ხავიერ მარიასი

ბერტა ისლა
romani

espanuridan Targmna
lana kalandiam

გამომცემლობა
ინტელექტი
xavier mariasi
berta isla

JAVIER MARÍAS
BERTA ISLA
Translated by Lana Kalandia

redaqtorebi
paata CxeiZe
qeTevan goCitaSvili
damkabadonebeli
lika sxirtlaZe
garekanis dizaineri
Teona WaniSvili

ISBN 978-9941-31-423-0
©️ Javier Marías, 2017
©️ CASANOVAS & LYNCH LITERARY AGENCY S. L.
© gamomcemloba `inteleqti“, 2021
karme lopes merkaders,
yuradRebian Tvalebs, romlebic xedaven,
yuradRebian smenas, romelic ismens,
da xmas, romelic saukeTeso rCevebs maZlevs.

da erik sauTvorTs,
vinc naxevari cxovrebis megobrobis Semdeg jerac
uneburad mamaragebs nayofieri citatebiT.
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erTxans darwmunebuli ar iyo, misi qmari iyo Tu ara misi
qmari, rogorc Zil-buranSi ar icis adamianma, fiqrobs
Tu esizmreba, kvlav miuZRvis fiqrebis nakads Tu daR-
lils sizmar-cxadi ereva. xan sjeroda, rom – ki, xan –
ara, xanac gadawyvetda, araferi daejerebina da cxovreba
gaegrZelebina masTan an im kacTan erTad, romelic Zalian
hgavda mis qmars, magram masze ufrosi iyo. amasobaSi, mis
aryofnaSi, TviTonac gaizarda – Zalian axal­gazrda iyo,
colad rom gahyva.
es saukeTeso droeba iyo, yvelaze wynari, sasiamovno
da Svebis momgvreli, magram didxans arasodes grZelde-
boda, ubralo ambavi ar aris amgvari sakiTxis, amgvari
eWvis ugulebelyofa. SeeZlo, kvirebis ganmavlobaSi
yvelaferi gverdze gadaedo da angariSmiucemlad mih­
yoloda yoveldRiurobas, dedamiwis mkvidrTa umrav-
lesobis msgavsad, romlebic martooden ucqeren, rogor
isaxeba axali dRe cis kabadonze, iwriteba da qreba.
aseT dros adamianebs hgoniaT, rom arsebobs dasasru-
li, pauza, gamyo­fi Tu mijna, romelic samans debs ZilSi,
magram sinamdvileSi ar arsebobs; dro kvlav miedineba
da nakvalevs tovebs ara mxolod Cvens sxeulze, aramed

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cnobierebazec; dro arad agdebs, Rrma ZiliT gvZinavs
Tu fxizlad varT, ZilgamkrTalebi davborialebT Tu
Tvalebi gvexuWeba axalwveuli Ramis guSagiviT, rom-
lis yaraulobasac – aravin icis, ratom – `warmosaxviTs“
uwodeben, iqneb imitom, rom ise gamoCndes, TiTqos arc
yofila Ramis mTeveli, roca samyaros eZina (Tuki Tavi
fxizlad eWira da ar daatyveves an omianobaSi tyvia ar
daaxales). erTi uneburi CaTvlemac sakmarisia, rom misi
mizeziT vinme sikvdils gadaeyaros. ramdeni xifaTia yo­
vel nabijze.
maSin, roca sjeroda, rom misi qmari namdvilad misi
iyo, sulis simSvides mainc ver poulobda, didad arc
loginidan wamodgoma da axali dRis dawyeba axaliseb-
da, ganvlili xangrZlivi lodinis tyveobaSi imyofeboda.
lodins SeCveuli adamiani verasodes egueba mis saboloo
dasasruls, TiTqos haeri ar hyofnis. roca fiqrobda,
rom misi qmari misi ar iyo, Rames SfoTsa da sindisis
qenjnaSi atarebda, gaRviZeba aRar undoda, Tvali rom ar
gaesworebina sayvareli adamianis mimarT aRZruli eWve-
bisa da im sayvedurebisTvis, romlebiTac Tavs itanjav-
da. sakuTari Tavi sZulda am sijiutis gamo. samagierod,
im xanebSi, roca gadawyvetda, araferi daejerebina,
faruli eWvi Tu bundovani imedi asuldgmulebda, rom,
adre Tu gvian, is daubrundeboda. aRmoaCina, rom abso-
lutur garkveulobaSi cxovreba mosabezrebelia, radgan
adamiani mxolod erTi arsebobisTvis aris ganwiruli,
anu erTi da igivea realuri da warmosaxviTi samyaro, am
ukanasknels ki yovelTvis veravin gaeqceva. Tavis mxriv,
mudmivi eWvi Seuwynarebelia, radgan damRlelia niadag
sakuTar Tavsa da sxvebze dakvirveba, gansakuTrebiT,

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yvelaze axlobel adamianze da Sedareba mogonebebTan,
romlebic sando arasodes aris. veravin xedavs mka­fiod,
rac mis Tvalwin araa, Tundac axali momxdari iyos da
jerac grZnobde oTaxSi surnelebas an mwuxarebas kacisa,
romelsac axlaxan daemSvidobe. sakmarisia, adamiani kari-
dan gavides, rom misi saxe ganqardes; sakmarisia, aRar
uyurebde da mkafiod veRar dainaxo an saerTod ver
dainaxo; igive iTqmis xmaze da aRarafers vambob Sexe-
baze. rogor SeiZleba vinmem zustad da TanmimdevrobiT
gaixsenos didi xnis win momxdari ambavi? rogor aRidgi-
nos SeubRalavad warmosaxvaSi qmari, romelic TxuTmeti
Tu oci wlis win loginSi uwveboda, roca karga xnis Ca-
Zinebuli iyo da mZinares eufleboda? esec mkrTaldeba
da jariskacis warmosaxvasaviT imRvreva. iqneb, swored
es gamqrqaldeba yvelaze swrafad.

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yovelTvis guljavriani ar yofila misi qmari, erT-
droulad espaneli da ingliselic, romelsac tomi Tu
tomas nevinsoni erqva. arc im yovlismomcvel brazsa
Tu Rrma naRvels asxivebda, romelsac axla mTel sax-
lSi daatarebda. TiTqos emanaciasaviT Tan dahyveboda
sastumro oTaxSi, saZinebelsa da samzareuloSi da saa-
vdrod Seyrili RrublebiviT iSviaTad ganerideboda.
es ubiZgebda, sityvaZunwi yofiliyo da iSviaTad epasuxa
kiTxvebze, cxadia, saCoTiro da, aseve, uvnebel kiTxveb-
ze. pirvelze ambobda, saidumlos gamxelis ufleba ara
maqvso da iqve Seaxsenebda cols, berta islas, arc ara-

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sodes meqneba, aTwleulebic rom gavides da sikvdilis
piras viyoo. verasodes SeZlebda eTqva, sad dadioda, ras
saqmianobda an ra misias asrulebda, rogori iyo misi
cxovreba bertas gareSe. berta pasuxs unda dasjereboda
da sjerdeboda kidec: mis qmars hqonda sivrce Tu gan-
zomileba, romelic mudam misi Tvalsawierisa da smenis
miRma, bnelSi rCeboda – uaryofili ambavi, mowkuruli
Tvalebi, axlomxedveli mzera an, ufro zustad, sibrmave.
qals SeeZlo, mxolod evarauda an warmoedgina.
– garda amisa, jobs ar icode, – uTxra qmarma erT­xel.
mogonili gulCaTxrobiloba xels ar uSlida, xandaxan
xangrZlivad da abstraqtulad esaubra, – adgilebisa
da pirovnebebis dasaxelebis gareSe, – xSirad es Zalian
usiamovno, samwuxaro ambebia, romlebic ubeduri dasas-
rulisTvisaa ganwiruli xan erTisTvis da xanac meorisT-
vis. zogjer raRac saxalisoc SeiZleba SegemTxves, mag­ram
TiTqmis yovelTvis sazizRari da damTrgunvelia. sindi-
si xSirad mqenjnis, magram, sabednierod, swrafad gamdis,
gardamavali movlenaa. Cadenil qmedebas male viviwyeb,
gansaxierebul epizodebs erTi sikeTe axlavs: TiTqos Sen
ar gexeba, msaxiobiviT xar. filmSi an TeatrSi Sesrule-
buli rolis Semdeg msaxiobi Tavis WeSmarit saxes ubrun-
deba da Sesrulebul rols iviwyebs. droTa ganmavloba-
Si mxolod bundovani mogoneba rCeba, rogorc sizmari an
daujerebeli ambavi, mudam saTuo, saorWofo da TiTqmis
yovelTvis – pirovnulad miuRebeli, adamiani sakuTar
Tavs arwmunebs: `ara, me ase ver moviq­ceodi, mexsiereba
mRalatobs, is sxva pirovneba iyo, es Secdomaa“. mTvareu-
liviT moqmedeb, sakuTar qcevasa da nabijebs angariSs
ver uwev.

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 berta islam icoda, rom, garkveulwilad, ucnob ada-
mianTan cxovrobda. adamians, romelsac akrZaluli aqvs
gaamxilos, Tu rogor cxovrobs Tveebis ganmavlobaSi,
bolos da bolos, uCndeba gancda, rom SeuZlia saerTod
araferi Tqvas. magram, tomi, yvelafris miuxedavad, ber-
tas mTeli cxovreba iyo – haeriviT saWiro da aucilebe-
li. adamiani xom haers arasodes akvirdeba.
erTmaneTs lamis bavSvobidan icnobdnen, maSin tomas
nevinsoni xalisiani, Tavqariani da uRrublo axalgazrda
iyo. sorolias muzeumTan axlos, martines kampos quCaze
mdebare britanul instituts, romelSic tomi Tavidanve
swavlobda, ymawvilebi cameti-ToTxmeti wlis asakSi am-
Tavrebdnen. im epoqaSi swavlis am etaps meoTxe bakala-
vriats uwodebdnen. mexuTe, meeqvse da winasauniversi-
teto kursebi sxva saswavlebelSi unda gaegrZelebinaT.
bevrni bertas kolejSi, estudioSi, agrZelebdnen swav-
las, Tundac mxolod imitom, rom Sereuli da laicis-
turi saswavlebeli iyo, rac frankos epoqis espaneTSi
akrZaluli gaxldaT da, amasTan, sxva ubanSi wasvla ar
uwevdaT. estudio axlos, migel anxelesis quCaze mde-
bareobda.
saswavlebelSi axalmosuli moswavle gansakuTrebiT
Seuxedavi an ulazaTo Tu ar iyo, didi warmatebiT sarge-
blobda sawinaaRmdego sqesis warmomadgenlebSi swored
Tavisi `siaxlis“ gamo da bertasac Zalian male primiti-
ulad da brmad Seuyvarda axalgazrda nevinsoni. es siy-
varuli, didwilad, primitiuli da usafuZvlo, esTeti-
kuri da ampartavnuli gadawyvetilebis nayofi gaxldaT
(mavani garSemo mimoixedavs da sakuTar Tavs etyvis: amas
vuxdebi). Cveulebriv, aseTi siyvaruli mowiwebiT, daxri-

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li mzeriT, RimiliTa da zedapiruli saubrebiT iwyeba,
vnebas saguldagulod malavs da, amis miuxedavad, maSinve
fesvs idgams da sicocxlis bolo wuTamde mtkicea. cxa-
dia, es vnebac Teoriulia da srulebiT ar eqvemdebareba
gansjas, romanebidan da filmebidan aris naswavli, war-
mosaxuli proeqciaa da masSi esTetikuri xatebi Warbobs:
qali Tavs rCeuli vaJis colad warmoidgens, vaJi ki –
qalis qmrad, rogorc naxatSi, romelSic arc ganviTare-
baa, arc cvlileba da istoria. maTi SorsmWvreteloba
iq sruldeba, arc erTs Seswevs unari, Sors gaixedos da
sakuTari Tavi warmoidginos sxva asakSi, Soreul dro-
Si, romelic maT ar ekuTvniT da miuwvdomeli eCvenebaT;
mxolod mwvervalze SeuZliaT sakuTari Tavis xilva,
imis iqiT bundovaneba da dasasrulia; SesaZloa, am mi-
zans mxolod yvelaze jiutebi da gamWriaxebi aRwe­ven. im
dros jer kidev moduri iyo, rom gaTxovil qalebs sa-
kuTari gvarisaTvis meuRlis gvari daematebinaT, bertas
Tavisi momavali gvaris vizualuri mxarec xiblavda da
akustikuric: erTi da igive ar iyo berta isla-­nevinsoni,
rac Tavgadasavalsa da egzotikur wyvilze mianiSnebda
(erT mSvenier dRes savizito baraTic eqneboda, romel-
zec gvars swored ase dawerda da kidev ras, amas mere
moifiqrebda) da berta isla-suaresi – im axalgazrda
ymawvilis gvari axsendeboda, romelic tomis kolejSi
gamoCenamde moswonda.
berta erTaderTi gogona ar yofila klasSi, romel-
mac tom nevinsons mgznebared da jiqurad daadga Tva-
li da pretenzia gauCnda. sinamdvileSi, tomis mosvlam
kolejis mikrokosmosSi didi SfoTi Semoitana, rome-
lic ori trimestris ganmavlobaSi gagrZelda, sanam mas

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TvalsaCino patroni ar gamouCnda. tomas nevinsoni sakma-
od kargi Sesaxedavi gaxldaT, sxvebze odnav tanmaRali,
oqrosferi Tma Zvelmodurad gadaevarcxna ukan (ormo-
ciani wlebis mfrinavsa Tu matareblis memanqanes hgav-
da, roca Tmas mokled SeikreWda; xanac – musikoss, Tu
Tmas odnav moizrdida, gabatonebuli tendenciis sawi-
naaRmdegod; zogjer meorexarisxovani rolebis Sems-
rulebel msaxiob den diuarisac mogagonebda an mTavari
rolebis Semsrulebel Jerar filips, rodesac misi Tmis
sigrZe maqsimums aR­
wevda, – es maTTvis, visac vizualu-
ri cnobismoyvareoba an mexsiereba aqvs). tom nevinsoni
im adamianis Seuvalobas asxivebda, romelic modasa da,
Sesabamisad, cvlilebebs ar emorCileba, rasac TxuTmeti
wlis asakSi veravin gaurbis. iseT STabeWdilebas toveb-
da, TiTqos sakuTar epoqaze ar iyo mijaWvuli an Tavze
gadaufrina da mniSv­neloba ar miuniWebia im sabediswe-
ro garemoebisTvis, romelic mudam is dRe an Tundac
is saukune gaxlavT, roca adamiani ibadeba. daxvewili
saxis nakvTebis miuxedavad, ver ityodi, axalgazrduli
mSvenierebis nimuSiao, lazaTi Tu marili aklda, rac
aTwleulebis Semdeg SeiZina. xorciani da kargad gamo­
yvanili tuCebi hqonda (rac TiTis gadasmis survils
ufro aRZravda, vidre kocnisas). Tvalis feri amindis
mixedviT ecvleboda, mowmendilze mqrqali nacrisferi
uxdeboda, moaxloebul Weqa-quxilze TiTqos siblantes
iZenda da mRvried uelavda; misi gamWoli, daudegari da
farTo Tvalebi arasodes isve­nebda da kontrasts qmnida
patronis uSfoTvelobasTan. am Tvalebidan raRac anoma-
lia gamosWvioda an momaval anomalias iuwyeboda, rome-
lic jer Casafrebuli iyo da uTvalTvalebda, TiTqos
misi gamoRviZebis dro ar damdgariyo, unda daRvinebu-

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liyo an gamoCekiliyo, rom sruli Zalmosileba moekriba.
cxviri – arafriT gamorCeuli, ganieri da TiTqos daus-
rulebeli, gamokveTili wveris gareSe; nikapi – mkacri,
kvadratuli, odnav gamoweuli da mtkice. yvelaferi er-
Tad mimzidvelobasa Tu momxibvlelobas sZenda, magram
garegnobaze mniSvnelovani misi ironiuli da mCate xas-
iaTi iyo, msubuqad da udardelad xumrobda yvelaferze,
rac irgvliv xdeboda da qarafSuta TavSi mouvlida, misi
xumroba advili misaxvedri ar iyo araTu axloblebi-
saTvis, aramed Tavad misTvisac. nevinsoni, sakuTar Tavsa
da Sexedulebebze iSviaTad saubrobda, TiTqos es saqme
bavSvur TamaSad da drois flangvad miaCnda. ar hgavda
im mozards, sakuTar Tavs rom aRmoaCens da akvirdeba,
Cxreks, amoxsnas cdilobs da erTi suli aqvs gaerkves,
individebis romel klass miekuTvneba; imas ki ver xvdeba,
rom amaod irjeba, radgan pirovnulad srulad ar Camo­
yalibebula da amas manamde ver mixvdebi – romc mixvde,
es mocemuloba mudmivad cvalebadi da ukugdebulia,
vidre mZime gadawyvetilebebs ar miiReb, ar imoqmedeb da,
roca es xdeba, gamosworeba da sxva adamianad gardaqm-
na dagvianebulia. nebismier SemTxvevaSi, tomas nevinsons
didad ar ainteresebda, vinmes gaecno an Tavad gaecno
sakuTari Tavi an meore procesi ukve gavlili hqonda da
pirvels narcisulad udgeboda. iqneb misi naxevrad in-
glisuri warmomavloba iyo amis mizezi, magram erTi ram
cxadi iyo – bolomde aravin icoda, rogori iyo sinam-
dvileSi. moCvenebiTi gulRiaobis, megobruli xasiaTis,
keTilganwyobis safarvelqveS bundovaneba da TavdaWera
imaleboda. sxvebi amas TiTqos ver acnobierebdnen, mxo­
lod odnav SeigrZnobdnen am gaumtar Sres.

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***
tom nevinsoni orenovani iyo, inglisurad mamasaviT sau-
brobda da espanurad – dedasaviT. im asakidan, sanam enas
aidgamda, ZiriTadad madridSi cxovrobda, rasac araferi
dauklia misi inglisuri enamWevrobisaTvis: bavSvobidan
inglisurad aRzardes, saxlSi mTavari ena iyo da, rac
Tavi axsovda, yovel zafxuls inglisSi atarebda. amas
emateboda mesame da meoTxe enebis Seswavlis sakvirveli
unari da sxvaTa saubris, diqciisa Tu kilos imitaci-
is gansacvifrebeli niWi. sakmarisi iyo, erTxel daegdo
yuri vinmesTvis da mecadineobisa da Zalisxmevis gareSe
srulyofilad miebaZa, riTac TanaklaselebSi mxiarule-
basa da keTilganwyobas iwvevda, gamudmebiT axal-axal
interpretaciebs sTxovdnen. warmatebiT baZavda kole-
jis warmomadgenlebsa da satelevizio personaJebs, sa­
xelganTqmul frankosa da ministrebs, romlebic sain-
formacio saSualebebSi xSirad Cndebodnen. mamis enaze
Sesasrulebel parodiebs londonisa da oqsfordisaTvis
inaxavda, Tavisi iqauri megobrebisa da naTesavebisaTvis
(oqsfordi senior nevinsonis meore mSobliuri qalaqi
iyo); Camberis ubanSi veravin gaugebda da Seaqebda, Ti-
To-orola yofili Tanaklaselis garda britanuli in-
stitutidan, romlebic masaviT orenovanebi iyvnen. arc
erT enaze saubrisas ucxoelobis iotisodena kvali ar
etyoboda, orive ena mSobliuriviT JRerda da arasodes
hqonia problema, rom, gvaris miuxedavad, madridSi Ta-
visianad mieRoT. icoda yvela gamoTqma, Jargoni da, Tu
moisurvebda, SeeZlo, yvelaze enabilwi biWi yofiliyo
mTel dedaqalaqSi, qalaqis gareubnebs Tu ar CavTvliT.

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didwilad, erTi Cveulebrivi espaneli biWi ufro iyo,
vidre ingliseli. ar gamoricxavda, rom sauniversiteto
ganaTlebas mamis qalaqSi miiRebda, riskenac es ukanask-
neli ubiZgebda, magram Tavisi cxovreba yovelTvis ma-
dridSi, bertasTan erTad warmoedgina. oqsfordSi Tu
miiRebdnen, SesaZloa, gamgzavrebuliyo kidec, magram
dar­wmunebuli iyo, rom swavlis dasrulebisTanave mSob­
liur qalaqs daubrundeboda.
tomis mama, jek nevinsoni, mravali wlis win dam-
kvidrebuliyo madridSi, Tavidan – SemTxveviTobis wya­
lobiT da Semdeg – qalaqis mgznebare siyvarulisa da
qorwinebis gamo. toms sxva adgilze cxovreba ar axsovda,
mxolod gadmocemiT icoda amis Sesaxeb. Svilebma xSir-
ad araferi ician maT dabadebamde mSoblebis ganvlil
cxovrebaze, TiTqos maT ar exebaT. mxolod zrdasrul
asakSi uCndebaT kiTxvebi, rac xandaxan Zalian dagvi-
anebulia. senior nevinsoni britaneTis saelCos TanamS-
romlobas uTavsebda British Council-Si1 saqmianobas, sadac
TxuTmeti wlis win misuliyo irlandiel uolter stark-
Tan erTad, romelic britanuli institutis damaarsebe-
li (1940 weli) da misive direqtori iyo didi xnis gan-
mavlobaSi. starki STagonebuli espanisti da mogzauri
gaxldaT, masve ekuTvnoda ramdenime wigni boSebis Sesa­
xeb, erTs odnav sasacilo saTauri hqonda `don jibsi“.
jek nevinsons gvarianad gauWirda meuRlis enis Seswavla
da, Tumca, sabolood safuZvlianad daeufla sintaqss,
gramatikas da sakmaod vrceli, kargad aqcentirebuli da
mwignobruli enac SeiTvisa, verasodes moiSora Zlieri

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britaneTis sabWo.

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inglisuri aqcenti, ris gamoc Svilebi, garkveulwilad,
ojaxSi SemoWril ucxo adamianad aRiqvamdnen da TavSeu-
kavebeli sicilisa da uxerxulobis Tavidan asarideb-
lad yovelTvis inglisurad esaubrebodnen. Sin espaneli
stumrebi Tu ewveodnen, sxva gza aRar rCebodaT da mamas
kastiliurad mimarTavdnen; misi piriT warmoTqmuli es-
panuri anekdotiviT CaesmodaT yurSi, TiTqos lorelis
an hardis gaxmovanebuli personaJebi – msuqani da xme-
li – ganasaxierebdnen espanurad TavianT Zvel filmebs
(bolos da bolos, sten loreli ingliseli iyo da ara
amerikeli, isini ki sruliad gansxvavebuli aqcentebiT
metyveleben ucxo enaze). iqneb swored mamis mier meo-
re samSoblos enis arasrulyofili codna iwvevda tom-
Si mamaSvilobisaTvis Seuferebel grZnobebs, TiTqos
momadlebuli enebis Seswavlisa da imitaciis didi niWi
afiqrebinebda, rom mamaze iolad SeeZlo samyaroSi gza
gaekvlia, morgeboda an sargebeli mieRo, rasac veraso-
des SeZlebda jek nevinsoni, ojaxSi arcTu avtoritet-
uli da gambedavi kaci da, tomis warmodgeniT, ojaxs
gareT – kidev ufro ususuri. am naadrev qedmaRlobas
ver Sehkadrebda dedas, mersedess, mosiyvarule, magram
mtkice xasiaTis qals, romelsac pativs scemda da anga-
riSs uwevda ara mxolod rogorc mSobels, aramed bri-
tanuli skolis maswavlebelsa da saswavlo sabWos wevrs.
`mis mersedess“ eZaxdnen moswavleebi, meuRlis enis kar-
gi mcodne gaxldaT da gacilebiT Tavisuflad flobda,
vidre meuRle – misas, Tumca mis saubarSic igrZnoboda
espanuri aqcenti. mxolod oTxi Svili – tomi, misi Zma da
ori da – metyvelebda orive enaze uaqcentod.

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 berta isla naRdi madrideli iyo (meoTxe Tu me­xuTe
Taobisa, rac im dros friad iSviaTi movlena gaxldaT),
Savgvremani, TavdaWerili, rbili da arasrul­ yofili.
saxis calkeul nakvTebs Tu daakvirdebodi, damabrmave-
beli silamazis ar mogeCveneboda, magram mTlianobaSi
misi saxe da sxeuli im amaRelvebel, gausaZlis mimzid­
velobas flobda, romelic xalisian, Rimilian da kiskisa
qalebs axasiaTebT. yovelTvis kmayofili Canda, TiTqos
mciredic hyofnida samxiarulod an Zalisxmevas ar
iSurebda, rom ekmara, rac bevri mamakacisTvis sasurve-
li qalis aucilebel Tvisebas warmoadgens: TiTqos am
sicilis dapatronebis survili uCndebaT, – an misi ga-
nadgurebis, Tu cudi instinqti mZlavrobs, – neta, vis
ekuTvnis es sicili? vin gamoiwvia? ver xvdebian, rom es
qaTqaTa kbilebi, saxes rom asxivosnebs da maT mxilvels
iwvevs, nebismier SemTxvevaSi, umizezodac iarsebebs, ro-
gorc saxis sxva nakvTebi – cxviri, Subli an yurebi. ber-
ta laRi da guliTadi adamiani gaxldaT, Tumca cota
macduri: misi sixaruli bunebrivi, msubuqi da myisieri
iyo, magram mizezs Tu ver ipovida, tyuilad ar gair-
jeboda, arc saTvalTmaqcod Seiwuxebda Tavs; marTalia,
samxiarulod aTas mizezs poulobda, magram, Tu mizezi
ar iyo, maSinve moiwyenda, danaRvliandeboda an gafxuki-
andeboda. mowyenili didxans ar Cerdeboda. male bez-
rdeboda es pirquSi da usixarulo mdgomareoba suli-
sa, TiTqos sargebels an ganviTarebas ver poulobda
am mdgomareobaSi, fiqrobda, rom misi gaxangrZliveba
erTferovnebisaken ubiZgebda da arafers aswavlida,
rogorc wylis wveTis ganuwyveteli dineba, romelic
wylis dones zrdis, magram ar gardasaxavs, Tumca arc

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