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_ Sen kars udarajeb! _ saloki
TiTi gulxeldakrefil, ukan koxtad
Tmagadavarcxnil, fiqrebSi garTul
biWs daanaxa iaSam da Tavis swrafi
moZraobiT karisken aniSna. biWi fiqre-
bidan gamoerkva, xelebi zantad
CamouSva; gabrazebulma imiT, rom yve-
laze umniSvnelo ram mas daavales, mZ-
imed amoisunTqa, quslebze datrial-
da da karisken neli nabijiT gaemarTa,
_ Tu vinme kibeze amova, maSinve gveZa-
xi, xom gaxsovs?
_ nu geSinia, CemTvis dakisrebul
sapatio movaleobas pirnaTlad da pa-
tiosnad Sevasruleb, _ fexebi
Seatyupa, gulmkerdi amozniqa da mar-
jvena, gaSlili xeli safeTqelTan mii-
do. policielis am miseulma Jestma
Tavdaxrili biWebis yuradReba miipy-
ro, wamiT TavTavianT saqmes Tavi
anebes, karTan sasacilod gajgimul,
Sublze xelmidebul biWs Sexedes da
saxeze bavSvuri Rimili moefinaT.
_ mWermetyveli ZaRli, _ zizRiT
warmoTqva iaSam, gansakuTrebiT ki si-
tyva „ZaRli~.
_ jer erTi, ZaRli ki ara, policie-
li qvia da mere meore, TqvenTan ra mW-
ermetyveloba unda damWirdes, _ dac-
inviT mimarTa karTan mdgomma danarCe-
nebs, _ ubralod ironia iyo, ginda,
agixsna, ras niSnavs?
_ SenTvisve jobs, egeT laparaks
SeeSva da mag kars udarajo, _ iaSas
tonSi simkacrem da gacxarebam agrZno-
bina, rom ukan daxeva iyo saWiro da am
damcinavi toniT saubari Sewyvita.
marjvena xeliT haerSi raRac
gaurkveveli traeqtoria moxaza, bi-
Webs zurgi aqcia, welSi moixara da
WuWrutanaSi gaixeda. egona, iaSas zur-
gis SeqceviT, am uxmo dacinviT, kidev
ufro gaacxarebda, magram kovzi nac-
arSi Cauvarda. marTalia, iaSam SeamC-
nia yovelive, magram yuradReba aRar
miaqcia da saqmes miubrunda.
jer kidev bavSvobaSi maTi ubnis
didi biWebisgan (Wkuis damrigeblebi-
sgan da magaliTis mimcemebisgan)
gaugoniaT, saubris dros zurgis Se-
qceva upativcemulobis gamoxatule-
bao da aseT dros, Tavmoyvareobis
dasacavad da vaJkacobis dasamtkice-
blad, am moqmedebas yovelTvis mo-
qmedebiT pasuxobdnen: is, vinc maT
zurgs Seaqcevda, erT lazaTian silas
miiRebda. swored am lazaTian silas,
yvelaze damamcirebel qmedebas, eZaxd-
nen „padlecs~. magram droTa ganmav-
lobaSi, maT Soris, zurgis Seqceva, rac
adre erT-erTis „gapadlecebas~ iwvev-
da, bavSvur qmedebad iqca. amitom zur-
gis Semqcevs, mxolod bavSvs uwodebd-
nen da saqmec gaTavebuli iyo. SeiZle-
ba mogeCvenoT, rom „sasjelis~ ase Sem-
subuqeba, ufro kargia, magram cdebiT.
maTTvis, vinc ukve zrdasrul, Camoy-
alibebul, 16 wlis biWad (zogjer kac-
adac ki) iwodeba, „padleci~ ufro sa-
survelia, vidre is, rom sxvebis Tan-
daswrebiT bavSvi uwodon. marTlac,
rom davfiqrdeT, maT rkinis logikas
gvirgviniT SevamkobT. 16 wlis zrdas-
rul, Camoyalibebul, Segnebul kacs
rom bavSvs uwodeb, igi amaze metad
rogorRa unda daamciro?!
aqve SevTanxmdeT, rom es biWebi erT-
maneTis arc megobrebi arian, arc amx-
anagebi, arc nacnobebi da, miTumetes,
arc ZmabiWebi, mxoloddamxolod
Zmakacebi. mec am sityviT movixsenieb
maT, ise rom, misi arsis gageba TqvenTvis
momindia, mkiTxvelno.
didsulovanma iaSam daindo da ar
gaswira misi bavSvobis Zmakaci, miuxe-
davad misi bavSvuri saqcielisa, ar
uwoda bavSvi, risTvisac aleqsandre
metad madlieri iyo. da mainc, rom eTq-
va, bavSvi xaro, didad ar Seuracxyof-
da mas, mxolod im SemTxvevaSi, aq iaSas
Tbiliseli Zmakaci, barTlome rom ar
yofiliyo, romelsac aleqsandre ar
icnobda. mxolod Zmakacebi rom yo-
filiyvnen, am Seuracxyofas Zala ar
eqneboda, magram ucxosTan aseTi si-
tyviT aleqsandres Semkoba misi dam-
literaturuli gazeTi
cirebac iqneboda da TviT iaSasic,
radganac ucxo adamianis win daamcir-
ebda Zmakacs, riTac mis Rirsebas SebRa-
lavda. es ki, rogorc iaSa ityoda,
„ZmakacebSi ar mosula~. magram iaSa
tyuilad ar sargeblobda Segnebuli
da Camoyalibebuli biWis saxeliT
mTel saZmakacosa Tu ubanSi. iq myofe-
bidan mxolod iaSa mixvda aleqsandres
bavSvur ganzraxvas, zurgis SeqceviT
mxolod misi gabrazeba rom undoda da
amitomac ar SeimCnia es. kargad icnob-
da bavSvobis Zmakacis wrfel guls da
uyvarda igi ise, rogorc did Zmas uy-
vars patara Zma.
WuWrutanidan perimetris dazver-
vas rom morCa, biWebisken ibruna piri,
ainteresebda, dawyebuliyo Tu ara is
saZageli procesia, rac aqamde ase sZu-
lda, axla ki interesiT dahyurebda
zemodan. iaSa ise garTuliyo mTel am
misTvis saamayosa da sasiamovno saqmi-
zura
zautaSvili
quCis satiruli yofa
anobaSi, rom ver igrZno xelebi,
aleqsandrem rom mxrebze frTxilad
daado. karis daraji, romelmac mis-
Tvis dakisrebuli movaleoba miatova,
biWebs Cumi nabijiT miuaxlovda, iaSas
mxrebze xelebiT daeyrdno, kiseri
waigrZela da im wreSi Caixeda, biWebs
rom SemoertyaT procesisTvis. kiser-
wagrZelebuli cnobismoyvare
TvalebiT misCereboda xan erT Zmakacs,
xan meores, xan mesames, xan kidev mis-
Tvis jer kidev ucnob meoTxe biWs, xeli
rom CamoarTva da barTlomes saxeliT
gaecno. procesSi yvela monawileobda
aleqsandres garda. erTma misma Zmakac-
ma sigarets Rrma nafazi moqaCa, Tvale-
bi mowkura, mSvidad amouSva kvamli da
jer kidev mokidebuli sigareti meore
Zmakacis mier wylisgan saguldagu-
lod dacarielebul wylis boTls
nazad Seaxo. sigaretma boTli amowva,
ise TiTqos misi momwamlavi tuCebiT
boTlze sasikvdilo kocna datova.
iaSam Sarvlis jibidan „kalkad~ wode-
buli vercxlisferi qaRaldi amoacu-
ra da mis daxvretas Seudga (maT, visac
es terminebi aqamde ar gaugonia, ar
gegonoT, Cemi mogonili iyos, me iseve,
rogorc am biWebma, es yvelaferi pa-
tivsacemi ufrosi Taobisgan Sevityve;
madloba maT imisTvis, rom Cvens ga-
naTlebaze zrunaven!). stumarma barT-
lomem ki gazeTis moglejil furcel-
Si gaxveuli gamxmari foTlebi mag-
idaze gadmoapirqvava. meore wamSi,
TiTqos arsaidan, jibis dana mis xelSi
aRmoCnda da am xelma, swrafi da moqni-
li moZraobiT, foTlebis nakuwnakuw
daWra daiwyo.
_ vnaxoT, rogori iqneba. Tavi ki
mogaqvs Cemi soflisaa da ueWveli
„dagvafens~ 5 kacso, _ iaSam siciliT
mimarTa Tavis saqmeSi garTul barT-
lomes.
_ ai, naxav, rogor gesiamovneba,
kaifidan mTeli Rame ver gamoxval, _
Tavi ar auRia, ise upasuxa barTlomem.
_ verc ZilSi? _ warbis aweviT
hkiTxa.
_ damijere, arc ZilSi mogasvenebs,
_ mixvda, amis mosmena iaSas esiamovne-
boda da siamayiTa da kmayofilebiT
warmoTqva es sityvebi.
_ Cem Zmas, aleqsandres, unda gavax-
eTqino, _ amaze mxolod imaT gadaix-
arxares, vinc mas icnobda. aleqsandre,
marTalia, ver mixvda, „gaxeTqva~ ras
niSnavda, magram ar SeimCnia es ucod-
inroba da morcxvad Caicina.
_ jer gasinjuli ar aqvs xom? _
RimiliT SeniSna barTlomem da mx-
olod axla Seatriala Tavi biWebisken.
_ ara, ar maqvs, _ iseTi darcxve-
nili toniT upasuxa aleqsandrem,
TiTqos saqveyno sircxvili iyo imis
aRiareba, is mwvane foTlebi cxovre-
baSi rom ar gausinjavs.
_ Sen es gasinje, _ barTlomem Tav-
iT xelisgulze nakuwebad daWril
foTlebze miuTiTa, _ da Tu mogewone-
ba, raSic darwmunebuli var, mere
ufro magar rames gagasinjeb, _ marcx-
ena Tvali macdurad Caukra.
_ Sokoladze eubnebi? _ warmod-
gena ar hqonda aleqsandres, ra
Sokoladze saubrobda iaSa, magram gu-
maniT mixvda, Cveulebriv Sokolads
rom ar gulisxmobda.
_ ara, ufro magarze, _ Tvali
kidev erTxel Caukra aleqsandres,
oRond, amjerad marjvena.
procesis mosamzadebeli naxevari
ukve daamTavres da meore, mTavar naw-
ilze gadadiodnen, roca kibidan xrin-
wiani da boxi xma moisma, romelic nel-
nela kars uaxlovdeboda. pirvelad
iaSam igrZno mZime nabijebis xma, magram
ukve daagvianda, is iyo, biWebisTvis
unda eTqva, damaleT yvelaferio, rom
kari xelis Zlieri dartymiT SemoaRes.
mTvaris naTel Suqze karis CarCoSi
ori silueti gamoikveTa. maT win gama-
rTul sanaxaobas Tvali moavles, si-
naTleze gamovidnen da Tvalebi ucn-
aurad mowkures, uxmod Seecadnen gamo-
ecnoT, Tu vis moeyara Tavi aq.
_ biWebs salami, _ oTaxSi mWaxe xma
dairxa. barTlomes garda es xma yvelas
ecno. xma ubnis ufrosi Taobis yvelaze
TvalsaCino warmomadgenels, avTos
ekuTvnoda. avTo Zia, rogorc mas um-
crosi Taoba eZaxda, 43 wlis, maRali,
susti, xmeli kaci iyo. ubanSi didi rep-
utaciiT da pativiscemiT sargeblob-
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da. avTo yvelas uyvarda. am siyvaru-
lis erT-erTi mizezi ki misi xasiaTi
iyo _ saxeldobr is, rom didTan didi
iyo da patarasTan patara, orive Tao-
bis kargad esmoda. Tavisi grZeli, kex-
iani cxviriT oTaxis mZime haeri xar-
bad SeisunTqa. _ gasagebia, gasagebia,
_ gulubryvilod Caicina da Tavisi
alag-alag gayviTlebuli kbilebi bi-
Webs daanaxa.
_ mosawevi aqvT, xo? _ gadabmuli
warbebis (warbis) aweviT da msuqan sax-
eze ucnauri RimiliT warmoTqva es si-
tyvebi daupatiJebel stumarTagan me-
orem. igi gamoirCeva prorusuli ori-
entaciiT da sxva mravali saZageli
TvisebiT, romelic ase bRalavs
qarTvelis saxels. xolo tipuri habi-
tusi Semdegia: mouvleli sxeuli (kac-
Tan Tavis movla ra mosatania?! qali
xom ar aris?) da yvela RruzinisTvis
saamayo Ripi (ra Tqma unda, arseboben
uRipo „Rruzinebic~).
_ ho, biWo, aboleben biWebi, _ wa-
miT xmaSi ironia gamoeria.
_ iaSa, zurgs ukan ras malav? _
gamomcdeli mzeriT mimarTes gafiTre-
bul iaSas.
_ midi, biWo, gviTxari ra gaqvs,
risi grcxvenia, kaci ar xar?
_ araferi, avTo Zia, araferi ar
maqvs, _ mSvidi RimiliT upasuxa, _
risi unda Semrcxves?
_ ho, biZi, ra vici, CvenTan risi
unda SegrcxveT?! arc arafris, _ xe-
lebi jibeSi Caiwyo avTom.
_ Tqven Cveni Zmakacebis Svilebi
xarT da Cveni patara Zmakacebic, xom
iciT? TqvenTvis mxolod kargi gvin-
da, _ biWebs Tvali Caukra „Rruzinu-
li~ habitusis mqone kacma da sandomi-
anad gaRimeba scada.
iaSam icoda, Tu maT imas daanaxeb-
da, rasac zurgs ukan ase gulmodgined
malavda, problemebi ara marto mas,
aramed, yvela mis Zmakacs Seeqmneboda.
amitom Seecada, sasaubro Tema Seecva-
la da cnobismoyvare, daupatiJebeli
stumrebis yuradReba sxva rameze gada-
etana, magram misma yovelma cdam amaod
Caiara. maT metad mtkiced hqondaT
gadawyvetili, gaegoT, Tu ras malav-
da iaSa da cdas ar aklebdnen, raTa
rogorme gamoetexaT es TiTqosda
gautexeli biWi. Semdeg moxda is, risi
arsic qarTvelebma yvelaze kargad
viciT: is, rac garedan Seuvali da mi-
uRwevelia, Signidan yovelTvis ad-
vilad tydeba.
_ didxans gelodoT amxela kace-
bi? gvanaxe, ras malav da movrCeT,
iqneb da arafers cuds ar geubnebiT,
_ moTminebis fiala aevso avTo Zias.
am SedarebiT tkbilma sityvebma ac-
duna ZmakacTagan yvelaze unebisy-
ofo, alali, msuqana da loyebRaJRa-
Ja biWi, saqarTveloSi yvelaze gavr-
celebuli saxeli, giorgi rom erqva
(gogo rom yofiliyo, ueWvelia, mari
erqmeoda).
_ daviRale amdeni drois fuWad
xarjviT, _ gabrazebiT amoixvneSa, mis
win mdgar iaSas zurgs ukan damaluli
naxvretiani da zed kalkagadafarebu-
li patara boTli xelidan gamoglija
da haerSi mswrafl aitaca, _ ai, esaa,
sxva ra unda iyos. isedac xom icodiT,
ra iqneboda, avTo Zia, amdeni gaWia-
nureba ra saWiro iyo? _ gabrazebul-
ma, haerSi uZravad gaSeSebuli xeli
Zirs mowyvetiT rom dauSva, maSinRa
mixvda, rac Caidina. jer erTi, Zmaka-
cebi daabezRa da yvela maTgani SarSi
gaxvia, xolo meore danaSauli is iyo,
avTos, ubnis avtoritets, aseTi uxeSi
toniT rom mimarTa. mixvda Tavis dana-
Sauls, TvalebSi SiSi Caudga da roca
yvelam misken ibruna piri, sircxvil-
isgan da SiSisgan gawiTlebul saxeze
sacodavi gamometyveleba amoikiTxes.
wamiT SeecodaT kidec, magram es gulis
aCuyeba mxolod wamieri iyo.
_ amas gvimalavdiT, biWebo? _ av-
Tom mis ukan mdgom kacs gadaxeda da
orivem raRac ucnaurad gadaixarxara,
_ iaSa, e s biWi ar mecnoba, vinaa? visi
Svilia? _ gamxdari saxe jer isev ise
ucnaurad ubrwyinavda.
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_ Cemi Tbiliseli Zmakacia, barT-
lome. CemTan aris stumrad, _ mSvidad
miugo darcxvenilma iaSam.
_ amas ra vuyoT, _ msuqana kacma im
TaviT, romelsac TiTqos kiseri ar
hqonda da gegonebodaT, ukisrod aqvs
mimagrebuli am zorba tanzeo, boTlze
aniSna, gios akankalebul xelSi gaube-
davad rom eWira.
_ ra unda vuyoT? Sen miTxari, risi
Rirsebi arian es... _ aRar daamTavra
saTqmeli, romelic ucilobod uw-
mawuri iqneboda. xelebi isev jibeebSi
Caiwyo, biWebs Tvali moavlo, Tavi uc-
naurad gaaqnia da bolos Txeli, Sey-
rili warbebic gaexsna, _ gaxsovs, Cven
ro amaTi xnis viyaviT, ehh... biWo, mo-
mxede aqeT, momeci eg boTli... ra dro
iyo, ra dro... asanTi momeci... amaTma ra
ician, mosawevi ra xilia... „kalka~ ar
varga, Seni mome... gaxsovs, ramdens vbo-
laobdiT? biWo, iaSa, Tqven ramdenis
xarT? 16 wlis mTel qalaqs Cven
vabolebdiT, gaxsovs? vsio, mzadaa,
Tqven gakeTeba ar gcodniaT, amiT
apirebdiT dabolebas? eh, ra dro iyo,
ra dro...
_ mosawevi romels gaqvT? nu grcx-
veniaT, modiT, amaSi CayareT, _ ukisro
TaviT da qoniani, msuqani TiTiT boT-
lis im adgilze miuTiTa, sadac wesiT
Tavsaxuri unda yofiliyo moTavsebu-
li, magram nacvlad amisa, misi adgili
mravalgan daxvretil vercxlisfer
qaRalds, „kalkas~ daekavebina.
gakvirvebulma biWebma erTmaneTs
gadaxedes. barTlome sxartad wamoima-
rTa da kacebisken swrafi, gabeduli
nabijiT gaswia. saerTo gaocebam, rac
avTos saqcielma gamoiwvia, maszec im-
oqmeda. biWebi sxva rames elodnen da
sul sxva miiRes. egonaT, kacebi,
romelTac ase samarcxvinod waiWires,
boTlsac da mosawevsac waarTmevdnen,
mSoblebs etyodnen da saTanadoTac
dasjidnen, magram nacvlad amisa, Seiw-
yales, ar gasces, ar gaubrazdnen da
arc nivTebi waarTves. pirvelad gao-
cebuli Sehyurebdnen molaybe avTo
Zias, mere mzera erTmaneTze gadaitanes
da bolos roca am saerTo gaocebam
Caiara, es saqcieli avTo Zias sulgr-
Zelobas miaweres da guli misdami mad-
lierebiTa da pativiscemiT aevsoT, man
xom isini „daRupvas~ gadaarCina.
_ ara, ara, ara, _ Tavi swrafad
gaaqnia avTom, _ egre ar gamova, biWu-
ni, _ RimiliT mimarTa barTlomes, mis-
Tvis xelisguli rom gaewodebina da
nakuw-nakuw daWril gamxmar foTlebs
sTavazobda, _ CvenSi egeTi ram rogor
gagonila? Cveni stumarTmoyvareoba
egeTi Zunwi rodia, stumars ar
gaumaspinZldes da misi mosaweviT
daboldes. ar grcxveniaT, biWebo? _
wyromiT miabruna gamxdari saxe dad-
umebuli biWebisken, _ simarTle
giTxra, Sengan ar movelodi amas, iaSa.
stumars misive motanili mosaweviT
abolebdi (axla ki droa, mkiTxvelma
mquxare aplodismentebiT Seamkos es
saamayo mentaliteti, bravo!)?
_ me... me ar mqonda... ver viSove...
axla Zalian Wirs, _ saxeaWarxalebul-
ma miugo.
_ CvenTan mosuliyavi, geTqva, ase
da ase, stumari myavs da pativi unda
vceo, magaze getyodiT uars (aseTi
stumarTmoyvareobac imsaxurebs
Tqvens qebas, mkiTxvelno! iSviaTad Tu
SexvdebiT sadme aseT fenomens)?
_ kargi ra, ar unda amdeni mora-
lis kiTxva, _ moqanculi xmiT CaeWra
saubarSi msuqani kaci.
_ kargi, ho. meorejer ar dagemar-
Tos aseTi ram, iaSa! es ubnis sircxvil-
ia... aha... Cayare da gaukide, _ perang-
is gulis jibidan moglejil gazeTis
qaRaldSi gaxveuli mosawevi amoiRo da
ori TiTiT gauwoda, ai, ise, rogorc
filmebSia.
_ yvela eweviT, xom? _ ikiTxa msu-
qana kacma da farTo, cisferi TvalebiT
mzera gayursul biWebs moavlo.
_ me ar vewevi, _ Cumi, miknavlebu-
li xmiT warmoTqva aleqsandrem da
TviTonve gaukvirda am xmisa.
_ kargia, Cven ufro meti Segvxvde-
literaturuli gazeTi
ba, xo, biWebo? _ boxi, xrinwiani sicil-
iT gadaixarxara msuqana kacma.
***
ufanjro, erTaderTi maRalvatiani
naTuris kaSkaSa SuqiT ganaTebuli
oTaxi nel-nela carieldeboda da
icleboda mZafri sunis, nislisferi
kvamlisgan, am aTi wuTis win mTel am pa-
tara oTaxs rom moedo da gaavso ise,
TiTqos yovel kuTxe-kunWulSi rac ki
Jangbadi iyo, gaaZeva da misi adgili
daikava. man jer TiToeuli filtvi moi-
ara, oris garda, da saTiTaod daatyo
Tavisi kvali. mere tvinebsac Seexo
(diax, gasakviria, magram TiToeuls
gaaCnda es organo), erTis garda da erT
saaTian netarebaSi CaZira misi yvela
neironi. ase dasrulda procesis meore,
daskvniTi, mniSvnelovani da siamovneb-
is mimniWebeli nawili. am siamovnebas ki
mxolod erTis tvini ver ganicdida.
procesi damTavrda. misi monawileebi,
iseve rogorc am procesis mTavari xe-
lsawyo, ris gareSec araferi iqneboda,
sawylad, mowyvetiT, umeTvalyureod
iyvnen gawolilebi iatakze.
kvamli nel-nela ifanteboda haer-
Si, magram organizmebSi, romelTac
CaisunTqes igi, ki ar ifanteboda,
aramed vrceldeboda da am sasiamovno
nislSi hkargavda organizmis patro-
nis gonebasac.
iseTi gamocdili „staJiani mw-
evelebisTvis~, rogoric avTo da msu-
qana kaci iyvnen, aseTi kaifi araferi
iyo, amitom, roca gonebamixdil biWebs
kmayofilebiT gadaxedes da TavianTi
Semoqmedeba ixiles, xmamaRla war-
moTqves: „erT saaTSi dabrundebian
saCvenos~. fxizlad myof aleqsandres,
romelic iqve daglejil, WuWyian di-
vanze welSi moxrili ijda da Se-
Ronebuls mzera erTi biWidan meoreze
gadahqonda, Tvali Caukres da uTxres:
„Sen kargi biWi xar, nu gasinjav, nu
miekarebi, ise kargic ar aris, rogorc
axla Cans, magaT nasiamovneb saxes nu
daujereb, miCveva icis. magram erTi-
orjer Tu gasinjav, ar daingreva ca
da qveyana~. gadaixarxares, neli, zan-
ti nabijiT piri karisken ibrunes da
gareT gavidnen. xis kari isev ise xmau-
rianad da Zlierad miixures, rogorc
SeaRes.
avTos winaswarmetyveluri niWi qe-
bas imsaxurebs: erT saaTSi biWebi saR
azrze iyvnen. magram WaobSi Cafluli
adamianiviT, romelmac ukve mTeli
tani gaiTavisufla da mxolod cali
fexiRa CarCenoda Sig, bolomde ver
gamovidnen kaifidan, tvinis rome-
liRac nawili isev nislisfer netare-
baSi CaZiruliyo. Cveulebisamebr,
roca am netarebas gemos usinjav, yov-
el jerze, rodesac Waobidan srulad
gaTavisufldebi, iseTi SegrZneba gaqvs,
TiTqos kaifSi yofnis dros qirurgiu-
li operacia Cagitares da kuWi usaS-
velod gagidides. am dros ki, rac xelT
mogxvdeba, yvelafers Sens axal, cari-
el kuWSi iyri. am process „kiSkis gaxs-
nas~ uwodeben.
mTvaris Suqze gzisken maRal-maRa-
li Wadrebis qveS miCanCalebdnen avTo
da is msuqana kaci. fexs sawylad
iTrevdnen, albaT, miuxedavad maTi amx-
ela gamocdilebisa, nislisferma kvam-
lma mainc imoqmeda maTze. cota xanSi
gzis piras yvelaze maRali, mwvaned Se-
foTlili Wadris qveS mdgar, lamazad
mopirkeTebul Sav-TeTr magidas miuax-
lovdnen, sadac mudam aris xalxi,
ufro swored kacebi, sadac mudam ari-
an kacebi. diax, sworad mixvdiT, „bir-
Jas~ miuaxlovdnen. da rogorc wesi, am
adgilas sasaubro Tema xom yovelTvis
zogadsakacobrio da mniSvnelovan
Temebs exeba _ axlac aseT Temaze
saubrobdnen.
buxarTan mdgom kacTa mcire armias
avTo da msuqana kacic SeuerTdnen. isi-
ni gacxarebul kamaTSi Caebnen da myar-
ad icavdnen im pozicias, rom axali
Taoba daRupuli, gafuWebuli, mom-
spari da waxdenilia da amaSi lomis
wili maT, ufros Taobas ki ara, TviT
axal Taobas miuZRvis...
debiuti
giorgi Wkadua
diplomis
wasaRebad movedi
nabijebis xma da celofnis SraSu-
ni daJangebuli `06~-is muxruWis wuil-
ma gadafara. manqana godes axlos mZimed
gaCerda da TavisiT Caqra. miuCveveli
yuric mixvdeboda, rom veRarasdros
daiqoqeboda. manqanidan SavebSi Cacmu-
li kaci gadmovida. gamxdari saxis
TvalebiT wamierad miabjina mzera
godes. pirvelsave nabijze cotaTi mar-
jvniv gadaqanda da swrafadve uxerxu-
lad gasworda. etyoboda, koWlobda.
gode adrec Sexvedria am kacs. univer-
sitetSi fexiT dadioda xolme da xSir-
ad uwevda veraze gamovla.
_ movawve? _ ise ikiTxa godem,
TiTqos mZRols misi daxmareba arc
sWirdeboda.
_ ara.
_ kalotkebi aqvs Sesacvleli. wuis.
_ magaze ar idardo. Tavisi vali
ukve moixada.
_ kargi qveSevrdomi yofila. _
gauRima godem.
mZRolma manqana Caketa.
_ kargi patronis damsaxurebaa, _
misma xrinwianma xmam ise gakveTa haeri,
rogorc sasroli iaraRis gadatenvis
bgerebi Wris xolme yurs. isev undoda
sigamxdris wvetiani mzeris Casoba
godesTvis, Tumca simZimis centrs dab-
runebuli mZRolis Tvalebs mxolod
misi zurgiRa SerCa sajijgnad. mWexare
bgerebi ki godes celofnis gulgril-
ma SraSunma da masSi mogorave vaSlebma
gadafara.
gode miizlazneboda. neli nabije-
bi, am SemTxvevaSi, ar mowmobda gziT tk-
bobas. piriqiT, yoveli nabiji ezizRe-
boda godes.
dRes is bolojer midis univer-
sitetSi. dRes goderZi diploms aiRebs.
wvima daiwyo. gode wveTebs mSvidad
Sexvda. didi xania, winwklavda da wvima-
Si auRelveblad siarulisTvis ukve
mzad iyo, Tumca gegmebi mainc aeria. av-
tobusSi asulma bolo mgzavrma mZRols
xmamaRla dauyvira, jer ar waxvide,
kidev modis erTi da daelodeo. godes
asvla ar undoda, magram iSviaTi
keTili ganzraxva daufasa ucnobs da
mis nebas dahyva. avtobusSi nemsis Casa-
vardni adgilic ar iyo. gode uxerxu-
lad idga. gzas ver xedavda, amitom
gverdiT mdgoms hkiTxa:
_ es avtobusi universitetamde mim-
iyvans? _ qalma eWvnarevi da
gaurkveveli saxiT gadmoxeda. ramden-
ime wamSi ki SeSinebulma dauqnia Tavi.
gode verafers mixvda, amitom meore
mxares gaixeda da igive SekiTxvis dasas-
melad moemzada, Tumca, meore mxaresac
aseTsave mzeras waawyda. irgvliv mi-
moixeda. adamianebis mzerebi erTmaneT-
Si ireoda. godes kinaRam Tavbru daex-
va. gaCerebam sulze mouswro da avto-
busidan Cavida.
mxolod erTi Senoba idga, TeTri da
godesTvis nacnobi. aq pirvelad 1969
wels iyo qristinesTan mosanaxule-
blad.
qristine godes bavSvobis megobar-
ia. xuTi wlis win Sizofreniis diag-
noziT am sagiJeTSi daawvines.
maSin ar wvimda, Tumca amas xeli ar
SeuSlia godesTvis, deJaviusaviT
Tvalwin dasdgomoda pirveli viziti.
xuTi wlis win am Senobis kibeze asvli-
sas ZaRlis yefa Semoesma. ZaRli Cveu-
lebrivze didi da maxinji iyo. arabune-
brivad grZel tans grZeli saxe ebmo-
da. kbilebi iseTi uswormasworo hqon-
da, rom daxuruli piridanac moCanda
ramdenime. ZaRli karTan mdgarma dam-
lagebelma daamSvida. mSvidi, Tbili da
naTeli saxe hqonda, Tumca mainc etyo-
boda, aq yofniT ukmayofilo iyo.
godes mzera misma iatakis sawmendma
joxma miipyro, romelsac mze ise an-
aTebda, cecxlovani xmali gegonebo-
proza 3
da. godem swrafad aiara kibe. derefan-
Si nela midioda da oTaxebis nomrebs
akvirdeboda. ocdamecamete nomerTan
gaCerda da Sevida.
_ dagagvianda. amden xans marto
ratom damtove?
_ xom movedi?!
_ eh... dajeqi, dajeqi...
gode qristines pirispir Camojda da
ramdenime wuTis Semdeg hkiTxa:
_ rogor xar?
_ amaze ukeT aRar viqnebi.
_ vaSli mogitane, ginda?! _ gauRi-
ma godem.
_ ra mniSvneloba aqvs, _ gulgri-
lobam aisxlita Tbili molodini.
godes sityvebi enaze SeaSra. siCume
amjerad qristinem daarRvia:
_ erTxel erTi orsuli qali mSo-
biarobas gadahyva...
_ Semovla saWiro ar aris, pirda-
pir miTxari saTqmeli, _ gaawyvetina
godem.
_ didi xania, rame ar momiyolia, _
mudariT Sexeda qristinem.
_ sxva dros iyos, dRes Zalian meC-
qareba.
_ sad midixar?
_ universitetSi.
_ dRes iwyeb?
_ ho.
_ fizikuri qimia, ara?!
_ aha... saocnebo profesia, _ gaiR-
ima godem.
_ gaCumdi. me da Sen arasdros gvio-
cnebia... ise, qimia magaria, _ cotaode-
ni siCumis Semdeg ganagrZo qristinem,
_ daSli naerTs, mere aRadgen, gadaa-
keTeb, gadmoakeTeb...
_ ho.
_ kargi, wadi, Tu ase Zalian geCqare-
ba. xom gagigia, sanam savle movida, pe-
tres tyavi gaaZreso?!
_ ara, SegeSala...
qristinem godes bolo sityvebi ver
gaigona da wailuRluRa: `miT ukeTesi
petresTvis, ara?!~
_ ambavi? _ ukve karTan misulma
godem fiqrebidan gamoarkvia qristine.
_ kargi, pirdapir getyvi. adamians
TiTis anabeWdi muclad yofnisas,
Zalian adreve uCndeba. TiTqos,
Tavidanvea gadawyvetili, Tu rogor
daemCneva Seni TiTis anabeWdebi sam-
yaros.
_ forma ar gansazRvravs Sinaarss,
_ uTxra godem, Tumca, amjerad
fiqrebs veRar mostaca qristine da
oTaxidan gavida.
gode xuTi wlis Semdeg isev aq idga,
am SenobasTan. `dRes diplomi unda avi-
Ro. vimuSaveb maswavleblad, davSli da
aRvadgen nivTierebebs, bavSvebs mosme-
na ar moundebaT, ar veyvarebi. mere
gaizrdebian, ramdenime wlis Semdeg
daicaven TavianT enas, mere ibrZole-
ben damoukideblobisTvis, mere ki daxo-
caven erTmaneTs. es ase moxdeba. maTi
TiTis anabeWdebi xom mucelSive amoi-
burca.~
godem jibidan patara dana amoiRo.
saCvenebel TiTze kanis wvril CaRrmave-
bebs uswormasworod dausva. sisxlis
wveTebis sunze ezodan ZaRli gamovar-
da. godem ukve didi xnis damWknari vaS-
li celofnidan amoiRo da gemrielad
CakbiCa. ZaRlma yefa Sewyvita. gode
karamde mSvidad mivida. mimRebSi eqTani
Semoxvda:
_ ra gnebavT?
_ me... me diplomis wasaRebad move-
di.
_ ra brZaneT?
_ diplomis wasaRebad movedi-meT-
qi, _ xmas auwia godem. eqTnis gakvirve-
buli saxe jer mixvedram gadawminda,
Semdeg ki TanagrZnobam aavso.
_ aaa... diplomi?! ki, aqeT mobrZan-
diT, istoria unda SeavsoT.
4 poezia
mistika
roca uSeno dilebidan saaTs vasworeb
da indoeTis okeanis droiT vsauzmob,
avurev qviSas arabeTis talRis nawolebs
da gadaxsnili layuCebiT viWer karuzos.
maSin me drois sxvanairi aTvla mewyeba,
vawyob qviriTis masStabebiT dReebs gamovlils,
Rameebs unda Camiyolos, rogorc mewyerma,
okultistebis taroSi ki dila amomdis.
mtredebs Wamde da puris namcecs katebs uyride,
da Tavs madlobde, am bilikze Tuki dadeqi,
mowrupo yavis magiuri erTi ylupi da
sinanuliviT CaarCino finjans naleqi.
ai, es aris, sul es aris Cemi mistika,
ra xe igvavebs, gavaSene sulSi stepebi,
me SemiZlia Tavad vwero mTeli kritika,
rom uzneo var da zneobas ZaliT vedebi.
me SemiZlia iq vipovo mTeli simSvide,
sadac mwyemsebi auduRar rZeze vaxSmoben,
gavuCinarde, rom Senc nervebs aRar giSlide
da pasiuri skepticizmiT, rogorc amboben,
ar gadavRalo praqtikuli wuTisofeli...
roca aseTi dilebidan saaTs vaCereb,
vxdebi Cemive moparuli drois mflobeli
da rZes vayoleb daobebul drois narCenebs.
dapauzeba
axla iseTi marto var, rom kvlav mogeleqse,
am ekvatorze weliwadis droa arcerTi,
majebs ixsnian medroveni oqros roleqsze,
ho,
sad gavCerdi...
ucnauri,
epoqaluri,
aris Seteva mZime formis
mTeli klimaqsi,
gvelis tyaviviT amobrunda gamoqvabuli,
siraqlemebi aRar yofen Tavebs silaSi.
sagiJeTia,
wrialia,
aq ambebia,
eiforiul zenitebSi aRar vsruldebiT,
wiTel xaliCebs jojoebi egebebian
da kvlav wiTeli almebiviT moaqvT sulebi.
yvavmac imRera TviTgvemurad yvavis partia,
me ra namusiT Cavigubo pirSi mdinare,
mitacebulis mitoveba Tu gvapatie,
RmerTo, Tu yvela es iqidan gamomdinare,
xdeba, radganac Cven omebi davapauzeT,
ioli gzebiT,
dialogiT,
civilurobiT,
mzeebs bintiviT Tavs vaxvevdiT
farda-Jaluzebs,
mzeebs, romlebsac sicocxlisTvis
ase vwyurodiT.
da gaTeneba ver gavigeT, isev daRamda,
sagiJeTia,
xom giTxari,
aq ambebia,
vwerT TiTo-ori poeziur awmyos nagavs da
esec imaTTvis, vinc urnebSi iqeqebian.
ho, ras vambobdi,
movedi da kvlav mogeleqse,
ra dekemberi, weliwadis droa arcerTi...
da me sul vfiqrob Sens Zlier da lamaz xelebze,
rom Segxebodi, poetiviT leqsebs davwerdi.
es gzebi rogor Tavidanve orad gaipo,
magram vis axsovs, mgelis jiSi ZaRlad daebas,
elis soxumi,
afxazeTi,
grozno,
alepo,
Cveni Sexvedris pirvelsa da
bolo paemans.
stvena
mamas
soflis suni aqvs mamaCems da
vazi acvia,
bavSvobidan rom gamoTales mZime jvariviT,
ho, mamaCemi RmerTia da glexi kacia,
xan mzed damsdevs da xan Rrublian dilis
javriviT.
man arc ki icis dabadebis zusti TariRi,
dedas Tavisi gza hqonda da mamas Tavisi,
axsovs bebiam Cemodani rogor aiRo,
da ucxo saxlTan mitovebuls ucxo aisi
amouTenda.
sul oTxi wlis yofila maSin,
dRes xSirad ambobs, _ neta mainc rogor gavZeli,
da mamaCemi dRemde darCa patara bavSvi,
romelsac erTi RmerTi hyavda da hyavs _ gamzrdeli...
literaturuli gazeTi
ala daTukiSvili
zogjer cxovreba ar gakmarebs Camdgar qariSxals,
qartexils kidev lava mohyva, Txrida vulkani,
da me mgonia, TviTon RmerTic TiTebs daiWams,
Tu mamaCemze yvelaferi marTla vuTxari.
amitom axla es wveTia okeanidan,
ra SegviZlia, ver vuSuSebT erTurTs iarebs,
mama naxevar cxovrebis xids ukve gavida,
mec ager ukve mesamedi gadaviare.
ironiaa, erTiT meti wyvili keti da
dRes mamaCemi iqneboda didi eqimi,
sul erTiT meti guli, roca Svili Segtkiva,
sul erTiT meti iRbliani bedi Seqmnili.
mere gahipda mamaCemi, hqonda grZeli Tma,
is xSirad ustvens xelsaqmis dros
simReras biTlzis,
da TiTqos vxedav oTxi wlis rom am karTan idga,
ara da ukve papaa da RmerTiviT mizis.
Semodgomis Tavzari
general mamuka yuraSvils
wuxel uSeno Semodgomis medga Tavzari,
vucqerdi zecas varskvlavebi rogor tovebdnen,
da sakuTari simsubuqe veRar davZari,
radgan fexebiT mxrebze medgnen Seni tolebi.
ar gatoldebiT arasodes, ara da ara,
qvrivi noembris mdumarebas stiris alvani,
ramdenma Tomam moZRvris RviZlSi TiTi gahyara,
RmerTo, ramdeni Tomad yofnis Rirsic ar ari.
jer kidev, dRemde ver aRviqvi Cveni dacema,
daveciT, ara imitom, rom gvZlies simravliT,
ara, Cvenive simsubuqe mZimed gvawveba,
rogor viqnebiT,
rogorc varT da rogorc viyaviT...
aWamoT unda sakuTari RviZli Wilyvavebs,
erTeulebma da aTasi ise gadavrCeT,
rom enisagan gansxvavebiT sxeuls vikavebT,
da sadac riskis momentia, arsad ar vaCenT.
vai,rogori Semodgomis gvidgas Tavzari,
imis magivrad Sens xatebas venToT sanTlebad,
asamarTleben Cvens generals, sxvas ras izamen,
dezertiruli uzneobis gasamarTleblad.
am uvicobas, am siSteres rodis gavnaRmavT,
ra sabralo var, me rom aqeT Semebralebi,
romeli erTi davitiroT ufro xmamaRla,
mkvdari gmirebi Tu cocxali generalebi.
sigiJe
gareT noemberi zamTars urigdeba
ukve gaufina fexveS xaliCebi,
Cemi SenTan mosvla ise gviandeba,
albaT usasrulod marto dagirCebi.
lewavs, qari lewavs xeTa kenweroebs,
fanjrebs Semomskdari kvdeba RamisTeva,
miyvarxaro, _ ise vnebiT mimeorebs,
TiTqos rac damTavrda, isev daiwyeba.
aha, mTeli wyeba Sizofreniebi,
mTeli gisosebi karze aWedili,
TeTrxalaTiani qali-feriebi,
da me sakuTari Tavis gandegili.
TiTebs daiWamen RamiT varskvlavebi,
mxolod Tvali swvdeba zecas sangaridan,
axla Wkuidanac ise gadavedi,
rogorc savse mTvare sazRvars gadavida.
aRar dawynardeba giJTa sonetebi,
ase gagrZeldeba Cemi leqsTa wera,
mTeli terorizmiT sisxlSi momedebi,
Cemi saTrevia Cemi bediswera.
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gareT okupantebs cekva gaumarTavT,
RmerTo, gaaCere maTi nabijebi,
RmerTo, Sen gvaswavle usisxloTa marTva,
Torem gavgiJdebi.
mizezi...
umizezod rom araferi xdeba, xom ici,
hoda, Cvenc albaT mizezebSi unda veZioT,
rom erTmaneTis bediswera gulze moviwviT
da davcalkevdiT, dedamiwas rom ar vemZimoT.
adre amaze albaT ramdens gavicinebdiT,
Cven adre RamiT kudianebs vuyofdiT lukmas,
ar viZinebdiT daSinebul xvalis imediT
da gvjeroda, rom mZleTamZlea is, visac uyvars.
magram droeba, qoleriki alqajTagani,
garSemortymuli galavnebis yru avanscena,
gagvigulisda, es siave veRar CavkaliT,
mogvca frTebi da Tan CauTqva Cveni dacema.
axla ar vici, Cemi gzebi areulia,
mivsdev berlinis liandags da vekvri udabnos,
zogs vaSineb da zogs vacineb, rogorc uria,
dro ki modis, rom ganaCeni gamoutanos.
maT, vinc sruliad umizezod moimizezes
aTasi moTqma da aTasi sxvaTaSorisi,
Tormetjer tydeba safexuri Tormet kibeze
da umizezod araferi xdeba,
xom ici.
yvelaze metad rac mafiqrebs, sibralulia,
Tu siZulvilis mizezebi vinmes miveci,
yvela maTganis siyvaruli dRemde mwyuria,
jandabas, Tuki amisaTvis
ar maqvs mizezi!
kardamoni
ocdacxra,
mTeli uSenobis ceremonia,
kardamonebiT gaJRenTili
Cemi samyofi,
kargisken rame Seicvalos,
ara mgonia,
cudi ki yvelas samyofia,
rogorc ambobdi.
binddeba,
Rames kataraqta broli SeemRvra,
amodis caze teraqtebis mTeli seria,
ar momindeba gavixedo, radgan Sens miRma
am simarTlisTvis me Senamdec ar momelian.
melirebuli ganTiadi mirwevs alibebs
da vpirSavdebi, pirnaTeli radgan videqi,
gamSordes yvela, vinc Saraze Tvalebs maridebs,
me marTali var siganiT da mTeli sigrZeTi!
gamSordes yvela marmarilos madidebeli,
gamSordes, vinc ki Cemi msxverpli ar Seiwira,
gamSordes, visac gadarCena Cemi ebevra,
gamSordes yvela mozelili yamir miwidan.
ocdacxra,
mTeli uSenobis ceremonia,
leqsiT da braziT gaJRenTili Cemi samyofi,
miTxari, RmerTo, Sen mainc xom ara ggonia,
rom sul esaa siyvarulis mTeli nayofi...
kveTebuli
TamTa kostavas
ra bnel qaosSi daibade
am TeTri suliT,
maSin, mefes rom Ralatobda mTeli qveyana
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da Sen iyavi dakalmuli mefis asuli,
mzeTa unaxavs SegeZlo mze amogeyvana.
Seni Tvalebi anaTebdnen, rogorc brolebi
da am naTebas av-droeba ver moeria,
ar miikare mtris xatebi, daTme tolebi,
vinc gamudmebiT trabaxobs da bednieria.
yvelas Tavisi gza aqvs marTlac wuTisofelSi,
sofelSi, sadac mxedarTmTavrebs Tavebs aclian,
sadac giJebi giJad gTvlian da rom mogeSvan,
giJdebi, magram sigiJesac ar dagaclian.
sadac yanwia samSoblo da dasaficari,
da gadamTvralni SesCivian ufals neta ras,
sadac zedmetad eCvenebaT oTxi ficari
kacisTvis, visi sulic udgas axla qveyanas.
ai, gavmwardi,
Sen, Zvirfaso, ar momismino,
sadac brazia, sakadrisac veRar mogwvdebi,
keTili madliT avsebulo freskis Rimilo,
Sen aqeT unda gamogTxovoT kveTis locvebi.
Cadrianebi
kanmoxarSuli udabnos ca
akravs diunebs,
daosebuli aqlemebis
apobs qaravans,
qnari, romelic uSenobas
dResac iurvebs,
SeSla, romelic simSvideSi
isev Tana maqvs.
Tavgapobili, mzem gaaxmo
morielebi,
maTi aortiT SemeReba
mTeli quslebi,
RmerTo, ra xSirad meclebodnen
sxvisi xelebi,
amden gamoclas, amden Ralats
rogor vuZlebdi...
ZaZadaxeul Sens Cadrian
saxes dasdeven
urcxvi Txebi da Cliqiani
SaiTanebi,
SenTan migule, me mivabjen
Tmebis satevars,
Sen ar moixsna eg TavSali,
gaiTvalebi...
gaiTvalebi am umsgavsi
bedis wialSi,
Seni Tvalebi amomSrali
cremlis Webia,
Tu SegixedavT im dabombil
sulis wiaRSi,
RmerTidan rogor modian da
RmerTTan rCebian.
Tu daginaxavs,rogor dakles
kravi halabi,
ho, Sen, vinc saxiT
arasodes ar trialdebi,
zurgSeqceuli dgaxar ase
sufTa xelebiT,
radganac sisxlSi Caawvines
Cadrianebi...
kanmoxarSuli udabnos ca
akravs diunebs,
daosebuli aqlemebis
apobs qaravans,
vai, ra xSirad viZmobilebT
gamcem iudebs,
madloba RmerTs, rom am qaosSi
rwmena Tana maqvs!
solomonis beWedi
araferia, esec gaivlis,
vuZleb siyalbis bolo stadias,
zogi miirTmevs nayins vanilis,
zogs ki ubralod yofa swadia.
xval albaT vinme SemenacvlebiT,
am Tvis bolosac ase gavitanT,
gadaTeuli RamiT maZRrebi
leqsebs davwerT da masac kapikad...
an kapikebi sad movitane,
Calis fasi aqvs leqsebsac Cemo,
rogorc boSebi ZirZvel gitarebs,
ase davaTrevT riTmebs da vCemobT.
sxvagan ixara Senma sabedom,
sxvaTa miwebze mifrinavs wero,
ra ginda axla, rom gaakeTo,
raRa fasi aqvs, rac ginda wero.
aha, udabno, jogebi irmis,
sxvas Cemi qveynis saxe swadia,
araferia, esec gaivlis,
an
ukve gvidgas
bolo stadia...
literaturuli gazeTi poezia 5
guli, romelic ZlivsRa aris SemorCenili,
sofelSi, sadac siyvarulis wminda stiqari,
aRar acviaT erTeulebs, da muxlSi qari
Camidga dilis momlodines, mokluli RamiT.
dRes Cems saflavze videqi da ver Cavikari
sikvdili gulSi, suli damwyda. da axla mTvare
danaoWebul moxucs mohgavs. Camovxmi norCi,
biWi, romelmac sul mciredi sevda giambo.
Seni sicocxle davloce da Cemsas ki movrCi.
adre meloda, axla sadRac gaqra iabo...
***
sxvebs rom stkioda, uzomod vwuxdi.
me rom mtkioda, aravin wuxda.
dRes mTel sxeulSi Zlierad quxda.
dRes mTel sxeulSi tkivilis muxti
xeTqavda venebs. mindoda meTqva,
rom veRar vkvebav simSvidis pirmSos,
me vgrZnob sxeulSi Sens gulis feTqvas.
me Cems Tvalebze Sens cremlebs viSrob.
i
l
vi
***
aS
iqneb aRarc ki aRar gaxsovar!
l
frTaSesxmul biliks mival uSenos!
gu
mainc avdgebi, SevsTxov macxovars,
xi
rom iqneb Cems guls rame uSvelos...
mu
da ase umad da ase sadad
idgnen taZris win Cumi verxvebi.
za
za davkarge TiTqos yvelafris mada.
axlac im warsuls Semovexvevi
Cemi ocnebiT, sadac kvlav Seni
Tvalebi mosCans. aRar mTavrdebi.
cis qims RrubelTa jarebi Svenis,
*** da yovel RamiT Cem suls Tavdebad
ileqeboda CemSi sizmari, udgeba RmerTi. drois xarebiT
xan dardis mware oxSivris suni mihqondaT sadRac sevdis Wilobi.
xan unapiro cis napirebi. da mec Zlierad gavixarebdi,
xan sikvdils CemiT, rom vapirebdi, rom mosuliyav. axla Wriloba
da zustad maSin saxlis karebSi sulamde aRwevs. mival uSeno
Semodioda RmerTi daRlili. yvela bilikze. iqneb gaxsovar!
Cems Tavs yoveldRe vcdilob, vuSvelo.
namuSevari mTeli Ramis da xatebTan vdgebi, vxedav macxovars.
natanji sulis TeTri tiloTi.
deda _ romelic RmerTiviT dinji
da mudam Tbili iyo. vtirodi trioleti
ZilSic da cxadSic, Ramis mdevari
veZebdi CemSi dReebs uRrublos, uSeno dReebs Serevia TmaSi WaRara,
akaciebma Semoicves TeTri samosi,
magram yovelTvis mjeroda erTi, isev ukraven serafimTa dasni _ naRaras,
rom movidoda dReebi TeTri uSeno dReebs Serevia TmaSi WaRara,
da mZime TovlSi mZime nabijiT wuxel fiqrebma ocnebebi caSi ayara,
me gavyvebodi bednierebis sulSi Seiqmna uCveulo Ramis qaosi...
mwvervalze asuls, gzebs usasrulos, uSeno dReebs Serevia TmaSi WaRara,
da viqnebodi ase mRelvare. akaciebma Semoicves TeTri samosi...
*** ***
bedi rom mqondes, ismis galoba angelosTa, TeTrdeba myia,
unda momqondes kvlav Seimosa xeTa rigi Rrublis samosiT,
bedniereba gauCenia orsul miwas lurjTvala ia,
SenTvis. ismis galoba angelosTa, TeTrdeba myia,
magram ubedo aRar Cans mTvare, varskvlavebi, cis miRma yria.
davbadebulvar. sulSi kiTxulobs Ramis locvas beri salosi,
sikvdils ismis galoba angelosTa, TeTrdeba myia,
tkivili kvlav Seimosa xeTa rigi Rrublis samosiT...
erTvis.
araviTari Tovli
da
***
wvima... Rrubels bertyaven cis kideze angelosebi,
CemTan qaria mxolod. TeTri xeebi uflis kvarTiT imosebian,
vdgavar yvelafriT
xatsac da jvarsac ukve cvlian avgarozebSi.
aRelvebuli
Rrubels bertyaven cis kideze angelosebi,
Cemi sicocxlis bolos.
qerubimebi mifrinaven TeTri losebiT,
arc simSvidea,
nuTu cxovreba gadamWknari mimozebia...
aRarc paTosi,
Rrubels bertyaven cis kideze angelosebi,
sio SemorCa xisti.
TeTri xeebi uflis kvarTiT imosebian...
wuxel mimzerda
Tvalcremliani
Cemi moxuci
***
qriste.
vcdilob yoveldRe Ziebas axlis,
radgan gavSordi,
azrebi Cemi samyaros gacda.
sxva gzas gavyvevi,
ekliansa da farTos. da taZaria is Cemi saxli,
vgavar sikvdilis sadac yovelTvis miCndeba gancda,
pirRia pirmSos, gancdaTa Soris mTavari gancda.
Tavze codvebi zurgiT da guliT avzide jvari
maTovs. iq, sadac xalxi cxovrebiT acda,
da amis Semdeg aivses javriT
guli da, zecas moedo Talxi.
*** miwad dekembris qarebi hqrian.
Cemive sisxlis gubeSi var da msurs, giambo da taZris miRma im codvil xalxis
sinamdvileSi, uferuli Tvalebis miRma gulebSi codvis marcvlebi yria.
rom ayvavebul azrebs vmalav. Cemi iabo asea, ase, mec viwyeb axlis
guSin wavida rTuli gzidan, iseve im Rrma Ziebas. suli samyaros gacda.
sivrceSi, sadac ufali myavs, sadac Cemive Cemi da RmerTis mziani saxli
gamogonili samyaroa, sul rom iq aris, aris taZari _ RvTiuri gancda.
6 proza
SevkraT didi godoli, babilo-
nis godolis msgavsi, da yvela gan-
sxvavebulni CavyaroT Sig, sanam Ta-
vad ar gavugzavnivarT am samyaros
jandabaSi, Tundac TviTmkvlelo-
bisken mimaval gzaze.
vuZRvni yvela TviTmkvlel axal-
gazrdas da ara marto axalgazr-
das.
wuxel damesizmra, rom Tavi mov-
ikali...
ai, ase, avdeqi da Cemi sayvareli
fanqris rezaki gavirWe yelSi.
mere... mere davdeqi da Tavis mar-
Tleba daviwye, realobas veRar gavu-
Zeli da amitom-meTqi, magram rom ge-
kiTxaT, ra iyo Cemi yofa, gpirdebiT,
krintsac ar davZravdi, radgan sic-
ocxleSic ucxod vsaubrobdi
TqvenTvis da axla miT umetes.
da mainc, ra iyo Cemi realoba?!
budidan gadmovardnili, dakargu-
li bartyis tanjva iyo, romlis
tkivilic mtanjavda sizmarSic... crem-
lebi maxrCobda, magram es oxeri crem-
lic ki wveTebs mayvedrida da marilis
grovebad medeboda gulze. dumils ki
ise magrad CaebRuja Zlieri xelebi,
rom yvelaze imeddanacrul dReebSic
ki ar mtovebda, meyvira. im oxer,
zogjer autanel simSvides ki ise Zli-
er vuyvardi, sakuTari landiviT Tan
damsdevda. vfiqrobdi, rom movbezrde
da mimatovos, albaT SeviSlebi-meTqi.
qvemoT, marjvniv, ki ise Zlier mewvo-
da raRac, megona, marilis grovebi
ubrundeboda pirvandel mdgomare-
obas da naWrilobev sxeuls simlaSeSi
banda, magram amoucnobi tkivilis wa-
mali ver viSove; ubralo tkivilgam-
ayuCebeli, radgan im Sav sifrifana did
jibeebian mosacmelSi patar-patara
wignebisa da nawerebis garda ara mqon-
da ra.
da mec mZime tkivili veRar avitane,
dRiTidRe vmZimdebodi, vfiqrobdi,
cotas moviTmen-meTqi, magram...
Tanac ar mindoda jer sikvdili,
msurda, gvirilebis mosvlamde momeT-
mina, magram isini axlaxans gavistumre
_ didi xniT wavidnen, me ki veRar
vZlebdi. bolos avdeqi da Tavi movika-
li. uamravi wigni damrCa wasakiTxi,
ramdenime moTxroba da naxati ki
daumTavrebeli. kidev uwylod darCe-
nili xmeli tirifi damrCa mosavleli
da SemodgomiT feradi foTlebi Sesa-
grovebeli. zamTrobiT fifqebi damr-
Ca dasaTvleli. zafxulobiT... oh,
zafxulobiT bavSvebTan erTad cici-
naTelebi myavda dasaWeri. gazafxu-
lobiT ki gvirilebi damelodebodnen
ise, rogorc axla me velodi.
magram gvirilebic SeeCveodnen
lodins. Tovlic movidoda, Semodgo-
mac damcvivdeboda saflavze aTas-
frad, cicinaTelebic ifrendnen
dasaWerad, magram veRaravin daiWer-
da maT CemsaviT.
yovelive amiT vcxovrobdi mSveni-
er, usityvo arsebebTan, magram cx-
ovreba bevrad meti megona, vidre ze-
moTTqmuli. ai, vTqvaT axla, adami-
anebs buneba, mTebi da aseTi arsebebi
aqvso sacxovrisad. ar wamogcdeT ase-
Ti sibriyve, diplomiano Sterebo, da
Tqvenc, metad sabralo, mTlad
uwignurebo _ arc is TqvaT, axla yve-
la zemoTTqmulis gamo moikla Tavi;
ar TqvaT da Tundac TqviT, dagcinebT,
dagcinebT cxovrebaSi pirvelad, isic
mkvdari, codvad rom ar CameTvleba
da romc CameTvalos, TviTmkvlelo-
bas ver vitvirTav, Torem mag codviT
gavidodi rogorme fons. me ki vityo-
di, yvela am Tvisebam aqamde momiyva-
na, Semdeg ki Tavad davtove isini, rad-
gan raRac bundovanma Zalam gamomsx-
lita xelidan yvela. Signidan mWamda,
suleliviT ucnaur manerebs maCvev-
da... mebrZoda da bolos damimorCi-
la. Tanac Cemi gvirilebis samyaro
ucxo iyo im didi boroti samyaros-
gan, romelsac SeveCexe da me gavucx-
ovdi maTgan, radgan Cemi adgili mqon-
da mxolod Cems xelebSi da im gvir-
literaturuli gazeTi
ilebSi, romelsac velodi, velodi
dumiliT, siyvaruliT, manam, sanam am
dumilmac da siyvarulmac ar damamZ-
ima, radgan umweo xelebiT veRar vz-
ide marto. meSinoda, gaRviZeba mind-
oda, vborgavdi, viwvodi, TiTqosda
iwvoda Cemi sawolic.
bevri ram aRarc maxsovs. dila,
dila maxsovs mxolod _ rom avdeqi da
Tavi movikali. ar vici, vin mipova, ra
Tqves Cemze, magram axla vxedav bevr
rames da vgrZnob, isev sizmarSi rom
viyo, axlad gaRviZebuli kidev mov-
iklavdi Tavs, radgan zustad iseTia es
samyaro, rogoric sizmarSi iyo, san-
agve... sanagve... magram am sanagvis gamoc
ar momiklavs Tavi, ara, radgan aras-
madona gvexiZe
TviTmkvlelis
saflavze
dros vekuTvnodi mas. sxva iyo, sxva
raRac gaurkveveli tanjva.
xo, vwevar axla da modis xalxi, me-
gobaroo, uaxloesoo, usayvarlesoo
da am dros TviTmkvleli suli ufro
mimZims, ramdeni megobari myolia Tur-
me, me ki ar vicodi da rogor vyvarebi-
var. oh, ra diadi vardis konebi momar-
Tves, ZviradRirebuli albaT.
Tqve oxrebo, gvirilebs velodi,
axlac gvirilebs vnatrob, Tundac en-
Zela, kesane, borbala, ieli... Tqve
sulelo arsebebo, wadiT, isini momi-
taneT-meTqi, magram Tqven, niRbosnebo,
maT ver dakrefT, verasodes Segwvde-
baT xeli maTTan axla, Tanac isini Ce-
mebia. ax, ax, ax da sicili minda, magram
Wriloba maxsenebs Tavs, gamexsneba da
damsvris.
va, ai, kuboc momarTves. patarZlis
taxts hgavs morTul-mokazmuli. ra
kargia, aRar gaviyinebi mainc am maci-
varSi. oh, iseTi sqeli leibi aqvs Cafe-
nili, rom, mgoni, dagenanoT CemTvis da
Tqven CawveT Sig.
ar vicodi, ase Zalian Tu zrunavdiT
Cemze, sicocxleSi mainc mogexedaT _
viyinebodi, magram me Tavadve araferi
miTxovia TqvenTvis, radgan vicodi,
ukve gamocdilic mqonda Tqveni pasuxi.
araferi, araferi msurvebia Tqveni
gulis garda, arc gvirgvinebi minda,
gaitaneT. ox, maT iseTi suni asdiT,
rogorc Tqvens xelebs, jibeSi rom iT-
bobT, Tan malulad iTvliT gvirgvin-
isTvis gaRebul fuls. aqac niRbosne-
bi xarT, adamianebo. adamianebi vaxsene
da, eh, amas vis vxedav?! eseni vin modi-
an?! rogor miyvaran!!! vai, rogor ti-
ris erTi, viTom me mivatove Sua gzaze
mis magivrad.
oh, uceb rogor Semebrala, Tumca
marTla SemebraleT, Cemze sacodave-
bo, gamudmebiT niRbebis sworebaSi ga-
daRlilno. me ki arasdros mqonia niRa-
bi, amitomac gaviriye ase, magram yve-
lafrisgan ara. gvirilebTan arasodes
mWirdeboda sqeli saxe, TqvenTan ki
uCinari viyavi mxolod.
ox, Sexede _ axla mixakebi momar-
Tves, rogor minda, avdge da bolo
xmaze viyviro, ukan waiReT, Tqveni
araferi minda-meTqi. roca vigrZeni,
umweo xelebiT rogor samyaros Seve-
jaxe, mis Semdeg arafers viTxov Tqven-
gan, radgan adamianebs arasodes
araferi unda sTxovo, Tu ginda, Zvele-
burad kargad iyo maTTan. axla miT
umetes araferi msurs Tqvengan, moa-
SoreT es Tqveni sulebiviT myrali
yvavilebi, sxva dros meyvareboda isi-
ni, magram axla ar minda, moaSoreT! ox,
rogor avReldi. megona, mwoliare
davisvenebdi. oh, es samiode dRe ufro
mtanjvelia mgoni, erTad arasdros
minaxavs amdeni niRabi da amitom, Tumc
axla maT niRbosnebsac ver vuwodeb.
tirodnen, tirodnen da mere rogor,
zogjer Tavadve ver vxvdebodi,
mSoblebis fotoebs dastirodnen Tu
Cemsas. Tumca ra mniSvneloba aqvs, mTa-
varia, tirodnen da raRac momentSi
Semebralnen kidec isini, lamis wamovx-
ti, vifiqre, tirilSi miveSvelebi-meT-
qi. ra uWirda, erTad vitirebdiT mkv-
dar sulebs cocxal sxeulSi, magram
wola merCia, sakmarisad vitire da...
vai, Cemi naTesavebi movidnen. fu,
mkvdarTan yvela midis, sizmarSic ver
gavixsene isini, amitom friad sasiam-
ovno iyo Tqveni gacnobaca da damSvi-
dobebac. ox, es vicani, ra unda netav,
erTaderTxel vnaxe, isic dakrZal-
vaze.
daviRale, rodis daRamdeba?! ara-
da, jer dilaa, mxolod gadian, Semo-
dian da isev gadian. rodis damTavrde-
ba netav?! uceb gogona momxvda Tval-
Si, ar vicnobdi, magram msmenia masze,
Zalzed morwmuneao da axla im wuTs
isic ki gavifiqre, zizRiT Semomxedavs,
sicocxle rom moviSTe-meTqi, magram
gogonas ise Sevebrale, cremlebi
niaRvrad damacviva mxrebze. biWi rom
vyofiliyavi, Seviyvarebdi im gogos
26 aprili - 9 maisi 2019
ueWveli, guli hqonda Cemnairi da ami-
tom, oRond ara TviTmkvleli, Rmer-
To?!
wavida da rogor gaayola axlo-
belma xarbi Tvali, mTeli iq yofnis
drosac TvalebiT xdida samoss,
rogor SemezizRa _ sabralo gogona.
imedia, ar igrZno, Torem CemsaviT
aiRebda albaT xels maTze.
Ramdeboda _ meRirsa, rogorc
iqna, magram axlac Semobodialda vi-
Rac. ver vicani, Crdilad Canda kande-
lis Suqze. Caimuxla da aRrialda. vai,
vicani, rogor gamaxare, Zveleburad
gagiTamamdi da gabrazeba vcade, ma-
gram ver gaige veraferi.
isev tirodi, ratom, ratom gaake-
Teo.
mindoda, raRac meTqva, magram...
mere Tmaze momefere, es pirveli
SemTxveva iyo, roca ar momqaCe.
da TiTqos viRac gvismenso, yurSi
CamCurCule.
ox, gayinuli TiTqos gavlRvi.
Se dalocvilo, aqamde sad iyavi-
meTqi, magram axla sayveduric gvian-
Ra iyo, arc grZnobis gamxela Secvli-
da am dRes. rom SemZleboda, getyodi,
SemeZlo Semyvarebodi, magram ver mim-
ixvdebodi da... mxolod tirilSi gi-
TanagrZne, bolos xeli momkide da
aRar miSvebdi. xo, beWedi gqonda xel-
Si, gviania-meTqi _ verc es gaige.
xeli momkide. rogor miWer, lamis
damalewo... rom SemeZlos, getyodi,
SeuZlebeli SeZeli, magis magivrad
gvirilebi momitane da, jandabas, gam-
ogyvebi-meTqi, marTlac rom gvirila
merCia beWeds, magram im momentSi verc
gvirilas Sevxedavdi cxadSi da verc
mas.
verc am realobas Sevcvlidi da
verc Sen! mokvdebodi da cocxals ar
metyodi saTqmels. daRamda, bun-
dovnad vxedavdi yovelives, bun-
dovnad mesmoda xmebic.
Tendeboda. axla vigrZeni SiSi. mgo-
ni, droa daviZino, dakrZalvamde Sori
gza maqvs gasavleli, magram es xmebi, es
bavSvi isev Cems ferxTiT zis... Zalian
nu mekvrebi, gTxov, mkvdars eSmakis
ieri aqvs, miT umetes TviTmkvlels.
merideba, imdenad Semecode, ver
viZineb da momiwevs, yvelaferi davi-
naxo. miTxari, bavSvebi sad arian. ox,
isev ar gesmis, albaT ver SeZles, Ta-
vadve vpasuxob Cems Tavs.
morCa, mokvdi, daiZine, nu qadageb,
magram ar maZineb mzeriT.
gazafxulze gvirilebi momitane,
icode, Tu manamde ar dagaviwydi.
ox, ra sagiJeTia bolo dRes, ve-
rafers vxedav, Sen giyureb marto.
aRar Semexo, kuboSi var ukve _
icode, daviSlebi da SegaSineb.
icode, mkvdarsac maqvs guli, ar
SemiZlia, aseTs giyuro.
morCa, gamiSvi, droa ukve, gesmis?!
mkvdariviT agayenes, gindoda,
wageyvane, magram ver SeZeli.
gamaqanes.
grili niavi momegeba da vigrZeni,
mimasvenebdnen. ox, ra jojoxeTuri iyo
es wuTebi gasvenebisa. im gzaze, sadac
me fexiT davdiodi, axla kuboSi
garTxmuls mimasvenebdnen. bednieri
iqneba mkvdari, im adgilas Tu dasa-
flavdeba, romlis gzac da adgilic
ucxoa misTvis. mimasvenebdnen. iyreba
Zirs uamravi yvavili. kargia, rom yri-
an, iq mainc aRar vigrZnob maTi simyra-
lis gemos, iq Cemic meyofa. vai, zarebi,
ra axlos iyo es wkriala xmebi CemSi,
axla ki ise mZimed Camesmis maTi xma
sulSi, TiTqos veberTelaa. Jangiani
zari lodad medebodes gulze. da, ai,
Semiyvanes, Cemi eklesiaa, aRmomxda
Zlivs, aq ar momiyvanoT-meTqi, xom
giTxariT?! mTaSi dagekrZaleT mar-
todmarto. aq ra mindoda axla me da
marTlac, eklesiis kari mixuruli iyo,
mwuxris locva tardeboda, TviTmkv-
lelisaTvis iq aravis ecala im wuTs,
iq xom Cemze wmindanebi iyvnen. frTx-
ilad amatares eklesias _ ee, ar
gesmiT, gaCerdiT, galobaa, movusmi-
noT-meTqi, magram aq ise gamaqanes,
rogorc saxlidan gamosvlisas.
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da axla Soridan Sevxede taZars. iq
RmerTi iyo _ me uzomod miyvarda Rm-
erTi, maSinac ki, roca gaurkvevel
sigiJes vgrZnobdi: vici, rom iyo
sadRac, mxedavda da miTanagrZnobda.
vici, mjeroda rom ukanasknel gzaze
vnaxavdi mas da pirvelad vetyodi cx-
adad, ratom movevline am qveyanas ken-
tad, aucileblad vapasuxebinebdi mu-
dariT, ratom ver vwvdebodi vercerT
kibes am qveynisas. vetyodi, vetyodi,
vetyodi yovelives, radgan mjeroda
bolo gzaze ise ar gamiSvebda, rom ar
venaxe. ara, ver gamimetebdi, rom ar
Semxvedrodi, RmerTo. gnaxavdi,
mjeroda, magram axla ara...
damfles. pirvelsave miwis dayraze
damatyda TiTebi da gamexsna Wriloba,
gayinulma sisxlma SemiReba kubo, am-
ovida yelamde da maxrCobda. veR-
arafers vgrZnobdi, wyeuli sibnele,
sicive, sisxli.
sad iyvnen eSmakebi?! igvianebdnen...
sisxlma piramde aaRwia, xelebs
viqnevdi, magram kubo daluquli iyo,
ar dageluqaT mainc. cocxali ar gam-
ovrbodi TqvenTan da axla _ miTu-
metes.
sibnelea, vigudebi, gagudvis SiSze
davikivle da gameRviZa...
gaTenebuliyo...
da man marTlac moikla Tavi.
dakrZalvidan erTi Tvis mere pirvelad
Sevedi mis oTaxSi. jer kidev misi suliT
cocxlobda es oTaxi _ misi suni, cic-
qna xelebis naTiTurebi mis wignebze.
RmerTo, nawerebi, raimes dawerda... da
wamsve magidisken gaveqane. Sindisferi
dRiuri, iq werda xolme. raRac, raRac
mainc iqneba, bolos dawerili.
dRiurSi abdaubda ewyo xeliT naw-
eri, davwvdi, gadavSale da „TviTmkv-
lelis saflavze...~ aq wyvetda
saTqmels. Semdeg ricxvi wavikiTxe _
20 oqtomberi, dila.
rogorc Cans, gaRviZebisTanave
dauweria sizmrad nanaxi da mere mima-
tova. verafers davamateb, mis mere
vdumvar da verc axla vpoulob
saTqmels, mxolod dausruleblad
SemiZlia, vwero masze.
lana saocreba iyo, calke samyaros
mkvidri.
eklesiuric iyo... zedmetadac ki.
mSvidic iyo;
morcxvic;
mxiarulica da uzomod sevdianic;
gonierica da zedmetad nakiTxic ki;
Semoqmedic am sferos araerT darg-
Si;
Semfasebelic;
sxvisi cxovrebis gamxarebelic da
manugeSebelic;
uzomod bavSvurica da didic.
yvavili iyo, romlis Rerosac erTi
furcelic ar aklda saTnoebebisa.
ai, aseTi iyo CemTvis igi, rogorc
erTaderTi da uaxloesi megobris-
Tvis.
roca es moTxroba wavikiTxe da me
erTi kvira movandome mas, imdenad
cudad mxdida.
dagpirdi... gvirilebis sezonze mas
yelSi amogiyvan-meTqi da asec vapireb-
di. didi kalaTiT gvirilebi viyide da
SenTan wamovedi. ver SevZeli damekri-
fa isini iq, sadac Sen krefdi. amitom
yidva vamjobine. saflavebs rom mivuax-
lovdi, sazareli siCume momexvia
gulze, saSinelic ki, yvelgan moxuce-
bis portretebi, mxolod Sen erie mar-
tosuli yayaCosaviT axalgazrda. yay-
aCo maSin giwode, roca Seni dakrZa-
lvis dRes gverdiT oTaxidan gamove-
di da rom gnaxe, sisxli gdioda, isev
gaviTiSe... yayaCos gavdi maSin, mde-
loze moglejil mkvdar yayaCos.
saflavebs Soris aRmarTi aviare,
yovelive eklebs gadaevlo, rogorc
iqna, movaRwie Sens saflavzec da, Rm-
erTo, gvirilebiani kalaTi daR-
marTze damigorda.
isini aRar iyo saWiro.
saTauri gamaxsenda „TviTmkvlelis
saflavze gvirila amovida~, erT buC-
qad Sekruli martosuli mindvris gvi-
rila, ramdenime gaSlili yvaviliTa
da kokriT dagnaToda Tavze.
literaturuli gazeTi
fericvaleba
novelaSi bevri simarTlis
marcvalia, gamgebi dasTess, ver
gamgebi ki daTesils amoZirkvavs.
rogor wvims!
Sexede, ra nazad iwoneben lampi-
onebis Suqze wveTebi Tavs!
rogor Seicvala ca... mgloviare-
saviT gaSavda da mere uceb gaskda...
sufTa cremlebi daafrqvia dedamiwas...
Sexede!
Tumc Sen imaze mets xedav, vidre me.
aqeT unda miTxra, Sexedeo.
xval Seni dRea da ginda, vigrZnoT.
vai, vgrZnob.
rogor civa, mainc ar Seval Sin. aq
casTan axlos am ferebs minda, vuyuro.
Savi-lurji, muqi lurji, TeTri,
SigadaSig mowiTalo-moyviTalo.
ca aTasferia RamiT, iseTi, TviT mx-
atvarsac rom SeSurdeba.
Sexede...
oh, es me unda Sevxedo.
yovelive xom CvenTvisaa.
Sevxede, vigrZeni, tanSi mTlianad
damiara yvela ferma...
vigrZeni, xeli CavWide, gavTbi.
xval Seni dRe Tendeboda.
xval cisartyelas msgavsi fer-
icvaleba iyo.
Seni fericvaleba, ufalo...
feri icvale...
neta man?! maT?! imaT...
ar vici...
da me?!
me axali ferebi Sevmate naxats...
naxati sulTan axlosaa, magram
fericvalebasTan?!
igi metad Rrmaa, bevrs ar niSnavs es.
kidev?
xo, odnav davemsgavse adamians.
aa, xoo, metad gavxdi.
gana, es araa fericvaleba?!
sulio, metyvi axla...
xorcieliao es.
magram sisuste xom sulze
metyvelebs.
sevdas itev, itev da mere gwvavs...
metio _ kidev metyvi.
xoo... ar vici.
gaTenda...
dgebi.
icvam.
dRes kargi dRea!
fericvaleba xatvas merCivna, sve-
li funji.
bolo namiT gaerecxa da axla Ta-
vadve eloda gaSrobas, sxivebi xarbad
dahnaToda tiloze aRbeWdil aTas
fers...
Sreboda tilo... Sreboda buneba.
fericvalebaa...
da Tvali gameqca im daxunZluli
xexilisaken, kopwia gogoebiviT rom
SeuRebavT cali mxare.
egrZno fericvaleba yovelive usu-
los irgvliv.
vigrZeni me?!
man?! maT?!
ar vici.
Cavicvi.
Tavsafars viburavdi, rom funjs
Cemi Tma SeuRebavs.
Tumc funjs ara, fericvalebas.
dRes fericvalebaa...
da mec mecvala feri...
magram, nuTu...
jer xom ar...
Tumca marto siberis brali rodia
igi.
avReldi...
kargi ra, morCi!
dRes fericvalebaa...
daiviwye.
amaoa didad, Tan TeTri feri uf-
lis feria.
morCi dRes mainc, kmara.
amaoebaa...
taZars mivadeqi.
zari isev rekda.
wirva iwyeboda...
xval SesaZloa, depresias movekali,
magram dRes ara!
dRes sixaruls vgrZnobdi, magram,
ai, am sixarulSic ki mivxvdi, rogor
Sevcvlilvar Turme.
taZarSi Sevedi, iq iseTive ferebi
iyo, rogorc wuxel fericvalebis
dadgomamde caSi.
wirvas CavuRrmavdi... da dasasruls
ise miuaxlovda, verc vigrZeni, ziare-
bis xangrZlivi rigi idga.
ar vCqarobdi.
bolos orni davrCiT.
ambions mivuaxlovdi.
win erTi idga.
da man uceb wamierad, RvTis didi
SiSiTa da mowiwebiT, moZRvars sabarZ-
ime kovzi gamostaca da Tavadve ezi-
ara.
yvelaferi wamebSi moxda, carieli
kovzi ki stiqarosans xelSi ise eWira,
gegonebodaT, vinmes unda esroloso.
moZRvari dumda. samagierod, cx-
vrebi aCoCqoldnen. bazris xmas hgav-
da yovelive.
ra moxda, mamao?! _ Tavi gamoido
mrevlma.
mas hkiTxeTo da moZRvari ise miima-
la, TviT RmerTic ki ver gamoiyvanda
sakurTxevlidan.
magram... Cemi ziareba.
proza 7
ezoSi xalxi ireoda da ymawvilis-
gan pasuxs eloda.
mamaos rogor akadreo, mesmoda
xmebi.
axalgazrda brboSi idga da misi
erTaderTi mizani maTgan Tavis daRw-
eva iyo.
ratom gaakeTeo?!
ymawvili dumda...
bolos iRriala.
momcildiT!
mas kiTxeT, man yvelaferi iciso.
es „man~ albaT mRvdeli iyo.
ar vici, magram cxadia, davinter-
esdi.
mrevli mamaosken gaemarTa.
am dros ki ymawvilma taZris ezo
gadakveTa.
gavyevi mec.
da ymawvilTan ise aRmovCndi, verc
gaviazre.
Semomxeda.
micno, vigrZeni.
fericvalebas gilocavT-meTqi.
dumili Camovarda.
Senc im cnobismoyvareebSi erieo?
ara-meTqi... vicrue...
Cafiqrda...
maS, odnav gansxvavdebi albaT ma-
gaTgano.
jer is unda vicode, ase ratom
moiqeciT-meTqi...
cota xniT dumda... Sexedeo taZars?
_ mkiTxa.
ki-meTqi.
mereo?
ra mere-meTqi.
SigniT xom iyavio?
ki, Sens win-meTqi.
freskebs umzerdio?
Sesvlisas Sevavle-meTqi Tvali.
mereo?
davibeni...
axla es gamocdas Tu miwyobs, sad ra
iyo gamosaxuli, gaufrenia-meTqi.
nuTu mxatvroba ar Segebralao?!
ra Wirs mxatvrobas Cemi Sesabra-
li?!.
Zveli ki aris, magram... taZaric araa
axali-meTqi.
ver mimixvdio, xeli Caiqnia.
ras-meTqi?
mospo im kabosanma freskebio!
buxris kvamlSi Semalao wmindanebi.
axla ki mivxvdi, ras gulisxmobda.
taZari im Sav Rrubels hgavda... wux-
el rom mgloviaresaviT ucqerda
dedamiwas.
ra moxda-meTqi, dawvrilebiT gam-
ovkiTxe.
taZris SesasvlelSi buxaria... igi
vnebs mxatvrobaso.
avReldi. maxsovs, pirvelad rogor
aRvfrTovandi am mxatvrobiT.
dRes uwindeliviT veRar momxibla,
Tumc ver mivxvdi _ ratom.
Sexedeo gaSavebul freskebs.
rogor moamzadeso qriste fer-
icvalebisTvis am dRes...
vin, vin gaakeTa-meTqi.
kabosanmao _ mipasuxa.
nebarTva-meTqi?
masze zemdgomma kabosanma miscao.
ratom-meTqi?
sibnelem waleka yoveliveo, mipa-
suxa.
mTaze asuli aTasfrad ferSecv-
lili qriste WvartliT dafares uR-
merToebma.
uRmerTo... viucxove.
mainc cudad momxvda gulze.
nuTu verafers gavxdebiT-meTqi.
gaecina...
ver xedav, ramdenni arian... yvelas
misi anaforis nagleji mosavso...
maS, qriste fericvalebas mis taZ-
arSi bnelSia-meTqi.
amoioxra.
etyoboda, saubari ar surda.
daviRaleo...
mgonia, sxva enaze vsaubrob, rom ve-
ravis vagebinebo.
am taZarSi dadixar-meTqi?!
axla karga xania, aRar vyofilvaro.
aq Tu saerTod-meTqi?!
gaicina.
dasasruli me-11 gverdze
8 poezia
***
`radgan rodesac vambob `Tovli~ _
me vgulisxmob mudam siyvaruls...~
Tamaz baZaRua
ambavi, romlis moyolac minda, jer ar momxdara,
magram mjera, rom male moxdeba,
an minda, moxdes,
zustad ise, rogorc ambebi,
jer rom movyevi da mere moxda...
*
vxedav, magnitis kaba macvia da ver vixseneb,
rodis viyide,
arada, Cemi yvela kaba maxsovs da miyvars.
Cveni kabebis daviwyeba xom
sayvareli kacis daviwyebasaviT Znelia,
magram am kabas ver vixseneb, ra vqna, ar maxsovs...
Cemi ar aris...
mivdivar...
vikrav asfaltebis da saxlebis mtversa da talaxs
da meSinia, erTjeradi parkebiviT ar momewebos
daRlil sxeulze saflavebidan
gamoqceuli mkvdrebis gvamebic,
magram ar ikravs Cemi kaba aravis sikvdils,
mas unda, mxolod Cems sikvdilTan mimaqanos da
samudamod mimamagros mis rkinis zurgze,
macivris karze miwebebuli suveniriviT.
borkilebs madebs
da Tvalaxveuls did xans
ar mtovebs arc erT mgzavrTan,
gzad rom mxvdebian...
arian, gana ar arian am gzaze `sxvebi~,
magram did xans aravisTan aRar vCerdebiT,
SeCveva, ndoba da siyvaruli rom gamovricxoT.
mindoda, gana ar mindoda Semomexerxa,
nagvis manqanas nagavsayrelze waeRo
da iq daemarxa...
gamvlelebsac vekiTxebodi,
xom ar icodnen, sad iyo xerxi _
maT ar icodnen, an icodnen da ar ambobdnen...
mere Tovli wamovida zafxulis cidan
da amoqola xorkliani Savi forebi
Cems zedapirze.
sikvdilis mizidulobis unardakarguli
mxolod Tovlisfer kabas vxedavdi,
sikvdili ki _ Cemi meore naxevari _
sul rom meloda,
sul rom velodi,
maSinve Caqra lampioniviT _
mzis amosvlisas mzis Casvlamde
rom xuWavs Tvalebs.
zurgi maqcia, is bavSvebic amoaxvela,
sul rom vaCendi
da verc erTxel ver gavaCine
da saTiTaod damibruna fantelebiviT,
gaxelil Tvalebs rom mivsebdnen Tbili SexebiT.
me ki gavCerdi...
da im wamidan yvelas vxedavdi, vinc miyvarda,
visac vuyvardi,
aqve yofilan, CemTan axlos,
imaze bevrad axlos mdgaran, vidre megona...
da axla yvelas erTad gvaTovs da erTad gvciva...
da vemsgavsebiT kanadur naZvebs _
gadaTovlili saxeebiT da TeTri TmebiT,
Cvens garSemo ki naZvebis tyea.
P.S. eZRvneba Cems naZvs,
erTaderT xes, romelic davrge da
isic maleve gaxma,
magram mainc Zalian miyvars.
erTi ambavi ornairad
* ucxo qalaqSi.
sarkis xufi exura
WuWyisferi wyliT mucelgaberil tbas.
arasdros mdgarxar erTi xelis gawvdenaze,
magram yovelTvis vpoulobdi Zalas,
xelebi Senamde damgrZeleboda...
Sen araferSi gWirdeboda Cemi xelebi,
marto sakuTari kedlebis CamoSla gtkioda.
geSinoda, sikvdils nangrevebSi ar gamoemwyvdie.
me ki ise mindoda gadarCena _
Cemic da Senic.
da gTxove:
_ erTxel mainc damiZaxe!
mere ra, rom ar gWirdebi!
ar damiZaxe...
ar gindoda...
albaT, ver SeZeli...
albaT, marto imaze fiqrobdi,
tbisTvis rogorRac sarkis xufi agexada
da Seni cxovreba mis WuWyisferi wyliT
gaberil mucelSi gadageZaxa.
ar exsneba-meTqi, am tbas xufi,
dedamiwaze arc erT tbas ar exsneba,
sul tyuilad cdilob,
literaturuli gazeTi
wulaia
uazrod CaZaxebul bgerebsac ukan amogZaxebs da
sakuTar Tavsac ukanve dagibrunebs-meTqi...
Znelia-meTqi, marto sakuTari Tavi geyos
da ise gadarCe.
vicodi, rom mec ar geyofodi,
magram mainc ase giTxari...
me mqonda gadarCenis Sansi _
gadavrCebodi, xeli erTxel mainc
rom gamogewodebina.
axla izam?
ukve gviania;
ratom daijere,
rom tbebs xufebi ar exdebaT...
Cemma frCxilebma imaze meti SeZles,
vidre megona... wylad viqeci.
siRrmeSi ar yofila iseTi binZuri,
rogoric zedapirze Canda.
ar megona, sikvdili aseTi Rrma Tu iqneboda.
guli dagwyda, rom iq aRar dagxvdi,
sadac sul gxvdebodi?!
ratom gegona, rom sul ase iqneboda?!.
me xom giTxari,
daeyrdeni-meTqi, Cems gabzarul Zvlebs,
rogorc yavarjnebs,
daeyrdeni-meTqi Tuki odnav mainc geimedeba,
daeyrdeni-meTqi, Tu ginda, rom gadavrCe.
ratom dagagvianda ase Zalian?..
*
sikvdili iyo imaze TeTri, vidre megona
da ar mominda gluv siTeTreSi Cumi sikvdili.
yvelaferi ki imiT daiwyo, rom gareT Tovda,
nagvis manqana ezideboda yinulis gvamebs,
Caxergil gzebze da yvela karTan Tovli eyara,
Cems nafexurebs mklavze ixvevda,
gzebs SemSral wamebs
ki daundoblad xvetavda da
caSi isroda.
qalaqi hgavda civ rZian yavas _
mwares, ugemurs.
SiSvel korpusebs alewavdnen qarebi sircxvils,
visac velodi, yvelam erTad daigviana
darabebidan vumzerdi sikvdils.
sikvdili iyo imaze TeTri, vidre megona.
ar gavyvebodi, ase rom ar dagegviana.
wiTeli WianWvelebi
* TiTqos, axali sicocxlis gadasxmas mipirebdnen.
pirvelad rom gamoCndnen,
12 wlis viyavi,
saxeze mowiTalo koplebi meyara
da Cumad vtirodi _
didi xnis unaxavi deda menatreboda.
mere Semrcxva, rom vitire
da movimizeze,
saWmels ver vWam,
roca lukmebs vylapav,
mTeli sxeuli mtkivdeba-meTqi.
eqimi moiyvanes
da Tqva eqimma:
`rogorc sxeuls gareT,
zustad ise yvavis SenSic
wiTeli yvavili~.
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sofo
da warmovidgine,
rom zustad im adgilas,
sadac yvelaze metad mtkioda,
wiTeli vardi nel-nela iwyebda gaSlas
da kidev ufro metad vTqvi uari Wamaze,
imis SiSiT, rom
nafxvenebi da nafSvnetebi
yumbarebiviT ar daxeTqeboda Tavze,
nangrevebSi ar moeyolebina Cemi yvavili.
marto wyals vsvamdi,
daWknobisgan rom gadamerCina.
da ramdenimedRiani SimSilobisa da
maRali sicxeebis Semdeg,
dedaCemis magivrad,
romelmac verafriT moaxerxa CemTan Camosvla,
isini mestumrnen _
wiTeli WianWvelebi.
Tvalgaxelils meZina da davinaxe,
rogor cdilobdnen Cems garSemo
TeTr sudaraze sisxlisferi wre SeekraT.
ise mindoda,
wasuliyvnen,
magram odnavac ar Cqarobdnen,
mere ki erTmaneTis miyolebiT Semolagdnen
Cems sxeulSi.
diliT onkanidan moSvebul wyals
movuyevi Cemi ucnauri ambavi.
moyolis dros Tvalebs dabla vxridi,
wiTeli WianWvelebis Sadrevani
rom gadmoyriliyo,
cviodnen kidec da foierverkiviT
naperwklebs yridnen niJaraze daxeTqebisas,
magram Zalian bevrni iyvnen
da wyalma verafriT gaiyola maTi simravle.
SemeZlo, mtkvrisTvis gameyolebina,
magram ver gavimete da davitove...
Tumca, im dRidan imdenad did xans
aRar gamosulan samalavidan,
sul damaviwyda maTi arseboba,
damaviwyda, CemSi zustad ise rom cxovrobdnen,
rogorc budeSi.
*
meorejer roca gamoCndnen,
ukve didi viyavi,
Cems Tavze da Cems cxovrebaze bevrad didi.
da vxedavdi,
rogor SfoTavdnen TavTan dakidebul wveTovanSi
maTi wiTeli sxeulebi,
bafTiani nemsis saSualebiT
isev CemSi SemoRwevas rom cdilobdnen,
da ise mindoda,
yvelasTvis momeyola CemSi samudamod Caleqili
da Cakiruli wiTeli WianWvelebis ambavi,
magram vicodi,
aravin daijerebda,
amitom samudamod dasadumeblad
piri maTi agurisferi sxeulakebiT amoviqole.
da im dRidan marto imas vyvebi,
risi dajerebis Zalac SemrCa
da jer kidev aqvT Cems garSemo myof adamianebs,
amitom yovel dRe marto imaze vyvebi,
rogor miyvarda
da rogor ar vuyvardi,
rogor menatreboda
da rogor ar venatrebodi,
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literaturuli gazeTi poezia 9
rogor damtova giorgi kaxiSvili
da rogor ar mindoda, davetovebine,
rogor daviRale *** ase mkiTxe: `rad ars
da rogor ar mindoda, davRliliyavi, `Seni sityvebi hgvanan meomrebs...~ qveynad boroti?~
rogor metkina Tamaz baZaRua da daemCna Radars
da rogor ar mindoda mtkenoda... cremli orobiT.
da xSirad vambob: `Cemi sityvebi hgvanan meomrebs~ _
_ ar arseboben wiTeli WianWvelebi! vyviri da xmas ver vawvden Senamde. gipasuxe: `gTrgunavs
arada, xom vici, rom arseboben, aha, yvrilmani, aha, meore, Cemi sidide,
marTla arseboben ijere guli, xeli SemarTe. mcire didSi mtrulad
da yovelTvis iarsebeben,
fexs ver ikidebs.
ubralod damaviwyda, Tqvi, rac gindodes da moaTave
rogor unda davinaxo, dacema cudi znisken kargidan, mcirem unda zidos
imitom, rom axla ise var oRond nu ityvi, rom Seni Tavi
da iseTi var, Tavis simcire.
leqsebis weram damakargvina!..
marto frCxilebze koxtad wasmuli `×Üñéí áíôé ÷Üñéôïò~
sisxlisferi laqis ase vici me
da tuCebze Txlad gadasmuli ***
Jolosferi pomadis danaxva SemiZlia. da Tumc gamogzarde,
me dagkarge sulaxlo da sulmnaTi,
gaqra ricxvic mnaxvelTa da naxulTa Tumc dagaqale
da oTaxSi Cveni fotosuraTi da Tumc SiSis zarze
*** Cemi wasvlis mizeziviT gaxunda. aRar kankaleb,
sasamarTlo darbazis viwro mosacdelSi
gverdigverd sxedan misi Svilebi aRar ismis arsaidan kamaTi Tumc ganaxe ricxvi
da daZaxebas elian. Cveni saqmis dReniadag gamrCevTa... briyvul `izmebis~,
ician, rasac hkiTxaven, Cems majaze Seni majis saaTi, Sen Tvinier risxvis
isic ician, ra unda Tqvan yvelas winaSe: avismomaswavebelad gaCerda. ar ra miZRveni~.
rom mama ar svams,
saerTod ar svams gverdiT mrCeba nicSe,
da arasdros upoviaT sayinuleSi merayife kanti, huserli
Sesvenebuli aryis boTlebi, da trialebs isev
zogjer rom erTmaneTis miyolebiT feTqdeboda... ratomRac gvian SevniSe, rom ca es karuseli:
mere karaqs, Zexvsa da qaTams gaSra da mainc wvima movida.
momwaro gemo dahkravda rTulia, qalis guli wyvets roca, imedebiT awmyo
da xSirad yinulze, romeli erTi mZleobs oridan... ar momeaxla.
xanac meTlaxze
yoveli dRe mamxobs
yinulmWreli gemebiviT dasrialebdnen rTulia... vambob da merayifes,
sxvadasxva zomis SuSis naWrebi... da mSobs xelaxla.
Suris TvalebiT vucqer Soridan
mere hkiTxaven:
da gaxelebul tkivils ayefebs
vis airCeven _
wvima, romelic Tvalze movida. ***
dedas Tu mamas?..
deda Zalian lamazia, eZiebdi da kidec Svenodi
axlaxan naxes, sivrces cremlian navsayudarTa.
***
mis ferad kabebs jer kidev SerCa warsulis saxe, axla ki, roca leqss wer SenobiT,
Tumca ukadri saqme ikadre,
warsulis, an RmerTs mimarTav, an sakuTar Tavs.
romliTac yvela zRvari uqmdeba,
wasvliT rom damTavrda.
ar gaqvs ufleba aRar giyvarde,
ratom wavida, ar icodnen bavSvebma, daiwyo, tkivils tkivili mihyva,
aRar gaxsovde _ ar gaqvs ufleba!
magram is ki icodnen, gaqra samyaros mkrTali silurje...
rom im dRidan maT arc erT ambavs banze agigdes swored is sityva,
ros me sinanuls Rameebs vuTev
mamis gareSe ar Cauvlia... sulSi rom mxolod erTxel iunjebs.
usasoebo, mZime, usaxo,
ar momxdara araferi mamis gareSe...
rogor axerxeb bednier wuTebs
amitom mamas gemarTlebodnen: `Tu poeti xar,
daviwyebaSi gadauZaxo?..
warsulis gemo ki ara aqvs, Tu sxvaze `erTi cremliT meti xar~
mama awmyoa. Tu codvilTa apologeti xar _
da swored am dros, oriod sityviT: _ Tuki RmerTi xar
***
roca Svilebi
cisiurobas ciur iTavseb,
mosacdelSi elian pasuxs,
yvela naTelze naTlad ielveb. Camodi Seni kuTvnili jvridan,
is sasamarTlo darbazSi zis,
Sen gtanjavs Seni sulis sisavse, Camodi, Tu gsurs, rom giwamos sxvam~,
TiTebs awvalebs,
Tan ismens, me _ Cemi sulis sicariele magram rTuli gzis Zieba grjida
rogor anakuweben da ar isurve jvridan Camosvla.
da wvensawurSi atareben mis cxovrebas, da mimovdivar mZime ieriT,
Cavlils, nawamebs... mimomaqvs suli yru da bogano. suls ki Wriloba ver mouSuSe:
esmis, rom yveba mezoblis qali: Sen mavseb, me ki sicarieliT xedavdi sfinqsebs, pirquS gorgonebs
`bavSvobidan keTili iyo madlis wil madli rogor mogago? da Seni sulis maRal ufskrulSi
da roca xalxi puris rigSi warbSeuxrelad moigolgoTe.
taloniT xelSi erTmaneTsac nel-nela Wamda,
Cumad idga da yvelas Tavis adgils uTmobda... arurus eZiebdi da kidec Svenodi
da roca bolo midioda, ar iyo puri sivrces cremlian navsayudarTa.
da saxlSi CamouWreli talonebiT savse CanTa Rame sasTumlad daekal-narobs, axla ki, roca leqss wer SenobiT,
mihqonda mxolod... Sors vxedav varskvlavs, ferdebCamoTlils. Tan RmerTs mimarTav,
da rogorc mamac, mzrunvelia, amqveynad imden raimes vnanob,
Tan sakuTar Tavs.
marto zrdis Svilebs~... survili mqondes,
ismens... verc ki CamovTvli.
Tan xedavs _ ***
rogor cviva TviTmfrinavidan bavSvebis wvima, Seni evnoec sxva gzebiT midis
Tumca ar mqonda arasdros SiSi
tyviebs esvrian da eWireba suls codvis qanCi...
miTxari, rogor Sevundo sindiss, moiraTa da SorsmoisarTa,
da erTmaneTis miyolebiT alageben
rom Sens TeTr sulze Sav laqad davrCi?! verc ki SevniSne, sikvdilze fiqrSi
viwro darbazSi sisxlian gvamebs,
sikvdili ise amoizarda.
da eZebs kibes,
rom miadgas TviTmfrinavamde ramdeni sevda-dardi dagrCa guls,
viT daiTmenda amdens sxva guli? moiraTa da SorsmoisarTa
da yvela kibes safexurebi moxuci qalis
kbilebiviT Camtvreuli aqvs... Segibralebdi, magram daCagruls Tumca ar mqonda arasdros SiSi,
da ise unda, ver Segibralebs ufro Cagruli... sofelma Wiri Wirs momisarTa
yvela gaCumdes, da damamCnia aryofnis niSi.
yvela gaCerdes... ar moaxuro TeTr suls faraja,
yvela dadumdes... gauRe guli miRmur dReobebs.
TviTon mivides bavSvebTan da xmamaRla uTxras: vin icis, bedma sworad gansaja, ***
`sisxli gubdeba, ros dagvacila erTimeores. me daganaxe varskvlavTa cvena
magram male wamova Tovli, nestanis cxrave zecis gadaRma.
gvamebs dafaravs... Sen gagaoca, rom Cemma cremlma
ki aRar gavxarT Cems xelSi movlils, superbia uflis naweri bedi gadRabna,
magram me sanam davamarcxeb sikvdilis aCrdils,
es saxli Cvenia, imedebiT awmyo magram vgrZnob, vidre tkivilebs moSlis
es saxli Tqvenia, ar momeaxla. gulwrfeli cremliT gulwrfeli krZalva,
nu waxvalT, yoveli dRe mamxobs binas damidebs odindel TovlSi
darCiT...~ da mSobs xelaxla. preodindeli tkivilis Zala.
10 proza
debiuti
Tamar
mamardaSvili
Sinaur mRvdels Sendoba ara aqv-
so _ ityoda dedaCemi da Tavis damza-
debul zeiTunis malamos damidebda
sarkesTan, darwmunebuli imaSi, rom
mainc ar gamoviyenebdi da ZviradRire-
bul kremebs viyiddi.
dedaCemi zeiTunis malamos amza-
debda im Rames, mamaCemze gaTxoveba
rom aukrZales Zmebma _ xelis saTx-
ovnelad misuls gacrecili perangis
sayelosTan nakluli Rili da mis nacv-
lad damagrebuli qinZisTavi SeniSnes
Turme.
dedaCemi zeiTunis malamos amza-
debda mZime oTxmocdaaTianebSi. mTe-
li bavSvoba keramikis jamis xma mesmo-
da RamRamobiT, Sig ingredientebs aza-
vebda da erTian masad aqcevda, diliT
ki ramdenime cals CanTaSi eqTnis
xalaTTan erTad debda da saavadmyo-
foSi uTenia gaiqceoda. marTalia,
malamos SuSebs mezobel-Tanam-
Sromel-nacnobebSi minimaluri moge-
biT hyidda, Tumca imdens ki axerxebda,
kviraSi erTxel xorcis wvniani moemza-
debina CvenTvis.
dedaCemi zeiTunis malamos maSi-
nac amzadebda, me da Cemi Zma studen-
tebi rom gavxdiT. me yovelTvis meri-
deboda fulis Txovna, bolo TeTram-
de rom gamomeleoda, maSin vTxovdi
Cveulebrivze ufro dabali toniT da
sityvebis ylapviT, Cemi Zma ki yelSi
akocebda, Tvals Caukravda eS-
makurad da gasvlis dros misi nebar-
TviT telefonis wignakidan gamoaZ-
vrenda malamoebSi aRebul kupiurebs.
goliaTuri, TiTometriani nabijebiT
gaemarTeboda gasasvlelisken, kar-
Tan SeCerdeboda, kupiurebs zemoT
aswevda da gamogvZaxebda, cotac da
fufunebaSi gacxovrebT, gogoneboo.
dedaCemi karis kidemde gaayolebda
Tvals, mere Tavs moabrunebda, xelis
gulze daayrdnobda da ramdenime
wuTi amoCemebul wertils miaSter-
deboda, vuyurebdi da verasdros vbe-
davdi, mekiTxa, ras fiqrobda am
dros. mere tuCis kuTxeebis SeumCeve-
li moZraobiTa da mozomili Ri-
literaturuli gazeTi
zeiTunis
malamo
miliT gaiRimebda da saqmes daubrun-
deboda.
dedaCemi zeiTunis malamoebis
damzadebiT exmareboda Cems Zmas cis-
feri ocdaoTxis SesaZeni fulis mo-
grovebaSi da ambobda, aucileblad
gvWirdeba ojaxs erTi jabaxanao.
oTxmocdaTxuTmetSi Cemi Zma gudau-
ris gzaze avtokatastrofaSi daiRupa,
dedaCemma ki isteriuli tempiT ganagr-
Zo malamoebis damzadeba. daisvene,
deda, zeiTunis malamo ver gagvicocx-
lebs beqas-meTqi rom vuTxari, gaixse-
na, beqas sikvdilis mere samzareuloSi
misi nasadilevi sufra rom daxvedria
aulagebeli, TefSis kideze darCenili
yvelis naWriTa da missave kbilebis
formadamCneuli, CakbeCili kitriT. im
RamiT pirvelad erTad davamzadeT
zeiTunis malamo me da dedaCemma, or-
mocdaaTamde SuSa gavavseT dilamde.
me rom sxva qalaqSi gadamiyvanes sa-
muSaod, arc mere Seuwyvetia malamos
damzadeba. TveSi erTxel migzavnida
pomidvris mwnilTan da Sindis mura-
basTan erTad, miuxedavad imisa, ico-
da, maRali xelfasiT Segulianebuli
Zvirian kosmetikas vetanebodi da
arasdros viyenebdi mis malamos...
sami weli gavida, rac dedaCemi zei-
Tunis malamos aRar amzadebs da me jer
kidev vinaxav SemorCenils patara SuS-
aSi, metic, yovelTvis viyeneb, roca
rame mtkiva. kargad vici, rom mas mx-
olod garegani efeqti aqvs da ar Sei-
Zleba, natkeni guli an uimedo
monatreba gagiyuCos. an rogor Sei-
Zleba, zeiTunis malamom amogivsos
Rrma, ucnob kuTxeebSi damaluli si-
carieleebi dawolidan daZinebamde
Camowolili mdumarebis dros rom
agewveba da Tavs Segaxsenebs. verc daR-
las dagiamebs zeiTunis malamo, saku-
Tar TavTan brZoliT an Tundac mar-
toobiT gamowveul daRlas, Tumca me
mainc mjera da gamozogviT vizel gu-
lis areSi dedaCemis malamos im rw-
meniT, rom SeuZlebelia, dedebi ise
kvdebodnen, rame xilul an uxilav nu-
geSs ar utovebdnen Svilebs.
debiuti
guro daviTliZe
sapoJniki
gindac diRmeli sapoJniki iyavi da
gindac qarTveli robert de niro,
mainc ar giReben kinoSi. eeeegec Seni
kinostudia. arada, kino magra mevase-
ba, tipebi ro iCiTebian da su ro qinZze
kidiaT, romeli mxridan jobia, daiw-
yo am tuflis Semokereba. bavSvobaSi,
meTqi, is unda gamovide _ msaxiobi.
mamaCemsac davyavdi kursebze da wree-
bze. hoda, iq erTi maswavlebeli myav-
da, malxaza. vijeqi am malxazasTan er-
Tad da mavarjiSebda raRacebSi. xan
magida viyavi da xan kartofili,
oRond iseTi, ro ifrcqvneba da pirve-
lad ro miTxra eg, vuyureb, meTqi, eee,
malxaz, mara midio, SenTviso, Tore me
ras miyureb, kinoSic miRebdnen da Te-
atrSico, afxazeTamdeo. da mec vide-
qi da vifrcqvnebodi da Tan vuyureb-
di am malxazs da arc ecineboda, ara-
da, magis win videqi viRac Cemis sa-
poJnikis Svili da vifrcqvnebodi. es
malxaza kide kventina iyo imena.
aba, Cem dros sad iyo iuTubebi da
ambebi. daviTrevdi kasetebs da Se-
vujlagunebdi xolme samsungis vide-
oSi. vijeqi mere mTeli dReebi dagle-
jil xaliCaze da vuyurebdi am kinoebs.
magari filmebi CiTavda, amerikulebi.
raRac axvari kerasinka medga gverdze,
ki yarda, mara asworebda, Tbiloda da
me kide kinos vuyurebdi da msaxioboba
mindoda magrad. mere mamaCemi gaxda
cudad. patara viyavi ra, zustad ra
maxsovs ramxela, rodis eg iyo. hoda,
Cawva es mamaCemi da mec ra meqna, veRar
davdiodi am malxazisTan, sad iyo mag-
is fuli. ki miTxra, iare iseo, Svilivi-
To, mara, meTqi, eee, malxaz, patara ki
var, mara ise ara, ojaxi-meTqi _ kaciv-
iT. hoda, avdeqi da Cavedi am mamaCemis
butkaSi.
erTxel saRamoa ra, Sebnelda ukve
da me kide mTeli dRea, vkerav. gemebiv-
iT tufli gaaZro viRac somexma, or-
mocda bolo da gadaxsnilia. meTqi,
iome, bliad da mag tufls vukerav ra
am Cemisas da ucbad ametira, to, Tan
xmamaRla, ver vCerdebi. Cavrge Tavi da
vqviTineb sakaifod. Cem saxlTan iqve
kinostudiaa, avuvli xolme da
vuyureb, Tan vCerdebi da ise. magari
Senobaa, lamazi da am magar SenobaSi
CiTaven tipebi, msaxiobebi, magar zman-
ze iCiTebian xolme, minaxavs. hoda, gam-
axsenda eg kinostudia da ametira,
CemTvis ra, ucbad. sevda ro mogawveba
reskad xolme, mag ambavSi.
malxaza bolos didubis xidze Semx-
vda. magari galewili iyo, Zlivs
modioda da ro daminaxa, ise gauxar-
da, lamis paltodan amoxta. Camexuta
da mzasavs da mzasavs. vfiqrob, exla,
meTqi, avartya idayvi, mara guliT mex-
uteba, to, raRacnairad, SviliviT.
hoda, wamodio, ludi davlioTo,
momenatreo, momiyevi, ras Svebi, ras
akeTebo da ver gavutexe _ gavyevi.
xids ro gadaxval, erTi zaviZeniaa da
iq SevediT. ras SeWamo, arafers-meTqi,
mara xinkali SeukveTa da ludi. aba, ras
saqmianobo, ramdeni xania, ar minaxixa-
ro da rogorc xdeba xolme dakiTxve-
bi. mec ra unda meTqva, mamaCemi rac Caw-
va, butkidan ar gamovsulvar-meTqi,
Sustrad. eeeo _ amoioxra.
vsxedvarT am zaviZeniaSi da vba-
zrobT, xan ras miyveba, xan _ ras, mec
davlie ra da Sevedi gradusSi, mere
arayic davamateT da vbazrobT al-
Tadan balTamde. hoda, es zis da Tavis
gonkebSia, erTi Svidjer itira, xan
naRmze afeTqebuli brati gaaxsenda,
xan wamliT dabredili Svili, xan bavS-
voba. bolos Teatris ambebs ixsenebda,
kai iyoo, taSs gvikravdneno, bedniere-
bi viyaviTo, yvelanio. Cven droso, bev-
26 aprili - 9 maisi 2019
ri araferi ar iyoo, gvSiodao, gvw-
yurodao, mara bednierebi viyaviTo.
omamde, omamde yvela bednierebi
viyaviTo.
iqidan gvian gamovediT. es iseTi
mTvrali iyo, meTqi, gavacileb, da, Zmu-
rado, fexiT wavideT maSino da wavediT
fexiT. Seno unda geTamaSa kinoSio, mo-
nacemebio, isao, esao, rogorc ician
xolme, fexburTelebis ar iyos. pros-
ta, cxovrebao ra, mosuliyavi, ra iqne-
boda, xo giTxario da bazrobs ra,
TavisTvis, ar velaparakebi, CemTvis
mivdivar, fiqrebSi. mivacile saxlam-
de, Camexuta magrad da ki wamovedi;
hoda, eg iyo ra, magis mere aRarc Semx-
vedria malxaza. eeegec Seni kinostu-
diaa _ vfiqrobdi gzaSi.
erTxel skolidan movdivar, levan-
am axali kaseta gamiZro da erTi suli
mqonda, rodis Cavujdebodi. hoda,
tyesTan rom gadavuxvie, nikuSa da wope
gaiCiTnen, weboiani celofnis parkebiT
da Semoiwieo _ miTxres. mec Sevedi da
zdarovao _ Tan sunTqaven am webos da,
meTqi, zdarovaT. gavigeT, levanas ax-
ali kaseta upadarkia da eg kaseta Cven
ufro gvWirdeba, vidre Seno. majaxes
egreve da, meTqi, gamoeqaneT _ mec va-
jaxe. da ki mwyvita am Cemisam, wopem, da
daveci da mirtyamen oriveni, prosta,
es CanTa Caxutebuli maq gulSi, ro ar
wamarTvan. kaseta medo SigniT da vi-
Rac bebom ro daikivla, ki motydnen.
damrCa kaseta, sisxliani cxviri da
Calurjebuli Tvali. mamaCems kide
vuTxari, ragbi viTamaSe-meTqi. iseTi
saxiT Semomxeda, vis abolebo, cxovre-
baSi ragbi ar giTamaSiao, Se Cemisao.
prosta, araferi miTxra ra, mixvda.
hoda, vijeqi mTeli Rame da
vuyurebdi am kasetas. „erTxel
amerikaSi~ roa, magas. ro morCa es kino,
pirvelad, to, avdeqi da saxlSi pat-
ara xatebis kuTxe ro gvqonda, iq mive-
di, bavSvi var ra da meTqi, RmerTo, ai,
Tu giyvarvar da ravi, rogorc ician
xolme ra, aRar maxsovs, meTqi, msaxio-
bi gamxade, amerikaSi wamiyvane da mere
yvelafers Segisruleb-meTqi da viwer
am pirjvars da vloculob. mindoda
ra, msaxioboba.
cud dros gaviCiTe ra _ magas
vfiqrobdi mere. ai, cota adre ro
gavCiTuliyavi am ubanSi an mament
cota gvian, SeiZleba kinoSic meTamaSa.
an mamaCemi ro ar Cawoliliyo da an
kide al paCino ro vyofiliyavi egreve.
prosta, bedia ra, raRacnairi murta-
li. erTxel malxazam miTxra, midi da
adamiani iyavio _ meTqi, aba, romeli
is me mnaxe? mara ara, iyavio. hoda, davd-
eqi da miveyude am kedels ToxiviT, ver
vinZrevi. meTqi, ee, malxaz, dagenZra,
daberdi-meTqi da miyurebs, miyurebs
da miRimis ukraineli naSasaviT. mere
gatrialda da gavida oTaxidan. hoda,
kino ro maxsendeba, malxazac maxsen-
deba xolme. malxaza ro maxsendeba, es
ambavi amotivtivdeba xolme dabre-
dili TevziviT zedapirze da mere men-
Zreva. metireba xolme. midi da iTamaSe,
Tu kaci xar, adamiani.
eeegec Seni kinostudia. cud dros
ro daibadebi, eg ambavia, Tore al pa-
Cino vin Cemi isaa. iqneb vinmem gada-
miRos kinoSi. isini kide maxsovs, malx-
azam ro maswavla, ar damviwyebia, xan-
daxan saxlSi ro momenatreba, vakeTeb
xolme raRacebs sarkesTan. Cem butkas
Tu Cauvlian, ki moewonebaT _ raRac-
nairia, Zveleburi. hoda, Tu sapoJni-
kis gadaReba moundebaT, gadamiRon.
eeeeee, neta iq ara gqondes Sena, ha?
gagimarjos, bratan! marto Zirze? sami
lari, or saaTSi moakiTxe. eeegec Seni
kinostudia.
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debiuti
ocdaxuTi wlisa iyo daTa, guri-
idan qali rom Camoiyvana. daTasTvis
mxolod ZmaRa SeerCina cxovrebas. mama
TanamoZmeebTan erTad qerCis miwaSi
dampaliyo, deda martoxelobas jer
daeavadmyofebina, daepataravebina da
mere ki sruliad axlgazrdisTvis mo-
eRo bolo.
roma, daTas Zma, durgali iyo _
gamudmebiT xelsawyoebi moemarjvebi-
na da raRacas ukakunebda. daTa rom
ucxo qalTan erTad ezoSi Semosuli
dainaxa, saqmes Tavi daaneba, gaReRili
perangi Seikra, dakapiwebuli saxeloe-
bi CamouSva, mere marjvena mklaviT Sub-
lze ofli moiwminda da maTken gaemar-
Ta. romam da qalma erTmaneTs Sexedes.
_ Camovedi, biWo! rogora xar? _
moikiTxa daTam Zma.
romam da qalma kvlav Sexedes erT-
maneTs. daTam Tavlisken gaswia. iqidan
romas moxdenili, WkvianTvaleba fa-
Sati gamoiyvana, Seukazmavad moaxta
zurgze da gaaWena. es iyo da es _ mama-
papiseul saxlSi, romasTan, daTas fexi
aRar miudgams, biZiseul qoxSi daido
bina.
mere, rogorc xdeba xolme, Zmebs
sixarulic bevri SexvdaT da mwuxare-
bac, Wiric gamoiares da lxinic, ma-
gram, aba, axla vinRa mosTvlis, rome-
li ufro meti iyo, sixarulis cremli
sWarbobda Tu mwuxarebisa. sikvdilic
ase cxovrebasaviT Cveulebrivad mov-
ida. erTi soflis or ubanSi ori Zma
kvdeboda. sneulebas orive loginad
Caegdo. Zmebi kvdebodnen SvilebiT,
SviliSvilebiT, rZal-siZeebiT
garSemoxveulebi (colebi adreve dae-
marxaT), magram erTmaneTis umZraxad
da erTmaneTze mofiqralni.
***
biWebi erTxel saTevzaod wavidnen.
daTa, rogorc soflis kacebs sCvevi-
aT, yvela saqmeze walds daaTrevda.
waldi ankesi ar iyo, arc satyuara da
sagzlad ver SeWamdi, magram daTa
windaxeduli iyo. saTevzao adgilebi
mdinaridan gadmovardnil gubeebs
warmoadgenda. Zlieri mdinare iyo da
adidebac Zlieri icoda, karga did
adgils tboravda xolme. mere es adg-
ilebi axal sicocxles iwyebda. xe-buC-
qi izrdeboda, nadiri da frinveli
ibudebda, gvelic bevri icoda am adg-
ilebSi. waldi ki sworedac rom ga-
mogadgeboda _ an Semocurebul gv-
els gadaWridi Suaze an bardebs gakaf-
avdi da tbors ukeTesad miudgebodi.
aseTi rameebi daTam icoda. roma sxva
iyo. gauval buCqnarSi rom Cagegdo an
tyeSi SeSis mosatanad wasuls mgeli
gamovardnoda, maSin ki moaxerxebda
waldisa Tu culis gamoyenebas, magram
winaswar verasdros ifiqrebda, saT-
evzaod mivdivar da an mgeli ar gamo-
mivardes gzaze an buCqnarSi ar gavix-
larToo.
saRamo iyo, biWebi saxlSi rom brun-
debodnen. wurikas, erT gamxdar da
Worflian biWs, yvelaze meti Tevzi
daeWira da sxvebi amasxrebdnen _ ege,
guldagul locvam ra iciso. wurika
ar brazdeboda, icoda, biWebs TeTri
Surisgan mosdiodaT es da guli ufro
siamayiT evseboda, yvelaze fxiani rom
gamomdgariyo dRevandel TevzaobaSi.
tborebis gadasaxvevidan mTavar gza-
ze viwro biliki gamodioda, gverdiT
ki patara ru Caudioda, Caliani. aq bi-
Webi Seisvenebdnen xolme, xel-pirs
daibandnen da gzas gaagrZelebdnen.
axlac ase moiqcnen, rusTan Caimuxles.
daTas waldi gverdiT moedo. roma rom
miuaxlovda da wylisken daixara,
daTam Zmas ucnaurad Sexeda. adre ase-
Ti ram arasdros damarTia. roma wyal-
Tan Cacucquliyo da xel-pirs ibanda,
„katasaviT~ _ es aqauri sityva Seesa-
bameboda. am dros ifiqra daTam, Zmur
siyvaruls rom amboben _ es ucnauri
grZnoba unda iyoso. mTel am biWebSi
yvelaze susti, yvelaze ucnauri da
Taviseburi, yvelaze cudi meTevze da
moCxubari, yvelaze naklebad Sesaf-
literaturuli gazeTi
erisi sofluri cxovrebisTvis _ roma
_ misi Zma iyo da misi gulisTvis cecx-
lSi Cadgeboda, wyals gahyveboda,
qvesknelSi Cavidoda da saiqiosac ga-
daswvdeboda.
roma am fiqrebs ver gaigebda da arc
daTas Semoxedva daunaxavs, Cakuntu-
liyo da saxeze wyals isxamda. wyalSi
ise hyofda xelebs, TiTqos eSinia, rame
ar vatkinoo.
daTa ukve mTavar gzaze idga. qve-
modan kolmeurneobis manqana mobRuo-
da. kolmeurneobisa ki erqva, magram
nesvikoliasi iyo, roca undoda da sa-
dac undoda iq dadioda am manqaniT.
axlac fermidan modioda. iq erT calx-
ela mwyemsTan Zmakacobda, dakravdnen
sam-sams da mere kolia saxlSi midio-
da. colma magisi zne icoda. icoda da
mainc erTsa da imaves eubneboda _ ra
aRar dagadga saSveli, riT ver gaZRa
Seni muceli, xo ar dagaviwyda,
kolmeurneobis manqana roao; koliac
amiran basilaSvili
Zmebi
yovelTvis erTsa da imaves pasuxobda
_ erTi Senic da erTi kolmeurneo-
bisaco.
gzis piras Camwkrivebul biWebs man-
qana uaxlovdeboda. Zia kolas gaaC-
erebdnen da Zaraze Sextebodnen. daTa
da roma ki kabinaSi Casxdebodnen. nes-
vikolias uyvarda es biWebi. „me da
mamaTqveni klaselebi viyaviT~ _ ity-
oda xolme da xan ras gaixsenebda bi-
Wobisas da xan _ ras.
„sicocxle sabWoTa kavSiris
saamayo Svilebs~ _ ase esalmeboda
kola biWebs da es tradicia arc axla
daurRvevia. biWebma Zaraze asvla rom
daiwyes, daTam miixeda da roma gver-
diT ar edga, arc Zaraze Canda. Calian-
isken dafeTebuli gaiqca. roma iq dax-
vda. dabla egdo da tkivilisgan ik-
runCxeboda. raRacnairad fexi das-
cureboda da zurgi waldis pirisTvis
daekra. sisxli TqrialiT mosdioda,
daTam sibneleSi ver dainaxa, magram
romas wamoyenebisas igrZno, raRac
Tbili rogor esxmeboda sxeulze.
roma Zaraze daawvines. daTa TavTan
daudga. dRes sxva biWebi Casxdnen ka-
binaSi. roma TandaTan uklebda kvnesas,
Cumdeboda da umoZrao xdeboda. ko-
liam manqana pirdapir iozeba eqimis
saxlTan miayena. romas goneba daekar-
ga. „filtvs cota acdenila, gadarCe-
nilia~ _ Tqva iozeba eqimma. cota xnis
mere daTas miubrunda da uTxra: „de-
daSenTan jer me gadaval da yvelafers
movuyvebi, xval ki ukve romasac saxl-
Si gagatanT, dRes aq iyos. marTalia,
Cem garda sxva kacs es saxli ver guobs,
magram erTi dRiT rogorme aitans~. kai
kaci iyo iozeba eqimi. coli hyavda da
oTxi gogo. biWebis keTeba ver viswav-
leo _ uyvarda xolme Tqma.
ra jandabad mindoda waldi, saxl-
Si ver davagde?! kinaRam gaubedure-
bul dedaCems Svili movukali da
TvaliT veRar davenaxvebio _ fiqrob-
da sakuTari soflidan wamosuli da
sxva soflis gzas damdgari daTa. erT
mewisqviles daudga damxmared. im asak-
Si iyo, roca aRar ici, Rone sad waiRo.
daTac fqvilisa da RerRilis tomrebs
sul sixaruliT daarbeninebda.
mewisqvile qosa kaci iyo, daTa vaJkac-
ad moswonda da Tavisi koxta
Sesaxedaobis, magram cota dagvajuli
gogos qmrad fiqrobda. daTas jer
ameebze fiqri ar SeeZlo. Zveli raRa-
cebi hqonda dasaviwyebeli.
daTa ki cdilobda daviwyebas, ma-
gram am erT muWa qveyanaSi gana es Sesa-
Zlebelia? Tanac, Tu imisgan arc ise
Sors wasulxar, risi daviwyebac ginda.
ori weli gasuliyo im ambidan. Se-
modgoma iyo. rTvels kargad Caevlo
da axla ukve Rvinos ayenebdnen. sof-
lebSi iseTi surneli idga, iqaur Zli-
er Rvinos uCvev kacs, SeiZleba fexic
ki areoda did xans rom evlo aqeT-
iqiT. daTa wisqvilSi iyo. viRacas
virze tomara gadaekidebina da
wisqvilisken modioda. roma iyo. daTam
mosveneba dakarga, awrialda da mx-
olod is moifiqra, wisqvilidan ga-
paruliyo.
Zmoba ra aris? gana aseTi advilia
misi daviwyeba? daTas egona maSin, iq,
CalianSi Camjdars, Zmuri siyvarulis
arsi gavigeo, gaigo ro namdvilad? man
mxolod aRmoaCina es grZnoba, ufro
sworad, saxeli miusadaga, magram misi
siZlierisa jer veraferi ecodinebo-
da. ki ambobda, amas vizam, imas vizamo,
magram, ha, iq ar viyaviT? erTma waldma
yvelaferi aria.
ratom wamovida saxlidan? ratom
miatova deda da Zma? imitom, rom bal-
Ri iyo da suleli. sisuleliT mouvi-
da. age, qosa mewisqviles Zmam, didi xnis
win, simTvraleSi, yuri waaTala da
dRemde wuxs amis gamo. „me ro maSin
mZRneri vWame, magas rogor gamovas-
woreb, magram am dampal qveyanaze an me
rogor vicxovro uZmod, an Cems Zmas
rogor gavatarebino wuTisofeli uCe-
mod~ _ uTxra erTxel daTas.
***
„yvela imas iZaxoda da mec im azrisa
viyavi, roma ucnauriao, magram mec
kargi ucnauri viyavi~ _ ase fiqrobda
sikvdilsmiaxloebuli daTa. guriidan
rom qali mohyavda, marTla TavisTvis
undoda? qali gamxdari iyo, sifrifa-
na, zamTris dilas hgavda, raRac araam-
qveyniuri siwynare rom axlavs Tan, da
axali Tovlis suni hqonda. Sexeda Tu
ara, maSinve mixvda, rom aseTi qali
romas ufro Seefereboda, vidre Tvi-
Ton. wlebis win, Zalian didi xnis win,
am gamxdar gogosTan erTad romas rom
miadga da imaT erTmaneTs Sexedes, ara,
mainc ra grZnoba iyo, erTi SexedviT
mosuli. daTa iman gaabraza, marTali
rom aRmoCnda, alRom rom ar moatyua.
qalTan erTad amxela gza gamoevlo,
sofelSi Camoeyvana da qalic iseTi
ucnauri aRmoCeniliyo, rogoric
Tavisi Zma. romam, araferi rom ar ga-
mosdioda xelidan da verafers abam-
da Tavs, marTla durgali ki ar iyo,
durglobda, qals erTxel Sexeda da
yvelaferi Tavis adgilas daalaga,
mTeli Tavisi da daTas cxovreba. ami-
tom eca daTa Tavlas gulmosuli da
romas cxeni waiyvana _ qali Sena, cxe-
ni meo.
***
sikvdiliT advilad mokvdnen. didx-
ans ar uavadmyofiaT. daiZines da veR-
ar gaiRviZes. qelexic calke gaukeTes
Svilebma. aba, erTad ranairado _
orives Svilebi am azrze idgnen. safla-
vebze rkinis trafaretebi dadges da
TeTri saRebaviT saxelebi da TariRe-
bi daaweres.
warwerebs drodadro Svilebi,
SviliSvilebi da SvilTaSvilebi ga-
naaxleben. mere ki daTac da romac up-
atrono mkvdrebad iqcevian. rkinis
trafaretebs aiReben maTi saflave-
bidan da sxvebis saxelebsa da TariRebs
daaweren da sxvebis saflavze dadga-
men. im saflavebzec es trafaretebi
droebiT darCeba. mere ki isev Tavidan
daiwyeba Zmobis, upatrono mkvdrebis,
usaxelo saflavebisa da rkinis Jang-
moreuli trafaretebis ambavi...
proza 11
madona gvexiZe
fericvaleba
dasasruli
mimixvda, mainteresebda, mitovebu-
li hqonda Tu ara eklesia, rogorc
mrevls.
ara, ar mimitovebia.
aq veRar davetie ubralodo.
RmerTi sxvagan vipoveo.
da dRes-meTqi...
dRes fericvalebaao.
Seno, miTxra bolos.
aq meored var-meTqi.
damemSvidoba.
mindoda, mesaubra, magram mZimed
iyo didad.
wamovedi.
gzad isev taZari unda gamevlo.
ezoSi Seviare, iq isev ireoda xalxi.
SigniT Sevedi.
elda meca...
megona, aqamde brma viyavi da axla
am ymawvilis wyalobiT damibrunda xe-
dva.
erTi wlis win sxva iyo-meTqi.
qristes Sevxede.
gaWvartluli ZlivsRa mimzerda.
avtirdi...
qriste, ra dagmarTes-meTqi.
pasuxi ver gamca, mxolod didi
wyliani TvalebiT mimzerda da TiTqos
kvamlisgan axlac ewvoda _ lamisaa
didi gorgali moswydes da wyarod dae-
dinos kedels...
RmerTo, Seni xelTuqmneli Tvale-
bi adamianTa ugunurebiT axla crem-
liT iyo savse.
qriste, ra dagiSaves-meTqi?!
isev dumda...
qriste magaliTi iyo im Seuracxmy-
ofel wuTebSic ki Cveni.
sakurTxevlidan xmauri gaisma.
SemeSinda.
Semdeg deda RvTisas Sevxede.
igi im wams Svilze metad sabralod
momeCvena.
deda, deda, deda RvTisa!
Senc-meTqi?
isic dumda... TiTqos is Wvartli
axla misTvis msubuqi iyo yovelive imis
mere, rac gavakeTeT.
da gamaxsenda wuxel is Savi feri
caze, Savi mgloviare zeca.
mgloviare dedas hgavda im dRes
RvTismSobeli. dastiroda albaT taZ-
arSi moziareT da mis gaswvriv gaW-
vartlul, jvarcmul yrmas...
aRar SemeZlo...
veRar davitie.
sakurTxevelSi Sevvardi.
mRvdeli ijda da sitkboebas Seeq-
ceoda.
ver avitane da TiTqos RmerTma mix-
sna.
gareT gamovvardi.
fericvaleba iyo...
da dRes unda vziarebodi...
arc gamxsenebia.
RmerTi!
feri icvala qristem sinaTlisken.
feri icvala brbom sibnelisken.
davfiqrdi...
ramdeni eziara im dRes taZarSi!
ramdenma SehRaRada SavebSi Semosil
qristes bneli TvalebiT, TiTqos Zvir-
fasi gaekeTebinoT rame.
ras fiqroben netav?!
ra edoT gulSi?!
vaime, SeviSlebi, da uceb avtirdi.
dRes ar mindoda ziareba... aq.
mec xom im barZimis wevri gavxdebo-
di, romlis mrevli yoveldRe jvars
acvamda qristes da uceb vigrZeni, rom
am oridan, vinc Saosan deda RvTisas
SevstirodiT, imaze metad vicvaleT
feri, vidre maT.
magram vin icis, es fericvaleba iyo
ki bedniereba?!
Tu sinaTlea bedniereba, maS ratom
ara?!
magram sinaTle yovelTvis rodi
niSnavs bednierebas.
mivxvdi, rom im dRes maradiuli
tkivilisken vicvale feri dedamiwaze.
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kari gaiRo da qali gamovida. gr-
Zeli, Savi kaba ecva. SiSveli fexebiT
nela, mokle nabijebiT miiwevda win.
gza, romelsac SiSveli terfebiT ga-
dioda, mxolod misi iyo _ misi gasav-
leli. emociebiT, grZnobebiT da im-
edebiT savse miiwevda win. derefanSi
mimavali SiSveli fexebi iyo niSani
gayris da SeerTebis, miaxlebis da gan-
Sorebis...
***
savse mTvare iyo. fardebi gadawia.
oTaxSi Suqi Caaqro. patara magidaze
sami sanTeli dadga. daanTo. maT SuaSi
gamWvirvale jamiT wyali Cadga da Se-
locvis butbuti daiwyo.
kosmiuri Zalebis gamosaxmobad
Sesaferisi dro iyo. mas Suri unda eZia.
damcirebas da Seuracxyofas aravis
apatiebda. sastikad dasjida da
azRvevinebda imas, rom moatyues. meti
arc araferi axsovda, misi goneba sru-
lad iyo moculi braziT da boRmiT.
undoda, aResrulebina Canafiqri da
SedegiT damtkbariyo. mxolod es Tu
daamSvidebda.
bavSvobaSi bebiam patara locva as-
wavla da uTxra, Tu am locvas savse
mTvaris dros ityoda da survils Cau-
Tqvamda, aucileblad Seusruldebo-
da.
daariga, Tu vinme gaabrazebda, am
Selocvis wyalobiT misTvis samagiero
miezRo. bebiam isic uTxra, es locva
bednieri qorwinebis SeqmnaSi dagex-
marebao. „balzakis asaks~ ise miaRwia,
ar gaTxovila. locvasac mxolod sx-
vebis dasasjelad warmosTqvamda da
amarTlebda kidec. misi CaTqmuli sur-
vilebi yovelTvis sruldeboda. adami-
ans rom dawyevlida, misi saqme ukuRma
trials iwyebda. is ki amiT iyo bed-
nieri. marto iyo, aravin hyavda, arc
vinme sWirdeboda. is im xalxis gamware-
biT ikvebeboda, romlebmac awyenines.
keTili survilebi arasdros axsende-
boda, radgan miaCnda, yvelafers kargs
imsaxurebda da amas Selocva ar sWird-
eboda.
es bolo SemTxveva ki Zalian mZime
iyo. aseTi ram manamde ar gadaxdenia.
amitom arc dafiqrebula, wyevlisTvis
saWiro nivTebi swrafad moagrova.
savse mTvare da Sua Rame Sesaferisi
dro iyo.
locvis butbuti daiwyo. gaurkvev-
el, uSinaarso sityvebs imeorebda,
TiTqos ararsebul enaze saubrobda _
„momena bona Taduna, namiada dunda
boqoli. dubo munila nubema, Taduna
Tabo Taqoli. Taboo, Taboo namiada
dunda boqoli~. Selocva samjer gaim-
eora da jamSi sanTlis didi beWedi
Caagdo, Semdeg xeli maRla aswia da
butbutiT _ „Taboo, Taboo namiada
dunda boqoli~ _ meore, ufro patara,
beWedic Caagdo. sanTlis rkali frTx-
ilad daeSva SuSis jamis fskerisken da
didi beWdis SuagulSi Cavarda. es ar
iyo kargis niSani. TiTqos beWdebi gaer-
Tianda. qmedebis gameorebas azri ar
hqonda, rituali unda gaegrZelebina.
xeli Cayo wyalSi da didi beWedi am-
oiRo, cecxli moukida da survilebi
CauTqva. yvela SesaZlo satanjveli
CamoTvala, romelsac bneli Zalebis
daxmarebiT saZulvel adamians ugza-
vnida. beWdis naxevari rom daiwva, xeli
isev maRla aRmarTa da wyalSi Caagdo.
beWdis narCenma haerSi ramdenjerme
gadatrialeba moaswro da wyalSi nela
CaeSva, Cacurda, patara beWeds mar-
jvnidan daeca da misiT isev gamTlian-
da. arc es eniSna kargad. beWdebi
TiTqos erTmaneTs ver daaSora,
gaanaxevra, magram mainc gamTeldnen.
axla Selocvis mgznebared warmoTq-
maze gadaitana yuradReba. Zalebi
moikriba, xelebi mTvarisken gaiSvira
da locva warmosTqva. meored rom im-
eorebda, grZnobda, ramxela energet-
ika modioda masTan, TiTebiT izidav-
da am Zalebs da mesamed gameorebuli
locvis Semdeg akankalebuli xelebiT
moziduli energia wyalSi Caisrola.
TiTqos simZime Cavarda, ise Seirxa wy-
lis zedapiri. mere dro dainiSna, 13
wuTi Cumad ijda, arc ganZreula, Sem-
deg ki adga da magida mialaga.
rituali Catarebuli iyo. axla mx-
olod moTmineba sWirdeboda; unda
daecada da dakvirveboda, ra moxde-
boda. mere amiT damtkbariyo. ezeima
gamarjveba.
dawva, magram ver daiZina. mosvenebas
raRac ar aZlevda. mTeli Rame ifiqra,
vaiTu, ar gaemarTlebina wyevlas. ma-
Sin meore savse mTvaris dadgomisTvis
unda daecada. mas ki Zalian eCqarebo-
da. fiqrSi erTi kargi azri mouvida.
dilas mkiTxavTan wavidoda da
gaarkvevda, gaamarTlebda Tu ara
Catarebuli rituali.
mainc ver daiZina. dilis Svid
saaTze ofliT gawuwuli, daRlil-
daqanculi wamodga da abazanaSi Sevi-
da. cxelma wyalma Zalebi aRudgina.
gaemzada da saxlidan gavida.
dilis rva saaTi iyo, mkiTxavis
karze mourideblad rom abraxunebda.
gaocebulma Suaxnis qalma gauRo kari.
qeTevan barnabiSvili
mkiTxavi
_ eka?! ra moxda, xom mSvidoba
gaqvs?!
_ mSvidoba rom mqondes, aq ra mo-
miyvanda?! karti unda gamiSalo!
_ jer Zalian adrea.
_ mere ar gecleba, sul viRac gyavs
Cawerili, me ki dro ar maqvs.
_ Sen migiReb.
_ ara, aqedan ar waval, sanam ar mim-
kiTxaveb.
_ kargi, Semodi, _ samzareulosk-
en gauZRva, _ yava mainc davlioT.
_ ara, uzmoze unda gamiSalo kar-
ti. xelebic ar daibano.
mkiTxavma gakvirvebiT Sexeda. ar
iyo Zneli misaxvedri, rom ekas saku-
Tari Tavis kontrolis Zala ar Sesw-
evda. amitom aRar SeekamaTa.
_ kargi, gamomyevi.
_ axali karti gaqvs?
_ Zvels ras uwuneb?
_ axali kartiT minda, rom mimkiTx-
ao. Zvelma SeiZleba, sxva klientebis
cxovrebis detalebi aurios.
_ sisulelea!
_ gaakeTe, rac giTxari!
mkiTxavma karadidan axali banqos
kolofi gamoiRo da misi Tandaswre-
biT gaxsna.
_ ra moxda, miTxari.
_ erTma gamabraza. gamomiyena. mo-
matyua da mere mimagdo. hoda, unda
davsajo. wyevla ukve SevukveTe savse
mTvaris kosmiur Zalebs. axla minda,
davrwmunde, rom namdvilad daisjeba.
_ ise gagabraza, rom dawyevle?
_ ho, davwyevle da aucileblad
ausruldeba. sxvebs Tu ausruldaT,
masac aucileblad ausruldeba da nax-
avs, rogor vazRvevineb Cemi gamwareb-
isTvis.
mkiTxavma zedmeti banqos qaRalde-
bi amoiRo da kargad auria. mere mag-
idaze miyolebiT cameti qaRaldi
dado. mesame `valeti~ guli amovida,
mecxre _ `dama~ yvavi, meTerTmete _
`dama~ guli da mas moyva ori gulis
banqo.
_ Tqvi! droze Tqvi.
_ ar giTqvams, eg kaci Tu coliani
iyo.
_ me isic ar miTqvams, rom kacia...
ho, coliania.
_ Svilebic hyolia.
_ ho. mere?
_ aq iseTi araferia, cameti
kartidan xuTi jvaria. Sensa da im qals
Soris ori jvaria. Sensa da im kacs
Soris ki sami jvari.
_ mere eg ras niSnavs?
_ es niSnavs, rom Sen maT verafers
daakleb. gverdiT rom rviani yvavi
gidevs, es Seni tanjvaa.
_ midi, Tavidan gaSale! _ ekam mag-
idas orive xeli mousva da banqo er-
Tad Seagrova, _ axla me movWri.
samjer movWri.
mkiTxavma banqo kargad auria, Sem-
deg gaborotebul stumars samjer
moaWrevina da magidaze isev cameti
qaRaldi dado. meore jerze isev am-
ovida `dama~ guli, romelic gulis
`valets~ edga gverdiT. mis Semdeg sami
jvris qaRaldi ido da boloSi yvavis
qaRaldebiT SemosazRvruli yvavis
qali amovida. sul bolo, mecamete
`karti~ ki eqvsiani aguri iyo. ekas saxe
aeria. banqo kargs arafers eubneboda.
_ Tqvi, ra xdeba?
_ Senc xom xedav, ra xdeba. am qals
iseTi Zlieri energetika aqvs, axlos
arafers miuSvebs. yvelafers ukan dagi-
brunebs _ wyevlasac, jadosac. xedav
jvrebs mis gverdiT?! es misi faria. ve-
rafers daakleb.
_ ras qvia, verafers davakleb?
_ am qals fari aqvs. icavs Tavis
qmars. unda SeeSva, Torem daitanjebi,
_ uTxra da yvavis qalze miuTiTa. Sem-
deg TiTi gverdze gawia da yvavis
qaRalds daado, mere meore gverdze
dadebul yvavis qaRalds daukakuna
frCxili da Tqva, _ Sen daitanjebi, Tan
_ Zalian. maT ki verafers daakleb.
unda waxvide. keTili gza gaqvs. ai, naxe
_ eqvsiani aguri gzis bolos amogivi-
da. daukvirdi kartebis ganlagebas.
Seni qmedebebi maT verafers daaklebs,
Sen daitanjebi da bolos mainc waxval,
_ mkiTxavma gamwkrivebul banqos TiTi
gaayola, _ jobia, Tavidanve waxvide,
Torem SeiZleba, gzis bolomde ver mi-
aRwio.
_ arsad ar waval me! ityueba Seni
karti, _ mere magidas xeli gadausva
da banqo iatakze gadayara, _ Sen
ranairi mkiTxavi xar?
_ xmas dauwie! Tu Cemi ar gjeroda,
raRas modiodi?!
_ mainc davsji.
_ Sen axla gabrazebuli xar. wyev-
la yovelvis ar amarTlebs. wyevla sa-
SiSic kia mawyevarisTvis. Tu daumsax-
ureblad wyevli, an Tu Sen TviTon ar
xar gulwrfeli, aucileblad ukan
dagibrundeba. jadoebic ki ubrunde-
baT ukan.
_ modi, maSin jado gavakeToT.
_ me jadoebs ar vakeTeb.
_ maswavle da me gavakeTeb.
_ ar vici, ra gaswavlo?! _ mkiTx-
avi daixara da banqos moboWvas Seud-
ga.
_ raRac xom unda movifiqro,
rogor davsajo?!
_ ver dasji-meTqi, xom giTxari?!
Seni TvaliT ar naxe, ramxela energet-
ika aqvs qals?! is Tavis mfarvelobaSi
moaqcevs qmars da Sens wyevlas axlos
ar miuSvebs. manamde eyoleba, sadamdec
daWirdeba. mas iseTi fari aqvs, masTan
Widils ar girCev. gza xom gamogiCnda?
hoda, Tavidanve ajobebs, waxvide.
_ wavide da vapatio?
_ bolos rom iyavi CemTan, xom
gagafrTxile, axalgacnobil adamian-
Tan saqme ar daiWiro, mogatyuebs-meT-
qi?
_ gadavamowme.
_ radgan mainc mogatyua, ver gada-
gimowmebia kargad.
_ hoda, unda davsajo.
_ Seni saqmisa Sen ici! me miTqvams!
_ midi, kidev gaSale. mesame da sa-
marTali, RmerTi samobiTaa.
_ kargi gavSaloT, _ mkiTxavma isev
samjer moaWrevina ekas banqo, Semdeg
ki magidaze dalageba daiwyo, meore
qaRaldi gulis qali amovida, mesame ki
_ jvris mefe. mkiTxavi gaCerda.
_ ganagrZe!
_ azri ar aqvs, eka. aq RmerTia!
_ isev eg qali, _ mkiTxavs xelidan
banqo gamoglija da darCenili aTi
qaRaldis magidaze danarcxeba daiw-
yo. erT-erTi aguris `valeti~ iyo.
_ ris gakeTebas apireb? _ CaekiTxa
mkiTxavi da aguris `valeti~ xelSi
aiRo.
_ Sav mamals gamoviyeneb.
_ SeeSvi Sav magias. ai, Seni gza da
gauyevi, _ uTxra da aguris `valeti~
gadaugdo.
eka fexze wamoiWra da karisken
gabrazebuli wavida. zRurblTan SeC-
erda, Semobrunda da dafiqrebuli sax-
iT ikiTxa:
_ ver gamigia eg „angelina~ qali
ratomaa dama guli, me kidev dama yvavi?
ratom erTxel ar amovida dama aguri?
_ imitom, rom rogorc Sen Tqvi, eg
qali „angelinaa~, Sen kidev „jado-
qali~ xar, _ upasuxa mkiTxavma da ban-
qos qaRaldebis erTad Segroveba dai-
wyo.
ekam ganrisxebulma gaijaxuna kari
da kibeze swrafad daeSva. Tan fiqrob-
da da gegmebs awyobda, Savi mamali sad
eyida.
mTeli dRe moandoma mamlis Zebnas,
versad iSova. erTma gamyidvelma isic
ki uTxra, TeTri waiyvaneT, qalbatono
da Savad SeRebeTo. imedi rom gadaewu-
ra da sul mTlianad Savi mamlis Sovna
absurdulad CaTvala, wiTel, Wrelfr-
Tian mamlis yidvas daTanxmda.
Sebindebuli iyo, daRlisgan gasa-
vaTebuli saxlSi mivida. Zalebis aR-
sadgenad abazanaSi Sevida da mere erTi
saaTi daiZina.
SuaRames TiTqos sxva qalma, grZ-
neulma gaiRviZa...
magram movlenebi ise ar warimarTa,
rogorc is gegmavda. ucnauri ambebi
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xdeboda, romlebsac axsnas ver uZeb-
nida.
panikam moicva. erTad-erTi, rac
moifiqra, daxmarebis saTxovnelad
darekva iyo...
Ramis pirvelis naxevari srulde-
boda. mkiTxavis mobilurma gaanaTa.
zars arasdros urTavda telefons.
arc sWirdeboda. yovelTvis winaswar
grZnobda, rodis daurekavdnen. gaixe-
davda telefonisken da isic rekavda.
im saRamosac ase moxda. telefonis
Zebna daiwyo. rom ipova, zaric Semovi-
da.
_ ra moxda? _ pirdapir hkiTxa.
_ mamali mokvda.
_ romeli mamali?
_ jadosTvis rom mindoda, is mama-
li. abazanaSi myavda damwyvdeuli, wy-
alic hqonda da saWmelic. mivedi da
mkvdari damxvda.
_ ar iSli, xom?!
_ gaige, ra giTxari?! mamali mokv-
da!
_ gavige. araa eg kargis niSani.
_ ras niSnavs, miTxari.
_ roca msxverpli ritualamde
kvdeba, ese igi, alqajebma Tu eSmakebma
Seni Sewiruli rituali ar miiRes.
_ anu?
_ moeSvi mag saqmes-meTqi, xom giTx-
ari. ukan dagibrundeba.
_ rogor?
_ ase xdeba.
_ rogor? miTxari! rogor xdeba?
_ Sen xar eg mamali!
_ ...
siCume didxans gagrZelda. SiSi mo-
eria gabrazebul qalbatons. farTod
gaxelil did Sav Tvalebs gamalebiT
atrialebda. sunTqva gauxSirda. gulis
feTqvas yelSi grZnobda.
_ apatie sakuTar Tavs es Secdoma.
sxva adamians ki ara, sakuTar Tavs
miuteve. gaTavisufldi danaSaulis
grZnobisgan. Secdomebs yvela vuSvebT.
Sen cxovreba win gaqvs da nu daems-
gavsebi dagorebul qvas. erT Secdo-
mas da erT borot adamians nu gadaay-
oleb mTel momavals. gaTavisufldi,
eka, gaTavisufldi. damijere. gaagr-
Zele cxovreba da es Tavgadasavali
miiRe rogorc gakveTili. mismen, eka?
_ ki.
_ apatie sakuTar Tavs, apatie!
gulzec mogeSveba da srulfasovan
bednierebasac ipovi. ar ginda jadoe-
bi, wyevlebi da SekveTili sasjelebi.
yvelaferi ukan dagibrundeba. Sens
gzas gayevi da nu Seiqmni barierebs.
vici da amitom geubnebi. adamianebs
roca rame cudi SegvemTxveva,
yovelTvis sxvis dadanaSaulebas da
literaturuli gazeTi proza 13
Tavis gamarTlebas vcdilobT. Secdo-
ma, romelsac Cven vuSvebT, sxvisi bra-
li gvgonia. ver veguebiT da ver vpa-
tiobT sakuTar Tavs. es rogor dagve-
marTa?! amitom gvinda, Suri viZioT
sxvaze da gvgonia, amiT sulier simS-
vides movipovebT. ase araa, damijere.
SurisZieba danaSaulis grZnobisgan ar
gvaTavisuflebs. sxvisi gamwarebiT mx-
olod Tavs vimarTlebT. vambobT: `ai,
davsaje, miiRo, rac daimsaxura!~ amas
imitom vakeTebT, rom Tavi davimSvi-
doT, ufro sworad, `Tvali davxuWoT~
im Secdomaze, romelic gvtanjavs. sab-
olood ki iqamde mivdivarT, rom vam-
bobT: `mere ra?!~ gadis dro da gvgo-
nia, daviviwyeT an gavTavisufldiT. es
procesi rac ufro iweleba droSi, miT
metad vwvalobT. jobs, Seni samyarodan
droulad `Camowero~ usargeblo ad-
amianebi da maTdami grZnobebi, mere ki
sanagveze moisrolo. swored esaa pa-
tieba sakuTari Tavis. amitom girCev
Senc _ icxovre Seni TaviT da Seni cx-
ovrebiT.
_ rogor? maswavle!
_ gaswavli! xvalidan cxovrebis
axali etapi daiwye. pirvel rigSi, gaa-
keTe is, rac yvelaze metad gerTule-
ba da rac SeuZlebeli ggonia. es iqneba
pirveli safexuri. amas rom SeZleb,
mere yvelafers daZlev, rasac moisur-
veb.
ekasTan saubris Semdeg mkiTxavi xe-
lebis dasabanad abazanaSi Sevida. Sem-
deg saZinebelSi tansacmeli gamoicv-
ala, grZeli Savi qvedabolo Caicva. Sav
maisurze Savi grZeli Jileti moisxa.
Tavi Savi TavsafriT Seibura da fex-
SiSveli gamovida. derefani gaiara da
patara oTaxSi Seiketa. oTaxi imdenad
patara iyo, adre albaT sakuWnaos fun-
qcia eqneboda. mogvianebiT ufro mniS-
vnelovani miznebisTvis moewyoT. sami
kedeli srulad xatebiT iyo gaforme-
buli. SuaSi samebis da uflis xatebi nino wiklauri
ekida, marcxniv _ deda RvTismSoblis
gauskda, romelic arasdros awuxebda
udidesi xati da sxva wmindanebis Car-
CoSi Casmuli xatebi moeTavsebina. mar-
siesta da gadaurCa...
jvniv srulad sxvadasxva wmindanis ga- eqimma icis, gareorsulobis oper-
mosaxulebebi moCanda. wamlebisa da Sardis suni. sawole- acia gaakeTa da gadaarCina...
es patara samlocvelo iyo, romlis bze narkotikiT gaTiSuli, ConCxadq- mama sofelSia da araferi icis...
SuagulSic mrgval magidaze locvani ceuli sxeulebi. skamebze sicxiTa da
da sasanTleebi elaga... lodiniT gaTanguli mTvlemare momv-
lelebi. fxizloben WriWinebi da gar-
qalma jer patieba SesTxova RmerTs,
Semdeg ki Svilebis saxelze sanTlebi dacvlili qalis wasasveneblad mosu- vaJasTan
daanTo. RmerTs maTi mfarveloba da li Wirisuflebi. TeTr zewargada-
Sewevna sTxova... farebul micvalebuls uCans vaJas Rarib saxlSi vzivar, vaJas
aq iyo misi adgili. xSirad mTel mkvdrisTvis uCveulod cocxali, fum- taxtze...
Rameebs locvaSi atarebda. yovel gan- fula, wiTelfrCxiliani fexebi. Semosvlisas ori patara gogo
Tiads ufanjro oTaxSi egebeboda mzis sadRac axlos, liandagze midis selfs iRebda. ar moswondaT Tavebi da
amosvlas. Suaxnis qalbatons ar sWird- datvirTuli vagonebiT awyobili ma- wvalobdnen. `wamo, gareT gadaviRoT,
eboda saaTi, man zustad icoda dro. tarebeli. fu, ra sunia, sad movediT!..~ yviTlad
ezoSi, naZvis CrdilSi, sigarets ew- ayvavebul ezoSi gavardnen. vaJas sax-
eva yvelafers garidebuli, lajebSi lSi dgas suni miwis, idumalebis... go-
SarvalgacveTili eqTani. goebi da biWebi Semodian fotoebisTvis
da garbian ukan.
vaJas saxlSi dgas suni.

saavadmyofoSi
TeTri zewrebi da TeTri kedlebi.
TeTr tumboze msuqani Wiqa, narinjis-
feri CitiT da salaTisferi
yvavilebiT _ saWmlisTvis. meore
Wiqac, daTuniaTi, wylisTvis. sa-
wolTan vardisferbewvian oTaxis qoSs
kurdRlis yurebi aqvs gamobmuli.
wevs TeTri gogo, cisferi TvalebiT
_ cxrameti wlis, sacvlebze peple-
bgaSeSebuli. dedam moutana da Caacva.
Wiqebic dedam uyida, qoSic, sacv-
lebic... aifon eqvsic.
dedac TeTria, CaReWili kaniT da
Camqrali cisferi TvalebiT. sofelSi
qmari yavs, cixeSi _ biWi. sasamarTlos
elis. TbilisSi qiriT cxovrobs. RamiT
saWmelSi azelil WurWels recxavs
brWyvialaWaRiani restornis sardaf-
Si. xelebi exarSeba cxel wyalSi da dRe
kani sZvreba. am xelebiT efereba axla
Svils qera Tmaze.
mesijobs gogo...
is sanaTesaodan erTderTia, vinc
umaRlesSi Caabara. samarTals swav-
lobs da icis, arasdros eqneba dedis-
nairi Tvalebi!..
dedam icis, Svils sakvercxis kista
yazbegTan
aleqsandre yazbegis saxlis qveda
sarTulis erT-erTi ganapira oTaxis
Weri gamWvartlulia. winaT aq samza-
reulo iyo. axla ki mis kedelze Wre-
lyvavilebSerCenili gobelenia gak-
ruli. sust sinaTleSi da nestis sunSi
partronebdakarguli nivTebi glo-
voben _ xis taxti, samfexebi da table-
bi, kidobani, spilenZis Tungebi, Tixis
doqebi, safqvavi, guTani, fanduri,
dedaboZze Tofi, mSvildi da fari...
oTaxSi qera, Tmadaxveuli gogo Se-
modis biWTan erTad.
_ gidobas me gagiwev! _ Sescinis
biWs, _ ai, Seni winaprebi sad isxdnen!
_ saufrosos samfexas moCuqurTme-
bul sazurges usvams xels.
mere aTvalierebs Camqral keriaze
Camokidebul gamurul qvabs, qafqirs...
_ kidev kargi, im droSi ar davi-
bade! _ ambobs gadarCenili da gaRime-
bul biWTan erTad oTaxidan garbis.
gareT mze da siTboa.
oTaxSi tablaze patara cariel
jamSi kovzi devs.
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sad xar, Cemo ucnobo megobaro?
sami dRea, gadaudebeli saqmeebi maqvs,
magram mainc vaxerxeb, xandaxan Tvali
Sevavlo Cems gverds, Sen ki dakarguli
xar _ am sityvebiT gonebaSi mivmarTav
Cems virtualur kavalers, Tayvanism-
cemels, Tu ra davarqva, ar vici _
ubralod megobars, romelTanac ager
ukve TiTqmis ori Tvea, mimowera maqvs.
dRes SedarebiT naklebi saqme mqon-
da, yuradRebiT vaTvaliereb Cems
gverds. uamravi saintereso ram momx-
dara, politikuri movlenebis amsaxve-
li fotoebiT da SayiriT aklebulia
yvelaferi, aseve Cems saaxlobloSic
siaxleebia...
_ aha, esenic Serigebulan, selfic
gadauRiaT erTad... is ki korporati-
ulze yofila, TanamSromlebs Soris
Tavmomwoned gamoWimula... es ki
gudaurSi asula, suraTze Txilamur-
momarjvebuli ikriWeba, ar vicodeT
mainc, ra mosrialea, suraTebis gada-
saRebad Tu Sedgeba xolme...
erTi sityviT, gadavxede situacias
da saqmes mivubrundi. is ar gamoCeni-
la, visi danaxvac yvelaze metad gamix-
ardeboda.
***
internetsivrceSi gavicaniT erT-
maneTi. saerTo megobris mxridan Se-
movida Cems gverdze da davmegobrdiT.
jer banaluri SekiTxvebiT gavcvaleT
informaciebi erTmaneTis Sesaxeb, mere
simpaTiebic gagviCnda, interesic...
„dila mSvidobis~ _ mxvdeba mesiji
TiTqmis yovel diliT.
„hai!~ _ vpasuxob kmayofili. xum-
robaa? viRacas yovel diliT vaxsovar.
_ rogor midis Seni saqme?
_ muSaoba, Sesveneba, muSaoba, _ vpa-
suxob.
_ mec ase. jer Semodgomaa da ukve
dasveneba minda. Svebuleba sazRvarga-
reT gavatare, magram amas dasveneba ar
erqva. sul Cvenebi iyvnen, iqac
qarTvelebs gadaveyare. xom ici, ver
daimalebi...
_ kargia, _ vpasuxob, _ me ver
movaxerxe normalurad dasveneba. aq
gamomiCnda bevri saqme. jer binis re-
monti gvqonda, mere deda gaxda avad...
erTi sityviT, Svebuleba binas da ojax-
is wevrebs Sevwire.
_ cudia, _ Sedis Cems mdgomare-
obaSi, _ imedia, momaval Svebulebas
erTad gavatarebT, _ mere Rimilis
niSans migzavnis da uCinardeba.
ofisSi SemCneulia Cemi xSiri mimow-
era ucnob nacnobTan. erTi Cemnairic
uzis Cemgan mesame magidas, ia.
Tumca raRa Cven orni, ofisSi yve-
las viRacas eZebs, emesijeba da ase Sem-
deg. ubralod, me da ia mainc gamov-
irCeviT Cveni idumali Tayvanismcem-
lebiT, sxva xibli gvaqvs.
roca ia gabrazebuli saxiT Se-
hyurebs ekrans, maSinve vxvdebi, mesije-
biT Cxubi midis. es cota maxalisebs,
magram Sevdivar mis mdgomareobaSi,
vamSvideb. mec maqvs xolme Cemi garCeve-
bi.
_ uamravi frendi gyavs, _ Sevutie
erTxel, _ albaT ramdenimes emesije-
bi ise, rogorc me.
_ da ratom Tvli ase? _ mibrunebs
SekiTxvas, _ frendi uamravi ar myavs,
kargad gadaxede, mimowera mxolod
SenTan maqvs.
es aradamajerebeli pasuxia, magram
Cems patara qalur tvins hyofnis da
pativmoyvareobas cotaTi mikmay-
ofilebs.
_ ra etaka, rom dRes saerTod ar
Semosula? _ Cems paralelurad
ajujRunda ia.
_ Cems dReSi xar?
_ viyavi, gamoCnda!
_ eh! _ oxravs.
***
naSuadRevs ias surprizi hqonda:
gamoecxada raindi virtualuri sam-
yarodan.
_ rogor gikiTxo? _ miuvida wer-
ili.
_ kargad! Sen sad gaqri! _ egreve
literaturuli gazeTi
garkvevaze gadadis ia, Tan me macnobs
Sinaarss, _ sad iyavi iseT alagas, sa-
dac arc kompiuteria, arc mobiluri
kavSiri?
_ ver movicale, TaTbiri TaTbirze
gvqonda, Tan arasasurvelma stumreb-
ma damafases es dReebi... erTi sityviT,
problemebi gvqonda samsaxurSi da sax-
lSic, SeuZlebeli iyo mimowera. ise,
xom ici, es gverdi calke maqvs gakeTe-
buli, pirvel rigSi, SenTvis.
pirveloba qalisTvis didi SeRava-
Tia. ia cota xniT mSviddeba.
_ axla Senze momiyevi, _ agrZelebs
is iqidan.
_ me araferi, _ inazeba mesijTan
erTad ia, _ guSin salonSi viyavi, Tmis
feri Sevicvale, axal suraTebs rom
avtvirTav, Semafase.
zrdilobisa Tu mowonebis niSnad
axladSeRebil TmaSi iam laiqi da bev-
ri komplimenti miiRo.
Tamar qadagiZe
virtuali
***
meore dRes Sesvenebaze piceriaSi
ganvixilavT wina dReebis saubrebs.
_ ara, ra, jobia, pirdapir imiTi
daiwyon, gaverTe, gadaverTe, ise, rom
internetisTvisac ar mecala, miedebi-
an, moedebian, mizezebi ar daelevaT,
arc sityvebis maragi, rom mere daga-
jeron, erTi sityvis mosaweradac ar
mecala, magram sul Senze vfiqrobdio,
_ aRSfoTebuli gamoTqvams azrs ia.
_ aba, ra, _ vawev sityvas, esec ra
zRaprebs hyveba xolme, gana ver vxvde-
bi, mxars vubam, ase vTqvaT...
_ xandaxan iseTi mimarTulebiT mi-
hyavs saubari, rom yvelaferSi damna-
Saved vigrZno Tavi da bodiSic ki unda
movuxado.
_ iqneb Sendauneburad marTlac
raime iseTi miwere, rom ewyina, cudad
miiRo?
_ cota fxukiani ki var, magram arc
arafers vmalav. pirdapir vwer, ra mo-
mwons, ra ar momwons, ra mimaCnia zed-
metad da ra dasaSvebad. guSin saubari
sayveduriT damTavrda, sul imis mtki-
cebaSi xar, rom magari tipi xaro,
arafers mekiTxebi da Cems azrs ar
iTvaliswinebo.
_ marTlac ramdennairi adamiani
arsebobs, _ mecineba, _ aba, is vaJba-
toni xan xumrobaSi gamitarebs xolme,
Tu rame ar moewona, xan sicilis niS-
nebiT mpasuxobs, amis mowera ar iyo
saWiro an es ra sisuleleao.
_ ver gaigeb, rogor jobia, pirda-
pir Tu gadakvriT, _ oxravs ia, _ ara-
da momwons, _ Tvalebi unaRvliande-
ba.
_ eh! _ vubam mxars, _ mec. Tan
gonebamaxvilia, mxiaruli. ar vici,
rogor warmovidgino Cveni pirveli
Sexvedra, rodis iqneba? rogor? ra
Cavicva?
_ auuu, mec ramdens vfiqrob, ici?
_ ambobs ia, _ Tan araerTxel mouwe-
ria, albaT laivSi ufro momiSli
nervebs, mobilizebuli unda viyo, kar-
gad unda movemzadoo.
_ aba, Sen ici, abjari aisxi-Tqo. ise,
ver arian, mgoni, Tanamedrove kacebi.
bevri verc garkveula, realuri qali
urCevnia Tu virtualuri.
amaze orives sicili gvewyeba.
_ me ki ra momwera, ici? _ siciliT
vagrZeleb, _ vgrZnob, rom geuxerx-
uleba jer CemTan Sexvedra, dro
gagyavs, albaT „ise Zalian~ jer ar mog-
wonvar, amitom damajereblad rom wa-
mova iniciativa, maSin vnaxoT erTmane-
Tio.
_ Seni jentlmenia, giTmobs, Cemsas
eSinia. kai dReSi varT ocdameerTe
saukunis qalebi.
_ ho, marTla, axla gamaxsenda, zeg
xom maias dabadebis dRea, ar dagaviwy-
des.
_ sad ixdis?
_ saxlSi, viwro wreSi, sxvagan ar
isurva. TanamSromlebidan me, Sen, oTo
da, mgoni, lanacaa dapatiJebuli.
_ ok. ar damaviwydeba.
***
samuSao dRis damTavrebis Semdeg
dabadebis dReze gviwevda wasvla. er-
Tad gamovediT. iqve as metrSi Cveni
nacnobi yvavilebis gamyidveli biWi
mogvesalma. uyuradRebod arasodes
gvtovebs, an kompliments gveubneba, an
raRac sasacilos ityvis xolme Segneb-
ulad xmamaRla. Tan am yvelafers ise
akeTebs da ambobs, verc gaubrazdebi.
Cvenc didsulovnad „vatarebT~ Cvenze
asakiT gacilebiT umcrosi „Tayvanism-
cemlis~ Tavis gamoCenis mcdelobas.
saSualo simaRlisaa, gamxdari, Sav-
tuxa, sasacilo. axlac Tavi gamoiCina:
_ ar gnebavT lamazi Taigulebi?
kargi dRea...
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_ gvCuqni?
_ gaaCnia, sad midixarT.
_ dabadebis dReze.
_ oho, maSin me gverdi ar unda ami-
aroT.
_ ara, saCuqrebi unda vuyidoT, _
pasuxobs ia.
_ kargi ra, Tan aseTi lamazi
mandilosnebi Cemgan rom waiReben
yvavilebs, mec viamayeb.
_ es lawiraki naxe...
_ ho, me SegirCevT, _ eSmakunebi
uxtunavs TvalebSi.
_ midi, midi, Sens saqmes mixede, _
awyvetinebs ia, _ ra jentlmeni gvyo-
lia sul axlos, ar vicodiT, _ askvnis
da gzas vagrZelebT.
***
dabadebis dReze mainc bevri xalxi
mogrovda, amdens arc maspinZeli elo-
da. meti ra gvindoda saTanadod momza-
debul-gamopranWulebs, arc koqteili
davikeliT da arc flirti.
_ au, axla iman rom icodes, ra dros
vatareb, _ xarobs ia.
_ Tan mowonebebs imsaxureb, mi-
aqcie yuradReba...
_ ho, magram me is minda...
_ gvaric rom ar ici, ara? da Tan
ra gamova?
_ Cemi Sen giTxario...
_ eeeh, _ voxrav, _ marTlac mec
mase ar var? riTi mogvxibles neta am
ekrans amofarebulebma. magaliTad, Sen
darwmunebuli xar, rom Tavisi suraTe-
bi udevs? _ es SekiTxva maincdamainc
im saRamos damebada, aqamde TavSi ar
momsvlia.
_ ki, _ gaocebuli miyurebs ia, _
ui, ise, ratom var darwmunebuli?
_ arc me vici.
_ Tan es piradiao, saqmiani sxva
maqvso... magram ise damajereblad mw-
ers _ minda, ar minda _ mjera.
_ ara, ra sisulelea, marTla Tavi-
si suraTebi eqnebaT, eg ki unda
davijeroT.
_ mec ase vfiqrob, _ mxrebs viCe-
Cav.
***
meore dRes Cveni kedlebi saRamos
wveulebis amsaxveli fotoebiT aWrel-
da.
_ ra qalebi, ra qalebi! _ gvaqeben
TanamSromlebi. me da ias sxva ram ufro
gvainteresebs.
_ ui, gogo, ras mwers, ici? anu guSin
Tan me memesijebodi, Tan im tipTan
Rlabucobdi, suraTSi rom erTad xar-
To, _ Cumad meqaqaneba ia.
_ me ki, rogorc yovelTvis, Cam-
irtya, rogor umSveneb iq gverds vi-
Rac-viRacebso.
_ eWvianobis korianteli davay-
eneT, _ Tvals mikravs ia.
_ ori otelo, _ vpasuxob sicil-
iT.
virtualur sivrceSi gamarTuli
eWvianobis scenebi da garCevebi sami
dRe gagrZelda. arc SurisZieba aklda
_ ramdenime axali suraTi gaiCiTa, sa-
dac Cveni Tayvanismcemlebi gogonebis
kampaniaSi iwonebdnen Tavs.
_ vaimeee, sacodavebi, _ ver mala-
vs ukmayofilebas ia, _ axla ra hgoni-
aT, samagiero gadagvixades?
_ meti Wkua ar aqvT am kacebs, _
veTanxmebi da virtSi brZolis vels
vubrundebi.
_ me ar mkocnis Cemi kavaleri, _
vutev ymawvils, _ da arc muxlebze
davjdomivar vinmes. Cveulebrivi
ojaxuri farTi iyo.
_ esec farTi iyo, SevqeifdiT.
_ SeqeifdiT, mere muxlze daisvi,
mere dagizasa, mere adgili SeicvaleT,
mere telefonis nomrebi gacvaleT,
bolos, raRaze gadavdoTo, albaT iqve
gverdiT oTaxSic moagvareT saqme, _
ar vepuebi gacxarebuli.
_ oho! ra kargi situacia aRwere,
gamocdili xar maseTSi, sixarulo? _
momdis „gonebamaxviluri~ SekiTxva Se-
kiTxvis sapasuxod.
_ araa eg Seni gasarCevi. ubralod,
araa lamazi, sadacaa unda gavicnoT
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erTmaneTi, Sen ki ra suraTebi gamofine
aq...
_ maincdamainc im turfasTvis rom
ar migeWaxunebina Wiqa, sufra CaiSle-
boda? _ iac utevs Tavis mxriv.
_ Sen rom koqteils gawvdis da Tan
TiTebze gefereba, imas mixede, _ mos-
dis pasuxi.
_ Cems TiTebs SeeSvi, Sensas mixede,
_ ubrunebs xurdas ia.
_ iqneb savizito baraTic moayola
koqteils, Sen ki nomeri Caucure jibe-
Si...
_ auu, ra viri xar, ra! _ lanZR-
vaze gadadis ia.
_ isev me var viri da Seugnebeli
ara?! yoCaR!
***
ase gagrZelda erTxans. kon-
fliqtebi suraTebis aRebiT da virtu-
alebTan SerigebiT damTavrda.
***
_ ar waiRes tvini? TavSi auvardaT
naRdad, _ askvnis ramdenime dRis mere
gacxareba jerargavlili ia piceria-
Si.
_ Cven araferi cudi ar Cagvide-
nia, amaT _ ki.
_ Cven xom saerTod! ufro migveq-
cia yuradReba iqaurebisTvis, jobda!
eseni risi Rirsebi arian.
_ marTali xar, _ veTanxmebi, _
ras CavacivdiT am virtualebs, neta ra
magia aqvT?
_ ar vici. iqneb imitom gvizidaven,
rom piradad ar vicnobT?
_ albaT. ise marTla ra sisulele
iyo iq yvelas uyuradRebod datoveba,
raRac koordinatebi mainc gagvecva-
la.
_ Cven mainc virtuali gvinda. jer
idumalia, miuwvdomeli, ocdameerTe
saukunis seni...
ase vamkeT erTmaneTi, mere sam-
uSaos mivubrundiT, rom droze
mogveSorebina Tavidan da isev imaT-
Tvis Segvetia.
***
am saubris Semdeg gaiara garkveulma
periodma da orives TiTqmis erTdrou-
lad dagvidga nanatri momenti, unda
gagvecno Cveni Tayvanismcemlebi.
_ ra damTxvevaa?! _ vuTxari ias,
roca Tavisi ambavi momaxara, _ mec am
dReebSi unda vnaxo.
_ Tan ras meubneba, ici, es idioti,
_ ganagrZo, _ gnaxo erTi realSi, ra
tipi xar, aq rom Tavi wamaWameo. veraa
ra, yvela giJs me unda gadaveyaro.
***
istoriuli dRe dgeba. orives erT
dRes dagviniSnes paemani. TavisTavad,
damTxvevaa. miTumetes, rom dasvenebis
dRe unda yofiliyo, amaze adreve mov-
ilaparakeT.
paraskev dRes me da ia imediT
aRvsilni davemSvidobeT erTmaneTs,
rom orSabaTs siaxleebiT davbrunde-
bodiT. TiTqmis erTi kvira saguldagu-
lod varCieT, ra Cagvecva, romel sa-
lonSi jobda wasvla. saloni SeirCa,
tansacmelic movirgeT, paemnebic dain-
iSna. danarCeni axlo momavals mivan-
deT.
***
paemanze qalma cota xniT unda
daigvianos _ es dauwereli kanonia,
arc me vapirebdi am kanonis darRvevas
da cota dagvianebiT mivedi.
kargi adgili gvqonda SerCeuli,
aqedan arc ise Sors Cveni ofisi mde-
bareobda. „mxedavdnen axla Tanam-
Sromlebi?!~ _ gavivle gunebaSi.
paemanze araerTxel vyofilvar,
guSindeli gogo ki ar var, magram es
raRac sxvaa, TiTqos sxva interesiT
veli. gacnobis gavirtualebam Tavisi
dammarTa, internetsivrceSi gacno-
bilTan Sexvedra sul sxva ram iyo
CemTvis, gansxvavebuli, ratomRac
ufro romantikuli. ase, mgoni, arc erT
nacnobobas ar gavutacivar.
mivedi daniSnul adgilas. cotaTi
literaturuli gazeTi
Semacbuna im faqtma, rom aravin melo-
da.
„anu axla kacebisTvisac kanoni gax-
da cotaTi dagvianeba?~_ gavifiqre.
es ar momewona. ver davurekav _ Cemi
nomeri miveci, Tavisi ar miTxra, mec ar
mikiTxavs. internetSi araa, erTi saa-
Tis win damemSvidoba.
gavida cota dro. ukve vbrazdebi.
„rasakvirvelia, didxans ar vidgebi~ _
veubnebi Cems Tavs, kidev ramdenime wu-
Tic da...
gaognebisgan adgilze vSeSdebi: Cems
win atuzul ias vxedav.
_ aq? _ vekiTxebi.
_ ho. rogor? Senc aq daginiSna pae-
mani?
_ kii, aq SemomTavaza, mec uari ar
vuTxari.
_ ra damTxvevaa, mec ase.
_ daagviana, _ vagrZeleb.
_ amanac. anu axla kacebi ganaSd-
nen? aqeT Cven unda velodoT?
_ rogorc Cans, _ vpasuxob dab-
Rverili.
_ eeh, ar momwons es ambavi.
_ arc me.
_ ra vqnaT?
_ cota xanic vidgeT da wavideT.
_ da unda vidgeT saerTod? ratom
erTsa da imave adgilas?
vxedav, ia cxardeba, veRar isvenebs.
***
_ gamarjoba, gogoebo! _ gaisma
mxiaruli xma.
orivem movixedeT. Cveni ofisis me-
zobeli, yvavilebis gamyidveli axal-
gazrda biWi gvedga win, xelSi patara
TaigulebiT.
_ Sen aq saidan gaiCiTe? _ ekiTxeba
ia.
_ daginaxeT Soridan, martoni id-
eqiT. jer giyurebdiT, mere avarCie
ori Taiguli da mogarTviT. dRes siy-
varulis dRea, ratom ar gaxsovT? _
am sityvebiT sazeimod gvawvdis
Taigulebs, Tan eSmakurad gviRimis.
gaSterebulebi vuyurebdiT. siCume
Camovarda. mxolod romeliRaca pat-
ara Citis WikWiki ismoda, ucnaurad
WikWikebda, damcinav xiTxiTs ufro
hgavda misi galoba.
_ or mSvenier mandilosans mivu-
loce siyvarulis dRe, _ Tqva amayad
lawirakma, Tvali Cagvikra da gaiqca.
me da iam jer Tvali gavayoleT, mere
erTmaneTs SevxedeT, mere Taigulebs
davxedeT, mere isev erTmaneTs da... si-
cili agvivarda.
ramden xans vawydebodiT erTmaneTs
siciliT, ar maxsovs, suli Zlivs mov-
iTqviT bolos. rom davwynardiT,
TaigulebiT xeldamSvenebulebi ga-
vuyeviT gzas, veRarc vbrazobdiT.
erTxans viseirneT, xandaxan Cumad Cav-
ifxukunebdiT xolme.
_ neta, visi suraTebi dado?
_ ho, ra, neta vin arian is ucnobe-
bi...
_ an iqneb imaTac ician da ufleba
misces... erTadac ixaliseben...
_ an verasodes gaigeben...
_ gavlanZRoT?
_ ra azri aqvs...
_ ho, ufro gavisulelebT Tavs...
_ eeeh, aseTebi xdeba?
_ xom viciT, rom xdeba, magram xom
gavaSanSaleT TiTqmis samTviani virtu-
aluri romani, rameSi dagvexmara eg
codna?
_ magrebi varT!
_ Cven Tu is?
_ samive...
***
am ambis Semdeg ramdenime kvira gavi-
da. xan braziT, xan wyeniT, xan guldaw-
yvetiT, ufro xSirad ki siciliT vix-
senebT. cxovreba grZeldeba.
vzivar oTaxSi, vmuSaob. minda, male
movrCe, win SabaT-kvira melis, gegma
unda Sevadgino, rogor gavataro da,
rac mTavaria: ar minda, pasuxi Zalian
davugviano internetsivrceSi ucnobis
mier gamogzavnil SekiTxvas: „Tqveni
suraTebi vnaxe, Zalian momewoneT. min-
da, gagicnoT, SeiZleba?~
Cems miRma
manqana molipul asfaltze mosri-
alda. saWes veRar vimorCileb. vcdi-
lob, vatrialo. gamirbis. TiTqos
magrZnobinebs, Sens Wkuaze aRar viv-
lio. mesmis RrWiali... raRac axire-
bulma energiam CaiTria yvela
meqanizmi, me zedmeti var, TiTqos man-
qana sul ase, Tavis nebaze dadioda; ase
grZeldeba erTxans, panika, kivili...
dartyma!
TavSi saSinel tkivils vgrZnob,
raRac zrialebs, Sublze da safeTqle-
bze Tbili siTxe iwyebs denas. „sisxli!~
_ gavifiqre. uecrad TiTqos kefaSi
raRac Camartyeso, TvalebSi ukve mib-
neldeba, mxolod naperwklebs vxedav
aqa-iq da erTaderTi azri mitrialebs
ganuwyvetliv: ar minda sikvdili! ar
minda sikvdili! _ gahkivis mTeli Cemi
arseba, mere xmam dasusteba daiwyo,
ufro xmadabla, sustad... da sruli sib-
nele.
arc me da arc aravin uwyis, ramdeni
xani gagrZelda es sibnele, ararsebo-
ba, sruli wyvdiadi, ugonoba...
***
ucbad movedi gonze, TiTqos Rrma
Zilidan gamovfxizldio. sruliad sa-
Rad vazrovneb, TiTqos Signidan raRac
gamonTavisuflda, ase mgonia, yve-
lafers davinaxav da gavigoneb, Cemgan
Sor manZilzec ki; Tumca, Tavzars
mcems erTi garemoeba: raRac sxvanair-
ia yvelaferi, TiTqos mze Seicvala,
dRis sinaTle da sivrcec gansxvavebu-
lia. TiTqos viRacam Tu raRac Zalam
sruliad ucxo alagas mimiyvana da
damtova.
vixedebi garSemo da kidev erTi uc-
nauroba! es mixed-moxedva instiq-
turad gamomivida, sinamdvileSi, yve-
la mxares vxedav da uecrad gaielva
azrma: me suli var!
datrialda yvelaferi, TiTqos sam-
yaro amoyiravda. minda, Cems sxeuls
Sevxedo, davxedo, vxedav konturebs _
Tavis, tanis moyvanilobas, magram nax-
evradgamWvirvale var, yovel SemTx-
vevaSi, ase aRviqvam.
„sulebi dafrinaven~ _ gaielva
azrma.
nuras ukacravad! frena ki ara,
nabiji Zlivs gadavdgi. Tokze mo-
siarulesaviT vbarbaceb, xelebs (anu
xelisa da mklavis konturebs) instiq-
turad viqnev, vborZikob da sulac ar
vgrZnob Tavs msubuqad.
cocxlad yofnis dros uamravi is-
toria, Wor-marTali maqvs mosmenili
klinikur sikvdilze, maxsovs frazebi:
„simsubuqis SegrZneba~, „sadRac gav-
frindi~, „bumbuliviT viyavi~... axla
mecineba, ramdenadac SeiZleba suls
gaecinos. iseTi ugergilo, mouxerxe-
beli var. „ra sanaxavi viqnebi?~ _
vfiqrob. raRac nislismagvari, adami-
anis formis, fexze Zlivs dgas, gale-
Sili mTvraliviT borZikobs... ra sim-
subuqeze da frenazea saubari.
ironiisTvis bevri dro araa, panika
mewyeba _ ki magram, ase rodemde unda
viyo da viborZiko?
yuradReba arc mimiqcevia, Turme
arc meti, arc naklebi, iqve axlos bi-
liki gadis. viwro gza, rogoric adre
sofelSi Tu maqvs nanaxi, gverdiT mwv-
ane moliviT gasdevs. marTla bilikia
Tu me aRviqvam bilikad? amas ukve aRar
aqvs mniSvneloba. faqtia, rom aris da
liandagiviT grZeldeba. albaT Sors,
Zalian Sorsaa bolo _ vfiqrob.
„unda gavuyve~ _ vagulianeb Cems
Tavs. gavuyevi barbaciT, vcdilob, ar
gadavcde, mivdivar Tokze mosiarule
jambaziviT da ucbad!..
vxedav, Cemsken figura modis. modis
nela, mSvidad, TiTqos misgan raRac
Sveba igrZnoba. meSinia, magram sad
waval? gaqceva SeuZlebelia. vdgebi,
vimarTebi, miaxlovdeba. Zalian minda
gadmogceT Cemi maSindeli STabeWd-
ileba:
geqnebodaT aseTi SemTxveva _ ver
proza 15
xedav, magram cnob. ar gesmis, xvdebi.
ar exebi, grZnob. isic konturebisagan
Semdgari arseba gaxldaT, magram rom
icodeT, rogori metyveli. mzeridan,
anu Tavis konturidan didi yuradRe-
ba, mzrunveloba modioda, TiTqos
azrs asxivebda, CemTan nurafris geSin-
iao _ „ambobda~.
_ esec sulia? _ xmamaRla vekiTx-
ebi Cems Tavs.
_ xeli unda SegaSvelo, _ ismis
arsebidan, _ siaruli gagiWirdeba, _
da am sityvebTan erTad mklavebs Cem-
sken iwevs. vendobi, sxva ram gza maqvs.
ise gammarTa misma Sexebam, gavogn-
di. bilikze Tavisuflad mivabijeb.
_ me gamomgzavnes dasaxmareblad.
_ vin, ratom?
arsebidan Rimili gamokrTa _ asea
saWiro; dedamiwaze movlenisas Cvils
bebiaqali iWers, sikvdilis mere sx-
eulidan gamosuli suli Cvilis mdgo-
mareobaSia. rogor ggonia, ratom gi-
Wirs wonasworobis SenarCuneba,
moZraoba. aq, sulTa saufloSi, axali
dabadebuli xar, xelis SeSveleba
gWirdeba. win Zalian, Zalian grZeli
gza gidevs...
SemaZrwuna misma sityvebma.
_ vici, dabneuli xar. adamiani
bevrs fiqrobs im wamze, rodesac mouw-
evs dro, datovos Cveuli samyaro da
SeucnobelSi gadavides. ranairi miTe-
bi da legendebi araa amaze SeTxzuli.
yvelaferSia simarTlis marcvali, ma-
gram xom ici, realoba moulodnelobe-
biTaa savse.
_ anu, aq davibade? _ vekiTxebi
dabneuli, gamoSterebuli.
_ diax, asea.
_ da Sen is xar, mfarvel angelozs
rom uwodeben?
isev Rimili...
_ ara, mec suli var, mec damxvda aq
gamZRoli, rodesac gardavicvale.
mivuyvebi biliks. fiqrebma gamita-
ca, es ieri, gamometyveleba nacnobia,
ver vixseneb...
***
mivdivarT, nabiji ukve davxvewe.
garSemo ucnauri sinaTlea, raRac nis-
lismagvari sinaTle Cagvivlis xolme.
ar dagaviwydeT, rom me amas adamianuri
TvalTaxedviT gadmogcemT. nisli, gza,
biliki, sinaTle... rogorc Cemma gidma
amixsna, am yvelafris gasaazreblad
jer bevri miklia. rom vecado, sulis
TvaliT davinaxo yvelaferi, arc gam-
omiva, jer unda gavizardo nel-nela,
rogorc bavSvi izrdeba materialur
samyaroSi, oRond „aqauri bavSvoba~
friad gansxvavebulia.
_ anu es iyo Cemi bedi, _ vebuzRune-
bi gamZRols, _ ar mindoda sikvdili,
es iyo Cemi ukanaskneli gafiqreba.
am dros Sori-axlo manZilze
TiTqos raRac gamokrTa, es ar iyo si-
naTle Cveni, dedamiwiseuli gagebiT.
azri gakrTeboda xolme. diax, ar
mogesmaT, azri! me ukve „imqveyniurad~
msjelobas viwyeb; mesmis misi da
magrZnobina, rom jer amaze saubari
saWiro araa. davnebdi „mowodebas~.
mivdivarT. ase mgonia, ukve didi xani
gavida, Zalian didi xani.
_ bevrs hgonia, rom suli sxeulis
datovebisTanave yvelaferSia gacno-
bierebuli, _ agrZelebs saubars meg-
zuri, _ sinamdvileSi uzarmazar
muzeumSi moxvedrili patara bavSvivi-
Taa, xedavs, verc xedavs, ainteresebs,
pasuxs elis.
_ ki magram, ase rodemde unda
viseirnoT? _ vekiTxebi, _ yvelafers
vifiqrebdi, magram „saiqio~ aseTad ar
warmomedgina; gauTavebeli siaruli
raRac bilikze sicarieleSi, mosawye-
nia, xom ici...
_ jer sad xar, axlaxan daiwye,
moiTmine, _ movida pasuxi.
isev gakrTa is „raRac~, TiTqos
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raime siaxles gvauwyebda.
16 proza
dasasruli
da uecrad Cvens Tvalwin uzarmaz-
ari panorama gadaiSala da ra, ar
ikiTxavT?
dedamiwa! Cveni dedamiwa!
xarbi TvaliT vaTvaliereb „samSob-
los~; aucileblad mimaCnia, aRvniSno,
rom iqedan dedamiwaa samSoblo da ara
misi romelime regioni. Sevcqeri kon-
tinentebs, okeaneebs... netav, ra xdeba
iq? an im adgilas, romelic me davtove,
ra dReSi iqnebian Cemebi, nacnob-mego-
brebi...
_ albaT bevri ganicdis, bevrs
ecodebi...
_ yvelas.
***
panorama icvleba, dedamiwis magi-
er amoizarda mTeli Cemi cxovreba,
dawyebuli Cvilobidan sikvdilis
dRemde. gaognebac ver movaswari, qron-
ikis kadrebiviT ganlagda, dasrulebu-
li filmiviT damuSavebul-damontaJe-
buli. kargic, cudic... ar vici, Semrcx-
ves, Tu viamayo. Sevdivar „qronikaSi~,
midis kadrebi. ai, sul patara var,
Cvili, mere bavSvi, mSoblebs Sevcini,
CemTvis udidesi bednierebaa, ezoSi Tu
CamiSveben, megobrebi, seirnoba, mere
yrmoba, pirveli seqsi, pirveli siy-
varuli, ojaxi, axloblebi, kariera,
Svilis dabadeba... es yvelaferi, Cav-
lil-gancdili, mniSvnelovani Tu
wvrilmani movlenebiT daxunZluli,
TiTqos sadRac ido Taroze Semodebu-
li kinofiriviT da axla gadmoiRes,
gaSales da uCveneben...
bevri ram iyo, Zalian bevri. zogi
ramisa Semrcxva, zogiT viamaye, magram
erTma detalma gadafara yvelaferi.
ramdenime wlis win erT-erT did fir-
maSi vmuSaobdi. Tavi rom ar SegawyinoT,
mokled vityvi, Zalian miyvarda Cemi
saqme, gulwrfelad vemsaxurebodi, ma-
gram raRac gaugebrobisa Tu intrige-
bis msxverpli gavxdi... erT mSvenier
diliT vigeb, rom samuSaodan gan-
Tavisuflebuli var. es erT-erTi didi
tkivili iyo Cems cxovrebaSi. mdgomar-
eobas is ufro mimZimebda, rom
gaurkvevlad, bundovnad, raRac SeT-
iTxnili mizeziT moxda. an Cemi adgili
undodaT vinmesTvis, an... ar vici. erTi
sityviT, mexiviT meca es ambavi, xmac
aravisTvis gamicia, axsna-ganmartebas
arc velodi. ucbad, TiTqos piri
Sekreso, yvela mteri gaxda, isinic,
vinc megobari an keTilganwyobili me-
gona. aqa-iq viWer mzeras, erTmaneTSi
Cumad saubroben, Woraoben... mivalage
Cemi magida, aviRe yvela Cemi piradi
nivTi da wasasvlelad movemzade. ue-
crad erTi adamianuri saxe davinaxe,
SeSfoTebuli, damwuxrebuli, oRond
gulwrfelad da ara ise, kargi qcevis
wesebis dasacavad mowyale iers rom
miiReben xolme. CemTan moirbina,
kalkulatori momitana _ es Tqvenia,
aq ar dagrCeT _ meubneba. madloba
vuTxari, gamovarTvi _ yvelaferi
kargad iqneba _ agrZelebs _ usamarT-
loba moxda, magram gairkveva, saubars
movkari yuri, Tu ase ar moxda, ese igi,
yvela SiSSi unda viyoT, rodis visi
gagdeba moeprianebaT, neta am adgilas
Tqvenze ukeTess vis moiyvanen? _ xeli
Caiqnia, damemSvidoba da Tavis saqmes
miubrunda.
Senobas rom sabolood vtovebdi,
Sesvenebis dro iyo. qveviT Tvali
movkari, TanamSromlebTan erTad idga.
yvelam gulgrili saxe miiRo, TiTqos
ver mxedavdnen, is ki Secba, nawyeni bavS-
viviT mzera gamayola. maSin pirvelad
vigrZeni, Tu ras niSnavs, cocxal ar-
sebebSi adamianic rom urevia.
da axla, roca Soridan, Zalian
Soridan vumzerdi am kadrebs, Cems
literaturuli gazeTi
saqarTvelos ganaTlebis, mecnierebis,
kulturisa da sportis saministro
saqarTvelos mweralTa saxli
literaturuli gazeTi
tvinSi, Tu ar vici, rogor vuwodo sx-
vanairad Cems „iqaur~ azrovnebas, amo-
tivtivda azri: es xom! Tavzari dameca
_ es xom isaa! Cemi megzuri. mas Sevxede
_ Sen?! gverdidan isev gamokrTa sina-
Tle, Rimili wamovida arsebidan...
vinme gardacvlil naTesavTan an
megobarTagan rom damxvedroda, ise ar
gamikvirdeboda. Sen? Sen xom kargad
arc gicnobdi... da bolos im xuTi
wuTiT damamaxsovre Tavi...
da ras niSnavs yovelive es? ukve Cems
suls vekiTxebi...
_ yvelaferi Zalian martivia, _
mpasuxobs megzuri, _ xuTi wuTi? mTe-
li cxovreba? zogjer xuTma an erTma
wuTma SeiZleba gadawonos yvelaferi.
radgan im momentSi me viyavi Seni Tan-
Tamar qadagiZe
amgrZnobi. amitom damevala daxvedrac.
_ me ki aRarc gamxsenebixar... mas
mere sxvagan daviwye muSaoba. gamimarT-
la, dabrunebis Sansic iyo. rogorc Sen
manugeSe, axda, magram me aRar miRir-
da, ukeTesi viSove. yofili koleqtivi
waiSala Cemi mexsierebidan da Senc maT-
Si gaiTqvife...
_ adamianuri TvalsazrisiT arcaa
gasakviri, ver vicliT yvela detalis
gasaxseneblad da verc Sesafaseblad.
_ anu, saamisod unda movmkv-
dariyavi?
_ yvelasTvis ganurCevlad SemeZ-
lo, TanagrZnoba gamewia, ar hqonda
mniSvneloba, axlobeli iyo, Tu nacno-
bi, _ agrZelebs megzuri, _ amitom var
Seni gamZRoli. es yvelas ar SeuZlia,
„aq~ Cemnairebis privilegiaa.
_ da mainc, ratom miTanagrZne?
Rimili gamovida, pasuxi ar gamca.
xandaxan erT wuTs gacilebiT meti
wona aqvs, vidre wlebs _ gvawevs azrs
sinaTlis nisli.
_ Sen raRa dagemarTa, _ vekiTxebi
megzurs.
_ mec avaria SememTxva, manqanaSi
ukana savarZelze vijeqi, magram dar-
tyma iseTi mxridan iyo, rom sabediswe-
ro gamodga CemTvis.
meti aRaraferi uTqvams, gadav-
erTeT kvlav Cems „qronikaze~. midis
cxovrebis oromtriali, Turme ramde-
ni ram ar maxsovs, arada, ormocisac ar
var jer. bolos modis dRe, rodesac
avaria SememTxva. aq wydeba „firi~. cota
xans Cumad vdgavarT.
_ axla saiT ginda? _ mekiTxeba.
_ saiT minda? TiTqos sakurorto
qalaqSi vseirnobdeT. Cemi asarCevia?
_ ginda, dedamiwis warsuls
giCveneb?
_ ra Tqma unda. kargi iqneba, gada-
vxedo Sua saukuneebs da antikur xanas,
rogorc cocxalma mowmem, an dedami-
wis Seqmnis periods, magram momavalsac
xom vnaxav?
_ jer magis ufleba ar gaqvs.
_?
_ momavlis danaxva sxva privile-
giaa. jer moxda is, rac dasawyisSi iyo
aucilebeli: Cvens sivrceSi moxvedra,
Segueba axal, sulier sxeulTan, cx-
ovrebis istoria... danarCeni winaa.
radgan saTamaSoebiT ar TamaSob da
WoWinaSi ar zixar, ar ifiqro, rom zr-
redaqtori irakli javaxaZe
redaqtoris moadgile uCa SerazadiSvili
Jurnalisti Tamar Juruli
mob. tel.: (577)742277; (599)269852; e-mail: litgazeti@yahoo.com
dasrulad aRiqmebi. safexurebi gaqvs
gasavleli...
pauza grZeldeba. cxovrebiseuli
qronikis Semdeg erT adgilas varT gaC-
erebuli.
_ erTi, Semosasvleli etapi gavi-
areT, axla meoreze gadasvla moxdeba.
_ male?
_ ar vici. Cvenze araa damokidebu-
li. axla iseT SualedSi varT, sadac
dro ar aris.
_ anu?
_ jer isev dedamiwiseulad
azrovneb. is ocdaoTxsaaTiani sartye-
li iqaa. materialur samyaroSi yvela
planetas, galaqtikas Tavisi drois
sartyeli aqvs, aq ki sxva kanonebi da
ganzomilebebia. aris sxvadasxva dro,
Cems
miRma
sxvadasxva ganzomileba. aris „udroo~
Sualedebic. axla ki moTmineba!
TiTqos raRac datrialda garSemo,
sivrce moZraobs, me qvasaviT uZravi
var. ra xdeba, qariSxalia Tu sxva ram?
ver aRiqva Cemi „iqauri~ gagebiT Camouy-
alibebelma cnobierebam. megzuric
raRacis molodinSia. raRac sinaTlee-
bi, cimcimi Cans. Cndeba didi sarkmeli
Tu CarCo. vaime, RmerTo, ratom? ra
xdeba? vin gamoCndeba? RmerTi? eSmaki?
angelozi?.. ukve Zrwolas vgrZnob. Rm-
erTs davinaxav? _ vekiTxebi xmamaRla
megzurs, damSvidebas veli misgan.
TiTqos raRacam amitaca, raketaze
uswrafesad mivfrinav, Tan erT adgil-
as vdgavar. axla mivxvdi, ras niSnavs
udrooba. ucnaurma sinaTlem gadauara
yvelafers. sarkmeli unda gaixsnas, ix-
sneba. ukve gamoCndeba. ai, ikveTeba, bavS-
viviT vRelav da! RmerTsac velodi, eS-
maksac, yvelafers da ara imas, rac me
vnaxe! Cemi Tavi, diax! ar mogesmaT! Cemi
fizionomia micqerda sarkmlidan, zus-
tad iseTi, rogoric viyavi cocxali,
daRupvamde.
aman sul gamagiJa, gamaoca, Tavzari
damca _ miT ufro, rom Cems megzursac
gaoceba SevamCnie.
man Sexeda Cems saxes „sarkmelSi~,
ramdenime wamiT SeaCera mzera, Semdeg
mobrunda, dadga Cems win. raRac mou-
lodnelis molodinSi daviZabe. dgas,
momCerebia da ucbad xmamaRla, mkaf-
iod iZaxis: wadi! midixar!
TiTqos mis daZaxils elodao, Cemma
sulma ukan iwyo daxeva da es xdeboda
uneburad, daukiTxavad. mivdivar uku-
svliT. Turme ramxela gza gamivlia.
garemo kvlav ireva, sinaTle, sibnele,
sinaTle da isev SegrZneba, rom gons
vkargav. TiTqmis iseTive mdgomareoba
da gancda, rogoric avariis dros
mqonda. cotac da yvelaferi gaqra,
isev wyvdiadma da ugonobam STanTqa
yvelaferi.
***
Tvals vaxel, saavadmyofos palata-
Si var, jer bundovnad varCev si-
luetebs, mere saxeebic ikveTeba. bgere-
bi yrud mesmis, xma xandaxan ixSoba. Tavi
roboti mgonia, romelic dazianda,
SesakeTebelia da xelosnebisa Tu swav-
lulebis jgufi cdilobs mis aRdgenas
axal programaSi CasarTavad...
26 aprili - 9 maisi 2019
mariam raqviaSvili
usazRvroeba
sakuTar fantazias vabijeb da us-
azRvro samyaros nawili vxdebi. TiTqos
garSemo yvelaferi umniSvnelod iRebe-
ba, imedgacruebac qreba, tkivilic, sev-
dac...
vxvdebi, rom mis garSemo viwyeb brun-
vas, sruliad moulodnelad da gaucno-
biereblad...
vgrZnob, rom aqamde arc ki micx-
ovria, ar misunTqia ise Rrmad, rogorc
_ axla. gulic ki gaqvavebuli mqonia...
axla ki, axla ki samyaro sul sxva fer-
ebad iSleba.
zogjer mgonia, CagviTrevs da
nafleTebad gvaqcevs.
gverdiT vixedebi, mere _ win, Semdeg
_ ukan, da isev _ gverdiT... vixedebi,
mas vxedav da Cemi Rimilic ormagdeba...
grZnoba, romelic sruliad mipyrobs
da axal samyaros miSlis...
jer kidev Seucnobeli gancda da yve-
laze gulwrfeli Rimili...
Rimili uSveleblad didi da naper-
wklebiT moelvare saxe, imedisa da Za-
lis momcemi...
Rimili swrafi, sevda _ mqrqali...
dReebi wamebad qceuli, awmyo _ ne-
tarebad, momavali ki _ zRaprad...
maradisobis
marwuxebSi
gaxsovs, mkiTxe, maradiuli ra ari-
so... mec gipasuxe: is, rac cxovrebas mniS-
vnelovnad cvlis-meTqi, Sen ki gageRima
da gaikvirve:
_ maradisoba sikvdilis merec ar
grZeldeba?
araferi mipasuxia... ar vici, ratom...
albaT ar mindoda iluziis gaqroba an,
ubralod, kamaTs Tavi avaride.
magram axla mismine da gaigeb; gaigeb,
ras niSnavs maradiuli...
maradiuli adamianTa cxovrebaSi
yovelTvis tovebs SesamCnev kvals... is
mniSvnelovania, Zlieri, myari... ar iqce-
va an Tu waiqceva, dgeba...
ai, magaliTad, siyvaruli maradi-
ulia, gind, sicocxlis bolomde iyoT
erTad da gind _ mxolod ramdenime kvi-
ra...
maradiulia is, risi wasvlis Semdeg
arc erT wams ar giCndeba sinanulis ganc-
da, ar Rirdao...
aseve, maradiulia yvela is adamiani,
romelic Sens cxovrebas naTliT Semo-
savs...
saocari Tviseba aqvs am epiTets, ma-
gram Zalian mwarecaa... radgan, erT dRes
SesaZloa, iseTi gancda gagiCndes, rom
veravin da veraferma daimsaxura es gan-
sazRvreba da gaogndebi... imdenadac ki,
rom frTebi Segekvecos...
ici, mec amis meSinia... radgan es Zalian
nacnobi gancdaa, romelic Cem garSemo
brunavs da xSirad metmasneba kidec...
an Zalian unda mixarodes, an Zalian
mwyindes...
an ubednieresi viyo, anki amqveynad
Cemze ubeduri aravin megulebodes...
rTulia aseTi yofa _ Zalze rTu-
li...
sruliad marto vdgavar codvaTa
morevis win, romelsac Cemi CaTreva
unda... meZaxis, maradisoba ukve vSTanTqe,
axla ki Seni jeriao...
adre meSinoda, roca es xmebi mesmo-
da, magram axla miveCvie, albaT male im-
denad miveCvevi, momkidebs marjvenas da
sruliad Cavikargebi Rrma da Sav
sivrceSi...