg
da yvelaferi mosula, oRond es im mo-
mentSi modaSi da umravlesobis azr-
Tan TanxvedraSi unda iyos. da RmerT-
ma daifaros yvela, vinc am misdReSi
dapyrobil, dabegril, daCagrul, da-
Sinebul da sxvis xelSi Semyure samxre-
Tulad snob xalxs im wuTas gabatoneb-
ul modas daupirispirdeba. namdvil
nonkomfismze aRarafers vambob, ubra-
lod roca modaSi cal-cali valinkis
Cacma Semova, Sen isev Zveleburad baTi-
nkebiT iaro, an Tu trotuarze kirCxi-
biviT gandagan siaruli meinstrimuli
gaxda, Sen kvlav jibeSi xelebCawyobil-
ma pirdapir gaatasavo. hoi, ra xmaSewy-
obilad SegaCvenebs sruliad saqar-
Tvelos eri da beri, xelisufleba da
opozicia, socialuri qseli Tu tele-
vizia, yvela, visac cxovrebaSi ar ga-
umarTla da dedam ar indoma. ara, arav-
iTar SemTxvevaSi ar daezarebaT Seni
lanZRva, wyevla-krulva da gankiTxva.
aba, Tavisi saqmis keTebiT xom ar daiR-
lebian? ra unda akeTon mas Semdeg, rac
kargad SeWames, gamoZRnen da pirjvari
gadaiweres, garda imisa, rom gaixed-
gamoixedon da erTi kargad, qarTul-
xalxurad, mama-papurad da guldasmiT
gamolanZRon, gaWoron da miwaSi Cadon
moyvasi? eg ki ara, Tu moerivnen da
gaubedes, iseT sisastikiTa da mon-
domebiT Caqolaven, rogorc iemeneli
arabebi axlad Camogdebul da mtarval
Turq faSas. mere Tavisi msxverplis
sisxliT dasvrilebi, SeSinebulebi
Sexedaven erTmaneTs da damfrTxale-
bi, kudamoZuebulebi mococxaven sax-
lebisken dasamalad. da Tu vinmem is
Turqis faSa da misi sikvdilis ambavi
moikiTxa, saswrafod gabozdebian, er-
TmaneTs daaswreben mezoblebis dasme-
nas, yvela erTmaneTs CauSvebs da Sem-
krTalebi saswrafod daadeben SiSis-
gan acaxcaxebul, sisxlian da dauba-
nel xels_ eg iyo eg, me ki ara, me... me,
me arafer SuaSi varo! net gaspada, k
soJaleniu, po segodniaSCnomu dniu,
naSe mesto vozle paraSi!.. kargi, nu
rogorc aris...
mokled, mtrisas, roca quCaSi dgo-
ma da ZvelbiWoba iyo meinstrimuli, Sen
ki am dros wesieri adamiani iyavi da sa-
jaro biblioTekaSi midiodi wignis wa-
sakiTxad. axla ki, mas Semdeg, rac Cvens
mziur samSobloSi _ aRmosavleT
evropis gvatemalaSi, general ruben
sanxurxos memarjvene samxedro
diqtatura imave general sanxurxos
axla memarcxene diqtaturam Secvala,
Sens mtersa da avad maxsenebels, Tu
xelSi JorJ batais an Jan Janes wigni ar
giWiravs da ubanSi Zmakacs gauCerdi
dasalaparakeblad da cota yoCaRad
da kacurad gamoiyurebi.
amasobaSi, am gadatrialeba-gadmo-
trialebaSi, mitingebis darbevebSi,
nair-nair omebsa Tu tyviis srolaSi,
ai, aseT sasacilo da provinciul gva-
temalad Camoyalibda es Cveni ca-fi-
ruz, xmeleT-zurmuxtovani saqarTv-
elo da, mgoni, marTla Zalian daaklda
centralur amerikas, Caakvexebda kaci
saTamaSo fazliviT, sadRac belizs,
gvatemalas da hondurass Soris. aq,
mSobliur kavkasiaSi, mainc mogviZules
mezoblebma. daCagruli vis uyvars?..
gvawvebian aqedan da iqidan, gvaxeven te-
ritoriebs, Tan Tu xma amoviReT, gveub-
nebian: „va, age, isic xom garTmevs da
kide, age, isic, raRa me meCxubebi, mar-
to me ar wagarTva?..~ Tumca, SeiZleba
iqauri laTinosi, koltiani da maCet-
eiani yoCaRi biWebisTvisac kai tkbil
lukmad vqceuliyaviT Cveni moduri

„guCis~ da „dolCe da gabanas~ valinke-
biT. xvTefii?..
12 proza
gagrZeleba
xumroba da sicili xoSiani ramea am
gaWirvebis Jamsac ki, magram seriozu-
lad, saqarTvelos sazogadoeba, mgo-
ni, mTeli Tavisi istoriis manZilze ar
yofila aseTi periferiuli, miyruebu-
li, primitiuli da uwignuri. ki, sxva
drosac sul xaTabalaSi viyaviT, magr-
am yovelTvis gvyavda didi moazro-
vneebi da magari xalxi: sul adre rom
Tavi davaneboT, daviT guramiSvilidan
moyolebuli _ sulxan-saba orbe-
liani, platon ioseliani, sergei mesxi,
niko nikolaZe, iakob gogebaSvili, va-
Ja-fSavela, arCil jorjaZe, mixako
wereTeli, Salva amirejibi, rezo ga-
baSvili, kirion II, qaixosro ColoyaS-
vili... im dedaafeTqebuli bolSevike-
bis xsenebac ar minda, magram xom eya-
rnen, ara?.. uinsTon CerCilis weril-
ia, didi britaneTis mefe georg V gTx-
ovs, Seni Wirime, Sevxvdebi, sad veax-
loo?.. da es bozi kekes nabiWvari kidev
pasuxobs _ Tu Zma xar, moida, mezare-
bao... merab kostava iyo, sul iyo magari
xalxi. cocxlebi, giJebi, TavzexelaRe-
bulebi, ubedurebi, daRupulebi,
gamkeTeblebi, magram iyvnen! axla?..
axla sul erTmaneTSi airia quCa, op-
era, burJuazia, inteligencia, glexi
da aristokrati, qurdi da ZaRli,
sofeli da qalaqi _ gaixade cal-ca-
li kaloSi, Caicvi cal-calke valin-
ki, SeuZveri vinme Tanamdebobis pirs
droulad trakSi da haidaa _ elita-
Si xar. am keTilSobilma da gulubryvi-
lo evropelebmac vizebi mogvixsnes da
esenic egreve trakidan Tavgamouyof-
lad gacvivdnen da moedvnen am mxcovan
da darbaisel evropas da imis warmod-
genac ki Sezaravs adamians, ramden sa-
Sinelebas xedaven CvenSi da ras fiq-
roben Cvenze.
fuii!..
ara, sul im monRolebis gagdebuli,
boziSvili rusebisa da ujiSo, piru-
tyvi komunistebisgan gvWirs, magaT
gadmosdes keTriviT am qveyanas sizar-
mace, indiferentuloba, laCroba, apa-
Tia da depresia, sastiki, ulmobeli
gulgriloba, veragoba da Woriknoba
da gamoaswore, aba, axla rogoria, Sem-
oabrune bananis respublikad qceuli
da modisa da meinstrimis anabarad da-
rCenili amxela uimedo saqarTvelo.
maSin ki, gindoda Tu ar gindoda,
SegeZlo Tu ar SegeZlo, mogwonda Tu
ar mogwonda, quCaSi unda mdgariyavi
da gebandita. giorgas da makenas mar-
Tla exalisebodaT mTeli es aurzau-
ri da moZraoba, xaCikas da zukas nak-
lebad, Tumca yvela didi Tavgadasava-
li, xifaTi da ubedureba swored zukas
wamowyebuli iyo, „damalulebSi~ Camd-
gari jixuri da msuqani biZa ki ara, iseT
mSvenier lokalur omebs gamoacxobda
xolme Tavis dazverviT, TavdasxmiTa
da TavdacviT, rom Seni mowonebuli,
magram zukasTvis es mainc Tavgadasava-
li iyo da ara quCa. jer xom ezoSi
cocxali TaviT ucxoebs ar uSvebda,
arc milicia-policias, arc mxedri-
ons da arc gvardias, miuxedavad imi-
sa, rom rogorc filosofiisa da lit-
eraturis moyvarul adamians Seefer-
eba, rusebTan arcerTi omi ar gamou-
tovebia. kedela, tapora da danarCe-
nebi ufro dalagebulebi da nor-
malurebi iyvnen da imTavidanve mS-
venivrad icodnen, rom ezoSi droebiT
idgnen da momavalSi Tavisi cxovrebi-
sTvis unda miexedaT. magaliTad, gior-
gas paraleluri klaseli cxonebuli
JorJika SavguliZe saerTod dasabme-
li xdeboda mSobliuri I eqsperimenta-
luri skolis birJaze dgomis gamo _
„ra minda, xalxo, aq, ratom vdgavarT
ase uazrod, ras vakeTebT, gamagebineT,
an gogoebi davpatiJoT kafeSi, an mar-
Tla viCxuboT, an davxatoT, aq ratom
vdgavarT dayudebulebio~... TviTon
lamazi biWi iyo, gogoebs moswondaT,
Tan magrad xatavda. gios skolis pap-
kaze 9 aprili dauxata. wlebi inaxavda,
vidre sadRac ar miikarga. cxonebul
Wabukas da maRalaSvils lamis xeliT
eWiraT _ „daetie aqo!..~ Tan yvelani
siciliT igudebodnen.
literaturuli gazeTi
Zalian ucnauri biografia hqonda
saqarTveloSi quCasa da quCur cxo-
vrebas. umravlesobisTvis marTla Tav-
gadasavali, magari biWobis niSani da
romantika iyo, magram rodesac am ro-
mantikam da Tavgadasavlebma mTeli
qveyana kuboebiT mofina, rodesac
dainaxes, rom quCam Tavisi garCevebiT,
narkotikebiTa da avariebiT samjer
meti axalgazrda Seiwira, vidre yvela
omma erTad _ magden xalxs rom eoma
ruseTTan cxinvalsa da afxazeTSi, so-
xumi ki ara soWi da tuafse, Zveli niko-
fsiac, aqeT darCebodaT _ yvela mixv-
da, rom quCaSi aranairi „akademia~,
beqa qurxuli
Tvaldakarguli
yivCaRis Canawerebi
„romantika~, „liceumi~ da „lirika~ ar
arsebobda da rom sruliad realuri
da momakvdinebeli safrTxe da iaraRi
gaxldaT, magram ukve Zalian gviani
iyo.
saqarTveloSi, iseve rogorc mTels
msoflioSi, quCa, yomari, avara, da jib-
giri yovelTvis arsebobda da calke
ambavi da istoria iyo. mparavi baRda-
deli qurdi, TaRliTi, avazaki, yomar-
bazi, yaCaRi, arsena marabdeli, robin
hudi, kako yaCaRi, xoakin murieta... me-
19 saukuneSi saqarTvelos ukve hyavda
Tavisi kriminaluri avtoriteti _
cnobili yaCaRi Tavadi wulukiZe, ro-
melic aqaurobas SiSis zars scemda, vi-
dre maxaTas mTaze ar CamoaxrCes. wu-
lukiZis ganTqmuli sisastikis miuxe-
davad, rac, ZiriTadad, mkvlelobebSi
gamoixateboda, kacis kvla mekobris-
Tvis da avazakisTvisac ki udides cod-
vad iTvleboda. „aTi weli yaCaRad var
kacis codva ar maZevsa...~ _ ambobda
arsena, wulukiZes ki kacis codva edo,
adamianis sisxli umZimebda xelebs.
amis miuxedavad, misi sikvdiliT dasja
mainc gamaognebeli ambavi gamodga
qalaqisTvis. mTeli Tbilisi ramdenime
dRe pirjvaris weriT SeZrwunebuli
ahyurebda maxaTas mTaze antiqristes
niSaniviT wamomarTul eSafots da zed
moqanave cxedrebs. swored am ambavze
dawera ilia WavWavaZem Tavisi ganTqmu-
li moTxroba „saxrCobelazed~, rome-
lSic adamianis sikvdiliT dasja jer
kidev maSin gaaprotesta, roca ara ma-
rto misdRemSi tiliani da bneli ruse-
Ti iyo saxrCobelebiT mofenili, ara-
med ganaTlebul evropaSic sakeravi
manqanebiviT muSaobdnen giliotinebi,
amerikaSi linCis wesiT erTobodnen,
sawyal zangebs ki cerad gamoxedvis-
Tvis Tvalebs Txridnen da kastrire-
bulebs da macxovariviT jvarze gak-
rulebs cocxlad wvavdnen.
Tumca es CamoxrCobili Tavadi wu-
lukiZe mainc gamonaklisi iyo. quCis
qurdbacacebi, mawanwalebi, mainc ca-
lke kastad rCebodnen da am kastis
wevrobiT ver iamayebdi, ufro samar-
cxvinod iTvleboda. albaT am damo-
kidebulebis gamoZaxili iyo, rodesac
TiTqmis asi wlis Semdeg, ukve me-20
saukunis 60-ian wlebSi, erT-erTi
Zalian seriozuli garCevis dros,
kutma albertam pirdapir miaxala
Tavis mowinaaRmdeges, romlis in-
tonaciiT warmoTqmuli sityva „qur-
di~ da toni ar moewona: „qurdi da ma-
maZaRli Sena xar, me ganabi var, biWoo!..~
„ia vor a ne kradun, vor varuet a kra-
dun kradiot~-is pontSi. eg ki ara, aka-
ki wereTeli igonebda _ erTi vinme
kargi ojaxiSvili imereli sxva avaza-
kebTan erTad fostas dascemia da ga-
uZarcvavs. mis axloblebs da naTesav-
ebs glovis niSnad Tma-wveri dauyenebi-
aT, anu mouSviaT _ „Tavi mogveWra,
qarTvelma kacma avazakoba Caidina,
amdeni fuli gaitaca, raRa gveSvele-
ba, rusebi Cvenze ras ifiqrebeno~. saer-
Tod, fulze da qonebaze laparaki, sar-
fze da gamorCenaze gamokideba udides
sircxvilad iTvleboda da cxonebuli,
sulmnaTi saqarTvelos ukanaskneli
mefe-giorgi XII, rogorc platon iose-
liani werda, vidre missave saxelze
moWril vercxlis abazians xels moh-
kidebda, jer qviSiT axexinebda, mere
naxSiriT da mxolod amis Semdeg ori
TiTiT, ase piwkad, frTxilad da lamis
zizRiT iRebda. mokled, Cveulebrivi
qarTul-xalxuri sigiJeebi.
saqarTveloSi quCuri cxovrebis
romantizireba, idealad qceva da la-
mis keTilSobil, cisfersisxlian aris-
tokratTa saqmianobad miCneva, Ziri-
Tadad, 20-30-iani wlebidan modis. mas
Semdeg rac 1921 wels ruseTma, amjerad
ukve bolSevikurma ruseTma, meored
daipyro saqarTvelo da kidev erTxel,
ufro srulad aucxaddaT qarTvelebs
igive ilia WavWavaZis naTqvami _„mas
aqeT raca kurTxeva RvTisa, mieca tan-
juls iveriis ers, rac kargi eqmnas
rusisa xiStsa, RmerTma im russve
askecad misces~. 1921 wlis sisxliani
Tebervlidan moyolebuli, vin icis,
meramdened gadaura mTels saqarTve-
los da, pirvel rigSi, mis aristokra-
tias da inteligencias sabWoTa rusu-
li represiebis celma. qveyanaSi gaCn-
da Taoba, romelsac 5-10 wlis asakSi
mamebi dauxvrites, dedebi visac ar
dauxvrites, cimbirSi gadausaxles,
sakuTari saxlebidan gamoyares da
saSinel bavSvTa TavSesafrebSi da-
toves, romlebic realurad bavSvTa
sakoncentracio banakebi ufro iyo. es
naferebi, naloliavebi, „bembisa~ da
„Svlis nukris naambobis~ kiTxvisas
CaZinebuli da goglimoglze gazrd-
ili, vardisferloyebiani movlili
bavSvebi, violinoze, fortepianosa da
solfejioze rom dadiodnen baboCke-
biTa da gaxamebuli TeTri perangebiT,
uceb, sruliad moulodnelad, pir-
ispir SeeCexnen marTla quCaSi gazr-
dil, upatrono, mglebiviT sazrian,
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jansaR da mSieri piraniebiviT saSiS da
daundobel Spanas, romlebic maT
rogorc saCuqars, nadavls da msxver-
pls ise uyurebdnen da mxiaruli yiJ-
iniT urbendnen garSemo, vidre gemri-
elad gadasanslavdnen.
am sastik, sabediswero alyaSi moq-
ceul, dabneul, Tvalebze cremlmomd-
gar da sul axlaxans daoblebul uwe-
sieres bavSvebs ori arCevani hqondaT
_ an isini unda daemcirebina, gaeTela,
gadaevlo, bolos Caexramunebina da
iqve mieviwyebina am Spanas, radgan ukve
monelebul saWmels aravin imaxs-
ovrebs, miT umetes, es quCis jurRmu-
lebidan sanadirod gamosuli mxecebi,
romlebmac ar icodnen, ra iyo SiSi da
dandoba, pativs scemdnen mxolod...
ara, arafersac scemdnen pativs,
ubralod nadiris saR da swor instin-
qts ayolilebi, mxolod realuri sa-
frTxis winaSe ixevdnen ukan, an meore
_am saxlSi gazrdil dedikos nebiera
bavSvebs unda daedoT miwaze violino,
saskolo wignebiani CanTa, daeviwyebi-
naT „bembi~, „vaSli da Saqara~, „melia
da mwyerCita~, mokluli an cimbiris
yinvaSi gadasaxlebuli dedis siTbo da
xma, daxvretili mamis cremliani mol-
odini, nerviuli daZabulobisgan SeS-
lil saxeze Semxmari cremlebi moew-
mindaT, mklavebze jer kidev TeTri da
qaTqaTa perangebis saxeloebi daekapi-
webinaT da maT win mdgomi cecxlis
aliviT saSiSi Spanis sisxli daeRvar-
aT, mere ki maTi liderebi, yoCebi da
atamanebi gamxdariyvnen _ „kanonieri
qurdebi!..~ ase wamovida klorTaRis,
naxalovkis, lotkinis, gudarexis qu-
Cis da ciganski pasiolkis barakebidan
gamosul qurT, somex, ebrael, boSa Ji-
ganebTan _ naCesTan, ebrael morisas-
Tan, hasanasTan, bje asatrianTan, edik
tbilisskisTan, cigan jenkosTan erTad
Tavad-aznauruli gvarebis ganabebis
mTeli briaSka _ lorTqifaniZe, Ciqo-
vani, miqelaZe, mdivani, ioseliani, gel-
ovani... maT gadamwyvet wams moaxerxes,
gabedes da dades miwaze fortepianos
notebis rveuli, garSemo aRrialebul,
agresiul, damcinav, damSeul saxeebs
Tvali gauswores, maT stvenas, yiJinas,
Seuracxyofas da furTxebas ar See-
guen, gamxdar, Txel, gadaTeTrebul
TiTebSi danebi, samarTeblebi, tisake-
bi, bebuTebi, britvebi moigdes, gasisx-
les da haidaa!.. pirvelad, pirvelive
dapatimrebisas, swored maT gabedes da
Searqves sicocxleSive maTi samSob-
los, ojaxebisa da mSoblebis jalaTs
_ stalins _ damamcirebeli saxeli
„gutalini,~ „gutalinSCiki~, didi
„qurTuli~ ulvaSebis analogiiT, aqao-
da, gutaliniT qurTebi fexsacmelebs
aprialeben quCaSio. swored maT mi-
agebes pirvelad, stalinis sisxlian da
ganukiTxav angariSsworebas ara SiSi,
Tavis marTleba da samsxverploze zva-
rakad gaxazirebuli kravis ususuri
morCileba, aramed siZulvili, zizRi
da dacinva. swored maT dasces pirve-
li yiJina sul axlaxans daboxebuli
xmebiT ukve karcerSi Cayrilebma: „gu-
talinSCik!.. suka krasnapiorii, SCob ti
v zdox!.. gutalin ubliudok Sliuxi
keke~... aRar eSinodaT!.. aRarafris
aRar eSinodaT!.. quCuri Saulinis sk-
olis cxra karis gavlis mTavari jil-
doc swored eg iyo _ sakuTari Tavis
rwmena da SiSisgan gaTavisufleba. Tvi-
Ton gaxdnen saSiSebi. patara, wignebSi
gazrdilma, keTilma da sayvarelma ba-
vSvebma Tavisi wili urCxulebi daama-
rcxes da maTi adgilebi Tavad daika-
ves. maTgan, vinc am gzas bolomde gay-
va da vinc gamovida, yvela kai davla-
Tiani, TavzexelaRebuli da marifa-
Tiani gangsterebic dadgnen. rogorc
Cans, saukuneebis ganmavlobaSi Camoy-
alibebuli aznauruli sabrZolo geni
fortepianom, me-20 saukunis civili-
zebulma ideologiebma, karaqianma pu-
rma da gaxamebulma TeTrma perangebma
bolomde mainc ver CaaxSo da rodesac
ukan dasaxevi aRar darCa, gankiTxvis
Jams quCur omebSi axali ZaliT ibuTqa.
gagrZeleba Semdeg nomerSi
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dasasruli
isRa darCenodaT efiqraT, rom es
kaci tyved Cavarda. da asec iyo. wleb-
is mere ki Sindabrunebuli oTari hyve-
boda, Tu rogor aebna gza SuaRamisas
da qvemexebis grialSi maRali RobiT
SemosazRvrul mitovebul kar-mida-
mos rogor miaSura; Tavi Rrma jagnar-
Si Seurgavs da mTeli Rame eloda sro-
lis Sewyvetas. drodadro srola mar-
Tlac wydeboda da qvemexebis xmauri
sxva mxridan ismoda. oTarma cota xans
waTvlima kidec. mere ki, roca gamo-
eRviZa, ukve sruli siwynare sufevda.
mzeSi gazafxulis namiani dila brwyi-
navda da maRali RobiT Semokavebul
kar-midamos SigniT vrceli marwyvis
mdelo gadaSliliyo. Zia oTaric am
mdelos SuagulSi iwva, arada Ramis
wyvdiadSi jojoxeTis bnel kloakaSi
egona Tavi.
es mxolod wamieri gamonaTeba iyo,
mogvianebiT ki Tavis aseulTan erTad
mWidro alyaSi moeqca da tyved Cavar-
da. mas araerTxel mouyolia, rogor
gamohyavdaT satusaRodan da aseirne-
bdnen, rogor uyridnen naSimSilev tu-
saRebs germaneli qalebi da bavSvebi
puris natexebs. oTari arasodes ar da-
xrila da ar aukrefia es ubadruki na-
texebi, radgan icoda, rom am qmedebas
avtomatis jeri mohyveboda. ase uvli-
da wres da mere isev satusaRoSi brun-
deboda es arcTu mTlad beds mindo-
bili kaci.
***
maxsovs erTi dRe ocdamecxramete
skolaSi. wvimda, kokispirulad wvimda.
bavSvebi saklaso oTaxSi visxediT da
gavyurebdiT zafxulSi Ria fanjre-
bidan Tavsxma wvimas. fanjridan Canda
egreT wodebuli `komkavSiris xeivani~,
saidanac botanikur baRSi iyo Casasv-
leli da kidev uSvelebeli qandakeba
_ `qarTvlis deda~. wvimda, warRvna
iyo da skolis mTeli ezo wyliT ivse-
boda. es xom Ria derefnebiani da Ria
aivnebiani skola iyo. wvima TiTqmis sak-
laso oTaxis fanjrebamde asxamda, bav-
Svebs ki gvixaroda, rom Cven Tvalwin
elvarebda sicocxlismieri, stiqiuri,
magram amave dros bunebis Zalian la-
mazi movlena. mere wvimam gadaiRo da
nariyalas mxares mkafio cisartyela
gamoisaxa. skolis ezo feradi gubee-
biT gaivso. sasowarkveTili meezove
uSvelebel cocxs usvamda da amaod
cdilobda wyali daeSrita. skolis
sxva mesveurebic bWobdnen imis Taoba-
literaturuli gazeTi
sadarbazo
ze, Tu ra unda eqnaT. gakveTilebi jer
ar iyo damTavrebuli, magram bavSvebi
daTqmulze adre gagviSves. da ai,
swored maSin raRac ucnauri Zalis
karnaxiT gadavWeri nawvimari quCa da
Zia oTaris sadarbazoSi Sevedi. iq
uCveulo siwynare idga, Suq-Crdilebi
Zalian ucnaurad wveboda, TiTqos war-
sulis xma gamqraliyo, da mxolod im-
saRamoseuli CaJamebuli, bindnarevi
Suqi moZraobda kedlebze da iatakze.
da me maSinve avirbine naxevradbnel
safexurebze, avedi mesame Tu meoTxe
sarTulze, minis Wers avxede da davi-
naxe, rom iq, wvimis wveTebiT gabrwy-
inebul minis Werze feradi sxivi ibade-
boda _ da mivxvdi, rom cota xanSi sa-
darbazoSi Zlieri Suqi CamoiRvrebo-
da, kvlav aRdgeboda drois Sori naTe-
ba da warsulis xma. videqi da velodi.
da marTlac ase moxda.
***
omis damTavrebis Semdeg tyvedyo-
filebi sxvebTan erTad Sin daabrunes.
bevr maTgans eloda Sua aziaSi gada-
saxleba, rac, ra Tqma unda, bedis mware
ironia gaxldaT. Zia oTari gadarCa.
kato, dedamisi, operis ukan, elizbaris
saxlSi cxovrobda broses quCaze.
roca uTxres, frontidan oTari Cam-
ovidao, sulmouTqmelad gamoiqca max-
araZis quCisken, sadarbazoSi airbina
farTo da naxevradbneli safexurebi
da nanatri wuTis molodinSi binis
zRurbls miadga. deda-Svilis Sexve-
dra usityvo iyo.
***
studentobis wlebSi megobrebi res-
toran `samadloSi~ mimyavda. es resto-
rani bavSvobisdroindel adgilad mi-
maCnda. bavSvebi didTovlobisas am re-
stornamde avdiodiT da mere amaRleb-
is quCis bolodan cigebiT Tavqve veS-
vebodiT. maxsovs, `samadlodan~ mTvra-
li moqeifeebi Camoivlidnen sawoli
oTaxis fanjrebTan da ZilSi maTi sim-
Rerebi Camesmoda.
mogvianebiT ki, roca amxanagebTan
erTad mec Camovivlidi am quCas, xsov-
naSi CarCenil yvela karsa da fanjaras
Tvals vavlebdi da xeliT vexebodi.
naSuaRamevs Cvens yofil ezoSic Sev-
diodi. maxsovs, naucbaTevi SiSi amitan-
da da vfiqrobdi, nuTu ase Cqara gavi-
da dro da ase Sors darCa es ezo-meT-
qi. ezo zustad iseTive iyo, rogorc
wlebis win, mxolod mkrTali siucxo-
vis safarveli wafareboda, TiTqos mx-
olod Cems maxsovrobas aRar ekuTvn-
andro buaCiZe
oda, TiTqos gaqvavebul mudmivobaSi
iyo gadasuli da yvelasadmi ganurCev-
lobas amJRavnebda. quCebs erTad Cam-
ovivlidiT, zarxoSmoreuli amxanage-
bi erTmaneTs esityvebodnen da xmama-
Rla icinodnen da vgrZnobdi, rom isi-
ni Cemi bavSvobis sivrceSi SemTxveviT
moxvedrili ucxo sxeulebi iyvnen.
mivyvebodi sololakis ZvelisZvel
quCebs da bolos Zia oTaris sadarba-
zoSi Sevabijebdi, ramdenime wuTs vC-
erdebodi da miuxedavad imisa, rom
Rame iyo da minis Weridan dRis sina-
Tle ar iRvreboda, vgrZnobdi, rogor
iZvroda dro da gardasuli drois
dineba rogor aRwevda Cemamde.
***
Zia oTari bolos oTxmocdaaTian
wlebSi vinaxule. Tbilisis omi ramden-
ime dRis dawyebuli iyo. riskis fasad
avedi maxaraZis quCaze. maSin iqve
vsaqmianobdi, leseliZis midamoebSi da
vicodi uxifaTod ra gzebiT unda av-
suliyavi. srolis xma ismoda, magram
ufro Soridan, rusTavelis pros-
peqtidan aRwevda. lermontovis quCas
avyevi da mere maxaraZeze gadavedi.
nebismieri quCis kuTxidan SeiZleboda
gaxsniliyo cecxli. moulodneli
araferi iqneboda. wvalebiT mivaRwie
daTqmul sadarbazomde, Sevedi da Ses-
vlisTanave vigrZeni, rom iq araviTari
Suq-Crdilebi aRar tokavda, arc sa-
darbazos kedlebze da arc iatakze.
sadarbazos mTel sivrceSi aRar idga
mTrTolvare bindi, romelic adre si-
naTlesTan erTad zemodan iRvreboda
da sakvirvel fluidebs badebda. erTi
gafiqreba isic gavifiqre, sxva sadar-
bazoSi xom ar Semovedi-meTqi, magram
Secdoma warmoudgeneli iyo, radgan
axlomaxlo sxva sadarbazo ar moiZeve-
boda. kibeze rom avdiodi, erTxel
kidev avxede minis Wers, magram is aRar-
sad Canda. ramdenime safexuriT maRla,
fanjris rafaze, moedansa da safex-
urebze gafantuli minis msxvili nam-
sxvrevebi SevniSne. Cems gakvirvebas
sazRvari ar hqonda, amitom kidev ram-
denime safexuri avirbine da minis sqe-
li natexebi SemeCxira TvalSi. ukve
aSkarad Canda, rom minis Weri wvril
namsxvrevebad qceuliyo. aqa-iq ki msx-
vili zodebic eyara. kidev erTxel
avxede Wers da mis nacvlad Ria sivrce
da caSi gabmuli mavTulebiRa SemrCa.
***
Zia oTarma kari gaaRo, ar daugvi-
ania. misi amayi, maRali da Zlieri fig-
proza 13
ura aisveta Cem Tvalwin, mxolod eg
iyo _ saxeze asaki dastyoboda. imxa-
nad oTxmoci wlis Sesrulda. ga-
mometyveleba Zveleburi hqonda _
odnav damcinavi. aseTi saxe maSin uxde-
boda, roca vinmesgan agresias eloda.
areuli dro iyo da SeiZleboda karze
vinme bogano an gzaareuli misdgomo-
da. mas xelSi mZime, masiuri, xisgan
gamoTlili joxi eWira. me vuTxari,
vinc viyavi, ris Semdegac oTaxSi Semi-
ZRva da savarZelze mimiTiTa. visxediT
da vsaubrobdiT. rogorc ukve vTqvi,
Tbilisis omis dReebi iyo. maSindeli
prezidenti da xelisufleba mTavro-
bis sasaxlis bunkerSi iyvnen TavSe-
farebulebi, gareT ki, rusTavelis
gamzirze da qalaqis sxvadasxva quCeb-
Si ormxrivi srolebi gaismoda.
rogorc gairkva, Zia oTaris sadarba-
zos saxuravzec snaiperebi iyvnen gan-
lagebulni. etyoba, maT samiznes
mTavrobis sasaxlis Senoba warmoad-
genda. `aq arian, saxuravze~, _ Tqva Zia
oTarma, mere daamata: `mTeli Rame sr-
olis xma ismoda~. me vuTxari, rom sa-
darbazoSi minis zodebi, gamWvirvale
saxuravis namsxvrevebi eyara. `ho, eg
adreve daimsxvra. sadarbazoSi,
rogorc gareT, ise asxams wvima~, _ Tqva
Zia oTarma. mere col-qmarma mcire
sufra gaawyo. saRamo xani iyo. aivanze
gavedi. es aivani bavSvobas maxsenebda.
xSirad mesizmreboda kidec, didi
WaRis qveS rogor isxdnen saxleulni
stumrebTan erTad, mere ki, roca ukve
yvelaferi mTavrdeboda, xmamaRla
mosaubre stumrebi nela Cadiodnen
uSvelebeli sadarbazos farTo safex-
urebze. gareT rom gavidodnen, ukve
garedan ismoda maTi xma. mere ki Tan-
daTan ifanteboda es xmebi da sadarba-
zoSi Zveleburi siwynare isadgurebda.
vin usmenda xangrZlivad am siwynares
Cem garda? aravin. mxolod me viyavi is
erTaderTi adamiani, visac SeeZlo sa-
darbazos SuagulSi an safexurebze
mdgariyo da didxans esmina siCume. es
metyveli siCume iyo da amitomac ara-
sodes ar mwyindeboda aq dgoma da am
siCumisgan aRZruli STabeWdilebebis
STanTqma. im dResac, Zia oTarisgan rom
wamovedi, farTo safexurebi Camov-
iare da cota xans kidev SevCerdi sa-
darbazoSi. wvimda da wvimis wveTebi
umowyalod ecemoda gacveTil safex-
urebs. vidre gareT gamovidodi, uka-
nasknelad gavxede sadarbazos bindiT
SemRvreul sivrces. TiTqos raRac
Seirxa haerSi, wamierad ganaTda da
mere gaqra. im wams TiTqos mTelma Cem-
ma cxovrebam gairbina Cems warmodge-
naSi da sadRac raRac damTavrda. ga-
reT gamovedi da sruliad cariel qu-
Cas Tavqve davuyevi. Zia oTarTan es Cemi
bolo stumroba iyo.
***
gavida dro im Cveni ukanaskneli
TiTqmis usityvo Sexvedris Semdeg.
qveyana maSin, rogorc iyo mosalod-
neli, orad gaixliCa da dRemde orad
aris gaxleCili. ase moxda da, vaiTu,
merec ase iyos. `sadRaa eri~ _ Tqva im
Sexvedrisas Zia oTarma. Tbilisis samo-
qalaqo omi Zia oTaris bolo dReebs
da Cemi siWabukis dasasruls daemTxva.
`sadRaa eri~ _ Tqva Zia oTarma da iyo
saRamo, ganuwyvetliv ismoda ormxrivi
srola, da srolis merec ase gagrZel-
da dausrulebeli rRveva qveynis Sig-
niT.
da im dRis Semdeg mesizmreba,
rogor Sevdivar saRamoxans sadarba-
zoSi, rogor Camodis kibeze Zia oTari,
rogor cviva zemodan feradi minis
namsxvrevebi. am minis namsxvrevebiT
ifineba mTeli sadarbazo. `kargia, rom
moxvedi~ _ meubneba Zia oTari. es aris
Cveni erTaderTi Sexvedra sadarbazo-
Si. `kargia, rom SevxvdiT~ _ veTanxme-
bi mec. namsxvrevebi ki ibneva da ibneva
da orive viZirebiT am namsxvrevebSi. es
Cveni tanjvagamovlili iluziebis msx-
vrevaa, romelic albaT gardauvali
iyo da romelic drois siRrmidan mo-
edineba.
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poeti nika laSxia aucileblad unda aRvniSno wignis da mimiTiTebda konkretul avtorebs,
winaTqmis avtoris, giorgi lobJaniZ- romelTa naSromebiTac unda mex-
`es uniWieresi kaci, romelic didi adamianuri TavmdablobiTac gamoirCe- is, Tanadgoma, romelmac CemTvis mou- elmZRvanela, me maT nacvlad sxva-
va, TiTqos TviTon poeziamve airCia Tavisi aqamde ucxo da ucnauri terito- lodneli recenzia daurTo wigns. am dasaxva avtoris poeturi krebulebi
riebis aRmomCenad. sasiamovnoa imaze dakvirvebac, aqamde dumilis uvrcesi adamianisgan bevrs vswavlob da Zalian gamomqonda, vijeqi da mSvidad vkiTx-
teritoriis nawili rogor iqceva gamorCeuli xmiT aTvisebul samflobe- mixaria, rom megobroba gvakavSirebs. ulobdi. meore dRes Sefasebis grafa-
lod, TiTqos veluri udabno moiSinaures da rudunebiT movlil, aTasi mce- rac Seexeba gamomcemloba `in- Si Sesaferisi niSani iwereboda, xumro-
nariTa da balaxiT dasaxlebul walkotad aqcieso... nika laSxias pirveli teleqts~, madlieri var misi redaq- biT rom vTqvaT, es daaxloebiT ase iyo
poeturi krebuli marwmunebs, rom misi sicocxle poeziis samsaxurisaTvis toris, zviad kvaracxeliasi, romlis _ nika, dajeqi, oriani! roca univer-
aris mowodebuli. is sruliad Tanamedrove eniT, xerxebiTa da saSualebebiT udidesi damsaxurebaa Cemi wignis ar- sitetSi gaiges, rom leqsebs vwerdi, Cem
axmovanebs maradisobas. amitomac cxovrobs aq, magram ikvebeba maradiso- seboba. vfiqrob, zusti dro SearCia am mimarT iseTi mkacrebi aRar iyvnen da,
biT. amitomac mgonia misi krebuli _ `donori~ _ axali sisxli qarTuli wignis dasabeWdad. gamomcemlebs kar- Sesabamisad, oTxi wlis Tavze diplom-
poeziisaTvis~ _ ase gvacnobs giorgi lobJaniZe axalgazrda poets, nika laSx- gi ynosva aqvT... Cven didi xnis mego- ic miviRe, romelic Tbilisi-zugdidis
ias. broba gvakavSirebs. zviadma da misma samarSuto taqsiSi damrCa. mindoda,
nika laSxiam walenjixaSi daamTavra skola da kievis slavistikur univer- megobrebma wlebis win zugdidSi Seqmnes mSoblebi gamexarebina, magram isini
sitetSi saerTaSoriso urTierTobebis fakultetze Caabara, Semdeg ki literaturuli klubi `noe~ da xSir- ori kvira eZebdnen marSutkis mZRols,
saqarTvelos universitetSi xelovnebaTmcodneobis mimarTulebiT ganagr- ad awyobdnen saintereso Sexvedrebs. ipoves da diplomic momarTves,
Zo swavla. 2015 wlidan muSaobs tele-radiokompania `odiSSi~, aris liter- erT-erTi aseTi Sexvedris dros gav- romelic dRemde usargeblod devs
aturul Jurnal `ebguris~ redkolegiis wevri da literaturul festival icani daTo CixlaZe, misma poeziam Cemze ujraSi. ase rom, dros uqmad ar vkar-
`5~-is erT-erTi damaarsebeli da organizatori. Zalian didi gavlena moaxdina. wlebis gavdi, veswrebodi sxvadasxva liter-
`donori~ misi pirveli poeturi krebulia, romlisTvisac 2019 wels daim- Semdeg zviadma gamomcemloba `in- aturul saRamos. erT-erTi Sexvedra
saxura ori mniSvnelovani premia _ `litera~ da `winandali~. teleqtSi~ daiwyo muSaoba. es ki is ga- mec momiwyves wignis saxlSi, Zalian
_ `roca literatura sisxlSi Sromloba gamocemis redaqtorTan, momcemlobaa, romelic exmareba axal- bednieri viyavi im dRes, Tavs varskv-
gaqvs gamjdari~ _ ase iwyeba leqsi, poet zviad ratianTan. gazrda avtorebs da beWdavs maT te- lavad vgrZnobdi. rac Seexeba
romelic didi warmatebis mizezad _ sakmaod didxans vfiqrobdi, ga- qstebs. mogexsenebaT, poezias dRes, saqarTvelos universitetSi swavlis

iqca. am leqsis saxeli daerqva kre-
buls, romlisTvisac ori _
winandlisa da literas _ premiiT
dajildovdiT. momiyeviT am leqsze,
rodis daiwera, rogor...
_ es leqsi sami wlis win araCveu-
lebriv poetTan, bela CekuriSvilTan,
saubris Semdeg daiwera. bela germania-
Si cxovrobs. leqsi mohyva Cvens erT-
erT mimoweras imaze, Tu ra gavlenas
axdens literatura adamianze da ram-
denad SeuZlia misi Secvla. belasTan
saubarma damafiqra literaturaze,
rogorc donorze. STagonebas, Cveu-
lebrivad, wera mosdevs, Tumca,
zogadad, Zalian miWirs sawer magidam-
de misvla. CemTvis es procesi yvelaze
rTuli gadasalaxia, magram amis Semdeg
vmSviddebi da auRelveblad veWidebi
momeca Tu ara wigni, radgan, Cemi
azriT, wignis gamocema am saqmeSi dar-
`
faqtobrivad, ar beWdaven gamomcem- wlebs, es iyo oqros periodi. misi
lobebi. mxolod `inteleqti~ riskavs galamazebisTvis minda, gansakuTebuli
madloba vuTxra qalbaton mariam gve-
lesians, baton valeri asaTians da dav-
iT berikaSvils. isini damexmarnen bev-
ri ramis aRmoCenaSi. im periodSi ar-
qeologiam gamitaca da samSvildis
Rame arqeologiuri Zeglis eqspediciaSi
vmonawileobdi, universitetSi Cam-
ovayalibe axalgazrda arqeologTa
jgufi `homo sapiensi~, Sesabamisad, sx-
werisaa vadasxva arqeologiur Zegls vikv-
levdiT. im periodSi leqsisken arc
gamixedavs, saerTod movwydi poezias,
mxolod artefaqtebis ZiebiT viyavi
CemTvis gatacebuli. es oqros xana, samwuxar-
od, weliwad-naxevari gagrZelda, rad-
gan garkveuli mizezebis gamo akademi-
uris aRebam momiwia da dRemde ver

sityvebs, veZeb saWiro metaforas, rom
Cemi emocia martivad da zustad gam-
ovxato. ver vityvi, rom advilia, ma-
gram imdenad saintereso, intimuri da
sasiamovnoa, rom am saqmes ver veSvebi
da, albaT, verc momavalSi SeveSvebi.
sanam sityvebi iarsebeben da meqneba
unari, nafiqri sityvebSi Cavatio, gav-
agrZeleb.
roca wignis saTaurze daviwye
fiqri, ori varianti mqonda _ `do-
nori~ da `u-moZraoba~. meorec erT-
erTi leqsis saTauria, romelic See-
sabameba dRevandeli saqarTvelos
mdgomareobas, Tumca, sabolood, `do-
nori~ vamjobine da vfiqrob, swori
gadawyvetileba miviRe. leqsis in-
spiraciisTvis madlobas vuxdi qalba-
ton belas, romelsac did pativs vcem.
_ `donoris~ gamocema rogor da
rodis gadawyda? sainteresoa Tanam-
Cenas niSnavs. Tu wignze gaqvs preten-
zia da mas gamoscem, aucileblad unda
mohyves sxva krebulebic. me ki es ma-
fiqrebda, radgan veeberTela pasux-
ismgoblobaa, Znelia, itvirTo. Tumca,
radgan sxvadasxva literaturul pe-
riodikaSi ukve ibeWdeboda leqsebi da
sakmaod gamocdili redaqtorebis xe-
lSi gadioda, vifiqre, ratomac ara?!
ra daSavdeba? erT mSvenier dRes me da
giorgi Sonia SevxvdiT Tanamedrove-
obis erT-erT udides avtors, zviad
ratians, Cems momaval krebulze vi-
saubreT, mere zviads gavugzavne Cemi
leqsebi. sami dRis Semdeg damireka da
miTxra, rom aucileblad iqneboda am
wignis redaqtori. Semdgom ukve erTad
varCevdiT leqsebs wignisTvis, radgan
gamocdil redaqtorTan mqonda saqme,
zviadis intuicias ufro mivende. 2009
wels, roca zviad ratianis `negativi~
wavikiTxe, ver warmovidgendi, rom
odesme es adamiani Cemi wignis redaq-
tori iqneboda. me is zugdidSi gav-
icani. erToblivi saRamo hqondaT zvi-
adsa da leqsos, mis Svils. ise Sevxvdi,
TiTqos didi xnis nacnobi iyo. misi te-
qstebidan gamomdinare, siaxloves
vgrZnobdi. gagrZelda Cveni megobro-
ba, bevri kargi mogoneba dagrovda.
erTad mogviwia berlinSi literatu-
rul festival `berlinisze~ yofnam,
sadac uamravi sasacilo ambavi gada-
gvxda. me da danarCeni Svidi axalgazr-
da avtori festivalze `wignis gamom-
cemelTa da gamavrcelebelTa asoci-
aciis~ meSveobiT movxvdiT, risTvisac
madlobas vuxdi maT. samwuxaroa, rom
zviad ratiani dRes emigraciaSia.
_ `donors~ mivubrundebi, sak-
maod mravalferovani krebuli gamov-
ida...
_ wignSi Sesulia haikuTa cikli,
konvenciuri leqsebi, verlibrebi so-
cialur Temebze. vfiqrob, rom gamo-
mivida, wigns Seswevdes Zala, Tavi dag-
amaxsovros. zogadad, miyvars iseTi
wignebi, romlebsac SeuZliaT
mogabrunon sicocxlisken. bednieri
var, rom bevri aseTi wigni maqvs saTva-
lavSi.
~
poeturi krebulebis gamocemas. diax,
riskavs, radgan poezia saqarTveloSi
ar iyideba, TiTqos arc kiTxuloben...
miuxedavad amisa, bavSviviT mjera, rom
poezias bevri ramis Secvla SeuZlia.
_ marTalia, `donori~ Tqveni
pirveli krebulia, romelic gamo-
eciT, magram es albaT ar niSnavs, rom
literaturaSi axalbeda xarT. didi
xania, werT? miambeT, rogor daiwyeT
wera da rodis.
_ wera skolis periodSi daviwye.
adre zugdidSi gamodioda gazeTi
`zugdidi~, swored im gazeTSi Sedga
Cemi debiuti, ramdenime leqsi daibeW-
da. im leqsebidan mxolod erTis saTau-
ri maxsovs _ `sofos~. eZRvneboda so-
fos, romelic miyvarda. sofos ki me
ara, magram Cemi leqsebi uyvarda, rac
CemTvis sakmarisi iyo. mas mere bevrma
wyalma Caiara. weras mxolod saqarTve-
los universitetSi swavlis dros
SeveSvi, danarCeni dro sul vwerdi.
kliSeebisgan Tavis daRwevas vcdilob-
di, bevrs vkiTxulobdi. rTulia, ise-
Ti xelwera gamoimuSao, rom mkiTxve-
li umalve mixvdes, rom es Senia da
aravis hgavs. ar vici, ramdenad gamo-
mivida, magram imisTvis, rom Cemi
sivrce, Cemi xelwera Sevqmna, poeziaSi
bevrs vmuSaob. rac unda niWieri iyo,
Sromis gareSe araferi gamova. marto
niWi yovelTvis ver gagiqaCavs, kveba
sWirdeba.
_ jer kievis slavistikur univer-
sitetSi swavlobdiT saerTaSoriso
urTierTobebis fakultetze, Semdeg
saqarTveloSi _ xelovnebaTmcod-
neobaze. eZebdiT TiTqos, xom?
_ saerTaSoriso urTierTobebze
kievis slavistikuri universitetis
filialSi ufro mSoblebis surviliT
vswavlobdi, vidre sakuTari mondome-
biT, Tumca ver vityvi, rom fuWad gav-
lie dro. piriqiT, studentobis peri-
odSi, bevri saintereso adamiani gav-
icani. davdiodi sajaro biblioTeka-
Si, sadac komfortulad vgrZnobdi
Tavs, radgan vecnobodi mxatvrul
literaturas. roca leqtori konkre-
tul Temas maZlevda dasamuSaveblad
vagrZeleb. iyo depresia, magram
leqsebma da literaturam miSvela,
mere sxva etapi daiwyo. Ziebis proces-
Si var yovelTvis.
_ ratom maincdamainc poezia?
_ ase moxda, poeziaSi ufro gamima-
rtivda saTqmelis gadmocema, Tan ise-
Ti saqmea, rom yvelgan SeiZleba leq-
sis Cawera. Tu romelime sityva Cagij-
da gonebaSi da mosveneba dagikarga,
SesaZloa rutinul garemoSic dawero,
xmaurSi. poezia CemTvis is adgilia,
sadac SemiZlia bolomde gamovxato
sakuTari Tavi, cxovrebis saintereso
kadrebi gavamJRavno. xSir SemTxveva-
Si, es kadrebi mtkivneulia, radgan Seu-
Zlebelia gaeqce awmyos, romelSic
cxovreba gviwevs. poeziam ki zustad
unda asaxos is realoba, ra realoba-
Sic uwevs yofna.
miuxedavad imisa, rom poezia ar
aris iseTi popularuli, rogoric
proza, mainc am saqmeSi yofna
mirCevnia. veWvob, odesme prozasac
vcdi. vnaxoT, ra gamova.
_ Tqven xom sxva samsaxuri gaqvT
_ `odiSis~ televiziaSi saavtoro
gadacemas uZvebiT, radiogadacemac
gaqvT `xelovnebis sivrce~. aqtiuri
cxovrebiT cxovrobT _ saqme,
ojaxi... da poezia? Tu es yvelaferi
poeziisTvis aris?
_ ar vici, ramdenad aris poezi-
isTvis, magram cxadia, am zRvaSi Sev-
tope, vfiqrob, es literaturis siy-
varulma gamakeTebina, radgan arian
niWieri avtorebi, romlebic, samwux-
arod, ar Canan, gansakuTrebiT region-
Si, swored aseT avtorebs veZeb da vac-
nob sazogadoebas. tele-radiokompa-
nia `odiSSi~ sami wlis win daviwye
yovelkvireuli saavtoro gadacema
`Tezisi~. gadacema kulturazea,
konkretuli avtorebis Semoqmedebas,
maT namuSevars eZRvneba da asaxavs Tan-
amedrove xelovnebaSi mimdinare pro-
cesebs. rac Seexeba radiogadacemas
`xelovnebis sivrce~, poezias eZRvne-
ba, konkretuli avtorebis biografias
da Semoqmedebas vacnob msmenels. aseve
var literaturuli Jurnalis, `eb-
guris~, redkolegiis wevri, Jurnalis
redaqtoria qalbatoni zeinab saria,
araCveulebrivi poeti. CvenTan erTad
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literaturuli gazeTi poezia 15
muSaobs qalbatoni xaTuna gogia, romelic araCveu-
lebrivi TargmanebiT gvanebivrebs. Jurnali
kvartalSi erTxel gamodis zugdidSi da asaxavs Tan-
amedrove literaturul procesebs. garda amisa, me
da Cemma megobrebma _ giorgi Soniam da tato Cange-
liam _ CamovayalibeT zugdidis literaturuli
festivali `5~, romelic ori welia, warmatebiT tar-
deba da araerT mniSvnelovan avtors maspinZlobs.
SarSan ki festivali saerTaSoriso gaxda _ vu-
maspinZleT lietuvel poet seimon xanins. am zafxuls guga
vgegmavT qarTvel avtorebTan erTad sxva ucxoeli
avtorebis Camoyvanas. ar vici, rogor, magram am yve- mgelaZe
lafris miuxedavad, dro mainc mrCeba. ojaxs gan-
sakuTrebuli adgili uWiravs Cems cxovrebaSi. min-
da misTvis kidev meti dro mqondes. erTxel, roca
eleniko davbane da abazanidan gamomyavda, Zalian
sasacilod mkiTxa: nika, Sen deda xar Tu mama?! gamix-
arda, vifiqre, rom raRacas vakeTeb bavSvebisTvis,
rom yvelaferi rigzea da sworad vanawileb dros.
maTi usazRvro siyvaruliT sabavSvo leqsebis wer-
ac daviwye. ar vici, albaT odesme gamovcem Cems sa-
bavSvo poeziis krebuls. Cemi meuRlec wers leqsebs,
xSirad aqveynebs socialur qselSi. aseve, inglisur
enaze Targmnis sxvadasxva avtoris teqstebs. Cemi
ufrosi Svili, gabrieli, xatviT aris gatacebuli, zRvarze deficiti
Tumca iseT asakSia, rom ver ityvi, sabolood ra gzas lia sturuas
airCevs. mokled, mTeli ojaxi SeZlebisdagvarad xe- cnobierebis lobotomia gavikeTe
lovnebaSi vsufevT. werisTvis ki Rame vicli, Rame da miwisZvris Sedegad dazaralebuli
werisaa CemTvis. Seni iodisferi sulis interieri.
_ ori premiis laureati xarT. ras niSnavs mogonebebi ra dros valsia xaoiani Spaleris fonze?
TqvenTvis literaturul konkursSi monawileoba amomkveTes. rodemde vsva ganSorebis mware abebi Wamis win
da ramdenad mniSvnelovania gamarjveba? ris gamo? da gamWvirvale foTolcvenis Semdeg...
_ moulodneli iyo CemTvis orive premiis miRe- arCevanis diqtaturaa: ggonia, amiT rame Seicvleba?
ba. garkveulwilad, SesaZloa, es iyos stimuli, ma- an enaze gadasmuli nevrozi
ra daluqavs atomuri decibelebis
gram pasuxismgeblobacaa. raRac doziT damako- an Sakikis permanentuli aria.
gamZafrebul Setevas!
pleqsa. vfiqrobdi, rom momavalSi ufro kritiku- romels irCev?
svi SuSisferi wyali
lad dazveravdnen Cems vels, ufro kritikulad Se- iqneb, sanTlisferi Zeglebis deportaciis fonze
aguriviT gamagrebul purTan erTad.
momxedavdnen, magram albaT es Cveulebrivi proce- Tvalwasul `patriotizms~
mdogvis gemo rom dayveba? sxva raRa dagrCenia:
sia da Tan sdevs premiebis miRebiT gamowveul six-
enis receptorebi veRar grZnoben am qveynis miwas. metaloplastmasis gansawmendeli,
aruls. Semdgomi sevda Caivlis. mTavaria, xiblSi ar
Cavarde da droze moego gons. es cocxali proce- filtvebidan orkestri amomaWres Tevzisferi akvariumi
sia, ara aqvs mniSvneloba moigeb, Tu waageb, wignis da da
popularobas uwyobs xels. zogadad, konkursebi mainc vmReri: kedelze uxeirod mixatuli CarCo,
pirobiTia. Cemi azriT, mTavari Semfasebili droa. yruTa qveyanaSi. saidanac dedis avtobiografiuli Tvalebi
isaa usastikesi Jiuri da yvelaze did premiasac is brolis WaRiviT kaSkaSeben.
iZleva. dros Tu gauZlo teqstma, sul rom arcerTi
premia ar hqondes aRebuli, mis Crdils ver miswvde- Savi princi esec xom Sen xar!
ba premiebiT gajerebuli verc erTi wigni raRac pe- lela samniaSvils
riodis mere SesaZloa mokvdes kidec, aseTi faqtebi
uxvadaa rogorc qarTul, aseve msoflio liter- xanjlis aRmarTvamde (anti)metamorfoza
aturaSi. gamkrTali sisxlis nafleTebi
_ icnobT Tqveni kolega konkursantebis nawar- biZaCemis aqerclilmantiamocmuli zurgidan. caTambjenebis
moebebs? movkla Tu ar movkla? _ sakiTxavi swored es aris! koleqtiuri
_ vicnob mxolod nini eliaSvilis, ilia Wanturi- yvelaferi axla ise cxadia, rogorc Cemi rolis orgiis
asa da aleqsandre lorTqifaniZis Semoqmedebas. sx- Semsruleblis grimCamoRvenTili saxe fonze
vebis nawarmoebebsac vecnobi. ar minda, mxolod am proJeqtoris SuqSi yavis yovel mware ylupTan erTad
adamianebis Semoqmedeba gamovyo, mxolod imas vi- da
haeris abebs viReb
tyvi, rom samive gansxvavebuli xelweris avtoria da mxecis mier naRvlis wvenSi amovlebuli,
da
TavianT, qarTuli literaturisTvis mniSvnelovan, xaxasSemxmari locvis fragmentebi
babuaCemis dalombardebul iaraRs mivstiri.
epoqas qmnian. babuawveris furclebiviT ifantebian.
sikvdilis SeuZlebloba? _ gamefiqra.
_ rogor fiqrobT, literatura sisxlSi gaqvT
frCxilSi CarCenili ekaliviT _ ratom unda viyoT aqtualurebi?
gamjdari? an ra mdgomareobaa, roca literatura
viRizianeb mogonebebs. sarkes gavxede,
sisxlSi gaqvs?
_ kiTxva rom SemogibrunoT: rogoria sisxlSi ra unda qna? zurgi maqcia.
gamjdari literatura? an sisxlis mimoqcevis dros, rodesac Seni qveyana sapyrobilea, gasapnuli Toki xaverdovani halstuxiviT waiWira
rogor xvdebian erTmaneTs sxvadasxva nawarmoebis xolo elsinoris sasaxlidan warmorecxili da
gmirebi? an SeiZleba Tu ara, erTma adamianma amdeni sidamplis suniT ukve mkvdrebic cocxldebian. skams fexi
literaturuli saxe daitios? me vambob, rom SeiZle- ga
ba. rac ufro Rrmad Securav literaturaSi, miT ai, mamaCemis kvamlisferi silueti. mo
ufro msubuqi xdebi samyarosTvis, metad mzad xar, ai, deda,romlis rZec Sxamad Semergo a
nebismier gansacdels gaumklavde da SenTvis Cur- (netavi, akvanSi gaveglise!). c
Culebde _ me xom es ukve gadamxda, amaze xom bevr- da sul bolos, Cirqiani muwukiviT gaberili a
jer mitiria, an piriqiT _ micinia. faqtobrivad, arteriebi erToblivad daskdebian da joris l
mogzauri xar dausrulebeli TavgadasavlebiT da sijiutiT walekaven irgvliv yovelives. a...
mTavari xibli isaa, rom Segwevs Zala, sxvebic daimg- manamde ki xanjlis aRmarTvamde gaelvebuli
zavro am TavgadasavalSi, maTi donori gaxde... war- sisxlis qviriTebs vagemovneb. kbilebiT vxeTqav. Semebrala da wveris gasaparsad gavedi...
mosaxvis unari literaturam Camomiyaliba, warmo- piridan ki remarkebis fxebi mcviva...
saxvas ki Seswevs katapultirebisa da damiwebis Zala,
mxolod gaaCnia, sad, ra dros da romel Rilaks daaW- qva
er. roca literatura sisxlamde aRwevs, CaTvale, dabadebis SeuZlebloba
rom gagimarTla da saqme mosalocad gaqvs, radgan `me orsulad var.
pirvelad iyo qva
dRevandeli saqarTvelos sinamdvilis fonzec ki tvinSi daubadebeli bavSvi mizis~.
da qvam Seqmna adamiani.
SeZeli, dReebi saintereso gagexada. jeimz joisi. `ulise~
sityvebi ki kenWebiviT unda wuwno _
_ ra SemoqmedebiTi gegmebi gaqvT, axal kre-
axla xom aseT monologs dReSi samjer, locvasaviT RrZilebze aikra
bulze xom ar muSaobT?
_ sadebiuto wigni SeiZleba gapation, raRace- sqeli karaqiviT da mere gadaafurTxo.
bze Tvali daxuWon, ilaparakon mxolod kargi, an _ Caideben furTxs ki Seni verrealizebuloba
araferi. ai, meore wigni ki umTavresia, meoreSi ufro pirSi. da xorxSi fxasaviT gaWedili
Cans, rogor avtorTan gvaqvs saqme. literaturul nebayoflobiTia arCevanis Tavisufleba, naRvliani molodini amoayolo.
periodikaSi ibeWdeba Cemi axali leqsebi, SeiZleba magram rad ginda? amoiRe, amoanTxie
iTqvas, rom, faqtobrivad, meore krebulic mzad yvelaferi ukve moxda, yvelaferi ukve iTqva: keviviT gemodakarguli
aris, magram ar vCqarob wignis gamocemas. vmuSaob gind daibade, gind dabadebamde mokvdi. usiuJeto sizmrebi,
megrul minimebze, survili maqvs, rom gamovce megru- magram, erTi wuTiT mainc warmoidgine: CV-ebSi gamoketili biografiebi da
li minimebis wigni, vimedovneb, gamomcemlobac Wiplaraxeuli Cvilis piri _ am narwyevisgan saxli aiSene, SigniT Seikete
amibams mxars da es krebuli naxavs dRis Suqs. vnaxoT, abortis makratlisgemoiani. da
ra gamova. uamravi gegma maqvs, yvelaferi win aris. midi da Caalbe misi Tvalis sxivebi SemTbar yavaSi. jer kidev gemoSerCenili sityvebi wuwne,
iqneb, siTbo mainc Seiwovos kenWebiviT.
esaubra Tamar Juruli am, WianaWami vaSliviT migdebul qveyanaSi. sxva raRa dagrCenia.
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