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iovane sabanisZe
iovane sabanisZe mimarTavs mis msaxurebsa da martvilmoyvare
adamianebs TxovniT: glocavT Tqven qristes siyvaruliT aRsavse guliT.
gulisyuriT momismineT, SeismineT Cemi naTqvami. TqvenTvisac saWiroa,
rom CemTan erTad yvelafers CaukvirdeT, gansakuTrebiT iseT drosa da
pirobebSi, rogorSic vimyofebiT. qristianuli qveynebis ganapira mxares,
urjulo qveynebis mezoblad mdebareobs Cveni qveyana. bevri qristiani
gadaibires mahmadianebma, zogi – ZaladobiT, zogi – motyuebiT, zogi –
bavSvuri umecrebiTa da gamoucdelobiT. zogi cbierebiTa da veragobiT.
WeSmariti qristianebi ki ZalmomreobiT daimones. isini did siRatakeSi
arian, mtrebis mier dasjilni, ixdian gadasaxadebs, imdenad mZimes,
rogorc rkinas. SiSiT arian atanilni da iryevian ise, rogorc lerwami
irxeva Zlieri qaris dros: „SiSiTa ganilevian da iryevian, viTarca
lerwamni qarTagan ZlierTa“. mama-papis gzaze svliT WeSmariti
qristianebi bevr Wirsa da varams iTmenen. sakvirvelia swored is, rom
am dros gamoCnda Tavdadebuli mowame, romelic imTaviTve Cveniani ki
ar iyo, aramed Cveni sarwmunoebis armcodne, ucxo rjulis adamiani. is
gaecno qristianobas. mtkice rwmena didi ganZia morwmune adamianisTvis.
qristianoba didi moZRvrebaa. sarwmunoeba qarTvelTa Soris ar ars
sxvaze dabali. berZnebma RvTis mier boZebuli rwmena moipoves; Cven,
qarTvelebma, moSorebiT damkvidrebulebma, qristianuli samyaros
ganapiras macxovreblebma, SevinarCuneT rwmena. da ai, qarTli iwodeba
wmindanebis dedad, mSobelad. aq bevri wmindani, zogi aqauri da zogi
ucxo, sxva qveynidan mosuli, CvenTan mowameobrivad aRsrulebula.
qarTlis erisTavi nerse, adarnase kurapalatis Ze, 772 wels,
xalifa manusarma, arabTa winaaRmdeg saqmianobisTvis baRdadSi gaiwvia
da sapyrobileSi Casva. nerse sam wlamde iyo tusaRad. roca RvTis nebiT
mokvda abdila, mis nacvlad taxtze avida misi Ze mahdi, romelmac
qarTlSi gaaTavisufla nerse da erismTavrad gamouSva qarTlSi.
iovane sabanisZe gamoTqvams survils, rom qristianebs mouTxros
abos Sesaxeb, Tu rogor da saidan Camovida qarTlSi. abo iyo abraamis
STamomavali, sarkinozTa tomidan. misi mSoblebi, Zmebi da debi imave
qalaqSi, baRdadSi cxovrobdnen. abo iyo daaxloebiT Tvrameti, ufro
naklebi, Cvidmeti wlis. man isurva nerse erisTavTan erTad qarTlSi
wamosvla da msaxurad dadgoma. abo surnelovani nelsacxeblebis
ostaturad Semzavebeli, menelsacxeble iyo. man miatova mSoblebi, debi,
Zmebi, naTesavebi, mamulebi da daemgzavra nerses. rodesac is qarTlSi
Camovida, nersesTan cxovrobda. Tavisi saTnoebiT abom mTel xalxs
Seayvara Tavi. man iswavla qarTuli wera-kiTxva da gamarTulad laparaki.
abom daiwyo bibliis Seswavla da RvTismetyvelebaSi ganswavlul
adamianebs ekiTxeboda da swavlobda. man srulyo Tavisi Tavi mTeli
moZRvrebis SecnobiT, datova mamapapuri locvis wesi da guliT Seiyvara
qriste. Tumca advilad ver acxadebda, rom qristiani iyo. igi farulad
marxulobda da loculobda. abo eZebda usafrTxo adgils, sadac
moinaTleboda, radgan eSinoda sarkinozebis, romlebic TbilisSi
imyofebodnen.
im dros sarkinozi xelisufalni kvlav ganurisxdnen nerse
erisTavs. igi gaerida maT, radgan arabebi sastikad ebrZodnen. ufalma
nerse maTgan daicva. man gaiara oseTis kari, romelsac dariali hqvia.
nerses Tan axlda samasamde mamakaci; maT Soris iyo netari abo. nerse
mivida xazarebis mefesTan, romelmac Seifara isini ucxoobisa da
arabTagan gamoqcevis gamo; misca maT saWmeli da samoseli. roca abom
igrZno, rom safrTxe ar eloda, iCqara qristesTan miaxloeba da
moinaTla. ramdenime xnis Semdeg nerse Seevedra xazarTa mefes, rom
iqidan afxazeTSi gaeSva, radgan iq adreve gaexizna deda, col-Svili,
jalaboba da mTeli misi amala. afxazeTi daculi iyo sarkinozebisgan.
xazarTa mefem mas dasturi misca da gamouSva nerse uamravi saboZvariT.
isini RmerTs madlobs swiravdnen. maT dRedaRam uSiSrad iares sami
Tvis saval gzaze. am drois ganmavlobaSi abo gzaSi loculobda,
daucxromlad galobda fsalmunebs. afxazeTSi rom mividnen, afxazTa
mefem nerse da misi amala Seifara. roca nersem ixila deda, col-Svili
da Tavisi xalxi, RmerTs adidebdnen janmrTelad da mSvidobianad
TavSeyrisTvis. roca afxazeTis mTavars ecnoba abos Sesaxeb, rom is
axladmonaTluli iyo, Zalian gauxarda. abo kidev ufro madlobda
ufals, rom aq yvela qristiani daxvda.
qarTlidan nerses gaqcevis Semdeg erismTavrad nerses disSvili,
stefanoz gurgenis Ze daniSnes. nerses gauxarda, rom erismTavroba mis
sanaTesaos ar CamoarTva ufalma. man amirasgan iTxova nebarTva
samSobloSi dabrunebisa mTeli Tavisi mxedrobiT da uSiSrobis piroba
miiRo, rom Tavisuflad wamovidoda xalxianad. wamosvlisas afxazeTis
mTavarma abos uTxra: nu waxval aqedan, radgan qarTli sarkinozebs
ukaviaT, Sen gamo vSiSob, vaiTu, gadaibiron qristes sarwmunoebisgan.
abom upasuxa: Tundac mravali oqro da vercxli momcen, an kidev mtanjon
da mgvemon, ver gamineleben uflis siyvaruls; nu damabrkoleb. me gavige
wminda saxarebidan Tqmuli sityva macxovris mier: sulieri amaRleba,
qristes naTeli ar unda daimalos, aramed man bneli unda gaanaTos,
sxvebs unda gaukvlios sulieri cxovrebis gza. me ratom unda davifaro
WeSmariti naTeli romliTac qristem ganmanaTla? abos aRar dauSales.
igi nersesTan erTad qarTlSi dabrunda. abo gabedulad, daufaravad
dadioda. sarkinozebma rom naxes qristiani abo, zogi usayvedurebda,
zogi lanZRavda, zogi aSinebda, zogi mSvidobianad Seagonebda,
arwmunebda; magram abos rwmena qristes mimarT mtkice da uryevi iyo.
mas veravin Searyevda. igi sam weliwads qalaqsa da mis SemogarenSi
Tavisuflad dadioda.
iovne sabanisZe mouwodebs im adamianebs, romelTac uyvarT qriste
da martvilebi, wmindanebi. mwerali moiTxovs, rom mousminon, Seityon
ambavi qristesTvis Rvawlis gamRebi adamianebisa, romelmac amqveyniuri
tanjviT RvTaebrivi dideba moipova; mas didebis gvirgvini mieniWa
qristes mier. wminda abos martviloba amgvarad moxda; Seipyres abo da
miiyvanes msajulTan. igi qristes rwmenisTvis sapyrobileSi Casves.
ramdenime dRis Semdeg stefanoz erisTavis moTxovniT abo
gaaTavisufles. cota xnis Semdeg kvlav aborgdnen mabezRar, damsmeni
adamianebi, piri Sekres da msajulTan mividnen. msajulad im dros sxva
amira iyo daniSnuli. mas moaxsenes: am qalaqSi aris erTi Wabuki,
romelic warmoSobiT sarkinozi iyo. igi izrdeboda im rjuliT,
romelic Cvenma mociqulma mogvca. man uaryo mahmadianoba da qristianad
acxadebda Tavs. is uSiSrad dadis qalaqebSi da bevr Cvengans uqadagebs
qristianobas. brZane misi Sepyroba, awame, vidre ar aRiarebs Cvens
rjuls. Tu ara da mokvdes igi, radgan aseT adamians bevri mbaZveli
gamouCndeba. abos roca abezRebdnen, viRac qristianebma gaiges, mividnen
WabukTan da arwmunebdnen, rom garideboda da damaluliyo, xolo abom
maT uTxra: ara marto satanjvelad var mzad qristesTvis, aramed
sasikvdilodac, is gamovida sixaruliT da quCebSi daufaravad
mimodioda. amiras msaxurebma is Seipyres da msajulis winaSe miiyvanes.
msajulma mas uTxra: es ra mesmis Sens Sesaxeb? warmomavlobiTa da
gvartomobiT arabi xarT, mama-papaTa sarwmunoeba dagitovebia da
Semcdari xar qristianebisgan. moemzade da iloce im rjuliT, romliTac
Senma mSoblebma gagzardes. abom upasuxa: eg swored Tqvi, radgan bunebiT
sarkinozi var, vcxovrobdi am rjuliT vidre uvici viyavi; axla qristes
mier moniWebuli WeSmariti sarwmunoebis mimdevari gavxdi da
uciloblad, udavod qristiani var. msajulma uTxra: miatove eg
suleluri azrebi, moiSore ugunuri zraxva. Tu siRaribis gamo
gaqristiandi, ufro met saboZvarsa da pativs axlave mogageb. abom miugo:
oqro da vercxli Senve gqondes Sens dasaRupavad. me pativsa da didebas
adamianebisgan ar veZeb, radgan me maqvs qristes mier boZebuli saCuqari,
maradiuli cxovrebis gvirgvini. maSin msajulma brZana misi xel-fexis
Sekvra borkilebiT da sapyrobileSi Casma. Nnetar abos uxaroda da
ufals madlobas swiravda.
abo sapyrobileSi marxulobda da loculobda, dRedaRam
ganuwvetliv galobda. igi mowyalebas aZlevda xelmokleebs. abom gayida
yvelaferi, rac hqonda. igi asazrdoebda mSier adamianebs, romlebic
masTan erTad iyvnen datusaRebulni. gadabirebulebi Sediodnen abosTan
da zogerTi daJinebiT urCevda: Tavs nu daiRupav, nurc Sens siWabukes
gawirav qristianobisTvis, nurc Sens ojaxis wevrebsa da naTesavebs
ganeSorebi. avs arafers gadaeyaro, rom ar dagvamwuxro yvelani.
zogierTebi aSinebdnen abos. isini eubnebodnen: ra sargeblobas mogitans
qriste, an vin dagixsnis Cvens xelTagan, radgan cecxli da satanjveli
ukve gagvimzadebia, Tu ar moubrundebi Cvens sarwmunoebas. abo ar
usmenda maT da loculobda, uxmod gunebaSi galobda. rom ver Seipyres,
Sercxvenilni gamovidnen.
sapyrobileSi yofnis mecxre dRes abom masTan erTad myof
Sepyrobil qristianebs da sxvebsac uTxra: xval iqneba Cemi sxeulidan
gasvla. man Tavisi samosi gaixada, gaatana gasayidad, radgan Semdeg
misTvis eyidaT sanTlebi, sakmeveli, gaegzavnaT yvela eklesiaSi,
romlebic qalaqSi iyo da aenToT naTlisRebis dResaswaulis wina Rames.
abom RamisTevis dros ori didi sanTeli aanTo da Sua dilegSi dadga.
TviTon ganTiadamde fexze idga da ar damjdara, vidre ar daamTavra
fsalmunebis kiTxva da sanam mis xelebSi sanTeli ar daiwva.
gaTenda meaTe dRe, macxovris naTlisRebis dResaswauli, romelic
aRiniSneba 6 ianvars; iyo paraskevi. abom Tqva: CemTvis es dRe diadia.
vxedav ormxriv gamarjvebas ieso qristesas. ieso mosanaTlad Sevida
ioedaneSi. mec mmarTebs, rom davZlio SiSi, romelic mowamis xorcieli
bunebiT aris gamowveuli. xorci Cemi sulis samoselia. abom moiTxova
wyali, daibana piri, icxo zeTi da Tqva: menelsacxeble viyavi, xolo es
sacxebeli Cemi dakrZalvis dRisTvisaa, amieridan aRar wavicxob.
solomon brZenma maswavla: Seni nelsacxeblis surnelebisken
moviltvodi. qristem amavso maradiuli netarebiTa da siamiT. ufalo,
Sen ici, rom sakuTar Tavze metad Segiyvare. amis Semdeg netarma abom
eklesiidan moatanina qristes xorci da sisxli, roca is miiRo, Tqva:
gmadlob ufalo. qristem momca xsna Cems gasaxareblad da
gansamtkiceblad. es rom Tqva, movidnen msajulis msaxurebi. abom
qristianebs mimarTa: gixarodeT, radgan Cems ufalTan mivdivar, locviT
gamacileT. igi Tavis sxeuls, rogorc cxedars, ise misdevda da as
meTvramete fsalmuns kiTxulobda. roca is msajuls warudgines,
msajulma hkiTxa: ar migitovebia eg Seni sigiJe da ugunureba? abom
miugo: Tu movkvdebi, mwams, rom qristesTan viqnebi, rasac mipireb,
aRasrule, radgan rogorc mag kedels, romelsac miyrdnobili xar,
araferi esmis, ise me ar mesmis Seni, radgan Cemi fiqri da azri zecaSia
qristesTan. msajulma hkiTxa: amdeni ra sitkbo gaqvs qristes mimarT,
romlis gamoc sasikvdilodac ar gebraleba Tavi? abom upasuxa: Tu
gsurs Seityo misi sitkboeba, Senc irwmune da moinaTle qristianad;
mxolod maSin eRirsebi misi sitboebis Setyobas. maSin ganrisxda amira
da brZana, rom abo gareT gaeyvanaT da Tavi moekveTaT. msaxurebma
gamoiyvanes gareT Wabuki, sasaxlis ezoSi. mas xel-fexze Sexsnes rkinis
borkilebi. abom Semoixia samoseli, pirjvari gadaiwera da Tqva:
gmadlob, wmindao samebao, rom Rvawlis gaRebis Rirsi gamxade. es rom
Tqva, ukan, zurgze gadaijvaredina xelebi, pirmxiarulma Tamamad
SehRaRada qristes da kiseri miuSvira maxvils. abos samjer mouqnies
maxvili, egonaT qristes rwmenas Seuryevdnen. abo mtkiced,
xmaamouReblad Sexvda maxvils, vidre suli ar miabara ufals. roca
damabezReblebma naxes, rom man moTminebiT sZlia maT Wkuamcdarobasa da
sigiJes, ufro metad aRivsnen SuriT, Sevidnen msajulTan da uTxres:
Cven viciT, rom qristianebs amgvari Cveuleba aqvT. Tu vinme qristesTvis
Tavs gawiravs, iparaven gvams da pativs miageben damarxviT, dakrZalviT.
xalxSi mohfenen tyuils, TiTqos saswaulis moxdena SeuZlia. amgvarad
bevr umecarsa dauvics Seacdnen. brZane, rom mogvcen abos gvami, raTa
gavitanoT, davwvaT cecxlze da ferfli gavfantoT, movspoT
qristianuli cTuneba. es bevrs SeaSinebs, Cvens rjulze gadmoiyvans,
Cvenianebi ki qristianTa moZRvrebas ar gayvebian. msajulma brZana, rom
abos gvami daewvaT. gamoitanes cxedari, aitanes sasaflaoze, moitanes
SeSa, Tiva, navTi daasxes da cecxli waukides. es adgili qalaqis cixis
aRmosavleTiT mdebareobda. kldis piras mdinaris cicabo napiri iyo. am
mdinares mtkvari erqva. im adgilas misvlis ufleba aravis misces.
wmindanis Zvlebi, romelTa dawvac ver SeZles, moagroves, cxvris tyavSi
mtkiced Sekres da mtkvarSi Cayares.
Qqristianebma SiSi daviwyes, yvelani im adgilas midiodnen, sadac
wmindanis cxedari dawves. moxucebulebi morbodnen, koWlebi xtodnen,
Wabukebi sirbiliT, bavSvebi ki erTmaneTze xeTqebiT mieSurnen.
menelsacxeble dedebs mihqondaT nelsacxeblebi, sanTlebi da sakmeveli.
qristianebi am adgilidan miwas iRebdnen; mihyavdaT sneulebi da
ikurnebodnen. RmerTma ufro metad gaacxada Tavisi Zala. ufalma
sulieri pativi miago Tavis mowames da saswauli mouvlina. roca
daRamda, iqneboda pirveli saaTi, caze mokaSkaSe varskvlavi gamoCnda; is
anTebuli lampariviT kaSkaSebda. meore Rames ufro imata saswaulebma.
wyalma gamoaSuqa saocari naTeli. ganaTebuli iyo mdinaris napirebi,
klde, xidi zevidan qvemoT ise, rom qalaqis yvela mkvidri xedavda.
yvelam irwmuna ieso qristes saswauli da is, rom abo iyo WeSmariti
wmindani.
iovane sabanisZe mimarTavs morwmuneebs, rom idResaswaulon
wminda mowamis xsenebis dRe, romelic Cvens Semwed mogvivlina qristem.
usazRvro sixaruliT gulwrfelad vadidoT da vTqvaT: gixarodes,
radgan Sen Cveni cxovrebis ukanaskneli muSaki meTerTmete saaTisa,
gauTanaswordi sxvebs. maTze naklebi gasamrjelo ar migiRia. vin gaqos
Sesaferisad? Seni qeba me msurs, magram ver vbedav, Cems gonebas aRemateba
Seni saTnoebis qeba da amasTanave dadumebisac meSinia, radgan
qristianuli siyvaruliT Semiyvare me, sanam iyavi Cvens sofelSi, Zalian
gagvakvirve Cven, wmindao mowameo, radgan ismailitelTa batonobis dros
didebas Seni nebiT qristesTvis Tavmdabloba arCie, maxvilze
damyarebuli sarwmunoeba uaryavi da jvarcmuli aRiare RmerTad. Seni
RvawliT, wmidao mowameo, qarTvelebis rwmena ganaxlda. SeverieT ucxo
ers, qristes urwmunoebs, Cveni sarwmunoebis mlanZRvelebs, romelTagan
viswavleT maTi saqmeebi da Cvens survilebs vemonebodiT maT wabaZviT.
TiTqos qristes moimede ar vyofiliyaviT da dagvviwyeboda maradiuli
cxovreba. qristes gzaze axlaxan Semdgar qarTvelobas moZRvrad eqmeni,
Seryeulebi ufro ganamtkice, ganmtkicebulebi gaaxare, warmarTebs
qristes msaxureba moasurve. Seni xsenebis dRe Cven dagvitove; Seni
saxelis yvelasTvis sauwyebel qadagad viqeciT. iovane sabanisZe sTxovs
netar abos: gevedrebiT, Semwe iyavi. Cven, yvelas gviSuamdgomle
macxovris winaSe. vadidebdeT mamasa da Zesa da wmindasa sulsa, aw da
maradis da ukuniTi ukunisamde, amin.

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