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Front Cover
Title Page
Copyright
Part I
Chapter One
Chapter Two
Chapter Three
Chapter Four
Chapter Five
Chapter Six
Chapter Seven
Chapter Eight
Chapter Nine
Chapter Ten
Part II
Chapter Eleven
Chapter Twelve
Chapter Thirteen
Chapter Fourteen
Chapter Fifteen
Chapter Sixteen
Chapter Seventeen
Chapter Eighteen
Chapter Nineteen
Chapter Twenty
Chapter Twenty-One
Chapter Twenty-Two
Chapter Twenty-Three
Chapter Twenty-Four
Chapter Twenty-Five
Chapter Twenty-Six
Chapter Twenty-Seven
Chapter Twenty-Eight
Chapter Twenty-Nine
Chapter Thirty
Chapter Thirty-One
Chapter Thirty-Two
Chapter Thirty-Three
Chapter Thirty-Four
Part III
Chapter Thirty-Five
Chapter Thirty-Six
Chapter Thirty-Seven
Chapter Thirty-Eight
Chapter Thirty-Nine
Chapter Forty
Chapter Forty-One
Chapter Forty-Two
Chapter Forty-Three
Chapter Forty-Four
Chapter Forty-Five
Chapter Forty-Six
Chapter Forty-Seven
Chapter Forty-Eight
Chapter Forty-Nine
Chapter Fifty
Chapter Fifty-One
Chapter Fifty-Two
Chapter Fifty-Three
Chapter Fifty-Four
Part IV
Chapter Fifty-Five
Chapter Fifty-Six
Chapter Fifty-Seven
Chapter Fifty-Eight
Chapter Fifty-Nine
Chapter Sixty
Chapter Sixty-One
Chapter Sixty-Two
Chapter Sixty-Three
Chapter Sixty-Four
Chapter Sixty-Five
Chapter Sixty-Six
Chapter Sixty-Seven
Chapter Sixty-Eight
Part V
Chapter Sixty-Nine
Chapter Seventy
Chapter Seventy-One
Chapter Seventy-Two
Chapter Seventy-Three
Chapter Seventy-Four
Chapter Seventy-Five
Acknowledgments
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This one is for my brother and sister, Ezra and Kari, and for our
parents, Alan and Madelyn, who made sure all our summers in
Maine were times of beauty, peace, and togetherness.
Part I
Finding Mercy
Chapter One
***
Julie decided not to go to the Crescent Diner, the place her uncles
and grandfather used to frequent for a bite between shifts on the
job. On the rare occasions when Julie’s father and mother had eaten
out, they’d also been customers at the diner. Nor did Julie choose to
go to the new, upscale café in town, which her mom and dad
might’ve liked, had they still been alive when it opened. Fancy salads
and wraps and expensive coffee drinks that cost more than most
longtime residents’ daily food budgets. “What’s wrong with plain
black?” Julie could hear her uncle, the former police chief, asking.
Instead, Julie pulled up in front of a store that barely had a name,
at least not one that anybody remembered. The letters on its aged
sign had faded to the point of invisibility. An old-fashioned general
store, or The Store to the locals, as in, I have to pick up some soap
at The Store. Or pants even. Or berries, sold in season in gleaming
rows of jewel-filled cartons on the front porch. Julie had a different
mental name for the place, almost a term of endearment. The
Everything Store. Its wares had provided distraction for a baby,
enabling Julie to get shopping done during the most tender stages of
new motherhood.
Her heart thrummed in her chest as she parked. She sat staring
through the car window at The Everything Store’s facade till her eyes
started to tear.
They have sandwiches here, Julie told herself, stabbing the button
to turn off the engine. I can get something to eat.
The door opened with a welcoming jangle of bells that gave Julie a
chill. She looked around before entering to see if the temperature
had dropped, leaves showing their underbellies in the type of wind
that preceded a thunderstorm, clouds rolling in. But the sun shone
warmly in a cornflower-blue sky and the day was still, the kind of
weather seen in Wedeskyull only a handful of weeks out of the year.
Julie rubbed her goose-pimply arms and went inside.
The first section to greet her was the easiest: hangers and racks
with tees and sweatshirts on display, Wedeskyull silk-screened over a
row of jagged mountaintops that looked like teeth. Then camouflage
gear in adult and youth sizes. After that came camping and outdoors
equipment, with portable hunting blinds and crossbows next. Guns
were kept behind a glass case to Julie’s left, taken for granted
enough in her life that their dark, threatening lengths and sleek
triggers curving like grins didn’t trouble her.
Beyond the guns stood the lunch counter. Julie could swerve right
now—stroll past the glassed-in case, or veer in the opposite
direction, toward where moccasins sat in boxes on shelves—and
avoid the area in front of her entirely.
She had shopped and browsed, hung out and played here, each
stage a marker in reverse of the years of her life. Married with
enough money to make purchases. A window-shopping single
woman, seeing which new goods had come in, but trying to
conserve her dollars. A teenager killing time over a soda and candy
with friends. A kid at her mother’s heels, or a baby in a stroller, as
the mysterious tasks required to keep house were taken care of.
Julie could thread her way to the row of stools without looking and
not even stumble. Perch on top of a cracked vinyl seat and order a
tuna-fish sandwich and iced tea, food as simple and old-fashioned as
the want ad she’d read a thousand years ago that morning. Instead,
she walked forward as if pulled by a rope. The act had a compulsive,
unstoppable feel, a victim returning to the scene of the crime.
These clothes were different from the ones that had faced her
when she came in. Tiny onesies and miniature sweaters hand knit by
local women, priced at amounts that, even in Julie’s near-
mesmerized state, seemed shocking, exorbitant. Board books about
nature, pairs of fur-lined booties so tiny, both would fit on Julie’s
palm. Sock animals and corn-husk dolls. Slightly less frivolous items
like organic teething biscuits and herbal remedies for nursing moms.
Julie spun around, turning her back, but it was too late. Memories
began swarming her like wasps. She tried to bat them away, fight
them off, but failed and dropped to her knees.
She couldn’t explain the sudden flurry of white; it was as if it had
begun snowing right here in The Everything Store. Cloth diapers,
Julie saw through blurred eyes, made of fair trade cotton, the
packaging somehow torn open, no, clawed open, so that the squares
fell in a pile on her lap. Julie leaned down, burying her face in the
sweet-smelling heap until it grew sodden, plugging her nose and
mouth.
“Um, miss? Ma’am?”
Julie looked up, and the woman leaning over her, her pregnant
stomach a swell that blocked out sight of anything else, took a
sudden, lurching step back.
“I think…we need some help over here!” the woman cried.
Julie bunched up the white drift of cloth in her hands, squeezing it
tighter and tighter. It was like a ball, an object that could be thrown.
Thrown at this horrible person with her immense belly, and her
innocent, concerned face, just trying to help because she hadn’t yet
learned that there were some situations that could never, ever be
helped.
***
From the side of The Everything Store where a cordless phone clung
to the wall—it had been a modernization not so long ago, replacing
the kind of contraption with a curlicued wire—Julie heard a series of
bleeps. The store clerk made the call matter-of-factly, her voice
bleached of sympathy, allowing Julie a shred of dignity.
Chief.
Not the old chief, thank God, Julie’s grandfather, nor the son who
came after him.
You mind coming down here?
The next voice Julie heard was husky and deep, echoing in her ear.
Julie had known this voice when it was less husky, and not yet deep.
“Come on, Jules,” Tim Lurcquer said quietly, squatting beside her.
She blinked.
“Come on,” he repeated. “You’ll feel better once we leave.”
Tim got to his feet—a faint creak from his knees as he rose that
surprised her—and extended a hand, strong enough to pull Julie
upright. The cloth of his uniform shirt felt crisp despite the summer
heat.
She held out a twisted clutch of plastic. “I have to buy these
diapers.” That was what you did if you broke something accidentally
in a store. Or ruined it with malice and fury. Maybe you paid double
then. “Also, I think I might’ve assaulted a woman.”
Tim took the packaging from Julie’s hand, his touch slow and
gentle, as if she were a deer or a sparrow, some sort of wild animal
that would shy away from human contact. “No,” he said, his voice so
kind it caused an ache. “You don’t. There’s not a person in this town
who would take your money.”
***
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